Karma
This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance to persons living or dead
is purely coincidental. As always I write this for your enjoyment. A
comment at the end would be greatly appreciated. Hugs Mary Beth.
Synopsis:
Mark Evans 18, hated being small. He hated his father and mother for
their part in it, all the way back to his grandparents. It was fate he
told his best friend Susan. It was fate Susan agreed. She was a
Buddhist and told Mark to embrace his size. "Your actions determine
your destiny" Susan said handing Mark his Halloween outfit as she
added, "Karma will someday guide you." It did.
Players:
Mark Evans age 18, substituting for Victor Rodriguez age 8; Susan
Marshall; Police Officer Tuttle; Social Worker Linda Banner; Maria
Sanchez; Sally Rodriguez; Hector Gonzales; Greta Von Anderson; Bob
Henries.
Story
If you looked for a starting point there would be several places to
point to with the best one at the corner of Broadway and Fifth streets
about five after seven in the morning. Mark Evans had just gotten his
coffee and a compliment from the server Carol. She was behind the
counter and had laughed over his costume.
Mark almost didn't wear the outfit Susan had put together for him, but
he'd promised to "embrace his size." He was small about the physical
size of an eight year old and instead of fighting it today he was
suppose to enjoy it. So he dressed like an eight year old thanks to
Susan. Today, for her sake, he dressed for his company's Halloween
party.
As always he is on his way to work and as always he had stopped for
coffee. Mark had his coffee. He was holding their smallest cup and
just walking out when a robber, running from the police, created the
next series of events. What stopped Mark wasn't the sirens but a
growing chaos off to his right. He turned towards the noise.
That chaos was brought on by gunshots when the robber fired back
towards the police. People hearing the shots and not knowing where
they were coming from scattered. The robber turned to take the shot
just as Mark came onto the sidewalk with his coffee. Mark turned to
see the robber right before that robber turned to face him. They were
inches apart when they met.
Right across from Mark and the robber, and having just parked his car,
Police Officer Tuttle was just coming around the front to join up with
Social Worker Linda. Both were there to meet a woman named Maria
Sanchez. Maria was the aunt of a young boy named Victor Rodriguez.
Victor's aunt Maria had been watching Victor on an emergency basis
beginning right after his mother Sally Rodriguez was arrested as an
accessory in a home invasion four days ago. Police Officer Tuttle and
Social Worker Linda Banner were there to pick up Victor to transport
him to a foster care home.
Arrangements had been made for Maria to meet Officer Tuttle and Social
Worker Linda at the front of her apartment which was right next to the
coffee shop. She had made those arrangements because she had to go to
work early that day. Meanwhile, Sally, Victor's mother, had made bail
and had also arrived just a moment before in a car owned by a girl
friend.
Sally, double parked, was hoping to grab her son before state officials
could pick him up and put him into foster care. Sally was unaware that
Officer Tuttle and Social Worker Linda had already arrived and were
approaching Maria at that very moment. They were in fact not twenty
feet down from where Sally had doubled parked.
Sally Rodriguez held out hope she could get Victor and escape to her
own mother's home in Florida before anyone knew she had even skipped
bail. Sally had looked up to see Maria's window then down at the door
just catching a glance of her son in Marie's hands. Sally made a dash
for him at the same instant that Mark and the robber came together.
Sally was in motion when the shot rang out.
Event's were beginning to escalate as the robber, continuing his run
and having made that shot at the police hit Mark a full body blow at
full speed. Mark was caught unaware, spinning 180 degrees and falling
backward, Mark immediately losing his grip on his coffee. Sally
meanwhile shoulder-blocked her cousin Maria while grabbing her son's
arm and pulling it free.
Mark's coffee tipped forward spilling down the front of his pants
soaking them as Mark's fall continued backward while the robber
stumbled past. Mark did try righting himself, but his angle was off
causing him to continue stumbling backwards. Mark tripped up hard into
Hector while the robber caught his balance twisted around, raised his
gun and fired again.
Hector having turned at the commotion but continuing to set up his
small newspaper and magazine stand took the full weight of Mark as he
turned. Hector too began to fall backward into the newsstand wall
itself. Hector was dropping, and stumbling backwards flailing. He too
was holding his own coffee in a super size cup.
That extra large brew Hector held tipped directly over his small space
heater at the same moment Mark slid to the floor. Mark's left hand
fell against the units metal case. As Mark gripped the case his right
hand, palm down, laid directly on top of the spreading pool of coffee.
Mark was fully connected to the heater and well grounded when it
shorted.
Mark's head contacted the wooden bench Hector had built knocking him
out cold just as his electrocution began. Hector falling against the
stack of newspapers saw the sparks instantly and grabbed his broom even
before he had finished falling. Mark was already convulsing as Hector
started sweeping at the heater killing Mark.
Hector managed to knock the heater out and away from Mark pulling the
plug in that same instant. It was most likely that simple act that
saved Mark's life. Meanwhile Aunt Maria, was coming onto the scene
from her apartment. She had been holding Victor's backpack and hand
and was knocked directly into the line of fire from the robber.
Maria Sanchez threw her hands up falling forward. She had just been
shot a glancing blow to the head by a 45 slug. That slug was the
second bullet fired by the escaping robber who was still trying to
exchange bullets with the police and continue his escape. As Maria was
hit the back pack she'd tossed into the air fell next to Mark. Sally
Rodriguez in that same moment had reached the car she had double
parked.
Maria badly wounded stumbled forward falling against the wall of the
coffee shop. Everyone else was still ducking gunfire and never saw the
woman grabbing the child who began to cry when his aunt started to
fall. Maria suffering a gun shot did not see Sally grab Victor and
rush him to the car. Nor would anyone see the car with Sally or Victor
drive down the street at a high rate of speed.
Police Officer Tuttle and Social Worker Linda still ducking at the
front of Tuttle's unmarked police sedan when the first shot rang out,
were now part of the bystanders trying to maintain cover from the other
gunshots. Without knowing it, they remained hidden as the robber stood
and ran another twenty five feet.
One of the pursuing officers knelt and fired in the clear. His two
shots hit the robber in the back throwing him forward while also
dislodging his firearm. The robber pushed by the two slugs fell
forward a few feet crashing face first onto the sidewalk. His gun
skittered forward another six feet. A policeman from across the street
came up with several others and took a defensive posture as others
caught up.
One of the officers kicked the gun free, but stood by it as evidence,
while another cuffed the robber. They search for a pulse. There was
none. Two others turned back to start sorting out the dead and wounded
at the coffee shop. Calls went out for emergency services. Distant
sirens were closing as additional police start taping off the scene.
Witnesses were identified and sorted from bystanders. Chaos started to
turn to triage.
Officer Tuttle assigned to Social Services holstered his own gun and
helped Social Worker Linda stand as he confirmed that she was okay.
Both are badly shaken but unharmed. Linda brushing herself suddenly
recognizes Maria lying there against the brick wall. Linda sees the
wound and fearing the worse wonders immediately about the boy.
Linda knows Maria was meeting them with Victor and begins looking for a
small child. She immediately sees Mark on his back mistaking Mark for
Victor. Mark is the only child in the immediate area. There is a back
pack with Care Bears on it near by. She rushes to Mark's side as
Hector stands on wobbly legs.
Hector overwrought at what has happened began telling Linda that he
pulled the wire as soon as he saw what was happening. Both see the
bleeding cut on Mark's head and there is smoke still coming from the
small heater. Mark appears dead. Mark has obviously wet himself.
