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Dark Star By Emma Scott It was my first job since leaving school, it wasn't much just cleaning tables and sweeping the floor in the snack bar of a holiday centre. But it was a job, and I was lucky to get it in the present economic climate. The hours were good, twelve noon to seven in the evening with an hour for lunch, to be taken between twelve and two and an hour for an evening meal, to be taken between five and seven. so in reality I was only working for five hours a day six days a week. It was minimum wage but two meals a day and accommodation bumped it up a bit. The best part as far as I was concerned was that unlike the chalet staff I didn't have to wear a uniform. They had to wear black trousers, or skirt for the girls, white shirt/blouse and a green waistcoat. I could just wear jeans and a t-shirt, the only thing I wasn't allowed were shorts. They didn't want me to look too much like one of the punters, sorry, clients. A lot of the jobs were seasonal, but my job and the chalet staff could work all year round as the centre became a conference venue in the off season. Some of the other guys had fun flirting with the weekly intake of fresh young female holiday makers, but being a bit shy I could never bring myself to try and get off with any of them. Don't get me wrong, I like girls it's just I'm a bit scared of them. I've never had a girlfriend, you can't count Julie we were only seven and I got scared off by her older sister asking when we were going to get married. So there I was, an eighteen year old virgin, in Casanova's paradise. Pretty much every girl coming to the centre was looking for a holiday romance, and I was too chicken to even try. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- About a month after I started Stella, one of the chalet maids staff, said to me "Hey! Dave, fancy a trip into town tonight?" "Thanks for asking...erm, Stella, but no," I said in a low voice, Stella made me nervous, she was gorgeous, flashing blue eyes, long, dark, brunette hair flowing over her beautifully rounded, firm breasts down to her 24" waist, and her perfectly proportioned 34" legs went all the way to the ground. Stella was two inches taller than me, some may have found that intimidating but there are an awful lot of girls taller than me, especially when they put their heels on. She was also a little older than me at twenty, and far more worldly wise. "Call me Star, everybody else does, Stella sounds so old fashioned." She smiled lighting up the whole of the snack bar. "Why won't you come with us Dave?" "Well... I don't really know anyone..." I mumbled trying to think of a better excuse to not have to be near the girl I had an infatuation with. "And you won't get to know them unless you socialize with us, so come on, I'll call at your chalet at eight. We've ordered a minibus to take us all." "All? How many is all?" I squirmed. "Including you, twelve." She grinned at me. "Now don't be chicken." Well that was it, I couldn't back out now. "OK, OK where are we going? What should I wear?" That was a joke, I had jeans and I had t-shirts. The only other thing I had was one good shirt, just in case. "Oh don't worry, we're just going to a pub so jeans and a t-shirt is fine. See you at eight," she said leaving me stunned and watching her strut out of there as if she were on a catwalk. What chance do you think you have with a girl like that? I asked myself, they just want you to make up the numbers to make the minibus cheaper. There's no way a goddess like her would go out with a wimp like you. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- Let me describe myself. I'm 5' 6" (168cm), I weigh 7st (112lb, 51kg), I have long reddish hair always tied back in a pony tail, green eyes. I used to get mistaken for a girl until I finally managed to grow something resembling a goatee. So you see not exactly the hunk most girls are looking for, I have had a couple of girls hitting on me, but that was before I grew the goatee, they thought I was a girl too. What could Stella, Star possibly see in me? --------------------------------***-------------------------------- I finished my shift in the snack bar and hurried back to my chalet, I threw off my clothes as I went in the door and jumped straight in the shower. As I came out of the shower I heard a whistle and looking up from towelling my hair I saw Star sitting on my bed. I cherried up instantly and dropped the towel down to hide my rising interest. She stood up and came over to me taking the towel from my unresisting hands and finished drying my hair, all the time guiding me to the bed. The bed made contact with the back of my knees and I collapsed backwards. Star knelt and taking my engorged member in her beautiful soft mouth, gave me my first blow job. Not that it took long, I'm surprised she managed to get her mouth around it before I exploded. She sucked and licked it clean and then kissed me, for some reason I found that very erotic. "Sorry Dave, I didn't realize you were a virgin. I wouldn't have just walked in on you if I'd known." "Well I don't exactly advertise the fact." "No, you don't. Come on get dressed, it's nearly time for the bus." I threw on a clean black t-shirt and my faded jeans. Pulled on some socks, shoved my feet into my desert boots and laced them up. Grabbing my keys and wallet I said, "OK I'm ready, shall we go?" As we walked to meet the others I said to Star, "Is it because you thought I was a virgin that you asked me out tonight?" "No, I didn't know. I asked you because I like you." "What? A goddess like you wants to be seen with an ugly skinny little runt like me?" "Don't put yourself down like that, you're not ugly." "OK then I'm just a skinny little runt." I'm afraid my basic insecurity, and inferiority complex was raising its ugly head and it seemed I was trying to get her to dump me before we were even seeing each other. "Well if you want to put it like that, then yes I, the goddess, want to be seen with a skinny little runt like you." She grinned at me and I felt her power over me increase and smiled back. She linked arms with me and we strolled up to the meeting point just as the last of the others was getting on the minibus. It wasn't until the driver set off that I realized that all of the others on the bus were girls, there were no guys in the party at all. "Am I the only guy?" "Yeah, but don't worry they don't bite. Besides you've got your goddess to take care of you." She grinned. She was never going to let me forget that I'd called her a goddess. "But surely my dark lady needs more worshippers," I joked with a chuckle. "Worshippers are like hot dogs, you can't eat more than one at a time," she said pointedly smiling at my slight discomfort at the memory of what happened in my chalet. The look of that smile on her cupids bow lips brought a tightening of the trousers. I was hoping nobody would notice when she glanced down and placing her hand on my growing bulge said, "Sorry lover, no more teasing until later, when we're alone." I nearly made a mess in my jeans at the sound of the promise in her voice, and a slight moan escaped my lips. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- I must admit I had fun that night with the girls all taking it in turns to teach me how to dance to the inane songs the DJ was playing, but they all stepped aside when Star wanted to dance with me. Dancing with Star was like having sex in public but with all of our clothes on. I was embarrassed and excited all at the same time. By the time the bus arrived to take us home I was more than a little drunk, Star helped me off the bus and back to my chalet. After that it is just a blur, but I woke up next to her in the morning. "Did we...?" I asked. "Unfortunately not, you passed out as soon as you sat on the bed to take your boots off. I had to undress you and put you to bed. I thought I'd better stay just in case..." "I'm so sorry, I shouldn't have drunk so much, I'm not that used to it," I said apologetically. "No harm done and at least you didn't throw up on me." She giggled. "Anyway it's our fault, we kept plying you with drink all night, trying to find your limit. Quite impressive by the way, I've been out with guys who couldn't drink half what you did before getting really obnoxious and passing out. You on the other hand came out of your shell and partied, before passing out." "I'm so sorry," I repeated. "I'll make it up to you!" "Yes you will," she said softly, kissing my cheek. "But for now I have to go, I've got chalets to clean. I'll see you after your shift." With that she pulled on her jeans and t-shirt and slipped out the door back to her own quarters. I lay there in my bed hardly able to believe that the most beautiful girl working at the holiday centre wanted to spend time with me. I was in heaven. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- It was coming up on six o'clock when Star walked into the snack bar, and gave me one of her radiant smiles. "Have you had your dinner yet? If not we could go together," she said giving me a kiss. "Erm, no. I was just finishing up here, then I was going to eat." "Good, I'm starving. I'll help you and we can go." --------------------------------***-------------------------------- I sat there toying with my food just looking at Star. I still couldn't believe she wanted to be with me. "Star, I know you shouldn't look a gift horse in the mouth, but why are you with me? I know you could have anyone you wanted, so why me?" I cringed inside, why didn't I keep my mouth shut. She was going to dump me before we even got to know each other. "I told you, I like you. You're not some bone head who's so in love with himself he thinks every girl he sleeps with should be grateful. You actually have a personality, and you're fun to be with. Hey, and anyway who are you calling a horse?" "I didn't mean you were a horse..," I said with embarrassment. She laughed and I realized she was having fun at my expense, but I didn't care, she was with me and that was all that mattered. I gave her a smile. "That's better, you're far too serious sometimes." She giggled. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- We went back to my chalet after eating where I almost leaped on her as soon as the door was closed. "Whoa! Slow down stud," she said fending me off. "We've got all night, take it slow and easy." She slowly peeled off my t-shirt and I followed suit and fumbled with her bra. Finally I managed to get it off and was rewarded by the sight of her incredible breasts. without thinking I bent my head and tenderly kissed her nipples, feeling them respond under my lips. "Ooh! That's much better, lover. You have such a sensitive mouth." I kissed them again, and tweaked them gently between my teeth as she guided us to the bed. She moaned, and I felt her nipples grow quickly between my lips. I could feel my erection matching her nipples in speed of growth, causing me some discomfort trapped as it was in my trousers. Star reached down and after undoing the button unzipped my fly, causing me to stop as my jeans slid to the floor. I carefully stepped out of the denim. and fumbling at her waist band continued to suck and tease her breasts. We hit the bed, and she pushed me over on to it backwards. She removed her own jeans and joined me, fondling my erection, after taking off my boxers, as she did. I almost came right there and then, as she pinioned me to the bed and sliding her perfect body up mine kissed me passionately, slipping her tongue past my unresisting lips. I moaned as a wave of euphoria swept over me. "Hey, slow down lover boy, wait for me to catch up," she said slipping out of her panties. Then holding me down by my shoulders she positioned her sex above my mouth. "What you have been doing to my breasts, just continue down there." she told me lowering herself onto my mouth, all the time pinning me to the bed. I did as she said and soon found my tongue slipping between her lips and finding her engorged clitoris. As I touched it for the first time with my tongue I felt her shudder and a deep guttural moan escaped her lips before she said breathlessly, "Oh yeah, that's it, I'll make you into the perfect lover yet." I buried my tongue deep into her as she started to grind herself into my face. The taste of her was wonderful, I don't know what I expected but nothing as good as she tasted. I could feel my own excitement building and knew that I wouldn't be able to contain myself much longer. She must have sensed it too because to my disappointment she lifted herself from my face and slid back down my body. Only, to my delight, too impale herself on my painfully engorged member. I had never felt anything so incredibly pleasurable in my whole life and pushed upwards with my hips trying to bury myself as deeply as possible inside her. Needless to say it wasn't long before my inexperience showed as I exploded with the first real orgasm of my life. She rolled us over so that I was now on top and kissing me said, "Would you mind finishing me off with your tongue babe?" Without thinking I slid down her body and pausing only to kiss her perfect thighs, buried my face in her sex once again, licking kissing and sucking until I felt her stiffen and clamp my head between her thighs as she bucked on the bed with her own climax. She pulled me up her and pushing her tongue between my lips kissed me with more passion than ever. It was only afterwards I realized that I had been licking up my own juices as I pleasured her. I was only shocked by the fact that I wasn't disgusted with myself for doing it. As we lay there wrapped in each other's arms afterwards she said, "I'll show you so many ways to please a woman, and I promise you'll have fun learning." --------------------------------***-------------------------------- I awoke the next morning and just lay there remembering the dream of having sex with Star. Suddenly I felt movement next to me and I realized it hadn't been a dream and she was still in bed with me. She rolled over and gave me a sleepy hug. "Make us a cup of tea, babes." she mumbled. I slipped out of bed and put the kettle on thinking I'd better wake her up again as soon as the tea was made. I was OK, even if I had work today, which I didn't as it was my day off, I wouldn't start until noon. Star on the other hand was a chalet maid and her day started at nine, and it was already eight. I took the tea over to the bed and gently kissed Star awake. "It's ten past eight, you're going to have to hurry if you're going to start work on time." "It's OK Davey, I've swapped days off with Emily. She's seeing Tony and his day off is the same as mine was, so everybody's happy." She smiled sleepily at me. After we finished our tea we had a morning shower together. It took longer than if we'd showered separately because we were having fun washing each other, which led to glorious sex under the steaming water. Another first for me, well there were going to be a lot of firsts over the next few weeks I suspected. We finally got out because the water was starting to run cold, and dried off. I could barely keep my hands off her, she was just so beautiful standing there all damp from the shower. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- We decided to go into town for the day, lying around the centre's swimming pool gets boring after the first few weeks. We went round the shops and Star bought a couple of new tops and a pair of shoes she said she couldn't resist. After a coffee and doughnut stop, we checked the cinema and there was a chick flick she wanted to see so we went in for the matin?e showing. I couldn't tell you what it was or what it was about, but Star enjoyed it, what she saw of it anyway. She spent quite a bit of it with her head in my lap and I had my eyes closed trying not to make a noise. Another first. On the way back to the bus stop we popped into a pub for a drink, we chatted about ourselves. She told me she had three brothers all older than her, they all looked out for their baby sister. She was spoiled rotten apparently, but from what I could see she had turned out OK. Not like some of the 'princesses' I'd gone to school with. She knew what she wanted but didn't throw a tantrum if she didn't get it. I'd grown up with two older sisters, the three of us brought up by our mother. I had never known my father, he died in a car crash two months before I was born. My sisters were five and seven years older than me and helped mum raise an unruly boy. Initially the life insurance covered our living expenses but eventually mum had to sell the house and move us into a two bedroom apartment, she slept in the living room. The girls had the main bedroom and I had a small box room. When I was old enough to go to school mum had to go out to work, and she had to work long hours to make ends meet. This left me to the tender mercies of my sisters. Don't get me wrong I love my sisters but to be allowed to play with them I had to let them dress me up, a five year old boy doesn't really understand the difference between boys and girls. They treated me like a living doll, dressing me up in old clothes that no longer fitted them. This went on for two years until mum came home early one evening and caught them putting makeup on my face whilst I was sat there in an old pink dress. She hit the roof, I was sent to my room to get changed while she chewed out my sisters. Even at the age of seven I didn't really understand what my sisters had done wrong, but I wasn't allowed to play with them after that. I don't know why I told Star all this, perhaps the two beers I had had loosened my tongue. I'd never told anyone about it before, but I felt I could trust Star. "Oh you poor thing, how could they treat you like that?" she said with a smile. "They were just playing, and I was happy, I was with my sisters and I loved them. I knew they wouldn't do anything to hurt me. I was very naive I suppose, even for a seven year old, I didn't know it was wrong for a little boy to wear a dress," I said trying to defend them. "But they must have known better they were older than you." She was still smiling. "If you think they were so mean why are you smiling?" "Oh, nothing." "Come on, what?" "I was just picturing you in a dress," she said with a giggle. I just went red in embarrassment. "I knew I shouldn't have said anything." "Oh baby, don't be like that. I like that you want to confide in me, I won't tell anyone," she said leaning over and taking all of my concerns away with a deep passionate kiss. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- As we were walking back through the holiday centre's entrance a contractor's truck was leaving. It hit a pothole and a large pot of paint came flying out of the back toward us. I pushed Star out of the way behind a tree, but I caught the full force of it as it hit the ground and exploded, showering me in green gloss paint. I was covered from head to toe, and the driver didn't even stop. I must have looked like the Jolly Green Midget Just then a fire engine came past, as I dripped green paint I wondered what they had been doing here. We found out as we approached the staff chalets. I'll explain about the accommodation. The staff chalets were what used to be used for the holiday makers when the centre first opened in the 1950's, they were little more than large garden sheds, sturdy wooden structures. The new housing for paying customers was all new brick built two and three room apartments, in blocks across the other side of the centre. The staff housing was due to be updated later this year, unfortunately. It seems that an unattended barbecue had set light to one of the staff chalets which had set two others alight before the fire brigade arrived. Mine was one of those destroyed, along with everything in it. The other guys were a bit more fortunate than me, they were of more average height and build and could borrow clothes from their friends. There was nobody my size, not among the boys that is. "Look you will just have to stay with me, we'll sort something out until you can get your stuff replaced," said Star. "Yeah, but all I've got is what I'm wearing, and that's all covered in green paint." "Like I said, we'll sort something out. Now come on we'd better get you cleaned up before the paint dries hard." I stripped off my boots, socks, jeans and t-shirt outside Star's chalet, and put them straight in the bin. There seemed to be no point trying to salvage them, it would have cost more for the paint remover than it would to just replace them. Star stripped off and joined me in the shower, but even with her help it took some scrubbing to get the paint off. "I'm sorry Davey, but we're just going to have to shave off your beard. There's no way we're going to be able to get the paint out." Star said producing a razor. "Oh, come on, it took me ages to grow it. It's the one thing that stops me being mistaken for a girl all the time," I whined. "We could always cut your hair," she said with a giggle. "No way I like my hair the way it is," I said in a bit of a panic. "That's good lover boy, so do I." She grinned at me. She handed me the razor and said, "There's something else that stops you being mistaken for a girl." I felt her fondling my cock and balls, suddenly I didn't care about the beard any more. "Star, unless you want me to cut myself you had better stop playing with your new toy and let me shave, you can play with it as much as you like after," I said not trying to stop her, I was enjoying it. She bent and kissed my cock stood up and said, "Spoil sport!" She gave me a big grin and left me to get on with it. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- I dried off and wrapping my hair in a hand towel went out to join Star. She had a few things on the bed. "I sorted out a few things that you can wear." I looked through what she had laid out. There was a pair of ice blue jeans some 't-shirts' a couple of pairs of black socks and some of her least girly looking knickers. "Thanks, at least none of it will make me look too feminine. Although the t-shirts are a bit pastel," I said with little enthusiasm. I pulled on a pair of socks, they came to just over the ankle. I picked up a pair of knickers, they were little different to men's slip briefs, they just had no waist band, and slipped them on. They were a little snug girls not needing quite as much room at the front, but comfortable none the less. A pastel blue t-shirt came next before I slid my legs into the jeans. They were stretch denim and narrow legged, when I pulled them up I found they were quite tight fitting around my hips too, although I had no difficulty doing up the button the fly took a bit of effort and left quite a bulge. "Looking good Davey, nice lunch box. You could never be mistaken for a girl in those jeans," Star said with a wicked grin. For my part I went bright red and started to take the jeans off. "I can't wear these, they're far too tight. I'm displaying everything to all and sundry." Star came over and putting her hand on my bulge kissed me and said, "I like it, looks very good to me." She kissed me again. I moaned and involuntarily pushed forward into her hand as I kissed her back. She pulled away, leaving me a little frustrated, and said, "It feels like you like it too." I reached out, grabbing her, and kissed her with all of the pent up passion I was feeling. "God, Star, I'll wear them if you want me to but they show just how aroused I'm feeling and I'm not sure I want everyone knowing how much you turn me on just by being in the same room, at least my old baggy jeans could hide that." "I don't mind people knowing you like me, and at least I'll be able to see if I have any competition." She smiled and returned my kiss before pushing me away saying, "I've got some trainers you can have, they're not too girly either." She pulled a shoebox from under the bed and held it out to me. I opened the box and found a pair of ordinary training shoes, the only thing that set them apart from anything I would ever have bought were the sparkly electric blue stripes on the sides. At least the stripes were blue and not pink, there again Star wasn't exactly a pink kind of girl. I tried them on and found that they fit surprisingly well. "OK, now that you're dressed it's time to go and eat." Saying that Star grabbed my hand and dragged me out of the chalet and off to the canteen for our evening meal. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- We walked in to the canteen and I heard a few wolf whistles, it took me a couple of seconds to realize that they were aimed at me, by the male chalet staff. When I did I went bright red and if it hadn't been for Star gripping my hand tightly I would have bolted back out of the door. "They're just jealous, you look great." Saying that Star pulled me close and planted a big kiss right on my lips in front of everyone. She dragged me to a table with some of the girls we had gone to the pub with. They all welcomed me and got me some coffee. The jeans were so tight they seemed to be suppressing my appetite and I decided on a ham salad. I ate a bit, but wasn't really feeling very hungry and just pushed the greens around my plate until everyone else had finished. I wasn't really paying much attention to anything so when one of the girls said, "Right that's the taxi booked, it'll be here in ten minutes." I wondered what was going on. "Star, what's going on?" "We're taking you out dancing, you need something to take your mind off what's happened today. Come on the taxi will be here in a minute." "After everything that's happened today I'm not sure I want to go out." "Come on," she said dragging me up. "The girls want to show you it's not as bad as it looks. They want you to go out with them, they like you and want to cheer you up." "OK, OK I'm coming," I grumbled. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- We went to the same place as last time and before long, after the girls had bought me a few drinks, I was up on the dance floor, enjoying myself. At one point, when I was dancing with Star, a couple of guys came over and started dancing with us, before I could say anything Star grabbed me and planted a big sloppy kiss on me and the guys just went off to find someone else to try and pull. "I knew these jeans were a mistake," I said, "Those guys thought we were two girls." "They still do, but at least they think we're lesbians now." "That won't always put them off, in fact some of them will take it as a challenge." "So what, they aren't getting into our panties are they?" "Well no, but..." "No buts, what does it matter what they think. We know the truth, and so do the girls, and they'll protect you." It happened a couple of more times but each time whoever I was dancing with just grabbed me and gave me a big kiss and smiled at the guys who just drifted away again. It got to a stage where I was starting to enjoy the attention, and when I was with Star I found myself dancing far more provocatively. So much so that she made a comment. "You seem to be getting off on the attention, but go careful lover we still have to get out of here and to the taxi, I don't want to find you face down in a gutter somewhere." "OK, sorry, I'll be careful." I got some funny looks the first time I visited the toilets, the guys seemed to think I was in the wrong one until I unzipped my fly and flopped it out. On the way out I heard one of them say "Now I understand why the best looking girl in the place is a lesbian. Lucky bastard." That comment made me feel ten feet tall, I knew Star was the best looking girl, I just didn't realize that everyone else thought so too. By the end of the night I was feeling on top of the world, and I had kept reasonably sober, slightly drunk but nothing like the last time when I could barely stand unaided. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- When we got back to Star's chalet she handed me a key saying "You'd better have this, otherwise you won't be able to get into our chalet if I'm not with you." "Thanks Star, but I'm sure they'll find me another chalet, probably sharing with one of the other guys that got burnt out." "That's all sorted, I've already had a word with the manager, while you were preoccupied at dinner, and she's OK with us sharing, especially as we are both staying on at the end of the season." She pulled my unresisting body close and made love to my mouth with her tongue. I could feel my restricted cock try to rise to the occasion, so could Star as we pressed our bodies together. "Come on lover," she said breaking off "I think he wants to go to bed." I pulled her back close again, kissed her and said, "I've never met anyone like you before Star, I've fallen head over heels for you, I'm glad that we're both staying on 'cause I really didn't know if I could if you weren't here." "Don't start getting all sentimental on me." "I'm sorry Star, but I can't help it, I love you." "Good, that's the way I planned it," she said grinning. "I love you too, lover." I reached down and slowly removed her top revealing her beautiful breasts encased in a black lace balconette bra, as I reached for her jeans button she undid mine and unzipped my fly, then she pulled my t- shirt off as I raised my hands to let her. We took our jeans off and still in our underwear made our way to the bed exploring each other's bodies with our hands and mouths. My cock restrained by my panties was having a difficult time of it, it felt as though it would burst through the thin fabric at any second, and I know Star could feel it as it was pressing against her. She pushed me backwards just as my legs touched the bed, we tumbled onto the duvet Star on top. She released me and pulled my panties off, before taking my painfully engorged member in her sweet soft mouth, it almost seemed as if she were swallowing me whole it went so far down her throat. The feeling was incredible. She swivelled around still keeping her mouth around me and presented my face with her panty clad pussy. I managed to remove her knickers without losing control of myself and proceeded to bury my face in her sex. I managed to stop myself from ejaculating too early by concentrating on pleasing Star as fully as possible before I lost control completely almost at the same time as she sat heavily on my face clamping my head between her thighs as she bucked through her own climax. As she lay next to me panting from our exertions she said, "It's getting harder to believe that just a few short days ago you were still a virgin. We'll make the perfect lover of you yet." "We?" "Yeah, you and me," she said rolling on her side throwing an arm across my chest and poking her tongue deep into my mouth as she kissed me. She tasted of my sperm, and I found my cock starting to rise again as our juices mingled as we kissed. She grinned at me as she straddled me and impaled herself on my freshly engorged member. She reached up and taking both of my wrists swiftly locked them into handcuffs I hadn't even realized were attached to the bed head. Another first, and one that seemed to turn me on even more. I strained not against the restraints but to prevent a premature ejaculation. She rode me mercilessly until she came for the second time, I had already shot my load but I stayed firm enough for her to finish. Star then moved up my body saying "I don't want to sleep on the wet patch and I won't make you do it either." With that she sat on my face and waited for me to start licking her out. The smell of our mingled juices found me getting hard again and I realized that I could deny her nothing and proceeded to stimulate her again as I licked up our combined orgasms. She came again before I had finished, by which time I was painfully erect again. Star slid back down my body and again took my cock in her mouth, as she sucked and licked I felt a pressure at my anus and before I could say anything she had slipped something in. It was so unexpected it took me by surprise, but oh what an orgasm that turned into as it vibrated against my prostate. I collapsed completely spent and didn't care if she removed the handcuffs or not. "What are you doing to me Star?" I mumbled in my exhaustion. "Turning you into the best lover there is, Davey baby, that's all. Now get some sleep," she said releasing my hands and snuggling in to me. Luckily it was a warm summer night as we were still on top of the duvet. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- I awoke the next morning feeling great. I may have lost all of my possessions but I had a girlfriend who loved me and I was having the best sex I could imagine. If she was little kinky I didn't mind, I was having fun. I slipped out of bed and put the kettle on for morning tea. Star stirred at the noise the kettle was making and getting up went to the bathroom. I took the tea back to the bed whilst Star was showering. She came our looking far more alert than when she went in. She took her tea and after a quick sip said, "I'll have to hurry if I'm not going to be late, just make yourself at home, it is after all your home now too." She then got dressed as I admired her from the bed. She kissed me on the lips and lifting the duvet kissed the tip of my rigid cock. "I'll catch you after your shift," she said. "I want to explore some more possibilities for your education." She grinned and was out of the door before I could think of a reply. She got me so horny just looking at her, I would have pulled her back to bed and made love to her all day, but I had to restrain myself. If she lost this job because of me I'd probably lose her, and that was the one thing I was certain I didn't want to lose. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- Star met me at six, and we went to eat together in the restaurant, apparently management didn't like us calling it a canteen. Most of the girls we went dancing with were there and called us over to their table. They asked if we were coming out tonight, and before I could say anything Star said, "No, we're having a quiet night in tonight." Most of the girls giggled at that, I blushed and that made them giggle more. After the meal we walked, hand in hand, slowly back to our chalet. When we got in Star rummaged in the carrier bag she was carrying and handed me two bottles, saying "This one is for your arms, legs and chest and this one is for your arm pits and groin and crack. Now strip off go in the bathroom, rub them in, leave for a few minutes and shower off thoroughly. I'll see you when you are finished." with that she pushed me toward the bathroom. Put these gloves and shower cap on when you do it. She added handing them to me too. I took the all of the things from her and did what she said without giving it a second thought. I did my under arms, groin and crack first, then used the other bottle to do my arms, legs and chest. Just as I was getting in the shower Star came in and helped me rinse off. She handed me a towel and as I started to wipe myself dry I exclaimed "Wow, Star, what was in those bottles. My skin is so sensitive." 