Finding the inner goddess tg.
(Disclaimer: this story contains male-to-female tf, some heavy sexual
themes and graphic descriptions of genitalia. Don't read if this
offends you.)
"You should've seen her. She had great tits, and an ass to match. You
listening?" a voice cut through the crowded din of the bar.
"Huh?" Rick almost coughed up the beer he'd been drinking as he turned
to the workmate who'd broken his concentration.
"Linda. The girl Thomas was out with last night."
"Yeah?" Rick feigned interest. "How'd it go?"
"Great." His mate, Sam, smiled in a perverted way. "They're thinking of
a second date."
"Oh, right." Rick went back to his beer whilst Sam began going through
a list of other girls he'd dated. Not that Rick listened anyway. He
only agreed to his friend's request to get a drink because it was a
Friday and he had a tiring week of sorting out files and computer
problems as the I.T guy. He just didn't expect the night out to become
a constant reminder on how everyone but himself was having sex.
Rick gave self-conscious glance at the small gut that was poking
through his shirt. He couldn't help but compare it to Sam's flat
stomach. 'He must have a six-pack' He thought. Sam did look like the
kind who went to a gym every once in a while, and even Rick had to
admit his comrade was ruggedly handsome. Women probably cared more
about that instead of the sleazy way Sam would describe their vital
statistics.
"I got to go." Rick downed his beer, disgusted at how unfair life was.
"Really?" Sam raised an eyebrow. "But you only had one."
Rick slammed his glass down on the counter. "I got plans tonight."
"Alright." Sam nodded, drinking from his own glass. "Take care."
"Cya." Rick didn't even bother to raise his voice as he left the
noisiness of the bar. The moment he stepped out however, he immediately
regretted leaving. Being after 6pm, most of the stores were closing and
there weren't as many people around. As a result, Rick felt alone,
cold, and not drunk enough to cope with it. On the other hand, going
back inside and potentially catching Sam making out with some woman
(who probably rejected Rick last week), was not a fun alternative.
Accepting his fate, he shuffled down the few blocks to his car when a
voice called out. "You're looking lonely."
He turned to a store which he always passed but never bothered to go
inside. For as long as he knew its existence it had sold nothing but
new age products, seeing as there were always tarot cards, candles and
crystals at the display window. What caught his attention was the young
woman cleaning the window, which in bright purple letters said "Items
for the Soul." Her dark, wavy hair was tied up in a ponytail, and she
was standing on a stepladder as she struggled to stretch her slight
body across the window. Her green eyes gleamed amongst the glow of the
streetlights, her face punctuated by a small discoloured blotch of skin
on her cheek.
Rick looked around to make sure she wasn't talking to someone else.
"Me?"
"There's no one else here." She stepped off from the stepladder.
"Forgive me for putting you on the spot. I just felt a depressed aura
coming from your being."
Rick laughed. "Sorry, but I don't believe in this kind of stuff."
"I figured that." She dusted her hands against the purple apron which
had the store's logo on it. "But my intuition is never wrong."
Rick scratched the back of his curly hair. "Yeah. What do you think is
wrong with me?"
The woman laughed. "Just because I can feel your aura doesn't mean I
know everything about you. Sometimes I do wish I had that ability, but
I think it's more fun figuring it out."
"I see." Rick sighed. "I'm Rick if it helps."
"Danielle." She smiled, shaking his hand suddenly. "I run the shop."
"You're not trying to sell me something?" Rick warily joked.
"Not really." She laughed. "I'm just someone who's very sensitive to
auras and wants to help yours in some way."
"How?"
"We can discuss it over coffee," she suggested. "I mean, if that's
alright. I don't mean to be a burden."
Rick was taken aback by the comment. In all his time trying to chat up
girls, he'd never seen one take a genuine interest in his problems (not
that his relationships ever got to that phase anyway). He always
figured it was his looks, or that he was too boring for anyone to hang
around. Surely he had heard Danielle wrong, or that maybe she was
humouring him for some sick thrill.
"You sure?" he asked wearily. "I'm not going to bore you, am I?"
"It's fine." She smiled. "You may not agree, but I think everyone has
an interesting story."
Quickly, any doubts he had about Danielle were melting away. Having
been used to knowing when someone was faking interest, he could hint no
malice or sarcasm in her tone. His heart racing, Rick realised an
opportunity was right before him. "O-ok! Sure!"
"Alright!" Danielle clapped her hands, making her way to the store
door. "Follow me."
"In there?"
She stopped at the door, turning to Rick. "It's my home too."
*
Through the store filled with weird crystals and dreamcatchers, Rick
was lead to a flight of stairs, which creaked as he climbed on them. He
eventually got to the top to find a small, but humble little room with
a table and a small bed close to the window. Everything else was filled
with books and clothes strewn all over the furniture. The word
'Bohemian' came to mind.
"Sit down." Danielle switched on an electric kettle that was filled
with water. Soon it boiled with a hiss and she poured its contents into
some cups. She then sat opposite to him, handing him a coffee, offering
him to drink. Rick did it out of obligation, but was amazed by the rich
flavour of the coffee. It was nutty, but not overly sweet or bitter and
seemed to have a new flavour each time he took a sip.
"Now," Danielle offered her hand, "give me one of your arms."
"What for?" Rick put down his cup.
"To know your problem, I need you to be truthful as possible. To make
sure of that, I will read your pulse."
Rick gulped. He didn't think she would be this thorough. "Alright?"
"I don't mean to make you nervous. I just want to help, but you need to
cooperate too."
Rick nodded, reluctantly placing his arm onto the table. Danielle
gently put her index and middle fingers onto his wrist. The blood
pulsing underneath her touch made him nauseous.
"Good." Her voice was warm and gentle. "Whenever you're ready."
Rick gave a cough, the silence closing in around him. He glanced at
Danielle to find her lips were curved into a kind smile. Suddenly, he
could feel the tension ease away, as if the smile was inviting him to
let out his his frustrations. Finally he spoke. "To be frank, I just
can't get a girl to like me."
"How come?" Danielle nodded knowingly.
"As you can see, I'm not exactly Ryan Gosling," Rick lamented.
"To be fair, masculinity comes in all shapes and sizes," Danielle
answered. "What's considered attractive is different in each culture."
"I-I know. But there are some girls who seem to be having a good time
with me, but then they never call back."
"I see," she hummed. "What do you do?"
"Just typical office work really. I do I.T. I fix computers, check for
viruses, that sort of thing."
Danielle's next question was sharp and quick. "Hobbies and interests?"
"I do like movies. Especially the action kind. I like to watch the
football. I used to play it in high school but was never any good. And
that's just about it."
A terse cough broke his concentration. "What did I say about being
honest?"
"I was!" Rick cried, only to feel her fingers pressing harder into his
wrists. Trying to think of something to get her to stop, he quickly
added, "Alright. I like to cook."
"Ahem?"
Rick seemed to be surprised at how much she'd seen through his bluff.
But there was only one other thing and he was ashamed to admit to it.
However, he couldn't just leave Danielle hanging and it wasn't like any
of his friends knew her anyway. "Alright, I do crafts."
