A Journey Of Discovery free porn video

The beginning :

After the end of yet another unsatisfying relationship I just wanted somethingdifferent, something special. I didn't know what and I didn't know how to findit, but I was 32 years old and hadn't had a truly satisfying sex life and Iwanted what I read about in books and magazines, if they could find it whycan't I?

I'd been to a wedding the previous week, they bride and groom had met viaa chat room on the internet, it seemed improbable that I would meet someonethat way but I decided to try so I entered an over 18 chat room. I'm not surewhat I expected but within minutes dozens of little boxes were popping up allover my computer screen with much the same message, ?hi, ASL plz?. I closedevery one of them; they weren't for me that much I did know. There was oneperson there that I noticed, one name that stood out from the rest, he hadn'tspoken to me so I made the choice to say hello to him. Part of me expectedto be ignored, another thought I was completely crazy but it was too late,I had made my decision.

Initially ?MaleDomforFemaleSub? didn't answer which left me disappointed andrelieved at the same time, then just as I was about to leave the chat roomand give it up as a lost cause a box popped up from him, ?Hello, areyou sub?? That was it just one question and I had to make my decision, am Isub?

Then I wasn't really sure if I was or not, I had fantasies about it, beingcontrolled, being taken, being used even, but away from sex I have always beena confident, intelligent woman who likes being in control. I had been spankedbefore and loved it, but it was never hard, never serious and it never trulyhurt. I'd been tied up but I always knew if I said ?stop? he would. I had neverreally been pushed into anything unless I wanted to do it, but I wanted someonewho could take me further, push my boundaries, and show me what was missing.So I answered in the affirmative?

That was it, as easily as that I had made a choice to step into the unknown,this was no child playing around on the internet, he knew what he was doing,he knew what he wanted and now I was his.

We talked in the chat room for a bit, he asked questions wanted to know whatI had done with previous partners, have I had a Master before, why am I sub,what am I looking for, what sex toys do I own, I was honest answering everyquestion, I told him things, admitted to fantasies that I had never told anyonebefore. I told him what I perceived my boundaries to be and after an hour hegave me his phone number with instructions to call him.

I called, my hands were shaking and my stomach filled with butterflies I didn'teven think to withhold my phone number from him when I rang, I just did exactlyas I was instructed. He didn't mess around, his voice was brusque and authoritativeand he told me what he would do to me, what was expected of me, I was shockedbut excited, nervous but determined to do it, prove I could.

?Go and get you anal plug, vibrator, towel and lube, now.? He demanded, obedientlyI went off to get them and then returned for more instructions. He told meto remove all my clothes and lay naked on the bed, I was to insert the analplug into my vagina and squeeze my inner muscles around it, the plug was quitesmall and I was very wet with excitement so it slid inside me easily and thenI firmly clenched my muscles around the smooth plug.

?Now use your index finger to find your clit, run it along until you findthe vein that runs along it and then press down until it burns?, again I obeyedinstantly pressing hard against my sensitive skin until I felt a little sore,unintentionally I had relaxed and the plug fell out so quickly I had to replaceit and squeeze again whilst I pressed down. I could feel an orgasm buildinginside, that heat low in your stomach, the involuntarily clenching and unclenchingof my pussy, my clitoris swelling with the pressure building in the templesof my forehead.

?Cum, now? and I did, it was as easy as that, 1 minute, maybe 90 seconds butno longer and I had already had an orgasm, that was a first, normally I tooktime, with lots of stimulation needed, I felt shaky and excited and could barelywait for my next instruction.

?Take the plug out and press it against your anus, when I say ?go' push itin without stopping, smoothly but with force, don't stop and play around Iwant it up you anus straight away, do you understand??

?But it will hurt; I'm very tight there?? I muttered, I enjoyed anal playbut I normally need lots of lube and time before I can accommodate my plug.

?Sex pain is good, you'll learn to enjoy it, now don't argue with me, justdo it. NOW!? At his command I thrust the plug firmly into my bottom, it stunga little as my sphincter was penetrated but then the delicious feeling of fullnessovertook me and the plug nestled comfortably inside my bottom.

