The Story Of Barbara - Episode 4 - Loss Of My Virginity free porn video

4 Loss of my Virginity The loss of my anal virginity happened later, around 22 years old. At that time, i started to dress up more often the whole panoply of girls. I had, over the fittings of clothes, wigs and make-up acquired the necessary know-how to hide my male attributes to the maximum and conversely bring out the girl who is sleeping in me... During this period, i often went out as a girl, it must be said that i was very beautiful and credible because beardless of skin naturally, I had very fine and thin body with a feminine gesture that i had learned to tame. Rarely, i went out alone during the day, because i still had some fears that i was recognized and especially an apprehension around the look of the uninitiated about CD. By cons, accompanied or alone in places ?friendly lgbt", i had no embarrassment to go out and spend time there. From time to time i sometimes went to bars and places that accept people of the tgirls. Is in one of these bars dance halls in Belgium near methat i met the one who took my anal virginity. To tell the truth, not quite because you can imagine that since my first experience with men, i had come a long way, met other men and played with my sex toys (plug, dildo, etc... ). However, with men until then, i had confined myself to flirtations and flirtations pushed (caresses, jack off, sucks, etc ...). Like that of my first total blowjob, this experience of the date of my cunt with a real man's cock had completely revealed my femininity and confirmed my sexual desire with the male sex. It was a weekend, more exactly a Saturday of a cool autumn evening in the North of France (on the Belgian border). In the afternoon before my outing, i had several enemas to keep my pussy clean and clean. I attach great importance to systematically having my anal pussy clean. This afternoon, i took special care to completely depilate my whole body, put a few temporary tattoos, behind on the bottom of my loins at the edge of my buttocks line, as well as an ace of spades on the top of my pubis, and some shiny and gold stars, placed here and there on the body. I took the time to put on my make-up well with a beard cover, foundation, powder, etc ..., hold the wig that i had chosen for the occasion, which was wavy, curly auburn, loose which fell on me the shoulders with a fringe covering somewhat, my eyes, deliciously drawn with a black on the eyelashes, eyebrows and eye contour associated with a shiny mauve, discreetly placed on my eyebrows. A covering foundation, discreet mat skin color, associated with a compact powder came to cover my face and hide my faults, a pink blush on my cheeks came to finalize the face touch. My lips were not left out, redrawn in pencil with a red-mauve, supplemented with a brilliant gloss which pulped my mouth and highlighted it. My pearly foot and hand nails with a color to match my facial makeup. Honestly, at the end of each make-up and dressing, the result is astounding because, the man that i was became a true female doll, to the end of the nails... It is important to be transformed and feel woman to take time to be pearled, makeup and be beautiful and desirable ... For the occasion, in this afternoon i took the opportunity to try my last female purchases and like all women, i made several fittings before stopping on my outfit of the day. All tgirls will tell you, this moment when we put on makeup, get dressed and transform is magic. For me this phase, during the whole process (at least two hours) alone, gives me a strong excitement and it is not uncommon that at the end of it, my thong marks signs of humidity left by the wetness of my clit. For this event, i had opted for : A pair of stockings veil Cuban with black stitching and piping red, black corset laces for good squeeze my size and bring out my butt, open black pumps studded with 10cm heels, a thong transparent pink , a pink bra wrapped in a black breast enhancer, in which i put my fake boobs silicone adapted, a transparent top black and fine trousers wide and transparent to match the top. This choice, voluntarily sexy and provocative, once my coat removed, let guess my underwear and a part of my body and my buttocks under my thong. For the jewelry, i put large hoops with my pierced ears, a gold-colored chain and a chain of feet, an assortment of pearl and gold metal necklace with patterns, bracelets on each hand in gold iron alloy, large and tinsel. Two rings on each hand came to cover my pearly nails with a purple matching my lipstick and my gloss. I spent the whole late afternoon going about in my apartment as a girl with the hope of spending