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It's for the Best - Part 3 [email protected] The continuing story about love, transformation, growth, acceptance, and peace. Sunday around noon I heard the door open and heard Dani finally get back home. I was all emotional and needed to talk to her about so many things that happened in the last 24 hours. I had just showered and put on a denim skirt and tee shirt over my bra and pantyhose. (She requested that I wear pantyhose all the time and I was happy to oblige her request.) "Dani, thank god you're home. I missed you, baby," I said giving her a hug. "I missed you too, Olivia. How was your night, I want to hear all about it," she said. "I want to hear all about your night with Bob. Did you really spend the night with him? Did you sleep with him? Not knowing has been driving me crazy," I asked sounding like a high school girl. "Take it easy, we have all day to catch up. Right now I need a shower and a change of clothes. Be a good girl and cook us some lunch, please," she said heading to the bedroom. I made some eggs and bacon with juice and coffee for the both of us and nervously sat there waiting to discuss so many things and the feelings that I was experiencing. After we finished and sat there drinking our coffee she smiled and said, "Now I feel better and back to normal. What a fun day we had, huh baby?" "Well, that's what I want to discuss. The problem is that it was fun and I really enjoyed myself. I let too many things happen and I feel so guilty and bad about myself." "What do you mean, honey?" "It was bad enough that my wife spent the night with a handsome man but I also was swept off my feet by an even better looking man. I let him hold my hand, kiss me, and so much more. I loved the feeling of being with him and that's what troubles me so much," I said nervously. "Why are you troubled, I thought you enjoyed it. I'm confused," she said puzzled. "Dani, I'm your husband and I never even thought of dressing as a girl and of course I never ever thought of being with a guy. As your husband how does make you feel or think of me? You must think I'm not worthy of being your husband or a man. I'm so conflicted I want to just run and hide." "I think I understand, Olivia. Just because you do a little role- playing you think I don't respect you as a man any longer. That couldn't be further from the truth, in fact, it took lots of courage to tell me about your lingerie desires when you were young and even more courage to let me dress you up and turn you into a beautiful woman for my benefit. I'm the one that should feel guilty about doing it and making you upset and having to feel guilty. It's nothing you did wrong and I can't tell you how much more I love you and want to be with you ever since you allowed me to make you into my girlfriend. I hope you can understand and not take this away from our relationship," she said trying to comfort me. "Dani, you don't understand. I find myself wanting to dress up as Olivia more often and I let some guy kiss me among other things a normal guy would never allow. Am I gay have I turned into a homosexual? I don't want to lose you, Dani." "No, you're not gay and you're not going to lose me. Let me help you understand. When you're dressed like this and speaking in your femme voice with all the girly mannerisms, do you feel like a man or a woman?" "To be honest, I feel like Olivia, not your husband." "Exactly. In your role-play, you take on the complete personality of Olivia and that means it's natural for you to feel and act like a girl. That is completely normal and expected. Its' not like you want to hang around or be with men when you're in your men clothes, right?" "Of course not, that disgusting." "That's what I'm talking about. Right there, you started to think like a man and it was disgusting to think about being with a guy. But if I said that Bob and Hawk thought you looked sexy in that dress you wore yesterday and that Hawk really likes you, that wouldn't bother you as Olivia, correct?" "No, it wouldn't and that's really weird." "Honey, when you dress as Olivia you become her. You are Olivia and you will do things that Olivia would do, not my husband. When you're Olivia, I also will do things that I would do with my girlfriend and not my husband like going home with a cute guy and leaving you with a handsome man. You understand now? When you're my girlfriend, Olivia, you are my girlfriend. Not my husband. I expect you to think and act like her and yesterday you did exactly that and I'm proud of you." "I guess I get it, a little." "Well in time, it will become natural for you and I bet after yesterday you will want to spend even more time as Olivia. That Hawk was gorgeous and you made a cute couple. Now, no more small talk, what happened after Bob and I disappeared." "Oh my god, it was intense. He was so sweet as he took me to view the bay and kissed me several times