Purely a Business Arrangement
Lady Caroline Westhaven gave a grimace of displeasure as her maid
tightened the laces of her corset.
"That's enough Minnie," she said sharply.
"Sorry My Lady, I'm just trying to get your waist down a little so that
you will look your best in your dress."
"I don't give a tinkers cuss how I look in my dress," snapped Lady
Caroline.
She was immediately contrite.
"I'm sorry Minnie, I shouldn't have snapped at you, but I do so hate
these odious social gatherings where I feel like some prize heifer on
display to all the lecherous young bulls."
"Maybe this one will be better and you will meet a proper gentleman, My
Lady," said Minnie brightly.
Lady Caroline snorted.
"I'm not interested in proper gentlemen, Minnie; they all have the same
agenda, which is to marry me for my money and title and then control
everything, including me. Well I'm not having it Minnie and that's
final."
"Yes My Lady. Shall I get you into your petticoats?"
"Yes Minnie I suppose you had better," Lady Caroline sighed. "Really
these clothes we women are forced to wear are so dreadfully tiresome;
how I wish that I could wear trousers like men do."
"Yes My Lady, it must be very trying."
Lady Caroline gave a short bark of laughter.
"Oh Minnie, what must you think of me with my silly complaints when you
would love to be in my position. Don't take any notice of me, I'm just
in a bad mood."
"That's alright My Lady; please raise your right foot and step into
your petticoats while I hold them for you."
Mechanically Lady Caroline raised first her right foot and then her
left and felt the silky garments being drawn up her legs and tied off
at the waist. Once Minnie was satisfied that the petticoats were
hanging correctly she went to the large walk in wardrobe and removed a
navy blue silk dress from its hanger and brought it over to Lady
Caroline.
"I thought this dress would be the most suitable My Lady, considering
it will be the first time that you are out of mourning attire."
Lady Caroline barely glanced at the dress.
"I'm sure it will be fine Minnie. One dress is much the same as any
other as far as I am concerned; they are all tedious to wear."
Minnie wisely did not reply but helped her Mistress into the gown and
then closed the long line of buttons at the back. She fussed for a
while with the skirts until they sat correctly over the petticoats.
"There all done," she said brightly. "You look lovely My Lady, I'm sure
that your aunt will be very pleased."
Lady Caroline gave a snort of displeasure.
"My aunt will only be satisfied when I am married to some dreadful man
and the inheritance of Father's estate is safe. Well I won't have it
Minnie, I simply won't have it!"
Lady Caroline's father, The Earl of Westhaven, had died just over a
year ago and his wife had died of consumption when Caroline was quite
young, so she had grown up as an only child. By the peculiarities of
the Earl's family inheritance rules, Caroline could only inherit the
estate if she married within 2 years of her father's death. If she did
not, then the estate passed to a distant cousin. To Caroline's Aunt
Clara this would be an unimaginable disaster and she was determined
that her niece should not let this opportunity slip away. However,
because Caroline was 22 and legally independent, her aunt could not
force a marriage, so she had to rely on persuasion. As Caroline was
extremely intelligent and very stubborn all Lady Clara's attempts had
so far ended in failure.
The Earl had been an incredibly wealthy man and perhaps unusually for
one of his class, he had been a very good steward of the family
fortune. The property included a country estate in Berkshire which
included several tenant farms, a manor house in Dorset and a large
house in fashionable Mayfair, where Caroline currently resided. Not
surprisingly the lure of such a prize had sent London societies young
bucks panting after Lady Caroline like a pack of randy dogs. She in her
turn had barely concealed her contempt for them.
Just as Minnie had finished adjusting Caroline's hair there was a sharp
rap on the door and it immediately opened and Lady Clara swept into the
room with a rustle of petticoats. She was an imposing figure; tall like
Caroline and with an impeccable carriage.
"Ah Caroline I am pleased to see that you are ready and looking most
presentable. I have ordered the carriage to be brought around to the
front door so if you are quite ready we shall depart."
Caroline gave her aunt a sour look.
"I suppose that I'm as ready as I'll ever be," she said sulkily and
headed towards the door.
"Caroline why do you always make such a dreadful fuss about attending a
perfectly ordinary social event?" asked Aunt Clara in an exasperated
tone?