a beautiful evening? I took advantage of these moments to refine my gestures, all my movements were accompanied by the clicking of my jewelry, I easily wore my heels and waddled like a woman. Around 10 p.m., after a final enema and a touch-up, i put a tight studded belt on my pants and a wide coat with fur on the collar, covering to go unnoticed outside and not to be cold. I stuffed in my bag of girls with suspenders, in addition to my identity papers, cigarettes and everything needed to get a makeover at any time of the evening and night. I left my house by car, i only had a few kilometers to go to a club suitable for transvestites and the men who love them. I had no doubts that i would be able to find " shoes to my feet " so i was pretty, feminine and desirable. Often, at the bend of a traffic red light, I could see the gazes supported by single men, who demonstrated if necessary, my power of attractiveness. When i arrived at the club, a porter opened the door to me saying good evening, Mademoiselle. That evening, when i arrived, around 10:30 p.m., the people started to arrive, we saw the dance floors, little by little filling up with a few transvestites and especially a lot of males. Dance club, there were several small rooms, all interconnected with dedicated functions for the privacy of people, from discreet corners, to wide and large armchairs, some had beds with mirrors on the walls. The dimmed lights allowed having a certain intimacy while keeping a visibility on each other. The club was attended, mainly by men, gays, bi and heterosexuals loving the transvestites, as well as girls of the third sex like me. During part of the evening, i sat on a stool at the bar, chatting here and there with other girls and some men who flirted with me and offered me alcoholic drinks by touching and hugging me, gently but sometimes insistently. When the DJ played a record that i liked, i could not help jiggling on the dancefloor so i exploded on the dance floor gesturing with all the parts of my body sensually suggestively in symbiosis with the rhythm of the tracks. After two hours, i had been drinking more than was reasonable. I suddenly saw a man come to meet me, he was a handsome mature man in his fifties, tall at least 1.85m, manly, salt and pepper, beefy, stocky with a small emerging belly, very hairy and which gave off a sensuality and masculine authority which was far from leaving me indifferent... He introduced himself to me, complimenting me on my beauty and my sensual swaying on the dance floor, he told me to be called Norbert and offered to offer me a glass. During our discussions, where the charm operated between us, i learned that he was divorced with two children, straight, living alone now and that he particularly loved sexy Tgirls like me. We spent a long time chatting, laughing and drinking at the bar. I took advantage of these convivial moments to show him that i was not insensitive to his charm. He corresponded to my type of mature man, confident, virile but also gentle and gentleman. It must be said that he was particularly attractive, physically and intellectually. I learned that he had his own real estate company with two agencies in Lille and Tourcoing, and that it worked well for him. In the end, for this night, despite the insistence of several men before, i set my sights on this handsome man by letting me approach closely and offering no resistance when his hands became more pressing on my body and that he was getting closer to me physically. I could only let myself go to flirting, when his mouth, after a few kisses on the neck, took possession of mine. His tongue crept into me in a lively and virile way, while my mouth was welded to hers. I felt its emerging roughness on my pearly and soft mouth. Eyes closed, I let my tongue go to meet his, curl up and collect his saliva mixing with mine. Norbert surely understood that i abandoned myself to him. I literally swooned in his arms. Alcohol helping we flirted, danced, i stuck to him, did not let go of his hands, except to let them walk on my body, which he did not hesitate to do. I made it clear to the other transvestites present that now this man was for me and i wouldn't share it. Also for me for the other men, i meant them that for tonight, i would be exclusive to him. We, Norbert and i, danced rocks, slows. At a certain point, he trained me in a more intimate sector on sofas, soft and ample, suitable for more intense flirtations. I had fun like crazy in his arms, he took my mouth to impose his on me in fiery and wet kisses, caressing each other, me on his fly with delicacy and him on my breasts and my buttocks with his big energetic hands. Alternating