Kosovo
By
Mary Beth Sanford
Synopsis
Decades ago members of a crime family immigrated to America. Ten years
later the daughter is running it. She's more ruthless than the father,
but agents have found a flaw, and it wasn't too long after that Chad
Mathews tried to buy a handful of uppers to help him study for his
finals.
Contents:
Characters Created For This Story
Introduction
Andrew
Chad Mathew
Andrews Look-Alike
Second Chance
So That's It
Damn, Make The Call
Shea Shellac, The Dominatrix
Shopping For the Apartment
Shopping For Boy and Girl
The Low Down Hoe Down Dance Group
Dresser Drawers and Shaving Legs
Twist And Twirls
Petrov's Investigations
Just A Little Bit Country
Rohypnol And Nanny Althea
The Nursery
Baby Nurse And Wet
First Therapy Session
Organized Crime Control Act and RICO
Living Dolls, Clothing And Accessories
Copyright © 2020 Mary Beth Sanford
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Mary Beth Sanford
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Names, characters, businesses, places, events and incidents are either
the products of the author's imagination or used in a fictitious manner.
Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is
purely coincidental. There may also be sex between consenting partners
over the age of 18 which may include sexual fetish elements and role-
playing.
Dedicated to petticoats and the Twist and Twirl.
Characters Created For This Story
Protagonist: Chad Mathew, AKA Chip, AKA Mary
Antagonist: Shea Shellac, and Leonora Brashear.
Supporting Roles
FBI Agent Linda Summers.
FBI Agent Helen Carter, Dual role as Chad's undercover Therapist.
FBI Director Edwards Blake.
FBI Agent Jack Brisket, Member of the Chad Mathew Watch Detail.
FBI Agent Harry Brakeman, Member of the Chad Mathew Watch Detail.
FBI Agent Cindy Cunningham, Member of the Chad Mathew Watch Detail.
U. S. Federal Marshal Marsha McMasters.
U. S. Federal Marshal Mark Baker.
Althea (No last name), The Nanny From Kosovo.
Leonora AKA Eleonora Brashear (sister to Andrew "deceased").
Margret Hawthorn, Administrative Assistant to Agents Summers and Carter.
Susan Ballard, Retail Sales at Angel's Boutique.
Tracy Lowell, Makeup counter, Girl's Stuff Boutique.
Tracy Meriwether, Owner/Teacher The Low Down Hoe Down Dance Group.
Annabelle Baker, Owner Twist And Twirls Country Western Store.
Lenard, Leonora's Lieutenant Ukrainian mafia.
Brutus and Igor, bodyguard and driver for Leonora.
Brenda Lee Beckworth, Owner of the Bar and Restaurant, Brenda Lee's Oh
Girls.
Bruce Maier, maitre d' Brenda Lee's Oh Girls Restaurant.
Frank Petrov, Petrov's Investigations, Does work for Leonora. His
assistant is Helga.
Tatiana and Nadia Cherenkov, Brashear estate caretaker.
Chapter
Introduction
Agent Linda Summers walked down the hall from the South elevators while
Agent Helen Carter rounded the corner from the North elevators. Both
were converging on the conference room at the same time.
"You park here in the building?" Agent Summers asked.
"Are you kidding? You ever try finding a spot on the street this time of
day?" Agent Carter answered with a sarcastic snort of a laugh.
"Tell me about it. I hate coming to this building."
"Amen."
"Agents," Director Blake said, greeting both as he walked around the
corner just as Summers grabbed the door handle. "So, are we ready this
morning?"
"Yes sir," Helen said, exuding confidence but with butterflies dancing
in her gut.
"Excellent," Blake said, passing both to walk into the conference room
when they deferred to him. There were three other agents already in the
room when Helen and Linda followed Blake in.
Blake walked the length of the table to the head of it, while Linda and
Helen took the two seats still open by the door. There was the final
sound of snaps springing open, then closing and locking as briefcases
closed while papers shuffled before a quick silence.
"I think it's your meeting Agents," Blake said, giving a polite nod to
the two women.
"Yes sir," Agent Carter said.
Agent Summers, along with Agent Carter, sat down and opened their own
briefcases for a moment with Carter lifting a folder marked Secret.
Agent Helen Carter read silently for a bit before closing the file to
pause and look up, then she stood up. She looked straight at Director
Black, cleared her throat.
Just as Carter cleared her throat, Agent Linda Summers sat at the
controls of a slide presentation, turned the projector on and brought up
a picture of Kosovo on a world map.
"OK, here is what we have. The family originates from the Republic of
Kosovo not far from the capital of Pristina," Helen said. "There are
three key players in our plan, four with your approval. But first a
brief history. Next slide please."
Linda Summers clicked on the projector and brought up a father, mother,
with a girl about the age of fourteen and a boy age 7. There was a woman
standing on the other side of the two children that looked like an aunt.
"The woman on the far right is Althea, no known last name, and we
believe she was brought with the family to care for the children. We
also believe she originates further south near the border of Macedonia.
Next slide please."
Linda pressed the button and the slide changed.
"This is the last known picture of the family that we have. We believe
this was in 1990. Most of the family left during the insurgency of
Albanians against Serbian rule in 1990. That puts most of the family,
along with the children's nanny, that woman on the right, in the US
around 1991. Next slide."
The slide changed to the family again but without the maid or nanny.
"As you know, mob activities began mid to late 80s and grew from there,
continuing till the death of their grandfather who, of course, was
already in America at the time the family was on the move. At his death
the gang was taken over by the father."
"Next slide." The picture changed to just the children.
"We also know that at this same time Eleonora, the daughter,
Americanized her name to Leonora. She was 7 years senior to her brother
Andrew."
"Are we getting into too much detail here Agent Carter?" Blake asked.
"No sir, and if you'll give me a few more minutes, I'll explain why this
information is relevant. Next slide please."
There was another change and Leonora, now a woman in her early twenties,
appeared alongside a young boy in his early to middle teens.
"This is Leonora and Andrew just before his death. Andrew was killed in
a car accident. He was 16 years old. Leonora was 23 at the time and
devastated. It's important to remember this as it will play an important
role in a moment. Next slide."
The next slide was the Nanny again standing alone and enlarged.
"Which now brings us back to our next key player, Althea the Nanny and
why we believe she was actually the start of it all. Althea was a
peasant from a very small village also brought to America by the family,
and we're not sure if she is actually related in any way, but that's not
really relevant..."
"What is relevant is this..."
"Next slide please."
Chapter
Andrew
The slide that came up was that of a very young girl.
"Now who is this?" Director Blake asked. "I'm starting to get a sense
that we're drifting way off course here."
"Yes sir and, just so you know, this is why all of this is so relevant,"
Agent Helen Carter said. "That, sir, is the boy Andrew."
"That's Andrew?" Director Blake asked, surprised.
"That's Andrew. Same age, same time frame and just before his death. He
is, in fact, wearing one of the outfits his sister often kept him in."
"You're telling me that's the boy Andrew," Director Blake said again.
"Yes sir," Agent Carter nodded.
"I'm sorry to keep asking this Agent, but I'm looking at a boy?"
"Yes sir."
"You know what, by all means proceed. I do think I'd like to hear the
rest of this!"
"Thank you. While our investigation has shown us that it was his sister
that liked dressing him that way, we believe it was actually the Nanny
that started dressing Andrew as a little girl first, and did so because
of her superstitious beliefs."
"How so?"
"What we know of that is there is a centuries old belief system that is
immersed in the supernatural with spirits that are supposed to live in a
realm parallel to our world. Normally they keep to their world and can
only come into ours through thinning boundaries."
"Boundaries?"
"Yes sir, boundaries, so called openings between our two worlds created
by time and events! Twilight on our side is one of those times when the
boundary between worlds is at its thinnest," Agent Carter said. "Or
during the brightest of moons."
"Brightest of moons?" Director Blake asked.
"Full moon Director!"
"For what purpose?" Director Blake asked.
"From what we've gathered sir, that's when spirits can cross over and
take boys. Evidently boys are taken and used as warriors to fight for
the other side. When they are taken, they are never to be seen or heard
from again," Agent Carter noted. "To keep that from happening boys are
hidden by dressing them as girls."
"They believed this?"
"They did or do, or at least the mother, sister and this woman Althea
do. From what we've been able to ascertain Althea is or was a priestess
or shaman, we're not sure which, and she believed all of this. She
believed it while serving as both the boy's nanny and protector against
these evil spirits," Agent Carter noted. "While the nanny was doing it
to protect the boy from evil spirits, the sister was doing it for sex."
"By the way, that reference to the brightest of moons is a full moon
happening roughly every thirty days so this boy was getting dolled up
once a month by the nanny. We don't know how often the sister was
dressing him," Agent Summers added.
"So how does he go from participating in this religious exercise to some
kind of sexual thing with his sister?" Director Blake asked.
"To be honest, we're not sure? We do know that in Kosovo Andrew was
being dressed as a girl once a month from birth for this religious
belief. We know he was dressed by this nanny until they left in 1991
when he was 7 which made his sister 14," Agent Carter noted.
"We think they became intimate around then, and we think it was around
that time that they came to America. We also know that's when he started
cross dressing in American style girl's clothing. Lastly we do know all
this continued up to his death." Agent Summers added.
"So bottom line this thing for me? I mean what have we got then?"
Director Blake asked.
"Bottom line! We think the key to all of this is this Nanny and sister
combined sir. If we can get to them we can get to the mob," Agent Carter
noted.
"I'm going to turn this over to Agent Summers to tell you." Helen said
as she nodded to Linda. Helen then sat down and Linda stood.
"Thank you Agent Carter," Linda noted. "Now then, as Agent Carter noted,
the key is getting to the two women and we think we can do that by using
someone that looks like her brother, and we actually have someone that's
nearly identical. We believe with his help we can get into the
organization through the sister. Next slide please if you will Agent
Carter." Linda asked. It was like a tag team as the two agents worked.
Helen leaned over and keyed another slide. The slide that came up looked
almost identical to the picture of Andrew.
"Wait, so I take it that's not Andrew," the Director noted.
"No sir. Next slide Helen," Linda requested.
The next slide was the two young men now side by side. Side by side
there were differences making it obvious there were two different
individuals, but even so the resemblances were still striking.
Chapter
Chad Mathew
"So who is this individual?" the Director asked.
"That sir is Chad Mathew sir. For this discussion, given the way he's
dressed, we've code named him Mary. We're hoping he's going to become
our mole."
"Hoping? So I'm guessing he's not an agent or not yet part of this
plan?"
"No sir. No yet. Actually, he's a young man that was recently convicted
of being in possession of a controlled substance. In exchange for his
cooperation we've convinced the District Attorney to modify his charges
and let us use him. In fact, that same District Attorney has agreed to a
reduction of Chad's sentence to time already served and probation for
that cooperation while in our custody, if he cooperates."
"Doesn't look like he's got to do much for that cooperation or to get
that reduction," the Director noted.
"That's just it sir - this was a first for him. Believe it or not, he'd
never dressed like a female before our intervention. That picture
literally was his first attempt," Linda noted. "He was chosen only for
his likeness to Andrew and then we convinced him to help us."
"Very impressive," Director Blake noted.
"Actually, it wasn't us sir. When he more or less agreed, we solicited
the aid of a professional woman with a certain set of skills to help us.
We checked around and found one of some notoriety for an assist and this
is her results. If we get your go ahead our hope is to continue with her
backing and plant him into a club where Leonora frequents. She is our
backup," Agent Linda Summers noted.
"Amazing agents," the Director said in awe of their effort. "Damn fine
work so far Agent Summers. You too Agent Carter."
"Thank you sir," Linda noted looking at Helen.
"Thank you sir," Helen added looking back at Linda.
"So tell me how would this all work," the Director asked.
"Well sir, Leonora has had relationships with several young men since
her brother died. It appears she's trying to find a substitute. None of
those relationships are lasting or very significant and we think it's
simply because they don't look like Andrew. Of course that's why we've
chosen Chad. We've been working with a psychologist to understand why,
and she's made that suggestion, and a few more on how to possibly
leverage it," Agent Summers noted.
The Director nodded at Linda, but it was Helen that cleared her throat.
"Exactly that! We think we've got enough now to introduce him to Leonora
without putting our young man at too great a risk by doing so," Agent
Carter said. "That is to say we don't need to complicate his story too
much past what his story already is."
"What Helen is saying is we can blend a lot of the new traits Chad's
going to need into Chad's old and new background without complicating
Chad's story," Linda said. "We also think entrenching him within a known
club will put him far enough into Leonora's alternative life that she
will be drawn to him fairly quickly."
"At least fast enough to start gathering useful intelligence," Helen
said.
"Exactly," Linda noted, reinforcing what Helen has just said.
"Why is that? I mean what's the difference between him and the others
that she's had that's going to change things?" The Director asked.
"The others have been more or less pulled into her world mostly out of
desperation. Leonora has been searching to find a so-called replacement
for her brother. We're hoping in Chad's case Leonora brings him in, at
least subconsciously, as her brother," Agent Linda Summers said.
"The difference in this case would be Leonora believing she initiated
contact with someone that could be her brother reincarnated," Agent
Helen Carter noted.
"And you think that can work," the Director asked.
