This is a work of fiction for your enjoyment and all the characters are
fictional. Please practice safe sex, respect others limits and know
that bondage and discipline can be dangerous if done to extremes. None
of the scenes in this literature are meant to be reproduced in real
life. Be respectful to all women and to local ordinances and laws.
Forever Her Sissy - Chapter 4
More shopping? I thought to myself. How much more of this could I
take.
"Mrs. Karen?" I spoke quietly.
"Yes honey, what is it?"
"What else do we need to shop for, I'm really exhausted, it's just that
it has been a really big day and I was thinking we could go back home
and enjoy the afternoon, just you and I."
"What else do we need to shop for! You must be kidding me, you have
zero underwear and you are a little bit smaller than me so mine don't
fit you just perfect, and I think that you need a slightly different
style than I wear and we need some very firm control panty girdles
because I don't want to see that silly bump at the front of your
panties in your new work clothes. Let's see what else do we need?
Maxi pads, you need pads because without them you will leak your little
sissy tears and stain your panties, I'm afraid that you're going to
have to wear overnight pads all the time because you can't control
yourself. It's not my doing sissy, I can't help it if being a sissy
makes you so excited that you leak constantly. And you did say that I
needed a new purse for summer right? Don't you want to find your wife
a pretty new purse? You just love picking out bags for me. And we
need to find you a new computer bag, you're not going to mess up your
outfits with that frumpy old back pack you use now," Karen said in a
huff. "Now what else have I left out, oh yes I almost forgot. Did you
notice anything about your new work clothes when you were trying them
on honey?
"Besides that they were women's clothes?" I asked in a timid voice.
"Yes, besides that sissy," Karen responded, her tone getting a bit more
harsh. I could tell that she was beginning to get upset with me.
"Honestly sweetie, you are so dense sometimes, did you notice that
there aren't pockets in any of your new clothes? So we need to get you
a new, more appropriate wallet and a bag to keep everything in."
"Yes ma'am, I'm sorry, I just, well I am afraid of bumping into those
ladies. They might put lipstick on me again," I mumbled looking down
at my toes wiggling in the strappy little sandals. A funny thought
popped into my head while I was looking down, it occurred to me that I
looked silly in such pretty sandals with boring toenails. Anyone else
wearing these would have pretty polish on their toes. Shit, what was I
thinking of, my mind was going to sissy mush and I could feel my poor
little penis dripping more tears into the thick pad. I was actually
happy that I was wearing it because if not I would surely have a damp
spot on my shorts, well on Karen's shorts. I was so horny, so
confused, and just felt ditsy.
Karen spoke, breaking my thoughts about what color nail polish would
look best on my toes. "So you are being all pissy now because you are
worried about those three lovely ladies putting lipstick on you again
and that is why you are moping around mumbling and wanting to go home?"
"No ma'am, I mean yes ma'am, I don't know Mrs Karen. I'm just, well
maybe, I'm sorry if I am being difficult, it's just that wearing the
lipstick was embarrassing."
"They were nice enough to use a light pink shade which didn't even
really show up and it wore off on your first kiss, they were just
having a little fun with you. I think that you loved it and wanted to
wear lipstick. You wanted to wear lipstick because you are a sissy!"
Karen's voice had risen, not to a yell but to a tone above her normal
speaking volume and I could tell that she was frustrated with me. "I
bet you almost squirted when she was applying it, even with your little
clit locked in that tiny cage? Well sissy, is that what this little
tantrum is all about?"
Somewhere I must have picked up a little bit of backbone, or more
likely I just didn't think about what I was about to say to my wife,
but the moment the words came out I regretted them. "No! I am not
throwing a tantrum Mrs Karen," I said putting a bit of emphasis on her
name, "I don't really like lipstick on me! I'm a man!" As I said this
I punctuated the end of my statement by huffing, straightening the
straps of her purse on my shoulder and stamping my pretty sandal down
on the tile floor of the shopping mall.
Her disapproving gaze fell on me with eyes that were cold as ice.
There was no expression on her face and her lips were pursed together
tightly, what had I done. This was so bad. Her hands clenched and
unclenched repeatedly so tightly that I could see little marks where
her manicured nails had dug into her palm. Even her cheeks were a bit
flushed. For a second I thought she was going to turn and walk away,
leaving me behind but she didn't. In a calm, almost dead voice she
held out her hand and said.
"Brian, hand me the makeup bag from my purse."
Shit, when she used my name like that it was always because she was
really mad at me, like the night after dinner with my co-workers.
Trancelike, with stiff robotic motions I opened her large black Michael
Kors hobo bag and found her makeup bag. It was largish white bag with
cute light pink strawberries printed on it with a pink zippered top. I
lifted it up and held it out to her, silently following her orders
because there were no words that I could say at the moment that would
improve the situation. Taking it she unzipped the bag and rustled
around in it for a few seconds and came out with two slender tubes, one
all white and the other was a pretty rosy pink brownish with a white
cap. She handed them both to me.
"Read what is on the colored one first sissy, read it out loud to me,"
She said, her voice full of quiet rage.
"Ma'am, I am so sorry Mrs. Karen, I didn't mean to talk ugly to you
like that, it just came out wrong, please ma'am," I was almost
whimpering.
"Read what is written on the outside of that lipstick Brian," She
hissed.
"Umm, it is, well it says Cover Girl Outlast All Day Lip Color, in,
ahhh Brazen Raisin color ma'am," I whispered.
"Okay then Brian, right here, right now. Are you my sissy or are you
just pretending. This isn't a game to me, is it a game to you?"
I couldn't answer her, I knew that I had been wrong to talk back so
strongly to my wife but it had happened before I knew it, the words
came out before my addled brain could stop them. Standing in the
crowded mall, wearing women's underwear, a maxi pad, chastity cage, my
wife's shorts and t-shirt, carrying a purse, standing only a few feet
away from where my wife had my ears and nose pierced and fitted with
very feminine jewelry and I was going to make a huge scene over having
lipstick put on me over two hours ago. The craziest thing is that I
should have been furious, foot stomping mad at her humiliating me like
this. I should have refused to come out dressed like this but I
hadn't. Not only had I not fought back but as I stood there withering
under her gaze I began to understand that I had been having the time of
my life and that my beautiful wife was going to all of this trouble for
me, because she knew that I craved the control, the humiliation and her
love and I was acting so ungrateful and selfish. I thought back how
years ago when we were dating I had to beg her just to let me hold her
purse for her. It must have been embarrassing to be seen with a wimp
husband who got off on carrying her pocketbook but she did it because
she loved me. And now, she had finally come to grips with it, and had
taken up the reins of control, even found that she was incredibly
turned on by asserting dominance over me and I was acting like a
complete ass. I should have been eager to do anything that she asked,
that is what I had always wanted, but instead I was fighting this every
step of the way.
"Aheeem," Karen cleared her throat, "are you going to answer me Brian,
are you going to tell me that last night you lied to me after your
tantrum in the parking garage when you pledged to be my sissy forever?
Has a little bit of lipstick broken your resolve? I don't know what is
going through your little head right now but if you are telling
yourself that you are a real man then you are lying and I can't help
you if you can't even be honest with yourself. We are not going to
keep having these constant relapses honey, it just isn't productive."