moments of sensual passion with convivial moments accompanied by laughter and harmless discussions. Not taking to move to another more intimate room to avoid voyeurs and other intruders, at the 2 am, he offered to go home to finish the night. Pretexting my blood alcohol level, he said to me: ?You are with your car, i can't let you go like that. I suggest you come and sleep at my home and tomorrow, we will get your car back, what do you think " he asked me ? " I was alone a little tipsy with good company with my lover of the night, I'm surprised to say laughingly, bluntly, " I hope not just sleep and that at your home there will not be only appetizers ? " I really loved that man, I followed him willing and excited. I left my car in the guarded parking lot and sat next to my handsome lover in his Mercedes, who was driving while i was busy with my hands on his fly. After 10 minutes, we arrived at his home. He had a beautiful villa on two floors, in an upscale area, with a large garden, well- appointed and nicely decorated rooms. When i got home, i took a seat on the sofa, he put on some soft and relaxing classical music, offered me a few drinks and we continued our mutual flirtations and caresses ... I knew from having touched him that he was nicely hung, but i didn't know how much. When i wanted to take it in my mouth, i noticed it. His cock was heavy, massive, large, and broad, with a prominent head which emerged from its foreskin. As much, the touch with my hands gave me a strong excitement as much, i wondered about the ability of my little mouth to accommodate this beautiful cock? I have taken in the mouth gradually spreading up my lips, first leaving the penis is introduced and subsequently i could absorb half. It is not tonight that I would make him a deep throat, i said to myself while continuing to suck it, for a long time, greedily and lovingly so much that it almost come into my mouth. It must be said that i really like sucking cocks and that i have a very good tongue and mouth for blowjobs. I would get up from time to time to perform a lascivious dance and show myself off to my night lover. Norbert adored my lascivious outfits and poses, complimenting me on my beauty and my femininity and he showed me that these situations excited him : " You are very beautiful my darling, a real female and what an ass ... Hmm ... We would eat it ... " With the help of alcohol, i was totally uninhibited, i danced in front of him, showing off lasciviously and without shame, I laughed, had fun, i liked to play the slut, under my bourgeois girlfriends 'guise, hid a real slut. I wanted him to be my man, my guy, my male, my pimp ... I offered him my thick and pearly mouth in long languorous kisses where his tongue devoured me with open mouth ... I stuck to him to feel his male body and his cock against my buttocks ... I was in tune, released, my senses in turmoil. I felt ready to get caught that night ... My transparent pants fell quickly, my thong which compressed my clit under my little balls was already soaked , my hair in disarray and i went regularly to his bathroom to get a makeover and to pee. I remember what i loved about him is that he considered me as woman. He showed it to me and demonstrated by his gestures, his caresses and his way of hugging me and kissing me. I whispered tender and raw words in his ear: ?You know darling, I'm going to surprise you, but you must know that i'm still a virgin of a real male sex in my ass pussy, it's the first time for me, but i want it strongly." My words had the effect i expected because it heightened his excitement and mine at the same time. i heard him say, " Honey, it touches me that i'm the first to take your anal virginity. damn what you're so sexy honey, you turn me to death, I want you so bad, i will take good care of you my darling you will see, you will not be disappointed... " That night, he fucked me like a female, tenderly and delicately the first time and more vigorously and bestially the following times, I was divinely fucked. He revealed the whore in me ... He knew that i was giving myself to a male for the first time, that i easily accepted sucking and wanking men and being fingered, but i had never been fucked by a man's real ribbed and hard cock. This probably increased his desires tenfold because it was a real fireworks display and a July 14th for my ass. He was very soft, tender, reassuring me and kissing me, spreading my thong, he started by lubricating my anal pussy still tense and frightened because he was well hung. He took a delicate care to relax and reassure me, for a long time he strove to honor my pussy with his soft, raspy tongue. There was a revelation