The Politician's Wife
Delhi, 2020
Constable Patel was half asleep at the police station in outer suburb of
Delhi, when he was woken by the sound of bangles and a sweet voice asking
him to wakeup. With his half open eyes he saw a married woman in front of
him. Patel thought at first he was dreaming and pinched himself but it
was real. He offered a seat to the woman. She looked affluent and was
wearing heavy jewellery and a very costly saree from what patel could
make out.
Patel: What happened madam ? Car broke down... I will send someone to
drop you home and you can send some servant to pick up your car
Woman: No no.. I want to complain against my husband. I am his wife. He
beats me daily, see these scars on my hand and back.
Patel: You seem to be from a very rich family. Please settle this with
help of your elders. Don't involve us and make things dirty. And please
don't show these to me.
Woman: You have to help me, my husband doesn't let me talk to anyone. I
have not seen my family since last 10 years. Please I beg you. Just take
this bangle, it costs 1 lakh and send me to my home in Uttarakhand.
Patel: Oh, madam I am alone here. I cant leave my duty without asking the
Inspector. I want to help you but I cannot. Please come in morning.
Woman: I came at this hour because my husband is drunk and asleep. I
cannot step outside during daytime.
Patel: Ok, I will write a complaint. Tell me the name of your husband and
do you have a relative here in delhi where you can stay the night. We
will arrange something tomorrow.
Woman: Thakur Arjun Singh,
Patel: Ohh your husband has the same name as our home minister.
Woman: He is the home minister Arjun Singh.
Patel: Madam, I beg you please go back. Nothing can be done against him.
He was a don earlier, he will kill me and my family for helping you and
why do you care about his beatings. You get the privilege of being a
minister's wife. So many women will die to be in your place. Please go
back and do not tell anyone. I swear on my life that I will keep this
secret and delete all CCTV footage.
The woman started crying and begged Patel to help her.
Woman: I am in a 5 star jail. I get raped by him whenever he wants. I
have to always stay dolled up like a gopi bahu. My mother in law also
beats me. I am not allowed to have a phone. I am monitored all the time.
My diet is limited. I cannot eat what I want. Doctors keep me full of
hormones and moody.
Patel: Madam, I will lose my job. Please go away.
Patel jumped at the feet of the lady and begged her taking names of his
children and swearing.
After seeing Patel's begging the attitude of woman changed. She wiped her
tears and now took a strict tone and warned Patel:
Woman: you have to help me or I will tell Arjun that you tried to take
advantage of me. You take me to Uttarakhand right now in police car. My
car is around 500mts away. You can come back tomorrow and dump it. I
don't care anymore. I have tried running away but everytime those helping
get caught and I never see them again. So do your job properly or your
family will never see you again.
Patel started crying and panicking. He was trapped now, he cursed his
fate and wanted to run away but there was no option. He agreed and took
the woman to the police patrol vehicle. The woman asked for his mobile
and turned it off and kept it in her purse. She promised to return.
Patel was asked to drive to Rishikesh They drove without stopping. Patel
kept praying to be left alive and thought of telling everything to his
boss as soon as he gets his phone. They reached Rishikesh by around 5 in
morning. He dropped her near bus stand. She thanked him and gave him his
gold bangles: "thank you bhaiya, give these to your wife and please do
not tell anyone" I will not be harmed but you surely will be killed with
your family. Think of a good excuse and keep your mouth shut. As for your
phone I am keeping it with me as a proof that you helped me. Now go back.
Patel was in shock. He drove away but kept watching her in rear view.
After she had gone inside he went and noted that bus was going to
Joshimath. He saw the bus drive away and reluctantly called his boss from
a shopkeepers phone stating his relative died and he dropped his phone
due to which he left the station and came to Rishikesh. He heard an
earful of abuses and was told to report back by lunch.
He drove back and reached his home. His wife had no idea what he had seen
today. He went back to work where his boss slapped him for not taking his
permission and losing his phone. But he never spoke a word. He also
deleted the CCTV footage fearing his life. During afternoon some people
came and asked him if she has seen that lady. His face went pale but he
said no. The men told him that her car was nearby and to tell them the
truth or they will find it. Patel gathered his courage and he knew
nothing. He came to know that these men were from CID.
There was no news anywhere. Patel waited for 1 week after which life took
over.
Joshimath:
The bus reached the stand from where the woman took a walk towards her
home but saw that there were few men outside her home. She knew the
address of one of her childhood friend called Pooja who lived nearby and
knocked on the door. The friend opened the gate and was puzzled by seeing
a married lady at her door so early in morning.
Pooja: Who are you and what do you want ?
Woman: Chintu I need your help. Please let me live here.
Pooja: How do you know this name, only two my friends called me by this
name in college and both were men.
Woman: I am one of them Chintu. Please recognize me and don't say my name
out aloud or you will also be in danger. Please hide me.
Pooja looked at the face and literally sat down when she found traces of
her friend jatin's face in the face of that woman. How was it possible ?
She had the height of Jatin but she was a married woman. There was
sindoor in her forehead. Diamond nose pin and double pierced ears with
jhumkas. How could she be Jatin. The woman had breasts almost twice as
big as hers and she was a good D cup. She looked down and noticed toe
rings.
Pooja: Who the fuck are you. You look like him but he was a man, how is
this possible.
Woman: Chintu remember our last day together when you were wearing the
purple suit on which I had dropped cold drink and made fun of you. You
had chased me around and we roamed around for hours in college campus.
Pooja: Maybe he told you all this I still cannot believe you are him. My
friend has not talked to me in 10 years, how do I know it is you.
Woman: Your friend had a scar from the accident he had when you two fell
from a scooty.
Pooja: Yes a scar on his thigh..
The woman lifted her saree and showed her. Pooja sat down on ground in
shock. It was her friend. She took her inside and took her to the bedroom
and hugged her. The woman started crying which made Pooja also tear up.
She took off her saree and asked Pooja for a pair of tshirt and lower.
Pooja: none of my clothes will fit your chest and butt Jatin. Try my
brothers clothes. What is your female name Jatin ?
Woman: Its Neha now. It was changed 9 years ago. It is so good to be
called Jatin again dear. Your brothers clothes are so baggy for me now. I
remember once I had biceps twice his size.
Pooja: You have such slender hands and legs but so big breasts and hips.
Neha: Its all from surgeries and hormones. Listen stop staring and think
of a new name and identity for me. Please hide me from your neighbours as
the story will be out soon. There are men looking out for me near my
house. They will have my latest pics and will harm you also if they know
I am here Pooja.
Pooja: My brother now runs a travel agency. I will ask him to take you
away for a few days to some safe place. Trust me now. You get some sleep
and I will arrange all.
Neha lied down and relaxed. After so many troubles, torture and pain she
was finally in her hometown. She was so near to her parents but still she
was so far. She wanted to see them somehow. She kept thinking of her
childhood and slept soon.
Pooja called his brother home and told him everything. His brother
recognized Neha from a last election campaign of Arjun Singh and told
Pooja that he can kill us all. It is very dangerous for her to be here.
Already men and woman are roaming everywhere in Joshimath with her
picture. She asked him to find a way to help her friend. Ramesh knew
Jatin from childhood. He saw him sleeping in Pooja's room like a woman
with bangles and sindoor. She had the body of a goodess, it was hard for
him to believe that this was his Jatin bhaiya who used to dominate him
during cricket matches. He was always afraid of Jatin in his childhood.
He used to do little tasks to keep Jatin bhaiya happy.
Now the mighty Jatin bhaiya was a married woman. He looked at her tender
arms and thought of Jatin in Gym lifting dead weight. He looked at toe
rings in Jatin bhaiya's feet. It was a very strange feeling. He felt
attracted to the woman lying there but something within him tried to find
Jatin bhaiya in this woman but there were no signs. He remembered the TV
show where she was shown behind Arjun Singh in a promo but she was in
full saree and makeup. He couldn't recognize her. Heck, no one could
recognize Jatin bhaiya even now. He wondered what was there between Jatin
bhaiya's legs now. He felt strangely attracted to her. He kept staring
when he noticed Jatin/Neha waking up.
Neha: Hey Ramu, how are you ? It is so good to see you again
Ramesh: Jatin.. err..is it ok to call you that now?
Neha: I am neha now Ramesh but you can call me anything you want.
Ramesh: I cannot call such a beautiful woman Jatin, let me call you
bhabhi to avoid suspicion. Didi many people are roaming outside with your
pic. We need to change your look and smuggle you out.
Neha: Ramesh I want to see mummy and papa, I haven't seen them for years.
Ramesh noticed her swelling up. There were tears in her eyes. She looked
so beautiful.
Ramesh: I will think of something bhabhi. Don't worry, tomorrow devi
pooja is there. All women go there in with veil. We can arrange for
Sheela aunty to come there and meet you. But you cannot meet your dad.
Neha: It would be great Ramu, I will be forever greatful. How do you plan
to take out of Joshimath and which area is safe.
Ramesh: Let me plan it bhabhi, we will see. I have friends. We need to
change your looks to avoid suspicion.
Neha: Pooja can cut my long hair maybe and I can wear some different
clothes to look like an unmarried girl.
Pooja was called and she cut Neha's long hair. Neha felt a pinch of
sadness but it was the only way. She took a bath and wiped her sindoor
and removed her mangalsutra and toe rings. She felt free today. She was
not Neha Arjun Singh anymore now. She was just Neha.. Neha Pokhriyal. The
name Neha was also give by Arjun so she though of choosing a new name
soon, it was jubilant feeling.
Next day she wore a saree and did the veil to dress up for temple. Pooja
choose to remain at home while Ramesh took Neha out and told everyone it
was Pooja. They went to the temple where Ramesh waited outside while Neha
went inside. Even in the veil she could see other people. She notice
there were some men keeping an eye on every woman there. Her eyes
searched for her mother. She finally found her in a corner and went upto
her. She kept standing infront of her mother but she knew that she
couldn't introduce herself here. It was so satisfying but painful at the
same time. Tears were rolling from her eyes. She hurriedly touched the
feet of her mother and went away in the crowd. Her mother was a bit
shocked and confused and felt like she knew this girl but it happened too
fast. Neha went back to the car and called Pooja and asked her to inform
her mother that he is OK and that he saw her today.
Neha reached the car where Ramesh was waiting for her. It was a white
innova. They started towards the highway, near the exit of the city there
was a checkpoint. Neha became worried on seeing policemen there. She
started panicking and crying about not wanting to go back to the hell she
was in.
Neha: Please Ramesh help me, I do not want to go back. He will torture me
in ways you cant imagine. Please help me.
Ramesh: I will try to talk to them, don't worry. We are in this together
now jatin bhaiya, trust me..
On hearing Jatin bhaiya, neha remembered times when she as Jatin had
guided young Ramesh in gym and school. It gave her a little confidence
but the torture and humiliation she had undergone for the past 9 years
made her cry more.
On reaching the checkpost, Ramesh recognized one of the guys as friends.
The policeman also recognized Ramesh.
Ramesh: Hey Mahesh, whats up today man, why all these barriers.
Mahesh: Its very strange bro, they have sent us a photo of a woman and
want us to find her. No one is telling us why or who she is. Not even
name is disclosed. Her address is near your locality. Did you happen to
see this lady.
He showed a pic to Ramesh.
Ramesh: No bro, I will tell you if me or any of my drivers see her. Just
whatsapp this pic to me. Also let me go now. Pooja, my sis is in car and
we need to reach Haridwar by 2 PM where a guy is coming from Delhi to see
her. She has put on a veil to keep the makeup intact.
Mahesh: But my boss may want to confirm that its not this woman.
Ramesh: are you tell that you know me.. l will get late bhai..
Mahesh went and talked to his boss who gave a look at the car where Neha
was sitting. He suspiciously came near the car and asked Ramesh who
confirmed it her sister and showed ID card of Pooja. The inspector told
Ramesh to report back to him once he is back with the Pooja after the
trip and signalled them to go. Neha was controlling herself somehow until
then but as soon as she saw the signal she felt relieved.
As they went a little further, she removed the veil and hugged Ramesh in
driver seat. She thanked him for taking so much risk.
Neha: you don't know how much I am grateful today. You saved me from
Arjun for atleast 1 more day. Each day away from that animal is a
blessing.
Ramesh felt the soft hands hugging him and her breasts rubbing on her
hands. It was a great feeling, he knew he was attracted to this woman who
was once jatin.
Ramesh: You are welcome, don't worry now. We are safe for few days. Also.
I cannot call you bhabhi etc, let me call you neha only. Its very awkward
to call you anything else like Jatin bhaiya since you are clearly one of
the most beautiful woman I have seen.
Neha felt bittersweet at being called most beautiful but with a name her
captor had given. She wanted to be Jatin bhaiya again for Ramesh but it
was not possible now and felt the pain and emptiness between her legs.
Ramesh: We have an 8 hours long journey Neha. Why don't you tell me what
happened to you. Were you a transgender since start ? How did you meet
Arjun Singh and why did you run away from a life so many women will
desire. Being the wife of such a powerful man would have been so good, no
worries about things like money and day to day things.
Neha: It's a long story, and no I was not a transgender, whatever
happened to me was against my will and slow. He is a pervert who likes to
show his power. He thinks of creative ways of punishing those who stand
against him.
Ramesh: Oh shit, you did not want to become a woman ?
Neha: no, I still hate it but I have gotten use to it. I cannot be a man
again, there are no signs of manhood in me now. Its all a distant memory.
Ramesh understood and glanced at her pelvic region, she was a complete
woman.
Ramesh: We are going to Nepal where I have a relative. We can be safe
from Indian agencies there till sometime but we will have to keep
changing places till few months.
Neha: I understand and trust you. I have no one else left now.
Ramesh: Now tell me the whole story Neha. I cannot begin to fathom how
you have turned from the hunk you were to this delicate woman. Even your
mother cannot recognize you.
Neha: You remember after graduation from local college here, I had gone
to JNU to study further.
Ramesh: yes, someone had told that you joined politics there and tried to
be a student leader.
Neha: Yes, I became a communist student leader. We used to do protests. I
will tell you all now.
Neha took a deep breath and looked at the mountains which she had seen
after almost a decade. It felt like home. She removed the pins from her
hair and tucked them behind her ears. She started the narration:
Jatin, 2011-12
Jatin had joined college around 1 year ago, it took him some time to
adjust to life in
the capital city. He loved his new life, living with friends and enjoyed
every moment of this. He never had such freedom before. He had a
girlfriend now and they were together for most of the time. She was also
from a small town on UP and they were planning to get married after
college. She was beautiful and both looked great together. They slept
together almost every day. Jatin soon got involved in the politically
charged environment. He was a good writer and got influenced by left
parties. He started taking part in protests and rallies against
government. His gf started to worry about him. There were incidents where
he also got a few hits from police in these protests. He found himself be
a good orator. His speeches were loved by other students. He felt special
and the appreciation he got from his peers made him think of a political
career. He was smart and sharp and his arguments won over his seniors who
started taking his help for speeches.
He planned to participate in the elections and enrolled for the debate
competition. He bulldozed his opponents. During the final of this
competition, a minister from Rajasthan was among the special guests.
Jatin had prepared his speech but to ensure winning he got his speech
reviewed by a senior who changed almost half of his speech. Jatin didn't
like it but he knew he had to follow his senior for his good future.
The debate started and Jatin started speaking against the policies of the
government. He started talking about a particular policy which was of
Rajasthan government. His senior had done a scathing attack on this
policy and combined it with Jatin's oratory skills it seemed to be the
death knell of the party in next elections. The face of chief guest,
Thakur Arjun Singh went pale after listening to the speech. He was
seething with anger. But being the shrewd politician knew better than
just to shout on Jatin there. He knew that this speech would be viral and
would get picked by media. So he couldn't harm Jatin right now. Revenge
would be cold in this case. However he was also impressed by Jatin's
skills and decided to meet him. He sent his PA to Jatin and called him in
his car. As far as the competition is concerned he told the judges to
ensure Jatin is not the winner.
Jatin was sitting with his gf, they were sure that Jatin had won the
competition when PA came and asked Jatin to meet the minister in his
ambassador. Jatin felt a pinch of fear and went to the car. The door was
opened by the guard and Jatin was asked to sit on front seat while
minister was on the back. The guard closed the door and went away.
Thakur: You are not a local .. are you ?
Jatin: No sir, I am not and I am from Uttarakhand, Joshimath sir.
Thakur: Oh so you don't know the rules here. But as far as I know
insulting a guest is not a custom anywhere in India.
Jatin: ss.. sir, I.. I am sorry, the policy part was added by a senior.
Thakur: that senior is son of the opposition party in Rajasthan
Jatin (visibily shocked): I didn't know sir, please forgive me.
Thakur: You are a revolutionary comrade, why are you worried. Tomorrow
the speech would be in Media stating Minister was shut up by a Fresher
student. I wish you can handle the fame.
Jatin: I would publically apologise sir, I want to be a politican too.
Please ignore what happened today.
Thakur: Ohh, a future leader and that too in opposition. I should nip
this in bud. If you ever become a politician you have to be with our
party.
Jatin: B..but sir, I.. I don?t believe in your ideology.. Please let me
go now.. I beg you..
Thakur laughed and said: We will take care of your ideology. I cannot
wait to welcome you in our party.
He lowered his window shield and guard came. Jatin said sorry again and
went back to his gf who was worried about him. All of his joy had
vanished. He found out that he had not won the competition which was
expected. He tried to call his senior but he was not lifting Jatin?s
call.
Jatin?s life changed from that day. His speech was indeed picked up by
media and he got request for interviews. He decided not to give any
interviews to stop further antagonizing Thakur. His gf supported him in
this decision. He did not win anything after that. All of his speeches
got the maximum claps but he never won any competition. Same thing
happened when he tried to participate in elections. He never won any
post. His personal life was also affected. He lost interest in his
relationship and started feeling depressed. His gf tried her best to make
him happy but Jatin was not able to understand what was going on. He
should have been the President of College Union but his weak opponents
always won. He started feeling like a failure in his life. His final
thesis was also rejected by his Professors. He knew somehow Thakur was
behind it all. His gf graduated and moved on but he was still stuck in
the college.
Next year elections were held and opposition used Jatin?s speech to the
fullest to disregard Thakur. He lost his seat and opposition won. Jatin?s
fears increased when he got this news. He thought of going back to his
hometown for somedays fearing for his life. Meanwhile, thakur now had the
time to plot his revenge.
Jatin was planning his escape when he got a call one morning from
Thakur?s PA. He had called him to minister?s guest house in Delhi
immediately. A car was coming to pick him up in 15 mins. He reached the
guest house where Thakur was sitting in his night suit having morning
tea. He asked Jatin to sit beside him on his bed.
Jatin: Good Morning Sir, I am ready to assist you as you had told. Fuck
my ideology. I was young and stupid then. The senior who wrote my speech
has not talked to me after that. Please forgive me.
Thakur: You started a chain of events that made my party loose elections.
I have been sent to the center now and removed from affairs of the state.
What you have done is not forgivable.
Jatin: I am just a stupid boy sir, the opposition tricked and used me
against you. Please understand sir. You have already made me fail my
exams and everything after that. My political and academic career is
almost ruined sir.
Thakur: Oh, so my ministry equals a stupid thesis and debate competitions
in your opinion. You are still very dumb boy Jatin. You need to be taught
a lesson. I own your life now.
Jatin: I have a girlfriend sir, my parents need someone to take care of
them. Please don?t kill me sir. Please...
Thakur: Oh I will not kill you. I will also use you like the opposition
did. Don?t worry about your gf or parents. I will take care of them also.
Jatin: what do you mean "take care" ? will you kill them also..
Thakur laughed and got up. Jatin tried to run away but guard was standing
at the door. He fell on Thakur?s feet and begged for his life.
Thakur: stop crying like a girl. Get up, I hope your ideology is changed
now, are you ready to join our party ?
Jatin got and touched Thakur?s feet with both hands and said: I will
follow your ideology till death now sir. I will never dare to even think
anything else.
Thakur: I don?t believe words. I believe in action only. I have called
press in an hour. Go and wipe your tears and get ready. You will announce
today that you have joined my party and taken my blessings.
After 2 hours a press conference was held where it was announced that
Thakur would now manage party affairs in Delhi. During the end of the
conference Thakur surprised the reports by calling Jatin there.
Thakur: Do you guys remember this bright young man ? He had criticized my
policies in college debate 2 years ago. The opposition picked his views
and we lost the election. Today he has come here to join our party. He
has finally realized the truth. He would like to talk to you now.
Reporter 1: Jatin ji, are you under any pressure.
Jatin: no no.. I came here on my will. My party people used me against
Shri Thakur. I have realized the truth and the fault in my ideology. I am
now ready to serve Shri Thakur in his efforts to win the Central
elections after 2 years.
Reporter 2: Young guys like you should always be critical of the
government. You were not seen after that speech. What happened ?
Jatin: I was sidelined for being good. Only family members are supported
there. I was an outsider so I was not given any further chances. I would
like to thank Thakur ji for giving me the opportunity today.
Thakur: Enough questions for the young man. Let him be at peace now. He
will work with me to win the next elections.
After the event, Thakur sent Jatin back to his room. He went back and
waited for Thakur. He saw the photo of Thakur?s wife and children in the
room. He kept pacing in the room wondering about his life. He knew he
would not be killed immediately but something would happen. He kept
wondering what..
After 2-3 hours Jatin heard the door open and Thakur came back. Jatin
stood up.
Thakur: I have taken care of your life as of now. A letter has been
mailed to your college telling them that you have joined politics. You
will now live in an apartment near my house. You will be ready for any
order at any given time. You will live as I want you to live. A car is
waiting to take you there
Jatin just nodded and agreed: Sir I will go to hostel and pack my stuff
and go to the apartment.
Thakur: Leave the old stuff, go and start your new life now. Your new
clothes are waiting for you in your apartment.
Jatin was puzzled by the Thakur?s wicked smile but he had no choice. He
went back to the apartment.
The guard left him near the gate and asked him to ring the door of the
penthouse apartment on 20th floor.
Jatin went up and rang the bell. A girl opened the gate, who was wearing
a saree. She had a sania mirza type nose ring and wore big jhumkas. She
smiled and welcomed Jatin inside and asked him to freshen up and eat the
dinner. As he sat down to eat she told him that she would take care of
the house and he should always listen to her. She is like his elder
sister now. Jatin smiled and listened to her. She asked Jatin for his
phone and locked it up. She told that she was just following orders. She
told Jatin that Thakur came there when he was tired and she and jatin
must ensure that Thakur is entertained. She told him that Thakur liked
his women in traditional looks and she has to dress up as a Rajasthani
woman whenever he came there. Jatin understood that she was Thakur?s
mistress named Shreya.
