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The ride home was quite. All I could think about was how dad and Mike were
going to handle me coming out that I wanted to be a girl. Then I thought
about Ben, he's been my best friend since we were in diapers, was Jenny
going to tell him? She wouldn't would she, but they were going out. How
was he going to take all this. I'm only fourteen years old and today was
probably the biggest and most important day of my life up until now and it
felt like it was all happening so quickly.
Mom could sense I had a million thoughts running through my head, I'm
guessing she probably had a few too. She reached over with her free hand
and held my hand. "Andy are you ok honey?"
I smiled, maybe it was something about how she would never be so openly..i
don't know emotional and open towards Mike or really me before I came out
today. Although she did always have a way of saying what she thought and
felt to dad.
I liked that she was holding my hand. It made me feel closer to her as my
mom and a woman. I squeezed her hand.
"Mom I've always felt I'm smart, maybe too smart. But being transgender
has nothing to do with getting good grades. It's been easy for me up until
now to keep these thoughts and secrets of wanting to be a girl inside me,
because no one else knew. I'm just Andy, the nerdy kid who's older brother
plays football. My dream and need I have of becoming a girl was my safe
place I guess. To buy the female hormones and male hormone blockers,
knowing what they would do to me, I guess my tunnel vision of wanting to
be a girl, to be like you, to be like ANY girl, blinded me because no one
else knew about what I was doing."
Mom pulled the car over, we were about a mile from the house, she looked
me in the eye. "Do you want to be Andy or do you want to be Ashley?" I
looked down, but I knew the answer, she did too. "Ashley," I replied, she
held my hand tighter and said, "I have a close friend that is transgender
and I'm one of the few people she's ever come out to, she lives in
stealth, she is a sorority sister of mine from college. I'm sure you know
what stealth means don't you? What I'm saying is trust me, Andy you need
to be your true self and I WILL help you become her, but you need to be
strong."
She told me her story and it's so similar to yours. I never imagined I
would have a son that wants to become my daughter, but now that I
do...well I want to and will support you to the end.
Look don't worry about what your dad and Mike think, you and I will win
them over"
Having support from her meant so much to me right now. "Thanks mom, so who
is this transgender friend of yours? Do I know her?"
"In time Andy. For now let's get home and talk this over with your father
and Mike okay?"
She pulled back on the road and headed for home. I sat there thinking
about my mom's sorority sisters, she was still close friends with a few of
them. They would come by the house every now and then and they were all so
pretty, to think one of them was transgender and used to be a boy just
like me was hard to believe.
When we walked in the house there was Mike sitting on the sofa. Mom went
to dad's study. "I have to talk to your father, we'll be out in a minute."
I sat across from Mike, he looked at me. "What's this all about? Did the
doctor give you some bad news from all those tests you've been taking or
something?"
"Not really bad news, let's just wait for mom and dad and I'll explain
everything."
It was twenty minutes later when mom and dad came out and sat down. There
we were, my mom sitting next to me and Mike and dad across from us on the
other sofa. I had already come out to three people today, but coming out
to my dad and Mike felt like it was going to be the hardest. They were
both as male as could be and I was about to tell them I didn't want to be
a boy anymore, that I wanted to be a girl.
Mom broke the silence. "Ron, Mike, Andy and I have had a very interesting
day. Now you know we don't keep secrets in this family and we support one
another. There's something Andy needs to tell you and I ask that you be
open minded and accepting of what he has to say."
I sat there nervously, when mom reached over and held my hand. "It's ok
honey, you can do this" I sat up, looked at my dad and brother.
"Dad, Mike I guess there's no easy way to tell you this. So I'll just come
out with it. I'm transgender, I want and need to be a girl and I've felt
this way for as far back as I can remember.
All the tests mom has been taking me into the doctor for, for my hormone
issues and the changes to my body, well they're because I caused them.
For the last two years I've been watching everyone at school go through
puberty and I knew it was going to happen to me just like it did to all
the other boys, just like it did to you Mike and I had to stop it from
happening to me.