With a trembling voice I quietly spoke, "Mrs. Karen ma'am, may I please
borrow your compact mirror?"
For the first time since this conversation began a hint of a smile
began to show on her otherwise stern face as she pulled out the small
round mirror and handed it to me. My hands were shaking so badly that
I feared dropping and breaking the mirror which would not have been
good at all. Before I changed my mind I opened the compact, holding it
and the bottle of liquid lipstick in one hand I unscrewed the
applicator and using the mirror carefully applied the lipstick that I
knew would remain in place for at least eight hours. This was much
darker and had a red color which would be extremely noticeable, even
from a distance. This was the first time I had worn a long lasting
liquid lipstick. It went on differently and as it dried I felt a
slight tightening of my lips as well as the sensation of a thicker
coating than regular lipstick. Next I applied to gloss from the all
white tube, smoothing it across my lips made them feel better and they
looked very shiny. More than that I felt my cheeks warm with flushness
and I knew that they were blushing red and my little clittie was
straining against the unyielding steel bars of the chastity cage.
"Mrs Karen, I am sorry for my behavior and my outburst. Yes ma'am I am
your sissy, but like many sissy's I don't always know what is good for
me. Thank you for letting me wear your lipstick and I am sorry for
resisting or doubting you before. Are you mad at me ma'am?" I said
while looking at her with pleading eyes.
"Yes, well maybe just a little mad but what you just did for me, means
more than your words. Sissy's will say many things to get their way,
to try and escape punishment, they can be manipulative little
creatures. Why did you put on the lipstick sissy? I did not tell you
that you had to."
Sheepishly, still blushing, "I...well...you had taken it out and I was
being obstinate about wearing lipstick earlier so... you were going to
ask me, no tell me to put it on."
Karen didn't answer me, she only stood looking at me with an impassive
expression on her face.
"No, wait, what I said just then was a lie Mrs. Karen, I am sorry.
What I meant was, well I, I put the lipstick on because, I did it
because I am your sissy and I want everyone to know that I am your
sissy and because I thought you would enjoy the humiliation of me
wearing lipstick, and.... Well... and... I..." My words got quieter
until they were below a whisper.
"Go on sissy, speak up," She said while handing her makeup bag to me to
be placed back in her purse.
"Because lipstick is pretty and I want to be a pretty sissy for my
beautiful wife," I replied in a gasp, so ashamed of the truth looking
up at her through my eyelashes, I felt so bashful, like it was a first
date. I had put the lipstick on because I thought it would look pretty
and Karen would like her sissy to be pretty. I wasn't even close to
being a man, how could she think that I would be pretty, why was all of
this happening. In exasperation my shoulders slumped in defeat, I
didn't know what I was doing anymore. I cast my eyes towards the
floor, once again struck by how boring my toes looked in the sandals.
I felt Karen grab my hand and then we were walking quickly through the
mall, I was being pulled along behind her, stumbling a bit, loosing my
balance with all of the packages swinging about as we dashed around the
corner. We cut across the front of a store and turned down one of the
service hallways but instead of slowing down she pulled me along even
quicker. Ahead were the bathrooms, never glancing back she swung the
door to the family restroom open and threw me in ahead of her before
following. What had I done, was she mad at me, I had been rude and
then I may have also caused a scene in the mall with my silly babbling
words that could have also embarrassed her. In a fluid motion she
locked the door and spun me around pushing me against it with so much
force that I dropped some of the shopping bags. Gasping I saw two
pairs of shoes tumble out of their boxes, a pretty pair of black suede
heels with a open design and a wide strap at the ankle and a pair of
patent taupe cork wedge heels with a sling back strap and a cute open
toe, I made an attempt to reach down to pick them up but Karen pressed
me back against the door and then with a force that surprised me, with
an animal violence she kissed me. Not a tender kiss of compassion but
one that made no doubts about who was in charge. All the while her
other hand was wrapped in my hair, tilting my head back while she
probed with her tongue, finding mine and sliding across it, caressing
my mouth.
Now her hand was pressing down on my shoulders pushing me to my knees.
As I knelt on the cold white tile floor, I looked up at her, my eyes
wide with shock. In a fluid motion she pulled my long brown hair up
and slid a peach colored silk hair tie that was on her wrist around it,
securing my tresses into a ponytail high on my head. Satisfied that my
hair was tied back she reached underneath her dress and slid off her
panties.
"Smell these sissy!" she said frantically while pushing them into my
face. The crotch panel was soaking wet and smelled like sex. "Do you
see what the fuck you have been doing to me today. Sashaying around,
swinging those sissy hips, batting your eyes at me, those big soft
brown eyes that most women would kill to have. Even without makeup you
look like you are wearing mascara, big soft doe eyes. Always saying,
"Yes ma'am Mrs Karen," holding my purse so sweetly and so obediently.
Do you see, fuck, do you smell and feel what that has been doing to me
all day?" She gasped, while still pushing her soaking wet panties in my
face. The pink color darker around the gusset from her dampness.
"Then you batt you eyes and tell me that you wanted to wear lipstick
because you wanted to be pretty for me, because you wanted to feel the
humiliation that I crave for you to endure." Grabbing my hair by the
pony tail she pulled my face to her folds and pushed her hips towards
me. "Now sissy, right now, I need relief!"
I did not wait to be told a second time but wrapped my hands around her
waist and pulled her into my tongue and lips. I heard her gasp and
then, glancing upwards quickly saw her hold her hand over her mouth in
an effort to muffle her whimpering cries. She was biting into the side
of her palm and I could see sweat beading on her forehead. Immediately
I began to lick her with urgency, I knew that this was not a tender
moment that she wanted to savor but a release that she had to have. As
I continued to serve her she began to talk to me, though muffled
through her hand she had held over her mouth.
"That's right sissy, give your mistress the orgasm she demands, provide
for her pleasure while yours is denied by the very woman that you are
pleasing. I want you to concentrate on the frustrations of your caged
sex. How does it feel sissy, do you want to cry because your wife
loves you too much to let you cum! Ugggggggmmmm fuckkkk. Lick it
sissy, mmmmmm!" I could feel the muscles in her lower back and her
abdomen begin to flex and tremble, her thighs shaking, tremors coursing
through her body. My hands were both pulling her firmly towards me and
keeping her from falling over. Plunging my tongue deeply into her
folds by pushing my head to and fro while wiggling back and forth,
faster and more franticly until there was one last great shudder and I
felt every muscle in her body tense, then came the sound. A low
pitched moan that trembled and wavered on the air; a sound so primal
that it was the personification of what pleasure should sound like.
Her other hand, the one not vainly attempting to muffle her cry of
glory was wrapped tightly in my hair pulling me in deeper, to the point
that I could no longer find even the occasional breath. Loosing myself
in her lust I dove deeper pressing harder and faster, moving my tongue
with a force born of desperation until her body finally released all
tension and I felt her cum, like the bursting of a dam my face was
flooded by her womanly gift as I swallowed all that came to me, a
beautiful treasure from my wife, from my mistress, my goddess.