She watched while Jatin ate, she asked him about his family and Jatin
told the whole story of how he ended there. Shreya smiled and told Jatin
that he was safe as of now. If Thakur wanted him dead he would have been
dead long ago. Jatin felt a little relieved. He asked Shreya about
Thakur?s family. Shreya told him that his first wife had left him after
finding about her. Thakur spent nights with new girls everywhere. He
likes young girls in their 20s and leaves them once he is bored. She was
there since past few years and always worried when he would get bored of
her and her future after that. After dinner she showed Jatin his room. It
was a big room with double bed at center. The bed was heart shaped and
had a romantic design. Pillows were also heart shaped.
He decided to take a quick shower and went to the bathroom. After shower
he remembered he had no clothes. He wrapped the towel around his waist
and went out and checked the wardrobes. To his surprise there were only
feminine clothing there. That too of traditional rajasthani women, there
were all kinds of jewelries including nath, bangles, kamarband etc. He
checked the drawers and found panties and bra there of all kinds
including frilly panties and stain brassires. He frantically searched for
some mens clothing but found none. Finally he went out and knocked on
Shreya?s door. Shreya opened the door, she had changed into nighty and
removed her makeup.
Shreya: What happened and why are you roaming around like this. Is this
way to come to a girls room at late night. I am not here for you.
Jatin: No no no.. sorry.. I didn?t mean to come like this. Thakur had
told me that my clothes will be here but there are only women clothes in
my room.
Shreya: haha, first this home has cameras and in hall room so he must be
seeing you live. And address him as Thakur sahib now because he is your
owner. Also it must be what he wanted. You should expect these things
from Thakur sahib.
Jatin: What do you mean, I am a man, look at these six packs. Do you
expect me to wear a saree you idiot. Call Thakur sahib now. I want to see
him.
Shreya: Thakur sahib is already seeing you Jatin. And abusing me wont
change your fate. You drove him out of Rajasthan, he will make you pay
back in some way which he only knows. Go and pick up some nighty and
sleep. You can talk to him when he comes next time.
Shreya shut the door and locked it. Jatin was still in shock. He went
back and decided to sleep in towel that day. But the towel was wet he
wasn?t able to sleep. Frustrated he decided to wear a nighty gown. It was
of purple color but it felt very comfy. He removed the towel and wore the
gown. It was a bit tight for him but he had no option. It was very soft
and felt good strangely.
At around 1PM in night he heard his room door open and saw Shreya
standing there.
Jatin: what happened ? why are you here ?
Shreya: I woke up to drink water and decided to check on you. You had
left the door open. And look how good this nighty looks on you.
Jatin: Haha, I forgot, I decided to sleep in towel but it was wet. I am
sure there is some misunderstanding. Thakur sahib has hired me to work
for him for next elections. My clothes will come tomorrow till then I
will manage like this.
Shreya: lets hope so but anything is possible.
Shreya came and sat beside him on the heart shaped bed. It had been a
long time since Thakur sahib slept with her. She longed for a man?s touch
and seeing Jatin?s abs clearly below the nighty she felt attracted
towards him. Jatin also saw this and removed sat up so that she could see
his body properly.
Shreya: you seem to work out, your abs and biceps are like Salman Khans.
Jatin: haha yes I love working out in gym. I will ask Sahib for some
weights to train here.
Shreya made the first move and touched Jatin?s abs. saying " Oh it feels
good to touch a young man, since so may years I have only touched sahib?s
belly and man boobs". Jatin loved this, it had been almost an year since
he had seen any action. He pulled her in his arms and hugged her tightly:
" Feel them properly, we can enjoy in this home alone until sahib keeps
us together"
"Don?t be a fool Jatin, he knows it all. He must have thought about it"
"Lets forget him for tonight, your lips are so soft", he touch? her lips
and kissed her. Soon their tongues were locked and he was pressing her
boobs. She could feel his dick and started stroking it. Jatin pushed her
on bed and went up on her. He removed her nightly and threw away his
nighty. Her pussy wasn?t very tight but he didn?t care and started
pounding her. Shreya loved his long and hard dick. It was so good to be
fucked by real man again. She enjoyed it and after 5 mins both of them
climaxed together. For Jatin it was one of the best sex he had ever had.
They were lying naked on his bed and he noticed that Shreya had given her
some love bytes. They both laughed and went to sleep.
Thakur sahib loved his morning walks. He used to get up daily at 5 AM and
go for long walks with his two dogs. He decided to check up on Jatin at 6
AM. He had the keys to the apartment and opened it. He first went to
Shreya?s room and decided to wake her up with kiss. He found the room
empty. He then went to Jatin?s room and found both of them sleeping naked
on his bed. His anger knew no bounds. He took the baton he used for
controlling his dogs and attacked both of them.
Jatin and Shreya were shocked from seeing Thakur and his anger. They knew
they had fucked up they both fell on his legs and begged for forgiveness
but Thakur kept hitting them. Shreya couldn?t bear this pain and seeing
this Jatin shielded her and took all the beating himself. His back had
may marks which started bleeding but Thakur didn?t stop. He shouted: "You
mother**, you first take away my job and now you are sleeping with my
girl on the very first day. Just wait and see how I make you repay and
Shreya you whore, I gave you everything and this is the loyalty you show
me. You both shall pay now. Shreya I will sell you to a brothel now.
Jatin became afraid that Shreya would suffer because of her and shouted
that it was all his fault and he had raped Shreya to save her but Thakur
refused to believe it. "Don?t lie to me, one more lie and I will feed you
to my dogs" He started beating Jatin again.
Thakur threw away the baton after he couldn?t lift it up anymore. He
kicked Jatin away and dragged shreya by her hair. He took her outside
with him and locked up naked Jatin in his room.
For almost days the room was locked, jatin shouted and cried in pain but
no one came, he drank water from the tap but he couldn?t do anything
about the hunger. He heard the room open and noticed a nurse had came.
She checked him and told him to lie on bed. He begged for some food and
nurse promised to bring after checking him up. She checked his back and
applied some lotion. She asked him to relax and gave him an injection and
he went to sleep.
He woke up after a long time and noticed that he was in the same room but
there were needles attached to his left hand. There were bandages on his
chest and face. The nurse was there taking some notes. He tried to ask
the nurse but she told him to stay quiet. His chest felt heavy but he
couldn?t get up. He also felt sharp pain in his chest and face. He
wondered that Thakur had beaten his back but why did he feel pain in
Chest and face. He asked nurse but instead of replying she handed him a
letter. It was from Thakur Sahib
Dear Jatin,
Welcome to my world. What started as a little speech has brought you here
now. Consider this just a start of your new life. Initially I had decided
to only make you write some speeches while wearing some fine rajasthani
clothes and jewellery with the help of Shreya to crush your ego but you
are untamable. You charmed my mistress of 10 years, Shreya on Day one
which I had not expected. You had the audacity of taking away my job
earlier and now you tried to take away my girl. I had thought that I will
just take my revenge by kidnapping you, humiliating you by making you
wear some girly clothes but you have again harmed me. You will now have
to pay for this also.
I trusted Shreya but she also broke my heart. Anyways, she has been taken
care of. She will not disturb you again. Now since Shreya is not there I
expect you to take her place. To make sure that I like you, I have done
little changes here and there in your body. You have boobs now, they are
fine imported silicon implants, twice the size of Shreya which I hope you
remember from your encounter. Your manly face also has been give some
minor touches like shaping your forehead, a nose job to make sure I look
at a woman and not a man when I come to you after a long tiring day, I
have also made them fill your lips to make sure they are juicy when I
kiss them. You shall be dressed in fine clothing and jewellery all the
time to make sure I like you.
I know what you are thinking. I am not so cruel, you still have your
organ intact but it is in a lock and keys are with me. You can do your
daily routine through the lock but it will hurt if you try to get aroused
as there is no room for that.
This is your final warning. The changes done are still reversible and if
you manage to keep me happy I may decide to let you go back to your
normal life but it all depends on you. Now I am sending a beauty
specialist as soon as you recover to help you get dolled up for our first
night. Learn from her and try to keep yourself presentable to me at all
times for I may visit you anytime like that morning. Keep me happy and
stay happy and alive. It is all your choice now
Love,
Thakur Arjun Singh
Present:
Ramesh was listening to this story and saw Neha cracking up. Tears were
rolling from her eyes. He stopped the car and offered her his hanky and
asked to wipe her tears.
Ramesh: You are free now, I will do my best to keep you away from that
demon.
Neha: It all came back to me now, the pain, the helplessness of lying
there while he did those horrible things to me. I am scarred forever.
Ramesh: We are almost reaching Haridwar. There is a hotel nearby where we
shall spend the night. You can keep the veil again and we shall use
Poojas ID. Now wipe your tears and come back to present. We still have a
long journey ahead.
They reached the hotel and Ramesh asked for two rooms at reception while
Neha waited in the lobby area. The girl at reception took them as a
normal couple and asked Ramesh if he was having quarrel with his wife.
Before Ramesh could answer she took the second key and advised Ramesh:
"Sir madam is just testing you, you both seem newly married, take 1 room
and make up to her. If you take separate room she will keep nagging you
for rest of your life about it." Ramesh was dumbfounded, he didn?t want
to say that they were brother and sister as then also receptionist would
ask why they need two rooms. He returned to where Neha was sitting and
took her to the room and told her everything, she understood and accepted
the situation. He offered that he would sleep in car at night and let
Neha stay in the room. Neha just nodded in agreement and they went to the
room.
Ramesh came and sat on the other corner of the bed. He was getting
physically attracted towards Neha. She was one of the most beautiful
girls he had seen. He checked Neha from top to bottom. His mind was
trying to find a man in her. She had soft lushy hairs, after the haircut
they were till her shoulders. There was sindoor in her maang. Big jhumkas
and she had two extra holes in each ear which had diamond studs. Nose was
decorated with a small nose pin. Lips were thick and juicy. He looked
down and her low cut blouse was showing the size of the boobs. They were
held tightly together by the blouse giving her a deep cleavage. His eyes
were stuck there admiring the beauty. His mind was trying to remind him
that he was looking at a man and but those thoughts went weak looking at
her beauty. Her navel was open and her flat stomach. An image of Jatin
bhaiya pumping iron in just shorts flashed in his mind, and then here was
Jatin bhaiya wrapped in a saree with huge breasts and flat navel and
adorned with gold and diamonds. Fate was a powerful thing.
He noticed that Neha was absent minded and lost in thoughts. The room had
a single double bed. Neha just went and sat at one corner. She was lost
in thoughts. She was looking at window facing opposite to Ramesh. He
tried to initiate a small talk.
Ramesh: They are not searching here right now, I didn?t see any
checkpoints here on the way.
Neha: They will be monitoring cctvs, I hope they have not suspected
anything yet on our car.
Ramesh: We will cross Nepal border by tomorrow. We can live there for
sometime but I don?t know how will we manage without money.
Neha: I have some jewellery, we can sell it and rent some house. It
should be good for 6 months.
Ramesh: Hmm, I hope it doesn?t come to that. I want to bring him to
justice.
Neha: Its not possible Ramesh, it?s a waste. We cannot fight someone who
is the system itself.
Ramesh: 10 years ago if someone asked me that I will see this day, I
would have laughed and called him mad. You were a total hunk then. My
ideal. I wanted to be like you. If fate can bring you here, it can turn
again and make you free also. Its important to have hope. Hope is a good
thing Neha.
Neha: Yes even I had never thought that a revenge can go this far. I hope
future has better things in store for me.
Ramesh: I know it has good things in store for you, have hope Neha. Now
please tell me what happened after the operation..
Neha turned towards his side with her hands holding her heads. Ramesh was
still sitting with legs down on the ground. Neha signaled him to become
comfortable. He remove his shoes and stretched his legs. Neha began
narrating again
Jatin: 2013-14
After the operation my face was swollen and painful. Chest felt very
tight and heavy due to the breast implants. Doctors had advised me
complete bed rest for 1 week after which the bandages on my chest would
be removed. It was very painful to lift my hands and I needed help of the
nurse for basic tasks like drinking. The breasts were huge and I had to
lie on my back all the time. The chastity belt had locked my penis and I
could no longer see it. I had to sit down to pee just like a woman on
toilet. I felt sad about Shreya also.
After 1 week the bandages from my chest were removed and I could see my
breasts. The nurse gave me a mirror and I saw two huge breasts hanging
out from my chest. Only last week it was a hairy chest of a man. I felt
aroused by them when I touched and fondled them. They were soft and warm.
It was still painful but it felt free. Walking around with them was
difficult and it changed my pose. It felt heavy on my chest. Also, I was
given my first bra. Till then the only time I had touched a bra was
removing it from my gf?s and Shreya?s chest. Now I was wearing one. The
nurse helped me wearing and showed me how to put the clasp and turn it.
She advised me to wear a sports bra always to keep them from getting
sore. I tried to wear it myself and got a hang of it after a few
attempts. Due to the large size I had to put my hand and adjust me boobs
inside the bra. Thakur must be smiling now wherever he was seeing my
struggling with my boobs. The nurse told me he will see my only when I
had recovered.
After 1 month my face and breasts had healed. I was able to lift my hands
and do regular tasks. However I was loosing my muscles. I was being given
a very strict diet to make me loose my weight. The nurse told me that
Thakur liked his woman lean and thin . As far as my face I could see the
changes now, they had shaved my forehead and gave it an arch. My jawline
was made prominent like a woman. There were few other changes and I
looked like a woman now. My face still had Jatin in it and people who
knew me would recognize but no stranger would now be able to know that it
is a man?s face. I wondered if it was reversible. I knew that the only
option I had was to make Thakur happy and he may let me go after I help
him win somehow.
Till one month the nurse made me wear loose tshirts and lower. After I
healed she said that now another lady would come and she left one day.
Next day morning I saw a middle aged woman in the house waiting for me.
She had came with a lot of stuff. She introduced herself as a makeup
artist specializing in tall and broad women. It seemed that she didn?t
know my gender. She took me for a normal girl and started asking my
beauty routine. I kept quiet and told her to do whatever she was asked to
do. She frowned and started taking out her stuff. She made me sit infront
of the dressing table in Shreya?s room. She immediately noticed that my
ears were not pierced and took the piercing gun. Before I could stop her
a hole in both my ears. She asked me why my ears were not pierced till
now and I replied that it?s a custom in Uttarakhand. She took out some
gold studs and asked me to pick one. I picked the smallest one and she
put them in my ear lobes.
The makeup started, she started with applying moisturizer and primer, it
made my skin ready. It was followed by foundation and concealer, I was
just sitting there and watching her do her job with perfection, minor
blemishes on my face just vanished. Wrinkels around my eyes and mouth
looked smooth. She followed it up with foundation powder which gave made
my skin fairer. She added blush on my cheeks and highlighter. Then she
asked me to put eyeliner myself. I tried to do it but my hands were
shaking. She patiently guided me. At the end she asked me how come I grew
so old without even knowing how to apply an eyeliner. I wished I could
tell her why ? I wish I could strip and show her the real reason. In my I
mind screamed at her that "Because I am a man you idiot". But I just
smiled and let it go. Now came the lipstick, a bright red one. My surgery
enhanced lips looked beautiful and she praised them. She shaped my nails
and painted them bright red. After that she gave me tips on how to
maintain the makeup for long durations. She also took me measurements for
the blouse and saree and left for the day.
I sat there on the chair admiring the woman in the mirror. Was she really
me ? She looked beautiful, she was a full voluptuous woman staring back
at me. I got up and locked the door. I came back and removed my tshirt. I
was just in my sports bra. The woman staring back at me looked stunning
and cute. She was a bit bulky and had a masculine body from the back but
from the front she was devine and well proportioned. I unhooked at my bra
and let me boobs hand naturally. I pressed them softly and it gave me a
tingling feeling. I had never felt any sensation in my nipples when I was
a man but now they had started getting hard and soft. They were very
sensitive and became sore when I was not wearing a bra. Staring at my own
cleavage and breasts made my dick hard but there was no room there for it
to grow and it was painful. I thought about Thakur and my future and
other things to make it small again due to constant pain.
During the makeup, I had noticed her phone lying on the dressing table. I
had felt like picking it up and calling the police. But after what had
happened to me I was not able to gather the courage to do something
stupid again. Half of the time I kept wondering what his next step would
be ? Will he have sex with me ? It seemed obvious seeing the investment
he was doing in my body. My ass would soon receive a good pounding from
Thakur. I wondered if he liked shemales ? My biggest fear was that Thakur
would get angry someday about something and they would cut my dick off
too. I wanted to escape that prison so badly but there was no way out. I
had to wait for an opportunity to run away. My nights were spent thinking
about how to runaway but there was always a guard at the door. He
delivered food and did the cleaning after asking me to go inside the
room. He used to lock it up from outside.
I also wanted to release my dick from the lock. I was sick of sitting
down for peeing. I also wanted to touch it and even masturbate. After
seeing my reflection in mirror during makeup I really wanted to
masturbate to relive some of my stress but it was not possible to hold
it. I decided I would just do whatever Thakur wants just to beg him to
release my dick. I used to get some pleasure from my boobs and fingering
my nipples but I was afraid of being rough.
The makeup routine continued for a few days and I started getting
confident and taking over some tasks from her. From practice my eyeliner
started becoming straight and perfect and time taken to complete makeup
started getting smaller. My hairs were also growing but not fast enough.
One day she brought permanent extensions. She told me they would last for
6 month till my real hair grew. They were keratin based and she started
working and doing micro weaving. Soon I had hairs till my waist. They
were long and voluminous. It made my face even more feminine, They were
brown coloured. After that she taught me how to make ponytails and
braids. It was very difficult for me and she used to get frustrated as
she was seeing a grown girl who knew nothing about being a girl. I began
to realize how much work it was to be a girl. Everyday you need to get up
and take care of your skin, face and hairs. As a guy it took me 10 mins
to ready. As a girl it took me 1 hr just for the makeup, forget hairs and
skin. Washing my hair was a task after getting extensions, I had to first
rinse them properly, then apply some conditioner which I didn?t even knew
existed till then. Then I had to apply shampoo first at scalp and then
downwards. I had to be gentle otherwise the hairs broke. Then again
conditioner from mid to the tips slowly. Finally I had to wait and rinse
with cold water. I wondered how half of the population goes through it
daily without complain. I hated it all but it kept me busy in my
captivity. I was beginning to admire girls more as I was becoming one.
After few days the guard informed me Thakur would also visit anytime now.
My heart beat increased. The makeup girl also came home hurriedly with my
rajasthani bandhej saree with printed gotta patti work, the fabric was
chffon and colour was dark blue. It came with a sleeveless blouse. She
also had brought a traditional gala band choker necklace which hard
pearls. Matching jhumkas and lots of bangles. She told me to sit on the
dressing table and began her work. I worked on eyes and lips while she
did the makeup routine. After 30 mins the makeup was done. She helped me
wear the saree and petticoat. She asked me remove bra and helped me with
the blouse which embraced my breasts and she tied the strings behind very
tightly. It was difficult to breath and I asked her to tie it a little
loose but she told me to shut up and bear the pain. I learned how to walk
in a saree by taking slow and short steps. She had also brought a pair of
heels and it was incredibily difficult to manage the saree and heels. I
was looking like a royal princess. A part of me was proud of my
reflection in the mirror. I got some confidence from it. After completing
the makeup she left and wished me luck. She knew what was going to happen
to me that night.
Finally the moment came when I was ready for Thakur. He came late at
night when I was starting to feel sleepy. I had been very careful to take
care of the makeup. It was exhausting in the tight blose as I could feel
the heat and sweat between my boobs. But as soon as the door opened my
sleep and tiredness vanished. I sat up and went to the door. Thakur came
inside and I could see the surprise on his face. I was not able to look
him in the eye and I lowered my glance to the floor. He was wearing a
normal kurta payjama with Nehru jacket. I knew he was happy with the
results. He came near me and hugged me tightly without saying anything.
He seemed drunk. He blurted out " I have missed you so much" For a moment
it looked that he mistook me for Shreya but he spoke again: "I saw the
girl in you when I called you in my car" He tightened his grip over me,
my breasts were getting squeezed by his chest and it was difficult to
breath. I tried to break free but he was too strong for me now. I gave up
and after few mins he released me.
Thakur: "You turned out to be far more beautiful than what I had thought.
I was hoping to see a kinnar here but you are even more beautiful then
Shreya."
I just kept staring at the ground, not knowing what to say. Thakur just
put his hands on my chin and lifted my face. I was still looking down and
he said.
Thakur: "look at my dear Jatin, look into my eyes, you don?t have to be
shy now.
I slowly raised my glance and looked at his face, he was smiling and his
eyes were wide open."
Thakur: "I am beginning to fall in love with you. Don?t hate me for what
I have done to you. I have just made you into a butterfly from a
caterpillar. Life in politics is difficult and rough. You are made for
fine things darling. Now you just sit and enjoy and leave the troubles to
me. "
A tear came in my eye and he wiped it off the corner of my eyes. I wanted
to hit him for doing all this to me but I had no strength, I didn?t have
the strength to even break free from his arms.
Thakur: "Now we need to give you a new name. You remind me of my first
love in college at Jodhpur. She was also tall and beautiful like you. Her
name was Neha, I would like to call you that. Do you like that name dear
jatin ?"
I just nodded and became Neha from that day.
Thakur then took to the room with heart shaped bed and made me sit in the
middle. He took off his kurta and payjama and was just in an underwear.
He took my hand and placed it on his dick and put this hand over my hand
and started stroking it. From the other hands he started pressing my
boobs. Soon I could feel his organ growing bigger and harder. He had an
average dick and the size was same as mine but it felt very strange to
touch another man?s dick. I was feeling very bad about it but at the same
time he was pressing my boobs in a violent way and that was giving me
pleasure.
He soon took off his underwear too and started undressing me, he removed
my saree and petticoat and I was just in the chastitiy belt now. He then
untied all the strings in my blouse one by one slowly, a few with his
teeth and few with his fingers playfully. As soon as my blouse came off I
put my hands on my boobs to hide them but he again took on my hand and
put it on his dick and now I had the hairy dick in my hand now. I was
trying my level best to cover both of nipples from one hand and stroke
his penis but it was difficult. He then took my head and almost shoved it
near his penis. I tried my best to resist and closed my mouth shut.
Thakur sensed and said: "Two mistakes have landed you here and do you
want to make this your third now ?" I started begging and crying for him
to leave me but he started a countdown. "you have 15 seconds left to kiss
it or get ready for next punishment" While crying I went and kissed it.
