Prom Date
Ben Carter waited for all his peers to exit the classroom. His teacher
Miss Jamieson had requested he stay behind for a few minutes. It was the
end of the day on a Friday and a long weekend loomed. Ben was anxious to
get back home. He suspected he knew what the teacher wanted to discuss,
"So Ben, what am I going to do with you?" Miss Jamieson asked. She was
an older lady with a kind smile and seemed genuinely concerned for Ben.
Ben looked at her with a downcast look. "I don't know Miss," he replied.
"Ben you are a star track athlete and are assured a place at a good
university this fall. But, one of the conditions of this place, is a GPA
average of 2.8. Right now you are borderline. You are especially low in
mathematics. Is there anything troubling you?"
Ben looked at Ms. Jamieson forlornly. "I don't know Miss. I do find some
things hard to understand."
"Well, we can't have you lose your scholarship. I have discussed this
with your maths teacher, Mr. Robson, and also with your athletics coach.
We have come up with a solution. We are going to pair you with another
student who is brilliant at maths. Perhaps you both can communicate so
you get a good understanding. Agree?"
"Yes, Miss. But I don't have time for that. I practice three days a week
and we have meets at the weekend." Ben was pleading his excuses. The
fact is he didn't understand mathematics and he didn't think anybody
could help. His parents had tried private tutors but Ben didn't make a
connection and did not concentrate. The last thing he needed or wanted
was to have some smart students talk down to him and start rumors in
class and school.
"Ben, I understand. But if you don't attain the passing grade, you will
lose your scholarship. So we are going to find a student to help. I'll
let you know on Tuesday after discussions with your other teachers. We
want you to succeed but you must get that scholarship. Have a good
weekend."
The conversation hadn't taken long. Ben gathered his backpack and left
the room deep in thought. Ms. Jamieson was right. But try as he might,
Ben just didn't get maths. He exited the building worried about his
scholarship. As he ambled toward the large entrance to the street, he
saw a small crowd at the gates. They were mostly girls, laughing and
joking. 'Good for them,' he thought.
As he approached he saw a bunch of girls surround another girl with
taunts. Ben was mild-mannered and had been the butt of many jokes early
in his life. If not for the fact that he discovered his athletic talents
on the track that he would never have gained any confidence.
"So do you have a big or small cock?" he heard a girl ask. "You don't
have a bust. But maybe you make up for it with your mouth."
Ben looked at the small group and saw some girls surround Rhianna, a new
girl in school. She had just transferred here. He didn't register their
comments but recognized one of the girls taunting her as one of the
track cheerleading squad. The girl Rhianna was surrounded and was
crying. Ben was torn: he had been bullied in his early teens because of
his slim stature and knew the taunting he had endured. This all changed
when he discovered his talent for track events and became the fastest
guy on the track. He didn't have many friends in school and didn't want
to get involved. He knew exactly how Rhianna was feeling at that moment
though. Something drove him toward the group.
"Linda, stop it," he yelled. He recognized the lead tormentor. She was
one of the girls on the cheerleading squad.
"Oh, look who's here," Linda retorted. "If it isn't Mr. Track Star
himself. Found your voice have you?"
Ben walked up to Rhianna who had two tracks of tears rolling down her
face. She was as tall as Ben with a slim figure and mop of curly hair in
a high bob. Her light, coffee-colored skin indicated mixed parentage. He
grabbed her gently by the arm and broke through the small group.
"Be nice to her," Linda yelled. "She may have some hidden surprises for
you."
Ben ignored her and still holding Rhianna's arm walked away from the
group. Rhianna had not uttered a word,
"Don't worry about them," he reassured her. "They're just bullies. You
OK?"
Rhianna nodded, blew her nose with a tissue and dried her tears. "Thank
you," she said softly.
"I was bullied when I was younger. I know how it is. They'll find
somebody else soon," Ben said with confidence he didn't feel. "Where do
you live?"
"37812 Edgewater," Rhianna replied softly. "I can manage, thanks."
"Oh really. Mum and I live on Edgewater too but farther down on 41063.
So it's on my way. Mind if we walk together? It's only about fifteen
minutes. You're new to Winslow High, right?"
"Yes, it's nice to have company. We only moved here several weeks ago. I
just started in this school last week."
"Yeah, I saw you but we didn't talk. I am Ben Carter. Welcome to
Winslow."
"Thanks. Rhianna Johnson," she replied softly. "Just finishing off my
year before I go to college in the fall."
"That's great. Where are you going?"
"I've got a place at Mesa College."
"Wow. You must be smart."
"Oh no. My dad was smart and got me interested in maths when I was very
young."
"That's good. I am not so good at maths. I envy you."
"So, Ben, where are you going to college?"
Ben's face lit up. "You will be shocked. I got a full scholarship to
Mesa too if I make my GPA average."
"Hey, I am happy to know someone at Mesa." Rhianna's face broke into a
small smile.
"Well, to be honest, Ms. Jamieson was talking to me today after class. I
am struggling with my grades, my track events and things. I'd like to go
there but..."
"Don't worry," Rhianna said reassuringly. "I am sure you'll make it."
They were almost at Rhianna's house. "Ben, thanks for coming to help. I
am not used to that."
"Hey, no problem. We can walk together to and from school if you like.
But somedays I have practice but I can let you know in the morning. 7.45
Tuesday morning? I 'll wait here." This was a three day weekend for
president's day.
"That would be very nice. See you." Rhianna went into the modern two-
story house without looking back. He noticed she had a slim figure much
like his own. Did she do track? The front garden was small but well
kept. A few steps were leading to the front door indicating the presence
of a basement. The house appeared to be in very good condition.
Ben walked the remaining ten minutes to his house with a jaunty stride.
At least the walk would be more interesting with a companion like
Rhianna. He avoided thinking about the conversation with Ms. Jamieson.
It would be a terrible blow to his prospects - and his mother - if he
failed to graduate with the required grades.
Ben's mother was waiting for him. His father was in the army in the
Middle East and wouldn't be back for a long time. He was very close to
his mother and she was waiting for him in their modest bungalow. He
didn't get on too well with his father.
"You're late," she said hugging him.
"Ya mum. Ms. Jamieson wanted to talk to me about my grades."
Ben's mother Alicia looked at him. "I know. She called me too."
"It'll be OK, mum. I'll work hard. I know I need to improve especially
in maths."
"Ms. Jamieson wants to put you in touch with another student who can
help. I told her to do what is possible and that you would co-operate."
"Yes, mum, I will." Ben rose from the kitchen table. "I am going for a
shower," he said and left the room.
Ben took a leisurely shower and wondered about his encounter with
Rhianna. He wondered what Linda was on about although he wasn't near
enough to hear her comments.
As Ben came into the kitchen to help his mum prepare dinner he saw her
looking at him with raised eyebrows.
"What?" he asked with a smile
"Who's Rhianna?"
"Oh, she is a new girl in school."
"Anything more you can tell me?" his mum asked with a small smile.
"Yes, well Linda and some other girls were teasing her and I asked them
to stop. We walked back together because they live on the same street as
us but nearer the school."
"Her mum Jacinda called whilst you were in the shower. She wanted to
thank us and invited us for coffee tomorrow morning. I accepted."
"Mum. I can't. I have to practice. We have that meet next weekend and I
have to be on top."
"Hmmm. I'll call Jacinda and tell her we can't make it. I thought it
might be nice to meet people and for you to make a new friend."
"Why don't you go? I have agreed to walk with Rhianna to and from
school." Ben appeared uncomfortable with the idea.
"No, she wanted us to meet together. They don't have a man in the house
either so we have some things in common. I think it is very kind of her.
Why don't you take your things with you? Then we'll meet them and you
can go on to your training after that."
There wasn't much to say. "OK," Ben said with a shrug. He wasn't keen
and not a very confident person and girls especially made him nervous.
But he had promised to accompany Rhianna to school and back every day so
he didn't want to be impolite.
The next morning Ben and his mother. Lucy left the house mid-morning.
They would go to Rhianna's house and afterward, Lucy would drop him off
at the track. Lucy didn't expect the coffee to last more than an hour.
The house was very well appointed with modern furniture and lighting.
Large windows let in streams of light. The living room was very long and
ended with a large dining table with great views of a well-kept garden.
.Jacinda greeted them warmly. She called for Rhianna to join them. She
came out to greet them. She was not smiling and did not return Ben's
greeting. The adults shook hands but the children just said 'hi'. There
were plates and cups on the low coffee table with plates of cookies and
small pastries.
"Lucy, would you like some coffee? Ben, do you drink coffee or something
else? Juice?" Jacinda asked.
"Could I have some juice, please?" Ben replied softly.
"Rhianna, why don't you get Ben and yourself some juice?" Jacinda
suggested. Rhianna led Ben to the spacious kitchen and served him juice.
Jacinda poured out coffee for Lucy and herself. They discussed the
neighborhood and the places of interest, shopping and entertainment.
Jacinda also explained that she was a recent divorcee and that they had
moved to the area to get away from their previous life. There was more
to the story but it appeared that Rhianna's father was an important
lawyer who had been generous in the divorce settlement.
Lucy knew that her marriage was rocky too and Ben's dad enjoyed being
away from home for long periods to avoid the arguments. It was only a
matter of time before a divorce would be discussed. She took an instant
liking to Jacinda. They were of similar ages, status and the biggest
difference appeared to be in their bank accounts. Lucy would not get the
lifestyle that Jacinda had won. No matter. She had Ben and that was
worth life itself.
After some chatter about the school and teachers and the common thread
of Mesa University, Jacinda turned serious. She looked at Rhianna whose
face became a mask.
"Lucy, Ben," Jacinda started, "there is something we should tell you. I
am grateful to you Ben for helping Rhianna yesterday. Kids can be cruel
and Rhianna has been through a lot. That is why we moved here hoping for
a peaceful life." Jacinda paused to take a sip of coffee. Perhaps it was
more to assess the reaction so far to her comments. "The simple truth is
that Rhianna is transgendered. For some years now she has been through
counseling and is adjusting. But despite great academic grades, her
previous school classmates did not react well to her decision to be
Rhianna full time." Seeing the blank look on Ben's face Jacinda paused
and looked at Lucy.
Lucy looked at Ben. "Ben, this means that Rhianna was born a boy and is
in the process of transitioning to become a woman." It was a difficult
subject and had never been an area of discussion between them.
Ben looked blankly at Rhianna. "Are you a boy like me?"
Rhianna looked at him with that mask on her face. "Yes, I was born a boy
but should have been born a girl. That's who I am."
Jacinda picked up the discussion. "I wanted you both to know this
because there is no point in continuing with lies. Rhianna has been
through a lot of taunting and bullying. Sooner or later kids will know.
Then it may be worse. That is why I thought some months here before
graduation and university would help her adjust. But we don't want to
deceive anyone. I love Rhianna with all my heart and will protect her at
all costs. I don't want to have her get close to people, who then find
out, are offended and break off with her. That has happened and that is
why we moved here. Lucy, can we take a stroll in the garden and let
these two chat?"
"Jacinda yes. That would be a good idea. For my part, Rhianna is welcome
in our house at any time. So please don't hesitate."
The two mothers left the room. Rhianna looked at Ben. They were sitting
on separate chairs but close to each other.
"Rhianna, I don't understand what you are going through. I know about
bullying because I too was bullied. I don't have many friends off the
track. I would like to know more and would like you to be my friend.
Sorry, I don't know what else to say. I vent my frustrations on the
track and use up that energy to run. I am going to track practice after
we leave here."
Rhianna looked at Ben disbelievingly. Two tracks of tears rolled from
her eyes. Instinctively, she leaned forward and hugged Ben briefly.
"Thank you." she whispered, "Thank you."
Ben sat there impassively. Except for his mum, he had never experienced
hugs. His father had patted him but that was some time ago. He felt the
warmth of Rhianna's body and the faint perfumed smell. He liked it.
"Can I come with you to the track?" Rhianna asked quietly. "I won't get
in your way."
Ben looked at her surprised. Nobody had wanted to see him train. It was
different at meets of course.
"Do you have track gear?" he asked quietly.
Rhianna nodded. "We bought some but I have never used them. I'll go
change." She got up and left Ben seated with a blank look on his face.
The ladies returned to the drawing-room and found only Ben. They were
unsure as to what had transpired.
"Is everything OK?" Lucy asked Ben.
"Everything is fine Mrs. Carter," Rhianna said from behind the ladies.
"I was going to join Ben on the track." Both ladies turned and saw
Rhianna in training gear with sneakers and a big smile on her face. "I
am sure he will outrun me but it would be a fun exercise."
Both ladies smiled. Ben and Rhianna had each found a friend. "I'll drop
you two at the track," Jacinda said. "I don't know how far it is but you
can call me when you need a ride home." Jacinda went to the kitchen and
came out with several bottles of water. Rhianna put them in her backpack
without comment.
"It's no problem, Mrs. Baker. I can walk Rhianna home. It's around
twenty minutes from here."
"Ben, I will be home and can pick you up too. So call when you are done
and let me know what you have decided." Lucy was pleased with Ben's
reaction although she suspected he didn't fully understand Rhianna's
situation.
Jacinda dropped them off at the track. She had exchanged telephone
numbers with Lucy and was happy to have found a friend. She was even
more excited that Rhianna had found a friend. Ben had not said much but
he had been quite clear that he had no preconceived notions. Jacinda was
also sure Ben did not fully understand transgenderism. But he had the
first requisite: an open mind.
Ben and Rhianna didn't say much. There was no way Rhianna could keep up
with Ben. She ran some slow rounds around the track. Ben overtook her
several times.
After several rounds, Ben slowed down and did stretches, He then sat
down next to Rhianna who handed him a bottle of water. They sat quietly
for some moments before Ben looked at Rhianna.
"What does transgender mean?" he asked quietly. "I have no idea."
Rhianna looked at him and a tight smile appeared on her face. They were
sitting close together, bodies touching. Ben was in shorts and Rhianna
had a tight-fitting tracksuit that hugged her slim body. Rhianna was
trying to assess the root of Ben's question: sheer ignorance or some
curiosity. Ben's look convinced her of his sincerity.
Rhianna's hand touched Ben's as she looked straight ahead and began. "I
was born a boy in Chicago over seventeen years ago. From an early age, I
preferred to play with girls and their dolls rather than boys. Luckily,
we knew more girls than boys and so it was easy. I had no idea that
people, including my father, thought it strange that I played with dolls
rather than climb trees." Rhianna paused to see Ben's reaction. Seeing a
passive face, she continued: "I was nine or ten when the girls dressed
me in their clothes for a 'tea party'. I remember clearly how the adults
laughed as I pranced around quite happy to be a girl. At Halloween that
year I asked my parents if I could dress as Snow White. My father was
mad and shouted in the house. His anger was not directed at me but at my
mother for encouraging such behavior in me. I remember how he left the
house banging the front door. My mother sat down with me and explained
that my dad wanted me to be batman or something. Mum then asked me how I
thought Snow White should be dressed. I went to my room and brought out
a book I had read and showed her a picture of Snow White. She asked me
if this is what I wanted. I said 'yes'. Mum explained that some boys
might laugh. I didn't care. I wanted to dress as Snow White. So mum
bought me everything and I went trick or treating with my friends. They
all loved my costume. They said I looked pretty. I loved how I looked.
From that day on, I used to dress sometimes as Snow White when I played
dress-up with my girl-friends. "
Rhianna looked at Ben who hadn't said a word so far. He had that same
passive look on his face. Rhianna reached for his hand which he didn't
retract. Sensing approval to continue, Rhianna began.
"Of course as we got older my friends changed. Some had moved away. The
other girls and I continued as before. I didn't get to dress frequently
but as the girls began to buy more fashionable clothes and use makeup, I
wanted to be like them. Emma was my closest friend. She asked me to come
with her and select clothes for her 13th birthday. Her parents gave her
money. Mum also gave me money to buy clothes. Emma saw this very nice
dress in a lavender color. She loved it. I liked it too. Emma saw my
look and suggested I buy the same dress but in pink. I loved the idea.
Not for s moment did I think anything about a boy buying a dress. We
tried the dresses and I was amazed at the feeling of the soft material.
I bought the dress and matching shoes as did Emma." By now Rhianna was
firmly clasping Ben's hand. He didn't pull back but continued to look
passively at her, his face a mask. Ben reached for the bottle of water
and took a big swig. His left hand was still firmly in Rhianna's
Ben could see the questions in Rhianna's face. "Did you like it?" he
asked finally.
Rhianna tightened her grip on Ben's hand. "Yes. I loved the feeling.
When mum saw what I had bought she was shocked. Dad was spending less
and less time at home. This was not just because of me. I think mum and
dad were having problems. I heard them shouting often." Rhianna also
gulped some water, her right hand firmly holding on to Ben's.
"There was no way I was not going to wear that dress to Emma's birthday.
Mum helped me and drove me there. Everybody at the party was shocked
except Emma. She knew I would be coming in a dress. She took my hand and
introduced me as her friend Rhianna. She took me to her room and applied
some lipstick on my lips. I looked fantastic. Then we went back to join
the others. Nobody made any comment and all accepted me as Rhianna. I
had a good time. At that moment I knew that I should have been born a
girl." Rhianna's grip on Ben's hand tightened.
"I bet you looked good," Ben finally said, a small smile on his face. "I
think they were jealous that a boy could look so good in a dress."
A small smile appeared on Rhianna's face. Ben was taking it well. "So
how did your mum react?" Ben asked.
"Well, she was worried at first. Then she helped me dress and encouraged
me to behave like a girl. When she saw me with lipstick and enjoying
myself and all the parents left at the party were commenting on how
pretty I was, she had to admit I looked good. I decided then that I was
a girl in a boy's body. From that time on I used to dress as Rhianna at
weekends and mum and I used to go to the mall or eating. Of course, she
bought me new clothes and accessories and allowed me to get my ears
pierced. At fifteen, I persuaded mum I could only go to school as a
girl. She took me to counseling, changed my school and discussed my
gender with the principal. They accepted but some of the kids found out
and began calling me names and bullying me. At my last school, some of
the boys got me into the male bathroom and wanted me to do things to
them. I screamed and got beaten. Luckily, a teacher was nearby and
rescued me. I had a black eye for some weeks. The boys were expelled
from the school. Their friends continued to bully me. Mum decided we
should move here. Luckily, even though I was bullied and had no friends.
I used my energy to study and did well. That's how I got the scholarship
to Mesa College."
By this time, Rhianna was holding Ben's hand firmly. He was more than
happy to have his hand in Rhianna's.
"I am sorry for what you experienced. I didn't have the same problems
but I was also bullied. Neither the boys nor the girls seemed to like
me. Around fifteen, I was on the track and found I could beat all my
peers. The coach knew I was a loner and encouraged me to develop my
track skills, He helped me a lot and that is why I have a scholarship to
Mesa. But my grades are not good and if I don't maintain my grades, I
will lose the scholarship. That would hurt my mum more than me," Ben
said wistfully.
"What about your dad?" Rhianna asked.
"It is similar to what you said about your mum and dad. My dad is in the
army and spends long periods overseas. When he is home he is mostly
drunk and abusive to my mum. He hates me as he doesn't think I am a
'man'."
"It seems we have a lot in common," Rhianna said softly. "I never told
my story to anybody except psychologists and doctors."
"Well, I don't understand these things but I think you should do what
makes you happy," Ben said. "That's what my mum always says. I'll call
mum and we can go home."
Ben had to release Rhianna's hand and grabbed his phone. "Mum, we are
walking home now," he said. He listened to his mum and then asked, "Can
Rhianna visit with me till then?"
Ben listened again, said 'OK' and hung up. It seems we are all going for
dinner tonight. Would you like to come to my house and we can play video
games, listen to music or... or talk."
"Yes, I'd like that. Let me call mum." Rhianna called her mum and
explained how she would spend the afternoon. Her mum agreed. She turned
to Ben and gave him a brief hug. "Thanks for listening," she said
softly. Their faces were inches apart and Rhianna pecked Ben on the
lips. It was brief but sent a shockwave through both. It was a first
kiss.
They walked back slowly not holding hands. They talked about music,
films, video games and normal things. The subject of Rhianna's gender
never came up.
Lucy offered them some snacks and drinks and left them alone. Jacinda
called and said she would pick Rhianna up as she wanted her to change
before dinner. Ben and Rhianna listened to Ben's collection of music,
mostly hard rock in distinct contrast to his personality. Jacinda came
by to pick Rhianna up so she could change before dinner.
It was a very pleasant dinner that Jacinda insisted on paying for. The
talk was casual and it seemed that the two families that found and
unifying bond: friendship and acceptance. There would be many such
evenings.
