Chapter One - Lucky Charm
Robert Bingham sat in the cargo hold of the C-47 clinging onto the
webbing that kept him strapped in his seat as the aircraft was buffeted
around the sky.
The old aircraft was being ferried all the way from Hickham AFB in
Hawaii to Ashiya Air Base in Japan to support the Korean war effort.
The old war horse had gassed up at Midway Atoll where reports of foul
weather over the North Pacific Ocean had not deterred the young and
enthusiastic pilots from proceeding with their mission.
The plane was carrying only light cargo to improve endurance and there
was nothing on board essential to the war effort so Robert didn't
understand why the flight crew didn't just wait out the storm at Midway.
All they had on board was a pile of crates, trunks, musical instruments
and background sets for the USO.
As the plane bucked and swayed, rolling and pitching across the stormy
sky Robert bet that two young pilots regretted their decision to
continue the flight but now was not the time to be smug.
When Robert heard the aircraft's port engine begin to sputter he felt
not smug at all. He held on for all he was worth as the plane was
slammed by a downdraught and began to plummet. He was not a religious
man but Robert prayed every second during that terrifying decent.
Miraculously the plane stayed afloat on the tortured mountainous seas
long enough for Robert to unstrap himself before it split in half behind
the wings spilling Robert and the contents of the cargo bay into the
raging Pacific Ocean. The two pilots, the navigator and the radioman
strapped into the forward section of the plane never had a chance.
Robert clung to a steamer trunk and tried not to drown. He didn't know
how long he was tossed around the ocean until he felt sand beneath his
feet but when he did he was too exhausted to do anything other than drag
himself from the sea and collapse on the beach.
"Wake up kid," a disembodied voice called and Robert felt a shower of
water drench his face.
He opened his eyes to see a tall, rangy, shirtless, heavily tanned man
towering over him, sprinkling water in his face from a canteen.
When Robert realised that it was fresh water he reached up for the
canteen with one hand while he shaded his eyes with the other. The man
holding the canteen refused to let go for a second and then let go with
a laugh.
"Sip it; don't gulp it kid or you'll throw it all up," the man laughed.
Which is exactly what Robert did. He was so thirsty and his mouth so
salty that he gulped down most of the water in the canteen in one long
swallow and then immediately threw it all back up.
The man snatched away the canteen and bent down on one knee.
"Sip it kid." The man cradled Robert's head and put the canteen to his
mouth allowing Robert only a few sips at a time.
"Where am I?" Robert said when he had recovered enough to sit up.
All he could see was a long stretch of white sand with acres of bending
palms at the back of the beach. It looked exactly like every other
Pacific island and atoll that Robert had ever seen.
"Never mind that kid. Where did you come from and how did you get
here?" the man asked.
Robert told the man the story of ferrying the C-47 from Hawaii to Japan
and their ill-advised decision to continue the flight from Midway Atoll
despite the severe weather warning.
"Korea? We're fighting there now? We won the war in the Pacific six
years ago." The man sounded bewildered and confused.
Robert studied the man carefully. He was wearing Navy dungarees and had
a set of dog tags around his neck. His hair was poorly cut but he had
the bearing of a military man.
"Who are you?" Robert asked.
"Chief Petty Officer Ray Millward, United States Navy, and you are?" the
man replied.
"Robert Bingham, assistant producer, United Service Organization,"
Robert replied.
"I was only on that flight because it is my job to accompany the
wardrobe and sets to every location where the USO has a show," Robert
explained.
"You're a fuckin' flunky for the USO?" Ray responded.
"I'm an assistant producer!" Robert huffed.
"I was accompanying the show's theatrical trappings which were being
pre-positioned at Ashiya AB in Japan to be transhipped down to Seoul for
our USO shows. Of course the performers are flying first class
commercial," Robert said cynically.
"So, where am I?" Robert asked.
"Now that's a tricky question to answer exactly. Get up and follow me
and we'll get you checked out first, make sure you're ok." Ray offered
Robert his hand and helped him to his feet.
Robert's flying suit had dried crusty from the sea water and he had lost
his shoes and socks. The sand beneath his feet was warm from the early
morning sun.
He followed Ray to the back of the beach and then down a sandy trail
winding through tropical foliage. It took Robert a little while to
determine why he was so disoriented and then he realised it was the
silence. The only sounds were breaking waves and sea birds.
They came out of the dense vegetation onto a runway apron. The apron
and the runway itself were cracked and uneven and the jungle was
encroaching on it. In several places vines and shrubbery actually
crossed the runway. The apron was skirted by several buildings in poor
state of repair and rusting Quonset huts.
"What is this place?" Robert asked looking around in confusion.
He could hear the faint humming of a diesel generator in the distance.
"Welcome to Harris Field, Mirrocau Island." Ray waved his hands
expansively.
"Never heard of it." Robert remained puzzled.
"Not surprised kid. This little shithole was an uninhabited fly speck
until it was converted into a staging base back in May 45. Then the war
moved on so it was mainly used as a supply and repair facility until it
was abandoned in September 1945," Ray explained.
"They didn't even bother trying to repatriate most of the surplus
stores, they just loaded the troops and anything classified into
transports and left the place to rot. Wasn't worth the time, money and
effort." Ray sighed despondently.
"So what are you doing here?" Robert asked.
"Now that's a good question but first let's get you cleaned up, fed and
watered then you can meet the others." Ray started to walk across the
crazed and splintered runway towards a group of buildings that looked to
be in better condition than the others.
Three other men dressed similarly to Ray came out of one of the
buildings to greet them.
"That's Petty Officer John Fitzgibbons, Seaman Craig Bowen and Seaman
Steve Ford, all of the PT 991," Ray said as the men rushed towards them.
"Settle down guys, let's get this kid some clean clothes, water and food
and then he can tell you his story," Ray called to his men as they
clamoured around Robert and bombarded him with questions.
Robert was taken into a building that looked timeworn on the outside but
inside was in remarkable condition. It appeared to be a small mess-hall
replete with a stove, cooktops, refrigerator, freezer, table and chairs.
"John, check this kid for injuries," Ray ordered and went over to a
battered coffee pot and poured himself a cup.
The men looked anxiously at Robert whilst Petty Officer Fitzgibbons
helped him out of his flying suit and checked him for wounds and
injuries. It was obvious that they were keen to speak to him; to
interrogate him.