Mark is in a pair of dark blue shorts, suspenders with knee high socks,
Buster Brown strap shoes and a shirt with a cap which if anyone thought
about it would have guessed circa 1950's. It didn't register when
Linda knelt to feel Mark's pulse that he was actually dated way out of
place for that era. All she saw was the image of a little boy with a
teddy bear next to a backpack covered in Care Bears.
It was Officer Tuttle that verified the heater was off as he grabbed a
wooden folding chair and fully yanked the plug from the wall before
moving the heater further away. There was no pulse when he knelt to
feel the boys wrist, then his neck before starting CPR. Another
officer joined in then an EMT arrived to help. They got a pulse and
Mark was breathing on his own before he was loaded for the emergency
room.
Officer Tuttle also went code three and followed the ambulance with
Social Worker Linda riding with Mark. Linda was thinking she was riding
with Victor. Linda was reading the file. There were no current
pictures, just a copy of his birth certificate Victor was Mexican
American and according to his birth, eight. Mark, slightly tan with
raven black hair was American Indian and German age 18. He easily
passed as Mexican and without the body or facial hair his young age
held.
Linda also saw the wet spot at the same exact time she opened the back
pack and saw the disposable diapers. That had been put there by
Victor's aunt. She had pulled it up high enough for the EMT to see it
while wondering why he wasn't wearing one. She didn't know that Victor
was a nighttime bed wetter because Victor's aunt had been shot and
couldn't tell her.
The EMT nodded at the diaper and acknowledged the wet spot and said
they'd take care of all that at the hospital. It didn't matter now.
The EMT said he'd be naked during the exam anyway. Linda nodded and
shoved the diaper back into the back pack. She would tell the
admitting nurse that detail when she did the paperwork. She would do
the same with whoever got him in the foster care system. She made a
note for his file. "Pants wetter. Family problems?"
Officer Tuttle and Social Worker Linda sat outside the Emergency Room
waiting on word of Victor's condition which was actually Mark's. They
actually had a pulse before he was loaded onto the gurney which they'd
been told was good news. However, the doctor warned of possible brain
damage considering there was an electrocution involved and a
concussion.
If it had been a continuous charge from that electrocution damage could
be extensive. It was a 30 amp circuit that hadn't blown the fuse he
was told. The voltage wasn't what killed, it was the amperage and
often times it was the amount of time the person was connected. No one
could say. With the exception of his head there were no other wounds
Back at the scene the investigation has ended and evidence gathered and
the street cleaned of the carnage that had occurred that morning. With
the exception of what had been seen by witnesses little is left to mark
what had happened. Hector had made one last call to the hospital to
check on the child and was thrilled to discover he was gong to be okay.
Hector was closing for the night when he found Mark's wallet. It was a
man's wallet but no picture ID or license? There was twenty two
dollars and a punch card for the coffee shop. Hector walked it into
the coffee shop. The girl told Hector she knew the man that owned the
wallet and would hold on to it for his next visit. Hector said good
night and left for the evening. The wallet went into a bag and into
the office safe.
As Mark's wallet got sealed so is Mark, as Victor, in a size 6 Pampers
which was the same one Victor carried in his back pack before being
moved and aspirated. Mark was hooked to an IV drip and wheeled into
intensive care still in a vegetative state. He was listed as critical.
Meanwhile, across town Mark's boss left his third message on Mark's
home phone wondering where the hell he was. It wasn't like Mark to
miss work.
Susan too was texting him, but his phone, having fallen against the
Newsstand had already been picked up. The street person picking up
Mark's phone had found four good cigarettes already and a sandwich that
had at least four good bites left when he shoved the phone in his
pocket. That street person sold Mark's phone for four dollars cash as
they were diapering Mark before pushing him to his room. The guy that
bought Mark's phone tossed the chip just as Susan was still texting.
Mark's boss grew even more panicked when he'd heard about the shooting
at the coffee shop. They know that was where Mark got his coffee.
Mark's boss had his secretary make a few calls just to confirm none of
the victims were Mark. She came back after an hour reporting that "no,
none of the shooting victims fit Mark's description!"
The secretary reported back that there were only two gun shot victims:
a woman and the robber. There was also one electrocution of a child who
was still in the hospital comatose. When Mark's boss asked about the
child the secretary smiled, nodded and said she had thought about that
but the child was with the woman shot that morning. His boss cursed
over the loss of a possible lead.
Mark was still missing and no one knew where. Neither Mark's boss nor
his secretary thought to mention to anyone during the call that they
were asking after a person below average in height. Susan went back to
work worried. Meanwhile Mark as Victor was stabilized and Linda was
told it would be completely up to time for Mark's recovery.
Social Worker Linda and Police Officer Tuttle left the hospital with
nothing left to do but leave a card should the child wake and make
their reports. Doctor Evans promised them his first call should that
happen. Remarkably six hours later it did. What surprised Dr. Evans
was how lucid the boy Victor was and clearly, in spite of his memory
deficits, he turned out to be very intelligent. Both Social Worker
Linda and Police Officer Tuttle were called back that following day.
Mark woke with sore muscles and a terrible headache trying to
understand why. He had no memory of what had occurred nor why his head
hurt. He knew he was in a hospital but couldn't remember anything
else. He tried to remember his name and couldn't, nor any details
about who he was and then he discovered the diaper.
Mark was pretty sure he didn't wear diapers, but soon after he was
moved there were other kids near y and some were also wearing diapers,
and his head hurt too much to protest. Mark was dry and had no desire
to wet the diaper he wore. It was his nurse that kept him quiet. He
had fallen in lust although he wasn't aware of the word, just the
emotions.
Mark was told his name was Victor, and he was eight, but Mark didn't
feel eight. He didn't know how old he was but he didn't feel eight.
She told him he was a child but he didn't feel like a child. When he
told Elisabeth, his nurse, he didn't think he needed diapers He was
told he was wearing diapers because he couldn't control himself.
Mark was sure he could, and said so. Mark had said as much just as
Elisabeth laid a fresh diaper alongside of him after she pulled the
sheet down. Mark was going to continue the argument till Elisabeth
laid her hand on top of Mark's diaper. He could have waited and proved
he had control, but, because of his headache, and that immediate
erection he found it easer to just wet than to argue.
Elisabeth smiled knowingly while she waited. Mark's decision to
continue wearing diapers came during that first diaper change as
Elisabeth cleaned him with baby wipes after pulling the wet diaper free
and replacing it with a fresh one. A lot of his decision came from the
baby oil and powder and her careful application of both. By the time
she taped the diaper closed around him Mark decided he'd argue over
wearing diapers later.
When they asked him who he was he answered honestly that he didn't
know. Mark had no idea who he was or how he had gotten there so most
of what he was told he just filed it away. He did listen a lot. He
listened to the doctor explain his condition to Social Worker Linda and
Police Officer Tuttle.
The doctor who examined Mark said he did seem older than eight till
Linda explained his heritage. The doctor was a little surprised at the
amount of pubic hair Mark had but his heritage might explain that, he
said. The doctor, after some thought went on to explain that Victor
(Mark) was most likely experiencing an early puberty or adrenarche.
For some children it happened.