"The psychologist suggested it would," Linda noted as Helen nodded with
her.
"How do we get that intelligence?" the Director asked. "He can't be
wired? Right?"
"That's true and we're working on that. We were setting it up so it
would look like he's living with the dominant as mother and son. We can
use the same woman that did his transformation. She would be there
nightly so he could give her the information who in turn could provide
it to us," Linda noted.
"Is that wise?" The Director asked.
"We understand your reluctance and we're not sure either. It's like I
said, the woman playing the mother is actually the Dominatrix we hired
to assist in his transformation, but she's not an agent." Helen noted.
"Exactly, she's a Dominatrix," the Director said.
"Yes sir," Agent Helen Carter jumped in.
"Interesting set of skills, but not perfect for an interrogation," the
Director noted.
"Yes sir. Meanwhile, we've also created a fairly deep cover that we can
execute once we get the okay to proceed, that is," Agent Linda Summers
spoke up again. "Including the house we're looking at, which should pass
a fairly deep investigation by the mob if that should happen, which
might include both this young man and her."
"So let's say that did work! What's your estimate for the intelligence
gathering?" the Director asked.
"Right now we think 3 to 6 months for Leonora to take notice, maybe
less. Not much more than that, and no more than a week to a couple more
for the connections to actually be made," Linda said.
"Leonora is a very careful woman," Helen added.
"Exactly, but we think the likeness of Chad to Andrew will drive her to
move swiftly. Once that connection happens it's going to be days at most
- if that," Linda noted. "We don't know all that she's into, so we'll be
playing that one by ear."
"What about the boy's safety?" the Director added.
"Mobile agents 24/7," Linda said. "Rotations with two street teams."
"Plus agents in a house across the street from Leonora's house also
watching them 24/7," Helen noted.
"What's our budget?" the Director asked.
"We've got this planned out to a year if need be," Linda said.
"Arrest and conviction estimates?" the Director asked.
"We should get 70% in the first sweep when it happens. 20% more in the
second from gathered evidence and confessions. Another 5% on top of that
from the long term - 95% overall. Conviction rates will be 65% to 75%,
but we are pretty confident we will be able to deport 100% based on
associations and activities. Finally we will see a 2.5 to 3.0 payback on
funding from seized assets and cash," Helen said looking through a page
from a folder she opened.
"Outstanding! What's the time frame? How far out are we on doing this?"
the Director asked.
"On your go, we go?"
"Agents, you have my go."
Chapter
Andrew's Look-Alike
Six months before that meeting in a dimly lit dorm room Chad was working
at his desk. He nodded off for the last time as he stretched and stood.
He was out of instant coffee, had no food left and could hardly keep his
eyes open. He had to go out.
Chad was struggling to stay awake as he walked across the quad. He had
eaten his last bowl of Ramen as well, so he was half starved when he
went looking for Bruno. The unwashed dealer was not too hard to find on
most days, and Bruno, standing six foot six, stood out even among his
peers. Chad had just recently discovered Bruno.
"Hey my little man... You look so far down you need to score just to
score," Bruno said, giving Chad a fist bump, finger tug with a hand
slap. "My man!"
"Tell me about it and I've got finals starting tomorrow," Chad said,
pulling a crumpled twenty out for four pills.
He had stolen a math book which left him with $60 dollars from his part
time burger flipping paycheck. That left him twenty for the four beans,
another twenty for this week's food rations, and a little to hold him
over till next paycheck.
"Quatro," Chad said in Spanish.
"Four for the door," Bruno said, handing Chad four pills after taking
the twenty.
Chad had a small pill bottle with a snap cap that he carefully funneled
the pills into, taking one first. He snapped the cap on before shoving
the bottle into his pocket. His next stop was the corner market and ten
packages of Ramen. He was going to eat a whole package of Ramen Chicken
flavored noodles and crackers tonight then hit the books. He turned to
go.
"Freeze," the cop said, shoving a gun into Chad's face the instant he
turned. The last time Chad wet his pants was in Kindergarten. Every cop
along the chain of booking that night gave him a hard time for wetting
his pants as he was cuffed, put into the paddy wagon and taken to the
station with a dozen others.
It would seem that Bruno wasn't as dirty as he appeared since he was
also at the station when Chad was marched in. Bruno was there booking
his arrest as Chad was walked up to the window to give his particulars.
Bruno was still in his street clothes but he had a badge on a lanyard
and wasn't wearing a wig.
"Sorry kid," Bruno said to Chad as he rolled his fingers onto the
fingerprint form. "And do me a favor, next time you go out to make a
buy, go to the bathroom first."
"Thanks for the advice," Chad said. "And kiss my ass!"
Chad was booked for a simple possession of a controlled substance
without a prescription.
He also got to meet his court appointed attorney the following morning.
He was told there was little to be done. The lawyer said that part about
"you have the right to remain silent" was true. They had his confession.
They also didn't need it.
The drugs could be proven to be his. They lawyer said next time he made
a buy like that hold them in his hand and don't put them in his pocket.
That way he could say he'd just picked them up. Putting them in his
pocket made it clear they belonged to him because they were on his
person.
According to his court appointed lawyer, the DA had him cold because it
was a "constructive possession". That was bad because not only did he
have control of the substance, but he had it buried deeply within his
pocket. If he'd had it in his hand he could have claimed otherwise,
maybe clouded the issue. Chad got that news and little else in the five
minutes he had with his lawyer.
Chad could also not make bail so he spent from Wednesday to Monday in
jail after his arraignment. Chad missed his finals blowing that quarter
all to hell which at the moment was the least of his problems. When he
did stand before a judge again he was given three minutes with his
attorney on a plea deal.
It was his first offense, which the DA insisted was really just his
first time caught. So the deal he was going to get was two years prison
less time served, which was a week, $5,000 in fines and five years
supervised probation peeing in a cup. Chad had been given his clothes
back, cleaned, which was now all he owned. That, according to his
lawyer, was because his room had been cleaned out. Most likely by other
drug users.
The good news was Chad could plead down if he agreed to go out there and
admit to his guilt. Admit to his guilt and plead Nolo Contendere. That
term came from the Latin and simply meant "I do not wish to contend" or
"will not contest". If Chad did that he'd get one year in Prison, no
fine and no probation. He might even get into a nice recovery program
and get out in three months.
Chad was considering the offer when both he and his attorney were
informed there were two new visitors that wanted to talk with him and
his trial had been put on hold.
The bailiff was removing his cuffs when the DA walked past.
"You're getting a second chance kid! Take it!"
"What's that supposed to mean?" Chad asked, being led into a conference
room down the hall in the court house. He didn't get an answer.
In the conference room were two women and he was invited to sit down.
Both women introduced themselves and showed Chad their identification.
Both had a briefcase that they opened but left turned away from Chad.
They told him they were with the Major Crimes Division, Organized Crimes
Unit, Foreign Active Gangs.
"I'm going to ask you for your indulgence here while I present you with
some lengthy but necessary background," Agent Helen Carter said. "Will
that be okay?"
"I guess," Chad said.
"Thank you."
Chapter
Second Chance
"Chad, not too long after you were arrested we submitted a photo search
through the National Crime Information Center. NCIC is an electronic
clearinghouse for crime data including all the photos of those booked.
As it happens we got a positive hit on one particular image. That image
was of you when you were booked during your arrest and charged for your
misdemeanor drug possession of a controlled substance."
"I remember," Chad said. "I mean how could I forget?"
"I know, and again forgive me. This isn't meant to be condescending so
much as to present our case and give you as much information as we can
in doing so. Again I'm asking for your indulgence."
"Sorry."
"That image was searching for as close a match as possible to an
individual also in our database by using a comparison software alongside
a facial recognition software. These two packages actually do similar
things and all I can tell you is it checks about 2,000 fine points after
about 200 less fine points, which only occurs after about 20 very rough
points."
"As I said that search turned up you and then there was a comparison."
"Of me?"
"Of you to another that looks like you or vice versa."
"And there was a match?"
"Yes. From what I know it extracts coordinates from features like the
center of pupils to the other, to the inside corner of your eye to the
outside corner of that eye and the other. It checks your widows peak,
width of mouth, pupils, lips, crow feet, and all kinds of things that
I'm guessing I've missed. In fact I suspect I've missed dozens of other
things as well. Suffice to say it's pretty damn good because I've just
witnessed the results and those results were downright spooky," Agent
Carter said as Agent Summers showed Chad his mug shot and Andrew's
family photo blown up.
"So who is that?"
"His name was Andrew and he was this lady's brother," Agent Summers said
pointing to Leonora.
"Was?" Chad said, noting the past tense.
"Exactly." Agent Carter noted.
"So you hope to bring him back to his sister?"
"Nope. We can't do that. We're hoping to bring just his likeness back to
his sister. He died, she knows that. We're not trying to resurrect him,
just reintroduce or foster his memories," Agent Summers said.
"So I wouldn't be him?"
"Nope, just enough like him to get her attention. From there you'd be
yourself but your goal from then on would be ours."
"What's your goal?"
"To get as much information as you can without jeopardizing or risking
your position with her."
"How do I do that?"
"Just observe and then report."
"Who would I be reporting to? You?"
"We were going to have you reporting to a Shea as your mother, who would
then report back to us, but we sort of blew that one by not covering her
background better. Truth is I think we're going to have to trash that
part of our plan, So Shea as your mother is out for now!"
"So what now?" Chad asked.
"You'll be going to drug counseling."
"Because I was arrested."
"Exactly," Agent Summers said. "We think making it part of the plea
agreement even sounds better."
"So what if this other woman, this Leonora, finds out about that?"
"She will find out. We're going to see to it, and she will understand.
We think it will give you a little credibility," Agent Carter noted.
"Like I said it's part of your plea bargain. You're already enrolled in
counseling. You'll be seeing a counselor once a week. She's a licensed
therapist."
"Who is she?" Chad asked.
"Me," Agent Carter said. "This way I know what questions to ask and what
instructions to give for the next week. I'm already securing an office.
"So I don't have a mom now?" Chad asked.
"Not any more, we've modified that part of our plan. We've got to keep
this simple, and it was just adding a level of complexity we didn't
need. However, we are still going to introduce you to your Dominatrix,"
Agent Carter noted looking at Agent Summers. She knew they were getting
close to where they were going to have to disclose the real reason Chad
was being chosen.
"I don't mean to sound stupid, but I know what a Dominatrix is supposed
to be for, so you're going to need to explain her role to me," Chad
asked.
"I'm guessing your understanding is the same as ours Chad, but in this
case it's a professional woman acting as a teacher for men learning to
dress as women," Agent Summers said.
""Aw Jeez," Chad said, falling back into a chair. "What the hell did I
sign up for?"
Chapter
So That's It
"She was chosen for her skills, not her kills as it were. She's been
hired to help us Chad, or rather you, if you agree to this," Agent
Summers said reaching back into her briefcase and bringing out another
picture. It was the one of Andrew dressed as a little girl.
"If I agree to help you with this," Chad said laughing sarcastically.
"You wait till it's practically too late and then suggest I can back out
of this if I want. Okay, so what's my options if I want to back out of
this?"
"Chad, you already know! You face the same exact deal as before! No
better or worse," Agent Summers said.
"So no real choice but to say yes," Chad said.
"Chad, it's just clothes," Agent Summers said.
"Right! Just clothes! So easy for you to say. Now who the hell is that,"
Chad asked nervously. His mind was working overtime trying to connect
the dots. If it was just clothes then why would they need a Dominatrix?
They had hired a Dominatrix which didn't make sense at all and yet it
suddenly did. He was looking at an adult dressed as a child. He was
looking at someone clearly too old to be dressed the way they were
dressed.
"That, too, is Andrew," Agent Summers said.
"I knew it! So that's what this is all about! It's not just clothes! You
don't want some guy to dress like a girl. You're not just looking for a
cross dresser. You're looking for some kind of nut! You want me to dress
like a little girl," Chad said. "That's the reason for the Dominatrix
isn't it? She's supposed to show me how to dress up like... Like that?"
"Not exactly," Agent Carter said.
"Then what exactly?"
"It won't be so exaggerated as that. In fact we don't want you to dress
like that. It would be way too obvious if you did so. We're putting
together a plan that would allow you to dress a bit more conservatively
than that. A lot more conservative, more discreetly," Agent Summers
noted pulling a new picture from her own briefcase.
"What's this? Who are they?" Chad asked, looking at a group of country
western dancers obviously in a group and in a dance studio.
"Country western dancers. This is a group at a dance studio called The
Low Down Hoe Down Studio. This is one of the dance groups. They are a
mixed lifestyles dance group that meets once a week to practice and
dance together," Agent Summers said.
"I don't understand," Chad said.
"Chad, look at the dresses? It's what I'm trying to tell you. It's
similar to what Andrew was wearing, but it's more age appropriate.
Understand? It's similar but a whole lot more conservative. Even better,
there is a reason for wearing those things. Best reason of all, that
studio is only about a block from the mixed lifestyles bar which Leonora
frequents," Agent Summers noted.
"What's that mean?" Chad asked.