It was a long weekend and Rhianna and Ben met again and went to the
movies. It wasn't a date but they both enjoyed each other's company. Ben
promised to meet Rhianna at the agreed time on his way to school on
Tuesday.
During a period break, Ms. Jamieson and Mr. Bothell, the track coach for
Ben, had a meeting.
"Ben, Mr. Bothell and I are concerned for your grades. We do not want
you to lose your scholarship. We think you could use some coaching from
another student who appears to be quite gifted in English and Maths. Are
you open to such help?"
As always, Ben didn't have much to say. He knew that he couldn't afford
to lose his grant. "I guess, but who is this student? You know I don't
have much contact with other students."
"Yes, we have seen that," Ms. Jamieson said. "But this student hasn't
found too many friends either. Mr. Bothell?"
Mr. Bothell stood up and went to the door and invited the other student
in. Both students looked at each other for a moment and then a rare
smile broke out on Ben's face.
"Rhianna?" Ben whispered. "I didn't know ..."
"Me neither," Rhianna smiled. "I would be happy to help you."
Ms. Jamieson and Mr. Bothell watched this short interaction with quiet
smiles. It was good that they appeared to know each other.
"You two seem to know each other it seems," Ms. Jamieson commented.
"Yes, we walked together to school today. We live close to each other,"
Ben replied.
"Rhianna has excellent grades in maths and English and has won a full
scholarship to Mesa to study Sociology. You two can meet in breaks or
after school. Rhianna, Ben here has a scholarship to Mesa because of his
outstanding track performance. He needs better grades in Maths but could
also use some help in English. Do you think you can find the time to
help?"
Rhianna looked at Ben. He had admitted his weakness but she didn't know
she would be asked to help him. "If Ben would like it, I would be happy
to help him."
"Yes please," is all Ben had to say after a thoughtful pause.
"That's settled then," Ms. Jamieson said. "Please agree to your timings.
Mr. Bothell and I are looking forward to see improved grades, Ben,"
In the corridor, Rhianna smiled at Ben. "I would be very happy to help,
OK. We can do homework together and please think of any maths problems
that you didn't understand. I will try to help explain it."
Ben looked at Rhianna for a moment. "I
I'm glad they picked you," he said quietly. "Maybe we can do homework
together tonight."
"Yes. We can stop at my house." There was a sly smile on Rhianna's face.
They went to their respective classes and agreed to meet at the end of
the day to walk home.
During a break, ben texted his mum to explain what had happened and that
Rhianna was going to be his coach for English & Maths. He would spend
time with her every day to improve his grades.
Over the following months, Ben and Rhianna spend more time with each
other. There were comments from the school bullies about them. Since
they didn't spend much time with these students, the taunts were wasted,
Rhianna took it more seriously. She often heard boys ask her to fellate
them or do other things. Even though she tried to ignore them, the
remarks hurt. Ben always comforted her.
Over time, Ben asked Rhianna questions about her transition which she
answered honestly. She was taking hormones and had a nice set of breasts
which became more noticeable over time. She hadn't thought of any
surgery beyond breast augmentation. Rhianna was growing more confident
and whilst they didn't discuss it, most students considered Ben and
Rhianna an item. They were both derided for it with all manner of name-
calling. Ben suffered less because of his athletic performance.
Jacinda and Lucy watched as Ben and Rhianna acted like two normal high
school seniors. There was no overt sexual activity, but Rhianna did tell
Jacinda that Ben had kissed her at the movies or when they were alone.
It was something she had wanted. They hadn't gone beyond that for which
both Lucy and Jacinda were grateful. They wanted it to be natural and
mutual. They both were pleased that their offspring had found a close
friend.
Ben and Rhianna spent time together studying and also at the movies or
in the mall. Under Rhianna's tutelage and in an effort to be with her at
Mesa College, Ben applied himself to improve his grades. Rhianna was
patient and explained the solutions to the mathematical equations. By
forcing Ben to read to her, she would question him and thus helped him
improve his grades,
Ms. Jamieson and Mr. Bothell were very pleased with Ben's progress and
indicated that he had improved enough to ensure graduation. Lucy was
thrilled. Life was suddenly good. A new friend that had become close;
the certain graduation of her son and his entry into college and most
importantly Ben's relationship to Rhianna. She attributed Ben's
graduation to Rhianna's help and did not dwell on the gender issue. She
had taught Ben to accept people as they were and knew that Ben fully
accepted Rhianna as the beautiful girl she was.
Spring brought around the question of graduation and the prom. They had
several discussions about this. Rhianna didn't want to go. Ben wasn't
keen but he thought Rhianna should show all those who taunted what a
beautiful prom date she would be. He said he would be proud to accompany
her.
Jacinda too took Ben's side and soon persuaded Rhianna that she should
attend the prom with Ben. Rhianna reluctantly agreed. Lucy was very
happy that Ben would be seen with a beautiful girl on his arm.
Next Saturday Rhianna persuaded Ben to go prom dress shopping with her.
Once she decided, she would go with her mum to purchase the dress and
accessories. They visited all the stores in the mall and Ben was
fascinated with all the outfits he saw. It appeared to be a collection
of items from dress to shoes to accessories. Boys had it easier with a
tux and shoes but they were not as exciting as the outfits for the
girls. Rhianna asked Ben for his opinion. To each, he said 'great'.
At the last store, Rhianna went to a section of evening dresses. She
selected a dress in a copper color that perfectly matched her skin tone.
It fitted her frame perfectly with a flared collar halfway below her
knee. It would be tight and require small steps. It was very elegant.
Ben gushed how wonderful it was. This was totally unlike Ben and Rhianna
saw the sparkle in his eye.
"So do you think this is the one?" she asked coyly.
"Absolutely. It suits you perfectly. Boys don't have such exciting
clothes to choose from," Ben replied enthusiastically.
Rhianna's face broke out into a big smile. "Then why don't you buy a
dress like this too. You are about my size and would look good I am
sure. We can be sisters."
Ben's face remained passive, his mind trying to comprehend. Was Rhianna
joking? "Are you serious?" he asked quietly.
Rhianna could see his mind wandering and an impish thought came to her.
She knew he would do what she wanted. "Why not if you like the style? It
would show those bullies that you are not less male."
"Oh," Ben sighed.
"It's what they have been saying about me to my face and behind my back.
That I am a boy in a dress and they laugh at me."
"Are you serious?" Ben asked
"Of course you must do as you want and be who you want to be. That is
what you have been telling me. I should dress as I like as it is my
life." Rhianna's voice had turned serious
"You wouldn't laugh at me?"
"Why would I laugh as I will be wearing a similar dress"?
"Everybody there will think it's funny and laugh at me".
Rhianna's demeanor changed. "So, it's OK if they laugh at me as a boy in
a dress? I thought you were different." A tear formed in Rhianna's eye.
"Let's go home. I don't need a dress as I won't be going to any prom to
be laughed at."
Rhianna turned away to hide her tears and put the dress back on the
rack. "I'm going home. If you think I am ashamed to wear a dress, you
got it wrong. I am proud to wear what I want. Oh, Ben, I thought you
were different." Rhianna made her way out of the store. Ben rushed after
her.
"Rhianna, please stop. Can we talk? Please?" Ben was pleading with her.
He grabbed her arm. "Please, you know I didn't mean it like that.
Please. We can sit by that bench over there."
Around a central planted area there were some low concrete benches.
Rhianna let herself be guided to a bench. Ben held her hand. Rhianna let
him with a sniffle.
They sat there for several moments, holding hands firmly, silent and
each deep in their thoughts. Rhianna just looked at him with sad eyes,
not saying a word.
Suddenly, both began to speak at once. "I'm sorr..." came out of their
mouths simultaneously but the sentence never finished as Rhianna grabbed
Ben's head and kissed him hard, tongue thrusting into his mouth. They
were oblivious to their surroundings; two lovers expressing their
feelings.
"Rhianna, I would never hurt you. Do you know that? You have to believe
me. What you suggested there took me by surprise. I never thought about
and I would never laugh at you. Please believe me." Ben managed to
whisper whilst still hugging Rhianna.
"I'm sorry Ben. I would never force you to do anything. I just thought
you enjoyed the dress so much that you could be my sister. Sorry."
"If I agreed to do it, would you help me? I mean in everything," Ben
asked.
Rhianna looked at him. "You don't have to do it for me, Ben. I didn't
mean that. It has to be something you want to do just like I had to do."
"Look, I am sorry for the way it sounded. You know I didn't mean it. Can
we discuss this later?"
"Yes. Will you kiss me again? Am I forgiven?"
"Yes, there's nothing to forgive and I like kissing you. My first
girlfriend." Ben stressed girl.
"And you are my first boyfriend and prom partner, however you dress.
Agreed?"
Their kiss was tender and long. A new and deeper bond had formed.
They walked back toward home, holding hands. Even though Rhianna lived
further away. Ben walked her back with a promise to call later. He
didn't know what his mother had planned. He then returned home deep in
thought. He knew that everyone at the prom would be waiting to laugh
either overtly or covertly at Rhianna and Ben.
Rhianna had become a good friend who had helped him immensely with
classwork. Those kisses this afternoon had triggered an even closer
bond. But there was someone whom he trusted implicitly: his mother. He
would need her advice and guidance. It would be a difficult discussion.
"So, how did it go? Did Rhianna find her prom dress?" Lucy asked Ben as
he came through the door. She was busy in the kitchen.
Hearing no reply she came out to see Ben. "What's the matter, hon?" Lucy
could see the troubled look on Ben's face. They were close and he
couldn't hide much from her. Until now, he had been very open with her.
"Honey, what's the matter? Did you disagree with Rhianna? Come sit and
tell me. I was just making tea." Lucy went back into her kitchen and Ben
followed. Lucy placed a pot of tea on the table and two cups. Ben rarely
drank tea but it was a gesture.
"Everything is OK with Rhianna now," Ben said. "But she is worried that
when we turn up to the prom everybody will think of her as a boy in a
dress. I told her that she would be the prettiest girl there."
Lucy placed her hand on Ben's. "Honey, you have seen how bullies work.
They find any excuse to mock and laugh at people they think are not
normal. You've experienced that yourself. I suspect that there is more
to the story. I will listen."
Ben described in detail what had happened that morning; the shops they
had visited and how they had found a perfect dress that Rhianna and Ben
loved. He described how he felt the material and was sad they didn't
have such textures and colors for boys. He went on to describe that if
he liked the material so much he should also consider wearing a dress to
the prom. If she could do it proudly and be who she wanted to be, then
why not he? He explained how he was so upset at the idea. But he was
also tempted. Rhianna had said that if she dared to be who she wants to
be and dress as she wants, why couldn't he? Ben explained their
discussion and makeup omitting the deep kisses they had shared.
"So how did you leave it with Rhianna?" Lucy asked drinking her tea.
This was her second cup as she saw the confusion in Ben's face. She was
confused herself. Had Ben's relationship with Rhianna also caused him to
have doubts about his sexuality?
"She said she would go with me however I wanted to dress."
"And what did you reply?" Lucy asked fearful of the answer.
"I said I would think about it. I also wanted to talk to you about it."
Ben's voice dropped.
"So, what would you like to do?" Lucy tried hard not to let her concerns
be heard in her voice. This was a new idea.
"Do you think it strange if I go to the prom with Rhianna in a dress? I
want to show her that she should be who she is just like you always tell
me."
"Well, it would only be strange if you looked like a boy in a dress and
Rhianna looked beautiful. I realize you want to support her - as you
have done and I am very proud of you for that. But you also have to
accept that some there will think it very funny and may mock you." Lucy
did not want to openly criticize Ben for wanting to wear a dress. He
needed to decide what he wanted. She was his mother and would support
him however he dressed. But she also had her concerns that he be aware
of the risks involved. It was hard to imagine her son in a dress.
"I know that. But they will mock Rhianna. It will be harder for them to
mock both of us. I want to show everybody that she is my gi.. my
friend."
"It's OK Ben. You can say, girlfriend. That is how you see her and
accept her, right?"
"Yes, mum. We have even kissed. I like her a lot and she has helped me.
Without her, I don't think I would graduate."
"Yes, hun, I know she has helped and I am glad you want to support her.
I just want you to understand fully what you might encounter."
"Mum, I understand. Rhianna has told me about everything she experienced
at her school when she became Rhianna." Ben was thoughtful for a second.
"I had the same feeling before I got into track sports. I haven't made
friends except for Rhianna."
"So what do you want to do?" Lucy suspected she knew the answer but she
wanted to hear it from Ben.
Ben looked at Lucy for a long moment. His grip on her hand tightened.
"When I see those people on TV marching for a cause, they wear something
or dress somehow to identify with the cause. I want to do the same. If
you and Rhianna will help me I think I would like to show everybody that
I am not afraid to support her by wearing a dress. Will you help me?"
"Hun, that's quite a speech. I am proud that you want to stand up for
what you believe in. Of course, I will help you. But I have a
condition."
Ben looked at her startled. "What?"
"I want you to be as pretty as Rhianna, in a dress and makeup and be
able to dance with her in heels. I don't want you to be the 'ugly
sister'. Do yourself and her proud. Agreed?"
Ben looked at her for a long moment. "Yes. I don't want people to laugh
at me more than necessary."
"You have to tell Rhianna and Jacinda. It will take time to prepare.
When is the prom?"
"Saturday, 5th of May."
"That's the week after your track finals. You also have finals coming up
so you won't have much time to learn. We need Rhianna and Jacinda to
agree. Will you call or shall I call Jacinda?"
"No mum, I will call Rhianna. I said I would call her anyway." Ben left
the kitchen and Lucy sat there pondering on where life would lead them
both. She only wanted Ben to be happy and successful. That he had a
close relationship with Rhianna didn't bother her. Times were different
but there was one night in college where Lucy and Maria, her room-mate,
had spent one tipsy night making out even to the point of penetration
with Maria's toy. She didn't regret it, missed the warmth occasionally.
But it had not turned into her being only into women. That was the first
and the last. Her current relationship with Walt, Ben's father, was dead
and divorce was coming. Ben didn't know that yet but he had no
relationship with his father and wouldn't miss it. She would yearn for
that understanding, friendship and warmth that came from a relationship,
male or female. That is what Ben had with Rhianna. It was his first deep
relationship with a peer, male or female. Once he went to college he
would meet more people and find many friends who wouldn't judge. It was
comforting that Rhianna would be at the same college.
Lucy sat there for a long time it seemed until Ben came back. The tea
was cold. Ben had his cell in his hand. "Jacinda and Rhianna would like
to meet tonight. Can we do that?" Ben sounded quite cheerful.
Lucy looked at the change in Ben. That had been the result of his chat
with Rhianna. She envied him. "Yes, tell them I have a simple pasta and
salad for dinner and they are welcome to join."
Ben relayed the message and gave Lucy a thumbs up. "What time?" he
asked.
"6 pm is fine. We'll have time to chat before dinner." Lucy was pleased
with Ben's changed demeanor. It was just after 3 pm and she would make a
quick dash to the store.
Promptly at 6, there was a knock on the door and Jacinda and Rhianna
entered. After a warm greeting all around, they sat on the sofa in the
living room. Rhianna and Ben sat close together on the small couch. Lucy
and Jacinda sat on comfortable stuffed chairs, all part of the living
room set. Lucy poured wine for Jacinda and herself; Ben got Rhianna and
himself some juice.
During the small talk, Lucy and Jacinda observed the interaction between
Rhianna and Ben. It was easy and relaxed. Neither showed any stress.
Jacinda broke the easy calm. "We know why we are here. Ben and Lucy, you
both know how I love and appreciate my daughter." Jacinda emphasized the
word 'daughter'. "I am grateful and happy she has found a friend and
companion in Ben who has given her a new purpose in life. I can't tell
you how grateful I am. Rhianna also told me of your plans for prom
night." Jacinda paused to take a big sip of wine. "I have only one
question for you Ben: Is this your decision or has Rhianna put pressure
on you. I know how persuasive she can be."
Ben was quiet and looked at his mother and then Rhianna. His hand crept
slowly into Rhianna's where he got a supportive squeeze.
"Rhianna has helped me too and without her, I would have problems to
graduate. Over these last few months, I have seen how strong Rhianna is
to be who she wants to be. I don't want her to hear stupid comments at
the prom. If I also dressed up, it will be harder for them to laugh at
both of us. There will be some who will. I know that. But I think I
would like to wear a dress to the prom."
"Lucy?" Jacinda asked after a long pause in the conversation.
Lucy looked at the serious look on Ben's face. If she did not support
him, there would be a wall building between Ben and her. If she
supported him, he would appreciate it but she wondered at the signal she
was sending. Ben was going to college in the fall certainly because of
Rhianna's help and tutelage.
"I am still trying to visualize my Ben in a dress and makeup wearing
heels. We have brought him up to fight for the things he believes in. If
he is sure he wants to do this, I will support him." Lucy paused. "But I
have some conditions: first that his grades and track performance can't
drop. He must graduate. Secondly, he must try - with all our help - to
be as pretty and confident as Rhianna will be. This will require
practice. She doesn't need an awkward and 'ugly sister' going to prom
with her." Lucy paused again. "Jacinda, how do you feel about Rhianna
going to the prom with a girlfriend?"
Jacinda also took her time to study Rhianna and Ben. She looked at Lucy
and similar thoughts went through her mind. What she thought didn't
matter. She wanted to protect Rhianna from derision and humiliation. She
admired Ben for wanting to support her daughter in such a way and attend
the prom.
"Ben, I can't describe how much I admire your desire to support Rhianna.
I can only support Lucy's conditions. If you agree to do this willingly,
you can count on my support. Do we all agree?"
"Yes," everyone said in unison. Rhianna turned and hugged Ben. Lucy and
Jacinda saw this and exchanged small smiles. It would be an interesting
few months.
"Dinner in ten minutes. We can talk about a plan after dinner. Ben, you
can lay the table," Lucy said.
Rhianna jumped up at the same time. "I can help."
Jacinda and Lucy were left alone. "Are we doing the right thing?" Lucy
asked.
"Only time will tell. I share your concerns and perhaps after some
experimentation. Ben will change his mind. I am very glad they have the
confidence to discuss with us openly. We need to be enthusiastic and
sincere. I hope and pray they will work it out." Jacinda took a big gulp
of wine and rose with Lucy. They instinctively hugged both offering a
silent prayer things would work out.
Dinner was a quiet affair. Everyone had their thoughts, Rhianna was the
most vocal stating how beautiful Ben would look. She described in detail
all the outfits they had seen and the accessories that went with each
outfit. Ben sat next to her not saying much but a smile was on his face.
After the dishes were cleared, they still sat at the small dining table.
"So what do we need to do to get Ben ready?" Lucy asked.
"Ben, what is your schedule at the weekends?" Jacinda asked.
"I have an important track event the week before prom. I need to train
hard for that. I need a few hours every weekend day. Why?"
"It would be important to have some practice so you gain confidence in
female dress and heels. I realize that weekdays may be more difficult
and that is why we need a plan."
"Ben, you can do your training early in the morning on Saturdays and
Sundays, can't you?" Lucy asked.
Ben thought for a moment. "Yes, I guess I can be done by about 10 am.
Why>"
"Well, if you want to go through with this, we will need to get some
stuff and you may have to practice being a girl to gain confidence. Have
you ever dressed as a girl before? For Halloween?"
"Oh no, never, I think I was batman when I was seven or so. Right, mum?"
"Yes. Ben never took to Halloween trick and treating. We never
celebrated the event," Lucy added.
"I suggest that Lucy get Ben's measurements and we go shopping tomorrow.
You either can come with Lucy and me or do something else. This will be
just initial stuff."
"I was planning to train and be done by 10 or so. Do I have to try stuff
out in the shop?" There was a hint of fear in Ben's voice and Lucy took
heart. He might change his mind yet.
"Probably not at this stage. But this means you have to trust Jacinda
and me to pick out stuff. No arguments about styles or colors." Lucy
said.
"Ben, I can go with mum and Lucy and meet you after that. Is that OK?"
Rhianna's smile would get Ben to do anything.
"Yes, OK," Ben said. "I can do some stuff till you guys get back,"
"Rhianna and Ben why don't you go Ben's room and talk or play video,"
Lucy suggested. "I want to talk to Jacinda."
Ben and Rhianna were more than happy to escape and they disappeared
quickly.
"I have some cognac left from Walt's last visit home. Can I offer you a
glass? I think I need something strong."
Jacinda smiled. "Yes, I think I need one too. A small drink, please."
Lucy poured out two small shot glasses and took a sip. "I have no idea
how I'm going to handle this," Lucy confessed.
