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A Girl's Life
I sat quietly in Dr. Price's waiting room with my Mom, the doctor that
had given birth to me, who had seen me since i was a baby, Mom sitting
next to me, this was my third visit in the last month, they've taken
blood tests, pee tests, i've had an MRI, a Cat scan and God knows what
else, i knew what the results would say, but how would i explain it other
than the truth, i was a fourteen year old boy, boys my age don't grow
breasts, doctors weren't stupid and tests don't lie, i was so nervous.
Mom grabbed my hand and said, "Don't worry Andy, Dr. Price will get to
the bottom of this, we'll get this taken care of." i just looked down at
my hands with nervous butterflies in my stomach and thought back to how
it had started.
It was eight months earlier, i was sitting in my room playing on my
computer, looking at what hormones....female hormones, would do to a boy
my age, for as far back as I could remember I've felt like a girl and I
knew that puberty was coming and I dreaded the thought of going through
it as a boy, I saw what it was doing to my brother Mike, he's a freshman
and a year older than me, a natural athlete like my Dad and he was
following in Dad's footsteps, my Dad had been good enough to play college
football and Mike, who was only a freshman and on the varsity team
already, was just as good an athlete as Dad was.
Me on the other hand, I guess where Mike was like our Dad, a tough, macho
guy that all the guys liked and girls wanted to date, I was more like my
Mom, she was an understanding, supportive, open minded, kind woman and
very smart, always able to see things from other people's perspective, I
always got A's and B's, school was just easy for me but I wasn't very
athletic, I guess school was my sport.
Mom was the kind of woman I dreamed of being, she was a cheerleader back
in college, that's how her and Dad met, she did beauty pageants when she
was a girl and was always so pretty and so feminine even when she wasn't
trying, she stayed at home and took care of Mike and I, while Dad was a
lawyer and made really good money where she didn't have to work and could
focus on the two of us.
So anyways there I was searching the internet looking up what female
hormones would do to a boy my age, I saw how passable trans girls were
that started hrt early, I wanted to be one of those girls, I just wish I
could come out, but the fear of being rejected by my family and friends
was something I wasn't sure I could deal with, but the need to be a girl,
to be female was too much, everyday at school I saw girls in class
beginning to change, they were growing breasts and getting girl curves,
they looked so pretty when they wore dresses or a skirt and blouse, and
when the cheerleaders wore their uniforms on game day, God I wanted, no
needed to be one of them so bad and I had to do something.
Like I said my parents were well off as Dad made good money, so after
searching the internet and finding a Canadian online pharmacy that had
high star ratings and was highly rated by trans girls online as being
legitimate, I "borrowed" my Mom's credit card, I figured when she saw the
charge she would think someone had hacked her card, cancel her card and
not have to pay for it, I decided to go with patches instead of pills, my
research told me how the patches work better and go straight into the
bloodstream as opposed to pills which take longer to break down and can
cause blood clots and liver and kidney problems.
Luckily for me our old neighbors house had been for sale for three months
now and was vacant, i knew the fedex guy would just leave it at the door,
I ordered a twelve months supply of anti-androgens and estrogen, it
wasn't cheap and I was taking a huge risk but my need to be a girl and
put off any chance of having a male puberty was just too much, I clicked
buy and gave the address of the vacant house.
I got two day shipping and followed the order on the app, sure enough two
days later as I hung around the vacant house I saw the fedex truck drive
up, the driver hit the doorbell, set the box down and got in his truck
and left, my heart was beating as I looked around to make sure no one was
watching, I walked up, grabbed the box and calmly walked back home and
snuck in my room, Dad was at work, Mike was at practice and Mom was out
shopping, I ripped the box open and there they were, the hormone
patches,there were like seven hundred of them, one anti-androgen patch
and one estrogen patch a day for a whole year, my heart was beating so
fast as I took out one of each and stuck one on each arm, I could almost
feel the female hormones entering me, I envisioned how my body would
change from the boy I hated being to a pretty girl with boobs and curvy
hips and a nice butt, my face would become pretty, how I would be one of
those pretty cheerleaders at school I was so jealous of, my hair up in a
ponytail with a cute cheer bow, my short cheer skirt and cheer top, my
boyfriend, who was on the football team, holding my hand as we walked
down the hall at school, giving me sweet kisses at my locker, telling me
how pretty I was, a girl can dream can't she, i didn't think of the
consequences, that at some point i would be found out, all i had was
tunnel vision in that moment, me going from being a boy to becoming the
girl i needed to be.
