Sunday was a blur of doing nothing. With empty schedules, Jessie got up
at 8:15, made a batch of cranberry scones, then brought Martha breakfast
in bed where they cuddled for an hour, watched Sunday morning talk show
and kissed and kissed and kissed.
By 11:00, Jessie was sitting in front of his new instrument, still in his
pretty little nightie and robe, looking up the sheet music for his
favorite Bach, Strauss and Chopin pieces on Martha's iPad and playing
through each several times before moving on to something else.
Martha, also in her silk pajamas, sat on the couch, reading the Sunday
New York Times, doing the crossword and listening to her little virtuoso
play his pretty little heart out. Both were happy and content to just be
in the same room together.
Around 1:30, Jessie tied his yellow apron on and set about making dinner
- well, dessert, actually. He started pealing apples for a pie. When they
were skinned and sliced, he covered them in cinnamon, brown sugar and
vanilla, then mixed the ingredients for the crust.
Smelling the sweet ingredients, Martha peeked into the kitchen to see
what he was up to. At that moment, Jessie was sweeping excess flour,
backing powder and cinnamon off of the quartz counter top and into a
little dust pan - another kitchen-accessory-wedding-present from Martha's
cousins that had never been used before.
"What are you making?"
"Apple pie for dessert." Jessie shook the hair behind his shoulders as he
stood straight to speak to Martha.
Lord, he was cute. Even with no makeup or hairspray, he was just so
damned adorable.
"Babe, you don't have to kill yourself cooking everyday, you know."
"Kill myself?" Jessie laughed. "I love cooking for you. Besides, it's
Sunday. Families need to have a nice, sit down dinner on Sundays. That's
the most important meal of the week. I have some chicken kabobs
marinating. I'm planning on dinner at 4:30, if that's ok.
Martha came around the counter, hugged him from behind and kissed his
neck, causing Jessie to giggle and squirm.
"A family, are we?" Martha teased and kissed and brought more giggles. "I
suppose we need to start buying towels and linens like a real couple,
huh?"
"Marty, stop!" Jessie shrieked as his giggling was nearly out of control,
but Martha continued to kiss and tickle and excite him.
Finally, he managed to turn and face Martha, then wrap his arms around
her neck and occupy her lips with his. When the kiss finally ended, they
smiled at each other and Jessie laughed, "You're awful, you that. I have
work to do here. Go on, now, get out of my kitchen."
Martha gave him one last kiss and said, "Yes, m'am," as she walked back
into the great room to watch a movie.
At 3:30, Martha was surprised to hear Grace in the kitchen talking to
Jessie. "Don't you look cute?" Grace was saying. "I like that pinky-beige
color on you. It looks nice."
She was even more surprised to hear Bill say, "How's it going, Marty" as
he stepped into the great room and crossed to the love seat near the
couch. He had two glasses of wine in his hand and he handed one to Martha
as he sat.
"Bill! I had no idea that you were coming by."
"Oh. Sorry. I thought... well, Grace said that we were invited to dinner.
Did I misunderstand? We can leave if we're intruding."
"No. Not at all, Bill. Oh, Lord, I'm still in my PJs. I'll be right back.
Make yourself at home."
She hustled out into the kitchen to say hi to Grace and looked at Jessie,
shocked to see him fully dressed in a light pink top, his bra evident
beneath, and his beige shorts. She kissed Grace and said to Jessie,
"Babe, I didn't know we were having company for dinner - not that I mind,
Gracie, you know you and Bill are always welcome - but, look at me! I'm
not even dressed. And when did you get all dolled up?"
Jessie smiled that damnably cute smile of his. "I'm sorry, Marty. When I
said 'family!'I thought you understood that I invited Grace and Bill,
too. You know - Our family. I was busy out here and I didn't realize that
you hadn't gotten changed."
Martha shook her head in mock aggregation and looked at Grace. "Women.
Can't live with 'em..." and she headed to the bedroom to change.
"So." Grace sat on a bar stool on the opposite side of the counter from
Jessie's prep area, "are you still happy, honey?"
Jessie stopped and smiled, just a bit embarrassed to admit it, "Grace, I
am happier than I have ever been. I feel so 'at home' here and Marty...
oh, my God, Grace... Marty is just... so..." He was at a loss for words.
"I know, babe. Marty is just such a great guy, right?"
Jessie laughed. "I guess. Yeah. I mean, she takes such great care of me.
I haven't felt this... safe, I guess, since my dad got sick. I just want
this to last forever."
Grace laughed as she grabbed a block of Parmesan cheese, a grater and a
bowl and started to prepare the salads. "It will, sweetheart. You'll
see."
When they all took their seats at the table, Bill held up his glass, "A
toast."
They all followed his lead and raised their glasses, too.
"To the three nicest woman I know. To Grace, who has been a good friend
for a long time and now, has become much more. To Marty, who has been
Grace's friend and sister since they were children. Thank you for helping
her through the last year. I know that it was tough for Grace and I know
that she appreciates your help and friendship through it all. And, of
course, to the most special woman of all, Jessie, who has just entered
all of our lives and seems to be making everything brighter and happier.
I drink to all of you and I hope that, before we leave, I may hear Jessie
play a few numbers on that new piano in the other room."
"Here, here!" Grace and Martha called out, but Jessie just raised his
glass and smiled. It was a nice toast, but it brought back the
conversation he'd had with Martha last night. If he was going to actually
live as a woman, then he needed to commit to it more fully. Oh, well.
That could wait. For now, it was about good food and family.
After dinner, Jessie entertained them with a little Brahms, Faure and
Elton John before they all adjourned to the lounge chairs surrounding the
pool in the pool house and chatted about the state of the world, movies
and music.
"I guess I should have brought my swim trunks," Bill said with a laugh.
"Do you want to take a swim?" Martha indicated a dressing room off to the
end of the pool. "I'm sure that there's a pair of board trunks that would
fit you in the chest of drawers in the dressing rooms."
"Well," Bill stood, "if it's ok with everyone, I think I'll take a dip.
Will anyone join me?"
"Not me, but you go ahead." Grace took a sip of her wine.
Martha waved off the offer, but Jessie said, "I think I will. I've been
dying to try out the pool."
"Then enjoy it, babe," Martha said, taking his wine glass from him and
placing it on the ground beside her lounge chair.
As Bill and Jessie entered the dressing rooms, Grace giggled, "This
should be interesting. I've never seen Bill shirtless. I have to admit,
I'm curious."
Martha raised her eye brows and giggled conspiratorially, "He does kind
of have Pierce Brosnan thing going on, you know? Like in Mama Mia."
Grace laughed. "If you change your mind,
I'm the first on line.
Honey, I'm still free.
Take a chance on me," she sang the Abba song, sending them both into fits
of tipsy laughter.
"Oh..." Martha was holding her side to ease the pain of laughing so hard.
"You're awful!"
The door on the right opened and out stepped Bill in a pair of Hawaiian
print, board shorts that looked great on him. His salt-and-pepper hair
was nearly as thick on his chest as it was on his head. The man looked
good, plain and simple.
Grace whistled a cat-call, sending Martha back into peals of laughter.