"I understand. I hope Rhianna didn't push Ben into this. She likes him a
lot and was even talking about sharing an apartment in college. But that
is down the road."
"Ben never mentioned that. He is normally quite open with me. This is a
departure for the shy and awkward boy I used to know. I am really happy
for his self-confidence and the thought that he will graduate and get
that scholarship. Without Rhianna's help, he wouldn't have made it. I
can't afford it otherwise."
"Don't worry, things have a way of working out. So how do we train Ben
in the feminine arts?"
"I have no idea. We have to think of his hair, his bust and other
things," Lucy said. Her imagination could not picture Ben with longer
hair or breasts. Did she want a daughter?
"Yes, he doesn't have the same history as Rhianna so we'll have to
research the best way forward. I did some research but that was over
five years ago when she said she wanted to be Rhianna. There is much
more talk about cross-dressing nowadays and I've seen remarkable TV
images. Men dressed as beautiful women. They are in film, on TV and
magazines. From runway models to the seedier side. Except they have done
it for a long time and even professionally. For Ben, it is a one-time
thing. It will also depend on the outfit, I guess."
Lucy looked at Jacinda. Could it be that Ben would want to dress this
way after the prom? He would need to practice before of course.
"Frankly, I don't know where to start. This is all a shock to my system
although I am glad he shared it with me." Lucy wanted to help Ben but
the thought of him becoming a girl for a night and how to help him
achieve that confused her.
"Lucy, I have more experience with this than you. I can take the lead. I
need your help of course, but it may be fun and Ben and Rhianna may get
a chance to kick some bully butts. OK?"
Lucy nodded gratefully. "Thanks," she replied softly.
"OK, time to get moving. I will pick you up around 10? Is that OK?"
Lucy nodded. "Sure. I'll call them."
Ben and Rhianna came into the living room with big smiles on their
faces. Jacinda gave Lucy a tight hug and whispered that it would all be
OK. They both watched as Rhianna gave Ben a big hug too and a sweet kiss
on the mouth. They were oblivious to their parents.
It was not too late and Lucy was not ready for bed. She asked Ben to
undress to his boxers and then call her. She needed to take
measurements.
It didn't take Ben long. Lucy measured his height, bust, waist, hips and
inner leg. Ben allowed this to happen without comment. Lucy ran her
hands along his chest; hair growth was sparse. She turned him around and
noticed not much hair growth.
"How often do you shave?" Lucy asked
"About two or three times a week only."
"You realize that although you don't have much we will probably have to
get rid of all your body and leg hair."
"Yes, I know. Rhianna said she uses a cream every week," Ben replied in
a matter of fact way.
"We'll have to do something about giving you breasts too, again
depending on the outfit," Lucy mentioned casually. "You know that,
right?"
"I know. Rhianna thought we should be about the same size as we are also
about the same height. She said she is a B something but would like to
go bigger." It seemed that Ben and Rhianna had discussed these personal
matters quite openly. Lucy would never have discussed such a thing even
with a girlfriend at the age of eighteen. How times had changed. At 38
now with an 18-year-old son, she felt old.
"Lastly, we'll need to get you a wig. Your hair is too short."
"I know. Rhianna and I thought I could be blonde in contrast to her
black hair." Ben seemed perfectly accepting that he would have to wear a
wig.
"It seems you guys have been thinking hard about this. I hope you know
what you are doing," Lucy said a little concerned. Ben's willingness to
do this might cause him problems.
"Mum, I know this sounds weird but I really want to do this. Not only to
support Rhianna but also to show I am not ashamed to be associated with
her. I know it may not look normal but I think, if we look good, we will
have the last laugh."
"Ben, I love you and support you hon. If you have any thoughts, please
tell me. I only want your happiness."
Lucy and Ben hugged for a long moment. She kissed his cheek. "Get
changed and go to bed. It will be a new day for us both tomorrow."
As Lucy went to her bedroom she wondered at the changes in Ben. He had
more self-confidence and seemed at ease to display himself in a dress,
makeup, wig and heels in front of his peers. He had always been a shy,
unassuming boy even in his teenage that never sought the spotlight. He
never had any interest in costume parties or Halloween. Yet now he
appeared remarkably at ease to appear in drag. One thought troubled her
greatly: her husband Walt. If he had any idea of his son's desire to
cross-dress, he would throw a fit and go on a drinking binge which would
result in violence. He was not due back for some six months more and his
occasional calls were more for show purposes than concern. As an army
man, he wanted Ben to be manly and aggressive.
The next morning, Sunday, Lucy awoke after a restless night. She had
breakfast ready as Ben entered the kitchen. He seemed relaxed and happy.
She didn't want to bring up the subject but asked about his training and
homework.
After a long pause, Ben looked from his cereal. "Mum, do you think I am
crazy to do this? And do you think I can look good?"
How was a mother to respond to a son who wanted to be a pretty girl?
"Well, son, if you apply yourself and do all that is necessary, I am
sure you'll be really pretty and both of you will turn heads. Remember
my condition: you have to be the best girl you can be."
"Yes, I know. Rhianna thinks I can be as pretty as her," Ben replied
through a mouthful of cereal.
Lucy thought it remarkable that Ben accepted Rhianna as any normal girl.
She wondered if that would change if they went further in their sexual
exploration. She had seen them kiss and it wasn't a light peck. At some
point, it would go further.
Ben left for his training hugging his mum. "Keep your phone handy," Lucy
said. "We might need to call you."
Jacinda and Rhianna arrived on time. They had done lots of research and
had many ideas. Lucy listened to them startled as how they thought Ben's
transformation should take place. The drive to the mall wasn't far and
Jacinda suggested they have a coffee and quietly discuss what they
needed to do. Lucy's mind was in a whirl with the ideas and decisions
that needed to be taken. In a way, she was sorry that Ben was not there
as he may have changed his mind with the discussions taking place.
The coffee shop was not so full so early in the day. They sat close in a
huddle so that the discussion remained private. Jacinda started the
conversation.
"So Rhianna and I discussed this and also how we could do this given
time. She is a lot more enthusiastic than I wanted but we agreed. I
don't think it will be a problem to get Ben dolled up into a pretty
girl. He is slim, athletic and not so hairy. "Jacinda took a sip of
coffee looking at Lucy's reaction to all of this and then continued.
"Do you think Ben will be able to walk in high heels and dance in a
tight dress without much practice?"
Lucy looked at them. Ben was athletic but she knew that being
comfortable in heels needed practice. "No, I don't think so," she
replied. "He is athletic and could learn to walk quickly I suppose but
he will not be able to dance well nor have a good female gait."
"We all agreed that he needs to be convincing. So practice is necessary.
Do you think he would wear some female items and heels, say over the
weekend?"
This was all rather confusing for Lucy. "He wants to do this and spends
a lot of time with Rhianna over the weekend, so I suppose he would. He
doesn't want to show them up."
"Rhianna, why don't you show us the type of dress you guys looked at
yesterday?"
"OK," Rhianna replied. She had been quiet so far.
They went to the dress store where Ben had enthused over Rhianna's
choice of dress. Rhianna was quite enthusiastic. Jacinda and Lucy looked
at the garment. It was beautiful and very elegant. The color would suit
Rhianna well. It was available in several muted colors.
"Rhianna, I assume you guys want to stand out. I don't think you want to
stand around the punchbowl just talking to each other," Jacinda asked.
"Of course not. I would like to dance with Ben and show them all what a
couple we make."
"Well, this dress is very elegant but hardly a dress for your age group.
I think it is more suited for an elegant dinner and nightclub, but not
for a prom dance," Jacinda stated. "Lucy?"
This was all too much for Lucy. These were extremely attractive outfits
but she agreed with Jacinda. They were for an older lady. "They are very
nice but I can't see you guys dance in these tight-fitting outfits."
"Rhianna, there is a great choice of outfits and we can even go to
another mall. I don't think you want to look like a twenty-eight-year-
old. Let's look at other outfits." Jacinda moved to other racks. Lucy
tapped her arm.
"Jacinda, can I suggest something? This is all new to Ben. Whilst he
wants to help Rhianna and do this, he has no idea of what he is
committing to. So, we now know what kind of prom dress Rhianna likes.
Why don't we go to a thrift store, get a similar outfit and shoes? We
may need to get a good wig and some underwear. Let him try it out. We
wouldn't want him to practice in an expensive dress that doesn't work."
Rhianna face lit up. "Yes, let me dress him up and see how he looks. He
will be beautiful I am sure. I can buy a dress at the thrift store too
and show you both that we can look good."
Lucy was relieved. She didn't want to spend hundreds and have it fail.
She still hoped that Ben would not like the bra and panties, heels and a
wig and even makeup. She could afford to discard the outfits purchased
economically at a thrift store if Ben decided it wasn't for him. It was
a slim hope but one worth trying,
"Mum, can we choose the wig I wanted for Ben?" Rhianna pleaded.
"I guess," Jacinda replied cautiously. What Lucy said made sense. "We'll
need to get appropriate underwear and stuff if we want him to see what
it takes. He can't borrow yours."
Lucy gave a silent prayer that a small investment would allow Ben to see
what it took. It may cause him to change his mind. Rhianna might prefer
a good looking boyfriend in a tux rather than a sister who wasn't
convincing.
Rhianna led them to the wig boutique. She went straight to the wig that
she and Ben had seen online. It was dark blonde, full of curls and would
match Ben's skin tone. Rhianna wasn't interested in looking at others:
this was it.
The wig was quite expensive and Jacinda saw the look on Lucy's face,
"Wait, let me have a word with the salesperson," she said and went to
the saleslady. It took a few minutes and Jacinda paid her with a credit
card.
When she returned, Lucy protested. "I don't have the cash on me but can
go to the ATM," she said. She didn't have Jacinda's money but she could
still support Ben. It was his prom too.
"Don't worry," Jacinda replied. "We can settle later. I agreed with the
girl that if my daughter did not like it in her new outfit, we would
need to return it. She agreed for a small restocking fee. So if it
doesn't suit or we return, the cost will be minimal. Let's go that large
Thrift Store on Willow Rd. It's only a few minutes from here. Do you
have the size of the shoes?"
"I have his size, but I drew the outline of his bare foot. He will need
the right width to be comfortable." Lucy was pleased she had thought of
that. The thought of Ben wearing heels still vivid in her mind.
"Mum, I will meet you at the car. I need to get something," Rhianna said
and walked away not waiting for a response. Lucy and Jacinda looked at
each other and walked back to the car.
"OK," Lucy replied. "We'll be a few minutes as we need some underwear.
They went to a large department store and guessed at the bra size
required with matching panties. Jacinda recommended a size somewhat
larger as Ben would need padding. Rhianna too padded herself when going
out to parties in order to convey a very full figure. "Lucy, Rhianna
wears very tight panties to keep her parts tucked away. We'll need to do
the same for Ben," Jacinda whispered. It didn't take long to find two
sets of underwear in different colors. Jacinda paid.
"I want to pay you for whatever you buy for Ben," Lucy said quietly as
they walked to the car. "I assume the dress will be expensive. Rhianna
has excellent taste."
Jacinda touched Lucy's arm. "Lucy, I know my Rhianna well. This was her
idea I am sure. She knows how to get her way. Ben is so accommodating to
her but they seem to have a great relationship. For that, I will always
be grateful to Ben and you. We can discuss the costs later when both our
kids are happy and outdo the others at the prom. Besides, my ex-husband
and I agreed that he pay for whatever clothes Rhianna wants. He needs to
be reminded that he rejected her. These are just additional items for
her. It is definitely something that makes Rhianna happy and he needs to
pay for. "Jacinda smiled at the thought. Lucy couldn't help but wonder
if Ben's father would want to pay for Ben's happiness if he wanted to
buy a dress and wig.
Rhianna was at the car a few moments after them with a small brown bag
in her hands. The bag had the mark of a pharmacy. For a fleeting moment,
Lucy wondered if this bag contained condoms. Rhianna and Ben had plenty
of opportunities to have sex and at almost eighteen it would be normal
for them to try. Yet Lucy wondered how Ben was coping. She had briefly
discussed sex with Ben and he had sex education in school but doubted he
was educated in how a transsexual and a male would perform. Like all
young adults, Ben and Rhianna would find a way to satisfy their lust.
The large thrift store had every type of artifact. In the dress section,
there was everything from floral day dresses, blouses and skirts,
wedding dresses and lots of formal wear, even tuxedos. They looked at
the prom dresses: most of them were above the knee and with flared
skirts requiring petticoats. Yet others were evening dress style. After
browsing carefully, they saw two outfits that Rhianna liked. They had
puffed sleeves and a square neckline. They appeared to be matching
bridesmaid dresses. Both above the knee with full petticoats. They had
some colored embroidery and looked very attractive. The price was
nominal and they appeared to be in sizes to fit both. Rhianna also chose
two narrow skirts in black and blue with blouses in white and pink.
Lucy wondered how Ben would look in a formal gown where they started, to
a skirt and blouse and now a potential bridesmaid. Her mind boggled.
They looked at shoes. Rhianna was driven to the high-heels. She took the
paper of Ben's shoe size and measure it against the available heels.
Some were very high in a variety of colors. Rhianna loved the heels. "My
highest is only 3," she enthused.
Lucy had that concerned look on her face. "What is it Lucy?" Jacinda
asked.
"Well, Ben's future depends on his scholarship. Whilst he will try, I
don't want him to twist an ankle. The season will start soon and he must
be able to compete at his best."
"You are right. Rhianna, please select two inches for Ben. Even that may
be a challenge. He cannot jeopardize his college."
Rhianna's face fell. She looked at Lucy and Jacinda. A moment later she
was back, "Great. If he wears 2" and I get into 3" or 4" then we will be
about the same height." The smile was big.
It took some time but two pairs of heels were chosen for Ben and 2 for
Rhianna. The Thrift store even had large gold clip-on earrings. All in
all, the cost was very modest but all went back happy.
"Can we invite Ben over and try these outfits?" Rhianna asked. "I am
sure he will look beautiful."
Jacinda looked at Lucy. "Your call. I can organize dinner if you want to
come to the house. I am sure it will take time."
Lucy looked confused. She didn't really want to see Ben in a dress and
make a fool of himself. At a certain level, she thought that a private
dress-up session might put Ben off the idea. She fervently hoped so.
"Why don't you drop me off at the house? I can drive over with Ben. That
way it won't be a problem to get back home." So she called Ben and told
him to wait for her. She would be home in fifteen minutes.
Ben was happy to go to Rhianna's house and stay for dinner. Lucy didn't
explain what he would be in for.
"I'll text him to shave," Rhianna said a big smile on her face. She was
excited.
They dropped Lucy off. "We'll be there in an hour or so," Lucy said as
she left them.
Ben was eating a sandwich. He looked at Lucy. "Did you get everything?"
"Oh yes, Rhianna made sure of that," Lucy responded.
"I made you a cheese sandwich also," Ben replied indicating a plate on
the counter.
"Great, thank you. I'll put the kettle on and we can chat."
Ben chewed for a few moments and as Lucy sat, asked "So what did you
guys get? Did you buy those outfits?"
"No. We didn't think they would be suitable for prom. Rhianna agreed and
got you other stuff. I don't want to spoil the surprise. Let Rhianna
show you. This is between you and her."
"OK. She has good taste and will have picked something nice," Ben said
confidently. Lucy was surprised. Ben appeared happy to dress up.
"Ben, I need to ask you something." Lucy took a sip of tea looking at
Ben. "I am very proud of you for supporting Rhianna. I just want to know
that you are OK with this decision."
Ben looked at Lucy with that open gaze, "Mum, I want to do this. I want
to show these guys I am not ashamed to wear a dress and heels. I know
Rhianna will make me look good."
Lucy gave a wan smile. "You do know what you are getting into, right?
Dress, heels, wig and makeup. I want to be sure you are happy. You can
back out at any time. I am sure Rhianna will understand."
"Mum, Rhianna said she would go with me to the prom whether I am in a
tux or a dress. I should look good was her only condition. I promised
her that and Rhianna will make sure of that."
"What are your plans for the prom? We can drive you there and pick you
up or do you have parties to attend?"
"Well, there are some parties but we don't want to go there. Some guys
were talking about hiring a motel room. You know what that means, right?
The girls and boys get up to stuff."
"Yes, Ben, I know. I went to prom too. It was many years ago but
relationships and expectations don't change that much." Lucy left the
statement hanging hoping Ben would share his plans more. Ben was silent,
deep in thought. "Is that what you and Rhianna want to do?"
"Maybe. We haven't talked about it. I like Rhianna and she is the best
girlfriend I could have. She has helped me so much."
Lucy patted Ben's hand. "OK. I didn't want to pry. But as you know,
Rhianna is a special girl and you need to treat her and respect her as
such."
"I know she is. I am not ashamed to be with her. Mum, I won't do
anything stupid."
"OK. You better have that shower now. And shave closely." Lucy rose and
put away the plates and cups.
Ben hugged his mum. "Rhianna already texted me and told me to use that
cream she gave me all over my body too. I want to do this," he whispered
in her ear. "It is like a dare to see if I can be as brave as Rhianna."
"I am sure you are and I am very proud of you. Go shower."
Lucy wondered if she had crossed a line with Ben in asking his
intentions. He didn't seem upset. She was concerned that things might go
far in the heat of the moment and then make a discovery. Ben had no
experience with girls and whilst Rhianna was outwardly all girl, she had
some extra parts. Ben was almost eighteen and she couldn't protect him.
She admired him for what he was doing but also worried about him.
Rhianna greeted Ben very enthusiastically with a hug and a peck on the
lips. Lucy greeted Jacinda and settled down on the couch. Jacinda
offered refreshments and watched Ben's smile widen at the sight of
Rhianna.
"So mum, it will take some time but I will take Ben to my room and
surprise you later. It may take some time," Rhianna said with a big
smile on her face and holding Ben's hand.
"Shout if you need help," Jacinda replied. "Ben, are you OK with this?
No pressure. Rhianna knows how to persuade people."
"I would like to see what Rhianna has planned," Ben replied.
Ben and Rhianna climbed the stairs. Lucy looked at Jacinda. She didn't
know whether to laugh or cry. She would have liked to think of it as a
childish prank but knew it was more than that.
"What's the matter, hun?" Jacinda asked. "You seem worried. Talk to me."
"Well, I am not sure. Ben seems very happy to do this and dress. If
Rhianna is going to help him dress, they will be expos..."
"You mean Rhianna might see Ben's boy parts and vice versa?"
Lucy nodded. "Ben has never been in a close relationship with a girl. He
knows Rhianna's history but still...he thinks the world of Rhianna and
only as a girl."
"Lucy, they have spent time alone in this house and yours, right?
Sometimes it has been many hours. They could have got up to anything. I
know they have had deep kisses and it would be natural to explore. We
can't decide for them. They'll be going to college soon. Ben knows well
what is underneath Rhianna's dresses and she knows exactly what is in
Ben's pants. Nothing is going to happen that we have to worry about. I
think we have brought up our kids well. Rhianna is too smart to go there
with Ben if he is not ready. Let them decide, I say."
"I suppose, except Ben has never had a girlfriend before never mind one
like Rhianna. His face lights up when he talks about her," Lucy
responded.
"Lucy you didn't know Robert before he became Rhianna. It broke my heart
to see him so down and sad, with no friends and bullied at school. His
father had no time for him. Then, when Rhianna emerged, she was also shy
and had no friends. She was busy learning to be a girl. After we moved
here and she met Ben, she has become a truly different person, happy and
full of life. She dotes on Ben. If their relationship collapses for
whatever reason, we'll be there for them. But it would have been their
decision, not ours."
"I know you're right, Jacinda, It is still hard."
I have no idea what Walt would say if he should learn of this. He will
hurt Ben and kill me. To be honest, we're headed for divorce and I may
end up with nothing. I will protect Ben with my life."
Jacinda gave her a big smile. "Lucy, we haven't known each other long
but we have a lot in common. Robert, my ex, is a criminal attorney and
seemed to like his trysts with his paralegal. I was a family lawyer and
that's why I got the deal I did including this house. If you need help
with divorce, I'm your gal. I was going to return to practice when
Rhianna went to college."
Lucy gave a rueful grin. She knew it was coming but wasn't ready to
admit it. "I'll be calling I'm sure. We don't have much but I just want
Ben."
Jacinda patted Lucy's hand. "It will be fine. Wonder what our kids are
up to? Should we interrupt?"
"I'd like to see what is happening. It has been over an hour, but I
suspect it would not go down well."
"As you know, we girls need time to look pretty. It's only 3 pm so we
have time. What shall I order for dinner? I am not a good cook." Jacinda
smiled.