Of course I knew it would take time for the changes to happen and
although I knew at some point if I continued to take the hormones and
blockers it would become obvious what was happening, but at the time I
didn't care, all I knew was that I couldn't go through puberty as a boy
and my need to be female outweighed the risks.
I had the perfect hiding place for my patches, underneath my mattress I
cut a hole and put them in the mattress, at the end of each day I always
made sure to peal the patches off before I got home as to not leave any
evidence for anyone to find.
For the first three months or so I didn't notice any changes, but I
religiously put two patches on every day, I would sit in class or walk
down the hall looking at the pretty girls, knowing I had female hormones
flowing through me just like them, thinking to myself soon enough I'll be
one of you, I did find myself being a little more emotional and at night
a few times I wore the patches to sleep and found myself having these
vivid dreams of me as a girl, I wasn't Andy anymore, I was Ashley, a girl
on her wedding day, my mom and my girlfriends getting me ready, helping
me into my wedding dress, attaching my veil, my dad walking me down the
aisle, giving me away to my husband or one where I was on stage in a
beauty pageant, walking across the stage in a pretty gown, my hair and
makeup perfectly done or one where I was a cheerleader, on the sidelines,
waving my pom poms, my ponytail bouncing around, my short cheer skirt
twirling as I cheered on the guys, I looked online and found wearing the
patches to bed will cause vivid dreams, but they were almost too real,
but they really were my dreams and I so wanted them to be reality.
It was about the fourth month that I started seeing changes, I had just
gotten out the shower when I felt my chest, it been itching lately which
I read was a sign that my breasts would be coming in, I felt around and
there two smalls knots underneath my nipples, I was getting boobs, I was
both excited and scared, I turned to the side and there they were, I had
real girl boobs, my butt was also a little more round and my hips had a
small curve to them and although it wasn't really obvious, my face was a
little different, more feminie or girlish i guess, the hormones were
really working, I was really becoming a girl.
I knew the need to hide the changes was growing, but my need to go
further down the rabbit hole to become a Ashley was growing too, I wore
baggy clothes as best I could, it probably didn't help my look that I
wore my hair longer, a lot of guys did, but I did because it made me feel
more like a girl, it was down to my shoulders, but I usually wore it oose
and messy as to not raise much suspicion, oh how I wished i could style
it like the girls, my brown hair in big soft curls laying down over my
shoulders, someday.
So anyways gym was getting to be a nightmare at hiding my changes, I was
about six months into my self prescribied hormone replacement therapy,
when I was changing after gym when Matt Davis, the biggest asshole in my
class saw me and said, "Hey look at the sissy guys, with that long hair
shouldn't you be over in the girls locker room, you sure throw like one
of them." I tried to ignore him, then he walked over and pushed me. "Hey
faggot I was talking to you." I turned around. "Why don't you leave me
alone Matt." He smiled. "Oh what are you gonna do, get your brother to
beat me up?" That's when he grabbed my nipple and twisted it, his eyes
went wide. "Oh my God guys, Andy really is a sissy, he's got boy boobs,
what a little faggot." He and his friends high fived and left, I sat
there feelings like I was going to cry fighting back tears, my chest was
so sensitive and hurt so much, the hormones had me me so emotional, God
why couldn't I just be a girl.
After the "Matt incident" in the locker room I tried my best to avoid him
and was really thinking maybe I should stop taking the hormones and go
back and let my male puberty take over, but my need to be a girl was just
too strong, but I knew if I continued down this road at some point the
changes were going to be too much to hide and I was going to get caught,
that day would come soon enough.
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