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Chapter 3.
Morning came and as I awoke I turned to see that my man was gone, pity, I
wanted to wake him up with the best blowjob I could muster. As I lay
there I contemplated how my life had changed, I had just had sex with a
man and it was wonderful. I sat up and I noticed a hand written note on
my nightstand.
To Xander,
Last night was one of the most amazing nights of my life I want to see
where this goes, I know you are at a crossroads in your life and I want
you to know that if you ever need someone to talk to please do not
hesitate to call but I'd love to take the real you out sometime. Please
call me sometime so I can take you out on a real date.
Rodrigo.
P.S. I left as soon as you fell asleep so you're roommate wouldn't find
us.
I don't know why but that last part really relieved me, I was glad to
know that he didn't just run out on me and didn't seem to be the hit it
and quit it type. I went to the bathroom and caught my reflection in the
mirror. My shoulder length hair was all messy befitting a night of
passion, seeing myself in the mirror all 5'7 and 160 lbs of myself I
realized that I had to let the real me out. At 27 years old I was tired
of living a lie, all my life I hid my true self from everyone and last
night something unlocked itself in me, it's like the cages that had
shackled me for all my years were finally open and I could truly step
out. "Hi Brenda," I said.
Brenda, huh, I don't know why but that's the name I decided on. With that
I started googling Therapists that specialized in Gender Identity
Disorder and I started emailing them hoping that one of them would take
my insurance. After emailing about 20 different therapists in my area I
proceeded to brush my teeth and get ready for a very lazy Saturday.
Knock knock.
The pounding of the door startled me and I started to think, maybe
Rodrigo came back for seconds. The thought excited me until...
"C'mon open the door, I left my keys," Carlos whined.
I started getting dressed and all of the sudden the door swung open.
"That's weird," Carlos noted, "Xan, you home?"
I opened the door and came out in just my boxers as Carlos gave me a
weird look.
"Not wearing clothes today are we?" he quipped.
"Sorry haven't put anything on," I responded.
"And why was the door left open," he asked me and I realized since
Rodrigo left I couldn't lock the door.
"Ummm..." I so eloquently stammered.
"Wait a minute..." He walked over to me and sniffed where I was as if the
man was a sex bloodhound.
"You had sex last night," he stated.
My heart was pounding out of my chest, I was caught.
"Was Alexa here last night?" he asked, Alexa being my ex.
"No...no she wasn't," I said.
"Wait a minute...no way...that Rodrigo guy?!?!?" Carlos had found me out.
"I mean, well, yeah," I said sounding defeated.
"Oh my god, how was it? was he good? is this your first time with a guy?"
The questions all slammed at me with the force of thousand hammers.
"I...I...I," At that moment I decided it's time to tell my roommate the
truth, "I've always felt that I'm female," I stammered, all of the sudden
a flood of emotions crashed into me and I fell on my knees sobbing.
Carlos went over to me and immediately put his arms around me as I sobbed
uncontrollably. Here I was finally coming out to one of my closest
friends. We talked all morning and I unloaded all my struggles throughout
my life. He couldn't have been more understanding.
"Don't worry girly, I'm here for you and I love you no matter what," he
said while I started to cry again. It just felt so good to be understood
and to be loved. After I'd calmed down and we had breakfast, Carlos asked
the question that he had been wondering since his earlier discovery, "How
was he?"
"Oh my god so incredible," I let out and began to tell him everything
about my amazing night with Rodrigo.
"Wow and he wants to see you again?" he asked.
"Yeah, and the best part is he wants to see ME..like the real me," I
said.
"I am so happy for you," Carlos genuinly stated, "So does the real you
have a name?"
"Brenda," I answered.
Carlos responded with, "Nice to meet you Brenda."
Chapter 4.
I texted Rodrigo and we flirted back and forth, turns out he was bisexual
and finally asked me out on a date, I told him I would love to but he
would have to give me a week as I wanted to prepare and introduce myself
as Brenda to him. Rodrigo could not have been sweeter, he completely
understood and we made arangements. As soon as I realized I had suggested
a week from now, panic started to set in as I felt there was no way that
I could be presentable in a week, I mean to really be who I wanted to be
was going to take hormones and electrolysis and just so much. I started
to hyperventilate and Carlos calmed me down.
"Girl, breathe," he said.
I nodded my head ok but couldn't really say anything as I was panicking
so much.
"Look I have a friend who works at the Manor, her name is Carla and she
is a kick ass makeup artist and I'm sure she can turn you into a
Princess, so don't worry," he reassured me.
So we set an appointment with Carla, for the morning of my date and I
went to check my email. To my surprise I had already found a therapist,
her name was Dr. Maria Lopez and she had an appointment available for
that Monday at 6pm. I was over the moon since I knew she would be my
ticket to hormoneville, population Me.