So I started to research and study about hormones and puberty and
transgender teens.
Now I know this is probably going to get me in trouble and I should have
came out before I did all this, but about nine months ago I used mom's
credit card and bought female hormones and male hormone blockers online
and have been taking them ever since. It's the reason my body has been
changing and the reason mom has been taking me to see Dr. Price.
I'm sorry for what I did, but my need to become a girl was just too
strong. I can't go through puberty as a boy, I need to be a girl.
I just hope you guys don't hate me or think I'm some kind of freak."
They both sat there looking at me for what seemed like forever but was
really only a few seconds, my dad spoke first.
"Andy we would never hate you, but taking hormones and the blockers is
very serious, you could have done some serious physical damage to yourself
and even died from taking the wrong dosage.
Mom told me what Dr. Price said and being the circumstances with all this
we feel you are grounded until the end of the school year, you will not be
allowed to get your driver's license until you are seventeen and you will
pay back all the money you used from your mom's card is that understood?"
I looked down. "Yes sir and I'm sorry."
My dad is a lawyer and a good one, so there really never was a way to try
and fool him or get one over on him. Mike and I learned that a long time
ago and when he said something he meant it.
He looked at me and said, "With that being said I'm probably more
disappointed that you didn't feel you could come to us with these feelings
you have.
I've had a few transgender clients over the years who have sued for
discrimination and I can tell you the one thing they've always wanted and
needed was support from their family.
Your mom and I have always prided ourselves on being good parents to you
and Mike and that you can come to us with any problem and we'll listen to
you and be open minded, haven't you felt you could come to us?"
He stopped waiting for a response. "I always have it's just...well you and
Mike are both like the guys every guy wants to be. You were a football
star in college and the coolest dad I know and now Mike's following in
your footsteps. I hear all the girls at school say how cute and hot Mike
is and all guys talk about how great a football player he is and is going
to be and I couldn't be more proud that you're my dad and he's my brother.
I guess what I'm saying is I'm not like you guys and I've never felt like
you guys. I always wanted to be like mom, like the girls in school or that
I see on tv. The thought that I would come to you or Mike and tell you I
want to be a girl, that I don't want to be a boy anymore. It would be like
I was giving up the one thing you two hold dearest, your manhood, like I
was giving up. Part of me felt ashamed and embarrassed that I feel like a
girl instead of a boy."
Dad sat up. "Andy, you, your mom and Mike are the things I hold dearest,
everything else is secondary to that. Whether you are my son or my
daughter, you are still my child and I will love you regardless.
If your need to become a girl is the decision we come to as a family, we
will support you one hundred percent in becoming our daughter. There could
be nothing worse in life than to have to go through it as the person you
don't feel you should be. Now come over here and give me a hug."
I was almost in tears, but I held them back, I didn't want Mike and dad to
think I was a full blown girl yet, those female hormones really do make
you emotional. I had hoped that dad would be accepting, I hadn't expected
this though. I got up, walked over and he gave me a hug, a hug I happily
returned. I guess it was my first hug as his daughter and it felt nice. It
felt real and genuine.
When we were done hugging he held me at arms length, just like mom had
done earlier at the coffee shop and said, "Now I've had gay and
transgender clients and I can tell you society can be really closeminded
and ignorant towards them. Like I said if we decide as a family and with
the doctors support that the best course for you is for you to become our
daughter, which from what you and your mom have told me so far is probably
where we're headed. You're going to need your family's love and support,
plus having a dad that's a good lawyer probably won't hurt either"
I just smiled. "Thanks dad that means a lot."
I went and sat back down as did dad. Mom was sitting there looking at
Mike. "Mike you've been quite through all this. What are you thinking?"
Now I love Mike and he wasn't a dumb jock but he could be slow and
sometimes he just said what he thought regardless, he was never going to
be mistaken for a deep thinker. He looked at me and said, "Andy you're my
little brother or I guess little sister now huh and I always have and
always will look out for you. Although I don't quite understand why a boy
wants to be a girl, if that's who you need to be, then that's who you need
to be.