The pressure on his wrists subsided. "What kind?"
He gulped. "Homemade jewellery, hair decorations. That sort of thing.
My mum has this market stall on Sunday's and I like to help her out."
Danielle's lips curved into an enlightened smile. "Tell me more."
He was amazed by such a casual tone. "Y-you don't think it's weird?"
"I think it's good for a man to get in touch with his feminine side."
He sheepishly looked away. "Yeah, but women don't appreciate it."
Danielle's thumbs were making circular motions around his wrists.
"You'd be surprised how many do."
A rush of appreciation went through Rick. "Thanks."
"So, why do you do it?"
Taking a breath he answered, "It's something I've liked doing since
high school. I was always so fascinated by the articles in my Mum's
magazines that I decided to try it out. I find it really calming and it
gives me a sense of achievement whenever I have a rough day."
Danielle gave a hum. "See, it wasn't so hard. I think that's a noble
reason to do it. Every individual has their hobbies and it makes up
part of their identity."
Rick sighed in relief, a sense of smugness coming over him. Then:
"However, I feel you're leaving something out. A secret you're afraid
to tell me."
Rick froze, stunned that Danielle had somehow gone on such a tangent.
The worst part was that she was right. "I don't know-"
"Rick, what did I say?" Danielle's tone was like the heat from the sun.
Rick gulped. It was his secret and he was afraid of what she would
think. However, he did promise to be honest and he didn't want to lose
her respect.
Just as he was about to spit it out however, Danielle pulled back.
"Sorry, I see I'm prying too much. My apologies."
Rick sighed in relief. "Thanks. I-I know you'd laugh if I told you."
"Not at all." Danielle got out of her chair, stretching with the
finesse of a cat. "In fact, you not answering actually told me all I
needed to know."
Rick stared at her dumbfounded. "R-really!?"
Danielle waltzed to the stairs. "Follow me." She beckoned with a
finger.
Rick followed her down, unsure where this conversation was going. He
soon found himself back in the main store, surrounded by the chakra
charts and mood rings. Danielle reached towards one shelf behind the
counter and put something in a paper bag.
"What are you doing?"
"It seems the problem is that you are lacking confidence in yourself."
She explained. "I know what's inside this bag is going look really
simplistic to you but please, try to keep an open mind. As long as you
follow the instructions inside, I guarantee your problems will be
solved."
"R-really? I thought you said you weren't sell-"
"Selling anything?" Danielle scoffed, shoving the bag onto his chest.
"Do I look on duty to you?"
Rick found he couldn't exactly answer the question definitively. "Well,
maybe?"
She laughed. "Relax, this is for free, so don't think of this as a
purchase. Think of this as a gift from me to you. Just be sure to come
back to me when you use it, ok?"
"R-really?" Rick was amazed as he was guided to the door. He'd been
heartbroken before and he wasn't sure if this was just an excuse to get
rid of him. "Honest?"
"As honest as I'll ever be." Danielle smiled, opening the door. "I
promise I won't run away. I don't think you have cooties or anything.
That and my business would sink if I left."
"Heh. I see." Rick laughed. "S-see you around then."
Danielle nodded, closing the door. "Remember, keep an open mind."
Before Rick knew it, he was outside and the light from the store had
dimmed. As he turned to his car however, a sickening feeling crept into
his stomach: he'd forgotten to ask for her phone number!
Again, he was alone.
*
Rick returned home, the buzz of his recent coffee wafting from his
mouth as he trudged into the house. As always, the cold, lonely air of
a dark corridor greeted him. Sighing, he stepped into the dark living
room and switched on a light. Then he put down the strange package on
the table and took out its contents.
It was a nondescript box, just smaller than a shoebox. There was a
label in a mystic looking font that said "Inner Goddess summoning kit."
Rick couldn't help but roll his eyes. It was so silly that he couldn't
help but think he'd been set up. Yet if he had been scammed, then why
had he been given the box for free? And Danielle did invite him back to
her shop, even if she didn't give him her number. That didn't seem like
someone who wanted to get rid of him.
However, the box only raised more questions: why did he need to summon
a Goddess? What did it mean by 'Inner Goddess'? Was this Goddess going
to be his girlfriend? There was only one way to find out.
Finding a box cutter, he ripped the lid open. However, when he peaked
inside, he couldn't help but feel deflated. The content inside was as
nondescript as the box. There was a large, rose-coloured crystal which
felt quite light despite its size. The next item unnerved him a little
bit: it appeared to be some sort of strange marking printed onto paper.
It reminded him of a pentagram, but he could hardly understand the
markings. Next was another piece of paper, which were obviously
instructions.
Studying them, he read the introduction:
"Not feeling confident with yourself? Wanting that special someone to
catch your eye? Maybe this is because you have not been listening to
your Inner Goddess! This kit will help summon her, and improve the
beautiful aspects of yourself that lay dormant in you!"
He couldn't help but imagine a cheesy announcer saying that spiel. He
didn't really see how the bare items inside would do such a thing. He
kept reading.
"WHAT IS AN INNER GODDESS? An Inner Goddess is basically the inner you
who lays dormant inside of your soul. She instructs you on what being a
woman is all about and helps improve the parts that are holding back
your true beauty. If you listen to her, your life will be greatly
improved!"
He again scoffed as he continued to read. He was a little confused why
there would be a goddess living inside of him, and how she would
improve him. Would she give him a makeover?
"If only." He sighed, as he turned to the instructions and read them
carefully. He placed the strange pentagram in the middle of the floor,
then put the crystal on top. He made sure there were no distractions,
turning off his phone and shutting the curtains. Then he looked over
the second-last instruction: Get something that will appeal to your
Inner Goddess. She will be summoned by something feminine that both you
and her will like, whether it's clothing, jewellery or something else
that appeals to you.
He read it again. Something that appeals to both him and her? His heart
started to race and he wondered if Danielle had figured out his secret.
More importantly he knew exactly the perfect thing he could use.
He entered his private study room where he made his special crafts. It
was the one room where he truly felt comfortable being himself without
needing to hide anything from his co-workers. Inside were tons of
ribbons, fabrics and sequins across the floor. Amongst the desk was a
batch of mock-flower hair decorations that he had made all week and was
preparing to hand over to his mother for her stall. He picked out a
broach with fuchsia coloured petals and green gems on the inside which
appealed to him. He liked the two colours (especially as green was his
eye colour) and figured if the Goddess was a part of himself, she might
like the colours too.
Placing the garment before the crystal, he looked over the last
instruction. He sat before the crystal and took a deep breath. He
clasped his hands in prayer and said. "Goddess, I am here."
Suddenly, "It's about time."
Rick's eyes shot open but there was no one else around. That clearly
had been a woman's voice, but he wasn't sure where it was coming from.
It was then he noticed the crystal was flashing a light at him, as if
it was a lighthouse beacon. He stared at it, wondering if it was just
some cheap trick.
"Stand back." The voice spoke loud and clear as if it was in the same
room as him. "I'm going to need room."
