Petticoats and boyfriends
Janet L. Stickney
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When I saw the clothes I tried to move away, but my dad stood there
with his hand firmly grasping my arm, so I was unable to do anything
but moan. My mother stood next to the bed, grim faced but determined. I
was told to strip, and looking at my dad I knew I didn't have a choice,
so I undressed to my shorts.
"Those too," mom said, "then I want you to put these on."
"Do I have to? I'll never do it again! I promise!"
"Put them on or I'll help you."
It went downhill rapidly after that as a padded bra was strapped around
my chest, pantyhose slipped on my legs, then the dress was drawn over
my head and buttoned up. Pink and frilly with white lace, it was short,
about two inches above my knees and fit tightly around my mid section
yet was held out at least a foot by the layers of petticoats under it.
The shoes were white Maryjanes which mom fastened on my feet before she
took me to the bath and put makeup on my face. Eyeliner and eye shadow,
blusher and lipstick, then the wig which was a dark brown like my own
hair. As a final insult, she dabbed perfume on me before she said she
was done. One look in the mirror was all it took, I was horrified to
see that I didn't look like myself in a dress, but an almost nice
looking 14 year old girl! My parents had me follow them to the
familyroom, then dad spoke up.
"When you decided to hide in the girls locker room, we're sure that it
was because you wanted to see naked girls, but then again, perhaps it
was because you wanted to be a girl like they are. Your mother and I
are not fond of making you do this, however, it was the only, and maybe
even the best, punishment we could think of that was acceptable to Beth
and her parents. Short of getting the police involved, her parents, the
school and the two of us have decided to give you the benefit of doubt,
and assume that you want to be a girl so bad that you couldn't help
yourself. Now then, lets go over the rules, which are really quite easy
to remember. You will dress as a girl at all times, regardless of the
situation, wearing the proper attire for the situation. Your mother
will see to it that you have everything you need, and you will wear
whatever she tells you. As we see it, your best bet is to look, sound
and act as much like a girl as you can, or risk having someone decide
that you are really a boy in a dress. If at any time we find out that
you are not dressed properly, you sass either of us or any other adult,
fail to use proper manners or act up in any way we deem unacceptable,
your time in dresses will be extended five days for each offense. If my
reckoning is correct, one mistake and you'll be attending school in
dresses, so be very careful what you say or do."
"From now on," mom said, "in order to give you some small bit of
protection, we are going to call you Rebecca, and also start a photo
album so we can keep track of your progress."
"Are there any questions?" Dad sounded as if he didn't care even if I
did have any questions. I shook my head no.
"It requires a verbal answer Rebecca."
"No...sir."
"Fine. Then your punishment starts right now, and will run through the
summer vacation, unless your time is extended of course, but that's up
to you, isn't it?"
"Ye....yes sir."
That day was the absolute worst day of my life, and while I felt the
tears in my eyes I didn't dare cry for fear that my time in dresses
would be extended. Dad went to work, then mom handed me a small purse,
telling me that we had a few errands. I hated it, but I walked out to
the car and got in, then as we were driving along...
"If you try to do your best, I promise you that we will overlook minor
infractions, and I'll bet that after a little bit you'll find that
being a girl isn't that bad. I'm a girl, and look at me! I didn't turn
out badly did I?"
"Yeah but you really are a girl mom! You're supposed to turn out that
way!"
"If girls are supposed to turn out 'that way,' as you put it, then you
will too!"
"But what about Danny? When he finds out I'll lose my very best friend
in the whole world!"
"If he is a good friend, then he'll understand. After all, he knows
that you were caught, right? And he knows that you are being punished?"
"Yeah, but..."
"I know that you're concerned, but it really doesn't matter what he
thinks honey, this is your punishment, so just accept it and make the
best of it."
Mom stopped talking and I sat there sullen and angry. I didn't want to
be a girl of course, I had wanted to see Beth naked. But the girls
coach had caught me when she rounded the corner before I could duck
into one of the private shower stalls. I never did see Beth, naked or
not, since I was virtually dragged to the coaches office where she
called my mom. I knew full well that I was going really get it, but I
never figured that I would be wearing dresses. Then, in a sort of off
hand way, mom casually mentioned that there would be times when my
upper chest would be on display, and "since girls my age have breasts,
you should too," and she was going to make sure that I have them. She
took me into a shop where I was humiliated once again when I had to
stand there as mom unbuttoned my dress and had me take it off. Standing
there like that caused the woman to stare at me, but she quickly found
the exact breast form in the right color, then attached them to my
chest. Mom helped me get the bra back on then buttoned my dress, paid
the bill, and we left the shop.
I looked like a ten year old with boobs! Just the weight of them felt
strange, the way they bounced and move in the bra was all new to me,
and caused me to wonder if all girls felt that way. I was wearing a
dress that at best, made me look like I was a teeny bopper, but with
boobs pushing out, it gave me a sort of girlish Halloween look. Mom
must have known that, because our next stop was at a shop that sold
clothing for girls my age. I was told that I could pick out three
dresses, four skirts and blouses or tops to match, but I didn't have a
clue what to look for. Mom told some lady to help me, adding... "of
course, as a boy, she doesn't have the slightest bit of fashion sense",
then she left the shop! The woman didn't laugh or giggle at all, merely
taking me to the skirts, and began to hold them up to me. I was able to
chose the colors I liked, then she grabbed a top and took me by the
hand to a changing booth.
"I'll undo the buttons on your dress hon, you put those on and come
back out."
The top was a light rose color, tight fitting and was cropped as was
popular then. The skirt was white and short, almost two inches above my
knees. I felt naked and awkward, but at the very least I looked like
over half the girls my age. Then she and I picked out everything mom
told me to get. The dress I wore into the shop went in the bags with
the other stuff just about the time mom showed up. She smiled at me,
paid the bill, and we left for a shoe store where I was fitted for
heels and flats, some of each before we left with me wearing the white
flats.
"Now, isn't that better?"
"Yeah, I guess, at least I don't look so silly."
"Making you wear that silly dress was to prove a point young lady, but
if you keep talking like that I can arrange for you enjoy those kinds
of dresses every day!"