"Looking good, there, fella!" Grace called, encouraging Bill to pose,
flexing his muscles in a joking manner. The thing was, though, he had the
biceps, triceps and abs to pull it off and they bulged handsomely when he
flexed."
"My, oh, my, oh, my, oh, my," Grace laughed. "You are just all kinds of
sexy, there, sir. My heart is all a twitter."
Now, it was Bill's turn to laugh. "Play your cards right, lady, and I'll
let you see all of this, any time you want."
The women laughed some more as Bill walked down the steps of the pool
into the shallow end. "It's warm," he said impressed. "Very comfortable."
He dove under water and swam under the surface towards the other end. He
covered the distance, turned, pushed off of the wall and returned to the
shallow end, all in a single breath, causing both women to applaud and
hoot.
At that moment, the other dressing room door opened and Jessie appeared,
wearing a bright green, one-piece, racer's swimsuit. Obviously designed
for a woman, the suit, designed for speed in the water, not enhancement,
had no support of any kind, so Jessie was very flat chested, but his
lower abdomen was equally flat, indicating that Jessie had taken the time
to tuck away his male package.
When he turned his back to them to place a towel on a bench near the
shallow end stairs, he bent over, innocently thrusting his rear end into
the air.
"That's what I'm talking about!" Martha whispered.
Grace's laughter grew as she said, "You guys are just too freaking
weird!"
"Why?" Martha laughed again. "Because I'm a heterosexual woman who's
attracted to feminine man in a one piece, or because he's heterosexual
man who enjoys the attentions of a butch giantess? I don't see anything
weird about any of this!"
They were both approaching being drunk, but having a great time.
"Oh, stop it. There's nothing butch about you except your job and so
what. If a man teaches elementary school, people don't say that he's
girly."
"The people I work with do," Martha replied with raised eyebrows.
"Ok, yeah," Grace conceded, "but a lot of the people you work with also
think that the world is flat, wearing aluminum foil hats will keep the
satellites from reading their thoughts and that Louis Armstrong was the
first man on the moon. You hire them for their strength - not their
brains. You know that you're as pretty as a picture or as tough as nails
- whichever you want, whenever you want to be. There's nothing butch
about that. You're just who you are; a strong, successful woman who just
happens to have found her soulmate who just happens to be a perfect
juniors-size-two."
Martha sighed and watched Jessie swimming for a few minutes, comparing
him to Bill and, in a way, to her ex-husband. Both Bill and her ex were
gorgeous male specimen. Strong, broad, confident and had that take-charge
kind of personality which Martha admired in others, but didn't want in
her home. She needed to rule her roost - She always had. When she was
married and both partners needed to be in charge, well that certainly
helped to destroy her marriage. She had that 'take charge' trait in
spades and she didn't need to be in competition with a similarly minded
person in her own home.
Jessie, on the other hand, was eager to please, easy to please and as
cute as a button. He made her smile and laugh and he made her want him,
so very, very badly. Even right now, knowing what was tucked into the
crotch that swim suit, a swim suit that would have been too small on her
when she was fourteen years old, she wanted him. She wanted him in her,
and she wanted her tongue and fingers in him. She'd never been as open
and intimate with anyone before. She just... needed him. Yes. That was
it. She just needed him.
Just then, she was shaken from her thoughts as Bill dove off the diving
board accompanied by cheers and applause from Grace and Jessie. Martha
had only barely registered it, but she realized that Bill's dive had been
fairly complicated and very well executed.
As he was climbing out of the water to return to the diving board, Martha
joined the applauding.
"Isn't he wonderful?" Grace asked Martha, who nodded.
"Can you teach me to do that?" Jessie asked Bill.
"Sure," Bill said, extending a hand to the much smaller man, pulling him
nearly completely out of the water, causing Jessie to giggle girlishly.
Bill lifted Jessie onto the board, as if he were the quintessential, mid-
twentieth-century, helpless female, then stood behind him, giving
instructions and holding Jessie by the hips while Jessie bent over,
listened to Bill and tried to concentrate on the required moves.
With Jessie's rear up in the air, just inches from Bill's crotch, Martha
felt a pang of jealousy at their innocent intimacy. It occurred to her
what Bill, if he were so inclined, was capable of doing to her little
lover in this position and, for the very first time in her life, she
understood why some women suffered from that very specific form of envy
that Freud had written about. She was a woman and she loved being a
woman, but her mind wandered to a fantasy that she'd never had before and
she wondered what it must feel like to insert a delicate and sensitive
part of your body into the body of another person - a person that you
loved. It must be wonderful.
She let out a shivering sigh which was louder than she'd intended.
Grace never took her eyes off of Bill and Jessie, but spoke to Martha. "I
know what you mean. I'd love to be in Jessie's position, right now, and I
bet that you'd love to be Bill, wouldn't you?"
Martha blushed a bit, but didn't reply.
Grace took her hand and said, "Wouldn't you?" again.
Martha just looked at Grace and smiled, just the tiniest bit. Grace
smiled more broadly. "It's a brave new world for you two, Marty. Just go
with it, ok?"
As Jessie jumped from the board, Bill clapped and cheered, "Atta girl!"
to him.
They watched as a Bill, once again, pulled Jessie out of the water with
no effort at all.
"When you look at Jessie," Martha asked tentatively, "what do you see?"
"I see a cutie pie," Grace said.
"No," Martha got serious, "you know what I mean. What do you see when you
look at him?"
Grace realized that Martha was being serious. "Well... I'm not sure if
I'm looking at a boy or a girl, but I am sure about one thing... she's
blossoming into a lovely woman. She's cute and flirty and she's in love
with you."
Martha nodded. "You said 'she.' 'She's' cute and 'she's' in love." She
watched Jessie laughing with a Bill, who was obviously enjoying the
attention of a pretty, young woman. "That's what I see, too."
"Is that going to be a problem for you?"
Martha shrugged. "I keep telling myself that it shouldn't be, but...
Gracie, I have fairly high-profile position in this community. What will
people think?"
"Honestly, if you let other people decide who you're allowed to love,
then maybe you don't deserve to be happy."
The harsh words hit Martha hard for a moment. "You're right, you know. If
I let him go, I'll never be happy again. I know that sounds melodramatic,
but I've never felt this way about anyone before. I need him to be with
me whether people think he's a boy or a girl or a man or a woman. Screw
everyone else. I'm going to be with him... or her... I don't know and I
don't care. I'm going to be with Jessie."
"That's the Marty Bradley that I know!"
Martha laughed again and nodded to Grace. "Thanks, hon."
Martha smelled the vegetables being chopped and prepped for an omelette
before she reached the kitchen on Monday morning. She fully expected to
see Grace sitting at the table scoffing down a hearty breakfast, but she
was surprised to see Bill sitting there, as well. He rose as Martha
entered the room.
"I should be going, I guess. I've got a meeting at 10:30. Bye, Grace." He
kissed her cheek. "Bye, Marty," he kissed her cheek, but continued, "you
look especially beautiful this morning. That color suits you."