I have a question though. Does this mean you're gonna start going to
school as a girl now? Is your name going to still be Andy? Are you going
to get...you know get your thing cut off and become a girl like, down
there too?"
Mom cut in, "One step at a time Mike. Here's what going to happen next. I
already got a text from Dr. Price setting up an appointment with Dr.
Sanders for next week for Andy. She's a psychologist that helps
transgender patients and after meeting with her we'll see where we go
next.
As for school, well your dad and I talked and we think that since there is
only a month left in school that Andy will finish out the school year in
boy mode and this summer, if everyone, I mean the doctors and we as a
family are on board, he will begin his transition and live full time as
Ashley. That's the name he chose and I feel it's a very pretty name.
We also feel that on the weekends and maybe after school from now until
the end of the school year, that Andy can begin living as Ashley to allow
us all to slowly get used to him becoming a girl.
Mike looked at me. "Ashley Smith huh? I guess if you're going to pick a
girly name, Ashley's right up there at the top huh sis" smiling as he said
it.
Mom just rolled her eyes. "Yes Mike, Ashley is a very girly and pretty
name.
Now you both know that tomorrow night your father I had plans to go down
to San Francisco for dinner and to see the play Hamilton at the Orpheus
theater.
Well we've decided that you will both be joining us, only Andy will be
going as Ashley."
I turned a shot her a look. "Mom I don't know that I'm ready for something
like that. I've never been out in public as a girl, or even really dressed
up as a girl. What if someone sees me? What if people realize I'm really a
boy dressed like a girl? What if" she cut me off.
"Andy if what you've told me today, as well as what you've told your
father and Mike here is true, then going out with your family as Ashley is
what you want. It's what you've always wanted. You can't hide from who you
are and there's no time like the present for you to show us and yourself
that you can be a girl.
Don't worry we'll be there to watch out for you, support you and help you.
I can't imagine we'll run into anyone we know down in San Francisco.
Tomorrow morning you and I are getting up early and going down to Napa to
take you to a salon that a close friend of mine owns. She also owns a
women's clothing store right next door. I've already talked to her about
our situation, she was very understanding of our need to be discreet and
private.
When we leave tomorrow you will be Andy, when we return we will introduce
your father and brother to Ashley, their new sister and daughter."
Mike jumped in. "Does that mean I have to wear a suit?" Mom looked at him.
"Of course it does, you and your father both will and Andy, or I should
say Ashley, will both be wearing dresses."
The thought of that, Mike and dad in suits, me and mom in pretty dress
with our hair done up excited me.
"Now we've all had a long day and Andy you have a big day tomorrow, I
think we could all use some sleep."
As we all got up Mike walks over to me and gives me a hug. "Well I can't
say I understand all this Andy and seeing you as a girl will definitely
take some getting used to, but I remember Emma watching some show about
some girl named Jazz that used to be a boy. Then she showed me some music
video of some other girl named Kim something that used to be a boy."
"You mean Kim Petras?"
"Yeah that's it, Kim Petras and I was like no way that girl was a boy but
she googled it and showed me, I couldn't believe it, she was actually
kinda hot"
I smiled, at least he was trying to understand. "Yeah Mike I'm just like
those girls and also can you please not tell everyone about this yet? I
still have a month of school left as Andy."
That's when dad cut in. "He's right Mike, let's keep this in the family
for now ok. We don't need to make the last month of school any harder on
Andy than it needs to be."
"Yeah for sure dad, no problem, my lips are sealed." With that dad turned
and went to his study where he always had work to finish up at the end of
the day.
Mike said, "I guess when I see you tomorrow...you'll be my sissy sister,
good night." And with that Mike went off to bed.
It was just me and mom. "Andy I know you're probably nervous about
tomorrow, but it's going to be ok. I know getting to go out as Ashley with
your family is something you want and I'm excited to meet this daughter of
mine you've been telling me about."
I smiled as I gave her a hug again and said, "Thanks mom, for everything."
She smiled. "The day's not quite over yet. I have to talk to your dad for
a minute and I'll be in your room to show you something."