"Al-alright!" Rick couldn't believe he was agreeing to a disembodied
voice as he followed its instructions. Just as he did however, a light
from the crystal hit him in the chest. He yelped in surprise only to
realise the light wasn't hurting him. If anything, it felt more like it
was guiding its way into his body, before grabbing something. Then, in
an instant, he could feel something being pulled out of him. Before he
could comprehend, a smaller, human-like shape was suddenly standing
before him.
The shape stood before him in the effervescent glow. Rick couldn't help
but gawk in disbelief as the figure's glow started to dissipate. More
and more details came into focus. Long, dark hair flowed from its head
and dangled amongst its shoulders. Bold, flowing curves were
highlighted by lightly tanned skin. Finally, a beautiful face shone
back, complete with emerald coloured eyes and a thankful smile.
"Oh man!" she stretched. "It was so stuffy in there! I thought I'd
never come out!"
Rick couldn't even retort to what he felt was an insult however, for
the woman before him was naked.
The woman then noticed the hair clip on the floor and picked it up. She
looked at it curiously. "Hmmm, I was hoping for panties, but this will
do." She placed it in her hair, making her look like some sort of
exotic island girl. "Do I look good in this?"
Rick was more distracted looking at her stunning figure. She was the
perfect blend of slender and curvy. Her face was already pleasant to
look at, but there was also her breasts, which hung on her chest as two
full, but pert mounds. Her small waist effortlessly flowed into a round
pair of hips without looking distorted or over-exaggerated. To complete
the look, she also had a toned pair of legs which only accentuated her
fertile nature.
It was a little wonder that his eventual reply was a delayed. "Ugh,
yeah."
Noticing his sheepish expression, the Goddess cocked her hip with no
shame whatsoever. "Like what you see, Hun?"
Rick suddenly gulped and turned around. "Sorry! I-I didn't mean to
stare! I-I didn't know you'd be, well, naked!"
A sweet laugh rang behind him, followed by gentle footsteps. "Relax, I
don't mind."
He turned around slightly. "Y-you don't?"
A gentle hand suddenly touched his left shoulder. "Hun, if anything,
I'm flattered." Her voice oozed a sort of sexuality that effortlessly
flowed from her lips.
"You are?" He found the courage to face her, but as her head only
reached his eyes, he made sure his eyes didn't wonder too low.
She laughed with careless ease. "Of course." She was suddenly very
close to his face, allowing Rick to feel the warmth radiating off of
her skin. "Now let me ask the question again: Do you like what you
see?"
"Yeah," a flustered squeak left his lips. Never had he seen someone so
beautiful and he felt unworthy just by being in the same space as her.
He just had to keep reminding himself that she couldn't just be here
for sex.
"A-are you here to h-help?" He gulped.
She nodded, her slender hand cupping his jaw. "Of course. You think a
goddess wouldn't help you?"
"M-maybe?"
The Goddess's face softened, her lips dipping to a gentle frown. "Rick,
it's alright. Your days of loneliness are over. If you've called me
out, then that means I will help."
Rick was left immobile by her kind words. "Really?"
The Goddess' lips smirked again. "Let me show you what you've been
missing out on."
Suddenly Rick could feel soft lips touching his own. Her lips were not
too plump but were soft enough to lightly touch his own. His eyes
widened. Never had a beautiful woman tried to touch him, let alone kiss
him. Now one was doing so in front of him, naked! It took all of his
willpower to prevent his arms from touching any of her, fearing he
might ruin the moment.
As he stood there helplessly, he could feel a heat rising along his
mouth. It wasn't a burning heat, but rather a soothing one that
radiated under the skin. It started to spread along his jaw, a strange
tingling rushing along his cheeks. He wondered if that was just a
normal phenomenon whenever two people kissed, and if the Goddess was
feeling the same.
Finally, after what seemed like a while, she pulled away. "How was
that?"
Rick finally moved his hand up to touch his lips, as if already craving
the touch she left behind. To his surprise however, his lips felt
softer than he was expecting. "G-good, I guess?"
Suddenly, his hand felt a smooth patch of skin along his cheek. This
would normally not be odd, but he knew he hadn't had time to shave that
morning. He traced the area more, expecting to feel some of his stubble
at some point, only to keep feeling smooth skin. He soon touched his
other cheek and felt the same. As a creeping sense of wrongness swelled
inside of him, the woman caressed his cheek with her hand.
"Feels good doesn't it?" she softly spoke.
Rick was tempted to nod, but resisted. "S-sorry, I need to check
something." He pushed himself away, and hurriedly ran to the bathroom.
The alien tingle was still present on his face by the time he flicked
on the light and saw his reflection in the mirror.
Sure enough, his jawline was bereft of any hair whatsoever. There
wasn't even any spots of grey blemishing the smooth peach fuzz of his
skin. But that wasn't all that disturbed him. His lips, which were
usually rough and thin, were noticeably bigger. They were plump, like
the Goddesses lips, but not cartoonishly large like someone who'd
overdone it with collagen. Instead, they were soft and strangely
alluring. They even looked a darker shade of red, as if lipstick had
been applied.
Touching them, he couldn't help but feel aroused, and for some reason a
little giddy.
"Like my gift?" The Goddess's voice alerted Rick to turn around. She
was at the doorway in all her naked glory.
"G-gift?" Rick sputtered. "W-what do you mean?"
The Goddess strode up to him, her hips swaying like a pendulum. "Your
lips, hun."
"You did this?"
"Yes." She reached out and touched his cheek again. "And if you stop
resisting, I can do so much more."
Rick flinched away from her hand. "W-What are you?"
She laughed. "Oh yeah, how rude not to introduce myself. I am your
Inner Goddess, but you can call me Rikki Nolan."
Hearing the woman use his last name, Rick couldn't help but take a step
back. "Nolan? B-but that's-"
"Your last name?" She completed his sentence. "Yes, and it's mine too.
You see, I am you."
If this was any other woman he would dismiss them as crazy, but Rick
knew he couldn't. There had been something about her appearance that
bugged him for sometime. She had the same green eyes as he did, and the
same coloured hair. If he really squinted he could even seem a
resemblance to himself.
"B-but you c-can't be me!" he said, taking a step back.
"And why not?" She put a hand on her hip.
"Because I-I'm a m-m-man!" he defended, only for his back to hit the
wall. With the shower door to his right, he was trapped.
Rikki closed the distance between them. "Must you keep hiding behind
that macho facade? It's under 15's football all over again."
Rick's blood almost turned to ice as he recalled the memory. When he
was in high school, he played football for a local club. He personally
was more into doing craft courses, but he ended up joining the team to
make his Dad proud. His Dad had been a star player in his youth, but
always complained that his son wasn't enough of a man. Rick wasn't the
best player, but he was diligent in training. He mostly played near the
goals as a full forward, though he wasn't a good kick.
During this time he had been growing his hair longer. He'd noticed
other actors and rock stars were doing the same and figured he'd get on
the bandwagon. He'd gotten it to half-way down his neck when his team-
mates started to tease him. It started with simple mocking terms like
"girly" or "girly-boy" but it got really worse whenever he miss-kicked
the ball. They'd say "You kick like a girl," and then have a good
laugh. However, this only shot his self-confidence to pieces and soon
the the mistakes happened more and more often. Eventually he had enough
and cut it short. Even then that didn't stop the teasing and by
season's end he quit. He hadn't tried to grow it since.