'Hair removal cream, you will love how much more you can feel without your fur. it will make what comes next much more sensual." She grinned as my mouth fell open. She gently reached over and lifted my lower jaw for me. I was stunned, as I looked down and realized I was now completely hairless except for my head, and the sensitivity was making me as horny as hell. "But Star I can't go around like this!" I said pointing at my engorged cock. "I don't know, looks kind of alright to me!" With that she dropped to her knees and took me into her mouth fondling my hypersensitive balls as she did. As she licked and sucked my cock she stroked my thighs and balls, before long I was having trouble just standing up so she shuffled me back until I was resting against the sink just as I climaxed. She stood up and smiling kissed me, before I realized what she was doing, she was sharing my cum with me. My body betrayed me, I knew this wasn't normal, but I found it very erotic and my cock started to rise once more. As she led me back through to the bed/sitting room I said, "What are you doing to me Star? Everything you do seems to turn me on more than the last thing you did." "That's the idea Davey, I want you to enjoy it all. Then you'll be as kinky as me." She was smiling at me as she said it and I knew that whatever she wanted to do I would do it. "Now lie on the bed and I'll secure your wrists." I did as she asked and when my wrists were fastened into the cuffs she put a blindfold on me. "What's the blindfold for?" I asked. "What's coming next is going to be a little painful, so if you can't see it will be less so," she said as she secured my ankles to the foot of the bed. "You will love it once it's done though." "How painful?" I asked as she lifted my head. "Open your mouth," she said. "The pain won't be anything you can't bear, it will be intense but very brief." She slipped something that felt like a ball into my mouth and secured it behind my head. "Don't worry baby, I'll make it up to you." I heard her step away from the bed and open a cupboard. She came back and I felt a cold sensation on my right nipple, followed by excruciating pain. There seemed to be a secondary pain quickly after, like a pin prick. I realized why she had put the ball in my mouth, it had muffled the scream which had been ripped from me when the pain hit. I heard her walk around the bed and dreaded what I realized was coming next. Sure enough the cold against my left nipple, the horrendous pain and a pin prick. There were tears trickling down my face as Star released the blindfold and removed the ball gag. "What the hell have you done to me Star?" I asked. She brought a hand mirror and held it so that I could see my right nipple. "I've pierced your nipples for you, when they heal they will make our love making much more interesting for us both." I looked at the thick ring which was now embedded in my flesh, and whilst it was still quite painful my cock must have thought it looked good as he was as stiff as a pole. Star removed her clothes and climbing onto the bed straddled my hips and lowered herself onto my erection. She bent forward and very gently kissed my nipples before starting to rock backwards and forwards on my cock. I was in heaven and the pain in my nipples faded completely as my orgasm started to build. As I hit the peak Star pulled gently on my nipple rings and my orgasm reached new heights. Once again Star moved and sat on my face sharing our combined juices, as I brought her to another climax. Star rolled off me and kissed me as she released my hands from the cuffs, she then got up and removed the restraints from my ankles. She snuggled up to me after pulling the duvet over us both. "You had better keep your piercings dry for a few days until they start to heal properly, there is some special oil in the bathroom you can use to help heal them and to keep them clean." "Where did you learn about piercings?" "Oh a friend of my dad's runs a piercing studio and he gave me a Saturday job when I was sixteen. He showed me a few things when I was old enough, I could do you a Prince Albert but I won't, unless you feel like not having sex for about two months." "Oh no, I don't think I'd like that. Not now you've shown me what I was missing. You don't have any piercing though do you?" "I did have but I took them out when I applied for this job, there's an awful lot of people who won't employ you if you have that kind of jewellery. I might put one of them back in for you, I think you'd enjoy it." She smiled and wiggled her tongue at me. I held her close as we drifted off to sleep. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- Star brought me a cup of tea the next morning and handed me a couple of large sticking plasters. "These will help stop your t-shirt from irritating your nipples today. Put them on after you have a wash and clean your piercings with the oil. I've gotta dash, running late, see you later babes." With that she kissed me and left for work. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- That evening when we got back to the chalet Star blindfolded me again, but this time I wasn't tied to the bed she just had me stand naked in the middle of the room. I felt her put something around me and secure it at the front. I then felt her doing something at the back until I started to feel pressure in my waist and ribs. "Pull your stomach. Breath out as far as you can and hold it." I did as she said and felt the pressure increase until I could hold my breath no longer. I tried to breath in and found that I had to take shallow breaths as my body was so restricted. "Just a bit more, breathe out." I did and felt a yanking and it got even tighter round my chest. It felt like I could hardly breathe at all now. Star guided me across the room. "OK babe, sit down, carefully." I sat and found myself perched on a chair. Star put something on my right foot and I had a wonderful sensation as she pulled whatever it was up my leg, right up to my upper thigh. She repeated this with my left leg, the pleasurable feeling was just as good as before. She fiddled with something at my hips. "Stand up, and I'll finish up." I stood and again she fiddled with something but behind me this time. I felt her touching my thighs and something against my buttocks. "Just one more thing. Lift your feet, one at a time." I did, and soon felt an incredible sensation as she pulled something up to my waist. I heard the sound of a zipper. "OK darling I'm going to take off the blindfold now." I could feel an amazing softness brushing against my legs as I waited for her. Suddenly I could see again. I looked down and was shocked to see that she had dressed me in a green silk skirt which came to mid calf, my body was tightly laced into a black brocade corset and my legs were encased in black stockings. Once again my body betrayed me, there was an unsightly bulge in the front of the skirt. "We'll have to do something about that," Star said grinning at me. I was too stunned to say anything. She pushed me gently and I sat back down on the chair. She dropped to her knees and lifted my skirt and when she ran her hands softly up my legs I almost came there and then. She had barely taken me into her soft loving mouth when I could hold back no longer and came with shuddering gasps of pleasure. "That's better," she said swallowing. "We should be able to get you into a pair of panties and keep you under control now." She got me a fresh pair and helped me into them, tucking my cock back between my legs. Within a couple of minutes it was straining against the thin fabric, leaking into the gusset, as the skirt played against my legs again. I couldn't hold myself back any longer. I took Star in my arms and kissed her with more passion than I had ever shown before. "Why are you doing this to me? Don't get me wrong I may not have chosen to do it but, god woman, it feels so right. I love it." "After what you told me about your sisters I thought you would. I was right. Now make love to me my lesbian lover." I took her to the bed and as she lay back I started to caress her feet. I licked the soles and then proceeded to suck her toes. If her moans were anything to go by she was definitely enjoying that. After playing with her feet for a while I started up her legs, kissing their smooth glorious length until I reached her inner thighs. I then changed position and started to kiss her neck and throat, working my way down to her breasts. I kissed her all around her breasts taking her engorged nipples between my fingers and thumbs and tweaking them. I took one nipple into my mouth and dropped that hand down to her vagina, parting her labia and stroking her clitoris. At this point she started clawing at my back, which I took to be a good sign. I was so excited myself I started to wonder if my panties were strong enough to contain my cock. I continued to stroke her beautiful clitty with my thumb and penetrated her with two fingers, working them in and out, building the rhythm slowly getting faster and faster. Suddenly she clamped her thighs around my hand, which stopped my fingers pumping but I continued to stroke her clit as she shuddered and bucked through her orgasm. "Oh, Davey, stop. I can't take any more," she said panting. I released her and slid down to kiss her clitty, she shuddered again as I did so. "Do you like your new clothes?" "Oh Star! I would never have thought I would, but yes I love them. Even if the corset is a bit tight." "That's the point of a corset, it's meant to be tight. It meant we could get you into a skirt with an twenty inch waist, and soon we'll have you down to a eighteen inch waist." I was at a loss for words and so just pulled her to me and hugged her. She said, "You've got great legs by the way." I was pleased by her comment for some reason. "I've got some shoes for you, they're in a box under the bed. I pulled the box out and opening it I found a pair of stiletto heeled sandals, the same colour as my skirt. "The heel's a bit high, isn't it?" "It's four inches, and you'll soon get used to the height. Now put them on and give me a twirl." I did as she said and after putting on the shoes I stood up, wobbled a bit, and turned around pivoting on the ball of my right foot. "You make a beautiful girl." Her words before today would have made me angry, but for some reason now they just made me happy, and I grinned at her. She grinned back. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- I woke up to find Star up before me again. She handed me a cup of tea and what appeared to be flesh coloured panties. "That will keep you under control under your knickers, and wearing that you will have to sit to pee." I looked again at what she had handed me, it appeared to be the skin from a woman's hips and groin, complete with a Brazilian. "It's made of latex, it has a sheath in it to control your cock and allow you your normal bodily functions, you can use the loo without removing it. Certain sex acts are also possible." I got out of bed and slipped my legs in. After inserting myself into the sheath Star reached down and gently pushed my balls up and they slipped up into my body with an odd sensation. I finished pulling it fully on and when I looked down and was amazed, I appeared to be female from the waist down. I felt down there and discovered labia and a vagina, poking a finger in I found I could stimulate my cock, it felt weirdly exciting. I took Star's face gently between my hands and kissed her softly. "Thank you," I said not really knowing why. "There are two more in your top drawer, so you can wear it 24/7, changing them daily and washing them out to dry over night." Star kissed me and held me close, hugging me to her. It felt strange to be holding her standing hip to hip and not feel the usual rampant member between us, it felt so much more intimate, almost as if we were alone for the first time since we'd met. I could feel her nipples against my piercings and realized for the first time that we were exactly the same height. In fact thinking about it we seemed to be the same size all round, leg, waist height. No wonder her clothes fit me so well. "Sorry babes, as much as I would like to stay like this all day with you, I have to go to work. I've left you a new pair of jeans on the chair, along with a clean t-shirt and knickers. I'll come by the snack bar later and we'll go to dinner together." She kissed me again before releasing me and getting dressed. I just sat on the bed and indulged in my favourite past time, watching Star. I just loved the way she looked and moved. She looked up and smiled at me, I smiled back feeling so relaxed, turned on by the sight of the woman I loved, but with no urgency to that love. It came to me that whatever she was doing to me, I was a willing participant in her plans for me, and that whatever she wanted I would do it. After she had left, I went for my morning wash, still not able to shower yet, and found that if I was going to wear what I had on 24/7 I needed to adopt a new cleaning regime. After I had dried off I looked at the things Star had left me, the jeans looked fairly normal, the t-shirt was a bit girly, it was a sort of peach colour but nothing too extreme, The panties were a lot skimpier than I was used to and mostly lace. If that was what Star wanted me to wear, then who was I to argue, that's what I would wear. I slipped on the thong panties, they fit much better than the others had before everything was tidied away downstairs. Next I put on the t-shirt, it was very close fitting. It seemed to accentuate my slim waist, and it was too short to tuck in to my jeans. Under the t-shirt was a pair of white, short, ankle socks which I just put on. I put my legs in the jeans and found that they were tighter than the last pair. I forced my feet down to the ends of the legs and, standing up, pulled them up. Or at least I attempted to pull them up, I managed to get them almost to my hips, before they jammed. I managed to wriggle them up to my waist but had to lie on the floor to button them up and zip up the fly, even then I struggled. When I finally managed to get them on and stand up again they felt as tight as the corset that Star had had me wear. I must admit though they felt really comfortable, it was as though my clothes were hugging me. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- There I was dressed in super skinny jeans and a t-shirt which hugged my waist, showed my belly button and left a huge gap between it and the top of my jeans. Could I go to work dressed like this though? Did I dare go to work like this? Well it was what Star wanted, so yes I could, and would, go to work dressed as she wanted me to dress. OK then shoes, I looked for my trainers and found a shoe box with a note taped to it saying wear these. I opened the box and found a pair of pink and white striped canvas wedges. Star what were you doing to me? I mustered my courage, after all I had already decided to do as Star wanted, and put on the shoes, tying the laces around my ankles like I'd seen Star do. I stood up, wobbled slightly, not used to having a three inch heel, and took a few experimental steps around the chalet. I found that by taking smaller steps I could manage OK, if I practiced from now until I went to work I think I'll get the hang of it. By the time I had to leave for work I was walking as if I had always worn wedge heels three inches high, and they felt so natural on my feet I had all but forgotten I was wearing them. I popped into the restaurant and had a light lunch, just a small pawn salad. before going to the snack bar to start my shift. I'd never met the person who covered the morning shift as they knocked off at twelve, and as I had my lunch before starting we'd never met. "Oh hi," said a girl, "I thought that the afternoon shift was done by a guy. I'm Michelle, I do the mornings here." "Hi Michelle, I'm Dave, I lost a bet with my girlfriend and had to wear her clothes. Don't ask..." was the first thing that popped into my head. "I'm surprised you're still here, you've normally gone by the time I start." "I was a bit late this morning, so I thought I would work late to make up. Saves getting my pay docked. Anyway it's nice to meet you." She held out her hand and I shook it. She left with a strange look on her face. I don't think she believed me about losing a bet, but it was the best I could think of at the time. It didn't matter anyway, I'd probably never see her again. The day went as usual, with me clearing up after messy customers, putting trays away, wiping tables and sweeping the floor, until finally about five to six Star arrived. We put the last few things away and went for dinner. We sat at our usual table, with the girls, and one, Amber I think, said, "Who's you're friend?" Without batting an eye Star replied, "Oh, this is Jade, she's new. She's taken over from Dave." They all said hi and I just gave them a little wave, and gave Star a glare that I hoped the others didn't notice. I picked at my food, just pushing it around the plate, wishing I was somewhere else. I didn't dare say a word, I knew that I didn't sound like 'Jade' and wasn't prepared to try for the first time here and now. We finally got out of there and on the way to the chalet I said, "What the hell was that all about? Jade? Really?" "Well Jade, the way you look now I don't think that they would understand what we are doing, and Jade was the first name that I thought of, because of the colour of your eyes." "I don't understand what we are doing, but if it's what you want then I'll do whatever I can to make you happy." She grabbed me, hugged me and kissed me as we fell through the chalet door. I grabbed hold of her and staggered as I stopped Star from hitting the floor. We collapsed in a heap giggling. "OK, so I'm now Jade, at least to our friends, but what about this?" I said pointing at my chest. "How are your nipples feeling?" "They're fine, no pain at all now. There seems to be some minor swelling in my chest but the nipple rings are healing nicely. Why?" She got up and opening a drawer took something out and threw it to me saying, "Take off your top and put that on." Instinctively I snatched it out of the air, realizing as I caught it what it was. I removed my shirt and put on the bra by putting it around me, doing it up in front, turning it and putting the straps over my shoulders. The cups looked a bit empty. "There seems to be something missing," I said. "Don't worry, that's being taken care of." She held out her hands showing me what appeared to be a pair of breasts. Without thinking about it I took them from her. They felt very realistic. I put them in the bra cups and pressed them against my chest. "We can use surgical adhesive to secure them properly later. They are a C cup by the way, like mine. Now put your top back on and we'll see how it looks." I replaced my t-shirt, it was even tighter now I had something to fill it out, and looked in the mirror. I saw a reasonably good looking girl looking back at me. "Wow! Is that me? Sorry, stupid question, what I should have said was it's hard to believe that that's me." "I told you that you make a beautiful girl, I wasn't wrong was I? You'll be stunning with a bit of make up." "How far is this going to go Star?" "As far as we want it to go, you don't want to stop now do you?" "Well, no, not if you don't want to, but Star I'm so confused. You are my girlfriend, aren't you? If you are what does that make me?" "Well I suppose that it makes you my girlfriend, girlfriend." She giggled, and I couldn't help but smile. I took her in my arms and hugged her close. I could feel her breasts pushing against my false ones, which in turn pressed against my chest and pierced nipples. I found it quite erotic and kissed her neck, nibbling gently with my teeth. She responded by squeezing my bum and grinding her thigh between my legs. Star broke away. "Babe, Jade, I've got something else for you." She went to her night stand and brought back a small flower patterned bag and a CD, handing them to me she said. "This is your make-up bag and the CD will teach you how to talk like a girl without going all squeaky. I want you to practice with both every morning before you go to work. OK?" "Erm, yeah, OK. I want to do anything to make you happy, but why are we doing this?" "OK, I'll be honest with you, I like boys and girls. You know, I'm bi- sexual, but I'm fed up of having to choose one or the other, I really like you and when you didn't complain at all when I put you in a skirt and stockings, I thought perhaps I had found the perfect solution, if you were willing," she said with a worried look on her face. I took her in my arms and hugged her close. "Oh my goddess, you know by now that I'll do anything for you, or at least I hope you do. Please no more keeping things from me." "OK, erm, there is one more little thing...." "What?" I said warily. "You remember when I pierced your nipples...?" "How could I forget?" "Well... I gave you two massive hormone injections at the same time, you may have felt a pin prick just after each piercing." "That's what that was...? But you didn't know I'd be OK with any of this at that time... Why?" "well you looked so good, but so flat chested, I knew you'd look so much better with tits and I couldn't help myself, and just did it. I'm sorry." My mind was in a whirl, how did I feel about this? I thought about how I looked at the moment and gave a little chuckle. "Well that explains the swelling in my chest then, and if I'm OK with these false ones, I think that real ones will be so cool." I gave her a little squeeze. I felt her start to shudder and it took me a moment to realize she was crying. "Star, baby, what's wrong." "Nothing, I'm just so relieved, I thought you might dump me when you found out what I was doing to you." "Goddess, you can do to me whatever you want and not only will I not complain I'll help you, I love you too much to lose you. I'll be whatever you want me to be." She squeezed me tight and burst into full blown tears of joy. I must admit I joined her, and we stood there crying on each other's shoulders for a while. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- The next morning as I was making tea there was a knock at the chalet door, I threw on a bathrobe and opened it. The staff manager was standing there with an envelope in her hand. "Oh good David, I have your compensation here for the loss of your possessions in the fire, we thought you would prefer cash so that you wouldn't have to wait for a cheque to clear. If you will just sign here to say you have received it," she said handing me the envelope and a clipboard. I glanced at the form and signed my name on the dotted line. "Thanks, that was a lot quicker than expected." "To be honest the insurance hasn't paid out yet but it was felt that we couldn't expect you to continue working here without adequate clothing, so this is out of petty cash. We'll get it back from the insurance company eventually. Bye now" and she walked off smiling to herself. It was only as I shut the door I realized why she had been smiling, I was wearing probably the only pink thing that Star owned, the shocking pink silk bathrobe. Oh well, it fit with my new persona. "'Morning Star," I said waking he with a cup of tea. "Look what I've just been given." "Hmm? What? Oh thanks for the tea. What have you got?" "The company have just given me compensation for the fire." "That's good darling, we can go shopping on our next day off and get all of the things Jade is going to need." "What sort of things is Jade going to need?" "Well she is going to need skirts, tops, leggings, jeans, lingerie and shoes, that's just for starters. You, sorry she will also need at least one handbag, cosmetics, perfume. Oh and the one essential item no girl can be without an LBD." "'Scuse me if I'm bein' fick, but what's an LBD?" "It's alright lover, I don't think you're thick, you've only been an honorary girl for a day, so it's not surprising you don't know what an LBD is. It's a Little Black Dress, the essential item in any woman's wardrobe." "Oh, well yeah. Little black dress, if it's an essential then I'll have to have one. Star I'm going to need so much help, I don't know how to be a woman, but I want to be your girlfriend more than anything." "Well it's our day off soon, so we'll go shopping then." --------------------------------***-------------------------------- I woke the next morning feeling insecure. Was I doing the right thing? Did I want to be a girl? What if we split up, what would I do then? "Come on, sleepyhead. I've made you a cup of tea." I looked at my goddess and all of my fears just disappeared, it didn't matter what the future held, I was her girlfriend and that was all I cared about. "'Morning goddess," I said smiling. "Thanks for the tea." I think she could sense something because the next thing she said was. "Look if you think this is all going a bit too fast we can slow down a bit, until you're sure it's the right thing, but I love you and I want us to be happy together, with each other." "No, I want to be your girlfriend, but I was just thinking about what might happen. You know, like what if you decided that you didn't want me anymore. What would I do then? Would I still want to be a girl? Am I just doing this because I would do anything to be with you? Am I doing this because I want to? I'm so confused." "We could go and see a shrink, if you like." "No, I don't think I want to. The only thing I am certain of at the moment is that I love you and I will do whatever it takes to make you happy." "Love is a two way street. We will do whatever it takes to make us happy, Even if it means I have to grow a cock and balls." I giggled. "No, that won't ever be necessary. I want you just the way you are, and I want me to be just the way you want me to be. I actually like what we're doing, I was just feeling a bit insecure, but as soon as I saw you this morning I knew that I wanted to be your girlfriend and that was all that mattered, Whatever the future holds is unimportant, what is important is us." I got out of bed and hugged her tight, feeling our bodies so close together without my rampant cock between us made me feel even closer to her, he was still trying to stand to attention and I was still feeling as horny as hell but there didn't seem to be the same urgency as when he was unrestrained, I could enjoy the feel of her and take my time to explore her intimate places without my need for release overwhelming me. I could feel her nipples against mine, and even knowing the nipple rings made me more sensitive it felt even more intense than it had before. "I think your breasts are getting bigger," she said with a smile. "You think so?" I said hopefully. "I do, we are going to have to keep a record of your growth, so we can gauge what size bras to get you." "Well the breast forms you gave me are a C cup you said." "Yes, but eventually you are going to have titties of your own and we are going to have to know what size so that we can get the right bra for you. The first thing we need to do though is fix your breast forms on so that you are not relying on your bra to hold them up, that way they will be much more secure and there is no danger of them just falling out." "It sounds so weird to be talking about my titties, and my bra. He's all confused as well," I said unconsciously grinding my hips into her. "I can tell, we have just enough time for me to sort that out for you, you just get back on the bed and I'll join you in a sec." I did as she asked, and shortly she joined me she was wearing a harness around her hips and she had what looked like a rampant cock sticking out. She had a tube of KY in her hand and she squeezed onto her fingers and applied it to my vulva saying, "You are going to enjoy this, I think." She leant over me and spread my legs with her knees before gently inserting her dildo into me, as it rubbed past my cock I had the most incredible feeling and as she penetrated my shemale pussy I felt complete. She kissed me as she started to rock her hips back and forth. I instinctively matched her movements and before long the stimulation of my cock and prostate at the same time brought me to the most intense orgasm I have ever had, I locked my legs around her trying to get her as deep inside me as I could as my whole body shuddered and bucked in ecstasy. "That's my girl," she murmured in my ear, nibbling on my earlobe. "Now I have to go or I'll be late, I've left some clothes for you on the chair." The sense of loss as she withdrew from me was unexpected, and I tried to hold on to her. "Jade, darling, I have to go." "I don't want you to, but I know you have to," I said releasing her. "I'll see you this evening my love." I removed my vagina panties, rinsed them out and had a shower. Afterwards I dusted myself with baby powder and slipped on a fresh pair, I then stood in front of the mirror and using the medical adhesive firmly attached my breasts, they were so close to my own skin tone that it was almost impossible for me to tell they weren't real. I started to get horny just looking at the girl looking back at me. I tore myself away from the mirror, before I started fingering myself, and went to look at the clothes Star had left for me. I found a black lace balconette bra and matching panties. a little baby blue crop top which covered my breasts and shoulders but not much else, a tartan skirt which came to mid thigh, and a pair of barely black holdup stockings. She had also left me a pair of stiletto heeled lace up ankle boots. At least the heels were only three and a half inches. Beneath the clothes I found she had also left me a book on make-up technique, which reminded me I had to practice with my make-up and start learning how to talk like a girl. I put the CD on and sat down in front of the dressing table mirror, I got out my make-up and as I practiced the vocal techniques I read about foundation and the importance of cleansing and moisturising. As I wasn't planning on going out for the evening, just to work I skipped ahead to the sections on eyes and lips. I gave my eyebrows a bit of definition with some, painful, plucking and an eyebrow pencil, I didn't do too badly and was happy with the result after the third attempt. When I tried my hand at eyeshadow the result was a disaster, as far as I was concerned, I either ended up looking like Coco the clown or a ten dollar whore. At least I managed to apply eyeliner to my satisfaction, I liked the extra definition it gave my eyes. My attempts with mascara and lipstick were far more successful, only two attempts with each before I was happy. The mascara felt quite strange at first, it made my eyelashes feel heavy, the lipstick felt nice though, a slick coating on my lips made them feel fuller, sexier, altogether more kissable. All in all I found I actually liked the feeling. If I hadn't read the book I wouldn't have realized that it is much better to apply lipstick with a brush rather than straight from the tube, or that it is best to define the lips with a lip pencil and then apply the lipstick. Looking at myself in the mirror made me realize my hair needed something doing to it, a simple pony tail was OK but I thought I'd try something different, only slightly, but different none the less. I brushed out my hair and gathering just the top half gathered that back in a high pony tail allowing the rest of my hair to hang loose. Checking in the mirror I liked the effect. I looked at the clock and suddenly realized it was nearly time for me to go to work. I switched off the CD player, checked myself in the mirror, decided I'd done a good job with the face and I hurriedly put on my clothes, I slipped on the stockings and wondered if I would ever get used to how it felt sliding them up my smooth legs, I hoped not. I pulled on my skirt did the hooks on the waist band and zipped it up. Putting on the little top made me realize how small it was, it came to just below my breasts and hugged them tightly, showing every curve. I wasn't too sure about wearing it until I looked in the mirror and saw how sexy I looked in it. I put on the heels and stopping only to put my make-up bag in my handbag, slipped the strap over my shoulder and hurried off to work, trying my best to walk like Star. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- When Star arrived that evening so that we could walk to the restaurant together I had already finished and was sat at a table waiting for her. She walked in and looked around as if searching for someone, I realized she didn't recognize me so I gave her a wave and a smile. I stood up and walked over to her. "Wow, babe, you've done well for a first attempt at your make-up. I almost didn't recognize you, you've done your hair differently as well, I like it." "The book you left for me helped a lot. I still couldn't get the eyeshadow right though, I ended up looking either ridiculous or a tart, but I'll get there, I just need practice." She gave me a big kiss. "Mind my lippy!" I giggled. She giggled with me. "Just think how strange those words would have sounded coming from you just a week ago." "I know, I wouldn't have believed you if you told me when we first started seeing each other that I would be your girlfriend within a month I would have laughed in your face. But I'm glad that my girlfriend has her own girlfriend." I gave her a hug. "I love you, and I love who you, no we, are turning me into. I am going to have to look into changing my name legally to Jade." "We can get that started when we go shopping for your new wardrobe." Star smiled at me. "Good idea, I'll look up local solicitors (lawyers) so that it is all legal and proper." "Just going to the Ladies," I said as we entered the restaurant. I felt I needed to touch up my make-up. "I'll come with you." We entered the ladies toilets, and after a quick look to ensure we were alone, I all but leapt on Star. I wrapped my arms around her and kissed her as if I had never kissed her before. I only broke off when I heard the outer door open. I quickly looked in the mirror and touched up my lippy and mascara. and I was ready. Star on the other hand had to wipe off the lipstick I had plastered all over her face before she could repair her own make-up. I grinned at her. We left the ladies room and made our way to our usual table, where the girls had kept a couple of places for us. I just had what was becoming my usual, a salad, tonight I had a salad with sliced hardboiled egg. After we had eaten Star and I went back to our chalet where we just kicked off our shoes and snuggled up together and watched a bit of TV. I got up the next morning early. I made tea for Star and me, and headed for the shower. I stripped off the vagina panties and stepped in to the shower stall. As I soaped my body it seemed wrong to have breasts and a cock. Suddenly I felt someone soaping my back for me, Star had come in quietly and joined me in the shower. She reached around and started soaping my shemale clitty, until it was stiff. She turned me around, rinsed me off, and stepping forward raised herself onto it, and slowly lowered herself until we were standing in the shower hip to hip, me buried deep inside her. We stayed like that for a minute just holding each other. Then she started to move her hips and I matched her rhythm, slowly we increased the tempo and brought each other to orgasm simultaneously. "Wow, that was amazing. I didn't think he'd ever get to do that again." "Hey, lover, you forget I like boys as well as girls, that is why we are changing you after all." "I know, but it was starting to feel wrong to even have a cock, even though I know you like it." "Like it? I love your cock, it's just the right size, it fits perfectly, as we've just proved." "Yeah, well I was just feeling a bit insecure, especially after you making love to me yesterday morning like you did. Don't get me wrong, I loved it and I could live with it if that was what you wanted, but I would miss making love to you like we just did." "Jade, baby, we will make love in all sorts of different ways, but I'll still want your cock in me more than just sometimes. Look it's our day off tomorrow, so practice your speaking. Your make-up was fine yesterday and that will do, I'll put a little eyeshadow on for you if you want, but trust me you can get away without it for a shopping trip. I've got to get ready for work, I'll see you this evening." With that she kissed me and went to get dressed. I finished drying off, and went to see what Star had left for me to wear. She had left me a range of things, the skirt from yesterday, the super skinny jeans, a pair of shorts (which I wasn't allowed to wear to work) and a few tops, a crop top like yesterdays but cerise, a white blouse and a skinny t-shirt in bottle green similar to the one I'd worn on the first day I wore girls clothes to work. I decided to wear the super skinny jeans and the cerise crop top, and the pink and white striped canvas wedges. There were three sets of underwear as well, black, white and red, all very lacy with thong knickers. I selected the red as most suitable to go with the cerise top. I powdered my nether regions and put on fresh vagina panties followed by the lingerie, I then put on the CD and went to the dressing table to do my make-up. I found that Star had left me a set of false nails the same colour as my lipstick. I put those on first, I knew it would make it more difficult to do my face but if I was going to grow my own I wouldn't have the luxury of taking them off every time I did my make-up. I persevered with my face whilst following the CD trying to cram in a lifetime of experience in a few short hours, I didn't think I was doing badly, I did after all have the advantage of being brought up in a home free of male influence. Maybe that's what drew Star to me, perhaps I had unconsciously picked up some feminine traits, if I had I don't think it showed enough for anyone to notice consciously, after all I had never been accused of being girly, even at school. I attempted a bit of eyeshadow again, this time I kept it simple, just a bit of greeny bronze which I thought would complement my green eyes and auburn hair. I was actually quite pleased with the result and hoped Star would be too. I then squeezed myself into the jeans and put on the crop top. I slipped my feet into the wedges and tied them off around my ankles just like last time. Checking the time I found I still had an hour before my shift officially started, two if you included my lunch break, so I persevered with learning to talk like a woman. I became so engrossed that I was almost late for work and made it with only a minute to spare and no lunch. After an uneventful day I nipped in to the ladies loo to touch up my make-up before Star came to meet me. As we chatted on the way to dinner she said, "The speech lessons seem to be taking well, and I see you have got the hang of basic eyeshadow." "Do you think so, it's so hard to tell on my own. I was worried that I still sounded too much like Dave. Do you think my eyes are OK, I thought they were but I wasn't sure what you'd think." "Nobody would ever mistake you for Dave now, Jade, and your eyes are great, you can practice more advanced styles at your leisure. You are very quick at picking all this up." "It probably comes from being raised by mum and my sisters and no man in the house, I'm probably subconsciously remembering how they spoke and copying that." "Whatever it is it's impressive, you need have no fear about talking to the girls at dinner." "I don't think I'll be doing much talking I got carried away this morning with the CD, I missed lunch and I'm ravenous. I think I need something more substantial than a salad for a change." "Silly girl, I know you don't eat breakfast so lunch for you is the most important meal of the day." "I know, I know. It's not as if I missed lunch deliberately, I just got carried away learning how to talk properly. and I've been paying for it all day. Now I'm going to have the paella, some good solid carbs will fill my hollow tummy." "Don't stuff yourself, I think the girls are planning on taking the new girl out tonight to introduce her to the group." She grinned at me. New girl? "Oh, you mean me! But, when, I'll have to change, it was OK for Dave to go out in the clothes he wore to work, but Jade couldn't possibly do that, and until I, we, go shopping I haven't got anything to wear." "Don't worry I'll sort you out something, just act surprised when they ask, I wasn't supposed to say anything. But I had to warn you so that you would be prepared to say yes without worrying about clothes." I think I was convincingly surprised when they asked me, I told them I would need at least an hour to get ready and they said not to worry the taxi was booked for ten, and that we were going to a night club after a quick drink in the pub. "Clubbing? I'll kill you later!" I hissed at Star. She just smiled her heart melting smile at me. "Star what am I going to do? They will want to see ID at the club, and the only ID I have belongs to some guy named Dave. And any way, half these clubs are 21 and over, we both know I'm only 18, so what am I going to do?" "You forget I'm only 20, and I get in the clubs with no problem. They only check the ID on girls who look under age, but I have a solution you'll see," she said enigmatically. