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The Shooting Star
By Lina S.
The Shooting Star
The Hotel lobby got crowded, a couch just arrived from the airport.
People came through the door like a liquid and occupied the reception
desk. Jonah loved these situations at work. They got him occupied and
left him no time to think about his life.
Back in school Jonah was just average and teachers and his parents
considered him lazy. But he was smart. Very smart. And he knew something
wasn't right with him. It started in early when he was little. Maybe 7
years old back in the 90s, he couldn't remember exactly. But he knew how.
It was in one of those superstores, his parents went shopping there and
took him with him. While his parents were busy in the nonfood department
Jonah got a glimpse of the jewelry the store had. All the earrings and
bracelets were there. His eyes began to sparkle just like a pair of
earrings. He started to look at them and also started to choose his
favorites. He started to envy the girls who could wear such nice things
all the time, got them for their birthday or Christmas. All he always got
was something to build or cars. And he realized in that moment that he
wanted to be a girl. Being a boy just didn't feel right to him in that
moment.
"Jonah" his parents said, "come on, we want to go" They left. But Jonah
took all the thoughts with him. His mind was a rollercoaster. He couldn't
stop thinking about all that sparkly stuff, how he would wear it, how he
would dress if he would wake a girl the next day.
He went to bed that night. His mind still racing. He wished to be a girl.
He wished to be born one and no one would remember Jonah. They all
should only remember .... He stopped. what would his name be when he was
born a girl? He did not know. And for now, he couldn't decide.
He woke up the next day. Disappointed that his whish did not came true.
He was still his old self. The thoughts stayed with him. He thought they
might be leaving him one he grows.
Someday, his father brought home a magazine from a business trip. He did
that basically every time he traveled around and as usual, Jonah took the
magazine and browsed through it. There, in the middle of the magazine,
there was an article about a someone who underwent surgery to pursue his
dream and become a woman. Jonah was relieved. There were others. He
wasn't alone. For the first time in ages he felt happiness. When he
brought back the magazine his parents were in the living room. "Have seen
that article about that freak who thinks he's a woman?" his dad asked.
Jonah nodded silently and tried to escape that situation as quickly as
possible. He was sad. And scared again. A freak? Does his father really
think he's a freak? But finally, after all those years he had a name to
it. It's called transgender.
When puberty started and Jonah still felt he was living in the wrong body
he felt the urge to act manly. Maybe it would help his thoughts. He never
dared to tell someone. He was scared. Scared that no one would believe
him. That people would call him crazy. He was afraid that they will lock
him up and tell him what's right and what is not. But he knew what was
right. He just didn't know how to make things right. He thought that
maybe everything goes away and he feels right once puberty was over. But
it didn't. He never felt home in his body.
It made him depressed. Caused him to have bad grades in school. That's
why he was called lazy. He just didn't know what to do. After community
college he started working in a hotel in the outskirts of his hometown.
He liked the job. With the tips it paid his bills and he decided it's
time to leave the nest and move somewhere else. Somewhere where no one
knew him. The invention of the internet helped him to get information. He
knew that there is the possibility to take hormones and such, but he
still was super scared the world would see him as a freak.
He got himself a job in one of the Airport Hotels near Los Angeles and
moved to California. At first it helped him to be away from all his
sorrows. But deep in him he knew that they were still haunting him. And
it didn't take long until he felt envy towards the girls who were inline
skating in bikini tops and daisy dukes along the boardwalk. At work he
had mostly female colleagues. Some of his old friends back home always
said that reception clerk is a women's job. He liked the idea, but it
also felt odd to him. The male uniform was completely different than the
female one. Sometimes after work he went for drinks with his coworkers,
but he never felt like he belonged there. Even though he never felt like
his colleagues didn't like him.
One evening when they sat at O'reillys a bar close to the hotel, he left
that party for some alone time. He headed towards the beach. He loved the
beach at night. It was so quiet. Almost no people were around. It felt
like he could drop a bit of his heavy heart right there at the boardwalk
and could walk towards the beach with much more ease.