"Why don't we go up and ask the girls how long they would be? We can
drive to the store and I'll cook a pasta dish if you'll let me into your
kitchen, "Lucy said with a sly grin.
Jacinda jumped up. "Deal. Let's go."
At the top of the short stairs, Jacinda asked how long they still
needed.
"Don't know mum," Rhianna replied. "It will take some time."
"OK. Lucy and I are off to the store to get something for dinner."
"OK, take your time," came the brief reply.
Jacinda and Lucy looked at each other and shrugged their shoulders with
small smiles. They went in Jacinda's car and talked about their lives
and loves. There was a bond forming between them. Both had difficult
marriages and kids that were very special.
"I'll let you in on a little secret," Jacinda started. "When I was at
college I used to go to parties where everything was available if you
know what I mean. Once, I was somewhat tipsy and found myself in bed
with another girl. Sorry to say, I don't remember much. The point is, it
didn't change my taste to girls only. In fact, it made me appreciate
men. But I picked the wrong guy to have a kid with."
Lucy smiled to herself. "I had the same experience in college and it
didn't change my views on boys."
"See? So relax. Just know that Rhianna is a girl in mind and soul but
not yet in body. One day she will be. Except for having kids, Rhianna
will have all the attributes of a woman."
"Honestly, if you hadn't said, I would have never guessed. She is a
terrific girl and has helped Ben a lot."
"OK. Let them surprise us. What are you going to cook?" Jacinda asked as
she parked the car at the store.
"I am not going to miss my son's fashion party. So let's keep it simple.
A pasta dish and salad. Ice cream for dessert." Lucy sounded more
cheerful.
It didn't take long and they were back home within 45 minutes. Jacinda
yelled out to them, "We're back."
"Won't be long," came Rhianna's reply.
Lucy organized the dinner. It wouldn't take long. Jacinda prepared some
cheese and biscuits and opened a bottle of white wide. "It's almost show
time. Let's make ourselves comfortable.
Lucy and Jacinda sat side by side on the couch and nibbled on biscuits
and cheese. They were halfway through the first glass of wine when they
heard the sound on heels on the wooden landing. Lucy grabbed her phone
and switched to camera mode.
It was Rhianna. She was dressed in the blue skirt which only came midway
to her knee. The white blouse and the 4" heels. She seemed to have no
problem standing in them. Her face was tastefully made-up, with bronze
eyeshadow, darkened brows and a very bright red lipstick. She looked
like a supermodel.
"Ladies," she yelled from the last step of the staircase, "I'd like to
present to you my prom date and best friend, Bessie." She went back up
the stairs and a few moments later two figures descended.
The second girl was in a black skirt, pink blouse and had a head of
blonde curls piled high on her head. She wore black two-inch heels and
seemed to wear them confidently. Her face was fully made up with bronze
eyeshadow, darkened brows and the same lipstick as the other girl. Both
had huge smiles on their faces.
Lucy's heart was pounding as she snapped away at the figure in the pink
blouse. She was plain gorgeous. "Ben," she shrieked and got up.
Rhianna put her hand out and stopped her. "My friend's name is Bessie.
Ben is not here." Bessie and she came into the living room and Lucy
rushed to embrace Bessie. She felt the soft padding of Bessie's breasts
and the hint of perfume.
"How do I look?" Bessie asked hugging Lucy tightly.
"Baby you're gorgeous," she said. There was more to Bessie than the
clothes, the makeup, the well-defined bust and heels: it was the
happiness that radiated on his face. Or was it her face?
Jacinda and Rhianna watched the intense hug. "You did an amazing job.
You look so beautiful and poised, I am so proud of you," Jacinda said
and also gave Rhianna a big hug. "Let's eat. Lucy cooked."
They sat at dinner, Rhianna and Bessie side by side. Both were radiant.
Jacinda poured them out some wine too and they cheered to having
beautiful daughters and a successful prom.
"You did a great job with the makeup," Lucy said. "Bessie is beautiful."
"Well, YouTube helped a lot. Bessie was more than patient as I applied,
removed and changed colors. I loved doing it."
"The outfits match well, the heels too. So do we have everything for
prom?" Jacinda asked.
"No, mum," Rhianna replied. "We need to add and change somethings.
First, what we bought doesn't keep Bessie flat down there. We had a
struggle but got it right." Lucy and Jacinda looked at each other trying
hard not to show their emotions. They had no idea what had happened.
"Then, the pads I have for the breasts aren't big enough or right. We
used socks but that is not good. Also, we didn't buy a wig cap so I
couldn't pin the wig as the lady recommended. Lastly, I told Bessie that
if she had pierced ears I have a lot more earrings she can wear. She
likes the idea."
Lucy's heart missed a beat. She couldn't imagine her Ben with pierced
ears and long earrings. But, on further reflection, she had never
dreamed that her Ben could turn into a beautiful girl called Bessie who
looked very comfortable and happy in that role.
Rhianna didn't wait for comments. "Bessie needs to practice some dancing
in heels. So I think once or twice a week she will wear hells and
practice dancing. Maybe we can do that after our maths project. Next
weekend we should get the missing stuff and Bessie and I want to show
you how we will look in our prom dresses. We won to win that prize at
the prom?"
Lucy looked at a smiling Bessie who had lapped at every word Rhianna
said. The smile on those red lips as big as ever. "So, Bessie, how do
you feel?"
Bessie looked at Lucy and then at Rhianna. "Mum, I never imagined that I
could look like this. It's an amazing feeling. I would be proud to go to
the prom and show them there is nothing wrong with Rhianna or me
dressing like this." Bessie's smiles in the last hour were the biggest
that Lucy had ever witnessed. There was a truly happy person, eyes
sparkling and looking extremely confident.
Bessie saw the look on Lucy and Jacinda's faces. "I told Rhianna that we
can go and get my ears pierced next week. I want to show them there is
nothing wrong with that. I have seen sports stars, movie stars and
others have earrings in both ears. I also want to practice and show them
I can dance on heels although I have never danced before with anyone."
There was little to be said after that and the conversation changed to
what outfit they might look at for the prom. Lucy and Jacinda were
reminded of the girl talk they had experienced during their senior year.
"Tomorrow's a school day and you need time to remove your make up and
change," Lucy reminded Bessie.
"I can give her the cream and she can get changed at home," Rhianna
said. "That way Bessie can stay dressed a little longer."
"Rhianna go put everything Bessie brought in a bag and get her the cream
etc to remove her makeup. Lucy and I will clear up."
Rhianna and Bessie went back up. Jacinda looked at Bessie. "I am at a
loss for words. Bessie turned out to be beautiful, confident and very
sure of herself." Jacinda said when they were in the kitchen.
"I can't believe that is my Ben underneath all that." Lucy had mixed
emotions. Bessie was all that Jacinda said. But, was that her son in a
dress and wearing makeup?
When Bessie came down, Lucy noticed the smudged lipstick around her
mouth which appeared to have been hastily repaired. Rhianna appeared to
like Bessie and Ben. Bessie had the same big smile on her face. Lucy
drove them home. She had come here with her son in the passenger seat.
It was now a bright and happy girl. Was this the same person? It was a
short drive and Bessie didn't say anything.
As they entered the house, Lucy could not restrain herself. "Would
Bessie like a selfie with me?"
Bessie nodded and wrapped her arm around Lucy's waist. The image of two
smiling faces was recorded.
"Need help with anything?" Lucy asked hopefully.
Bessie shook her head. "No, thanks, mum. Rhianna showed me how." Bessie
paused, "I look good don't I?"
"Baby, you're gorgeous and you look happy." Lucy wondered at the
question, Ben would never have asked her anything like that.
"Mum, I was surprised. Rhianna helped me a lot. I feel good because I
look good. I want to show those guys that laugh at us that we will be
the stars at prom."
"I'm sure you both will," Lucy said. There was nothing else for her to
say. Bessie's enthusiasm was infectious although in her heart Lucy had
some doubts about the future. Would she ever see Ben in the same light
again?
The next week passed comfortably. Ben met Rhianna for the walk to and
from school. Several times he met her later to get help with
mathematics. These were mostly at Rhianna's house as she lived nearer
the school. Because of the kids, Lucy and Rhianna, it had become common
for Lucy and Jacinda to spend most of the weekend together. They didn't
have other friends anyway. They alternated dinners. On Friday it was
dinner at Jacinda's. Ben decided he would do his maths work with Rhianna
and Lucy would meet him there in time for dinner. This had happened
several times now. She knew that Saturday Rhianna would take Ben
shopping after his track practice.
Jacinda greeted her effusively and offered her a glass of wine. Rhianna
and Ben were still upstairs. Jacinda called out to them to come down as
Lucy had arrived.
"We're just finishing," came Rhianna's reply. "Be down shortly."
Jacinda and Lucy caught up on the news. They heard the sound of feet on
the landing and Lucy looked forward to see Ben. As they descended the
last step, Lucy gasped. Ben wasn't visible. It was Bessie, She wore the
outfit that Rhianna had worn previously and Rhianna wore Bessie's.
"We swopped outfits," Rhianna said as they came to greet their parents.
Lucy didn't know whether she should hug Bessie or kiss her on the cheek
as was her customary greeting. That decision was taken from her as
Bessie bent and hugged her kissing her cheek. A bright red print marked
the kiss. Jacinda seemed equally surprised. Rhianna and Bessie had big
smiles and it was hard to criticize or ask questions.
"I want to practice dancing with Bessie after dinner," Rhianna
explained. "She has to be good in heels and a dress."
Lucy and Jacinda had nothing to say except take another sip of their
wine. Closely observing their offspring. The makeup was a little heavier
and the pads on the chest a little bigger. It was not out of proportion
to what they intended on prom night. Bessie's blouse was snug on her
body and emphasized her bust.
Dinner was a normal affair. There was idle chatter. "So what are you
planning tomorrow?" Jacinda asked.
"We need to get some things so Bessie and I want to go shopping and then
hang out. Tomorrow night we promised to dress in those bridesmaid
outfits so we want to do it right."
"Bessie?" Lucy asked involuntarily
"Yes. It would be easier to look at clothes with Bessie and she can try
them on too." Rhianna had that big smile' Bessie was looking at her
mother.
Lucy stared at Bessie. "Are you comfortable with this?"
"Sooner or later others will meet Bessie. I can get used to it. As
Rhianna said, it will be easier to try stuff out. We want to look good."
Bessie thought for a moment longer.
"You feel confident enough? You've only dressed twice now," Lucy said
with concern in her voice.
"Yes. I think I look good and Rhianna will be with me. I can try stuff
we like." Bessie paused. "Besides, it will be people I don't know."
Bessie had all the answers.
"When will you be done with your training?" Jacinda asked Bessie.
"I was planning to start early and be done by about 10. I was going to
meet Rhianna here around 11," Bessie replied.
Jacinda thought for a moment. "OK. I don't want you guys buying prom
outfits without Lucy and I being there. So let's plan to meet around
2.30 at the caf?. Then you can show us what you like. Get the other
things you needed. Agree?
"Yes," Rhianna said. "It will take an hour to get Bessie ready. So we'll
have about two hours to look at things,"
"OK, Lucy and I will clear up whilst you do your thing." Jacinda got up
and Lucy followed and they both cleared the table. Bessie and Rhianna
went into the den and soon they heard music.
"I know what you are thinking, Lucy," Jacinda said. "But I think if we
intervene it will only make things worse. At the moment, whatever they
do and plan, they inform and involve us. If we interfere, I am afraid we
will lose the connection. That's when they will stop sharing and do
things underhand. I don't want that. I don't think you want that
either."
Lucy nodded. "I never thought that I would ever see my son in a dress
and makeup. It's a shock that he seems so accepting and interested. He
was always timid. I don't see that now."
"It's normal. Now he has a strong partner in crime. There is nothing
wrong with what Ben is doing. Unusual perhaps but not entirely
surprising given his relationship to Rhianna. If he had that interest,
perhaps some girl in college would have brought it out. You wouldn't be
a part of that then. So that is something to be grateful for." Jacinda
paused. "When Rhianna went through her problems, I had nobody to talk
to. You can always count on me, you know that."
Lucy touched Jacinda's arm gratefully. "I know and am very grateful. And
confused. It has surprised me that he has taken to this and his self-
esteem and confidence have grown. I would never have expected him to
accept walking into a shop in a dress. Am I that behind the times?"
"No, my dear, your reaction is normal. Boys and men have been dressing
in female attire since time began. There are many reasons for it. The
ones to be concerned with are if that is how they get sexual excitement
which sometimes can lead to them being abused. That is not the case
here. Because of Rhianna's past, Ben has been confronted with
transvestism more closely. I am grateful he has accepted Rhianna for who
she is. But Rhianna is not a transvestite but a transsexual who one day
may become a full woman. I know it's not easy to overlook but trust Ben.
You have brought him up well. Whatever he chooses, you will always be
his mother and love him. As I do Rhianna. I know Rhianna can be very
persuasive, especially with Ben whom she likes a lot. She would never
force him to do anything he doesn't want. Neither will she ever hurt him
intentionally. OK? Let's see how the dancing is coming."
They went to the den quietly. They heard a fast song and Rhianna
instructing Bessie how to move her arms. Rhianna was swaying her body
and Bessie was trying to follow. She was more awkward but seemed to be
managing in heels. As they approached the entrance to the den, the song
switched to a slow number. Rhianna's hands went around Bessie's neck.
Their faces were close and it didn't take long for their lips to lock.
They swayed slowly like any other couple to a slow song on the dance
floor.
Jacinda stepped back and yelled, "How are you guys doing? Can we watch?"
"Sure," Rhianna replied. As she turned, she saw Lucy and Jacinda in the
doorway. Rhianna's hands were still firmly around Bessie's neck. They
looked extremely happy.
"My, but Bessie looks very confident in heels," Jacinda said softly to
nobody in particular. Lucy was watching closely as she saw Bessie and
Rhianna in a close clinch. If not for Bessie's dress, she was reminded
of her early dates with her then boyfriend Ron. But she was the one
wearing the dress.
"We need to get going," Lucy said. "Sorry to break the clinch."
Rhianna and Bessie broke apart. "No problem, mum, I'll get my things,"
Bessie said. Still holding hands they went to Rhianna's room. It took
some time before Bessie came down with a fresh coat of lipstick.
On the way home, Lucy tried to engage Bessie in conversation. There was
no lengthy explanation but short responses and a glow on her face. She
appeared very happy. "You danced well in heels," Lucy added trying to
establish a dialogue.
"Yes. It was easier than I thought," Bessie replied. "Rhianna was
teaching me how to move."
"You seem very comfortable and happy."
"Yes, mum I am. I look good, Rhianna thinks so too and I feel very
comfortable in these clothes."
Lucy had no response. She loved her Ben and it was strange to see him in
a dress and lipstick. But she could also see the difference in his
confidence and happiness. Would Bessie be a permanent part of Ben's
life? Isn't this what she wanted for her son?
The next morning Ben was up early. He was quiet at breakfast. He left
immediately after for his training kissing his mum on the cheek. Lucy
was left confused and concerned. Had the relationship with Rhianna led
Ben to be interested in crossdressing? His personality changed when he
became Bessie.
Lucy busied herself with cleaning the home and was surprised to see Ben
back around 10, .30. He had been out for about two hours. He looked
sweaty but cheerful.
"Mum, are you going anywhere? Can you drop me at Rhianna's?" he asked.
He had a large glass of milk in his hand.
"I have to do some shopping so I suppose so. Take your shower and get
ready. I'll be finished by then too," Lucy said. It was a simple
conversation but one she found normal. Ben had never been trouble in his
teenage years but was now causing her more concern. Maybe she was the
problem in worrying too much.
It took some time and Lucy called out to Ben. She was ready to leave.
"I'll be ready in five," came the reply.
Lucy waited by the door, keys in hand. Her mouth fell open as she saw
Bessie appear in the same outfit as last night. Her only makeup was the
bright red lipstick. She had a big smile on her face and a small purse
over her shoulder.
"I thought it would save time at Rhianna's," she said with that big
smile on her face. "She needs to help with makeup. I wanted to surprise
her."
Lucy gave a forced smile, heart beating faster. You surprised the hell
out of me she wanted to say. "You look nice," is all she managed as they
locked the house and went to the car.
"So what do you plan to buy? Do you need money? I don't want Rhianna to
pay for everything."
"No, mum, I think I have enough. We don't need to buy much as we will
wait for you and Jacinda. We want to get that wig cap and some padding.
Maybe we can go to that Thrift store later if we don't find anything."
Lucy observed how Bessie pulled down her skirt. She wore neither
pantyhose nor stockings.
"So what will you do if your school friends see you like this? Are you
ready for that? They may be at the mall."
Bessie paused for a minute. "Mum, I don't have any friends in school
except Rhianna. Mostly they leave me alone. I am not ashamed to dress
like this and be seen with Rhianna. I feel good and look better than as
a boy."
"If you want to dress more often we'll have to get you more stuff." Lucy
wanted to understand in Ben wanted this to be a bigger part of his life.
"I don't know, mum. I want to be as pretty as Rhianna at the prom. I
will dress to practice but I like the clothes. It's different." Bessie
paused. "You don't like me to dress, right?"
"No, it's not that Ben.. I mean Bessie. I want you to be happy and I
will help you any way I can. But this is something new and I am trying
to get used to it. Not everybody understands that dressing like this for
a boy is OK." Lucy looked at the smile on Bessie's face. "Jacinda and I
will make sure you both are the prettiest at the prom, I promise."
"Thanks, mum. I don't think I am weird for dressing like this. Many
people do it and even on TV and films. Look at Rhianna, how beautiful
she is."
Before they could continue, Lucy was at Rhianna's house. "So we'll meet
you guys at the caf? at 2.30. OK?" She didn't mention to Ben that this
was Rhianna's life choice and she was truly feminine in every way. For
Ben, it was a choice and it seemed to make him happy. Would it be a
permanent choice?
"Yes," Bessie said and got out of the car. She was walking quite
confidently in those 2" heels.
The Bessie that walked out with Rhianna was confident. Her wig was
straight, her full makeup applied and a big smile on her face. They
linked arms and walked to the mall as two girlfriends would. They
discussed what they needed and where was the best store to acquire these
items. They were discussing whether they should buy silk stockings or
pantyhose.
Lucy and Jacinda were already in the coffee shop when the two girls
entered. As usual, there were big smiles on their faces and several bags
in their hands.
Lucy almost dropped her coffee when she saw Bessie. Two gold studs were
in her ears. "You had your ears pierced" Lucy exclaimed.
"Yes, mum. Now I can wear a lot more earring styles." Seeing the look on
her mother's face, Bessie continued, "We also got some plain studs which
I can wear to school. Nobody will notice." The voice was cheerful and
without a care.
"I have a lot of earrings that Bessie can borrow," Rhianna interrupted.
She will look really pretty.
"So what else did you buy? Did you see any outfits?" Jacinda asked to
distract from the earrings. She had seen Lucy's reaction.
"No, mum we haven't looked yet. We got the wig cap for Bessie and the
lady was very interested in what Bessie is doing. She gave us a good
idea on how to make some nice breast forms. We also got a bra, panties,
stockings and some new makeup. We got Bessie's ears pierced too. Won't
she look great? Can we go back to that Thrift store? They get new stuff
every day."
Jacinda looked at Lucy. "I guess. It'll be easier on the budget. Why do
you need more stuff from there? You haven't used the dresses we bought
last week."
"Well, I've worn both outfits we bought. I would like to see what else
they have. Maybe look at slightly higher heels too," Bessie said from
the back seat. She couldn't see her mother's face from the back seat. It
was another shock to Lucy.
"Mum. Lucy, we would still like to see how those prom dresses look on us
if you guys want." Rhianna said.
"OK," was all Lucy managed to say.
Jacinda drove them there. Nobody spoke each absorbed with their own
ideas.
Rhianna and Bessie wandered off to the clothing area; Lucy and Jacinda
decided to leave them to select and went to a large grocery store nearby
to find something for dinner. It took the girls around 40 minutes and
they had a basket full of items. Outfits, two pairs of shoes and a bag
of accessories. Happily, the total was very modest. Both were smiling
and chatting excitedly.
It was just 4 pm when they returned to Jacinda's house. Rhianna and
Bessie were anxious to get started on their prom dress fashion show.
"Mum, it will take some time for us to get ready," Rhianna said as they
climbed the short staircase. "I will call when we are ready."
Jacinda and Lucy carried the few groceries into the kitchen. "It's too
early for a drink. Would you like some tea or coffee?" Jacinda asked.
She could see the worry on Lucy's face.
"Coffee please," Lucy replied sitting at the kitchen table.
