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Mandy - Stuck as a wife Based on a really existing woman She was one of my colleagues, i first met her when the company she was working for hired me. Mandy, 43, 160 cm of femininity and cuteness, a brunette with medium lenght hair (on her shoulders), a bit skinny maybe but far from ugly: she seemed to wear nothing but dresses (completed by pantyhose and boots during winter, or sandals or flip flops of any kind during summer) which enhanced her curves, her breasts in particular (not too big but surely not flat at all either). She treated everyone in a so sweet way that you couldn't avoid being at least fascinated by her, and that was exactly what happened to me: i got in love with her at first sight, but a particular kind of love. I didn't want to be her lover (that wouldn't have been possible, since i discovered pretty soon she was already married with a loving man and mom of two children), i wanted to BE her, do what she was doing and live her life in general: this was my main fantasy when i was alone, every time i had the chance to meet or interact with her i studied her under every point of view (gestures, voice, clothes, etc..) so to be able to reproduce what i learnt while i was alone at home and become as much as possible a perfect Mandy twin. I felt female since around the age of 8, and i struggled with tg feelings during the years until 47, the age in which i first met her: although (except for 5 years of my life, when i tried to date a girl, but it didn't work) i was single and although transitioning was a focal point which never left me, i also understood that my family would have suffered too much because of this, so i chose to keep everything inside of me and try to adapt to this kind of life somehow, i had my "hobby" and that was the top i could reach under that point of view (or at least that's what i thought). One day, below all Mandy's smiles and gentle behaviours, i paid attention to the fact that her eyes were sort of red and a bit swollen too, which was rather strange... maybe something in her eyes, i thought, dust maybe, or a bit of cold, she still seemed to be the marvellous woman i cared for and i had no reasons to think about other reasons that might have made her eyes that way:this kind of situation though went on for about a week, she also started to seem a bit on her own, so one morning i asked her if anything was wrong. She simply answered she was ok, but the fact that she was avoiding any eye contact with me and the fact that she was a bit shaking too, as if she was scared, made me think otherwise: despite my "hobby," i really cared for her, i really did, she was a lovely human being and the fact that she might be in a situation which was making her suffer was making me suffer also, so i offered my hand saying she knew where and how she could have reached me (she had my personal mobile number and i had hers) in case she needed to talk... "No thanks i'm fine," and she left with no trace of her wonderful smile. I didn't want to push her too much (it should have been her choice to talk to me about what was making her suffer, she shouldn't have felt obliged to do so, that was not how it would have worked), so i chose to avoid the subject and to carry on with our daily routines: about ten days later, one evening almost at the end of our job shift, i was alone in the office and making everything ready to leave in a few mins, when i heard a few noises coming from another part of the office. The noises were coming from the toilets,and once in front of that room i recognized those noises as sobs... someone was definitely crying... I entered the toilets asking if anyone was inside, and that's the moment in which Mandy came out, hugging me and started crying on my chest. --- "It won't be easy," she started after a long pause in which she didn't talk at all and in which i tried to calm her down and reassure her, bringing her outside in a pub to let her drink something to further calm her down.... "It won't be easy at all for me." "You were right," she carried on, "i'm not feeling well lately, i'm not feeling well inside at all, and i really wonder how you could detect this in me, it has been as if i were transparent and you could read inside of me" "Mandy, i am your friend" i replied back, "and friends may see what others don't see.. now why don't you give it a try and bring outside what's making you suffer so much?" She was playing (but not paying attention to what she was doing, i could see her mind was elsewhere) with the tea cup she drank from only a few mins ago, another long pause, again silence between us.. but it was a silence full of meanings, there surely was a storm and a fight in Mandy's head at the moment, which i prefer not to disturb. Then she started: "i feel to be a man trapped in a woman's body, i hope you won't judge me because of what i'm saying, this embarasses me a lot but there is no other way to describe what i'm going through since when i was little. Yes, we're talking about years, years in which in a period things are a bit better and i can live my life almost easily, periods in which i feel a lot worse and feel the need to do what i always wanted to do. I'm going through one of those "bad periods," but this time it's a lot worse than usual, i don't know why, and i cannot find any moment in which i feel a bit more relaxed and in peace." I stared at her, my mouth open.. Mandy a man!! "Surprised, Mark? I guess so, and i can understand you.. i don't look exactly like a man, do i?" And for the first time in days she smiled, her beautiful smile i loved so much.. I realized that, now that she found the strenght to start saying what she had inside, Mandy was a flood, a volcano, and i preferred to simply listen to her without a single word on my side... So she went on:"I got conscious of my feelings when i was about 5-6, i didn't fully understand them at that age of course, it was a bit more than a game pretending to be a boy with my friends, but later i understood what they meant and what i would have to go through." "Imagine," she was lost in her thought but still going on talking, "your mom lets you know when you're ten that you will soon start to grow breasts and then you spend hours daily in front of the mirror checking your chest cause you don't wanna grow breasts at all, and once that starts to happen anyway and you feel and see your nipples start to ache and become puffy you spend months to try and hide them until the day in which you cannot hide them anymore.. Imagine