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"Andy seriously you mom is going to be here in twenty minutes, snap out of
it." I took one last look at myself, at the girl I saw looking back at me
and wished I was. "I know."
For the next twenty minutes while I was cleaning and washing the makeup off
my face, Jenny was taking my cheer bow and ponytail out and brushing my hair
out trying to get the curls out, when we felt comfortable with how I looked
and that my mom wouldn't know, I hurriedly changed out of her cheer uniform
and put my clothes back on.
Right on cue my mom texted me that she was outside, I looked at Jenny "Well
do I look like Andy again?" She looked me up and down. "Yeah, but I'm pretty
sure you wish you didn't." She put her hands on my arms, looked me in the
eye. "Andy, I don't think I've ever seen you as happy as you are today, I
support you, but I don't think your feelings of wanting to be a girl are
ever going to go away, but you already know that, you really do need to come
out to you mom and dad." I smiled. "I know Jen, it's just hard, I'll find a
way, thanks for today it was fun and you really are a good friend."
My mom was out front waiting as I walked out and got in the car, she was
looking at me odd but didn't say anything, that's when I realized that I
still had Jenny's bra and panties on, which made my chest look bigger, I
tried to sit back and make my sweatshirt more baggy to hide it. "So did you
and Jenny get her math homework done?" Thankfully she changed the subject
that was on both our minds...at least I think. "Ah..yeah she was having some
problems with algebra."
"Well that was nice of you to help her, Dr. Price called and said they have
the results of you tests, let's hope he has found a solution to help you
with your hormone problem."
"Yeah let's hope." Only I didn't want help, unless it meant I could continue
to take estrogen to make me a girl and what was I going to do about the bra
and panties I have on if the nurse asks me to undress.
When we got to Dr. Price's office, we went back in the little examination
room they put you in while we waited, luckily the nurse didn't ask me to
undress and put on the gown they give you, that's when mom said, "Andy are
you wearing the sports bra, because your chest looks a little... big today."
I sat there trying to think of how to respond when Dr. Price walked in
"Andy, Mrs. Smith, thank you for coming in today, well I have some news
about your tests, we were able to rule out a few things, Andy does not have
Klinefelter Syndrome, he has XY chromosomes, so he is genetically male, also
we were able to determine he is not intersex as he does not have any
reproductive organs of a female, he is a normal fourteen year male that for
some reason has began to develop female secondary sex characteristics, but
there is some bad news I'm afraid, the tests have determinded that your
testicles are not producing any testosterone, it's as if you've been
castrated and as for the cause of Andy's high levels of estrogen in his
body, well i've had Dr. Mathews, the endocrinologist I talked about over at
University Hospital, she looked at the test results and she feels, as do I,
that the only possible explanation is an outside source, that Andy's body is
not producing estrogen, that something he is ingesting or taking is causing
it and that may also be the cause of why he has become sterile, are you
taking any vitamins or supplements?"
Oh my God, he knew, they knew, this was the moment I dreaded, I thought I
was prepared to come out but I wasn't, sitting here on the examination
table, my mom and Dr. Price standing there looking at me. "Ah...i'm not
sure, I take supplements and vitamins but my mom gives me those." Yeah that
should buy me some time to think, but as I sat there with an uneasy feeling
in the pit of stomach I knew what was coming, mom and Dr. Price, as adults
can do, starting talking to each other like I wasn't there, they were
discussing how I should stop taking the vitamins and supplements and that I
could be put on testosterone, I would be put on male hormone replacement
therapy to stop and reverse the female changes to my body, it was everything
I didn't want to happen, I couldn't let it happen, I was sitting there
almost in my own world in my mind looking at them when I said, "NO." They
both stopped talking and looked at me.
"Mom, Dr. Price you're the two people I feel like can help me and will
listen to me, I have something to say....." My mom looked at me. "Of course,
Andy, you can tell us anything." I looked down at my hands, this was it, I
had to be strong, I looked up at both of them standing there. "Well here
goes, since I was about two or three years old i've felt like a girl, I've
grown up with this secret that I've felt like I couldn't tell anyone, dad is
like the manliest man you'll ever meet and Mike has always been so tough and
rough, but I've always known I wasn't like them, I didn't want to be like
them, I was supposed to be a girl, but I thought it wasn't normal to feel
like I do and kept it secret from everybody as best I could, I wake up
everyday wishing I was a girl and go to bed every night praying i'll wake up
the next morning and this will all be a mistake and I'll wake up female, but
it never happens, I know what being transgender is and i'm it." As I said
this tears were forming in my eyes.