"Lucy, I know it seems like things are getting out of control but you
need to be patient. I think Ben is enjoying his dress-up sessions and no
doubt Rhianna is encouraging him. I don't see a way to stop them and
still maintain communications and relationships. Do you?"
Lucy looked at Jacinda. "I just don't know what to do. They are good
kids and enjoy each other's company. Ben has been open and said he liked
to dress up and wasn't worried about his peers finding out. He does look
good as Bessie. I wouldn't know how to stop him. He will leave for
college soon and who knows what he will encounter there."
"Yes, I know. Rhianna talked to me about getting an apartment they can
share. They will both be eighteen by the summer and I am not sure how we
can control them. Are you concerned that he likes to dress or that he
appears to be in a relationship with a transsexual?"
"I am not so sure what that means. Rhianna is all girl and Ben thinks
the same. He admires her very much and they have grown very close."
"To be frank, are you worried that Ben may be having or will have sex
with Rhianna? He knows who she is underneath all the female attire. Are
you thinking that makes him gay or whatever the politically correct word
is?"
"Jacinda, I can only think of Rhianna as a warm and loving girl who has
found a kindred spirit. I don't think of her as male in any way. Look at
her? She is more feminine than many girls her age."
"Exactly and I am proud of her. She is confident, smart and, dare I say
it, sexy. Why wouldn't a boy want to be with her?" Jacinda paused.
"Assume they had some sort of sex, Ben would either like it or hate it.
Neither of them has any previous experience with the opposite sex. So,
like we have said many times, we have brought up two good kids. We need
to trust their judgment and love them for who they are and however they
dress. Whether Rhianna goes through all the surgeries or not, she is my
flesh and blood and I love her." Jacinda paused. "I don't want to go on
about this but I think you appear to believe Rhianna is a boy in a
dress, however good she looks. Ben thinks of her only as a girl. However
he dresses, Ben's instincts are male. So they kiss and make out and may
have done more. It's the way boys and girls of that age behave. I think
it would be easier for you if you were to accept Rhianna as a female. If
we had not disclosed this at the start, you would have found it even
more disturbing to see a girl want to see her boyfriend in a dress and
make-up. Enough lecture."
Lucy stared at Jacinda for a few minutes. "You are right, of course. Ben
is my life whether he is in a tux or a dress. I need to stop worrying
and accept he will follow his instincts." Lucy paused for a moment her
eyes never leaving Jacinda's. "I only want Ben to be successful and
happy. With Rhianna's help, he's got that, and I should stop worrying.
Thanks for being patient with me."
Lucy gave Jacinda a wan smile and asked, "Is it too early for a drink?"
"It's happy hour somewhere and let's drink to the great kids we have -
and their great mothers too." Jacinda opened a bottle of wine. "Wonder
what those two upstairs are up to."
Jacinda touched Lucy's arm. "Don't worry hun. It'll pass. They are not
doing anything wrong. Besides, we two have less to worry about: Rhianna
can't get pregnant and Ben won't get a disease. Cheers!" That brought
some humor to a serious conversation.
Lucy and Jacinda made a salad and prepared the Lasagna dish they had
bought. It would be a simple meal. They sat in the living room with
plates of cheese and biscuits and glasses of wine.
"How much longer?" Jacinda shouted. It was almost 6 pm, almost two hours
into their transformation start, "We need to put the Lasagna in the
oven."
"Twenty minutes, mum," Rhianna shouted back.
It was a long twenty minutes as the ladies pondered what to expect.
Suddenly Rhianna shouted. "We're ready. Two minutes." Lucy's heart beat
faster.
The first person to appear was Rhianna. She wore the bridesmaid's dress
and very high heels. Her face was heavily made up with eyeshadow, large
false eyelashes and a bright red mouth. Her breasts were a little larger
and quite prominent. The hair was piled on her head and kept her face
free. Long earrings chimed as she took a step down. She was beautiful.
"Now, I present my best friend and prom date, Bessie."
Bessie came slowly into view. Lucy's hand flew to her mouth. She didn't
recognize the child she had borne. Her dress was identical to Rhianna's,
the same heavy makeup with large false lashes, and large earrings
dangling from her newly pierced ears. The smile was huge, confident and
poised. Like Rhianna, her breasts were prominent; fingernails were
painted a color to match the lipstick. The heels appeared higher.
"Mum?" she asked in a soft voice, "how do I look?"
Lucy flew to Bessie and gave her a big hug. "Oh baby, you are so
beautiful. I can't believe it. I am frightened to kiss you as I don't
want to spoil your makeup."
Jacinda also was hugging Rhianna. "You did brilliantly," she said. "You
guys are going to be the hit of the prom. Where did you learn the
makeup?"
"YouTube and practice," Rhianna replied proudly. "Bessie is a very
patient model. Mum, Lucy, do you think we'll stand out at the prom? That
is what we really want. I think Bessie looks beautiful. Just look at
her. "
"Yes, darling, she looks fabulous as do you. Let's celebrate with some
wine. "Jacinda poured out half glasses for them. "To our prom Queens."
Lucy still had her arm around Bessie's waist. "I can't believe how
beautiful you look," she whispered. She touched the earrings.
"All Rhianna's work," she replied. She broke from her mother and sat
next to Rhianna and held hands. Both had big smiles.
"Well, we had some problems but we solved them. We need to get some
other stuff but we're getting there," Rhianna said proudly.
"What problems?" Jacinda asked with raised eyebrows.
"Well, I solved it but Bessie needs a gaffe," Rhianna replied with a
smile.
"Gaffe?" interrupted Lucy. "What's that?"
Rhianna looked at her mother and then replied, "Well boy parts create a
bulge where it should be flat. So they make a gaffe, something like a
tight panty, especially for that purpose. I gave Bessie one of mine as
we are about the same size. I know it may be tight for her now."
"What did you do for Bessie's breast forms? They look much bigger,"
Jacinda remarked changing the subject. She knew Lucy would have some
questions.
Rhianna's smile lit up her face. "The lady in the wig shop suggested we
use old stockings and fill it with birdseed or rice. So we made some for
Bessie and me. The lady's brother also dresses and this was his trick."
"And the makeup? You've done a good job but it looks quite heavy. Is
that the effect you wanted?"
"Mum, I have never used makeup to go out to a party as you know. I saw
many videos and tried to copy the style. We didn't want to look ordinary
but maybe this is more than we need for the prom." Rhianna was still
smiling and holding Bessie's hand.
"Well, I'm no expert but we can get that fixed easily. The wig looks
nice and is sitting quite firmly."
"Yes, we bought the wig cap and I was able to pin the wig to the cap. It
won't move even if we are dancing." Rhianna paused, a question forming
on her lips. "Do you and Lucy think these dresses are right for the
prom? We like them but we know they are bridesmaid dresses."
"Lucy?" Jacinda asked. "You have been so quiet."
"I am just admiring my beautiful daughter and her equally beautiful
friend. Could we want more?" Lucy replied. "If you wanted to stand out,
these dresses would do that for you. They are knee-length and with
stockings and heels, would certainly get attention. I have no idea what
girls wear these days to prom."
"Honestly, neither do I," Jacinda stated. "Perhaps we should look
tomorrow? Prom is less than a month away and you should decide all the
little details soon."
"Can we, mum? We want to look great." Rhianna's enthusiasm was
infectious.
"Yes, we can look if Lucy agrees. I think dinner should be ready soon.
Girls, we will support you on this adventure. However, I do think you
need to graduate well and not be distracted by this. You both have
scholarships but they need you to graduate well. Lucy?"
"Ben, I mean Bessie, has improved a great deal because of Rhianna.
However, she must graduate and hopefully well above the required grade.
I agree with Jacinda."
Dinner was pleasant. The conversation was about how the class would
react when they saw two beautiful girls, one of whom they may not
recognize immediately. Rhianna had heard the girls talk in class and
each girl was less interested in the clothes than the date they would
bring to the prom and what their plans were after the prom ended. Most
wanted to get active sexually. Talk also turned to what would happen
after the event. Neither Rhianna nor Bessie volunteered ideas and the
mothers were grateful for that.
Rhianna cautioned Bessie to use the rinse for her ears and change to the
studs at bedtime. It was recommended they wait to use other earrings but
the lady said short term uses were OK.
Lucy noted that to go home, Bessie changed into a skirt and blouse. The
elaborate bridesmaid dress was hung up in Rhianna's closet. The glow on
Bessie's cheeks showed how much she was enjoying the role. Whether this
was headed into a transition like Rhianna, Lucy did not know nor care to
dwell on. She was glad Bessie was happy. They had agreed to meet around
11 and then have brunch in the mall. The short drive back was in
silence.
"Ben, I mean Bessie, you look beautiful and happy. That makes me happy,"
Lucy admitted.
"Mum, have you told Dad about Bessie?" Bessie asked quietly.
Lucy heard the concern in his voice. "No, Bessie, I haven't, He hasn't
called in some weeks. Do you want me to mention it?"
"No, mum, if he calls, I will tell him myself. I am not ashamed of
dressing like this. Look at me!"
"Bessie, you know your Dad and I are not doing too well. So I don't
think it will be a long conversation. He will try to call for your
birthday in three weeks. You can tell him or not. There is no need to
make that a distressing call."
They were soon home and the discussion ended. Bessie hugged his mother
and said it would take some time to remove the makeup and get ready for
bed. Lucy watched him walk the few steps to his room. She admired her
new daughter's figure and stride.
Ben was up early the next day, Sunday, and went for his practice run
returning by 10 sm. The only signs of Bessie were the studs in his ears.
He took his shower and was ready in skirt, blouse and heels by 10.45.
Lucy noted the careful application of lipstick and the wig. More
importantly, each outing in female clothes was accompanied by a bright,
confident smile on those red lips.
As Lucy expected, after meeting Rhianna, Bessie came down the stairs
with a little more makeup and different earrings. Her heels were the
lower two-inch height. Rhianna was similarly attired. At the diner, they
discussed the stores they had to visit. Rhianna wanted to go with Bessie
to a special store that sold a variety of exotic lingerie and notorious
in that mall. Lucy didn't want to make a scene but she was getting a hot
flush. Rhianna saw the look.
"It's for the gaffe," she said in a low voice. "That's where I got
mine."
Lucy was relieved. They had talked about it at dinner last night. It
made sense. She was reminded of Rhianna's statement that she had taken
care of the bulge. Did that mean what she thought?
They went to a store offering formal wear. There were many different
dresses, colors and styles. Most of them were long and very exotic;
others were very revealing with open backs, some with split skirts that
came high up the legs. Many resembled classical evening gowns and not
necessarily for 18-year-olds.
"Mum, I really want something around knee-length or shorter," Rhianna
said. "I doubt the girls in our class will spend so much money on
dresses like these."
"Your choice, honey, want to look elsewhere?" Jacinda replied.
"Let's go to that lingerie store. Maybe the Thrift shop will have new
stuff too. Bessie, what do you think?" Rhianna replied.
"Yes, they have a lot more choice and the prices are better. We saw
dresses like these at the Thrift Store too. Mum, Rhianna and I can go to
the lingerie store together. We'll be back soon," Bessie replied with a
smile, grabbed Rhianna's arm and walked away.
"You know Lucy, the way these two acted just now reminds me of myself at
eighteen. I was probably not as mature as Rhianna but just as
impulsive," Jacinda said. "Let's sit on that bench and wait for our
girls. Feel a little easier today?"
"Oh yes, thanks for that chat last night. Ben, I mean Bessie brought up
the subject of his father. He will call as it is Ben's birthday in three
weeks. I told him he doesn't have to share if he doesn't want to. Walt
is not due back for another three or four months."
"Interesting. It is Rhianna's in about 5 weeks. We'll have to give our
girls a party. It seems Ben will celebrate before and Rhianna after the
prom." Jacinda paused. "I think you should let Ben decide. He seems
confident and, if he brought up the subject, I think that is a good
sign."
They saw the girls return with big smiles. "We got two gaffes," Rhianna
explained. "I helped Bessie and she is wearing a new one now."
Both ladies looked at each other with raised eyebrows. What kind of help
had Rhianna provided?
They went to the Thrift store again. Lucy and Jacinda decided to look
around other shops and leave the girls to choose. Jacinda knew Rhianna
would call her if she was uncertain r had questions.
The cashier at the entrance recognized them and greeted them with a
friendly wave. The girls rushed to the racks with special clothing.
Fifteen minutes later they found some things but nothing that
immediately grabbed their attention. They chose two more dresses for
Bessie that could be worn to shops or for a walk. Bessie went to the
small glass covered counter and saw some earrings she thought would
match.
Rhianna approached the cashier but had to wait until she had finished
with the customer. After a brief discussion, the lady asked another
assistant to take over and led Rhianna to a secluded area. Bessie
followed.
This section was the new arrivals. There were many different items of
clothing, household items and many other things. There was a rack of
clothing and Rhianna saw something sparkling that caught her eye. She
raced to it. There were several dresses with glittering sequins. They
were above the knee and square cut.
As Rhianna held them up, the shop assistant, Julia, said, "Those clothes
belonged to a lady who was on the stage. She was very fashionable. They
are a little big for you around the waist but a smart tailor can adjust
them. They are unique and, I believe, were tailor-made for her. I think
there is a box with shoes and accessories too."
Rhianna held the black one up to her and the red to Bessie. The smiles
were big, Rhianna immediately called her mum and excitedly asked her to
come over. Julia and the girls searched for the box and found a box with
matching sequin-studded shoes and a small box of accessories. This was
heaven.
When the mums arrived, Rhianna had selected the two outfits with
matching accessories and appeared very excited. "Mum, aren't these
fabulous," she asked.
Jacinda and Lucy admired the outfits and accessories. They did require
some alterations. Held up to the frames of Rhianna and Bessie they
appeared the right length. The former owner appeared to have a bigger
frame and bust. The dresses were also lower cut along the bust.
"I'm sorry, ladies, we have nowhere for you to try them. Also, they
haven't been laundered and we don't allow trials. But if you are willing
to take the two dresses, shoes and accessories, I can provide them with
a hefty discount. I know they will need adjustment."
The total of all the items was so modest that even if they had to re-
donate them, it would be a very modest cost. The excitement on the
girls' faces made it a simple decision.
"Our dry cleaner has a tailor that does alterations," Lucy said. "We can
go there. I think they are open Sundays till 5 pm." It had taken some
time but she was now all in. She saw the excitement and happiness in her
son/daughter and couldn't help but join in.
The old Asian seamstress was more than happy to assist. She admired the
outfits and took careful measurements of the two girls. She looked at
the outfits and in her faltering English explained that the top was a
lot larger than the girls' current bust sizes. She offered to sew in
some padding discreetly but recommended the use of inserts to show the
bulges needed to fill out the top. Both girls were very excited at this
prospect. Rhianna only indicated that she would like both bust sizes to
be the same. That meant that Bessie would need some different pads. The
lady said that by the use of bigger pads, Bessie could match Rhianna.
They left the dresses with the lady for adjustment and dry cleaning.
They were to return on Wednesday for a fitting.
All returned to Jacinda's home excited. The girls were anxious to try
out the shoes and accessories. Bessie found the matching red heels
higher than she had worn before and they were a little tight but felt
she could manage an evening in them even dancing. Rhianna's shoes fit
better. The matching earrings looked beautiful. Both sets consisted of
three connected oval shapes with golden edges with black or bright red
inlays. Each strand was about two inches long. It was certainly costume
jewelry but the overall effect was fantastic.
It was hard for the mothers not to be carried away by the enthusiasm of
their girls. Lucy decided they needed to leave even though it was just 5
pm. If Bessie wanted to stay she could come back later, Bessie looked at
her mother and said she would be ready to leave in a few minutes. She
went upstairs with Rhianna to gather her things. It took over ten
minutes and the fresh coat of lipstick and the smudges around the edge
of her lips indicated what had occupied her time. Bessie had that big
smile on her face as she descended the stairs with a small bag. She
still wore those tight new heels.
"Rhianna said that if I wore them a few times a week around the house
that they would get more comfortable," Bessie explained. Lucy had no
response.
"Mum, can we talk?" Bessie asked after they had returned home.
"Sure, honey, what's on your mind?" Lucy sat at the kitchen table with
another cup of tea in front of her. She wondered if she needed something
stronger.
Bessie sat down across from her. "Mum, what do you think of Rhianna?"
Lucy paused. Was this a trick question? Honesty was always the best.
"She is a smart and beautiful girl and has helped you a lot. Why?"
Bessie looked at Lucy seriously. "She is my best friend and we are
close. You know she was not born a girl but she is a girl in every way."
"Yes, she is. What troubles you, hun?"
"Do you think it is right for us to kiss and do things?"
Lucy wasn't sure what 'things' meant but she could imagine. "I know that
at your age, boys and girls experiment and when they are close, do
things. Kissing is one way of showing your feelings."
"Do you think it is wrong? I mean if we do more than kiss."
"Hun, I am not sure what you mean. Some would think it wrong if they
knew about Rhianna. She is a girl and nobody needs to know anything
more. She will tell only those she wants to. Her body is going through
some changes. It is not important what I think. What is important is
what you think. Do you like her? Do you like kissing her? Do you want to
do .. do other things? If you like her that much, it doesn't matter what
anybody else thinks."
"Mum, I like her a lot. She is my best friend. I think she is a girl and
my girlfriend. She is even Bessie's best friend. I like to kiss her as
Ben or Bessie and she doesn't mind either. I think she likes it too."
"Hun, I know it is difficult and I am very happy you can talk to me
about it. As you say, she is your girlfriend and you should both do as
you like - as long as you both enjoy it."
Bessie went to her room deep in thought. Lucy sat at the table staring
at her teacup wondering at the conversation. As she went about her
tasks, she heard voices in Ben's room. He was talking to Rhianna. That
was his sole friend. They were probably discussing the conversation.
Around 6.30 Lucy called out to Ben for dinner. It was Bessie that
appeared, dressed as before in the higher heels. Fresh lipstick
glistened on her lips.
"So how are the heels?" Lucy asked by way of conversation.
Bessie looked up. "They feel better now and pinch less. Just like
Rhianna said."
Rhianna was his guide. It was nice to see Bessie appreciate her help.
But she still had that serious look on her face.
"What should I do after the prom?" Bessie asked. "I know everybody makes
plans to spend time with their girlfriends." Bessie was stirring her
soup and not drinking it.
Lucy did not have an immediate response. "So what would you like to do?
What do you think Rhianna would like to do? What are others doing?"
Bessie thought for a moment. "I would like to spend time alone with her
and do what other boyfriends and girlfriends do." She paused. "Mum, what
did you do on prom night?"
The question caught Lucy off guard. How much detail should she divulge?
"Well, hun, things were different then. I went to the prom with Ritchie.
We drank and danced and then went to one of the girls' houses." Lucy
paused. "We then found corners and made out. Some went to corners and
did more." For a fleeting moment, she went back to that time and place.
After an intense make-out session, she remembered giving her first
blowjob. She didn't remember much about that time but had given Ritchie
the same pleasure almost every time they met after that. When possible,
Ritchie had reciprocated in the cramped space in the cab of his pickup.
She liked it.
"I would like to do that too but we have no party to go to."
"Well, have you talked to Rhianna? What would she like to do? She is
part of this too, you know."
"Yes, mum. We talk about everything. She would like the same thing."
"Hun, don't worry. Jacinda and I can find a way to give you guy's space.
I'll discuss with her. But don't worry." Lucy paused for a moment. "So
how will you get to the prom? Shall we drive you? Pick you up?"
"I've never driven in heels and I don't want Rhianna to drive us there."
"It's not a problem, hun. Jacinda or I can drive. What else do you need
to do?"
"Normally, the boys are supposed to give the date a corsage. The date
gives something back, but if we are both in dresses, what can we do?"
"That's easy. Give each other a corsage. It is Bessie going with her
date Rhianna."
"Do we need to have dinner somewhere? There will only be drinks at the
prom. Some teachers will be there too, I think."
"I am not sure. I know some think it is customary. But people will be in
their best outfits so they need to be careful of spilling things on
their clothes. If you guys want, we can certainly reserve a table for
you both."
Bessie looked at Lucy. "Will people think it strange that two girls are
dining out before the prom?"
"Hun, why do you care what people think? They will see two gorgeous
girls enjoying themselves. That is all that matters." Lucy looked at
Bessie's solemn face. "Why don't you and Rhianna draw up a list and we
can go over it and ensure you two have the best time ever," Lucy
suggested. "I want lots of pictures of my beautiful girl. OK? And
remember what we said that first time we talked about the prom. You must
graduate well. I know things have improved but keep up the studies, OK?"