what i felt when i had my first period, imagine what i went through having to wear clothes i hated, dresses that i didn't want to wear, etc.." I kept both of her hands while she was talking, and indeed i was seeing those scenes in my head, mostly cause i lived them all "on the other side," of course. Meanwhile she went on with her thoughts: "My parents were and are very strict, they would have never accept her daughter to become a man, in particular they wanted me to get married one day and have kids. I really cared for them and i still do, despite of this, so i chose to carry on with the life i had, what i was missing after all? I had everything... i had no diseases, i always had what i asked and i was loved by my family.. i decided to try and be a woman, i knew i could do it if i forced myself in that role. In fact i must have become a very convincing one, cause soon after i found myself engaged to a man (i was not in love with him but he was very gentle and caring with me, i knew he would have respected me so to let me go on pretending to be a woman) and then married." She was crying again, but i'm pretty sure she didn't realize about this, she was too lost in her thoughts, i'm sure she didn't see and feel me keeping her hands either: "Then that fatheful night in which for the first time i tried to make love as a woman: i was terrified, i was a virgin, he was about to enter me and i knew that act would have changed everything, i wanted to run away but i couldn't, so i just let him do what he thought it would have liked to both of us. Pain, this is the only thing i could feel during my first time, pain and pain again, i felt there was something wrong, and it was wrong cause i was wrong in that situation. My husband was very understanding, he thought it was due to the fact that it was my first time, and proposed for the next time to switch the positions, i would have been on top so to let me the full control of the rythm. That was a bit better, i had indeed the control and in particular i could imagine to be the man making love and not the woman being made love to.. I must have liked a bit too much though, cause about a month later i started to have morning nausea almost every day." "I knew what was happening to me, even if i tried to deny it at first: i was pregnant, and soon it became obvious, my breasts started to swell (again!!) and my belly grew, and soon i found myself waiting to give birth to my first child, the most feminine act i can imagine and the one i dreaded the most also. Giving birth has been terrible, so much pain both from my body and my soul, and same for my second pregnancy (yes i did it again, this time by mistake, broken condom)," and meanwhile she got up, we went to pay for what we drank and we went out of the pub, walking hand by hand in the evening, "but that will be my last time, i love my children, i care for my husband but my role as a woman has come to an end, i cannot stand all of this anymore." I was wondering if she wanted to start the transition to a man, when she suddenly threw the bomb, "i don't know if you will believe me or not, but i have a friend, he's working on a machine that may swap two people, both phisically and mentally, to become one another. He said he already tested it and that the machine is ready and working, he knows everything about me and asked if i wanted to be the first human being to enter the machine. I accepted, i know i'll run a risk but if it works i'll be free at last, as soon as i find a man willing to swap with me and willing to enter the machine to become Mandy i'll give it a try and do the swap together with him." My heart stopped, and i stopped too.. she realized about this, "Mark, everything ok?" I know that once said what i was going to say i wouldn't have been able to go back, but it was too late cause i my mouth was already saying, "Mandy would you accept me as your guinea pig? Would you swap with me? I would be willing to enter the machine together with you and become Mandy in your place, at least for a while if you want." It was her time to stare to me in amazement, "Mark would you really be ready to become Mandy?!? Are you sure of this?You would be stuck as a married woman with two kids to take care of" "I know, but you must know that i felt the same that you did when i was a child, i felt to be a female and i still do... not only i do understand you so much, but i'd be willing to take your place and be sucked in your life if you agree, Mandy." "I don't know what to say Mark, i know i volunteered to enter the machine but i was not expecting to find the missing person so early.. Listen, my friend gave to me a couple of tests to see if we could phisically match (it seems we must match somehow in order for the swap to work), i only need a drop of your blood in one of them and i'll add mine in the other one, then i'll bring them to him to have him analyze them both. Would you be willing to try?" I accepted and let her take a drop of my blood from one of my fingers, then she did the same on her finger, closed both those vials containing the tests and put them both in her purse, "i'll bring them to my friend before coming back home, as soon as he replies back with the results i'll let you know." That sounded a plan, i brought her to her car and wished a good night, then reached my car and went home. ---- "Mark, may you meet me when possible?" i received an internal chat at work from Mandy about a couple of days later. "Hello Mandy, sure, is there anything wrong in the office? Or are we talking about 'other'?" the answer was, "Other," "Coming in 5 mins, meet me at the coffee machine." As soon as i reached the coffee machine she was already there, and greeted me with a big smile. "Hello!" Then in a lower tone of voice, "Is there any place where we can be alone and talk a bit?" Yes there was, and i brought her in a technical area where you seldom could see people around, entering an empty room together with her and waiting for her to start speaking. She was both excited and scared, i could sense that.. all of a sudden she started with a, "We're compatible Mark, we're very compatible, this is what my friend said analyzing what i brought to him two days ago, he said we could undergo a so complete swap that it would be as if we always were born in the body of the other. At this point i accept to undergo the swap together with you, i accept the fact that i will become Mark and i know i'll be transformed into a man, like it or not.. are you willing to accept to be transformed into Mandy and become