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Hanging my masculinity out to dry:
I grew up with a basic understanding of fathering. A mother's job is to
nurture a child. The father's job is to take the child out into the
world but to make her or him feel safe. This is a story of how it all
went wrong.
I met Diane, the love of my life, around twenty years ago. Diane had
previously been in a lesbian relationship with a girl named Lucy but was
wondering if she was bisexual when she met me. I got her drunk and
pregnant on her first date. This led to the breakdown of her
relationship with her girlfriend Lucy, something which I have now learnt
she had never intended to happen. They dealt with it in distress
different ways. The last I heard of Lucy she had a bodybuilding
bisexual boyfriend called Rocky. Diane threw herself into being a wife
and mother..
Our first daughter was born out of wedlock and Dianne named her
Gabrielle. A few weeks later we were had a registry office wedding
although, romantic as I was, I had wanted a church wedding.
A year later and I was the proud father of Ren?e, our second daughter.
I had come from a long line of boys and it felt somewhat emasculating to
only be capable of fathering daughters but don't get me wrong I loved
our little girls. I was a very protective Dad and I forbade them to
wear skirts to school as I did not want men looking at themed
sexualising them.
"You have plenty of time for boyfriends when you finish school. I want
you girls to get a good education and not have it terminated by some
dumb boy getting you pregnant. You are to dress like me when you go to
school. That means no skirts, no pierced ears and no makeup."
Gabrielle and Ren?e performed well at school and appeared to do as I
told them.
I have since learnt that Diane bought them skirts the moment I forbade
them to wear them. Well not literally but the next day. They would
leave for school dressed like I told them to be but would take their
trousers off as soon as they got to school and would be in skirts for
the rest of the day until they got home.
I have since learnt that they were both cheerleaders and rather popular
with the boys on account of their good looks and their ease with boys.
On the occasion of Ren?e's 18th birthday we arranged a party with all
her friends. It was to be a Rocky Horror Picture Show party, as both my
daughters loved the film. It was a film I knew nothing about. I
wanted to keep any eye on them so Diane said we should all be in
costume.
The night before the party I got very drunk. Diane got me out of my
clothes and set about shaving me all over while I was passed out drunk.
She had left me some pubic hair around my penis but otherwise my body
was now hairless from the neck down. She had shaved my face and my
sideburns. Although when it came to my eyebrows she had arched them in
a feminine style rather than shave them off completely.
When I woke I found out that I had no clean underwear or indeed any
other clothes although Diane told me some of it was in the machine.
"You have proscribed how you daughters dress, now your daughters and I
will proscribe how you dress. Today you are going to have to dress en
femme or in other words as a woman."
I would have to put on a pair of Diane's panties if I didn't want our
daughters seeing me naked. So I was given a silky pair of panties with
a white lace trim and told to put them on.
I didn't have a choice. I was thrilled at the feel of the silk as I
pulled them up my hairless legs and quickly erect.
"Oh your penis is so unsightly in your panties, Charles, stick it
between your legs." Diane ordered me. I did as I was told.
"Now here's the bra that goes with your panties. Put the cups behind
you and then hook the clasp together. Then you swivel it round and put
your arms through the straps. Wow. It fits you so well it looks like
you have real tits! We'll have to do something about that soon. Right
here's a half slip to wear over your panties to protect your modesty."
It was white and silky too with a lace trim, although there were splits
down either side. I was given a pair of tan pantyhose to roll up my
legs to keep me from catching a cold. They brought a sort of shine to
my legs and I was urged to rub my legs to get to enjoy how a good pair
of pantyhose felt.
Next I was asked whether I wanted to go out in the garden to hang up my
clothes in my bra and slip or if I would rather be covered up. I chose
to wear the dress. I had zipped Diane into plenty of dresses but this
was the first time she had zipped me into one and I felt kind of
powerless. I wasn't getting out of this dress until she unzipped me.
"Now you can go out in your dress to hang up your washing or I can make
you up to look like a real woman first and put a wig on your head. What
would you prefer?"
I was terrified the neighbour's would see me and recognise me so I opted
for the makeup and wig. By the time Diane was done I didn't recognise
me any more so I was sure the neighbour would not.