Adrenarche, the doctor explained, was an increase of adrenal androgen
production sometimes occurring between the ages of six to ten putting
Victor, age eight, right in the middle. The doctor also added that
adrenarche was sometimes accompanied by the early appearance of pubic
hair which could actually precede the onset of true puberty. It all
made sense and they all nodded their acceptance, Linda most of all
because she needed Victor in foster care
So did Mark who didn't know his own heritage at the moment or that his
mother, Native American and following some of her own traditions often
spent hours gently plucking Mark's softened facial hair after his bath
when he was a baby. It was something she was taught by her own mother
so her son didn't grow up looking like a bear and unattractive to his
own kind or Native American Females.
Meanwhile Mark, as Victor, was clearly suffering brain damage resulting
from trauma to the medial temporal lobe, more specifically around and
in the area of his hippocampus region. This too the doctor noted and
far more important that his body hair. That trauma, according to Dr.
Evans talking to Linda and Officer Tuttle, suggested it was most likely
a retrograde amnesia rather than an anterograde because he can't
remember anything before his actual electrocution.
A brain scan didn't turn up anything significant but often didn't. It
was the type of loss that actually suggested the damage. It was
consistent with those injuries seen with patients that had gone through
sessions involving electroconvulsive therapy the doctor said. Mark as
Victor had been electrocuted, but there was a concussion as well. It
was most likely that combined mix that caused some of it. Of course
even those electroconvulsive therapy sessions wouldn't have such high
amperage but the long term impacts were similar.
Dr. Evan also suggested, based on his limited observations, that Victor
could continue to form new memories and appeared to be very
intelligent. In spite of the memory loss Victor could be perfectly
normal going forward. These were both very good signs. Dr. Evans
suggested that once his injuries were healed there is no reason he
couldn't leave the hospital although his recommendation is Victor
should continue treatments for his amnesia.
That left Social Worker Linda with a minor problem on where to place
Mark as Victor. Dr. Evans was prescribing, at best, a week of bed
rest, maybe two at least. For Linda Dr. Evans was suggesting special
needs in context to the Foster Care System. Placing well children was
difficult enough, finding a spot for a special needs child was damn
near impossible.
Linda racked her brain that morning trying to find a place that could
take Mark for at least a week, hopefully two. Linda kept her fingers
crossed as she went through her Foster Care contacts and dialed her
phone. That is until Linda talked with Greta Von Anderson. She knew
Greta already had someone but she was hoping she might get a referral.
Greta was caring for a four year old girl that was wheel chair bound or
had been. According to Greta the girl was Missy Ann, and to Linda's
good luck, Missy had been adopted just two weeks ago. That good
fortune left Greta with Missy's room still open.
Victor was welcome to use Missy Ann's room for now. The only downside
Greta warned of course was the decor was a bit juvenile and somewhat
too feminine for a boy because she had spent zero time making any
changes yet. She warned Linda that the room had been used for a four
year old handicapped girl.
Social Worker Linda told her to leave things as they are since the boy
was small enough for the furnishings and already in diapers and
suffering from his own handicap. Even more fortunate he had amnesia
and a head wound so he needed bed rest. The point Linda was making was
that Mark as Victor was already special needs for at least a week,
maybe two, so it really wouldn't matter to him what state the room was
in.
Greta was thrilled over that remark since nothing needed to be done to
gain another occupant, and agreed immediately. Greta was also thrilled
because her funding was dependent on having someone occupy that room.
Linda promised Greta that the paperwork would reflect Mark's stay
beginning with a reservation date which was the same as his first day
in the hospital. Likewise, Linda was thrilled having a place to bring
Mark once he was released. It was all good.
Mark, meanwhile was slowly bringing himself to climax in the darkness
of his room. Mark had stumbled on that bit of pleasure purely by
mistake just that night before. Mark's original intent was to hold
himself from urinating till his next diaper change so he could prove to
his nurse he didn't need diapers. Unfortunately (at the time) as his
urge to urinate grew he got an erection.
While adjusting that erection under his diaper, just to center it, Mark
slid his penis from slightly off center to straight within that diaper.
That simple adjustment created a pleasurable response in the dark which
prompted him to immediately repeat it. He checked that he was alone
and did so.
Mark reached down and gently moved his penis slightly to the side then
back straight again. Mark did this in the other direction, then back
to center. That moment of pleasure came again. He started doing it
more quickly till he suddenly orgasmed. With the orgasm completed the
urge to urinate came more fiercely and before he knew what was
happening he was wetting his diaper.
"Hello Victor," nurse Alice whispered as she loomed over his bed.
Mark's face, reddened from the embarrassment of his orgasm and wetting.
In spite of that he smiled up at her but not so much for the greeting
as for the humiliating need to be changed. He was soaked he realized
just as the nurse asked, "Are you wet honey?"
Mark nodded shamefully feeling the grow of his cheeks warming.
Mark knew at some primitive level he didn't need diapers, but he also
knew now that if he didn't have them he wouldn't have had those two
climaxes. He also knew that Alice, the nurse standing above him in the
half light of second shift, wouldn't be standing there. Nor would he
be getting changed by those other sweet nurses several times a day that
had been changing him.
Mark found himself in a dilemma of sorts. Convince the nurses he
didn't need diapers and all this would end. Ignore that he didn't need
diapers and allow things to continue and all the pleasures he had
experienced so far would continue. He spent little time on that
equation. As soon as Nurse Alice turned back towards her station Mark
began playing with himself over his diaper.
Mark found that bit of pleasure almost as pleasant as his masturbation
as the nurse used wipes first then her gloved palm to rub baby oil and
powder over him. When she saw redness, and he almost wished for that,
there was the diaper rash creme gently caressed into the folds of his
testicles. Not to mention those loving caresses around his stomach and
over his thighs before the diaper itself caressed him.
No, Mark was sure he didn't need diapers, but Mark was sure he was
going to continue using them. Mark needed them. How odd that was Mark
reasoned. None of the other eight year olds seemed to apply that logic
in the same way. They all wore regular underwear and, Mark for the
life of him, couldn't understand why they couldn't reason this out?
Mark watched them, listened to them and they all seemed perfectly
normal mentally, yet none of them seemed to enjoy masturbating the way
he did. He shrugged, closed his eyes and gave up wondering as the
nurse tugged on his diaper to tape it closed around him.
Life was full of new mysteries Mark reasoned as Alice finished
diapering him with a final genital caress on top of his diaper. Mark
loved Alice as he continued that rubbing under the sheet. Mark rubbed
himself to climax and fell asleep dreaming of himself getting rubbed by
Alice but this time to climax. He woke very wet and refreshed.
Then Linda came to the hospital and talked to him. She had found a
place for him to stay. Mark was happy about that. The doctor released
him. Linda was given instructions. They got him taped into a fresh
diaper, Linda had cleaned his clothes for the wheel chair and he was
pushed out to the car. Linda told Mark about the girlish decor and
that was okay he said.
They were going to use the wheel chair to the car but Social Worker
Linda and Police Officer Tuttle left the hospital together at Linda's
request. When they got to Greta's place Officer Tuttle insisted on
carrying Mark as Victor to the baby's crib Greta had made ready for her
new guest. Greta welcomed Mark as she removed his clothes, folded them
and changed his diaper.
A lot of clothing Greta had belonged to the house so the toddler style
Tee's were already there. Greta opened Mark's shirt against a 4T
discovering they were close in size and found it to be a good guess
when she helped Mark into it. Greta thought he looked more babyish
wearing that and his night diaper when she covered him in the crib.
Mark, deep down, was delighted over the choice.
Social Worker Linda had apologized and explained to Mark that it was
temporary. She promised it was just till the doctor released Mark to a
regular foster care home with other boys his age. Mark wondered if the
other boys would be wearing diapers like he did. Most likely not Mark
reasoned. As it happens Mark was also delighted to see the stacks of
diaper on the shelf below the large changing table.