I didn't say anything as mom took me into a jeweler who pierced each
ear plus my navel, adding a small gold hoop in each place. Mom told me
she saw many girls my age with navel rings, and told me that she knew
that I just had to have one. Since my hair was barely long enough I was
wearing a wig, so I escaped the indignity of a salon, although mom
mentioned that as soon as my hair was long enough I would have an
appointment. Lingerie, specifically panties, bras, waist cinchers,
nightgowns and slips were added to the growing number of bags, and
while I groaned under the weight, mom acted as if she were on a
mission. Our next stop was at a makeup store where I was seated in a
chair and all of the sparse makeup I had on was washed off before some
lady started in on me by plucking my eyebrows. When she was done and I
looked in the mirror, I saw an entirely new person. Not me, not the
girl I saw that morning, but an entirely new girl, and she was, to my
great dismay, pretty!
That's when mom began to lighten up a bit. In a costume jewelry shop I
was allowed to buy my own earrings, bracelets, hair bands, necklaces
and rings, one for three fingers on each hand before we left for home.
Mom helped me take everything to my room, then left me to put it all
away. That took about an hour, then I went to the kitchen to get a soft
drink, and had just walked in when I saw a familiar face at the back
door. It was Danny. I let him in, standing there as he stared at me.
"Damn! You look hot! Better than Beth by a long shot!"
"Are you nuts? You know what happened and who I am, so how can you say
that I'm hot?"
"Have you taken a really good look at yourself? Come here!"
Danny took my arm and dragged me to the hall mirror and shoved me in
front of it. Since I had not seen all of me yet, you could say that I
was shocked at the way I looked. Danny was right. I was hot!
"Lets go shoot some pool."
"Like this? I'm...I'm..."
"Just fine! Ask your mom and let's go!"
"You're not afraid to be seen with me like this?"
"You've got to be kidding, right? Half the guys there will wet
themselves just trying to find out who you are, which reminds me, what
do I call you?"
"Rebecca."
"Oh! Hi Daniel," mom said as she walked out of her sewing room. "I see
you've met Rebecca!"
"I just asked her to come shoot some pool, is that okay?"
"Of course, but I want you home by six honey."
Danny held the door open, and for the first time left the house dressed
as a girl normally would, and I went somewhat willingly although very
concerned. Dan and I walked the three blocks to the game room, went in,
and found an empty table. Since I had not brought a purse, Danny had to
pay. He broke, didn't sink anything, and it was my turn, but when I
started to bend over to take the shot, I realized that the short skirt
rising would just about reveal my panties, so I wasn't able to shoot
like I usually did. I took another shot, and missed. I got clobbered
big time because I wouldn't bend over so far, and vowed that I wouldn't
care during the next game. That's when Danny caught a glimpse of my
panties which were really tight on my butt. He didn't say anything as I
beat him, and we played a few more games before I had to go home. On
the way, he said that he would be over the next day.
I helped set the table and serve dinner, then helped with the dishes
before I went to my room. When I undressed I had a chance to examine
the breasts that were stuck to my chest, and to my dismay they looked
virtually perfect as I could barely find the seam, and pulling on them
only made my chest hurt. Laying naked on my bed I wondered how I could
have been so stupid to have been caught like that, and with my closet
full of girls clothes and having my own boobs, there wasn't any doubt.
I was about to find out what it was like to be a girl. When Danny and I
had gone to shoot pool, none of the other guys knew who I was, which
was a very good thing, and I realized right then that the only way to
get through this was to do what mom told me. Become a girl in every
respect. That way nobody would doubt who I was, which would be my only
protection.
I put on a nightgown then went online to see what I could find out
about boys that were dressing as girls. After I filtered out the geeks,
really strange stuff and guys looking for boys like me, I found several
sites that sold things to help a boy look like a girl. For instance,
padded panties that made you look like a girl yet let you relieve
yourself like a girl. Then sites that showed how to create cleavage,
which I didn't need, or makeup to cover a beard, which I also didn't
need. It wasn't like I wanted to be a girl, but if I didn't become just
like a girl rather quickly, I might find myself in school as one, so I
went down to get mom, telling her that she needed to see something. I
showed her the special panty, then asked her if I could get one.
"But it says right here that once you put it on it will stay for up to
a month!"
"You told me I had all summer, right? If I'm going to be a girl, and do
my best of course, then wouldn't this help? I mean, didn't you and dad
tell me to look, sound, and act like a girl, and dress appropriately
for every occasion? If I feel like a girl, and have to...well, you
know, use the girls room, then won't that help me?"
Mom thought about it for a minute, then said okay, left the room for a
moment, and when she came back, handed me her credit card. I typed it
all in, then selected what she and I thought was the right size and
color before I hit the send button. Then I played computer games until
I went to bed. The next morning after I showered, I decided to get
dressed myself, and after I pulled on some panties, I tried my hand at
makeup. It wasn't as good as what the lady had done, but not bad, then
after struggling with the bra I figured it out, wearing a simple blouse
and a skirt, the red one. The wig went on easily, and after I put on
some lipstick, I went to breakfast. Dad didn't say much, then he left
for work, leaving me and mom alone again.
I saw Danny every day, and after a week he had started calling me Becky
every time, but I saw something in his eye that I didn't recognize and
dismissed it as curiosity. The panty arrived, and once mom helped me
get it on I realized that it also made my waist a bit smaller. It was a
tight fit, and I had to be careful to get my parts in the right place,
but once I had it on, I absolutely didn't look like a boy! I heard mom
sigh as I got dressed. Everything looked and fit better because I had a
rounder butt and slightly wider hips, and that made me feel confident
that I could manage being a girl, even though I kept telling myself
that I didn't want to be one. It only took a couple of times for me to
remember that I had to use the bath sitting down, and while I missed my
toy, it wasn't as bad as I had thought it would be. The panty gave me a
confidence that I had lacked before, a sense that I had really become a
girl, and I came to enjoy it in some ways. Wearing makeup stopped being
a chore and I liked trying different colors just to see how I would
look. I also became adept at doing my own makeup, which both mom and
dad commented on, but the biggest change was between Danny and I.