?Is it in?? he asked, I answered it was and I was ordered to push the vibratorinto my vagina and switch it on, then leave it inside just using my internalmuscles to work the toys inside me. On the phone I was given praise for beinga good girl and told when to squeeze and relax, I could feel myself on theverge of orgasm again and at his command let myself cum.

I laid back on the bed panting into the telephone receiver, I felt so good,and it had been so easy, this was exactly what I wanted, I felt quite smug,however, that was not a feeling that was to last long though.

?Get up, remove the vibrator and place 2 pillows in the middle of the bed,place the towel over them and then fuck yourself with the vibrator whilst youstraddle the pillow, don't do it softly, imagine it's me there and whilst youare thrusting that vibe into your vagina I'm going to push myself into yourbottom, you'll like that wont you my little slut?? I blushed, but it was true,I would like that, I'd like him to be the one to do that to me. The pillowswere obediently piled up and on I climbed to begin riding my vibrator. As Ifucked myself with my hips buckling furiously against the pillows he whisperedwhat he was going to do to me.

?Then just when you are about to cum I'm going to stand in front of you andtell you to open your mouth, open your mouth now slut, get ready for your Master,get ready for him to shoot his cum into your mouth.? The vibrator pumped awayinside me, I was lacking all finesses, just grinding myself on it and my mouthfell open as though he was really there. ?But I'm not going to cum inside yourmouth my little innocent, do you know why?? I groaned I wanted his cum insidemy mouth; I wanted to taste my Master. ?I have something much tastier for you,something all little subs need and should have,? I felt so hot, my head achedand my pussy was getting sore from the pounding it was taking from my veryown hand controlling the vibe. ?Now cum, and I'm going to pee inside your mouthwhilst you do.? I couldn't help it, I came when he told me to and I imaginedhe was pissing inside my mouth, that I was tasting his hot, smelly pee anddrinking down his urine.

?Is that good, did you like that because I can assure you my little innocentyou will drink my pee for me. Now go and clean yourself up, we'll talk laterand you can begin your training.? He hung up, leaving me lying there confused,shocked, sore and very, very wet.

I eventually got up and went to the bathroom, I looked at myself in the mirror,I looked such a mess, my mascara had run leaving black streaks under and aroundmy eyes, my pupils looked dilated and my face was flushed. I was now havingsecond thoughts, I had always been taught that water games are disgusting,you don't drink pee, and you go to toilet, lock the door, clean up and thenwash your hands thoroughly. You don't drink it, you don't let a man pee inyour mouth, I couldn't do that, he can't be serious I decided, there is noway I'm doing that. My mind was made up.

The first training lesson:

The rest of the day I was on tenterhooks, when, if, he called I was goingto tell him firmly, no water games, and no peeing in my mouth I don't wantthat, if he doesn't like it, tough. I kept telling myself that, there are justsome things I won't do, and he had already found one.

Every time the phone rang I started nervously, but he didn't call. Slowlyas the time passed I began to relax and eventually sat down to watch some television,the mobile phone was by my side on the chair and when it's shrill tone startedI answered automatically, expecting a friend or my Mother with her usual inanechatter about everything and nothing. It was him , I don't know whyI was surprised but I was and my stomach jumped with nerves.

?It's time for your first lesson,? he said, ?Look,? I answered ?I'm not sureabout this now, I don't want someone peeing in my mouth, it's dirty and disgusting!?

?You little virgin, grow up, stop being so naïve. Urine is full of pheromonesand you will learn to love your Masters, you just need training properly, nowstop being silly and get ready for your first lesson, OK?? And it was OK, hisvoice despite being so brusque was reassuring and I then and there acceptedhim as in charge, I'd follow where he lead and learn from a real Master.

?Go and wash your hands thoroughly, get your KY, strip off completely andcome back, go.? I went; I did as told and returned eagerly to await my nextset of instructions.

?Before we arrange a weekend together you need to learn some basics, I likefisting but I'm a large man so you will learn to fist yourself before I touchyou.? My mouth dropped and my heart rate sped up, I can't do that, there isno way I'm big enough to be fisted, I tried to tell him but he would brookno argument. ?Just do as you are told, I won't hurt you, I'm going to guideyou.? So I tried.