She was a bit surprised to get a fashion endorsement from Bill, but she
appreciated it. She was wearing a pinkish-cream colored suit with a
loose, playful skirt. It was one of her favorite suits, but she wasn't
sure that it was always appropriate. The 'playful' quality of the flouncy
skirt didn't say, 'I mean business,' the way that a tailored look did.
This morning, she just felt like a woman in love, so she wanted to look
pretty - not just good.
"Well, thanks, Bill. Nice to see you this morning. You don't have to run
out on my account."
Bill laughed. "I'm not leaving on your account, but I do have to run." He
kissed her cheek, again. "I'll be back on Wednesday afternoon. Take care
of my girls until then, ok?"
"You got it, Bill."
She sat as Bill gave a Jessie a big hug and a peck on his cheek. "Thanks
for a great meal, young lady. That should hold me till Wednesday."
Jessie gave Bill a peck as well and said, "Go on, you. Get out of here."
Then he turned to Martha, "Marty? Would you like a veggie omelette or a
western...? Anything you'd like."
"Would a western made with egg whites be too much to ask?"
Jessie made a face at the question. "Please. I'll make you whatever you
want. Just give me five minutes."
Grace pushed a carafe of coffee over to Martha, who took it and examined
it. "Jess, where are you finding all these kitchen things?"
"In your storage room," he replied as he busied himself with his cooking.
"It was in a box marked 'Kitchen Stuff.' None of it was opened."
Martha looked at Grace. "Who knew? Unused wedding presents."
As Jessie moved away, Grace leaned in, "I'm not supposed to tell you
this, but after I do your hair, your boy toy and I are going shopping for
a new wardrobe. A more feminine wardrobe. Dresses, to be precise. After
our chat last night, I kind of wanted your input on this before I took
him to Dobson's."
Martha watched Jessie cooking; his silk nightie and robe hanging so
sweetly over his little body. He had, obviously, brushed his hair before
coming down, wanting to look good for her. So cute and motherly as he
cooked.
"Ok," Martha whispered back, "but, please do a couple of things for me."
"Sure, Marty. Anything."
"First: please don't let him look silly. Nothing too young or too
matronly. Just things that are right for a woman his age. Ok?"
"Of course, honey. You know me. He'll look pretty, I promise."
"Thanks, Grace, but, also, don't let him spend his own money. They know
you at Dobson's and they know I've let you use my store account before.
Make sure that anything he buys goes on my account. If you have any
problems, talk to Meg in the customer service office. I'll call and let
her know that you'll be coming today."
"Here you go." Jessie was headed to the table with Martha's omelette, a
glass of tomato juice and a plate with piece of home-baked-sour-dough
toast, all arranged on a small tray. He placed each item daintily on the
table and gave Martha a kiss on the cheek. God, he smelled so good!
Floral scented shampoo, lavender skin cream and the general smell of
cooking in his skin. "And, by the way," he said as he patted Martha's
hair, "Bill was right. You do look beautiful today. I love that outfit on
you." Then he hugged her head to his chest and kissed her head and walked
away.
Martha thought about the hug, her head pulled to his chest, and she
caught Grace's eye. Then she cupped her own breasts and mouthed a message
to Grace: "And get him some good, padded bras."
The colors were vivid and varied. The styles were all so different and
confusing. The materials were all so gloriously soft and delicate. He
didn't even know how to begin to make a choice. When he'd bought clothes
before, he just went to Walmart or Target - recently, Goodwill - and
grabbed a pair of jeans from the boy's department. There was so much to
choose in this women's department that he nearly chickened out and left
the store, Grace linked her arm through his and reassured him that she
would help him make good choices.
"I don't know. Maybe this is a bad idea," Jessie whispered as Grace
walked him through the racks of dresses. "I was sure that I wanted to do
this, but I just feel weird, now. What if I'm going too far and Martha
doesn't like it?"
"May I help you, ladies?" A lovely woman in her early thirties appeared
out of no where.
"Yes, please, we could use your help." Grace took over, ignoring Jessie's
apprehension. "My friend here has never had the opportunity to shop in a
real NICE store, like yours, and she has no idea what styles she'd like."
The woman nodded rubbed Jessie's arm in sympathy. "I understand. Let me
get Louise out here. She's our stylist on duty. I think that you'll like
her recommendations." Then, she disappeared into the racks.
"See," Grace smiled, "everything will be fine. Marty's going to love that
you're getting girlier and Louise will take care of you."
"Do you know Louise?"
"Never heard of her, but she'll take care of you. I promise that we won't
leave without something that you'll look and feel great in."
Within moments, a very well dressed woman appeared. She was somewhere
between twenty-five and forty, and was dressed and made up as if she was
about to host a fancy TV show."
"Good morning, ladies!" She sang her welcome to Jessie and Grace. "How
may I help you, today?"
"Good morning, Louise, this is my friend, Jessie."
Louise extended a perfectly manicured hand to Jessie. "Nice to meet you,
dear."
"Nice to meet you, too," Jessie smiled.
"Jessie, here, has only recently been able to invest in nice clothing and
she is struggling to find her look. We were hoping that you may be able
to offer her some guidance." Grace pushed Jessie forward for Louise to
inspect.
"Oh, well, that's wonderful, Jessie. Now let me see what we have to work
with." She turned him this way and that, mumbling as she measured. "Nice,
slender hips. Not too bad in the rear. Not a lot up on top. Is this a
padded bra, dear?"
"Yes," Jessie whispered as Louise gave his right bra cup a squeeze to see
if it was filled with flesh or cotton.
"We'll take care of that for you and don't worry, once you have a baby,
the boob fairy will help you out. It happens to all of us."
The remark made Jessie feel odd - a bit inferior to Louise and Grace. He
looked at their breasts with envy and a pang of sadness, but Louise
interrupted his thoughts.
"I think that lighter colors will go well with your complexion,
sweetheart. Softer yellow, blues, greens, reds, pinks, even soft oranges
should be nice, but I'd stay away from overly vivid colors. I think
they'd wash you out, unless you want to lighted your hair a little. That
would help."
"Oh..." was all that Jessie could muster.
"You know," Grace jumped in, "I've been thinking of lighting his...
sorry, her, hair a bit. I think you're right. A few shades lighter and
she'd be able to wear anything. What do you think, Jess?"
Jessie realized that neither Louise nor Grace was being mean. They were
just doing what women do. They had objectified him. Not in a sexual way,
but as a fashion accessory. He had expected to find a dress that would
compliment him and make him more attractive to Marty, but he just
realized that the dress it's self is what woman find attractive. He was
just expected to be an adequate vehicle for the garment.
"Umm... I'll have to think about that, I guess. I'll need to see what
Marty thinks about that before committing to something like that."
"Is Marty your boyfriend?" Louise asked as she took a few more
measurements.
"He is," Grace said, "and they are the cutest couple! Honestly, they're
so cute that they make me sick!"
Louise laughed. "How long have you been dating?"
"Umm... about a week, I guess," Jessie replied.
"A new romance! How exciting!" the stylist gushed. "So, you want to look
your prettiest for this 'Marty' of yours, huh? Well, I promise that he
will be dreaming about you every night after I'm done with you, my dear!"