"It means sooner or later you're going to bump into her. We've got an
apartment that's already been leased under the Drug and Rehabilitation
Interdiction Program. It's normally used by individuals till they can
stand on their own two feet, and it's just another block further past
that bar. It's State managed and subsidized," Agent Summers said.
"I'm getting confused," Chad said.
"I know I'm going very fast with all this but just think about it this
way, it's all happening within a couple of blocks of one another within
an area that is used to seeing people dressed the way you'll be
dressed," Agent Summers said.
"What about school?" Chad suddenly asked, still looking at the picture
of Andrew and then at that dance group in their country western dresses.
At least they were not dressed as little girls, although they did have
petticoats and the same style shoes and some of the girls had bows.
"No school," Agent Summers said.
"What do you mean no school?" Chad asked.
"We'd prefer you not start back to school yet. At least not until you've
made some kind of contact with the sister. It's only going to complicate
things for now. You pretty much blew your last semester but we could
arrange for a sabbatical and maybe clear your record?"
"Which is assuming I'm saying yes to all this, and I'm not sure I'm
saying yes to all this. THIS IS NUTS," Chad suddenly yelled, looking
from Andrew to the dance group and back again. "What's the difference
between what he's wearing in this picture, and what these guys are
wearing in that dance group?"
"Well, first, those are not all guys! Some of the girls are girls. About
half are women, the other half men and the difference is perception and
obviously group support. The other thing is they all meet dressed that
way, and there would be some comfort in that. You'd have a reason for
dressing that way, which then legitimizes putting you in that bar in
those things. While those things are pretty close to what her brother
wore, they are not exactly what the brother wore," Agent Summers noted.
"Not perfect, not by a long shot, but we're hoping it's close enough
that it will get Leonora's attention. We think that your likeness and
that outfit will spark the association needed and she will do the rest,"
Agent Carter said. "It's the flared skirts and petticoats that might
push the look close enough to what Andrew once wore."
"And if I say no?" Chad asked in frustration.
"Chad, look, you already know the answer to that question so there is no
reason to go there. A no ends this and that's that. We need you for this
and you know that too. You're the lynch pin to this whole operation.
Without you it doesn't happen," Agent Linda Summers said, sounding
formal again.
"With you we take down, or at least we've got the chance of taking down
an entire organized crime syndicate. We take down people that are
committing murders, human trafficking, prostitution, extortion and
dozens of victim crimes, most are happening as we speak, daily and you
can bring it down. You say no and it all ends. You say no and the deal
ends," Agent Carter said.
"And what happens to me?"
"You really want to sit there and make me spell it out for you? Fine! So
be it! If you say no Chad, I dial the DA and you start serving the
sentence you were originally offered. That begins when the police pick
you up and book you into county. I'll make that call the instant you say
no," Agent Summers said. "Enough is enough Chad, do I call the DA, or do
I call the Dominatrix? We're out of time."
Chapter
Damn, Make The Call
"Okay, fine! So make the call," Chad said.
"To who?" Agent Summers asked.
"Make the call to the Dominatrix I guess."
"Thank you! From all of us," Agent Summers said, picking up her phone.
"Margret. Can you make the calls and let everyone know that it's a go?"
"Shea? It's Agent Carter, it's a go. We'll meet at your place in thirty
minutes."
"Now what?" Chad asked.
"Now we go meet with your teacher, Shea Shellac," Agent Summers noted.
"Are you kidding me? Shellac? You're turning me over to a Dominatrix
with Shellac for a last name?" Chad asked.
"I've been told that's a real last name and not some kind of theatrical
name," Agent Summers said.
"Really," Chad noted.
"Really. You can ask her about it when you meet if you want. Meanwhile,
we're handing you over to Shea Shellac and she's taking you to your
studio apartment, then shopping; then to meet your dance teacher, and
from there I have no idea what happens next," Agent Summers said.
"Except now that we got Shea coming in as a consultant and not your
mother, we can go full steam on the drug counselor idea."
"Okay," Chad noted.
"We'll set up something for next week." Agent Carter said, handing Chad
a card. "Address is on the front, I just had these made. Office is
already there. It's a small room above a grocery store a stone's throw
from your apartment. We've got two agents living in the same building
and another pushing a homeless cart around the area."
"Agent Summers, you said I'm meeting this Dominatrix and her name is
Shea Shellac? You're sure it's not Shellac as in Shellacking? You know,
like slang for beating?"
"No, I'm not sure, but if you think about it that way, I suppose it
could also mean a pretty, glossy, silky smooth protective coating as
well?"
"Nice save," Chad said.
"Thank you," Agent Summers said as she closed her briefcase. "So, we
ready?"
"You might be, but I'm not," Chad said.
"Car is down stairs," Agent Summers said.
Chapter
Shea Shellac, The Dominatrix
Agent Summers and Carter walked into a spacious two story apartment that
turned out to have a studio made from a converted basement that Shea
called her dungeon, when she discovered Chad was a little paranoid about
her.
Chad's first question was why she picked the name Shellac? Shea laughed,
realizing how much it bothered Chad. She let the question linger a
little before telling Chad that she didn't pick the name. She got her
last name the same way Chad got his, she was born with it. It was her
surname, her family name, she said, and from what she knew of it, it was
a derivative of Shillacre or Shelacre, she wasn't sure which.
She went on to tell Chad that her father's, father's, father was
originally brought from Holland to dig dykes and settled somewhere in
what was now the Netherlands before immigrating to London. It was there
that her father's father booked passage to America and settled in New
Hampshire at the South end of it not far from Massachusetts where she
ultimately was born and raised.
Her father was a furniture maker and would often tell people his name
was an occupational origin from the work as a Shellacker mostly to give
a historical bent to his work so he could charge more. She was never
sure if that ploy worked or not, but it paid for their house and her
college. She believes she has relatives in London to this day.
Chad felt immediately at ease with the woman who suggested that they
shed the Agents and go see his new digs. Chad agreed, shaking both
agent's hands and watching them leave. Shea grabbed her keys and she and
Chad walked down the hall to the stairs that led to a two car garage,
and a space large enough for two more leading off an alleyway.
Chad asked if being a Dominatrix paid well and she laughed saying no,
but day trading did if you played the long game. "Domination was for
thrills," she noted; "And Day Trading was for bills," she added, as she
backed out into the alleyway and eased her white SUV onto the street. It
took ten minutes to get where they were going, another three to park in
the city's parking structure and five to walk to the apartment.
"Class act," Shea said as Chad pushed the door open. He was thrilled.
Deep down a little scared, but thrilled nonetheless. It was like getting
a fresh start and, in spite of what he still couldn't imagine - which
was what scared him most, he did believe he'd been pulled up from out of
the ashes. He tried wiping an eye without letting Shea see it.
"Okay, that requires an explanation," Shea said, taking his hand and
walking him to the very new-looking futon couch against the freshly
painted brick. Whoever had decorated the apartment had done it modern
and neutral, mostly in whites with only a minimum of color and that was
a soft green.
The apartment looked like it had once been part of the store below and
converted with a large window facing the street. It ran thirty feet back
to what looked like a bathroom and closet wall. The rest of it was
divided into a combination living room, kitchen and bedroom separated by
partitions with plants, books and a well thought out desk area.
Chad's chest heaved.
"Talk to me," Shea said, noticing the movement.
"I wasn't going to make it, then all of a sudden I am," Chad said.
"What do you mean honey," Shea said softly. She'd seen this before, many
times. Something had triggered a release. Something had broken a dam and
there was about to be a flood.
"I wasn't on speed for very long, not even sure I was actually addicted
yet but I was hooked for sure. Grades were falling, couldn't stop,
couldn't go on, then the arrest, lost the quarter, was going to jail for
a year. Saw everything black after that. No future," Chad said, taking
another shaky breath. "Now this!"
"Another chance," Shea said.
"Another chance," Chad said. "Sounds strange, doesn't it, as bizarre as
this chance is?"
"What's so bizarre?" Shea asked.
"You know, the cross dressing," Chad said with his cheeks flushing.
"Different for sure, but when you think about it, it's pretty common.
Best guess puts the number of men who cross dress at 27 to 41 million,
so when you think about it, it's not bizarre at all."
"But the way that Andrew was dressed?"
"That's just a style, or perhaps it represents a moment in time or even
a fetish of sorts. Hard to say, but even that is represented by some
pretty significant numbers. Trust me when I say this there is nothing
you'll see that doesn't have a significant following, and in this you're
talking with an expert."
"So you've seen men dressed like Andrew before?"
"Oh Chad, you have no idea! So yes, I have, and more."
"So what I'm doing is pretty mild?"
"Down right conservative," Shea said. "The thing you have going for you
is you don't really have to do anything extraordinary for this plan of
the FBI's to work. You just have to be like those other 41 million other
men in America who first struggle to find their place in all this. Best
thing is you won't have to stumble about getting answers because you've
got me."
"But how is this going to work?"
"Well, first of all it works because it was my idea. It's like I was
telling the agents about your arrest and conviction? I mean if your
lawyer identified you up front with gender dysphoria, and in the event
you were found guilty and sent to prison, you'd have to spend your time
separated from the general population. It's the law. Males diagnosed
with GD go to a state medical facility because they can't be put with
other males or females," Shea said.
"What exactly is Gender Dysphoria?" Chad asked.
"That's when you feel stressed or depressed because your gender identity
doesn't match your sex. You feel like a female but you were born male.
In your case it's why or could be why you cross dress," Shea said. "That
is also how you can justify me being in the picture. I could be a part
of your therapy. Does that help?"
"Yes," Chad noted.
"Okay, so, first go wash your face and let's tour this place which
should take about 90 seconds. Let's see what you've got for food,
toiletries and personal effects. Your rent is paid, so are your
utilities. You get $125 dollars in cash when you go see your so-called
therapist. I'm to give you that much now and I've got a card to help you
shop for clothes. You're going to need both boy and girl stuff."
"How do I know what to get for the girl stuff?"
"I know what to get. Now let's see what we need for the apartment?"
Chapter
Shopping For the Apartment
The apartment had nothing but the furniture - which wasn't exactly true
because there were pictures and some decorations but no toiletries or
food. That was first. Shea and Chad went along the street below, getting
the basics after buying a granny cart.
Shea had Chad start with a fair size garbage can that everything else
got tossed into. Most all of that was cleaning products. On top of that
was personal hygiene like tissue and toilet paper and paper towels. It
took two trips and that many hours until Chad had the basics.
Their second round, as Shea called it, was for food and staples like
salt and pepper and the like. Whoever designed the apartment had
included the cups and dishes and cookware which matched the decor. The
small refrigerator had a nice selection of foods that could be cooked
and stuff for snacks. There were things Shea liked that Chad didn't, but
he got out voted because, as she put it, she could whip him.
Shea was, according to Shea, his friend and acting big sister. That's
who she would be introduced as, should the time ever come. He came out
to her during a Dominatrix session on how to do his makeup, which was
not too long after he was busted and was put into this apartment. That
was mostly the truth. The rest was simply becoming new history. No
really big lies, so nothing to stumble on.
They finished by two in the afternoon. Shea left Chad there to shower
and eat while she went home to do the same. She would return and they'd
shop for clothes beginning at four till they were to meet the teacher at
six. Chad came out of a long luxurious shower, dressed and spent the
rest of his time on-line. He met Shea in front of the apartment at five
minutes till four and they drove to the mall.
Chapter
Shopping For Boy and Girl
He got underwear, socks, tee shirts and two pairs of jeans, slacks and a
light jacket. Everything he bought for the boy went into a new backpack
except his slacks, jacket and two pairs of shoes. He could get his
Winter clothes as the temperature started dropping. The shoes and bag
with his coat and slacks went in his folding granny cart. His boy
clothes and receipt went into the backpack on his back.
Chad needed his hair and nails done then makeup she said and that's when
he paused.
"Why do I need my nails done?" Chad asked as they started back out the
door. "I mean if I'm just a cross dresser."
"You might be transgendered as well," Shea said. "The thing is this is
all new to you and you don't really know. So I'm guiding you through a
tiny bit of reality. Besides, it should make noticing you a little
easier for Leonora's sake."
"Got it," Chad said with a touch of reluctance.
Besides, she had said, looking a little feminine would help his cause
when he went shopping for the basics. It was, she cautioned, always
better to buy panties with color on your nails than not. It sounded
reasonable but it scared the hell out of him.
He was stupid enough to ask why. The answer was a man with color on his
nails most likely wanted to be a girl, while the one without was most
likely a pervert. They walked into the salon together but it was Shea
that spoke.
"He's petrified. First time. He'd like a basic manicure, pedicure, just
a hint of color and can you do something with his hair?"
The woman taking Shea's request came around from the desk and fussed
just a little with Chad's hair a moment and said "Absolutely." She
walked him to a girl named Carol and sat him in the salon chair, covered
him with a lavender taffeta bib; then waved to another girl as well who
scooted over with a stool and cart and immediately removed Chad's shoes
and socks. His feet went into a warm bath of something while his left
fingers went into a bowl of something else. That was Lucy on the stool
doing Chad's nails while Carol helped him lean back for a shampoo. Chad
didn't see Shea leave, but Shea had seen a Starbucks coming in.