Finally I was given a white pair of Mary Janes and a pile of my clothes
to hang on the line. I was very nervous the whole time I was hanging
the washing up and constantly looking around at their windows to see if
anyone was watching me.
Then we had to get the house ready for the party and obviously I had to
help too and I wound up forgetting my masculinity was effectively hung
out on the line to dry. By the time I remembered it, it was pouring
with rain and I figured I might as well leave it where it was to dry out
tomorrow.
Come the party Diane had dressed up like a man and put a wig on which
hid her beautiful long blonde hair and Gabrielle had dressed up as some
sort of butler. She was wearing a cap which was blended with her white
facial makeup but which made her look bald on top of her head with her
blonde hair poking out from underneath it. Ren?e was dressed as a
French Maid. I was wearing the same clothes I had been wearing all day.
Their friends were all wearing costumes and Diane had arranged for a
jeweller to attend who would do free piercings for anyone who wanted
them.
I learnt that I was meant to be Janet Weiss, Diane was meant to be Brad
Majors, Gabrielle was Riff Raff and Ren?e was Magenta.
As the party began Ren?e unzipped my dress and took it off me leaving me
in front of her assembled guests in a bra and slip. Gabrielle undressed
her Mum but Diane was wearing a corset under her clothes. Diane also
had gold hoop earrings in her ears that were a gift from a former
boyfriend.
We were both given a glass of wine which was regularly refilled and
shortly after that we got separated and I found myself talking to Lucy's
boyfriend Rocky so I assumed Lucy must have got back in touch with my
wife. Rocky couldn't take his eyes off my tits and had ripped my slip
off before I knew what was happening. I rushed upstairs to look for
another slip oblivious to the fact that Rocky was following me.
As I went into my bedroom to look for a new slip I heard the door shut
behind me and wheeled round to see Rocky grinning at me. "You know you
want it." He said.
I froze.
He was then on top of me and had my panties off in no time. "So you are
a tranny? You must have had plenty of men up your back passage!" He
said. I nodded, sure that he didn't care to hear how I came to be
dressed like this and not wanting to explain it.
He was a lot stronger than me.
Then he had me face down with my pillow in my mouth as he fucked me up
my arse. It will sound strange to you that a controlling father and
husband could enjoy anal sex but it was a massive relief to just give up
control. I felt like he was splitting me in two, both because of how
his penis penetrated me and because of how I was enjoying this yet I
felt shame at what was happening to me, I wasn't able to protect myself
and I was dressed as a woman.
I was worn out by the time he had finished fucking me and I fell asleep.
When I woke my ears felt heavy and I looked up at the dress mirror to
see I had gold hoop earrings in each ear. How had I slept through this?
I don't know but I suspect my drink had been drugged.
I was then conscious that Lucy was in my bathroom. I noticed she was
wearing gold hoop earrings like mine. "Why are you wearing earrings
like Diane and mine?"
"Well you know how a rancher brands his cattle? Rocky marks his women
in the same way.Your earrings mark you as one of Rocky's women."
I looked out the window to see if my clothes had dried but they had been
stolen from the washing line. Looked like I was stuck en femme for a
second day.
Lucy helped me to get dressed and I was now ready to face people again
wearing a corset and panties like Diane's over fishnet stockings and
suspenders and stilettos. I came downstairs to see most of the people
had gone but Rocky was on my sofa having sex with a woman with long
blonde hair who was dressed similarly to me. Then she looked up and I
realised it was Diane. "Diane, how could you?" I asked, humiliated to
see Rocky was having sex with my wife without my permission but she was
clearly enjoying it.
"Janet! How could you?" She laughed.
"I think someone is jealous, Diane, and wants me in him again," Rocky
said.
At that point Ren?e and Gabrielle arrived and I noticed they were
dressed in corsets, panties, fishnet stockings and suspenders and they
were also wearing gold hoop earrings like me. I now knew what the
earrings meant. "Wow! You have just had sex with my whole family,
haven't you Rocky?"
He nodded. It was at that point that I realised he had made a woman of
me because I was now effectively just one of the women he had sex with
and I was here to serve his needs. I was no more able to prevent him
having sex with my wife or daughters than I was able to prevent him
fucking me and they seemed to enjoy having sex with him. My masculinity
had been taken from me.
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