"H-how do you..." He started to sputter, but Rikki was already reaching
the top of his head.
"As I said, I am you," she answered, laying a hand on his head.
"Whatever pain you experienced, I experienced it too."
"Pain?" He was getting uncomfortable staring at the eyes that reflected
his own.
"Why did you cut your hair?" she inquired. "I thought it looked rather
cute on you."
"Y-you did?" Rick gasped, a small shiver going through him as her
fingers started to dance along his scalp.
"Yes." Rikki smiled, her fingers pulling at one particular curl of
hair. "It's nothing to be ashamed of."
"B-but-" he started to protest, but a tingling was spreading along his
roots. Before he could respond, curly tresses were starting to tumble
into his field of vision. Frightened he slapped her hand away, before
grabbing his locks, feeling the strands lengthen in his fingers.
"W-what did you do?" Rick cried as his hair continued to worm down his
temples and cheeks. In his fingers they felt thicker, and even silkier.
Rikki crossed her arms. "I know those boys were being mean, but did you
forget Travis had his hair in a ponytail?"
"T-that was different!" he protested, the locks now cascading past his
chin and brushing along his neck.
"In what way?"
"I-I?" But he found he didn't have an answer. Before he knew it, his
hair had snaked its way down his shoulders. He pulled at his strands,
only to feel a sharp pain when he did.
"Ow!" he cried as a flash of light went before his eyes. When his sight
recovered he found the Goddess was holding his phone in her hands. "Wh-
when did you-"
"I got it out of your pocket when you were not looking." She smirked
happily, manoeuvring the screen with her fingers before casually
throwing the device at him. "Here, I think you'll like it."
With an awkward catch, he looked at the picture she had taken. On first
glance it looked like he was wearing a wig, wincing as he was trying to
pull the strand off his head. However, this was not the same kind of
hair he had as a 15 year old. It looked thicker, shinier, and well
managed, as if it was properly shampooed and conditioned.
"I-is that me?" His heart pulsed as an unfamiliar lightness flowed
through him. Then he felt a gentle finger run though his scalp. Rikki
was suddenly at his side, massaging his locks. Each stroke constantly
reminded him of his new hairdo. Yet it also sent something pulsing
through him. A feeling he hadn't felt in years.
"Do you remember when you were 10 years old?" she mused. "And how sis
would practice her styling on us?"
Rick could only nod in agreement, remembering those times well. His
sister wanted to be a hair stylist and would use him as a guinea pig.
He'd been very reluctant, but his sister would promise him some footy
cards if he was a "good customer". However, he somehow came to enjoy it
for some reason. Maybe it was just the weird way she would pull at his
hair, but it made him feel good in a way he couldn't explain. He was so
ashamed that he never told any of his friends about it.
"I-I was ten. I was a st-stupid kid really," he insisted.
"Then why are you not shying away like you did before?"
Rick's veins turned to ice. He'd just exposed something he really
didn't know he needed to expose. Out of compulsion he flinched away
from Rikki's touch. "S-stop!" he cried.
Rikki let her hand float in the air, then dropped it gently. "Are you
still fighting it?"
Rick lashed out. "I-I'm perfectly fine as a man! I thought you were
were going to help me with my love life!"
Rikki didn't flinch at all, only shaking her head. "But Rick, I am
helping you."
"By making me a-a tranny?" Rick yelled back.
Rikki frowned. "You know that's not what I'm trying to do."
"Then what's this?" He motioned around his head.
Rikki crossed her arms. "I'm bringing out your true self."
"Bullshit!" he spat out the fear that had been building inside. "I-I
know who I-"
"No, you don't!" Rikki tersely spoke back. It wasn't very loud, but the
way she said it stopped Rick in his tracks. He felt like a naughty
child being scolded to by his mother.
The nude woman then relaxed and retained her composure. "I know it's
hard to believe but you have been living a lie for all your life. I am
here to open your eyes."
"B-but how?" Rick's reply was half-hearted.
Rikki raised an eyebrow. "Rick, I've been laying dormant inside of you
for 27 years, hoping you'd finally listen to me. If there's one thing I
have learned in that time, is that you've been feeling uncomfortable in
your body."
Rick felt a shiver at that comment. He felt his paunch, sickened by the
way it lurched out of his stomach. "Y-yes. I-I do need to lose some
weight."
She confidently crossed her arms. "Puh-lease. That's the least of your
problems."
He looked up at her. "Huh?"
Rikki pointed a finger at him and drew a circle in the air. "Hun, you
need a full body makeover. And yes, it means what you think it means."
Rick hugged himself insecurely. "R-really? B-but."
Rikki got within his personal space again. "Enough with the excuses
Ricky. You've been so self conscious with yourself that it drives the
ladies away."
"I-it does?"
She snaked an arm along his shoulder. Rick flinched, but didn't shy
away. Rikki pressed herself into him on purpose and continued "You see,
you've convinced yourself that you should be in that body for so long,
that you've never thought about changing it."
She guided him back to the mirror sink, where his long locks framed his
rough looking face. Only the lips felt out of place. "What do you see?"
She asked.
"I look ridiculous."
"AH!" she cried suddenly. "That's because you keep thinking yourself as
masculine. But what if I did this?"
Rikki suddenly put a finger onto his nose. Rick wanted to flinch once
more, but he wanted to know the point she was making. With a gentle
motion she traced the bridge of his nose. As she did, it triggered a
popping sensation which sent another pulse down his spine and into his
loins. He could feel his penis burst into life at the twitch. When she
was finished with his nose, it felt lighter. It was as if a prosthetic
had been removed.
He wanted to see what had happened, but Rikki's hand was in the way as
she continued to trace along his face. Her finger was like a feather
tracing his pores, tickling at his ears as they gave way at her touch.
Then she moved along his jawline, which also appeared to feel less
heavy when she was done tracing it. Then she traced along his
cheekbones, which like his nose gave a sort of pop that sent another
wave of arousal to his loins, eliciting a small groan from him. Then
she traced along his eyelids, triggering a prickling sensation that
made him blink a few times. Finally, she glided the finger along his
eyebrows, sending another pulse through his body, before she pulled
away to reveal Rick's reflection.
Immediately, Rick gasped. He saw two Rikki's, only one of them was
taller and wearing his clothes. His face was softer, with a smaller
nose and large green eyes. He blinked and felt the eyelashes brush
against his eyelids. He felt his cheeks, feeling the new curvature of
his cheekbones and smoother jawline.
"B-but how?" He cringed at the deep voice coming out of Rikki's - his -
womanly lips, but he couldn't look away.
Rikki placed her face next to Rick's. Their reflections could've been
twins, but Rick could see a stark contrast between his confusion and
her easygoing smile. "See, you were hiding such a pretty face this
whole time."
"I-I'm pretty?" Rick couldn't believe it. Was this really him? A voice
in his head tried to tell him this wasn't right. He was a guy. He liked
having a drink with his mates at the bar. He loved to watch football.
He liked seeing women. However, the confused girl in the mirror was
spitting in the face of that logic.