as he held me in his strong arms. I was so confused but after the third kiss I didn't think anymore just reacted like the girl I was portraying." "That's hot. I would have loved to have seen that. What else happened?" "After we got your text he took me to the garden area where we sat and talked for hours about things we liked and just had a nice conversation. I felt close and attracted to him and we kissed several times while we sat there. Then it was time to leave and he drove me home and that's when I really got nervous." "Why were you nervous?" "Maybe because I wanted to spend more time with him or maybe because your text said he knew my secret? What was I to think? When we got to the house I didn't know what to do and just reacted and said, 'would you like to come in for some coffee?' Of course, he accepted and I realized that I just let this handsome man into our house and he knew you were going to be with Bob all night. I was so scared and didn't know what to do." "OK, so what did you do?" "He went to the bathroom to shower and clean up and I put on a pot of coffee. As I was reaching up to get the cups out of the cabinet he came up behind me and put his arms around my waist. I panicked and turned to face him as we kissed again. I wanted to kiss him but at the same time all the feelings of guilt and doing things without you there, came back." "Wow, that's hot. Did you kiss him back?" "Oh yes, he took me to the couch and we kissed and kissed and he even put my hand on his hard cock. I didn't know what to do and something told me to just stroke it a little and maybe he would be happy. So I did. I rubbed his cock as we kissed and I could tell he was really turned on. I had to stop him or I knew things would get out of hand and I wasn't sure what secret he really knew. Did he know about me? What if he didn't and found out, he would kill me but then I realized that you wouldn't put me in that position and I took a chance. As he was trying to take off my dress I stopped him and said, "Hawk, we probably shouldn't do this, you really don't know me and I think we should slow down. He smiled and continued to undo my zipper and said he knows all about me and my secret is safe with him." "How did you feel right at that moment?" she asked. "Frightened and excited. I let him take off my dress as it fell to the floor. My enlarged clit was clearly visible under the control of my pantyhose and he didn't flinch. He rubbed my breast and told me to take off his pants. I knew at that point that he would be spending the night in our bed and somehow I was really turned on about being with him that way. I didn't care anymore because this big handsome guy found me sexy and desirable. I can't explain the feeling but it was amazing." "Don't stop there, little one. Did you take off his pants?" "Yes, but not at that moment. I made him stop and I put my dress back on and said, if you spend the night we can continue this in bed. Would you like to spend the night?" "Wow, you are a little slut. Tell me what happened." "Of course he said yes but it was now around 8 PM and I excused myself to get cleaned up and he ordered a Pizza because he was hungry. I had him order me a salad and took a shower, shaved again, and redid my makeup while he watched TV downstairs. I didn't want him to see me with any facial hair because it had been over 12 hours since I shaved last. I wanted to look good for him and put on some clean lingerie and your red silk robe. I hope you don't mind, but it's so sexy." "I don't mind at all and I'll be sure to buy you one of your own. What then?" "After I felt that I looked good I walked down and sat next to him on the couch. He immediately put his arm around me and held as we watched a baseball game. The delivery guy dropped off the food and I prepared the table and called him when things were ready. He came up and had his pizza as I at my salad and then said he wanted to take another shower. I cleaned up and it was now about 9:30 when he came back down in just his undershorts. I was taken back when I saw his massive chest and big muscles. Hawks is ripped and very sexy." "Yes, I like your description and it's what I expect from my girlfriend. You see, as Olivia this is normal and you should get used to feeling and thinking like this baby. What next, did he really spend the night in our bed?" "We talked for while on the couch as he held me next to his almost naked body and I finally took his hand and led him up to our bedroom. I sat on the bed and lowered his shorts and released his wonderful cock. Yes, I did all that and I loved every moment. Still, in your robe and lingerie, he stood me up and removed your robe and after some foreplay, he threw me down on the bed. I won't say much more about what happened next but what I will say is that I now know what it feels like to be loved by a man and feel him deep inside you. I leaked all night into my panties and held him