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ACCEPTING WHO I AM

BY

Beverly Adams

I never cared for mingling ina crowd of people, especially those who are drinking and loud, and when Dianeasked me to come to a party her and Ed were having, I was hesitate to giveher an answer. Diane is my best friend, and I didn't want to hurt her feelings,but at the same time I felt I owed her much. When I first came to town shehelped me through some hard times, and she understood the things I faced whenmoving to a strange city and a new job. I had left my hometown because of severalfailed relationships, which took their toll emotionally, and I felt I neededto get away, maybe start over with new friends and do things to shield myselffrom all the old mistakes of the past. Since I've moved to Bridgeport, I hadspent my nights and weekends in my apartment with my cat Oscar and curled upwith a good book. But Diane kept the pressure on all week at work until I finallyaccepted her invitation.

One of the reasons I dropped outof the dating scene, I hated the feeling I got from preparing for a date ora party. I would go through this ritual as if I was preparing myself to besacrificed to the sex gods. I would lie in a tub of hot soapy water, usingthe wet heat to open the pores of my skin, and then I would pour rose scentedoil onto my body, and gently massage the fragrance of the warm liquid intomy flesh until it made me feel warm and fresh inside.

In preparing for Diane's partywas no different. I went to the closet, and went through looking at each dress.I laid each garment I chose to wear on the bed like they were royal garmentsfor a queen. Out of the corner of my eye I caught the reflection of my bodyin the full-length mirror. I have always been proud of my body, and alwaysfelt my legs were my best assets. They were long, and when I wore spiked heelsthey looked long, firm, and sexy. I watched myself in the mirror as I slowlydressed. Since I planned to wear no panty hose, I slipped on a pair of lavenderT-back panties, and a bra to match. The hem of the dress came two inches abovemy knees to accent my legs. After I got dressed, I set in front of the mirrorand after an hour of fixing my make-up and my shoulder length red hair I headedoff to the party.

Diane answered the door, and ittook me by surprise to see her in a black low cut silk blouse with no back,and a mini skirt that came to about mid thigh. In all the months I had knownDiane she had never dressed in something so revealing.

"About damn time you got here," Dianesaid, giving me a hug.

"Sorry I'm late, the traffic wasterrible," I replied.

"Hey everyone this is Beverly,she is a friend of mine from work, and I want everyone to welcome her," Dianesaid in a loud voice.

There were an equal number ofmen and women, and they were scattered about the large living room and eachinvolved in their own private conversation. Diane took me around introducingme to everyone. I knew a couple from work, but most I didn't know. One couplethat caught my attention, were a husband and wife who were dressed in black,and she wore a black collar around her neck, and a chrome chained leash thather husband held in his hand. I had never been around such strange people,and figured I would never fit in. It surprised me that Diane and Ed were associatedwith these people.

"Oh, there is someone I want youto meet," Diane said, taking my hand.

In front of the fireplace stoodthis incredible tall handsome man dressed in black. He wore black leather pantsthat looked as if they were painted on his body, and the outline of his thickcock could be easily seen pressing against the tight material. His dark haircame down to his shoulders, and the silk shirt was open half way down the frontto expose his muscular chest. When he looked down at me with those green eyesa shiver went through my body. Something about this man reminded me of thedark side of life, and the feel of his eyes on my body stirred a fear of uncertainty,and intimidation.

"This is Master Phoenix, he isa close friend of mine and Ed's," Diane said. Diane bowed her head. "Masterthis Beverly, a coworker of mine."

"Nice to meet you little one," Phoenixsaid.

"It's a pleasure," I replied.Not really knowing what to say.

"I need to go get some thingsfrom the kitchen for our guest. Get to know Master Phoenix," Diane said, loweringher head, and backing away from Master Phoenix.

It worried me the way Diane acted,and her reference to this man as Master, and the way she backed away from him.This was not the Diane I knew, and worked with everyday for the past severalmonths. And what worried me even more was Diane leaving me alone with thisman. Just being near this man made me nervous, and I had no idea what he wascapable of doing. But yet at the same time I felt the excitement of flirtingwith the unknown. In his presence I could feel his need for power and controlof the things around him. I had never sensed this of a man, and this made ita little frightening.

"How long have you known Diane," Phoenixasked.