As soon as my mouth opened he shoved it completely in mouth, he pulled
back my hair and started stroking it up and down. Tears were rolling from
my eyes as he violently pushed it in and out of mouth and my complete
head was paining from the hair pull. He soon came in my mouth and my
mouth was full with his discharge. It was even leaking from the corner of
my lips. I felt horrible and ran away to bathroom while Thakur sat there
laughing. I gargled and brushed but he came from behind, lifted me up and
took me back " Darling I have just started, and you need to drink me
semen not throw it out" Next time there can be a punishment for it too.
He took out a small key and opened my belt. It felt so good to have my
dick finally released. I could see that he didn?t like what he was seeing
and asked me sit on my knees in doggy pose. Although I knew what that was
and I had done that many times with my girlfriend, I didn?t want to do
that with Thakur. But I was not in a position to say no and pretended to
not know it. He showed me on his phone and made me take that pose.
Firstly he fingered my ass and put some lotion on it. He put the lotion
on his dick too. My ass was very tight and even his finger was painful
but he immediately put his complete dick inside me. I screamed very
loudly and cried "Please take it out I cannot bear it please please
please" but the response was a laughter. He started his strokes and I
felt the pain, it was stinging with every stroke. The pain slowly reduced
and became bearable. After 5 mins he came and semen started leaking from
there too. I had no strength to go and wash and just lied down on my
back. I touched that area and found my fingers red. Thakur exclaimed "You
are not a virgin anymore my love Neha" and he lied down with his head on
my boobs and started sucking them. I also started getting some pleasure
and my dick started getting hard but he didn?t like that and immediately
put the lock back there again. I screamed in pain as my dick was almost
crushed inside it. I could see the pleasure he was getting from torturing
me. He started playing with my boobs but I just laid there.
After he was a satisfied he said: " I will be back again soon dear, Now I
have a campaign to run and many important affairs, now I will send
something to make you comfortable with this. Also don?t worry about your
world outside, your parents are happy knowing that you have found a job
in Africa where there is no phone but you can send money every month,
your gf has found a new boyfriend and moved on. If you keep behaving and
pleasuring me I will reward you each time, your first gift shall arrive
tomorrow"
He dressed up and left. I lay there naked for a long time. My body had
become numb from all the pounding. My nipples and breast were sore and
painful. He had bitten them multiple times. I had love bytes all over my
neck and chest. The blood from my ass had stopped, I gathered my strength
and went to the shower. I wasn?t able to stand up and I just sat under
the shower with my legs curled up in my hands an tears rolling. I still
had a lot of jewelry on and I started removed all of it including nose
pin and threw it away. "Why the fuck did you even wanted to enter
politics. Look where it has brought you. You should have stayed in
Joshimath you idiot, taking care of your father?s shop was hurting your
ego and see what has happened now. Just imagine then seeing you like..
how can you go back like this"
For a long time I just sat there and cursed myself. My body started
shivering from the long shower and I got up and wiped myself. "They can
break my body but I cannot let them break my soul. I will find a way, I
just need to wait for the right time" I decided to be strong and wait for
my time. I took out a nighty and went to sleep
Present:
Neha realized that she had just described her first sex scene to Ramesh
in full details. She was very embarrassed and started apologizing:
Neha: "Sorry Ramesh, I should not have told you all these details, its
just that after so many years I have found someone with whom I can share
the pain. I know it is just too much information for you and you may
think of me as woman of loose character but I have to vent it out.
Ramesh: Oh no no, please. You are like my family and you can share
whatever you like, I am no one to judge you and in those circumstances
you had no other option. Frankly I just want to kill that bastard to give
you some peace. That is the least you deserve.
Neha: Thank you for understanding Ramesh. You are doing so much for me. I
wish I could repay you someday but I don?t think it possible.
Ramesh smiled and said: "Our journey has just started, let me help you in
getting some justice and then you can repay me as you wish"
After this Ramesh got up and started getting ready to go and sleep in the
car:
"Sleep here only please, you have driven for so long today and you need
to drive again tomorrow. You must get proper rest"
"I had promised this, you sleep here properly and don?t worry I am used
to spending nights I cars for my customers"
"Please I insist and to tell you the truth I have been not able to sleep
properly since I left Thakur?s house. For all the things he did wrong, he
also treated me very lavishly. For past 5 years I have slept at his house
on the most comfortable beds and now I am unable to sleep on these plain
beds." Neha said with a smirk on her face.
"We are on run madam and you are thinking about beds, now get some rest
and let me go"
"I was just trying to make the mood light and yes a cage however
beautiful is still a cage"
After this Ramesh left the room, he felt good that Neha was trying to be
jovial with him. He wanted to leave the room a long time ago because when
Neha was describing the makeup routine and dressing up, he had felt
aroused. He started seeing her and imagining her like a Rajputana
princess and his dick also started getting hard. He had rolled his legs
and hidden it from Neha. After the dressing up when Neha described the
forced sex scene then Ramesh started feeling guilty and angry on himself.
He decided that he would help Neha with all he had and give her justice.
After all was over and if Neha still wanted to remain an woman he would
definitely give his feelings a shot and propose her.
Ramesh was lost in these thoughts as he reached reception and saw some
men in uniform showing a pic to the receptionist. Luckily the shift had
changed and it was a new receptionist there. Ramesh went outside but kept
an eye on them from a corner. They looked for the names in register and
left after handing over the pic there. Ramesh waited for them to leave in
their car and immediately rushed back to the room. He rang the bell
multiple times. Neha opened the door and Ramesh quickly came inside and
shut the door. Neha asked why he was sweating and he replied:
"They are here Neha, they are looking for you. A policeman just gave your
photo at the reception, we would be caught as soon as we go there"
Neha just sat on the floor and started thinking of the consequences when
she reached back.
Ramesh said:" You stay here and lock the door, I know a few people here,
I will be back by morning"
Neha: No no no please don?t leave me alone here. You don?t know what they
can do, please take me with you"
Ramesh: If you come down they will definitely catch you, just stay here
and let me find a solution, please stay calm and trust me/
Neha: Please Ramesh, I don?t even have a phone and I cannot even call
you, please stay with me
Ramesh: I will call on hotel number. Just pick the call. We don?t have
any option now
Ramesh left after saying this before Neha could request again. She had no
other option but to wait. She just rolled herself in bed and started
praying for a way out.
After few hours Ramesh was back. He was carrying two big packets. He gave
one to Neha and asked her to change.
Neha opened the package and found it was a burqa. She asked where did he
find it at night:
"I have a muslim friend here, I told him not to ask any questions and
give me what I wanted and he complied. It belongs to his wife"
She changed into burqa and came out. Ramesh saw her and even in burqa she
was looking hot and sexy to him. He shrugged these thoughts and told her
to come out after 1 hr while he would go and wait in the car." Neha
waited and left the room after 1 hr. While she was going out the
receptionist called her and asked the room number as he was not sure if
any muslim was staying there. She got very tensed and replied with a
random room number and went out. Ramesh was already waiting and came near
her and opened the door. She noticed he was also wearing a fake muslim
weird and he had added a few stickers like 786 etc on his car. They
started again and headed towards lakhimpur and further towards Nepal
border. They decided not to stop before that.
Meanwhile at the hotel when the receptionist crosschecked the room number
told by Neha he found out that it was an empty room. He became suspicious
and called the policemen who had came there earlier. The policeman came
and checked CCTV footage and found Ramesh and Neha there. They were not
able to get the correct car number but they had got the colour and brand
of the car. An alert was issued at border checkposts and tolls to check
for a car like this.
Ramesh took the route going through small towns avoiding the highways and
tolls. At one point where there was no other way they went to highway and
came across a checkpost. The policemen stopped them but after seeing the
stickers and muslim identity the let them go. Neha was impressed by
Ramesh?s intelligence. She had thought that it was all over few hours ago
but now seeing Ramesh?s brilliant mind in action she was thinking that
they may have a change at escaping all this.
They reached Lakhimpur Kheri and decided to spend night there. They
looked for a small hotel where no one would guess them out. They finally
choose a muslim accommodation where Ramesh lied about their names and
told that they were running away from their families after love marriage.
The manager laughed and gave them the keys.
In the room they both changed back into normal clothes and decided to
take some rest. Neha thanked him again and seemed happy but she sensed
that Ramesh was still tensed.
"You look so tensed, we have made it so far by your genius idea, relax
for tonight and start worrying again tomorrow"
"No Neha, you don?t understand, they would have checked CCTV and by now
Thakur would have known my name, he may reach my family and harm them"
"Oh shit, Pooja would also be in danger, please call them up but keep
duration short so that they cannot trace you"
Ramesh called his family, no one had came there yet. Ramesh asked them to
leave and go to some relative?s place for a few days.
After this Ramesh seemed a bit relaxed,
Ramesh: If you don?t mind, can you tell me what happened after that
incident. I want to know the whole story and please don?t worry about
telling the details. Tell all you want in all details. I am all ears now.
Neha smiled and continued the story.
Neha laid back, she removed her burqa and felt a bit happy that someone
was there to share the pain. For so many years she had suffered in
silence and now by gods grace she had someone who was ready to listen to
her. She felt like a burden was getting lifted from her chest so she
became comfortable and patted the space on bed next to her while smiling
at Ramesh to ask him to sit beside her on the bed. Ramesh quickly came
and sat there. Neha felt an attachment toward Ramesh, she took his hand
and held it with both of her hands and gripped it tightly and started
narrating again:
Jatin/Neha 2014- Present:
I was both physically and mentally hurt after the first night with
Thakur. My ass was swollen and I had a problem in sitting and lying on my
back. But sitting on back pressed my boobs which was also not very
comfortable as still there was pain. I wanted to throw away my bras as it
didn?t feel free to stay in them. But my nipples became sore whenever I
removed them for long. My lips were also cut and it was difficult to eat
anything salty. I wanted to cry and run away. I started exploring options
to escape but it was the top floor, all windows and balcony were shut and
locked with keys. A guard was there at the front door all the time in
shift. I planned to get friendly with them and wait for a time when one
of them falls sick. I went to the door and tried to initiate a small talk
with the guard. She just put on a salwar suit and went near the gate. She
tried to talk in a sweet tone but her voice was still manly.
"Hi bhaiya, what is your name."
"Sir we are not allowed to talk to you. There are CCTVs here so please go
back inside."
I felt a little better on being called as sir. It meant that he still was
seen as a man but it might be because the guard knew everything. I told
the guard " I had no one to talk to. I feel lonely here. I need someone
to talk to.."
"Sir don?t look at me while talking, just pretend to do something else,
they don?t have mics here so we can talk while facing in opposite
directions"
"That?s great bhaiya, thank you"
I switched on the TV in drawing room and pretended to see it while
sitting in other direction. The guard faced the opposite directions. He
started talking
"Sir you cannot believe the things I have seen Thakur do, he took this
apartment for partying and drinking initially, overtime he started
bringing girls and prostitutes here. Shreya was not his first mistress. I
have heard those girls shout with pleasure or beg with pain. Some came
for favors, some were forced but I have never seen him do it with a man.
What is happening to you is just the next level. What did you do deserve
this ?"
"I just spoke against him in a college debate. I just didn?t knew he was
there. He destroyed me career and life and left me no other option but to
come here"
"Oh shit, he told me he would make example of you when he lost the
elections. I thought he would just kill you but this is unbelievable"
"Thanks bhaiya, I can talk to you"
"Now go inside and rest, he may come again anytime"
I came back and rested, Thakur didn?t came but the beautician came and
asked me how was my last night. It was like she was asking a bride about
her wedding night. She was pretty excited, I showed her the love bytes
and the blood stained bedsheet.
"Wow, you were a virgin, I didn?t knew"
"Its none of your business" I replied angrily.
I didn?t feel like replying to her stupid questions. I asked what was she
doing here. She told she had brought clothes for next session and brought
in a suitcase. She told me it had more clothes and jewelleries. She went
away after that. I opened it and saw it had more sarees, it had a
jewellery box which contained a heavy bridal nath, rajasthani maangtika,
big jhumkas, bangles, anklets and kamar bandhs.
Next day the guard came with a packet gift for me. It blew my mind. I
hadn?t expected Thakur was into these things. It had a butt plug, a
corset, wrist and ankle cuffs, collars and leash and a latex leather
black bodysuit which would barely cover my breasts and it had would
squeeze my waist completely. I felt ashamed at even holding those things.
Not long ago as a man I used to masturbate to videos of women dressed in
these bodysuits and today I was just like a girl in those videos. If I
just took a video of me in these and uploaded so many young guys would
masturbate on me. I felt like an object. Alongwith these Thakur had sent
a handwritten note.
"Darling, I have sent a few gifts for you. Wear the corset to train your
body for more such dresses. Get ready for our next encounter tonight. I
want you to be dolled up when I come tonight. Each day spent with me is
a day closer to freedom. Hope you don?t commit another mistake tonight"
Now I didn?t had the courage to disobey him again so I took out the
corset and started trying to tie it. It was made of satin, there were
instructions in the package on how to wear it. First step was to loosen
the laces, second was holding it with right side up, the laces had to be
in back and hooks in front. I had to clasp the hooks and pins. It was
very difficult as my boobs were getting completely pressed. With each
hook my breath was getting shorter but I had knew I had no other option.
After doing the last hook I sat and rested for a while. It was difficult
standing in them. The next step was tightening the laces by pulling the
bunny ears on them one by one. I tried but it was too painful. My boobs
were completely coming up from being pushed. I did a few laces and left
the rest open. I was also worried about more bleeding in my ass and used
the butt plug. They split my ass cheeks and I left them there. I wore a
salwar suit over it and walked a little bit to ease.
Just as I was doing this the beautician came again. She saw me walking
like that and asked me why I was panting. I told her about the corset.
"Till last month you didn?t even had a hole in you ears and today you are
wearing a corset, you have discovered complete femininity in a month"
"Well Thakur ji wants me like this, I cannot disobey"
"Yes Thakur ji wants new things everyday. Today he sent me to help you,
but as I see you have already done it. Can you remove your kurta so that
I can see it. I myself have never worn it but I can help you"
I removed the Kurta and she saw it and her mouth was wide open.
"All laces are open, you have worn it very loose and your waist isn?t
very girly. Thakur ji has made a good observation"
I wondered if she also knew my history but I didn?t want to take a risk.
The guard knew already but she didn?t. I pretended to get angry
"Stop telling me that I am not girly enough, come and see if it is
correctly worn"
She came and started tying the laces in back while I watched in mirror.
With each lace my waist became more like an hourglass. My boobs became
more and more prominent and my cleavage became deeper. My boobs looked
like those of Ayesha takia.
After she was done she told me that tonight again Indian dress has to be
worn. I sighed and sat on makeup chair. She started her magic and in a
few hours I was ready. I was wearing a yellow saree, with golden borders
and gotta patti work. It had a beautiful peacock design. The blouse was
full and my corset was hidden under it. In my ears were gold pearl
earrings with hair chains. My neck had a pearl necklace with 3 layers. My
nose had a golden pearl nose ring and the chain was also layered with
small pearls. My hands had had a haathphool and some golden bangles with
diamonds. The reflection in a mirror showed me a princess sitting in
mirror. I felt an erection in my penis and that sent a sharp pinch of
pain in my body. The girl asked me if the nose ring was pinching but I
said its ok.
I had to get up and walk in those things. It was very difficult to walk
with such heavy saree and jewellery. She set the pallu over my head. The
corset was not allowing me to breath properly. Somehow I went and sat on
the bed where the girl had put some rose petals and left.
Thakur came early that day. He was wearing a suit today and looking
different He saw me on the bed and came near me and removed my pallu. He
kissed on my lips but the nath was coming in between. He took on had and
lifted and it and completely sucked my lips dry. I had to push him away
to take breath.
"Please be gentle today, its very difficult to breath in corset and I am
getting out of breath very quickly".
"Haha, very good you seem to have become smart. Following all orders"
I nodded and looked down.
"I want to eat you alive, I had not imagined you would become so
beautiful"
I pretended to give a smile on which Thakur also smiled and kissed again.
This time gently. He wasted no time and took off his clothes. He proceed
to remove my nath
"It looks so beautiful on your nose but you cannot suck me with this on.
I will send you more of these"
After removing the nath he made me sit on floor and he sat up and
unzipped his pants. I had to sit near the bed and give him a bj. I didn?t
cry this time, I just took it in my hands and started kissing it. It felt
very revolting but I took it as a job and just did it. Thakur again
started pulling my hairs back and it also stretched my ears with hair pin
of jhumkas. It became painful again but I started doing it quickly and
used my hands also. My hands with red nail paints and haathphool were
stroking the bottom of his dick while my lips worked on tips and soon
Thakur was climaxing. He let the load in my mouth and this time he
signaled to drink it. I did and tasted sperm this time. Thakur seemed to
be pleased and lifted me on bed. He removed the blouse and saree and saw
the corset. He saw the laces and tightened them more. Tears again came in
my eyes with the pain. He laughed and loosened it. He seemed to enjoy
making me suffer. He then proceeded to unlock my chastity belt. He told
me to come in leapfrog position but I didn?t knew what that was. He
showed me how to lie down where my shoulders and boobs were on the bed
but the butt was lifted. While he was doing it I felt like fucking him
and showing him I was still a man. The fear of loosing more made me take
that postion and he started again. He saw that I had the butt plugs and
removed them. This time there was no bleeding. I closed me eyes and
imagined myself doing this to him while he was pounding me from behind.
The ordeal went for 10 mins after which a tired Thakur just collapsed on
the bed and dozed away. I got up with sperms leaking off my butt and went
to washroom. I felt like a used and dirty laundry. It was very demeaning
to my ego. Life will take such a turn no one could have imagined. I sat
down and started crying remembering my mother. I wanted to hide and cry
in her lap.
After my tears went dry I got up and looked in the mirror. Thakur had
forgotten to put back the chastity belt so I decided to pleasure myself
to take some of the pain off. I had not masturbated for months and my
dick became erect just after little strokes. I started stroking my dick.
I remembered my girlfriend and her beautiful face but it wasn?t getting
me excited, I replaced her with Shreya but she also didn?t work, I just
kept stroking looking at the mirror. I still had the jhumkas on, my
hairs were unkempt, my neck still had the pearl necklace which were
looking very sexy above my breasts. I was just looking like a statue at
Khajuraho. It made my dick really hard. I started pushing my breasts
which gave me waves of pleasure. I took a little longer than earlier but
the pleasure was far more. I came and it brought a lot of relief. My mind
was clearer. I removed all the jewellery. I knew I had to make him happy
and win his trust before making my next escape attempt. I had to wait for
them to become complacent.
I changed back into nighty and went and slept beside him. After sometime
he hugged me and pulled me waist tightly. I could feel his organ as he
was still naked. His breath was there on my neck. I remembered how I
slept like this spooning with my girlfriend. It felt so good earlier but
now it felt like a cage. I still had the physical strength of removing
his hand from my waist but mentally I wasn?t able to gather the courage.
I slept after sometime.
Next day he was gone but not after putting the chastity belt on, the same
routine started for me. I chatted with the guard and learnt more about
him. The beautician came and she also started getting friendly with me.
Wearing the corset also became a normal thing for me and I learnt to live
with it on. Slowly my waist was also getting in shape. But I was loosing
my physical strength. Without any exercises the muscles were getting
loose and I was getting thinner. Thakur used to come infrequently and I
used to get dolled up for his pleasure. With time he started chatting
with me. One day he gifted me a phone which had no option of dialing out.
While giving the phone he warned me that if I tried to made the emergency
call also his men will reach to me before any police vehicle. He started
calling me and texting me about his work and day. I also replied to gain
his trust. Slowly it was growing into a friendship. I also felt more at
ease with him. I started suggesting him solutions to his political
problems which at first he laughed off but after a few of my suggestions
worked he started taking them seriously. He was impressed by my political
acumen and one time commented that I would have been a good rival for him
but he nipped the danger in bud.
I had totally forgotten about the package I had received initially. One
day he texted me, that he was going to host a party for a special group
of friends. I wondered what it could be but he wanted it to be a surprise
for me. 1 hour before the party he came home and asked me about the box.
I had locked it up in fear of him discovering it laying around. At first
I pretended to have lost it but he started with his warnings again and I
found it. He wanted me to dress up in the latex leather suit. I felt very
ashamed.
"I will not wear it, it is very short"
"haha you seem to have become a typical indian woman, it would look very
sexy on you"
"Why do you want me to wear it now, there is a party in 1 hour and I
will need 1 hr to dress up for the party"
"It is for the party babe, I told you it?s a group of ?special friends?"
I was taken aback, I would be in this suit infront of all the people in
the party.
"I see you want to make a mistake again, after all it has been a long
time since you had a punishment"
"No no I will wear it but please don?t make me wear it infront of all"
"First wear it and show it to me then I will decide"
I started going to the washroom but he stopped me.
"Change here infront of me dear"
"No, I feel ashamed"
"Please I insist, please"
"You look away and promise not to peek" I couldn?t believe I was saying
these words
"Ok promise" He pretended to close his eyes but I knew he was peeping. I
took off my clothes but there was the corset also. In frustration and
anger I wasn?t able to remove all the laces at the back"
"Let me help you" and he came near my back hugged me first and kissed on
my neck after removing my hairs. Then he started removing the laces and
helped me unhook the corset pins. It felt good that he was helping me. As
soon as it came off my breasts were exposed and he smiled mischievously
looking at them. I immediately covered the nipples from my hand and said
angrily.
"You promised to look away.. please"
"Ok ok sorry I couldn?t resist"
"I cannot pick up the dress now, please hand it over but keep your eyes
closed"
After that he took the dress from the bed and handed it over. I tried to
cover both my nipples with one hand and tried putting on the dress but it
was difficult. I gave up and used both of my hands. I looked at him and
caught him peeping. I gave an angry look after which he closed his eyes
again. With great pain I wore the dress. I had to again call him as the
dress was not fitting with my chastity belt. He removed the belt and I
tucked my dick properly and wore a padded panty over it to ensure that
there were no signs of it. The dress felt very comfortable but I felt
completely naked in the dress. After I was finished he opened his eyes
and whistled. He looked very excited and happy that I was wearing the
dress for him. He opened the box and took out the cuffs. He made me wear
the handcuffs. There handcuffs were attached to a collar in my neck. He
had also brought a mask which covered half of my face and had bunny ears.
I looked like a playboy bunny in with all that on. I wore 6 inches heel
and I was ready. He kissed me on lips after seeing it. He also wore a
mask and a suit.