While he knew that I wasn't really a girl, his entire demeanor changed
when he was around me. Things that I took for granted no longer
applied, like paying my own way. Danny had started to insist that he
pay when we shot pool and he started opening doors for me. The biggest
change was the way he looked at me. Since I wasn't familiar with that
look I didn't realize that he had started seeing me as both his friend,
and a girl! Something inside of me knew that I guess, which is why I
always tried to look nice for him, but I was ready to deny that if
someone asked me to try and say it. There was one thing about that
panty that I wasn't sure mom knew about, and that was that it had an
internal sheath built into it. I was playing "discover" one night when
my finger slipped inside of the panty! The inside was slick, and while
my finger didn't get wet, I instantly realized that I was more like a
girl than I thought! I never said a word about my discovery, to anyone.
I heard the doorbell ring, then my name being called, and bounded down
the stairs only to see the coach that caught me sitting there!
"Your father told me that you were adapting quite well, and I can see
that he was right!"
"Sarah is here for a reason Becky, come sit next to me."
"Rather than have you sitting around the house all day," Sarah said, "I
thought that you might want to join our summer tennis league. I already
know that you're a pretty good player, so why not? The prizes are going
to be quite spectacular, and we have a great party after the season is
over."
"But...like this?"
"Of course! This is an open league, but looking like you do, you'll
have to play with the girls silly!"
"But I'm not...if someone found out..."
"And how would that happen?" Mom sounded stunned that I would say that!
"I mean, I helped you put that thing on, so unless you tell someone,
who would know, and how would they find out?"
Mom had me there. It had been my idea to buy it, and now that I had
worn it for over a week, well, I didn't have any good reason to say no,
so I slowly nodded my head yes. I had come to like being a girl enough
I guess, but I was a boy, and looming in the near future was a possible
extension if I had said no, which is why I agreed so quickly. Sarah was
instantly smiling as she handed me the schedule. My name was already on
it. I looked up, and...
"I didn't think you would say no, so I penciled you in. You'll be
paired with Beth for the first round by the way."
"Great," I thought to myself, the girl that caused all this was going
to be my tennis partner! After the coach left, mom told me to get my
purse since I needed to have a few tennis outfits. At the shop we
picked out two tennis dresses and two skirts with white polo style
shirts to go with them, then mom insisted on three pairs of ruffled
panties! I also bought new shoes and a soft pink and white bag to hold
my racket, since the other one had my name stenciled on it. Before we
left the shop they stenciled my new name on the new bag in a flourish
type script. When I got home I tried everything on, noticing that those
pleated skirts showed an awful lot of my ruffled butt every time I
moved! I showed mom who approved, then I changed again, just before
Danny showed up.
"Want to go to the show tonight?"
"Are you asking me out? On a date?!"
"Well, I guess, why not? The way you look? Hell, half the guys that
have seen you want to ask you out, and besides, I've been paying your
way for a while now anyway!"
He had a point, so... "I have to ask mom, wait here."
Mom wasn't quite as shocked as I thought she would be, told me I could
go, adding that I had to be in by 11. I told Danny I could go, which
made him smile. He and I were about to leave for the game room when the
phone rang and mom stopped me.
"Mrs. Carson needs a babysitter for a few hours, so I told her that you
would be right over."
Danny looked put out, but he left alone while I walked a few houses
down to Mrs. Carson's. I wasn't sure how she knew that I was now a
girl, but she didn't act as if she knew I wasn't, only she had to know,
since I'm an only child! She let me in, all smiles and so on, showed me
where everything was, then said...
"I'm so glad that we now have a girl your age in the neighborhood, it's
such a pain having to drive some girl home every time we need a
sitter!"
She left me with the kid, a little girl about two, who was into
everything at all times, and it took all of my energy to make sure she
didn't get into trouble. I changed her once, which was, believe me, a
true test of my ability to work past the mess she made. Then Mrs.
Carson returned on time, and paid me $20 for the few hours I had been
there! I never knew that girls could make so much money for essentially
watching television and a kid, and found one more reason to like being
a girl! As I walked home I had the strange idea pop into my head that
if I screwed up, I would find myself in school as a girl, and wondered
if that wasn't such a bad idea! I quickly forgot about that idea and
went home to help mom make dinner, which was one of my new jobs.
That night at around seven Danny came by to get me, then his mom drove
us to the show. We sat in the upper balcony, which had always been our
favorite spot. As the movie started and the theater got very dark, I
felt his arm slip around my shoulders as he pulled me closer to him! We
sat there like that for almost the entire show, then he moved his arm
and put his hand on my leg, squeezing gently. When I looked up, we were
nose to nose, which is when he kissed me, right on the lips! Shocked,
yet feeling tingly all over, he kissed me again while he moved his hand
up my leg at the same time. I knew that he didn't know about my special
panty, so I wondered why he was doing that, but I put my hand over his
to stop him anyway. He was grinning at me, not saying anything, and as
I looked around us I saw through the dim lighting, other couples also
kissing.
He grabbed my hand and put it on his lap, and for the first time I felt
another boys hardness. He didn't say anything as he turned my head and
kissed me again, and reflexively, I squeezed him, making him squirm in
his seat. I felt power sweep over me, a power that I had never
experienced before, one that only girls have over boys. I was in charge
right then, and could go further or stop, and make him obey me, and
while I knew that I should have said stop, I didn't. I began to stroke
him until he began to grunt, then he rapidly relaxed while he grinned
at me. I knew that he would have to take a shower and rinse out his
briefs when he got home, and somehow, that made me feel wonderful. I
had not experienced the same joy he did, my toy firmly fixed in a way
that wouldn't allow me to do that, but I did feel a sense that I had
become more of a girl that I had ever planned on or expected. When his
mother dropped me off at home, Danny did the unthinkable. He kissed me,
and his mother was watching us!
As I lay in bed everything was in a jumble. I was a boy, I always had
been and still was, yet when I ran my hands over my body all I could
feel were my breasts, trim waist, then the true sign of my femininity,
a mere slit surrounded by a trim of hair that looked and functioned as
if it were real. First there were the clothes, then the makeup which I
liked wearing, then the boobs which made me look normal, a panty that
let me function like a girl, and finally, Danny kissing me. Had I come
to like being a girl so much that I willingly helped Danny enjoy a
release? Did I like the tingly way I felt when he kissed me enough to
give up being a boy? Trying to picture Beth naked only recalled the way
I looked, and I realized that how she looked meant nothing to me! After
all, if I wanted to see a naked girl all I had to do was undress! I had
been wearing dresses for almost five weeks, an extremely short time,
yet I knew. I knew in my heart that I wanted to remain a girl, and
regardless of what anyone thought, I knew that I would have to tell mom
just that. Not dad, he would freak out, but mom would understand, I was
sure of it.