Shea could see the absolute panic and terror in Chad's face when she
came back with her latte, but she'd expected it. She'd left him alone on
purpose to give him a moment of terror. Lucy was on his right already
finishing his right hand and Carol was trimming bangs when Shea sat and
picked up a magazine. Another girl had just moved over to help Lucy with
Chad's feet.
"Pink for the Tootsies," Shea yelled. The woman smoothing the rough heel
of Chad's foot turned, smiled and nodded. So did Lucy. Chad didn't but
he didn't want to yell across the room. Shea knew that and smiled at
Chad as she took a long sip of her coffee. He'd thank her someday.
Chad's hair had been light brown when they walked in. It was still light
brown but now it had streaks of blonde and it laid flat with no part
making him look very pixie. You could almost say he was male but you'd
lean female and yet there was a hint of ambiguity. Carol knew exactly
what to do, Shea thought to herself as she ran the hair dryer and a
brush over Chad's head.
If Chad wore a bra he'd be a girl, without it he was a guy that wanted
to be a girl. Either way most would guess he was wearing panties. That
was the look Shea was hoping for. His nails had a hint of pink, just a
hint, but it was there and length a tiny bit past the pads of his
fingers. Chad was that close to passing Shea mused. She paid Carol as
Chad was getting help putting his socks and shoes on.
"You left me alone in there," Chad whimpered as they walked out into the
mall. Chad was so bent on yelling at Shea that he didn't notice that
they'd begun to walk the mall, as he tugged the cart behind him while he
held the backpack on one shoulder.
"You weren't alone. You had Carol and Lucy and the other woman with
you," Shea said. "Besides, I was dying for a cup of coffee."
"While I was dying," Chad said as they walked, which suddenly came to an
abrupt end as he realized they were about 100 feet from the salon and in
the middle of the mall. "Jesus."
"What?" Shea asked, faking ignorance over Chad's sudden confusion.
"Look where we are?"
"I'm looking? We're about 50 feet from the clothing store? Why?"
Chad was looking in the window of the shop he was in front of . It
wasn't a mirror but it reflected his image enough that he could see more
or less what everyone else could see.
"I'm a damn sissy."
"Effeminate."
"There's a difference?"
"Big time. Now come on or we'll never get done."
Shea walked off without looking back. Chad had no choice but to walk to
catch up. He hurried off after her, not wanting to look at anyone but he
couldn't help it. There were people looking. Not everyone but some. He
was dying. He wanted to run inside the store but almost ran past it. It
was a girl's boutique. It was not something he or any other guy ran
into.
"Lingerie first," Shea said, moving through the store towards the back.
"Can I help?" the young girl asked as they walked past.
"Can you give him a shot of something? He's about to buy his first bra!"
"Sorry, but if you like, I can hold his hand."
"I think that would help a lot. Meanwhile I'm looking for a 26 'B' in a
bra, size 4-6 in panties and then slips next."
"Here, take my hand," the girl said to Chad. "If you like, you can leave
your cart and backpack behind the counter."
If Chad's heart had been hooked to a monitor he'd be off the charts as
the girl led him down the aisle after handing him a basket to carry. She
stopped at the panties.
"Our smallest 4-6. Days of the week, packaged, all white in briefs,
thigh high and bikini and colors next to those. Those over there are
character panties like Disney princesses." Bras are behind you and slips
next to those. The XS starts at the left and goes up from there. If you
can wear a 26B I'd start with an XS in the slips. I'll be back at the
registers if you need me. I'm Susan."
"Thank you Susan," Shea said, nudging Chad.
"Thank you," Chad said.
"You're welcome. Just so you know, I love your hair."
"Thanks," Chad said, blushing very red as Susan walked off.
"That was a very nice compliment," Shea noted as she picked up a package
of white panties and tossed them into the basket Chad held.
"What are you doing?"
"What you should be doing. Grab a 4-6 package of Disney Princess panties
and those Hello Kitty day of the week. Both are seven per pack. That
should give you three weeks. I'm going over to look at bras."
Chad looked around and quickly grabbed the Disney Princess pack and then
reached in and grabbed the day of the week package of Hello Kitty
panties so he could rush over and stay with Shea. She had three white
bras on hangers in her hand and was looking at a sports bra in white.
She put all four of those in the basket then moved sideways to the
slips.
"Go get two three packs of white socks and two packages of nylons over
there next to the panties."
"I'll wait till you're done."
"Honey, we don't have time. Go on."
Chad looked at where Shea was pointing and who was nearby. He turned and
rushed over to the socks without realizing he didn't know the sizes. He
turned to rush back.
"What sizes?"
"Girl's small. And get a pair with ruffles or lace."
"Damn," Chad said watching a mother walk by, stop, look and take her
daughter's hand to walk her past faster.
Chad hurried over to the socks, grabbed three white pairs of socks, a
ruffled pair in white that he found next to the panty hose. He didn't
know what size panty hose?
"XS honey," Shea yelled from the slips.
That woman with the daughter turned but quickly went back to looking at
the dresses.
Chad found the XS size but there were at least a dozen colors of brown.
He grabbed the first and tossed two in the basket to rush over to Shea,
but she was already folding slips up and moving to the nightgowns.
"Here, you go to the other end and find a robe in a size 7-8 and I'll
get you a couple of nightgowns. We're just going to have to come back
for a couple of dresses. We're running out of time."
"What's with that cat?" Chad asked as one of the nightgowns went past
with Hello Kitty on the front.
"She was kind of a favorite," Shea said, folding the nightgown in with
another.
Chad had never felt so relieved as he moved quickly to the robes. He
found a white in a light fleece in the size she insisted on while she
came over with a lavender and pink set of nightgowns that looked the
same except for color.
"Very cute," Shea said. "Now let's go ring these up. If we hurry we
should just get to the dance studio in time."
Chapter
The Low Down Hoe Down Dance Group
"Oh my God, never again," Chad said leaning back in his seat. "What girl
is ever going to date a guy that dresses in the same things she wears?"
"Lots. Me for instance. Trust me there are a lot of us girls and women
out there that like having our cake and, pardon my pun, but getting it
eaten too. And while you were too petrified to notice, we're here."
"Now what?"
"Let's go get checked in," Shea said.
"Hello? I'm Tracy. Tracy Meriwether. This is my place and I hope you are
here for the Low Down Hoe Down Dance Group. By the way, I'm also the
teacher."
"We are. I'm Shea, Shea Shellac. And I am currently acting as guide and
chaperone to my friend here Chad Mathew; and yes, we are here for your
class, or rather he is."
"Wonderful. Please, let's step into my office and I'll get you signed in
and get you started."
Ten minutes later Chad had a cute packet of information explaining the
history of country western, the types of dances she taught and
scheduled. Chad also had an application he downloaded that provided the
music she was using and videos of steps he could use at home if he
wasn't. If he wasn't what?
"You've walked in at the perfect time because we've just started our
traditional square dance which will go on through Winter. It's very
popular. I call it a cowgirl glide with lots of twists and turns. It's a
pure joy in petticoats and ruffled panties and easy to learn. It's good
for cowgirl boots or strap shoes. Do you have an outfit?"
"No, not yet," Chad said, blushing when he had to think about it. At
first he was going to answer that he didn't have cowboy boots, until he
realized she was asking about girl clothes and shoes.
"Here, this is one of the best stores around with an adorable line of
dresses, skirts and blouses that just loves catering to our community.
This woman Annabelle Baker is truly a girly girl and says our girls
truly do appreciate the frills far more than most. Anyway, take my card
by way of an introduction, and she'll give you ten percent off."
"Thank you," Chad said, taking the card.
"First class starts tomorrow at this time and we'll go for about an
hour. Most of the couples like to meet after at the Oh Girls bar and
lounge. Here, keep this card and you get beer for a dollar on Fridays."
"Wow," Chad said, taking the second card she offered.
"What's next?" Chad asked turning to Shea when they reached the
sidewalk.
"I'm taking you home. I'm going to help you bring your stuff up so you
can put everything away, eat, look over your new class material, play
dress up, relax or whatever, while I go home and get off my feet. I'll
meet you in the morning for breakfast at eight and we'll finish your
shopping. You need makeup, a couple of day outfits, something for night,
and an outfit for that class."
"More shopping?"
"Hush before I take you back to your apartment and bring up one of my
whips and a few of my handcuffs?"
"You've got handcuffs?"
"Keep talking and find out!"
"I'm going silent now."
Chapter
Dresser Drawers and Shaving Legs
Chad looked at the packages sitting on the kitchen table, taking
scissors to the white panties first to remove the labels. He now had
seven pairs that he refolded into a stack for his dresser. He opened the
Disney Princess Pack next and the Day of the week pack after that. The
princess pack was primarily white with the princesses decorating them in
pink, mauve, baby blue, mint, peach, periwinkle, and lavender.
The sales girl had neatly folded the three slips Shea had purchased,
which was one full slip in white and two half slips with one straight
and the other flared that she said was good for a-line skirts. Susan had
said only cross dressers liked wearing slips nowadays and smiled. Shea
had agreed, someone told her that it was the same with pettipants and
pant liners.
Chad took the labels off his three regular bras and the sports bra
blushing over the notion of wearing any bra. He sat those together then
opened the socks and packages of nylons. Both were in a light taupe. He
flushed more over the ruffled pair of little girlish socks than the
panty hose.
The white fleece robe felt nice to the touch as did his two basic
nightgowns when he took the labels off. He was looking at both trying to
decide which to wear and blushing over the lavender or pink set. He had
already decided to wear the mint colored day of the week panties with
the Hello Kitty face because those were Thursday's pair and he wanted a
layer under his baby doll pair. Besides, he mused, it's Thursday.
"So what do you think Susan? Lavender or the pink?" Chad said out loud
trying the robe on. He picked up the three stacks of panties, gathered
the nylons and socks and headed to put them away in his bedroom before
starting for his bath. He began the water with the new bath beads which
were a lavender that Shea said were as close to baby powder as he could
get. Baby powder was still feminine but not so obvious as some bubble
baths. He made another trip for the rest of his girl clothes then
stripped for his bath.
His cell rang just before he stepped into his bath.
"Hello?"
"Shave," Shea said.
"Well, hello to you too," Chad said. "You're my first call on my new
phone."
"I'm sorry, hello Chad. Do me a favor, shave your legs. Be careful, read
the little paper that came with the razor we got you at the pharmacy,
and be careful."
"What paper?"
"There is a little paper for girls that shave their legs for the first
time. That razor set we bought when we were getting your toiletries,
it's in with those things. Read it. Anyway. I should have mentioned it
before now. Have you had your bath?"
"I was just going into it."
"Well, do your regular bath first, shave at the end so you can sit on
the tubs edge, rinse with the shower and if need be shave again. You'll
get the hang of it."
"Do I really need to?"
"Trust me, once you do it and wear a nightgown, you'll thank me."
"Bye," Chad said, hanging up. He found the little paper. "What every
girl should know about shaving her legs."
Shea was right when Chad stood up to run the shower over his legs to
rinse the soap from them. It was his second rinse after his second shave
and he couldn't believe how smooth they felt. He let the hose drop to
its full length and rinsed the tub before drying himself. He took the
label off the powder-puff and tipped the baby powder over it before
powdering his skin. He had laid the mint panties next to the lavender
baby doll set after turning down the bed. The hot bath and shower rinse
had taken its toll on him and he yawned stepping first into the panties.
There was a wicked sense of overwhelming guilt not from wearing the
panties but over how wonderful they felt coming on. Shea was spot on
about thanking her. He let the panties fall then picked them up again.
They came up over his skin and it felt like silk on silk. It felt the
same with the bubble panties from his baby doll set.
Even better when he let the top fall over him. The baby doll top was two
layers of nylon with the top layer wispy while the bottom was opaque and
silky. He had exceeded his shaving mandate by doing his chest which
didn't really need it, but now he was glad he had as he twisted in the
layers. He stopped suddenly, shocked at the moment he began ejaculating.
"Damn!"
Chapter
Twist and Twirls
"So, how did we sleep?" Shea asked as Chad buckled his seat belt. "Oh,
oh? I know that smirk?"
"I shaved and then... You know what, this one is going to be too hard to
explain. So I don't think I'm even going to try. Where we going?"
"Make sure you rinse them before you put them in the dirty clothes
hamper."
"What?"
"Your soiled panties," Shea said. "You'll ruin them if you don't rinse
them and let them dry after you've soiled them."
"Oh Shea, that's gross."
"That's life. Told you you'd thank me. But seriously, when you get home,
hot water and soap. Okay?"
"Okay."
"What color?"
"What color what?"
"Are we going to do this all morning?"
"The mint color because it was Thursday and I wore the lavender
nightgown. Happy?"
"Very. Now pull your pants leg up and let me feel."
"Excuse me? Buy me breakfast first - maybe?"
Shea laughed as Chad lifted his pant leg and pushed it towards her.
"Wow. Now that's what I'm talking about."
They pulled into the parking lot and waited to be seated. In that area
the odds were if you were there you were most likely as not gay; so not
too many paid too much attention to the girl that looked a little like a
boy and the dyke walking in with her, or that's what one couple thought.
They were from out of town and a little lost at the moment.