With the phone propped between shoulder and ear I was instructed to startmasturbating myself, surprisingly I was wet, very wet already and two fingersslid inside easily, I thrust them gently in and out, scissoring them insideme, opening myself up a little until I was given the order to add a third finger,again they slid in easily but soon I had to add the fourth, it went in andI pushed my hips up and my fingers deep until I could feel my cervix. I waswet and spongy inside, I've never really examined my own body, when I masturbateI just use one finger and rub on my clit, this was different, I was being toldwhere and how to angle my fingers, what to press against. Finally N. gave methe instruction to tuck my thumb inside my cupped hand and start pushing myhand inside my vagina. He wasn't gentle and soothing on the phone, he was hardand demanding, he wanted me to push my fist in. I tried angling my hips forbetter entry and pushed and slowly my hand began to thrust up. I got as faras my knuckles and could get no further, it just wouldn't go, I was too tight,I could feel my pelvic bone against my knuckles and there was just no give.

Disappointed I removed my hand telling N. I couldn't do it, he encouragedme to try again, this time using lots of lube, I squirted some inside my vaginabefore smothering my fingers in it too, and began again to push 4 fingers in,once they were in with ease I added my thumb and pushed. It still wouldn'tgo. I pushed harder using my other hand to try and force it in, but it wasn'tto be. I gave up, devastated, I so wanted to do this for my new Master.

?Don't worry, by the end of the week it will be there, trust me. Until thenI have some exercises for you to help. Get some lace knickers, not a thong,I don't like thongs you are never ever to wear one again, do you understand?? Iagreed and grabbed some lace knickers, ?now push them inside your vagina, allthe way in? that was much harder than I thought it would be, the scratchy materialwas quite stiff and having a large bottom there was a lot of material to getin, with the help of more KY they finally went in, but I felt stuffed and quiteuncomfortable.

?Now watch porn, lots of it, watch the women's faces, see how they enjoy cumand taking lots of penises. Watch and Learn. This should help you dilate andyou can practises self fisting again later tonight. Bye.? Just like that hewas gone. I was sat there stuffed with black lace knickers feeling very vulnerableand used, but happier than I can ever remember.

I have never really watched porn before, there was a gay porn film that agroup of friends all watched together, but that was to laugh and giggle at,for titillation I've always preferred to read it, let my imagination take over.I put Sky on, and had to ring through to order the channels I would need, andthen sat there for 2 hours watching girls having vaginal sex, anal sex, givingblow jobs, threesomes, even a foursome. I must confess it didn't really turnme on, or I thought it hadn't anyway. I didn't feel any wetter inside, my nipplesweren't getting hard and seeing the perfect toned bodies of the girls justmade me feel very frumpy and inadequate. I turned off the television and wentover to my PC to check any emails before retiring to bed. There was one fromN.

Straight away my mood lifted, my stomach skipped, breath became shorter andI felt excited and happy. He had left instructions for the following day. Iwas to buy some cotton buds, thin tapered candles at least 12 inches long,freezer bags and I was to order from the internet a much larger anal plug anddouche. He also insisted that if I managed to fist myself I was to text himstraight away. It was amazing, I had gone from wanting to give up to beingdesperate to fist myself in minutes and I took myself off to bed to carry onpractising for him.

Another lesson learnt :

I still hadn't managed to fist myself, but it had definitely gone in a littlefurther through the night. I went shopping and bought the required items, forthe life of me I couldn't understand what I needed them for and I was eagerto get back to find out.

Upon returning home I eagerly turned on my PC, N. wasn't there which was disappointingbut I kept myself busy while I waited. He didn't turn up for hours but as soonas he did I instantly said hello and told him about my endeavours. He seemedpleased, but I was curious about my shopping list. I was instructed to practiseusing an apple in two freezer bags and lots of lube, I could start with a mediumsized apple but I would need to work up to a larger one. He informed me thatI had to use freezer bags as they are exceptionally strong, I felt very foolishnot knowing about these things but he seemed to like my naivety.