"In the first place I detest these perfectly ordinary social events. In
the second place I hate the dresses and petticoats that I have to wear
to them in order to attract a husband and in the third place I do not
want a husband in the first place," cried Caroline as she flounced past
her aunt and left the room.
Aunt and niece left the house in an angry silence and settled
themselves into the carriage for the short trip to the home of Lord and
Lady Carmichael, were hosting a coming out party for their youngest
daughter. After a few minutes of sullen silence Lady Clara decided to
break the impasse. She reached out and gently took hold of Caroline's
hand.
"Dear Caroline try not to be too angry with me. I won't insult your
intelligence by saying that I only want what is best for you when you
know that I really want what is best for me. It's just that I cannot
stand the thought of that dreadful cousin getting his grubby hands on
the Westhaven estate."
Caroline's anger quickly melted in the face of her aunt's honesty.
"Don't worry Aunt Clara, it will never come to that. I promise that I
will find a way to prevent Cousin Percy taking over Fathers legacy."
Lady Clara sighed and said, "Well think hard my dear because you have
less than a year to find a solution."
"I won't fail Aunt Clara, I assure you," said Caroline with a
confidence she did not feel.
Less than a mile away a young man was walking through the streets, also
on his way to Lord and Lady Carmichael's London home. He was fair
haired, a little below average height and slender in build. In looks he
took after his late mother much to the disgust of his tyrannical
father. The Hon Charles Fenchurch was deep in thought as he walked and
was not thinking much about the evening ahead of him. He was still
shaken from the afternoon he had spent at the offices of the longtime
family solicitor, James Beckwith, who had called him in to discuss the
family's financial situation. A month ago his father had handed over
all matters of the estate to Charles.
"I'm done with taking responsibility for you and your blasted sister;
it's time you became a man, not that that is likely, but from now on
you are responsible for this damned family's affairs, so don't waste
the chance like you have wasted everything else," his father had said
in one of his drunken raging's. The same day Charles had moved out of
the London house and found inexpensive lodgings in a property owned by
one of the family's few remaining friends.
"Come Mr. Beckwith, surely the situation is not as dire as you are
saying?" Charles had said hopefully.
"Actually it is probably worse," replied the lawyer gloomily. "I warned
your father on numerous occasions but it was to no avail."
"Oh Mr. Beckwith, don't for a moment think that I hold you at all
responsible for my father's failings, which are too numerous to list,
but has he really squandered all the family money and mortgaged the
estate to the hilt?"
"I'm afraid so."
"Isn't it possible to obtain a loan until we can take some reparative
action?" asked Charles almost desperately.
Mr. Beckwith shook his head sadly.
"It is very difficult to secure money at the moment and with all the
properties so heavily mortgaged there is no real security to back a
loan."
"Where does that leave us?" Charles had asked.
"I'll be very blunt," said Mr. Beckwith. "You will have to sell sir,
probably within the next 12 months. It is the only way that I can see
to clear all of the debt that unfortunately your father built up."
This was the reason that Charles was in such a black mood as he walked
along. He was estranged from his father, Lord Fenchurch, who had proved
to be a drunkard, a lecher and a spectacularly unsuccessful gambler.
Charles could have forgiven him all of this but what he could never
forgive was that Lord Fenchurch was a despicable bully who had made
Charles mother's life a complete misery and almost certainly resulted
in her early death. Charles had been very close to his mother and had
never really recovered from her death. Growing up he had seen little of
his father. Boarding school and then Oxford had kept them apart and
even the school holidays had usually been spent with a friend. He felt
consumed with anger as he thought of the way his father had destroyed
the future for his family. Now a degenerate drunkard Lord Fenchurch
rarely appeared at the families London home, instead spending most of
his time at his unfortunate club. Charles did not care so much for
himself; he reasoned that he would find his way in the world in some
manner but he was very concerned for his sister Charlotte. Charlotte
was 15 and was currently at a girl's boarding school, where she too was
shielded from her father's malign influence. However school fees were a
significant financial burden and Charles wondered how he would be able
to keep his sister at the school, where she had done very well and more
importantly was happy. The bond between brother and sister was a strong
one despite their difference in years.