After walking a bit in the sand, he sat in the sand and then lying on his
back watching in the sky while he was listening to the surf. It was such
a clear night. So many stars were visible which was rare for Los Angeles
with all its light pollution. His mind was drifting of as he stared in
the sky when he saw a shooting star all of the sudden. "make a wish" a
voice told him. He looked around and saw no one. He thought about it and
knew exactly what he should wish for. He made his wish and went home.
It was late or rather early and he had to e back at work in the
afternoon.
While he was asleep, he couldn't feel any of the changes that overcame
him. His frame started to shrink, leaving him at 5'3". His hair grew past
his and changed color from brown to a dirty blonde. Breasts grew on his
chest and his penis slowly retracted into his groin. The changes went
fast. But the changes on Jonah weren't the only ones. His little studio
apartment changed with him. So far it has been mostly functional and some
boxes from his move he never felt like unpacking were stacked up in one
corner. The boxes fused with his wardrobe, leaving the wardrobe twice the
size as it was before, filling up with all sorts of clothes, shoes and
purses. The plain white walls changed into a lavender color and the where
he had his huge PC changed into a desk with a mirror, some led lights
around for cosines, the huge old PC changed into a nice laptop leaving
more space for some essentials. Along the mirror some phots appeared
showing Jonah back home with a clique of girlfriends, with his or rather
her parents now. Jonah slept long. When she awoke the clock shoed 10:34.
She left her bed drowsy. She felt different somehow. In the bathroom she
caught a glimpse of her in the mirror and startled herself. Although she
did not realize it and swung around to see who was in her apartment. Only
to have her hair flowing into her face "What the ..." escaped her lips,
hearing her voice she looked into the mirror. She almost fainted seeing
her reflection. " I must.... Must be still sleeping, what a wonderful
dream" she gasped in her new soprano voice" and started smiling. She felt
her breasts, and her hole changed body when she froze for a moment. She
slit a hand in her pajama shorts to confirm everything changed properly.
She was greeted by a moist slit and felt some weakness in her knees. How
do I make sure I never wake up and keep on dreaming this dream she
thought"? She looked around and saw that her apartment looked totally
different. In the shower were much more hair care products, a variety of
shower gels. There was a rack showing some body lotions and face lotions.
She looked around and thought that home felt never so much at home in her
apartment as she did now. And she remembered why she came into the
bathroom, she had to relieve her bladder. Afterwards she made sure to
wipe properly and felt happy.
She went into the kitchen to get some coffee. On her way it happened, she
hit her toe into the kitchen table which now was differently arranged
than before. The pain hit her hard. She held her foot and looked at it.
Some of the nail polish had chipped because of the hard impact. And then
she realized. "This might be not a dream at all. You wake up in such
moments in your dream, don't you?" She asked herself. She pinched herself
into her arm. It hurt, but she didn't wake up. Again. And again. No sign
of waking up. She started to feel super happy. Seeing the pictures at her
make up table she realized that it might be not only her and her
apartment that changed. Maybe the whole world changed, maybe the mistake
that she was born a boy was fixed? She her purse. And got curios. She
forgot about the coffee and got her purse and peeked inside. She found a
wallet which contained debit cards and an ID. She took everything out and
looked closely. There it was her Name. Last name and Birthday, still the
same, but her first names changed. She was now Emily Charlotte
McAllister. The buzzing of her phone brought her back into (the new)
reality. She looked at it, it was her Mum. Jonah never really talked much
to his parents since he moved here. He needed the distance. But now
seeing her mom called and seeing the little heart emoji after mom made
her realize that this might be different now as well. She answered her
phone "hey mom" "Hey sweetie, haven't heard anything from you in while
and we wanted to make sure you're okay. You know Your dad and I don't
like that you live that far way in such a big and dangerous city"
That went on for a while and after assuring her mum the she is taking
care and avoiding the bad areas she said goodbye to her mum.