"OK," Bessie replied quietly. "Rhianna and I study most days after
school. It will take some time to change, mum. Meeting Rhianna to walk
to school at 7.45." Bessie stood up, hugged Lucy from behind and kissed
her cheek. "Thanks, mum."
Lucy sat there for a few moments longer, her mind going back to her prom
and all the preparations. It was a different situation of course. Still,
whatever the situation, she wanted Ben or Bessie to have the greatest
time.
Lucy cleared away the dishes and decided to call Jacinda. "I had an
interesting discussion with Bessie about details for the prom."
"I had the same from Rhianna. As the event approaches they are getting
nervous. She was thinking aloud about what happens after the prom ends,"
Jacinda replied. "We've been there. I think they are looking for a
private setting to explore."
"Yes," Lucy agreed. "I think Ben wanted to see how I feel about it."
"Feel about them having sex?"
"No, he didn't ask that. He was concerned about how the evening would
end as all others would go to parties. Rhianna and Ben have no invites.
But he wanted to do the things we did at prom I guess."
"Well, after prom, my date and I partied and I don't recall all that
happened. But he went home happy."
Lucy laughed. "My experience is the same. I wouldn't have dared to
discuss with my parents though.. that's new."
"Well, we both have very unique kids. I can't tell you how nice it is to
see Rhianna so happy. That's Ben's or Bessie's influence. It is a
different type of relationship than you and I experienced." Lucy could
hear the laughter in Jacinda's voice.
"So. What do we tell them? They will do or may have already done things
as you already said. So let's make it a great memory for both."
"I think that is the idea. What time are you off work tomorrow?"
I will be home by 2.30 or so. Why?"
"Come over for a coffee on your way home. We can talk before the kids
come back."
"Great. I'll be there." Lucy hung up and thought about Ben as Bessie,
the unusual prom date and what she expected. Could Lucy expect different
behavior from Ben than she had experienced? Ben and Rhianna may not have
any other friends but they were smart and knew what life was about. She
had seen them kiss and saw a bond she had never had.
Jacinda was waiting for Lucy. A pot of fresh coffee and some cookies on
a plate were waiting for Lucy's arrival on the kitchen table.
"So, Lucy, what are your thoughts?" Jacinda asked as she sipped her
coffee.
"I just don't know, Jacinda. I am excited for Ben or Bessie. I know he
is all excited and looking forward to prom. I can see he is happy. Just
wondering what it would be like some years from now to see a picture of
Ben's prom picture as Bessie."
"Yes, I imagine. It is a little different for me. When Robert was
younger, I too dreamed of him going to the prom with a beautiful girl on
his arm. He will be for sure but he will be equally beautiful as Rhianna
in a dress. I don't think of Robert much anymore."
"So do you have any ideas? We just have to accept them as they are. I
know they make a beautiful pair." Lucy sipped her coffee and reached for
a cookie.
"Yes, we can't let our feelings spoil their big night. The event is on a
Saturday, I think. I called my friend Cindy and explained a little. She
owns the beauty salon in town. I made appointments for both to have full
makeovers around 2 pm. It will take a couple of hours. We'll bring them
here and get them dressed. That will also take a couple of hours
probably. So, let's say around six they will be ready."
"What about dinner? I explained what Ben told me,"
"Well, I am not sure whether they should go to a restaurant. I know you
are a great cook so I thought we could set up a small dinner for them at
this very table. We will serve them discreetly of course. Then there
will be many photographs. We will drop them off around 8.15 so they do
make a grand entrance. We will go out and have a leisurely dinner. How
am I doing so far?"
"Better than me," Lucy responded.
"Now we come to the tricky bit. They will message us and we will pick
them up. I think we should bring them here and have a bottle of
something if they want to drink. I don't think Bessie and Rhianna are
drinkers. But their choice. I will make up the spare bedroom. They can
decide on where they sleep or when. If you don't mind, I would use your
couch." Jacinda was pleased with her organizing skills.
Lucy looked at Jacinda. "Do you think they will.. I mean."
"Lucy, maybe you are not aware of this stuff. But remember, Rhianna said
she had helped Bessie with the gaffe. This is a tight panty with a small
pocket for the penis. When males wear it, it flattens the bulge. The
balls go back up into the body. Sorry to be so crude. Rhianna does this
when she wants to make an impression. Otherwise, it's just a tight panty
that keeps things in place and flat. So, if Rhianna helped, she
certainly touched Bessie's parts. Ben is a normal boy, so if a girl
touched him down there, he would get a rise. What do you think might
have happened?"
"I don't know," Lucy admitted.
"Lucy, if you touched your boyfriend's penis what would happen? He would
burst in your hand or you would use your mouth. Sorry to be so crude
again, but that is the reality. I've done it as probably you have."
"Yes, I guess so."
"Look, it's normal and whilst this is a little unusual, it is not a
surprise. Rhianna likes Ben and her Bessie a lot and she would have
certainly taken care of him or her. Agree?"
"Do you think Bessie..."
"Yes, almost certainly. Why wouldn't she return the favor? Don't think
about it. It's their business and we can't stop them. Better with
someone we know and like than some stranger, right?" Jacinda paused. "Do
you have a problem with Bessie or Ben doing something with Rhianna?"
"No, of course not. As you say, we can't stop it. My Ben has not much
experience in that area."
"Neither has Rhianna, I assure you. So they will learn together. When we
were that age we also learned by experimentation. We didn't have access
to the internet etc. They appear to be very happy and as long as nothing
is forced, I will accept. Rhianna doesn't need a rejection to doubt her
chosen sexuality. Bessie accepts Rhianna for who she is - even with
extra parts at her crotch. Else they wouldn't be this close. Sorry to be
so direct but do you agree?"
"Yes. She has been the change in Ben's ability to graduate and his
brighter outlook on life. He is so happy now, it fills my heart. I am so
grateful to her. You are welcome to stay in our guest room. It is small
but comfortable."
"Great. Then we are all set. I am looking forward to it as much as
Rhianna."
"I'll talk to Ben tonight. I think we have to take them for fittings on
Wednesday," Lucy said as she got up. "A lot is happening. It is Ben's
birthday on the twelfth, a Thursday. Then he has his big track
competition on Saturday. The week after is Senior Prom. Then a week
later Graduation. It's a busy calendar.
"Yes. Rhianna's birthday is some weeks later on the 26th. We should be
planning a party for them."
"You will see Ben before me as he still needs to do homework with
Rhianna."
"Yes, talk to him and make sure he agrees. He is the one who has the
biggest challenge. He seems very confident but he needs to be sure. I
won't tell Rhianna our plans till Ben leaves."
Lucy busied herself until Ben returned. Her mind was in turmoil. She saw
the changes in Ben and his happy moods and improvement in school grades.
On the other hand, she was surprised by his determination to exhibit
himself as Bessie. She was proud that he wanted to support Rhianna but
would it lead to more? He seemed so happy as Bessie and perhaps it would
be hard for him to stop. She was thinking too much about this. Ben's
happiness was her highest priority and she would do all she could.
Ben came back around 6 pm beaming. He dropped his backpack and told Lucy
he would take a quick shower and be down for dinner.
The Ben that came to dinner set her heart beating faster, He wore a tee-
shirt and a skirt and the heels for the prom. He looked at his mother
smiling.
"Rhianna said to practice in these higher heels. I wore the skirt too
because it changes how I walk,"
Lucy looked at him unsure if to encourage or be noncommittal. She
remembered that she had promised to support him. "You seem to be getting
the hang of the heels. Well done."
After the usual chatter about the school day, Lucy wanted to discuss the
plan hatched out with Jacinda.
"So, have you and Rhianna discussed your plans for the prom night
anymore?" Lucy asked casually.
"We have talked a lot about it, mum. But don't know how we can do
everything."
"Well, Jacinda and I talked and we came up with some ideas." Lucy paused
to sip her tea looking at Ben's face. "The first thing is to decide if
you are fully on board with going to the prom in a dress. It is a big
commitment and I know you have been thinking about the reaction of your
class." Another sip of tea. "I am happy whatever you decide and very
proud of you."
Ben looked at her. "Mum, I am serious and want to do this. I want to
support Rhianna. I got my ears pierced, am wearing heels and a skirt to
practice. Yes, I will go in a dress and I don't care what anybody
thinks."
"Ok, good. It seems Jacinda knows the owner of this salon and has made
appointments for you both to have complete makeovers around 2 pm. Then
you come back to Jacinda's and get dressed. This will take more time but
you both will definitely be the most beautiful prom girls there. We need
lots of photographs of course. Then Rhianna and you will have a quiet
candlelit dinner at the house. Jacinda and I will serve. You will then
be driven to the prom. Whenever it ends, send us a message and we will
pick you both up and bring you back to Jacinda's. There will be food,
drink, music whatever you want and you guys can spend the rest of the
evening together. Jacinda and I will spend the night here. You can call
us the next day when you are ready to meet. How does that sound?"
Ben stared at Lucy for a moment trying to absorb what he had heard. He
then got up, rushed over and hugged his mother from behind, clutching
her tightly. "Thank you so much, mum. I won't let you down." Ben hugged
her for a few moments and pressed his cheek to hers. In the almost
eighteen years of his existence, he had never hugged his mother in such
a manner. Lucy reached up and pulled him to her. It was an unforgettable
mother-son moment.
Lucy pushed Ben to sit next to her. "So, what else do you need for
Bessie to be perfect?"
Ben looked at Lucy. He was concentrating. "Mum, would you mind if Bessie
was here every night? I want to make sure she can walk properly in heels
and I don't want to let Rhianna down."
Lucy looked at Ben. He was very serious. "You like being Bessie, don't
you?"
Ben nodded. "It feels good and I look good, Rhianna says."
"Yes, you do hun. You look beautiful," Lucy said. "I don't mind at all.
I am proud you want to do your best. What else do you need? We can go
and buy it and surprise Rhianna. How about underwear? Bras?"
"Mum, I have one or two of everything. Rhianna has lent me a gaffe. But
we could buy another bra and one more outfit. Can we do that?"
"Is that gaffe comfortable?" Lucy asked innocently.
"The one we bought is OK. Lucy's was very tight. But she showed me how
to wear it comfortably. I'm not wearing it now."
Lucy raised her eyebrows but said nothing. "Well, if you come home
around 6 tomorrow, we could go shopping and then get something to eat."
"Go shopping as Bessie?" Ben asked wide-eyed. "You don't mind?"
"Why not? I haven't been shopping alone with my daughter yet."
Ben hugged his mum again. "Thanks, mum. I need to finish my homework."
Lucy felt good in the support of her son. He looked happy. Did she
really care if he dressed in jeans or a dress? It didn't matter. Lucy
decided she needed to dispel her doubts and embrace Ben's ideas and
confidence. She thought she needed to make a call to Ms. Jamieson, Ben's
teacher.
The following evening Ben came home a little earlier. He had his shower
and by 6.30 Bessie came out. It was the same white blouse with her bra
providing the obvious bust, the slim skirt and the 2" heels. She had a
hint of shadow and the bright red lipstick. The drop earrings hung from
her ears and the wig was sitting firmly on her head. She appeared to be
a shy girl out to shop with her mother.
"You look beautiful, hun. I'm so happy to go shopping with my daughter,"
Lucy said linking arms with Bessie whose face bore a big smile.
"Can we go to the Thrift Store? They are friendly and don't worry about
me. I can't try things out except shoes but the prices are very cheap,"
Bessie stated. "They also have some nice accessories."
Lucy beamed. Despite her reservations, it was an unusual pleasure to go
shopping with her 'daughter'.
"Mum, it is Rhianna's birthday later this month. What can I buy her?"
"Do you have any ideas? It is your birthdays soon too, you know. Jacinda
wants to give you both a party."
"Rhianna said she is going to buy me something nice that I will like.
She won't tell me it is a surprise."
An hour later they had bought two more tight skirts with suitable
blouses and a multi-colored dress. Some shoes 2" were added. Bessie
found some nice earrings, a small gold-plated bracelet and a slim watch.
She was very please and smiled all evening. They ate at a diner and
nobody saw anything other than a mother and daughter enjoying dinner.
Bessie repaired her lipstick several times and Lucy admired her
confidence and poise. This was a new experience and she was enjoying it.
"Rhianna will get a big surprise tomorrow," Bessie said happily. Lucy
couldn't believe the calm in the voice of her new daughter.
From the time of breakfast, Ben appeared excited. He knew that they
would be trying on their amended prom outfits. He rushed off at 7.30 am
to meet Rhianna at 7.45 as usual.
That afternoon Ben was back early, homework forgotten. He had persuaded
Rhianna that he would meet her around 5 pm to change. He arrived back
around 3.30 and flew to his room to shower. Lucy admired his dedication
to the task.
At almost 5 pm or so Bessie appeared in the multicolored dress. She was
fully dressed, made up with lipstick and a little blush. She was wearing
2" heels.
Bessie obviously needed Lucy's approval. "Sorry, hun, you look great.
But.." Lucy responded.
"What?" Bessie asked. "Don't you like the outfit?"
"No, hun, I told you. The dress looks fabulous on you. Except, I think
it might be difficult to undress to try on the prom outfit. So perhaps
the skirt is best."
Bessie looked at her and was momentarily despondent. "You're right. I
need a few minutes to change. I want to try that brown skirt and beige
top." Bessie rushed off to Lucy's astonishment. There was no protest or
discussion.
Ten minutes later a different Bessie appeared. "That also looks good,
and much more practical. You can surprise Rhianna with ight be difficult
to undress to try blush. He wore 2"fits.enjoying dinnethe dress some
other time." Bessie looked like a normal girl.
They drove to Rhianna's in silence. Just as they entered the house
Rhianna flew out and embraced Bessie. "Wow, you bought stuff without
me," she pouted.
Bessie's answer was muffled as Rhianna pressed her lips firmly to
Bessie's. After a few minutes, Jacinda interrupted. "Girl, the
seamstress is waiting. " There was a smile on her face as she saw the
two girls separate.
"Just need to fix our faces, mum. Two minutes," Rhianna said and dragged
Bessie upstairs. They came down some 10 minutes later, lipstick
refreshed. Lucy also noted that Bessie's breasts were fuller as were
Rhianna's.
Rhianna noticed Lucy's observation. "We wanted the dresses to fit
perfectly," she said with a smile.
There was no chatter as they drove to the seamstress. She was about to
close and rushed them in. Both dresses were on hangers. Rhianna and
Nessie looked at the dresses and held them to their bodies.
"I don't have changing room but you can use the area behind those
racks," the seamstress said.
Bessie and Rhianna rushed there. Lucy and Jacinda chatted to the
seamstress who assured them it would be a good fit. S fee minutes later,
the two girls appeared. Their faces showed their happiness. The extra
padding filled out the top neatly and the dresses hung beautifully. Both
girls looked stunning.
Lucy and Jacinda couldn't help but admire their offspring. They would
certainly be the "Belles of the Ball".
"Very good. I close now, "the seamstress said. "Please change."
Reluctantly the girls went back and changed into their regular outfits
as Jacinda settled the bill. In total, it was very modest and about one-
third of what a prom dress would have cost.
The next day was school so they had to make it an early night. Lucy and
Jacinda could see the excitement in Rhianna and Bessie.
As the days went by, Lucy saw Bessie every night. She dressed modestly
and except for a smear of lipstick, did not go overboard. Bessie was
also getting more comfortable in heels and Lucy admired how quickly
Bessie had developed a natural female stride in the 3" heels. She knew
that Rhianna and Bessie also spent weekends practicing dancing. It was
inevitable that the greater part of the weekend found Rhianna and Bessie
together shopping or just hanging out.
Ben was rigorous in his training as the next weekend would see the state
track finals. Whilst his place was assured, he needed to excel in this
event. Most weekends, Rhianna accompanied Ben to the track and watched
him practice. Sometimes, his school track athletes would join them. They
stayed away from Rhianna.
The next two weeks would be very busy. Ben's birthday was on the
Thursday, the state finals on Saturday and the week after that was the
prom.
As it was a weekday, Ben's birthday was a low key affair. Early morning,
before Ben was barely awake, his father rang to wish him Happy Birthday.
He asked briefly about school and was he going to the prom? Did he have
a date? He wanted pictures. When was graduation? Dad wished him well and
was sorry he couldn't be there. Was he considering the army as a career?
Ben replied he wanted to finish college first.
It was a short conversation and Ben passed the phone to Lucy and got
into the shower. He didn't hear the discussions but heard raised voices.
This was nothing new and Ben ignored it. He knew he could not live up to
his father's expectations. He expected Ben to join the army. Ben had no
interest in this and had told his father so.
Rhianna and Jacinda came over with presents and Lucy had baked a cake.
Homework was forgotten as Rhianna took Ben to his room to show him his
presents privately.
In Ben's room, Rhianna threw her arms around Ben and kissed him deeply,
her tongue probing deep. Ben responded similarly and they spent a long
moment with lips glued.
"I got you something," Rhianna said and gave Ben a gift-wrapped box and
a small bag. Ben peeked in the bag and pulled out a black thong. "I
thought you could use another gaffe," Rhianna said. "Open the box."
Ben tore open the wrapping and opened the neutral box. He gasped.
Nestled in two nests were two beautiful breast forms. They felt soft and
jelly-like to the touch.
"Oh, Rhea, they look wonderful," he said and kissed her again. "Thanks,"
he whispered.
"Let's get you dressed. They will be waiting for us. Get undressed."
Rhianna was business-like.
Ben undressed completely and stood naked. It was not a new sight for
Rhea. "I'm glad you kept your body hairless," she said stroking his
stomach.
Rhea held out the gaffe and Ben held on to Rhea's shoulders as he
stepped into them. "This will be difficult," she said as she noted the
bulge. She looked at Ben whilst her hand went to his rising tool. He
looked at Rhea unsure.
"It's your birthday. When a girl likes a guy, she does things to please
him in a special way." They had used their hands before but now Rhea
knelt and used her mouth. It was an incredible experience and Ben didn't
last long. Rhea waited till it was flaccid before releasing him. She
stood up and kissed him. "I liked that."
Ben looked at Rhea and pulled her to him. His hands drifted under her
skirt.
"We don't have much time," Rhea said unconvincingly as Ben knelt. He too
had touched her there and brought her to climax but never been that
close to the rising shaft. "You don't mind that I still have those
parts?" Rhianna asked as Ben stroked her.
He looked up at Rhianna. "They are a part of you, aren't they? So, I do
like them."
He pulled down her gaffe and panties to her knees, licked the head
tentatively and then took it in his mouth just as Rhianna had done. He
sucked on it, amazed at the pleasure he was getting. Rhea's member
didn't get fully hard but erupted in his mouth a few minutes later. He
savored the taste, rose and kissed Rhea.
"It doesn't get that hard because of the hormones. But I do produce
semen," Rhea said softly by way of explanation. She turned around, skirt
at her waist and showed him her perfectly rounded cheeks. "I'll show you
what to do on prom night," Rhianna said turning around. "It's what girls
offer their boyfriends that night."
"I liked it. That was the best birthday present I ever got. Can we do
that again soon?" he asked quietly. Her reply was a kiss with a softly
whispered, "Oh yes. I want that too."
"Quick. Let's get you ready," Rhea said with a sly smile holding out a
bra. "We can use the new forms. You'll see. They feel natural and look
great."
Lucy and Jacinda sipped wine downstairs unaware of the happenings in
Ben's room. They could expect Bessie to make an entrance. They knew it
would take some time.
"Jacinda, I had a call from Walt, Ben's dad, today. He wanted me to
force Ben to go to the army. He thought that would be better than
college. I declined of course. I know what Ben wants and where his
interests lie. What should I do?"
"Oh, hun, that's not good. I've only been around Ben for a few months.
He is smart, kind and very different from what the army wants and needs.
The question is, sorry to ask but I am using my lawyer's hat, are you
still in love with Walt? Do you want to stay married to him?"
Lucy stared at Jacinda. She didn't want to admit it but the relationship
had died some time ago. "No. Not anymore. I don't think he can change. I
can't stand his drinking and his wanting to get Ben into the army. When
he drinks he becomes a different person and can be quite aggressive. Ben
is eighteen and will run away. I don't want to lose him," Lucy replied
softly.
"Well, this is not the time. Come over for coffee tomorrow after work
and we can talk about it." Jacinda reached out and touched Lucy's arm.
"It will be OK, I promise. I've been there."
"Here comes the birthday girl," Rhianna announced as she led Bessie out
of her room. She was wearing the dress they had purchased recently. She
was fully made up, had earrings dangling and seemed to have a rather
pronounced bust, made all the more prominent by the belt tightened at
her waist accentuating her curves. Her big smile with those shining red
lips was captivating.