For a long moment we remained there, pressed against the door with only
the combined sound of our labored breathing in the tiny room. I was
weeping, both because I was so happy for what I had just been able to
do for my love but also because I was looking down at the small key
that hung on a delicate gold chain that rest loosely on her ankle. My
tears were for the love of the joy I had just given my wife and for the
sorrow and anguish I felt from being caged and frustrated by that same
loving woman.
I remained silent, afraid that my voice would break the spell that had
enveloped us. I could still feel her hand in my hair, her fingers
wrapped deeply as she supported herself. With a sound falling between
a sigh and a whimper Karen stretched her other arm out to lean on the
door and slowly untangled her fingers from my hair, gently drifting her
grip down to my chin. Using her hand to guide my eyes up to meet hers
I could see that she was flush and her eyes were glittering with
moisture.
"Oh sweet, sweet, sissy," Karen whispered. "Your face is a mess honey,
but your lipstick is still there," She giggled. Pointing at the sink,
"You can set your packages down and get cleaned up."
The cool water felt good on my face and between a baby wipe from her
purse and a fresh splash of water I looked presentable again. I also
touched up the gloss on my lipstick while I had the large bathroom
mirror to work with.
"Hang on sweetie, there is something that I just have to see, do you
mind?"
I paused as I was putting the slender tube of gloss back in her makeup
bag which I had sat on the side of the sink. Reaching in she came out
with her Loreal Paris waterproof mascara. She held this up for me to
read, "Sissy, do you want your mistress to make your eyes even prettier
than they are, do you want to have long pretty lashes?" Karen was
standing very close to me, with the mascara held up for me to see,
teasing me with another step towards my humiliation, away from my
manhood, another step towards being more feminine for my beautiful
wife.
"Do you want me to look pretty for you? You want me to look more
feminine?" I whispered.
"Oh god yes, I do," was her breathless reply.
"You want me to be more feminine? I don't understand?"
"Honey, I can't explain everything either but every time you submit to
a new humiliation or feminization, every time you demurely accept my
dominance, it makes me love you more. Don't take this the wrong way
but it wasn't your prowess as a man that made me fall in love with you
and agree to be your wife, it was your sensitivity, your loving nature,
all the little things you did to show me how much you care for me. Any
guy can tell me he loves me but you show it in every action, every
moment, of every day. Now that we are slowing stripping away the lies,
the pretend macho and bravado, and bringing your true submissive self
to the surface you are becoming so beautiful, so pretty, so soft."
With my voice hoarse with emotion I softly spoke, "Mrs. Karen, would
you please help me put on some mascara, I don't know how to and I don't
want to mess it up. I want to look pretty for you. I want to be your
soft, pretty, sissy."
My words were met with a soft passionate kiss from my wife, but she
pulled back abruptly. "No you don't you little tramp, you're not going
to get me all hot and bothered again," She said in a giggling, happy
tone. Unscrewing the cap and pulling the applicator brush from the
mascara bottle she made a silly face rolling her eyes up. "Now open
your eyes like this sissy and look up at the ceiling." After she had
finished and I put away her makeup bag Karen turned me back towards the
bathroom mirror.
"Look at yourself and tell me what you see," she said.
As I studied the person in the mirror I definitely did not see a man,
but I knew that I was not looking at a woman either, I mean the
lipstick and the thick dark eyelashes were very feminine but there was
something a little off.
"I see a sissy," I said in a quite high pitched voice, it sounded a bit
silly the way I said it.
"That't right, you do. You know, with a bit more makeup everyone would
see you as a woman, and a very, pretty one at that."
"Yes ma'am, I can see that. Are you going to finish making me up like
a woman?"
"No, sissy. I want you just like this right now. Stuck, somewhere
between male and female. I want you to know that everyone sees you as
a sissy, a little purse holding, pussy-whipped sissy bowing down to his
wife. How does that make you feel? Am I being too mean?"
"No ma'am, you could never be mean," I replied.
With a dangerous smile Karen said, "Don't be too sure of that sissy.
Now let's get this stuff picked up and enjoying our day of shopping.
There is still quite a bit we need to get done, and I have some
surprises for you yet."
Leaving the family bathroom I glanced around to see if anyone had been
waiting or near the door. I was somewhat self conscience about how
long we had stayed in there but to my relief no one standing outside
with an annoyed look on their face tapping their foot. As we walked
down the mall, once again butterflies began dancing in my stomach and I
could feel everyone drilling into me with laser focus, the sissy
wearing women's clothes and makeup. I was thinking about what Karen
had told me in the bathroom, could I really be passable as a woman?
She had said that I could be pretty, and that she liked me pretty, and
that she loved me for my submission to her. That made me think of how
embarrassed I was when the three ladies stopped me earlier and how I
was so submissive in accepting their dominance over me, and what my
wife's reaction was, how she fed off of my humiliation.
Remembering my feelings when they were ridiculing me I drifted
mentally, replaying the smooth glide of the lipstick as it slipped
across my lips and the total loss of control and submission to women I
had never met before. My clittie began the futile struggle to get hard
in the small confines of it's cage and it started crying "chastity
tears" again, the feeling of pre-cum oozing out sent a perceptible
shiver down my spine. What was wrong with me? Being so distracted I
had failed to notice that Karen had stopped walking and I had wondered
away from her. Turning quickly in a frantic search I saw that she had
paused in front of the Victoria's Secret store and was looking at the
window displays. Without hesitation I ran back to her, apologizing for
my lack of focus.
"It's ok sweetie, I should have let you know I wanted to stop in here,
we need to get you some new undies, I'm sure you have already figured
out that boxers are out of the question for you and if you are going to
wear panties for me I want them to be pretty....and we will need some
girdles and shape wear to prevent that nasty little bulge from ever
appearing again. Ohhh, and some sexy little things to sleep in would
be nice too." With that statement she actually bounced into the store
with an excited stride.
"Oh, sissy look at all the pretty things you are going to get to wear!"
she called back loudly. Several ladies in the store turned to see
Karen with me behind her, if I could have shrunk myself and hidden
behind the clothes display I would have. For the umpteenth time today
my face burned red with shame but now it was even worse. With her loud
comment drawing attention it was clear that everyone was looking at me;
a guy wearing what were very obviously women's sandals, questionable
gendered clothes, an armful of packages from women's clothing stores, a
purse, pierced ears with pearl studs and a nose ring with a pretty
enameled flower, dark red lipstick and thick lashes.
The shaking began slowly in my knees and spread throughout my body
until I could not physically move. The pounding of my heart was so
loud, all I could hear was thump, thump, thump, and the sound of blood
rushing to my head. Everyone in the store had turned to stare at me!
By now several of ladies were watching with great interest. Seeing she
had an audience Karen smiled demurely.
"You see, my darling husband loves to serve and please his wife.
Nothing like the average man who huffs and puffs with their chests
poking out pretending to be all gruff and tuff. I have a sweet servant
of a husband, a dove, soft and obedient, willing to do anything for me.
It wouldn't be fair to let a little flower like this pretend to be one
of those harsh alpha males. No, he is tender and only looks out for my
pleasure and needs, ignoring his own," There was a bit of a pause while
the ladies pondered her words. It was a young woman with short blonde
hair wearing a flouncy, floral top and black leggings with flats that
picked up the color in her top who broke the silence.
"That is sweet, and I think his sandals and jewelry are so cute. You
have to tell us, is he wearing panties too?"