At Lord and Lady Carmichaels
When Charles reached the Carmichael home he paused outside for a few
minutes. Like Caroline he disliked these social events and normally
would have found an excuse not to go. However Lady Carmichael had been
a close friend of his mothers and he felt a duty to attend and support
Anne, the young girl who was making her debut. Finally he took a deep
breath and went up to the door which was immediately opened by a
uniformed footman. Charles was conveyed along a hall to an imposing set
of doors which was the entrance to the ballroom.
"The Honourable Charles Fenchurch," announced the butler in a deep
voice.
A few people turned their heads but most continued with the
conversations they were having. A moment later a smiling middle aged
woman appeared to welcome Charles.
"Charles how nice to see you, it's been ages," said Lady Carmichael. "I
know you don't have much time for these social niceties so I really am
grateful that you have come to support Anne. Do be sure to get your
name on her dance card."
"Lady Carmichael it is a great pleasure to be here for such an
important event. Thank you so much for inviting me, I will go straight
over to Miss Anne and ask her to put me on her dance card," said
Charles giving a slight bow.
He made his way through the room until he saw Anne sitting with an
older sister, who was already engaged. Anne looked very young and very
nervous and Charles heart went out to her. He felt that it was not
right that so young a girl should be paraded in public in the hope of
finding a husband, often someone chosen for her based on what was best
for the family. He vowed that his sister would not have to endure such
an indignity.
"Miss Anne would you do me the honour of dancing with me this evening?"
he asked after greeting the girl.
Anne's face lit up with pleasure. Because of the age difference she did
not know Charles well, but even as a young girl he had always treated
her with respect and affection.
"Why Mr. Fenchurch, how kind of you to ask; I would be delighted to
accept."
They chatted for a few minutes before Charles excused himself and
drifted off to find another glass of Champaign. His encounter with
Anne did not go unnoticed by Caroline and Lady Clara who were seated
nearby.
"Who is the young man talking to Anne Carmichael; he looks familiar but
I can't quite place him," Caroline asked her aunt?
"Oh that's Charles Fenchurch, Lord Fenchurch's son. Surely you remember
that their estate is not far from ours. Absolutely dreadful man; the
father, that is. The son, Charles, fortunately took after his late
mother, who was a lovely woman. Charles is by all accounts a very nice
young man and will not have anything to do with his father. I feel very
sorry for Charles."
"Why is that?" asked Caroline.
"The poor boy is almost penniless. His father drank and gambled away
all the family fortune and word is that they will have to sell
everything; very sad."
Armed with an elegant flute of Champaign Charles circulated around the
room greeting people and sometimes joining in casual conversations. He
did his best to hide his boredom. Eventually it was his turn to dance
with Anne and he accompanied her onto the dance floor. She was a rather
plain looking girl, unlike her older sister and Charles suspected that
any possible male interest may be slow in coming. Charles was an
excellent dancer, much to Anne's relief and they both enjoyed a sedate
waltz. Charles noticed Lady Caroline, who he knew slightly, dancing
with a tall, thin, foppish looking young man and it was obvious that
she was not enjoying the experience. Just as they were passing Charles
heard Lady Caroline give a sharp hiss of displeasure and he noticed a
smirk appear on the face of her partner. It was not there long however,
as Lady Caroline appeared to lose her balance and fall into her
partner. Her full skirts prevented anyone but Charles, from seeing her
knee which came up and landed in the fop's groin. He doubled up in pain
and Lady Caroline made a pretense of solicitously helping him from the
dance floor. Much amused Charles completed his dance with Anne before
escorting her back to her mother and sister.
"What on earth happened Caroline?" asked her aunt when Caroline
rejoined her.
"That scoundrel Lord Malvers pinched me as we were dancing," fumed
Caroline.
"Oh dear how upsetting," exclaimed Lady Clara. "Did you remonstrate
with him?"
"No aunt, I kneed him in the groin," said Caroline with obvious
satisfaction.
"Caroline," cried Lady Clare in horror, "that is no way for a lady to
behave."
"Then one can only conclude that I'm not a lady," said Caroline
loftily.