Greta signed the form and a few minutes later she was left alone with
Mark. Mark quietly contemplated the feminine baby room they had put
him into. It was predominately a soft pastel yellow with the crib,
changing table, dresser and matching rocker mostly white but trimmed in
a pastel yellow. There was a yellow strip of molding circling the room
ceiling to accent the soft vertical stripes.
"It is a pretty room," Mark said.
"Really? Do you really like it," Greta asked slightly surprised at the
comment.
"I do. It's very soft, but bright and cheerful," Mark said.
"Why Victor, that's exactly what I wanted to achieve. How very astute
of you to notice something like that. You've made me very happy.
Amazing that a boy your age would see it that way to," Greta said
glowing from his compliment.
Mark laid in the crib looking around wondering over what Greta had
said. He realized then that he could, at least. perhaps on a limited
basis manipulate her as he had done the nurses. He experimented a
little squinting his eyes, telling her he'd felt slightly sore around
the testicles as he moved a leg. He actually said his "place" between
his legs."
Greta, during his second diaper change applied more of the diaper rash
cream that morning. It was heaven. He had thought about that creamy
application along with the outline of her bras. that night as he
masturbated in his diaper He was growing more fond of his diapers, but
now it was in context to his new crib. He felt sort of babyish if that
was a word..
That following morning when Greta came in to change him he couldn't
help but admire her ample bosom. It seemed only natural that he might
wonder what it would be like to suckle a breast like a baby while he
masturbated in his diaper. Had he not taken care of things before his
diaper change he would have soiled on her hand.
Even so, he wanted desperately to play with himself again. She was
still smiling down at him when he asked her if he could take a little
nap. Again she had cleaned him with wipes but she had also used more
of that diaper rash cream. His hope was she'd leave him to play with
himself a bit. He said he wasn't hungry yet even though he was. He
needed time alone.
"Oh my yes, of course. Linda said you'd sleep a lot," Greta said
pulling the cribs side up then suddenly realizing he wasn't the toddler
she'd once had in it as she added, "Oh good heaven's. I'm going to be
doing that a lot."
"That's okay, it makes me feel secure. I had sides on my bed at the
hospital," Mark said and then added, "Can I have my bear?"
"Of course you can," Greta said grabbing it from the chair. It was
sitting on his backpack. She went to an open cabinet and from the
second shelf grabbed a smaller softer looking white baby blanket with a
wide satin yellow trim that she let fall open. She brought that into
the crib and added it to the larger blanket he slept with. Mark
instantly took it and fingered the satin cuddling both the bear and
blanket..
Greta eased out of the room and carefully closed the door. As soon as
Mark heard the click his hand went under the blanket and instantly his
fingers found the tip of his erection under his diaper. He carefully
began to massage his penis within the diaper with his right hand as he
caressed the satin edge of the blanket with his left while he imagined
nursing Greta's ample breast. This time he slipped his thumb into his
mouth experimentally. His orgasm was almost instantaneous. He
massaged himself into a deep sleep.
Mark slept like a baby both figuratively and literally waking to a
soaked diaper and a slight nudge from Greta who was smiling down at
him. She had lowered the cribs side with the expectation of allowing
him up, and changing him on the changing table. Mark smiled back
yawning himself awake and wishing he was alone to rub himself to climax
again before his diaper change.
It was her breast that gave him the desire to substitute something for
her own nipple. Two images came into his mind: A baby's pacifier and
a baby's bottle and he immediately came up with a plan for a baby's
bottle. It came upon him when she started to lift him up. She was
going to move him to the changing table. He started to sit, then fell
back and put the back of his hand to his forehead. He was going to
test his acting skills right then and there.
"Dizzy," Mark said.
"Stay there! Don't move," Greta said quickly and added, "Could be you
moved too quickly. Let's try that again but slower okay?"
"Okay," Mark said and allowed her to put an arm behind him. With her
help he began to sit up but again, after a few inches he told her he
was getting dizzy again. She made him lay back down again. She said
that according to the printout she got from Linda which came from the
doctor that dizziness might happen over the next few days. Mark knew
that from their conversations.
Mark said he understood and then worriedly asked how he was going to
get a drink of water if he couldn't raise his head? Greta looked
puzzled as well till she suggested maybe a bendable straw but she
didn't have any in the house and that's when Mark let the blush come to
his cheeks.
"Can I ask you a question," Mark said with hesitation in his voice.
Of course honey," Greta said and added, "What is it?"
"Promise not to laugh," Mark asked.
Of course not precious," Greta said and then pressing asked, "What is
it honey?"
"Would it be okay if I drank out of a baby's bottle?" Mark asked.
"Of course not," Greta said softly stroking his forehead and added,
"That's an excellent idea Victor."
The look on Greta's face was one of astonishment then surprise then
admiration and she immediately left the room to get him exactly that.
Mark meanwhile went under the baby blanket and took immediate action to
relieve himself and did so with a few quick rubs easily imagining
himself in Greta's lap nursing her breast as he imagined her reaching
into his diaper to get him off. As it happens he'd had plenty of time
to climax.
"Here we go honey," Greta said walking into the room with the soft
pastel pink plastic baby bottle filled nearly full with juice. She
said she had several in pink and lavender and if he was going to be
using baby bottles for any length of time she would pick up a couple in
white or clear.
Mark told her that the color didn't matter which again caught her by
surprise as she tipped the brown rubber nipple to his mouth. Mark
allowed the nipple into his mouth and immediately began using his lips
and teeth to gently press the soft rubber closed to force the liquid
into his mouth. It was Greta's breast he was nibbling as each press of
the rubber nipple spurted liquid at the back of his throat. Mark was
in heaven again.
With that problem solved Greta brought over a fresh diaper, some wipes,
powder and slipped herself into those disposable gloves again to change
Mark. He happily held his bottle and the satin edge of the baby
blanket now nearly all the way by his head as Greta pulled the tapes
open to free him of his soiled diaper. Only the coolness of the air
kept him from getting an immediate erection, but even that didn't stop
it from growing when she started using the wipes.
Mark slowly began to realize he wasn't an eight year old in spite of
the evidence suggesting he was. He didn't know how old he was but he
wasn't eight. He might be a boy named Victor and he might have been
wearing diapers when he was found, but he was positive the
circumstances were not exactly what he was told. First because he was
sure most eight year olds didn't feel the way he felt about women and
right now he wanted Greta in the worse way.
Greta, in her own thoughts, finished Mark's diaper and left him to
finish his baby bottle of juice deciding if she had to feed him with
the baby bottles for the next couple of days she'd need food. She went
to the cabinet and found the dry baby formula and the nipples with the
larger holes in them still in the jars she kept in the pantry. She
heated water and warmed a spoonful of honey pouring that into a small
mixer that she strained. She filled another baby bottle, this one
fixed with a larger nipple plus a second normal sized nipple of juice.
Greta was holding both bottles in one hand as she opened the door to
Mark's room. She'd been quiet so as the door opened she caught him
nursing the bottle with one hand while rubbing his exposed diaper with
the other. She stood there quietly till Mark arched his back a little
signifying a climax before he fell back relaxed. He took note of her
right at that moment, but she made it appear she was just coming in.
She had never seen a child do that before. Teenagers on occasion in
the years as a foster mom, but never anyone that young. Mark was just
finishing the baby bottle of juice but he was glassy eyed from his
climax and had only just noticed Greta coming in when he finished. He
was sure he hadn't been seen and yet he wasn't clear that was a bad
thing.