Giggling Karen said yes, and a pad to boot!
All of the women gathered near us started to laugh out loud but then
the stopped, looking at each other like they had done something wrong.
The lady, whose name I just heard was Melisa started to apologize for
laughing at me. It was then that maybe I started understanding what my
wife had been trying to explain to me about what it meant to be a sissy
and how I should be happiest when I was serving or adding to the
enjoyment of women, I just couldn't stand seeing someone feel bad
because she had rightfully found humor in my situation. With a smile I
reached out and touched Melissas hand.
"Ma'am, please don't feel bad for making fun of a sissy. My wife has
been helping me through this and I don't understand everything yet but
I know that I am a sissy and I should be ashamed. This is my place,
what I am. Please feel free to laugh at me and humiliate me, I should
be embarrassed. I should be made fun of, it's okay really, I love
serving my wife."
Karen patted me on the bum in a playful manner, well maybe it was a
little harder than playful but it got my attention. "Now ladies, we
originally came in here because my sissy needs some pretty undies;
panties, bras, something fun to wear to bed so I can cuddle up with him
feeling all silky," Smiling at me she whispered in my ear. "Honey I
know you have had a very tough day but we really need to get this done
while we are here. I will make a deal with you. If you can be a
little soldier and let the sales lady help up get you some pretty
lingerie I promise to protect you a little if we see those three ladies
that acted so mean to you earlier today."
I perked up, smiled, slid Mrs. Karens purse higher up on my shoulder
from where it had begun to slip down and readjusted all of the bags and
packages I was holding when the sales lady stoped me.
"Dear, don't worry about toting those packages around while you shop,
you need to be able to look and handle the pretty fabrics. We can put
them behind the counter for you."
I was just so shocked at how nice everyone was being towards me even
though I was nothing more than a sissy. "Thank you so much ma'am."
This was the signal for Karen to take charge again. "If you can help
us we need very firm control panties to keep her little chastity cage
and clittie mushed down smooth. I just don't want to see a bump on my
sissy" she told the lady. I was mortified, now everyone listening knew
that I was locked in a chastity cage and was already wearing panties!
The sales lady gave me a curious look and with a smile replied, "Yes we
can help with that. Can I recommend our firm control thongs in a mid
waist. Not very comfortable to be honest but it gets rid of panty
lines in the back while it should keep her little cage pressed down
quite well, especially if we stick to a size smaller than she would
normally wear that is as long as what is caged up is fairly small."
"Tiny," my wife replied and both women busted out into laughter.
Next came a similar high waisted control panty in periwinkle pink with
a matching bra. The sales lady, Mrs. Beverly, was able to find a
matching padded underwire bra for the first set of panties in the
perfect dark tan color. I was confused about the bras, my wife had not
mentioned me having to wear a bra. Panties could be easily hidden and
unless something happened, like my wife telling everyone in the
lingerie store that I was wearing one, it was discrete. I started to
question her about it but just as I was going ask Karen spoke first.
"Yes sissy, bras, I have decided that I want you to wear a bra in
addition to your panties." The confusion on my face must have been so
clear, but she had been several steps ahead of me all through this. "I
wasn't originally going to make you wear one just yet but once we
started shopping and I saw how pretty they were and how absolutely
submissive, how demure you became when Beverly held the first one up
for you to see I decided right then that I wanted you in a bra no
matter what. Just imagine how sexy it will be, cuddling with your
wife, her soft fingers tracing the outline of your dainty little bra
strap," With a gleeful lilt in her voice she exclaimed, "We can get
matching lingerie, won't that be sexy honey?"
As we continued to shop for underwear Mrs Karen required that for each
set I was to hold them up and comment on what I liked about each. After
we had at least ten bra and panty sets my wife shifted gears to sleep
wear. Mrs. Beverly asked what my wife would like for me and the reply
was, "Something sexy, we aren't really worried about comfort, she will
learn to deal with whatever we pick out, I want sexy so I won't be able
to keep my hands off of my little sissy at night and I'm not worried
about seeing her little bump in her night clothes. In fact I think
that it will be cute to see the little sissy bump that I control."
We were shown several options but Karen really like the ones with
garters and hose. Mrs. Beverly questioned if I was expected to wear
hose to bed and with an air of confidence Karen told her that, "Yes, I
think that I wold very much like her to wear stockings to bed." With
that statement several very intimate sets consisting of tiny thongs,
hose, and gartered bustiers were selected for my night time wear. To
be honest, I had never worn anything like this before and nothing
looked very comfortable, I couldn't imagine having the thong strings in
my butt crack but I did not dare say anything negative. The entire day
seemed very surreal but I did like what Mrs. Karen said about us
cuddling, I suppose that wearing pretty lingerie was a very small price
to pay to be with the woman that I loved. Looking at all the pretty
things we were buying gave me goosebumps! What would it feel like to
wear stockings? I was thinking to myself when once again Karen caught
me unawares in the middle of my daydreaming about her and I lying in
bed, our arms and legs intertwined.
"Sissy, get these bags, thank all of the sweet ladies and let's take
this first load to the car. I don't think you could hold another
package, I swear sissy this shopping trip for you is getting expensive,
you are going to have some serious work ahead of you to pay me back for
all of this!"
My shopping trip! I thought to myself, but I didn't want to come
shopping, she did. Thinking about it though almost everything we had
purchased was for me, Mrs. Karen had only gotten herself a few bra and
panty sets that matched mine so I guess she was right. It was my
shopping trip.
"Thank you Mrs. Karen, thank you for all the pretty clothes and my new
earrings." My words came out in a bashful way, as I spoke I twisted a
little, biting my lower lip and looking up at her through my lashes and
a few errant strands of hair that had slipped down from my girly pony
tail.
"Sissy, you better stop teasing me like that, you remember what
happened just a little while ago. I need to hold it together for two
more stops, we need to get you a super girly wallet, a purse for you
and for me, and you need to buy maxi pads, a lot of maxi pads," she
told me in a stern tone.
"Why a lot of maxi pads ma'am?"
"Because your need for them is different, your little sissy drip is
constant where my period is only once a month and I hardly ever wear
the huge overnight pads because they feel so bulky and uncomfortable.
I like the thiner absorbent foam ones, they are almost like not wearing
anything."
"Mrs Karen ma'am?"
"Yes sissy what is it?"
"Why can't I wear the thin comfortable pads too?"
"Silly sissy, you can't wear them because they are thin and
comfortable!" She laughed. "I want you wearing the thick bulky pads,
I want it always on your mind that you are wearing a thick overnight
pad to catch your sissy chastity tears. This is a small price to pay
sissy, us girls have had to deal with pads bunching up in our panties
and rashes, and how hot and uncomfortable they are from our first
period to our last. If you don't mind your manners I may just make you
wear two of them so you have to waddle!" She ended with another round
of giggles and a stiff swat on my ass. Honey, I am going by the coffee
shop, run and drop off our packages at the car and then hurry your
little sissy ass back to me, understood?"
"Yes ma'am," and I was off.
Walking through the mall without my wife was very different, I didn't
have her strength to hold me together and I could see people pointing
and laughing at me. I walked as quickly as I could and tried to stay
next to the walls to attract less attention. The journey to the car
was agonizing but it was a relief to finally have no packages to carry.