close as we slept." "Olivia, I didn't know what to expect but I knew he found you attractive. Hawk thanked Bob for setting this up and I read his text to Bob that said that he really liked being with you. I'm so happy for you, baby. Sometimes girls wait years to find a guy like that and like I said you two make a cute couple." "He left early but kissed me while I was still sleeping and I heard him say he will give me a call this week and hopes to see me again soon. What do I do now?" "Good question. What does Olivia want to happen?" "I don't know. To be honest, I loved being with him but I'm not sure what to do." "I have to tell you Olivia when we first started dressing you up I never expected things to go this far and in fact, I never even thought about having you in a dress let alone become my girlfriend. But when I saw how perfectly feminine you looked I had to help you become the girl and you've kept hidden all these years. I think you should continue to live out your feelings and be Olivia as often as you like and continue to see Hawk as long as possible. You never know when things end or you don't get a chance like this again." "You really don't mind your husband dating another man?" "Have you been listening? My husband is NOT dating another man. My girlfriend Olivia will be dating another man and I want her to do things that make her happy, just like I know she wants me to continue to see Bob or any other guy I desire." "I understand, Dani. I'll give it some thought this week. Now, what about you? As soon as Hawk took me to the Bay you two disappeared." "Well, Bob knew that Hawk wanted time alone with you and he took me to the garden area and just like you we sat and talked for about an hour. Just like you, I liked being with him too. He makes me feel so special and feminine and he's so handsome I get wet just thinking about him. We both knew we wanted to be alone and decided to go to his place to spend some time together. That's when we texted you to tell you we were leaving. He took me to his place, and baby it's amazing. I'll have to take you up there sometime, maybe on double date with Hawk. Anyway, the view was great and we had some wine and he put on some music and we danced for over an hour kissing and rubbing each other the entire time. At around 7 PM he took my hand and led me to his bed and we fucked for at least 2 hours. He was insatiable and must have cum in me at least 4 times. My pussy was so full of his cum that I had to put a tampon in to stop the leaking so I know how you felt last night. Bob is a real man and very much an Alpha Male. He knows what he wants and he knows how to make love to a woman. It might be the best sex I've ever had, he's unbelievable and his cock is huge and filled up like I've never experienced." My alter ego was crushed and I knew that when I was not in my Olivia mode those words would be stinging and hurting my feelings but right now as Olivia, I understood her feelings. "Wow, he does sound amazing and if he makes you feel that good you must see him again." "I'm so happy you understand because I need to be with him again. I need that cock and his strong arms, I'm getting hot thinking about him again. Let's go to bed and fool around, I'm horny again." We both were at a heightened sexual level and quickly jumped on each other. I kissed her all over and she had me lay down as she climbed on my face. "I'm sure there's some of his cum still in me baby and I know how you like it, so please clean me up again." I did and yes I tasted his cum as she had several orgasms. I climbed on top of her and started making love again. "Are you my girl, Olivia?" she asked. "Yes, Dani." "You're not going to leave me for Hawk, are you?" she teased. "No baby, I'm all yours. You're not going to leave me for Bob are you?" "Of course not, he's just a good fuck." "Did you like taking Hawk's cock up your virgin pussy?" "Yes," I answered "So you're not a virgin any longer, are you?" "Not after last night." "Welcome to womanhood baby. I'm so happy for you. Did you like sucking his cock?" At this point in our conversation, I was so hard and ready to come that when she made that last comment I exploded inside her and it was the strongest climax I ever had." "Wow, I've never seen you come so much honey. Did you get to come with Hawk?" "No, I was more or less just his receptacle. He didn't seem to care about me that way once he came," I answered. "Typical guy. All they want to do is deposit their sperm and split. I'm sorry that happened but girls get used to that and find other ways to relieve themselves. Our job is to keep them happy and satisfied and if we get lucky they'll make sure we're satisfied. It's too bad you didn't orgasm from your pussy, that's one thing I have an advantage over you because when Bob fucks my pussy I come all the time. The good news is that I'm here to take care of your needs baby, even if the guys don't. Remember, I'm