Mark wasn't seeing Greta so much a caregiver than as a potential lover
in that haze that he languished in. Something was different about her
when she came in. He sensed it almost immediately, but now instead of
emotions he was getting words. Vagina. Greta had a vagina. Mark knew
that. He also knew there was a clitoris and he knew how to pleasure
her using both.
There was another thought as well? He tried to reason it out. A
girl... no it was a woman. Yes, a woman almost as small as she was.
Not quite as small but small and they sometimes made love. She was
Japanese. Azami! Azami which means "the flower of a thistle." She had
taught him what her name meant and how to pleasure her.
His Japanese neighbor, after a little too much sake on New Years? Yes,
she befriending him long ago, had openly berated him badly for feeling
sorry for himself. He had cried that he was too small to pleasure an
adult woman and she had laughed. She taught him openly about the parts
of a female then how to use those parts. That night she taught him the
benefits and mastery of cunnilingus and that ended that.
Mark was remembering. There were several unnerving rumors among Mark's
male peers that Mark's female coworkers began insisting that size
didn't matter... that a penis didn't even matter. One particular macho
male hearing that and attempting to repair a slightly shattered ego
insisted several women compare him to Mark. That man hollered across
the cafeteria asking no one in particular for that comparison and
unfortunately got it, anonymously, when someone hollered Mark's name.
Mark was remembering that vague recollection of events as he watched
Greta's breast heave up and down above him. He could make her very
happy he thought. He was going to share those memories with Greta and
started to but suddenly decided not to. He didn't dare.
Mark saw the baby bottles then, and the thrill came instantly knowing
the time it might take to go through both. Obviously she had made them
to feed him laying down. Obviously she believed he was getting dizzy.
If he told her about his adult exploits he wouldn't get those baby
bottles.
If he shared those memories of what came to him just then he might not
get a fresh diaper. Maybe no diapers after that. No diapers, no baby
bottles. No. He would hold off telling Greta about what was coming
back. He wanted his diaper changed and he still had the upper hand.
Now he was going to try something newer once again.
"I had a nightmare," Mark said sounding sad as Greta lowered the crib's
side. She had placed the two baby bottles on the dresser before coming
to the crib.
"You did," Greta said and then asked, "What about honey?"
"I don't remember but it scared me," Mark said and then added, "Can I
lay in your lap and take the bottle?"
"Of course you can," Greta said. It could have been from that morning
Greta wondered as she added, "Come on, let's get you changed and then
I'll hold you. You must be starved. I made one with formula. Let's
make sure you don't get dizzy and I'll feed you in the rocking chair.
Would you like that?"
Mark nodded. He couldn't believe this was happening. She came over
with another diaper as he handed her the empty bottle he'd just
finished. She took that baby bottle and sat it with the two full ones.
The diaper he wore was soaked.
Mark closed his eyes to his fate and a fresh diaper. Someone had once
told him, he wasn't sure when, about Karma? He wasn't exactly sure
what had been said or who had said it, but he remembered the word. Was
this Karma? Where the actions that he took guiding the actions Greta
was taking?
Mark didn't know. He didn't care but as he felt the diapers tape being
tugged open he was thankful he hadn't told Greta he wasn't an eight
year old. He had a vague recollection of hating his size and wondering
why. Why would he detest being small when being small got you this?
Who could hate this he wondered anew?
Greta poured baby lotion onto her palm and began rubbing Mark's
genitals and his erection was immediate, fierce. It wasn't so much his
erection that caught her attention, every child reacted that way when
their genitals were fondled. That was normal. What wasn't was the pre
cum forming on Mark's tip. That, Greta mused, was impossible for an
eight year old.
Greta hurried through the baby lotion and powdering watching intently
the drops forming before she brought the diaper closed. She tapped it
snug, tossed the gloves, then covered Mark with the blanket before
sliding her hands under him. He was slightly heavier than a toddler
but she was larger than most women and brought him up flat.
She cradled him with one massive are as she moved to the dresser,
easing closer to take up both bottles and the feeding towel. From the
dresser she moved to the rocker and sat adjusting herself and Mark so
her arm rested on the chairs arm with Mark's head slightly tilted on
top. Next to the chair she placed the bottles on the lamp table
combination and adjusted herself and Mark. She waited to see if he
complained of dizziness but didn't before taking up the formula first
Mark's arms gathering straight at his side now crossed over his diaper.
He left his right arm under the blanket but brought his left from
underneath as he began to nurse the bottle. He carefully moved his
right hand over his diaper till his index finger was directly on top of
his penis. When he was in position he began moving it over the head as
he nurse. He pressed the large holed nipple and the formula flowed.
The formula flowed easily through the larger hole in the rubber nipple
and Mark really was hungry as he caressed the satiny edge of his
blanket with his left hand. Greta was rocking the chair rhythmically
but as she did so she noticed the movement under the blanket. She was
positive Mark was masturbating again. This time she watched him
carefully as she fed him. He was half way through his second bottle
when he climaxed.
Greta, slightly irritated that she might be part of Mark's fantasy
carried Mark's sleeping form back to the crib and lowered him down. He
was out cold. The full bottle of formula and second bottle of juice
had filled him as did his calming climax. Now he was sleeping solidly.
Greta went to the dresser and went to the nightgown drawer. As she did
with most of the girl clothes she had neatly stacked five sizes of each
item. If she didn't have a child she often got one as an emergency and
rarely did they come with clothes. Social Services also knew she only
took in girls, with Mark (as Victor) this new exception. Now Victor
was about to be punished a little.
She moved to the third pile of nightgowns and took one from the top
then moved to the diaper stack on the changing table for a fresh
diaper. She carefully removed Mark's sodden diaper, cleaned him and
replaced that diaper with a fresh one before gently sitting him up to
remove his tee shirt. She replaced the tee with his new nightgown. It
wasn't much in the way of punishment but it satisfied Greta as she
tugged the hem down before covering him with the blanket.
Greta pulled the crib's side up, closed the bedroom door and went to
the kitchen. At the table she dialed Linda at Social Services as Mark
slept. In her diary that she kept on her children she made her daily
notes, this times commenting on Mark's advanced puberty.
"He's not eight," Greta said after expressing some of her concerns and
the evidence she used to back her claims as she added one final time,
"I've been with enough men to know pre cum when I see it and that is
clearly a man I'm diapering in that crib."
Greta's claim might have been ignored were it not combined with some
additional comments made by the doctor. Mark was child like, but there
were bone structures that were slightly inconsistent with an eight year
old child's body. Mark, even to the doctor, appeared older. It wasn't
significant and it could simply be anomalies but they were there. At
the time Linda and Officer Tuttle, even the doctor didn't give it much
credence. They were doing so now.
It was Officer Tuttle and his police officer's mentality that brought
it all to a head. He simply decided to check! Officer Tuttle did
check and finalized the evidence that Mark wasn't a child when he ran
the prints taken in the hospital. Prints was a routine procedure for
anyone brought in unconscious with no clear identity. Since Mark came
in without his wallet and no one expected one he was printed and
photographed for his file.
Officer Tuttle used those scanned prints to run them through the
Bureaus Next Generation Identification system or NGI. Two things
happened within an hour from the repository submission. A long term
history came back identifying Mark's normal biometrics. That biometric
was a full set of scans taken at the time of his employment as a
programmer three years ago. The second was a fairly fresh six hour old
Missing Persons Bulletins filed by that very same company.