I looked around to see if I couldsee Diane, but she was nowhere to be found. "Oh..ah…ah, I guess abouta year now," I answered without looking up into his eyes. The intimidationof being close to this man made me feel uncomfortable, and I had to get awayfrom him. "Look, I need to go to the restroom." I know I sounded rude, andinconsiderate, but the fear of being close to him had me rattled, and I saidwhat first came to mind.

While in the bathroom I had decidedto leave, and I wanted to say good-by to Diane before I left. I went to thekitchen, but she was no place to be seen. When I came out I bumped into Jeff,one of the guys I knew from work.

"Jeff, where's Diane," I asked.

"I think her, Ed and Phoenix wentto the Dungeon," he said.

"The dungeon?" I asked.

"Yeah…the basement." Jeffpointed to a door just inside the kitchen doorway.

I opened the door, and starteddown the semi dark stairway. I could hear what sounded like whimpers, and someonein pain. My first thought was someone had fallen down the stairs, but whenI reached the bottom, I stood in the doorway looking into the basement. Myeyes flashed wide to see Diane's nude body shackled to the wall at the farend of the basement. Her hands were high above her head, and her toes barelytouched the floor. She looked totally defenseless, and her face was marredwith pain. Phoenix stood behind her with a crop in his hand, and his body bareto the waist, showing his muscular features.

The sight before me had sent meinto shock, and it took a moment for me to notice Ed standing to one side withhis hand massaging his hard cock. My first impulse was run to help her, butI noticed even though her face was marred with pain, she had the look of lustin her eyes. I had heard of such things, but I had never believed people Iknew where involved in such activities.

"You like that don't you slut," Phoenixsaid, taking his hand to gently caress across the red welts on her pale whiteass.

"Yes Master Phoenix, " Diane whimpered.

Phoenix must have sensed my presence,and he turned to look at me. The horror of being caught sent fear through me. "Please,I, I don't want to interrupt. This is none of my business."

"Get her," ordered Phoenix.

Before I could react, Ed cametoward me and grabbed my wrist. "Please don't, please don't do this," I pleaded.I struggled to escape his grip, but I was no match against his strength.

"Shut the fuck up slut, MasterPhoenix will take care of you," shouted Ed.

Phoenix un-shackled Diane, andher nude body collapsed to the floor. Still caught up in her lust, her handswent to her breast, and massaged the mounds. Diane made no attempt to protest,or help me in anyway. She just lay back, and slipped her hand down the frontof her body. She spread her legs wide, and one finger slipped into her pussy,and started to masturbate.

"Please don't hurt me, I beg ofyou," I cried out. The tears in my eyes blurred my vision, and my heart poundedwith fear. This was the nightmare from hell, and I couldn't wake up.

Ed forced my back to the wall,and lifted my hands above my head as Phoenix locked the shackles around mywrist. The more I struggled, the tighter the shackles became around my wrist.My mind tried to push back the panic, but I had gone past rational thought.The fear had taken control of my body, and survival became my basic need. Nomatter what happen, I had to find the strength to survive this nightmare.

Phoenix pulled a dagger from hisbelt, and put it to my face. The stainless steel blade sparkled from the lightsin the basement. My eyes got bigger, and the fear of what he planned to dowith such a deadly weapon filled my every thought.

"Slut, I didn't give you permissionto come down to the dungeon," Phoenix whispered. He spoke the words with hisface only inches from mine.

My whole body jerked with fear,and my heart felt like it would explode in my chest. "Please don't hurt me,I will do anything you ask," I pleaded in a cracking voice.

"Slut, I don't ask…I demand," hegroaned.

Phoenix took the blade of thedagger, and placed it at the top of the dress right beneath my throat. In onelong motion he cut the dress from my body, and then cut the material from eacharm to let it fall to my feet. Then he cut the thin strap between my breast,and the shoulder straps of the bra and pulled it from my body.

"I like a slut with big nipples," hesaid, looking down at the mounds of my breast. He then slid the tip of theknife's blade over my nipple, and down to my stomach and cut my panties away.I knew the sparse red pubic hair did little to cover the fold of my womanhood,and I could feel their eyes on my crotch. I closed my eyes, and the feelingof humiliation mixed with fear filled every fiber of my body.