your girl and I love you, baby." We laid there cuddling for thirty minutes when Dani got up to go to the bathroom. When she returned she had another gift-wrapped present in her hand when she got into the bed. "This is for you and I think the timing is perfect," she said handing me the flowery gift wrapped gift." "You keep buying me gifts and I haven't gotten you anything, I feel bad Dani." "Don't honey, I'm sure you will but right now I want you to open this." I found a beautiful journal. The book had a lace cover with pink and yellow flowers on each page. It was ultra-feminine and something I would expect from Dani. "Thanks, Dani, it's beautiful. What is it for?" I said knowing it was a journal. "It's a journal, silly. I thought it would be nice for you to write your thoughts and feelings down when you're Olivia, especially in these early days so that when you look back you can remember all these fun times and new feelings. For example, you just had your first experience going out in public, double dating with me and spending the night with a gorgeous man. I want you to put your memories down on paper and detail your feelings. You just had a man make love to you but you didn't offer any details and I know you're holding back and it's important you tell them to someone and for now, it will be your journal. Every night when you are Olivia, I want you to spend at least twenty minutes writing down all your thoughts and feelings of that day. Trust me, this will help you cope and remember things that you otherwise would forget. So, right now, I want you lay here and start with your first time out as Olivia when we went to the movies and I want you to detail your day and sleepover with Hawk, in great detail and be sure describe how it made you feel at the time. Do you understand?" "I understand, and it might be good to get all my feelings out of my head and on paper." "Exactly why I want you to do this. I think when you read what you wrote down you will have a new understanding and new realization of your inner feelings and thoughts." I sat up in bed and started writing everything that had happened and how I felt, I found it very therapeutic as I was able to express all of my feelings out of my head. It gave me a relief and a better acceptance of the things that were troubling me lately. It was getting late and Dani fell asleep but I was hooked and couldn't stop writing. It was like a data dump and as if I was cleaning out my hard drive on my computer. My Journal The first sentence I wrote was, "How did I get here?" Then I just started writing what came into my head. Since I'm going to be completely honest as I write this, then I have to say that I have never been happier. The changes I've made have given me a new look on life and helped me uncover feelings that I've kept hidden deep inside. Did Danni force me to do any of this? No, all she did was give me a chance, to be honest, and allow me to blossom and for that, I am forever grateful. Did Dani abuse me or make me dress and become Olivia? Absolutely not. I knew at every moment that all I had to say was no to put a stop to things and since I'm being completely honest, I realized how much I wanted to become Olivia once I understood she was OK with it and encouraged me to continue. What about Bob and Dani, how does that make me feel? At first, I was jealous but now I understand that she needs that type of attention in her life and it has no impact on our love or marriage. I actually understand her needs and now I just want her to be happy and feel complete. If that means having a fuck buddy, then so be it. If Danni can give me the love and understanding she is currently giving me then I'll support her in all of her desires because we have that strong a bond. Well, here's the big question. How do I feel about the entire Hawk thing? Well since I said I would be honest here, I love it. At the moment Dani allowed me to experience this I knew I could turn and leave or give it a try. I never admitted it but when I saw Bob and Hawk and realized that Dani set up a double date for us, I was excited. Let me explain that a little more. When I was walking next to Dani at the resort and observed several guys looking at us, smiling and flirting at us, my confidence soared. I was so ecstatic about being dressed that way, feeling so feminine, and being accepted that I actually became Olivia at that moment. I felt my brain actually thinking like a girl and completely got into my role as Dani's girlfriend. When we were introduced as girlfriends to Bob and Hawk, I actually became her girlfriend in my mind. I was Olivia and I loved being her. I continued and thought about things and wrote... I need to go back to how this all started and describe how I felt when I first told Dani at the beach about my experience with pantyhose and panties when I was young and how good it felt to tell someone after all these years. The only person that