a married woman and a mom?" This was the moment i always dreamed about, i was terrified cause this was not a fantasy anymore, but the answer could have been only one, "Yes i accept to be transformed into Mandy." "Listen, you're single so it'll be easier for me, i'll end being single becoming you, on the contrary once you're Mandy you'll have a man in your life, you're married, and you'll also have two children, so i don't want you to run to give an answer, i want you to be sure about what it is going to happen to you if you accept. Would you like to be our guest for dinner this evening? I'll tell my husband you came because of the pc which is not working properly, i know you're good with the pcs.. Come and meet your husband and your children, then at the end of the evening i'll ask you again if you're ready to be transformed into Mandy and in case you are we'll start making plans from there." ---- I didn't know where Mandy lived, but she gave to me her address, and i reached the place soon after the end of our job shift: it was a nice place and the house (my house?) had a garden outside, with an internal parking which contained two cars, one of them was Mandy's car, the other one i guessed it belonged to her husband. I ringed the bell and both the garden door and the main door of the house were opened from inside, so i could enter: once inside i closed the door and found myself in front of the stairs, i saw a few shoes left on a side of the stairs including the black low heeled sandals (my sandals? But i tried to ignore the thought) with white and blue stripes Mandy was wearing today at work. Mandy was on the top of the stairs greeting me and asking me to go upstairs: once there i saw she was wearing a short shiny green dress (it reached her knees) and with her feet in a pair of comfy pink fluffy slippers, and i honestly wondered how a woman who felt to be a man trapped in a woman's body could stand so much femininity. She then introduced to me her (my?) husband, Francis, who smiled, took my hand in his hand and gently shook it ("i'm seeing and touching my husband for the first time," another thought which i tried to ignore). "Mandy said you're good with computers," started Francis, "we have a computer which is not working so well lately, would you like to have a look?" i answered that yes, i'd like to give a look and see what i could do, so they both guided me where the computer was. I soon discovered it was their bedroom:they offered to me a chair so that i could be comfortable while working on the machine, then they both excused themselved, Mandy cause had to cook and Francis cause the children were screaming and he wanted to check why. I soon discovered the reason why the pc was not working properly, it was infected with a virus, so i only had to launch a scan and wait:this gave to me a lot of time to think about the situation though, not only i was in Mandy's house, i was in her bedroom (the bedroom in which i'll soon sleep together with Francis?) where she got pregnant at least twice and where she probably made love together with Francis God knows how many times, the bedroom where all her (my?) clothes were, etc.. If the story of the machine was true was i ready to assume Mandy's life and identity, become a married woman and a mom (cause i would have been a mom also), wear her clothes and live completely as a woman in front of the whole world? Mandy will want to know the answer to this question at the end of the evening, so i will have to reach my final decision about this. My thoughts were suddenly interrupted by a "hello?" a new voice: it was one of the children, followed by the other (younger) and by Francis, "they were curious to see who was the guest." They both didn't waste their time at all, "wanna play with us?" they both asked to me, and since the scan was already running and i had nothing else to do i accepted, if i really was about to be transformed into Mandy that was a chance to better know my kids. So we played until it was dinner time, i can say i really enjoyed my time with them, so much that when Mandy came and called us to dinner she said "you look like her mom, Mark!" and then everyone started laughing. I was laughing too but deep inside that sentence gave goosebumps to me, it was another step beyond which was bringing me near to become Mandy. The dinner was great, Mandy could cook very well (will i get her abilities?), i observed her (how she was behaving with the kids, with her husband, everything, i had to learn very well to be Mandy) during the whole dinner, then i helped her to clean (so to learn as much as possible how to be the woman of the house Mandy's way) and once cleaned i asked the permission to get back to their bedroom to check the scan, which i discovered was almost at the end. I heard Francis was upstairs together with the kids in their room, then i also heard Mandy coming in her bedroom: it's time to give an answer, i thought. She sat on the bed next to me asking what was the problem with the pc and if i could solve it: i let her know what i did and that i was about to end and to make it work again. She was happy to know it would have worked again, then she added that i should be happy too... i knew what she meant. "So Mark, did you like my husband and the kids?What do you think about them?" She was scared, i could sense that, this could have brought both of us to a point of no return... the fact is that i was scared also, "they're marvellous, i adored the kids, i was really enjoying my time together with them.. And Francis was great too, he must be a very good person, i could feel that." "Are you ready to be transformed into Mandy then? To exchange your body and life with mine?" This was the moment: i took both her hands in mine, looked directly into her eyes and answered: "Yes Mark, i'm ready to become Mandy," using my old name on her by purpose, cause i no longer could have been called Mark at this point, "when is the swap supposed to happen?" "Tomorrow, Mandy," she answered after swallowing a couple of times to calm her down a bit, using her name on me, "i'll call my friend now and arrange everything, after the end of our job time you won't go back to your old home but we'll both come here. Francis won't be at home until about 9 pm and i'll ask the kids to be brought to your mom for the night, so there will be plenty of time for us to be swapped and then assume our new lives." "Do you know if the swap includes our memories, mannerism, etc.?" i asked, "according to what he said to me you'll get both my body and