She thought about what to do know and got reminded of work. In all her
happiness she didn't feel like going to work today. She called in sick.
She needed the time to explore her new life. She felt unprepared to face
to world just yet. She looked around her apartment, looking through all
her new stuff. It didn't take long until her apartment was a mess.
Clothes where everywhere. She didn't mind. She also forgot time and
sometime in the afternoon her phone rang. She looked at it and recognized
the name as one of her coworkers. "Em, I heard you called in sick today,
everything alright with you?" "I'm uhm... yes, I'm okay. Just wasn't
feeling to good when I got up, felt a bit nauseous." "oh, shark week? I'm
sorry honey" "Uhm.... Yes..." Emily said. She hasn't thought about that
yet. But yes, even that made her happy. Even though every female She met
as Jonah complained about her period and always commented how lucky he
was to not get periods. Jonah hated that. Even if it was uncomfortable,
painful and many other nasty things, as Jonah he thought he misses out on
something. "At least it means you're not pregnant" she teased. Emily
wondered if she had a boyfriend. "Alight, just wanted to quick check on
you, need to get back at work, see you tomorrow?" Yes, thank you" she
said smiling. "See you tomorrow Alice". Alice hung up first.
Apparently, Emily had a real friend. As Jonah she got along really well
with Alice, but they weren't that close to consider it as a friendship.
Probably Jonah never felt to fit in.
It was already late Afternoon when Emily felt a bit hungry. She got
ready, picked a t shirt and a pair of skinny jeans and some sandals,
applied a bit of eye make-up while she wondered if she was a natural at
make up or if it was part of the wish, she made last night and went
outside.
Everything felt knew and also a bit weird. She expected some people to
stare at her, but everything went smooth. Of course, nothing seemed out
of the ordinary. No one remembered Jonah. The little Mexican supermarket
was just around the corner. Emily got some things to prepare a little
salad at home. Jonah wasn't like that. Maybe he didn't care as much so he
usually bought some microwave stuff, just to get rid of the hungry
feeling. Emily loved that part of her, cooking, even a simple salad
seemed so much more joy that just waiting for the microwave to ding. And
the salad felt a lot better than just some junk food burrito. Emily
couldn't remember the last time she was that happy. If ever.
Evening came and Emily got into bed. She opened a bottle of white wine
she had in the fridge and went to bed with her laptop. She opened Netflix
and browsed through the shows and films. She got settled with a rom com
which she genuinely enjoyed. She always identified with a female
character more, but this time it was different. There was way more
emotions involved. She really felt what the female character went through
and was genuinely happy when everything worked out towards the end of the
movie. When female and male lead kissed, she felt a tingle throughout her
body. She liked the way the guy kissed that woman, how the woman was
holding on to that guy. He was handsome. And muscular. Emily felt the
need to touch his muscular chest too. Hormones rushing through her body
made her brain tingle even more.
She felt her nipples getting hard, and even while lying in bed she felt
her knees getting weak. Even after that movie she could stop fantasizing
about being kissed by a guy, leaning onto his muscular chest. She put the
laptop away and closed her eyes. Her hands wandering around her body,
finding her way towards her vagina. She started fingering herself. She
felt horny all over. But still different than she did as a male. She felt
that horniness was mostly centered in her groin area and her penis. Even
though she wasn't very sexually active as Jonah. It never felt right to
her so usually just jerked off thinking about being a girl having sex
with a guy. But now the feeling spread throughout her body. From
everywhere. But now in her fantasy, she doesn't even have sex. Yet. There
was just her and a guy, kissing. Soon she couldn't hold it any longer and
started to climax. Her whole body climaxed, and she still kept going.
After climaxing three more times she felt so much more alive than ever.
She felt happy. And a little bit exhausted. She got up, still a bit weak
and kind of wobbly with the remaining tingle in her body. She could feel
her body still glowing. She smiled when she stepped into the shower.