Mom walked over and hugged me. "It's okay Andy, I love you, I know that must
have been hard to say." I held her hug for a moment, looked at her "Thanks
mom but I'm not done yet...... I've always looked at girls wishing I could
be one, I didn't care if they were pretty or ugly, they were female and I
wasn't, I was so jealous of them and last year when all the kids at school
started going through puberty I saw what it did to Mike and the boys in my
grade and I knew I couldn't go through puberty as a boy, I read articles
about transgender teens and hormone replacement therapy, I did research and
found out proper doseages and what female hormones and male hormone blockers
would do to me .....here's the part I know is probably going to get me in
trouble...mom I'm sorry but I'm the one that used your credit card at that
canadian pharmacy, nine months ago I bought a year's supply of estradiol and
anti-androgen patches and I've been wearing them everyday since then, at
first nothing happened for a few months and then..well you see, I'm sorry
for what I did and not coming to you, I just felt trapped and scared, I just
need to be a girl."
Dr. Price cut me off, "Andrew self medicating yourself is very dangerous,
doctors have to go to school for many years to learn how and what medicine
to prescribe to patients, you could have blood clots and cause a stroke or
death, even at your age, while I'm sympathetic to your feelings as I have
had a few transgender patients, it is still very dangerous to take medicine
that isn't prescribed by a doctor, what doesages have you been taking?"
"I know and I'm sorry and I know this won't make it any better but I did do
a lot of research on the proper dosage to take and the pharmacy is where a
lot of american's go to get cheaper prescriptions and was reviewed highly by
many transgender women as being legitimate and safe." He stood there with
his arms folded looking at me. "Andrew you're still not answering the
question." I looked down because I knew when I told him he'd probably be
mad. "Well from what I read and the research I did I know that doctors tend
to give lower doses to transgender teens as they may decided not to
transition later on, but I knew I would would never have that thought, I've
wanted and needed to be a girl my whole life so I ordered 400 mg a day for
both the estradiol and spironolactone, I got the patches because I read that
it's less likely to cause blood clots or health issues as it goes straight
into the blood stream."
My mom and Dr. Price stood there looking at me, I think they were shocked
and surprised I knew so much at fourteen years old about hormone replacement
therapy for transgender girls, that's when Dr. Price said, "When is the last
time you wore a patch?" I looked down realizing I still had the patches on.
"I'm wearing them now."
"Ok first thing is you need to stop using those patches, mom make sure of
that please, those are very high doses for a boy at your age, that is the
normal dose for an adult transgender woman, not a teenage boy beginning
transition, it's the reason your body no longer produces testosterone, you
have castrated yourself with the high doseage of spironolactone, you will
never be able to father a child, do you know that?" I looked at him and then
my mom. "The only parent i've ever dreamed of being is a mother." My mom
smiled, which I hoped was a good sign, Dr. Price just looked down at his
pad. "I understand, now the normal route for transgender youth like Andy is
to see a psychologist and begin therapy to determine if Andy is in fact
transgender, then if we decide and if your parents support you in beginning
transition to become female, we will begin to prescribe you the proper
hormones to help you become a girl, now here is a referral to Dr. Sanders,
she is a psychologist that has helped a few of my transgender patients, she
will be able to help you, now Andy you have to promise to stop using those
patches and take the proper steps, I don't doubt your feelings of wanting to
be a girl but we want it to be safe ok." I smiled. "Yes Dr. Price and thanks
for listening to me."
He handed my mom the referral for Dr. Sanders and left the room, mom looked
at me, walked over to me and gave me a hug, I wanna say it was our first hug
as mother and daughter. "Andy...take that sweatshirt off." I totally forgot
about wearing Jenny's bra, I lifted my sweatshirt off and she saw the pushup
bra I was wearing, my small but growing boobs pushed up in a lacy white bra
showing as much cleavage as I could, luckily she didn't ask me to take my
pants off to see my panties. "Cute bra, I'm guessing that's Jenny's because
I don't remember buying you a push up bra, ok put you sweatshirt back on,
we're going to Panera, you and I are going to have a mother daughter talk."
I put my sweatshirt back on and I knew what going to Panera meant, that's
where mom went to gossip, drink coffee, eat pastries and talk with her
girlfriends, women loved that place I guess and I'm guessing because she
never had a daughter to take there to gab and talk, after my coming out
today it was going to be our first outing as mother and daughter, I smiled
at her "That sounds like fun mom."
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