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You Know you are Better than This
It was the third Saturday of the month and Paul always dreaded this day.
It was the day when he was Paula, the maid to his wife. Once a month
Paul would have to spend the day as his wife's maid. He had to wear a
maid outfit during the day and after serving his Miss Jennifer dinner
Paul would have to change into an outfit which was appropriate for a
maid to wear while off duty.
As Paul was finishing applying his makeup he did think to himself that
it could be worse. It was one day a month. Paul fought Jennifer, his
wife, so hard for it to be one day. Jennifer did not like it but she did
settle for it to be once a month. He knew he was lucky it was once a
month for his wife was so adamant about her view and stance on him being
her maid when they fought about it.
The rest of the month Jennifer was the most loving, caring wife Paul
could hope for and knew he was lucky to have her. He knew he did not
deserve her. So to him one day of him being her servant instead of her
spouse was a small price for him to pay to stay in this loving
relationship. He believed that he should have to be her maid more but he
was grateful it was one day a month.
Paula looked at the time and saw it was 8:29, she was so happy that
breakfast was ready and would be served on time. Miss Jennifer, that is
the only way she could refer to her wife on the third Saturday of the
month, would be pleased. Even with not wanting to be a maid for one day
out of the month Paula got so much pride in pleasing Miss Jennifer.
At 8:30 Miss Jennifer came walking into the dining room and saw her maid
waiting at attention for her. Miss Jennifer tried to hide the look of
disdain she had on her face. She knew she did not for her maid quickly
looked down as they made eye contact. Miss Jennifer hoped that she did
not have to deal with her maid crying today so she quickly said, "Maid
Paula, I am pleased with you being so prompt and waiting to serve me,
thank you. Now, please go get me my breakfast."
Maid Paula was happy to hear she did well, she understood her mistress
having disdain for her. She was a man who was her wife's maid, "how much
lower can a person be" she thought. She looked up and curtsied while
excusing herself out of the room by saying "I will be getting your
breakfast, right now Miss Jennifer."
Maid Paula brought Miss Jennifer her breakfast. It was a soft boiled
egg, a slice of bacon, a half of grapefruit and two pieces whole grain
toast. As Miss Jennifer slowly ate her breakfast, Paula stood at her
side nervously waiting to hear the verdict. She knew it was a good sign
that Miss Jennifer did not say anything while eating. If Miss Jennifer
had anything to say before a meal was done, it would be a negative
comment. Still Paula just needed to hear any validation on what she has
done.
Miss Jennifer finished her meal and looked at her maid. "Thank you for
the meal. It did go beyond meeting the requirement and I would say it
was a good breakfast. The toast was a little burnt but I could live with
it. So I have to say, you know you are better than this."
Paula was happy that the breakfast has met Miss Jennifer's standards.
She knew that the meal was not perfect and it should have been. Paula
was happy that Miss Jennifer did not hold her up to the high standards
which Paula knew she should have been held to.
Paula believed that Miss Jennifer was right, the maid knew she was
better than that meal she served. Paula knew she was lucky that she did
not have to make a new one. If only she would had kept a better eye on
the toast it would had been perfect.
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After cleaning up the kitchen from making breakfast, Paula went to the
living room to report in to Miss Jennifer. Paula wanted to know if there
were any special chores which needed done today on top of her regular
maid's duty. Even with cleaning the house being more than enough work
for her as a maid, she hoped for something extra to do. If she got a
special chore, it meant that her work last month was up to Miss
Jennifer's standards.
Paula needed Miss Jennifer's approval. Paula was scared that if she did
not get it then Miss Jennifer would want to change the arrangement of
how often Paula was a maid. It was hard enough to have Miss Jennifer to
agree to it being one day a month.
Paula walked into the living room and did a curtsy as she announced to
Miss Jennifer her presence in the room. Miss Jennifer looked up from the
paper she was reading and acknowledge her maid then went back to
reading.
Paula stood there heartbroken, Miss Jennifer did not even bring up the
chores or any extra ones. Paula knew that she did not do her best last
month with the detailed cleaning of the kitchen, but it was good work.