Officer Tuttle contacted Bob Henries at Software Services and discussed
the particulars of Mark's case explaining he was doing some follow up
on the Missing Person Report. He didn't want to give Mr. Harries any
false hopes till he confirmed that Mark was that Mark in the Missing
Person Report. It was the size that confirmed it for Officer Tuttle
when he called Linda back.
Both Officer Tuttle and Social Worker Linda went to Mark's apartment,
was let in by Mark's landlady and found a picture for their final
confirmation. The child they thought was Victor was in fact Mark.
Linda called Greta and confirmed that the young man in her care was in
fact a young man but was still under the doctor's care for his medical
condition. There was still the amnesia.
Greta satisfied that she was at least right understood the young man's
dilemma and with Linda's promise to maintain the departments financial
support agreed to keep the young man there during his recovery. Greta
sat at the kitchen table and laughed. That laugh went to a snicker
then to a smile. The smile on Greta's face went from satisfaction to a
kind of wickedness that might have scared Mark had he witnessed the
transformation.
Greta meanwhile pressed the button on the monitor and got the image of
Mark the adult. She watched him, but was sitting there moving a finger
inside her gown but on top of her bra wondering how she might entice
him to possibly nurse her. Now that she Knew without any doubt Mark
was an adult those actions that had raised her suspicions were clear.
She'd been playing mommy to an adorable little man and she was now
wondering if he'd be interested in playing adorable little baby to his
pretend mommy?
Meanwhile both Officer Tuttle and Social Worker Linda went to back to
Maria Sanchez's apartment to discuss the shooting that day. Officer
Tuttle had done one other significant piece of police work by going
over the surveillance tapes of that days shooting. What had been
jotted down by one officer in his notes and later confirmed by camera
to be a woman pulling a child out of harms way was in fact Sally
Rodriguez grabbing her son Victor Rodriguez from his aunt Maria.
Additional surveillance cameras and angles showed Sally Rodriguez
shoving her son Vector into a car and driving off down the street
heading Westbound for the freeway. When Officer Tuttle and Social
Worker Linda went to back to Maria Sanchez's apartment to discuss where
Sally might have taken Victor there was only one place she could have
taken Victor, and that was Maria's sister or Sally's mother's place in
Florida.
Officer Tuttle was given the address and phoned it into the Florida
State Police. Social Worker Linda was typing updated reports as was
Officer Tuttle with multiple calls to each other and a great deal of
head-shaking over the events. Events that came together to put that
poor man into the position he was in. Linda had left it up to Greta's
discussion to voluntarily tell Mark he wasn't an eight year old.
American Indian and perhaps European Greta mused looking down at the
soft features of the sleeping young man. The nightgown she had chosen
to put him into had a ruffled collar trimmed in a cute little lace
edge. Mark had no Adams apple to begin with which was a telltale sign
of male or female so the collar would have hidden it anyway, but the
lace made him girlish looking.
Mark's tiny face already juvenile looking was made even younger
appearing with the unicorn on the nightgowns front. But what made him
most girlish was his long raven black hair. She wondered about that,
about why a man of his stature, might dare tempt more confusion by
allowing his hair to be that long. She hadn't second guessed his looks
only because she'd talked with Linda before seeing him so she was
expecting a male. However, had she not been told she might have
guessed female.
"What to do with you," she whispered softly. Deep down she had
fundamentally realized he wasn't a child and was reacting to that.
Even before the evidence of his age was confirmed she knew something
was different. Mark's primary sexual characteristics were more than
enough to convince her he was well past or at least past puberty. That
at least put him into his teens. Greta's own sexual desires were
sparked just for those reasons
It was nice knowing he was well into his teens now as she carefully
eased his nightgown up. Greta had never known a young man that could
wear a little girl's nightgown plus a size six pampers as easily as
Mark could. Maybe that was part of Greta's fantasy. She kept going
back to his arrival. What was capturing her attention were those
moments.
Those memories of his desires to be babied. His wish to drink out of a
baby bottle that first time? Was that fake? Was he faking his
soreness for more lotion? Greta was actually hoping he was faking it..
She knew he was faking the formula feeding because he actually
masturbated right there in her lap. He'd been punished for that. That
was why he was in a nightgown as Greta fused with the hem.
Mark stirred.
"Hi," Greta said softly as she placed a hand right on top of his
nightgown but positioned so it was directly over his diaper.
"Hi," Mark said a little surprised to see her looming over him. More
surprised that her hand was resting on top of his instant erection and
then shock that he was wearing a girl's nightgown.
"I put you into the nightgown because I worried you might be a little
chilled," Greta said before adding, "I can change you after I change
your diaper if you like."
The nightgown was a nylon polyester blend of some sort and silky to the
touch under his hand. As feminine as it was and as unnerving as it
could have been it wasn't what had his attention as Greta moved her
hand over his diaper. She was rotating it slowly, massaging it almost
as she rested her other hand on the gate of the crib smiling down at
him.
Mark was looking up at her not sure if he wanted to break the spell she
had him in.
"I'll bet your all wet again aren't you," Greta said as she continued
her rotation and massaging.
It was an agonizing bliss. It was something he would be doing were he
alone.
"Yes," Mark managed to say.
"Then why don't I change your diaper honey," Greta said.
Trouble was she said it but wasn't moving as she stayed where she was.
It was then that her other hand came over the crib and in it was a
baby's pacifier. it had been folded within her hand. It was a kind of
pink and lavender sparkly plastic hilt holding a brown rubber nipple.
It gave him a raging erection over and above what he already had.
"Here honey, nurse on this while I change you," Greta said gently
pushing the soft rubber nipple against Mark's lips. When Greta rested
it against his lips he opened his mouth with only a moments hesitation
and began nursing it the instant the plastic stop was against his lips.
Mark didn't hesitate.
"That's my precious. Close your eyes and suck on your dummy for me and
while you do that sweetheart mommy will change your diaper. Okay,"
Greta said now pressing a little more firmly over Mark's nightgown and
diaper. Mark wondering what had suddenly happened wondered it with his
eyes closed as he did what she told him to do. Mark's body screamed as
he arched his back against her hand and with both hands he caressed the
fabric of his nightgown.
The amount of time that passed was maybe seconds, no more than a minute
tops before Mark exploded into his diaper and the instant he did his
pulses were rapid shots into his already wet diaper. When he was
shooting dry he collapsed exhausted and allowed himself to wet. Even
that was blissful and forced him to keep his eyes closed. In the end
he was breathing hard and exhausted. Greta, as good as her word,
simply pulled his nightgown up past his waist and yanked on the diapers
tapes.
Like all the times before his sodden diaper was peeled free and tapped
closed there between his legs, he was cleaned with baby wipes, oiled,
powdered and taped into another thick night time Pampers. This time
though the nightgown he wore was tugged down with no intent of being
removed.
"Want to try and eat a real breakfast: Eggs, maybe some sausage and
toast and a sippy cup of orange juice," Greta said and then added, "I
thought I'd give you breakfast then let you watch a little TV before
your bath, bottle and nap. Want to try that?"
Something had changed. Mark wasn't sure what and was dying to ask but
didn't dare. Whatever it was it was wonderful. He wasn't sure about
the nightgown part, but then again it wasn't all that bad and in this
odd scheme that he himself had perpetuated it almost fit. He had
manipulated her into giving him the baby bottles, twice now and in fact
he'd conned her into feeding him baby formula so a nightgown was odd
but not too great a price to pay.