The guests started arriving. I peeped from my room and noticed that all
men were in black suites and all women were wearing coats. I understood
that it was a themed party. Everyone had masks on. After sometime when
all had arrived Thakur went ahead and welcomed everyone. He told to
everyone to clap for the big reveal and then took my name. I was very
embarrassed, he called me softly 2 times but the third time I noticed the
tone was different and I went out trying to hide myself. My embarrassment
couldn?t be more. Everyone started clapping when I went out. I went and
stood near Thakur. He put his hands on my shoulders.
"Ladies and gentlemen, meet my partner"
I felt good that he referred to me has his partner. After I came out all
the women removed there coats and I noticed so many sexy dresses. I felt
an erection but I didn?t want to get more embarrassed there. The women
seemed used to it. Few of the women started kissing each other, I have
never been in such a gathering. The men started drinking and clapping for
the girls kissing each other. One girl approached me also and kissed me
on my lips. I looked at Thakur and he was also clapping. It was very
strange. I was offered drinks also but I looked at Thakur again and he
nodded. I took a breezer and started drinking it.
The craziness only increased in that party. A couple started making out
on the center table. Everyone just stood casually around and drank. I
could have never imagined that such things existed. Standing in that
dress itself was very awkward but seeing people having such crazy sex and
people applauding them was another level completely. I just stood in a
corner drinking breezer. At one point I found Thakur alone and told him I
didn?t like all this and wanted to go to my room. Surprisingly he was ok
with it and I went inside and closed the doors. Thakur also came back
behind me and told me he had to do it for party funds as all of them are
filthy rich. I was angry at being paraded like that.
"So I am just a piece of barter for you to take money from them"
"No dear, you cant imagine the things rich people do. Its very normal to
them, no one has seen your face here"
"They have seen everything else, I am very angry on you today, never make
me do this again" I stared crying after that.
"Oh my dear Neha, wipe your tears. I love you"
" You are lying" I said while crying
"No I mean it, look here"
He had a ring in his hand. I felt very confused.
"Yes I want to marry you ? Will you marry me"
"What are you doing, I am a man have you forgotten"
"Oh just one thing in your body remains manly, we will take care of it"
"No, please I have already lost everything, don?t make me loose the last
things that is left of my earlier life"
"That life is over now and so everything related to it should be over"
"No no .. please I beg you"
"Haha, I have been holding the ring in my hands for so long, any other
girl would have jumped with joy and you are insulting me like this" He
had became angry.
I reluctantly put my hands forward and he put the ring on my left hand
ring finger. It was a very big diamond ring. After that he fucked me
again in that dress and he seemed very happy. He didn?t stay that day and
went out after that but I kept laying on my be and all I had in my mind
was that soon I will wake up and find my dick gone. I decided I would run
away the next day itself and save myself.
The next morning I woke up noticed that there were few people talking
outside. I noticed that many drunk people were still asleep in the
drawing room. Few of them were getting ready to leave. I noticed few of
them had masks on. I wore the latex suit again and an overcoat above it.I
went to the washroom and put wore the mask again. I was very afraid of
being caught but the fear of losing the last male part of my body was
more. I gathered all the courage I had and went outside, the guard was
not stopping the people going outside. I waited till another couple was
leaving and tailgated behind them. I didn?t look at the guard and walked
normally. My heart was pounding and I was sure he would recognize me and
I tried to walk as much like a girl as possible, swaying my hips and
talking small steps.
The guard didn?t notice anything and I was able to walk out and reach the
building lift. After stepping out the gate I took a breath in the fresh
morning air and enjoyed the sunshine after a very long time. I felt like
a free soul again. I wanted to rush back to my mother and hide. I wanted
to get rid of these stupid boobs and become a normal man again. I
remembered I didn?t have the money so I talked to one of the couples
leaving and asked them where they were going. They didn?t want to
disclose their address but told the area which was near the interstate
bus terminal and I asked them for a lift. I told them that my drunk
husband had left without me last night which was partially true. They
were helpful and didn?t ask me any more questions about my identity.
After reaching the bus stand I remembered I didn?t take any jewellery or
money in the rush to escape. I felt like an idiot and thought of the
options. Time was slipping fast. People were also noticing my strange
mask on a bus stand and I noticed it was a dead giveaway so I removed it
and went to an area not covered by any CCTV. I still remembered my
girlfriend and thought of calling her. I borrowed a phone from one person
and called her.
"Hello, its me Jatin, how are you ?"
"Hello, Jatin.. is it you.. where were you.. you think you can just leave
me and run away without even telling.. go to hell"
"Please listen to me, don?t cut the call. I need your help. I am at the
bus stand can you please come and lend me some money"
"Wow you call me after years and straightaway ask for money.. listen I
have a boyfriend who is double of your size.. "
"Please I need your help.. just help me once and I would never disturb
you again"
"Ok, I will be there in 30 mins"
"Ok I am near first ticket counter"
After 30 mins she came near the ticket counter. She was looking for Jatin
everywhere and when she noticed a woman calling her she felt strange. I
pointed towards the camera and called her in a corner.
"Who are you and why are you calling me"
"I.. I am jatin"
"What.. is this some kind of joke ?"
"No no.. I am jatin.. babu its really me inside.. I was kidnapped and
they did all this to me"
I wasn?t able to hold back my tears, I held her hand and started crying.
She looked at my face and realized it was really me "What the hell
jatin, who did this and why didn?t you tell me earlier"
"I had no option.. they had kept me in captivity.. please help me, I have
no where to go.. no one is there to help"
"Did he get physical with you"
"What do you think, he shall make me a woman and not enjoy the results"
"Shit Jatin, are your boos real" and she pinched my boobs from the side.
"They are real.. are you a complete woman now.. " She pointed downwards
"No, but that was the next step, I decided to run away after hearing that
..He asked me to marry him"
"Oh fuck.. you will be a bride and a wife now, I was supposed to be your
wife and now you shall have a husband"
I couldn?t say anything. Tears were running down my face.
"Still you have your dick, so there is hope that you can become a father,
you ran away at the correct time"
"I wanted to run away from a long time, today I got the first
opportunity"
"Ok lets go to my apartment, we shall stay there for a few days and plan
further"
She held me my hand and led me to her car. I was crying throughout the
way.
After we reached her flat, she made me sit on the sofa and went to get
water. I sat there and opened my coat. She had now moved into a nice 3bhk
flat. It was in a good area. I guessed she was earning well.
"Do you have something comfortable, I cant stay in these anymore"
I opened the coat and showed her my dress. She noticed the big real
breasts and the leather latex suit and sat on the ground with the shock"
"Oh my god Jatin, you have boobs which are bigger than mine"
"And what is this leather dress, when did you start all these
perversions"
"You think I had a choice there.. it was all forced on me.. I hate these
big breasts and this new feminine face, I want to be me again, I want to
be your boyfriend again"
"You are not a boy right now, you can be my girlfriend though" She said
mischievously.
I always loved her smile, it made me relaxed even after so many days it
had the same effect.
She sat next to me and stared playing with my hair
"Your hairs are so beautiful and silky, see mine they are dry, what
shampoo do you use"
She had never talked to me like this, she was treating me just like one
of her girlfriends
"Your nails are so beautifully shaped and last nights makeup is still on
point, and I really love your new skin"
"There is a girl, a beautician who came there daily and took care of me.
Hairs are just extensions and I am not your girlfriend"
"Oh I don?t know why after seeing you I feel like talking all this with
you"
She hugged me and our boobs touched each other. It was so different this
time, I was missing the way her boobs felt earlier when she was in my
arms against my chest. Now it was just boobs pressing each other.
I took her hands in face and kissed her, it was so good, she didn?t
resist and kissed me back. I pushed her down on the sofa and started
kissing her face just like the earlier times. I tried to get on top of
her but my hairs and boobs were preventing the kiss so we turned
sideways, I removed pulled back my hairs and she did hers, I unhooked her
bra and started pressing her boobs, it felt so good to touch a woman
again. The man inside me was feeling so good today, it all felt natural
to me. My dick was getting hard but no like the earlier times when a
slight touch used to make it rock solid.
I became surprised when she too started to press my breasts. It felt
strange and good. It gave me new sensations of pleasure which I had not
felt before. I took off her clothes and prepared to fuck her. My dick was
hard until then but when I tried to put it inside her it felt limp and
she said that she was not feeling anything. I tried 2-3 times but it was
always the same. It was very heartbreaking for me and I felt like killing
myself right there. I could no longer fuck a woman, she didn?t say
anything but I could see the disappointment in her eyes. She made me lie
down and started stroking my dick with her hands. I also started
fingering her pussy and we both came after 5 mins. We went and washed
ourselves and crashed on the sofa again in each others arms.
"Jatin I am sorry"
"Why are you saying sorry, it should be me who should say sorry for not
satisfying you"
"No I am sorry for what is going to happen now"
"What..
"Thakur is in bedroom and he just watched everything on a camera there"
She pointed towards a CCTV.
Before I could understand, Thakur came out of the room and was laughing
like a devil.
"Haha, see how much of a man you are Jatin"
I saw my girlfriend was also smiling with him. She joined in
"I was not hoping he would call me but he did just as you said Sir"
"I know him more than he knows himself, I knew he would come running to
you"
I said "I loved you for so many years and this is how you repay me, you
knew all that was happening to me"
"Who do you think paid for this flat, all I had to do is bring you here.
I wasn?t agreeing to having sex with you again but when the car was added
to the offer, I couldn?t say no"
Thakur said "See how kind I am, I gave you a chance have sex as a man
with your organ for one last time but its not my fault that you failed in
that too"
They both laughed again. I felt so betrayed, I had given her the best
days of my life. Trusted her completely and she too sided with my enemy.
Thakur came near me and slapped me 4-5 times with all his strength. I
fell on the floor crying silently.
"I said I loved you and this is how you show your love to me" He slapped
again
"I am sorry, I don?t want to become a complete woman"
"You are a woman already, I don?t see any manliness left in you. Soon you
shall be not only a woman but also a wife.. you shall be Mrs. Thakur"
"No I am Jatin, a man whom you kidnapped and tortured"
He pushed me on the sofa and started pressing my boobs
"For a man you have boobs bigger than most of the woman I have every
fucked"
"I will escape and get these removed. I will make you go to jail for what
you have done to me"
"Enough, I will make sure that you don?t ever dare to think against me
after this episode"
"I will always be man Thakur, you sick fuck. Even if you make me undergo
a million surgeries I will be a man inside"
"Just wait and watch"
He started tearing all my clothes and raped my ass infront of my ex.
Before leaving he got up and kicked me in my groin area. I cried and
tried to hide but it was all in vain. I passed out soon after from the
pain.
I remembered being drugged and doctors working on me, it was hazy. When I
woke up I was still in a hospital. I was still having an IV plugged in my
hand and noticed bandages near my groin area. I tried to speak but I was
not able to, I noticed a bandage on my neck also and there was other ones
near my ribs and ankles. There was a doctor taking notes nearby who had
noticed me.
"Welcome back Neha, I am Dr. Arvind from Delhi, Thakur ji has helped me
many times in past and I couldn?t say no to him when he asked me to
perform this surgery"
I tried to say something but words were not coming out. It was just some
gibberish in a high pitch.
"Don?t speak anything, it will take a weak for you voice to return"
"I pointed towards my ribs and made a gesture of asking a question"
"Oh you want to know what all we did. Here is the total things, first we
did penile inversion srs, we have tightened your vocal chords, we also
removed the lower ribs as requested to give you an hourglass figure and
we have shortened the muscles near your ankles to make sure you are
comfortable only in high heels"
I couldn?t believe what the doctor was saying. I was a complete woman now
and I wouldn?t even be able to walk without heels forever. What kind of
sick torture was this. I closed me eyes and dozed off.
After 1 week the doctor came again to removed the bandages in my groin
area. It was very painful. He had brought a set of dilaters with him and
took out the smallest one and started inserting it in my new vagina, it
wasn?t going inside fully so he pushed it with force and I cried.
"Don?t cry madam, it will become good with time, after all this is what
you had dreamt of"
"I just want to get rid of the pain doctor"
"This is a sweet pain that all women have to undergo, get used to this
beautiful pain"
I closed my eyes and bit my lips to bear the pain. He said "The depth is
good, certainly Mr.Thakur will be pleased, another perefect operation"
I felt angry over his self praise and grinning. He showed me my new
vagina in a small mirror. I could see that there wasn?t any balls or dick
there but a vagina with a small clitoris and lips. It felt like a dream.
"Don?t you just love it, most of my patients have extreme sensitivity and
are able to orgasm like a woman. And looking at you I am sure you will
enjoy sex pretty soon"
"Few things more, I have given you laser treatment for all your facial
hairs. You need to take female hormones to remain healthy"
"The only sad thing is that you cannot become a mother" He said in a
serious tone. I wished I could tell him my whole story and then ask him
to pick the sad parts.
"I want you to walk now" and he started helping me get up.
I got up slowly and felt light headed, I had lost weight. I walked slowly
but it was not comfortable. He helped me wear 6 inches heels after which
it was much better. He told a lot of things and left after that. He asked
me to dilate 6 times a day.
After he was gone I went to the washroom and took of the medical gown. I
reached down and touched my vaginal lips and clitoris and it felt a faint
sensation of pleasure. I tried to insert my little finger and it pained
lesser than the last time. I tried to push it further put I started
getting fainted so I pulled it out. I was feeling cold now. I put back
the gown.
I was discharged later that day. A nurse came with me and I was taken to
a house. It was a big one with a garden and staff. A girl came and
introduced herself as Naina. She helped me get out of the car and took me
inside. She told that she was cousin of Thakur and would help me with
wedding preparations. She also told that she knew my complete story but
Thakur wants to hide it from his mother and rest of the family so I
should act like a woman all the time. She showed me my room and went
away.
I closed the door and went to take a bath. After the bath I stood infront
of the mirror and looked at reflection. I now had the ideal 36-24-36
figure after removal of ribs. I gazed at myself for a long time. I
dilated looking at the mirror. It gave me a little pleasure. The
sensation was increasing slowly. There was nothing between the legs but a
slit. I tied the towel over my boobs just like a woman and came outside
looking for clothes.
I found a drawer full of undergarments and started looking for panty.
There was a normal pink coloured one and another one with laces. I was
puzzled over which one to choose. I got angry at myself on being unable
to choose a panty.. what had Thakur reduced me to.. I chose the simple
pink one. I convinced myself that I had no option, there wasn?t any mens
underwear there. I slid it up and it hugged my vagina tightly. I then
picked up one of the silk bras and started wearing it. I wasn?t able to
get my left breast properly and started getting frustrated. After finally
completing the undergarments, I started looking for other dress. The
closet had some sarees and suit. I choose an anarkali suit of magenta
color and wore it. Finally the clothes were done. I enjoyed the softness
of panties and silk bras. It felt good.
I looked at the mirror and felt satisfied on my reflection. I decided to
comb my hairs and left them open tucked behind my ears. I applied some
makeup including foundation and noticed my face becoming smoother. I
applied a bright rose coloured lipstick and found matching nail paints. I
gazed at the mirror. There was no trace of Jatin left now. I was Neha and
Neha was a tall beautiful woman. I walked back to the drawer and opened
the jewellery box. There was golden hoop earring which felt nice for the
occasion, I decided to put them on. I left the nose empty. I felt like a
girl getting ready for a date. After standing for so long I felt pain in
ankles again. I went and got into my 6 inches heels again.
I now realized that I was fully trapped now. There was nothing I could do
to change it. I didn?t even know where exactly I was. I stayed in room
for 10 mins thinking. And finally went out. I saw Naina sitting outside.
"Finally you are here. You look great now after dressing up. I like your
earrings and light makeup. I can see why bhaiya choose you."
I blushed and smiled.
Naina checked me from top to bottom. It felt odd being stared by a girl.
She said "As for someone who wasn?t born a girl, you have an excellent
choice in girly clothes" I smiled and took it as a compliment.
Naina handed me the wedding card. I opened it and checked and it was my
wedding card. I was getting married to my tormenter exactly after 1
month. It had my name as Ms. Neha wife of some random names who had the
same caste as Thakur?s. I felt a bit sad on seeing my name as the bride
to be. My fate was sealed now.
Naina chirped "Come on bhabhi, we have so much work to do, we are going
to the market today for shopping"
She dragged me, I tried to resist but I was physically weaker now. Naina
was strong for a girl and she was able to pull me easily. She took me to
a car where driver was waiting and told him to drive to market.
We stopped at a tailor?s shop. It was some big shot tailor of the city
and he immediately recognized Naina.
"Madam, after so many days you have to come to take my service, how can I
help ?"
"Arif sir meet my bhabhi, your Thakur?s wife to be .. Neha ji"
Arif greeted me with his hands folded. I nodded and smiled.
"Arif ji, I am texting you a pic which has the lehenga and bridal gown
design as desired by Thakur, please take the measurements"
Arif took out his phone and checked the Pics "Excellent choices" he
remarked and then he took out the tape and came near me. He started with
my arms and took measurement. Naina was standing close by.
He started with measuring my neck and back neck width. Naina made him
increase the back neck width so that more of my back was visible. He then
measured the blouse length which Naina made him reduce so that more of my
navel part is visible. He measured my waist which was 23 inches now. Then
in the front he took the neck depth, he put the tape on my shoulder and
on my breasts and pressed it slightly, I was holding my breath feeling
trying to make this humiliation pass. Naina also placed her hands on my
boobs and they started discussing the amount of cleavage to be shown.
Naina wanted it more but Arif was trying to be conservative. It felt
strange seeing two strangers deciding how much of my boobs shall be
visible on my wedding day. Then he asked if some padding was required and
Naina let out a laugh. Arif understood and grinned at me. My boobs were
big enough and needed no padding. I just shyly looked away. He measured
my arms and a tear came in my eye. Once I was popular in my town for my
big biceps and now it was so thin and girly. A tear came in eye when I
remembered my image as a hunk pumping weights. Arif moved on to my waist
which was 36. After taking the notes he called me after 2 weeks for
trial.
Naina then took me for undergarments shopping. We went to a mall and a
big store. She took me straight to the lingerie section and asked me to
choose. I said "I have no idea about these, you choose for me" Naina
picked up a few satin bras, panties and told me check the size, I went
to the dressing room and started putting them on. Few of them were ok and
fitted perfectly, few of them were loose or tight, I choose one which was
a little tight but made my breasts look bigger. I looked at myself trying
out lingerie, I was looking really sexy and it excited me. My hands went
to the place where I used to touch whenever I used to get excited but
they found only smooth surface with panties there. I missed taking my
dick in my hand and whipping it whenever I saw a sexy woman. I rubbed a
little to pleasure myself but I remembered naina was waiting and came
out. I showed her the one I liked and she commented "Oh a see through one
bhabhi, how naughty"
I felt so silly, I didn?t see it was see through, there are so many
stupid things that you need to keep in mind when you are a girl. After
that we had a burger and went back.
After reaching home, I excused myself. I came back and went to the
washroom, I sat down and my hands again went down to the smooth surface
there. I remembered I had not dilated today and took out the dilater. I
inserted it in my pussy and started putting it in and out. I had gotten
used to this size so I decided to try a bigger one. It was a bit
uncomfortable but filled me nicely. I dilated for 15-20 mins when I heard
someone knocking at the door. I immediately went out to the room and
noticed an elderly woman with Naina pacing around and checking my stuff.
"Hi Neha, I am Thakurs mother, Smt. Pragya Devi, you can call me mother
from today itself" and she smiled after that
I felt confused at what to say or what she knew about me so I just told
"Okay maaji"
I noticed she was not expecting this and a little frown appeared on her
face. Confused I looked at Neha who was pointing downwards meaning I
should touch her feet. I immediately went down and did that.
She commented "It seems that living too long in that city has made you
forget some customs, I shall soon ensure that you never forget them" her
tone was strict now.
I said "Sorry maaji, I am a bit new to all this"
"Don?t worry you are like my daughter now, you are beautiful and my son
loves you so I need to accept you. I know Thakur could have any girl he
likes but I wanted someone who could help his political career too,
anyways its gods will that you are my daughter in law now, just keep my
son happy"
"I will maaji, I will" I replied automatically like a good wife.
"Good, now take rest and eat good, I want a son by next year this time"
I felt dreaded at that thought, I wondered how she will react if she
knows what I am. Whatever doctors did they still cannot make me have a
baby. I am sure Thakur would have a plan about this too and I stopped
thinking about that.
The mother sat and made me sit beside her. She took out a gift box and it
had a big nose ring which was to be worn at the wedding. She asked me to
put it on. I didn?t know how to wear it to so she took out the pin and
put it inside the hole in my nose and tightened the pin. It felt like
being chained forever, she took the chain and put it over my ears.
"Beautiful, makes you face look even more beautiful" I smiled and started
taking it out but She asked me to leave it there.
"Get used to it, you have to wear it now for almost all family functions
and rituals. It is there in our family since 9 generations, from today
its yours, take care of it"
I smiled and looked down. The nose ring was heavy and pulling my nose. It
had a big flower design. My future mother in law gave a long lecture on
how a wife should be.
The next few days passed in shopping and more lectures from MIL, I got to
know that they have a custom where husband cannot see the bride before
the wedding so Thakur would be coming on the wedding day itself. Naina
made me pick his wedding clothes also including his undergarments. She
acted surprised when she came to know that I knew more about men?s wear
and undergarments than her. I had to remind her that I had been a man
once. She said that she had forgotten that after seeing me act and live
like a normal girl all day.
Finally the wedding day arrived. Last night mehendi was applied on my my
hands till my elbows and on feet till my knees. It had beautiful design
with a little bride and groom in between. Thakurs name was also hidden in
the design and I was teased by his sisters on the day before. The mehendi
had become dry now and I was sleeping on an armchair to ensure that it
stays properly. I woke up and washed my hands. My hands looked extra
feminine after mehendi, my nails were sharp and manicured. I had to
dilate and I skipped to the largest one to prepare myself for the night
as I knew Thakur will not leave me today. He is going to see my next
level version, beautifully sculpted by a doctor and adorned in most
expensive clothes in jewellery. He would fuck the brains out of me. I
knew that so I started the routine, the largest dilater was difficult to
insert and use and painful also but I did it anyway.
My dummy parents came that day and informed me that they will act the
part. My so called mother asked my name and shook hands. She told me that
my mother in law has ordered that I have to fast today and eat only with
hands of Thakur.
I agreed, it was a tough day, in afternoon only the makeup girl came and
she started, the photographers were also there and they were shooting the
whole process. She did a beautiful job and asked me change into the tight
blouse which showed my cleavage beautifully. She made me put on the nose
ring, and many necklaces of different length, the longest one came till
my stomach. They rested on my breasts beautifully. I was feeling dragged
down by the weight of all this jewellery, it was pulling my ears and
nose. Before changing into lehenga they
asked me dance for a short video with blouse and jeans and sunglasses on.