He smiled as she rubbed his upper arm. "Thank you, Louise. That's exactly
what I'd like to happen."
"Ok, sweetie, come with me. Let's start with some every day items, then
look at some nice dresses."
Before Jessie had been shown a single dress, Louise had managed to talk
him into a plethora of panties in many different styles - high cut
briefs, low cut briefs, boy shorts, thongs, hipsters, tangas... he waved
off the g-string style. All the panties were silky and soft and lacy and
pretty. Most were white or beige, but there were some black and some more
colorful, too, including a red bra and panty set that Louise indicated
would be 'irresistible.'
He had stockings and tights and knee socks and ankle socks and pantyhose
and trouser socks...
He had sports bras and padded bras and tees shirt bras and a push-up bra
that actually seemed to find something on his skinny frame to push-up.
He had sandals and flats and one inch heels and two inch heels and three
inch heels... opened toed shoes and closed toed shoes... shoes that
slipped on and shoes that strapped around his tiny ankles, which looked
even more tiny with a strap around it.
Finally, Louise announced that he and Grace should take a rest and have
some tea while she gathered some dresses to show Jessie.
They sat and poured while Louise left the back room to return to the
floor of the store.
The moment that the door closed, Jessie turned to Grace and said, "Grace,
I didn't expect all of this! I only have about seven hundred dollars to
my name. I can't afford all of this! I bet there's over a thousand
dollars worth of underwear and shoes in our order already. Louise is
being so nice... I don't want to upset her, but I can't afford all of
this!"
"Calm down, girl," Grace laughed. "Don't worry about it. I don't think
you fully understand who your 'boyfriend' is. Marty is rich - I mean,
REALLY rich. Like, she's one of the wealthiest women in New England. You
don't need to worry about money. Not today, not ever."
"I can't take Marty's money for this! I can buy my own clothes - I just
can't buy them here. It's way too expensive."
"Oh, poo." Grace was dismissive. "Marty has a charge account here and she
knows that we're here to get you all set up. Louise has probably already
been told that your order is a special one. She probably doesn't realize
that Martha is the Marty that we were talking about, but she probably
knows that your order is being taken care of by one of their richer
clients."
"...but...." Jessie didn't know if this was right or not. "Shouldn't a
guy pay his own way?"
Grace smiled and reached for Jessie's hand. "Sweetheart, we are shopping
for dresses for you. On the counter out there, there is a pile of
panties, tights, bras and heels. Those aren't 'guy's' clothes, honey.
Those are clothes that women use to make their lovers happy. Now, for
some weird reason, you and Marty seem to have stumbled into a very old
fashioned relationship - except you are fulfilling the part of the woman
in this one. I thought that was what you wanted. A woman accepts gifts
graciously from her lover."
Jessie took that in. "I know that I'm getting a bit... girly... and I'm
doing it for both me and Marty. We both kind of like it, but I kind of
thought that we were equals. Both of us part man and part woman, you
know? I never thought of Marty as a guy."
"Oh, I don't think anyone would ever think of Marty as a man. She's way
too much of a woman for that and she likes getting all dressed up from
time to time, too. She's strong and tough and burly, but there's nothing
manly about her, but..."
"...but, what?"
"She is the breadwinner, sweetie. Even if you found a great job today,
you would never be able bring the kind of money to your relationship that
Marty does. She loves you, honey. She's got more money than God and she
wants to share it with you, so... just let her do that. Money means
nothing to her. You mean everything."
"Oh..." Jessie wiped a tear from his eye, "that's such a sweet thing to
say, Grace." He took a napkin from the table and dabbed his eyes. "I
don't know what's wrong with me, lately. I'm crying at the drop of a
hat."
Grace laughed, "It's what girls do, baby. You'll get used to it."
"Are we ready to look at some dresses, now?" Louise sang as she re-
entered the little sitting area.
Jessie stood, "I guess so. I have to be honest, Louise. As a rule, I've
never really worn dresses..."
"Don't worry about that, dear." Louise moved behind Jessie and gently
guided him back to his seat. "You just sit here and tell Louise what you
like and we'll take care of everything for you. Let's start with some
casual wear, ok? Something that will look nice in the home, or going to a
luncheon."
When she was all ready, Louise called, "Mary!" and a thin and pretty
young woman entered wearing a light green shift-dress that hung loosely
across her shoulder, draped beautifully across her modest breasts and
swung on her hips.
"Oh, that's pretty," Grace breathed. "What do you think Jessie?"
"It's very pretty," Jessie said truthfully, but he was a bit confused as
to what was going on.
"It would look lovely on you," Louise said. "Should we put it aside for
you?"
Jessie laughed nervously. "Oh, I don't... I mean... I would never look
good in something like that. It's too... I don't know... that girl is
gorgeous. Anything would look good on her. I'm..."
"...exactly the same size as Mary," Louise said. "I chose her because you
are the same size and body type. I promise, whatever looks good on Mary
will look even better on you, dear."
Jessie glanced at the woman and then at Grace. He knew that he looked
cute in the shorts and tops that she'd been providing him and that the
outfit he wore to the brunch was nice, but this girl, this Mary, she was
a knockout. Was it really possible for him to look that beautiful?
Maybe it was...
...and that thought set in motion a tingle in his panties that he did not
expect.
Imagine being that beautiful.
Imagine what that would be like. To have people look at you and think
that you were beautiful.
Imagine what that would feel like. To be an object of desire and to feel
clothes that beautiful swishing around your hips and butt and legs.
It must be wonderful.
It must be sexy.
It must be heavenly.
"Jessie?"
"Huh? What?" He was shaken from his reverie by Grace's voice.
"Louise is asking you a question." She pointed at the saleswoman who
seemed concerned.
"Oh, I'm so sorry, Louise. Sometimes I am such an airhead. What did you
say?"
Louise seemed relieved that Jessie had rejoined the conversation. "I was
asking if you'd like us to keep this dress aside for you?"
"I... I don't know. Grace, what do you think?"
Grace seemed to find Jessie's distracted attitude adorable. She giggled,
"Yes, I think you should take that dress, Jess." Then, she turned to
Louise, "Do you think we could get a bottle of water for my little
friend, here? I think that she's finding this whole experience a bit
overwhelming."
"Of course. Of course." Louise walked to a mini fridge and instructed
Mary, "Please, change into the next dress, Mary."
"Are you ok?" Grace whispered.
Jessie shook his head to clear it. "I'm fine. Why?"
"Well, your face is flushed and your breathing was odd. If I had to
guess, I'd say that you'd either just had a seizure or and orgasm."
Jessie's eyes shot open. Had he actually...? No, but it was close.
"Did you?" she asked.
"Here you go." Louise handed Jessie a small bottle of water.
"Thank you, Louise. You're the best." Jessie took the bottle and took a
sip.
"Mary, we're ready!" Louise callers as she settled on a tall chair to
Jessie's left.
Jessie turned to Grace and mouthed, "No. I didn't." But he knew that the
only reason he hadn't was because they'd interrupted him. His guilty
smile made Grace giggle some more.