"A few nicks and bruises and he's dehydrated but that's all," John said
handing Robert a glass of water.
Seaman Bowen harried away and returned with a pair of dungarees and t-
shirt which he handed to Robert.
"These should fit," Craig Bowen said and pulled up a seat at the table.
"We all got questions but you men let me ask mine first," Ray glared at
the other three men who crowded around Robert expectantly.
Robert repeated his story to the men and told them about the crash.
"Do you know if the radioman got a mayday message away before the plane
crashed?" Ray asked anxiously.
"The weather was bad. It was a big electrical storm so I'm not sure if
the radio would have got through. To be honest I don't know, I was in
the cargo-hold the whole flight and the flight crew were up front,"
Robert explained.
Robert saw the faces of the other three men who had been listening
hopefully suddenly fall.
"Look, I don't know. The radioman told me that comms are sometimes
sketchy when they are that far out in the Pacific, but who knows, maybe
he got through," Robert tried to placate them a little.
"Ok men we don't know if that kite got a mayday away and reported their
position but let's hold onto the hope they did," Ray said to his
compatriots.
He turned back to Robert who had been given a cup of coffee and slab of
cornbread spread with margarine
"So you said before that we are at war with Korea, is that right?"
Robert began to realise that there was something seriously wrong here.
These men seemed ill informed of current events and he had seen no
officers. Surely as a military aircraft crash survivor he would have
been brought before the CO or XO by now rather than being interrogated
by a Chief Petty Officer. Surely he should have been taken to sickbay
and been checked by someone from the medical corps.
"What's going on here Chief? Everything here seems a little whacky.
Where is your CO?" Robert asked.
"I'll ask the questions for now Mister Bingham," Ray Millward snapped.
"Tell me about Korea." Ray was insistent.
"After the war we occupied Korea south of the 38th parallel and the
Russians occupied the North. Then somehow China got involved, I don't
know about politics. Anyway North Korea invaded South Korea and we sent
in MacArthur to sort it all out and he didn't. We've been at war with
North Korea since 1950. I'm not even sure if it's a real war but guys
are getting killed over there," Robert summarised what he knew and cared
about the situation in Korea.
"Jesus! We whooped the Japs in the Pacific and then the Koreans start a
war. What the fuck did we fight for?" Steve Floyd shook his head.
"Stow it Floyd," Ray snarled.
"And back home? How are things in the USA?" Ray asked.
The questions seemed unending. The four men were hungry for news and
they bombarded him with questions. After nearly two hours of answering
their questions Robert had had enough.
"Ok Chief. Can you please tell me what is going on here please because
nothing here seems right," Robert asked insistently.
Ray looked at his three compatriots knowingly and then turned back to
Robert.
"We are the remaining crew members of the PT 991. In November 45 we
were mopping up in the Northern Philippines, digging out the last Nips
who hadn't surrendered." Ray sighed.
"We got caught in a typhoon and were pushed out into the Pacific. The
boat broke down and drifted for two weeks. We ran out of food and drank
rainwater and ate any fish we caught. The PT 991 washed up here but by
then everyone else was dead except for two others who died just after we
arrived," Ray said solemnly.
"Wait! You've been on this island since November 1945! You've been on
this island for six years!" Robert was astounded.
"I told you, this place is of no strategic or economic value.
Technically Mirrocau Island belongs to Palau, a United States governed
Trust Territory of the Pacific Islands but no one comes here. At least
they haven't for the whole time we've been here. Get the chart John,"
Ray motioned to John Fitzgibbons who came back with a creased and
stained chart of the north Pacific.
"We're here, off the main shipping and commercial aircraft routes." Ray
pointed to the chart.
"The island is only five square miles most of which is mountainous
jungle. The airfield and base facilities are built along the coastal
fringe. At least there is fresh water but other than sea birds and
turtles no one comes here." Ray sighed.
"How do you survive? Why couldn't you radio for help?" Robert looked
into the eyes of the four desperate men.
"Look. You'll have plenty of time to ask questions so why don't you
just get yourself settled. Craig, get our guest settled. John organise
a lookout roster and check that our signal fires are ready to go. If we
see any search and rescue aircraft I want those fires lit asap," Ray got
up from the table and took John Fitzgibbons and Steve Ford outside with
him.
"Come on Bobbie, let's get you situated." Seaman Craig Bowen grinned.
Craig Bowen was in his late twenties with sun-bleached hair and unlike
the others he was quite portly. Like the others he was tanned brown as
a berry.
"This is our mess hall, kitchen and recreation room." Craig waved at
their surroundings.
"We can't maintain all of the infrastructure on the island so we just
preserve and sustain the essentials," Craig said as he led Robert
outside into the brilliant sunshine, picking up two full canteens of
water on the way out.
"Over there is the storehouse or 'Q store' as we call it. We have a
huge supply of canned goods. When the Army pulled out they left
everything behind, even the commissary. We took most of the perishables
that we couldn't use immediately and burnt them in a fire pit not long
after we arrived." Craig pointed to a concrete building.
"Why did you burn the perishables?" Robert asked.
"To keep the rats away," Craig grinned.
"Rats?" Robert looked alarmed.
"Don't worry. They're all gone. Ray insisted that we wage war on them
because they were the only introduced species on the island and we
didn't know how long we would be here," Craig said solemnly.
"It took us a year but we shot and poisoned them out. Ray's smart, he
knew that the rats would ruin everything left behind if we didn't get
rid of them."
"Those Quonset huts used to be barracks. We each took one so we have
our own homes so to speak. When there's only four people in the world
to talk to you can get on each other's nerves pretty quickly. Ray
insists that we keep our rank structure so he's pretty much in charge
and we mostly do as he says," Craig explained.
"You can have that Quonset over there next to mine. It's full of old
furniture and fittings but the building is in good repair. I'll help
you clean it out and set it up. Hopefully it won't be for long. You're
the first ray of hope we've had for a long time." Craig sighed.
"Ray of hope?" Robert furrowed his brow.
"They gotta come looking for you. And if they come looking for you,
then they gotta find us," Craig beamed.