The next morning when mom and I were at the table alone, I told her how
I felt. The only thing I left out was the part about Danny messing in
his pants and why, but when I told her how I felt when he kissed me, I
saw her give me one of her thin smiles. She didn't look surprised when
I told her that I wanted to remain a girl or that Danny had kissed me.
"You are a very pretty girl Becky, and Danny knows that too, which is
why he is attracted to you. He has known you all his life, you two were
like brothers almost, yet when you appeared as a girl his entire
outlook changed. He has begun to see you not as his best buddy, but
someone that he has always felt great affection for, and as girl, that
affection for you has changed. Do you feel the same way about Danny?
Does he make you feel mushy inside when he is around, let alone kissing
you?"
"A little I guess, but I...I'm a boy! He knows that as well as I do,
and he still...kissed me! I didn't plan on this mom, honest, it just
happened!"
"Yet you just told me that he makes you feel all mushy inside, so I am
going to take that as a sure sign that what you're telling me is true;
you want to keep on being a girl, is that right?"
"Dad's going to kill me when he finds out."
"You're assuming that I don't care? I raised a son and I'm happy very
with that! However, it does seem that you have been very honest with
me, and so far, you have followed our directions and done your best to
look and act like a girl, so well in fact, that Danny now sees you as a
girl! If I let you do this, and I'm not saying I will, the only way
that your father will consent to leaving you in skirts is if you screw
up enough to force us to discipline you by extending your time as a
girl, right?" I nodded my head yes. "And that means that you would have
to attend school as a girl?" Another nod yes from me. "And the
punishment is up to me, right? I'm thinking that you just refused to
help me clean the kitchen, threw a tantrum and stayed in your bedroom
not answering me. That means that I am forced to provide some sort of
punishment, in this case, a three week extension plus three days in
those frilly little girl dresses you hate so much, with two outings
while wearing them. Now lets get you all fixed up to look ten years old
again."
When I emerged from my bedroom I was once again in that same frilly
dress and those shoes, my hair in pigtails and the minimum of makeup. I
wasn't allowed to go anywhere, as if I would, and when Danny showed up
I was holding a dolly that mom had bought for me. He didn't stay and I
was relegated to the familyroom until just after lunch when mom took me
to dad's office, and had me walk through the hallways and into his
office like that. I hated it, but I knew that it was for a good reason,
and simply bore the humiliation. Dad was stunned that I was in his
office like that, and quickly shut the door.
"What happened?" Mom told him the same thing she told me just that
morning. "You know, we would not have forced you into school dressed
like a girl, we only wanted you to think that we would. But that kind
of behavior is not now, and never has been acceptable and you know it!"
Turning to mom, "What do you think?"
"I think we don't have any choice but to do exactly what we told her we
would do. Rebecca is going to start school as a girl, whether she likes
it or not. The up side is that she will be playing in the tennis league
starting next week, so maybe she will be able to manage school well
enough to get by. I say that we do it."
Dad hated it, but he agreed, then mom and I were on our way out. She
took me to a small dress shop, telling me that it was the place she
bought the dress I had on, adding that I needed at least one more. What
I ended up with was two more of those funky dresses, one all white
satin with white lace sleeves and an insert at the neck. The other was
powder blue with small flowers on it. I had to wear the powder blue one
home and remain in it all day, even when we went grocery shopping. Mrs.
Carson saw me and commented how nice my dress was, then went on her way
stifling a giggle. I was back to the horrible part of being a girl. I
got to stay in the next day, but when Danny showed up and took one look
at me he split as fast as he could. On the third and last day I was
wearing the white dress when mom opened the door and let Beth in the
house! Ashamed to be seen like that I know I blushed, but Beth became
very animated.
"I came over because Coach Sarah told me that you were going to be my
partner next week. I didn't know that you liked to play little girl,
that's one of my favorite games!"
"Becky has some other dresses if you would like to stay and play with
her Beth."
"Oh can I?"
"Certainly. Becky, take Beth and help her get changed, then you girls
come and play in the familyroom."
I took Beth to my room and set out the pink and white dress, then
watched as she stripped right down to her panties and slipped the dress
over her head! I had finally seen her naked, and while she was cute as
hell, she wasn't that well built, but then again, she was a real girl
and I wasn't. Not having a lot of dolls, she was limited to my old
teddy bear, but she didn't seem to mind, and we were soon sitting in
the familyroom chatting away like two long lost friends. Beth had no
idea who I really was, at least I don't think so since she never gave
me any indication that she knew, and she turned out to be a really nice
girl. Beth and I were happily sitting on the floor playing when Danny
came over. Beth, giggling, asked him if her wanted to join us, and he
said "heck no! Playing with dolls is for girls!" When he left she and I
both started giggling, something that I virtually never did. She
invited me to her house the next day, and I saw no reason not to ask,
so I did, and mom quickly said yes. Her mom picked her up a few hours
later, and I promised to be at her house in the morning, when I didn't
have to wear the frilly dresses.
I was sure I knew what Danny wanted, he wanted to take me to the park
and see if he could get me to repeat what I did for him at the show,
but I wasn't ready for that and was glad that Beth was there. The next
morning I wore a skirt and cropped top with my flats, ready to go over
to Beth's when mom handed me a bag. Inside was the blue dress with my
Maryjanes and my dolly. Smiling, mom drove me across town, where I met
Beth's mother for the first time. Beth was already in her frilly dress,
so we went to her bedroom where I quickly changed, and because her
collection of dolls was so much larger, we had plenty of choices. I got
to be the tall sexy blond with all the toys while she wanted to be a
redhead. It was somehow invigorating to sit there playing with dolls,
something that I never would have considered before. It was therapeutic
in a lot of ways. Beth was helping me gain the knowledge that all girls
have by the time they are my age, and playing dolls was how they
learned it.
When we had lunch my mom was still there, so I was certain that she had
told Beth's mother who I really was, which I thought was confirmed by
the way she looked at me. But she didn't say a word, not even when Beth
asked me if I wanted to use the pool, and handed me a swimsuit of hers.