After the shower she got to bed, she felt tired. She dreamed about guys
and exploring the world as herself. She never slept that good before and
got up early feeling refreshed as she never did before. She put on some
yoga pants, a pink top and her running shows. She started jogging.
Luckily it wasn't that far to the beach, so she went in that direction.
Jogging along the boardwalk she noticed some guys looking at her,
checking her out. She even got some cat calls. And as annoying it felt to
be objectified, she kind of liked the feeling. As this was now part of
her life. Back as Jonah she always wanted the hole experience, good and
bad, and so far, that's what she got.
Back at home she prepared a small breakfast, had some coffee and went
into the shower again. After the shower she got ready for work. She met
Alice in the locker rooms in the hotel. The two girls hugged, and Alice
asked if Emily is better today. While working Emily noticed the guest had
a more friendly attitude towards her. She also got more tips than she
used to as Jonah. Which was a nice side effect. While at break she talked
with Alice who asked what she was up to after work. "You here for four
months now Emily it's about time you meet some more people outside of
work. Maybe find a guy who is boyfriend material" Question answered, she
had no boyfriend at the moment. "We are both off tomorrow, so why don't
we go shopping, having a nice day, and then dinner and some drinks at
that new place at the Beach".
"Sounds great" I said already looking forward. We went back to work; the
day was busy so there wasn't much time to think about personal stuff.
Jonah loved those days; Emily was happy to be off work. She was still
getting acclimated to her new life and she felt like a robot instead of a
human being.
She went home together with Alice. Both were exhausted. And tired. Emily
still asked if Alice wanted to hang out a bit at her apartment. Alice
said yes and they had a bit of the wine Emily opened the day before. They
talked about everything. Emily had known Alice for a couple of months
now, but in a different way, so she tried to gain a bit more knowledge of
her friend here. Alice moved to LA 7 months ago, so she was also new in
town but seemed to know the city way better than Emily. Of course, Emily
only knows what Jonah experienced so far
And as he tried to be on his own as much as possible, he never really
explored the city und tried to hang out or find the places to be. For him
LA was never the opportunity as it was for others. But Emily regretted
that now. She felt like she moved to LA just the other day.
She was super happy Alice is around and is able to bring her back to life
now. To start living to be precise.
At 1am Alice went home but will be picking Emily the next at around to
enjoy their day off. Emily got to bed but slept fretfully. She was too
excited for the next day.
When Emily awoke, she felt ready for a day full of adventures. Although
her plans with Alice seemed quite normal and nothing out of the ordinary
for two young women. Emily made a cup of coffee and went to her wardrobe
and inspected the contents while sipping on her coffee.
She felt like she had nothing to wear even the closet was full of clothes
of all kinds. She felt like a dress. Or skirt She wore pants every day in
her life now. Plus, she had a nice figure she wanted to show off. While
on her second cup of coffee she settled for a plaid red dress with short
sleeves, black leggings and some matching 2" heel ankle boots. In case it
gets chilly she opted for a denim jacket. While she did her make-up, she
heard Alice knocking on her door. Damn, she forgot time and is running
late. She opened the door and greeted Alice, apologized to her and tried
to hurry. Alice was dressed similar to Emily. Both wanted to draw some
attention without being to obvious. They decided to go to Santa Monica
and browse the stores on third street. And maybe hanging around ocean
avenue or the pier.
In the stores they went to all kind of clothing. Emily enjoyed trying out
dresses, jeans, shoes and looking for purses and other stuff. Everything
which was forbidden for her in her previous life was now a totally normal
thing. And even it might be too much of a clich?, she really liked it.
Maybe also because it was new. But she didn't care. If she was a
stereotype, she could live with it as it was a female stereotype. After
the shopping spree they brought the bought items to Alice's car to drop
them off. It was late afternoon already and they thought about what to do
next. They decided for the pier and watch the sunset from there.