When the 'fashion show' had ended, Grace and Jessie left the store with
the load of new lingerie, the shoes they had selected, a few pieces of
moderately priced jewelry, a half-dozen blouses, the same number of
skirts, seven different every day dresses, a rain coat and a very pretty
little-black-dress which Louise assured him was a staple of every woman's
wardrobe. He had changed into a new bra and pantie set, a new pair of
two-inch sandals and sundress that he had fallen in love with. It had a
light grey background with delicate white flowers, green leaves and stems
and blue butterflies printed on it. It was young, but appropriate, and
swung around his knees enticingly. It had thin straps and that revealed
his narrow shoulders - which he'd always been embarrassed by in the past
- in a beautiful and feminine manner. It was the first dress he'd ever
worn and the first time he'd ever stepped out onto the street feeling
sexy and attractive. He loved it.
They walked, chatted and window-shopped till they came to a little coffee
shop and Grace suggested that they have something for lunch. She ordered
a panini, Jessie got a small salad with grilled tuna and they took their
food out back to a patio area where there were small, round tables and a
small play-area for children. The area overlooked a valley with a large
river flowing far down below.
"Oh, this is delicious," Jessie moaned after his first bite. "What do
they put in this dressing? It's delicious!"
Grace laughed at Jessie's typical enthusiasm. She found him fascinating
and adorable. The perfect girlfriend with whom to spend an a day out
shopping.
As they nibbled, Grace said, "So, tell me the truth. You like it, don't
you?"
Jessie nodded his head. "The salad? Yes, it's delicious."
"No, silly. Not the salad. The dress. You like wearing the dress, don't
you?"
He smiled and dabbed his lips with a napkin. "I do, but probably not the
way you think."
"Oh, please. I saw you nearly cream your panties just a half an hour ago.
Don't tell me that it doesn't turn you on to look like this."
Jessie smiled, a bit abashed, and his cheeks reddened a little. "That...
that wasn't the clothes. Louise said that I'd be even prettier than Mary
and, well, it made me a little... excited, I guess. Honestly, I never
wore woman's clothes before last week and I'm only doing it because,
since meeting Marty, it just feels... right, you know?"
Grace accepted that, "...but, you like wearing the dress, don't you?"
"I do, Grace. I really do like it. I feel... free and right and I love
how people look at me. I feel like 'me' for the very first time and I
know that Marty likes it, too... at least I hope that she likes me going
this far."
"Oh, honey, she's going to adore this. You are breathtaking, sweetie, and
I think that it's time to add a little more makeup, too. When Marty comes
home, she's going to fall in love all over again."
Jessie was about to respond, when a voice interrupted them. "Grace!
Grace!" it called from the door to the restaurant.
Grace recognized the woman, who was pushing a folding stroller and had a
very little girl by the hand, and she waved for the woman to come and
join them.
As the woman tried to push the stroller, tow the toddler and balance the
tray, Jessie jumped up, hurried as quickly as his new heels would allow.
"Here, let me take this." He smiled at the woman and took the tray, then
smiled sweetly at the little girl, offered a hand and said, "Hi. I'm
Jessie. Why don't you come with me so mommy can push your little..." he
looked at the harried woman, "...brother?" the woman nodded, "to our
table."
The child smiled and took Jessie's hand as they all proceeded to the
table.
"Heather!" Grace called as she hugged the woman, "How are you? I haven't
seen you since the baby was born."
Jessie pulled two chairs to their table and lifted the little girl into
the chair, then took the stroller from the woman and positioned it near
the child.
"Oh, Grace," Heather said with an exhausted breath, "I'm great, but this
is our first day out without daddy, so... I'm running out of gas, I'm
afraid."
Grace kissed her, then turned her attention to the bundle of blue
blankets in the stroller. "And this must be little Joshua? Oh, Heather,
he's gorgeous. Congratulations. You did a good job on him!"
Heather laughed. "Thanks. He is a good looking boy, isn't he. He's the
spit and image of his daddy."
Grace turned her attention to the little girl and said, "and how is the
beautiful Miss Jessica?" She tickled the child's sides and she reacted
with more laughter than necessary. Obviously, this was a ritual that had
been performed many times before.
"Good," the child said between giggles.
"Oh, my goodness!" Jessie said to the child with a great deal of over-
enthusiasm. "Your name is Jessica!?" The child nodded. "My name is Jessie
and, look! We both have white flowers on our dresses. Well, we're
practically twins! We'd better not sit too closely or your mommy might
think that I'm you!" Then he turned to the women. "What do you think?
Don't we look alike?" The child beamed with joy as Jessie placed his face
right next to Jessica's and they looked at her mother.
"Almost identical," Heather laughed, delighted that her daughter had
found a friend right at the moment when her own patience was waning due
to exhaustion. She placed a small plate with a tuna sandwich on it in
front of Jessica while Jessie shook open a napkin and tucked it into the
child's collar.
Jessie moved Jessica's plate closer and suddenly let out a shocked
breath. "Oh, my goodness! Are you eating tuna for lunch!?"
Jessica grinned and nodded, thrilled by Jessie's attention and
enthusiasm.
"You'll never guess what I had for lunch! I had tuna, too! Isn't that
amazing!? I think we really are twins!!"
Jessie began helping the little girl with her sandwich while Grace said,
"This is, obviously, Jessie. She's living at Marty's place, too. And, I
guess, she's really good with kids."
Jessie glanced at Heather, "Hi!" he grinned as he cut the sandwich into
tiny pieces for the child.
"Jess, this is Heather. Marty and I went to school with her older sister
and Heather used to work at my salon. Now, she has her own place
downtown."
Heather smiled at the young lady who was being such a good care taker for
her child. She sat and exhaled heavily. What a godsend to have somebody
help her out!
"How old are you, Jessica?" Jessie asked in a slightly sing-song voice.
The child smiled and held up three fingers while stating, "Three," quite
emphatically.
"Wow! You're almost a grown up!"
The child laughed and Jessie encouraged a bite of the sandwich. Their
conversation continued in this vein for the duration of the time it took
Jessica to finish her meal. Eventually, Jessica began to chatter away
about everything and anything. Jessie loved it.
When her sandwich was finished, Jessie offered to take her to the swings
at the end of the patio area. Jessica loved the idea. "Ask your mommy,
first," he told her.
"Mommy, please, can I go to the swings with Jessie!?"
"Well," Heather warned, "you can go if you promise to be a very good girl
for Jessie."
"I will, mommy! I promise! I'll be a very good girl for Jessie!" She
beamed at him in excitement.
"Of course you will," Jessie smiled gently at her, "I wouldn't expect
anything else from a pretty girl like you."
The beam grew brighter as Jessie and Jessica walked away, hand in hand,
to the swings.
"Do you know if she babysits?" Heather asked Grace.
"I don't know, but she sure seems to like children, doesn't she?"
Heather smiled and nodded in agreement as she watched her little girl
being pushed by the beautiful girl in the flowered dress.
"She's stunning. How do you know her?"
"Like I said, she's staying at Marty's for the time being. I'm beginning
to think that it may become permanent. But, then again, I was only
staying a few days and God knows how long I've been there. You know
Marty."