I initially refused but after the photographer requested many times I did
it, it was a horrible attempt and I just did some hand gestures but they
were happy.
I was ready after a few hours. I sat adorned like a beautiful gift for
someone who had forced me to do all this. I couldn?t change it and I
started thinking what would I do even if I escaped all this ? I cannot
became a man again, no girl will want me now that I am castrated. I will
not have the money to reverse all this and I wont find any job. So it
felt better at that time that I played along and led a life as a wife of
Thakur. Naina came and asked me to get ready as Thakur had come.
A wedding entrance song was played and I was asked to walk slowly with
garlands in my hands. I moved forward slowly and few girls and my fake
mother accompanied me. I glanced and noticed Thakur was standing on the
stage with a sword in his hand. As I reached near the stage he came down
and led out his hand. I lifted one of my hands and he helped me get on
the stage. All eyes were on me and everyone was standing. Everyone was
staring at me, even after all the dresses and jewellery I felt naked. I
was afraid that they were seeing the man in me. I looked at Thakur and he
was smiling, he was staring at the creature he had created by his sheer
power and money. He had converted a man into a woman and now his wife
just like that. I put the garland on his neck and he put one in mine. We
were made to pose holding each others garlands. I had to sit next to him
like a bride for the next few hours. Smiling and greeting the guests who
were blessing me for a long wedded life and many kids.
After this we sat for dinner, Thakur fed me with a spoon, it was my first
meal since morning so I made him feed me more on which my mother in law
commented that bride seems hungry, everyone laughed and I felt
embarrassed. I cannot even eat properly now ? what does this old woman
want ? I was already getting irritated after the long day and the sex was
still to come. After that we were taken for final rituals where my fake
parents donated me to Thakur and we took seven turns and made seven vows
around the holy fire. No matter what but Thakur was my husband and as a
wife it was my duty to satisfy him and keep him happy. At that moment a
part of me wanted to be a good wife to him after all this.
In the end we were taken to a car where I had to leave for Thakurs home.
My fake mother cried a lot and I also had some tears but they were due to
fear of being fucked later that night. She told me "Your husband is your
world now dear, keep him happy and life will be good, take care of him
and his family don?t let us down"
We started and Thakur used the opportunity to kiss me in the car. I
didn?t feel anything. Soon we reached his house, the mother in law waited
for me with a thali and welcomed me in the house. I was taken to the
temple first and rituals were done. Few games like finding the ring in
milk were played where I won. Everyone said that I will be the one
dominating the marriage. I laughed internally and smiled. They took me to
bed where the first night shall be celebrated. It was decorated with rose
petals and flowers. I was made to sit in the middle with my legs and
hands folded. I wanted to change out of the heavy clothes but I had to
wait for my husband to take off the nose ring and give the permission. I
adjusted the my dress and laid it out properly on the bed. I kept sitting
waiting for him.
Thakur entered the room and locked it behind. He had that wicked
expression on his face.
"I cannot believe myself. Dr. Arvind has done some magic, you look so
much more beautiful now and so gracious"
"I am ready to be your wife now, Thakur. Just get on with it as I am
tired of being in these clothes"
"Oh you still have an attitude even after being neutered and married off"
"You have taken a vow that you will respect me, atleast be faithful to
the gods"
Thakur lifted my veil and kissed me hard. He removed my nose ring and
jewelleries. It felt lighter I also started removing some but he stopped
me and told he would remove it all. He kept kissing the part from where
he was removing the item and it was a nice feeling. Somewhere inside I
wanted to enjoy my first night as a woman. He made me lie down and came
on my top, my boobs were pressed, his hands started exploring my body and
he soon reached the area where he didn?t used to go earlier. He felt my
vagina and fingered it a little. I let out a weak cry when he did it
which made him more horny and he removed my lehenga and blouse. I was
stark naked now and I got up and made him remove his clothes too. Our raw
bodies were now exploring each others, seeing me interested in sex made
him more excited and he inserted his penis immediately in my vagina. If
felt like hot rod had entered, it was huge and it was hitting hard
against my insides, he started the motion of pulling the tip and out and
putting it completely inside, there were something else touching below
the vagina which I noticed were his balls. He was making grunting noises
with each stroke and after some intial pain I was also enjoying it. It
was a slow sensation but I could feel it over my whole body unlike
earlier as a man where it was only on the tip of my penis. I closed my
eyes and thought of making love to my gf but Thakurs grunting, pushing
and nailing brought me right back to the present. I buried my nails on
his back and he pressed my boobs harder and harder. He came inside me but
I wanted more so I made him go again. After around 10 mins I felt an
amazing sensation all over my body which felt very relaxing. I had
undergone a female orgasm for the first time. I felt like a complete
woman that day.
Next morning I woke up in his arms, it felt good to be loved. Thakur was
nice to me from that day onwards. He treated me like his wife and made
love gently. Rest of the family was also nice towards me. The only
problem was my mother in law who expected me to take care of the whole
house. It was a big house with many servents and cooks. She told me that
she would be stopping supervising all the work and I had to take care of
everything. She gave me the keys to the whole house. In front of others
she used to appear as the most caring woman but when we alone she always
used to nag me for little things. It started getting very bad and I used
to reply back to her sometimes when I couldn?t bear it. I used to look
forward to the time when Thakur came back so that I could have some sex
and relieve my stress.
The days were spent in dressing up in beautiful and costly jewelleries
and doing random tasks as told by my mother in law. She was always
unhappy and I always tried to make her feel better. After a few months
she also started pestering for kids. She even went to the extent of
asking about my periods and the questions were detailed. I had to take
naina?s and google?s help to answer her various questions. She told me
the poses which increased the probability of having a kid. I felt very
guilty after listening to her tips. I felt like telling her the truth so
that she knows that I can never be a mother and give her grand kids but I
couldn?t gather the courage. I told Thakur at night about this and he
ordered me to keep my mouth shut and not ruin the peace of the house.
One day Thakur gave me an envelope which had my new identity cards and
passport with a ticket to Maldives for honeymoon. I felt very happy on
seeing that. I had never been to a foreign country and the possibility of
going out even as woman made me happy. I would also escape my mother in
law for a week. We had to leave after 2 days so I called Naina the next
day to shop for the event. Naina helped with some beachwear and shorts. I
brought some tshirts and we were all set.
We left home and I had worn a saree, I touched the feet of my mother in
law and she whispered in my ears again about coming back as a pregnant
woman. I felt like showing her a photo of Jatin and shutting her up
forever. We reached for airport and boarded the flight. We reached the
hotels and I could see the beautiful beaches during our journey. He had
booked a villa in the sea. I went to the room and immediately changed
into a pair of shorts and half tshirts. My sideboobs were completely
visible but I didn?t care. I was still wearing a lot of bangles and
looked like a sexy newly married woman. I applied sindoor also and kept
my toe rings on to remind everyone that I belonged to Thakur. Thakur felt
happy on seeing me like that, he kissed my forehead and we went out to
the mini pool. Thakur ordered a drink and asked me if I would have
anything, I asked for some juice. Thakur soon took off his shirt and
dived into the pool. He pulled me also in the pool, we played for
sometime after which we went back and had some hardcore sex. I was
enjoying the freedom and felt very relaxed. We enjoyed a lot there and
came back as a happy couple, holding hands all the time.
After coming back the mother in law torture started again. She kept
asking me if I had missed the periods. I felt irritated and dreamed of
living away with Thakur alone and even asked him that one day. He became
very angry and slapped me. He told me never to think of separating him
from his mother again. I cried for a while and it made me realized that
all the love that is there from his side might be due to my new body only
and it may fade away in time. The slap made me snap out of my false
future dreams and my feelings for him also started to fade
Soon an year passed and as expected Thakur started losing interest in me.
He stopped coming home daily and started making random excuses. Sex was
routine and he would expect me to get naked and make noises while he did
it so that it satisfied his male ego. I played along and ensured that he
was satisfied like a good wife would but he never cared if had ever had
an orgasm or if I was satisfied. Strangely he tried to make me guilty
about not being able to become a mother. I laughed on his face and asked
him to find a doctor for that too. I challenged him and his power to make
me a mother and he said if there was a way he would have done it.
Womanhood was not easy for me, I had to tender to needs of man like he
was a child but he never cared about my needs. I never felt sexually
attracted to men earlier but after the operation and captivity something
changed inside me. After my dick was gone, I stopped feeling like a man,
for many days I felt like a eunuch, I checked myself multiple times in a
mirror to see if I could find any details of a man there. Externally I
was a complete woman and even better than some women, I was tall and
thin, looked very sexy and passable. I used to get eve teased whenever I
went out with Naina. Every man stared at me and it felt very bad
initially and I felt what girls would have felt when I stared at them. I
used to be a wild guy in my hometown and chased a few on bikes. I
regretted it all now after realizing how traumatizing it is for a woman.
Old uncles leer at me just same as fifteen year old boys. A few male
relatives of Thakur also grabbed my ass when I was working or serving
them and even dared to smile after that. I never told Thakur about all
this as I didn?t want to cause a fight in his family.
My body also had adjusted to new life, my skin was very fair now,
physically earlier I was able to deadlift 50 kgs easily but now even
picking up a chair was a task for me. I had to depend on men for physical
tasks, one day while working at kitchen I tried to lift an empty cylinder
and I almost passed out in the attempt. I remembered when I used to climb
the hills in joshimath with two filled cylinders in my hands. All this
made me very angry and regret what I had lost. Hormones can change a
person so much, I also became very emotional. I always needed support, me
and Naina were like girlfriends now and we used to share everything. I
felt like telling her all that was going on in my life and between me and
Thakur. She also told me all about her in-laws and her sex life. As a man
I had never told anyone about all these details. I used to cry easily on
little things. Every time my mother in law was angry a tear came in my
eye. I used to later get upset on being upset all the time. It was really
silly to understand myself as a woman.
On the other hand my mother in law had become a complete psycho and at
one time slapped me twice for not folding Thakur?s clothes properly.
Thakur had also hit me a few times in the past. I began to think of other
options and decided to learn something so that I may survive on my own
once all this was over. I feared that the Truth of me being a man
earlier will come out one day and I was sure that my mother in law would
throw me out. She was a lady hitler and wanted perfection, I had to do
exactly as told or else it was wrong. Somewhere in my heart I waited for
her to pass away or us getting shifted so that this nightmare ends.
The next elections came and Thakur became a minister, this time in
central government. Everyone was so happy in the house. I was also happy
for him and believed that now we will got to Delhi and I would escape my
mother in law. Thakur initially went alone and left me in Jodhpur. He
would hardly come once in a month and have sex and disappear again next
morning. I needed him by my side but he was always busy. At home also he
was on calls with everyone. I understood that he is busy and didn?t say
anything. One day I forcibly took his phone from him and made him listen
to me.
"I am your wife, you had me made for your pleasure, leave your silly
phone and enjoy this body"
"Get off me, I have far more important things to do"
"So your wife is not important anymore"
"No but work is also important, I have to grow my influence in Delhi,
it?s a different ball game there"
"Do whatever you want whole week but come home on weekends, we miss you
here or take me with you, I will keep you happy at home" I said while
wining and biting my lips
"haha, yes let me discuss with mother"
I felt angry that he needed his mothers approval for small things like
this. He could have married his mother if he was so dependent on her.
She decided that she would also come with us and help us settle there. I
cursed my fate. The three of us shifted to Delhi and settled in routine.
I just counted the days till she left so I could relax. I still had to
wear heavy sarees in jewellery all day long infront of her and act like a
little doll who keeps serving her all day like a finely dressed French
maid. After 6 months when winters started she decided that she would go
back as Delhi was too cold for her.
On the day she left I took off the saree and jewellery and locked it
away, I took out a beer from fridge and drank it while wearing shorts and
tshirt infront of the TV. When Thakur came back I was passed out and beer
can was left infront of me.
"What the hell Neha, are you trying to became Jatin again"
I woke and stammered something.
"Are you drunk, oh shit, I will tell mother about this"
"Stop being such a mummys boy and let me live, I am free after years
today from that bitch"
He slapped me but I was too drunk to care, 1 beer and it was lights out
for me
"I just had a beer and you are hitting me, I need my life back you sick
fuck"
Slapped again and fell on bed.
"I will give you your life back and pushed me to bed and fucked me very
roughly"
The rough sex made me sober and I apologized to him.
"Never drink again or I will leave you out on streets, women of our
family don?t drink"
"yes my husband but don?t try to replace your mother now and fuck me"
He fucked me again and I enjoyed it, I had stopped caring about his words
or his mother?s words anymore and just wanted to enjoy my life. I was
neither a man nor a complete woman. I thought of making most of whatever
happiness I could get. Life as jatin was a dream now and Neha could use
some pleasure out the surgically crafted body of hers. I slept in his
arms with him spooning me, my head lay on his hands and his other hand
was on my hips, I felt safe and good there under him"
Ramesh interrupted Neha and asked "It seems you had fallen in love with
Thakur, why did you leave him"
Neha: "Yes at that time I even thought like that, like he was my husband
and as a dutiful wife I had to love him"
Ramesh: "Even after he did those unimaginable things, erased your
identity and took away your manliness you feel in love with that asshole"
Ramesh was angry at Neha now, he had clenched his fist and sat right up.
Ramesh: "It seems you are still in love with him, get dressed, I will
take you right back to his home where you can feel safe again"
Neha said while holding back her tears: "You don?t know Ramesh what years
in captivity without hope can do to a person, I pray you never even know
that. I was broken completely, there was no one left for me. My
girlfriend whom I had trusted and loved so much for 3 years in college
just sold me back to Thakur for some money, it was so heartbreaking for
me, the pain of betrayal had knocked me out and future punches just felt
nothing, I had given up on human relationships and when I found something
back after all the pain I grabbed on to it. Naina became my friend
because she treated me like a human being, Thakur also treated me like
his wife in bed and I felt good with sex so an attachment developed. It
was not like I had an option to choose from like rest of the normal
world. I did what I had to but I also ran away when I got the first
opportunity after years"
Ramesh still didn?t understand but his anger had calmed after listening
to Neha, he came back and sat next to her and held her hand.
"Its too late now, in 2 hours we have to leave for Nepal again, get some
sleep"
"You get some sleep Ramesh, come lie down here and I shall give you a
nice head massage"
Ramesh lied down and Neha started massaging his head, as Jatin she gave a
good massage to his gf whenever she was tensed, Neha was trying the same
today on Ramesh but her bangles only made noise and even with all her
strength Ramesh felt a slight rub. After a few mins when she noticed
Ramesh was asleep she got up and covered him with a blanked, she kissed
him on his forhead and went to sleep with a smile. Ramesh also smiled in
his sleep knowing what was going on.
Next morning they both woke up and started back on their road trip. Neha
was getting suspicious as to why more people were not following or asking
about them. It seemed Thakur had given up on them or had he found someone
new. Neha was puzzled and asked Ramesh.
"There are no more checkposts now, it seems he has given up on me"
"So are you sad that he has given up ? You want him to chase you around
? I can never understand you girls"
"Are no baba, I am just wondering why no one is there"
"Lets not think too much, we will reach there in few hours and a person
there will help us get some accommodation there"
"Ok, sounds like a plan"
"Now you continue the story but please skip the sexy scenes and
situations where you feel safe or felt like a wife to him, I cant bear
those moments and that hurts me"
"Why Ramesh, why does it bother you"
"I don?t know Neha, I just want to make you safe, I cant listen that
another man made you feel safe before me, no not anymore"
"You are so cute Ramesh, wish you had kidnapped me"
"haha I wouldn?t have dared to kidnap jatin"
"But you can kidnap Neha, and in a way Neha is so happy that you have
kidnapped and taken her away from the golden cage this time"
The held each other?s hands and looked at each other for a moment. Neha
felt a spark in her heart and Ramesh felt the same. For a moment they
forgot the whole world and the pains of pasts and worries of the future.
He grabbed her hand and Neha kept her head on his shoulder. Their hands
were intertwined and they rested on his lap, they both were looking at
the empty road ahead of them. Ramesh again reminded her to continue the
story and Neha began narrating again.
Past:
Neha 2016-2020
It was amazing how I had gotten used to life of an ordinary wife. If
Thakur was there my day used to start early at 6 as he went for his
morning runs. He woke me up before going him and when he came back he
liked to see me all ready in saree and jewellery in wet hairs just
waiting for him to start his day. I had to wake up earlier than him as it
took time to get ready. After coming back he took a shower and I had to
lay out his clothes for him and serve him breakfast. While I worked he
liked to hear the sound of my bangles and anklets. Initially he liked to
hold me from behind while I was just standing in kitchen making omelets,
he used to hug me and started caressing my boobs from behind while no one
was there. We often use to have an early morning sex on kitchen slab when
he had freshly moved in here. After that he was gone and I cleaned up.
After cleaning up I usually took a nap and started preparing his lunch
after that. Car used to come to take his fresh lunch at sharp 1 PM.
Sometimes some other wives used to come during that time and we chatted
about everything under the sun including makeup, sex, other neighbours
etc. I used to like gossiping as it added some fun to otherwise dull
life. Afternoons were filled with trying to learn something or planning
life after Thakur, I have learnt sewing, knitting, some beauty parlour
work so that I could survive later. Evenings were full of gossips and
kitty parties at some place. I was relatively new and few older wives
used to treat me like a kid and teach me all about being a high class
wife. I used to get excellent tips from them on how to get what you want
from husbands. Some of them also tipped me on how to find out if there
was a mistress or if husband was sleeping somewhere else. I learnt that
it was very common for husbands to sleep around in that circle and having
a mistress was common. Every few days one of the wives used to cry about
catching her husband sleeping around. These parties also included some
fun dressing up. Sometimes I had to dress up in western gowns and
dresses, other times there were indian dresses including Bengali saree or
southern kanchivaram silk saree. It was a pain in ass to find these
things but money was not a problem with Thakur. There were also fun games
which sometimes even included sexy games which included dildos too. After
these parties we all came back home and dolled up for our husbands. As
soon as Thakur came back he wanted fresh food and raw sex. After sex he
used to fall asleep under 5 mins while I had to clean up and change into
nighty. It was the favorite part of my day as my body used to get relaxed
after taking so much makeup and sex all day. I used to sit down infront
of the large bedroom mirror and wiped the makeup, removed the heavy
jewelery and relaxed with a cup of tea.
This continued for about 2 years. I had settled into that life slowly.
Things change when one day I got the news that there was new mistress in
his life. She was living in the same flat where I had lived. It was a
very horrible feeling and on one side I wanted to warn her about Thakur
and one the other hand I was afraid that she would replace me now. I was
very furious and got angry on Thakur when he came home that day.
"What the fuck Thakur, are you not satisfied anymore with this surgically
created body that you need a new one now. You could have just made me
undergo another operation instead of keeping a mistress, look at these
36DD boobs, just make them bigger, 38DD no make then 42FF size. Make them
like a football, get more of my ribs removed, get my fake vagina
tightened again. Do what ever the hell you want but please don?t sleep
around. It hurts me so much.. I gave up my life .. my body..my gender..
my love everything for you and you just got bored in 2 years .." I
started sobbing ..
Thakur didn?t say anything for 5 mins, he just stood in a corner and
looked at me.
"I .. I am sorry.. she wants a seat in next MLA elections and rest was an
accident.."
"What do you mean accident, did she fell on your dick you asshole"
"Shut up Neha, don?t make me angry now"
"Wow u sleep around and I cant even be angry.. soon you will marry her
and leave me .."
"No no.. she is just temporary.. you are still the first one "
My face became red with anger "You married me... you swore infront of the
pious fire that you would be faithful to me and you would love me till
death"
"If you say it like that then you know that Marriage is between a man and
a woman, you were a man earlier and still on inside you are a man, only
externally you are a woman.."
I started removing my clothes and stripping down.
"Yes I am a man, see these huge breasts and wide nipples of a man, see
this sleek waist of a man and finally see this flat surface between my
legs showing how much of a man I am"
"Neha wear your clothes, don?t do this.. you are not a hijra who just
starts lifting up her saree whenever she is angry" He came around and
wrapped me up.
"You fucking made me a hijra Thakur, I was a man before"
"You are not a hijra, you are my wife and a woman, I will make sure she
is gone soon. Don?t worry"
"You cant sleep around after making me a woman Thakur" I started crying
loudly.
Thakur got up and left. I cried all night that day and next day also.
Thakur didn?t came for a week. Next day I told it to all my kitty party
friends who helped me get over the grief and made me normal.
When Thakur came back he was the same, it was like nothing had happened.
Same sex, same routine just that we stopped talking after that. I came to
know after some days that she was gone and that made me normal again. I
dressed up in a hot satin dress that night and we had wild sex like
earlier times. Thakur even promised a trip soon.
Thakur sent me an envelope one day with tickets to Beijing in it. I was
very happy that we were going on a trip. I packed some winter dresses and
was ready soon. I packed Thakur?s clothes too and we left India. It was a
15 days work related trip so Thakur was supposed to be in meetings
during the day and we would roam around at night. It was planned that I
would stay in hotel during the day.
We reached the hotel on a Sunday evening and settled down. We had some
fun that night and slept late. In morning Thakur was gone and came back
tired after a long day at work. He had brought one of his chinese
colleagues and they wanted to discuss business over few drinks. I had
thought Thakur would come alone so I had dressed in a hot dress but
Thakur had not said anything about bringing a friend back. So when they
came I opened the dress and I could see lust in the eyes of the friend. I
excused and immediately changed into a full sleeves tshirt and jeans and
opened the door to let them in. It felt strange that Thakur was not angry
on that and seemed to be smiling.
They started discussing business, Thakur asked me to order drinks for
them and when it came he also told me to collect and serve. He was
treating me like a maid infront of his colleague. I served the drink and
noticed that the guy was just staring at me all the time. It was a single
room so they were sitting on the sofa while I sat on the bed near them
and pretended to be busy on my mobile. After every 15-20 mins Thakur
would ask me to refill or to order some snacks and I would comply. The
friend used to listen to Thakur but he was looking at me all the time and
Thakur was not saying anything. It started to feel uneasy. I listened
that they were talking about getting investment from this guys company
but he was citing some excuses about rules and regulations in India.
Thakur was trying to convince him.