I was a little confused about that. "Okay mom."
A little while mom walked in my room with a bag in her hand. "Ok Andy, I
need to get your measurements so strip down to your underwear."
With that I stripped down forgetting I still had the patches on and that I
was still wearing Jenny's panties from earlier. She saw them. "Well aren't
those some cute panties, I'm guessing those are Jenny's? And Andy I
thought we said not to wear the patches anymore?"
"I'm sorry, I forgot to take them off when we were at the doctor's
office." As I peeled them both off my arms and tossed them in the trash.
"And yeah Jenny let me wear her bra and panties when she dressed me up."
"Ok well give me the rest of the patches you have hidden." I reached under
my bed between my mattress and box spring and pulled out the bag with
about a three months supply of patches left in them. I didn't tell her
that right before she came in I grabbed about a dozen or so estradiol
patches and hid them. I didn't need the anti androgen patches anymore,
they had done their job and castrated me, which I was happy about. I mixed
the rest up together in the bag so she wouldn't notice some were gone.
"I'll put these up until we talk to the endocrinologist and see what
proper hormones you should be on."
With that being said she measured my chest, my waist and hips. "This will
make it easier tomorrow when we're picking out clothes for you."
She looked at me standing there in just the panties. "I will say Andy,
these hormones have really changed your body, especially with how skinny
you've always been." I turned and looked at myself in the mirror as she
stood next to me. "You're an AA cup getting close to an A. You're almost
to point to where you won't be able to hide your breasts anymore. Your
hips are getting curvy too and you're starting to get a butt."
I smiled seeing my body, the changes weren't hugely noticeable but I could
see the beginnings of a curvy girl looking back at me and I loved it.
I smiled at myself putting my hands up to the two small mounds on my
chest. "I like what's happening to my body mom" she smiled too. "I know
you do and if we continue down this road I think you'll have very nice
curves just like me, like mother like daughter."
She reached into the bag. "I'm sure you remember when I went into Target
and got those bras and tops for you. Well did laundry the other day I saw
in your drawer that you had opened the camisoles and other panties, so I
went back and got a few other things for you. I guess I just had a
feeling, guess I was right" as she pulled out some pink lingerie and
panties.
"I know it's a little girly, but this a what we girls call a babydoll
nighty. The great thing about being female is we get to wear the prettiest
things. With everything that's happened today I thought you might what to
wear it to bed tonight," as she handed it to me.
She was right it was so pretty and of course I wanted to wear it. "It's so
pretty mom, is it really for me?"
"Of course it is, now why don't you take Jenny's panties off and put it
on."
I slid the panties off and took the pink panties and slid them up over my
waist. "These are so much nicer than my regular underwear" she smiled.
"Yes they are."
I took the babydoll and lowered it down over my body, resting the thin
pink straps over my shoulders. It was so pink, so lacy and frilly, I just
loved it. My small mounds rested in the cups of the top which somehow
pushed them up and together. It came to about my mid thigh and you could
see my panties through the lacy material. It had a cute little pink bow
between my breasts. It was the most girly thing I could ever imagine
wearing.
I turned and looked at myself in the mirror, turning side to side. "Oh mom
this is so pretty. I just love the feel of the lace against my body. How
nice these panties feel. I wish I could wear this to bed every night"
She stood there looking at me. "You really look pretty. We're going to
have to get you some more lingerie I think, a girl can never have too many
pretty things to wear."
As I was standing there admiring myself in the mirror, mom reached back in
the bag and pulled out a brush and a pink ribbon. "Here sit down on the
bed I'm going to brush your hair out."
I sat down as she began brushing my hair. "You know with your hair not
quite being to your shoulders yet I think we might try adding some
extensions tomorrow and don't worry we'll be able to take them out before
school Monday.
Your hair is a lot thicker and fuller than it used to be, I'm guessing it
has something to do with the hormones, women's hair is so much prettier
and softer than men's.
I can see with a few more months of growth we'll be able to style it in so
many pretty looks."