It pleased Miss Jennifer but like everything Paula did Miss Jennifer
ended the praise of her work with the phrase "you know you are better
than this."
Miss Jennifer did not like that she did not hear the taps of high heels
going out of the living room. She knew that meant that Maid Paula was
still standing there. Why was her maid still standing there, she has a
lot of chores to do today. Then it dawned on her, oh yes the extra
chore, Maid Paula wanted to know if there was an extra chore.
To appease her maid Miss Jennifer started to think what else she could
have Paula do. Miss Jennifer did not want to give her maid a job which
she has done in the last couple of months for she knew that Paula would
be disappointed. Paula would believe that the chore was not done in a
satisfactory manner. At the same time, Miss Jennifer had better things
to do than find something extra for Paula to do. Paula wanted to do
extra, she should just do it.
Miss Jennifer looked back up. "Maid Paula, I have an idea why don't you
find yourself something extra to do. You want to please me and you not
counting on me to tell you every little thing to do while you are my
maid would do so. You know you can do it, you can think of what needs to
be done."
Paula, saw this as Miss Jennifer brushing off the work she does as a
maid. It did hurt a little for it was agreed that Paula would be treated
as a maid one day a month. The maid was told what to do not come up with
what to do. Paula took this as Miss Jennifer not being happy with her
work. The humble servant made herself a promise that today she would do
her best.
Paula said, "How about a detailed cleaning of the main bathroom Miss
Jennifer, or I could better organize the basement?"
Hearing Paula asking what to do irked Miss Jennifer, she told her maid
to find the something extra to do, not to ask her which chore should be
done. Even with being irked, Miss Jennifer tried her best to conceal it.
She knew that Maid Paula was extremely fragile and it would hurt her
feeling to hear the disapproval.
Miss Jennifer said, "I said you pick the extra chore to do, so you pick
it. In fact, you do not have to do any if you do not want to. I know you
do for you need my approval. So if you want to do something extra just
do it. I will inspect it and tell you if is to my liking or not. You
make the decision. Now start your chores and do as you are told you know
you are better than this."
Maid Paula tried to hide the disappointment in her voice when she said
yes to Miss Jennifer.She turned around and left the room quickly. Miss
Jennifer knew her maid too well and heard the disappointment in the
answer,Miss Jennifer looked up from the paper and thought "great now I
have to deal with Paula's hurt feelings."
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Paula was so proud of herself as she did the cleaning. The maid was
keeping herself together, she felt devastated that Miss Jennifer was so
aloof about Paula going to start her chores. Paula also knew it was for
a good reason, it had to be. Then she realized what the reason was,
Paula knew she was better than the execution of the chores in the last
couple of months. She was slipping and Miss Jennifer was giving her a
chance to make amends. Miss Jennifer was stern but she did care. Instead
of wanting to revisit the maid agreement, Miss Jennifer was giving Paula
one last chance to shine.
Paula got new resolved and did some of her best cleaning ever in record
time. She knew that doing it quicker would only make Miss Jennifer
expect the chores to be done quicker from now on. Maid Paula did not
care, she wanted to please Miss Jennifer and doing the chores as quick
as possible would do so. She knew it was her place to please Miss
Jennifer.
Paula was so ahead of schedule in doing her regular chores she was able
to do a detailed cleaning of the bathroom and then shine some of Miss
Jennifer's shoes. The maid was so pleased with herself as Miss Jennifer
came in while she was shining her shoes. She knew that Miss Jennifer
would be pleased not only with Paula doing the extra chores but also
coming up with a new one on her own.
It was 3:00 and time for Miss Jennifer to find her maid and do the
inspection of Paula's work. Miss Jennifer went to the kitchen looking
for her maid to start the walk through. Maid Paula was not there. "I
knew it," Miss Jennifer thought "Paula did not finish on time again. I
am now going to have to deal with her about this" Miss Jennifer was not
looking forward to dealing with Paula.