for me, i appreciated his tongue tickling me and moistening my carnation of love. It was soft, warm and very pleasant to be licked this erogenous zone.... Taking care to relax, he took me with him, on the paths of enjoyment... While kissing me greedily, me sitting on his knees in a thong, He inserted, one and then, two fingers, while making go and twirl in my ass. He knew, when i moaned, that i loved it and that gradually i relaxed and felt my ear ring pussy relax and become more flexible in the face of repeated fingerings from my lover. After a while, i lay lascivious, offered without shame, buttocks spread, my mouth glued to that of my man, uninhibited i allowed myself to do for the whole time he took care to dilate my anal pussy ,with lubricant and his fingers, relaxed and facilitated the flexibility of my sphincter. I alternated positions, to suck it eagerly, he sometimes stood upright, i sat face down in front of his cock, sometimes sat down and i kneeled the dick still facing my mouth with pearls of wet. I loved this privileged moment but i was also a little scared, because he had a big dick and it was a first time for me. During this time when his cock, in my hot and humid mouth, became hard and purplish, i squeaked more and more , as these fingers opened my pussy ... Once well lubricated and my pussy worked by his fingers, i was ready. He made me put on my back on the edge of the sofa, passed a cushion on my back to lift my buttocks and asked me to lift my legs and spread them apart as much as possible. He lubricated my anal pussy again and again, he put some lube on his cock stretched like a bow, my stripe ring relaxed and softened as and when his fingers were introduced, i relaxed, i felt so good a little drunk but totally consenting. He presented his head in front of my my starry anus. I had my legs sheathed in stockings which rested on his male shoulders, I was very relaxed, the clit that beaded, he often bent down to hold his lips to me and come to hold out his tongue to me for languorous kisses, eyes closed, i swooned with desire i loved it, since it has become one of my favorite positions when i get fucked because i like to have my lover's mouth in mine when his cock is in my ass, his rough mouth and his powerful tongue attenuates my meowing and squeaking of pussy ... I was ready !!! " Come on darling, put your legs on my shoulders, show me your ass, ooohhh , it's supple now, your pussy is wide open. Your gaping hole winking hungrily. You will love this...don't fight it my sweet girl...just let it happen" "Oh, Norbert. Fuck me, please!" He got up, well lubricated his hard and very excited cock and took the opportunity to put a small lump on my pussy to sink two fingers and penetrate even further lubrication. Then, when he felt that i was well lubricated enough, he came to present his penis at the door of my butthole, he used his cock like a brush on all my stripe while lingering on my carnation. His purplish and pearly heads, appeared in front of my ass pussy, he started by pushing lightly and gently. I felt that my pussy lubricated and worked's was opened. The first insertion of his big head, i had terrible pain. The desire and the excitement suddenly gave way to a brief but sharp pain, which brought me out of my mental intoxication at the time. I spontaneously tell him: " No, you're hurting me, it's too hard, No, no, come out, you're too fat, I'm in pain ... ". I thought he was gonna tear me up, it was so hard. I still hear her comforting words, " Don't worry baby, it's okay for a start, you're very tight, relax, stay that way, I'm not going to move, you're going to get used to it and it's going to be fine darling, push on your pussy to relax it, it will open more and that will make it easier ". At other times, i would have stopped this experience there, but i was so in love with Norbert, i loved him, i was super excited and on his reassuring words and despite the pain linked to my anal ring which had never had, until then a caliber of this kind, i followed his recommendations and thus began to push as if i had to defecate, I went to meet the object of my dream, my man's cock ... Finally, he succeeds in introducing his penis and he gently pushed the rest of his cock in me until the middle of his shaft that was bigger than his head .. So for not to hit me at the start, each time he came out to come back better, he pushed gently and went further and further into my pussy. He would come out and come in again, four to five times. I saw in his eyes in mine that he was happy with him, one to have not hit me and the other to see that i began to take pleasuring. When he came out of my pussy, sometimes