Like Beth, I stripped down and put it on, all without any sign from
Beth that she had noticed anything, which was fantastic since we had
both gotten naked at the same time! Since my hair was almost long
enough to wear without a wig, mom helped me get the wig off, then
brushed my hair in a sort of girlish style. Beth asked me about it of
course, so I told her I got mad one day and cut my hair off, and it was
just then growing back, which is why I wore a wig. She bought it, and
we stayed in the pool for a few hours, then mom said that it was time
to go home. Surprising even me, I wore the blue dress home.
Becoming a little girl was something that I had hated with a passion,
until Beth introduced me to the joy of it, and every day after we
played tennis together, we would stop and play at her house, which
seemed to cut Danny out. He stopped by one day when I was wearing a new
dress, one that was blue with white lace and little white polka dots on
it, my petticoats pushing the skirt way out, which was daring since the
dress just barely went past my pubes. That's why I wore the ruffled
panties. He took one look at me and...
"You're really into this girly thing aren't you! I mean, just look at
yourself!"
"You didn't seem to mind it before Danny, what different? The dress? I
can change that if I wanted to!"
"Yeah, maybe, but will you? I mean, I haven't seen you hardly at all!"
Danny was actually pleading with me! That's when I knew for sure that I
the power over him, so...
"Then why not stay here and play with me?"
"Wearing a dress? Not me!"
"Who knows? Maybe you'll like it, and besides, it's not like we're
going to go anywhere, it'll be just the two of us. I can help you get
dressed if you like; remember, you don't have anything that I haven't
seen before. Come on Danny, try it."
"We'll stay here, right? In your bedroom?"
"Maybe not my bedroom, but in the house, that's for sure! So, you'll do
it?"
"Just this one time, and if you tell anyone..."
I took him to my room, passing mom in the hallway, so I told her that
Danny wanted to play dress up and dolls with me, which is when she
followed us into my room and proceeded to help Danny become a cute
little girl that he called Danielle. He looked darling in the pink and
white dress, so I gave him my Maryjanes to wear while I wore my flats.
Mom told us to go into the familyroom, which we did, each of us
carrying a doll of our own. Danielle relaxed after a bit, and seemed to
forget that he had a dress and wig on, until his mom came over looking
for him. One look was all it took. Danielle ran out of the room,
straight to my bedroom, and took off the dress and put his own clothes
back on. When he returned he was red faced and swore to all of us that
he wouldn't do that ever again. When he went to leave I gave him a kiss
on the cheek and saw his mother wink at me. I didn't change, so dad
once again saw me wearing one of "those," dresses, and assumed that I
screwed up again, but mom assured him that I had a friend over and we
were just playing. That made dad shake his head in wonderment.
Two days later, about ten in the morning, I opened the door after
hearing the bell, and saw Danielle standing there! She wore a very cute
light green cropped top with a darker green skirt. Her boobs were
smaller than mine, but she had auburn hair that went past her
shoulders. Her mother wasn't anywhere to be seen.
"Can I come in?" I let her in, stunned to see Danielle again,
especially after what she had said before. "My mom said that I should
come over and tell you something."
"What?"
"I...I...I've been Danielle before."
"You look fantastic!"
Just then mom walked in the room, saw Danielle, and smiled at her. "I
have a few errands and was going to ask Becky to come along. Why don't
you join us? We'll stop for treat later."
That's how I found out that Danny liked to play dress up once in a
while. He was all boy of course, and didn't want to be a girl, he just
liked to wear a dress once in a while even though I thought he was cute
as hell. By the time we got back home he had relaxed plenty, and we
raced up to my room just like we always did. Once the door was shut, he
grabbed me and kissed me really hard, fondling my bottom as he held me
tightly. He desperately wanted me to "help," him, but I refused, since
mom might walk in at any moment, and that would be really really bad.
He went home a little later, but promised to be back the next day. That
night I thought about how Beth and I got along, like two girls anywhere
I would imagine, then Danny and I. He wanted to "do me," as the saying
goes, which was obvious, but putting my hand on him was a long way from
anything else, and I just wasn't ready for that, and didn't even
consider letting him get into my panties, unless he wanted to wear them
himself.
But I also knew for sure there were at least two others my age that
liked to play little girl, and wondered if Beth knew any others. I told
myself I would call her in the morning, but not until I asked mom if I
could repaint my bedroom and get some more dolls, sort of make my room
look like a girls bedroom. The next morning I had to play tennis, so I
put my stuff in the new bag and mom took me to the courts, then
followed me into the locker room and waited while I changed. I still
wasn't used to playing in a short skirt, but it was actually easier to
move around. Beth and I played four sets, losing only one. There were a
lot of girls playing, about a third more than there were boys. Beth
took me around and introduced me to some of the girls she knew, plus
about five guys. Everyone was very nice, but as we walked away, Beth
told me that two of the girls I had met also liked to play little girl,
and asked me if I might be able to come over to her house for an all
girl party where we could play, and maybe later spend the night! That's
how I knew there were at least two others that liked to play dress up.
When I asked mom, she said yes, so Beth and I asked the other two
girls, and we set the date for that Saturday around noon.
Beth stripped down and headed for the shower, leaving me standing there
in the locker room in my bra and panties, then she stopped and waved me
to join her. I saw Coach Sarah watching us, and without waiting, I also
stripped and joined Beth in the showers. There must have been at least
ten girls in there, but nobody was watching anyone else, the innate
shyness girls have taking over. I was able to wash up, then went to my
locker to get dressed. On the way home Beth and I told mom about the
party, then I asked her if I could get a new dress, and maybe a "bunny
suit," to wear for pajama's. I didn't tell mom, but I really liked
being able to be a little girl by then, and didn't tell her that
playing at being a little girl, wearing those frilly dresses with tons
of petticoats wasn't so bad. In fact, I was beginning to like it more
than a lot! After we dropped off Beth, we went back to that shop we got
the other dresses at, and I picked out two more dresses. Both were
shiny satin, one pink and one red, both had tons of lace on them, and
were so feminine that they actually screamed it. Mom let me get shoes
to match and the "bunny suit," that I had asked for, then we went home.
Danny was sitting on the front porch when we drove up, looking sullen
and angry. He followed us inside, and after I hung up my new dresses...
"I was there today, I saw you!"
"Where? The tennis courts? Why didn't you say something?"