Just then, the baby boy in the stroller began to stir and grumble. "Looks
like someone's waking up," Heather sighed.
Grace could see that she was tired. "Have you had any time to yourself
since he was born?"
Heather laughed. "Are you kidding!? I've been running the business from
home while Dave works, then running to the salon when he gets home at
night. Both the kids are really, really good, but they require a lot of
attention. Nothing new, I know. I mean moms have had the same issues for
a couple of millennium, but..." she sighed and started digging a bottle
from the huge diaper bag she'd had on her shoulder, "... it ain't easy."
"I'm sorry hon." Grace rubbed her friend's bicep, "but look at how
wonderful Jessica is. She's happy and has a great personality. I'm sure
that Josh will be the same. Soon enough, they'll be more independent."
Heather laughed again, "Yep. Soon enough!"
Joshua began a full out demand for lunch as Heather secured a nipple to
the bottle of breast milk. Just then, Jessica appeared and grabbed her
mother's arm. "Mommy, mommy! Come see the flowers that Jessie showed me!"
"I'm sorry," Jessie shrugged. "She suddenly wanted mommy."
Heather nodded, then looked at the little girl. "I'll come as soon as I
can, honey, but your brother wants his lunch right now."
"No, mommy, please, please. Come now, mommy, please."
"Honey..." Heather shook her head in exhaustion and looked at Jessie,
shaking her head.
"I can feed him, if you want," Jessie smiled, sure that Heather would
rather take a walk with Jessica than hold the warm baby on a warm day.
"Really?" Heather was quite surprised. "You wouldn't mind!?"
"Are you kidding? I love babies. I used to watch the neighbor's kids
after school or when their mom had to run errands. I can handle him for
you. I promise."
Relieved, but unsure that Joshua would accept her, Heather stood and
handed Jessie her son. He laid the child on his padded breast and
shoulder and shh-ed his cries as he sat and maneuvered him into a feeding
position. When offered a nipple, Joshua latched on and started to suckle
on the bottle, contented that he was in loving hands.
Heather smiled as Jessica pulled on her hand and demanded attention,
eventually turning and hustling with her daughter to the swings to see
the flowers that had so enchanted her.
"Seriously? You're a babysitter, too? Next thing you'll be telling me is
that you were a Girl Scout. Did your parents not know that you were a
boy?"
Jessie smiled as he watched the baby suckle. "Like I said, my dad always
taught me to help if I could and my neighbors had a slew of kids, so...
it just sort of happened that I learned how to be a babysitter. I do love
kids, though."
Grace could see that. Jessie was a born caretaker. "Do you ever want your
own?"
"I do, but what kind of a father would I make for a baby? Look at me. I
look more like a mommy than a daddy."
"Then be a mommy. The child wouldn't care as long as you loved him."
His smile got sad. "Yeah, but... I can't be a mom and, like I said... I
just don't see it in my future if I keep living this way."
Grace watched him some more. "Have faith, little girl. Anything can
happen. Have faith."
Jessie shifted his attention back to the baby just as he finished the
bottle. He lifted him gently and deftly to his shoulder where he'd laid a
cloth and he gently bounced and tapped the baby until he brought up some
gas and just a little bit of milk.
As the baby relaxed, Jessie lowered him back to his lap as he cooed and
encouraged him. "Oh, what a good boy you are. Yes, you are. Yes, you are.
Did you like your lunch? Yes, you did, didn't you?"
Grace watched in wonder as this pretty, little young man in the pretty
little dress, ran his fingers along the edges of his pretty hair and
tucked it behind his ears so that he could mother the child in his lap -
child that was not his and, in fact, he had met him only a half-hour
earlier. It was amazing. There weren't many women in the world who were
this sweet and maternal.
Suddenly, the child's fists clenched and he turned a dark shade of red.
Jessie continued to coo and encourage, but Grace became concerned.
"Jessie, is he ok!? He's turning red!"
Jessie continued to speak in the same, motherly voice, "Oh, he's just
fine, isn't he? He's just making a boom-boom. Sometimes, especially if
mom is taking vitamins with iron, babies can get a little constipated.
Can't they? Can't they?"
Suddenly, the baby relaxed and smiled.
"See, he's fine," Jessie smiled at the child, then at Grace. "You haven't
been around babies much, I guess."
"Never," Grace said. "I'm the youngest in my family, so babies and
diapers... yuck. I'll go get Heather to change him."
Jessie looked around. The lunch crowd had thinned considerably and there
was no one sitting near them. "No. Let her enjoy some time with Jessica.
I'll change him, right here."
"Jessie! There's poop in those diapers!"
Jessie laughed at Grace's repulsion, "He's a baby, Grace. Babies need to
be changed." He turned back to Joshua, "Don't they? Yes, they do!"
With barely a second thought, Jessie reached into the diaper bag and
pulled out the items he'd need to change the child. He laid a towel
across a vacant chair, undid the crotch of Joshua's onesie, pulled out
the tabs on the disposable diaper, used it to wipe his rump mostly clean,
wiped him down with a baby wipe, powdered him, re-diapered him,
reattached his onesie and carried the child and the dirtied diaper across
the patio to dispose of the soiled item, bouncing slightly all the way to
the joy of the ecstatic child.
As Jessie and Joshua arrived back at the table, so too did Heather and
Jessica.
"I'm sorry we were gone so long. I hope he wasn't a bother!" Heather said
sincerely. "Whew! You certainly got my little girl excited about those
flowers," she laughed.
"No problem at all," Jessie said. "Their both absolute angels. He drank
up everything for me." The entire time that Jessie stood and held the
child, he bounced just the slightest bit to keep Joshua happy.
"He drank everything and he even made a little present in his diaper,"
Grace tossed in as she stood as well.
"Oh?" Heather reached for her son. "Does he need to be changed?"
"He's all set." Jessie smiled broadly as he kissed the child's forehead
and handed him to his mother. "Oh, my God, babies smell so good!"
Heather took her son and saw how happy he was. Then she considered how
Jessie had made Jessica so happy. "Jessie... you are just a wonder with
kids. Both of mine are always so shy and standoffish, but... I don't
know... they just seem drawn to you."
He smiled and blushed just a little. "Maybe that's because I'm drawn to
them, too. I just adore kids."
"Jessie seems to adore everyone," Grace contributed. "I doubt that Jessie
has ever met a person that she didn't like."
Jessie shrugged as he picked up the remains of everyone's lunches and
piled them all on one tray, placing that tray on the others so he could
carry them all to the trash receptacle. "Like my parents always told me,
'Life's too short to not find the good in everything.' Besides, Heather,
you have a bright-eyed, gorgeous son and." He bent to be eye to eye with
Jessica and tapped her nose with his right index finger as he said the
last part, "such a beautiful and smart little girl." Jessica giggled and
hugged herself. "How could I not be drawn to them?"
The wheels were turning in Heather's head, now. "Listen, Jessie. I want
to ask you a favor and I want you to know that 'no' is a perfectly
acceptable answer."
Jessie looked from Heather to Grace and back again. "Sure, Heather.
Whatever I can do to help."
