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The next morning I woke up to the alarm that I'd set early to avoid
anyone seeing what I'd worn to bed. As I sat on the edge of my bed
shaking the dreams of the night before from my head, but I couldn't
remember my dreams, now that I was awake I looked down at the camisole
and panties i was wearing and knew what I'd been dreaming about, I
wondered what it would feel like for this to be normal, to be a girl, to
be able to wake up and live my life as Ashley and have everyone accept
me as her, how I wished that was my reality, knowing everyone would be
up soon I jumped up and took off the camisole and panties and put them
in the back of the drawer with the other girl items mom had gotten me.
I'm so glad we have a big house and we all have our own bathroom and
shower so I don't have to worry about my brother or my dad walking in on
me and seeing my body, after my shower I stood in front of the mirror
looking at my body, in the nine months i've been flooding my body with
female hormones and blocking all those male hormones i hated, I had
changed so much, I had actual breasts growing on my chest, sure they
weren't that big but they were defined now, two fleshy mounds sitting on
the chest of a fourteen year old boy and I so was proud of them and with
me being on the small side and skinny my small waist made my wider hips
and butt look even bigger and curvier as I turned in the mirror admiring
my body, I mean sure I didn't look like some of those high school girls
but i could see that if i continued down this road of feminization i
could look as good as any of those girls, i smiled again at my body
dreamily imagining how pretty and curvous i could be in four years as a
senior after almost five years of feminizing myself, how different i
would look from the fourteen year old boy I started as, i grabbed my
sports bar and put it on, followed by a sweatshirt and tan khakis,
making sure that my bra wasn't showing or the bumps on my chest, once I
felt satisfied I went down for breakfast.
Now as busy as our household was mom always tried to make breakfast a
family time, dad was making sure he had all his briefs and the cases he
was working on, or when he needed to be in court for the day while
checking his phone and reading emails and texts from clients, Mike was
talking about the upcoming game and how practice was going and of course
how he and his girlfriend Emma were doing, but mom was always the one
keeping the conversations going to make sure everyone was included,
while I had a pretty boring life compared to dad and Mike, well at least
up until recently, mom asked me about my advanced classes I was in and
what school projects I was working on, breakfast was a time I always
looked forward to, the whole family together talking about our days and
what we were doing.
I would learn later that after we left for work and school mom began
began her routine of laundry, housework and grocery shopping, but today
when she went into my room and decided to take a look at the items she'd
gotten me, when she opened my drawer she saw that the pack of panties
were open and one of the camisoles had been worn, she'd had a feeling as
mothers do, wondering, "Ever since I walked in on Andy and saw the
changes he's been going through I thought that there might be something
he's not telling me but wants to....I need to be patient with him though,
Dr. Price will probably be calling soon with the results of the tests
and we'll go from there"
At school I was standing at my locker when Matt Davis saw me and pushed
me in the back against my locker, "Hey look if it ain't the fucking
sissyboy Andy, fuck if you let your hair grow any longer you will be a
chick, with that and your boy boobs, i mean we all know what a pussy you
are, what a fucking queer" as he and his buddies laughed, Jenny, one of
my only friends at school stepped in "Hey Matt why don't you pick on
someone your own IQ you dumbass" Matt's face got red, "Got to have a
girl fight your battles for you huh Andy, what a fucking sissy, let's
go" as Matt and his crew of future dropouts left. "Thanks Jenny, i wish
that asshole would just leave me alone" she patted me on the back to say
it was ok but she felt my bra strap and her eyes went wide and confused
"Ah Andy what are you wearing under your sweatshirt?" my face went
white, she and Ben, who were now dating, were really my only friends, if
I couldn't tell her who could i tell, "Not here Jenny, are you doing
anything after school? Can i come over? I'll text my mom that I'm
helping you with math, i'll explain everything then" she patted me on
the back again, "Sure Andy you know you can tell me anything"
The rest of the day I wondered how and if I should tell her the
truth...the whole truth, I felt like the world was closing in on me and
the time was coming for me to come out or to be forced to come out,
maybe she could help me, hopefully she'd be understanding.
Later that day after school I stopped by Jenny's house "Hey Andy come in
there's no one home and Ben's at baseball practice, let's go in my room"
we walked in her room, I always thought it was girl heaven, pink
everywhere, a huge vanity with tons of makeup and nail polish, pretty
dresses, skirts, blouses and shoes hanging in her closet, it was the
kind of room i dreamed of having, while Ben and I have been friends
pretty much since diapers, I'd been friends with Jenny for almost as
long, Ben was pretty much like my brother, good at sports, yet he was
smart like Jenny and I, Jenny was captain of the eight grade
cheerleading squad and had a few advanced classes with both of us and
now they were dating, they were like the power couple of the eight grade
and I was one of their closest friends.