"I also saw the way Jeff was looking at you, and the way he held your
hand and smiled!"
"Danny, Beth introduced him to me! It's nothing! What is this anyway?
Are you jealous? Of what?"
"Ever since you got tight with Beth I never see you any more!"
"That's not true Danny, It's just that..."
"Let's go to a show on Saturday Becky, you pick the show."
"I, I can't Danny. Beth is having an all girl, all day party, then
later a pajama party at her house."
"You two going to wear those frilly dresses again?"
"All of us will be wearing them, That's what I just hung up. I got two
new ones, with shoes to match."
"Just girls can come?"
"That's what we said, but if Danielle came, then I don't see why not,
only I don't think that you could stay for the pajama party, but I
could ask Beth, if Danielle wanted to come that is."
"Call her and ask Becky, please?"
I called, told Beth that Danielle wanted to come to the party, and she
eagerly said to bring her along. Then Danielle told me that she had to
go home and tell her mother, adding that she also wanted a new dress to
wear and said that she was going to try and talk her mother into it.
Danny left and I took the new dresses to my room and tried them both
on. I was wearing the red one when mom walked in on me.
"I think it's time that you went to the salon. Your hair is now down to
your lower neck, and I'm quite sure they can fix you up to look really
nice, and playing tennis, it will be a lot cooler without a wig. Shall
we go now?"
I changed clothes, then mom and I went to the salon where they cut and
added a soft perm to my hair, leaving me with a fuller style that was
most definitely a girls style. I also had my nails shaped, short, but
more feminine, and painted a soft reddish pink color. When we got home
mom told me it was time to remove the special panty and clean it, and
also let my skin breath a little. The instructions said that the latex
it was made out of would allow air to get to my skin, but mom didn't
believe it, and I found myself back to seeing my manhood for the first
time in over a month. I felt very strange having things between my legs
again, and wore a full skirt to hide any bulges while mom washed it
out. Just about then my dad came home and saw my hair, which is when he
went completely bonkers. He yelled at mom, me, the cat, then stomped
off into his office. Mom followed him in, and as I watched I saw his
angry face turn red, then puzzled, and finally, he had a resigned look
on his face. When mom came out, she told me to go to my room, we had to
prove a few things to my dad.
When I was firmly back in the panty, mom went to her bedroom and
returned with what looked like a one piece swimsuit, but once I had it
on I saw that there really wasn't much to it, and it stuck to my skin
like a second layer, outlining my breasts, especially my nipples, and
what looked like what a girl would have below. Taking me by the hand,
she and I walked out of my bedroom, ready to let my father know that I
was a whole lot more girl that he had planned on or ever imagined. On
the way I told mom that maybe it was time to tell dad that I was going
to keep on being a girl. That stopped her dead in her tracks.
"You mean forever?"
I nodded my head. "Mom, look at me! I'm a girl now! I play tennis as a
girl, Danny and I have been out on a date, I've seen Beth naked, and
even showered with her! I can't! I can't go back to being a boy...not
now, not after what Danny and I..."
"After what? What did you and Danny do?"
Hanging my head, I told her what happened at the show, that Danny had
kissed me a few times, how it made me feel, and told her that I would
go to school as a girl, even if the other kids teased me about it. Mom
didn't say anything, but gripped my hand a bit harder as we walked down
the stairs then into dad office. He looked up at me, his eyes taking me
in from head to toe before he said a word.
"This was supposed to be a punishment! But look at yourself! You
look...you look...like a girl! And a fully developed girl at that!
Would either of you care to tell me how this happened? Or how it is
that our son now looks like he has the body of a girl?"
"Well,," mom began, "it started because Becky wanted to look more like
a girl her age, so I bought the breast forms, which were glued to her
chest of course, then..."
Mom went on to tell dad how it all worked out, including the fact that
Danny now saw me as a girl, and had started to treat me as one. That
threw him off track for a moment, but not as much as when mom lied a
bit and told him that the panty I had on, the one that required me to
use the facilities like a girl and gave me the same figure, fit very
tight against my skin and because it was glued on, wouldn't come off
easily until the glue wore out. That's when she told him that we had
just reset the panty just a few moments before we came to his office.
Then she went on to tell him about my fascination with little girl
dresses and how some of the other girls also liked to play dress up,
which is why I had so many of the frilly dresses, so we could play
dolls together. Then of course there was the fact that I had a perm,
soft as it was but still a perm, telling him that playing tennis was
strenuous, and wearing a wig so uncomfortable, that it was in my best
interest to get my hair done, as a girl would of course. Then she told
him that since I would be starting at school as a girl because of my
extension anyway, that she didn't think I could revert part way
through, and told him that I had her permission to keep dressing as a
girl, for my own safety of course.
I thought that he was going to bust a gut, but with obvious effort, he
visibly calmed himself down.
"What you're telling me is that we now, for all intents, have a
daughter?" Mom nodded her head yes while I remained silent. "And the
only way to punish...her, is to make her dress like a boy, but that's
impossible now because everything that makes her look like a girl is
glued on?"
"Correct," mom said, "but there is one more thing that I think you
should know. The reason Becky's time was extended, the real reason. She
and Danny have become...close, close enough to do things that only boys
and girls do together, and now, Danny has a crush on Becky. It's puppy
love, but..."
"I don't want to know what they did together Mary, so don't tell me!"
He got out of his chair and stood there. "If she is, if she and Danny
have...and she has to start school as a girl anyway or our punishment
guidelines, which now seem worthless, have led to this, then I don't
have a choice, do I?" Looking first at me, then mom, "Okay then, if
Becky is here to stay, then I'll expect her to behave like a girl
would, and it will be up to you to teach her what the rules about boys
are and where the red light is concerning boys. And you," he said
turning to me, "you will not break any of those rules, or I'll see to
it that you'll find yourself in an all girls school, or maybe a convent
quicker than you can blink! Am I making myself clear on this?"
Dad hated what had happened, and while mom wasn't thrilled about it,
she had seen what was happening to me from a woman's point of view, and
understood a little better I think. I had not started out wanting to be
a girl, I hated the idea of it in fact, then things changed as the days
wore on and I discovered that being a girl has it's advantages, if I
knew how to use them. Like most girls my age I was still figuring that
out, but one lesson I learned already was that the guys generally went
stupid around girls they found attractive, and that let us lead them
where we wanted to go. Mom left me standing there, so I went to my room
and put a skirt on over the suit, adding my gym shoes before I went to
help mom. You could say that dinner was stressful, especially when dad
would look at me and see the twin mounds of my breasts poking out
against the thin material.