my memory, your mind will be overwritten by mine, and that's what it will happen to me also." Then she left to call her friend. It was done now, i already gave my word, tomorrow at this time of the evening if the swap was successful i would have been Mandy. The scan ended, i tried the machine and i was glad to see that everything was working. It was time to leave, so i turned the machine off, brought the chair back and searched for Mandy to announce i was leaving (for the last time as Mark, i thought):"Francis is upstairs to bring the kids to bed," she said, "i'll bring you downstairs so we'll plan how we may move tomorrow." Once downstairs, she reached behind her neck, removed her golden necklace and put it around my neck, "I'm not Mandy anymore," she said, "you must wear it now," then she asked to have my phone, "i'll give my phone to you in exchange, there are all my accounts and photos on it, get used to answer to the people as Mandy." She also removed her wedding band and her engagement ring and offered them to me: that had a huge and deep meaning, at least for me, it meant i was now the one tied for life to Francis. Shaking, i slowly raised my left hand, "You're now the married one," and she made me wear them both. "See you tomorrow Mandy, everything will be ok, you'll see," and she hugged me. ---- Once outside i reached my car: i had a storm in my head, i could clearly feel both the rings on my left hand ("do you know what they mean?") and they fit too, i could feel Mandy's necklace and i could also hear Mandy's phone getting notifications (an iPhone, so different from my previous Android), i tried to ignore all these feelings while i was driving to get back home but it was not possible anymore. Everything is about to change pretty soon, i thought once in my bathroom and naked except for what Mandy made me wear: looking at myself in the mirror i felt that i was looking at my old self for the last time, "tomorrow once in the machine i won't be able to run away anymore, my breasts will swell, my body will become smooth and full of curves, my hair will change and grow and i'll have Mandy's genitals and face, maybe even her naevus next to her lips." Will i remember Mandy as a little girl?Will i have all of her memories? Will i remember i was once a man? Was i really ready to undergo a so huge change in my life? This last question was meaningless now, ready or not i had to, i already gave my word and Mandy was counting on me, she'll surely be happy as a man. Washing myself and making myself ready for the night (for the last time as a man and for the last time in my old house) i also thought i should say bye bye to my parents, who were now sleeping in the room next to the bathroom.. They would ask questions though, and in any case Mark would still exist, he was not going to disappear, so i preferred to keep the things as they were, while i entered my bed and tried to sleep a bit, although i knew it would have been very hard to sleep that night. ---- Ding!Ding!..a notification on my iPhone with the pink cover ("yes i bought an used iPhone and it had this pink cover, i'll change the cover as soon as possible," i told my colleagues who were already starting to make fun of me), "Mandy are you ready? We'll be out in about ten minutes." That was a message from Mark (Mandy who was going to become Mark), i was scared but still wanting to go on, so "yes Mark, i'm terrified but ready, what about you?" "I'm terrified too but i think that's normal, seeing the huge changes we'll have to go through.. Meet me in ten minutes next to your old car." I had both the rings tied to my necklace, i couldn't show to the rest of the people that i was now a married woman, not yet at least.. Once turned my office pc off i went to the toilet, removed both the rings from the necklace and put them in a pocket, so to wear them back as soon as i was outside the office: Mark was already next to my old car, he had a serious expression on his face (he was scared as much as i was, that's for sure) but he smiled when he saw me, "Hello Mandy! So, shall we go? May you please bring me with your old car to my old car?" I did, and once there he gave to me his purse and his old car's key, "i don't need them anymore, these are yours now (your documents and home key are inside the purse) as well as the car, may you please drive that car (i will drive your old car from now on) and let's both go to your house? There's something we both must do there before going to meet my friend and be swapped." I seated in my new car (the old Mandy's car), and thought about the fact that, except from the clothes i was wearing (still Mark's clothes) and my body nothing else was from my old life: i was wearing both my engagement and wedding rings, my necklace, i had my purse with my Mandy's documents, my iPhone and i was driving Mandy's car, that was another step closer to take Mandy's place for real: we reached my house (Mark was behind me driving his new car), i remembered that i was the owner now and i had the keys, so i searched for them in my purse (i owned a real woman's purse now.. unbelievable!), opened the gate, put my car in and then opened my house's main door. Mark followed me and we both entered in: once in front of the stairs Mark asked me to remove both my shoes and my socks and to put the pink fluffy slippers on, "you always wear them at home, besides we must do something to your feet before going out for the swap": the slippers were very comfy (even if a bit little for my still Mark's feet), and i started to go upstairs while i saw that Mark was on the first step of the stairs removing his sandals, then following me upstairs with bare feet. "Come Mandy, follow me in your bedroom, when you come back from the swap you will wear the sandals i was wearing before, so we need to take care of the nails of your feet, it's time to paint them, together with your hands' nails." Honestly i never had my feet and hands' nails painted, but i followed him in the bedroom, sat on the bed, raised my right foot and he started painting my nails. He did the same with the other foot and my hands. Once done, "let's wait for them to be dry, meanwhile i'll have to remove the paint from my nails, i won't need it anymore when we come back from the swap," and while he was proceeding removing the paint i walked a bit around the room, starting to check my wardrobe to discover were both my and my husband's clothes were positioned, where the shoes were etc.. I also went upstairs to see the kid's room, and while in the living room i discovered