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- Back at the chalet Star said, "Go have a quick shower, keep your hair dry we don't have time to style it tonight." I came out of the shower and threw on our bathrobe whilst Star finished her make-up. I was still worried about ID, how was I going to get into a club. When she had finished she said, "Come here and sit down facing me, I'm going to do your face for you for tonight, then we'll be half way to getting you in the club." She did my face, first she used a cleanser followed by a moisturiser. when that had settled she used a touch of foundation and a bit of blusher. She started on my eyes, using a liquid eyeliner she outlined my eyes and stretched the outer corners up toward my temples. She then started at the inner corners with a deep bronze eyeshadow, and followed with a green above that finishing with a light greenish yellow up to the brow line. Blending the colours as she changed from one to the next. She then defined my brows with an eye brow pencil, plucking yet more hairs as she did. She shaped my lips with a lip pencil and used a much darker shade of lipstick than I had been wearing until now. When she had finished I couldn't believe it was me looking back from the mirror, the girl looking back at me looked so sophisticated and serious until her face split in a huge grin. I jumped up and gave Star a big hug. "Careful, we don't want to ruin your face before we go anywhere." "Sorry Star, but you have made me beautiful." "You have always been beautiful darling, I've just brought it out." "I'll never be as good as you at doing my make-up!" "Of course you will, it just takes practice and I've had a lot more practice than you. I've put some things on the bed for you, go and get dressed." What I found on the bed were, fishnet tights (pantyhose), black satin and lace panties, a red micro-mini skirt, a spangly black boob tube and 5" stiletto heeled calf length patent leather lace-up boots. "I can't go out dressed like that!" Star came up behind me an slipped off the bathrobe, letting it drop to the floor. "Why? Is it not making you horny enough?" she said fondling my groin, fingering my vagina and shemale clitty. "I see you are turned on," she said presenting her finger to my mouth, I licked my pre-cum from it and moaned with frustration. She was right as usual, the sight of those clothes and the thought of me wearing them was making me wet. "OK you win, but how I'll survive the night I don't know. I'm just about ready to cum in my panties right now, and I'm not even wearing any! I take it I'm not wearing a bra tonight, forget I said that. What was I thinking? A bra with a boob tube, I can't think of a worse look off hand." I pulled on my knickers, followed by the fishnet tights. I stood and put on the boob tube and the skirt. I sat down to put on the boots, and realized for the first time just how little the skirt covered. I was going to have to be very careful not to show it all to all and sundry. "Are you sure about this skirt Star, it's very short," I said turning to see where she was. "I'm sure," she said, as I saw she was wearing the same as me but reversed, a black micro mini, red spangly boob tube and red patent leather boots. "Jeez Star. If I look half as good as you we'd better take a big stick each to fend off the guys." "Jade you look every bit as good as me, better I think. No need to worry about the guys, it's me you have to defend yourself from." "Aah! Defending myself from you, that's easy. Sorry I should have said I'm easy, take me I'm yours!" I said dramatically throwing the back of my hand up to my forehead. Star and I burst into giggles, and I had to give her a hug. "Right, enough silliness, here is a bag for you," she said handing me a small red handbag with a gold chain shoulder strap. "It has everything you need in it except your money." She picked up a matching bag for herself in black. "When you say everything I need..." "Have a look," she said smiling. I opened the bag and along with some make-up essentials I found a money purse. Opening that I discovered an ID card in the name Jade Collins, it said I was 21, the birth date was the same as mine just three years earlier. I looked up at Star gob smacked. "Close your mouth darling, you're catching flys. I've had one since I started here there's a guy in town who can get them, they're genuine, even if they check, your ID is on the system." "But... But..." was all I could say. "I had him get one for you, the day after we decided your name was Jade. He delivered it today while you were at work. I would have got one for Dave, but he didn't stick around long enough for me to tell him about it." "I'm sure he had a good reason for going away." I giggled. "Thank you! I would smother you in kisses, but I don't want to ruin our make-up. I'll thank you properly later!" "I look forward to it, but now we have to go catch the taxi." We strolled together, arm in arm, to where we were getting the taxi into town. All of the other girls were arriving at the same time. They smiled and waved to us. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- We went to the same pub as last time, although I had to make out that I had never been there before, and I decided that I wasn't going to behave like Dave, so I just had a diet cola, I hate diet drinks they just don't taste the same, which meant that I wasn't drinking fast anyway. We had just a couple of drinks in the pub, and lots of dancing, but around eleven the girls decided it was time to go to the club. We all trooped out, laughing and giggling, and were nearly at the club before I saw the queue outside. "Star, look at the queue, how are we going to get in?" "Don't worry babes, we have a secret weapon." We walked up the outside of the line and I noticed that the majority of the people queuing up were male, there were some girls but they were with their boyfriends. We got to the head of the queue and the bouncers, sorry door security staff, said hi to one of the girls and waved us through. They didn't even check ID. We were waved through without having to pay the entry fee too. "Star what's going on, how come we just get shown through, when everyone else has to pay?" "Well you see this club is owned by the same people who own the holiday centre, and there is a reciprocal arrangement, staff from here can use the centre and we can get in here, all for free. Neat huh." "You knew this all along and you didn't tell me! You made me worry that I would get found out, and still said nothing," I hissed to her angrily. "I didn't realize you were so worried about it, honestly." "What? Technically I'm under age for this place, also technically I'm the wrong gender for the clothes I'm wearing, so what's to be worried about?" "I suppose when you put it like that... Sorry." "It's a good job I love you, and I can't stay mad at you. Oh! Get me a drink, and I'll forgive you, stick a Bacardi in it this time." She kissed me and went to the bar to get the drinks. Luckily we were wearing the same shade of lipstick. By the time she returned I had got over it and forgiven her. She handed me my drink and I gave her a big kiss. "Sorry, I over reacted. I should trust you, I know you wouldn't do anything to put me at risk," I said with feeling. "That's OK, I should have told you, but I wanted it to be a surprise, a pleasant one I'd hoped. Let's join the others and get dancing." We wandered through the crowd to where the others had miraculously managed to get a table where we could put our drinks safely while we were on the dance floor. I had a great night, mostly dancing with Star. I even got chatted up a few times, but Star rescued me each time, eventually. She seemed to enjoy seeing me trying not to hurt their feelings when I turned them down, and seeing me get all nervous hoping they didn't realize I wasn't 100% girl. We had the final slow dance together, holding each other close. By that time I think everyone in the place knew we were together. Then we all left to get our taxi back, we had arranged for it to meet us at the pub, it's always a nightmare getting a cab outside a club, even one you have prebooked. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- I awoke bleary eyed the next morning, and felt sorry for most of the girls as they had to go to work. We had got in at two thirty but it took nearly an hour to remove our make-up and get ready for bed. When I looked in the mirror I realized that I hadn't done quite as good a job as I might have, I had a touch of panda eye. Eyeliner can be so hard to remove. Especially when you're tired. I went and put the kettle on for tea and sat at the dressing table and using a cleanser finished removing the make-up I had missed the night before. I gently woke Star with a kiss and a cup of tea, before going for my shower. I was starting to get nervous about our shopping trip. Surely the shop assistants would know I wasn't a real girl. Perhaps Star could do it for me, we were the same size after all. I had broad hips for a guy, so much so that much to my mum's disgust she had to buy me girls trousers when I was a kid. She didn't tell me though, no, but my sisters thought it was funny that they had been told off for putting me in girls clothes and then mum had to do the same. I never told mum I knew, but the knowledge was handy when I started buying my own clothes, it meant I didn't have to spend time not finding jeans in the boys section and went straight to the girls department. Thinking of my sisters made me want to tell them about Star, but I didn't want to do that until I was sure of our relationship. I was absolutely positive I wanted to spend the rest of my life with Star, as Jade, but I had to be sure that Star wanted the same thing. I came out of the shower, in my usual morning state of ambiguous gender. Cock hanging down and titties up top. When I saw Star sitting up in bed, sipping tea, he wasn't hanging down any longer. She could wear an old sack and still look sexy, and sitting there in bare flesh and bed sheet was far from an old sack. "Morning Glory," Star said giggling. "You're pleased to see me then." "Always pleased to see you my love, most of the time it doesn't show though." I grinned. "That looks painful, come here and I'll help you get the swelling down." "You know just the right thing to say to a girl," I said wandering over as he pointed the way, bobbing lazily in front." When I got to the bed Star took hold of my rod, and looking at it said, "You are causing my girlfriend some grief." She slapped him gently across the head, I thought that he'd been as stiff as he could be, but with that slap he seemed to turn into an iron bar. "Now I'm going to make you behave." With that she kissed him and took him into her mouth still warm from her tea. It felt fantastic and I went weak at the knees. Star reached behind me and grasping my buttocks pulled my hips toward her, thrusting my cock down her throat. She pulled back, sucking and grazing the surface with her teeth. Popped him out of her mouth, kissed the end and said to it "Do you deserve to be happy? Look at the pain on my girlfriend's face." She pointed him up so that I could see him weeping pre-cum. "Star, baby, let me bury my face between your thighs, and he can take care of himself later," I said, my voice husky with desire. "Now there's an offer I can't refuse," she said giving him another little slap and throwing back the duvet. I crawled up the bed between her legs kissing as many different areas as possible, until I reached the apex. I kissed her outer labia and gently penetrated her vulva with my tongue, seeking her clitoris. She gasped as I found it and lapped at it, building the tempo slowly. I changed from using the tip of my tongue to the broader area behind, allowing me to ease the tip into her vagina, increasing the pace until she clamped my head between her thighs, moaning for me to stop as I sucked up her juices thirstily, while she bucked through her orgasm. She reached down and taking my head gently coaxed me up her body, my breast forms caressing her until we were locked lip to lip, with my cock gently probing before slipping into her. She started to move her hips gently back and forth, and I matched her rhythm. I was so aroused that it didn't take long before I lost control and called her name as my own orgasm over took me. We lay there for a little while my rapidly shrinking cock still inside her. Suddenly she put her hand down between her legs as I slipped out. As she searched for a tissue to prevent a wet patch, I slipped back down and lapped up the potential mess before it could stain the sheets. "You really don't mind doing that do you?" she said. "Mind? No I don't mind anything as long as it keeps me close to you. Anyway what's to mind? If you can swallow my cum why would I think it wrong for me to clean you up after we have had fun, it gives me a chance to get you off again. Besides even after I've been there you taste gorgeous. I learned quite early in our relationship that my cum doesn't taste bad anyway, after all you kissed me and shared my juices with me very early on. And you had me clean you up to stop a wet patch the other night." "Yeah, but I didn't know if you minded or not." In reply I just busied myself with bringing her to orgasm once more and was soon rewarded by her clamping my head again. When she released me I just looked up and smiled at her, licking her juices from my lips. "Well that's breakfast taken care of then." Star just giggled. After Star had her shower we went over what I was going to wear for our shopping trip. I thought I'd be alright with jeans and a t-shirt. Star said I'd be better off with a little strappy top and a skirt as it would be easier to take off when trying on clothes. She also suggested I wear a pair of courts (pumps) as I would be able to slip them on and off easily. "OK then, the tartan skirt, a little black strappy top and courts. Best wear the holdup stockings as well and a lace bra and panties. We'll catch the bus into town but I'm sure we are going to need a taxi to get back." "You know, Star, it would be far easier if you just took the money and went shopping without me, we're the same size anyway." "What, deprive you of the joys of retail therapy. Oh no, my love you don't get out of it that easily. I don't care if you do have cold feet, you are going shopping and you will enjoy it. That's an order." --------------------------------***-------------------------------- So I found myself in the middle of town, in a busy shopping mall, dressed in a short skirt, little top, bra, panties and high heeled court shoes, shopping for girl clothes for me, and I found I wasn't nervous anymore, I was excited. I couldn't wait to find out where Star was going to take me first. "Well, here we are, what do you want to buy first?" Star asked. "What? Oh! Erm... Well you said an LBD was an essential, so why don't we do the essentials first?" I replied. "OK then the essentials. That's lingerie, shoes, bags, make-up and of course the little black dress. By the way You never said how much they gave you in compensation." "Didn't I, oh! Err... That's 'cos I haven't looked," I said getting the envelope out of my bag and ripping it open." "What kind of air-head have I got myself involved with? You haven't looked? You may not have enough for the LBD, let alone the other essentials!" she said exasperated. ".... 45, 46, 47, 48, 49, 50. Err, Star..." "What's up. fifty twenties that's a thousand, it'll be tight but we can get you a basic wardrobe for that." "Star look!" I showed her the envelope. "Oh my god! You mean they've given you fifties, that's two and a half grand. Still only a basic wardrobe, but less basic than it would have been. No designer labels, but good quality none the less." "I thought I'd have to put some of my savings toward it, but..." "Oh, baby, You might still have to, it all depends on how far up the fashion ladder you want to go, from supermarket own brands to top designers, you could spend the whole lot on one designer item and still have to add to it from your savings." "To be honest I've never really thought about it, usually I'm lucky if I find something that fits without having to resort to women's or children's wear." OK then let's head for lingerie, but first we need to pop into a nail bar and get your nails done properly." "What's wrong with the ones I have?" "Really? You're happy with temporary stick-on nails? No way is any girlfriend of mine going around with cheap plastic nails, I only left those for you so that you could get used to long nails, but now you are having proper ones whether you like it or not!" "OK," I said smiling. "I love it when you're so masterful, mistressful? No doesn't sound right, dominant, yeah that's it, my beautiful dominant goddess. I bow down and worship at your feet. Oooh! Can I suck your toes while I'm doing it?" "I may let you," Star said with mock seriousness. "But only if you kiss me on the lips afterwards." "As my goddess commands," I said grinning. "Come on loony, there's the nail bar, it's still early and there isn't a queue. We'll be in and out in less than half an hour." "Hi I'm Trudie, what can I do for you today?" said the girl I get at the nail bar. I look a bit blank but Star said, "Give her a set of acrylics with a 10mm extension and any design she wants, I'm paying. I'll be with Sally getting mine done." And she goes and sat at another position. "Err, hi Trudie, I'm Jade." Trudie handed me a book of designs to choose from, one catched my eye. At first I thought it was just a squiggly line running across all of the nails with a heart on the thumb nail, then I realized it spelled love. "Trudie," I said in a low voice as I don't want Star to hear, "I'd like something like this but could I have 'I Luv *' on each hand." "Of course you can sweetie, what colours would you like?" "Oh, well I'd like it to stand out, what do you think of cerise as a base with lime green for the lettering and the star." "Well that would stand out, OK, if you're sure," she said stripping off the cheap nails. "Oh dear, your nails are in terrible condition, at least you don't bite them." "Well I never bothered with them until I met Star," I said as she trimmed my real nails to a uniform length, and smoothed them out with an emery board. "Bit of a tomboy were you?" "Well, you could say that, yes." "Don't worry sweetie I'll sort them out for you, but promise me you'll come back once a month so we can take proper care of them. OK?" She said sorting out my cuticles. "OK, Trudie. I promise. Have you known Star long?" "Star, oh yeah we were best friends at school." She started applying the acrylic nails. "I didn't know she was a local girl, she never said." "Well her parents don't approve of her, ahem, lifestyle choices. I couldn't see them disapproving of you though, you're lovely." "Oh! Err! Thank you," I said feeling a bit flustered. "That's OK, sweetie. What style do you want straight or shaped?" "What? Oh the nails, shaped I think, I prefer shaped." "OK. Almond or stiletto?" "Eh? Oh, the shape. Erm, stiletto, I think. That's the shape Star has, isn't it?" "Yes, so stiletto nails it is then," Trudie said smiling at me. She cut and filed the acrylics, and as she applied the first coat of polish said, "How long have you and Star been together?" "Oh, not long at all really, we just hit it off straight away. Then my chalet burned down and she insisted I move in with her. We've been inseparable ever since." "Is that why you're dressing up for her?" she said applying the graphics. "What? What do you mean," I said panicking slightly. "Don't worry sweetie, I've known Star a long time and I've never seen her so happy. We had a little fling before I decided I like boys better, Star could never make up her mind. You seem to have changed that, so I approve. She's still special to me, don't break her heart." "Oh, Trudie, I love her and I want to spend the rest of my life with her, I couldn't hurt her. That's why I am the way I am, I'll do anything to make her happy. Did she tell you?" I asked worried. "Good, I think you and me can be friends sweetie, and no she didn't tell me, but knowing her the way I do and seeing her so happy I guessed, you gave nothing away except how nervous you are. There we go, what do you think? Careful they're not dry yet and I need to apply a clear top coat." Relieved that I hadn't been outed I looked at my nails. "Trudie, they are wonderful, do you think Star will like them." "Oh I'm sure she'll love them. Right put your hands in here," she said indicating a machine in front of me. "Once they dry I'll apply the top coat." When my nails were finished I gave Trudie a big hug "Thank you Trudie, for everything." I sat and flicked through a fashion magazine while I waited for Star. I got to the end of an article on trends in hair styles and looked up to see Star smiling at me. "Sorry, you should have said something," I said. "No you're OK, I was just admiring the view. I like your nails, but you didn't have to." Smiling I blushed at the complement. I put down the magazine and wiggled my fingers at her. "You're right I didn't have to, but I wanted to. Anyway it's just a simple statement of fact, and I want everyone to know how I feel about you." She smiled at that. "Come on, I've already paid and we've got shopping to do." "Thanks Trudie, see you in a month." I waved. She looked up from her client, smiled and waved. "I like Trudie," I said to Star. "That's good, she's my best friend." "I know, she told me. I didn't know you were a local girl. She also guessed about me." "Fancy her do you?" "NO! Anyway I'm not her type." "Part of you is." "And that part, like the rest of me belongs only to you." She gave me a hug. "Good, we'll have to make sure it stays that way. Here we are." I looked around, and realized I hadn't been taking any notice of our surroundings. We were outside a lingerie shop, and I started to get nervous all over again. "Star, won't they realize... You know..." "They may do, but that doesn't matter, you are with me and I'll fend off any awkward situations." --------------------------------***-------------------------------- "Can I help you, ladies?" asked an assistant. "Yes, thank you. Jade here lost everything in the recent fire at the holiday centre, so we are looking to rebuild her wardrobe. She is going to need everyday essentials, basques, stockings, and something for under more formal wear." "Ah! Yes I see Madam." She looked at me and said, "If you will just come this way, we'll make sure we get you the correct fitting." I gave Star a slightly panicked look, she just smiled and winked at me. I followed her to the back of the shop where she stopped outside a curtain, coughed gently, and looked behind it. "This way," she said holding open the curtain. "If you will remove your top we can get an accurate size, but just looking I'd say that you are a 32C." "Erm, yes, this is one of Star's bra's but it is comfortable," I said taking my top off. "Good it's an unpadded bra, It makes it easier to get an accurate measurement." She adjusted the bra straps a little and then put her tape measure around me, measuring below my breasts, across the fullest part and across my upper chest above the breasts. "I was correct in my first assessment, 32C. You may put your top back on and we will go and find just the right items for you." She smiled at me, waited for me to replace my top and led me back to Star. "I suggest as a minimum two bra's each of black, white and flesh colour. Five pairs of knickers in each colour, two full slips and two half slips one black and one white. One white basque and one black. If you are going to wear traditional stockings rather than tights then I suggest you will need a suspender belt in black and one in white. Stockings are a personal preference but I suggest five pairs each of barely black, black, honey, nude, and two pairs each of opaque black and white. I guessed from the way she said tights that she herself wore stockings, and didn't approve of anyone who wore anything else. I just hoped she didn't look down on people who wore hold-ups, after all that's what I was wearing. She showed me some of the styles of bra they had available, I decided against any full cup ones, and went more for the plunge and balconette types. She recommended that I go for underwired bra's as they give better shape and support. Also if I wanted more cleavage then push-up plunge bra's were the way to go. By this time I was having trouble hiding my embarrassment, but did pick out some lovely lacy underwired push-up bra's. I also picked out some seamless ones for wearing under tighter clothing. Then I was shown the different styles of panties, traditional full briefs, medium leg and high leg briefs, shorties and thongs. I'd already got used to thongs, and found them comfortable enough, but Star suggested I'd be better off with some others as well. So I picked out some high leg briefs to supplement the thongs. I picked out some lovely lacy basques and some satiny slips. The lady then showed us a selection of stockings and to my relief suggested I might like to include some hold-ups as they were better with shorter skirts. When I had selected all of my purchases I was shocked to find out how much it came to. "Six hundred," I hissed at Star, whilst the assistant was bagging my things for me. "Five eighty five actually, but I know what you mean. It costs a lot to look and feel good. It still leaves you two grand for the rest, which could be enough, if we are careful. Seriously though you don't want cut price underwear it either doesn't fit properly, or it wears out really quickly." "If I'd known how much the things you were lending me cost I'd never have had the nerve to put them on." "Good job I didn't tell you then isn't it? You liked them though didn't you?" "Yes, I did. But..." "No buts, only the best for my girlfriend. Anyway you've got your own now for me to borrow." She grinned at me as the sales lady handed over the bags. We left the shop and Star said, "Right the next essential, the LBD, that could set you back a few hundred on its own, but trust me it will be worth it." "A few hundred for one dress!" "That's if we don't buy a designer label, stick another zero on it if you want a name on it." "No way, I can't afford designer. We've got a lot to get with the remaining two thousand." "You said it sister." I felt all warm inside when she called me sister, it brought home more than anything else up to now what we were doing to me. I looked past Star at our reflections in the shop windows and saw two girls on a shopping spree, and I felt good about it. I smiled too myself. "What are you smiling at now?" "I was just thinking about the journey I'm on, and I realized I don't miss Dave at all. I'm happy with who I am, your girlfriend Jade. So I have decided that I will pay whatever it costs to buy the clothes Jade needs, even if it takes every penny I've been saving on top of the two and a half grand I started with." She gave me a big hug and a kiss. "Thank you darling, it means a lot to hear you say you are happy with what we are doing to you." --------------------------------***-------------------------------- "Star I've come to realize I'm happier as Jade than I ever was as Dave. Will you marry me," I suddenly blurted out. "What?" Star exclaimed. "You can't mean that, we've only known each other for a few weeks, You've only been Jade for a few days." "Star, I know that I don't want to be without you, I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Whatever it takes." "We're both crazy, but yes then I will marry you, who gets to wear the dress?" "I thought both of us. You have made me the happiest... Err... girl in the world. We'll have to get you a ring." "No, we'll have to get us rings, but we will make do with cheap ones for now. We're not going to spend your clothing money for that." "Oh my god, I'm going to have to tell my sisters, I don't know how to tell my mum, the getting married bit would be OK, but how do I explain the rest? Hi mum I've met the most wonderful girl in the world and I'm going to be her wife, I'd like my sisters to be my brides maids. Somehow I don't think she is going to be very pleased." "When I tell my parents I don't think there will be any reaction at all. Not even a reply to the RSVP invitation. What do you think to Trudie as my bride's maid?" "I think Trudie is the chief brides maid, she'd never forgive you otherwise, but if I have two, you will have to have two. It wouldn't be fair otherwise. But enough of this we haven't even bought the engagement rings, I haven't told my sisters they have a new one, or that their brother is gone for good. Let's finish the shopping, then we can plan for the future when we know how little we have to start a life together with." "Got bossy in our new found sisterhood have we?" "No but there's no point worrying about tomorrow when we don't even know what today will throw in our faces." "Right you are then Jade, mistress of all she surveys, where to next?" "The jewellers, we may not have much but what I have is enough for a ring for my fianc?e. I know, before you say it, that I can't afford much, but I can and will spend a couple of hundred on a ring for you, it's the least I can do to show my commitment to you. Then to a solicitor, to get the name change paperwork started. After all I want to get married under my real name, not the one I used to be known as in a different life." --------------------------------***-------------------------------- After looking at all of the rings in our price range we chose one with a star sapphire with an insignificant diamond on either side, the diamonds were only noticeable because of the way they caught the light. Star made me try it on as well, it was a perfect fit on both of our fingers. We found a solicitor who could spare me half an hour to go over the requirements for changing my name, just as we were going in, Star said, "I must have left my purse at the jewellers, you do what needs to be done here and I'll be back before you've finished." I didn't have a chance to reply as she shot out the door, and I had to go in to the office. We went through the forms, and I discovered that it was quite easy to change your name really. I was also informed that it could be done at the wedding, after all he said you have already paid for a legal name change when you pay for the marriage licence. I said no, I wanted to get married as Jade, not David. I resolved to get a couple of days off and go to visit one of my sisters. That way I could kill two birds with one stone, I wasn't looking forward to it. I came out of the office with the papers and Star was there waiting for me. "All sorted?" I nodded. She dropped to one knee and presenting me with a small box, opened it and said, "Jade will you make me the happiest girl in the world?" I looked in the box and saw a ring to match the one we had bought her but with jade replacing the star sapphire. I burst into tears and could barely stammer "Yyess." I told her what I had in mind to do, and how nervous I was about it. "If we can swing it, I'll come with you if you like." "That would be great, but we may not be able to get the time off." "Look if we arrange it for the day after our day off, I'm sure they would be OK with it, as long as we give them enough time to arrange cover. That way we have two days to do it in and only need one day off without pay. Let's finish our shopping trip and pop in to the centre's office on the way back." The rest of the spree went by in a blur, Star chose all of the clothes we bought, I just handed over money when prompted to. I do remember the little black dress though, It had a close fitting bodice which left one shoulder bare and a floaty skirt with an asymmetric hem line. And it was mine, although if Star asked I'd let her borrow it. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- We called in to the office on the way back to the chalet. They said there was no problem with having a day off but not next week, the earliest would be the following week. We booked that day off, and I tried to raise the courage to phone my sisters to tell them I was coming to see them. I sat down and summoning every last vestige of Dave I called my sister Sally. "Hi Sally, it's Dave." "Are you OK, you sound a little funny?" "No I'm fine, must be the hay fever I've been suffering from. Look I'll get straight to the point, I'd like to come and see you and Becky, the week after next. Is that OK?" "What is it you want to see us about? You're not in trouble are you?" "No I'm not in trouble, but I don't want to talk about it over the phone, I'll come and see you in two weeks today, OK." "OK, but can't you at least give me a hint?" "Sorry, Sally, but I need to do this face to face. Take care, bye." I hung up before she could start interrogating me, I knew with a few more questions I'd be telling her everything. My sisters had that effect on me, I couldn't keep anything from them once they decided I was going to tell them. When I was a kid they would hold me down and tickle me 'til I told them everything. These days I think it was a Pavlovian response, I could hold out for so long and then I just had to tell them whatever it was they wanted to know. That evening I wasn't feeling hungry, so I didn't go to dinner, I think I was still stressing over what I was going to say to my sisters. Star brought me back a tuna salad, and forced me to eat some of it. "If you don't eat some of your dinner you won't get any afters!" She said opening her legs wide, showing me she wasn't wearing any knickers. I tried but I really wasn't hungry, not for food at least. Star relented and came and sat on my face anyway. I was happy, the only thing I had to worry about was keeping my goddess happy, the outside world just faded out for a while. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- The next day I refused to switch on my phone, in case my sisters tried to get information out of me. Besides why did I need my phone on anyway, if Star needed me she knew exactly where to find me, I was either with her or at work, the only time we were apart was when she went to work in the morning, and I was practicing my speech, make-up and deportment. I wasn't likely to be wandering round the resort listening to a disc about how to talk like a girl whilst doing my make-up and walking like a model on the catwalk, Which is exactly what I was doing in the chalet. I had found a great web site for video tutorials about make-up, far better than the amateur videos on YouTube. Don't get me wrong some of those girls (and guys) did a beautiful job, but the quality of the video was in most cases terrible. Typical grainy, shaky phone camera footage. By the end of the week I had been practicing so much that I was going to have to go shopping on my next day off to replenish my make-up supplies, but I was confident that I could do a very good job on my eyes myself now, and far quicker than my first attempts. I was wearing eyeshadow to work every day now, and I was confident that I no longer looked like a hooker or a clown. Generally Saturday is a much quieter day than any other as that weeks holiday makers leave in the morning and the new intake arrive in the afternoon. It gives me and the chalet staff a chance to do a full clean once a week. I was mopping the floor under the tables by the windows when I saw two young women who looked remarkably like my sisters wandering the centre, I dismissed it as just my mind playing tricks on me, after all what would they be doing here I was going to see them in just over a week's time. I had forgotten all about it by the time Star met me for dinner. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- Later that evening there was a knock at the chalet door. I opened it and standing there were my sisters. "Hi, we're looking for Dave," said Sally, my oldest sister. I was stunned, "Who is it Jade?" Called Star from the bathroom. "Err... Two women looking for Dave," I said trying desperately to figure out what to do. "Well show them in and make them a cup of tea." "Err... Yes... Come in I'll put the kettle on." At this point Star came out of the bathroom, wearing our bathrobe. "Please sit down, I'm Star Dave's girlfriend. Can I help?" "We're Dave's sisters, we got a strange call from him, he wouldn't say but something was bothering him. We got worried and managed to book a week here at short notice." "I know that he wanted to tell you something, isn't that right Jade?" Star said showing them to the two chairs. I put the tea on the table in front of them. "Err... Yes..." I said, reverting back to Dave's voice "Sally, Becky, I'm not sure how to start." "Dave?..." "Err, yes it's me. I can explain..." "You can? Oh this has got to be good!" "I want you to meet my fianc?e, Star." I grabbed Star's left hand and showed them our engagement rings. "We are planning on getting married, what I wanted to see you about was to tell you about me and to ask you to be my bridesmaids." They turned to Star. "What on earth have you done to our brother?" they said accusingly. "Nothing I didn't consent to," I started to say. "We were talking to her," they snarled at me. "I only carried on from where you left off. Jade has told me about what you did when she was a little boy. She loves her sisters and subconsciously still doesn't think what you did was wrong. Neither do I, you just wanted to play with your brother in the only way you knew. I love Jade, the person you used to know as Dave, she is a sweet and loving person and we want to spend the rest of our lives together." They looked from Star to me and back again. "Dave what is she talking about?" "My name is Jade now, I've already started the paperwork to change it. I told Star all about you dressing me up in your old clothes and putting make-up on me, and she decided to see how I reacted when she did the same. My blossoming into Jade took us both by surprise, a very welcome surprise I must admit. I really do want you to be my bridesmaids. We will both be going down the aisle in wedding dresses. But not until we can convince mum and Star's parents." I got a shocked look from Star, I hadn't told her my idea about getting our parents to the wedding. I had only just decided that that was the right thing to do, and hadn't a clue how to do it. "I am going to need your help with that. Not just mum but I'm hoping you could help with Star's parents as well." Sally and Becky looked at each other and with that silent communication they had nodded to each other and Sally said, "OK, Da... Jade, we'll help, we always wanted a sister and now it looks as though we have two." They stood up and gave Star and me a big hug each. Becky said, "Are you going all the way?" Gesturing at me. "Well, no, you see Star, Erm how do I put it? Star bats for both teams. That's the main reason her parents aren't speaking to her." I looked across at Star to make sure I wasn't speaking out of turn. She just nodded to me. "So I'll be keeping the extra plumbing so to speak," I added a bit sheepishly. I went to Star and put my arm around her. "I worship the ground this woman walks on and I will do everything humanly possible to make her happy. I want the two people I love nearly as much to be friends with her." I was so relieved, the meeting with my sisters hadn't been as traumatic as I had been expecting, in fact they had accepted me as I was far, far easier than I had hoped in my wildest dreams. Sally said, "Just one final question, are you both sure this isn't some holiday romance, and you will go your separate ways when you leave this place?" "I can't speak for Star, but as far as I'm concerned, Yes I'm sure, this is a commitment for life, and don't tell me I'm only eighteen and don't know what tomorrow will bring, nobody knows the future, I'm willing to risk everything for Star." "Jade is the first person I've ever met who I feel I can commit to whole heartedly, with no reservations what so ever, if she is willing to give her all how can I do anything less. I have found my life partner in a place where I was hiding from the world, I came here to work because all relationships in a place like this are fleeting, I wasn't looking for a soul mate, I was looking for someone to have fun with, and I'll admit I had some fun but then I met Dave and everything changed, he was such an innocent. When we started seeing each other he asked me what I saw in, and I quote, an ugly little dweeb like him, I didn't think he was ugly, quite the opposite, and little was good, I was fed up with the macho he- men I knew. That first night, the girls and me, we got him out of his shell and we haven't been able to get her back inside it since." She grinned at me. "I just know I want to spend the rest of my life with this beautiful, wonderful person." She blushed. I hugged her tight, put my head on her shoulder and burst into tears. Up 'til then I hadn't realized how much I cared if Star loved me or not, but with her statement to my sisters, I realized how much she did care and my unconscious stress vanished and opened the flood gates, and the tears were tears of joy and relief. My sisters came and it became a group hug, with Star and me in the middle and the girls surrounding us. "Star." I sobbed. "If your family doesn't come round, then you can share mine. I know my sisters will come to love you as much as I do. Just not in the same way, I hope." I tried to joke, it doesn't work too well when you are crying. But it got a giggle out of her and the emotional storm passed. We separated and my sisters sat back on the chairs. I pulled over the stool from the dressing table for Star and I perched on the end of the bed. "Let's see those rings properly." We held out our hands for my sisters to see "Star's has a star sapphire and mine is jade, but you can see that." I waffled. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- "Something that you don't know, Da.. Jade," said Becky. "There was a trust fund set up when dad died for his children, he knew you were coming, even if he didn't know what you were going to be. It was set up so that it pays out on your twenty first birthday or when you marry. It's not huge, about twenty thousand, but it will set you two up in a place of your own." "I have a confession to make." We all stared at Star. "My family owns this holiday centre, and ten others like it, so we don't have to worry about money. In fact my trust fund matures on my next birthday, and I will make Jade a very rich girl." "Your Stella Warlin? But....." "Yes that is me, the spoilt brat that was all over the papers a few of years ago. My parents will insist on a pre-nup, but we can get around that later" "No, no way, I'd insist on the pre-nup myself now I know who you really are." "With my body I thee worship, with all my worldly goods I thee endow that's how the traditional vows go isn't it?" "Yes but..." "No buts, those are the words I will be using when we get married, I won't insist that you use the same ones, but I will mean every single word." "Star you know I worship you body and soul, and you have everything I own in this chalet, but I will not lay claim to anything you own, now or in the future." "You don't need to lay claim to it if it is yours anyway, as the wording of the vows say all my worldly goods I thee endow, that means they are yours. I will have no argument on this point Jade accept it," she said with such force it brooked no argument. "OK, goddess."I said meekly, I glanced at my sisters and smiled at them. "See what I have to put up with? She bosses me around mercilessly." I grinned at Star. I stood and moved over to Star, I lowered myself to the floor at her feet, keeping my knees together and tucking my heels under the stool I rested my head on her legs. "So when were you two love birds planning on getting married?" I looked at Star, she shrugged as if to say this was your idea, "Well I only proposed on Wednesday, and I wanted to tell you about us first, so we haven't even discussed it. Traditionally the month to go for is June, what do you think Star?" "Well I suppose that gives us ten months to get all of the parents on side. Hopefully the weather will be right, and we can have an outdoor reception." She got a distant look in her eye. "Penny for them," I said. "Hmm? Oh I was just thinking about dancing with you on our wedding day, that will confuse the guests, two brides and no groom." "Dancing! Yes! You two will have to come out with us this week, I never knew how much fun dancing could be until Star dragged me out the first night we started seeing each other." Sally and Becky looked from me to Star and said in unison, "You got... her, dancing without having to force her on to the dance floor? You must be the goddess she thinks you are, divine intervention is the only possible explanation." "Not really, alcohol works wonders to loosen someone up, and to keep their confidence you just need to sleep with them." Star said grinning from ear to ear. "Yeah, and sleep was all we did, I was so drunk I could barely stand, the girls kept plying me with drink all night. What she didn't tell you was she invited me for a night down the pub with some of the guys, except all of the guys were girls." "I was lucky, she doesn't snore and she didn't throw up on me," Star said ignoring my comment. "We would love to go dancing with the pair of you. When?" said Becky. "We usually go out on the night of our day off, so Wednesday?" I said. Sally and Becky looked at each other and Sally said, "OK, it's a date." Suddenly an old childhood memory surfaced "When we were kids and you used to dress me up we used to dance around the living room. Do you think that's why I never liked dancing as a guy, and why I was OK when I was on a night out with the girls?" My sisters looked guiltily at each other. "If that is the reason, don't worry, I'm quite happy to dance around our handbags so to speak. In fact I'm happy to have a handbag to dance around, and now that I'm used to them dancing in heels is a lot easier than I ever thought it was going to be. Shall we go to the resort bar and toast our new found sisterhood?" "Give me a few minutes to put some clothes on, and I'm up for it," Star said "OK," chorused Sally and Becky. While Star got ready I demonstrated how adept I had got at doing my make-up, I wasn't trying to show my sisters how good I was it's just that they stared fascinated whilst I did it. "I would never have believed that our Davey would be making up his face voluntarily, but then again I suppose he isn't is he, it's Jade doing her face. Do you miss being Dave?" said Becky. "No I don't miss being Dave, in fact I'm much happier being Jade, it's almost as if I was always meant to be Jade. Thank you both for the early training, I really do mean that, without you dressing me up as a kid I would probably have thought what Star and me were doing was wrong and perverse, and I would never have found my soul mate." "We got hell from mum for that for weeks afterwards, and every so often for years she'd ask if we'd been dressing you up again." "That's probably because just every now and then I'd miss playing with you two, and I'd put on things from the washing basket. I never had the nerve to come out and ask to play with you though, you didn't want a boy around." "Oh Davey! oops, sorry Jade, It's not that we didn't want you to play with us, it's just, well, little boys and little girls play with different things, you probably wouldn't have wanted to play with our dolls any more than we wanted to play with your cars." "I used to play with your dolls, when there was no one else around. I didn't want mum to find out, I thought she would tell you off again, and I didn't want that when it wasn't your fault." "Thank god for that, for years I thought my Barbie's moved around on their own because sometimes they weren't in the same place as I'd put them and it couldn't have been Becky because she was with me. I thought mum was doing it for some strange reason of her own." "Sorry, I thought I always put them back in the same place." "It doesn't matter now, but if I'd caught you then I'd have killed you." Star came back dressed and made up ready to go. "What have I missed?" "Just Jade here telling us about dressing up when no one was around and playing with Sally's Barbie dolls. Looks as though she had quite a girly childhood after all." I blushed and Star said, "You've been holding back on me, you never told me any of that." "Well, no, but it's not something a guy tells anyone about, I would have told you eventually, it just came out now because my sisters are here." --------------------------------***-------------------------------- We got to the bar and the girls told Star and me to get a table and they would get the drinks in. We found an empty table and as we sat down there was a big cheer from the bar. We looked round and saw that everyone was looking at us as my grinning sisters carried an ice bucket with a bottle of champagne in it to the table. "What have you done?" "We just asked for a bottle of champagne so that we could toast our little sister getting engaged to her girlfriend. It wasn't our fault that everyone overheard us, I think that barman is deaf I had to shout." Sally said grinning. Becky poured a glass each and passing them round said, "To our sister Jade and her fianc?e Star, may they have a long and happy life together." Sally topped up the glasses with the last of the champagne and said, "To Star, the latest addition to our family." As we drained our glasses a second bottle was delivered by the barman "Thanks Tom, but we didn't order this one. Who's it from?" Star asked. Tom said nothing, just nodded toward the end of the bar. "Oh! My! God!" "Star what is it?" "The gentleman at the end of the bar. That's my father!" I stood up and went up to Star's father "Mr Warlin, I'm Jade, please come and join us. If you don't we will have to join you." I gave him my sweetest smile. "Very well," he grunted. I grabbed another chair as we approached the table and put it between mine and Star's. He glanced at his daughter but said nothing as he sat down. "Mr Warlin, so pleased to meet you, I'm Sally and this is Becky, we're Jade's sisters." "Pleased to meet you, I'm sure." He said half rising from his chair. "Mr Warlin, sir, I'm glad you are here. We would have liked a more formal announcement of our engagement, but my sisters put an end to that. Star and I would like your blessing on our marriage, we haven't set a date yet but we really would love you and your wife to be there. Wouldn't we Star?" "Yes, err, yes we would, please daddy." "Besides if you're not there we will have to find someone else to give the bride away." "You can stop with the heavy handed subtlety, I never had any intention of missing my only daughter's wedding. I will have to work on your mother, Stella, you know what she can be like. Stubborn as a mule when she makes up her mind, like mother like daughter I suppose." He smiled at Star. "I've missed my baby girl. Why don't you apologize to your mother, and she will forgive you and we can get back to being a normal, dysfunctional, family again?" "Dad," Star said starting to get angry, "I've done nothing wrong, she just doesn't like my choice in partners" "Stella, Star, please, for me, I don't care if you don't mean it. It will make your mother think she has won, when we both know she was wrong. I have never criticised you for your friends, I may have disliked some of them, but I would never be rude to them. Nor would I ever show you up in public. Jade, here, would meet with your mother's approval, I'm sure." "I doubt it..." I started to say. "Not if she knew..." Star mumbled. "OK you two, what are you not telling me?" "Mr Warlin, erm..." I started. "Jade hasn't always been Jade," Star blurted. "One at a time. Jade, what are the pair of you trying to say?" I bit the bullet. "Mr Warlin, sir, I haven't been Jade very long, I used to be called Dave. I am Star's compromise, her best of both, if you like. I love her too much to let gender roles, and stereotypes, get in the way of our relationship. I love her and we are getting married, but we would dearly love to have you and your wife there when it happens." "Oh, I see, that's going to confuse Star's mother. She won't know which of you to hate." He gave a little chuckle. "I'm sorry, I love your mother but even I have to admit she's a bit bigoted and slow to see the realities of a situation. Jade I would love to welcome you to our family, give me a little time to work on Star's mother, a few months should do it." "Well we were planning on a June wedding, do you think ten months is enough time?" I said, before bursting into a fit of giggling. "Ladies, I would like to propose a toast. To my daughter and my future daughter in law." We drank, and then he said, "I have to go, I was only here to check up on my daughter without her knowing, and I only dropped into the bar because I knew she never comes in here. Well how glad am I that she did tonight, ladies please have whatever you want tonight, I will tell Tom to put it on my tab for the rest of the evening. Good night." He kissed Star, and then to my surprise he kissed me, and left. "I thought you didn't get on with your parents, your dad seems nice." "Yeah, well daddy's OK, but he always takes mother's side. You are the first person I've been going out with that he has even spoken to." "That's because I gave him no option, I told him he could join us or we would join him. Anyway he sent over the champagne didn't he? I could see he loves you, and wants you to be happy. I was surprised that he kissed me though." "Aah, but he's a business man, he'd kiss a turd if he thought it would help him financially. If he ever shakes your hand count your fingers afterwards." "Oy! Who are you calling a turd?" I said in mock outrage, before I burst into a fit of giggling. "Like... Father... Like... Daughter..." I managed to choke out. "Whatever do you mean?" said Star, looking slightly puzzled. Still giggling I turned to my sisters "Have you seen your brother recently? No? I rest my case, you took their poor defenceless brother and nobody has seen him since. It matters not that you took a frog, kissed it and turned it into a princess, the fact remains, you stole their brother." "I could give him back if you want," she said with a wicked grin on her face. "Oh, I'm sure they don't want your soiled goods, what on earth would they want with your castoffs?" I said haughtily. "Will you two stop it," Sally said. "We're quite happy with the modifications Star has made," said Becky. I slid over on to the seat vacated by Mr Warlin, leaning over and taking her face in my hands I kissed Star full on the lips, with all of my pent up passion. Becky called out, "Tom! Quickly! A bucket of water." "Get a room," Sally said in mock disgust. "See, everybody loves you, even my evil sisters. They would rather have you in the family than have their brother back." I looked at my sisters. "Don't protest, you know it's true, Star has given you what you always wanted, a sister, more to the point she is soon to be your sister. Am I right or am I right, you would much rather have Star and Jade than get Dave back." I saw a guilty look cross both of my sisters faces and I laughed. "It's OK, I would rather have Star and Jade in our family as well. Now as penance for your guilty thoughts I'll leave it to you to broach the subject of my, erm, what shall we call it? Aah yes! My metamorphosis, and my impending marriage, to mum, you have the same time deadline as Mr Warlin." "As you can see I haf created a monster, I sink I vill haf to take it back to zee laboratory and make zee adjustments. Com Jade!" Star said in her best Dr Frankenstein voice. "Yes mistress," I replied, in a monotone, winking at my sisters. "I expect there will be a bolt through my neck by morning." I giggled. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- The next morning after my shower I realized it was going to be a hot day and decided, as I wasn't allowed shorts, I would wear just my tartan mini skirt and a sports bra. A pair of three inch heeled sandals completed my outfit. To cover my modesty I slipped on a black lace thong, a quick flick over the eyes with eyeliner and mascara, a dab of lippy and after a spritz of eau de toilet I was ready for work. I almost skipped to work I was so happy, I had a wonderful fianc?e, my sisters were going to take care of my problem with mum and Star's father was on side. Life was good. The day flew by, punctuated by a brief visit from my sisters, They just wanted to be sure that I was happy being Jade, without any outside influence. "Are you sure that you are doing the right thing, don't get us wrong Star seems like a very nice girl, but are you sure you are becoming Jade because you want to?" "Yes I'm sure! At first I did it because Star wanted me to, but the more I transformed into Jade the more I wanted to. It brought back some really happy memories of when you two used to dress me up, and we would play together, even though you were only a few years older than me you took time to make sure I was happy. That all ended when mum found out, and I became a lonely little boy once again. I've never really fitted in, being the size I am I was never very good at sports, always last to be picked for anything. Now I seem to fit in so much better than Dave ever did. It just feels so right to be Jade, I never want to have to go back to being Dave." "OK then, we'll go to see mum when we get home next week." They both gave me a hug. "It's nice to have our sister back, and all grown up too, we never got a chance to teach you about make-up, and boys and all the things that Dave wouldn't have been interested in," Sally said. "Well, I'm still not interested in boys, I only want Star, she is my life. I'm sure you could teach me so much that I still don't know about being a girl, and I would really welcome any help and advice in that direction, after all Star is just teaching me how to be the person she wants, and while I am happy with that, I would like to be able to pass without thinking about it. Hormonally I am still male, which unfortunately controls so many unconscious responses and reactions." "OK then, we'll just give you a slap every now and then if you start acting too masculine, and hug you when you are being girly," said Becky "I've got to get back to work. Thanks for taking on mum, I don't think I could have done it without you. Star and me have already arranged a day off next week, so if you want we can come with you and try to get her to accept the situation, I wasn't looking forward to it though." "I think it best if we approach mum on our own, and only show her Jade when we think she is ready to accept you." "OK, I'm glad you said that actually, I'm not sure if I could face her at the moment. Thank you." --------------------------------***-------------------------------- The night out with my sisters was a blast, I haven't had as much fun since we used to play together as children. We danced the night away and I went home virtually sober and completely exhausted. I remarked to Star the next morning that my bra was feeling a bit tight, so she got the solvent and removed my breast forms. When we measured my development we found that I was now a natural AA cup, and hopefully still growing. "At this rate you will have enough to fill your wedding dress without any enhancement, but we'd better get you some different forms to keep your size the same for now. I'll pop into town this afternoon and get some." Star said. "Pop into town? Where in town would you get them?" I said with some surprise. "There are a couple of places, but the best one is actually a medical supply shop, they have the full range of medical prosthetics. So I can get ones for a partial mastectomy, that way we can make the most of what you already have." "OK if you're sure. But what do I do until then?" "You'll just have to wear the ones you have until then. Now I think I'd better give you another dose of hormones, it'll hurt a bit so grit your teeth." Saying that she got the hypodermic and injected my breasts through the nipples again. I'm glad I was expecting the pain, it stopped me from screaming. "I hope we don't have to do that too often, I don't think I could bear it, much as I am looking forward to the finished result," I said as tears of pain ran down my face. "I'm sorry, we should only have to do it a couple of times more, over the next few months. I'm doing it this way because we only want to target a specific part of your anatomy, it will affect the rest of your body but hopefully to a lesser degree than if you took the hormones orally. I'll make it up to you later." She gave me a seductive smile and my pain just melted away. "They feel a little swollen, but I'm sure they'll settle down. I forgive you for the pain, it's all in a good cause." I gave her a smile and a hug. It felt so good to feel her properly without anything in the way. The growth, the injections and the nipple rings all increased my sensitivity, it was almost orgasmic and I had to hold her tighter to stop myself from ripping off her clothes and making love to her right there and then. I didn't want to let her go, but I knew I had to, she had to go to work. I softly kissed her neck and let her go. "I love you!" "Darling, I'll see you this evening, and soon we'll be together forever!" "You'd better get off to work before I lose control of myself, I'll see you later." I gave her a kiss and pushed her towards the door. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- I looked through my new clothes and decided on a long but light weight black cotton skirt and an embroidered peasant blouse. As I wasn't going to secure my breast forms back on I thought that a top that covered up completely was the best option. A pair of low wedge heeled sandals completed my outer layers, I put on a pair of black satin high leg briefs and matching bra, and placed my forms in the cups, once they were settled in they were secure enough as long as I didn't do anything too strenuous like jogging. I then sat at the dressing table and attempted a smokey eyed gypsy look, and I must say I was very happy with the result. A deep russet red lipstick to finish and I fell in love with me all over again, looking at myself in the mirror I could see what Star found attractive about my outward appearance. I vowed to myself that I would do everything in my power to make, and keep, my goddess happy, no matter what it took. I checked the time and saw that it was time for work. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- Star met me when I finished as usual and we went for a light dinner before going back to the chalet. When we got back she handed me a bag, in it I discovered some new breast forms. They were different to my old ones in that they had an air bladder in them and they could be adjusted by inflating them with a little pump. They were not meant to be glued to my body, so it meant that I would have to wear a bra, so no more spangly boob tubes for a while. I removed my old forms and slipped the new ones into my bra, lifting what I had to rest on the forms. With Star's help I then inflated them until I filled my cups properly. These were so much more comfortable now that I had started growing my own. I gave Star a hug. "The advantage with them is that because they aren't stuck to my chest I will now be able to feel you with all of by body, with nothing between us, and I so want to feel your body pressed up against mine." "Another advantage," Star said, "is that we can now start to enlarge your nipples, and I have just the device to do it with" She grinned at me. She removed my top and bra, and sucked on my left nipple while pinching the right. The pleasure and pain together made me want her more, but I couldn't decide if I wanted her in me or me in her. She undid my skirt and it dropped to the floor as she slid my panties down, switching to sucking my right nipple and tweaking the left. I tried to hug her to me but she slipped from my grasp and removed her own clothes. She lifted me and threw me onto the bed, reached into the bottom drawer of her bedside cabinet and took out her strap-on. I just smiled at her, she had made my mind up for me. She came and knelt either side of my chest, presenting me with a sight I had never seen before. A cock and it was approaching my lips. I looked up at Star and saw she was smiling at me. I should have been horrified that my girlfriend wanted me to suck on a cock, but I just felt excited. I opened my mouth as it came closer and kissed the end when it was near enough. I brushed my lips along its length as Star relentlessly kept it moving forward until it touched the back of my throat. The gag reaction was too strong and I tried to jerk away but I was pinned beneath Star. She withdrew quickly and allowed the gag reflex to subside and for me to get used to having something like that in my mouth. I started to suck gently and bob my head back and forth, Star synchronised with my movement until she was gently bumping the back of my throat. The gag reflex subsided as I got used to the contact. Just when I thought that I had got the hang of giving head she thrust deeper and on down my throat, keeping it there for a short time before withdrawing and allowing me to breathe again. She kept increasing the tempo until suddenly she thrust her phallus as deep down my throat as it would go, and with a quiver it spewed its contents. I instinctively swallowed, it tasted nothing like what my body produced. I'd lost track of all the firsts that I'd had on my way from nervous virgin boy to willing slutty girl, but I'm sure there will be more to come. "Did you enjoy that my love?" "Strangely enough, yes I did, I never would have thought I would. If you had suggested it I would have been horrified but it wasn't as bad as I would have thought, I could get to like it." "Wait until you try your first real one." "WHAT?" "Well, you will you know. Soon you won't be satisfied with a dildo." "I'll be satisfied with anything as long as it's you doing it, I don't want anybody else." "Don't worry lover, I'll be with you but we'll have some company. You won't have to do anything you don't want to, and you'll need some practice before that. Now to better things, for both of us." Saying that she removed the harness and helped me take off my vagina panties. She lowered herself onto my rampant member and lay down on top of me. I held her close for a time savouring the feeling of lying there buried in her sex with our breasts caressing each other's nipples "I love to hold you, with our naked flesh touching in as many places as possible. I'll be so much happier when I don't have to stuff my bra. Then there will be no reason for anything to come between us," I said. "That my love will be the dream come true," she said as she started to move her hips. I locked my lips to hers and matched her rhythm, our bodies moving as if we were one. It wasn't long before we climaxed together and I held her close, not wanting our joining to end. As I started to slip from her she dropped a hand down to stop my cum leading out. "Do you want to?" She asked, I just smiled and nodded, and she slid up my body positioning herself over my mouth. I licked her clean, and brought her to another orgasm with my eager tongue, I couldn't get enough of this beautiful goddess who was willing to marry me. I got out of bed and went to the bathroom and cleaned myself up before slipping on a fresh pair of vagina pants and returning to bed. "You didn't need to do that," Star said. "I know but for some reason I don't feel right unless I look right, if you know what I mean." "Oh I do know what you mean, and I like the way you look either way, but if you are happiest this way then I am happy too." She gave me a hug and then we snuggled up together, my budding breasts pressing against her back and my arms around her. That was how we fell asleep, me cuddling Star, and feeling ecstatically happy that I had found the one person who wanted me for who I wanted to be. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- I awoke the next morning and found that Star was cuddling me from behind. What had woken me was her playing with my nipple rings, my nipples were erect and from the feeling in my groin I'm sure I was wet down there. This was confirmed mere seconds later when Star moved one of her hands and started playing with my shemale clitty. I loved it but I needed to caress Star with my own hands and I yearned to kiss her beautiful face. I started to move, but Star said, "Just lay there a little longer, I have something for us." She stopped playing with my nipples and reached behind her. She then slipped something in past my latex lips, which rubbed along the tip of my cock sending shivers of pleasure through my body on its way to penetrating my anus. When it was in place she rolled me so that I was lying on my back, as I looked along my body past my budding breasts I saw that I appeared to have an electric blue cock. Star straddled my hips and lowered herself, guiding the other end of the double headed dildo into her. I had to clench my muscles to stop it pushing deeper into me. As she rode it up and down and I synchronised my rhythm to hers I could feel it moving inside me, stimulating my pleasure centres, building me up to a monumental climax which when it came did not disappoint. The screaming orgasm hit us both at the same time and we clung to each other as if our lives depended on it. The extra stimulation of our breasts rubbing against each other made the orgasm kick back in and I felt Star's finger nails rake my back. We collapsed back onto the bed still holding each other tightly, and we lay there, Star on top, lavishing caresses with the dildo still buried deep. I kissed her and said, "That was absolutely out of this world, but won't you be late for work?" "I already planned for that, look at the clock, it's still only seven and I have plenty of time for my lover." Even so she pulled away leaving me with a sense of loss as she slipped off her end and withdrew our fake cock from me. She opened her bedside cupboard and brought out a pair of devices I did not recognise. They looked a bit like miniature bell jars, and she put one on my left nipple. She attached a rubber bulb to it and began pumping, causing my nipple to swell, she kept going past the pleasure point until it became a little painful. She repeated the process on my right nipple. "Keep them there for as long as you can bear it, they will help give you more feminine breasts in the long run." I looked through the transparent devices and saw my hugely distended nipples, and decided that for a more convincing bust I could put up with a little pain. "How do I get them off?" I asked. "There's a little screw valve at the top, where I attached the pump, just release that and they will fall off," she said smiling at me. "As long as that is all that falls off," I joked. "How often will I have to do this?" "To be honest I don't know, you're the first person I've ever done this to. We'll have to see won't we. We'll stop when you're happy with the result." "No, we'll stop when 'we' are happy with the result, and not until both of us agree, after all I want to be the girl you want me to be. I wouldn't be happy if you weren't happy, so we'll keep going until you like my nipples." "I like your nipples anyway, but I think I'd like them more if they were bigger." "I'll be happy if they are in proportion to my breasts." "Oh that reminds me, I've left you a bottle of lotion in the bathroom. Pregnant women use it to help prevent stretch marks, so it should help with your boobs, we don't want you to get stretch marks as your development increases." "I would never have thought of that." "Don't worry babes, you will soon be thinking like the girl you are." "I hope so, from what I can see it's the one thing that would give me away in an instant." She fondled my vulva, probing my vagina with her finger. "I can think of another thing." She giggled. I just moaned as she rubbed the tip of my cock and couldn't stop myself from thrusting my hips forward. "You're just a little tart aren't you? I like that." She kissed me and removing her hand left me at the edge of ecstasy. "Sorry baby, I've got to get ready for work." --------------------------------***-------------------------------- Just as she was going out the door she said, "Oh by the way, happy birthday honey." I leapt out of bed, but she was gone. I found an envelope lying on the coffee table. I ripped it open and there was a birthday card. Inside it said Happy birthday to the one I love. Look in your top drawer. I rushed to my bedside cabinet and opened the drawer. The was a small box tied with a pink ribbon. I carefully undid it and found a key fob inside and a note which just said look in the staff car park. I had a quick shower and put on my knickers and bra, put my new forms in. Pulled on a little crop top and slipped into a mini skirt. Slipping my feet into my pink canvas wedges I rushed out of the door and hurried to the car park. When I got there I looked around and pressed the button on the key fob. I heard a beep beep and turned towards the sound. pressing it again I saw the indicators flash on a little shocking pink Fiat 500 convertible, at the same time as I heard the beep beep again. What was she thinking? I didn't even have a provisional driving licence. But it was a lovely little car. I went over to it and opened the driver's door, there was an envelope on the seat. The note inside said Don't worry I've booked you some lessons. Look in the glove box. I opened the glove compartment. There was yet another envelope. Inside I found a driving licence in my name, Jade, and insurance documents. I had to sit down, so I sat in the driver's seat. It was adjusted perfectly for me so I knew that Star had already been in it. I didn't begrudge her that, in fact she was probably going to be driving my car more than me, she already had a driving licence. Anyway it was really her car, she must have bought it out of her allowance, she definitely couldn't afford it on her wages. It was getting late, I was going to have to hurry if I was going to have time for lunch before going to work. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- I slipped my licence into my purse along with my fake ID, put the purse in my shoulder bag and went for lunch. When I got there all of the chalet girls were there and as soon as they saw me they burst into a chorus of Happy Birthday. I was so embarrassed I just stood there glowing a bright red. Star came over and gave me a big hug saying, "Happy birthday my love, I hope you like the present I got you." "Star, you loony, I'd have been more than happy with just a card, I didn't think anyone knew when my birthday was." "That is a big advantage of being the boss's daughter, I just asked to see your job application. There is no way to hide your date of birth on an official document. Anyway you must have realised I knew, your ID card has your birth date on it, I only changed the year nothing else." I felt as though I was going to burst into tears, and hugged Star for all I was worth. I knew that if I let go of her the tears would flow. "Oh Star! I really don't deserve you, and I don't deserve a present like the one you have given me." "Nonsense, my fianc?e deserves anything and everything that I can give her, and that is exactly what she is going to get. There will be no argument, I won't even listen to any objections you may voice. You are mine and I am yours, and what's mine is yours forever." "I won't argue with you, I know that I would lose, so it would be pointless anyway. But I will just say that you shouldn't be so extravagant, I can't even drive yet, I know, I know, you are paying for driving lessons as well as the car. I love it by the way, shocking pink is so Jade. I couldn't see Dave in a car that colour," I said the last in a whisper just in Star's ear, so that the others wouldn't hear. "It's alright Jade, your friends know who you used to be, they pretended they didn't so that you wouldn't feel embarrassed. They love you too you know, not like I do though," Star said in a stage whisper and started to giggle. The girls came round and I found myself in the middle of a mass group hug. I have never felt so loved. The tears could be held back no longer and I burst out crying. I hugged as many of my friends as I could get to and kissed everyone in range. I could only hope they forgave me for the soggy kisses. After rushing off to the powder room to repair my make-up I barely had time to grab a sandwich before I had to rush off to work, but not before thanking everyone for making it such a special birthday. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- Star met me after work as usual and we went for dinner together. After my usual salad I was surprised by the kitchen staff, they all trooped out after the head chef who presented me with a beautifully decorated birthday cake. I could feel the tears welling up again as I thanked them all. "You are all welcome to come to Jade's birthday celebration at the pub tonight," Star said. I turned to her and said, "What birthday celebration?" "The one the girls and me are throwing for you, we were going to keep it secret but I felt I had to invite the catering crew after their spontaneous cake offering." "When was I going to be invited." "You weren't, you were going to be kidnapped." "Well if I'm going to be kidnapped then I'd better go and get ready, help your selves to cake, Star can you bring what's left back to the chalet in a minute. Just save a piece for me. Thanks." --------------------------------***-------------------------------- I got back to the chalet and whilst the bath was running I looked to see what I was going to wear tonight. I picked out a pair of shiny black wet look leggings, a spangly black sequinned top and to finish off a pair of patent leather ankle boots with a five inch stiletto heel. As I was picking out my clothes I came across a small box tied with a pink ribbon. When I opened it I found a small bottle of Chanel No.5 perfume with a little note attached, Alice in wonderland style, saying wear me. I giggled to myself, Star was spoiling me and I loved it. I had my bath and sat at our dressing table to do my make-up, while the bath filled again for Star. I went for a dark smokey look with my eye- shadow and a deep berry red lipstick. A little dab of perfume behind my ears and on each wrist, with a final dab between my breasts I was ready to put my clothes on. I was just zipping up my boots when Star walked in. I jumped up and ran to her and gave her a huge hug. "Thank you!" I squealed and kissed her passionately. "You look and smell gorgeous," she said. "Careful with your lipstick." "It's OK, it's a kiss proof one." I giggled, kissing her again. Star had her bath and got ready, she did her make-up similar to mine and picked out an identical outfit to wear. Apart from the hair colour we could have been twins. Star handed me the little red bag with the gold chain shoulder strap that she had lent me the first time I had gone out with her as Jade, and she took the black one. I put in my make-up essentials and my purse with my ID card in it. "Best you leave the fake ID behind and take your driving licence, at least it's real and valid ID anywhere, and you know that even if we end up at the club they'll let you in because you work here." "Not to mention that I'll be with the boss's daughter." "That too." "Remind me again why I put up with you." "Because I'm rich?" "Hmm? No that's not it, it's nice, but not it. Oh yes, I remember! I love you, and I have since before I found out you were the boss's daughter." "That's good, because I think I fell in love with you the first time I saw you, but I wanted to be sure as I'd just finished a disastrous relationship. So I waited and went out with someone else first, knowing it wasn't going to last, he's a great guy but he's not really that interested in girls." "But we met my first day here. I was so nervous being near the most beautiful girl I've ever seen I could barely look at you." "I saw you walk through the main gate, you looked so lost and I realised it was your first time away from home. That's when I got daddy to let me work as a chalet girl, so that I would have a chance to get to know you." "I'm glad you did, I can't imagine my life without you now, and I don't want to. I know Dave would never have had the courage to talk to you." Just then there was a knock at the door. I went to open it as Star was putting her boots on. Two of the chalet girls were standing there wearing masks and pointing their fingers at me like guns. Suddenly a bag was put over my head from behind, Star obviously, and all three started giggling. "Right you two, get her out of here while I leave a ransom note, I hear her girlfriend's loaded," I heard Star say in a gruff voice. I was frogmarched down to the waiting mini-bus, I could hear the other girls giggling. I was guided to a seat and felt someone sit down next to me. The bag was removed and Star fluffed up my hair and handed me my handbag. "We nearly forgot that, I saw it as I was picking mine up." "Thanks darling, but was the bag on my head really necessary?" "But of course, I did say you were to be kidnapped. Wait 'til you read the ransom note later." --------------------------------***-------------------------------- We met up with some of the kitchen staff in the pub, and I ended up dancing with just about every one of them, two hours later we left for the club and those not on breakfast duty came with us. The walk to the club was interesting, for some reason I was very wobbly on my five inch heels. I couldn't remember how much I'd had to drink, I didn't think it was that many but I couldn't remember a time when I didn't have a full glass in my hand. Once in the club I found myself dragged onto the dance floor again, and again I found a glass in my hand which never seemed to empty. I do vaguely remember people taking glasses from me and replacing them with fresh ones, but how many I haven't a clue. By the time we left there I had to be helped to the taxi, I don't think I could have made it without falling over. The strange thing was that I was fine while I was dancing, I hadn't stumbled or fallen once all night. Once back at the chalet Star had to help me take my clothes off and remove my make-up. I think I passed out as soon as I fell back on the bed. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- I woke up feeling as if a hamster had died in my mouth, but I didn't move as I could feel Star's loving arms around me and that helped with the pain from the hammer in my head. eventually I had to move, I had to get rid of what I'd drunk last night. When I looked in the bathroom mirror I was surprised that I didn't have a furry tongue, but the taste in my mouth was definitely improved by the toothpaste. I found the aspirin and put the kettle on for coffee. I needed the caffeine to help the pain killers work better. As I was making a cup of tea for Star she came up behind me and kissed the back of my neck, it was as good as pain killers for making me feel better. I turned and gave her a hug and a kiss. "Please never let me drink that much ever again!" "Why how much did you have to drink?" she said with a mischievous grin on her face. "Oh, please don't ask me difficult questions this morning, all I know for certain is that it was somewhere between many and lots, if you need a more accurate number you will have to ask all of those people who kept buying them for me, you included. I have never felt this rough in the morning before." "OK baby, look you just go back to bed and I'll bring you your coffee." "OK, thanks," I mumbled stumbling over to the bed. I just hoped I didn't look as bad as I felt. I crawled back into bed and Star brought me the coffee and aspirin. Shortly after she brought me a couple of slices of toast and marmalade, which I looked at with disgust. "Eat it, you need to improve your blood sugar levels, and it will help your stomach cope with the aspirin." "Yes mum." Star went off to get ready for work, while I took three aspirin, ate the toast and drank the coffee. When she came back she said."Don't worry about work, I've arranged cover for you, I expected you to be a bit under the weather today. I'll be back at lunch time." She kissed me and I settled down in the bed not feeling well enough to either argue or thank her. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- I resurfaced about eleven, feeling a lot better. I got up and had a shower after defurring my body and face. I felt so much better without the body hair. I wasn't sure but I thought my boobs were a bit bigger today too. That pleased me more than I thought it would. I would have to get Star to check later. After a wash I put on a pair of leggings and a pink crop top, and my pink canvas wedges. I was thinking about my car, especially the colour, and decided to nip into town and get some nail polish the same shade. I was sure I could get there and back before Star got home, even on the bus which was how I was going to have to travel. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- I went to the drugstore and looked, sure enough they had a nail varnish the exact colour I wanted, I saw they had a matching lipstick as well so I got both. If I was lucky I'd have just enough time to use them to surprise Star when she walked in. After paying for them I almost ran to the bus station and managed to just catch a bus home as it was about to pull out. Not bad town and back in less than an hour. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- When I got home I noticed a folded sheet of paper on the coffee table. I picked it up and seeing the words made up of letters cut from a newspaper I realised it was the ransom note Star had told me about. It said: 'Unless you want the girl known as Jade turned into a boy, said girl, Jade, will deliver a kiss on the lips every day until the end of time to her fianc?e Star. You have been warned.' I was just applying the lipstick as Star walked in, luckily I had put the polish on first and that was already dry. I jumped up and have her a big hug "What do you think, the colour matches the car you bought me. So if you think I'm a pink kind of girl then a pink kind of girl I'll be. I might need to change my wardrobe a bit, but we can work on that. Do you think I should get my hair done to match?" She returned my hug and kissed me. "If you really want pink hair then go ahead, but I think it would be a mistake to change your beautiful red hair at all. The nail polish is OK though, and the lipstick tastes OK." "Perhaps I'd better give you your first lesson, just getting used to the car, in the car park." "Do you think that would be OK?" I said with nervous excitement. "Oh don't worry, your first lesson will be how to get in and out of the car without giving everybody a view of your underwear." "Oh! I thought you meant you were going to show me how to drive. Is it that difficult to get in and out of a car?" "It's not difficult as such, it's just you need to be aware of the need to preserve your modesty." "Well if you put it that way I suppose I do need the training. When do we start?" "We can start right away, but first you will need to put a short skirt on, after taking off your leggings." "OK I'll put on my tartan mini skirt." --------------------------------***-------------------------------- We walked to the car park and Star had me unlock the car and get in as if I were about to drive somewhere. I did as she said only to get the comment. "Only ever get into a car like that if you want everyone to see what colour and type of underwear you have on. Get out and I'll show you." I thought about it and swung my legs out keeping my knees together, pivoting on my behind, before putting my feet on the ground. "You see you can do it, and that was without me showing you. Try getting in like that." I did as she said and after opening the door I sat on the seat sideways and again keeping my knees together lifted my feet and with the aid of the steering wheel swung my legs into the car. I then lifted myself and swept my skirt under me. "That was much better, with a bit more practice you'll be doing it without thinking. As a reward I'll get in the passenger seat and you can get to learn the controls." With the engine turned off she took me through the basics, clutch, brake, accelerator, gear stick and hand brake. Once I thought I understood what they all did she had me start the engine and put it in first gear. "Now release the hand brake and as you ease up on the clutch gently press on the accelerator pedal." I did as she said and was rewarded by the car moving forward. She told me to push the clutch down and ease the brake pedal down. We stopped with a jerk, and Star took the car out of gear. "Think you can reverse back into the space?" "I'll give it a go," I said with some excitement. It was nerve racking but exhilarating at the same time. "Right then you know where reverse is on the gear shift so very gently put the car back where we started." Luckily there were empty spaces around my car because in my excitement I was a bit over enthusiastic and had there been cars around I would have been car less and wondering how I was going to pay for the damages. Needless to say Star decided that it would be better if I had some proper lessons first and then she would sit with me so that I could practice. She also said it would be better if I bought some flat shoes for driving, as it would not only be easier but would also save me scuffing my heels as I drove. Star got out and watched as I exited the vehicle. She gave me a hug and said, "Jade, baby, you are a natural, at least as far as getting in and out of a car goes. Not so sure about the driving, but that will come with practice. Right your first lesson is tomorrow morning at ten, it's for an hour so you will have plenty of time before you start work." --------------------------------***-------------------------------- When we got back to the chalet I looked at Star and smiling I said, "I found the ransom note, the terms seem fair and reasonable." With that I pulled her to me and as she got ready for me to kiss her I dropped to my knees and lifted her skirt. "What on earth are you doing?" "Well the ransom note didn't specify which lips I was to kiss, so the choice is mine and unless you have any objections I will pay today's instalment." "I have no objections, but I would prefer to be lying naked on the bed." "Your wish is my command, my goddess," I said kissing her panties and standing back up. "You have a shocking pink kiss on your knickers now, perhaps I'll have to embroider it on permanently." I giggled. "When I learn how to do embroidery." We made our way to the bed stripping off as we went until we were both as naked as the day we were born, except for my vagina panties. This wasn't about my pleasure, this was all about making my goddess happy. I kissed her throat and neck and started to work my way down her body, pausing for some time at her gorgeous breasts, sucking her exquisite nipples. I found her such a turn on that I knew I would soon be leaking, I just hoped she was getting as turned on as me. She half sat, half fell onto the bed pulling me with her. I continued to fondle her breasts for a bit longer before dropping down to her stomach and poking my tongue in her belly button making her giggle and press my face into her stomach. After kissing her belly once more I slipped lower and kissed her fully on the lips. I caressed her outer labia with my lips before sliding my tongue up between them and probing her inner lips. I lapped hungrily at her clitoris and vagina, I just couldn't get enough of my beautiful goddess, when I was between her thighs I could think of no better place to be. I licked and kissed and nibbled gently at her temple of Venus until she could take no more. Clamping my head in place her orgasm erupted and she pushed my face hard against her, effectively cutting off my air. I was starting to get desperate when she finally released me, I gave her one final lick and she shuddered uncontrollably and pushed me away with a moan. "I'm glad that you are mine, I don't think I could train someone to be instinctively as good as you are. Perhaps you were a girl in a former life." I felt warm inside from her praise. "Do you think the kidnappers will accept that as the first payment, or do you think I should kiss you again?" "A kiss on these lips," She said pointing at her mouth, "Would be more than acceptable. Right now I don't think I could cope with another kiss like that last one, pleasurable though it was." "But goddess, I am only here for your pleasure. Your will is my command." I lifted myself up and crawled up the bed and lowering my head kissed her on the lips. She pushed her tongue against my unresisting lips and our tongues writhed like snakes as we seemingly tried to swallow each other. I was oblivious of the fact that I was grinding my groin against her thigh, until she broke contact with my lips and said, "I think you had better remove your vagina and set him free. I think it is time he had some fun too. Although judging by how wet my leg is he is enjoying himself already." "He is always happy to be near you, that is all he needs. You having fun is enough to make him weep tears of joy, as you can plainly see. If you demanded that I remain celibate, but pleasure you with the rest of my body he and I would both be happy, and there is no way you could stop him being happy just being around you." "I'm glad to hear it, but stop your talking and let the monster loose, I need him inside me right now!" I pulled off my latex vagina pants and she pinned me to the bed and impaled herself in my raging member, I was telling the truth when I said he was happy just to be around her, but he was ecstatic when he was inside her. To be sheathed in the woman I loved more than life itself was better than any paradise any religion could tempt me with. I had my goddess and I had my paradise, what more could a girl like me ask for. She slowly raised her hips until just the tip was still inside her, then she teasingly lowered herself just as slowly down. I was as fully inside her as it is possible to be in this position, and she started to flex her muscles as she rode me up and down, I had thought that nirvana had been the sex we had been having up 'til now, how wrong was I. When my orgasm hit it was like a tidal wave of ecstasy which just kept building, as she didn't stop until she reached her second peak. I felt as though I had been milked dry. I was hoarse from screaming her name, well at least I assume I was screaming her name, there was no one else me being a virgin before I met Star. "You know, I think your tits are getting bigger," she said sliding off me and looking at my chest. "I thought so too, I was going to ask you to check my measurements again. I forgot to use the nipple pump this morning, it won't hurt for one day will it?" "It's OK baby, I'll help you out with that," she said. She leant forward and took my left nipple between her teeth and gave a little nip, she then started to suck. I could feel my already erect nipple grow even bigger until it was quite painful. She held it like that for a short while and repeated the process on my right one. When she finally let me go she said, "There you go, I even included extra pain just to remind you not to forget again." Mr happy was standing proud again and she said, "I think he's jealous. I'll have to sort him out." She dropped down and took him into her mouth and gave him the same treatment as my nipples, this time bobbing her head and deep throating him as far as she could. It wasn't long before I came again and she came up and kissed me, sharing my cum with me. I couldn't help myself and thrust my tongue deep into her mouth kissing her for all she was worth, and she was worth a lot to me. "I'd better clean up and put a fresh pair of vagina panties on, otherwise we'll never get him back under control," I said. "Good idea or else we'll just spend the rest of the day in bed. I don't have any objection to that, but we'd get nothing else done." When I came back from the bathroom, suitably attired, Star put a tape measure around my chest and took some measurements. "It's definite, you are now officially an A cup, as well as a little tart. It won't be long at this rate before you are back to a C for real." "Ooh! That's great, I can hardly wait 'til I'm back to normal. And less of the little if you don't mind, I may be short but I'm not little." I giggled. "You have enough now that you could stop wearing falsies, and get away with a normal padded bra, if you wanted to. It would feel a lot more natural." "What do you think? You don't think it'd look a bit odd if I went smaller overnight?" "Your friends wouldn't care and as far as I'm concerned it would make it easier for me to get to the real you. But it is your decision to make, and I know it isn't an easy one, to go down two cup sizes. Look on the bright side though, they will grow back." I bit my lip and looked from my breasts to Stars, mine were a lot smaller. "A padded bra you say, if it will boost me up to a B at least then I'll do it, but that means shopping for bras again!" "As it's only going to be for a little while I think you could get away with some cheap ones from the supermarket. We've got time right now to pop into town and pick some up if you like." So that's what we did, we got me some bras that claimed to boost you up two sizes, in basic black, and white. We didn't bother with anything special, it would have been pointless, I was going to outgrow them in no time. At least with these I would still appear to be a C. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- The next morning I was nervous about my driving lesson. "Don't worry babe, just think about Cindy, she's lovely but a complete airhead and she passed first time." "OK, OK, I'll try and stop worrying, you'd better get off to work. I'll be fine." After she left I picked out a pair of leggings, a loose t-shirt and a pair of flat soled sandals. I put a gold coloured belt around the t- shirt to provide a bit of colour and I was ready for my day. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- After my first lesson the instructor said as I was getting the intensive training course that I should book my test straight away, if I hadn't already done so. When I looked a bit blank he said that he had been booked to give me lessons every day until my test date and had already been paid for the first two weeks in advance. "I suggest you get the CD of the theory test so that you can practice on a computer to get up to speed and it won't be such a shock when you have to do it for real." "Oh! OK, thank you I will and I'll book the test as soon as possible." "If you pick it up like I think you will you will be ready for your test in no time, I'll see you tomorrow young lady." I got out of the car, said goodbye and he drove off to his next appointment. I almost skipped back to the chalet. "Star, Star!" I called as I burst through the door. "He was so impressed with me he told me to book my test straight away! I've got to get the CD that helps you pass the theory test as well." "Well here's the form and I've still got my copy of the CD from when I took my test, so we're OK there. I'll ask daddy to bring it over." She picked up her phone and touched a speed dial button. "Hi daddy, would you do me a favour, would you get the driving test disc from my dresser and bring it over sometime this week?" I could only hear her side of the conversation. "What? No I can't do that!" "Please daddy, it's for Jade, she's got her test in a few weeks time!" "Oh, suit yourself then." She slammed her phone down. "What's up?" I asked hesitantly. "He said he'd only do it if we visited mother and I apologised to her." "Oh! Well I'm game if you are, as your dad said you don't have to mean it. We are going to have to see her at some point." "Oh, alright then, we'll go. I don't deserve you, you know." "I know, you deserve someone much better than me, but I am all you've got." I kissed her. She gave me a hug and I hugged her back, but reluctantly had to break free I had to go to work. "Star I just realised, you should be at work. What are you doing here?" "I arranged the day off, I wanted to make sure you were OK after your first lesson." I hugged her again. "I know you don't need the money, but you really shouldn't have. I'm OK really. I have to go, but I'll see you when I finish and we could go and see your mother then if you like." "I don't like, but yes we'll go then. Daddy will probably be there and can break up any fight that might break out." "I'll be there to help him then, I'll hold you back and he can restrain your mother." I grinned at her. She gave me a little smile back. "Right then I'll see you later." --------------------------------***-------------------------------- Another uneventful day tidying up after holiday makers and I was just about ready to scream. When Star showed up and we were going to the restaurant I said to her in a low voice "Why are all of the people who come here such muppets, they can't even pick up a spoon from the floor but they can and do go to get another one. Or the ones who put their tray away but leave everything else on the table, sometimes even their own things, like wallets and phones." "I've not seen you like this before, luckily we're only a few of weeks away from the end of the season, then we can really let our hair down at the staff party. The off season crowd are a lot different, they're not here for a holiday, it's a conference centre and they are all very businesslike. Except in the evenings, when they can be quite fun to be around." "Oh don't mind me, I'm just fed up with people looking right through me as if I'm not even there, and leaving their crap all over the place. I'm glad I'm not on the regular cleaning crew." We had a quick bite to eat and then Start fished her car keys out of her bag. "Come on them let's get this over with." I slung my little bag over my shoulder and linked arms with her. As we approached the car park I said, "I didn't know you had a car here." "Well yes, but I hardly ever use it. Daddy gave it to me for my twentieth birthday." She presided a button on the key fob and was rewarded by a car indicating that the doors were unlocked. "You have an Audi TT?" "Yes, Daddy decided on it after it was described as girly on some inane motoring programme." "You're complaining you have a girly car? What is the one you bought me if not girly? You don't get much more girly than a shocking pink Fiat 500." She started giggling and we both ended up laughing on each other's shoulders. "OK nutter, let's go see the dragon lady, my future mother in law." "Hey! That's my mother you're talking about. You can't call her the dragon lady, until after we're married." I giggled "I'm sorry my love, it won't happen again." --------------------------------***-------------------------------- We drove through town and out again on the other side, a further five miles into the countryside. We turned in at a pair of massive wrought iron gates and drove for a further quarter of a mile down a tree lined avenue before we came to the house. I say house, in reality it was an old Georgian manor house, only just short of being a stately home. Just by looking you could tell it had a ballroom, a library, banquet hall and all of the other essentials of the residence of someone in Georgian high society.. The kind of place they would retire to in the summer months when the smell of the Thames became unbearable. It was my first realisation as to how rich Star's family really were. My resolve started to weaken, I started to see myself as Star's mother would, a penniless gold-digger. I didn't realise how much I was fidgeting until Star said, "Don't worry, babes, she may have the wrong opinion of you right from the start, but we know the truth and so does Daddy. Mother will think the worst of you, if only because she was a bit of a gold-digger herself when she met Daddy, but she actually fell in love with him, and not just his money. We can win her round, if she accepts my apology." As Star parked the car and we got out an elegant woman who appeared to be in her late thirties opened the front door. "Good evening Mother," Star said as we approached. "That's your mother? Step mother surely, she's too young to be your birth mother. She can't even be forty yet," I hissed in what I hoped was a whisper. "Good evening Stella, and you must be Jade. I thank you for the complement, but yes I am Stella's mother, and I haven't seen forty in over ten years my dear, but I am far from deaf. Do come in the pair of you." We were shown into a grand drawing room. Star let out a low groan. "Stella! We have a guest, so we are using the drawing room. You know how this house works." "Yes Mother." "Now run along to the kitchen and make us some tea, Darjeeling I think, I wish to speak to Jade alone." "But Mother..." "I will brook no argument Stella. I know why you came, and that is apology enough. Now go, Jade and I have a lot to discuss in a short time." "Yes Mother," Star said leaving the room. I was fidgeting again but stopped as soon as I noticed. I looked up and saw that Mrs Warlin was staring at me. "What are you?" "I'm sorry Mrs Warlin, I'm not sure I understand the question." "Well you look like a girl, walk like a girl, you even talk like a girl but you're not are you?" "If you mean, was I born a girl? Then the answer is no I wasn't, I have only been the way I am since I met your daughter. We like me this way." "Well, at least you're honest," she said with a touch of hostility in her voice. "Why would I be anything but honest? I love Star and I want to marry her and I will do anything in my power to make her happy, no matter what it takes." "Her name is Stella, please do not call my daughter anything else in my presence. What if she asked you to, you know, go all the way, as it were." "If you mean what I think you mean, for me to become as close as it is possible for someone like me to be to being a girl then I just don't know. If it was what Stella really wanted then yes, I think I would do it, but until now I hadn't even thought about it." "You'd have your manhood removed for her?" she asked in an incredulous voice. "As I said Mrs Warlin, I would do anything she asked of me, even that." As I said it I realised that it was the literal truth, I would do anything Star asked of me, no questions asked. "I am already modifying myself to be the way she wants me to be, I must admit the more we do the more I like me the way I am becoming. So yes, I would have my manhood removed, as you put it, if Stella wanted me to." "Well I'm surprised at myself. Stella has brought home someone that I think I could get to like, I never thought that I would ever like anyone she decided to marry, but you may be different, you certainly look it," she said with a bit of warmth to her voice. "Erm, thank you Mrs Warlin, I think." "Mrs Warlin sounds so formal, but even though you are my daughter's fianc?e I don't think mother is appropriate. You may call me Elizabeth." All hostility was gone from her voice. "Oh! Thank you Mrs Warlin, err, I mean Elizabeth." I gave her a tentative smile. "You are most welcome Jade." She smiled back. Just then Star came in with the tea. She stopped just inside the door and have us a puzzled look. "What's going on? You two look as though you are getting on well." "Stella dear, Jade is lovely. We have had a little chat