After closing the hatch and using the key fob to lock and set the alarm
on her SUV I made a plan for my trip back to the coffee shop to meet
Karen. I would walk quickly, stay to the sides, and keep my face
lowered. Without the huge bundle of shopping bags I would attract much
less attention and could move more naturally. Passing through the back
of a department store to gain access to the mall I became very
conscious of how I was walking. I was trying to remember what Mrs
Karen and Miss Tori had taught me earlier today to make my walk look
more feminine. Even though I was not wearing heels I concentrated on
walking more feminine and how I held my body and arms. At the least it
was a distraction and gave me something to focus on. With relief I saw
the cafe up ahead, at the edge of the food court, I had made it back to
my wife without any major incidents or humiliation, I was elated.
Entering the cafe I looked around for Mrs. Karen, it took me a little
while to find her, and my euphoria came crashing down when I saw her at
a table with the three ladies that had stopped me earlier. They all
had drinks and were sitting around the table laughing and talking,
mostly laughing. With a deep sense of dread I approached the table,
keeping my eyes down and trying quietly slide next to my wife.
Karen, with tears in her eyes from laughing so hard, patted the seat
next to her. "Come here and have a seat sissy, we were just talking
about you." With that comment all of the ladies at the table burst out
into laughter again.
"Now sweetie, don't be mad at me but we just started chatting and I was
telling them how since you were so, well you know, small down there
that we decided it was better to cage that little tiger up so it
couldn't disappoint any other women," She giggled. The taller blond
lady almost sprayed her tea out in a fit of laughter.
The dark haired lady who had so sternly warned me about keeping her
friends lipstick on set her cup down and put her hand out to touch
mine. "Sissy, your wife told us that you felt so bad about loosing the
lipstick we let you wear that you begged her to allow you to put on her
long wearing liquid lipstick. I think that is just adorable and I
believe that it is a suitable punishment for you. Well, and I can't
believe that I am saying this, but it looks damn good on you, not
slutty but nicely put together. It matches your darker skin tones."
"Thank you ma'am," I said, not knowing her name that seemed like the
most polite way to answer her.
The blond patted Karen on the hand as she rose from the table. "Oh
honey it was so nice talking to you and I can't wait to see you two
again. We have to be going, sorry to run off but ta-ta." And with
that the three ladies excused themselves and walked out. I was dying
to ask my wife what they had been talking about and what she meant by
"seeing us again" but I didn't dare interrupt Mrs. Karens obviously
good mood.
Before I could screw up the courage to actually ask the question a
waitress arrived with a half sandwich and a small ramekin of fresh
fruit and placed it in front of me with an unsweet ice tea. I looked
at my wife.
"Honey, you haven't eaten all day, I thought that a little something
would be good for you. It isn't healthy to starve yourself and with
this lipstick your safe to eat," she said while unfolding the white
cloth napkin and placing it in my lap.
It was an avocado sandwich with fresh ripe tomatoes and a very nice
white cheese. On the first bite I realized how famished I was but I
worked hard to maintain my composure and eat with proper manners.
The next stop was the large anchor department store at the end of the
mall. We took the escalator to the second floor arriving at very large
handbag section. There were so many purses; leather, straw, cloth,
microfiber, expensive designer purses, and pretty ones that were
affordable. I truly had a purse fetish, it was the most feminine of
all things. Purses were pretty, they were a very personal item for
each woman, every lady having her favorite styles and types. I knew
that my wife liked over the shoulder bags that had enough drop on the
handles so that the bag would sit comfortably beneath her arm. She
preferred larger bags for every day because they held all of the things
that she liked to keep with her and she pointed out that since I
usually carried her purse having a heavier bag wasn't a big deal. She
also like fun, medium sized cross body bags, even though when she wore
them it was usually only over one shoulder. On the rare occasion she
was carrying her own bag, if it was one of these cross bodies with a
long shoulder strap, I loved to watch the way the bag would swing and
tap agains her hip and butt, it sounds strange but it was so erotic to
me.
"Well sissy, we need to find you a purse don't we?"
"Yes ma'am," I replied happily, having re-dedicated my spirit to be the
pleasant, happy sissy that my wife wanted to spend the day with. "And
a wallet, and a fun summer bag for you too Mrs. Karen."
"Well, it seems that someone has perked up now that we are looking for
pocketbooks, you really do love them don't you sissy?" my wife asked
me. "This is what I like, a perky, fun, sissy husband. Honey will you
be okay picking out our bags on your own. You are usually better at
finding a bag for me than I am so I have total confidence in you.
Honestly I like it better when it is from you and I didn't choose it,
there is something sweet about a sissy buying his wife a purse. I have
a couple of things that I need to do while you shop, I will even pick
up your pads for you since I need to go by the drug store. Do we have
a deal, just give me a call when you are done here."
"Yes ma'am," I pertly replied, "I can do that. I have an idea of the
purse I would like to look at for you but do you want me to just get an
inexpensive one for me, I mean I'm just a sissy and I hate to spend
money on something for me like that."
"Oh honey, that is sweet but I think that my pretty husband deserves a
nice bag of his own. This is a very important purchase, it is your
first purse, the first one that is just for you. Make sure that is
large enough to hold some stuff, you are going to be carrying makeup,
pads, a wallet, and all other sorts of kinky and girly stuff. Now hand
me my wallet and phone, you have your silly boy wallet with your debit
card right?"
"Yes ma'am I do, and my phone. I promise to call when I am done. Oh,
Mrs. Karen," I said as she had begun to walk away. She turned back
towards me, waiting for what I was going to say. "Ma'am, thanks for
letting me hold your purse while I shop." With a smile and a naughty
wink she turned and hurried away.
I began to browse through the huge variety of purses, stopping to pick
one up and sling it under my arm to check for the drop length, looking
at the stitching closely. I was focusing on Karen's purse first, I
really wanted something fun, and flirty for summer. She was always
wearing the most beautiful sun dresses or shorts with loose blousy tops
that seemed to just drift across her tanned skin and the shoes! Ohh
she always had the prettiest sandals, some flat, some with wedge heels
that showed off her sexy feet, perfectly painted toes, with cute little
toe rings that always seemed to glimmer and catch the sunlight just
right. Lost in my thoughts about how beautiful Karen was I let out a
little gasp of surprise when the sales lady next to me spoke.
"Excuse me miss, errr, sir...I'm sorry," she said blushing a bit. "Can
I help you find something?"
"Yes ma'am," I said after recovering from the mild shock of being
surprised. "Ma'am, you don't have to be sorry, I know I'm a bit
confusing and I can see where it would be hard to tell if I am a miss
or a sir. I....well I don't think I'm either, I don't mean to babble,
I just wanted you to know that you didn't have anything to apologize
for."
The lady looked a bit more confused with my explanation and I was
beginning to see I was making her uncomfortable. "Ma'am, I am sorry, I
know it is weird, me standing here dressed like this with lipstick and
such. If it is disturbing you or upsetting you I am sorry, that isn't
my intention. It's okay if you don't feel comfortable helping me."
With an uncomfortable laugh I added, "I promise I won't hold it against
you."
She returned my uncomfortable laugh with an uncomfortable smile.