Martha opened the door to her front hall and she could smell another meal
cooking - ahh, how wonderful to come home to a home cooked meal - and she
could hear a lovely waltz being played on the Steinway in the great room
- again, how wonderful. She picked up her mail and was looking through it
when the waltz ended and it was followed by someone applauding and
saying, "That was wonderful! You're such a good dancer! Now, come back to
me and show me how you play that song, again."
That was odd. It sounded like Jessie, but who was he speaking to? Martha
put her briefcase down and tore the junk mail in half, dropping it into a
waste basket that Jessie had placed near the front door so that Martha
didn't leave unwanted mail all over the house. Her attention was grabbed
again when she heard the sound of "Mary Had A Little Lamb" being played
slowly and laboriously while Jessie sang along, "Three, two, one, two,
three, three, three... two, two, two... three, five, five..."
'What the heck...?' She wondered as she wandered down the hallway and
turned into the great room just as the song ended and she was shocked to
see Jessie sitting on the piano bench with a child, a little girl, on his
lap. Both were applauding and cheering the little girl's work as a
pianist. It took a moment, but Martha recognized the child as Heather's
daughter, Jessica. The child was ecstatic as she received praise from
Jessie.
"Oh, look who's here!" Jessie said with a great deal of enthusiasm as
Martha entered. "It's Marty! Can you say 'hi' to Marty?"
"Hi, Marty!" Jessica was filled with delight as Jessie bounced her on his
knees.
"Hi," said Martha, still confused, but suddenly more interested in
Jessie's appearance than the child. He was wearing more makeup than
usual, not in any way overdone, but definitely more noticeable. A little
more color on his face, some eyeliner, and, although he was still seated,
she was sure he was wearing a dress.
"You know Jessica, right?"
"Of course I do," Martha said, hurrying to the child to kiss and squeeze
her cheeks. "I'm just surprised to see her here. Is your mommy here,
honey?"
"Nope. Jessie has me today."
Jessie laughed, "I met Jessica and Heather and her little brother,
Joshua, earlier and we hit it off. I'm just watching her for a few hours
while her mom takes Josh to the doctor's for a checkup. Tell Marty what
we did this afternoon."
"We made cupcakes for you and we made chicks and Gordon's blue for you."
Jessie laughed and clarified, "That's right, chicken cordon bleu and
cupcakes for dessert. Jessica helped me do everything and guess what! She
can play 'Mary had a Little Lamb' all by herself, can't you sweetheart?"
The child nodded and immediately started playing the tune while singing
the lyrics along to keep her place. When she was done, both Martha and
Jessie applauded enthusiastically.
"Ok," Jessie said with just the right tone of maternal guidance, "why
don't we go get Marty's dinner on the table, ok? She's had a long hard
day, so let's get her some food."
Jessie lowered the child to the floor and stood. That's when Martha got a
good look at the dress he was wearing. It was subtle and delicate and
feminine and just plain gorgeous on him. It took her breath away for a
moment. He looked like the perfect, young mother with the perfect little
girl at his side. Martha wanted to grab him and take him to bed right
then and there, but...
Jessie saw the look on Martha's face and doubt crept into his thoughts.
"What? You don't like it, do you? It's too much, right?"
"Too, much!? Are you kidding? It's perfect. You look absolutely
beautiful. I love it!"
"You look beautiful," Jessica tossed in as well as she pulled Jessie
towards the kitchen. He smiled and followed dutifully.
"Heather is on her way back I hope you don't mind, I invited her to stay
for dinner. I think Grace will be joining us, too, but she wasn't sure
how long her 4:00 appointment would take."
Martha watched as the skirt swayed playfully around Jessie's knees. He
looked so comfortable and natural dressed this way. How could he not be a
girl?
While Jessie sent Jessica to the table with napkins, Martha sneaked up
behind him and her hand moved to his rear end. His breath hesitated as
Martha ran her hand up and around the soft roundness of his butt. She
could feel the soft material of the dress, the silkiness of the dress's
lining and the his panties. It was all so erotic and girly.
For Jessie, he felt soft and feminine, too, and a little vulnerable - in
a good way. Martha's large hand and firm grip made it clear to him that
she was more powerful and in control. He felt submissive and appreciated.
"Not now, silly," he whispered in a giggle. "We have a guest. Go get
changed and, after dinner we'll have time for this."
Martha leaned in close, "I love you."
"I love you, too." He shivered as her hand gave one last squeeze.
"I want you." She bit his ear before moving away.
"I want you, too," he whispered, breathlessly, as Martha headed to the
bedroom.
"Did I do it good?" the child called from the table where the napkins
were placed as neatly as a three-year-old could place a napkin next to
the plates.
Jessie grabbed a handful of silverware and headed to the table, "You did
great, Jess! Look how nice everything looks!" Jessie placed the
silverware in the appropriate spots, then picked up the little girl, held
her against his torso with his arm supporting her bottom and spun in a
circle. "You are such a big help! Thank you, thank you!"
As her shrieks of joy were resounding, Heather's voice came from the
front door, "Hi! I'm here!"
"Mommy!" Jessica shouted as she was lowered to the floor and ran to greet
her mother. By the time Heather was in the kitchen, Jessica was already
in her arms, telling her mother all about the things she had done that
day.
"Aww," Jessie moaned, mellow dramatically. "No Joshua?"
"Nope," Heather giggled. "He and his daddy are spending a little father-
son-bonding-time together this evening. Besides, he was out like a light
after his doctor's appointment."
Jessica played 'Mary Had A Little Lamb' for her mom, a little less
steadily without Jessie's help, while Jessie plated the food in the
kitchen. By the time Martha returned to the kitchen and the food was on
the table, Grace showed up and they all sat down to a great meal and
conversation. Jessica sat next to Jessie, who cut up her food and chatted
with both her and the women throughout the meal, making sure that the
child was included in everything.
By the time dinner was done at 6:45, Jessica was exhausted and clingy,
which didn't bother Jessie in the least. He carried her to the
countertop, where he placed her so that they could continue their chat
while he loaded the dishwasher and hand-washed a few items.
As, Heather pulled her pocketbook up onto her shoulder and prepared to
leave, she said, "Jessie, thank you for a lovely dinner and for helping
me out so much today. I really needed a break and Jessica can be so fussy
with strangers, but she sure loves you!"
Jessie, who was still holding the child, kissed her head and handed her
to her mother saying, "Oh, thanks, but she is such an angel. How could I
not love her, too. Bye, honey. I'll see you soon and I'll teach you
another song on the piano."
Jessica smiled and waved, then hugged her mother and laid her tired head
on her shoulder.
"Ugg." Heather gave an exaggerated groan at the child's weight. "She's
getting so big! Well, thanks again, and you are going to make a great mom
when you find the right guy, Jessie." She kissed his cheek. "I'll call
you. Bye, bye."
And out the door they went.
"Well," Grace said, "I should go, too. Good night, Marty. Thanks for
everything." She kissed Martha on the cheek, then turned to look at
Jessie. "Doesn't he just look beautiful?"