and I believe that he, sorry, she loves you almost as much as your father and I, possibly even more, if that were possible." "Your mother and I seem to have reached an understanding, we have haven't we Mrs Warlin?" "Elizabeth, Jade dear, and yes I believe you could say that. I actually look forward to welcoming you to our family, one more dysfunctional part isn't going to notice I'm sure." She gave a little laugh. "Yes, sorry Elizabeth." Star just stood there in open mouthed incredulity. "Close your mouth Stella dear and pour the tea, I'm sure young Jade here is parched, I know I am." "Yes Mother," she said, pouring for the three of us. She gave me a quizzical look with one eyebrow raised. I just looked back, smiled and winked at her. "I thought Daddy was going to be here." "I know dear, but I thought it better not to put him in a position where he may have to choose sides, one or more of us would have ended up hating him, and I'm sure you wouldn't want to put your father in that position. So I asked him go and get us a case of Bollinger. He should be back very soon." "You sent him for a case of champagne? Why?" "I knew he had asked you to come and apologise, and I knew that even though you would not have meant a word of it I would accept your apology. That meant we would have something to celebrate, getting my daughter back. Now darling please would you be mother and pour the tea before it gets cold." "Yes Mother." Star poured the tea and handed each of us a bone china cup of Darjeeling tea. "I am assuming you are both going to be walking down the aisle in white wedding dresses. If so then we need to start thinking about what kind of dresses you want. Which caterer we are going to get for the reception. You will be having the reception here in the grounds, I will not hear of you having it anywhere else. So there will be marquee's to arrange. I will have to coordinate with your mother, Jade dear." "Erm, Elizabeth, about that, I haven't even told my mother about Stella and me let alone about getting married, and I haven't told her about who I am now, if you know what I mean." "I see dear, perhaps you should do that as soon as you can, and then I can invite her here to help me organise the wedding. I am thinking you have already decided on a June wedding, am I right?" I looked at Star. "Yes Mother, we thought a June date would be best." "In that case we had better be thinking about booking the church as soon as possible, before every date in June is gone." I could feel the panic start to rise at the thought of telling my mother, not about Star I thought she would be fine with that, but about me, the person I was now. Of course there was no arguing with Elizabeth, I wasn't Star, so I was going to have to go and visit mum and get it sorted out, I hoped my sisters had started the process. I was brought back to the present when I suddenly realised that the conversation had stopped. I looked up and saw Star with a smile on her face and Elizabeth looking questioningly at me. "Sorry I was miles away, did you ask me something?" "I asked what your preference was for the church flowers." "Oh, lord, flowers? I don't know anything about flowers, except that a single red rose is a symbol of true love, that is. But aren't white flowers traditional?" "I apologise Jade I forget that you are new to being a girl, but you are correct that red roses do mean love, each colour of rose has its own meaning so if you are both agreeable I would like to suggest the flowers." "Mother I bow to your far greater knowledge of flowers." "Certainly Elizabeth, on my part I welcome any help I can get." "Then I propose we start at the entrance with white roses to symbolise innocence, and as we go down the church the next colour should be lavender which represents enchantment, followed by pale pink indicating joy, yellow should be the next colour to symbolise your friendship followed by dark pink to show your thankfulness at finding each other, the final display will be red for your love of each other. I also suggest an altar piece in red with a single yellow rose in the centre symbolising love, respect, joy and friendship. You will each carry a bouquet of white roses with a single red rose centre. For the reception each table centre will be made up of all of the colours of roses used in the church arranged in concentric rings culminating in a single red rose, but for the head table I think they should be purely red with perhaps a yellow centre. What do you girls think." "That sounds wonderful Elizabeth, but won't it be awfully expensive, that many roses?" Star just grinned at me. "I think we can cope, Jade dear. Especially as it is my only daughter's wedding." She smiled condescendingly at me. "Oh, err, yes Elizabeth. Sorry, I'm just not used to..." "No dear, and I hope you never do get used to it. You will be joining a very wealthy family, and you are most welcome, but there will have to be a pre-nuptial agreement." "No Mother..." "Oh I quite agree. Once I found out just who Stella was I knew that even if she didn't insist on one then I would." "Stella, even your father will insist on one! Jade, I am so pleased that you understand." "Mrs Warlin, Elizabeth, I come to this relationship penniless and it would be wrong to think that I could just acquire wealth just by marrying into it. I don't want Stella for her money, I want her because I love her and want to spend eternity with her." "You say that now, but when you have your first real argument you will start thinking differently, believe me. Stella's father and I have had our ups and downs but we still love each other, and I hope that your relationship can last. I think I hear your father Stella, go and help him with the champagne." Star left the room and Mrs Warlin waited until we heard the front door open. "So you have already thought about a pre-nuptial agreement?" "Yes Elizabeth. As soon as I knew who Stella was I knew that we had to have one, it can be very simple, something on the lines that if we divorce then I get to take out of the relationship nothing that I did not put in." "You are prepared to leave with nothing if your marriage fails?" "Yes, Elizabeth, if our marriage fails then I will be at fault and I don't see why I should benefit from a failure on my part. Do you think I am wrong?" "No Jade, but even I would have expected you to want something for the time you would have invested in the marriage." "But Elizabeth I would have had the time with Stella, and that is priceless." "No Jade dear, you are priceless, you are the first person Stella has ever brought home who wants her for herself and not for who's daughter she is." "I must admit that when I found out that she was Stella Warlin I nearly cut and ran, I couldn't imagine what she saw in me, but I knew I couldn't just give her up. She is like a drug, and one that I am happy to be addicted to, I couldn't give her up if I tried. If we ever split up I do not think that I would survive the experience." "Jade dear, that is so melodramatic, you may feel that way now but I assure you, you would survive, you would be miserable for a time but you would meet someone else and life would not seem so bad." I was about to reply when I heard the chink of glasses and Star's laugh as she and her father came into the room. I rose and greeted Mr Warlin. "Good evening Mr Warlin." "Ah, good evening Jade, has my wife finished grilling you?" He bent and kissed his wife who hadn't risen from her chair. Then he kissed my cheek. "Oh no Mr Warlin, Elizabeth and I are getting on very well." He glanced at his wife, "Elizabeth, hey? Well if my wife is letting you call her by her christian name then you should call me George, but you may call me Daddy if you prefer." "Jade dear, when a lady enters the room a gentleman rises, when a gentleman enters, a lady remains seated. Yes George, Jade is a delight. I believe these two love each other almost as much as they think they do." "I can see I will have to be wary around you Jade, you have charmed my wife in one brief encounter, and she is not easily won over" He chuckled. "She seems to have enchanted you even quicker, but you always were a sucker for a pretty face." Elizabeth said smiling affectionately at her husband. I just went red with embarrassment. "Ladies, I propose a toast. To my daughter and my future daughter in law may they have a long and happy life together." "Stella and Jade," Elizabeth said. I saluted Star with my glass and she returned the gesture, and we all drank. I giggled as the bubbles got up my nose. "Right then down to business. Stella, Star, you only took the job as a chalet maid to be near Jade, so I propose that you give up your position and get back to learning the business, as you know your brothers are not interested and have carved out careers for themselves in the city so you are the logical one to inherit the business. Jade I would like to promote you to Star's assistant, you will also learn the business to enable you to make the right decisions when Star is unavailable, for any reason. I wouldn't mind grandchildren at some stage." "Daddy! There's time for children after we get married!" I just stood there gobsmacked, help run the business, children, what? I felt a gentle touch on my shoulder, I looked round to find Elizabeth standing beside me. "Don't worry, you will have plenty of time to learn the business, George isn't ready to give up yet, he's not even sixty yet." "But Elizabeth. I don't know anything about the business, I barely left school with enough qualifications to get the job I've got." "Jade dear, you will learn, we will send you on a business course at the local college. Everything else you will just pick up with experience. Star's grandfather started the business by taking on an old army camp, he left school at fourteen with no qualifications at all. Besides if you are marrying my daughter, then you will have to run the business one day, unless she decides she wants to sell up." "Tomorrow you two can move your things into Star's rooms, and you Star can show Jade where everything is. You will be starting your new posts in a week, that should give you enough time to inform Jade's mother of the situation. Ok who wants more champagne?" --------------------------------***-------------------------------- "It'll be strange to be living back at home again after all of this time living in a chalet." "It'll be strange living in a house this size, my home is not much bigger than a chalet." We were talking as Star showed me the way to her rooms in the east wing. Apparently the west wing was purely guest rooms, the main house was where her parents lived and the east wing was where she and her brothers were housed when they were staying.. "Your father said to move our things into your rooms, how many rooms?" "Well there is the bedroom the dressing room the bathroom and the sitting room, of course you could call the walk in wardrobe a room too, so that's five." "That's more rooms than mums flat! Star I don't think I can do this, I'm out of my depth..." "Are you saying you don't love me?" "NO! Oh god no! I love you more than life itself, but I don't fit in this world. I bet you went to a Swiss finishing school, didn't you." "Well yes, but what has that to do with anything?" "You are the fairy tale princess, me I'm just a frog, and no matter how many times you kiss me I won't turn into a prince." "That's good because I don't want a prince, been there, done that, got the t-shirt to prove it. I want you! You know that if you leave me I'll track you down, and make your life heaven until you beg to come back to me." "Don't you mean you'd make my life hell until I came back?" "I know what I said and I said what I mean. What would be the point in making your life hell, when I want you back, it would be much more fun to make you want to come back. So starting right now I am going to do everything I can to make you stay." "I don't want to go, but you have to admit a little freak from some council housing estate isn't going to fit in very well." "You may be small but you're not little, and you are not a freak. I can teach you everything I learned at the finishing school in just three weeks, I bet you I can." "OK you're on. Teach me what I need to know and you will never be rid of me." "It's a deal." She took me in her arms and all of myself doubt melted away in her embrace. "Jade I love you too much to lose you because you are feeling like a fish out of water, don't you worry my love, between Mother and me we'll knock you into shape." "That's what has me so worried, am I a square peg trying to fit in a round hole. I'd be just as worried if I was still Dave, but as Jade I'm going to have far more scrutiny and I'm not sure if I can do it." "Oh my love, don't fret, I won't do anything to change who you are, just give you the skills you need to survive." We got to her door and when she opened it I was shocked at the size of the room. You could fit our chalet in just this one, and her suite had four more. This was just the sitting room, it had a chesterfield settee and a couple of club chairs clustered around a coffee table. The room itself was panelled in dark oak, at least I presumed it was oak, it was old. There was a bureau, a console table and a drinks cabinet on the wall with the door we came through. On the wall to the left as we entered was a very large fire place and on the opposite wall were bookcases and a door. The wall opposite the door we came in had three large windows which stretched from floor to ceiling with old gold coloured velvet curtains. She took me through to the next room saying, "That was the sitting room and this is the dressing room." The dressing room was just as large as the living room but it had two doors leading off it. "The door on the right is the walk in wardrobe and the one on the left is the bath room, both of which have access to the bedchamber." "Ooh, get 'er! Bedchamber no less, none uv yer carnsil harse bedroom for 'er!" She chuckled at my feeble attempt at humour. We went through the big, twelve foot square, bathroom with its old Victorian stand alone bath and on through the final door to the bedchamber. Bedchamber was a good name for it, it was huge, easily the same size as the sitting room. It was so large in fact that it was only as we walked up to it that I realised just how big the four poster bed was, it had seemed tiny from a distance but up close I could see that it was easily wide enough for three people to fit in comfortably, and it's length was in proportion to its width. There was a door which appeared to lead back to the hallway, so there was a back door if ever we needed one, and one which seemed to go through to the walk in wardrobe. "Star, I'm speechless. This is massive, your suite of rooms is bigger than the flat I grew up in. I imagine it could be quite lonely to be here all by yourself." I just stood there slowly turning and staring at the room. It was about twenty feet wide and thirty feet long with a twelve foot ceiling, panelled in dark oak all the way up. The floor to ceiling curtains were a deep wine red velvet. A large inglenook fireplace nestled between the doors to the wardrobe and bathroom. "For someone who's speechless you talk a lot. Anyway these aren't my rooms." "What, who's rooms are they then?" "Ours." "Ha, ha, very funny, not. You know what I meant. OK, then our rooms are massive. It just feels weird being in such a huge room and not having to pay to get in a museum or country house." "We could always go back to the chalet." "No, Star, your parents want you home, and you want to be here I can tell. I won't let you push your parents away because of my silly feelings. They are willing to accept me, so I should at least make an effort to fit in. Just give me a hug to help me get over all of today's shocks, 'cos I'm sure tomorrow will bring more." She took me in her arms and held me tight, and caressed my neck with her lips. The tensions in my body just melted away with her touch. I savoured the feeling of just holding the girl I loved close. "Come on let's just go to bed, to sleep." "That's the best idea I've heard in the last ten minutes," I said releasing her and grinning. "I mean it, sleep. We have lots to do in the next few weeks, and it's been a busy day." --------------------------------***-------------------------------- I awoke the next morning languishing in the most comfortable bed I have ever slept in. Suddenly my reverie was rudely disturbed. "Shake a leg, lazy bones, there's tea getting cold in the sitting room. I've left a robe for you on the end of the bed." Saying that Star breezed out again. I crawled reluctantly from the bed, and found a rose pink silk kimono at the foot. I slipped it on, luxuriating in its silken softness against my bare skin. I paused briefly on my way through the bathroom, to relieve myself and brush my teeth, Star had shown me where they kept spare toothbrushes for guests. Then on into the dressing room, the long trek across to the door to the sitting room. I pulled it open and walked in. Star was sprawled on the chesterfield in a black silk kimono and Elizabeth was perched on one of the club chairs, immaculately dressed and coiffured. "Ah, Jade darling, I'm glad you could join us, I've been thinking about your wedding dresses. But you must have some tea first, Stella pour poor Jade a cup." "Yes Mother." Star smiled at me. I smiled back, in fact it felt as though I was grinning, just the idea of wearing the wedding dress Elizabeth thought would be suitable was exciting. Just the thought of wearing a wedding dress was exciting. "I'm thinking a full length skirt with a fitted bodice, we may have to get your waist size down a bit Jade dear, perhaps a corset would help." "Oh, Elizabeth, Stella has had me wear one once. It got my waist down to eighteen inches, and Stella said that with a little effort I could get down to sixteen." Elizabeth glanced at her daughter, smiled at me and said, "That's good dear, sixteen inches will be ideal. Now would you prefer a full bodice or I was thinking strapless. For the neckline I thought sweetheart, but to may prefer a plunge or a scoop, possibly even a straight neckline." "I'm sorry Elizabeth, I can hear what you are saying but I really don't understand what you mean by sweetheart neckline, plunge, or scoop. A straight neckline even an idiot like me can understand, but I don't think I'd like a straight neckline." "I am so sorry my dear, I forgot you haven't grown up with all of this to look forward to like Stella. Very well then, a sweetheart neckline, imagine the top of a heart." She drew a line across her body starting at her right armpit and running across to the other, describing a curve above each breast and dipping down between. "A plunge neckline would be easiest to think of as a V neck, plunging down between the breasts, sometimes as low as the navel, vey occasionally lower, but not on a wedding dress. A scoop line is like a smoothed out sweetheart." She drew a wavy line with her finger across her chest. "As you say straight is self explanatory, and you are not an idiot my dear, you would have been if you had not pointed out the fact that you did not understand. So as a first impression which do you think you would prefer?" "Without seeing any examples, I like the sound of the sweetheart neckline, Elizabeth, but I will be guided in all of this by you and Stella." "Thank you my dear. You may call Stella, Star in my presence I know all of her friends do, I also know she dislikes being called Stella, but it is the name she was christened, she was named for her great grandmother you know, but I digress. If you are happy to go along with whatever Stella and myself decide upon then we will continue." I looked from Elizabeth to Star and back. Both were smiling at me. "Oh please continue, I'm fascinated." "Right Mother sweetheart it is, do you think a tight corset bodice is the right way to go?" "Oh yes my dear, you see far too many loose dresses these days, possibly because the bride is pregnant. That is not going to happen in this case, if you do fall pregnant then we will just postpone the ceremony until you get your waist back." "Mother!" Star said outraged. "Well are you taking precautions? You know that no contraceptive is one hundred percent effective." "As you well know Mother I am on an implant and it is not due for another three months." "Good that's one less thing to worry about then. Now back to the dresses. I am thinking a sweetheart neckline on a tight corset bodice with a ball gown style skirt, all in satin and lace. What do you girls think?" "That sounds wonderful!" "You have better taste than I Mother, I bow to your superior style sense." "Thank you Jade dear, you will look like fairytale princesses. Stella darling your style is still developing, but I am sure it will come to you in time." I was picturing myself in a wedding dress like she had described. I hoped I didn't have to stand up, I was sure I would have a damp patch on my kimono. "I'll leave you two to get dressed, I'm sure you have a lot to do today on top of moving your things in here. I will see you at lunch." Saying that she stood and without waiting walked elegantly to the door and out into the hall. "Does my darling need some relief before we get dressed?" Star said smirking at me. "Did it show that much how turned on I was just thinking about our dresses?" "To me it did, I'm sure Mother wouldn't have noticed. Even if she had she is far too polite to say anything. Come on babe, let's go and give you some relief." She grabbed my hand and dragged me back to the bedchamber. When she pushed me onto the bed she saw the wet patch on my kimono and said, "Do you think Dave would have been this turned on by the thought of wearing a wedding dress?" "He would never have admitted it, but yes I think he would," I said pulling her to me and planting a kiss on her lips. She landed on top of me and as soon as our lips separated she started giggling, and I giggled with her. She pulled open my kimono and kissed my left nipple before starting to suck on it. It sent waves of pleasure through my body, making me leak even more. I just surrendered to her ministrations. When she had finished with the left she started sucking on the right nipple, at the same time she started fingering the tip of my cock through the lips of my vagina panties. That took me to the next level. I was close to orgasm and she knew it. She held me close to the edge, playing with my cock, sucking on my nipple then suddenly she tweaked my left nipple and that was it, I screamed her name as I came. She fed me my cum, dripping from her fingers. Smiling as I licked them clean. Then she kissed me and said. "You go and have a quick bath while I sort out some clothes for both of us, I'll see you in the dressing room." She rolled off the bed and padded cat like across the room to the walk in wardrobe. I slid off the bed, and felt the remnants of my orgasm slither down my inner thigh. I made my way quickly to the bathroom before I made a mess on the bed or floor. While the bath was running I rinsed out my vagina panties and wondered what to do with them, I left them in the sink while I had a quick bath and took them with me when I went into the dressing room. Star saw what I had in my hand and said, "There is a small drying rack in the wardrobe, you can hang it in there, the cleaner never goes in there, she was told not to years ago." "But what am I going to do today? I feel strangely naked without it." "You'll just have to tuck for now. You can slip into a fresh one when we get to the chalet, although you could slip into mine right now if you like." When she said that what had been pointing at the floor was suddenly pointing skywards, tenting the front of my kimono. "I see you like that idea," she said grinning and slinking towards me. "You know I jump at every chance to get as much contact with your body as possible. You turn me on just by being you." "You're a horny little slut aren't you." "I'm your horny little slut, and nobody else's." "Not so little at that, from this angle." We had both opened our robes and as we embraced she guided me in. The feel of her velvet softness as I slid in was enough to make me moan with pleasure. I could tell she was as turned on as I was. "Don't come too soon, I want to get something out of this morning's exercise," she said wiggling her hips. I grasped her bottom and she lifted her legs, wrapping them around me as I carried her to the chaise longue near the wardrobe door, still buried in her. I used every last technique she had taught me to bring her to orgasm without getting me there first, it wasn't easy, just seeing the look of pleasure on her face made me want to cum right there and then. Plunging deep and rubbing my groin against hers, time after time, soon brought her to the brink, and as she tipped over I could feel my own climax building, and bursting over me like a tidal wave. She pulled me down on top of her and kissed me as our nipples caressed. The feel of our breasts pressing together almost had me cumming for a second time. I moaned through our kissing. On the plus side it kept me hard for a little longer, which meant I could hug Star with more of my body. Eventually all good things come to an end and with what had come to be our usual practice Star came cupping her sex and allowed me to clean her up. That was the second time today I had tasted my own cum. I much preferred it second hand, so to speak, I'm sure Star did too, I always made her cum for a second time. We both went to the bathroom and had a wash after our exertions before going back to the dressing room. Star had laid out some of her clothes for me, a pair of high leg satin knickers, a pair of barely black hold up stockings, a short skirted sun dress with a bright floral pattern, and a pair of flat soled sandals "You will have to wear your own bra, mine won't fit you yet, I thought the sandals best for your driving lesson." "Driving lesson! I'd forgotten all about my driving lesson, what time is it, I'll be late!" "Don't panic, he will be coming here to collect you, I phoned to rearrange your appointment this morning. This will be your new pick up point for your lessons, you can get him to drop you wherever you need to be on that day, so today I suggest you have him finish your lesson back at the chalet, we can bring your car home then with some of our stuff." I dressed quickly, slipping on the knickers and tucking myself for now, next I put on my bra and slid the stockings up my beautifully smooth legs. I was glad I was tucked, but I would be even happier when I could cover up properly, just the act of putting on my underwear was turning me on. "Star, do you have a hair dryer here?" "Yes, of course, why?" "I think I need to dry my panties quickly so that I can wear them, I don't think just tucking is enough." She looked down at my knickers and saw the noticeable bulge, even though he was in girl mode her panties just couldn't hide the fact that he was happy. "I see what you mean, you do your make-up and I'll get them dry for you." She disappeared into the wardrobe, and I heard the sound of her hair dryer. I went for a light look this morning, just a touch of eyeliner and mascara, with a hint of bronze eyeshadow. A subtle nude pink lipstick and I was ready for the dress. I checked the time and realised I had no reason to panic, I could wait for Star before I had to put the dress on. I didn't have long to wait Star was almost ready at the same time as me. She came back out and handed me my vagina, I slipped it on and was able to tuck my now flaccid penis with no trouble. Looking down brought a smile to my face, I felt whole again. It was as though my brain had decided that I wasn't me unless he was hidden. "You are really happier with those on aren't you? I could see the change come over you as you put them on." "Well, yes. I suppose so. I don't feel really Jade unless I look fully female. I feel a lot more confident when the one thing that could so easily give me away is hidden from view." "I think that Jade is the confident one. So I think you are right, when he's on show is when Dave starts to come out, he was always less confident, insecure even." "Ah! Yes! but he was a virgin don't forget. He had very little experience of girls and women except for his sisters." "That reminds me, I must thank them for the wonderful job they did with Dave's early training. I'll send them a card and some flowers each if you let me know their addresses." I got my phone out of my handbag and sent her the details. "Just don't use them to gang up on me, they would help you, you know, if they thought it was for their little sisters own good. Even if it wasn't they'd probably help, they like you." "But they love you, you're their sister." "Yes but they love you for giving them the sister the always wanted." "And you love me for the same reason." "Well, yes, amongst others that is true, but love you I do," I said slipping into the sun dress. Star had put on a khaki skirt and little green top with bootlace straps. "You look like you've joined the fashion army, what footwear are you going for, desert boots? If so I know of a second hand pair you can have, back at the chalet." "Desert boots, yes, you used to have a pair didn't you. Weren't they ruined by the paint?" "Damn! I'd forgotten that. Oh well you'll just have to get yourself a pair." "We in the Fashion Army have much more style," she said producing a pair of tan suede calf length boots with a three inch stiletto heel, and zipping them on. "Come on. I'll walk you to the door. It's nearly time for your lesson. Don't forget, I'll meet you back at the chalet afterwards." --------------------------------***-------------------------------- The driving instructor dropped me off at the main gate of the holiday centre. He commented that I should get as much practice in as I could if I had access to a car and someone who could sit with me. I told him that I didn't think that that would be a problem. I walked back to the chalet to meet Star. I found her packing all of our things into bags and cases. "You can start taking these to your car, we'll have to make more than one trip, but we'll come back in one of Daddy's cars. They have more room." I picked up a couple of cases and found I was glad I was wearing flats, I'm not sure I'd be able to keep my balance in heels, not until I got used to it. I just managed to get those two in the miniscule boot space and realised that Star was right and there was only enough space for a few more cases that size on the back seat. Whatever car we came back with though I couldn't see it taking more than the two trips, unless Star had far more than I had thought. I went back and told Star how much I thought would fit in the remaining space and between us we took enough to fill the car with a bag on my lap. That was how we arrived back at the manor house. We dumped everything in the entrance hall and Star went to get one of her father's cars while I waited out front. She drove round from the large barn used as a garage, in her father's Bentley. "Are you sure it's OK to take this car?" "Oh yes, don't worry, I've driven this loads of times. I often used to get nominated as the designated driver if Daddy and Mother had a do to go to. Come on hop in and we'll finish moving our stuff in no time." I got in the most luxurious car I have ever been in my life, that's not saying much, at just nineteen I had been in a very limited number of cars, mostly cheap pre-owned vehicles, I would have said second hand, but most weren't even that new. It felt bigger than my bedroom back home in Mum's flat, and it definitely had a better sound system. We were listening to the sort of music we went out dancing to, the sort of music that Dave (remember Dave?) would never have been seen dead listening to, let alone singing and moving to. And I was loving every, bass heavy, minute of it. It seemed as though I'd barely started to get into the music when we had to stop and get the rest of our things. We filled the cavernous boot of the Bentley, which seemed big enough to fit the whole of my little Fiat into, and we still had to put the last few things on the back seat. I just didn't realise how much we had between us. As Dave I'd been able to fit all of my gear into a rucksack and a carrier bag, now I needed the Fiat and possibly two trips to move it all. I had to admit to myself I would much rather have Jade's wardrobe than Dave's. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- "I had your things taken up for you," Elizabeth said by way of greeting when we got back. "Dinner will be served in two hours. That should give you time to take the rest up and get dressed." As we carried the cases up to our room I said to Star, "What did she mean, get dressed?" "From the way she said it, I would say that she is having a formal dinner to welcome you to the family." "Formal dinner, you mean we are going to have to get dressed up? What exactly am I going to have to wear?" "Well I would say it is a perfect occasion for that little black dress." --------------------------------***-------------------------------- When we finally got all of our things up to our room we had just enough time to get ready, but not enough time to put everything away. "You have the first bath and I'll sort out what we are going to wear," Star said. By the time I had my bath and ran one for Star she had laid out our clothes in the dressing room. She had left me one of my new bras, it was a multi way one and she had removed the straps as my dress was semi strapless. I put it on and was impressed that it seemed to live up to its claim of boosting my bust by two sizes. I slipped on the lace panties she had left out for me and slid my stockings up my smooth legs. I then sat at the dressing table to do my make-up. For my eyes I went with bronze on the lower part of the lid with a pale green highlight on the upper. I used a quite heavy eyeliner tapering off to the outside corner, followed by one of those mega lash mascaras. When I was finished I was quite pleased with the result. I was just slipping into my dress when Star came out of the bathroom. "You look good," she said as I applied a nude pink lipstick. "You're quite the sophisticated lady now aren't you?" "I had a great teacher," I said smiling lovingly at her. "Here, I got you these to go with your ring." She handed me a small box. I opened it and found a pair of teardrop shaped dangly jade earrings. Luckily they were clip on ones as my ears weren't pierced. "Star, baby, you shouldn't have. I know you can afford it, but really you shouldn't have." "Darling, I would buy you the world if I could. So until I can I will get it for you bit by bit. We can have them altered when you get your ears pierced." After all I had done and been through to be Jade, I still felt nervous about getting that done. It was almost as if that was the final hurdle after which there was no going back. I knew there was no going back right now but weirdly, even though loads of guys get it done, to me that seemed the last doorway to womanhood, even though 'he' was still there. I waited impatiently while Star got ready. Her dress was similar to mine but completely strapless. When she had finished I walked calmly over to her and have her a hug. "I've said it before, and I'll probably say it again, but I really don't deserve you." I blinked away a happy tear that had started to form, and reaching around her took my bottle of Chanel and dabbed my wrists, behind my ears, the hollow of my neck and my cleavage. "Jade, darling, you deserve whatever I can give you. I love you and want us to be happy." "Star, I was happy when we were poor and all we had as far as I knew was each other. Now I am engaged to the rich and infamous Stella Warlin, and my brain can't seem to be able to decide whether to run for the hills or bask in the riches you keep showering on me. The only thing that is stopping me running is I love you too much to hurt you by taking to my heels and disappearing into the sunset. I still feel like a rabbit in the headlights though." "You will learn to love it, there is no need to be anxious, Daddy likes you and you seem to have won Mother over at your first meeting. Anything else from now on is a bonus. I just know my brothers will like you, they were always protecting me when I was younger, and I'm sure they will see just how much we love each other. Now come on, get your shoes on, we daren't be late. Mother would never forgive either of us. Well you she might forgive, but not me." I slipped my feet into a pair of patent black court shoes with a modest three inch stiletto heel and we were ready to go. Star handed me a small black clutch bag. "I've put your lipstick, eyeliner and mascara in there, you could probably get away without it but a girl isn't properly dressed without a bag." With that we went to dinner, walking arm in arm down the corridors. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- If I'd known just what was waiting for me in the dining room I would have set off running. Usain Bolt could not have kept up with me (even though I was wearing stilettos), and Mo Farah would have run out of stamina long before me. We walked in blissfully unaware of what Elizabeth had arranged for this formal dinner. What I noticed first were the two men standing either side of Elizabeth, they looked so much like Star's father that I knew they were two of her three brothers. The next thing I noticed was the woman Star's father was talking to, and I just stood there in shock. It was my mother. If my am wasn't linked with Star's I think I would have just stopped in my tracks, as it was my body was pulled along, unresisting, as my mind tried to process the scene. By the time my brain had caught up with reality I was being introduced to Damien and Jason, apparently Stephen would be along later as he had to work late and couldn't make dinner. It was at this point that George, Star's father, escorted my mother over. "Sheilagh has been telling me how much of a handful you were when you were a little... younger. We have a little time before dinner, I'll get you a drink and you can have a private chat with your mother." George looked at Damien, or was it Jason, and nodded. Jason, or Damien, went to the drinks cabinet and brought back two tall glasses with a bubbly clear liquid and a slice of lemon inside. He handed them to mum and me and George escorted us over to a quiet corner of the drawing room, and left us once we were settled on a sofa by the coffee table. "Mum, I..." "Well Dave..." "After you mum," I said putting my drink down. "Well young... err, lady would appear to be the most appropriate term, what do you have to say for yourself? And what on earth am I to call you, I can't call you David, even if it is your name." "I'm sorry mum. I was hoping to have all of this sorted out before you met Star and her parents. You're right I can't be David any more, I'm changing my name to Jade legally, I've already started the paperwork. I had hoped that Sally and Becky would have had a chance to talk to you about me..." "They did, sort of. They had come round to see me and had just started telling me about this wonderful girl you had got engaged to when Stella's mother telephoned to invite us all to this dinner tonight. Then they had to tell me everything, and it all came out in a rush, so I'm still not entirely sure I understand it." "Let me give you the potted history about Star and me then. Star, Stella, is bisexual and couldn't make up her mind between boys and girls. Apparently she fell in love with me as soon as she saw me walk through the gates at her father's holiday centre. For my part I was an easy target for her, shy, inexperienced, and flattered that someone as beautiful as her would even look at someone like me. I didn't know who she was then, I didn't find out until she agreed to marry me." "So when she asked if I wanted to go out with the guys I said yes. They got me drunk, I ended up in bed with Star, and everything that has happened since is with my full knowledge and approval. I'm Star's compromise you see, Not really a girl but not quite a boy either. We are happy with the way I am, and I hope you can be happy too." "Oh Davey, if you're happy then that's all that matters. That's all I've ever wanted for my children. Sorry, I'll have to get used to calling you Jade I suppose, It'll take time." I burst into tears and ran from the room. My mother rejoined everyone. "He, sorry, she always was an emotional child, it would seem she has grown into an emotional young woman. I'm sure he'll, she'll be back as soon as she fixes her make-up. I just told her all I wanted was for my children to be happy." --------------------------------***-------------------------------- I ran to the nearest bathroom and sat on the toilet. I balled my eyes out. I wasn't unhappy, I think it was just the relief that my mother seemed OK with what we were doing and who I was becoming. Just as I was getting myself under control there was a short tapping at the door. "Jade, baby, are you OK?" I heard Star's voice calling softly from the other side of the door. I went and opened it and she slipped inside, took one look at me and gave me a hug. I hugged her back, tightly. "I'm OK, really. It was just relief at my mother's reaction when I told her about us and what we are doing." "Come on then, let's get you cleaned up and back to the party. Your sisters have just arrived by the way." "Oh good, that makes three shoulders I have to cry on if I need them." We repaired my make-up and we rejoined the others. My mum even rescued my drink from the table where we had our little chat. It was only when I had it in my hands I realised I didn't know what it was, I hadn't taken a sip before, I did now and found that it was a rather strong gin and tonic. "I think we both need that," said mum quietly in my ear after I took a drink. "Thanks mum, I could murder Mrs Warlin, she said that I had three weeks to tell you about us, well me, and all the time she had already called you and arranged this dinner. Which she only told Star and me about this evening when we got back from getting our stuff from the chalet." "She's a devious woman that one, I think I'm going to like her." "Are you going to stay for a few days? I know Mrs Warlin wants you to help plan the wedding, even though it's not until June." "Well Davey, sorry Jade, it is September now, so we only have about nine months to plan everything. Judging by the perceived wealth of this family that is no time at all for the kind of affair they will be expected to put on. You really have fallen on your feet haven't you?" "Mum I've already told Star and her mother that I fully intend to sign a prenuptial agreement stating that I will take nothing out of the relationship I didn't put in. I think Mrs Warlin was surprised when I said as much before she had time to raise the subject. Star on the other hand is insisting that she will find a way to break the contract, even though it was me that insisted on one. The only thing I want from this relationship is Star. As long as she is happy nothing else matters." "You've got it bad haven't you, the love bug?" "No mum, I've got it goood." I smiled at her. "My baby boy is all grown up, and she's a big girl now," Mum said, a little sadly I thought. I gave mum a hug. "I'm sorry mum, I never wanted to hurt you, but I am happier as Jade than Dave ever was." "You talk about Dave as if he were someone else." "I have to mum, Jade is a very different person to Dave. I really want you to like your new daughter as much as you loved your son." We broke our hug and she held me at arm's length. "I will always love my children, no matter what they do, even if I don't agree or understand it. Now go to your fianc?e, she is looking a bit worried." "Thanks mum, and don't worry I can still make you a granny." I grinned and flounced off. I gave Star a kiss and hugged my sisters. "How did it go?" Asked Sally. "Yeah, it didn't seem too bad from here." said Becky. "She's not happy, but she is trying to put a brave face on it, and she's not trying to talk me out of it. I think she understands deep down that I'm becoming Jade because I want to, and because I love Star. She understands love." "Becoming Jade!" Becky snorted. "Baby girl, you are Jade. There is no Dave left, I think that that is what mum saw." Sally said. "Star! if that's true, then what has become of the person you fell in love with?" "She's standing right in front of me, silly. Don't think of it as Dave is no more, think of it as Dave has been customised, improved, so much so that Dave needed a new name and so Jade was born." "Yeah, but..." "No buts, you are the person I love, and that's all that matters." I gave her a hug. "I think we should go and join the others." Glancing across the room where our parents and Star's brothers were pointedly ignoring us. "I think that they have given us enough time for me to pull myself together." "I think you are right," Star said. We wandered over and joined the group. "Is everything alright?" "Everything is fine Mrs Warlin." "Now Jade, I told you, you may call me Elizabeth." "Yes Mrs Warlin, I remember." "Elizabeth, I think she's annoyed that you told her she had a week to bring me up to speed, and you had already invited me to this dinner." "Oh that, I'm sure you understand that was just so that you didn't feel under pressure." "No Mrs Warlin, I understand that you lied to me, you didn't even tell Star and me about this dinner until this afternoon, and that you had already invited my family before you knew that Star was going to apologise. How do you explain that?" "I asked George to let Stella know that I was ready to accept her apology even if she didn't mean it, and of course she didn't. She has never had a sorry bone in her body. Of course if she didn't I would have had to swallow my pride and apologised to her and invited you to the dinner anyway." "That doesn't really explain why you lied to me. The one thing you did not have to do was tell me I had a week to tell my mother about Star and who I now was. You could have told us this morning about tonight's dinner, you could even have said there would be guests. Why, Mrs Warlin?" "Jade dear, I am so sorry, you are correct I did not need to lie to you, and I should not have done so. Please forgive me, and call me Elizabeth." She came over to me and held her arms out. I stepped forward and have her a hug. "I should still be angry with you Elizabeth, but you did bring my mother here, and I was dreading telling her about me. I just didn't know how she would react. For that I have to thank you, but I would have appreciated some warning." I kissed her cheek and let her go. She gave me a little contrite smile and turning to Star said, "Stella darling, Star, I owe you an apology, you never did owe me one. I have in the past treated you and your friends abominably, and I am truly sorry. It will not happen again. Now Jade dear, go and join your fianc?e, I wish to propose a toast." I went over to Star, the look of shock on her face was priceless. "My Mother apologised to me," she said in a harsh whisper. "Now everyone raise your glasses. To Jade and Star ." Everyone toasted us and the gong sounded for dinner. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- As we made our way into the dining room, banqueting hall would be a better description, Star whispered to me. "Don't be intimidated by the place settings, just use the knives and forks from the outside in, whatever is on the outside is what you need for the next course." "Oh, OK. Thanks. I've never had to think about that before, we never had more than one knife, one fork and one spoon," I whispered my reply. "With the uneven ratio of men to women I may be able to sit next to you, so if there is anything you need to know just ask." As luck, or Elizabeth's planning, would have it the seating arrangement worked out so that I did get to sit with Star. With George at the head of the table and going round clockwise it went like this. George, Sally, Jason, Mum, Elizabeth, Damien, Star, me and then Becky. I'm sure Elizabeth meant nothing by it, but it was obvious that I was being grouped with the men. I suppose that it was only fair, I may be more girl than boy now, but there was the big difference down there, under my skirt. I won't list all of the courses, but the dinner lasted for about two hours, and by the end of it everyone was talking as if we were all old friends. The portions in each course were small but by the end we were all full, without feeling the need to loosen belts. With the coffee and brandy it was decided that we should retire to the drawing room. Mum and Elizabeth sat together and I overheard them talking about the wedding, Mum was agreeing with Elizabeth about the style of dress and the flowers, I lost track at that point as I was then engaged in conversation with Jason and Damien, whilst Star was nabbed by my sisters and George. "So Jade how long have you known Star?" Jason said. "Oh, not long at all, not long enough really." "So why the rush to get married?" said Damien. "Oh, there's no rush. I just know that I want to spend the rest of my life with Star, I just want to make her happy." "So you're not after her money?" "No I am not!" I said rather indignantly. "I have already had this discussion with Elizabeth, and Star, and your mother and I are in agreement. I will sign a prenuptial agreement worded in such a way that I will take away from this relationship nothing I didn't put in, I even had an argument with Star about it, she doesn't want me to sign one. I told her either I signed one or we didn't get married." "You would really give up any rights to Star's millions." "Yes, I didn't know who she was when we first started seeing each other, as far as I knew she was just one of the chalet maids. By the time I found out she was Stella Warlin she had already agreed to marry me. It was far too late for me by then, I would do anything for her except give her up. Life just wouldn't be worth living without her." "Well you just treat her right, we don't want to see our baby sister hurt." "Neither do I, before I met Star I would never have dreamed of becoming Jade, now I will do anything she asks of me. I couldn't refuse her if my life depended on it." They looked at each other. "Well Jade, welcome to the family. Sorry about the interrogation but we have to look out for our little sister." "That's OK, I'd do the same thing in your situation. After all I could have been a gold digger." I gave each of them a hug. "If there is anything you are concerned about at any time just come and talk to me, I won't be offended. I know you love your sister and don't want to see her get hurt." They semi reluctantly hugged me back, and I went off to join my sisters, Star and George. As I approached George stepped forward and have me a hug. "Come my dear, join the people who love you, and put the questioning behind you." He smiled at me and I realised that he had fully accepted me as his daughters girlfriend, and didn't think of me as a boy in a skirt. I kissed his cheek and as I did so I whispered in his ear. "Mr Warlin would you give me away?" He held me away from him with a starled look. Pulled me close again and whispered. "I would be honoured." I gave him an extra squeeze before I let him go. "Thank you Mr Warlin, George, you have made me feel welcome. One of the family. I know it can't be easy for any of you, obviously you are all suspicious of my motives. Am I a gold digger just after your daughters money? Surely I must have known who Star was, she had been in all of the papers a couple of years ago. I know I can't prove it, but I really didn't. I didn't suspect that Stella Warlin would be working as a chalet maid. I could barely believe it when she asked me out, but I would have been stupid to say no to a beautiful, intelligent girl who seemed interested in me." "Who was, and is, interested in you," Star said, butting in. She slipped her arm around my waist. "And I sometimes still have trouble believing how lucky I am," I said putting my arm around her and pulling her close, so that we were standing side by side, hip to hip. "I'll leave you girls alone, in sure you have lots to talk about." With that George went to join his sons. I pulled Star round into a hug and whispered in her ear, "I can think of better things to do than talk." "So can I, but unfortunately we are expected to stay until Mother retires. I think that everyone will go to bed once she does." "Where is everyone staying?" "Well my brothers have their own suites, and I'm sure that your mother and sisters will have been given guest rooms on the floor below us." Shortly after this Elizabeth announced she was retiring for the night and offered to escort mum to her room. Mum said, "That is a wonderful idea, it has been a long day and I am looking forward to a good night's rest." We all had to dutifully kiss Elizabeth on the cheek, and the family all did the same to mum. We all wished them a pleasant night's sleep. "Well now that duty has been seen to be done I'm off to bed myself. Goodnight all," George said and left the room. "Jason, Damien, are you two staying up?" "No we're off to bed too, goodnight ladies." "Goodnight." "Right then, you two are invited to join us in our rooms for a nightcap if you like." Star said looking at Sally and Becky. "I don't know about Becky but as mum said it's been a long day, so I'm just going to turn in if it's all the same to you." "Too right Sally, I'm bushed too. Goodnight Star, Jade." With that my sisters left us. "Looks like we are alone at last," Star said taking a bottle of wine from the drinks cabinet. She swiftly opened it and grabbed a couple of glasses. "Come on, let's go to bed." I kissed her cheek and went and opened the door for her. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- Star poured us a glass of wine each as I sat at the dressing table to remove my make-up. "You did well tonight, fronting up to my brothers and shaming Mother into apologising to you. The most surprising thing for me though was when she apologised to me. I would have bet every penny I have that the only time that would happen was when Hell froze." "Damn, I could have got all of your money without having to marry you." I giggled. "Ah! but then I'd have had to marry you to get it back." "But would I have wanted to marry you? I am after all just a penniless gold digger, and I would have your money," I said trying and failing to keep a straight face. "I would have made you want to marry me." "Oh Star! I am sure you would have no trouble doing just that, you wouldn't even get all of the words out before I was saying I will. I want you in my life more than I have ever wanted anything else in the whole world. I wouldn't care if your family disowned you tomorrow, I'd still want to spend the rest of my life with you," I said seriously. "Hey! Jade, baby, lighten up. You have me, and the family love you. They know you aren't after my money, at least they now know you didn't know I had any when we met. We will be married in nine months and there is nothing in this world that will make me give you up." I stood and walked over to her. I took her tenderly in my arms and started sobbing on her shoulder. "I sometimes wish that you were just Star the chalet maid, I'm not sure how all your money is going to affect me, I just know it will. Money always does. I only want to change in ways that you approve of, you know, being a little less blokish and getting more girly." "Well, girlfriend, I think we are succeeding in that respect. Anybody that didn't know would never suspect that you started life as a boy. So don't you worry, I'll keep your feet on the ground." "Not all the time I hope," I said grinning at her. She grinned back. "No not all the time, I want your feet in the air sometimes." We finished getting ready for bed, me in a pastel pink nighty and Star in powder blue, and took the wine through with us. Sitting in bed sipping wine, I felt more relaxed than I had in ages. Perhaps that was partly down to my mum now knowing about Jade, and about Star. We finished the glass of wine and after I had put mine down on the bedside cabinet, Star leaned over and planted a kiss right on my unresisting lips. I put my arms around her and she pulled me to her side of the bed. She reached under my short nighty and began to fondle my small breasts, tweaking my nipples between her forefinger and thumb. The pain in my nipples was such exquisite torture I knew I was getting wet, I moaned against her lips and kissed her harder. She broke off the kiss, smiled at me and dropped her mouth to my eager teats. She nipped hard with her teeth as her fingers explored my latex lips, rubbing my dripping glans with her thumb. I couldn't help myself thrusting my hips forward and crushing her face to my boobs. She freed herself from my embrace and said, "I want you in me, now!" and pulled my nighty off over my head. I could not refuse my goddess and leaping off the bed hastily removed my latex panties as Star removed her nighty. I climbed back on the bed between her beautiful legs, and kissed her inner thighs. She wrapped her hands in my hair and gently but inexorably pulled me up her body until we were nipple to nipple, lip to lip. My rampant member was now probing impatiently at the gates of her temple, waiting to be invited to participate in the ritual worship of Venus. She shifted slightly and he slipped quickly inside the warm welcoming embrace of the goddess. Slowly we built up the tempo with long, deep thrusts. This was about her, and getting her to a climax, my needs were secondary. It wasn't a race to see who came first, or if it was it was one I was more than willing to let her win. I was getting close to climax myself when she tensed all of her muscles as her orgasm took hold, I just kept going and was rewarded by her screaming and raking my back with her nails as a second orgasm hit her. That was when I lost control and came like never before. In what had become the ritual of our love making she rolled us over and cupping her sex slid off my cock and positioned herself over my mouth for me to clean her up. I eagerly lapped and sucked up our mingled juices, and kept going until she came again. She then slid down my body kissing me on the lips as she went down to suck my cock clean. I shuddered in pleasure as she kissed the tip before wrapping her lips around the shaft. As she sucked she was deep throating me and it wasn't long before I came again. I had to get out of bed to retreive my latex panties and my night dress. I slipped them on and got back into bed where Star, after putting her nighty back on, poured us a last glass of wine each. We sat there glass of wine in hand and an arm around each others waist. "To us," I said. "To us." --------------------------------***-------------------------------- Star's twenty first birthday was an event, as it was in September and the weather was good they held a garden party. All of our friends from the holiday centre were invited. Trudie came as unofficial guest of honour, well I encouraged Star to give her her invitation in person, she brought her fianc? with her, but she had a special dance with Star while he danced with me. It seemed to me as though they loved each other almost as much as we did. Apart from both of our families and friends there were some of George's business acquaintances invited as well, I'm sure they had a good time even though they spent most of the night talking with George. I spent every last penny that I had to my name, which wasn't a lot, and bought her a secondhand heart shaped silver locket and had our pictures put in it, as a birthday present. Well OK it was only silver plated, but it was all I could afford. I wasn't going to buy her a present with her own money. I was enrolled at the local college on a business administration course, and I found that I actually had an aptitude for it, I think that it helped that I was working in a real company and so had many real world examples of what the course was teaching me. Between us, Star and I took on some of the work load and that gave George more time to spend with Elizabeth. That made both of them happy. I was corseted everyday and sooner than I expected my waist was down to the sixteen inches Star had originally predicted. I continued wearing a corset on a daily basis, not because I had to, but because I found that I wanted to. I liked the way it made me look, I even thought that it might be possible to go for an even smaller waist, but Star said no, sixteen inches was small enough. Mother and Elizabeth took charge of all of the wedding arrangements, we were only involved in the fitting sessions for our dresses. They were identical, with a beaded lace over silk, corset style, sweetheart bodice and a multi layered full ball gown taffeta skirt. Whilst star and I were having our wedding talk with the vicar I mentioned walking down the aisle together. She told us that no bride that she had ever heard of had ever walked down the aisle, she went on to explain that contrary to popular belief the aisle, more accurately aisles, were on either side of the nave of a church and not down the centre. "In that case I want us to be the first brides in history to walk down the aisles, we can walk down either side of the church and meet in front of the altar, the bridesmaids can walk down the centre carrying the rings, with your father leading. What do you think?" I said looking from Star to the vicar and back again nervously, I thought it was a great idea. "I like it but what do you think Reverend?" "I have no objection to the idea, and it would mean that when you tell people you walked down the aisle you wouldn't be lying." She chuckled. "That's settled then, but we tell no one except the bridesmaids and your father, and we swear them to secrecy." "OK." "Very well." --------------------------------***-------------------------------- Elizabeth urged us to go and see the family doctor. After sitting through the doctor ranting at us about our irresposibility experimenting with hormones, she arranged a monthly appointment with the sperm bank where they would check the viability of my output and store viable samples for when I could no longer produce semen capable of producing children. Star, sitting next to me, reached over and held my hand. We also discussed a proper hormone regimen, including antiandrogens to reduce the effect of my natural testorterone. "You must realise that eventually your testicles will atrophy and you will have erectile problems. Also there are health issues with long term use of antiandrogens, the only real solution to which is either to stop using them or removing the testes." I squirmed in my seat at the mention of removing my balls. Star squeezed my hand. "Are those the only options Doctor?" I said. "I'm afraid so Ms Collins, Jade, if you wish to stay as you are then I'm sorry you are out of luck. Your body is changing, there is probably some atrophy all ready. This is not reverseable, but can be halted if you stop taking the hormones. If you continue there will come a time when the only option is castration. I will come and see you after surgery tomorrow, once you two have had a chance to discuss this." --------------------------------***-------------------------------- We'd gone to the doctor's in my car to give me some practice between lessons, but Star wouldn't let me drive home. "You're in no state to be driving, your mind wouldn't be on it," she said taking the keys from my unresisting hand. "Star what are we going to do?" I wailed as we drove away from the surgery. "Jade, darling, I'll do anything I can for you but this is a decision that you have to make for yourself." "Star! It's a lose-lose situation, whatever I do you won't love me any more." I burst into tears. Star pulled the car over to the side of the road, stopped the engine and releasing our seat belts pulled me to her and held me tight. "Jade you silly thing I'll always love you no matter what." "But Star we both know I'm your compromise, If I stop the hormones I'll revert to being Dave and If I don't I'll lose the thing that makes me different, and you'll find someone else." I sobbed. "There's no way you can get rid of me now, I don't care if you have to go back to being Dave or if 'Jade' decides to become fully female. You are mine and I am yours, forever. So nice try getting out of the wedding but it aint gonna work, baby." I clung onto her for all I was worth, sobbing on her shoulder. "I'm so confused Star! I don't want to be Dave again, and as Jade I feel odd when he's not hidden away, but what do I do?" "Right, I think the Romans had the right idea, in vino veritas, in wine is truth. So we go home get you drunk, talk it over weighing up the pro's and con's, write down the decision and have wild sex. Not necessarily in that order. we could always talk it over whilst getting drunk and making mad passionate love all at the same time. Actually that sounds like the best option to me." I reluctantly released her, and kissed her. She started the engine. "Buckle up babes, we're heading home for an afternoon of wild passionate, alcohol fuelled, sex. Tomorrow we can look at what we decided to do, and see if we still think the same way with a hangover." She grinned at me and I couldn't help but give her an unsteady smile back. When we got back Star sent me up to our rooms to change into something more comfortable I shed my clothes as soon as I entered the living room, just dropping them as I made my way to the bathroom. I sat on the loo, to have a pee, and burst into tears again at the thought of having to stand up to do this again. I was still there crying when Star walked in on me. "Hey, honey bun, don't cry, we'll sort this. Once we make a choice that you are happy with, we can get on with the rest of our lives together. What set you off this time?" I told her and she just laughed. "God! The number of times that I've wished I could just whip it out, pee and put it away. Sorry I shouldn't laugh." "No you are right to laugh, it is trivial. It's just that it represents the choice I have to make, 'cos I know I can still wear my vagina pants if we decide to just stop the hormones, it's just that I wouldn't quite be Jade any more nor would I really be Dave again. Not that I want to go back to being Dave. I just want you to have what we set out to give you, the best of both." "Jade, darling, dry your eyes and join me in the bedroom. We'll drink gin and have wild sex and when you're drunk and tired we'll write down your decision so we can look at it again in the morning." She gave me an understanding smile and left me to it. I dried my eyes. Washed my face and redid my make-up, I went for a sultry seductive look, darker and heavier than my normal eyeshadow. Heavy eyeliner, deep green and bronze at the outer eye shading to turquoise as I moved in towards my nose with a light green for highlighting. One of those false lash effect mascaras and a deep berry red lipstain followed by a kiss proof lipstick and I was ready. I went to join the woman I loved more than life itself. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- I joined her on the bed and she handed me a glass of gin and tonic, more gin than tonic I found out on my first sip. My second sip drained the glass. Star took it from me and refilled it immediately. When she handed it back I took another big swallow. "Steady on girl, I want you drunk not paralytic." "Sorry, but it's been a bit of a shock, and I really don't know what to do." "I do," she said, taking my glass, leaning forward and kissing my nipple. "Do you want to lose these?" she said fondling my now B cup breasts. "Yes we could replace them with implants when they shrink, but would you be happy with that?" "Oh Star, you know I wouldn't be happy with implants, unless there was no other way. I just don't want to lose what we have, you know our special relationship." "OK then let's consider our, your, options as you see them." "Right then as I see it option one is to go back to being Dave, and option two is to go for full on sex reassignment surgery. I can't really see a middle ground that I would be happy with, apart from what I am now, and that isn't an option according to the doctor." "OK then what do you see as the drawbacks to each option." "Option one, I give up the hormones and become steadily more Dave, that means more shaving, boobs shrinking, generally feeling less girl and more boy." I drained my glass again, and Star refilled it. "Option two, stay on the hormones and eventually have to have at least my balls removed. My cock becoming a useless appendage just getting in the way. Not being able to make love to you in the same way." I drank my virually neat gin, emptying the glass again. "Either way I lose you. You, sorry, we have changed me into your ideal lover, and I love that. I don't want that to change, but it is going to no matter what!" The last bit came out as a wail, and I burst into tears again. "Good the gin is starting to get to you." "What?" I sobbed. "Gin will make most people quite emotional, and I'm hoping that it will have that effect on you. We don't want you thinking intellectually, we need you thinking emotionally. You've already said you don't want to go back to being Dave, that's a given. You could still be Jade without the hormones, that's how a lot of the transsexual porn stars do it. You could stay on the hormones and keep your dangly bits there are ways to make him hard. Or you could go all the way and have it all converted and become fully female. Emotionally which of those options are you happiest with? Forget about me, this is about you." "I can never forget about you, but for this scen... er, god I feel drunk, for this thing I'll put me first. Jade without the hormones, I don't know, I think I'd just feel like a boy in drag, just playing at being your girlfriend." "Soon to be wife." I brightened up a bit, then got depressed again. "Yeah, or husband." "Wife!" "OK. Somehow losing my balls but keeping my cock doesn't seem right, having to plan when I get hard every time, no I can't see that happening." "OK, so what about getting SRS?" "In my head that's the only option that makes any sense, but I'm drunk, I'm sure if you asked Dave he'd be horr'fied at the thought of chopping any of it off. Jade on the other hand's always wanted that, I think." "So you like the idea then?" "Itellecshully no, I don' like self mutilation. Emoshun'ly yeah, I want to be as mush like you as I can possibly be. But I'm your's to do with as you please, I'll be whatever you want me to be, whatever makes you happy makes me happy." She took the glass from me and put it on the bedside cabinet. She straddled me, pushing me back against the pillows. She kissed me and started playing with my nipples. "You just lie there a minute and I'll be right back." She got off the bed and after rummaging in her bedside cabinet came back to bed wearing her strap-on. She fondled my vagina, poking her finger in and rubbing tho tip of my cock. I moaned in pleasure. "I see you are ready for me," she said presenting her finger for me to lick off my precum. I sucked her finger hungrily as she slid in past my eager cock, thrusting my hips up to meet her. I moaned as she penetrated my shemale pussy, rubbing against my glans. I matched her rhythm and soon the stimulation of my cock and prostate had me screaming in ecstasy. Star kissed me and as I recovered from my orgasm cleaned the strap-on and transferred the harness to me. "Now you can find out why I like doing that to you." We changed positions so that I was on top. It felt very odd to be penetrating the woman I loved but not being able to feel a thing, but the look on her face made me realise hw much she was enjoying it. Just watching her reaction to my movement enabled me, even in my drunken state, to bring her to a climax far better than when I was distracted by my own imminent orgasm. Seeing her ecstasy almost made me cum without stimulation, and I realised what she meant. Not having to control my own body made it so much easier to satisfy her, I could tell if she was enjoying what I was doing and adjust my actions to keep her orgasm building until it tipped her over the edge, and I was able to keep going until she peaked again before clamping her legs around me stopping me from moving. "Jade, baby, that was wonderful. do you think that you could be satisfied making love to me like that?" "Goddess, I could definately be 'appy makin' love to you like that. I awmost came jus' watchin' you! As long as I could bury my face between your thighs now and then that is." "I'll consider letting you do that." She giggled. "But seriously, If you would be happy using a dildo on me, and your beautiful mouth, then if you want to go for SRS then I am quite happy for you to go ahead. If you want we could arrange for our honeymoon to be in Thailand, you could have the operation there. I hear they have the best surgeons for these procedures in the world." "But then I wouldn' have one of the fings you love me for, are you sure that you would be content with a fake cock?" "We could always make a copy of yours so that we can use it afterwards, if we do go ahead though I'll have to make good on my promise to get you a real cock to play with." She smiled at me and kissed me. "The more we talk about it the more I want to do it, bu' I'm drunk and we'll have to see how we both feel when we're sober." "You're drunk, I've only had one, and mine wasn't as strong as yours. So you do fancy trying a real cock though?" "I thought we were going to get drunk together. I thought we were going to get drunk and make a decision write it down and forget abut it until morning. And yesh I do fancy trying a real cock," I said sleepily. "Well you're drunk, you seem to have come to a decision, I'll write it down and in the morning when you're sober you can see if you still feel happy with it. If so then we'll arrange our honeymoon in Thailand." She reached for a pad and a pen. 1. Make cast of Jade's cock. Have dildo made. 2. Make arrangements for full SRS in Thailand. 