Miss Jennifer went around the house looking for her maid. When she
finally found Paula in their bedroom, Miss Jennifer was confused at
seeing Paula smiling while shining her shoes. First shining the shoes
was not part of her duties today and Paula was smiling. Miss Jennifer is
not used to seeing her maid smile and be in a good mood..
Miss Jennifer let Paula know she was in the room by saying, "May I ask
my maid what she is doing?"
By hearing Miss Jennifer asked that question, Maid Paula knew she lost
track of the time. Paula quickly put down the shoe she was working on
and jumped to attention. Paula did a quick curtsy and then with a huge
smile on her faced answered Miss Jennifer's inquiry. "Miss Jennifer, I
was shining your shoes."
Miss Jennifer responded, "Maid Paula I could see that. I meant why are
you here shining my shoes, you should have answered that question
instead of what I really asked. You do not need to take everything
literally, you know you are better than that."
As soon as those words left Miss Jennifer's mouth she knew she messed
up. She wished she could take them back, she forgot to give Paula a
complement before pointing out what the mistress of the house wanted to
know.. Miss Jennifer also did not like how she worded her response to
Maid Paula. The lady should had known that her maid would answer the
questions literally. She will just deal with how Maid Paula was going to
take it. "That was a nice act" Miss Jennifer thought" and I did not even
acknowledge that to Paula, I should have. I will just have to somehow
make her feel better" She was used to dealing with having to prompt Maid
Paula up after she was beaten down too many times.
Paula quickly came back to reality from her fantasy hearing Miss
Jennifer's reaction. The maid thought, "Miss Jennifer was right, I
should have known better." Paula felt like what she really was in her
own eyes, a useless excuse for a maid, a useless excuse for a man also.
Paula in a reserved tone said, "Sorry Miss Jennifer, I finished my
regular chores and giving the bathroom a detailed cleaning way before
schedule. I decided, instead of going to you and asking what else you
wanted done, to take the initiative like you suggested and shine your
shoes.
I now see the errors of my ways. I should have informed you the change
in my routine. I wasted your time by having you need to find me instead
of being at the agreed upon meeting in a prompt manner. I know that the
intentions do not rectify what I did wrong."
Paula was right about the intentions not rectifying something if it was
wrong. This was not wrong, shining her shoes was an act of kindness
which could not be taken in a negative manner. Intentions only did not
rectify an action when that action caused a negative results. That is
when the person doing the action needed to look at how the other party
involved took the action, instead of putting up defenses and try to
justify the action. Miss Jennifer knew she was going to have to explain
that to Paula later and hoped that Paula listens to her so they talk
with each other about it instead of them talking at each other.
Miss Jennifer started to try to smooth the situation out. "Maid Paula it
is fine. I am happy that you were shining my boots, It needed to be
done. It is fine that you were not in the kitchen to meet me. You are
wrong about your intention not rectifying what you did for the results
were also good, Come on you know you are better than that."
Saying come on you know you are better than that, made Miss Jennifer a
little unsettled. She did not like being that harsh with her maid but
knew she had to. If Miss Jennifer was not hard about what Maid Paula did
wrong, she knew that her servant would take it as her not caring about
the work which was done. Miss Jennifer was being cruel to be kind.
Miss Jennifer led Paula around the house to perform the inspection.
Every mini-criticism Miss Jennifer gave ended with the phrase "you know
you are better that that." Each time Paula heard that phrase it was a
reminder of what she really was. A loser, not good enough, a lucky
person for her Miss Jennifer put up with her inferior work. Paula knew
that she had to accept the fact that she was just a lowly maid and
needed to have the strength to face it. She knew that she was going to
have to admit that to Miss Jennifer; to tell Miss Jennifer that she
should be her maid more often not just one day out of the month. It
would be hard but it is better for her and more importantly her Miss
Jennifer. Paula knew she did not have the right or privilege to call
Miss Jennifer her wife.