Robert grimaced at Craig's naivet?. The C-47 had been thrown all over
the sky and was likely way off course. It was also unlikely that the
crew got away a distress signal. But most importantly the Pacific was a
huge ocean and with the Korean War raging, how much time and effort was
the Air Force going to put into searching for a cargo plane with nothing
of strategic value on board?
"Well it's not really me who is the ray of hope, it's the C-47 I was
flying in; I'm just the sole survivor," Robert said.
"You're our lucky charm Bobbie. I know they'll come looking for you and
they'll find you too and when they do they'll find all of us," Craig
beamed.
Robert decided not to curb Craig's overzealous optimism. Robert might
only be a lowly production assistant but he knew the odds of them being
found were slim. He was sure that Ray felt the same way but he had to
provide his men with any possible hope.
The tour continued.
"That's the generator house. There are two diesel generators in there
but we only need one, if fact we don't use that much power between the
four of us and the base facilities we use. We rotate the generator's
duty cycles and I service and repair them. I was an engineer on PT
991," Craig seemed proud of his trade.
"Those three tanks you see up on the hill are the base's supply of
diesoline. In five years we've used hardly any of it." Craig pointed
to three huge storage tanks nestled in the jungle.
"You guys seem very well supplied. What do you eat?" Robert was
curious.
"We catch fish, crayfish and crabs of course. We set traps in the
lagoon. Some of the bigger sea birds are good eating and there is a
herd of wild pigs on the island. The only thing we've been able to
grow is corn but there are plenty of wild fruits and vegetables. Steve
Ford makes a mean cornbread," Craig boasted.
"Then of course we have the mountains of tinned food that was left
behind." He waved his hand at the Q store.
"We get plenty of rain, too much sometimes, and there are a couple of
streams and even a natural fresh water pool up the hill aways. The
engineers who constructed Harris Field diverted one of the streams to
those fresh water tanks which give us our water supply," Craig pointed
out three elevated water tanks standing on steel scaffolds that looked
like aliens out of a science fiction movie.
"And that's pretty much the cook's tour so to speak. Come on let's get
you settled." Craig led Robert to the Quonset hut he had picked out for
him.
They spent most of the rest of the day clearing out the Quonset hut,
cleaning it and then putting in a cast iron bed with a clean mattress
taken from the Q store where they also commandeered bedding, dungarees,
shirts, underwear and shoes. They went over to another store and moved
some furniture from that store into Robert's Quonset.
"These bigger bunks are for the officers but there ain't any now so we
enjoy what little luxuries we can," Craig said as he helped Robert fold
hospital corners on the GI issue counterpane.
"You can pick up toiletries in the Q store or the commissary. I'll
leave you to explore the rest of the base on your own. I wouldn't
wonder off into the jungle until we show you the trails. The island is
only small but you can still get lost easily and Ray will get pissed if
we have to come find you. He likes to run a tight ship," Craig said
solemnly.
"Dinner is at six in the mess. Don't be late. We take turns cooking
and I'm making my famous albatross stew." Craig smiled and Robert
managed to hide his disgust at having to eat a seabird.
Robert went back to the Q store and ferried items he thought might be
useful back to his Quonset. Now he was by himself all he could think of
was rescue. How could these men have survived here for so long here?
Robert had heard of Japanese soldiers and sailors who refused to
surrender after the war, holding out in the jungles of the Philippines,
Indonesia and some Pacific islands. The surviving crew of PT 991 seemed
to be trapped in similar circumstances. Time for them had stopped in
November 1945. It was incomprehensible.
Robert admired the little abode he had made for himself in his Quonset.
Originally it was designed to house twenty soldiers or five officers but
he was already starting to make it into his own little chalet. He had a
bedroom, a lounge room of sorts and a bathroom which was really just
four shower stalls and as many sinks set into a long bench.
He hoped to be rescued soon but was not optimistic and he already had
plans to make the place more comfortable. He was experienced using hand
tools and light building materials, building sets and props for the USO
shows. He had done everything from makeup, costumes, set design and had
even performed a few bit parts as a supporting actor in comedy sketches
on stage. He only had one recurring role which was used sporadically
and Robert didn't really feel comfortable doing that particular sketch
anyway.
Robert had taken acting, dance and singing classes in college but had
been unable to find work as a performer so he'd taken a job with the USO
as a production assistant, which was a fancy name for a Jack of all
trades, hoping that one day his talents would be recognised. So far
Robert's only standout performance was a gig where he came out in drag
and performed a set singing and dancing as 'Bobbie'. At the end of the
set there was a big 'reveal' where Bobbie whipped off her wig to divulge
that she was really a man.
'Bobbie the drag queen' was really just a 'stocking filler' that the
show's director used to fill in a set if a performer was tired or
unavailable for some reason, which usually meant drunk. It was not part
of the regular production. Robert had reservations about performing as
Bobbie because 'she' played with his psyche in a disturbing way. Robert
was a little annoyed that Craig kept referring to him as Bobbie. Robert
would ask Craig to stop once he knew him better.
He turned on the water in one of the showers and let it run for about
five minutes before it changed from rusty orange to a clear bright
stream. The soap was hard and difficult to lather but the water was
warmed by the sun and then turned cooler as he luxuriated under the
shower. The GI issue towel was scratchy but it felt wonderful to wash
off the salt and grime from his body.
Robert shaved the few wisps of hair from his chin and cleaned his teeth
with tooth powder. The toothpaste in the commissary had all turned and
was useless. He put on fresh underwear, dungarees, t-shirt, socks and
his new shoes and was ready to face the new world.
Robert's Timex had amazingly survived the crash and all those hours
being tossed around the Pacific and he saw that it was five minutes to
six so he made his way over to the mess hall.
The albatross stew was surprisingly good. It was fortified with
breadfruit and canned carrots and peas. Steve Ford had made his famous
cornbread. There were condiments and corn oil spread which Robert had
earlier mistaken for margarine.
Craig Bowmen, John Fitzgibbons and Steve Ford bombarded Robert with
questions about post war life in the USA and they of course wanted to
know what had happened to their favourite movie stars. Robert answered
their questions as best he could and countered with questions of his
own, asking how the four men survived on the island, which they gladly
answered. They were justifiably proud of how they maintained a good
standard of living on the deserted island.
What if came down to was mostly hard work. They religiously maintained
the machinery and equipment they needed to survive and kept meticulous
records as to what they had used and what remained in the storehouses.