"Really Caroline I despair of you sometimes. What man will be attracted
to you if you do your best to emasculate them?"
"Aunt Caroline why should I care about what that despicable man
thinks?"
"Because he will tell his friends."
"Excellent. That will save me the trouble of repelling their advances.
Come on Aunt Clara let's go into supper; that might cheer you up."
A few minutes later Charles went into the men's cloakroom. When he went
to wash his hands there was another man at the adjacent sink. Suddenly
the door opened and in limped Lord Malvers.
"What ho Reggie," cried the man at the sink. "I say you're looking a
bit pale old chap; something disagree with you?"
"That damned hellcat Caroline Westhaven kneed me in the goolies while
we were dancing. Only gave her bum a quick pinch to gee her up, what?"
"I say that's a bit rough. Goolies are tender things and gals shouldn't
knee them," said his friend sympathetically.
"She needs a damn good rogering to knock some sense into her. I'd give
her what for if I was her husband."
"Doesn't sound as though you will be old man," said his friend with a
laugh.
Charles left the room as his anger began to build. Why were so many men
of his class such pigs? He made his way through to the supper room were
an extensive buffet was laid out. It consisted of several cold cuts of
meat and fish together with a variety of salads. When he saw the thick
cream sauce which was one of the salad dressings an idea began to form
in his head. He filled his plate with an assortment of food from the
table and added a large amount of the salad dressing on the side of the
plate. He took his plate over to a tall counter that had some high
stools where diners could continue their conversations. After finishing
his meal he put a large amount of the salad dressing on his serviette
and waited his chance. Eventually Lord Malvers came in talking to one
of his cronies in a loud braying voice. Charles waited until he was in
a small queue, which had formed around a chef carving slices of beef,
before going over and deliberately brushing against his Lordships back
and smearing the seat of his trousers with a large glob of the sauce.
With a muttered apology he went back to his place. Lord Malvers never
noticed a thing. Charles looked around the supper room and caught the
eye of Lady Caroline. He smiled at her and inclined his head at Lord
Malvers while patting his bottom. Lady Caroline looked at him
quizzically so he repeated the gesture. She followed his gaze and
suddenly burst out laughing, much to the surprise of her aunt. Charles
grinned, tapped the side of his nose and casually left the supper room.
Back in the ballroom the dancing was still going on and Charles
strolled around feeling quite pleased with himself. A few minutes later
a voice cut into his pleasant thoughts.
"Mr. Fenchurch, I think it only proper that you ask me to dance, don't
you? Then perhaps you will be good enough to explain your extraordinary
behavior in the supper room."
Charles turned around and found Lady Caroline surveying him with a cool
look.
"Why Lady Caroline how nice to see you; I would be honoured if you
would dance with me," said Charles extending his arm.
They entered the dance floor just as a waltz was beginning. Charles was
surprised when he held Caroline at how hard and muscular her body felt.
"Well Mr. Fenchurch I am waiting," she said.
"I'm sorry Lady Caroline I was just thinking of something."
"And what might that be?"
"I was wondering whether you detest these events more than I do."
Caroline raised her eye brows.
"Am I to take it that your detestation includes dancing with me Mr.
Fenchurch?"
Caroline was expecting an embarrassed apology from her partner and was
surprised when he gave a hearty laugh.
"Nicely done Lady Caroline," he said. "Dancing with you has raised my
level of enjoyment considerably; that and the dance with young Anne
Carmichael and of course the incident with Lord Malvern's trousers. My
goodness that is three treats, surely a record. It looks as though you
might win the detestation stakes Lady Caroline."
"I prefer to take a longer view Mr. Fenchurch. The evening is not
concluded and then one must take into account events which may arise
from this evening. But let us return to the question of Lord Malvern's
trousers and your possible role in despoiling them."
Charles relayed the saga of His Lordships trousers and the pleasure he
took in staining them in the most embarrassing of ways, to Lady
Caroline's obvious delight.
"My only regret is that I could not have smeared the sauce in the front
of his trousers, which would have embarrassed him even more."
Lady Caroline subsided into a fit of giggles which she finally managed
to quell.
"Mr. Fenchurch I am going to pay you a great compliment although I fear
that you may not think so. I think that you have the mind of a woman."