*******************
After the inspection was over Maid Paula excused herself to the kitchen
to start supper. Miss Jennifer asked what was for supper. Even with
understanding that Miss Jennifer should not have to clutter her mind
with the mundane fact of what was for supper, the question made Maid
Paula feel insignificant. Maid Paula softly answered, "It is your
favorite Miss Jennifer,chicken au vin."
Miss Jennifer did not mean how the question came out. She wanted to talk
about how much she was looking forward to have dinner tonight. She was
trying to ease Maid Paula into a conversation so Miss Jennifer could
then invite her maid to join her for supper. Miss Jennifer wanted to
enjoy her maid's company while having supper. She hated eating alone and
excluding her maid even with them agreeing that the help should not eat
with the lady of the house.
Miss Jennifer also knew that exclusion put Maid Paula in her station.
That it was correct or done for the good intentions did not make it
right. Miss Jennifer knew that exclusion while two people are sharing
the same space lessen the bond. It made Miss Jennifer start to look at
Maid Paula as just a servant. Miss Jennifer wanted so much more than
just a servant.
Miss Jennifer knew she lost control of the narrative and did not care
that she had to treat Maid Paula as an equal to regain it Miss Jennifer
said, "Maid Paula I think you misunderstood the question for I was not
clear. I knew I was having my favorite meal tonight for supper. I wanted
to bring up the fact so I could invite you to join me for a meal
together. I do not forget what you do for me as a maid, do not think I
would, come on you are better than this."
Maid Paula said, "I am sorry that I took what you said the wrong way. I
would be honored to join you for supper. I know how much you enjoy
company while you eat. I just know, I am not worthy company so I would
not dare think you were going in that direction when you asked that
question."
Miss Jennifer did not like hearing Maid Paula saying she was not worthy
company for her. Miss Jennifer got to decide who is and who is not
worthy company. The lady of the house said, "Maid Paula, I decide who is
worthy company for me, not you. You would not be my maid if I did not
think that you are worthy company, you would not be my maid if I did not
want to spend time with you. Do you think you are not worthy of being my
company while I enjoy a great meal you have prepared for me, come on you
are better than that."
Paula felt good about hearing Miss Jennifer saying she was worthy
company. The maid also knew that her mistress was just placating her.
Paula was not worthy company, she was in a french maid uniform right
now, with a petticoat under the skirt. She also was enjoying being a
maid. No man who is dressed like a maid, let alone a woman, and enjoyed
being dressed in that manner was worthy company to someone life Miss
Jennifer.
Maid Paula said, "Thank you so much for those kind words. They do not
change the fact I am not worthy company. It is my station to be your
maid and I am lucky that you allowed me to. I will be happy to join you
for supper. Thank you, in advance, for giving me the pleasure of dining
with you.
Miss Jennifer did not like that Maid Paula heard her words but did not
listen to them. She did her best not to show her anger but it came out
in what she said next. "Listen Maid Paula, I meant every word I said.
You are my loyal, I do not need to say anything which is not true to
have you stay at my side where I want and need you.
You know that I can change this arrangement anytime I want. You having
doubt in my words which are backed up by my actions is making me think
it is time for us to change this arrangement. You know you would not
like it if I did.
Now, I would understand you doubting me if my actions did not back up my
words. Now have faith in who you are and in us, come on you are better
than that."
Maid Paula was scared straight when Miss Jennifer brought up how she
could change the arrangement and how Paula would not like it. That only
meant one thing in her mind, MIss Jennifer was getting sick of having
Paula around as a maid. Paula believed that the marriage would be over
if she was not her wife's maid at least one day out of the month. She
knew that the relationship needed Paula to be. Paula could only be as a
maid. A man in a dress was less than anyone else and needed to show it.
Maid Paula said, "Please Miss Jennifer, do not change the arrangement. I
could not take it if I was not your maid. I should have more faith in us
and I promise that I will be worthy of your company tonight, I will not
let you or us down. Give me another chance to show you were not wrong in
allowing me to be your maid."