Shea and Chad ate light while discussing the day. Shea mostly wanted to
get the shopping out of the way and go through one complete
transformation before the dance. It was Friday so the group would be
going to the bar after. Odds were that Leonora wouldn't show but there
was still a chance she might. Chad nervously ate his omelet.
Right after breakfast they went back to the clothing store. Chad used
his first minute in to ask the new sales girl about Susan. Susan was off
Fridays and Saturdays the girl said, disappointing Chad a little.
Remarkably though, just asking about Susan legitimized Chad's visit for
the other sales girl and she instantly became more helpful. Shea
explained that sales people often warmed up faster if they knew you to
be a regular.
Chad got two blouses, a basic skirt in white cotton, another pleated
skirt, a pair of shorts and a jumper. Two more nightgowns that came to
his knees that he wanted and two flowery dresses. One predominantly in a
bright yellow, the other in pink. He found a pair of flats in both
colors. He also found a cute white sweater.
Shea had him try on all of it and never said a word about his casualness
over how easily he did that. The funny part came when he was coming out
in the skirt to look in the mirror wearing his tee shirt, and grew a tad
uncomfortable not wearing a bra.
"We need to work on that," Shea said.
Their next stop was Girl's Stuff Boutique as Chad fussed with his new
purse. It was a leather bag more than a purse or could be, a bit
masculine but not. It had the look of a Pony Express Riders letter bag
only a little smaller. Not exactly what a guy might carry in most
places, but in that area it wouldn't shock too many people and it was
big enough for his wallet and new makeup.
The girl at the makeup counter was a doll and explained in detail every
item she picked out for Chad. With Chad in front of a mirror the sales
girl would use an item then peel off the price tag which automatically
sold the item. Chad got a makeover and she got a sale. Shea thought
she'd have to intervene but it was clear the girl knew what she was
doing as she sponged Chad's new foundation on. There was a minimum of
concealer and Chad's smooth face was to his advantage as she added the
blusher to his purse when she finished with that. She went with the
lightest hints of color for his eyes since he was in jeans and a tee and
only one stroke of mascara with a gray eyeliner. He put on his own
lipstick but bought three colors in pinks using the lightest to wear out
after he kissed a tissue.
In a separate bag were brushes, sponges, a mirror, Q-tips, a cute
plastic tray to hold his brushes and makeup on his sink and a card with
her name on it. She was a skin care specialist and she gave him a bottle
of facial scrub at cost with a moisturizer for bedtime for his elbows
and nose. Tracy gave him a high five and said she'd see him again soon.
He'd made another friend.
Girl's Stuff Boutique was quickly becoming his second most favorite
place, and Tracy Lowell the counter girl was his second most favorite
person after Susan at Angel's Boutique.
"Don't fuss with those, just turn them every few minutes," Shea said.
"You just want them to stay loose."
Chad took the mirror out of his bag and looked at his face and newly
pierced ears. He couldn't believe how girlish he looked. And those gold
studs with the cubic zirconium diamonds were so delicate and feminine
looking. But those were temporary Shea had said till he could wear the
other ones. He pulled one of those sets from the bag.
"Aren't these a bit too little girlish?" he asked.
Chad was peeking at a set of pink rabbits positioned as if they were
sitting and another that looked like that smiling Cheshire Cat in Alice
in Wonderland with more teeth than body. They were both a bit too cute,
Chad thought.
"Of course, but remember who you're trying to attract. In a week you'll
be able to wear those," Shea said, pulling into a parking space a few
spots from the Twist And Twirls Country Western store entrance.
"Hello, and welcome to Twist And Twirls. I'm Annabelle Baker."
"Hi, Tracy Meriwether recommended you, "Chad said, handing Annabelle the
card Tracy had given him. "I just joined The Low Down Hoe Down Dance
Group."
"Head to toe outfit?"
"Yes," Chad said.
"Lead or follow?" Annabelle asked a little less loud.
"What?" Chad asked without a clue what she was asking.
"Are you playing the male or female honey? Do you want a dress?" Shea
said in an even lower tone but loud enough for Annabelle to hear. "She's
discovering herself."
"Of course she is. Then let's do the sugar and spice and whole reason
for dressing like a girl outfit," Annabelle said.
"What's that look like?" Chad asked.
"I'll show you and we can tone it down from there if you want,"
Annabelle said, turning to lead Chad and Shea deeper into the store. It
was seriously country and included what Chad thought were wedding
dresses as they walked past the tall cabinets to a far wall. They were
passing racks of petticoats that began with mini's to almost floor
length in nearly every color imaginable.
"There," Annabelle said, sweeping her hands proudly across several
cabinets of dresses that looked like they were made of satin with some
looking like they were wet. "These are the top end of country western
wear for dancing. If you're going to be twisting and twirling then this
is what you want to be in. This and a bouffant slip under a petticoat."
"What is a bouffant whatchamacolic?" Chad asked.
"Good question honey," Annabelle said. "Bouffant just means puffy. It's
not too popular now except for weddings and formals, and of course
country western but it was a very popular silhouette during the mid-19th
century. Back then girls and women always wore petticoats."
"Which does beg the question? Why a bouffant slip and not just
petticoats?" Shea asked.
"That's the beauty of a dress and not a skirt and blouse, and likewise a
full bouffant slip and not just petticoats," Annabelle noted happily as
she fluffed the skirts. "You can exhaust yourself and never have either
shift or fall away on you because both hang off your shoulders. Now with
these dresses you can go to the split styles that look like a blouse and
skirt, add a belt for looks and blend in with the same benefit. It's
what makes dancing in dresses so wonderful."
Meanwhile, just outside the glass windows of Twist And Twirls Country
Western Store, sitting in a jet black BMW 750 was Lenard with a very
sophisticated camera. Lenard was Leonora's top Lieutenant in her
Ukrainian mafia and had just finished his routine sweep of Brenda Lee
Beckworth's Bar and Restaurant Oh Girls. He was about to head back to
Leonora's when he spotted Shea and Chad going into the country western
store and nearly hit another car. He was positive he'd seen a ghost.
He'd been taking pictures ever since. Five cars behind him an agent
following Shea and Chad was taking pictures of Lenard.
Brutus and Igor, bodyguard and driver for Leonora both perked up when
Leonora swore in Russian. She said something else and then mumbled that
it was impossible after Lenard had called. He was sending her pictures
from his phone which consisted of a few of the best shots from the
camera which he'd transferred via bluetooth to his phone. Leonora was on
the phone with Frank Petrov who owned Petrov's Investigations as they
pulled away from the house. He was told to meet Leonora there at the
Twist and Twirls Country Western Store in ten minutes.
Frank and his assistant Helga were now sitting with Leonora, still
watching the young man in the country western store shopping for girl
clothes. Frank had his own camera and was snapping pictures as Helga
left the car to go into the store to try and gather as much intelligence
as she could. It was all Leonora could do to keep from rushing headlong
into that same store to hug who she was positive was her brother
returned from the dead.
One hundred feet away was FBI Agent Helen Carter and Agent Linda
Summers. They had gotten an urgent call from FBI Agent Jack Brisket, who
was a current member of the Chad Mathew watch detail assigned just that
night to tail Chad and Shea till they went to bed. Agent Jack Brisket
had seen the Black BMW pull up across the street and ran the plates
immediately which came back as owned by one of Leonora's dummy
corporations. That triggered his call to Helen and Linda. Agent Brisket
was in the middle of that call when Leonora herself pulled up with her
bodyguard and driver. The whole taskforce was awake after that.
"I've got Leonora at the scene now," Agent Jack Brisket noted.
"This is happening faster than we hoped," Agent Carter realized.
FBI Agent Helen Carter assigned FBI Agent Harry Brakeman, another Member
of the Chad Mathew Watch Detail who had just pulled up in the adjoining
parking lot, to watch that woman Helga who was now joining with a man
Frank Petrov in his own car that was about to drive off. Helen Carter
didn't know who Frank Petrov was till they ran the plates. When the name
came back with his company identified as a private investigative firm it
was clear that Leonora was definitely interested in Chad.
There was a lot of excitement in that hour that Chad inspected and dared
to try on dresses under the scrutiny of Lenard, Leonora, Brutus, Igor,
Frank and Helga on the one side while on the other there was Helen,
Linda, Jack and Harry. Not to mention Annabelle and Shea. Chad could
very well have died of a heart attack had he known there were that many
eyes on him when he stood in front of the mirror in his first ever pink
and white satin country western dress on top of his first ever bouffant
slip.
Chapter
Petrov's Investigations
Leonora was too excited to go to the club that night, which meant
Lenard's sweep for electronic surveillance bugs had been a waste of
time, but to him it didn't matter. What mattered was that he'd done the
sweep. Had he not done it he might not have seen Chad going into that
country western store, and that was part of the conversation Helen and
Linda had with their boss over the phone. There was a tremendous amount
of credibility to be had from Leonora's own man discovering Chad in such
a fashion and they decided to leave the rest up to fate.
Meanwhile Frank Petrov and Helga were just pulling into a parking space
not far from Chad's new apartment. Helga had confirmed it was Chad's
information that Annabelle Baker was writing down on the customer card
she kept for her clients. Helga had walked into the store and purchased
a pair of lacy socks from a bin and saw the card Annabelle was working
on. The customer card was next to the stack of new things being rung up.
It had to be Chad's.
It was. Annabelle had taken Chad's sizes and transferred those to a card
that also had his name, phone number and address on it. On the back of
that same card was the style of dress he purchased. Of course being in
that part of town she had mixed clients so having both men and women
buying her dresses and petticoats was common. Meanwhile Helga was
memorizing that information as Annabelle rang up the lacy socks that
Helga purchased as a reason for being there.
Frank was just jimmying the lock to Chad's apartment as Chad and Shea
just started looking at ruffled panties. Annabelle had just finished
ringing up all of Chad's purchases when Frank and Helga did one last
sweep of Chad's apartment before pulling the door closed. Frank made a
last wipe with his handkerchief and they both walked down the stairs
just as Shea pulled her SUV into traffic. Helga was looking at the court
papers that she'd taken pictures of in there and inputting Chad's name
and docket number into a search program.
She was sorting the pages that had come back on her laptop as Frank
pulled into the huge driveway that circled a fountain in front of
Leonora's house. Two brutes wearing suits a size too small stood on
either side of the front door, and another walking the roof with an
automatic weapon stopped to look down as Frank shut the engine off.
Helga waited for Frank to open her door to keep the laptop open and
running.
Another man, this one just as brutish and answering the door was fitted
with a shoulder carry expansion pack that held a Glock on one side and
two full clips on the other. He wasn't wearing a coat as he gave Frank a
casual nod. At six foot six and easily three hundred pounds he was
forbidding without the gun; with it, he was downright scary as Frank
gave his own nod back. Leonora came out from what Frank knew was the
kitchen area. Leonora motioned for him and Helga to follow her back to
the kitchen.
Chad, Frank said, was newly released on his own after a plea deal for
possession. Chad was on probation and court ordered drug intervention.
"A first arrest with a twist," Frank noted, turning the laptop so
Leonora could see the page he was about to speak of. Chad's lawyer had
recommended, before the plea deal, a medical facility, for Chad's gender
dysphoria.
Chad was Transgendered? At least according to the information Frank had.
Frank wasn't clear what form or fashion that took either, and he wasn't
clear on how much of that was legitimate. When Leonora questioned him on
what Frank meant, he said he could find no other notes, mentions,
comments or history before the actual court case. That suggested to
Frank it was done to get this kid Chad out of general lockup should he
be found guilty and end up going to prison. At least that was Frank's
opinion.
It wasn't Leonora's opinion and that much was clear when Frank saw the
look she gave him. Frank was suddenly positive Leonora saw this kid Chad
as her brother personified and Frank's opinion didn't matter. It was
then that Frank decided to quickly leave it alone. People had been found
dead for angering Leonora over lesser things. Frank left the disk and
motioned for Helga to grab her laptop and get out of there. Both made
their way to the door, leaving Leonora to mourn the loss of her brother
in private while planning the kidnapping of his surrogate.
"Althea," Leonora yelled. "Pastroni ?erdhen!"
"What?" Althea yelled back from her room. She lived off the kitchen in
what was once the maid's quarters. She liked the space because it was
away from the main bedrooms. She had closed her doors for the evening
till Leonora had yelled. She thought she'd heard her say clean the
baby's room?
"I want you to get Andrew's old nursery ready," Leonora said, turning to
see Althea coming down the hallway that led to her area.
"For a guest?" Althea asked with that wicked grin she often got when
Leonora brought home a young man to play the role of her brother. Some,
a few, enjoyed the attention they got but only one or two tolerated the
things Althea liked doing when she was left alone with them. For Leonora
it was remembering the sex with her brother. For Althea it was preparing
the sissy to meet the spirits.
"Not for a guest.... For Andrew," Leonora said. "Look!"
"Foshnja ime! Vajza ime e vogel Andrew," Althea gasped. She covered her
mouth and heart.
"I know Althea, I know! But that's not your baby, or your baby girl.
He's not Andrew! That's just a kid that looks like him, but I know what
you are feeling," Leonora whispered as she too was, once again, overcome
with those same emotions.
"How is this possible?" Althea asked.