he stayed in front of me, staring at my ass while saying to me : " wow , if you saw how your pussy is open now, it's super beautiful, you are so sexy my darling " As soon as he came back to me, he took possession of my mouth again in an even more virile and direct way. I could hear him whispering in my ear saying " it's better my baby, you see that you get used to it ". " Yes honey !! i replied, reassured. I was starting to get used to this penetration into my ass, penetration that had nothing to do with those that i allowed myself, alone at home with my little toys. His cock was still big and hard, his cadences and back and forth, in my ass, repeated regularly and my ring merged with his cock when he plunged deep into. With each push i felt that he went further and further and that my pussy opened a little more and went to meet it naturally now, without apprehension or pain but with overpowering. Feeling that i was in less and less pain and that i was getting used to receiving his head and half cock, he suddenly pushed his cock and introduced it entirely to the balls. " Don't worry baby , it's normal, at first it always hurts a little, you have a tight pussy, but you'll see you're going to get used to it " He was right the guy because as soon as he retired and he was no longer in me, I felt like a void, a strange feeling as if something was missing in my body and that it was necessary to quickly fill this void , then, in a very pussy voice i whispered to him, " Yes darling, come back quickly darling, i miss you, don't leave me, come back, fuck me, i beg you, fill me up, don't leave me like that, come, come, fuck me, do me, give me well, oohhh i want it so much . " Too happy to hear that, he came back, vigorously, to put all his huge cock in my butthole. This time the pain was indeed gone and it gave way to a wonderful feeling, I felt his big cock grip my anus. I felt his entire member slide, slide in my pussy, until i felt his balls against my line. It was divine, what an overpowering ecstasy ... I was in heaven, eyes closed, mouth open, i groaned with ease ... While he crept into me and without doubt to cover my pussy meows, he offered me his mouth and his tongue to give me long languorous and sensual kisses ... I squeaked harder and harder and thanked him: " Thank you darling, as you fuck me so hard, humm ... it's so good, I feel your cock well into my butthole, take me darling, my ass is yours, enjoy yourself, go do it for me, get high my love,... ". My words and no doubt, the narrowness of my anal pussy and her heat seemed to excite her. He redoubled his shots of bumpers, his back and forth were more and more strong, bluntly, he penetrated me manly, while saying to me : " Bitch, you want cocks, hold on, take it, i'm going to get high and make you addicted to my cock ... ". He fucked me and felt me crazy like a female, i was in heaven, never had i had ecstasy like this. It's crazy, it's a treat and a delight to have a cock in your ass, to be filled, impaled, ass fucked, it's frankly divine... My mews turned into moans and i often heard myself whisper '' damn, it's so good'', which had the effect of multiplying ten times its shelling in rule of my ass. To make me even crazier, sometimes he accelerated his back and forth and i encouraged him, with: " Take me, fuck me, i am yours, open me well, feed me, seed me, fertilize me..." The more he boasted me and the more i asked for it, without touching me, just to be fucked, mounted and pounded like that, my clit sank, just have the cock of my lover inside me and be fucked so hard, I cum and screamed like never before, i sank, sank ... every time he came and went in me, my clit cum alone, I totally surrendered to this powerful pleasure, it was the first time that i experienced such a sensation and such a strong enjoyment. Feeling my body vibrate and my mouth screaming groans mixed with raw words, continued all the more without stopping back and forth in my ass. It was intense...better than I have had in ages ... I wish all transvestites and women to taste a real man's cock in their ass, it's a pleasure like no other wonderful. Nothing to do with the best toys in the world. Despite my clitoral sank, i was always very excited with Norbert who had not cum, stayed in me by slowing his back and forth, sometimes he withdrew and re-entered my ass in a noise of " splash , splash " continuous. I didn't want see him to stop and break this blissful moment. I still wanted and i wanted to feel him still inside me. I discovered that the advantage of sodomization was that it allows not to drop the pleasure after a clitoral pleasure. I wanted to please my man, want him to come, let him