That night Beth called and told me that Janet's younger brother was
also coming to the party, adding that both he and Danielle were in for
a big surprise. I had no idea what she had in mind and she wouldn't
tell me, but I was sure that it would be good. On Saturday morning I
called Danielle, but her mother answered. When I asked if Danielle was
coming to the party she said yes, adding that Danielle was going to
look as beautiful as she could, because it would be the one and only
time she was going to allow Danielle to get so dressed up. Mom was
going to drive us over to Beth's, so I was ready well ahead of time,
wearing the new pink dress, the red one and another change of clothes
in my bag along with my dolly. When we walked in to get Danielle, I was
stunned when I saw her. She was beautiful! She wore a royal blue satin
and lace dress with blue shoes, her auburn hair had been done in
pigtails with blue ribbons, and she wore enough makeup to make her
quite pretty. Nobody would have guessed that Danielle was a
boy...never!
When we walked into Beth's house at least two other mothers were still
there, all cooing about our dresses. They stayed a bit longer, then we
went into their familyroom and Beth shut the doors. There were Janet,
her brother Samantha, who was dressed like a six year old since he was
only about eight, me, Danielle, Beth, Wendy, Kim and Cathy. All of us
were wearing our best little girl dresses, and quickly formed a circle
and showed everyone our dolls. Samantha started to squirm, and Janet
quickly opened her bag, took out a small blanket, and put Samantha on
her back. Flipping up her dress, she pulled down the plastic panties
and began to change the diaper! Samantha lay there calmly purring as
Janet changed him, then to my very great surprise, Janet lay down on
the blanket, pointed at me, and asked me to change her! I unwrapped her
diaper, changed her, then let her pull the plastic pants back on
herself. In my mind that was taking being a little girl a bit far, but
didn't say anything.
Beth's mother stayed away, and we were all enjoying our games, then I
had to use the bath and asked Beth where it was. I went to use the
bath, and when I returned to the party what happened next stunned me.
"Can I wear a diaper too?"
Everyone shrugged their shoulders, so Danielle stood up, walked over to
the blanket and lay down on it.
"I want Becky to change me." Looking at me... "Will you do it?"
I knew that she wasn't a girl, and wondered if the others also knew. I
expected her to decline at the last minute, but she lay there and
calmly asked me to change her. When I pulled her panties down everyone
went silent. I put a diaper on her and let her do it, then was cleaning
her up when someone handed me the bottle of baby lotion. I had an evil
thought, and as I began to rub it into her skin I grabbed her thingie
and began to stroke up and down while everyone watched. Danielle was
starting to thrash around, then with a big smile, she let go. I cleaned
us both up, then she sat back down.
Just then Beth's mother walked in with a tray of treats and we all
enjoyed the drinks while giggling about what I had done to Danielle.
Danny had been trying hard to get me to do that for him, but I had
always refused, unable to bring myself to touch him, yet when he was
dressed as a girl, I had done just what he always wanted. I didn't know
why, and didn't think about it to much. If any of the other girls
didn't know about Danielle before that, they certainly did then, but
none of them said a word about Danielle being a boy. Wendy had the best
doll, it was wearing an exact duplicate of what she had on, and the
hair was the same as hers! The rest of us had normal dolls, and while
we played at dolls...
"Anyone got a boyfriend?"
"Me," said Janet, "Dave has been hanging around a lot lately; I think
he's going to ask me out!"
"My brothers friend Greg," said Cathy, "has been watching me, and he
has that look in his eye."
"What about you Danielle? Do you have a boyfriend?"
"Not me!"
"But I'll bet you have a girlfriend, right Becky?" Beth was way to
curious.
"Me? And Danielle?"
"Or more likely you and Danny. Has he kissed you yet? I'll bet he has,
especially after what you did!"
"What about you Beth?" I wanted to get the track away from Danny and I.
"Nope! Nobody is interested in me, not yet anyway, but there was this
one boy, he wanted to see me naked so badly that he went in the girls
shower, but got caught by Coach Sarah."
"Who was it?" Janet asked. "Do you know who it was?"
"They wouldn't tell me, but I think my parents know. I heard he was
punished really bad for it."
The topic drifted away from the escapade that led to me becoming a
girl, and thankfully we all went back to playing with the dolls.
Samantha tired out, so Janet put her down and let her sleep while we
all chattered away. It was so different than when guys were together.
Guys talked about their conquests, future conquests, or wishful
conquests, while the girls talked about hair and makeup, dresses and
dolls, boys and other girls. It was interesting to hear what they
thought about certain boys, although the general consensus was that if
anyone could land Jeff, they had the catch of the century. That was the
same Jeff that had held my hand a bit to long at the tennis courts, the
same one that drove Danny crazy.
After we all ate, everyone but Samantha went to change into the their
nightgowns or "bunny suits". I had brought both, just in case, and I
was glad that I did, since everyone else wore a thin nightgown, except
for Danielle that is. She wore one that was heavier and floor length.
We watched videos until everyone started to drift off to sleep, then we
all climbed into our sleeping bags. The night grew dark and quiet, and
I lay there not quite asleep, wondering if it could get any better than
what had just been a wonderful party. There was a noise, then a hand
fell on my face. Quietly, the figure slipped into my sleeping bag and
snuggled next to me, and as my hand moved, I felt first a breast, then
the weapon that only Danny had. He slipped his hand under my nightgown,
felt around a bit, then pushed me onto my back and got on top of me.
Inept, he could not manage to do what he wanted, so I pushed him off
and told him to leave. He left as quietly as he came. The next morning
I changed into a pair of shorts and a cropped top, brushed out my hair
and put on some makeup before I wandered into the kitchen, following
the smell of eggs and bacon. I was home by noon, refreshed and with a
new sense of myself. I knew that I loved the frilly dresses and being a
girl, but I also knew that I didn't need to let Danny "do me," to prove
anything. I was a girl, and I knew it. I didn't need to prove it.