They were fortunate that when the island was abandoned by the military,
all the stores were left behind, if it didn't have wings or wheels it
stayed put unless it was classified.
Robert had seen newsreels of US military surplus being pushed into the
ocean or simply abandoned as being no longer required. It was more
effort than it was worth to tranship the surplus back to the USA.
Harris Field on Mirrocau Island was a fine example.
As usually happens when strangers meet and are required to spend time
together, talk turned to family. Craig Bowen and Steve Ford were single
and were only nineteen when they were shipwrecked. John Fitzgibbons was
newly wed when the war broke out. He passed around a creased and faded
picture of a pretty, chubby young woman wearing a wedding dress. He
said that he knew that she would wait for him but you could tell by his
tone that he really believed that wasn't the case. He looked
conspiratorially at Steve Ford who returned his gaze. Ray Millward had
stayed silent and surly through most of the meal but he loosened up as
he drank.
The ingenious sailors had learned how to ferment coconut juice and made
coconut beer and a spirit they called coconut rum. Robert didn't
really like the taste of the rum but it certainly had a kick.
"I bet that bitch will remarry as soon as they pay out my insurance,"
Ray said bitterly, referring to his wife.
"I heard she was putting it around before I even went missing so you can
bet she couldn't wait to have me classified as presumed dead. I heard
she'd open her legs for a pair of black market nylons," Ray said through
gritted teeth.
Craig and Steve steered the conversation away from girlfriends, wives
and lovers and back to life on the island, they had seen Ray's
melancholy quickly turn to anger when he was drinking.
"There's no point talking about home. All it does is make us unhappy
and disconsolate. We make the best of what we've got until we're
rescued; then we'll talk about home," Ray growled.
"Kid, I'm not sure if you're good luck or bad. You raised the hopes of
my men who think that rescue is not far away but I'm a pragmatic man.
We'll remain extra vigilant for the next week or two and keep our signal
fires dry and ready but I ain't optimistic," Ray glared at Robert.
"You may be our salvation or you may be an albatross around our necks.
You men have your overnight lookout watches so make sure you stay awake
and vigilant," Ray said to his crew.
"You can have a day or two to settle in then we're going to have to find
something useful for you to do. On this island we all earn our keep, I
don't brook no malingerers," Ray turned back to Robert.
Robert walked back to his quarters alongside Craig Bowen feeling a
little despondent.
"Don't worry about the Chief; he gets grouchy in his cups. You'll do
fine Bobbie and anyway we ain't got much longer left on this rock,"
Craig kicked along a piece of dried coral.
"Hey Craig... about you calling me Bobbie... can you... ah never mind,
forget it." Robert was about to bring up the subject but changed his
mind.
Robert went into his Quonset and stripped down to underpants and t-shirt
and sat with his head in his hands for a while. He was glad that he
hadn't died in the plane crash or drowned in the ocean but he didn't
want to waste years of his life on this island like these four men. It
was obvious after only one day that they were dysfunctional but what
else could be expected?
Robert decided to confront Craig after all and ask him to stop calling
him Bobbie; he didn't need to explain why, he would just say that he
didn't like the abbreviation.
Robert padded through the soft warm sand to Craig's quarters and saw a
soft light coming from an open window. He wasn't sure of privacy
protocols on the island so he went up to the window with the intent of
whispering to Craig. What he saw stopped him cold and shocked him.
The window overlooked Craig's bed and he was lying on it naked with a
bedlamp providing just enough light so he could look at the periodical
he was holding. The periodical in question was a dog-eared copy of
Eyeful magazine. It was open to the centrefold of a woman lying on a
couch in a provocative pose. She was dressed in a black and red satin
and lace basque, wearing full makeup and high heels, displaying her long
legs sheathed in silky black nylons with her pubis shrouded in frilly
red panties.
Craig was slowly stroking his erect penis.
Robert knew that he should just back away quietly but he was mesmerised.
He looked at the cheesecake picture of the pretty woman in the magazine
then back at Craig's chubby torso, his throbbing member standing upright
from his crotch as he stroked it softly and slowly.
Robert felt himself becoming erect and he put his hand down there to
move his erection into a more comfortable position but as soon as he
touched his flesh he was filled with wanton desire. He knew what he was
doing was wrong but he couldn't help himself.
Robert freed his cock from his underwear and stroked it in time with
Craig, looking alternately at the women in the sexy lingerie and Craig's
pulsing penis which was now secreting droplets of dewy precum. Robert
bit his lip to stifle a gasp as his own cock began to dribble pre-
ejaculate which he used to lubricate his shaft, exactly as Craig was
doing only inches away from him.
Robert was not homosexual, he had been with women, albeit not always
successfully, but seeing this young man stroke his magnificent manhood
only inches away from him invoked a sense of arousal that he had no
choice but to gratify.
Craig's penis began to quiver and he began to stroke it harder and
faster. Robert mimicked his actions and bit down harder on his lip as
he felt his orgasm getting close.
"Mhg...oh... Karen! Karen!" Craig cried.
A spume of creamy semen erupted from Craig's penis and spattered on his
chest. Another followed. Then torrents of milky spend splattered on
his soft plump belly as his penis erupted in geysers of hot, creamy
seed.
Robert's cock erupted at the same time and he ejaculated his load onto
the sand as an enormous orgasm washed over him. He had to hold onto the
window ledge for support. It was difficult experiencing such divine
pleasure without divulging his presence and he tried not to gasp too
loudly. He fell to his knees and drained the last of his ejaculate onto
the ground, his whole body shuddering with the intensity of his climax.
Robert stayed on his knees, breathing deeply as he scattered sand over
his semen then he crawled away, not getting to his feet until he was at
the door to his Quonset hut. He knew what he had done was wrong but too
much had happened today; there was too much going on in his head for him
to stop and try to psychoanalyse it. He crawled into bed and fell into
a deep sleep.
His dreams were interwoven with facts and fantasy. He relived the plane
crash and the hours spent clinging to the trunk on the tortuous seas.
He relived his days working as a waiter and busboy in New York
restaurants so he could pay his way through drama school. He relived
the time when his father caught him dressed in his sister's clothes
putting on a performance for his sister and her girlfriends. His father
had taken Robert into the kitchen had beaten him. Mary Spencer, his
sister's best friend, had consoled him, hugging him to her. He had
become tumescent and Mary had put her hand under his skirt and stroked
him until he filled his sister's panties with his essence. She had
sworn him to secrecy and it had been his main masturbatory fantasy until
he finally lost his virginity.