"How so?" asked Charles.
"A typical male response would not have been so subtle. You realised
that what would wound Lord Malvers most would be embarrassment, the
humiliation of being a laughing stock in a social environment. That is
how the female mind works. There, I hope that I have not offended you."
"On the contrary Lady Caroline, all the good things in my life have
come from the female, my mother and sister, and by and large, the male
contributions, namely my father and various sadistic school masters,
have been memorable for the wrong reasons. So if I have the mind of a
woman I may be able to escape these malign influences."
"I shall follow your progress with great interest," said Caroline and
as she said this a strange smile played about her lips.
When the dance finished they said their goodbyes and shortly after
Charles paid his compliments to his hostess and left.
A Business Proposal
It was three days later that Charles received a letter that surprised
him considerably.
"Lady Caroline Westhaven requests the company of Mr. Charles Fenchurch
for luncheon at 12.30 pm on the 25th of June 1898. RSVP by return
post."
Greatly intrigued, Charles sent an immediate reply accepting the
invitation and duly appeared at the Westhaven home at the appointed
time. He was shown into the morning room by a uniformed maid and told
that Lady Caroline would join him shortly. He noted that a table had
been set up for lunch and wondered why this room had been chosen rather
than the dining room. He was also surprised that there were only two
places set. This surprise was mild compared to the shock he experienced
when Lady Caroline walked into the room. She was wearing grey trousers,
a white cotton shirt and a lightweight checked sports coat and her hair
was pinned back close to her head.
"Good afternoon Mr. Fenchurch. I apologise if my appearance has shocked
you but I assure you that it is relevant to our discussion," she said
with a smile.
"Oh dear, I'm afraid that I have robbed you of the power of speech,"
she said as Charles continued to stare at her open mouthed. "Let me
remedy that by ordering us a little Champaign as a restorative," and
with that she rang a small bell.
The same maid who had greeted Charles appeared and Caroline instructed
her to pour 2 flutes of Champaign.
"I think that we will eat now Elsie, so kindly serve us lunch."
Charles waited until Elsie had served them both with poached fish and
vegetables and a white sauce and retired before he spoke.
"I believe that I am sufficiently recovered from my surprise for you to
explain the idea behind this luncheon and please don't leave any detail
out."
"Well I thought that fish with a white sauce would rekindle pleasant
memories of previous white sauces," said Caroline brightly.
"No doubt they do Lady Caroline, but those were not the details I had
in mind," said Charles drily.
"I'm sorry but I could not resist the opportunity to tease you," said
Caroline. "I know that you were referring mostly to my unusual
costume."
"Well unusual in a lady," replied Charles.
"Ah yes a lady," said Caroline wistfully. "Tell me Mr. Fenchurch, what
is your opinion of women and their position in today's society?"
"Do you really want my honest opinion?" asked Charles.
"I think that honesty is usually the best option," said Caroline.
"Very well then, here goes," said Charles. "I believe that women of all
classes are in an invidious position in today's society."
"How so Mr. Fenchurch?"
"They are almost completely under the control of men and have very
little power of their own. Take our recent social experience. Young
Anne Carmichael is paraded before a group of over privileged males in
the hope that one of them may see fit to offer her marriage. If she
succeeds then what awaits her? Her sole purpose will be to obey her
husband and to provide children, preferably male, to continue the
family line. All financial power will rest with her husband and if he
neglects or abuses her she has to accept it. My sister is 15 and I fear
for her future. She may be lucky and marry a good man who loves her, or
her outlook could be quite grim. Either married to an oaf like my
father or be despised as a spinster, having to scratch a pitiful living
as a governess or paid companion. Well, have I been honest enough for
you Lady Caroline?" said Charles bitterly.
"Mr. Fenchurch I applaud you! You have been admirably honest," said
Caroline. "I already thought well of you but you have exceeded my
expectations. Now do you see why I choose to dress in this manner? It
does not change my status, but it does allow me more freedom if I
appear to be a male. I will now come to the reason for asking you here
today. I have a business proposal to put before you, but please excuse
me if I introduce it in a roundabout way."
"You have my full attention Lady Caroline," said Charles seriously.