"I'd like that," Mark said throwing caution to the wind. He wanted her
badly. He wanted her badly enough to do just about anything at the
moment to have her.
"Let's try getting you up then," Greta said slipping her arms under him
as she helped him sit before she said, "How's that?"
"It feels fine," Mark said. He'd been able to sit all along and was
sure he could stand without any problems. The only thing he wasn't
sure of was who he was or how he got to where he was.
Greta lifted him so he was clear of the crib then brought him to her
chest before she bent slightly to let him stand on his own. Mark did
so which allowed the nightgown to fall just below his knees.
"Just stand there and hold on to the cribs slats for a second while I
get you a robe and slippers," Greta said moving to the closet. Mark
not sure what to do with the pacifier slipped it back into his mouth.
It made him feel very babyish but very self-conscious as well.
The robe was a quilted white and clearly for a girl but Mark accepted
it without hesitating and Greta put him into it without comment. She
was amazed at how docile he was as she gathered his hair to free it
from the collar. She went back and returned with pink slippers. Those
too went on without protest. She was almost positive she could put him
into a dress if she wanted then wondered if she wanted. She decided at
some point she wanted.
Mark felt the satiny nylon of the robe move over the nightgown as Greta
tied it at the front before she helped him guide he feet into the
slippers. His rationale for wearing girl's clothes was that it was all
she had and there was no one but the two of them. The closet door was
still opened and he couldn't help but noticed the arranged rows of
dresses. They seemed to be sized from small to large from left to
right.
"Come on and let's get breakfast," Greta said taking Mark's hand.
Mark ate three eggs, three sausage and two pieces of toast and a full
sippy cup of orange juice. Greta was going to feed him but Mark said
he could actually feed himself and did so. He did put the pacifier in
his robe pocket which hadn't escaped Greta notice. Greta asked how he
was doing and about his memory of things jotting them down on a sheet
of paper she was asked to keep in a folder.
As breakfast came to a close Mark grew pensive which caught Greta
attention and forced her to be silent for a moment realizing he was
deep in thought.
"Greta," Mark said.
"Yes honey," Greta answered.
"I guess I need to say this because I'm feeling a little guilty about
it, but I'm definitely not eight," Mark said and then added, "I'm
older. Much older! I'm not sure how much older but I've had sex with
a women. An Asian woman? She fixed me breakfast when we woke? We had
eggs and rice but not sausages. I just remembered that."
"Do you remember her name?" Greta asked.
"No," Mark said.
"Do you remember your name?" Greta asked.
"No," Mark said, paused for a fairly long time then suddenly added,
"Yes, she was Japanese. Azami! She told me that it means 'the flower
of a thistle.' Greta? She had taught me how to pleasure her. I
think? I'm not sure if that was a dream or real yet?"
"Can I ask you a personal question Mark," Greta said and then added,
"That's your name by the way. Mark! Anyway, the question I'm going to
ask... it might be a little embarrassing."
"Yes, that's okay," Mark said and then added, "Funny, I never felt like
a Victor."
"Do you know you're being treated like a baby," Greta asked and then
added, "And that you were masturbating or that I was masturbating you
this morning?"
"Not at first. I mean not when I first woke in the hospital in a
diaper. I tried telling them I didn't wear diapers but I got an
erection and I guess when I masturbated that first time I just sort of
went along with it because it felt so damn good. Seems kind of stupid
now I suppose. Pretty embarrassing all of a sudden but for a while
there it was really comforting. I guess it still is," Mark said and
then added, "Greta..."
"What?" Greta asked.
"This is really embarrassing," Mark said and added, "Maybe too
embarrassing. If it is just say so okay and I'll shut up."
"Can't hurt until you ask," Greta said.
"Okay, but don't say I didn't warn you," Mark said and then added,
"Then thing is... that is to say, I've still got a few days left and
there are still blanks... I mean you don't suppose this baby stuff
could go on for a little bit longer? I guess I'm still a little
worried is all. It's not like I actually have to have it. It's
just... It's just that I really like it. It's okay if you don't want
to. Pretty weird, so I get it."
"Weirdest thing that's ever happened to me Mark," Greta said and then
added, "but you know what? I've really gotten turned on by it. Don't
ask me why. Maybe we both need to see a shrink. Maybe I'm just a
mommy type.. who knows but I really liked treating you like a baby so
yes, I don't mind doing that for as long as you want me to. Which
still leaves you needing a bath? Is that still on?"
"Definitely," Mark said.
"I thought I'd give you your bath, another bottle and then a nap. Want
to try that," Greta said and then added, "you've still got at least
four more days till the doctor is going to release you from your
medical care. Linda from Social Services is covering that. Not sure
about your amnesia yet but your medical condition ends in a few more
days. I'd love to baby you though those at least. If that's okay?"
"Oh yes," Mark said.
"Then come on and let's do that," Greta said putting the last of the
dishes in the sink as she added, "I'll clean up when you go down for
your nap."
"Okay," Mark said.
"One last thing," Greta said.
"What's that?" Mark asked.
"Does this girlish stuff bother you," Greta asked.
"No more or less than wearing a diaper does," Mark said laughing
sarcastically, and then added, "I guess I'm violating all kinds of
rules aren't I?"
"None that I'm aware of? At least not in this house," Greta said and
added, "It's just that you're cute as a bug in those things."
"Then by all means ma'am, put me into whatever makes you happy because
you've been making me pretty happy during my stay here," Mark said.
"Thank you," Greta said.
"So Greta," Mark said and then added, "Then I suppose you do you know
how old I am?"
"Yes honey." Greta said and then added, "You'll be nineteen in two
months which makes you eighteen."
"So I'm legally an adult," Mark said and then added, "Which I guess you
knew when you were playing with me over my diaper?"
"Yes as it happens I did and I'm sorry about that. That was sort of
very spur of the moment Mark," Greta said and then added, "I'd just
recently discovered your current age and I also knew you'd been
covertly playing like that. I was harboring the thought you might be
faking it or something. Anyway, yes, I knew you were an adult or I
would never had done that and again I'm sorry."
"Nothing to be sorry about. Greta, it was wonderful," Mark said and
then added, "so that teasing with the pacifier and this nightgown was
all part of that?"
"Yes," Greta said.
"Amazing," Mark said.
"Mark?" Greta said in a softer voice than before.
"Yes," Mark answered.
"Mark, we can continue on with these discussions, but I'd like to play
a little more. That is if you're still interested in that bath, bottle
and bed," Greta said and then added, "Like I said, Linda is covering
your stay here. Remember, you've got those four days till your release
which gives us a lot of time to get to know each other."
"Bath," Mark said and added, "Definitely."
Greta sat by the tub now at least half full of bubbles above the water
and smelling of baby powder as Mark sat in the relaxing warmth. Mark's
eyes were half closed to the soft circular motions Greta made over
Mark's back with the soft wash cloth over his shoulders. His long hair
was squeaky clean from the baby shampoo and he'd been scrubbed from his
toes up and back again.
"Ready to get out?" Greta asked.
"Absolutely not," Mark whispered with his head bowed so it was resting
on his chest. He felt like he would melt in the warm water and hated
the thought of leaving it.
"Even for baby oil, powder and a nice soft diaper?" Greta asked.
"Where's the towel," Mark asked perking up at the mention of his diaper
as he added, "I'm finding it harder and harder to say no to those
diapers."