ever knew about this was my sister but that was over 10 years ago and long forgotten. I continued to write down my feelings and how I always admired women that wore pantyhose and how it would feel to be the girl wearing them. I wrote how I fantasized about being the girl, wearing a short skirt and the pantyhose with high heels but I would never admit my thoughts to myself or anyone else. I wrote about how I kept those feelings deep inside and controlled them and only occasionally let them surface. Being able to share these feelings with Dani was a big relief, especially since she was so understanding and supportive. I never dreamed of a time that I would wear pantyhose again. The night she had me wear her pantyhose during sex gave me a euphoric feeling I had never imagined. When Dani offered to dress me up as her girlfriend I felt excited because it was something I must have wanted deep inside. I can still feel the excitement from that night. I was afraid to admit how much I desired to dress up with her because I never would want her to think less of me, however, Dani was amazing and seemed to enjoy dressing me that way, even more than I could imagine. I always hesitate to tell her how good I feel when I'm Olivia and how sad I am Monday morning when I have to dress back in my male clothing. I can never tell her that because I still want to be her husband and I'm not sure how she would feel if I stayed dressed that way. She has been loving and attentive since our vacation and I don't want anything to change. She has shown me so many new wonderful feelings that I just want to make her as happy, even if it means sharing her with other men. That day on the beach when Dani told me her fantasy about other men made me feel insecure and jealous, however, when she explained that it was something she desired I wanted her to feel the way she made me feel as a way of giving back the satisfaction she had given me. I understand now that she only wants that attention when I'm Oliva and living as her girlfriend and somehow when I become Olivia it makes complete sense. She made me realize and learn that to truly understand how to think and feel feminine. When I'm Olivia, I actually become female in my thoughts and feelings and when I do I feel and become a different person. I realize that once I'm in dresses, heels, and makeup everything changes. I become much more relaxed and don't let anything bother me. I lose the desire to be in charge and really enjoy the submissive feelings I have. Olivia actually enjoys feminine things, conversations, and living in the moment as a female. When I'm Olivia and we discuss Bob or other men I now actually think differently and encourage her to live out her desires with Bob or anyone else knowing that she will always be mine. My jealousy and worries disappear whenever Olivia is alive and with her. Writing all of my thoughts down here is a great relief and also helping me to understand more of my deeper feelings. Putting my thoughts on paper really helped me understand my desire to dress and spend more time as Olivia. I couldn't stop putting my thoughts down into the journal and when I finally got to my time with Hawk I noticed that I started getting aroused. Since I was still in my nightgown and panties I realized that I was in my Olivia mode and justified my feelings about being with a man like Hawk. I started the next page about how I felt when we were at the table and Hawk told me how pretty I was that morning. I remember how I tingled and wanted to smile at his compliment but I was still struggling with the guilt I was trying to suppress. Maybe it was the champagne or just becoming comfortable as Olivia but I actually liked the compliment and being pretty to such a handsome guy. I wrote, 'When the guys asked us to walk to the gardens with them I actually was happy that Dani and I weren't going home just yet. I wanted to spend more time with Hawk and when Dani and Bob took a different path and left me alone with Hawk I remember being frightened and somehow happy at the same time. I remember thinking that I felt better about being with Hawk alone and without Dani seeing me that way. When Hawk held my hand I remember smiling and feeling so warm and close I didn't want it to end. When he held me and kissed me I know at first I pushed him away but he didn't care because he kept kissing me and oh, that was so hot. With his big arms around me I felt so small and when he kissed me I remember how I had to tilt my head so far back that I was leaning back into his strong hands as he held me there teetering in my four-inch heels. He was in total control as I allowed him to kiss me as I accepted his tongue. I never knew how wonderful it could feel to be kissed like that and I didn't want it to end. I felt so safe with him as he led be around the gardens as he held my hand and kissed me again on that bench in front of the other people. I didn't care