a photo of me and Francis during the day in which we got married (i had my white dressing gown on with my shoulders which were bare, Francis was on my right in the photo). Then i heard Mark calling me asking me to check if the paint was dry.. it was, both on my feet and hands, they were now painted in a bright red, and, most of all, very feminine, i couldn't stop staring at them.. another part of Mandy which was being added to my body. "So Mandy, we're done here.. i know you're scared, and i'm scared also, but it's time to go and meet my friend to enter the machine and undergo the swap... are you ready?" I said i was, i fully understood what was about to happen now, but i followed him downstairs, i put my socks and shoes back and he put his sandals back,i took my purse and then we both went out to meet Mark's friend (me with my hands in my pockets so to avoid people paying attention to my painted nails or to the rings i was now wearing). ---- Mark's friend lived a few blocks down the road in which there also was my house, so we walked for about 10 mins. and reached his place:he greeted both of us and introduced us in what it looked like an ob-gyn studio (there was a medical bed which had stirrups, this is why i thought he was an ob-gyn): we sat and he asked if we were ready and willing to undergo the swap, it was the last chance to call out from the procedure, which he described to be as very invasive. Mark said he wanted to continue and do the swap, he was sure about it, and at this point i felt all the eyes pointed on me: it was my last chance to stop everything and go back to my previous life, tons of doubts run into my head but it was too late at this point, i always felt female and this was the chance to solve the problem, besides i already gave my word more than once, Mark was counting on this, so i said that yes, i wanted to go on and undergo the swap. Mark's friend nodded, then asked to both of us a bit of our spit in two vials full of a strange liquid he offered to us (that was to load them with our genetics infos), then he filled a syringe marked as "Mark" with the vial containing my spit and filled another marked as "Mandy" with the content of Mandy's vial.. At this point he took the Mandy's syringe and all of a sudden fully injected it into me through my shoulders, the same happened to Mark, who received the one labeled Mark. "Now you cannot go back anymore, please, follow me in the next room and start undressing yourself completely": he opened a hidden door and let us in, revealing a huge machine, the machine we were about to enter. It was intimidating, it was composed by something which looked like two dentist chairs, with locks for hands and feet, something which probably would have ended between our legs, two cups and a mask with various tubes.. those chairs had probably to be brought inside the machine, cause i saw two openings in the upper part of the machine about the same measurement as the chairs. I started to take my clothes off, my rings and my necklace.. soon i was naked, and Mark was naked as well (it was the first time i was seeing him naked, and he had a wonderful body, his breasts in particular, firm and with two giant areolas and nipples), "please swap places and start dressing with the clothes of your new lives," said Mark's friend. We started exchanging places when Mark suddenly stopped in front of me, "Mandy, you're going to become a woman. You know you're a married woman, Francis asked me to have at least another child together, i didn't want to go again through a pregnancy, i really hated those two experiences, but i told him we could have given it a try from this evening on.The fact is that this evening i won't be in Mandy's body anymore, you will be the one trying to get pregnant." I was shocked, although becoming a married woman it had to be expected sooner or later.. me pregnant?!? "Mark this is unfair, i never planned to get pregnant, i'm not ready at all to go through a pregnancy!!" "I'm sorry Mandy, it's too late.. i asked my friend to have you reconditioned, you will become completely me both in body and mind, you will remember being Mandy since you were born, besides you will be very feminine (thing which i was not at all), very submissive, you will see Francis as the right person to have children with and you will accept to get pregnant.. the fact is that if you get pregnant we won't be able to swap back anymore (cause the original chemistry which made the swap possible will be lost), you will be Mandy for the rest of your life. It's for the best for everyone, trust in me: he'll get the wife he wants, i'll become a man at last and you will become the woman you wanted to be. And now please dress yourself and let's start." Crying as a child and shaking because of the terror which now was filling me i raised my new clothes from the floor, and started to put them on, first the panties, then the bra, and finally the green shiny dress Mandy was wearing yesterday and which now was covering my body reaching my knees: two fem nurses, appeared from nowere, escorted me to one of the chairs and almost forcefully made me sit, locking my feet in a sort of shoes at the basement of the chair and my hands in a sort of gloves fixed on the chair. They proceed then to move a bit on a side my panties so to have my genitals sucked in by a device coming out from the basement of the chair, then covered my legs completely with a kind of plastic covers (they looked like thigh high nude nylons, but a lot less thin) coming from the basement and locking them in a sort of armour which, I realized, was attached to the chair. My ass up to my waist got automatically locked to the chair once i sat up, there was a device covering completely (except for the tube which was covering my whole genitals) my lower abdomen and ass locking me in: the nurses at this point proceeded to attach those huge cups i already paid attention to to my chest, searching for my nipples and having them being sucked inside them somehow, covered my arms with the same plastic material which was now covering my legs, pushed a bit my head back so to be able to lock my neck in a sort of "external metal neck," then one of them asked me to open my mouth very well.. I was about to ask why when the other got her chance that i had the mouth open to talk and pushed a tube down to my troath, and i felt the tube go down until it entered my stomach, where i felt it release some kind of liquid. A metal mask was now locked on my face(locking it also behind the chair so to keep my head in