When she was done brushing my hair, she took the pink ribbon and tied my
hair up in a ponytail at the top of my head.
I looked at myself in the mirror. "It looks so pretty mom."
She smiled. "It does look cute doesn't it.
Now Andy from time to time I've noticed things moved in my closet and I
doubt it was your dad or your brother."
I looked at her. "Well I guess there's no point in lying about it now
right. Yeah I've tried on some of your clothes but they were too big for
me. I would usually try on your heels to see if I could walk in them but
they were a little big and I couldn't go very far in them."
She smiled. "It's ok, maybe soon you'll have a closet full of your own
pretty clothes and heels to wear.
I ask because tomorrow you're going to be wearing heels with your dress.
Not too high, I think you'll be able to manage a pair of two inch heels.
If you're going to be my daughter you're going to have to learn to walk in
high heels like every other girl."
She handed me a pair of white pumps that were about two inch. "Here try
these on and try walking around the room so I can see what we have to work
with"
Here I was in my room with mom, wearing a pink babydoll nighty and
panties, sitting on my bed having her brush my hair and putting it up in a
cute ponytail and now she had me trying on high heels.
When I woke up this morning I never would have dreamed my day would be
ending like this, but I was loving it.
I stepped gingerly into the heels, they were a little loose but they fit.
"Ok Andy how walk to the other side of the room and back." Now the nice
thing about my dad making good money was while mom and dad's room was the
size of two master bedrooms, Mike and I both had pretty good size rooms
with plenty of space.
I tried to act as feminine as I could and walked to the other side of the
room and back as mom watched me.
"Not terrible, here step out the heels and let me show you" I took them
off as she stepped into them and walked back and forth.
"See how I walk with one foot in front of the other? How I keep my arms
to my side and bend at the elbows. How the heels help me to sway my hips
and butt just enough to give me that feminine walk. Here you try again"
I stepped back into the heels and tried to walk like she said. I went to
the other side of the room and back, trying to walk like she had said.
"There you go you're getting it. We'll work on it, it'll take time, but I
think you're good enough to not fall over tomorrow walking around in
heels.
Now walk over here and sit on your chair and when you sit you keep your
knees together, girls don't sit with their legs spread like boys."
I walked over and sat down, making sure to keep my knees together.
"Ok good, now a girl always makes sure to sit up straight, chest out,
hands together on your side or in you lap and let's try crossing your
legs."
I sat up straight, pushed my chest out, crossed my legs and put my hands
together on my knees like I'd seen girls do.
"Andy...or I should say Ashley, you're a natural, I see a future pageant
girl in you. We'll work on it and before long we'll have your feminine
mannerisms down. I think spending time in dresses and heels will help you
to look and feel more natural as a girl."
I stood up, walked over and gave her a hug, I sure have been giving a lot
of hugs today.
"Thanks mom for everything today, I love you."
She smiled as she hugged me back.
"You're welcome and I love you too honey and if you ever feel like..I'm
maybe pushing you too much into being a girl you tell me. I've always
wanted a daughter to spoil I just don't want to smother you with
everything."
"Mom, I've always wanted to be your daughter. I think about it everyday.
Whatever path you think I need to take to be a girl, to be your daughter,
I'm okay with, I trust you."
"Ok, well you have a big day tomorrow and we girls always need our beauty
sleep, goodnight honey."
"Goodnight mom."
After she left and closed my door, I stood there looking at myself in the
mirror still wearing her heels. I spun around, loving the feeling of the
hem of my lacy babydoll swing around, my ponytail swinging back and forth,
I had goosebumps seeing myself looking so feminine and girly. I was
looking at Ashley in the mirror and Andy was nowhere to be found, I loved
what I saw.
I reached into my stash of hormone patches and put one on. Tonight I was
going to have one of those wonderful feminine, girly dreams they always
seem to make me have.
As I laid down on my bed and covered up, loving the feeling of the lacy
lingerie and silk panties against my body, I smiled thinking to myself,
today was a good day, as I drifted off to sleep dreaming about what
tomorrow would hold in my future as Ashley.
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