"Do you notice anything different?" Rhianna asked the mothers.
Lucy and Jacinda saw the curves and clothes but nothing was outstanding.
"No," both said in unison.
Both Rhianna and Bessie had big smiles on their faces. "I bought Bessie
some nice silicone breast forms. See how they fill out her bra? We can
even glue them on so she can use a strapless bra." Rhianna paused to see
the reaction. "I bought some for myself too," she said with that big
smile.
"Oh Bessie, that looks perfect on you," Lucy said, trying to be
supportive. Bessie had that happy smile on her face. She wasn't sure
what would happen if they were glued on and couldn't be undone. How
would Ben go to school?
"Don't look so worried, Lucy. There is a solvent to take them off,"
Jacinda said. "Rhianna doesn't glue them on often, I don't think. They
certainly fill out the top nicely." She didn't add that the boys at the
prom would be staring at the two all evening.
They enjoyed the cake and the evening ended early. Bessie didn't eat
much cake. Ben needed to be fit for the Saturday track event. Rhianna,
Jacinda and Lucy would all be there to cheer him and the school on.
After work on Friday, Lucy visited Jacinda. She had spent the night
thinking about her situation and what she needed to do. There were too
many things happening and she examined her feelings for Walt, the
marriage and what she wanted for a future. Her main goal was to protect
Ben.
Jacinda listened quietly, asking a question now and then. She explained
the legal side of things. She couldn't advise Lucy to break up a
marriage. She did say she would be happy to handle the case for her if
she decided to pursue it. She explained the steps and what needed to
happen. Lucy felt relieved that she had a knowledgeable friend she could
rely on. It wouldn't be easy, especially when Ben left for college.
On the Saturday, Ben left for practice early and then returned to rest.
The meet would start at 2 pm but he didn't expect to be on till about 3
pm.
Lucy dropped Ben off at around 1 pm to meet his team members. She wished
him luck and promised to be back by two. She had prepared the house for
snacks and a drink after the event. She had also made a late reservation
at a small Italian restaurant for dinner.
Schools from all over the state competed. There were more than a hundred
observers in the stands, mostly families of the competitors. Jacinda,
Rhianna and Lucy met up and watched from the stands. They saw Ben talk
to Mr. Robson, the coach and then start his warm-up. He was entered in
two races and the relay. As the races started, Rhianna left the group.
As a student and a friend of an athlete, she thought she could get
nearer.
Lucy and Jacinda watched as Rhianna made her way down toward the
circuit. She was not allowed near the athletes but stood near a low
barrier that separated the coaches, sponsors and some students from the
athletes. With a wave, Rhianna drew attention from Ben who smiled.
Ben was due to start the first race, the 200 m, as predicted. He
performed well and came in a close second. Around thirty minutes later
he was in the 400m. Lucy and Jacinda observed Rhianna shouting to Ben
and blowing him a kiss. The race ended with Ben in first place and they
saw Rhianna jump up and down excitedly. After he had cooled down he
walked up to Rhianna who hugged him and kissed him. The coach observed
the action but said nothing. His star athlete had yet to run the relay.
It was another 45 minutes before the relay started. Ben would be the
last in the chain and moved to position himself accordingly. It took
some time and the baton was handed to Ben a few seconds behind the
leader. The exchange was perfect and Ben launched himself. He was too
distant for Lucy to see his face but she could see him sprinting with a
burst of energy. Rhianna was shouting him on but Lucy doubted Ben could
hear her. It was over soon and the judge had to declare Ben and his team
the winner. It was by fractions of a second, but enough to win and claim
the trophy. Ben's smile was broad as he walked toward Rhianna after his
cool-down stretches.
A huge hug and a peck on the lips brought new energy to a tired Ben. Mr.
Robson came toward them and patted Ben on the back with congratulations.
Not only had the team won, but Ben's place at Mesa College appeared
secure. He greeted Rhianna warmly quietly observing their interaction.
The group congregated at Lucy's house. Rhianna had a bag with her and
sat with Lucy and Jacinda whilst Ben took s shower. She was aglow and
couldn't stop praising Ben's athleticism. It seemed she was more proud
of him than Ben himself.
Twenty minutes later Rhianna went to Ben's room after knocking on the
door. Lucy and Jacinda looked at each other.
"I think Bessie will be joining us for dinner," Jacinda stated with a
smile. It wouldn't be a surprise to either of them.
It was almost 7.30 when two well-dressed girls entered the living room.
They were beautiful. Bessie wore her floral dress. Rhianna also wore a
dress with a similar pattern. It was the first time for Lucy to see
Rhianna in a dress.
"Goodness Rhianna, haven't seen you in a dress in ages," Jacinda
remarked.
"Yes," Rhianna beamed. "I wanted to be like Bessie. Do you like it?"
"Oh yes, you both look great and somewhat older than your ages."
"Bessie, tell them," Rhianna urged a smiling Bessie.
"Tell us what?" Lucy interrupted.
"Rhianna glued on the breasts. They feel so natural. I can wear them
till tomorrow night," Bessie said touching her prominent bust.
"I did the same and now we have the same sized breasts," Rhianna said
disarmingly. Lucy and Jacinda marveled at Rhianna's candor.
"Oh," was all Lucy could say.
Jacinda drove to the restaurant. The dinner was great and Rhianna was
full of praise for Ben's athletic ability. Bessie was blushing and it
appeared Ben was not present. Lucy had to admire Bessie's strength to
remain so alert and happy after three strenuous races.
At the end of the dinner, Rhianna got serious. "Mum, Lucy, Bessie and I
want to thank you for arranging our prom night. We can't believe you
would do that for us. We will do our best to make you proud. We really
want to show those guys up."
"Our pleasure. Enjoy yourselves and don't let anything or anybody dampen
your spirits. Let's go," Jacinda said.
As Lucy descended from the car, Rhianna gave Bessie a lingering kiss in
the back seat totally ignoring their parents. Rhianna reached behind and
gave Bessie a small bag.
"Call me. I'll see you tomorrow," she said as they drove off.
Bessie hurried in anxious to see what was in the bag. She opened the
wrapping and a long nightdress fell out. Bessie held it up for Lucy to
see. She had a huge smile on her face. "It seems I will be your daughter
till tomorrow night," she said.
"Wonderful," Lucy replied. "A new experience for you and me. We can have
a nice mother daughter breakfast since you don't have to rush off for
training. " She gave Bessie a big hug and felt the crush of their
breasts. It was a strange and exciting feeling. "I am so proud of what
you achieved today."
The nest morning Bessie joined her mother for breakfast around 8 am. She
wore the nightgown but not the wig, makeup and heels. Her bust was
prominent through the thin nightgown. She had changed the earrings to
the studs as recommended. The short hair made Bessie look rather
strange,
"Hi, hun, sleep well?" Lucy asked.
"Yes, mum, like a log even with these breasts. They feel so natural. I
didn't want to dress yet before my shower," she said by way of
explanation.
"Hun, you look good but I can fix that." Lucy got up and went to her
room. A moment later she returned with a silk scarf. She tied it on her
head with a knot at the back. "Much better."
"Cereal or toast and eggs?" she asked.
"Cereal is OK with some fruit." Bessie was trying to imagine what she
looked like with the scarf. She helped herself to a glass of milk.
"So, what's the plan today?" Lucy asked casually.
"Don't know. I will meet Rhea later I guess and hang out." Rhianna had
now become Rhea. Lucy hoped to spend a little more time with her new
daughter.
They ate in silence and Lucy thought it was time to talk. "Bessie, so
are you happy with the prom arrangements? We wanted you guys to enjoy
the evening alone. If you want to go out, we don't mind at all."
"No, mum, it's great that you would let us do that."
"I want lots of pictures of you both." Lucy paused. "Your dad wanted a
picture too."
Bessie thought for a moment. "I don't mind if you send him one of Rhea
and me. I told you, I want to do this and if he doesn't like it,
well..." Bessie left the end hanging.
"You know he won't like it. He wants you to join the army. Did he say
that?"
"I don't care. I'm eighteen now. I want to go to college. Rhea is going
there too."
"Yes, I know. Bessie, I need to ask you something. What will you think
if dad and I divorce? You know we have our problems."
"Mum, it will be better for you. Rhea told me that when Jacinda and her
dad divorced, it was mostly because of Rhea. Are you divorcing because
of me?"
"No, hun, because I want a life. Your dad is never here and when he is,
he drinks and we argue."
"Can I stay with you?"
Lucy looked at Ben or now Bessie. "Hun, you are my life. I'd die without
you. You are eighteen and can decide what you do. I know you will be
independent someday and I am ready for that. But I want you to feel at
home with me and be who you want to be."
"Thanks, mum, so what are you going to do?"
"I'll talk to Jacinda. Did you know she is a family lawyer and has
handled many divorce cases?"
"Rhea told me she was a lawyer but not what kind," Bessie admitted.
"OK, Bessie, last question. What are your plans for college and housing?
We need to make plans and I need to arrange for money."
Bessie looked at Lucy. "Can I talk to Rhea and get back to you. We had
talked about sharing an apartment, but we haven't done anything." Bessie
paused. "What do you think of Bessie? Are you upset I dress like this?"
The question took Lucy off guard. "You look beautiful."
"Mum that is not what I meant. Do you mind me dressing like this?"
"Well. It took me some time to adjust but it is nice to see you so happy
and confident."
Bessie looked at her. "What do you think if I was to dress like this
over the summer?"
Lucy paused to reflect. "What do you mean? You are now changing several
times a week."
"After graduation in two weeks, we will be off for the summer till
college starts. I wanted to work and earn some money. Well, that lady in
the wig shop would give Rhea and Bessie a summer job. But I would need
to go to work as Bessie every day."
Lucy's shock showed in her face. "What kind of job?" she managed to ask
to hide her shock.
"Well, it seems they have many men interested to dress as girls. They
would be very interested to meet someone who is doing it. Rhea and I
were going to talk to her today."
"So, you would be Bessie all the time? I'll never see Ben again?"
"Muuum," Bessie said in frustration. "I am not like Rhea. I like being
Bessie but don't want to be her all the time. I like to go out with Rhea
as her boyfriend too."
"Hun, sorry, I'm trying to take all of this in. You can now decide what
you do. I love my Ben and Bessie. Why don't you see what the job is and
what it pays?"
"OK. I better go and get ready. I'll call Rhea." Bessie got up and once
again Lucy was confronted with the prominent bulge on her chest. Bessie
seemed very comfortable with it.
Lucy sat at the table, her coffee growing cold trying to absorb events
and where life for her was headed. Ben appeared very calm and thoughtful
and didn't appear to want to transition like Rhea. Yet he enjoyed being
Bessie and Rhea appeared to enjoy and even encourage it.
It took an hour and Bessie appeared fully dressed with light makeup and
the two-inch heels. Lucy noticed it was the same bright lipstick, a
light touch of shadow and a good lashing of mascara. She wore a simple
skirt and blouse and had a small handbag hanging across her shoulder.
She appeared poised and confident.
"Jacinda has some errands to run and will pick me up in a few minutes,"
Bessie stated. "Do I look OK?"
Lucy looked at Bessie, got up and hugged her tightly. "You look great,"
she whispered. "Make sure Rhianna gives you the solution for taking off
those forms. You have school tomorrow."
"Yes, mum, I have it already," Bessie replied with a big smile on those
red lips.
A few minutes later Lucy heard a car horn and Bessie hugged her, kissed
her cheek and left. "I will call you later," she promised.
As Lucy went about getting ready for the day she saw the bright mark on
her cheek. This was Bessie's lip imprint. Ben had kissed her like that
so many times without leaving a mark. Reluctantly she washed it off. She
forced her mind to think of something else.
Bessie called around 3 pm and asked if Lucy could pick them up from the
mall. Within fifteen minutes Lucy was on her way and picked them up.
"Mum, can we go home and talk? Jacinda is not home and will pick Rhea up
later," Bessie said.
Lucy picked them up. They were smiling and seemed happy. "So how did it
go?"
Rhea and Bessie looked at each other, big smiles on their faces.
"Mum, we'll tell you when we get home. Rhea had a great idea and Angela
loved it."
"Who is Angela?" Lucy asked.
"That's the owner of the wig shop. She is also planning a section with
clothes, makeup and accessories," Rhea explained.
"So what will you guys be doing?"
"Mum, Rhea had a great idea. Every day in the summer, I will go into the
shop as Ben around 9.30. Rhea thought that every day around 11.30 she
would get me dressed and then provide a makeup demonstration. Customers
can see how I transform to Bessie. Every day will be a new look. Angela
has clothes, wigs and accessories." Bessie sounded excited at the
prospect."
It seemed innocent enough but she still had questions. "Who will be
coming to these demonstrations?"
"Angela's brother dresses. And he has many friends who would like to do
it but have no idea how to choose dresses, do makeup etc. So Bessie will
be a demo model. She will then also be able to experience many looks and
wear different clothes and wigs. It will be fun. We will get paid a
hourly salary and tips," Rhea explained excitedly. Bessie's smile
confirmed her acceptance too. "We can also get discounts on products."
"Mum, Angela said we could do this also on Saturdays when we are in
college," Bessie exclaimed. Her eyes were shining and she seemed truly
happy.
"You realize that there is more chance of your school friends seeing
you, right?" Lucy asked Bessie.
"Mum. We will be leaving school in ten days after graduation. I won't
care and besides," Bessie paused seeking words, "they will have seen me
at the prom in full dress, heels and makeup. It won't be a surprise to
them."
"Does Jacinda know this?" Lucy asked Rhea.
"Not yet. I told her we were going to see Angela about a job. She'll be
here soon to pick me up."
Lucy thought for a moment. She had no way to stop them. "Then, I assume
we will be seeing you guys at least at the weekends."
"Oh, yes. We'll be here." Bessie said with those bright red lips.
"So, I guess I will only see you in a dress then. Are you OK with that?"
"Mum, we talked about this. You will see Bessie and Ben."
There was a soft knock on the door. It was Jacinda. She greeted Lucy
warmly and went to the kitchen where Rhea and Bessie were seated.
"So, what happened with Angela?" Jacinda asked sitting down.
"Tea, coffee or something stronger?" Lucy interrupted with a smile.
Jacinda looked at Lucy and gave a rueful grin. "A little early for a
drink, tea?"
Rhea explained the conversation they had with Angela and what they would
be doing. Jacinda listened without questions, taking a sip of tea and
occasionally looking at Lucy.
"It seems Angela is quite a savvy business lady," Jacinda commented.
"Yes, she has joined with the dress boutique next door. She thinks this
is a great idea," Rhea stated enthusiastically. "Bessie will look
different every day and I will take lots of pictures."
"So, girls, I have some comments. First, it is Finals week culminating
in the prom. So, study, cram, do whatever but graduate well. Lucy and I
haven't talked yet but I need you to be aware of some things. I am not
commenting on your plans. I will talk to Rhea privately first. I am
going to put on my legal hat now. I'll talk to Angela myself to be
safe." Jacinda paused, saw the horrified looks on Bessie and Rhea.
"So, first, Angela cannot take pictures or videos, not use anything for
websites or advertising without our express approval. There is too much
of this stuff going around and we don't want anything to spoil your
future careers. Rhea, you are the only person who can take pictures.
Agree?"
Rhea and Bessie sat there, close holding hand under the table and nodded
their heads.
"The other problem is how are you going to get between college and here
every weekend? You need a car, then there is insurance, parking etc.
Have you thought about that?"
Rhea looked at Bessie. "We talked about that and we will buy a car with
the money we will earn at Angela's. I also have some other money. We
just need something reliable for the journey. It is about 30 miles to
Mesa."
"Other money? We'll talk about that later." Jacinda looked at the two
girls, both smiling at the prospect of a job and oblivious to any
difficulties. "Now, the prom is on Saturday. Let's make sure that goes
well and we can discuss the job next week. Are we all set for the prom?
Do you guys have everything?"
Rhianna and Bessie looked at each other. "Yes, thanks mum, we're all
set." Rhianna appeared set. As usual, in Rhianna's presence, Bessie was
silent. "I think Bessie and I should practice dancing one night but that
should be all. We can do that after study."
"Bessie, you are quiet as usual. Are you happy with everything? This is
your prom too," Lucy reminded Bessie. "The same goes for you re the
finals."
Bessie looked at Rhianna, smiled and nodded. "Yes, I am studying hard
and looking forward to the prom."
Jacinda and Rhianna left soon after. Bessie and Lucy still sat at the
table looking at one another.
"So, Ben, this is the big week where you'll show your Bessie side. You
can always back out and neither Rhianna, Jacinda nor I will think the
less of you. You also have finals all week and need to concentrate. OK?"
Bessie looked at Lucy directly. "Mum, I told you. I want to do this and
you'll see, we'll be the stars there. I am doing better and will pass. I
can study more and have to get these forms off. I am not hungry. I'll
come down for some milk and a snack later."
"Do you need help?"
"No. Rhea explained how and I have the solvent."
"Don't forget to remove the nail polish too." Bessie looked happy and
Lucy had to put on a smile. It was too much all at once. Finals, prom,
the inevitable with Walt.
Lucy sat down to watch some TV when her cell rang. It was Jacinda. "Hey,
Lucy, if you have time want to come over for a coffee after work? Or I
can come to you."
"No, I will be driving anyway. I'll be there. I would like to chat too."
If nothing else, the relationship with Rhianna had also brought a great
friendship with Jacinda.
Lucy went to bed early and heard Ben go to the kitchen. In a single-
story house with wooden floors, it was not possible to walk without the
sound of creaking floorboards.
The next morning Lucy kissed Ben on the cheek and wished him good luck.
The first exam was to take place. She watched him walk away with that
backpack. He would meet Rhianna and be in school within thirty minutes.
Lucy had an office manager position with a small trading company. The
work was not demanding, her colleagues very friendly and she was paid
reasonably for the hours she worked,
She wondered what Jacinda had on her mind. She also had many questions
about her son becoming a girl more often. Bessie was beautiful, poised
and confident. Yet, under all that paint, prominent bust, dress and
heels was her son. Would she ever get over it? Ben was happy as Bessie
and even as Ben. Rhianna had been a very positive influence on him and
had motivated him to be his best.
Jacinda greeted her warmly and, after serving coffee and biscuits, sat
down at the table of her luxurious kitchen. Lucy was mindful that
despite the size, appointment and luxury of the kitchen, Jacinda rarely
cooked. She had no interest and skill.
"Lucy, before we get to our kids, let me ask you about your job. What do
you do now?"
Lucy was not sure of the reason and answered. "I work as an office
manager for a trading company. 8.30 To 2 pm." She resisted asking why.
"Perhaps you would consider this. After Rhianna starts college, I intend
to set up my practice here in town. I need an office manager.
Interested?"
"Yes. The people are nice and they pay reasonably but with Ben gone, I
will have more time. I will need a challenge to distract me," Lucy
replied with a wan smile.
"Well, the money will not be an issue. I plan to set up about a week
after they enter college. Is that OK for you? We can work out details
later." Jacinda paused. "'How are things with your husband?"
"Haven't talked to him since we last talked. He will call to ask about
graduation, the prom etc."
"OK. Let me know. I've been there."
Lucy left Jacinda her mind in a whirl. It sounded great. But her mind
was not totally on the job.
It was Ben who came home around 6 after cramming with Rhianna. She was
pleased to see him and hugged him. "How were the tests?" she asked.
"I think I did OK," he said softly. "I'll take a quick shower before
dinner." He paused. "Can Bessie come to dinner?"
"Of course," Lucy replied. "She's always welcome here. Don't ever think
otherwise." She hugged him tightly.
"Thanks, mum. I need to be perfect for Saturday," Ben said by way of
explanation. Lucy watched Ben disappear into his room. Bessie would come
out.
It was a very natural Bessie that came to dinner. She was very
discreetly made-up with a dash of shadow and the signature bright red
lipstick. Long earrings dangled from her ears. The bust rested naturally
and Lucy wondered if they were glued on. It didn't matter. However she
looked, it was her Ben underneath.
"Mum, what will you do about dad?" Bessie asked quietly after dinner.
"What can I say? It will most likely end in a divorce. But I am getting
ready for that. Why do you ask?"
Bessie looked at her with those large eyes. "Rhianna told me that her
dad accused Jacinda of turning her into a girl. Will dad think the same
if he sees a prom picture?"
Lucy stared at Bessie for a long moment. "I don't know. He won't like
it. But Bessie is different from Rhianna, isn't she? She thinks, acts
and wants to be a woman. That is not what you want, is it? You dress
when you like."
Bessie looked sad. "Mum, I told you many times. I like being Bessie but
I don't want to be a girl all the time. Is that a problem?"