"You've always have been." Rikki said, though through the reflections
it was hard to know which one was talking. "From the day you were born
I've been trying to tell you that."
"You have? I don't remember..."
Rikki shrugged. "Of course you have. You know that feeling of guilt
whenever you look at a cute dress in a magazine or try on one of your
homemade bracelets? That's me telling you were born in the wrong body."
As much as Rick wanted to dismiss it as nonsense, deep down he knew she
was right. From the times his sister played with his hair, he did have
feelings where he wanted to be more feminine. However, when he got to a
certain age, he figured it would be too late to reverse the damage
puberty had done. All he could do was do to fill in that void was do
his crafts, but even then he didn't feel comfortable doing that in
public. "I can be female? Y-you're sure?"
Rikki whispered in his ear, "You know why I haven't tried to put on any
clothes yet?"
Rick stared at her a little too long before answering. "N-no?"
She rested her hand on her hip in a seductive pose. "It's because I
have the confidence to show off. I don't hide my body. I just show it.
I'm not saying your true self is a nudist or anything, but I know you
are dying to have my body from the way you're staring at me."
Rick consciously looked away out of politeness again. "So?"
Rikki giggled. "So, if you have my body, then it will help boost your
confidence. You already have a kind and caring personality but if you
have the confidence to bring it out, then a lot more people will want
to jump your bones. Some will even covet you."
Rick wanted to deny these burgeoning feelings but there was something
about that argument that he couldn't ignore. "I-I can be you?"
She offered her hand. "I can show you. Just let me be in control."
He looked at that tempting hand with indecision. He wanted her to
reverse the changes, to turn him back. But there was a growing voice
inside of him, urging him to take her advice. The prospect of being
just as sexy as her was starting to arouse him.
Without thinking, he took her hand.
"Excellent." She smiled. "Shall we get started?"
*
(Disclaimer: this part contains male-to-female tf, some heavy sexual
themes and graphic descriptions of genitalia. Don't read if this
offends you.)
Rick was rushed to the bedroom and pushed onto the bed before he knew
what had happened. He hadn't expected his Inner Goddess to be so
enthusiastic. He brushed a lock of hair from his face to see Rikki
standing over him, her naked body all his to see.
"Did you have to be so rough?" He adjusted himself on the bed.
"Sorry." She giggled. "I'm just eager to start. A lifetime of
impatience can do that. Now, where should we go next?"
Rick could feel her eyes scanning him. From the many failed dates he
had, this gesture always made him uncomfortable as it usually meant the
girl was judging his appearance. Finally, she snapped her fingers. "I
know!" She purred, approaching him at the foot of the bed. As she
gripped his shoulders, her knee pressed against the mattress, in-
between his thighs and dangerously near his crotch.
"W-where are you-" A solitary slender finger landed on Rick's lips
before he could finish his sentence.
"Shhhhhh." Even her whisper oozed with sex appeal. "I'm just showing
you a neat trick."
Her finger then guided itself under his chin, prompting him to lift his
head slightly. Gently she leaned towards his face. Rick thought another
kiss was coming, but instead, her mouth seemed to be going for
somewhere lower. Eventually, he could feel her hot breath waft along
his thick neck, lingering in anticipation.
Lick.
He shivered, eliciting a girlish giggle from Rikki. Again her wet
tongue brushed along the hard, sinewy muscle, her sensual breath
sending goosebumps around his body. Soon, her mouth fixated at an area
under his chin and planted itself there.
Then, she started to suck.
Rick gripped the mattress with his fingers, as her mouth acted like a
vacuum. It was quite a sensitive spot, and the sensation it gave sent
another pulse down his spine.
"Ugh!" He moaned in a throaty, guttural way which betrayed his cute
face. The voice felt rough and echoed through the room. Yet he felt
embarrassed by the moan. It didn't sound very sexy in his ears. It
sounded more like a meek lion than anything.
'Wait where did that thought come from?' He thought.
'If you think it's embarrassing, then don't wear it.'
'Rikki? But how?'
'Nevermind that.' Her voice instructed inside his head. 'What would you
rather hear?'
'Me?' Rick mused. He thought about the voices that appeal to him. He
did want to sound more confident and assured. Smooth. Husky.
"Ahhhh" Rikki's tongue had met a sensitive spot again, sending his
voice up an octave. The next moan it was even higher. It soon dawned on
him what was happening, but before he could say anything her teeth
scraped against his flesh lightly, sending a full blown moan that
cracked into the alto range. Pressure started to press along his
throat, squeezing at his vocal chords.
"S-stOP!" He tried to say but the voice kept cracking, shifting from a
low rumble to a squeak in a second.
Don't fight it. She instructed him. Your true voice is breaking free.
"B-bUT!" A girlish moan now elicited from his throat. He hadn't heard
his voice that high since high school, but the sound was pleasurable to
his ears. It wasn't just himself as a pre-teen, but rather a young
woman enjoying foreplay with a sexual partner.
"Ahhhh! Ahhhhhh! AHHHHH!" His voice cracked and squeaked like a radio
being tuned to the right station. Then, just as he felt a powerful suck
from the Goddess, he felt a pop from inside his throat.
"OHHHHHHH!" he moaned, surprised by the breathy tone which glided from
his lips. Satisfied at the sound, Rikki moved away.
"Ahhhh, now that's my kitten," she purred, licking her lips.
"K-kitt-" Rick paused when he heard a woman's voice coming out of him,
causing him to cover his mouth.
Rikki tilted her head. "Yes?"
Rick reluctantly spoke, the feminine tone of his voice not dissipating.
"I-is this my voice?"
"Hmmm-mmmm." Rikki's finger traced at the flat area of his neck where
his Adams apple had once been. "Now I think it really adds to your
beauty."
Rick felt around his neck, feeling the muscles and contours were not as
thick as they once were. Again he was in disbelief, yet couldn't help
but feel buzzed by this change.
"Are you sensing doubt?" Rikki asked.
Rick almost hiccuped in surprise. "A-are you sure women like this?"
Rikki leaned close to his face again. "Do you like how I speak, stud?"
Her voice lowered into a husky purr on the last word. Rick's face
turned crimson, eliciting another giggle from the Goddess. "Trust me,
we still have a ways to go. Now, take off your shirt."
"Huh?"
Rikki's fingers dug into his shoulders. "What's the matter? Shy?"
"N-no!" Rick cried back, trying to regain some macho pride. "I-I just
never undressed in front of another..."
"Awww, but you have a nice bod, hun," she mewed. "Please don't hide
it."
Rick relented, and fumbled with the buttons of his shirt, before slowly
sliding it off his broad shoulders. He hoped he didn't need to show her
anything else. However:
"Don't forget the singlet too. And the pants."
His eyes bulged. "But-"
"It's not like I haven't seen it before," she insisted suggestively.
"But if you really want to be me then you must face your insecurities."
Rick could feel his pulse quicken as he followed her instructions,
revealing the hairy, doughy body that he'd been self-conscious about
for most of his adult life. The Goddess just watched the whole time,
her lips never frowning nor smiling. When she remained silent, Rick
asked, "Well?"
"It's not as bad as you think," Rikki insisted.