Then the recurring nightmare started.
William Brindle, the Director of the first USO show he had worked on
came to him with his idea for a skit that Robert could perform as a
standby number. Bobbie would be dressed as Lauren Bacall and sing the
song How Little We Know with a big reveal at the end of the song when
she would whip off her wig and reveal herself as Robert.
Robert had done a little drag in drama school. He had the figure, looks
and voice to carry it off. Dressed enfemme with a wig and makeup he was
completely passable but he was never really comfortable doing it. He
presumed it had something to do with being punished by his father for
dressing like a girl and then the incident right after with Mary
Spencer. He psychologically linked dressing as a woman with both
punishment and pleasure.
Regardless, Robert had taken William up on his offer because as an
aspiring performer you never said no to an opportunity to appear on
stage. The showgirls had fun helping him with the character. They went
to wardrobe and found a shoulder length brunette wig which was styled
into a wave on the right side then started to curve at the corner of his
eyebrow and ending sloping downward at his cheekbone just like Lauren
Bacall. They taught him how to mimic her makeup he worked on her voice
and mannerisms. He worked with the orchestra to perfect the song.
There were plenty of dresses in wardrobe that fitted him and with the
help of prosthetic breasts to fill the cups of his bra, 'Bobbie'
impersonated Lauren Bacall almost perfectly. There was no need to
announce to the audience that a Lauren Bacall impersonator was the next
act. As soon as 'Bobbie Bingham', as she was billed, came out on stage
it was obvious. At the end of the set when Bobbie ripped off her wig
the audience was always astonished and then amused.
Robert would be notified at the beginning of each performance if Bobbie
Bingham would be preforming so he had time to transform but the act
really was only a standby and used sparingly as required.
In his nightmare Robert recalled a show last year in West Berlin where
he had left the stage after a successful appearance as Bobbie and made
his way back to the dressing room which was empty because the rest of
ensemble were on stage for the encore.
William Brindle was drunk and he came into the dressing room with a
bottle of scotch and locked the door behind him.
"You were wonderful tonight Bobbie, here have a drink." William poured
a large amount of scotch into tumbler and offered it to Bobbie.
"No thanks Bill, I just want to get out of costume, I have a lot of work
to do after the show," Bobbie replied and was about to remove her wig.
William grabbed Bobbie and pulled her into his arms, pressing himself
against her. His face inches from hers, his breath smelled of alcohol.
"Don't be ungrateful Bobbie. I got you this part. You owe me! You
want to be a glorified stagehand for the rest of your time in the USO or
do you want to become a full-time performer? Your choice doll."
William's face closed in on Bobbie's and she felt helpless and unable to
resist.
This is where Robert always woke up shivering and sweating. He had
blacked out any recollection of what had happened in that dressing room
and had no inclination to restore the lost memories.
William Brindle left the production a few weeks later but Bobbie
Bingham's act impersonating Lauren Bacall remained on the bill as a
filler. Robert rehearsed the part once a week to maintain continuity
and performed the act when required but he was never comfortable dressed
as Bobbie and couldn't wait to get out drag as soon as the performance
was over.
Robert awoke from the nightmare just as William Bridle's lips were about
to touch Bobbie's full, lipsticked lips which were formed into an
inviting pout. Robert was drenched in sweat but he was shivering. He
was also painfully erect.
He got out of bed and drank three glasses of water, urinated and went
back to bed. The rest of his sleep was dreamless.
The next morning Robert was awakened by a bar of brilliant light
streaming into his eyes through the window. It took him a little while
to realise where he was and the circumstances that had brought him here.
He groaned and rolled over, attempting to go back to sleep, when there
was a pounding on his door.
"Wake up sleepyhead! The guys have found something on the beach!" Craig
called excitedly.
Robert got out of bed and hurriedly pulled on his clothes and went
outside where he found Craig circling like an excited puppy.
"Come on! Come On! Let's see what they found!" he called breathlessly
and skittered across the runway, down the path to the beach.
Robert followed behind.
They came out onto the beach and Robert was amazed to see that the
pounding surf and huge waves had mellowed into a beautiful flat azure
sea with little wavelets tickling the shoreline. Above the high water
mark Ray Millward, John Fitzgibbons, and Steve Ford were inspecting a
small pile of flotsam. As he and Craig drew closer Robert recognised
the steamer trunks and suitcases from the USO show. It was part of the
wreckage from the C-47.
"Well this shit is about as useful as a screen door on a submarine," Ray
Millward growled as Robert and Craig approached.
"Clothes, costumes, shoes and shit... not even a pack of cigarettes,"
Ray grumbled as he threw the contents of the trunks onto the sand.
"You let us down again kid." Ray glared at Robert.
Robert was about to retort. Why was it his fault if the wreckage from
the plane was of no use to them? The look in Ray's eyes made him think
otherwise and he held his tongue.
"Hey Chief. It ain't Bobbie's fault if this stuff is useless," Craig
said exactly what Robert was thinking.
"Is that so Seaman Bowen? Well you and your girlfriend can just pack
this shit up and get it off my beach, you know I don't warrant trash on
my beachhead Seaman Bowen." Ray fixed Craig with a harsh stare.
Robert cringed at being referred to as Craig's girlfriend even though he
knew that Ray only meant it as an insult.
"You two can take this pile of shit to the Q store and you can go
through it later. See kid, I told you we'd find something useful for
you to do." Ray grinned sardonically.
"John, let's you and I adjourn for chow. Seaman Ford, make the coffee
and get breakfast ready. You two shitheels can join us when you get rid
of this crap," Ray barked his orders and marched off down the beach with
John and Steve in close formation.
"Is he always so grumpy?" Robert asked as he began to gather the items
that men had scattered along the beach.
"Hey, he's the Chief; what do you expect?" Craig replied, picking up a
tuxedo jacket from the sand.
"Hey, what do you think Bobbie? Should we dress for dinner tonight?"
Craig grinned as he turned to face Robert.
Wearing the tuxedo jacket with his dungarees Craig looked like a half
dressed penguin. Robert was holding a peach coloured satin petticoat in
his hand self-consciously.