Miss Jennifer did not like the grovelling from her maid, but she was
satisfied that Paula was feeling better about the arrangement and would
calm down for supper. Paula's mistress said, "Good we are at an
understanding, so why don't you start cooking our meal and when the
chicken is in the oven change into something more appropriate to join me
for supper."
Paula was so happy to hear those words. She knew she invoked Miss
Jennifer's anger and Miss Jennifer being so magnanimous let it slide
this time. Paula knew she had to be on her best behavior and would be.
Paula listen to Miss Jennifer's suggestion for she might be a lowly maid
but she was smart enough to know that the suggestion was really a sugar-
coated command. Miss Jennifer was kind enough to want to put Paula at
ease while she was not in uniform while on duty and actually having the
privilege of sitting at the same table as Jennifer.
Paula came into the dining room in a floral print skater dress. Miss
Jennifer loved how it looked on her maid. When Miss Jennifer commented
on how that dress really flattered Paula's figure, the maid blushed.
Seeing Paula blushed made the entire day worth it. How happy her maid
looked made it worth Jennifer pointing out the little things which was
done wrong by her servant.
They sat down to eat and Paula kept on trying to serve her mistress.
Jennifer was not having any of it. "Paula you are my guest now, at this
table right now you do not need to serve me. In fact, I should be
serving you."
Paula could not take that Miss Jennifer would want to stoop down to
serving a man in a dress. She knew she was getting a pleasure she did
not deserve by just having the appearance of being Miss Jennifer's equal
at the table. Paula tried to politely decline the offer of her superior
serving her by saying. "Miss Jennifer, it is fine. I can serve myself
and refill my own glass of water."
Paula turning down being served by Jennifer and not drinking any wine
with the meal was the final straw. Jennifer said, "Paul, this is over.
You are never going to be my maid again and never refer to me as Miss
Jennifer. To me, you are not Maid Paula when you dress, you are still
Paul. I will call you Paula for doing so respects that you are
expressing your feminine side, but you do not need to punish yourself
for wanting to do so.
Call me Jen or Jenny all the time. I hate being Miss Jennifer, it made
me feel more distant to the man I love. I am not better than you. Come
on you know better than that.
I love you and at first I did not care that you dressed, but now I like
it. I like it for it makes you happy. Today, I had to make you feel
unworthy just so you could enjoy any compliment I gave you. Come on you
are better than that."
Paul knew everything his Jenny said was true. He also knew that he had
to start believing it or else he would make the strain on the
relationship worse. "Jenny, I am sorry. I am working on accepting Paula.
It is hard and I have come a long way. I used to have to be alone to
dress, now I can do so with you around . I am working on it I just need
to be your maid a little while longer when I dress. I do not feel guilty
about it when I do now. Can't we talk it out before you make that
decision?"
Jenny was open to hearing what Paul was saying for he was open to
hearing what she said. She gave her response."My love, I cannot have you
as my maid anymore. It is fine that you need to be a maid still a little
but it will not be as mine. I could get myself a sexy little maid outfit
and we could be maids together. I just am not going to make you feel
like you are lesser than me,. You are not. come on you know better than
that."
Paul knew that Jenny was trying to meet him somewhere in the middle so
he quickly agreed to it with a situation. "If you want to be a maid with
me then yes I would enjoy that. I think I am ready for that, That is
only if you want to wear a maid outfit. I never want you to do anything
which you are not comfortable doing."
Jenny was so happy that her little blow up has led to them having an
open discussion about Paul's issue with his crossdressing. "Paula, I
would love to wear a maid outfit. I am so jealous that you always get to
wear one. I never thought that I would find them so sexy until I saw you
in one.
Speaking of that I do finally want to have Paula as an equal in bed with
me. You deserve to get as much pleasure out of life that you can. Do not
punish yourself for being who you are, come on you know better than
that."
This talk they were having made Paul/Paula so comfortable in who he was
that he took a sip of his wine before he said. "While I never knew you
found me sexy as a maid and if you like I could slip back into that maid
outfit and while we have dessert in bed. I will make sure I do not deny
myself any pleasure for I know I am better than that."
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