"Are you just-"
"Saying that?" Rikki finished his sentence, her hand reaching for his
right bicep. "Not really. You do have some decent muscle under that
flesh. I just need to expose it some more."
"Y-you can?" Rick perked up as he felt her hands squeezing his arm.
"Yes." Her sharp fingernails probed along the muscle of his arm.
"Watch."
Slowly, she started to massage the arm. Each small motion sent more and
more pulses through his body. Then her touch glided to his hand, where
she examined it.
"First of all. Let's do something about these nails," she cooed, one of
her fingers sliding across his thumb and then its nail. In an
effortless motion, the nail became completely covered in fuchsia. An
impulse wanted him to pull away but he couldn't help but be mesmerised
as the nail lengthened a centimetre. Then with a gentle pulse, the
entire thumb shrunk, the bulk of it shedding away until a daintier
version remained. Surprisingly, other than his joints popping as if
they were made of bubble-wrap, it wasn't painful. Wiggling it around,
he realised how light it was compared to the rest of his hand.
Soon, she was doing the same for each finger on his right hand. With
one motion, the nail would turn red, then the finger would shrink. Just
like before, a playful quiver would run through him, again stirring
something in his loins. When she finished with his pinkie, an extra
shiver made his dick stir to attention. Then with a more ferocious POP
his entire palm retreated, sinking closer to his wrist before stopping
at a smaller, refined size. The change didn't stop there, as a pop from
his wrist signalled his entire arm to start retreating into itself.
"M-my arm!" He marvelled as the years of bulk that had weighed it down
started to whittle away. It was as if his flesh was sinking closer to
the bone. To add to this, the rough hairs that matted along the limb
retreated back into his pores. Then, the skin blushed towards a glossy,
tanned sheen he didn't remember being there before. "W-what are you-"
Rikki's fingers probed along his bicep. "As I said, I'm making the
muscle more prominent."
"By making it smaller?"
"By making the rest of it more compact," she corrected him. "I haven't
made you weaker, but brute strength is overrated anyway."
A second glance seemed to justify her statement. He was expecting the
strength in his arm to be gone, but he could still feel the hard muscle
underneath the shrinking flesh. He flexed his arm and found it was
rather light and limber. His other arm may as well have been tied to a
boulder by comparison. Then there were the elegant fingers and long,
red nails of his hand. The nails especially made him feel excited,
their redness in particular reminding him of his lips: The colour of
sex. These were the fingers of a woman tempting him for a night of fun.
"Like the nails?"
It was at this point he realised he'd been staring at his hand for some
time. "Oh, ugh...well..."
Rikki giggled again. "It's no shame if you do like it. Remember that
time you were 17?"
Rick shuddered at the memory. He'd been home alone and noticed some
nail polish in the bathroom. An urge came over him to try it out, just
as a curiosity. He only did a couple of fingers before his Mum suddenly
came home and he had a difficult time hiding it for the rest of the
night. Even with the embarrassment of wearing a glove that night to
hide his shame, he remembered liking it. It made his large hand look
alluring, almost sexy.
Without even asking for anything else, Rikki immediately worked on his
other arm, the pulses becoming more and more intense as more pops and
creaks blazed away on his arm. By the time it was finished, he was
really starting to feel the contrast. His entire torso felt like a lead
tank, but his arms were more like the gentle branches of a tree. He
rubbed them, shivering at the smooth skin.
"So soft" he mused, enjoying the gentle brushes against his arm. He
thought for so long that he was used to having a large, masculine
body. Yet the more he changed, the more he was starting to doubt
himself. Compared to the rest of his body, these arms, and even his
face did not match. He wasn't sure how he could live this way.
"Still undecided?" Rikki spoke up.
"I-I don't know."
With catlike grace, Rikki lowered herself to his bare feet. "Could you
raise your leg?"
Rick complied, though weary at what she was going to do. She then
wrapped her hands around his right foot. The moment her fingers dug
into the soul of his foot, Rick felt a relieving prod which caused him
to lean back in pleasure. Each prod sent a wave of pleasure up his leg,
sending another quiver from his penis. He didn't expect a foot massage
to feel so good and relaxing. It was as if the callouses on his foot
were being scrubbed away.
As if it was putty, he could feel her hands compress and re-mould his
foot. Gone were the hairy toes and long length. In their place were
dainty ankles and delicate toes encased in satiny tanned skin. It's
length was remarkably shorter compared to the other foot. Even the
nails had the same fuchsia tone on them.
Then she started to stroke his calf in long strokes. Gradually their
heavy bulkiness started to lift, withering away into slender
appendages, before her strokes moved their way to his knees. As if
pushing everything upwards, the grime and hair from his knees were
ironed away, leaving a graceful bend. Then she moved up to his thigh,
taking extra care to move as close to his crotch as possible. As he bit
his lip in erotic pleasure, his thigh was shaved away until it was half
its size.
When she was done, Rick did a impromptu kick. It looked a little on the
thin side, and in contrast to his other leg felt so light and gentle.
Yet he could also tell it was powerful and athletic.
"See. Just because you're a woman, doesn't mean you have to be weak."
The Goddess squeezed his feminine thigh, her fingers making shallow
dimples against the firm muscle.
Suddenly, Rick spoke up. "C-can you do the other one?"
He expected Rikki to do a gasp or stare at him at disbelief. Instead,
Rikki only nodded and started on the other leg without any protest.
This time, he leaned back, stretching out his leg as his flesh melted
away at her touch. The same electric pulses from before flowed into his
crotch as his left leg joined the feminine wiles of the other in a
matter of seconds. Like with the other leg, he gave it a test kick,
impressed by its lightness. Yet something seemed lacking. It didn't
seem 'sexy' enough.
'Sexy?' he thought, wiggling his cute toes. It was a word he never
really thought about to describe himself. He always thought of himself
as a doughy computer expert who happened to have an embarrassing hobby.
However, just looking at his legs and arms he could feel a sense of
pride leaking in. As much as he was ashamed to admit it, he wanted
more.
Suddenly, a hand was touching his shoulder. He turned to find Rikki was
now kneeling on the bed behind him "That's it. Let those doubts go. You
are not shy and insecure. There is a beautiful, sexy, confident soul
underneath."
"Confid-AHHH!" Rick cooed as he could feel her fingers dig into his
shoulders. It was almost as if they were touching the very bone of his
shoulders. He arched his back, feeling something along his spine pop,
forcing his chest forward.
The Goddess continued to knead into his flesh, sending Rick into a
relaxed stupor. He never tried a massage because of the expenses a spa
usually had, but now he was wishing he'd tried one earlier. Not once
did Rikki's fingers leave his back, exploring nooks and crannies he
hadn't felt before. All the while, the knots and pains in his back
started to leave him.
As if steam from a kettle, he gave a content sigh. As he did, he felt
something in his spine compress, as if a valve had been released. In
actual reality, his body was shrinking by a couple of inches.
"Feels nice doesn't it?" Rikki cooed.
"Yes," he moaned, rolling his shoulders in a motion that felt more
fluid than before.
"Good, now take a deep breath and don't exhale until I say so."