We sat down on her bed, Jenny looked at me "Ok Andy out with it, why are
you wearing a bra? Tell me everything" I looked down with tears in my
eyes and butterflies in my stomach, those female hormones have me so
emotional lately "Jenny i've never told anyone this, ANYONE, it's
something i've kept secret and hidden from everyone, this is the truth
that i've always kept hidden, but i can't hold it in any longer so here
goes...." for the next half hour I told her everything, how i'd always
felt like a girl for as far back as i could remember, how i would sneak
in my mom's room and try on her clothes and makeup, how jealous i was of
her and any other girl that i couldn't be one of them, how when my
brother and i were in boy scouts that i wished i could have been a girl
scout like her instead, how jealous i was of her that she was a
cheerleader and how badly i wished i could be one too and then i dropped
the bombshell on her, how last year when everyone started going through
puberty i knew i had to do something to stop myself from going through
puberty as a boy, how i did research online, stole my mom's credit card
and bought female hormones and male hormone blockers online and had been
putting the patches on everyday for the last nine months so i wouldn't
go through puberty as a boy, how everyday all i thought about was how
unfair it was that i was a boy when all i ever wanted was to be a girl,
then i told her how my mom had walked in on me and saw the changes i'd
been going through, that i've been having blood tests and body scans the
last month to see what was wrong with me even though i knew the answer,
when i was done i just looked down at my hands, it felt good to let it
out and tell someone, that's when Jenny got up and gave me a hug "God
Andy, that must have been hard to say, look your secret is safe with me,
but let me ask you something, what kind of girl do you see yourself as?"
I looked up at her, "Jenny honestly, i wouldn't care if i was pretty or
ugly, i would just be happy that i was a girl, inside i'm a girl and
outside i'm a boy, but in a perfect world, the world i wish i lived in,
i would be just like you, pretty and girly, i would be a cheerleader, i
would do beauty pageants like my mom did when she was a girl, i just
wish i could be like her" she smiled "Let me ask you something since
we're being open here, are you gay? I mean do you like boys?" she was
really going deep here "Well it's complicated i guess, yes i like boys,
but i don't see myself as gay, i wouldn't want a boy to like me as a
Andy, i want a boy to like me as Ashley, that's my girl name, i want him
to see me as a girl, the way i look at it is i'm straight, i'm a girl
that's attracted to boys if that makes any sense to you" Jenny smiled
and took my hand "No it makes sense, you know as much of an asshole as
Matt is, he's right, your hair is getting long, i have and idea if
you'll let me" I figured i'd come this far in opening up to her
"Ah...ok, i've opened up to you his far, what are you thinking?"
She got up and walked over to her closet, reached in the back and
grabbed a cheerleading uniform "This is my uniform from last year, if
you really want to be one of the girls and if what you've told me about
wanting to be a girl is true then this will be a dream come true, i'm
guessing from all those hormones and blockers you've been taking you're
about my size from last year, let me make you over into "Ashley" the
pretty eighth grade cheerleader, the girl I think we both know you want
to be, my parents will be out late tonight, it'll just be us girls, what
do you say ...Ashley?" I couldn't believe it, she was standing there
holding a cheerleading uniform asking me to let her make me over, of
course I wanted to and i'd come this far today "I'm not going to lie,
I've been doing that for too long, to myself and everybody else, yes
Jenny make me a cheerleader"
"I thought that's what you were going to say, now strip down and let me
see what we have to work with" as she walked over and plugged her
curling iron in.
I stripped down, standing there in my underwear and sports bra "Take the
bra off too, it's just us girls and if you're going to be one of us we
see each others boobs, it's not a big deal?" so I reluctantly took off
the bra and stood there in my underwear in front of Jenny, upon seeing
my chest "My God Andy, you really were serious about becoming a girl, i
mean you have real girl boobs and your hips and butt, I mean wow...and
you're still wearing the patches?" I forgot I had the patches on, "I
know I should have stopped putting them on, with mom and the doctors and
all the tests ...i guess i don't care, I'm tired of hiding who I am and
who I want to be, I can't let puberty turn me into some hairy, muscle
bound guy like my dad and my brother, i know i'm going to get caught,
but I want and need to be a girl so bad Jenny, I didn't come this far to
stop now" she smiled, "You really have it bad don't you? I guess i take
for granted being a girl, i see now how bad you really do what to be a
girl...ok well here try on this bra, it a secret cheerleader trick I've
learned from the high school girls, you see we wear sports bra during
games so our boobs don't bounce around, but when I wear my uniform to
school on game days I wear a push up bra to make my chest look bigger in
my uniform, Ben really likes it not to mention the other boys at school,
anyways here try this on" as she handed me a white push up bra, after
reaching in the back and fumbling around i was able to snap it on,
"Don't worry Andy, every girl has a hard time learning to snap her bra
on, you'll get the hang of it" when i put it on i looked in the mirror
and saw that she was right, it pulled my chest up and pushed everything
together, "Wow that really makes a difference, God Andy those patches
have really changed you, i mean you have actual cleavage now... ok now
take those underwear off, no girl would ever wear boxers" as she handed
me a pair of blue panties, "These are cheer panties that match our blue
and white uniform and hide everything so when our skirts fly up".