The room had gotten quiet, andI opened my eyes to see Phoenix approaching me again, and he lifted a pairof clamps up so I can see them. The clips had sharp looking teeth, all of suddenit hit me what he planned to do. "Please don't, please," I pleaded. The thoughtof those on my nipples increased my fear, and I struggled against the shackles.

"You will get use to pain slut," Phoenixsaid.

I was no longer aware of Ed andDiane's presence in the room; the clamps had my full attention. He put thefirst one on, and the screeching sharp pain raced from my nipple to my brain.My body arched, and twisted as I screamed out in protest. He used one handto press my back to the wall, and then he put the second clamp in place. Ithough I would pass out from the intense raw pain. It took a few seconds beforemy nipples became numb, and the pain become manageable. The pain made my stomachfeel uneasy, and I struggled to take a breath so I could control my emotions.

My eyes half closed, Master Phoenixpushed the flat tip of his crop between my legs, and slid the edge along thefold of my womanhood. The rough leather edge rubbed over my clit, and my bodyjerked from a sudden wave of pleasure that took me by surprise. The edge thenrubbed along my pussy lips that felt more like pleasurable discomfort thanpain. Tears filled my eyes, and trickled down my cheeks. No matter how hardI tired, I couldn't keep my body starting to respond to his touch. My pussybecame wetter with each deep breath I took, and the thought of my body becomingmore aroused horrorified me.

Phoenix used his hands to turnmy body so my breast pressed against the basement wall. The coolness of thewall felt good on my tender nipples. Phoenix then spread the cheeks of my ass,and then there was the pressure on my asshole.

"No…gawd please, I've neverlet a man touch me there, Oh," I cried out. I tightly shut my eyes as the pressureon my asshole become more intense. A burning pain inflamed the opening as itgave way to the butt plug. I pressed my body against the wall in an effortto deal with the thickness of the hard rubber object in my ass.

"Bitch it excites me that youhave a virgin ass," Phoenix said.

The first contact of the leathercrop on my ass took me by surprise. My body twisted from the blistering pain.I tightly closed my eyes, and tired to push the agony from thoughts. Therewere moments I felt I would slip into unconsciousness because of the magnitudeof pain racing through my body. I just wanted him to stop, but at the sametime I wanted to show him I could endure his acts of pleasure. Each hit ofthe crop on my ass jarred my body, and my legs felt weak. I could no longersupport myself, and the weight of my body hung from the shackles around mywrist. I could no longer feel the clamps on my nipples or the butt plug upmy ass.

"Lets get the bitch down," Phoenixordered.

I was barely aware of being releasedfrom the shackles, and placed on the floor on my hands and knees. The numbingfeeling of my ass, and the warmth I felt inside increased the juices in mypussy. The passion, and the hunger mounted inside me, and the desire to havemore of his attention increase. I wanted to be his instrument of pleasure,not matter what it would be. I needed him; he made me feel more alive thanI had ever felt with another man.

Phoenix used his hand to liftmy head by placing two fingers under my chin. "A woman's mouth is just anotherhole for a man to relieve himself,"

Before I could utter a word, thehead of his massive cock pressed against my lips. He grabbed two-hand fullof my red hair, and pulled my mouth harder against the head of his dick. Thefragrance of his cock excited me, and the fire deep inside my body become hotterwith each breath. No longer able resist, I opened my mouth, and. his cock slippedinto my hot wet mouth and slam against the back of my throat. I gagged, butthe massive size of his cock prevented me from doing anything else. He usedhis hips and his hands to move his cock in and out of my mouth. I first triedto resist, but had no choice but give over control to him. His thrust becamemore violent, and each thrust slammed the head of his cock back against mythroat. My lips felt bruised, and each time he thrust his cock into my mouthhis balls hit my chin, and his pubic area put pressure against my nose, causingmore pain

"Yeah bitch, I'm going to fuckthat hole of a mouth, coat you mouth with my hot white cum" Phoenix groaned.

Ed came up behind me, and pushedhis hard cock against the opening of my pussy, and with one movement of hiships, he slipped his cock deep inside me. Each of his thrust was as violentas Phoenix fucking my mouth. The fire inside me became hotter and hotter witheach thrust of their cocks. I no longer cared; I wanted to be consumed by thesetwo men. I wanted them to use my body to exhaust their pleasures. Never inmy life had I felt so alive, and felt so much like a woman.