The next day I met with Dr. Maria Lopez and unloaded all my years of
repression on her. She could not have been more understanding. Dr. Lopez
helped me to feel validated and refered me to an endocronoligist for my
hormones. I was so excited that I almost got into about 8 different
accidents on the way home from all the day dreaming of what my future
would hold. As soon as I got home I immediately called Dr. Louise Felton,
an endocronoligist near me who accepted my insurance and set an
appointment for the next day. I was so excited I just didn't know what to
do with myself. I was on my way to womanhood.
The next day I called out the remainder of the week from work saying I
had come down with the Flu. My boss was understanding and I couldn't help
but to feel a bit guilty knowing that I had lied to him. That feeling
went away instantly as I headed off to my first apointment with Dr.
Felton. After taking some blood Dr. Felton prescribed me with 100mg of
Spironolactone and 2 mg of Estradiol, I was to take 1 of each pill every
morning, the Spironolactone to halt the testosterone in my body and the
Estradiol to introduce estrogen. I didn't know which pill made me happier
but was so excited for both. I went straight to the pharmacy to fill my
prescriptions and as soon as I got home I grabbed a glass of water and
downed those suckers quicker than you can say, "Congratulations, it's a
girl."
I couldn't sleep that Friday as the excitement of my impending makeover
was just too much to handle. My alarm went off but I was already up and
ready to go, I took my girly pills and knocked on Carlos room so we could
get going. Carlos had offered to take me and as we arrived I was greeted
by Carla.
Carla was a transgender female like myself and she was stunning. She had
hair that ran all the way to the small of her back and a body that any
cis female would kill for. An hourglass shape with a nice curvy bottom
and D-Cup breasts. You could never tell that she used to present as male.
"Nice to meet you Brenda," her sultry female voice uttered as she hugged
me and kissed me on the cheek. "Just listen to me, baby, and you will not
regret it".
She then led me into her in home beauty salon as if I was Dorothy walking
into the land of Oz.
"First you need to put this in the bathtub and get rid of any unwanted
hairs," She handed me a bottle of delipatory cream that was meant to use
while bathing and led me to her bathroom. I sat there soaking as the
cream worked at removing the despised vestiges of my unwanted male life.
I saw the hairs swimming in the bathtub and when I got up they were all
gone. I stood there as smooth as the day I was birthed, which was
appropriate since I was experiencing a new birthday as Brenda.
I stepped out while a towel covered my hairless nude body.
"How do you feel?" asked Carla.
"Cold," I shivered, "but excited."
"Well lets get you dressed up, now Carlos filled me in on your height and
weight and I was able to pick up a few things for you, follow me," Carla
led me to her bedroom and on her bed were a few items of women's wear;.
An assorted set of panties with thongs and lace.
Matching bras to go with the panties.
Blouses, dresses, women's tees, skirts, women's jeans etc.
I was on cloud 9.
"I absolutely love your selection," I exclaimed.
"Best part is it's all yours," she revealed.
"Are you serious?" I pondered.
"I sure am," she responded.
I gave her the biggest hug and cried tears of joy.
"Lets pick something out for tonight," she said.
I looked over all my options feeling freedom such as I've never felt in
all my life. After what seemed like hours, I finally settled on a
statement top with some slight ruffling on the chest area and sleeves,
black tight jeans, and flats (being as I was not well versed in the art
of high heel walking).
"Good choice, now let's get you ready," Carla said.
We went over to her in home salon and she began by washing my hair, she
then styled it into a simple and straight style with a side bang. When
she finally turned me over to look in the mirror Iwas floored. I looked
beautiful. Gone was the shy guy who lacked confidence and in his place
was Brenda, a beautiful woman with her whole life ahead of her.
"So what do you think?" queried Carla.
"I'm beautiful," I responded.
Once again I cried, tears of joy mind you, but still the last few days
have made me feel like I can fill the Grand Canyon with my tears. After
settling down, Carla started in on the makeup, I never realized how much
makeup changed your face but if I thought I looked good before, when
Carla had finished I looked like a straight up super model.
"Now just a few things left," Carla had said while walking into her
closet.
"Lets get these on you," she said while handing me Booty padding and some
falsies to give me some cleavage. At that moment there was a knock on the
door, it was Carlos who stood there dumbstruck as he looked me up and
down completely awestruck by the vision of beauty that stood before him.
"Girl you are gorgeous," he said.
"Thank you," I said as I performed a slight curtesy leaning into the
feminity I was feeling at the moment.
I thanked Carla and exchanged numbers before we headed out to wait at
home for my man to pick me up. As I laughed and kept myself distracted
talking to Carlos there was a knock at the door that brought me right
back to reality. It was Rodrigo and he was here to pick me up.
What if he doesn't like me? what if I look hideous and everything I saw
before was my mind playing tricks on me? I told myself as I prepared for
the worst. What if-Oh the hell with it, I opened the door and immediately
kissed him once again feeling his wood pressed against my tummy, loving
the instant reaction I had on him. Finally I pulled away tilted my head
and asked in the softest most feminine voice I could muster, "Soooo what
do you think?"
"You're beautiful," he responded as he took my hand and led me out the
door and to my first real date with a man.
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