Rick obeyed, unsure where this was going. Suddenly, as he sucked in
air, Rikki's silky, thin arms wrapped around his torso and pulled him
into a deep hug. Her soft hands stroked the forest of chest hair which
elicited another wave of goosebumps against his skin. His member was
now straining against his briefs.
"Exhale," she instructed.
Rick did, expelling the air he'd been holding in. However, he almost
stifled a gasp when he felt Rikki's embrace get tighter and tighter. At
one point her arms dug into his ribs to the point they were unbearably
close.
"Now breathe in again."
Rick did, breathing in, but finding it harder to do. Rikki's arms felt
like a clamp upon his ribs.
"Breathe out."
He did again, and like before her arms continued to sink into his
torso. However, it felt even deeper than last time. Rick didn't try to
fight it. If anything he was feeling lighter than he had before. Even
the flesh on his chest was feeling less itchy from the way her hands
rubbed against them.
"Into intimacy, aren't you?"
Rick nodded, loving the feeling her arms around him. He wondered if
this is what it felt like to be cared for.
"That's cute." Rikki's head rested against his shoulder. "I promise
that when we're done, you'll have a body anyone can wrap around
easily."
Rick would've questioned this, but he was too busy enjoying her touch
around his torso. Again he inhaled and exhaled. Each time, Rikki's arms
kept sliding closer to each other, and each time he could feel his
torso pop and slide. It was as if each breath was lifting his body out
of the hulking heaviness that had been there before.
Rikki's tightening embrace also awakened a memory he had as a teen.
Rather, it was a fantasy he sometimes had whenever he had trouble
sleeping or had a bad day. He'd imagine a large pair of arms wrapped
around him. It always comforted him, as it felt like a security blanket
protecting him from the outside world.
"Alright, that's enough." Rikki instructed. Rick gave a content sigh,
feeling incredibly lighter all of a sudden. When he looked down, he
found his entire chest and ribcage area was smaller and devoid of the
muscle and fat that had been there before. There was still some slight
flab along his pectorals, but it wasn't as prominent as it had been.
Rikki's arms, which had struggled to wrap around his torso before, were
now overlapping each other.
"What did you do?" he gasped, but this time didn't feel as offended. He
was already running his hands along his collarbone, feeling taut skin
and delicate, smaller shoulders.
Rikki's hand brushed by the smoothness of his chest as if it was a
feather. "Now you can wear that dress from that store. The green one
with the straps."
"I-I can?" He blushed, remembering a green dress he'd seen on a
mannequin once. He remembered how good it would look on a woman, but
never once thought it would suit him.
"I'd say its your size."
His heart fluttered heartily. Then his eyes caught sight of the
protruding gut below his chest and he frowned. "If I lose some weight
anyway," he murmured.
Rikki's hand floated to his stomach. "Don't worry, I can make this go
away."
This time there was no protest. For years he'd been self-conscious
about his girth. He wasn't obese but compared to the abs he'd seen
other men sport, it always made him feel left out. He didn't try to
fight it as Rikki's hand slid along his stomach, and then wiped away
the body hairs that adorned it. As soon as there was no hair left, her
touch became even more sensual, moving around the paunch in circular
motions. Once more, small electric pulses ran from her touch to his
groin, a new wave of goosebumps rippling along his skin. His dick
twitched within his briefs.
With bated breath he watched her hand swirl around his gut. Then, he
felt it press down on his stomach. As if obeying a command, his paunch
deflated, then the love handles at the sides caved in. All he could do
was watch in amazement as his core became tighter and tighter, the
impression at his sternum becoming deeper and deeper. Soon, there was
barely any softness as Rikki's hand pressed against his flat navel.
When she pulled away, a flat, small waist was greeting him.
He touched it, as if fearing it was a dream, and almost wept. It was
everything he ever wanted to touch: smooth, but firm and light.
Though he still had to ask, "Can I have some abs?"
The Goddess laughed. "Hun, look at me. Does it look like we need any
abs?"
He gazed at her stomach, and saw how similar it was to his. Yet he
couldn't help but compare the two. His eyes were drawn to the complete
contrast between her waist and her wide hips. He then stared at his
own, and only saw two skinny thighs stand out from a thin, but
nondescript stomach.
"Eyes up here."
"Huh, sorry. I-I was just..."
She brushed his long hair lovingly. "I know. You want what I have,
don't you?"
At this point, Rick couldn't hide it. He gave a sad nod.
Rikki once more leaned in, her nose threatening to touch his. "Then say
it." She purred quietly.
Rick gulped, in disbelief in what he was about to say, "I...want
your...hips. Please." The last word felt like an obligation, even
though he knew Rikki didn't need permission.
"I thought you'd never ask." Rikki gave a gentle peck on the forehead.
"Now, take off your underwear."
Like a deer in the headlights, Rick's eyes widened. "Huh?"
The Goddess didn't need to say anything, giving him an assuring smile.
"Ok!" Rick hurriedly fumbled with his briefs. When he pulled them down,
his erect penis stood proudly. Looking at it, he couldn't help but
become more aroused, noting how large it looked compared to the rest of
his body.
"Looking good," the Goddess purred, pushing him onto the bed. Before he
knew it, she had straddled herself onto his thighs. Just feeling the
heat before her loins made his member convulse.
"Lie back for me." With that honey-like voice, he could never disobey
her.
As soon as Rick laid down, Rikki laid her hands upon the smooth, taut
skin of his lower abdomen, sending more chills through his body. At one
point they got dangerously close to his groin, only to dance to the
sides of his pelvis at the last second.
"Not yet," she teased, shifting closer to his groin. "Let's leave that
for the climax."
"But-" He started to protest, only to be cut off.
"Trust me, it'll be worth it." The Goddess winked, her hands already
finding the hard bones of his pelvis. Her thumbs brushed by the bone,
sending his hard member into another spasm.
"I bet it feels so tight down there." Her thumbs traced the bone.
"Mmmmm." It had never occurred to him before, but now that she had
mentioned it, it did feel very constrained down there. It was as if a
corset had been applied there.
"Could you imagine going to the bar with those hips? Not really going
to turn a lot of heads, is it?"
Her words soothed into his ear, but he couldn't deny it wasn't true.
"But imagine if they were." Her whisper wafted like vapour. "Having a
pair of hips that round out your dress so well."
Rick could only nod in agreement. There had been dresses he'd seen at
clothes stores adorning mannequins. He'd always admired the wide
outward curve of a woman's lower half, and he wanted to know what it
felt like. As if on cue, he felt the bone of his hips start to give
way. Looking down, he noticed the indent of his pelvic bones were
slowly shifting away from where Rikki's thumbs were.
"Imagine being at the beach as a pair of bikini bottoms hug and rub
against your sides."
As much as he wanted to protest, he couldn't help but be aroused by the
thought, his penis quivering as his pelvis continued to slide along the
confines of his flesh. As if to compensate, his thighs angled into each
other, causing his knees to touch.
Her silky voice continued to cut through his doubts. "Imagine a pair of
hands gripping them as you roll in bed with your partner."