The only sounds in the room camefrom the moaning, and skin slapping skin. My body twisted, and moved againstthe thrusting cocks. I had never felt so much desire, and hunger to be onewith a man. Every hole in my body was now filled with pleasure mixed with pain.Even the butt plug pressing on the thin skin between it and Ed's cock createda new sensation. I didn't want the intense pleasure that wrenched my body toend.

Both men slammed their cocks deepinside me, and the feeling of their shafts jerking as they spewed hot cum intomy body sent me over the edge. A large rolling wave that started at the centerof my being rushed through my body. Master Phoenix's deflating cock muffledthe scream of pleasure that sent me over the edge into the dark abiss. It waslike someone had turned out the lights, and the world no longer existed.

When I woke, for a brief momentI felt disoriented, and my body ached when I tired to move. "What the hellhappened," I mumbled.

'You had me worried sweetie," saidDiane who set next to me with her arm around my shoulders.

"I've got a hell of a head ache," Isaid, using my hands over my face. The touch reminding me how sore my lipswere from the intense abuse. I had noticed Diane had put on a robe to coverher nakedness, and my tattered clothes lay in a pile over next to the wall. "Youhave something I can wear?"

"Sure baby, lets go upstairs," Dianesaid.

It took everything I could musterto make it up the stairs. Every joint and muscle in my body ached, and I felttotally drained of energy. I had to rely on Diane's strength to make it tothe top, and into her bedroom. The people had already left, and I didn't seeMaster Phoenix or Ed around.

"Where is everyone at," I askedas I set on the bed.

"They've all gone, and Ed is drivingMaster Phoenix to the airport," she answered.

A moment of disappointment rushedthrough me. "Where is he going?"

"Oh he lives out of town, buthe will be back Friday," Diane said as she picked a skirt and blouse from hercloset.

Diane helped me into the skirt,and blouse, and she combed my red hair. She put some medicine on my swollenlips. "You got something I can drink…my throat is dry, and my mouthtaste terrible."

"Sure honey, let me go get yousomething," Diane answered. She left the room, and the surroundings becamequiet.

Deep down I could not believewhat I had done, and what they had done to me. Embarrassment filled my thoughtsfrom the enjoyment I got from the brutal act. I didn't know if I should bemad at them or thank them. This would be something I would have to think through.

After drinking a glass of waterI headed home. I struggled to keep the thoughts of the night from my mind.I refused to think about it right now, I was just too tired. When I got homeI took a bath, and just as the sun was coming up I climbed naked into bed,and fell asleep.

When I woke, my eyes strainedto penetrate the darkness. I realized I had slept through the day, and whenI tried to get up my sore my body sent my thoughts back to the night before.If not for the pain, it would have felt more like a dream than reality. I roseup from the bed, and went to the kitchen and made a cup of coffee. I didn'trealize how raw my throat felt until I took a sip of the hot liquid. I slippedon a robe, and went to the balcony with my cup of coffee. Out on the bay, boatsand ships with their lights breaking the darkness of the night slowly madetheir way out to sea. The warm wind caressed my face, and in darkness gaveme peace of mind.

I knew I would have to think aboutwhat happen, and work out in my own mind how I would deal with it. The wholeevent was out of character for me, but at the same time I could not deny howturned on I got, and how hard my climax rocked my body. The idea of servinga Master, and being the object of his pleasure excited me. No matter how hardI tried, I could not make myself angry for what had happened.

The name slut had always mademe cringe when I heard it, and the name had the stigma of a woman that wouldfuck anything. What I had done the night before, did that make me a slut? Ihad realized things about myself I never knew, and it scared me. I discoveredthat pain with sex increases my passion, and I love being fucked by two men,and I learned my passion could be just as violate as theirs. The first timein my life I felt satisfied, and felt I reached my potential as a woman. Iwanted to experience all life has to offer, and experience the unusual. I wantto feel the humiliation, and the embarrassment and I want my partner to knowI will go to any lengths to make him happy. If this meant I was a slut, thenso be it.

When I got to work Monday morningI found Diane in the break room drinking her first cup of coffee. When sheset at the table, the skirt she wore rose up to mid thighs. My mind flashedback to the night at her house and the sight of her lying naked on the floor,and her fingers in her pussy. I shook the thought from my mind.

"You ok, I tired to call you Saturdayand Sunday," Diane said.

"I wasn't answering the phone," Ianswered.