a fixed position), which left free my eyes, my mouth with the tube inserted, my ears and the top of my head... with me making muffled noises and trying to free myself i felt the chair being raised up until i met with my head an helmet which fit my head and which covered my eyes (making somehow impossible for me to close my eyes) my ears and the top of my head... then i felt the chair with me on it and the helmet being gently pushed inside the machine and a sound of doors locking. We were inside in the dark. I heard a voice, which i recognized as the doctor's voice, "body reshape. iniziating now": suddenly from nowere i felt a series of electric discharges all over my body, they lasted for what it seemed an eternity. They were very painful, i tried to scream but i couldn't having that tube inserted down to my throat.. "are they reshaping me to make me a copy of Mandy?" i could form this thought before they grew in intensity, feeling also my feet in that sort of shoes being pushed, something was also happening to my legs arms hands and hips, my hips in particular were the goal of discharges coming from the chair itself (which, i realized after a few seconds, were being painfully reshaped and enlarged, i felt them so larger than before that my knees started to touch each other because of the different shape of the hips), i also felt being pushed from above (to make me shorter to reach Mandy's height?). Then the electrical discharges suddenly stopped, i was wondering if now my skin had the color of Mandy's skin, which was darker compared to mine, when the same voice announced "genital reconstruction/swap. Initiating now.".. from the tube fixed to my genitals came some sort of energy, which was intensely focusing on them, it was pulsating as if it was trying to push everything inside, and infact little by little i felt them painfully shrink, my dick in particular, while i felt my balls retract and being pushed inside. Then from the same tube something more consistent came out and tried to enter me, and thanks to that strange energy it could slowly, like there was now an opening of some sort (Mandy's vagina? did that mean that she was now growing my dick and balls?), staying inside of me and stimulating me from there, where i felt that something was happening, growing in particular (my uterus and my balls which were becoming ovaries?). "Voice change. Initiating," that was the next command i heard, and suddenly the thing around my neck woke up and painfully started to do its job on me: i tried to scream but nothing came out, not even muffled sounds, then when the pain stopped i could use my voice again, only to discover that it was now a lot higher despite the tube down my troath.. I knew at that point that i had Mandy's voice. I was counting what was left to be changed, when the usual voice announced "face reconstruction.Initiating," and i wished it never did: both the mask and the helmet came to life, sending impulses all over my face and scalp which was pushing and pulling my face and facial bones in an unbelievable way, to make it the same as Mandy's face... pretty soon i felt the helmet full of my new hair, i could feel them grow, i felt my lips also while they were becoming fuller. At last all those impulses ended (that meant i had Mandy's face now?), and after a few seconds the same voice announced "Mandy the swap is almost complete except for a couple of things:now we will stimulate your genitals so to let you have your first and intense orgasm as a woman, as soon as it happens we will make your breasts grow and fully recondition you, the more you resist to the incoming orgasm the extremely feminine you will become," once the voice stopped talking i could feel what was inside of my vagina start slowly pumping in and out of me: at first i could ignore the feelings, but as the time passed the more it pumped the less i could ignore, it was pumping in and out and vibrating, and there was a particular spot (what once was my dick?)that, when touched, it sent goosebumps all around my body. "if i try not to come they won't be able to rewrite my brain and completely transform me into Mandy" i thought, but right in that moment the rhytm changed and i started to moan through the tube and arching my back as much as i could, being stuck on the chair, i paid attention to the fact that i was trying to point my feet also, "No, please someone help me,i don't wanna come!!" but i continued being stimulated inside of me, it was more than clear i was approaching my first female orgasm, i could not have lasted much now.. and when what was inside of me pushed as deep as possible reaching a very sensitive part inside of me i could no longer resist and a deep and intense orgasm took the control of my whole body and i came screaming as much as i could, while impulses started to be sent from the helmet right inside of my eyes and the cups on my chest started to stimulate my new breasts. I started to see fast images in front of my eyes, me very little, me as a little girl going around on a bike, me during the first day of school, and then me in the bathroom of my parent's house with my chest naked cause i had discovered my nipples were aching and i knew what that meant, while my nipples started to ache for real under the cups, "when my best friend said her nipples were aching she started to grow breasts after a while," the 10yo little Mandy was thinking, and the impulses being fired through my eyes directly into my brain made this a pleasant experience, she was happy about this, and that, together with the other images i was seeing, become one of the things i remembered of my past life, something which happened to me for real, although what was remaining of Mark was screaming "NO!!" but that scream was of no use. "You were born a girl, it's natural and right for a girl to grow breasts," the impulses, those ray of lights coming from the helmet covering the top of my head, my eyes and my ears, were producing a voice inside my brain, not only images, i stared to those images while i was seeing (remembering?) me (Mar... Mandy?) in front of that mirror checking my chest while my nipples passed from flat to a bit enlarged, puffy and darker and then i saw my breasts beginning to form, and meanwhile i could also feel the same happening to my chest through the cups, which were doing their job on my body, unable to stop them as much as i was unable to stop my brain from being rewritten: i realized those impulses and voice had also the power to calm me down, to make me feel everything was fine