get off ... He felt my body vibrate, twist, go to the front of his cock to better swallow it up in my ass, I now pushed my ass without shame towards his cock, it was my turn to fuck his cock, I pushed, pushed my ass, I literally impaled myself on this hard and big cock. He, knowing this, realizing that i really liked it, to make myself even more hysterical, amused himself by taking his cock out of my butthole to admire my gaping hole which was exposed to him shamelessly. Each time he came out of my pussy it made an exhaust noise, as if it was a discovery for me, I had the impression that my anus was catching my breath after having been locked up for a long time . But I did not want anything else for him to come back to fill and plug my ass with his beautiful cock.. He was teasing and humiliate me, he spit on my hole and he said to me " If you saw your pussy, it looks like it yawns, it is wide, gaping, a real whore pussy, is that what you wanted, huh bitch " ? " Yes, yes honey, I'm your whore, please my love, don't go away, come back, you know i miss something when you come out of me, please i will do what you want but please, don't don't leave me like that, bugger me well, bastard, bastard, you know, I want it, ohhhhhh ... ". I was proud to be a whore offered, her cat and to give her my ass. His cock in me, we were one, I was good, welded in harmony, soothed, fulfilled by my man, woman, female in total abandonment. What a delight and what a discovery... He fucked me like a queen, I felt like i could get fucked all night so much I loved that so much, my clit was still all wet and pearled with a reborn juice. After a while, the will and just became faster, I felt his breath quicken and he left suddenly my pussy, and presented me his dick before my mouth , purplish, tight, venous, viscous , he jumped to present me his cock in front of my mouth, while continuing to jack off, saying to me : " Finish me, bitch, for the first batch, I want to explode my juice in your whore's mouth, suck it bitch and drink everything, do not lose a drop.Your body needs protein...it will speed up your transformation. " I did not pray, what could be more beautiful for a female who has just been fucked like a queen by her adored man than to please him. He could have asked me anything he wanted; I would have done it without thinking. Opening my mouth wide and sticking out my tongue to greet him, I felt indebted and i wanted to content him with thanking him for the intense pleasurable he had just given me by fucking me like a queen... "I wish I could say I'm ashamed of myself, but I can't," I replied. "I love sucking your cock; it feels so wonderful as it slips between my lips...I also love the way your cock feels in my pussy...you have no idea how good it feels to be a woman." ""Hmmm, you're already hard, I knew you wanted me," I cooed. "I'm so horny...I want you". He thrust back his cock into my mouth, this time he was fucking my mouth roughly. His cock continued probing my mouth until it was far enough down in my throat that it felt like just another fuck hole to my lover; soft, warm, and tight. "My little bitch loves my cock, don't you?!" Norbert pulled out again so as to be answered ."Yes!" Ii screamed, Suddenly aware of an empty feeling in my throat. I knew what my lover wanted, so i decided to told him; "I love sucking your cock baby, I wanna suck it every day!" I choked on that last word as another retching sob ripped through me. Norbert's breathing got steadily heavier as he started gasping, "dr-drink it bitch. Drink it all..." Norbert had spasme, he began to moan, growl and push shout and he cum out down my throat and my mouth. I received long and abundant spurts of sperm. I tried to keep everything in my mouth but it was so abundant that some jets got lost, but Instinctively, I could feel my esophagus milking Norbert's cock. Despite the fluids that were already in me, i raised my head to look lovingly at my fucker. He was sated, seeing my mouth full, he said to me "drink, drink all my darling". Not making me pray i swallowed all his seed with delight. I follow began to fondle his cock, stroking, bringing it to life and began to lick it. I took him in my mouth to clean his wet member, the scent of his male cock mixed with my anal juice delighted me, I was not at all disgusted, on the contrary, his cock carried his smells and mine mixed and i wanted to have in me these sublime scents. After a moment of licking without him forcing me but holding my head with his cock pressed into my mouth, he guided me, let go of the hands of his cock to better push it into my mouth, I hung my hands all around his shaft, the head well inserted in my