"Well, no....I can assist you, but...if you don't mind my asking, why?
Why are you, well... why are you dressed like this?"
Blushing and finding it impossible to look her in the eye I sighed, "I
can't help it ma'am, I am a sissy." That last word seemed to stick in
my throat but I had to say it. "I am married to the most wonderful
woman in the world and she is helping me understand myself, I thrive on
obedience to her, well to all women. I want to pick out a summer purse
for her. I also need to get a purse and wallet for myself, the new
clothes my wife picked out for me don't have any pockets." Just
hearing it out loud it sounded ridiculous even to me. "I'm so sorry to
have bothered you today ma'am, I know you have better things to do than
talk with a freak." I was starting to get upset because I was
responsible for making this nice lady uncomfortable. With tears
beginning to well up in my eyes I quickly turned to run away and stop
bothering this wonderful lady.
As I began to pivot away I felt a hand on my elbow. "Please don't go,
I didn't intend to hurt your feelings, you are quite a delicate little
thing aren't you. I would be glad to help you pick out your bags," She
said, this time with a pleasant smile. "I have never met a sissy,
would it be okay if I asked you some questions while we shop, I'm just
curious."
With a sniffle and a quick wipe of a tear from the corner of my eye,
damn I was such a sissy, crying over everything. I blamed it on the
frustration of the chastity cage. "I don't mind ma'am, I will do my
best to answer any question you have."
"The first question is what are you looking at for a purse, do you want
to look for yours first or your wife's?"
"Can we look for Mrs. Karen's purse first, I want something fun and
sassy!"
"I believe that I have the perfect idea follow me," she said, while
walking over to one of the designer counters. "Just looking at your
very tasteful bag I am assuming that your wife and you prefer nicer
bags, but if you would like to look at some non-designer options I will
be happy to show those to you as well."
"My wife believes that quality is worth paying for, she keeps her bags
a long time and I take very good care of them, keeping them cleaned and
orderly when stored."
"Well then I have the perfect bag," she said leading me over to the
Dooney & Bourke Collection counter. I saw it before she even pointed
it out. A beautiful Hydrangea monogram domed satchel. The floral
pattern of pinks and blues with a dash of bright green. It was so
cute, it had handles but there was also a long crossbody shoulder
strap. It was a little big for the average crossbody bag but it looked
so summery and fun! The sales lady saw my eyes light up when she
lifted the bag and passed it to me. I quickly put it over my shoulder,
although the crossbody strap was thin is was heavy leather and was
comfortable. Opening the bag it was very roomy and Dooney quality has
always been great.
Looking at me with the first genuinely warm smile she gave a little
laugh. "You really do love your wife don't you?"
"Yes ma'am, with all my heart, she will adore this bag, it is like
nothing else in her closet!"
"You know, if being this sweet and caring is what a sissy is then I
think your wife is a very lucky woman," she said in a thoughtful tone.
Blushing but with a huge smile I replied, "Thank you ma'am, that was
very kind."
"I would really like to meet your wife one day, she must be a special
woman."
"She is, she is the most special woman in the world. I don't mean to
imply that you aren't too ma'am, I mean, you are very pretty and so
nice, I mean, well...ummm..."
"It's okay, I understand what you are trying to say. So you will take
this one for your wife, now what would you like for yourself?"
"I need something larger, my wife told me I would be carrying a lot of
stuff, and, well I really want to surprise her and make her happy with
my choice. I have been a bit of a pain in the tush to her today, so I
want to get something that is really feminine and sissy. Pink may be
the best color for someone like me," I said, ashamed of the words, even
as they came out of my mouth, but knowing that they were true.
"Hmmm, something tells me that you need a large bag but one that
screams sissy and is the most embarrassing thing you could carry while
still being classy," She turned and walked to the other end of the
Dooney counter and picked up the Large Shopper in patent pink. The bag
was large and structured, in the classic shopper shape. The shiny
patent pink screamed sissy and was accented by the light tan shoulder
straps, zipper and Dooney & Bourk patch on the front. The bottom had
four small, rounded feet to keep the base of the bag from getting so
dirty. "This is a very pretty bag....for a pretty little sissy boy,"
She added in with a mischievous smile that almost made me swoon.
"Oh ma'am, that is perfect. I think that is exactly what my wife would
want me to have for my first purse," What in the heck was I saying,
this was the most feminine, girly bag I had ever seen. Part of me was
overjoyed, it was so pretty and the pink was bright and shiny. Part of
me was shrinking in horror at how humiliating this bag would be. My
little penis began a series of vain attempts to get stiff, to no avail
as the cage held it in check but this action triggered a flow of pre-
cum that I could feel just oozing out. My face must have shown some of
what I was feeling because the sales lady began to smile again.
"So....sir, if you don't mind, you did say it was alright to ask you
anything correct?"
"Yes ma'am."
"So...does this excite you?" Then leaning in closer she whispered, "Are
you getting hard?"
"Ahhhh yes ma'am and no ma'am, I mean well it is hard to explain."
Reaching under the glass case she came out with a large wallet in the
same beautiful glossy pink with the same light tan accents. "Oh, do
try to explain," she said while handing me the wallet. "That is a very
pretty color pink isn't it, does that excite you too?"
"Yes ma'am, it does excite me," I told her quickly, hoping she would
forget about making me explain about not being able to get hard.
"You only answered half of my question sissy, you are suppose to
explain to me if you are getting hard, you said yes and no."
Turning as pink as the wallet I was holding and averting my eyes down
to my feet. "I'm in, well my wife put me in, well she has the
key....its a...do you know what a chastity cage is?" I mumbled.
"You're locked in a chastity cage," she gasped in astonishment. "Oh
this is too much sugar. Did you let this happen or did you get drugged
or something?"
"No ma'am, I willingly allowed it to be locked on. Mrs. Karen owns my
pleasure now, like everything else."
"So you gave up your orgasms for her?" she asked incredulously.
"No ma'am, they were always hers but I am weak and I would have
cheated, I would have been naughty and done things when I was excited.
You know, by myself." As I spoke my whole body flushed in
embarrassment. Looking up at her "It is really difficult, my mind is
going to mush, I can't think, everything seems to have sexual
overtones, I'm glad I don't have the key because I know I couldn't
resist. I'm so pathetic." I hadn't realized it but I had been looking
up through my mascara thickened lashes and I was biting my lower lip
while looking at her.
"Are you flirting with me sissy?" she asked. "Or are you just a little
tease?"
"No ma'am," I said in a rush.
"You know, you are too pretty to be a boy, if you were mine and I had
you all locked up I can guarantee that with those pretty little lips
and that sneaky little tongue that I would not be the one going without
orgasms!"
She could not have known, but I am sure my expression gave everything
away. I was fire engine red and could not meet her gaze.
"Ohhhhh you naughty little boy, does she make you use your tongue to
please her while you stay locked up? Where you wearing that lipstick
for her? Were you batting those big doe eyes, glancing up at your wife
while she commanded you to bring her pleasure?" Her voice was getting
more excited, here breathing a bit heavier. "Let's try a little
something, call it my gift for you in exchange for helping you pick out
bags today and you introducing me to your wife."
"I don't understand ma'am." I trembled.