"Just some kid," Leonora said. "And our good fortune. Now go on and get
the rooms ready. I'm going to take him tomorrow night."
chapter
Just A Little Bit Country
"Hey, what are you doing? We've got dance lessons in an hour," Shea said
after Chad opened his door a moment after she knocked. His dress, slip,
petticoat and white boots were still where they were from the night
before. Shea was in a light colored pair of stone washed jeans, cowboy
shirt and boots.
"I think for the first night I'll just go like this and see how things
are? Too nervous to dress yet," Chad said. "I've got painted nails and
I'll still wear a little makeup, right? It's not like I won't still be a
little feminine looking. I mean in case this Leonora shows again."
"Now you know damn good and well it's not going to work like that, and
she's already shown. She's going to be expecting you in a dress and so
is everyone else. Especially the ones playing the female parts in that
dance group. That's the way it works! Someone wears the pants, someone
else wears the dress. I'm wearing the pants. That means you're wearing
the dress," Shea said. "Now come on and get dressed. Besides, we go from
the dance studio straight to Brenda Lee's Oh Girls Bar and Restaurant."
"Fine," Chad said, getting up from the stool.
"Need help?" Shea asked.
"No thank you," Chad said grabbing the ruffled pettipants Annabelle had
talked him into getting. She had said it was eye candy for those
watching the girls when the girls twirled or spun to see the ruffles.
Chad's face had gone beet red when Annabelle held up the soft pastel
pink ruffled pettipants in nylon. He was holding those same pettipants
up now as he stopped into them. His disposable diaper, justified so he
wouldn't have to use a bathroom, was still fresh, crinkled slightly as
he lifted a leg.
"Don't forget, put the petticoat on after the bouffant slip," Shea
reminded Chad.
"I remember," Chad said. That was the whole key to wearing the bouffant
slip and a dress Annabelle had said, since boys didn't have hips. The
slip and dress hung from the shoulders and didn't fall while they
danced. She had also whispered that they shifted nicely around the body
making it feel very erotic she'd noted. Chad did notice that as the
silky nylon bodice slid over his hardening nipples.
"I know that look," Shea said snickering as she came over with the
petticoat to help with the layers of slip that were going to need
fluffing.
"What?" Chad asked innocently, but feeling the guilt at getting caught
liking the feel of his slip. He was getting excited over the sensations.
'Who wouldn't?' he mused, as Shea helped bring the multiple layers of
lace and organdy chiffon over his head. By the time Shea fluffed the
slips layers on top of the bouffant slips layers there were five
gathered around him, and nearly sticking straight out even before the
dress was on.
"God, you're going to be noisy with the dress," Shea said as she helped
him get that on. She was right about that as well, as the skirt fell
down and slid over the top organdy layer.
The dress was lined in a light nylon under another layer of sheer crepe
georgette that Annabelle had shown off very proudly the night before.
The nylon was there to rest against the legs if there were no slips, or
slid along the petticoats if there were; and the georgette gave the
skirt form and kept the satin from sagging. It didn't hurt that it gave
the dress more luscious layers to dance with either she'd boasted.
"Why do girls like noisy dresses?" Chad asked as the rustling grew
louder.
"It's for the attention, silly," Shea said. "Now come on and lets' get
your bow and boots on sweets, and go do some twirls.
"They're leaving the apartment now," Lenard spoke into his phone to
Leonora at the other end. She was already at Brenda Lee's Oh Girls
sipping her first glass of wine. Brutus, her bodyguard, was just off to
the side and Igor was standing by the car. Two others roamed the club in
eye contact with Brutus, Leonora and the door.
"Is he dressed?"Leonora asked.
"Looks like a little girl," Lenard said smiling. Lenard knew what his
boss wanted to hear. Truth was Lenard's tastes in women favored the
little girl look, although he was thinking that the country western look
wasn't too bad either. The irony of it all was Chad passed as a girl.
Chad was one of ten "girls" in the group of twenty, now broken into two
groups. In his group he was one of three men playing girls while the
other group had two. Five genetic girls and five men dressed as girls
Chad mused, as he reached over and took Shea's hand for the start
position. Chad didn't know a Do-si-do from a Yee-haw as Tracy Meriwether
the owner tried to teach the girls to circle their partner to her right?
"Your other right Chad," Tracy yelled as Chad went around Shea on the
left. It was done crisply and Annabelle had been right about the slips.
Every time Chad moved the slips brushed the front and back of his knees
or slid over his pettipants. Even wearing the diaper didn't stop the
sensations from getting through nor did his nipples escape the nylon
sliding over them.
"You okay?" Shea asked, as Chad's eyes glassed over a couple of times
during their maneuvers.
"Yes, why?" Chad asked.
"Just wondering? You looked like you were on the verge of an orgasm,"
Shea said snickering. "I'm guessing you like what you're wearing?"
"I am not. I hardly noticed," Chad said.
"Right! Then you wouldn't mind if I slip my hand under your dress and
get a little feel for myself would you?" Shea asked. "Just to confirm
that you're not liking it?"
"Don't you dare," Chad said.
"That's what I thought," Shea said. "Just let me know when you get off.
Tell them you're not learning a thing."
"You're gross," Chad said.
"But wise," Shea said, grabbing Chad as they began their promenade.
They were supposed to stroll cross-handed but Shea had suddenly picked
Chad up and hugged him while gripping both cheeks forcefully lifting
Chad off the floor. Instead of moving counterclockwise in a circle
through a strolling walk, Chad's penis erupted explosively within its
first rub. When Shea picked him up his penis was instantly crushed
against his diaper, panties, petticoats and dress. Rubs came in the
middle of the first bounces. Chad couldn't stop it nor the groan that
erupted in Shea's ear.
Shea held their position walking, and returned Chad to where he should
have been alongside just as Tracy Meriwether was about to admonish them.
Chad could hardly walk as the last of his pleasures left him, while he
fought to compose himself through the remaining tingles.
"Bitch," Chad whispered.
"You're welcome," Shea whispered back then snickered.
"Okay everyone, same time next week," Tracy Meriwether yelled, walking
over to the counter where the small machine played her music. She hit
stop and stood there as the couples broke up.
"What was that about?" Tracy asked as Shea and Chad walked past.
"He needed a hug," Shea said to Chad's reddening cheeks.
"We all do once in a while," Tracy said.
"Amen," Chad added as they headed for the door still savoring those
sensations long after they'd passed.
Chapter
Rohypnol And Nanny Althea
"You up for that drink?" Shea asked as they were about to drive the few
blocks to the bar or back to the apartment. The plan was to go to the
country western dance instruction, then head for the bar like the other
students did and join in with them for their celebratory drink. It would
give Chad a reason to be in his adult version of his little girl dress
exposing some more to Leonora.
"In for a penny, in for a pound," Chad said, still feeling mellow enough
from his impromptu sexual release that he wasn't nearly as paranoid. It
was Chad that spotted Leonora first.
"We're having an argument," Shea said.
"A what?" Chad asked.
"Leonora is here. She's in a booth and she's watching us as we speak.
We're going to look like we're having an argument while she is watching.
If she does ask what we argued about tell her that I wanted to leave
because I was tired. You wanted to stay so you decided to take a cab
home," Shea said. "Understood?"
"I understand," Chad said watching Shea turn and walk off. Chad moved
into the middle of the group and found a chair. He ordered a Shirley
Temple.
Leonora leaned over, turning to Brutus, and whispered her instructions.
Brutus walked off angling to intersect the waitress. The waitress
paused, looked to Leonora, nodded and continued on towards the bar.
Brutus continued to where Chad sat. Brutus bent and said something to
Chad, who looked past him to Leonora for a second, then rose and walked
with Brutus to her table.
"Hi, thank you for seeing me. I'm Leonora. I've asked the waitress to
have your drink brought here," Leonora said.
"I'm Chad. What's this about?" Chad asked.
"This," Leonora said, handing Chad a picture of her brother dressed
normally as a boy. The comparison was striking, but when she handed Chad
the one of Andrew dressed as a girl, the comparison was mind blowing
"Who is that?" Chad asked, looking at the pictures, then at Leonora,
then back at the pictures. Chad's drink came. He took a sip, another,
and one more before sitting it down.
"He's sitting at Leonora's table looking at pictures," FBI Agent Cindy
Cunningham said through her wrist mike. She was in a business suit and
was the latest member of the Chad Mathew watch detail. She'd been
planted in the bar even before Leonora arrived.
"I've got eyes on Igor, Leonora's driver still. He's pulled the car into
the alleyway so whatever they've got planned, it's going to happen
soon," FBI Agent Harry Brakeman said. He was another member of the Chad
Mathew watch detail working the night shift.
"I'm at the house. Nothing here so far," FBI Agent Jack Brisket said.
He, too, was part of the night detail for the Chad Mathew watch.
"Stay loose people," FBI Agent Linda Summers said, turning to Helen.
"Doesn't look like you're going to get much of a chance to be Chad's
Therapist does it?"
"No, it doesn't," Helen said. "I was expecting all of this to take
weeks. It's been days."
"The power of love," Linda said.
"Or lust," Helen noted.
"Whichever it is, it's pretty damn powerful to move this woman this
fast," Linda said.
"Something's happening," FBI Agent Cindy Cunningham said. "Chad just
slumped over. Leonora's bodyguard is lifting him up from the booth.
Okay, Leonora has grabbed her purse and is walking out with him. They
are going through the kitchen. Chad's out."
"Okay people, this is it," FBI Agent Linda Summers said. "God, I hope
we're right about this."
"Come on, we interviewed two different men and they both gave identical
accounts over what happened to them. Considering neither looked like
Chad makes me believe he'll fare even better. Don't forget, they weren't
even look-alikes," Helen said.
"True," Linda noted. "It's not having eyes and ears in there when it all
goes down that bothers me the most."
"I know, but if this works, we take it all down," Helen said. "And in
the end, that boy could be rich enough to have a half dozen therapists
to get him past it all."
"They are at the car," FBI Agent Harry Brakeman said over the radio.
There was a few more minutes of silence. "They've left the alleyway, I'm
following."
There was a thirty minute play by play from the FBI helicopter that
followed the car several miles away and into the foothills where the
elite lived. The helicopter turned off for the airport to land when the
house watch and tailing car reported the suspect car entering the gate.
"He's here," FBI Agent Jack Brisket.
"Okay people we're tucked away for the duration. Thanks everyone. Let's
go to our next assignments," Linda said. "We've got the house watch
starting."
The large steel gate closed behind the Black BMW as it continued up the
driveway. Althea was standing at the top of the steps as the car pulled
up to them. She waited a moment. Leonora didn't look forward to the
hysterics that would erupt from Althea when she saw Chad's face. Leonora
watched Brutus get out and move to open the door. Chad was laying in
Leonora's lap as Brutus leaned in and easily lifted him up and out.
Leonora followed, climbing the steps to where Althea waited.
"Foshnja ime ?sht? n? sht?pi," Althea said softly in Albanian as she
moved to stroke Chad's hair.
"Yes, your baby is home," Leonora said in agreement. For the first time
even Leonora was casting aside any doubts. "Take her downstairs and get
her ready."
"Bebe," Althea asked.
"Of course baby," Leonora said. "But vog?lush too."
"Da, little girl too," Althea said. "She will be very pretty. Inside and
out."
"Downstairs Brutus," Leonora said, moving aside for the giant to carry
Chad past and into the house. He went left and into the kitchen area
then to a door that Althea reached before him to open. She flipped a
switch and stepped aside to allow the giant to walk ahead of her.
There was a five car garage with one of them dedicated to workout
benches for Brutus and Igor. As part of his routine Brutus did a series
of weight lifts in sets with one of those arm curls. His arm curls were
done in repetitions of fifteen using 75 pounds per arm, and another set
with 125 pounds. Brutus could literally curl Chad fifteen times as part
of his "normal" routine as he made his way to Althea's work space.
"Spasibo Brutus," Althea said when he laid Chad on the changing table.
Brutus nodded and left. His day was done as he climbed the steps for the
back of the house and his room. There was an extension added to the
house eleven years ago that added six apartments connecting to the house
that ran the length of the garage, each one a place for the six men that
guarded the leaders. Brutus lived in the first. He opened a beer as he
began to cut up two large potatoes and a large curled sausage.
Chapter
The Nursery
Althea was six foot two and most likely could give Brutus a good run for
his money. If, of course, she got angry enough - but at the moment she
was being a mother and her baby was before her. Not the baby she or
Leonora wanted, but that was why he was laying there. She was about to
transform him.
Althea had been taught her craft by her mother and her mother's mother
before her. She wasn't like most mothers, normal mothers, but a
priestess mother taught the skills to even fool the Gods. She'd been
taught to transform a boy into a girl so even the Gods themselves
thought the boy a girl.
Not an easy task and not one left to just any mother back in the
villages of Kosovo. Mothers that wanted to protect their sons from the
Gods brought their boys to her, or those like her once a month during
the brightest nights to be transformed, because that was when the Gods
searched.
Gods waited for the full moon to search and kidnap boys to take down
into the underground to train and use as warriors to fight their
enemies, with none ever to return. To avoid that kind of fate boys could
be dressed as girls, which Gods avoided as useless for training. But for
that to happen the Gods had to be convinced those boys were indeed
girls.