"You'd need to find something more suitable than that," Craig grinned
nodding at the petticoat.
Robert blushed and threw the garment in the trunk.
It took Robert and Craig three trips to bring all the flotsam to the Q
store even using a handcart to lug it. When they finally got to the
mess hall the others had finished breakfast and Ray and John sat
drinking coffee. Steve Ford was on lookout duty, stationed on lookout
hill, vigilant for a rescue flight.
There was corn fritters, bananas, and papaya for breakfast and Robert
and Craig tucked in.
"After breakfast you can go through all that shit we found on the beach
kid. Bring anything you find useful or valuable to me. Craig, the
second generator needs its three-monthly service," Ray grunted around
his coffee cup.
"My name is Robert, not kid and I'm not part of your little navy. I'm a
civilian so I'd like you to stop treating me like some swab jockey,"
Robert seethed.
"Well look at you kid, using the naval vernacular like some shellback.
Well excuse me for not being polite. Please mister Bingham, will you be
so kind as to please inspect our newly obtained chattels and see if
there is anything of use and then please bring it to my
attention...please," Ray closed in on him, his nose almost touching
Robert's.
"Glad to help Chief." Robert glared back at Ray who broke into a
malicious grin and backed away.
"Now that we all have our schedules sorted maybe we can get to work.
John, come with me. Let's walk the rest of the beach and see if
anything of use has washed up from that wrecked C-47 other than ladies
underpanties and trombones," Ray said sarcastically.
Craig went off to service the generator and Robert returned to the Q
store to go through the trunks they had salvaged. He recognised most of
them. There were crates full of props that would be of little use but
he broke them open, organised the contents and stowed them on the
shelves.
A few musical instruments had survived but were soaked in sea water
which would soon rust and corrode them. Robert fetched fresh water and
submerged the instruments in it and put them in the sun to dry. Those
that needed lubrication would get it once dry. There was a guitar, a
trombone, a saxophone and a clarinet. He didn't know if any of the men
on the island played instruments but if any of them did he bet they
would be happy to have them.
Robert played a decent blues guitar but he wondered if the Gibson J-45
he had put aside would survive. The salt water would not treat the
Adirondack spruce top and high quality mahogany back and sides kindly
nor the metal furniture such as the frets and machine heads. The guitar
was still in its case and hadn't been totally immersed in salt water
like the other instruments.
The garments had fared better. They had been packed in watertight
steamer trucks like the one he had clung to throughout his ordeal on the
ocean. He opened them and divided the contents into men's and women's
clothing and costumes. The streamers contained everything that the
troupe would need to put on a show, there were no corner stores where
the USO performed.
He found some clothing racks with hangers on them and hung up the
clothing. There was everything from tuxedos to fatigues for the men and
for the women, everything from evening dresses to khaki uniforms. USO
performers liked to wear military garb when not performing, including
the women. The tan uniform of the US army was translated by the
entertainers into a slightly sexier, form-fitting costume. Some singers
crooned while dressed in the uniform-inspired khaki shirts and matching
pencil skirts topped with an angular army hat but most of the women
performers wore alluring civilian attire to the delight of the troops.
Although not an official uniform the USO performers wore the khakis when
they were in-theatre.
Makeup, lingerie and nylon stockings were particularly hard to come by
in foreign war zones and the production ensured that women had good
supply. Robert laid them out the goods on the shelves. They would be
of little use on Mirrocau Island but he quite enjoyed the task. It was
something he was comfortable with and he felt useful for the first time
since he had arrived on the island.
Robert baulked when he found a large hatbox. He knew that inside it was
the Lauren Bacall shoulder-length brunette wig that he wore when he
played 'Bobbie'. He put it unopened on the very top shelf and left it
there. The footwear he arranged by sex and size on the bottom shelf
then he turned his attention to the few personal possessions that the
performers had shipped on the C-47.
These he lay out on a table and began to go through them.
Ray, John and Steve were about to sit down to lunch when Robert returned
to the mess hall carrying a tote sack. Craig Bowman was on lookout
duty. The leftover albatross stew didn't smell all that bad and Robert
made himself a plate and sat at the table as far away from Ray as
possible.
"I didn't find anything particularly useful but I found a few
interesting items," Robert pointed to the sack he had put down on the
floor.
"We can go through it after lunch," Ray grunted, picking a thin bone out
of his mouth and putting it on the side of the plate.
They ate the rest of the meal in silence, four hungry men concentrating
on their food.
Robert got up and cleared the table.
"I'll wash up. Until you guys get me better trained there isn't much I
can do except domestic duties," he said, trying to get on the good side
of Ray.
"Hopefully you won't have to learn shit because we're going to get
rescued," Seaman Ford grinned.
He stopped grinning when Ray gave him a grim stare.
"Let's see what you got Bobbie. Is that better than kid?" Ray said
pushing back his chair.
"As a matter of fact... no that's fine thanks Ray." Robert was about to
correct him but thought better of it.
Better to be called by a nickname he detested than 'kid'. At least he
was being spoken to with a little more respect.
"And you can call me Chief like the rest of my Crew. I know you aint
officially military but while you're on my island you comply with my
orders, ok?" Ray said, but not in his usual gravelly tone.
"Yes Chief," Robert replied.
Robert reached into the tote sack and brought out the treasures he found
in the wreckage. They comprised: a silver hip flask, two fountain pens,
one a Conway Stewart the other a Montblanc, a silver and ivory grooming
set, and a silver cigarette case.
Ray was finally impressed with Robert.
"Little luxuries like these might seem out of place on Mirrocau Island
but they remind of us home." Ray's hands hovered over the items laid
out on the table.
"I'll take this, even though it is little use. John, you get next
choice and so on in order of rank." Ray picked up the cigarette case
and studied it.
John and Steve approached the table and studied the valuables, deciding
what to take.
"It might not be completely useless Chief." Robert reached into the
tote bag and brought out an item he had kept until last.
He handed Ray a carton of Lucky Strike cigarettes.
Ray studied the carton and then brought it to his nose and inhaled. He
tore open the end and pulled out the familiar white rectangular pack
with the red circle in the middle.
He looked at Robert with genuine awe.
"And look Chief... four more." Robert put the other cartons on the
table and grinned.