But what about the cotton buds and candle? That I was soon to find out?

?Strip off and put your anal plug in, now? came the written instructions.I rushed to do as told and returned to sit naked in front of the computer. ?Geta towel and fold it several times so it's comfortable to sit on,? again I didas advised and returned.

?Now spread you legs wide and moisten the cotton bud with a little KY?, Ididn't do it at first, I was so curious I just wanted to know why but my Masterbecame impatient so eventually I moistened the cotton bud.

?We're going to stretch your pee hole, after this lesson look up urethralsex and stretching, it's something of a speciality of mine and you will learnto do it.?

I knew straight away what it was and I was terrified. There is no way I wouldget anything up there, I was sure of that. It's a tiny opening, designed topee out of, not for taking things up. Good grief what had I let myself in for?

I said no, I wouldn't do it, he was fine, but that was to be the end of ourfledgling relationship, if I don't do this, don't try he didn't want me, itwas as simple as that. I was so torn, something inside me wanted desperatelyto explore everything he could offer, it was all my fantasies come true, mydarkest desires coming to life, and did I really want it to end before it hadreally begun? I was so ashamed but I had to confess I wanted someone to peeover me, in my mouth, I wanted to be fisted, I wanted hard anal sex, to learnto love swallowing cum, and I just had to see this through.

?OK I'll do it,? I told him, but he already knew I would, he understood mebetter than I understand myself.

?Find your opening and push the bud inside, once it's in be swift not gentle,it needs to penetrate your sphincter.?

?My sphincter? I queried, ?you want it up my bottom??

?Don't be so fucking stupid, it's like teaching a virgin, you are so bloodyinnocent!? I felt incredibly humiliated by this, but I had never heard of itbefore and I was scared and unsure of what I was doing.

?Find your pee hole and get it up there,? and amazingly enough I did, therewas a slight stinging sensation but then the most amazing feeling as the endslid up a couple of inches. The end wouldn't go any further so I used my lefthand to quickly tell N. and ask what to do. ?Just press and it will give, howdoes it feel?? The end slid inside my bladder, the tiny piece of cotton woolgentle against my virgin sphincter and instantly I came, the feeling was sointense so weird. It was like every fantastic penetration multiplied by a thousand,my head fell back and I began to gently thrust the tiniest of dildos into anarea I've never thought of as particularly sensitive. I felt like I was inconstant orgasm I couldn't stop pushing it slowly in and out of me, the onlything was it didn't feel big enough after a little while, I wanted more.

I told N. how good it felt, I told him it wasn't enough and he understood,he told me to use a pen next, to put it in a condom and use some lube and sooff I went to find one. I couldn't lay my hands on a pen but by the telephonestand was a pencil, one with a lovely rounded end, it looked perfect and soI grabbed it and a condom and returned to N. That too went easily up insideme, inside my pee hole, inside my bladder until just the nib was clutched inmy fingers, I was in absolute ecstasy and thrust the pencil again and againand again into me. I couldn't wait to try the candle, but my Master advisedagainst just yet, keep practising with the pencil first, I was quite disappointedbut heeded his advice.

I kept using my mini dildo until I became aware I was sitting on a wet patch,I had peed myself, I waited for the feeling of shame but I was quite proud,and so was N.

My second lesson was complete and I was totally his to control and command.I just had to wait for the next session.

A silence

It was amazing how in just a few short days I had changed, and learnt so muchalready. I was more familiar about my own body, more aware of my sexuality,I felt more confident, yet I was becoming increasingly reliant on N. and hisinstructions to be able to orgasm. Alone I would practise self fisting; I alsoused small apples in freezer bags and would masturbate myself with them insideme. My butt plug felt like one with me, I had it inside my bottom so often,not that I objected to that, it did feel wonderful.

However, something was missing, and that was my new Master. Part of me expectedthe silence, knew he was waiting for the day I let him know that I had managedto get my whole fist in, and for the moment of self discovery when I fuckedmy peephole with a candle. I knew this, yet it was so hard. I missed him. Ifelt so silly, pathetic even, yet I couldn't help it, and as the silence wenton the more determined I became to do what he wanted.