Althea began her ritual by removing all of the garments covering Chad
one by one. His dress first, then his petticoat, followed by his slip
that now hung on a rack. The rest like his pettipants were on a shelf
while his diaper was rolled and tossed away. By that time the wax had
warmed. It was a good thing that the Rohypnol was still working, but
even so the ripping away of Chad's body hair still made him wince.
Leonora loved the little triangle patch that Althea shaped around Chad's
genitals, and she spent a little extra time on his eye brows before
rolling him over. He was silky smooth front to back, top to bottom when
she began her cleansing.
Aretha's best method of fooling the Gods was finding ways to purify the
boys inside and out, and from the inside it began with a cleansing
douche of perfumed water done twice till the water left pure. She then
would use a third of purified water scented with lavender essential oil.
She hung the bag and introduced the first and second then the third till
Chad's bottom was as pure as a baby's.
With his douche completed, she slid his diaper and soaker under him and
took up the pink tipped bunnies that so turned on his sister. As a girl
Leonora had several dolls she played with, and those that wore diapers
were pinned with the cutest pink tipped diaper pins. When Chad was
carried into the Nursery he would be dressed as one of Leonora's dolls,
and she would be looking to see if he was pinned with his pink tipped
diaper pins.
Althea closed Chad's diapers with generous amounts of baby lotion and
powder before she took up the silky ruffled baby panties that Leonora
liked. These were crinkly even though the vinyl lining was buttery soft
and covered in silk. Althea added more baby powder before his baby slip
and then the short baby dress. There was only one button to close it and
the huge bow was already tied at the back.
Althea added ruffled socks and booties to match his fingerless gloves
and spent a moment putting him into his bonnet before he added a cute
peach color to his cheeks. She used a finger for his lip gloss, wiping
that clean then teased a baby pacifier into his mouth before she stepped
back.
"I p?rkryer," Althea said, repeating it in English, "Perfect."
"Baby Nurse And Wet," Althea said, carrying Chad into the Nursery where
Lenora sat in a rocking chair waiting with a baby's bottle of milk. She
had been watching a monitor the whole time Althea had been preparing
Chad for this moment. Leonora herself wore a maxi pad and was wetting
terribly as Althea carried Chad to her lap.
"Hello precious," Leonora said, allowing Althea a moment to settle Chad
into her lap before she let her remove the pacifier. Leonora teased the
wet nipple of the baby bottle against Chad's pinkish lips and
instinctively he began to suck and nurse on the rubber nipple that
slipped into his mouth.
Leonora was holding the bottle with her left hand freeing her right to
explore and she did immediately. Chad was between the Rohypnol and a
comfortable sleep that was shifting towards wake as Leonora's hand
slipped into his diaper. As soon as the warm fingers began teasing his
penis it responded and grew. Her thumb circled the tip and it jerked a
pleasant response as she caressed his hardening flesh.
She pulled free and laid her hand over his panties. As she so often did
once she aroused her brother, she would use his ruffled rumba panties
over his diaper to gently caress his penis into a climax to get him used
to his baby state and her dominance, and she was doing that again as she
began to masturbate him under his baby clothes.
Chad woke to the most pleasant of dreams just as he was building to a
glorious explosion, only to discover he wasn't dreaming. He tried to
hold back and even push on the nipple with his tongue, but it was too
late as the first spurt rocketed forth in its first wave to take hold of
him. He arched instinctively unable to stop and uncaring to even attempt
it as the second blast came. With the explosions committed he simply
nursed and allowed her to rub till there was nothing left.
"You're my Baby Nurse and Wet," Leonora said. "Now it's time to wet
precious."
"Can I ask you what happened and how I got here?" Chad asked. Leonora
was still rubbing the front of his panties and diaper.
"After you wet sweet heart," Leonora whispered hungrily. "I need this
part baby. To finish."
Chad sensed the urgency and fearing repercussions began the task of
trying to wet a diaper. He thought it would be easy, but years of
conditioning not to wet his pants was making it hard to just lay there
and wet - so he closed his eyes and imagined himself standing in front
of a toilet and that helped as did the urge. It began as a small trickle
and grew from there.
"Oh, what a good baby girl," Leonora whispered as Chad's diaper warmed
from the flow of urine. He felt her shudder slightly as her hand moved
further down between his legs to the fleshier part of his thighs. She
nestled within his thighs there and shuddered again.
"Such a good baby," Leonora whispered, bending to kiss Chad on the lips
as she fussed with the lacy edge of his bonnet. She toyed with the
ribbon under his chin, the hem of his dress, even plucking at his
panties a couple of times. She was, she said, "Dolling".
"Why so sad baby doll?" Leonora asked.
"You drugged me," Chad said. "I have to take drug tests weekly as part
of my probation. If I fail I go to jail."
"Oh precious, I know that. I didn't give you anything they can trace. I
wouldn't do that. I want a playmate. I drugged you so I could dress you
up without harming you. I wasn't sure if you were really a cross dresser
or not? I got the impression you're not," Leonora said.
"What if I wasn't?" Chad said, still laying there in her arms and
growing a little uncomfortable in that position, dressed the way he was.
She was still holding a baby bottle and it was still only inches away
from his lips.
"It wouldn't matter, I wanted you too badly to let that stop me. You
might not have enjoyed it as much, but I would have enjoyed it still,"
Leonora said. "So are you or not?"
"It was my lawyer's idea," Chad said. "In case I went to jail. If I was
declared transgendered, I would have to go to a medical facility."
"So who's the woman?" Leonora asked. "A therapist?"
"She's a dominant. My lawyer hired her for a month. I get an hour two
days a week to teach me how to shop, dress up and stuff. After my fourth
session with my state therapist the dominant steps out of the picture.
By then I'm supposed to know enough to do it on my own."
"So then, what if I teach you?" Leonora asked.
"Who are you?" Chad asked.
"A very horny older sister who lost a brother that liked to dress up
just like you are now, and I'd very much like to pretend you're him,"
Leonora said. "Like for instance, you see that doll over there, the
large one standing by the crib?"
"Yes," Chad said.
"That's a Patti Play Pal doll. I've had her since I was a little girl. I
used to dress my brother in her clothes when he was little. When he got
bigger I had dresses and slips made to match hers so he looked like her.
I still have all of those things and they will fit you. I want to change
you out of your diaper and put you into panties, a slip and a dress like
that one and play some more. Will you do that for me?" Leonora asked.
"Will I have to wear a diaper?" Chad asked.
"Not as my Patti Play Pal doll," Leonora said.
"But as another doll, right?" Chad asked.
"Yes," I will diaper you as my Baby Nurse and Wet, and I have another
favorite called Betsi Wetsi that wears diapers so yes, you'd have to
sometimes wear diapers, but if it helps you'll also have to breastfeed
when you're wearing diapers. Would you like to nurse my breast in a
diaper?" Leonora asked.
"Is the dress you have for that doll just like that doll's?" Chad asked.
"It's nearly identical," Leonora said. "And once I'm done dressing you
up we'll make love like a boy and girl only you'll be dressed as Patti
Play Pal because I don't like making love to boys. Okay?"
"Okay," Chad said, feeling himself growing aroused.
"Come on and I'll get you out of these diapers and into your Patti Play
Pal Panties.
"She's got her own panties?" Chad asked as Leonora lifted Chad from her
lap. Chad was literally carried to the changing table in the nursery and
laid over the mattress that easily accommodated him. "Was your brother
and I the same size?"
"Identical or nearly so," Leonora said, pulling Chad's plastic lined
rumba panties down to give her access to his diaper. He was surprised to
find that the panties kept everything so dry and that the diaper he'd
been put into was as thick as it was, but he hadn't seen it go on so he
hadn't seen the thick soaker either.
"You're being a very good little girl for me," Leonora whispered. "And
you don't need to answer Chad."
Chad got to the hint immediately and kept silent as she lifted to allow
the diaper to be tugged free of his bottom. Evidently this was all part
of Leonora and at one time Andrew's play. The diaper came off the rest
of the way with his rumba panties. He was naked from the waist down as
she began to wipe him with a wet baby wipe. She was motherly, and
caressing and carefully exacting where she wiped gently, lifting his
testicles to wipe under them. She seemed to enjoy his arousal when she
got it.
"Does baby like that? She does doesn't she!"
There was baby lotion, not the oil, and that too was arousing as she
rubbed it in lavishly and excessively and for quite a long time till it
was fully gone. Chad, for his part, was willing to lay there and enjoy
the sensations for as long as she wanted him to, but she whispered that
Andrew liked going under her dress to rub and caress her panties. Chad
thought that too would be wonderful and did so. He found her terribly
wet and very warm, and she responded to his touch with a whispered yes
when he did so.
"That's it baby, right there. Just like that. Mommy likes that."
Chad eased past her pad with a finger, and she pushed slightly by way of
encouragement. She, too, was gripping him instead of wiping, and it was
clear they were playing with each other instead of her dressing him.
There was a sudden change of activity as she bent to remove her panties,
and when those were off she sat Chad up before lifting his dress and
slip. She eased towards the table and spread Chad's legs while moving
between them as she eased both hands under each cheek of Chad's bottom.
She was strong enough to lift him and even managed doing so as she
walked back to the daybed. She went on her back leaving Chad above her
till she guided his penis into her. Her meaning was clear as Chad pushed
further in while she pushed against him. They reached their maximum
thrust then pulled back again and pushed together just as slowly wetting
each other more as they did so. They were perfectly rhythmic when she
slid both hands up his slip and dress to fondle his nipples.
Chad too, taking a lesson from her, slid to her voluminous breast and
squeezed. It was like playing with a doll that made sounds because she
moaned each time he pressed. Chad wanted badly to nurse one but settled
on caressing as she diddled with his. Their pace quickened, and he
wasn't sure, but he thought she climaxed with him as he exploded a
second time deeply within her. He pushed hard and held it there as the
spasms flushed him dry. She gyrated while her legs clasped him firmly,
just as her arms embraced him hard to her chest. He was trapped there
till she shivered a gasp and released.
He fell to the side of the bed, his baby bonnet slightly askew, while
his dress and slip was still gathered up, leaving him naked without
panties or a diaper. He was flaccid and completely satiated, and as far
as he was concerned she could put him into anything she wanted. Diaper,
panties, ruffles, lace? It didn't matter what he wore or why he wore it.
Whatever she wanted to cover him with was okay with him because he knew
she would be the one to uncover it later.
"Ready for your Patti Play Pal Panties now honey?" Leonora whispered.
"Oh yes," Chad whispered back.
Chapter
First Therapy Session
Chad emerged in the black BMW, in jeans and a tee shirt, driven by
Leonora's driver Igor when the iron gates opened. He was dropped off
just at the sidewalk in front of his apartment. It was just an hour
before his session with his "therapist". The FBI agent following them
noted that Chad was carrying a dress bag and another bag, which someone
astutely pointed out was most likely what he'd been wearing when he was
drugged and carried into the house.
Chad looked to be in very good shape when he left the compound, and it
had already been decided to leave things as they were soon after Chad
was spotted in another baby dress on the patio. Chad had been sitting
opposite Leonora herself in a baby doll nightgown having breakfast. The
agent reporting that day said he saw no restraints nor injuries. It was
Linda's call to let things play out. Everyone was on pins and needles
waiting for Helen's report after Chad was let off by Igor. There was a
nervous anticipation to hear what had transpired over those three nights
and two days spent under Leonora's roof.
At first Helen had set up a conference call between Chad, her, Linda
Summers and Director Edwards Blake until Chad refused to talk with
anyone else listening. Chad said it was too embarrassing to have that
many people hearing about his various states of dress and the ways he'd
had sex with that woman. Helen tried to reassure him that what he'd done
undercover wasn't his fault, but he was adamant about going on with
anyone else listening and the call was ended.
Helen began to understand when Chad described the baby dress he woke in,
telling her he was heavily diapered. Evidently she dressed her brother
like she had her dolls, and she had both baby dolls and dolls that just
wore panties. Chad went on to describe his Patti Play Pal doll clothes,
which all seemed to be full skirts over a full length slip that had
attached petticoats. When he was Leonora's Patti Play Pal doll he wore
loose fitting panties in either satin or nylon over a snugger pair of
nylon because she liked rubbing one pair over the other. When he was a
doll baby he wore diapers.
Chad wasn't sure about all the doll names, but he did remember Baby
Pattaburp because that doll and another, the one called Thumbelina, had
similar pink baby dresses and shared the slip he wore with them.
Thumbelina had soft pink diapers with her own matched soakers that
Leonora put him into for a session that included baby food and a baby
bottle. The doll clothes that Baby Pattaburp wore included a satiny pair
of ruffled panties under the dress, because he was held after his baby
bottle to be burped. He actually had to make a burp, he said. Leonora's
doll playing was very elaborate he noted, but each doll always ended up
with sex. He wore booties when he wore diapers and Mary Jane shoes when
he wore panties. He did remember that much.
He also found out that it was Althea that had shaved him and waxed his
body before shaving his pubic area into a heart shape pattern. Chad also
told Helen that Leonora confessed he'd been given Rohypnol, and even
showed him the pill as reassurance it was the only thing he'd been
given. Chad had told her that he was being drug tested as part of his
probation and Leonora was giving him more assurance that it wasn't
detectable.