I slid my underwear off then slid on the panties, standing there in
front of her in a bra and panties "Ok, we're getting there, now i want
you to sit here at the vanity, i'm going to do your makeup and hair"
I sat down thinking how this was my dream day, she began running a brush
through my hair "You have really soft yet thick hair, i'll bet those
hormones you're taking are helping, now i'm going to brush it out, curl
it, then put it up in a ponytail" I sat down as she grabbed her curling
iron and began curling my hair "Ah Jenny i'm going to have to go home
later, i can't walk in the house with my hair all in curls" "Oh don't
worry, we can brush it out and wash it before you go home" She continued
to curl my hair, then when she was satisfied she pulled it all together
in a high ponytail with a hair band and grabbed one of her cheer bows
and attached to the top of my ponytail, when she was done my ponytail
looked like an S from the top of my head down to the back of my neck,
"What do you think?" I just sat there turning side to side, my ponytail
bouncing back and forth, the cute cheer bow that said "Cheer Bears"
holding my ponytail up, "It looks so pretty, i wish i could wear my hair
like this to school like you and the cheerleaders do on game days" Jenny
smiled admiring her work "It does look cute, you really make a cute girl
Andy and i'm not just being nice...ok now let me do your makeup" i
turned around to her and she started putting foundation on my face, then
some concealer, after she was done she started on my eyes with a black
pencil followed by some blue eyeshadow and then mascara for my lashes,
next she put some blush on my cheeks and finished with some pink
lipstick, after a few touch ups she turned me toward the mirror and my
heart stopped, i REALLY looked like a girl, my hair, my makeup, the real
cleavage pushing up in my bra,"My God Jenny...i...i really look like a
girl" she smiled again, admiring her work "You sure do, girls love doing
makeovers, but you're special Andy, although looking at you i'm not sure
how much longer you're going to be able to hide all this from everybody"
That worried me, i knew she was right, this was the most i'd ever
actually looked like a girl, by far, but i loved it, yet it scared me,
Jenny snapped me out of my trance "Well do you want to put the rest of
the uniform on?" as she stood there with the skirt in her hand, I smiled
and took the blue and white pleated skirt from her hand, pulled it up my
legs and zipped it up the back, it was so short, then she handed me the
top, i took the blue and white shell top with BEARS across the front and
with her help as to not mess up my hair and makeup, lowered it over my
head, she handed me a pair of ankle socks and white tennis shoes, when i
was done she handed me a pair of blue and white pom poms and turned me
toward her full length mirror.
I was speechless, I stood in front of her mirror looking at myself, from
head to toe I really looked like a girl...a real girl, i was Ashley, not
Andy, for nine months i've been taking female hormones to make me a
girl, taking male hormone blockers so I didn't become a man, knowing
what I was doing and where it would lead, but not really thinking about
the ramifications, but at this moment, seeing myself, I didn't care, I
felt like Ashley, a fourteen year old girl, the girl I wanted to be
"Wow Andy, you really make a cute cheerleader, you definitely have the
looks to be a Sunnyvalley cheerleader, what do you think?" I just stood
there admiring myself, turning side to side, my short cheer skirt
swirling back and forth over my wider hips and round butt, my ponytail
bouncing, the poms poms moving in my hands, how my chest looked bigger
in the cheer top with her push bra on, I had real breasts in my bra and
the tight top showed them off, it felt incredible, even my face looked
like a girl's, I didn't know what to say, so I raised my pom poms and
said "Go Bears", i handed Jenny my phone, "Will you take a couple pics
of me?" she smiled "Of course, but don't post these...well at least
until you come out" I held the pom poms in front of me with a huge smile
across my prettily made up face, i was in heaven, "Don't worry Jen, I
wasn't planning on it, I've kept my secret for this long" she just
smiled as she snapped a bunch of pics with my phone ..."Ah Andy...your
mom just text you, she said Dr. Price has the results of your MRI and
blood tests and she'll pick you up in 20 minutes"... i turned to the
mirror looking at myself, lost in the girl I saw looking back at me, I
felt at that moment, like I was the prettiest cheerleader at
SunnyValley, but I was a boy and right now i needed to become Andy
again, I just didn't think I was ready to come out to my mom or my
family for that matter, Jenny grabbed me and turned me toward her "Look
Andy, I support you, but if you don't want to come out to your family
yet, we have less than twenty minutes to get you back to being a boy,
are you with me?" I looked at myself one last time standing there in her
cheerleading uniform, the pom poms in my hands wishing I could be her
"Yeah Jenny i guess you're right".
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