"You did good ki... Bobbie." Ray's steely blue eyes met Robert's and
showed genuine affection.
So much so that Robert had to look away. There was something powerful
and exciting about Ray that Robert was attracted to but it also felt
unsettling.
"Enjoy Chief," Robert said and went back to washing the dishes and
cleaning the kitchen.
That afternoon Robert went back to the store and continued to rearrange
the items they had salvaged. He sprayed lubricant on the metal items
and the instruments in an attempt to save them from the ravages of the
sea water then put them on the shelves.
He picked up the Gibson J-45 and oiled the machine heads and frets and
polished the wood with bees wax. That was how Ray found him, sitting in
a metal folding chair polishing the guitar.
"Do you play?" Ray was framed by brilliant sunlight in the hangar-sized
doorway.
Robert had to squint to see him properly. The light infused Ray with an
almost portrait-like quality and Robert appraised him thoroughly for the
first time since he had seen him on the beach.
Ray was tall and sinewy and in the half-shadow every muscle on his torso
flowed from the light into the dark. His brown skin looked tempting to
touch. His shag-cut salt and pepper hair fell over his forehead, his
deep-set eyes glittered cobalt blue, his nose was long and straight, his
lips full. He was not classically handsome but Robert could imagine
many a woman swooning if they saw him like this, shirtless and
unconsciously posed with the sunlight behind him.
He didn't know why he did but Robert glanced briefly at Ray's crotch.
The dungarees were tight there and he could see the girth of something
quite substantial. Robert snatched his eyes away and looked down at the
guitar in his lap.
"I play a little but this instrument needs a little more attention and
I'll need to re-string it. There were a couple of sets in the guitar
case," Robert replied.
"Let me see what you've done here." Ray came into the store and
approached Robert.
"Sure Chief, let me show you." Robert carefully put down the guitar and
stood.
"I've put the props and tools over here, I don't think they will be of
much use." Robert pointed to the stage scenery and tool bags he'd put
in one corner.
"The rest of it is mainly clothing... stage costumes, some personal
clothing and uniforms. I arranged them by gender on those hangers and
shelves," Robert pointed to the wheeled clothing racks.
Ray went through it, sliding the clothes hangers along the rail as he
inspected it.
"I suppose if we ever decide to dress for dinner we have the clothes for
it," Ray snickered and went over to the next rack.
"That's all ladies clothing. I can't see that we will have a use for it
so maybe we should just throw it away," Robert remarked, trying to be
helpful.
Ray's fingers lingered on some of the dresses and blouses and then he
went over to the lingerie arranged on the shelves. His fingers caressed
a few items then he self-consciously withdrew his hand.
"Do you know how long it's been since I touched a warm body wearing
garments like this? Even my cheating bitch of a wife could calm me down
and make me forget her indiscretions when she came to me dressed in her
intimates and heels, her hair done right, her makeup perfect, her skin
so soft and..." Ray suddenly stopped talking and hung his head.
Robert was embarrassed to see that Ray was tumescent, the considerable
bulge in his dungarees difficult to hide. He seemed not to notice when
he turned to Robert and studied him.
Robert stood at five foot eight inches tall and had slim shoulders and
hips, a flat belly but plump buttocks. He weighed around 120 pounds.
His face was epicene, which was one reason he had failed to be cast in
masculine roles. A pair of strong thick arched eyebrows looked down on
sweeping eyelashes and feline green eyes. His delicate ears framed a
longish nose and a wide full mouth.
There was a dynamic synergy between Ray and Robert that both could feel
and both were uneasy with it.
"We throw nothing out. Rescue might be in a few days or a few years.
You never know what will come in handy," Ray said gruffly.
"What do you think Bobbie; are you up for cooking chow tonight?" Ray
changed the subject abruptly.
"Sure Chief." Robert was glad to be asked to contribute.
"There's a shoulder of pork in the refrigerator. Try to do something
inventive with it. All those other guys ever do is broil it until it
has the taste and texture of a truck tire." Ray gave Robert a rare
smile and left the store.
Robert took a deep breath. Something had changed the dynamic between he
and Ray and he was not sure what it was. For a few intimate moments
they had a synergy that was unexplainable.
Robert couldn't imagine living with three other men for five years with
no other company and more importantly, no female company. He wondered
how they coped. He had seen how Craig Bowman sought relief but all men
did that regardless of the availability of women. It was all too much
to think about. So much had happened in such a short space of time and
Robert realised that concentrating on the task at hand relieved him of
the burden of trying to think too hard.
Dinner that night was a rousing success. The crew of the PT 911 were
used to slopping whatever was for dinner on a tin plate, taking it over
to the bare table, grabbing utensils and wolfing it down between swigs
of coconut beer.
Robert put his restaurant experience to work that afternoon. He had
never been a chef but he knew how to cook and he explored the victualing
office in the Q store and found a cache of dried herbs and spices still
sealed in their foil wrap sachets. He found sacks of white rice that
were untouched. Rice has an indefinite shelf life but the sailors
refused to eat it because it was what the 'Nips' ate.
He cut the pork shoulder into bite-size pieces and simmered it in
coconut milk with a selection of herbs and spices, adding breadfruit,
pandanus leaves, corn, peas and carrots just before it was ready to
serve. He steamed the rice, adding pandanus leaves to give it piquancy.
Robert set the table with a tablecloth, napkins, flatware, cutlery and
clean glasses.
He put a pitcher of water in the middle of the table beside an
arrangement of freshly plucked frangipani.
"Don't you men dare approach my table until you have cleaned up!" Robert
yelped at the four sailors as they bustled into the mess laughing and
joking.
Petty Officer John Fitzgibbons, Seaman Craig Bowen and Seaman Steve Ford
looked down at their grimy hands and dirty dungarees and shrugged.
"You heard Bobbie. Go and get cleaned up for supper," Ray said, an
amused look on his face.
The four men returned fifteen minutes later freshly showered and wearing
clean clothes. The smell from kitchen was delectable but Robert refused
to let the men serve themselves.
"We are not slopping the hogs tonight gentlemen. Please be seated and I
will serve you directly," Robert ordered.
Ray grinned and nodded at the table and the four men seated themselves
and poured water and beer. Robert served the men in order of rank and
then fixed a plate for himself. The men ate heartily complimenting
Robert on his culinary skills.