"You want to talk about it," Dianeasked.

"No, I have to work this out myself," Isaid.

"Master Phoenix is going to beback in town Friday," said Diane, taking a sip of her coffee as she cut hereyes toward me.

"What does that have to do withme," I said.

"Thought you might be interested."

"Well I'm not, lets not talk aboutit ok, lets get to work."

Nothing more was said the restof the week. We went about our jobs like we always had, and the event had neverhappened. Friday after quitting time I went home, and nuked a TV dinner inthe microwave, and had just set down to eat when the phone ringed. I firstthought against answering it, but something deep inside wanted to know whowas calling. "Hello!"

"This is Master Phoenix, I demandyou come to Diane's house," the familiar voice said.

My first thoughts were to tellhim to kiss my ass, but excitement stirred deep inside me to taste the forbiddenfruit again. I found myself wanting to please him, and wanting to be his instrumentof pleasure, but still I hesitated to let go and embrace that life style. Theold teachings from my childhood of women's conduct started to slowly fade frommy memory, and the desire to accept my new station in life as a slut becomingstronger.

"Ok, I'll be there," I found myselfsaying. I no longer felt the desire to question my motives, and the intensedesire to turn control over to Master Phoenix had taken charge.

"Good, and don't wear no pantiesor bra, I want you completely naked under your clothes, " Phoenix order.

I went to the bedroom, and slippedmy panties from beneath my dress and threw them on the bed. The feel of nopanties under my clothing excited me, and the coolness between my legs addedto the excitement. I slipped on a pair of heels, and looked in the mirror atmy legs, before running down to my car.

The night traffic on the freewaywas light, and the drive only took me twenty minutes. I sat in the car fora brief moment, trying to prepare myself for what I knew would soon come. Theunknown, and the uncertainty frightened me, but at the same time it made wewet between the legs. I knew what ever Master Phoenix's had planned I wouldhave to endure.

I ringed the doorbell, and Dianeopened the door. She stood in front of me naked, and with her blonde hair ina bun on the back of her head. Around her neck she wore a black collar witha studded diamond broach of the letter P on the side.

"Master Phoenix is waiting, andhe said to remove you clothes," Diane said looking into my eyes.

I removed my blouse without speaking,and soon I stood naked before Diane. She took me by the hand, and she led medown the stairs to the basement.

Master Phoenix wore no shirt,exposing the muscular upper portion of his body, and the lower portion cladin his skintight black leather pants with knee high boots. His long wavy haircame down to his shoulders, and his tall stature reminded me of a Greek Godwho was served by people, and worshiped as a God. Just to gaze upon his beautysent waves of wet heat through my body.

"About fucking time you slutsgot here," he roared.

His anger sent a wave of concernthrough me. I had the intense desire to do whatever it took to make him happy.Diane dropped her knees, pulling me along with her. We both bowed our headsto show our respect at his flash of anger.

Phoenix stood with the black leather-ridingcrop in his hand. Each time he slapped it to his leg, the sound of leatheragainst leather echoed throughout the basement. Diane took me by the hand,and led me to the Master. We both got down on all fours in front of the Masterwith our asses in his direction. Diane kept a hold on my hand, and I knew theMaster was about to show his displeasure.

I first felt the wind from thecrop before the leather made contact with the bare cheek of my ass. My bodytwisted in agony as my mind rushed to deal with the pain. The second kiss ofthe crop hit Diane across the ass, and I looked over at her to see her eyestightly shut, and biting her lower lip. Her face became red from the struggleto deal with the pain that wrenched her body.

Phoenix alternated each hit withthe crop, giving the other the time to deal with the pain. Each swing of thecrop brought more intense pain until it felt like hot steel pins were beingpushed into the cheeks of my ass. My body was forced forward from the contactof the crop, and the urge to scream out become harder to control. My visionwas blurred from the tears, and my body started to shake out of control. Myass now felt like it had been set on fire, and was burning out of control.Even through all the pain and agony, I could feel the juices in my pussy startingto flow.

Master Phoenix took Diane by thehair of the head, and pulled her around until she set in front of me with herlegs slightly open. I had no idea what he wanted to do next, but I was relievedhe was no longer hitting me with that crop. I had no idea how much more I couldhave taken without passing out.

"Now eat the bitch's pussy," hedemanded.