Beth and I finished 10th in the tennis tournament, not great, but not
bad either. The best thing was that she and I became great friends,
often staying at the others house for the weekends. It was on one of
those weekends that she and I were able to buy our dresses for the big
party Coach Sarah had told us about. Our mothers came along, but we
were allowed to pick out our dresses alone. Mine was a soft mint green
cocktail type dress with a satin top and a very full chiffon skirt. It
had a round neck and was sleeveless, which met mom's approval. Beth's
was sort of like mine but hers was chocolate brown.
My dad had not given up hope that I would return to being a boy, but
when mom and I went to the salon the day of the party, he didn't give
it a lot of thought, expecting that I would look about the same as
before. But I had other ideas, and when we got to the salon I told mom
what I wanted to do. She didn't fight it, so I lay there in that chair
as wax strips were used to remove all traces of hair on my arms and
legs. Then they did my eyebrows and what was going to soon be my
mustache as well as most of my face where hair was starting to grow. My
skin was red for almost the whole time I was getting my hair done and
having my nails polished, but I was back to normal by the time I
reached the makeup chair, and by the time we left the salon, there was
no longer any doubt in my mothers mind. I saw it in her eyes. When we
got home mom followed me into my room, and helped me get into, for the
first time, a corselet. It made my waist smaller, hiked up my boobs and
made me feel more feminine than I ever had before. I wore pantyhose of
course, and after I had the dress on and mom zipped it up, I stepped
into the pale green shoes.
"If someone had told that my son would look as beautiful as you do I
would have slapped them Rebecca. But you are a very pretty girl, which
you can use to your advantage, if you want to try that is."
"How?"
"Let's get you some earrings and a necklace, a dab of perfume and some
lipstick, then you should go talk to your father. He needs to know that
you still love him, and wearing a dress isn't going to change that,
even if it's one of your little girl dresses that he hates so much. He
needs to know how you feel about this, especially the fact that you
have found out that you want to be a girl. He needs to know that honey,
and it has to be you that tells him."
When I was ready I looked in the mirror and saw a young girl, almost 15
years old, pretty enough I guess, with shiny dark brown hair cut in a
pageboy with bangs that accented but didn't hide my face. I had a nice
figure, thin arms and delicate soft hands, and legs that were shapely
and trim, especially in heels. I smiled at mom and hugged her before I
walked down the stairs to find my father. In the deep recesses of my
mind I knew the day was coming when dad would have to understand how I
felt, only I didn't expect to be the one to tell him. Looking at my
reflection in the mirror I saw how much I had changed in just a few
months, from a skinny kid to a young girl, the differences were starkly
evident, emphasized by my figure, hair and makeup, put on display to
best advantage by the way the dress was cut. I looked at mom who
smiled, then walked out of my room to face my father, and tell him what
he had to know.
I negotiated the stairs with care, then walked into the familyroom
where I saw dad sitting there watching television. I stood there for a
moment, then he looked up and saw me.
"Dad I..."
"Come in here and let me see you." I walked over to stand in front of
him, my hands folded in front of me. "This is all my fault," he said,
"if I had grounded you instead of..."
"Dad...daddy? I read on the Internet that it wouldn't have mattered.
Sooner or later I would have found out that I wanted to be a girl,
so..."
"You say that want to be a girl, but..."
"Dad, I am a girl! I'm as close to being a girl as I can get, and I
never want to be anything else! I...I have a panty, a special panty. It
makes me look like a real girl. How else could I have showered with
Beth so many times? You had to know at least that much, but what you
don't know is that it doesn't matter what I wear. You're always going
to be my father, and I'm always going to love you, no matter what you
do, but I am a girl now, and I want to stay one. I can't be anything
else now!"
"Your mother told me that you wore something to make it possible not to
be discovered, but she didn't go into details, which I don't need to
know anyway. But what about my son? Is he ever..."
"You have a daughter now daddy, me, if you let me stay, and I hope that
you'll love me the same way that you loved me before."
"That's insulting Becky, of course I love you, it's just that we
had...and now you look so..." Standing up he took my hands in his. "I
wanted my son back, but I can see with my own eyes and hear it in your
voice that you would be miserable if I made you become a boy again, so
how about we do this. I'll let you keep on being a girl if you promise
to be the daughter we would have raised if you had been born a girl?
Can we do that?"
I hugged him tightly, excited that he had told me I could be a girl,
then I kissed him on the cheek, leaving a red lipstick print. Mom
showed up with her camera, and took a lot of pictures of just me, then
dad and I, and dad took some of mom and I. Dad drove me to the party
and dropped me off at the door. I turned in the seat and put my legs
out first then stood up just as Ken walked up to the door. He offered
me his arm, so I took it and we walked in together. Ken was the captain
of his schools tennis team and didn't know me except as Rebecca.
Without asking, he led me to a table, pulled out the chair and let me
sit down, with him sitting right next to me. He and I danced and had a
nice time together, then it was time to go home, and he asked if he
could call me! I gave him my number, then he walked me to the door
where my dad was waiting for me.
With the help of Coach Sarah, I started school as a girl, all without
any problem, All of the kids had changed so much over the summer that I
fit right in with my changes. Danny had pulled back from our
friendship, leaving me to wonder why, but he wouldn't tell me. Wendy,
Janet, Beth and I quit playing our little girl games about midway
through the term as the boys finally discovered the girls and we all
started dating. Danielle came over once more, and when we were in my
room alone, she told me why I never saw Danny any more.
"You're a girl now, and I'm still me! What can we do together now? Play
with dolls? I'm bigger than you are Becky, and if I turn out like dad
I'll never be able to play dress up again. Besides, you have that guy
from Central after you now."
"Danny, it doesn't have to be like that! We can..."
"What? Play little girl again? I can't Becky, I'm sorry."
Danielle never appeared again, and while I saw Danny at school, he
never once asked me out and barely talked to me again. It was a harsh
loss because I missed him, he was like a brother after all, but I
wasn't his sister, and anything I did would send the wrong message. I
missed Danny, but at home my mom and dad had come to see me as a girl,
and I was treated like one, complete with a curfew and strict rules
from mom about boys. As nice as all that was, I still missed my frilly
dresses, so once in a while, I would put one on, careful to use all the
petticoats I had, and stay that way until I had to go to bed. It was
only when I graduated from high school that I was able to take the
medication to make me a real girl, which will be in about two years.
Life is good.