and to suppress the disgust about what it was happening (remembering?) to my body. "i must hide my breasts, everyone will make fun of me if they realize about them" "no one will make fun of you, you're becoming a wonderful girl, there's nothing wrong, you're female, be proud of them, show them and wish they will grow bigger," more intense rays entering my eyes and my brain, making me accept what i was told and making time fly also, i could see images (i remembered them) pass faster in front of my eyes... my first heels, my first make up, me changing into a full grown girl, my first date and kiss and then.. OmG, Francis... (intense and deep impulses).. "You got in love with him as soon as you met him, remember?" and i did, i felt love at first sight, i felt my heart become crazy.. I saw and remembered him asking me to become his fiancee, then after a while that marvellous engagement ring... and then OmG he's proposing to me.. i remember i accepted, how could i forget this.. and then i'm in my white wedding gown... i'm his wife.. the wedding ring.. and we're alone that night in the bed, he's about to enter me.. "i love him with all my heart but what if he makes me pregnant? do i really want to? i don't think i'm ready," more intense and deep impulses, "you're completely female, you were born to raise his children, you're his wife, it's a natural thing for a woman to get pregnant and give birth, accept it, he's your man, he'll protect you and take care of you and your children, accept it and let it happen," and then i feel him inside of me, it's marvellous, he's so strong.. coming with an intense joy.. my belly bigger.. and those rays of light which never end... ---- "Mandy? Mandy can you hear me?" ....Where i am? I feel i'm lying on something comfortable, is this my bed? Opening my eyes i'm seeing the light.. OmG my head.. i'm having the greatest headache i always experienced in my life... "Mandy?" ..Who's calling me? ..my ob-gyn, on my left.. then i'm in his studio? ".y-yes.." "Mandy do you feel a bit better now?" "...what happened? why i'm here?" i felt so confused.. i'm not even sure who i am. "You do seem to be very confused Mandy, you came for a check cause you want to try and get pregnant again, remember?" ("me?pregnant?!?" , and suddenly a flash in my mind and the headache back, "it's a natural thing for a woman to get pregnant and give birth, accept it and let it happen," but it lasted only a few seconds). "Y-yes i do.. " and i did, i remember i called him yesterday evening after dinner to get an appointment for.. this check?Possible? "I'm not sure you're fine.. Tell me, what's your name?" asked my ob-gyn, "M-Mar ... Mandy" "Are you single," he went on... A pause, on my side, then .".no i am not..." this damn headache.. "What's the name of your husband?" ("husband?" ..a sudden flash, again, and Francis' face appeared in front of my eyes, and everything changed, i realized i was becoming red and my heart started pounding faster, then i gave a look to my left hand and i saw my wedding and engagement rings), "Francis, he's my husband." "Ok Mandy, it seems you feel better... you came here, took away your dress and wore the dress we use for the check, then you lose consciousness and fell on the floor.. probably you were low on sugar, i had you lay on the bed to make you feel relaxed.So, do you feel up to have your check? If so please raise your legs as usual and put them inside the stirrups." My mind was full of questions, but i did what he asked, so he started doing his job inside of me ("inside?").. "So Mandy, when did you stop the pill?" "About a month ago, as you asked me to do," how did i know? This answer came natural to me, another little part of me which i was regaining.. everything, including myself, seemed to be brand new for me, "Good Mandy, i can say you're healthy, even this last check found nothing worrying in you... do you feel ready to become a mommy again then? Excited?" (Me a mommy...?!?Then again that headache, and i suddenly remembered what me and Francis planned for tonight, we also sent the children to sleep with my mom to be alone... and i became all red again), "I don't know, i'm so confused..." "you should feel proud to become a mommy again Mandy, he loves you so much.. feel free to dress back again, we're done." I raised myself from the bed, removed the medical dressing gown and remained for a few seconds with only my bra and panties on.. why did i feel i was seeing my body for the first time? I put my sandals back on, then my green dress, i was going to leave the room when i remembered (did i?) that there was another room beyond this one, behind the wall (a false wall?a hidden door?).. The doc was in the other room compiling my papers, so i took my chance and tried to push the wall at the end of the room.. Nothing happened, that seemed to be a normal wall, no secret passages, no hidden doors. A pity, at least i could have solved one of the doubts i was having in my head. Grabbing my purse i walked to meet the doc in the other room (why i had the feeling that everything was a bit higher compared to me? i was feeling shorter and this was very confusing), once i had my papers i thanked him and went outside: i had a slow walk to reach my house, but for the whole path i looked at my feet as if it was the first time i was seeing them in a pair of sandals ("painted nails?"), and listened a lot to my body's feelings (in particular to my breasts, which were bouncing while walking, as if i was not used to this at all). Once at home, i removed my sandals, put my pink slippers on and run upstairs: i needed answers, i was having strange feelings, but everything at home was the same, at least the same as i left them when i went outside a couple of hours earlier together with aaaaaarrrgghhh my head !! Another of those damn headaches.. who was here with me before? i came back from my job and...? i couldn't remember.. i sat on the sofa, my hands in my hair, i didn't even recognize my own hair now, they were so soft and full.. I decided to have a shower, Francis would have been back in less than two hours and i wanted to be ready to... become a mommy again? I entered the bathroom, removed my dress, took my pink robe but then put it back hanging behind the bathroom's door, i closed the door, removed my bra and panties and stared to myself in the mirror: my breasts.. why i feel it is the first time i see them naked? I remember when i was a little girl when they started to grow, so why this feeling? I touched them, they were so soft... Francis loves sucking