After 2-3 hours, Thakur told both of us that some incident had happened
back in India and he was going to embassy to attend a video call over it
and left abruptly. It felt strange that he didn?t say his friend to leave
who was still in the room. I left the door open hoping that he would also
leave. To my utter surprise he went till the door but locked it
afterwords. He came back and sat on the bed. I was really getting afraid
and started calling Thakur but his phone seemed unavailable. The man came
near me now, I lifted up the hotel phone and tried to dial reception but
the staff didn?t understand me. The man came and grabbed my waist and
threw me onto bed. Before I could understand, he jumped on me and started
kissing me forcibly. I tried to remove him but he was too strong for me.
He pinned down both of my hands and tied one of my hand with his tie. He
kept my other hand pinned down and unzipped his pants from the free hand.
He started removing my jeans. I was crying and trying to get my hands
free but I was unable to do so.. he had a wicked smile on his face and
soon started fucking me.. I closed my eyes and waited for it to pass..
each stroke inside me left a searing pain.. I just wished for it to
over.. I just wished that Thakur would come and make it all stop.. that
he would kill this mother*kr.. I just waited for 15 mins .. when I
started fainting due to pain..
Next morning I woke up and found myself naked on my bed. Thakur was also
naked besides me. I immediately woke him and started crying. He asked me
what was wrong and I told him the truth. To my utter surprise Thakur said
that the friend had left with him and I was lying. He even told me that I
had too much too drink last night and I had sex with him only.
"Your friend.. he ..he .. I cant tell you"
"What Neha, why are you up so early.. go back to sleep"
"Wake up Thakur please.. after you were gone yesterday your friend forced
himself on me"
"What are saying.. have you gone mad .. "
"He raped me .. I tried to call you.. I tried to call the hotel.. I
resisted but he was too strong.."
"Whats this bullshit Neha, my friend and I had gone together and we had
sex when we came back"
"Why would I lie Thakur, have I ever lied, it seems you were too drunk to
remember or maybe your friend drugged you too"
"No I was completely sober but you have gone mad it seems"
I was appalled at what Thakur was saying, I was completely sure I was
raped and it was still paining down there. I showed him the marks on
which he told that he had given me those marks. I asked him to check CCTV
cameras and prove it that they both had left together. He became angry
and slapped me.
"Enough, I have a meeting with him in few hours, his company has
sponsored this trip and they are going to invest millions in India."
"I cant believe this, you offered me to him for your deal"
"No, clearly you were drunk yesterday and you are dreaming. I don?t have
time for your fiction now.. get lost"
I knew why I was brought on this trip. Thakur had simply brought this
person here so he could sleep with me and now he was gaslighting me.. he
wanted me to believe that I was drunk or dreaming. This was the last
straw for me. I felt like taking the pillow from under him and choke him
to death.
He went on with his day as usual and by the day end the deal was
finalized. We returned home the next day but I was not letting me touch
me while he was trying to convince me all the time that I was dreaming.
I went back and called my mother in law and told her everything. Right
from how he had made a woman and how he had me raped for a deal. My
mother in law said that she would come down the next day. She called
Thakur and gave him an earful. She begged me not to go out with this
story and keep it with myself for the honor of her family. Thakur came
home and started abusing me, he still maintained that nothing had
happened and I was making it all up. Before his mother came he forced me
to sit in his car and took me back to that flat. He slapped me and warned
me that he would make me disappear soon. He made one mistake that he kept
the same guard on that flat on that day also. After Thakur had gone I
told him everything and begged him to help me.
The next morning I woke up and found no one was there to guard me. I
simply walked out of the building. I went to a remote police station and
waited till the day was over to report him.
Present
Neha had her eyes closed and tears were dripping down from the corner of
her eyes. Ramesh knew the story after that. He was feeling so bad about
Neha but he also felt powerless infront of the minister. Fighting him
meant fighting the government which was close to impossible. He held
Neha?s hand and pressed it firmly.
"I don?t think I can give you back what you have lost but what I can do
is make you get some sense of justice being served to Thakur"
"I just want him out of my life now Ramesh, I am ready to live any life,
literally any life.. I can be a maid or a daily labourer but I don?t want
to see him again.."
"Soon we shall cross the border and it would be difficult for him to
catch us in Nepal"
The car moved towards Nepal border where Thakur?s men had setup an ambush
to catch Neha and her so called boyfriend who was helping them.
Thakur had some people on their trail since haridwar hotel. He had
ordered his men to kidnap and kill both of them and dump their bodies
near the border in no mans land. Thakur was happy that Neha and her
boyfriend were making their jobs easier by walking right into the trap
set for them. He had asked his team to take some pics of the couple so
that she could show it to his mother and prove it to her that it was Neha
who was lying and that she had run away with a boy.
They were around 15 kms from the border when Neha noticed a black suv on
the roadside. It had the number plate of Delhi and she became suspicious.
"Ramesh that black suv had number plate of Delhi, something is wrong
here"
"It might be a coincidence Neha, they might be tourists"
"But Thakur also used to travel in such cars, it was a similar SUV in
which he had came to my college"
"Ohh, if that?s the case then there might be more of them on the border"
"Now I understand his plan Ramesh, that?s why he was not chasing us
inside UP, he knew we would run away to Nepal so he has just set up traps
along the border"
"He is very smart Neha, but if we turn around the guys in this car will
alert them. We can try our luck and go near the border but we need a
plan"
"I am getting worried now, I don?t want to go back to that devil again,
there is nothing left in my body for him to mutilate now. He will surely
kill me this time"
"No Neha, this is not the time to panic, keep calm and let me think of
something"
"I am so silly to drag you into all this dear Ramesh, they will harm you
also, please forgive me"
"I choose to bring you out, despite my sister and mother opposing the
move. I liked you from the moment I saw you, the only thing that stops me
from saying it loud was that you were Jatin earlier. Now after spending
this time with you, I know that you are just Neha now. Your past doesn?t
matters to me. I want to save you from that devil now. That?s the only
purpose for me dear, if things were normal I would have married you
already"
Neha shouted "What a silly time to propose for marriage you idiot, you
don?t know Thakur and his plans, he made me a woman, god knows what he
will make out of you, you might even end up being his next wife you
stupid idiot, don?t be fooled by this body made out of silicon and
plastic."
"Calm down Neha, I have a plan but if we are able to escape then you must
promise me that you will at least consider my proposal"
"Please save me from that devil, I promise I will marry you and serve you
as wife for few years as compensation .. please "
"No no I don?t want it as compensation, I want us to be like a normal
couple"
"Ramesh, I promise I will try but my mind is not working right now and it
just want to stay alive, please do something"
"We are far from that SUV and there are no lights here, I am stopping the
car. Now don?t ask questions and follow my instructions"
Ramesh asked Neha to step out of the car, he opened his trunk and emptied
some space, he asked Neha to lie down and covered her with a blanket. He
then kept some tools and papers over there.
"Stay quiet for next 30 mins, when the car stops you will know we are at
border, don?t make any noise, if they ask me to open trunk we will see"
After hiding Neha in his trunk, Ramesh started towards the border. He
noticed a few more SUVs and wondered if they noticed that girl next to
him was missing. At the border there was a queue and all vehicles were
being checked. He noticed that they were asking suspicious vehicles to
come aside and checking them thoroughly.
There were two policemen and 3 guys in safari suits who were checking
each car and asking questions.
Police: Where are you going and what work do you have in Nepal
Ramesh: I am going for work sir, I have this cab service sir, some
clients have called me there as their flights got cancelled and they want
to go back via road.
Police: Ohh clients, can we talk to them..
Neha knew that car had stopped and Ramesh was talking with them. She
couldn?t understand and was getting worried. Ramesh confidently took out
his phone and dialed one of his old numbers and kept it on speaker. There
was a message saying phone switched off.
Ramesh: maybe their phone is discharged sir, give me 15 mins and I will
call them again, if you want I can wait in corner.
Police: Not required but have you see this girl,
He showed him an old photo of Neha with Thakur, she was standing next to
Thakur in saree with her hands on his chest like a wife. Thakur?s face
was blurred and the policeman further said.
"She is wife of some powerful man who has run away with a driver, since
you are a driver yourself you can send it to your friends and ask them if
they have seen them. These guys have come from Delhi and they are very
sure that this girl would come here today"
Ramesh said: Sure we have whatsapp group, can you just message it to me,
take my number. I will call you or update you while coming back. Now
please let me go sir
Policeman allowed him to go, Ramesh pointed towards the trunk himself to
gain his confidence but policeman said
"You drivers keep your liquour and drugs there, we know you now get lost
before one of these Delhi guys catch you for talking too much"
Ramesh drove away. They were in a new country now. After few kms he
stopped the car and made sure no one was on the road before opening trunk
and letting Neha out. Her body had cramped but she was elated. She hugged
Ramesh tightly and gave him a kiss on cheeks as soon as she came out.
"Wow, I cant believe you did it, what were you chatting so long with the
policeman, I couldn?t hear a thing"
"Nothing just routine stuff, you were right about Thakur, these guys are
out to find you only. They are showing this pic of yours to all
passengers so we need to be careful"
Ramesh showed Neha the pic
"The bastard, he has blurred himself, cant even make himself public with
me, this pic was during a photoshoot arranged by his mother on Karwa
chauth when I had to fast whole day for the long life of my tormentor and
remember being so hungry that I did whatever pose they asked"
Ramesh said "You always get lost in past, now forget all that, we need to
lie low in Nepal for few months, get back in car"
They drove to a nearby city. Ramesh knew a guy who helped them with
accommodation. They were going to live on rent for few months as they
considered hotels a bit risky. It was a 2 floor small house and the
landlord lived with his family downstairs. Their friend introduced them
as a couple who were hiding away from their family after eloping. After
greeting the landlord they reached the flat and their friend had put in
the basic amenities and some ration. Ramesh sat down with his friend over
a beer.
"So whats the truth Ramesh, she doesn?t seem to be your sisters friend
man, she looks from a rich urban family"
"Mahendra we have just reached here .. relax and please lets drink and
enjoy for the moment. Hows your family ?"
"They are good bro, does your family know about her ?"
"Yes they know her since childhood, my sis and I know all about her, she
is a victim of domestic abuse and running from her evil husband"
"Ohh, poor girl, take care of her man.. and I promise she will be safe
here, ask her to avoid going out and tell her to always cover her mouth
if she has to go out so that no one recognizes her"
"Yes I will, listen I need some work here, I have the car maybe I can
drive around and earn some money"
"Yes but the number is Indian, let me arrange a fake nepali license plate
and then you can start"
"Sounds cool"
They had their drinks while Neha came back with a plate of pakoras.
Ramesh was a bit sad to see that pakoras were raw and not properly
cooked. Luckily Mahendra was in hurry and left without eating. Neha could
see that Ramesh was disappointed with her pakoras, she had never cooked
anything in Thakur?s house as there were always servents and cooks
around.
After the friend left, Neha told Ramesh that she had some money with her
and gave it all to him. He took only half and asked Neha to save the
rest. Neha told him shyly that she needed some clothes as all her clothes
were dirty. He told her that he would bring some the next day and took
out one of his tshirts and shorts and gave them to Neha.
After 10 mins Neha came out, the tshirt was raised till her navel due to
her boobs and the short was a little tight due to her wide hips. She
looked like a the cute girl next door. And with bangles and sindoor she
looked more like a young woman on her honeymoon. In a way it was a
honeymoon period for her as she was free after years of captivity. Ramesh
just kept staring at her.
"Close your mouth uncle"
"Hey don?t call me an uncle and you look so sexy in my clothes, I shall
bring more of these tomorrow"
"Haha, no Ramesh, I am not comfortable in these, I don?t know how you
wear it but the material is so harsh, I like soft clothes now, your
tshirt made my nipples sore immediately and I had to wear bra again. I
wanted to sleep comfortably today but alas. Anyways, please get me a
nighty tomorrow"
"I guess Thakur has treated you very well in this department, I would
never be able to have that much money Neha"
Neha became a bit embarrassed and realized she had to adjust to what they
had there.
She held her ears in a childish way and innocently apologized to Ramesh.
"Sorry Ramu, I will be a good girl now"
Ramesh felt his dick throbbing in his underwear while seeing Neha?s cute
reactions and looking at her in men?s clothes with large tshirt and
shorts. When she was talking about her boobs he kept staring at them inf
ront of her. She looked so beautiful. His eyes kept going back to her
boobs and he wished there was no bra blocking his view of the nipples. He
wished to hold them in his hands and squeeze them as hard as he could. He
just kept staring at her boobs.
Neha was also enjoying this, she caught him staring her boobs and
jokingly covered Ramesh?s eyes with her hands.
"Enough staring now go to sleep?
Ramesh removed her hands from his eyes and pulled her closer, she was
almost in his lap now, and their heads were close together. They could
feel each other?s breath. There was nothing unusual in their minds and
they both were in the moment, enjoying each other?s presence. After a few
moments of sexual tension where Neha felt Ramesh was hesitating to make
the first move she moved her lips closer to his. Ramesh understood that
he had Neha?s consent this time and he moved his lips closer and it
touched. They both felt amazing he pulled her closer and she held his
face in her hands and kissed him again. Their lips were interlocked and
Neha started breathing hard which made Ramesh even more aroused. He took
off her tshirt and threw it on the floor. She was only in bra now. He
stared at her huge boobs which looked amazing, his hands went behind her
trying to open her bra but in excitement he was not able to open. Neha
realized Ramesh was struggling and she opened it herself. Ramesh was
amazed at seeing how Neha had completely adapted to being a woman, a
flash of Jatin came in his mind but the body infront of him brought him
back instantly. He had the full view infront of him now. His dick was
sticking out hard in his pants. Neha felt it hitting against her thighs.
Ramesh started pressing her boobs, he held her left boob with one hand
and kissed on the other with his lips, he started playing with her
nipples with his tongue and kissed her hard on her nipples. Neha felt
waves of pleasure rising in her breasts, she was loving it for the first
time in her life, sex with Thakur always felt forced but this time it was
different, she felt part of it, her mind and body seemed to go with the
flow today, she was loving the bytes on her nipples and she moved
ramesh?s mouth to her left boob and started pressing the other boob
herself. Ramesh?s hands were free now, he quickly removed his pants and
underwear and threw them into the ground. Neha could see his dick now,
unlike Thakurs heavy organ this one was normal sized and similar to what
she had once. She held it gently with her hand and started stroking it
while Ramesh was working on her breasts.
He pushed her on the bed and pulled down her shorts, she was in panties
now, he kissed over her panties and removed them down too, he kissed her
vagina and was about to lick it when she pulled him up and pointed
towards the dick. She wanted it inside her now. Ramesh held his dick and
pushed it inside her. She felt amazing, he started with small strokes
while still kissing her breasts and playing with her nipples, he was
giving her small bytes and his hands were running through her back and
her long hairs. Neha was completely enjoying it, she had fallen in love
with Ramesh against all odds. She realized Thakur was completely
successful today in turning her into a complete woman today and she felt
his standing in the corner watching her just as he had watched Jatin and
shreya one day. Ramesh felt Neha lost in thoughts for a moment and kissed
her lips, Neha?s body responded to the kiss and she felt the waves of
pleasure again in her body. She started lifting her body with each stroke
and making sounds, she told Ramesh to push it harder, it drove Ramesh
crazy and he started pounding her hard, after 2-3 minutes both of them
peaked and Ramesh laid down on top of her exhausted. She put her hands on
his backs and closed her eyes. It was a beautiful moment. Ramesh realized
there was no Jatin in there now, she was Neha his girlfriend only and
decided to treat her like that. He somewhere felt that she was the one
for him.
The next day when Neha woke up she found she was sleeping on Jatins
shoulder with her hands on Jatin?s chest. Both were still naked and it
was 9 am already. She got up and went to the washroom, she could see that
she had a little smile on her face, she felt good about yesterday, she
took a bath and wore the same tshirt and shorts again. She went out and
saw Ramesh still naked, she felt like kissing his dick again, somehow she
controlled herself and thought of doing it at night.
She decided to make breakfast for him and wondered what to make. Back at
Thakur;s house she didn?t have to do anything as there was always someone
to work, she only served or supervised. She was on her own now, she took
Ramesh?s phone and searched for some simple breakfast recipe liked
omelette. She decided to make cheese omelette and tea for Ramesh and wake
him up with the tray infront of him. She tried her best but toast got a
little burnt, omelette turned out better than her expectations. She had
good presentation skills and made a smiley with the ketchup and kept in
next to Ramesh. She decided to surprise him and bent towards his mouth
and gave a gentle kiss on the lips. Ramesh loved it, Neha loved the smile
that came on his face. He got up and hugged her, she pointed towards the
breakfast and Ramesh felt very happy. He pointed to her that he wanted to
eat from her hands, Neha smiled and took a portion and made him take a
byte and awaited his reaction.
Ramesh enjoyed the omelette and put a thumbs up.
"After last nights pakoras I had given up on you, this is a nice
surprise"
"Haha, I am not a cook dear, there was always someone at Thakur?s place
to cook, and as a boy I never felt the need to learn"
"Hmm, but here only two of us are there and I would go out driving,
although I know how to cook but I wont be able do it daily" he sighed
"Don?t worry baba, I will learn, you teach me and give me a phone with
internet. I will watch the videos and make great food for you"
Ramesh smiled again, he trusted her and loved her optimism. He finished
his breakfast and called Mahendra who called him to his office. He got
dressed and decided to leave for the day.
"Listen I am going to Mahendra?s office, if possible I try to get some
driving job for the day and come back by evening. I will bring you some
clothes and food"
"No I will try to cook rice and dal for us today, I know that much"
"Ok dear, take care bye"
He kissed on forehead and left for the day, she stood at the door
watching him drive away. She came inside and all her worries came back.
She felt so stupid on not knowing how to cook despite being a housewife
for so long. She could have easily learnt it from any cook there who
would have taught her anything. She had to manage the whole house on her
own now. She decided to clean it first. She took out their stuff and
neatly folded it and kept things systematically. She cleaned the kitchen
and decided to broom and mop the floor. After that she did some dusting
and now the house was sparkling clean. She smiled with pride after
completing the task. She decided to take a nap before starting for lunch.
She had barely laid down for 15 mins when she heard a knock on the door.
Someone was saying something in Nepali. She became worried and waited for
the person to leave but the banging was constant. She got up, covered her
face with a towel and opened the door. It was a middle aged man saying
something in Nepali, she told him that she knew hindi or English only.
The man the replied in broken hindi that he was the milkman and could
also bring groceries. She felt so relieved and took off her face cover.
She discussed the rates with him and told him to start the delivery from
next day.
Meanwhile far away from all this Thakur was still in Delhi, he was
getting constant calls from his mother but he ignored them all. He wasn?t
getting any updates on Neha and began to worry why she had not reached
the border. It was a perfect plan. Once Neha was dead he could move on
and planned on getting someone else maybe even more beautiful.
He also had the option of creating someone like her again from the
scratch again, he felt powerful just thinking about it. He had made one
of his critic into a woman and married her and was now about to erase any
record that such a person ever existed. He opened his twitter account and
found may critics. He started thinking whom to choose as his next target.
When 1 week passed and he didn?t get any update, he decided to increase
the lookout and planned to search border areas in hotels. His team
inquired in many areas, watched CCTV footage but nothing he was found. He
realized that Neha had slipped right under his nose again. He had only
kept a few people there but now it needed to be searched more. He decided
to move these people across the border and increase the search area.
Slowly a few months passed, it was getting costly for Thakur to find
Neha. He had no problem in getting a young girl again, but he was not
finding sex with a normal woman interesting now. Sex with a woman was too
bland for him now. Whenever he fucked Neha he felt a sense of power. The
picture of Jatin giving a speech against him against a whole crowd in an
auditorium flashed in his mind, then he saw same Jatin totally
overpowered and submissive under him, squirming like a little girl,
dressed in extremely feminine clothes, with boobs and without any signs
of his earlier life, with each of his stroke he felt a sweet sensation of
revenge and it made his orgasm so much better. Jatin or Neha now was very
special for him. Some days he wanted to kill her for deserting him while
on other days he thought that when he gets her back he make her go even
more operations. She will have bigger boos, ass implants, fuller lips
etc. He will make her suffer forever. She will always be dressed like a
traditional rajasthani, whenever she will move the sound of anklets and
bangles would follow. It was so soothing for Thakur to imagine Neha like
the most feminine woman serving him in all ways possible.
He used to get lost in thoughts of his time with Neha, when he first saw
her feminized and how she turned out to be one of the most beautiful
woman he ever had. She was tall, beautiful and had a sense of pride. She
never gave any indication of being a man, all her mannerisms were always
to the point. Thakur never saw her sitting like a man. Whatever signs
were there were all buried inside her. And whenever Thakur entered his
dick inside her he buried these signs even deeper inside Neha. He was
getting miserable as his work stopped exciting him.
All the manpower he had put to search for Neha had to be paid for and
Thakur was finding it difficult to keep searching for Neha, he wasn?t
able to get the local police of Nepal on his side and he had pay for each
day. After 2 months he was forced to call off most of the search party
and only informed few local authorities in border areas to inform him
whenever such a woman was seen. He had some forensic experts draw photos
of Neha in various looks and hairstyles so that it is easy to find her.
He sent out these pics and waited for Neha to come out of her hiding
place.
Neha?s life was getting into a routine now. Ramesh was virtually her
husband now. She was still a wife, but this time it was not forced.
Ramesh genuinely loved her. She slowly got acquainted to her neighbors
who thought of them as a couple on the run from their parents in India.
There was an elder couple living next to them who had earlier lived in
India and knew hindi and English. Neha saw the lady daily and they had
short talks. One day Neha told her that she didn?t know cooking and
didn?t have basic skills which a housewife should have.
"Aunty I was a spoilt kid in my home. I don?t know how to cook and how to
clean. I had servants earlier. Please help me and teach me."
Anita Aunty said "No problem my dear, I never had a daughter of mine, I
have 3 boys who live in India and barely visit me. I would love to teach
you everything. Now get the vegetables I will teach you how to make mixed
vegetables today with lentils and chapatti. Your husband will give you
extra love today" Anita aunty winked at the end and Neha smiled and
looked down.
"Oh I remember the days when I was newly married, it was such a fun time.
We used to do it multiple times in night and in morning, because we had a
joint family we had to stay away during the day and I used to wait for
the night to come quickly"
"Oh Aunty you are embarrassing me. I feel very shy talking about these
things"
"haha, dear I am a woman too and woman share these things. I am not your
mother, you can gossip everything with me" Aunty said in a mischievous
tone.
Neha smiled "He is good aunty, I love him"
"There you go, see its easy to gossip for a girl, now get the veggies
dear, I shall teach you"
Aunty helped Neha in cooking the dinner and left. She invited Neha to her
house the next day to teach her more homely skills. Neha gladly accepted.