That's when Helen stopped him.
"You said she showed you the pill she gave you," Helen said.
"Yes," Chad said.
"How did she show you the pill?" Helen asked. "Was it in a prescription
bottle or pill case or what?"
"It was in a porcelain pill case on top of the shelf above the changing
table where I was being diapered," Chad said.
"How many pills were in the case?" Helen asked.
"Three or four," Chad said. "Four."
"Hold on a second," Helen said as she picked up the office phone and
punched in some numbers. Linda answered. "Linda, I need the director on
the line as well."
"You got it," Linda said. There was a moment's pause and then FBI
Director Edwards Blake was on the line. "Okay Helen you've got us both."
"I think we've got something." Helen said. "In talking with Chad, we've
got Rohypnol in the house in close proximity to where Chad was. That
gives us a Schedule I possession. Not to mention he was given the drug
to incapacitate him to execute a kidnapping. On that we need to test him
for it right away. We're still under the 60 hour limit. If he tests
positive that gives us drug rape intent which ups the sentencing to 15
years. At the very least we've got 3 years for possession. That includes
personal and real property forfeiture related to the violation. I'm
talking about the house, cars, her books... all of it."
"We could end the investigation on just what we've got right now," Linda
said.
"We could bust her tonight if we could execute the warrant fast enough.
If we could turn her on the pills, we wouldn't even need Chad's
testimony," Helen said.
"How's that?" Director Blake asked.
"What if she thinks we've got at least two, maybe three more guys?"
Helen asked. "She's looking at 45 years. What if we tell her that if she
turns we give her a new life and Witness Protection?"
"You think she'd go for it?" Linda asked.
"45 years or a new life?" Helen asked.
"Can we get a judge to sign a warrant tonight?" Helen asked.
The session ended and Chad was given the opportunity to go back to his
apartment with Shea before they were escorted to the emergency room for
a rape kit. The entire detail was put on alert. FBI Agent Jack Brisket
went with Chad and Shea.
Chapter
Organized Crime Control Act and RICO
The District Attorney empowered an emergency Grand Jury to listened to
charges of kidnapping and illegal drug use during a rape and schedule I
drug possession. Secret convictions were handed down and those
convictions were typed into a warrant for Leonora AKA Eleonora Brashear
and "others". That warrant was hand carried to the home of a circuit
judge who signed it, allowing for it's execution within the next 48
hours. While 12 members of SWAT checked and rechecked their gear, Chad
and Shea sat in the emergency room as Chad provided a urine sample for a
supervised male rape kit. The test sample was given to FBI Agent Jack
Brisket, to maintain a tightly controlled chain of custody.
With the sample given and Chad back at FBI headquarters, there was
nothing to do but wait. Chad went to the break room and made cocoa for
Shea and Agent Brisket as two teams of six hit two of Leonora's
locations: The first was her house, with the second her warehouse
office, which was deemed connected because of the current connection of
Leonora. To their good fortune they found two more pills in a pill case
in Leonora's purse. While she insisted it was a misdemeanor, she went
ghostly white over the information of multiple rapes and a potential 45
year sentence.
Nearly half of Leonora's organization was on visas sponsored by several
dummy companies that had little to no foundation and crumbled under
scrutiny almost immediately. Within hours Althea, Lenard, Brutus and
Igor were being held at Immigration under risk of deportation. There
were fourteen others at risk of being flown out of the country within
the next day or two as well. Lenora's lawyer was giving her hourly
updates as her empire continued to collapse. Had it not been for his
retainer he, too, would have been lost to her.
It took eleven hours to bring about the final collapse of Leonora's
empire but the last push came when her lawyer sat down and said the
government had finalized its last deal. They will drop all three changes
of drug induced rape and include Witness Protection for her unrestricted
testimony for the remainder of the Ukraine mob.
When Leonora asked what happened to the fourth drug and rape charges she
was told that the boy Chad Mathew had asked not to testify against her,
and was granted an exemption against testifying. Leonora was handed a
note given to her by Shea from Chad by way of Leonora's lawyer that
read: "I envied Andrew."
Leonora agreed to the District Attorney's terms and conditions with only
two minor requests: One that she get to talk with Chad alone for five
minutes and the second, that she continue to hold the title to a small
farm currently being cared for by the daughter of a family friend. That
friend was never connected to any of the mob activities, only to her
grandfather.
A check was made of the grandfather, since deceased, the mother and the
daughter. Without the normal gangster ties, and no connections to be
made back to anyone currently under indictment, the requests were made.
With that done Helen talked with Chad who eagerly expressed his own
desires again.
Arrangements were made for Chad to meet with Leonora at the women's side
of the county jail a day later. Chad had written the note and taped it
closed so that no one else could read it. He'd been too embarrassed by
the ramifications of it, because he knew what it meant as he walked down
the steel lined halls echoing all the voices that were hidden behind so
many doors. He was ushered into a lawyers room that was supposed to be
private.
"Hi," Leonora said softly.
"Hi, Chad said with a blush forming instantly. "It's not the Stockholm
Syndrome."
"I know," Leonora whispered her understanding.
"I mean, I'm not attracted to you because of some odd trust or from some
weird affection from my kidnapping like they're suggesting," Chad said.
"I know," Leonora whispered, reaching out to pat his hand. "I fell in
love with you too."
"I couldn't help myself," Chad said.
"Me neither," Leonora whispered.
"So now what?" Chad asked.
"Come with me," Leonora said suddenly.
"Where?" Chad asked.
"I can't say. It's a condition of WITSEC. I can't violate that condition
or it's pulled. I can tell you that if you do come with me I'll take
care of you," Leonora said now holding Chad's hand.
"How would this work?" Chad asked.
"Do you want it to work? I do," Leonora said.
"Yes," Chad said.
"Then it will," Leonora said.
"How do we do this?" Chad asked.
"We have to tell them we want to be together," Leonora said.
"This is going to be so weird," Chad said.
"My whole life with my Andrew was like this," Leonora said.
"Will you be honest with me if I ask you a question?"
"Yes."
"Does it bother you that you did those things with your brother?" Chad
asked.
"No Chad. Listen to me Chad, he wasn't really my brother."
"What?"
"It's true. Everyone thinks that but he wasn't. He was a neighbor. We
let people believe he was my brother because at the time the authorities
would have taken him. It's a long story and not important now, but if
that part truly matters to you he was not my brother," Leonora said.
"And you wouldn't be either."
"What would I be then, if not your brother," Chad asked.
"The same as he was," Leonora said. "My lover."
"Would I still dress the same?" Chad asked now, suddenly feeling odd
over what he was being told. "I mean would that change?"
"It can't change! It's the only way I've ever had sex Chad. Chad, you
need to understand something before you say yes or no. When Andrew came
to live with us and Althea dressed him like a girl he didn't like
changing back to a boy. The only reason he did so was simply because he
had to. But growing up with him it's the only way we had sex. It's the
only way I can have sex. It's the only way I like sex," Leonora said.
"I'm just as trapped as you are."
"I like being trapped like that," Chad said blushing deep red as he said
it.
"I know. Me too. I mean I knew it the moment you came out from the
effects of that pill. That's why you didn't get another. You're the only
boy like Andrew," Leonora said. "You're the only boy that's ever wanted
to actually be like Andrew. I fell in love with you the moment you began
nursing that baby bottle in my arms. I want you to do that again, and
again. For as many days as we can have together."
Chapter
Living Dolls, Clothing And Accessories
Chad's dream shifted from something he couldn't remember to something
wondrous as he slowly sank into a massive pile of pastel colored silks.
They were rising up on either side of him like a pool of warm water to
enfold him in shimmering silky smoothness till his rumba panties were
covered. He felt the flat firmness then as the pile of fabrics began
rubbing him in a slow gentle circular motion.
Something teased his lips as he opened his mouth to allow it in. It was
a nipple that pushed past his lips and dripped warmly at the back of his
throat till he swallowed and nursed for more. He drifted towards
consciousness but only because there were sensations forcing him towards
the surface of reality, and he had to urinate. His mouth relaxed into a
smile as he realized what was happening and let it. It was such a nice
way to wake.
"About time," Leonora whispered as Chad's hand, at first laying at his
side and fingering his ruffles at the edge of his panties, now searched
for the hem of his lover's nightgown and her own panties' edge. Leonora
loved her baby doll sets and bubble panties, and that's what she wore
standing next to Chad's crib when she woke him, and that's what Chad
found when he woke. A finger teased into her and gently brought her to
the climax she was near just as she brought him up to his. Leonora
pushed against his hand and crib as Chad arched into his first pulse.
"That's it baby," Leonora whispered encouragingly. Chad was no longer
nursing but did swallow milk still trickling in. He did suck again when
he was no longer pulsing into his diaper and at that moment began to
wet. Leonora shuddered a little as she waited through the last of it.
"Finished?"
"Finished," Chad said, allowing her to remove the baby bottle and let
the crib's side down. Between the daybed, crib and Leonora's bed he had
options but last night he'd felt so babyish in his new outfit that he
wanted to sleep in the crib with the sides up. "What a fun way to wake!"
"Shower honey. We've got a long day. At least two hours of packaging,
maybe another hour of emails before we go into town and then I've got to
get another bolt of satin, some ribbon and lace. Oh, and you and Nadia
have got to do the new dolly pictures this afternoon! Maybe after lunch,
okay?" Leonora asked.
"So I'm not going to spend the day in diapers being babied?" Chad asked.
"No, and neither is Nadia. In fact, she's already dressed and eating
breakfast, so step on it. I'm simply spoiling you because I know how
exhausted you were from sex last night," Leonora said snickering. "Now
come on. I've laid your clothes out. Jeans and tee till we come back
from town and then if you're good, you can wear a disposable after lunch
and play a little with Nadia."
"Done," Chad said as Leonora pulled his rumba panties down far enough to
expose his thick diapers and diaper pins that held them on. He slept in
double cloth with a soaker at night that easily took his best as he
watched. Leonora deftly undo the diaper pins and remove the sodden mass
down and past his bare feet. She had slipped his knitted pink booties
off that Tatiana had just finished. His pair match the ones Nadia wore.
Nadia and Chad were twin baby girls last night for the photo shoot. With
confirmation that they had good images, Tatiana gave her okay for the
two sissies to wear them for their play time. Over the next week they
all would spend time making sets for their eBay sales. Of course they
were not exactly playmates when Chad and Leonora first arrived, nor
could Chad sew a stitch in the beginning. In the beginning all Chad
could do was gape at the cute girl with her mother meeting them at the
airport that afternoon on their first day of freedom.
Chad had been cautioned that they would meet Tatiana and Nadia Cherenkov
when they landed. Chad was a little unnerved to know he was meeting a
girl that may or may not understand or tolerate a boy that likes
dressing as a girl, or that had a fetish for diapers and baby clothes.
That's when Leonora had laughed promising things would most definitely
work out, and when they had a quieter moment she would explain why. That
moment came soon after taking off for Leonora's estate just as their
flight settled at cruising altitude...
"Now then Chad, let me tell you a little about that girl Nadia..."
Chad was happily floored at the end of the story. He wasn't going to be
met by a girl that might or might not tolerate what he was. He was going
to be met by someone just like him. Perhaps not so much into the baby
stuff but that was okay because that didn't matter. What did matter was
that Nadia was every bit the little girl that Chad, AKA Mary was. Chad
couldn't wait to land as he recalled the details of what he'd been told.
Before he was Nadia Cherenkov, he was Naoki Cherenkov which means Tree
of Truth. Like Andrew, Naoki was dressed as a girl once a month in his
own village and hidden away in plain sight from all those evil spirits.
Unlike Andrew, it was Naoki's mother that took longer and longer to
return him from a girl back to boy. Fortunately it was a kind of
mutually agreed upon transition that got slowly walked back.
It was Leonora's grandfather's interest in Tatiana that gave her the
opportunity to leave her son in dresses. By the time Naoki's mother
Tatiana came to America as a servant for the Brashear estate Naoki was
living full time as Nadia Cherenkov with no one the wiser. Except of
course Althea and by way of Althea, Leonora.
It was such an odd meeting when Naoki and Chad both sat at the table for
their first lunch together dressed as Nadia and Mary together. The only
difference was after unpacking Chad's things, which at one time had all
belonged to Andrew, Nadia was invited to wear her choice of dresses.
With one provision Chad had cautioned.
There was a giggle, a snicker, then laughter and finally agreement as
Nadia picked his dress. With that done he got to pick rumba panties
lined in plastic or plastic panties with ruffled panties over those?
Nadia carried the diaper, ruffled panties and diaper pins to his
mother's bedroom to get ready for lunch.
"Well?" Chad asked.
"It's like sitting with a blanket bunched up between your legs," Naoki
said. "And I miss my panties."
"Maybe we only have one baby in the house," Leonora said.
"And the other little girl is potty trained," Tatiana added.
"That would work," Naoki said. "Chad can be the baby still and I'll be
the one potty trained."
"And you both can still be dolls," Leonora said.
"I like that," Chad said. "Same dresses even. The only difference is
what's underneath."
"Perfect," Nadia said. "I might try the baby bottle though, but with
juice."
Everyone laughed.