"Don't play coy with me," She said while taking my bags and ringing
them up. When I looked at the amount before paying I saw that it was
too low.
"Ma'am, I don't think you charged me for something, did you miss
ringing up the wallet?"
"No, but I appreciate the honesty honey, I am giving you my employee
discount but there is something that I want you to do for me."
"Yes ma'am, what is it, I will try my best."
"Great!" she exclaimed in an excited voice and grabbed me an my
shopping bags. She led me across the second floor towards the cosmetic
area. The pretty smell emanating from all of the cosmetics, lipsticks,
and perfume were intoxicating. If I had a second favorite fetish it
was this. Some mornings I would help my wife with her makeup by
handing her brushes and closing bottles and tubes just so I could watch
her put on her everyday makeup. It was such a sensual process and sexy
as hell. Gazing at a display rack of lipstick I thought back to how it
felt when the pretty blond lady made me stand and suffer as she applied
lipstick to me. I say suffer but all I could remember was the smell
and how wonderful the smooth waxy coating felt as it gilded across my
lips. My clittie began leaking again as I recalled the sensual kiss
that Mrs. Karen and I shared, our lipstick coated mouths sliding
together. Shit I was loosing my mind. We arrived at the Lancome
counter and she sat me down on one of the high chrome and white stools.
Leaning over the counter she waved at someone in black pants and a
black lab coat with a white shirt underneath.
As he approached, his hair cut short but very stylish, swooped to the
side in a purposeful messy arrangement, my sales lady and tormentor
spoke up in an exuberant tone. "Tony!, Tony! Oh have I got someone to
introduce to you!"
"Whatcha got here Bec?" He said in a mellow baritone voice that sounded
smooth and soft, like running your hand over crushed velvet. He walked
over to us, no he sauntered over to us. "Well hello there," he said
when he saw me sitting at the counter. I didn't know how to respond, I
didn't know what the sales lady, or Bec as he called her, had in mind
for me.
"Hello sir," I responded quietly, avoiding eye contact to help hide my
embarrassment.
The handbag sales lady spoke up breaking the small slice of
uncomfortable silence, "Tony, this adorable little creature is a sissy
and is literally owned by his wife, who he is totally dedicated to. I
have also just learned that she is locked in a chastity cage and her
wife keeps her sexually frustrated, not allowing any private "playtime"
if you know what I mean."
I wish I could have melted into the floor and died, my face was red, my
whole body was flushing. Never before had I been so embarrassed, and
this was worse because it was in front of a man. I started looking
franticly for a direction to flee, my eyes must have been wild with
fear because the lady reached out and held my wrist.
"No, no, you're not going to be running away, did I embarrass you? I
thought that you enjoyed that? Well anyway, I want you to sit right
here and to exactly what Tony tells you to." Then turning to the dark
haired man she continued. "Tony, take a look at this, have you ever
seen a boy with eyes like this? Look, no Adams apple, silky smooth
skin, really, what do you think, do you have time to do her makeup. I
want it as a gift to her wife."
Taking a small step back Tony put his hand under his chin, index finger
across his lips. "Hmmm, Becky you have a point, he is absolutely
beautiful, I agree. Good bone structure, silky skin with a lovely
complexion and those big brown eyes do just scream tie me up and fuck
me senseless don't they. Yes, I will make time for this pretty little
thing."
"Oh Tony you are so sweet," Mrs. Becky told him. "I need to run do one
quick thing and let Sue know that I'm going to take a longer than usual
break. Sissy, Tony is by far the best makeup artist I have ever known,
relax and trust him okay."
"Yes ma'am," came the usual quiet whisper.
"Oh Tony, I really want a pretty look, maybe a little sultry but please
not slutty or over done. I really think she is a demure, pretty little
creature and anything gaudy just wouldn't be right," she said before
dashing away.
With a genuine smile full of brilliant white teeth he gave a little
chuckle. "You know Bec, I agree with you, pretty, demure, maybe a
little bit extra for the eyes but keep it classy. This is going to be
fun!" Turning to me he gave a reassuring smile, "What is your name, I
can't just keep calling you sissy, that seems rude."
"Brian," I said in a voice so quiet that it was barely audible.
"Well Brian" he said while removing the mirror that was sitting beside
me. "Don't worry about a thing, I promise I won't do anything weird or
ugly, have a little trust and let's have some fun. Remember,
everything I am doing can be taken off with a little cleanser okay?"
"Yes sir, thank-you sir," I replied actually relieved at how friendly
he was being. He was right, it was just makeup, I could wash it right
off. With that he went to work starting with a moisturizer that he
told me had 50 spf sun protection and that even if I didn't wear makeup
in the future, which he said I should because I was to pretty not to, I
should wear the moisturizer to protect my face from the sun and to keep
my skin in good shape. Next was a light primer, foundation and just a
dab of concealer around my eyes. His hands were gentle as they
adjusted my face to allow him the right angles and the soft brushes
fluffing against my skin felt pretty. He spent a lot of time around my
eyes and had me look up, down, left and right while he worked in
certain areas. Towards the end he worked on my lips which surprised me
since I already had on lipstick but Tony explained that he was lining
them with a pencil to reduce feathering and then he went in with a
warm, burnt raisin colored lipstick all over, then a lighter tone, but
that was just in certain spots, he said it would give my lips
highlights and make the front of them come forward more giving the
illusion of plumper lips as the dark raisin hued colors sank into the
background and the shimmering highlight color popped to the front.
Before he was done Becky had returned with something in her hand. Tony
teased her and told her that no one could see my face until he was
completely done. The last thing after applying powder to set
everything was a sprits of Morphe Continuous Setting Mist, Tony told me
that would keep my makeup fresh looking longer.
Stepping back to observe his work he began to smile. "Wow! I don't
know what to say. Becky you have a great eye for a pretty face.
Brian, no I can't use that name for you with the way you look right
now. Do you mind if I call you Brie?"
That seemed to be an odd request so I didn't answer him immediately,
why would he want to call me a girls name.
"I chose Brie because it is a little similar to Brian, but calling you
a man's name is an injustice. Brie sounds soft, demure, fragile, but a
little exotic, it fits you. I won't call you that if you really don't
want me to but I promise you, it would be a crime not to. Would you
please consider it, at least take a look and then give me your answer,"
With that Tony indicated that I should turn around and look at the
larger waist high mirror at the side of his makeup counter.
Slowly I slid off the high stool, dreading what I was going to see. I
full expected my visage to be that of a clown, a silly man wearing
makeup, a freak. I approached the mirror head down, looking at the
floor. As I slowly lifted my face I heard Becky gasp which shocked me
a little and I jerked my head upright. The person looking back at me
from the mirror wasn't me. I was looking at an absolutely beautiful
woman, glowing soft skin, with soft bronze cheeks, full sensuous lips
and large expressive eyes that seemed so deep and brown that you could
loose your soul in them. Slowly lifting my fingers up and gently
touching my face, I half expected not to feel them because it could't
be real.
"Holy smoke!" Becky exclaimed. "Tony, how did you, I mean, I didn't
expect this. Oh Brie you are so beautiful, I got you a little gift
that I thought your wife might like."