When Ramesh came back that day and smelled the good food he became
excited. The food was awesome and as aunty had told Neha received more
loving that day. Instead of normal one time sex they had 3 rounds and
Ramesh even went down on her to ensure that she had an orgasm. She was
very happy to see Ramesh taking extra care of her and ensuring that she
also had full fun of the sex. She decided to learn more the next day and
surprise him each day. She slept with a smile in his arms that night.
The next day she went to Anita Aunty?s house. She was sitting there
knitting a sweater. She have Neha the kit but Neha made a sad face about
not knowing knitting.
"What you don?t know this also, oh my god dear.. didn?t you do anything
girly in your childhood, I learnt this in 3rd standard"
Neha wished she could tell her about her childhood of playing cricket and
fighting with boys. Lifting weights and running. She didn?t say anything
and got lost in deep thought.
"Oh don?t feel bad now, at this age my temper is very short. Now take
these in your hand, watch me and follow"
Neha tried her best to learn knitting, it was hard but they practiced
that afternoon. Aunty gave her some pickles before she left. As she was
leaving Aunty said
"Neha dear I notice that you are not living like a newly married girl.
Where are your bangles, sindoor also is barely visible.."
"Sorry aunty I forgot about these..."
"No no this is wrong, If your mother in law saw you like this she will
slap you. "Tomorrow come properly dressed in a saree, wearing bangles,
big sindoor, bindi, mangalsutra and an anklet. Only then I will teach you
anything"
"Sure aunty but I don?t have sarees here aunty, as we ran away we
couldn?t buy. "
"Oh no problem, tomorrow lets go to market. Take some money from your
husband and be ready"
"Yes aunty sure... bye"
Neha left her house and came back. She felt a special bond with aunty,
like a parent she never had. She was guiding her and supporting her like
her mother would have if she was here. It felt so reassuring to have her,
she was learning to live like an ordinary wife now and aunty was helping
her. Neha felt good about it but the thought of her mother made her
worried.
When Neha was with Thakur, he used to send money home in name of Jatin.
He had him tell his parents that he was living outside India for job.
Neha had seen her mother while leaving Joshimath but she couldn?t tell
her anything. Neha knew that Thakur would have stopped sending money now
and her parents would be in financial trouble. She wanted to help them
but there was no way. She couldn?t go back and felt ashamed to ask
Ramesh. She decided to ask Ramesh to find out if they were ok and if
there was any issue. When Ramesh came back in evening, she asked him to
find about her parents.
"Anita aunty is just like my mother Ramesh, she reminded me of her today,
I want to know if my parents are ok
"Oh Neha, it is not safe to contact them as phone lines might be tapped."
"Thakur used to send money in name of Jatin, I am sure he would have
stopped that, I wonder if they have saved money"
"I never heard them complain Neha, they seemed ok"
"Please find out Ramesh, think of a way, I know you can" She hugged
Ramesh and buried her head in his chest. Ramesh ran her hands slowly over
her forhead.
"Yes dear I will have someone go there and call us"
"Thank you so much my love"
Ramesh smiled and hugged her tightly.
Next day Ramesh called up his home and inquired about the well being of
Jatin/Neha?s parents. His sister informed him that they were ok but since
money was not coming in now they were getting worried about Jatin, they
were planning to lodge an official complaint about their son missing in a
foreign country. They were suspecting that probably Jatin was in some
problem or he had married someone and forgotten his parents, either way
they wanted to contact Jatin and know his well being. Ramesh told his
sister to ensure that they lodge a complaint. He told his sister to
arrange a call as Neha wanted to talk to her parents. His sister promised
that she would do the same next Monday when her mother next visits the
temple, inside temple no one shall suspect anything.
Using this new information, Ramesh started plotting against Thakur, he
wanted to create a viral post on twitter stating that once a college guy
had spoken against Thakur and he mysteriously disappeared after a few
years. He wanted to start a hastag #findJatin and make it viral on social
media. He thought that this would generate an interest among general
public and maybe some enquiry will be initiated. If nothing it would
atleast create a diversion and give him and Neha some more time. He
shared this with Neha after coming home
"No Ramesh, you remember he had me interact with reporters saying that I
was working with him"
"That?s even better, we will add that and say that Jatin was last seen
with Thakur on this day and he was never seen again"
" But what if Thakur tells everyone that I fell in love with him and
became his wife willingly"
"If he does that we can go public against him, we will call media or
create a youtube post stating the truth that he forcibly changed your sex
and made you a woman and also his wife, you will gain public sympathy and
it would be impossible for Thakur to kill us"
"I don?t want anyone to know my truth, I shall be object of joke, people
will treat me like a hijra, at least now I am treated like a woman and I
don?t want to risk losing this. No one will respect me and my family will
be targeted"
"That risk is there Neha, but in my eyes you will always be the most
beautiful woman. Don?t worry about what the world thinks of you. It is
far more important to get justice than to worry about public opinion."
"I don?t think the government will even do an investigation. It would be
only on documents"
"At least it will create a fear in Thakur?s mind that you can go public
anytime against him. It will be a sort of deterrence"
"Hmm Ramesh, it is very risky but I like the idea.. lets see where it
goes..you will need my old pics for this"
"Oh yes, where do I get your pics, especially of the day you gave the
speech"
"Well Thakur had my social media profiles deleted but I remember that it
was shared on College facebook page, maybe if you search there you can
find it"
Ramesh searched on facebook through years of social media content and
finally reached 2012 and found a handsome man holding mic and giving
speech. He showed it to Neha, the whole day flashed infront of her eyes.
It seemed like a different era to her. She remembered how a shirt fell on
her body when she was a man, how free her chest was and looked down at
her big boobs being supported by bras today, she remembered having abs
and muscles. She could see Jatin?s biceps in that shirt and looked at her
slender arms with bangles, which had nailpolish today. She looked at
Jatins face and beard and her fingers ran over her smooth face today.
Finally her eyes went towards his jeans and slight bulge in it where her
penis used to be. She remembered it and felt a sensation of having a
penis where her vagina was today. It was such a different life, short
hairs which were so easy to carry, comfortable shoes and a carefree life.
Her eyes filled up remembering that era.
Ramesh hugged her and consoled her. He took the photos and created few
fake accounts to post the story. He sent a copy of it to the opposition
party accounts to start the trend. He knew the story would take some time
to gain inertia. After doing all this he started getting ready to go to
work. Neha asked him for some money for shopping and he gave almost all
of it to her. She felt very happy at this gesture and kissed him on his
lips. After this Ramesh dropped her at Aunty?s house and left for work
--
Neha knocked on Aunty?s door and a young girl, newly married opened the
door. Her hands were filled with bangles and she had a long streak of
sindoor on her head. She was wearing a saree and was very fair and her
face was glowing. Neha asked if Aunty was there in the house and the girl
nodded and informed her Aunty was inside and invited her inside. Neha
walked inside the house and found aunty in the kitchen.
"Hey, Neha did you meet my daughter in law, Ankita ?"
"Oh she is your daughter in law aunty ? She is so beautiful"
"Yes she is here for the Teej puja"
"Oh teej, yes my mother used to follow it, she used to stay all day long
without eating and drinking for long life of my father" She said in a
sad tone.
"Why are you saying it like that ? Is it not followed in Ramesh?s house
?"
"Well, aunty we are not officially married.. so I don?t know what to do
.. I never asked him.."
"Shut up silly woman, you are his wife now, you must follow this puja.
Consider it an order from me.. your temporary mom here" Aunty said in a
strict tone.
Neha smiled and nodded. She had never thought that one day she will have
to fast for long life of her husband. She cursed herself and thought "You
f*ing idiot, in the process of running away from one husband you have
found another"
Ankita, the daughter in law also entered the room and aunty introduced
both of them.
"Ankita dear meet Neha, my new neighbor.. she is of your age only.. she
treats me like a mother"
Neha said "Oh aunty its you who treats me so well.. "
Neha started talking with Ankita. She seemed to be nice homely girl. Her
husband worked in India in Delhi at private firm and she was a homemaker.
She told how aunty was pressurizing her to give her a grandson even
though it wasn?t even an year since her marriage. Ankita was very excited
to know that Neha and Ramesh had ran away from their homes and married.
She wanted to know the whole story. Neha had to create a backstory and
narrate to Ankita. It was a silly romeo Juliet story that she narrated to
her and thought of updating Ramesh also so that if someone asks him their
stories match.
After a few hours of casual chatting she heard the sound of the jeep at
gate and an old policeman entered the house. Neha got worried that Thakur
had found her again and sent this policemen. She started thinking of
running away and picked up her purse. She was starting towards the gate
when she saw Ankita moving towards towards the policeman. To her surprise
Ankita adjusted her saree to cover her head and touched the feet of this
policeman. He blessed her with long married life. The policeman also gave
a puzzled look to Neha. After a few moments of silence Aunty entered the
room with lunch and introduced Neha to the policeman.
"Listen she is wife of Ramesh, the guy who moved in recently next door"
Aunty continued "Neha, he is my husband, Bahadur singh .. he is a police
inspector here .. he shall retire next year"
"Oh I guess your parents are looking for you dear" he laughed. He
remembered that he had received a few pics of a girl in his police
station.
"I guess I can tell them now that you live next to me here" he said with
a grin on his face.
Neha started blabbering "No uncle please, my father will kill me, Ramesh
and me are .. are of a different caste"
"Oh , I was just kidding, don?t worry we often see these cases since it?s
a border area. Usually if the couple doesn?t involve a minor or any
criminal activity we don?t get involved as it gets very complicated.?
"Thanks uncle, we are worried and we know our families are after us"
Aunty also joined in "I will take care of him if he dares to rat you out"
Neha pretended to laugh but she was worried, they were not safe there.
Aunty served him lunch after which he left. Neha helped in kitchen with
salad etc. He offered to drop the girls to the market to which they
accepted. After reaching the market aunty and his daughter in law started
shopping while Neha wasn?t very experienced with shopping for girly
items, in thakur?s house there were people who took care of everything
she needed. She wasn?t allowed to roam freely. But now they were asking
her for opinions and she was forced to pick things. Aunty selected a
beautiful pink saree for her. After that they went to a jewellery shop
and aunty made her try various bangles, she choose some matching her pink
saree. She was also told that her feet looked empty and she was forced to
buy a heavy silver anklet. Aunty made her wear it there only while Ankita
laughed. Now when Neha moved they made tiny sounds which were like
constant reminders to Neha of her life. After that they picket some
clothes for their husbands and Neha also brought a kurta payjama for
Ramesh. After shopping the girls called uncle again and they dropped Neha
back to her house.
Ramesh came back later that night. Neha was waiting for him eagerly.
"Hey dear, you are back, I have a good news and a bad news"
"Whats the bad news ?"
"Aunty?s husband is a cop and he knows about us, they have sent my pics
there. We need to move away soon"
"I knew that but I didn?t think they will involve the cops. I was
thinking we were safe next to cop?s house. Anways, I will plan something.
Our online post is also not going viral we need to do something big"
"Yes, he may leak the information anytime I guess, please think of
something"
"Yes dear I will, now whats the good news ?"
"Well good news is I went shopping with Aunty"
"Oh great, then its good news for me only if you got anything for me"
"Haha, yes I got a kurta payjama, I want you to try it as I was not sure
about the size"
Ramesh tried it and it was a little tight on his tummy.
"Loose weight you fat man"
"Hey, you have started nagging me like a wife. At least wait till our
marriage"
"Haha no..I already feel like I am your wife. I am planning to do the
Teej fast for you Ramesh, you took so much risk for me, left your life in
Joshimath for me, took such a big risk on your life.. the least I can do
for you is fast for your long life"
Neha said those things in a flow and she was surprised at how she was
treating Ramesh like her husband. While leaving Thakur she wanted to
regain her manhood but now she couldn?t believe her own words.
Ramesh meanwhile couldn?t believe his own ears.
"What you said ? Teej fast ? For me ? Oh dear I am so happy right now.
Thanks babe, we shall get married soon"
"What marriage .. umm.. no .. I don?t know Ramesh.. I was a man.. I cant
give you an offspring.. when I ran away from Thakur I wanted to be a man
again.. I just don?t know whats going on these days" Neha was at loss for
words. She didn?t know what was right anymore. She started crying. Ramesh
came close and hugged her.
"You have been through a lot of trauma dear, its ok to cry. I know you
must be having some feelings left in you from your earlier life but you
must accept the situation. You also have feelings towards me and you need
to move ahead as a woman in your life. Your body is so sexy and better
than so many natural girls. My friends would be so jealous after seeing
you with me. Yes I know that you cant give me a son or a daughter but we
can adopt, we will cross that bridge when we reach that point in our
lives. Right now keeping you safe and secure is my job and when this
threat is over we shall plan the next steps.. marriage and all"
Neha listened to his words and they were true. There were thoughts of
all kinds in her minds. Thoughts that wanted her to become Jatin again,
thoughts that showed a desire to be wife of Ramesh.. hell she even had
thought of apologizing and going back to Thakur at one time when she was
not able to cook properly for Ramesh. She was too confused to think. She
needed a distraction and decided to have fun. She pushed him on a chair
and kissed him on his check. She tied her hairs back and started going
down on him.
Ramesh loved this, he sat back relaxed while she removed his payjama and
started stroking his dick from over his under wear. He took her hands
inside the underwear and made her hold his penis. He took it out a gave
her head a little push towards it. Neha was a bit surprised by that.
Ramesh hadn?t forced her so far and that was a first time. She looked at
him and kissed his dick. He pointed towards her and made a licking sign.
Neha didn?t want to take it completely in her mouth and she kept stroking
with her hands while kissing in between. Ramesh waited for a minute but
he wanted more. He finally pushed her head towards it. The dick pushed
against her mouth and cheek and she felt Ramesh?s strong hands pushing
her more. It was unpleasant but she finally took it in her mouth and
started stroking it. He came in her mouth after a minute and she rushed
to bathroom. She flossed and brushed 2-3 times as she was disgusted by
it. The thoughts of becoming a man again were rushing back to her and she
didn?t like the way Ramesh treated her that day. She decided to speak up.
"Ramesh, I don?t like that. It makes me feel sick."
"But I love it Neha, all couples do it"
"You can do anything to me Ramesh but leave this out, also don?t force
me. Don?t become Thakur please"
Ramesh realized his fault "Sorry babe, I was horny. I will try to be a
better man"
"Ok leave it..what about the phone call with my mother ? Did you get an
update "
"Oh yes, I completely forgot. They will call at 6 am tomorrow. Be ready"
"What .. really ?" Neha wanted to see her mother but it happened sooner
that she thought. She felt that she was not ready but she wanted to tell
her mother about her pain. It had been years since they had talked. She
felt excited and afraid at the same time. She went to kitchen and made
food. The slept early that day to get up on time for call but Neha could
barely sleep. She kept wondering about what will be her mother?s
reaction.
She was wide awake at 5:45 AM when the alarm rang. Ramesh got up and got
dressed in some clothes. At exactly 6 Am he made a whatsapp video call to
his sister who answered and gave phone to Neha?s mother. Neha?s heart was
beating like a drum. She felt goosebumps and there were tears in her eyes
on seeing her mother again.
"Hello aunty, its me Ramesh, do you recognize me ?"
"Yes beta, where are you these days, I haven?t see you since so long"
"Yes aunty, came out for some work. How are you aunty?"
"I am good beta, I remember the days when you came home asking for Jatin
bhaiya. I wish to see you both together again in gym like earlier days.
Listen if you still talk to him please ask him to visit us again. He has
stopped sending money and we haven?t seen him since so long. Whenever I
go to local station for raising a complaint they send me back saying he
is sending money so he is alive. If you talk with Jaitin please tell me
to call us. Even if he has married a foreign girl we will accept her. We
just want him back please" There were tears in her eyes.
Ramesh became a bit serious and said "Listen aunty I have some news for
you. I would like you to please find seat and sit down when I give you
this news."
"What is it beta ? Is it regarding Jatin?"
"Yes aunty but first you must promise me that you will believe what you
see. The information you are about to receive will seem to be impossible
but promise me you will believe it"
Aunty started crying "Don?t tell me my son is dead Ramesh, I cant listen
to that.. please don?t.."
"No aunty, he is ali...." Neha couldn?t watch her mother crying anymore
and snatched the phone from Ramesh.
"Maa, its me Jatin."
Ramesh?s mother was very confused on seeing a girl calling her "Maa". It
was a term which Jatin only used earlier.
"Who are you and why are calling me ?maa? Are you Jatin?s wife ? Yes you
must be his wife .. where is he .. ask him to come on the phone...were
you the same girl who touched my feet that day.. I didn?t see Jatin on
that day.. where was he ? Were you two together.. Jatin you idiot come on
phone.. you should not give it directly to this poor girl you dumb
child.. see how she is crying.. and she even looks a bit like you" Tears
were rolling down the face of Neha, after listening to last line she
started wailing.
"Yes maa it was me, I am sorry there were people following me that day so
I couldn?t stay"
"I knew it was someone close to me.. now call Jatin on phone child.. you
are so beautiful.. don?t cry now ..wipe your tears.. I am not angry on
you two"
"No maa, just listen to me for 2 mins.. stop talking please .. Jatin is
not here"
"What .. Jatin is not there .. where is he.. is he ok ? And what are you
doing with Ramesh then ?"
"Just keep quiet maa, please.. its very hard for me .. I.. I am .. I am
.."
Ramesh couldn?t bear this and he saw Neha struggling to tell the truth
"Aunty she is unable to speak.. actually she is Jatin"
"What .. what rubbish you are saying Ramesh.. is it some kind of joke you
and Jatin are playing on me.. its so silly.. do you even listen to what
you are saying"
"I know what I am saying, this girl is your son, Jatin developed enmity
with a power politician and they kidnapped and converted him to a girl"
Jatins mother couldn?t believe what she was listening but she began
understanding the new faces she kept seeing around her house.
Ramesh continued "After years Jatin escaped and came back. He or I
should say ?She? now.. saw a few people already infront of your house and
contacted my sister Pooja to hide"
Neha took the phone again from Ramesh
"Yes mother, please thank Pooja for hiding me for days, with help of
Chintu and Ramesh I was able to escape the people who had come to
Joshimath to catch me. they took such a big risk for me."
"But how .. who was the bastard that did this to you son, I still cannot
believe this... what will we tell everybody.. what will I tell your
father ?"
"It was a very powerful politician mother. I was used as a pawn and
sacrificed"
Jatin?s mother looked closely and she saw it. Although the face was
heavily modified, the eyes were same. It was her son indeed inside this
woman. It was a lot for her to digest. She cut the call and asked Pooja.
"Thank you dear for the risk you have taken, how did you know it was him
when even I was not able to recognize"
Pooja told "Jatin had given me a name in school aunty, when she called me
with that I knew its Jatin"
"We need to help them somehow aunty"
"Who was the politician dear ? Thakur ?"
"Yes aunty, how do you know"
"I heard some men talking near my house, they were murmuring about Thakur
being angry on them"
Neha?s mother couldn?t stop her tears. After many days she had talked to
Jatin but she was not sure if Jatin was there in this world anymore. It
was someone else, she had to tell this news to his father also. It was
very hard for her. She knew that no one would help them and it was best
if they kept quiet.
Neha tried to call again but Pooja was not picking up as they had left
the temple. It was such a relief for her that family knew she was alive.
She felt so lite and happly. She gave Ramesh a kiss and cried in his arms
for a long time. She fell asleep in his arms, Ramesh noticed that it was
time for him to leave for work. He carefully removed his hands which were
buried under her head and replaced it with a pillow. He knew it was a lot
of trauma for Neha and didn?t want to wake her up. He got up and left for
work.
Neha?s sleep was disturbed in afternoon when she heard Aunty standing
near him
"Neha you sleeping here with the front door open ? Do you want thieves in
your house"
She woke up and was surprised to see Ramesh was not there. She looked at
time and it was 12 PM already. She apologized to aunty.
"Sorry aunty, we had a video call with my mother and I became emotional
and cried a lot. I slept after that."
"I understand dear, I felt the same when I came to my husband?s house for
the first time. But it was a joint family so I had a lot of work which
kept me busy. Here you are alone. Listen to me and go to his house and
live there. Once his parents see the beautiful and lovely girl that you
are, they will accept you gladly and better if you go with a child. A
child will melt their heart"
Neha listened and smiled. She wished she could give birth to a child. She
felt it was a blessing to have aunty in her life and got up and hugged
her.
"One more thing, last night some senior officer had called my husband and
they were asking about you. My husband told me to inform you that they
are getting some pressure to find you. So you two stay alert and keep
this door locked"
"Oh thanks for sharing aunty, it must be our parents."
"I will ask my husband to take care of you two, now get dressed dear, I
am here to pick you up in helping us make pickles today"
Neha got up and went to takebath. While there she called up Ramesh and
told him about this latest development. Ramesh assured her that he would
plan something. Neha also apologized for not making lunch or breakfast
for him. She promised him a treat after dinner as compensation.
Meanwhile Bahadur Singh, was a corrupt cop. Unlike his wife who had a
simple and helpful nature, he was a crooked policeman and wanted to make
as much as he could before he retired. He informed his higher management
that the girl was located but it was decided that until the price was
right they would not inform Indian authorities about it. Thakur was also
informed that Nepal police had information but they wanted a good amount
of money.
Thakur was very happy when he got the news. His life felt incomplete
without Neha. After being informed about the price for any news on Neha
he started re-thinking about his earlier decision of killing her. He
wanted some return on the amount of money he would have to pay. He
decided to go down to Nepal and verify it himself. A warning was given to
Bahardur Singh that if what he was saying is wrong he would pay the price
for lying. Thakur started his preparations to leave.
Thakur took a flight to the nearest airport and there was a car waiting
for him. The town where Neha and Ramesh were living was almost a 10 hr
drive from the airport. Thakur wanted to go alone without anyone noticing
so he just took a driver and asked all of his men to wait. He took his
licensed pistol along just in case anything goes wrong.
Meanwhile it was the night before Teej and Aunty called Neha to her
house. It was a festive season there. Many ladies had come and the
preparations were in full swing. Neha hadn?t seen so this since his
childhood when her mother and her friends used to dressup. Back then he
always used to find an excuse and run away as he felt shy infront of so
many ladies but today he was one of them. Neha didn?t know what do to
there. The drawing room furniture had been cleared and there was a group
of ladies with music instruments like dholak who singing folk songs. Two
ladies were dancing to this son, holding each other hands. Few ladies in
one corner were applying color to their feet and one them dragged Neha
too. A red color was applied on her both feet, it was called "aalta". One
of the ladies noticed that her nails were without any nail polish and she
took out one from her purse and started applying it on Neha?s nails on
feet and hand. She felt like a bride being decorated. These ladies didn?t
even knew her but were treating her as a family. All the while the ladies
were gossiping about each other. Neha started enjoying the gossip as it
was very interesting. Neha also noticed that in the other room Ankita was
sitting and applying mehndi on the hands of all the women. Aunty was busy
with preparations of prayer and when she saw Neha there she expressed
happiness and kissed her on head blessing her to always stay married.