what anyone thought because all I could think of was being with him and how he was making me feel. When he drove me home I had a moment of anxiety when he pulled his massive truck into our driveway and parked. I remember how conflicted I was and didn't know what to do. All I could think of was Dani's text saying that he knows my secret and to have a good time. I wanted him to come in and stay with me be but I was frightened. I remember how shocked I was when I blurted out that question and even now I can't believe I had the courage to say it knowing what might happen. "Would you like to come in for coffee?" Oh my god, when he said yes I wanted to just hug him and give him another kiss right there but I kept my cool and we went inside. I was so nervous when I heard the shower run and realized that I was making coffee for a handsome man, who that at that moment was in my shower. The same guy that had been holding me and kissing me all afternoon and clearly wanted to be with me, Olivia. I could actually feel my knees shaking and when he came up behind me and put his arms around me I thought I would faint. The feeling was amazing. To be admired, wanted, and held by such a good looking guy made me smile and realize this is something that I really wanted. I remember turning and accepting that kiss he gave me and how I almost dropped the coffee cups. He was so gentle when he took them out of my hand and led me to the couch. I knew what was next and I realized I had one last chance to stop things or allow Oliva to live out her desires. He had my dress off so fast and things were getting too crazy. He saw me and didn't react and I realized that Dani was right and he did know my secret. I knew I had to slow things down and fix myself up before it went any further and told him I needed to clean up and we should eat something first. He was a gentleman and took care of ordering our dinner. When I came down dressed in that nightgown and all cleaned up I saw how excited he was again and we barely finished dinner while he rubbed my legs. I asked him if he was still spending the night and that's when he just got very frisky and started kissing me and led me up to the bedroom. Obviously, Olivia had her way as I followed as he pulled me along to our bedroom and finally next to the bed. When he pulled me close and kissed me I felt his shorts drop and realized this amazing man was now naked and that his hard cock was pushing into me while we kissed. I was still dressed when he pushed me to my knees as he sat on the edge of the bed. Without hesitation, I took his wonderful cock into my hand and started stroking it and playing with his large ball sack. He closed his eyes when I kissed the tip of his cock and that turned me on even more. At that moment all I could think of was sexually satisfying this wonderful man and took him into my mouth the way Dani had always done to me. I licked and sucked him for a long time and both of us enjoyed my first attempt at a blow job. Every time I looked up at him with his cock in my mouth I saw him looking down at me with a loving smile and that was all the encouragement I needed to want to finish him off in my mouth and swallow all of his sweet sperm. He was close and very hard and I thought I was about to get my reward when he stopped. I remember my disappointment as I wanted him to feel him come in my mouth but he wanted more than a blow job. Hawk easily pulled me up onto the bed and quickly had me up on my knees. He roughly pulled up the nightgown and exposed Pantyhose covered bottom. He pulled down my control panties and put his hands between my legs and tore a large hole in my pantyhose. He was completely in control as he leaned over me from behind. He took the bottle of lotion that we kept on the night table and liberally rubbed it on my boi-pussy and then applied some to his cock. There was not a lot of time to think about anything or object as he was fast and in control. At that moment I knew what being a woman was all about and how it felt to be loved and taken. At least he was gentle when I felt his warm head of his cock at my opening when he said, "I'll be gentle Olivia and I will let you push back at your own pace. Do it now, push back on me baby." OMG, I was about to enter womanhood and do something that can never be undone. I already realized that I sucked his cock and could never take that back so now that I would always be a cocksucker there was no reason to stop now. I pushed back as he instructed. I quickly felt his head enter me and the pain was tremendous and I stopped. I didn't move as I eventually got used to that feeling. I relaxed and pushed back again and this the tip of his cock slip inside until his shaft filled me and the pressure subsided. I waited another few minutes until that new pain was replaced with pleasure and that's when I felt Hawk push the rest of his shaft inside me and his full weight pushing my head