Then, on the fourth day of his silence, I had a break through; I was lyingon my bed, my hips elevated with a couple of pillows and my legs spread wideopen. My hand was in it's usual position between my legs, four fingers firmlyembedded inside my vagina with my thumb tucked up inside, I was angling myhand down towards my anus, and slowly but steadily it just went in furtherthan ever before, there was a burning, stinging, sensation and with one finalpush my fist penetrated me, totally. The feeling was incredible, intense, totallyoverwhelming. I felt stuffed and yet my flesh seemed to envelope my hand solovingly, yet the feelings weren't just in my vagina, my anus felt stuffedtoo, my clitoris stung and I truly felt as though I would pass out from thepain/pleasure I was receiving. More than that though, was the feeling of pride,I'd finally done it, N. would be so proud of me, and I couldn't wait to lethim know.

After disentangling myself, and that was almost as difficult as getting itin, I sent N. a text to tell him, there was no response so eagerly I dashedoff an email too, surely he would be in touch soon?

I was wrong; there was no response, none at all. I felt disappointed, devastated,hurt and incredibly used. It was so strange, I barely knew this man, had nevermet him, and yet I'd allowed him to control me. After a few days the hurt changedto anger. I'd find someone else, move on, sod him!

Time for a switch?

This time I wasn't going to use chat rooms, instead I would try a dating agencyand sure enough I signed up and within hours had dozens of responses. I answereda few, they seemed a bit normal, but you never knew so I gave out my emailaddress and just crossed my fingers to hope for the best.

P. and I seemed to hit it off straight away, and after talking about the usualmundane things the conversation turned to previous relationships. He had separatedfrom his lover as she was too dominant for him, he wanted to take control alittle in his next relationship, he wanted someone totally free and open, whowould let him take charge, but also someone who could also take control ofhim.

It wasn't something I'd ever really considered before, being in charge, havinga man at my beck and call, ready to do anything I tell him, and I must confessI suddenly liked that idea. Before it had always been my bottom that I wantedto have spanked, but knowing there was someone who would do that, but thenwould let me do it to him set all my nerve ending tingling. P. would let metie him up, use him, do anything I wanted at all, but then afterwards I'd haveto pay, I'd be in his hands and he wouldn't be gentle. I liked this idea; Iliked it a lot, so we made arrangements to meet at a local pub to me at theweekend.

I took special care in my appearance to meet P. my clothes were tight, buteverything was covered except brief glimpses of my cleavage. My underwear wasquite plain, just black satin and lace, sexy but not too overt. On my feetwere killer black shoes, again plain, but the 4 inch stiletto heel and pointedtoes made my legs look longer and slimmer. I left my hair loose, and used avery light hand with my make-up, I wanted to look discrete and with a finalcheck in the mirror I was sure I had succeeded.

Travelling in my car on the way to meet P, I couldn't help but think aboutN. now I was actually on my way to meeting someone else I wondered if I shouldhave waited longer to see if he would have got in touch, but it was too latenow. P. was waiting for me at the pub, and hopefully I was in for a great weekend!

He was there, exactly where he said he would be, and wow incredibly gorgeoustoo. Tall, well built and slightly bohemian looking I mentally clapped my handsand licked my mouth with excitement, my tummy jumped a few times and I movedforward into his arms aiming to give him a pack on the cheeks. At the lastminute he twisted his head slightly so my mouth landed on his, he even tastedgood!

?Hello sexy?, I murmured in his ear.

?Hi, I've got you a drink already, I hope you don't mind?? he answered back.

We sat down in the corner of the pub to have our drinks and chat a little,I was facing him across a small table and he eased my foot between his legs.The chat was quite mundane, how was the drive, the weather type conversation,but the looks we exchanged were anything but, hot and steamy and every so oftenhis foot would rub up and down my calf.

?Shall we go back to yours?? he finally queried, and eagerly I said yes.