When the lady was done with her hands and feet she asked Neha to wait for
10 minutes for them to dry before touching anything. Neha just sat there
like an obedient girl, thinking that this was her life now. The ladies
were busy chatting away, few were openly discussing sex, pregnancy and
husbands. Neha was surprised as when she was a man she had never seen men
discussing these things with so much intimacy. It was so different to be
a part of this girl gang. Also seeing these women getting ready made her
sexually aroused as she was finding them very attractive. As soon as her
nails were dry she was give task of painting nails of few others. She did
her part and then Ankita called her out for mehndi.
She sat infront of ankita with a pillow in her lap and her hands
stretched out. Ankita was an expert in this and she started drawing a
beautiful floral patterns on Neha?s hands. Ankita was completely bent on
her hands and her saree had fallen off revealing her boobs and
cleavage.They were bent towards Neha and she could even see her nipple.
Neha found this very arousing, she felt some sensation in her vagina
where her penins was. Ankita caught her staring at her boobs and adjusted
her saree and joking told Neha to stop staring. Neha was taken by
surprise and felt very embarrassed on being caught staring at a girl?s
boobs. As a boy she did it all the time, the eyes went to woman?s breast
automatically. Today she was seeing so many woman up so close that she
was getting all those feelings back. The last girl he had fucked, Shreya
also crossed her mind that day.
Soon her hands had a beautiful floral design of mehndi, Ankita had even
put Ramesh?s name in there hidden in the design. Neha thanked her and
went and sat in corner with her hands raised so that the henna doesn?t
gets disturbed and started watching the dance. Few ladies came and made
her get up and dance with them. She danced for a little while and sat
gain in a corner. She kept watching all the activities with a smile on
her face. While looking around, she also noticed a CCTV in a corner where
green lights were blinking. She felt a sense of fear, as if she knew
Thakur was on other end watching her.
At the opposite end Bahadur Singh sat with a cup of tea in his hands. He
had gotten a message from Thakur who told him that he wanted to meet the
girl and he was on his way. Thakur wanted a proof and Bahadur singh just
stopped the CCTV recording to take a pic of Neha with her feet decorated
with alta and hands in Mehndi sitting in corner starting at CCTV. He took
a screenshot and whatsapped it to Thakur. Thakur saw the pic and kept
staring at it for a long time, he zoomed in on the details on her hand
and feet and saw the happiness in her expression. She seemed to be doing
it willingly. Thoughts of all kinds started rushing to his mind, what was
Neha doing there ?, why she hasn?t gone back to being a man again ?, why
is she getting ready for ?, is she marrying again, but she seems to be
happy so it is clearly not forced. Thakur felt a pinch of sadness on
seeing Neha sitting like a happy girl. He didn?t like it, he wanted Neha
to always resist being a girl and he got so much pleasure from that. He
messaged back Bahadur Singh asking about the occasion and got the reply
that the girls were getting ready for Teej.
Bahadur sent another pic of Neha dancing with other girls. She looked so
happy. This increased Thakur?s sadness increased even more, Neha was
enjoying her life here while he was alone searching for her. He couldn?t
resist and called Bahadur.
"Hello Bahadur Ji, I am coming for this girl Neha, make sure she doesn?t
run away"
"She wont run away sir, she is getting ready for Teej festival. Her
husband also will be at home tomorrow, you can meet them both"
"What ? She has a husband also ? say that again"
"Yes Ramesh, you didn?t know .. they told me that they are lovers who
eloped from their homes"
"Oh is it, what was the boys name again ?"
"Ramesh, he seems to be a good guy, he has a car and drives it around to
earn money"
"Ok make sure that he is also there tomorrow. Bahadur ji if they run away
I will be very angry and you don?t want to make me angry. I hope you have
been told who I am"
"Yes my senior called me an hour ago sir, but you can be relaxed as both
are good human beings. My wife loves Neha and treats her like she is her
own daughter, she has kept her company all this time"
"Oh good, it means they trust your wife. Please ask your wife to keep
them busy tomorrow. We shall surprise them in the evening."
"Ok sir, I hope you are also bringing the money"
Thakur disconnected the call, this stupid policeman had the guts to ask
him for money. Thakur felt very angry on Neha. Despite spending so many
years with him, living off his money, having a good life with servants
and all she ran away and instead of going to her family or becoming a man
again she immediately ran off and maybe married this driver guy, whom she
had just met. How could Neha do this, she became such a whore. He felt
betrayed and angry on seeing Neha just finding another guy so soon. He
felt an emotion that he had never felt before, no girl had ever dared to
leave him before this, none could ever even have a chance of breaking his
heart and this fucking person was breaking his heart since ages. The car
drove off into the night.
Back in Aunty?s house the function was going on in full swing. After
seeing the CCTV, Neha was not feeling great and felt like going home. She
told aunty about it and asked her to call Ramesh as her hands were full
of mehndi and she wasn?t able to dial it herself. Ramesh came to pick her
up, aunty also packed dinner for them. They reached home and relaxed.
Ramesh was very excited on seeing Neha in mehndi and alta. She was
keeping her hands raised and looked so cute. Ramesh kissed her multiple
times and she tried to push him away with her elbows. They were having a
cozy fight. After that Ramesh took out the dinner and made her eat with
his own hands. Neha was loving this and mischievously tried to bite his
fingers also a few times.
"If you try to bite me again I will eat it all by myself and you shall
stay hungry for two days"
"You silly man I am fasting for you here tomorrow and you want to eat it
all by yourself, you are taking big bytes and giving me just small
morsels"
"Haha, you need to maintain your figure babe, this much is enough for
you"
"I will make you fast with me tomorrow, I am not cooking anything for
you"
"I would also love to stay hungry with you babe"
Neha kissed him "I was just kidding silly, you don?t have to, I will cook
something good for you" Ramesh kissed her back and hugged her tightly.
After dinner they slept. Neha was excited about the fasting, she drank
some water and prepared herself for the long day tomorrow.
Next day Ankita came early morning to take Neha for river bathing. Neha
was completely shocked as she wasn?t aware about this. Ankita told her
everyone was waiting for her, neha blabbered that she had completely
forgotten about it and quickly grabbed a bra, blouse, petticoat and towel
and ran out. All the girls walked to the nearby river shore and took off
their sarees, they entered water and took the dip and took some water in
hands and offered to gods. Neha felt very strange on seeing so many women
taking bath together. It was making her excited. She and Ankita bathed
together. Ankita playfully splashed some water on her. After the bath
they came back. Neha had to change infront of all these girls and she was
feeling very shy. She saw other women dressing up holding their towels
very quickly but her hands were shaking. Ankita saw this and after
getting dressed she held the towel for her while she changed. Neha
changed and got dressed. They returned back singing songs. Neha came back
and she prepared tea and breakfast and woke up Ramesh. She kept herself
busy all day long doing small chores and having fun with Ramesh. Soon it
was evening and she took her clothes and jewelleries to Aunty?s house for
getting ready. She asked Ramesh to come there after 2-3 hours for the
pooja ceremony.
On reaching Aunty?s house Neha noticed few men sitting outside the house
in the verandah. A tent was there with idols placed for the pooja. Inside
the house few women were already there dressing up. Ankita welcomed Neha
and she asked her help in getting the plaits of her heavy silken saree.
It was of bright yellow colour and Ankita was looking beautiful in it.
She was yet to tie her hair, she was wearing big dangling earrings and a
lot of bangles in her hands. Other stuff like maangtika, necklace and
payal were lying on the bed.
Ankita: "thank god you are here Neha, now just help me in doing these
plaits properly. You can keep your clothes on the bed. I will help you
dressup once I am done."
Neha helped her with her saree, it was a heavy saree with lot of
handwork, after the saree, she also asked her to tie the blouse threads
on her back. Ankita turned around and moved her hairs to the front, Neha
stood behind her and tied the thread. Neha felt her breath getting heavy
being so close to Ankita, her skin was smooth as milk. She felt like
grabbing Ankita and just kissing her on neck. Ankita?s was way hotter
than any of the girls she had ever had. She deliberately untied the
thread saying it was not looking good and tied it back slowly while
checking out Ankita?s body from behind. Her mind was full of thoughts
imagining herself as her husband and fucking her in those clothes. Ankita
noticed that Neha was taking more time than usual and asked her to hurry
up. She turned around and told Neha to help her with jewellery. Ankita
sat down infront of the mirror. Neha took the necklace and placed it
gently on her neck. She looked at the reflection, how ankita was staring
at herself, after the necklace was in place, she took out the lipstick
and started applying it on her lips while Neha was standing behind her.
She imagined herself being her husband and kissing her while she was
applying lipstick. How awesome it would have been to have a wife like
Ankita, to make love to her, to hold her in arms and hug her. The
thoughts were wonderful, Neha kept staring while ankita finished her
lipstick, lip gloss and eyeliners. It was only then that she noticed Neha
hadn?t even moved since 15 minutes.
"Hello madam, you need to get dressed too, , where are you lost"
Neha was snapped back into reality. She saw her own reflection and her
own boobs bigger than Ankita staring right back at her.
"You are very beautiful Ankita, I was lost in your beauty"
"Haha, shut up idiot, I wish I had your heights and your ..." she pointed
towards Neha?s boobs.
Neha felt shy and pretended to hide them from Ankita with her hands.
Ankita gently pinched her right boob from the side and teased her.
Ankita helped her in wearing the saree. She carefully went down and made
the plaits and helped her with pinning the saree on her waist and
shoulders so that it stays in place. Then she had her sit infront of the
mirror and made her hairs into a bun and fixed the saree over it. Neha
helped herself with lipstick, eyeliner and a little foundation. She was
looking gorgeous. Ankita kissed her on cheeks and put a little kajal on
her neck to save her from bad omens. Then they took a few selfies while
pouting.
As they were finishing up, Aunty came into the room and saw them.
"My two daughters are looking so beautiful today. Neha I have a little
surprise for you"
She took out a box and from it a huge kumaoni nose ringh. Neha felt a
hugh nostalgia hitting her. This nose ring was so common in her home
town. Neha had seen her mother?s wedding pics in a similar ring, she felt
a tear in her eyes. She had imagined her own wife wearing it but today
aunty will make her wear it. It was the ultimate symbol of femininity
here. She knew Ramesh would go crazy after seeing it.
Aunty said "I had brought it when I went to Kedarnath temple. I have worn
it a few times here. Since you are from that area I thought you should
wear it today. Take out your small nose pin and I shall help you wear it"
Neha took off her small nose pin and aunty took the nath in her hands,
unscrewed it and inserted the tip in Neha?s nose, neha felt a little pain
as it was sharp after that aunty moved the tip downwards near her lips
and brought the other end and locked it. It covered almost her entire
face and a little part of it crossed infront of her left eye. It had
small chains attacked to it which covered the lower part of Neha?s face.
With a small chain aunty fixed it on her bun and she was ready. Aunty saw
Neha?s tears and told her to wipe them off. She kissed her on her forhead
and told the girls to come where pooja was going to be started shortly.
Thakur had reached the town in the morning; he got some rest and went to
Police station in evening. It was a holiday and there were only a few
staff, Bahadur singh was waiting for him. When Bahadur saw he instantly
recognized him and stood up.
"Oh my god sir, its you, I am so sorry, why didn?t you tell me earlier, I
would have came and delivered them myself. No one told me you were
involved."
"Yes I didn?t want anyone to know. It?s a family matter and you know how
media will react if they get the slightest clue. Hope I can count you in"
"Yes sir, yes sir I am with you. So how are you relate to Neha, is she
your sister ?"
"Bahadur ji, please, don?t ask me anything. Just listen to me and answer
my questions"
"Yes sir, sorry I am just curious as to why a minister had to travel down
himself for this couple. They seemed pretty ordinary to me"
"Don?t get involved in details, listen I don?t want any scene to be
created or anyone recording me through a mobile you have to ensure that I
get an audience with the two alone."
"Sir in that case it is very difficult today due to festival, right now
the girl is in my place, you can see via cctv that they are doing the
pooja right now. The ladies will stay till late night and sing songs and
dance. I suggest you rest today and surprise them early tomorrow"
"No I want to finish this today itself and leave, I want you to bring
them to my car outside your house"
"But sir there will be many people there, they might notice your car and
the couple may create a scene. There is also a post of you kidnapping
some leader few years ago that is circulating on social media. If any one
sees you abducting a couple during a festival it may harm you"
Thakur thought for a moment and said "Public memory is weak, also I don?t
think many know me here so you do as I say"
They both left for the Bahadur Singh?s house. The pooja was nearing its
completion. Bahadur singh parked his car near the gate and told Thakur to
park his on the opposite side of the road while he fetches Neha and
Ramesh. The main gate was open and Thakur could see what was going on. He
saw Bahadur entering the house, the ladies were sitting and some
narration was going on which could be heard clearly. It was about how
this fast increases the life span of their husbands. Thakur waited for
around 30 mins after which he called Bahadur.
"Whats taking so long ? I will come inside in 10 mins if you don?t bring
them out"
"I cannot disturb it, you must wait sir, it should be over in another 15
mins. After that few ladies will leave and I will try to cook some story
and bring them out"
"Ok anymore than 15 mins and I am coming in"
Thakur watched impatiently from his car. After around 10 mins the ladies
got up and final prayers were said. After that all ladies had to touch
feet of their husbands. Thakur finally saw a young man standing near the
gate, he seemed to be out of place and Thakur guessed it would be Ramesh.
He saw Ramesh smiling and knew Neha was coming towards him, he got out of
his car to get a better view. He saw Neha again coming out slowly giving
a smile to Ramesh, he saw that she was wearing a large nose ring and
beautiful saree. She went and touched Ramesh?s feet. Ramesh tried to stop
her but she insisted and after a bit of struggle he gave up and let her
touch it. Then Ramesh lifted her up and hugged her. Thakur could clearly
see that Neha was holding him with the same passion as Ramesh was holding
her. He could feel the love between them standing so far apart. Thakur
couldn?t see it anymore and went back to his car.
Thakur saw Bahadur singh coming towards the couple and talking to them.
After a few seconds he could see how the smiles on their faces had turned
into frowns. Thakur felt a smile coming on his lips. Neha went pale and
Ramesh started typing something on his phone. The three of them started
coming out towards his car. Thakur?s eyes were fixed on Neha, walking
very slowly like a bride on her wedding day. The big small ornaments on
her big nose ring shaking as she crossed the road towards him. As they
came near Thakur lowered the glass on his window pane and smiled, he
pointed Ramesh to sit infront and asked Neha to sit beside him. However
against his wishes Ramesh made Neha sit infront and came to the back seat
near him. Neha?s mind had stopped working. She was so happy a few moments
ago and now she just wanted to save Ramesh?s life. She had just stayed
hungry all day long and she felt very weak. She held Ramesh?s hand
tightly to stay standing.
As soon as Ramesh entered the car, Thakur lifted his kurta and showed the
gun.
"Don?t act smart boy, you go and sit infront and ask Neha to sit here."
"Kill me if you want but I wont do that, she is my wife and you have to
kill me first" Ramesh entered and sat besides him, facing him.
"Neha it seems you haven?t told your new husband about me, tell him if he
wants to live he should go and sit infront"
Neha said in a low but firm voice "I have told him all Thakur, he has
helped me escape you so far. I just stayed hungry and prayed for his long
life, I am 100% percent sure that nothing would happen to him"
Thakur couldn?t believe what Neha was saying. He couldn?t hear the usual
fear in her words. Ramesh also sat next to him facing him without any
fear.
"Ok so you two don?t want the easy way out, you both will regret it"
Thakur took out his gun and kept it on Neha?s forehead. He clocked the
gun and warned in a normal tone
"I will count till 10 and shoot her and then I will shoot you, you can
get out if you want to live. I don?t want to kill you"
Ramesh took his hand and made him point the gun on his head.
"Kill me first, you have tortured her enough. Act like a man and leave
her alone in this. Lets settle this man to man like old times"
Thakur suddenly got a call, he cut it without seeing. As soon as he
looked up it rang again. It was his party?s president. He was forced to
pick up.
"You fucking idiot, what are you doing to that poor couple. You are live
on their facebook page and the world is seeing you. Apologize and get out
of there"
Thakur suddenly saw that Ramesh had put the phone on his upper pocket
with camera pointing outwards. He felt like the biggest idiot on planet.
"Is your phone on, is it recording ?" Ramesh smiled and he knew what was
going on. He felt an anger rising in his guts. He kicked Ramesh as hard
as he could on his stomach and hit his head with the barrel of the gun,
Neha used this opportunity to get out and ran straight to aunty begging
her to save Ramesh. Aunty with all ladies ran out with Neha and found the
two fighting out on the road. Few others had recognized Thakur and
started recording. Bahadur singh came out and fired a few shots in air
warning them to stop. He pointed the gun towards them and told them to
sit in his jeep, he also asked Neha to sit infront with him and he drove
off to the police station. He also handcuffed Thakur and Ramesh.
There was a pin drop silence inside the car during the short trip.
Thakur?s phone was continuously ringing. They got out at the police
station and Bahadur took them to his chamber. Thakur?s phone had not
stopped ringing and he shut it off in anger. He started again
"Bahadur I will have you killed too, I will kill all 3 of you and throw
your bodies in sea, you all don?t know me. I should have brought my
bodyguards. How dare a piece of shit like you was able to hit me" He
charged towards Ramesh and hit him on his chest with his head and Ramesh
fell on groud. Neha came infront of him and shouted "We are not afraid of
you Thakur, do whatever you want. I will rather die than go back with
you"
Bahadur singh shouted and asked everyone to sit on chairs and talk like
grown up men.
"Stop this shit, Thakur ji you have ruined your career for a silly girl.
You could have just called me and I would have sent these two idiots
back. Instead you had to come all this way and to top it you were
broadcasted live on facebook by this guy. Whole world has seen this now."
Thakur grunted and tried to break free from his handcuff. "Open these now
or I will have your head removed"
"Enough, you are not in Delhi anymore, and I don?t think you would be
able do anything now. Party has removed you from all the posts and
ordered an enquiry"
"What, those idiots, I will take care of them also. I will kill all of
you"
Bahadur had no option but to put Thakur in jail. He consulted with his
seniors and called in a few constables and asked them to lock him up.
Thakur tried to resist a lot but he was locked up. He also got a call
from his seniors asking them to release the couple under the condition
that they shall leave the country immediately.
Bahadur: You two were very lucky today. He could have easily killed you,
but since you were live on internet, it is very difficult for him to kill
you now. I am further offering some good advice to you two only because
my wife has took a promise that I shall help you. I suggest you take up
whatever deal his party will offer you and settle down. Don?t try to be a
hero and fight the system. Drive straight to your hometown and inform
local police there. Stay together and don?t give any press interviews.
Wait for them to contact you.
Both Neha and Ramesh nodded and thanked Bahadur singh. They left the
station and went back to their house. They packed up and prepared to
leave. Before leaving Neha went and thanked Aunty. It was a tearful
farewell, Neha promised to come back when everything was ok and took
Ankita?s phone?s number.
They drove back to Joshimath. Ramesh introduced her as his wife to his
parents who were initially very angry but accepted her into the family.
They got the married in a local temple and next day. Ramesh also got a
call from Thakur?s party. They were offering them money and protection
from Thakur in exchange for complete silence. Ramesh took the deal and
got the money transferred in a joint account of him and Neha. Neha was
treated just like any other daughter in law in Ramesh?s house. She used
to cook, clean and tried to keep everyone happy. Only few people knew
about her past including Ramesh?s sister and her own parents who were
just neighbours for her now. Ramesh had told that she was an orphan.
Neha met her mother again on the day after their wedding when bride is
shown to all. They met like strangers but both eyes were wet. They both
held back emotions on that day and the next day Ramesh took her out with
excuse of going for some shopping and took her to her old house. Neha and
her parents had a tearful reunion Her parents consoled her and thanked
god that their child was still alive. They felt a bit frustrated that
they couldn?t do anything against Thakur or give Neha any justice. But
they were afraid that if they took any action the truth about Neha may
get leaked and it can cause a huge backlash in the small town.
Slowly things settled down. Thakur was removed from all party posts and
there was no news regarding him for many days. Neha settled down in her
new life. Thoughts of being a man again were always on the back of her
mind and came rushing to her whenever there was any problem but Ramesh
was always there for her. It was his love and the way he treated her like
that Neha always chose to be with him. She loved him and knew Ramesh will
always stand by her. It was his love that made her ignore those thoughts
and she always chose to love him back with all her might.
Epilogue ? 2 years later.
Neha and Jatin were excited today. Aunty had called them that she was
coming for a visit with her family. Neha was preparing some dishes for
her that she had learnt from her mother in law. Their little girl Sneha
was crying and her mother in law was shouting to bring milk for her. They
had adopted her after she was found abandoned in a park one day. The kid
turned their life on its head. She kept Neha busy all the time. Neha
prepared the milk for her baby and came to the living room where a news
anchor was telling about some marriage. Neha looked up and found it was
Thakur getting married again. There was a tall girl standing next to him
dressed up in traditional rajasthani attire. Thakur had become a
businessman now. The news anchor told how he was marrying a poor man?s
daughter and setting up an example for the society. Neha?s heart sank
thinking about the poor girl. She knew it was some poor kid who would
have criticized Thakur somewhere. The bride?s face was expressionless and
Neha felt a connection with her. She decided to talk to Ramesh and figure
out a way to help the poor girl but then her little girl started coughing
and Neha put her on shoulder and patted her back gently. She thought
about her little family and looked at the watch. Aunty would be there in
two hours and she had so much work to do. She also had to call Ramesh to
confirm if he had arrange a car for aunty?s family. The thought of
helping the girl didn?t cross her mind again and she remembered it only
at night while sleeping. She had a great time reuniting with aunty and
her family. Ramesh was so happy seeing them, her little daughter was
sleeping next to her. Ramesh was reading a book, holding one hand of
their daughter. She kept staring at them for a long time and decided not
to tell Ramesh about it and prayed to god to somehow help the poor bride
of Thakur. She closed her eyes and went to sleep.
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The End.