down into the pillow. There I was with my ass in the air connected to this huge man with his cock deep inside me. Between the pain, fear, and excitement I couldn't think straight and just waited to see what came next. I felt him withdraw until the tip was still inside me as he applied more lotion to his cock and my pussy. When he slid it in again it was much more pleasurable and I started to relax as the pain was now completely gone and replaced with wonderful feelings. He then started moving his cock in and out and at that point, I realized that I was getting fucked and no longer a virgin. He did this for a glorious 10 minutes until he was getting close again but to my disappointment, he pulled out of me and told me to turn over. I was now on my back looking up at his gorgeous blue eyes and strong jawline as he took a pillow and put it under my lower back and spread my legs. With Dani's nightgown pushed up over my waist and my legs in the air, I saw him putting more lotion on his cock and getting ready to finish. He climbed on top of me with his cock at my opening as I felt completely exposed and helpless. Even if I wanted to there was nowhere for me to go or escape. He leaned down and gave me an amazing kiss as he pushed himself inside of me slowly. That moment I will remember forever. Receiving that kiss at the exact moment we united was almost religious. As he kissed me I lie there with my arms around his neck and felt him fill me with his amazing cock. We were one, connected, and all I felt was true love for this man as he started to make love to me. I smiled with pleasure when I opened my eyes and say my long legs in the air with my high heels and nylons still in place. At that moment I had everything I could ever imagine and never wanted it to end. But it did as Hawk could not hold back any longer as he started pumping his cock inside me fast and faster, harder and harder, deeper and deeper. I ignored the pain and immense pressure from his force as I just watched him as he looked into my eyes and fucked me. Then he smiled and fell forward giving me another kiss as he exploded deep inside of me. As he came he kept kissing me and said, "I love you, Olivia, I love you, I love you," until I felt his warm cum inside me and then start leaking out of me. When he was finished he just stopped and dropped down on top of me. I was trapped under this massive man with his cock still inside me and I couldn't move or even breath but I knew I had to wait for him to finish and just waited. I remember laying there thinking about what he said. He loved me. I never expected that, did he really love me? It made me feel so close to him and I felt like I was part of him at that moment. What happens next? That's what I remember and I will never forget that feeling. After a few minutes, his cock slipped out of me and he rolled off and laid down beside me and we kissed for several minutes as he held me in his strong arms. Eventually, we fell asleep as we were both exhausted from the day and our activities. As I started to wake up I noticed that it was still dark when I remember Hawk kissing me goodbye and telling me he had to go and that he would call me this week. I lay there alone and missed his strength and warm touch but still fell back asleep. I finally woke up showered and got dressed up waiting for Dani to get back. I remember starting to worry about her when the door opened and I was so happy to see her again. My love for her keeps growing every day. We made love and shared our day and now I'm up to date and I'll be sure to write more every day. Good night, Journal. The Next Day We spent the week, as usual, going to work and having dinner as any other married couple. We talked about the usual things as any other couple does such as what was on the news, the lawn needing to be cut, getting new tires for the car, etc. We had the best of both worlds. While I was working late one night Dani came across my journal and read my writings and it made her happy. She had wondered if she had pushed Olivia to hard or far but after reading her true feelings she felt happy to be part of her life. Dani would never do anything to hurt or abuse her husband and only wanted the best. When she realized it was something wanted and loved it made Dani feel better about everything including her time with Bob and her introduction to Hawk. It made her want to help Olivia go even further and help her be all she can become. She didn't tell me that she had read and now knew all my deep feelings and desires. Not something I wanted but as things turned out it was for the better. Dani was on the phone when I got home from work on Wednesday with Bob and hung up as soon as she saw that I was home. "Good news, baby. Bob just called and said that Bob and Hawk want us to spend the weekend with them on the beach. Do you think Olivia can handle seeing me with Bob and be with Hawk all weekend? To be continued???