and touching them, and i do too, they're so sensitive, always been since the beginning, and my children too liked them when it was time for me to milk them (did it happen? to me? I was so confused...) The shower relaxed me a bit, once dry i went in our bedroom wearing nothing but my pink robe, removed it and put my white babydoll on, together with a pair of white thongs, i knew Francis would have adored that.. i added a pair of white stay high stockings and i put my feet in my pink fluffy high heeled mules, then i sat on our bed gently touching my breasts and tracing circles around my large aureolas.. i always felt embarassed by them, but Francis loved them at first sight. I was ready, Francis could have been at home any minute now: i was tired, i didn't know why but it had been a heavy day for me, i lay on our bed and closed my eyes... and then i was waken up i don't know after how much by a kiss on my lips and someone gently kissing and sucking one of my nipples: it was Francis, already shirtless and sending goosebumps through my whole being after every kiss on my nipples. "Mandy, you're wonderful," and he started to slowly removing my babydoll: at this point i was fully awake, and although i was denying it, dunno why, i was very wet between my legs. It was time, it was about to happen. Once free from my babydoll i started responding to his kisses, while he was removing my thongs too, then he lowered his head and put it between my legs, starting to deeply lick. Omg!! I grabbed the sheets of our bed with both my hands and started moaning, caught by surprise, i was not expecting him do so, i was on another planet while i heard (remembered?) a voice, "you're a female, you're completely female, accept it," deeply sinking more and more into that role, unable to run away from it (why should i run away from being female?): i came and came, dunno how many times, and once he stopped i knew (felt?) i had to return the favour. I started to remove his jeans, then his boxers: God, he was huge down there ("he's your husband and he'll make you pregnant, accept it").. It felt like it was my first time, but i ignored the feeling, i was too aroused by what happened a few moments later and i started to gently kiss it, then i suddenly opened my mouth and start sucking, slowly at first, looking at him, then a bit more faster: it was his time to be lost in another world, he closed his eyes and started to grab my head by behind pushing me on his dick while he was pumping me. He was hitting the bottom of my throat and i was risking to throw up, i wanted to ask to him to push a bit less, but he didn't let me, an increasing of the rythm and the fact that he was starting to pant and moan announced me he was about to come, in fact he suddenly pushed my head keeping me pushed on his dick, while he exploded directly into my mouth, i could do nothing else but swallow. Freed from his hands i could breathe again, while he was laying on the bed: i laid on the bed also putting my head on his muscular chest, then i started to slowly play with his dick with my hand, and it soon became alive and ready again... he started to fondle one of my breasts and i closed my eyes, lost in the sensations i was receiving. It was time, we both knew. Once i saw he was rising and positioning between my legs, i laid with my back on the bed, then he raised my legs putting my feet on his shoulders (i paid attention to the fact that i was still wearing my white stay high stockings, my painted red nails showing through the nylons), "are you ready?". i simply lowered my eyes, unable to answer, i was both aroused and scared. He started to enter me, filling me, i could feel my vagina being opened and pushed, then came out and pushed himself back in.. he was setting his rythm, and pretty soon i started moaning back again, first grabbing the sheets of our beds, then hugging his back and pointing my feet as much as i could, arching my back: on his side he was thrusting as deep as possible, grunting and moaning also, his dick filling me. I was lost in my thoughts again, although everything was wonderful and my whole body was lost in pleasure, there still was a small part of me which was screaming "NO!!" in my head.. i could regain a bit of consciousness to try and understand why, i was being made love to by my husband and it felt wonderful, when a sudden flash from my mind made me (re)discover that i had been transformed into Mandy but less than 24 hours before I WAS MARK !! "No Francis, please stop!! Please don't come into m.." ("you're a female, you're completely female, it's a normal thing for a woman to get pregnant and give birth"), but my words were of no use, with an increase in the rythm and him starting to scream "MANDY!! MANDY!!" he thrusted into me one last time pumping all his male seeds into me. ---- The day after i discovered that Mark had left the company: i remember i had his number on my phone, but now i couldn't find it anymore.. i couldn't find even his messages on Whatsapp, besides none of my colleagues had his number and none knew where he lived. I had not his address (i couldn't remember it anymore?), so i could not talk with him and discover if what i thought to remember was true, that i was transformed into Mandy: my (new?) life settled in a routine, job, children and the house to take care of and then my husband.. we made love, unprotected love, several times after that fatheful night, so it was clear it was only a matter of time before i discovered i was pregnant, i was waiting for my next period but i had no idea when that was due. ---- "Hello Mark, Francis here... how are you?" "Hello Francis, i'm great, what about you?" "I'm fine Mark, thanks... How's life after the swap? Did you get used after more than a month?" "Life's awesome, being a man is great!! What about Mandy? Did she adapt to her new life and role?" "She became a complete woman, Mark, besides.. i heard her throw up in the morning during the past days, maybe we're there and she's pregnant at last, this evening i'll bring a test at home and we'll discover if she is. You've been a great person while we were together, now be a great man and enjoy your new life... thanks a lot for everything" ---- Seeing my belly grow is weird.. Although i cannot fully remember about my past as Mark, i decided to accept my new life and be a woman, a wife and a mother.. we discovered i'm expecting a baby girl, i'll teach to her to be the best girly girl in the world and i'll take care of her, together with my other kids... Francis will protect us all.