Still stunned I saw her trembling hands reach up and pull something
across my throat. It was a pale pink ribbon with a little bow on the
front and a small metallic heart charm dangling from the center of the
bow. She fastened it snugly around my throat, a choker, a pink choker
with a little bow and heart.
"I thought that since you said your wife owned you and you were so
pretty that others would try to take you away that you needed a little
collar, but nothing harsh, it had to be pretty. Oh you are so, so
beautiful."
I was so confused, she was right, if I had seen me I would have been
smitten, how could this be? How could I be pretty. In a daze I
reached into Karens purse and pulled out my phone.
"I...I need to call my wife, she told me to call her when I was done."
Looking at Tony and Becky I asked, "Should I take this off before she
gets here, I don't know what to do, she didn't tell me to get a
makeover."
Tony spoke up first. "No please don't take off your makeup. I think
your wife will be astonished, if she gets upset I will take
responsibility, I promise."
"Yes sir."
I began dialing the phone with shaking hands, when my wife answered she
sounded a little flustered.
"Where are you at sissy, I have been walking around the handbags
looking you!"
"I am sorry Mrs. Karen, I ended up in the makeup department after I
bought our purses...." I began to explain. Miss Becky indicated that
she wanted to talk on the phone and then she reached out and took it
before I could even make a decision.
"Hello, This is Becky from the handbag department, please don't be
upset with your husband, there was something else that I wanted him to
see and it took a bit longer than expected..... Yes, yes of course. I
was able to give him my employee discount... yes, oh you're welcome.
No.... Well, yes I agree. We are at the Lancome counter, just walk
straight down the aisle past the Coach display and keep going. We are
close to the center of the makeup department. Yes, I know, ok bye
bye." With that she hit end on the call and handed my phone back to
me.
"Well Brie, she sounded a bit flustered at first but I think you will
be okay, I was clear that you had done your shopping as you were
suppose to and that I forced you to come over here. I did not tell her
that we had done your makeup so let's sit you back down facing Tony so
we can surprise her."
I climbed back onto the tall stool and sat looking at the makeup
artist, the whole time I was petrified, so worried that I was going to
be punished for being bad. I didn't want to have my little balls
spanked again but most of all I didn't like it when Mrs. Karen was
upset with me, that made me sad. The anxiety and fear must have been
clearly displayed on my face because Tony stepped in close to me and
took my hands in his.
"It's going to be fine Brie, you are so beautiful there is no way that
your wife will be angry with you, try to relax and stop biting your
lip, you're going to mess up your lipstick before she gets to see it,"
His words were deep and reassuring, his voice was so calming. Taking a
deep breath I vowed to be brave. "If I were you I would try to relax
and be the soft, obedient, sweet sissy that you are and she can't do
anything but love you."
"Yes sir, thank you sir."
"Damn, do you know how hot it is when you look up with those eyes and
say, "Yes Sir," you are a dangerous little thing and you don't even
realize it," Tony said with a smile while taking a moment to remove the
scrunci Karen had placed high on my head, dropping the ponytail and
adjusting my hair by tousling it up and then pulling some of it forward
to better frame my face and sliding the hair tie onto my wrist. "You
are a confusing little creature Brie, I am usually only attracted to
women, I know you're a guy, but damn, I would do you in a heartbeat."
Those last words scared me, it was the first time that a guy had ever
told me that. I mean, I was married, I wasn't into guys, but here I
was dressed fully as a woman now, how had all of this happened in just
one day! I would have continued to go down that rabbit hole of total
confusion if I hadn't heard a familiar voice behind me.
"So you must be Becky, have you been hiding my sissy from me?" Karens
voice did not sound as angry as it had been on the phone.
"Yes, and you must be Mrs. Karen, your husband has told me so much
about you it is so wonderful to meet you, he did a fabulous job of
choosing your purse and you should have seen his eyes light up with joy
when he was telling me how pretty you would look with it."
"Oh he is such a sweetie, speaking of which, honey what are you doing
sitting there looking away from me, is everything alright?"
Taking in a deep breath and trying my best to relax and act somewhat
normal I slid off the stool once again and slowly turned around to face
my wife, tugging the straps of her purse up on my arm in the process.
There was a prolonged silence as I looked at her, dammit I was biting
my lip again after Mr. Tony told me not to. I did not trust myself to
speak. Looking at my wife, her eyes wide with disbelief as she stared
at me. Karen finally broke the silence
"Oh sissy," she gasped. Was she mad, was she happy, I couldn't tell so
I remained quiet, dropping my face down and looking up towards her,
twisting my foot a bit but trying to remain still. She took two long
strides towards me and I instantly dropped to my knees as she reached
me, I bowed down before her.
"Mrs. Karen I am so sorry, please don't be mad. I didn't resist but
Miss Becky thought this would please you, it's not her or Mr. Tony's
fault ma'am. I'm just not very good at being forceful or telling
people no. Miss Becky gave us her discount on our bags and it would
have been rude to have said no..." I was babbling almost incoherently,
my speech was rapid, breathless. I felt gentle hands lift my face up
and I saw my beautiful wife looking down on me with the warmest smile.
"Little sissy, don't you dare cry and mess up that makeup or you will
be in trouble, do you understand?"
"Yes ma'am, are you mad at me, am I going to be punished?"
Karen looked over to Becky and Tony, "you two must think that I am a
horrible woman the way he is caring on about being punished, I really
do love him, well maybe her. You did a phenomenal job with the makeup,
I swear she is beautiful, so soft, so sexy, so I want her in the
bedroom right now. Thank you," Looking back down at me she smiled.
"Oh Brian...."
Tony quietly interrupted by clearing his throat. "We kinda started
calling her Brie, Brian just sounded silly considering how pretty she
turned out."
"Oh, well that is a very pretty name," she said with another smile,
looking down at me still on my knees. Karen took my hands in hers and
began to lift, helping me stand. She slid her hands down around my
waist and held me out at arms length distance, looking directly into my
eyes. "Honey, you are stunning, I knew you would be pretty in makeup
but I never in a million years thought it would be like this, no I am
most certainly not mad at you. Maybe a little hurt and disappointed
that I wasn't the one who got to be there first person to do your
makeup but I must say, Tony has very good taste. Now little sissy,
what am I going to do with you? I'll tell you what is going to happen,
we are going to go home and you are going to try on one of those pretty
sets we bought at Victoria Secrets, and we are going to have some very
intimate private time."
With a pat on the butt she told me to wait over by the makeup counter
while she spoke with Tony and Becky. As I walked away I paused to pick
up the shopping bags with the two purses and wallet in them and managed
to pick up a little of their conversation. Something about having Tony
put together a makeup bag for me and all of them exchanging phone
numbers. Nervously I hustled to the counter where I had been told to
wait, not wanting to get caught listening in on my wife's conversation.
Standing quietly, and being alone without someone scrutinizing me for
the first time all day I realized how exhausted I was. Leaning back
onto a stool near the Mac counter I put my hand gingerly to my head to
rub my temples as the first signs of a headache began to emerge.
It was only a moment before Karen was once again standing next to me,
with her arm in mine. Leaning over she whispered into my ear. "Let's
go home sweet lover, just you and I for a long quiet evening together."
And with that she led me out of the store to the soft leather seats and
air conditioning of her car.