Rick did, imagining the hands that were gripping him in the throes of
passion, but there was something off about the thought. He wanted to
think of a woman's delicate hands, but the first thing that came to
mind was something large and rough. Yet the contrast only sent a new
wave of pleasure through his body.
Suddenly, Rick couldn't help but buck into the air. Immediately, his
entire pelvis clicked outwards, sending a wave of relief through him.
On either side of his navel, he could spot something jutting out of his
sides, only separated by a bulge of flesh.
But that wasn't enough. There was no way he was stopping with something
so malnourished, along with those pathetic barbie doll thighs. He was
tired of being hard angles. He wanted soft fullness.
As if obeying his desires, a warmth that had been absent before flowed
from his core to the sides of his hips. Before he knew it, the outline
of his pelvic bones were consumed by a soft layer of fat that rounded
out his sides, giving the hourglass figure he never knew he wanted. As
an extra bonus, his slender thighs throbbed as excess fat filled them.
As they turned plump, Rikki gave them a playful squeeze. Even with the
supple skin feeling spongy in her touch, it did not remove the firm
muscle they were hiding underneath. It was now sinking in how beautiful
he was becoming and he couldn't be happier.
When the pulsing had stopped, Rikki stood up and instructed. "Turn
over."
Obeying her, Rick turned around, but now he was starting to get more
confident. He was loving the curves that were adorning his body and
felt the urge to show off. In a seductive action, he placed his hands
on the bed, and purposely stuck his ass out at Rikki.
Rikki raised her eyebrows. "My, feeling bold are we?"
Rick gave a coy nod, wiggling his ass some. "Why? You don't want me to
show off?"
"No, keep doing that," Rikki insisted. "I think your ass agrees."
As if on cue, warmth pooled into Rick's ass as it started to ripple.
His thick thighs rubbing against his groin, he pushed his ass out
further, feeling the skin firm and expand. As if it was an airbag
exploding in slow motion, his flat ass-cheeks pushed out into luscious
round curves. He swayed his hips seductively, feeling the excess flesh
wiggle as it stuck out from his thin waist.
SLAP. A sharp pain exploded from his left butt-cheek. Surprised, he
turned to find Rikki had just finished slapping his ass playfully.
"Hey!"
"Sorry," she laughed. "I could tell you were asking for it."
Rick couldn't help but blush, knowing she was right. He rubbed his ass,
surprised by the full softness of it. He'd seen dancers in rap videos
with large, firm asses before, but it was something else having one. It
was especially pert and sported some jiggle. He could already imagine
how a tight pair of panties would rub in the crack between them,
sending another pleasurable twitch from his dick.
"I'm so proud you are embracing your feminine side," Rikki purred, her
arms again wrapping around his waist.
"Yes." Rick laughed, with no hint of nerves whatsoever.
The Goddesses arms snaked up his flat stomach, tracing its contours up
to his chest. "That said, I think you're ready for that next step."
Rick gave a small moan, feeling her electric fingers find the sensitive
nipples that had been lying dormant on his chest for so long. A small
voice in his head pleaded to stop: that he was a man. He didn't need a
large ass or long hair, but the feminine thoughts he'd been holding
back easily smothered those doubts. Now it felt lacking, missing the
nurturing warmth his ass had been blessed with.
As if to further tempt him, the Goddess pressed herself into his back,
making sure her breasts smooshed into his shoulder blades. Something
about the way she dug into his ass only sent another twitch from his
dick, which was now on the verge of bursting. It again reminded him of
the fantasy with the arms, only now he wondered if the figure behind
him was actually taller and much more muscular.
'Wait, did I just think that?' He blushed, yet aroused.
"What do you say?" the Goddess hummed, pressing her breasts deeper into
his back. "Want these too?"
Rick relented and nodded. "Yes. Please give it to me."
Her fingers danced along his nipples, igniting a spark that sent more
surges along his dick. He was amazed that even after all of the
stimulation he hadn't cummed yet. The flesh on his chest started to
dimple, the nipples darkening and expanding with each circular
movement.
THROB, the skin around the nipples puckered up. Regardless how he felt,
Rick knew he was about to pass the point of no return. Biting his lip,
he felt a crackling electricity building from underneath the flesh.
Rikki upped the ante, her fingers tweaking at the nipples. Another,
louder moan left his lips. His nipples stretched to the size of pencil
erasers, as the hard flesh around them became softer and malleable.
THROB. With amazement, he watched his as chest slowly grew and
stretched, pushing back Rikki's hands. They grew to small conical
mounds, and then rounded out into perky little breasts.
'Breasts,' he thought. 'I have breasts!' However, he hardly had any
time to process this as they expanded into Rikki's waiting hands.
"That's it girl, keep going," the Goddess purred. "You want to be
outdone by that B-cup blonde that turned you down last week? Show her
what she's missing!"
Rick arched his back, determined to will her breasts to become bigger.
THROB. THROB. Rick's breasts continued to push forwards. The more they
did, the more the flesh dug into Rikki's hands as she cupped them. Each
jolt of electricity that poured from her nipples shot down to his
groin, which convulsed as if shooting out phantom ejaculations.
"Feels good, huh?"
"Mmmmm." He nodded.
"Then why don't you touch them?"
"I can?" Ricks lips couldn't hide the amorous smirk that was visible.
This was met by a knowing smirk from Rikki. "Can? You already are."
"Huh?" Rick looked down, only to find Rikki was right. He hadn't
noticed at all, but his own hands were cupping his growing breasts. Had
they always been doing that? Or had he done it subconsciously?
But he had no time to dwell on that, as his breasts continued to
inflate. In his fingers they felt so soft and full that they threatened
to spill out of his grasp. Just as they started to feel heavy, the
growth subsided and he was left nurturing his bosom. Exploring, the
first thing he noticed was that they were round, but also soft. It
wasn't like a water balloon or anything. It was more like a foam
mattress. At one point he let them go and was surprised to feel them
jiggle as they bounced on his chest. They settled into two tear-drop
shapes and looked like large hills that sloped from his collarbone. He
traced the nipple and again shivered at the sensitive skin that
permeated that area. He squeaked at the touch, his penis once more
throbbing for release.
"Ughn," he sighed. "Sooooo sensitive."
"Better than your boring old nips, right?" He heard a voice in front of
him.
"OH!" Rick had been so preoccupied, he forgot Rikki was still in the
room. Had she been watching him massage himself? Yet that didn't seem
to embarrass him as much. If anything he felt flattered to know someone
was watching him like this. He continued to massage his breasts,
getting a laugh from the Goddess.
"I think you're starting to see it now." Rikki strode up to him. "That
being a woman has its benefits?"
Rick nodded. "I feel so great. And sexy."
"Yes, and you don't need to be submissive. Your body is a weapon. If
you use it right, anyone will want to sleep with you."
"Really?" Rick massaged her nipple absently. He thought back to the
fantasy of the figure hugging him from behind, sending another shiver
through him. His cheeks turned red at such a thought. If Rikki noticed
she didn't say anything.
"Only if you want to." Rikki brushed a strand of hair behind Rick's ear
again. "It's your body. Do whatever feels best to you."
"Right." He nodded.
"But now, I think I got one more thing to do before I leave.