"Remember, we, that is most of the recent adults in your life put you
here and once you were here, you were traumatized enough to linger so
finding it harder to say no doesn't seem too odd to me," Greta said and
then added, "In fact, by the time I'm finished with you today, I'm
hoping you'll find it almost impossible to say no."
"Really," Mark said as the water swirled down the drain.
Mark was standing as she wrapped the towel around him. A moment later
he was laying over another towel and being hand dried with a third.
She allowed him a moment then opened the towel, poured baby lotion over
her palm and smothered his testicles with lotion then began massaging
him gently till he closed his eyes.
"Thought that might calm you a bit," Greta said as she caressed and
lightly fondled his penis and testicles between her lubricated fingers.
It was just enough to cause a reaction but not enough to bring him
anywhere near a climax. Although if she continued, he mused. From
there he was powdered and that began with his feet up to his neck
before she eased a night time Pampers under him.
Taping it closed was so soothing he thought as the thick diaper formed
between his legs. Greta gathered the towels and left to put those in
the bathroom only to return with a girl's nightgown, this one obviously
nylon and shorter which when she separated the two, had panties.
"So I take it I'm still dressing feminine," Mark asked.
"I'm afraid so precious," I wanted something silky to rub while I feed
you if you don't mind," Greta said.
"Not at all," Mark said surprising himself once again and sitting up.
He started by putting his arms up voluntarily in the hopes of making
her comfortable putting him into the light lavender garment. It was a
baby doll if he remembered the images he'd seen. Puffy sleeves
matching panties. No waist as he added, "Where did you get this?"
"Actually this is one of the garments I've made," Greta said and added,
"It's got the bubble shaped panties that will fit over your diaper.
It's a really cute look."
"It is. Nylon," Mark asked.
"Bottom layer is, the top is chiffon," Greta said slipping the panties
over his feet as she added, "Perfect for caressing."
"Caress away my dear," Mark said as he lifted his bottom.
With the panties set in place Greta rose and adjusted the pillows on
her bed so both were stacked at the headboard. Mark was lower and had
rolled up on an elbow watching curiously. Greta, satisfied over the
pillows arrangement moved to her vanity and removed her robe laying it
over the bench before reaching behind her to remove her bra. When she
turned back towards Mark she was in just her half slip and panties.
Mark could feel his erection growing and pulsing while enlarging within
his diaper as she made her way to the bed. She sat, slid back and
adjusted herself so she was resting against the pillows before she
patted her lap and extended her hand for Mark's. Mark didn't hesitate
a second as he scooted on his knees towards her. She gathered him by
his bottom letting his legs gather so he was laying across her lap.
She used her free hand behind his head to guide him to her left breast.
Mark remembered that night laying with Azami and sat up.
"What," Greta asked.
"Can you lay sideways resting facing me. I just remembered something,"
Mark said.
"Sure," Greta said as Mark moved out of the way. Greta followed Mark's
instructions and lay on her bed normally but first she changed out of
her slip leaving just panties but adding a loose fitting robe that
opened. Mark didn't want the nightgown part just the robe.
When she was laying down with the robe on, Mark lay next to her so his
head came her breast. He adjusted a small throw pillow for himself so
he could nurse the right breast hovering above the left resting on her
robe. Mark ran his hand over her panties.
"Everything okay," Greta asked as Mark adjusted his position and ran
his hand over her panties then over his own diaper.
"Perfect," Mark said and then added, "You may, at your leisure, search
and play when I begin."
"Okay," Greta said as Mark lay down and moved his head to nuzzle her
breast. He pushed slightly licking it, nibbling some until it began to
engorge itself then began to nurse it as he'd been taught by Azami who
had told him that it was natural so women enjoyed feeding their babies.
Mark nursed softly at first then sucked hard drawing as he would on a
bottle;s nipple.
As he nursed he ran his hands over Greta's panties moving between the
thighs. Azami said the silk created a friction that would generate
static as Mark moved between Greta's thighs. Greta began to
immediately respond to the sensations she was feeling. At first she
moved slightly but in place then lifted a leg a little encouraging
Mark's entry but he didn't.
Mark meanwhile was nursing slightly harder and his hand had entered her
panties near her navel. Greta, felt Mark's fingers undulating as if he
was playing a piano as he moved to her vagina to linger there. His
middle finger slid over the closed lips but didn't push in although
Greta felt the first flow of juices. That's when Greta took up her own
quest to please Mark.
Greta found Mark's penis easily outlined within his diaper and ran her
fingers from his tip to his base outside of it. There was a rhythm
forming between them but like a band of instruments only two were part
of the introduction as the others waited. Mark's finger was joined by
another then another and three rubbed her before entering. first
aligning with the natural slit then twisting to widen her opening.
Mark found her clitoris after probing a little more as she found his
tip within his diaper. They teased each other, then two fingers each
began a contest to see how many nerve endings could be energized by
each other judged only by the moans as Mark continued unfairly to suck
on Greta's breast. She was losing it as she began soaking herself.
Mark as he'd been taught found where the clitoris attached and slid a
nail along the nerves. Greta screamed her pleasure as Mark coupled his
nursing to his probes.
It was all coming back to him as he licked Greta's breast in the middle
of her shudder. His own climax came a few seconds later when she
pushed her hand into his diaper and wrapped it around him. Greta in
one last gasp grabbed Mark and rolled him over her as she rolled onto
her back gathering her peignoir so the sides now covered his baby doll
in layers. Her breathing was as heavy as his.
"You are a Goddess," Mark whispered.
"Where did you learn to do that," Greta said opening her legs to allow
Mark's own to sink between them. It felt as if she might try and
absorb him as she brought her legs around him.
"Azami after I told her I could never please a woman," Mark said.
Greta was undulating against Mark's diaper while she held him against
her with her legs. It was an oddly pleasant sensation for Mark as she
caressed him over his baby doll top. The crinkling of his diaper was
sending sounds to both of them that was turning them on again as she
wondered what it might be like having sex with her wearing a pad and
him in his diaper. She snickered.
"What?" Mark asked.
"I just had a really funny thought and the image made me laugh," Greta
said.
"Want to share?" Mark asked.
"No," Greta said as she relaxed her legs.
"I may never let you out of diapers, ever again," Greta said.
Promise," Mark asked.
Post script.
Mark recovered over the next two days but for the life of him he
couldn't recall that day he hit his head or his electrocution. He did
hug Susan tightly when he saw her again at the end of his leave which
started right after making the call to work. He'd taken a three week
leave of absence to work on his recovery and move.
Susan said she noticed right away that he was different and of course
he was. Karma he said thanking her for that choice of costume that
morning. He had moved he told her from his old apartment to a room a
little further out but in a house he shared with the woman that helped
him recover.
Greta and he had converted her guest room to Mark's new room and his
rent more than covered what she use to make with the Special Need Kids.
That room was still used but she only had one Special Need Kid and once
he was done with work he really needed the therapy it provided.
That came back double for Greta she said considering her sex life. In
fact, Greta often double diapered Mark and encased his hands in
fingerless mittens some nights just for the opportunity to rest. She
often worried that her screams, even muffled, could be heard by the
neighbors.
There were rumors at work but no one dared asking Mark if his bottom
was clad in a diaper and it didn't matter because his code had improved
beyond anyone caring. Mark loved being small and often played the part
perfectly with Greta when he wasn't telecommuting.
Today was very special because the new Halloween store had just opened
and Mark and Greta had headed right to the children's aisle first.
Their goal was to have every little girl costume in his size before
they left for lunch starting with Disney's girls Greta said as she
lifted a Cinderella dress from the hook.
The end