While they walked on the pier, which was crowded now as many people
gather around the pier in the early evening to enjoy one of the best
Sunsets in the LA area. It was a nice atmosphere with the music and the
lights from Pacific Park. Emily realized that she mostly knows the park
from TV shows and movies, but never really been here. What a shame she
thought when she felt an impact on her shoulder which caused her purse to
fall down. "Damn it" she said angrily. "Oh my gosh I'm so sorry" she
heard a guy say while picking up her purse.
"You okay?" he asked. She looked at him. He was tall. At least 6 foot. He
looked athletic and has nice brown hair. He looked like he spends lots of
time outside, maybe surfing. Emily couldn't help but smiling at him. "I'm
okay" "I'm sorry" he replied, "I was lost in my thoughts and haven't seen
you" "It's okay, I was kinda daydreaming too". "It's the atmosphere here.
I'm Aaron by the way. And this is Josh" he points over to his friend who
was shyly looking at Alice.
"Can we make up for the hassle and invite you for some drinks" Aaron
asks. Emily's Eyes start to sparkle she looked over to Alice. Alice just
nodded grinning. "Yes. Sure" she replied smiling ear to ear. "where do
we go" asked Josh. "How about the beach" suggested Alice" "sounds good to
me" Emily said. "So why don't you and Aaron go and find a nice place
while Josh and I get some drinks" Alice said with a mischievous grin.
Aaron and Emily went down the stairs heading north on the beach. Emily
felt weird, but in a good way. It was a feeling she never experienced
before. Aaron introduced himself a bit more. He was working in software
development and was mountain biking in his free time. Emily was afraid
about talking about herself at first but soon realized that she doesn't
have to worry. She said that she had been a tomboy in her childhood and
had an explanation while some of the things she did in her life were more
that of a stereotypical male. The more they talked to each other, the
more at ease felt Emily. And comfortable. She like looking into his eyes.
And even with darkness she felt like she could get lost in them.
"Hey there" they heard a familiar voice. It was Alice and Josh. "We
brought beer" josh said and slid a six pack out of a drugstore bag. Alice
gave Emily a promising look and just from looking at Alice she knew that
she and Josh liked each other as well. They talked a bit and Emily had
the time of her life. It was getting late and none of the four had dinner
yet. Josh was the first to admit that he's super hungry. All others
agreed. "So why don't we grab a burger up there at the pier?" "So burgers
for everyone it is" Aaron said while getting up. He gave Emily a hand
getting up. The feel of his hand gave her a shiver, but in a good way.
"You're cold?" he asks after seeing her. "A little" "Come" he said and
pressed her against his side. She could feel is warm body and part of her
melted like chocolate as they went back to the pier.
Aaron paid the burger for Emily while Alice got invited by Josh. Emily
really enjoyed this but part of her felt really sad this might come to an
end sometime soon. She dreaded the thought of that and looked at Aaron.
Now that there was some light again, she really could get lost in his
eyes. When he also looked at her she started smiling and so did he. After
they finished their meals they went back to the beach. Each couple
sharing a bottle of beer they had left. They walked and talked, Josh and
Alice falling a bit behind. Maybe a bit on purpose. Emily took Aarons
hand, smiling at him. It felt good feeling his hand around hers.
Alice called out that it's getting late and the she and josh are heading
home. "I should go home too" Emily said to Aaron, hating herself a little
bit for bringing this to an end. "Yeah, me too" Aaron said sadly. "Let me
give you a ride home" Emily smiled.
When they arrived in front of Emily apartment building Emily gave her
number to Aaron. "Call me" she said. "I will" he replied while they were
leaning closer and closer to each other without losing eye contact. When
they met with lips Emilys right hand touched Aarons face. They deeply
kissed and for both of them it seemed the world around them stopped
spinning. When they parted Emily felt lightheaded and high. Smiling at
Aaron and said good night, kissing him on the cheek again. He waited
while she went inside and just before she closed the door she turned
around giving him a last smile for the day.
Once inside she felt like in heaven. She couldn't believe it. It was such
an amazing feeling. She grabbed her phone and texted a simple "OMG" to
Alice. She didn't reply. Of course. She was probably doing something with
Jeff.