Martha smiled. She looked at her pretty, little boyfriend in his flawless
makeup and flirty little dress. Then she thought about the way he had
mothered Jessica while he took care of dinner and cleaning up. How soft
his mannerisms were. How feminine he was. Then she thought of the cute
little - well, not that little - penis tucked into the silky panties that
were beneath the silky lining of that flowered dress and she wanted him
more than she could express. "He's a goddess."
Grace laughed and kissed Jessie's cheek. "He is, isn't he? Love you,
both."
As Grace left, Martha embraced the small, pretty man and ran her hands
down his back to his plump, little rump and pulled him close, caressing
all the silky, soft material between her hands and his body.
"You really are my little goddess, Jess. The more I'm with you, the more
I think of you as a woman and the more I want you." She pulled him
closer, kissed him and drove her tongue deep into his throat. He accepted
it willingly and leaned his head back to allow her as much access as
possible.
When the kiss broke, he smiled up at the powerful woman holding him,
exciting him and caressing him through three layers of thin, soft, silky
material. "The more I'm with you, the more I feel like myself and, it
looks like, I am becoming more of a woman everyday. I don't know why, but
it feels right for me to be this way when I'm with you."
They kissed again and, again, he accepted her tongue as deeply as
possible.
This time, when the kiss broke, he slide down to kneel in front of her,
nibbling one of her nipples through her blouse and bra and he passed it.
She shuddered as he continued to his knees.
The skirt of the dress spread around his knees. That combined with the
styled hair, makeup, painted nails and the smell of a subtle perfume made
for a very feminine presence kneeling before her. Again, she felt like a
penis would be a great thing to have right now. Not that she didn't love
being a woman, but it would be nice, nonetheless.
As Jessie nibbled the zipper of her slacks and unfastened the button on
her waist-band, Martha said, "You looked like quite the pretty mommy with
Jessica, this evening."
Jessie continued to unbutton and unzip as he smiled up at Martha. God,
that smile! He was just adorable.
"Just a babysitter. I was just helping out while Heather took the baby to
the doctor. She is a beautiful girl, though, isn't she?"
He lowered the slacks to the floor and pulled them past Martha's feet.
"You're both beautiful girls, Jessie." Martha shivered as Jessie nibbled
at the front panel of the skimpy thong that she was wearing.
His tongue slipped into the panty and passed across her vaginal lips
causing Martha to breathe in an excited breath. Jessie smiled at the
reaction and looked at his lover's strong, beautiful body with desire and
envy. "Do you like me looking like a girl? If it's too much, I can go
back to my boy clothes." He licked her again.
Martha made a joyous, guttural noise. "If you grow breasts and a vagina
and I'd still love you, Jessie. I've never known a boy or a man or a
woman or a girl like you before. You are everything I need and everything
I want."
Jessie smiled, again, then pulled the little, silk panel to the side and
went to work on Martha in earnest. After her second orgasm, with her
knees weak and her body growing sweaty, she lifted him from the floor and
kissed her own juices from his face as she pulled up the soft material of
his dress' skirt, reached into his silk panties to pull his penis from
its tucked position and used it as a handle to pull him, quickly, to the
bedroom, where she dropped him on the bed, pulled off the panties, raised
his skirts onto his chest, threw his legs onto her shoulders and, as she
still stood, thrust his erect member deeply into herself. She felt
strong. Masculine and feminine at the same time. Enraptured, satisfied
and, more than anything, loved, as she took everything she could from
Jessie.
And he felt the same.
It had been six months since that fateful day at the bank.
It had been three months since Jessie had gotten his luscious, B-cup
implants and they were looking more natural everyday.
It was Christmas Eve and that meant that it was fifty-two days till their
wedding day on February 14, Valentines Day.
Martha was a least forty-five minutes for the festivities, but the work
Christmas Party had run a bit late. It didn't matter, Jessie understood
and everyone would have a drink in one hand and a plate of food in the
other when she joined them. Jessie was a consummate hostess. No one would
notice that she wasn't even there till she arrived.
All the cars in the driveway indicated that the party was in full swing.
That made Martha smile. When she got out of the car, she could hear
laughter and music. Someone was playing the piano. Whoever it was, it
certainly wasn't Jessie. He - she should stop thinking like that. Jessie
was keeping his male equipment, but there was no question that he was now
and forever a she - regardless - Jessie played much more beautifully than
whoever was beating a tune out of the instrument, now. It didn't matter.
Everyone was singing along, "Then one foggy Christmas Eve, Santa came to
say..."
When she opened the door the sound of chatter, music and sheer joy was
overwhelming. Jessie had brought all of this into her home. His need for
family and friends - well, family, really. Everyone with whom Jessie
became friends also became a part of his family. She'd never met anyone
like him. He loved everyone and everyone loved him, but no one loved him
the way that she did, she adored him and he adored her.
She'd never believed in miracles before, but then she met Jessie. Now,
she saw miracles every day and every where. Here was evidence of that
right in front of her. All of this joy, friendship and love right here in
the house that had once been a place of sadness and loneliness. It was a
true miracle.
The hugs and kisses that greeted Martha as she entered the great room
were too numerous to mention. There were new friends and old friends and
relatives that she had hardly seen from year to year before, but, now,
Jessie made sure that everyone got a phone call or an email every few
days. He was amazing and he made her life so much better.
Eventually, Martha made her way to the kitchen where Jessie and some of
the younger women were carrying beautifully plated food into the dinning
room. He was gorgeous. His simple white blouse over a shiny, Christmas-
red, wide, high-waisted, pleated skirt that reached to just below his
knees. His lips matched the skirt perfectly, as did the chunky jewelry
around his neck and wrist, as well as his fingernails and his toenails,
which peeked out of matching, red, open toed heels.
The perfect wife for a hard working woman.
In his right hand, he carried, waitress-style, a platter with a sliced
pork roast surrounded by braised root vegetables. On his left hip was
beautiful, little Joshua who had grown to adore Jessie as much as his
sister, Jessica, did.
Jessica was smiling broadly as she carried a bowl of mashed potatoes.
Jessica had become quite the little pianist herself, receiving several
one-on-one tutoring sessions every week while her mom dealt with business
or bringing Joshua to doctor's appointments. If you saw them together,
you'd swear that Jessica and Jessie blood relatives. He was a perfect
caretaker for the child.
He'd be a perfect caretaker for any child and, after the wedding, that
was something that Martha and Jessie were going to have to look into.
She'd already gotten lots of information from adoption agencies. It would
take a little while, but they'd have a little one of their own pretty
soon.
"Marty!" Grace called from the counter.
Martha kissed her friend's cheek. "Merry Christmas, Grace."
"Merry Christmas, honey. This is a great way to spend Christmas Eve. Your
little guy is quite the hostess, isn't he?"
Martha laughed, "He is, isn't he. Look at him. Pretty as a picture and he
has everything under control. Unbelievable."
Grace smiled at her friend as Martha continued to watch Jessie. "You guys
really are a perfect couple, you know. He needed a family and you
needed..."
"A wife," Martha said. "I needed a wife and now I have the perfect,
beautiful little homemaker. He is the best Christmas present I could have
ever asked for, Grace. I am a very lucky woman."
Grace smiled, "And so is he, babe. He is one, very lucky, woman."