"No, hun, it isn't. I love you however you dress. Bessie is beautiful as
I've told you."
"I know you think it is crazy that I like to dress like a girl. Until I
met Rhea, I didn't have any real friends and neither did she. So when I
decided to support her by dressing I didn't think how I would look.
Bessie is beautiful and everybody thinks that. Now, Ben has found a new
part of himself that he likes; Rhea has a girlfriend that she talks to
about clothes, makeup and fashion. And Ben has found the best friend a
boy or girl could have. What's wrong with that?"
It was the longest statement Lucy had heard from her child. It showed a
sense of confidence, thoughtfulness and self-esteem that Ben had lacked
before. This was Lucy's problem, not Ben's or Bessie's.
"Oh, hun, she said giving him tight hug. "I love you and accept you any
way you want to dress. I can see you're happy. That's all I care about.
Forgive me?"
"Always, mum. I know there is a lot going on. I can talk to Rhea, You
don't have close friends. Maybe talk to Jacinda," Bessie whispered
whilst still in that tight embrace.
"Yes, I might start to work for her when she opens her practice," Lucy
whispered back.
"That's fantastic. Does Rhea know? Can I tell her?"
"I think Jacinda should tell her when she is ready."
"I'd better go and study now. I'll come and say goodnight."
Lucy watched Bessie go to her room. She was amazed by Bessie's
statement. Ben had found his special friend. Lucy needed one. Perhaps
Jacinda was the one. They had much in common.
After a long week, the big day arrived. Exams were over and on Friday
they gathered at Jacinda's. Of course, the party consisted of four
girls. Both Rhianna and Bessie were relieved that exams were over and
prom was going to be a culminating event even better than graduation.
They went over the details again and Jacinda and Lucy saw the excitement
in their girls. It was definitely going to change their lives.
Rhianna asked Bessie to come over at noon so they could arrange their
outfits and get ready to go to the salon. She reminded Bessie to remove
all hair from her body and legs. They would need to glue the forms
before the salon visit. During that time Lucy and Jacinda would prepare
dinner.
Lucy had a restless night. She wasn't sure why. She knew Bessie would be
able to pass and with her growing confidence deal with anybody who stood
in the way.
Bessie and Lucy drove to Jacinda. There wasn't much to say, each deep in
their thoughts. Rhianna and Bessie disappeared to Rhianna's room. Lucy
helped Jacinda with the setting of the table in the kitchen with plates
and candles. It was a romantic setting.
All four drove to the mall where the salon was located. It was a normal
beauty parlor day. Jacinda knew the owner and introduced Rhianna and
Bessie. She discreetly explained to Cindy, the owner, what was needed
and how 'special' Bessie was.
Cindy looked at Bessie. "She'll be beautiful. Just wait. We'll have to
remove her wig and style it. I'll lend her something to wear during the
makeover."
Cindy went to the main salon and came back with a similar colored dark
blonde wig but which had shorter hair.
The mothers drove back to prepare for the return of their girls. Lucy
began to prepare a three-course meal they would like: one large prawn
each followed by a small Caesar's salad. The main course was a small
salmon steak. Dessert was chocolate mousse.
As they prepared, Jacinda and Lucy were preoccupied with how their girls
would look. They knew that each girl would be beautiful. The tanned
looks of Rhianna with the pale color of Bessie already made a nice
contrast. Jacinda had told Cindy to make them elegant eighteen-year-olds
and not overdone tarts.
It was almost two hours later when Jacinda received a message. The girls
were ready and would be waiting in the parking lot outside the salon.
Excited, Jacinda and Lucy drove to the mall.
If it were not for the frizzy hair on Rhianna's head, they would not
have recognized the two. They were just beautiful and somewhat out of
place in a parking lot. They both had the biggest smiles on their faces.
"Oh my God, you are a knockout," Lucy screamed at Bessie. Jacinda looked
at Rhianna. "I can't believe how beautiful you both are. Wait till the
class sees you guys."
There wasn't much talk on the short drive back. As soon as they arrived,
Rhianna and Bessie disappeared upstairs.
"Call if you need us," Jacinda shouted after them. She was sure they
didn't need her help.
It was after six when Rhianna called out that they were ready. Lucy and
Jacinda had their phones out as both girls came into view holding hands.
No two brides could have looked more beautiful. Two gorgeous girls
descended the short staircase. The smiles were big. Both had subtly
different makeup but shared the same bright lipstick. They were elegant,
stylish and decked out with all the accessories. Lucy noticed the bright
red nails on Bessie. They were longer than normal.
The ladies grabbed the corsages from the counter and ran to meet their
daughters. They handed one to each and positioned them on each arm.
Jacinda had a digital camera on a tripod and took pictures of each girl
individually in various poses; then the two posing side by side;
finally, she put the camera on auto exposure and took several with all
four.
Lucy found a moment to hug Bessie and whisper how beautiful she looked.
Long dangling earringless hung from Bessie's ears. There was a subtle
hint of perfume. The tailor-adjusted outfits accented their figures and
thrust out the busts that were perhaps a little bigger than normal.
Their legs were encased in sheer hosiery and both girls appeared to
stand easily on their heels.
"Mum, can you take some pictures of Bessie and me like this?" Rhianna
asked excitedly.
The poses were of them looking at each other and so close, their lips
were barely touching. The other was of them jugging each other and cheek
touching cheek. They were meant to be sexy reminders. Given the moment,
It was hard to be critical.
Bessie asked Lucy to take a couple of herself and then with Rhianna on
her cell phone.
"Ladies," Jacinda announced. "We need to serve dinner to meet our timing
for tonight."
Bessie and Rhianna sat across each other, much as two lovers would in an
intimate restaurant setting. Lucy served the food. Jacinda kept the
glasses full. They only took a few sips of wine and Jacinda poured
glasses of the chilled Chablis for Lucy and herself. Dinner was a great
success. Lucy and Jacinda went out of the kitchen discreetly allowing
the two their private moments. They couldn't hear much talk.
The young ladies went upstairs to repair their makeup and get ready to
leave. It took some time but they came down with big smiles, fresh new
red lips and small purses hanging around their shoulders. Each carried a
corsage and they held hands. Lucy and Jacinda could smell the fresh
spray of exotic perfume.
"Ready, ladies?" Jacinda asked as they left the house. She had a small
grip with her overnight clothes and personal accessories.
It appeared the party was in full swing as they arrived in the school.
Lucy and Jacinda desperately wanted to watch the entrance of their two
daughters. All entrances were sealed and only the guard was at the door.
They saw them sashay into the corridor which led to the hall.
"It brings back memories of my prom. Let's go eat before I embarrass
myself," Jacinda said.
Over dinner, Jacinda and Lucy talked little about their girls although
it was at the forefront of their thoughts. Jacinda described the breakup
of her marriage and confirmed what Rhianna had told Bessie about her
father's attitude to her changing gender. Rhianna was a transsexual;
Bessie was a crossdresser or transvestite. Everyone used these words
interchangeably. Jacinda explained the differences. Rhianna was more
female than many girls her age as she always strived to be better. For
Ben it was fun at first, then he likes to transform to Bessie with
Rhianna's encouragement as he, sorry she, looks great. But he has
exhibited no signs he wants to change gender. As Jacinda explained, many
married men liked to dress as women because of the colors, textures and
designs of female clothes. She also pointed out that all crossdressers
are not gay; many lived very happy heterosexual lives especially if the
partner was sympathetic. Of course, some did it for sexual thrills and
without the knowledge of their partner.
This was all new to Lucy as she tried to understand Ben better. She
tried not to put a label on the relationship between Rhianna and
Ben/Bessie.
"Lucy, I can imagine what is going through your mind. I think it would
be easier if you thought of Rhianna only as a girl. She is certainly
acting more feminine than I was at that age - and certainly looks
beautiful." Jacinda drank a sip of wine. "For Ben it is fun. It may
last, it may not. In college they will meet others and who knows?"
Lucy also took a sip of wine. "I know that I am the problem. Ben has no
problems and likes Rhianna a lot. He respects her and the changes in Ben
/ Bessie are incredible. He is more confident and very happy. I am
grateful for that."
"Let's go back to your place. I don't want to drink more now." Jacinda
waved for the bill.
"Let me pay this," Lucy said. "You both have done so much for Ben."
Jacinda put her hand on Lucy's. "No, the pleasure is all mine. I'll pay.
After those difficult early years and until recently, it is also
incredible for me to see Rhianna turn into a very feminine, loving and
open-minded girl. I think Ben's acceptance of her, his respect and
fondness have helped Rhianna to develop. She will soon have to choose
how far she wants to go with her transition. She will be eighteen soon."
They drove to Lucy's where Jacinda was to stay the night. They didn't
have long to wait when Jacinda received a text message. It was winding
down and they would be outside in fifteen minutes.
Jacinda and Lucy drove to the school to the front entrance. There was a
sprinkling of students. They saw Rhianna and Bessie in a lip lock
ignoring the world around them. Jacinda gave a brief tap to the car horn
to get their attention. They quickly broke the kiss and got in.
"So, how was the prom?" Lucy and Jacinda asked almost in chorus.
"OK," came Rhianna's muted response.
"Mum, they loved us," Bessie said excitedly. From the moment we entered
we were the center of attraction. We got asked to dance so many times by
boys and girls we were not able to sit for long. The girls wanted to
know who did my makeup. It was fantastic. Nobody said anything about how
I was dressed." Bessie was holding Rhianna's hand. "Ms. Jamieson and Mr.
Robson were there and congratulated us. Everybody clapped as Rhea and I
did the last dance together."
For Bessie, this was a long speech in front of Rhianna. Normally, it was
she who would lead the conversation whilst Bessie just sat there.
Jacinda noticed this and asked Rhianna, "Hun, was everything OK? You are
so quiet?"
"Everything was great, mum. I am just a little tired after so much
dancing. Bessie is much fitter than me even in heels."
"Well, you guys have time to relax and enjoy. Call us when you want us
to come by in the morning."
As the girls got out, so did Jacinda and Lucy who hugged their daughters
tightly and told them to have fun. They then drove back to Lucy's house.
"I have a little cognac left. Would you join me?" Lucy asked. "I need
it."
Jacinda smiled. "Of course. I'm not expecting them to call before late
morning at the earliest."
Lucy's mind went back to her beautiful Bessie. She had seen them kissing
and knew tonight they could or would go much further. Memories of her
prom night flashed back at her.
"To our great kids," Lucy toasted. "I'm sure they are having fun."
Shortly after that, they retired to their rooms. Jacinda felt something
had changed in Rhianna, but it wasn't Bessie. As far as she could tell,
Bessie had a great time. It would certainly come out when they were
alone.
Lucy had a restless night. It wasn't often that a parent knew when her
child would be having his or her full sexual experience. Perhaps it had
happened before but she didn't think so. They had definitely gone beyond
kissing. She was up early and went to the kitchen to make coffee. It was
barely 7.30 am
As the coffee percolated her cell phone rang. She looked at the caller
IG and saw that it was Walt. It was unusual for him to call this early.
She was tempted to send the call to voicemail but knew that it might be
important. Walt would persist until he got through. She answered the
phone
"Lucy?" were the first words she heard.
"Yes, Walt?" she replied.
"You f**** bitch, what have you done to Ben? You're no.."
"Walt, calm down, What are you talking about?" As on many occasions, she
knew he was more than half drunk.
"Did you see Ben's prom picture? How could you let him go to the prom
dressed like that? You..."
"Walt, stop it. I didn't do anything. It was Ben's choice to support his
girlfriend."
"Are you sure that wasn't another boy? What the hell were you thinking
to turn my son gay?"
"Walt...," Lucy began and found a touch on her shoulder. It was Jacinda,
who moved and poured out two cups of coffee. She placed one in front of
Lucy who looked up, put the phone down and turned on the speakerphone.
Walt was still raving and screaming obscenities.
"Stop," Jacinda commanded in an authoritative tone. My name is Jacinda
and I am a friend of Lucy's."
For a moment there was silence. Walt was shocked to hear someone in the
house at 7.30 am.
"Who are you?" he shouted. "Are you sleeping with Lucy? Has she become
gay and turned my son gay?"
"Walt, I don't know you but you should shut up for a moment and listen.
What are you talking about? You've upset Lucy. I am here because my
daughter went to the prom with your son."
"Son? My son wouldn't wear a dress to a prom. What kind of girl would
want her date in a dress?"
"Walt, you hush right now. It's my daughter you are talking about. Your
son is smart and knows what he wants. He has respect for others. My
beautiful daughter respects Ben and if they decided to do this, it is
their decision."
"Ben would never have done this if I was home. Lucy is a b.."
"Walt, shut up." This was Lucy now finding her voice. "I don't want to
hear this. Don't come back. I'm filing for divorce. "
Lucy hung up the phone and looked at Jacinda. Tears were starting to
form. Jacinda rose and hugged Lucy. They stayed that way for a few
moments. The phone rang twice. It was Walt but Lucy did not answer.
"I assume Ben sent him the picture?" Jacinda stated.
"Yes, Walt asked for it when he called for the birthday."
"I admire Ben for his bravery. I am sure he knew what kind of reaction
he would get. He's not only smart, he's also strong. One more reason
that Rhianna likes him a lot."
"Ben talked to me about it. He did say he would tell his father if it
came to that. He didn't want me to mention it."
"Jacinda, I meant it. I want to file for divorce. We don't have much and
Ben is over eighteen. I have no idea what to do."
"I can tell you exactly what we need to do. Go take a hot shower, get
changed and have a good breakfast. Meet you back here in thirty. I'll
use Ben's bathroom. Lucy had a small en-suite."
They went to a small caf? that served a hot breakfast. Jacinda ordered
Huevos Rancheros for both and a pot of coffee. "I would have liked a
Bloody Mary but it's just gone 9. Have to hold back," Jacinda said with
a rueful smile. "Coffee will have to do."
They didn't talk much at breakfast. Lucy's mind was on what Ben had done
that night and what her emotional outbursts and threats of divorce to
Walt would mean for her. Jacinda patted her arm. "We'll go for a walk in
the park and can talk more freely. I don't think our girls will be
calling anytime soon."
They walked to the small park nearby. There weren't many people around
on this Sunday morning.
"So, Lucy, tell me your thoughts. You can't decide these things in the
heat of a moment," Jacinda stated.
"We have talked about this. We haven't got on for some time. When he is
home, all he wants is to drink and have sex. I provide what I can but
can't do this anymore. You heard him earlier. He will blame me for
Bessie for the rest of my life. He doesn't stop to think." Lucy paused.
"I know he is a combat zone and it can't be easy. I accept he has to be
away for months, But that should make it even easier when he is home. I
really am done."
"Lucy, I have been in a similar position. I understand. Let's discuss it
again at the end of the week. Once we start, no turning back. So think
hard. I am always available to talk." Jacinda touched Lucy's arm in a
gesture of warmth and friendship.
"How do you think the girls are doing? I expected them to call by now,"
Lucy said.
"Well, if I had the run of the house and had my boyfriend next to me and
carte blanche, I'd take my time too. Who knows when they will have this
same opportunity again?"
"I guess. I hope they got on."
"Lucy, I don't think you appreciate the situation. Why would you rush to
call your mum? To be crude, you'd go another round. Besides, they
probably didn't get to bed till the early hours. We dropped them off
after 11 pm."
"I suppose."
.
"Don't worry. They'll call soon. They are both level-headed kids,"
Jacinda comforted Lucy.
The call came around noon. Jacinda and Lucy drove in separate cars so
that Lucy could drive back. Each was thinking of what their daughter
would be saying.
Both mothers were very surprised to see Rhianna and Ben sitting side by
side at the kitchen table. Lucy's heart missed a beat to see her son
sitting at the table with his beautiful girlfriend. Was this a dream? No
sign of Bessie.
Jacinda observed the scene and smiled. She knew her daughter and
suspected that there was more to this.
Rhianna and Ben were in the kitchen, sitting next to each other, with
orange juices. Lucy and Jacinda hugged their child and sat down. Ben and
Rhianna looked like any other eighteen-year-old pair.
Jacinda put on some coffee and looked at Rhianna. "So, now, tell us all
that happened last night from the moment you both walked into the prom,"
Jacinda asked. She didn't mention she thought Rhianna had not looked
happy when they were picked up.
Rhianna looked at Ben. "When we walked in, everybody was surprised. They
thought we were gate crashers. Ms. Jamieson and Mr. Robson greeted us
and then the room started to buzz. Everyone was staring at us:"
"That sounds like what you wanted," Jacinda stated.
"Yes, and then they all crowded around us asking us so many questions.
Where did we buy the dresses, who did the makeup? They didn't recognize
Bessie at first. Then, when they found out, they went nuts. They were
surprised and seemed to accept it."
"How did you like it, Ben?" Lucy asked
"I was surprised that nobody made any remarks about me wearing a dress.
I think they liked Bessie." As usual, it was a soft reply.
"Oh, yes. They liked Bessie," Rhianna started with a changed tone. "All
the boys wanted to talk to us and dance with us. I think I only got four
dances with Bessie. I made sure I got the first and last dance though,"
Rhianna said, a smile back on her face.
"All of them were pigs. Even though they saw Bessie and I come in
together. All the boys and some girls even wanted dates with us. I mean,
they came with their prom dates but wanted our numbers so could call us
after."
Jacinda smiled. "But that is what you wanted, wasn't it? You practiced
with the clothes, makeup and dancing so you both would stand out. Why
were you surprised? You both achieved exactly what you wanted."
Rhianna scowled. "I didn't like the boys and some girls even dancing
with me or Bessie. I made sure everybody knew she was mine. I showed her
also when we came back." A small smile appeared on Rhianna at the
thought.
"It seems you were both in high demand. You won't have that issue again
as prom is over." Jacinda and Lucy were curious how the two had spent
the night but refrained from asking.
"Ben, are you OK?" Lucy asked.
"He is not," Rhianna interrupted. "Bessie's phone rang early this
morning many times. When she finally picked up, it was her dad." Rhianna
held Ben's hand under the table but Lucy and Jacinda couldn't see that
clearly.
"Mum, dad called me, " Ben started. "I sent him a picture of Rhianna and
me in our prom outfits like he asked." Ben paused. "He called me all
kinds of names and said I was not a son anymore and he blamed you for
allowing me to be Bessie."
"I am sorry. Hun. He called me too and we had a brief discussion.
Jacinda heard part of it. So what did you say?"
"I just told him I was doing it because I wanted to and that everybody,
including my date Rhianna, thought I looked good. If he didn't want me
to be his son, OK." Ben was near tears. "Then Rhianna jumped in and told
him that if he didn't love me for who I am, Ben had others who did. She
said she loved me because I was not afraid to dress how I wanted. Dad
exploded."
"Mum, I couldn't let Bessie be treated like that. She was doing it for
me too." Rhianna was unapologetic.
"I am glad you stood up for your friend but perhaps you should not have
got involved. What happened then?" Jacinda asked.
"Dad cursed and hung up," Ben replied quietly.
Rhianna jumped. "Last night I had shown Bessie just how much I loved
her. As soon as the call was over, I told Bessie to change into Ben. I
helped her. And then I showed Ben how much I loved him too. I don't want
to share my Bessie with any boy chasing her. I don't want to share my
Ben either. Bessie will dress whenever she or I want but we don't want
to work at Angela's boutique and be on show to others."
Lucy gave a small smile and looked at Jacinda. At least that worry was
gone.
"Ben, I told your dad some things and we will most likely be headed for
divorce," Lucy said. "Better you all know now. It is absolutely not
because of you or Bessie. I love you both. As you know, this has been
coming for some time."
"OK, guys, what are your plans for today?" Jacinda asked.
"Ben and I can walk to the mall. We need to talk about an apartment near
college. There is also something else we need to do. We don't need
anything but we need to talk to Angela." Rhianna looked at Ben for
agreement and he nodded. "We are going to tell her that we can't take
the job but we'll definitely be shopping there. We can find other summer
jobs."
The children left holding hands much like any young couple. Lucy and
Jacinda sat in silence reflecting on the current situation.
"I am sorry, Lucy. I think Rhianna wanted to help Bessie but perhaps she
shouldn't have got involved. She certainly appears to have taken care of
her man however he was dressed. Ben appeared very happy."
"Yes, he did. I was pleased to see Ben although I was getting used to
Bessie." Lucy paused. "It doesn't really matter. I am glad she stood up
for Bessie," Lucy replied. "They seem to have come to a happy
arrangement."
"Well now, that problem appears to be settled so let's talk about
setting up that office. It appears I might have my first client who may
want to file for divorce."
Both mothers smiled. "Yes, I think it is time," Lucy said softly.