We returned to my home, with me driving and P. following behind in his owncar and walked hand in hand to the front door, I opened the door and turnedto look at him but he was already reaching out for me, as I kicked the frontdoor shut we began to kiss, not a kiss with any finesse but just hungry mouthsalmost fighting each other for supremacy.

P. pushed me back against the front door and tugged down my trousers, theydropped as far as my knees before my splayed legs stopped them going any further,without pausing he pushed aside the gusset of my knickers and pushed 2 fingersdeep inside my wet vagina. With his other hand he grabbed my hair at the bagof my head to push my head back further, still kissing me he began to thrusthis fingers in and out like a mini penis and he rubbed his thumb along my clitoris.Almost instantly I began to cum, I loved the roughness of it, the sheer needinessand as his fingers got rougher and more insistent I just gave myself up tothe feeling. Just as I felt I would explode he removed his fingers from meand lifted his head away, putting both hands on my shoulders I was pushed ontomy knees in front of him, he slowly undid his belt removing it totally fromhis trousers and dropping it onto the floor, then undid his button and zip,he was wearing no pants underneath and I could see the head of his penis glisteningwith a drop of semen for me.

?Suck it?, he commanded.

Obediently I opened my mouth and took the head of his quite large cock intomy mouth; he tasted a little salty with an underlying hint of soap. EagerlyI sucked him in as deep as his cock would go in my mouth, before slowly releasingit so just the head was inside. My hands reached around to pull his trousersdown a little and grasp the cheeks of his bottom, I pulled him towards me sohe was thrusting into my mouth, sucking and licking all the time, he beganto thrust gently into my mouth until his cock was banging against that spotat the back of my throat that makes you heave, I swallowed down trying to avoidgagging and as I did thick, hot sperm flooded into my mouth, he was in so deepI couldn't swallow properly and began to gag and choke but he didn't pull back,instead he grabbed my head to hold me steady until he had finished. As I chokeda globule of sperm flew out of my nose, snotty and disgusting but still hewouldn't release my head, just when I thought I couldn't take anymore he beganto withdraw so I could swallow what was left inside my mouth. Small amountswere at the corners of my mouth and running down my chin which he scooped upwith his finger and held out to me to lick clean.

Playtime

I was still on my knees looking up at P. his eyes were heavy and he had asmall smile playing across his mouth, as I stared at him his eyes flew openand he reached down to pull me up, with a gentle push I was directed towardsthe stairs but before I could begin the climb to my bedroom my knickers wereonce again pushed to one side and his wandering hand began to roam across mybottom.

?Your arse is fucking gorgeous babe? he murmured, ?I can't wait to make itred and hot for me, then I'm gonna fuck that tight hole until you scream!?

I loved what he was saying, the way he said it and wiggled my cheeks in approval,with a growl he removed his hand from my bottom and just as quickly put itback, using his other hand to separate my cheeks so he could probe my tightanus with a now moist finger. I leaned forward on the stairs to give him betteraccess and he wasted no time in inserting a digit up my bottom. There was avery slight stinging sensation where I hadn't been properly lubed but as soonas it was fully in I forgot that and could only concentrate on the incrediblefeel of something lodged there.

I began to rock my hips back and forward gently, hoping to encourage him tothrust his finger in and out of my anus, but instead he just removed his fingerand began to suck it, then when he had made it wet enough it was thrust backinside, this time there was no pain just the instant pleasure which increasedeven more when another digit was pushed in to join his first finger. My hairwas grabbed and I was forced to stand up with two fingers lodged inside mybottom. With his digits firmly lodged inside my bottom I was guided up thestairs and into my bedroom, my head was pushed down onto the bed so I stoodlegs straight, fingers inside me but bent over at the waist. With barely apause P. swiftly removed his fingers and replaced it with the thick head ofhis now hard again cock. He pushed against my anus until the head was firmlylodged inside; his fingers had already stretched me a little so although itfelt full there was no pain, just that delicious feeling of having your bottomfilled. I pressed back against his stiff penis helping it to slide deeply inside;P. grabbed my hips and began to thrust hard, too hard really. I wanted it slowand gentle inside my anus but I had no choice, he was fucking me and it wasgoing to be his way? hard, fast and with little finesse.