It took a moment for the Master'swords to sink in, and the horror of what he demanded set off red lights andbells inside me. Where I came from the act of women having sex with each otherhad always been considered taboo. It was one of those things I pushed frommy mind, and would never consider. How humiliating, and embarrassing to evenconsider doing it, let alone people watching her doing it.

"Please Master, don't make medo this, I beg you," I pleaded.

"Slut, I didn't ask, and I didn'tsay it was open for a fucking discussion," Phoenix shouted. Phoenix grabbeda hand full of my red hair, and forced my face only inches from Diane's pussy. "Isaid eat her pussy, or I will beat your ass until you do!"

The fragrance of her pussy filledthe air around me, and something about the smell stirred my own juices. I couldsee the moistness on her pussy lips that protruded between the folds of herpussy. I had tasted my juices by licking my fingers after masturbating, butwhat did another woman taste like? Did she taste like me, and how would itfeel to have my tongue deep inside her pussy? These questions excited me, andmaybe the time had come to try the taboo.

"I said eat her pussy slut," Phoenixdemanded, pushing my face into Diane's crotch.

Diane's juices coated my lips,and the fragrance of her womanhood had become stronger. I knew I had no choicebut do what Master Phoenix asked, so I surrendered to the idea, and suckedDiane's hardening clit between my lips, and into my hot wet mouth.

"Oh Fuck," said Diane as she liftedher ass up off the floor to push her pussy harder against my mouth.

"Slut, don't you cum until I tellyou too," Phoenix ordered.

I looked up Diane's body, andseen her hands massaging her breast as I slipped my tongue deep into her pussy,and tasted the juices of her essence for the first time. The taste, the factof my mouth was on another woman's pussy sent a wave of excitement throughmy body, and my pussy became flooded with my own juices. I hungrily workedmy tongue in to her pussy, and then slip up to the clit to suck it into mymouth, and at the same time I pushed a finger into her asshole. I could feelmy finger against my tongue through the thin piece of skin that separated herasshole and her pussy. I sucked harder, and thrust my tongue deeper, and herjuices started to trickle down my face.

I felt my pussy being pushed apartby an object, and sinking deeper into my body. Its massive size stretched mypussy lips to their capacity, and the pressure mixed with pain sent anotherwave of pleasure through my body. I found myself pushing back on the instrumentso I could get as much of its length into my body. I slowly drifted off tothat place where I had become one with lust, and reality no longer existed.My body moved out of control, and moved for its own satisfaction. I had justreached the edge, and Phoenix pulled the instrument from my pussy, and my facefrom between Diane's legs, and found myself next to her kneeling before theMaster. Master Phoenix took turns thrusting his massive cocks into our mouths.

My hands slipped between my thighs,and started to rub my clit. I sucked harder on his cock. I wanted his cum;I wanted to taste the essence of his soul. The fire inside me consumed my body,and my pussy felt drenched in my own juices.

Master Phoenix's cock jerked,and his cum hit Diane in the face, and put a white coat across her lips. Dianereached for me, pulling me closer, and pressed her cum soaked lips to minein a passionate kiss to share the delicious taste of our Master. When her tonguetouched mine, and taste of heaven reached my taste buds, a huge wave rushedthrough my body sending me over the edge. I pushed my finger deep into my pussy.My body jerked, and twisted from the intense climax. My mind went reeling offinto darkness were there were no lights or sounds; just the feeling of purepleasure

It took a moment to gather mythoughts, and to figure out were I was, and who stood before me. I rose tomy knees, and with my head bowed, Master Phoenix came toward me with a collarin his hand, and he placed it around my neck. The collar matched the one thatDiane wore.

"You know belong to me, and youwill serve me, and you will please me," he spoke. Master Phoenix knelt in frontof me. He first kissed me gently on the lips, and then kissed Diane on thelips.

"Thank you Master, I hope I makeyou proud," I whispered.

I now belong to Master Phoenix,and I love him with all my heart, and I will pledge my body and soul to servehim as my Master. The collar will be our symbol as Master and Slave, and Dianewill be my sister, and together we will serve him with dedication and love.The first time in my life I feel complete, and feel like the woman I've alwaysdesired. I now enjoy the happiness I have hungered for in a relationship, andI will forever embrace the slut that dwells inside me, and I will never pushher back into the darkness of denial. .

THE END