3. Find a real cock for Jade to experience. "There it's all written down. You can read it in the morning and see how you feel about it. Now go to sleep baby, I'll see you in the morning." "G'night my love." I yawned, snuggled under the duvet and drifted off into an alcohol induced sleep. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- I awoke bleary eyed, but without a hangover, when Star brought me a cup of strong coffee and some aspirin. "Thought you might need these." "Thanks baby, I could do with the coffee, but strangely I don't need the pain relief." "That's good. I've arranged for your breakfast in the lounge. Don't be too long, it'll get cold." "OK, thanks Star." She left me to drink my coffee and get ready to meet the new day. The coffee really helped wake me up fully and I went to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror and realised from the panda eyes that I had gone to sleep in full make-up. I cleansed my face before continuing with the rest of my ablutions. Afterwards I pulled on fresh vagina pants and got dressed in an ankle length cotton skirt with a gypsy blouse, put a touch of eyeliner on and went to get my breakfast. I walked out of the dressing room and into the lounge. There was a covered plate and place setting waiting for me on the coffee table. There was also a large coffee pot there as well. Star came to greet me and kissed me. I returned her passionate kiss with equal fervour. "Good moning my love," she said. "Good morning darling." "Come on sit down and eat your breakfast. I'll pour us both a cup of coffee." I did just that. I uncovered the plate and discovered bacon, sausages, fried eggs, fried slice and grilled tomatoes. Just the kind of breakfast I like, when I have breakfast. There was also a small glass of fruit juice to help replace my vitamin C. I tucked in and soon Star was laughing and I looked at her with a quizical look on my face. "What?" I said around a mouthful of breakfast. "Nothing. It's just I can't remember you ever enjoying your food as much as you seem to be right now." She chuckled. "Well, it's not my fault. You got me drunk and had your wicked way with me. I need to replenish my energy," I said after I had swallowed what was in my mouth. "You are quite correct, I won't do it again." "Oh! I didn't mean that, I'll let you do it to me any time you like, but can we have a bit less alcohol next time, last night is all a bit hazy." Star put the notepad in front of me and I read what she had written. 1. Make cast of Jade's cock. Have dildo made. 2. Make arrangements for full SRS in Thailand. 3. Find a real cock for Jade to experience. "Do you remember any of that?" I went bright red. "Oh! It wasn't just a silly dream then." "Well? What are your thoughts this morning? Do you still think you want to go all the way female?" She grinned at me. "Do you still want to try a real cock?" I blushed deeper, I felt as though I was burning up. "Yes, to both questions" "Speak up girl, I didn't quite catch that." "Yes, to both questions," I almost shouted, miserably. "Ha! My little tart, is a real little tart!" "Oh Star..." I started to say, and burst into tears. "Hey, baby, don't cry. I love my little tart and to prove it my wedding present to you will be to pay for your surgery with the best sugeon in Thailand." I struggled to control my emotions, but when Star said she would pay for my transformation I just broke down again, bawling my eyes out. "But what will everyone say when they find out? We, I told them all that I was happy with the way I am!" "We don't have to tell anyone anything. It's none of their business what we do, I'll be paying for it out of my money, so there is no need for them to know unless we decide to tell them. We don't even have to tell them we are going to Thailand for the honeymoon." I stood up, a little unsteady, and went to Star and held her in my arms, hugging her tightly and crying on her shoulder. She just hugged me and waited for the emotional storm to blow itself out. Eventually I calmed down and stopped crying. "Do you think you can hold yourself together today until the doctor comes to see us?" "I'm so sorry, I can't seem to even think about it without getting emotional, but yes I think I can keep it together for the rest of the day." "Baby, I think you are in mourning for the loss of your manhood. Even though you haven't really been a man, for all intents and purposes, since your journey to womanhood began. So I'm not surprised you are emotional. I think what you need is some retail therapy, we are going to buy you, at the very least, a pair of shoes, and probably a handbag to go with them." She grinned at me. I gave her a weak smile back. "I think you're right on both counts. Let's go shopping." --------------------------------***-------------------------------- Star parked her Audi TT in a reserved space behind her fathers office in the centre of town. "Come on my horny little tart, we are going to buy you some fuck-me heels." "What do you mean?" "What do you mean, what do I mean? You know exactly the kind of shoes you used to love to see a girl in before you became Jade. For that matter you know the kind you still like to see a girl wearing. Absolutely sky high, super skinny stilettos. And don't tell me you aren't getting wet just thinking about wearing them, I know you are." I went bright red, but she was right I couldn't deny the thought of shoes like she described was turning me on. "See, you want a pair of fuck-me heels don't you?" "Oh god yes!" I said my voice husky with emotion. "Well come on then Miss Collins, don't just sit there, get out of the car and we will buy you some. I might even get myself a pair." "Ha! I bet you already have half a dozen pairs just to torment poor unsuspecting boys with, before you find yourself a girl to go home with." "Well, OK, that's what I used to do, before I met you," she said a bit sheepishly. I laughed. "It's good to hear you laughing, you were getting a bit depressed. Now it's show time. Shoes and bags and skirts and dresses and jewellery are awaiting your arrival." --------------------------------***-------------------------------- The first place we went to was a high end shoe shop where Star made me try on a pair of calf length boots, with a modest four inch spike heel. I only knew the shop by reputation, they didn't put prices on anything, People said that was because they didn't want potential customers dropping dead from shock when they saw them, they wanted someone on hand to call for the emergency services. The boots were gorgeous, and fitted like a glove. Star turned to the assistant. "We'll take them," she said without even asking the price. "What we're actually looking for..." she added before whispering in the assistants ear. A smile appeared on the girls face, she glanced at me. "Oh yes madam, we have just the thing, if you will excuse me I'll fetch them from the stock room" I was still sitting down, having just removed the boots, when she came back with a large shoe box. She crouched in front of me and taking the shoes from the box slipped my feet into a pair of scarlet satin court shoes with a half inch platform and a six inch ultra thin stiletto heel. When I stood up it felt as though I was about to fall over face first, the heel was so high I was on tip-toe. "I can't wear these..." "Look at them in the mirror." Star said pointing to the reflection of my feet and ankles in the nearest one. I was instantly transfixed, like a rabbit in the headlights. I found myself turning this way and that, just looking at how good they made my legs look. I started walking up and down staring in the mirror as I did so, just to admire them from as many angles as possible. *cough* "So you like them then?" Star broke into my reverie. "Err, well yes but I'll kill myself in them, I can't walk in them properly. I'll break my neck." "Come here I've got something to show you," she said holding her phone up. I walked over to her and she showed me a video of me strutting around the store as if I was wearing my usual four inch heels. I could hardly believe what I was seeing. I didn't trip or stumble once in the two minutes of footage she had captured of me. I hadn't realised that I had been wearing them for so long. I was stunned. "You have to admit they make you look absolutely fuckable," Star whispered in my ear making me turn almost the same colour as the shoes. "She loves them," she announced to the assistant. "Do you have an evening bag in a matching colour?" "Yes Madam," the girl said producing a clutch bag in the exact same shade of scarlet satin, and handing it to me. I instinctively took it and tucked it into the crook of my arm. Everything around me was a bit vague, I was picturing us making love with me in these shoes. I was so glad that he was tightly locked away, I was as horny as hell. "Come on then. You can wear them later, now we have to go and buy the dress to go with them," Star said, once again shattering the daydream. "Oh! Right! Yes!" I sat down and took off the shoes, the assistant put them back in the box and carried it and the clutch bag to the till. "And how will Madam be paying?" "Oh knock it off, Corrina. Your boss went for an early lunch five minutes ago, so you can stop calling me Madam." "Yes Madam," she said and bust into a fit of giggles. "Sorry Star but it is store policy, and you know it." "Of course I know, that's why I let you get away with it when your boss is around. Anyway Corrina this is Jade, my fianc?e, Jade this is Corrina and with Trudie we were the terrible trio, or as Corinna's dad once said you three make a right pair if ever I saw one." She giggled. Corrina rang up the purchases, and I was shocked to see it came to just under a thousand. I just kept thinking a thousand for a pair of boots, a pair of shoes and a little bag, that's insane. "How will Madam be paying?" "Thanks, Corrina, can you just put it on my account." "No problem, Star, if you would just sign the receipt, do you want them delivered?" "No, I think we'd better take them with us, I want to get an exact match for the colour when we buy her the dress, but you could deliver the boots, thanks." "Now, you, we are off to buy you a dress." She dragged me from the shop by my wrist. "See you later Corrina." "Nice to meet you Corrina," I called over my shoulder tottering after Star. "Likewise Jade." She laughed. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- Star took me to a little boutique that we had avoided when we had originally gone shopping for Jade, Star had said that with the money I had that I might be able to buy one or two dresses but then I would have had nothing left for the essentials. "Ah, Miss Warlin, have you come to see the latest collection?" The lady in the boutique said in a distinctly french accent as we walked in. "Not exactly Madame Yvette, we are looking for a little something to go with these," Star said showing her the shoes and bag. "Ah! You are looking for a seductive little number, yes?" "Oh yes! Madame Yvette, a very seductive little number if you can help." "But of course Miss Warlin. I believe I have just the thing, excuse me one moment." She disappeared into the back of the shop. When she came back, a few minutes later, she was carrying what appeared to be a piece of scarlet satin material. "I think you will find this to be what you are looking for Miss Warlin," she said handing the scrap of cloth to Star. Star shook it out and compared the colour with the bag. "Perfect Madam Yvette. Here you go, pop into a changing room and try it on." She handed it to me and I stared at it as if it would bite me, it looked no bigger than a handkerchief. "Go on, here take the shoes and bag with you, I want to see the full picture." She pushed me towards one of the cubicles. I went into the little room and pulled the curtain across. I stared at the material in my hands again and realised that it was a shaped tube, no straps. I hurriedly slipped out of my clothes and took off my bra. I undid the zip and stepped into the dress, I even managed to zip it back up again. I realised that there was more material than I had thought, it reached from just above my bust to my upper thigh, covering my bum and a little more, not only that but it was a perfect fit. I slipped on the shoes, ran my hands down the silky smooth fabric, picked up the bag and went out to give Star a twirl. I walked up to her in my best imitation catwalk strut, paused briefly in front of her spun on the ball of my foot and strutted away again. I paused once more and glancing over my shoulder gave her my best come to bed look. It must have worked because she rushed over, spun me round and gave me a hug and a passionate kiss. I returned them both with interest. Madam Yvette coughed. "I'm so sorry Madam, I just love it and got carried away," I said as we broke apart. "Oh no, I always enjoy seeing people's enthusiasm over my creations." She smiled at me. "It is satisfactory Miss Warlin, yes?" "It is perfect Madam Yvette, just perfect. Thank you, would you be so kind as to put it on my account." "But of course Miss Warlin, will there be anything else today?" "No, thank you Madam Yvette, I don't want to spoil Jade too much." "Oh no, don't spoil me too much," I said huskily, pressing my body up against hers. "I might forget to show how grateful I am." "Oh go and get changed, I think it's time to take you home," Star said in mock disgust. "Oh yes, home, that's a great suggestion." Grinning I rushed to the changing room as fast as my impossibly high heels would let me. We stopped off just long enough to buy a lipstick to match the dress and shoes. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- We got home and as soon as we were in our own rooms I went straight to the wardrobe to hang up my beautiful new dress. Whilst I was in there I got undressed and put on a pair of panties that were almost the same colour as the shoes. I slipped the shoes on and went to the bedroom. I got Star's strap-on out of the cupboard and tucked it under the pillows before arranging myself provocatively on the bed. Then all I had to do was wait for Star to come and find me. As she walked in to the bedroom I smiled at her and spread my legs, displaying my scarlet heels and panties. There was no bulge in my knickers as I was still wearing my faux vagina. "If, and I do mean if, I am to go all of the way then I suppose I had better get used to this," I said pulling her strap-on from under the pillow. I could feel myself getting wet as I said it and knew in my own mind that I was going to do it unless Star asked me not to. "You don't have to if you don't want to, you know." "I know, but I have decided that unless you don't want me to then I will have full SRS and become your wife in every way that it is possible for me to." "Oh Jade!" Star cried, rushing over to me. She took the dildo and harness from my hand and threw it on the bed before taking me in her arms and crushing my nearly C cup bosom to hers. She kissed me and said, "I have no objection to you becoming a woman, if that is what you really want, but you must be absolutely sure it is what you want." "Star until yesterday I hadn't even thought about it, but after last night and this morning it just feels like the right thing to do. I won't be fully Jade until I do." She released me and held me at arms length, studying my face. "Darling, you have been fully Jade from the moment you first stepped out in public wearing female clothes, and most definately since you went out clubbing with the girls wearing heels. So I have no objections at all, as long as you are happy." "Happy, until this moment I hadn't realised that it had been bothering me, but now it feels as though a huge weight has been lifted," I said grinning from ear to ear. She grinned back and kissed me. She reached into my panties and slipping a finger in stroked the tip of my cock. "You do realise that this may well become less sensitive?" My back arched and I thrust my hips forward involuntarily. "Oh god! I don't care as long as I can be as much like you as possible," I said my voice husky with lust. "You are far too nice a person to be like me," she said softly as she continued to finger me. I couldn't speak, the only sounds I was capable of at the moment were animal, as I neared my climax. Suddenly I could take no more and clamped my thighs around her hand. Her finger continued to stroke my clit and my orgasm exploded around her hand. "That's something else you'll have to get used to, your orgasms won't be quite as messy," she said letting me suck her fingers clean. "That's good," I said around the fingers in my mouth. "My knickers will stay a bit cleaner when I'm around you then." She tweaked my nipple with her other hand making me squeal. "Come on, get cleaned up and get dressed we have to be prepared for the doctor." As I cleaned myself up I thought about what I was going to wear, I didn't want the doctor to have the slightest doubt about my commitment to the decision I had come to. I slipped on a fresh black lace thong and squeezed myself into a matching bra. I really did need to go shopping again and get some C cup ones, the B cups I was currently wearing were really getting too small. I sat at the dressing table to do my make-up. Dark smokey eyeshadow, heavy eyeliner, false lash effect mascara, just a touch of rouge on my cheeks and to finish the deep berry red lipstick. I pulled on a pair of shiny black leggings and the skimpiest denim shorts I have, Daisy Duke would be embarrassed to be seen in them they are so small. A pastel pink crop top which barely covered my boobs, and a pair of four inch stiletto heeled ankle boots and I was ready. I walked into the lounge. "Jade, darling, don't you think that's just a little bit, err, well, slutty?" "Perhaps, but I need the doctor to realise I'm serious when I tell her I want to go all the way." "So you want to go all the way with the doctor." She giggled. "That's not what I meant, and you know it." I giggled with her. "Anyway if it is a bit slutty, I'm your slut and don't you forget it." "Oh I could never forget that baby." --------------------------------***-------------------------------- We went down and when the doctor arrived took her into the drawing room. "Well Miss Collins, it would seem that you have made your decision, if your clothes are anything to go by." "Yes Doctor, I am Jade so there is no point hanging on to the remnants of Dave. To go forward with my life I feel I have to do everything in my power to become Jade physically as well as mentally, so sex reassignment surgery is my only option." "And you Miss Warlin? Are you happy with Jade's choice?" "Oh yes Doctor, if it is what Jade wants then I am very happy to enable her dream to come true. I love her and want her to be happy with herself." "Very well then, I will arrange an appointment with a psychologist who specialises in this field. When I have their assessment, and only then, I will schedule you in for an orchidectomy." "Orchidectomy?" "Yes, it's just a medical way of saying we will remove your testes." I winced. "Thank you Doctor." She noticed that I grimaced. "If at any stage you are unsure we will not proceed." "No, Doctor, I'm sure, it's just the thought of having them removed. I wish that they could just be gone, that's all." "It's not a foregone conclusion that we will take them, that all depends on the psychologists report. But if we do the procedure you should start to feel better as your hormone balance will be improved. Now is there anything else I can help you with?" "No I don't think so, thank you for coming Doctor." "Thank you Doctor, I'm sure we will be seeing you soon." "To be honest I hope so, I don't want you two experimenting dangerously with hormones unsupervised again." "Oh we, I won't, I promise," I said to reassure her. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- The appointment with the psychologist came through a few days later and I went to see him. I wore a black lace thong with matching bra, barely black hold-up stockings, a tartan skirt that came to mid thigh and a little top with bootlace straps. To finish the outfit I wore a pair of red four inch stiletto heeled sandals and a little leather bum freezer jacket, which barely came to my waist. I kept my make-up simple just some eyeliner, mascara and a coral pink lipstick. He saw me on my own, he said he didn't want any outside influences to my responses. To be honest he seemed rather bored during our session, but he said that we had made good progress and he wanted to see me the following week. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- For my second visit I wore a long gypsy skirt and peasant blouse. the same simple make-up and bum freezer. I chose a pair of three and a half inch stiletto ankle boots, it was after all nearly October now and it was starting to get chilly. The second session went pretty much the same as the first, he still seemed bored, but he said that he as satisfied that he didn't need to see me again and that he would send a report to my doctor. A few days later I had a telephone call from the doctors surgery scheduling an appointment for me to see the doctor the following afternoon, the last appointment of the day. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- We were shown in to the doctor. "Good afternoon Miss Collins, Miss Warlin. Well the psychologist's report is here, and as far as he is concerned you are a perfect candidate for SRS. So we can go ahead with the orchidectomy as soon as you feel up to it." "Doctor, I have decided that if I am going to have full SRS then there is little point in removing my testicles now. I may as well wait until the main operation, when they will take them anyway." Star gave me a startled look, I hadn't told her as I had only just decided on it myself, while the doctor was talking. "Well you are correct, they will remove them then, in the mean time I will prescribe you the antiandrogens and oestogen you require, but remember this is only a short term solution and I will not keep it up indefinately." "Oh no Doctor, I wouldn't expect you to, thank you." --------------------------------***-------------------------------- "Good morning beautiful," Star said waking me with a cup of tea. "I've been thinking." "Careful thinking can get you into trouble." I giggled. "Ha, Ha, very funny, not. Anyway, it is nearly November and so we have seven months until the wedding, so what do you think of the idea of having a winter break, and me taking you to Thailand for an early Christmas present?" "Do you mean....?" I said suddenly becoming very awake. "Yep, we go for three months, we'll be back in plenty of time for the wedding, and you will be a girl. All without anyone suspecting a thing. What do you think?" "Oh Star!" I cried leaping out of bed and hugging her tightly. "I'll take that as a yes then," she grunted, hardly able to breathe. I release her. "But Star, we haven't even looked to see who is the best surgeon, let alone contacted them to see if they are willing to perform the operation." "You just leave that to me, I've also found that there is a clinic in Germany that has perfected a procedure to the vocal chords. It would give you a truly girly voice without you having to think about it at all. What do you think? We could get that done on the way to Thailand." "Well... I suppose it makes sense, at least then there would be no danger of me accidentally sounding like Dave. OK, let's do it." "Right then, I've already been on the phone to Thailand, at four o'clock this morning while you were snoring away..." "Hey! That's unfair, I don't snore!" "No, that's very true. I apologise." She kissed me. "Anyhow, I spoke to a top surgeon and he is willing to work on you the week after next, so all we have to do is book the flights and hotel accommodation." "But you didn't even know I'd say yes." "I didn't know you'd say yes, that is true, but I did know what you would want to say and so I made the decision for you. Besides we could always cancel if you don't want to do it." "Oh no, you are perfectly correct in your assumption, and I thank you for doing it, but please ask me next time you decide I want to make changes." I grinned at her to take the sting out of my words. "Or at the very least tell me what it is I want, you always seem to know before I do." I giggled --------------------------------***-------------------------------- We, well OK Star, got an emergency appointment at the passport office to get mine sorted out, after all I couldn't use my old one, I looked nothing like my photo. I know that's not unusual, but of course in my case the big difference was gender, as Jade I was completely different to Dave. There's no way passport control would let me through. Six hours later it was all sorted out, apart from staff we were the last to leave the building, and I was the owner of a brand new passport in the name of Jade Collins, it almost seems a shame that I'll have to change it when we get married. I haven't told Star but I intend to take her name, so I'll be Jade Warlin in a few months time. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- We flew to Germany on a normal scheduled flight. Star's family were rich but they had no need of their own airplane, except the Pitt Special that George flew for pleasure, theirs wasn't that kind of business. We booked into the hotel near the clinic and after a good nights rest we went to check in for my procedure. They talked us through it, and it was a simple operation. They would literally tighten up my vocal chords which would change the pitch of my voice. I was told not to talk for a few days afterwards to allow healing to start properly. After that I could talk with my new normal voice. They said that as I already had the female speech patterns that I would sound indistinguishable from a genetic girl. They were going to shave my adams apple at the same time so there would be no outward sign I had ever been a boy. Not that mine had ever been that prominent, unlike some. They took me in got me settled and gave me the pre-meds, and told me to count backwards from ten to one. What seemed to me a short time later I was coming to, feeling sick and groggy, with a slightly sore throat. Star was there by my bed. "Are you feeling OK?" I smiled at her and just nodded, even if I hadn't been told not to speak my sore throat told me I didn't want to. I was discharged later that same day. They said to come back in two days for them to check everything was going OK, and they would let me know if it was alright to start speaking again. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- Those were the longest forty eight hours of my life, I had never before appreciated just how much humans relied on their voice. even a simple thing required physical effort, like getting a glass of wine when Star was at the hotel suite's refrigerator with her back to me, meant I had to actually go to the fridge to get it instead of just asking her to get me one. "You are healing remarkably well Frauline Collins, there is no reason that I can see for you to remain silent any longer." The doctor smiled at me. "Oh thank goodness..." I said before stopping at the sound of my own voice, it sounded lovely not like my old voice at all. I grinned from ear to ear. "Thank you Herr Doktor." I beamed, unable to control the smile on my face. I hugged Star, and started dancing around the room with her. "Calm down Jade, yes you have a lovely new voice, but that is no reason to get so excited.' Star said grinning at me. The doctor gave a little chuckle. "You are free to go Frauline, if you have any little problems go and see your own doktor, they can see to your after care." "Thank you again Herr Doktor, I am sooo grateful," I said loving the sound of my voice. "We can continue on to Thailand now and complete my journey." We said our good byes and left the clinic, returned to the hotel to pack, and made our way to the airport. We managed to get seats on the next flight to the far east that was going to Bankok, they only had first class available, but that was OK, we had intended travelling that way anyhow. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- Just as in Germany we booked into a hotel near the hospital, unlike Germany I knew that this was going to be the most painful experience of my life, and I was nervous. I had a restless night, and was feeling tired when we went to check in at the hospital. They were very thorough and checked all of my paperwork, carefully reading the psychologist's report. They then had me talk to their own psychologist to confirm that I really did want to go through with the procedure, and for them to satisfy themselves that I needed it from a psychological point of view. After that I was taken through to a private room and settled into bed, the operation was scheduled for the following morning. The surgeon came to see me and explained the procedure, and told me he was going to give me the prettiest pussy that he possibly could. He also wanted to be sure that I knew just how much pain I would have to endure. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- I won't go into the details of the operation, it makes me squeamish, so I don't want to inflict that on anyone else. I had thought that I understood just how much it was going to hurt but nothing can prepare you for the reality. It was three weeks before I could even get out of bed, and another week until I was able to hobble around unaided. After nine weeks they removed the stitches and I had a good look at the surgeons handy work. I have to admit I was really happy with what he had done for me, he was true to his word and I had a very pretty pussy. I'm glad we went to Thailand at the time of year we did, It was very wet when we arived but by the time I was able to move about OK the rainy season was over and temperatures were at their lowest about 32C, it meant that I could put on a bikini and get a bit of a tan so that everyone at home wouldn't be suspicious of my palour. It was the most wonderful feeling in the world to be able to just put on my swim suit without worrying about a bulge or having to put on those latex vagina panties. The doctors even said it was OK to go in the sea, the salt water would help with the healing process. By the time we were due to fly home I was walking normally, and had a healthy tan. We flew in to Heathrow to a dank dreary English winter, but that was alright, we had a warm family Christmas to look forward to in just a few of days. Star's parents had invited my family to stay for the festive season and I couldn't help myself, I had to tell my sisters what we had done. They were shocked at first, but they could see how much happier I was, how much more confident I was in myself. We had a mini group hug and they told me that they were pleased for me. I could see though that they were still coming to terms with the fact that their baby brother had gone all the way and was now fully their baby sister. It was the first Chritmas in my life so far that I didn't mind getting underwear as presents. Mum got me a beautiful white silk and lace basque, she said it would do for under my going away outfit on my wedding day, but I wasn't to be afraid to wear it before then. I was given knickers and bras and stockings, I didn't mind, in fact I liked it. Everything was the correct size too. I gave Star a quizzical look she just looked back at me smiling, and nodded. So I knew that she had given them my measuements. One present Star gave me in private. "This will help with your dilations," she said with a grin on her face. When I opened it I found a Rampant Rabbit vibrator. I just looked at her stunned. "It should make them more pleasurable too," she added giggling at my expression. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- That night she used it on me and I had my first full blown orgasm as a girl, Oh My God. The feel of it slipping in was nothing like the standard dilators I had been using up 'til now. It was actually a little painful at first, but when those vibrating ears touched my new clitoris, it was so fantastic I forgot all about the pain. The sensations kept building and building, I didn't recognise it as an orgasm at first, it felt like my whole body was experiencing it not just one small part. I have never experienced anything so intense in my life before, it seemed to go on forever and I now understood why she sometimes had to stop me playing with her clitty, it just got too much. She had me screaming in ecstasy two or three times more that night, before she let me thank her properly with my tongue. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- The next few months just flew by, what with the preparations for our wedding and learning the business. I was now officially Star's PA. I was authorised to make decisions if she or George were unavailable for any reason. I was going to college one day a week on the business management course, and I had to make up the time I had missed whilst on holiday in Thailand. Before I knew it I was having to stay back at the holiday centre, I was given a family chalet with two bedrooms and my sisters stayed with me. This was to make sure that neither Star or I saw each other in our wedding dresses before we got to the church. Mum and Elizabeth both insisted that it would be unlucky. My sisters insisted on doing my make-up for me, and I had to admit they made a wonderful job of it, They used my standard pallet of bronze, greens and yellows, but they did it so subtly that it almost looked as if I wasn't wearing any make-up. They finished my look with a coral pink lipstick and I have to say they made me look absolutely stunning, I knew that Trudie would be doing the same for Star and I couldn't wait to see her, I just knew that she would look even better than me. I put on my dress and Sally and Becky laced me tightly in, it felt strangely good to be so resticted again. I looked at myself in the full length mirror and I could hardly believe that the picture of beauty I saw looking back was me. We were picked up by one of George's friends, in George's Bentley, and driven to the church. We assembled just in the porch of the church with Star's father between us, and we linked arms with him as Trudie and my sisters formed up behind. We entered the church to Handel's Arrival of the Queen of Sheba, and just inside the door George released our arms and continued walking straight down the nave of the church whilst Star and I turned to the sides and walking slightly quicker crossed to the aisles and walked down the sides of the church. There was a murmur from the guests and after a slight confusion our bridesmaids just followed George, and we all met up again in front of the altar. It was a lovely service, the vicar even told everyone that we had wanted to be the first brides in history to walk down the aisle, explaining that the aisles were to the sides of the nave and not as most people thought the central walkway. --------------------------------***-------------------------------- There really isn't much more to tell of our tale, I won't tell you we all lived happily ever after, that only happens in fairy tales. We have our ups and downs just like any other married couple, but we love each other and making up after an argument is such fun that I'm sure we have more arguments than we need to. Star did keep her promise to find me a cock, the man it is attached to is called Steve, he is one of Star's ex-boyfriends, and he is a really nice guy. We told him all about me and he's OK with it, it probably helps that like Star he bats for both teams. He was very gentle with me the first time, just like a genetic girl it was quite painful at first, he's a bit bigger than my dilators. I've rectified that now, I just use our dildo's to dilate, they're at least as big as Steve, well all except the one Star had made specially, that one is reserved just for her. I would feel very uncomfortable if we used a replica of my old cock on me. I did enjoy the experience, but I much prefer making love with Star, I don't love Steve and I think that that enhances the love making between Star and me. We do occasionally invite Steve to join us though, having a threesome adds a little zest into our life and stops us getting stale, but it is only now and then. Jade Collins Warlin