Emily undressed, cleaned her face, getting the smeared lipstick off. She
could still taste Aaron. On her lips though. She went to bed soon after
sleeping as amazing as in her first night as girl. When she good up in
the morning she saw that Alice replied her text.
"You go girl, hope you keep Aaron, he seems super nice" and a ton of
smiling emojis.
While she got herself breakfast her phone rung. It was a unknown number.
When she answered and realized it was Aaron she instantly started
smiling.
"Hey" he said" I really enjoyed last night and I'm happy we bumped into
each other" Yeah, it was really nice" She said, feeling butterflies in
her stomach. "How about I pick you up at 5 pm and show you the most
beautiful sunset of the city?" he proposed. "Sounds awesome, I'll be
ready by then" Emily chirped. "What am I going to wear?" she said shocked
to herself and ran to her wardrobe. She looked for something sexy. And
something not too sexy, she didn't want to look like a bimbo. She found a
nice green dress which looked not to formal and not too casual. And for
some black pumps hoping she wouldn't regret her shoe decision later. She
tried around with her make up and went for a Smokey eyes and a dark brown
matt lipstick. She took her phone and texted Alice about her date. Then
she took a selfie and sent it to her. Alice simply replied "Wow".
It wasn't long till Aaron rang the Doorbell. Emily almost ran to the door
and then stopped. "Not too fast girl" she said.
Aaron was stunned when Emily opened the door for him. She looked
beautiful. No, breathtaking. Emily could see it in his eyes they made the
right choices with outfit and make up. He kissed her on the lips and
opened the passenger door for her to get in. "So, where are going to
take me?" "Wait till you see it" he said.
He took a northerly direction towards the Hollywood hills. After about an
hour drive through the evening traffic they arrived at the Griffith
Observatory which was crowded as always. Emily was surprised, she thought
he'd take her somewhere less populated, more private.
"It might be pretty crowded" he said sensing her thoughts. "but you will
see" "Okay" she said curios. He took her hand and took her on the balcony
which overlooked the whole LA area towards the south, she could see
downtown, San Pedro and Santa Monica. The sun was already quite low above
the ocean. She stood there, Aaron stood behind her and put his arms
around her. She felt comfortable and thought that he could have taken her
to a landfill and she still would enjoy it just as much. She never felt
so secure before in her life.
The sun was setting quickly and just in this moment the first light in
the city was visible. And then another. "It's the best moment" he said,
"Almost nothing beats the sparkle of the city when it gets dark."
Almost?" she asks "Yes, almost. Only the sparkle in your eyes is even
better"
"Oh my gosh", Aron she said. "I feel like I'm in the corniest soap opera
ever" she said blushing. "But it's true" he said, holding her a bit
tighter. Emily could have stood there forever and watched over the city.
He was right the sparkle was amazing. It was hard for her to believe
that she lived there for a while and never saw the beauty of it. When it
was completely dark, he asked her if she was hungry and loved Mexican
food. "I know just the right place" he said. They got back in the car
and drove the narrow road down to the city. After a short drive they
stopped in front of the El Coyote Caf?. "It's the oldest Mexican
restaurant in the city and you haven't been to LA when you've never been
here" he explained to her. They sat there enjoyed they're meal and one of
the margaritas the restaurant is famous for. Emily felt the butterflies
stir her stomach. She couldn't believe how lucky she was. A few days ago,
she was a unhappy depressed man and now she's here. Across from her an
amazing man. She's crushing hard on him. She even considered it love. But
she also didn't want to label it exactly just yet. She was just happy.
After a great evening Aaron drove her home. But she decided the evening
can't be over yet. "Do you wanna come upstairs?" she asked looking him
deeply in the eyes. Yes, he whispered as he kisses her. She smiled. And
got out of the car. She looked up in the sky on saw a shooting star.
Instead of making a wish she said thank you smiling towards the sky.
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