"I don't normally like this kind of grub but I gotta tell you Bobbie
this is the best meal I've had since we arrived on this rock," John
Fitzgibbons said patting his stomach having consumed a second helping.
Craig Bowen and Steve Ford nodded their agreement around mouthfuls of
food.
"Great eats Bobbie, looks like you've found your forte," Ray said
approvingly opening his newly acquired cigarette case.
Robert got up and cleared the table refusing any assistance. He felt
like he was finally contributed to the group effort.
"Where did you learn to cook like that?" Ray asked, drawing in smoke
from his Lucky.
"When I started in theatre I worked in restaurants to make a living. I
picked up a lot of tips from the chefs in the kitchen. There's nothing
cordon bleu on this island but with a little imagination it's possible
to put something decent on the plate," Robert said, refilling Ray's beer
glass.
Ray looked questioningly at the others and they grinned and nodded in
agreement. The crew had been together for so long that they were almost
telepathic.
"Well Robert I think you proved today that you do have some skills we
can use. I'm appointing you in charge of catering and domestic
services. That basically means you're the cook and galley bitch, you're
in charge of the storehouses and the laundry. Is that too demeaning for
you?" Ray asked.
The question caught Robert by surprise. First off he would gladly take
on the role as caterer, storeman, and victualler. It made him useful
and freed up the other men to fully utilise their skills. But secondly
and more importantly he was astonished that Ray had asked him rather
than just ordering him.
"I'd like that Chief. I would make me feel like I'm contributing to the
group effort and I'd feel more a part of the team," Robert smiled.
"Well we ain't appointing you to the crew of the PT 991 just yet but
taking on the domestic chores will sure help us out," Ray said dryly.
"It won't be for long Bobbie. There will be rescue plane any day now,"
Steve Ford grinned.
"Speaking of which. Seaman Ford, you have the first watch I believe."
Ray stood up and hitched up his pants, bringing the dinner to a close.
Ray Millward had the best night's sleep he'd had since the PT 991 washed
up on Mirrocau Island. He dreamed of his last liberty run in Manila
when he'd gone to Kirby's Meat Market, which is what the sailors called
Kirby's Bar, a local haunt frequented by the sailors of the PT Squadron.
Girls could be found anywhere in Manila but Kirby's specialised in
providing fair-skinned girls who spoke good English, dressed in modern
Western attire, and were familiar with Americana.
Ray had already drunk his fill at the NCO Club at Cavite and was in a
foul mood. He knew about his wife's philandering but today he had
received a 'Dear John'. Elaine wanted a divorce on his return and he
was livid.
At Kirby's he selected a girl who looked the most like Elaine out of the
procession of bargirls on offer. She was roughly the same build as
Elaine and had her hair styled the same way. Except for her almond
eyes, through Ray's drunken fugue, she could well be Elaine; even her
accent sounded American.
Usually the protocol was to buy the girl a few watered-down 'B-girl'
drinks at inflated prices before paying the bar fine and taking the girl
back to a hotel but Ray was in no mood for hanging around. He slapped
the bar fine down in front of Mamma San and dropped a tip on top to
cover the B-girl drinks. One look at Ray's face convinced Mamma San not
to argue.
Ray took the girl to a nearby hotel, all the time calling her Elaine.
She didn't care, American servicemen often called the girls by the names
of their wives or sweethearts. She would happily be whoever Ray wanted
her to be.
He dragged her up to the dingy room and slammed the door shut.
"Get over here!" he growled as he shucked out of his clothes.
"Why are you angry with me Ray?" The girl was a little frightened.
Ray was glad to see fear on the girl's face. Elaine usually just
laughed at him when he tried to order her around.
"Don't answer me back you bitch!" Ray spun the girl around and threw
her on the bed.
The girl had been with hundreds of servicemen and knew what they wanted.
She started to unbutton her dress.
"Fuck that! Open your legs you whore!" Ray screamed at her.
His face was contorted, his muscles bulging and his penis rampant.
Ray leapt on the girl and forced her legs apart. He kissed her not with
passion but with fury as he tried to push his cock into her.
The girl still had on her nylon panties which prevented his cock from
finding her entrance so Ray ripped the garment from her body.
"Ray! You rip my clothes you have to pay more," the girl said from
underneath him.
Ray shut her up by pressing his mouth on hers and driving his cock deep
inside her tight vagina. The girl was unlubricated but Ray was so
excited the copious amounts of pre-ejaculate eased his passage.
"Ughf!" the girl grunted as Ray filled her tight vagina with his
engorged phallus.
The bargirl's sheath was tighter than Elaine's had ever been but when
Ray looked down into her pretty face all he saw was his wife.
"You slut!" he grunted as he began to fuck her fiercely.
"You fucking whore!" He fucked her harder and the bargirl obligingly
lifted her stocking-sheathed legs around his torso and held him tight.
"I'm your whore Ray," she whispered in his ear.
The bargirls knew how to role-play and if Ray wanted her to be a whore
she would be.
Ray felt the girl's cunt begin to become moist and she clung to him,
meeting his thrusts and sliding her nyloned thighs along his sensitive
skin, scratching him with her high heels and finger nails.
"You fucking philandering, filthy whore!" Ray howled as he fucked
Elaine.
"Yes Ray. Fuck me! Fuck your whore," the bargirl edged him on.
Ray brought his hand up high to slap her and she goaded him, just like
Elaine would.
"Go on Ray slap me. I'm your filthy whore," she said through gritted
teeth.
Girls could claim extra for 'special services'.
"Oh god no! I love you Elaine, I love you," Ray fell on top of the
young woman and began to sob.
"I love you too Ray. I love you too," the whore-Elaine cooed into his
ear.
She kept her arms and legs locked around him but she was gentle. She
stroked him and caressed him and whispered endearments in his ear.
Ray became fully tumescent again and kissed the girl tenderly.
"I love you Elaine," he sighed as he slowly fucked her, feeling her
vagina contract around his throbbing penis.
"I will always love you Ray," the girl said as she worked her magic with
her velvety cunt and milked Ray of his spend.
On Mirrocau Island, in Ray's quarters, Ray lay on his rack murmuring in
his sleep as a stain spread across the thin sheet covering his body,
soaking up Ray's nocturnal emission.
To be continued