mouth, my tongue around which sucked the rest of his cum which beaded. Spent, Norbert pulled out of my mouth, a long line of drool mixed with semen still connected us. "Damn, Baby!" He exclaimed. "That was the most amazing blow job I've ever had. Lucky for you, I think this is not just a one-time thing." He illustrated this by rubbing his saliva coated cock up against my face again. " Fuck it's been a while since i had fucked such a tight pussy so well and you are an excellent cock sucker" . I have always been surprised that many girls hate swallowing sperm? For my part, since the first time i swallowed, i always loved it. Each time, the taste is different, according to men. A sweet spicy, salty, sweet, acre with a hot and sticky texture, creamy blend with a special and unique taste, but so good... And yes! Sperm is a real cocktail of vitality. Once my thirst quenched by its juice, i presented my mouth to him, he gently took my face between his hands to kiss me fiercely, our fluids intermingling lovingly. I testified to him, thus all my gratitude for having made me a woman. We kissed tenderly and tastily for a long time mixing our scents and aromas... .. That night, he made love to me two other times alternating positions : doggy style, on the side, me impaling myself on its cock, on a coffee table legs apart and legs on his shoulders. For two times, he came directly into my pussy. With all the juice he had given me to drink before, I was full on this side, so he had decided to flood my ass with his seed taking care to introduce me a plug for the night, so that i keep it in me during all night. After these memorable moments, I fell asleep in his arms like a cat, finally a woman, female, whore, full of cum in my holes, my ass painful and full of sperm,, but full of heart, emptied but happy and already in love. The next morning, in fact at the beginning of the afternoon, i woke up first, my sore pussy from the assaults of that night, was still painful and juicy from the sperm of Norbert. As soon as i removed the plug from my pussy, i could feel something wet and warm shoot inside me, some of it dripped out...and it felt warm and thick on my legs. I made coffee, went back to bed where he slept naked, I could admire his male body, hairy, manly, his cock at rest was still very heavy and large. I couldn't help waking him up by letting my tongue wander all over his body and kissing him full and full. I took his cock again in my hands to carry it naturally in my mouth where i take it entirely. It was good to feel it totally in my mouth, I stayed there with his cock in the mouth and i liked to feel it twirl and grow in my palate. I swallowed it to the hilt, my nose on its fleece from where i got the scent of a male that i loved. I had the opportunity there to have it completely in the mouth, something that stiff and hard i could not fully engulf so it was big. This had the effect of waking him up gently, he widened his eyes and with a smile that meant everything, said to me :. "My darling, you are already awake," he said to me, "you were adorable last night, really, I loved it ." " You too I answered him, you are a fantastic lover, I will never forget this night and i hope that there will be others ? " After a shower and successful breakfast, he took me back to my car which we picked up in the club parking lot where we met the day before, we exchanged our phones with the assurance of seeing each other again quickly. With Norbert, who has been in love with me for several years, we have had a long, sustained and sexually enriching relationship. He was a rare and wonderful man, in every sense of the word. Besides our sexual inclinations towards each other (this is what made our cornerstone) because his private as well as personal life remained in the domain of the intimate, for him as for me. We stayed together more than three years permanently, he introduced me to many experiences... Always with tact and know-how, i was in total confidence with him, which allowed me to be totally free to live all the unbridled experiences he made known to me. I was in love with him and always showed him this love and attachment. During our relationship, he quickly understood that i needed to be the property and sub to men. It was with him, a man, a real one, that i was introduced to BDSM games. Over time, our relationship has become blurred. Since then, we have lost touch with each other after almost five years of relations because he left the region. If one day you read this confession, Norbert, know but you already know it, it is with you that i would have agreed to begin a complete transition to live by your side. I kiss you tenderly, Barbara