"I had an unusual childhood for a girl of my class, any girl I suppose.
My mother died when I was young and as a consequence I formed a very
strong attachment to my father. Happily that attachment was
reciprocated in the most wonderful way. You probably know that my
father Earl Westhaven was fabulously wealthy. It is true that he
inherited money and property, but unlike many of the landed gentry he
was a very good business man and a very decent man. As a consequence of
his shrewd management our wealth grew significantly. What is really
unusual is that he involved me, a young girl, in all his business
affairs. He treated me like an adult even at a young age. He was an
unusually well educated man and he passed on a lot of that learning to
me. He taught me mathematics and all branches of science and perhaps
most importantly he taught me to think critically. When I accompanied
him on his visits to our tenant farms he allowed me to dress like a
boy, much to my aunt's dismay. As a result of his tutelage I have
developed a passion for estate management in a way that not only
benefits the family holdings but also the tenants. I believe that by
looking after our tenant farmers and our estate staff everyone
benefits. My plans would be considered quite radical and possibly
unpopular in some circles but I am determined to make them work, but I
need help."
"What sort of help," asked Charles.
"Wonderful as my father was he could not change one vital thing; namely
the inheritance requirement which was introduced into my family over
200 years ago. Briefly it is this; I can only inherit all that my
father had, if I marry within 2 years of his death. I do not need to
produce an heir, just marry. If I do not, everything will go to a
distant cousin, a repellant creature who would ruin the estate within a
few years. The deadline is now 6 months away. You see my problem, Mr.
Fenchurch?"
"I do indeed Lady Caroline, but I fail to see why you are telling me
this and what your business proposal might be," said Charles.
"What I am putting forward Mr. Fenchurch, purely as a business
arrangement, is that you consider marrying me."
Charles gasped in astonishment and Caroline quickly went on.
"Before you answer or ask any questions please let me continue."
Charles nodded and Caroline resumed her presentation.
"Let me tell you why I think you should at least give this idea some
consideration. I have very good sources in the city that tell me that
your family's financial situation is not good."
Charles gave a short bark of laughter.
"That is an understatement Lady Caroline. Catastrophic would be a more
accurate description of the state my father has landed us in. The
prospects for my sister and I are, in a word, bleak. The other issue
which weighs even more heavily on my mind are the other people who
depend on us for their livelihood. For them bleak does not begin to
describe it."
"Thank you for being so frank Mr. Fenchurch. You have my guarantee,
that should you accept my business proposal, not only would all your
debts be covered but you and I would rebuild your estate so that it
became profitable and self-supporting again, with proper treatment of
all your tenants and dependents."
"Not a very romantic reason for marriage," observed Charles.
"Few upper class marriages have anything to do with romance; at least
this one would be honest," replied Caroline.
'Would the title come with this proposal?"
"A title would come with marriage, but you would not be Earl Westhaven.
That title cannot be bestowed by marriage," answered Caroline.
"Then what title would be bestowed?"
"Lady Fenchurch."
"But that would be you, that would be your title if we were to marry,"
said a thoroughly confused Charles.
"Mr. Fenchurch I need to explain a little more. As you can see from my
manner of dress, I am beyond frustrated by the constraints that society
places on women. Women are not taken seriously in general and in
matters of business they would be subject to complete ridicule. The
only way that my ideas can work is if I assume the identity of a man."
'But how could we marry if you pretend to be a man?"
"Because Mr. Fenchurch you would exchange your suits, waistcoats and
trousers for petticoats and dresses. I would be the Honourable Charles
Fenchurch and you would be Lady Fenchurch, my wife. You would have the
double advantage of keeping your family name and gaining a title. Well
Mr. Fenchurch, what do you think?"
"I think it is the most preposterous idea I have ever heard," said
Charles when he could speak. "Even if I wanted to I could never pass
for you."
In answer Caroline rang her bell again and moments later Elsie
appeared.
"Well Elsie what do you think?" asked Caroline.
"Oh yes My Lady, it would not be too difficult to achieve a passing
resemblance; the height and build are similar and makeup will do the
rest. However it would take time to master all the other
characteristics."
Caroline turned to Charles and said, "Elsie is not a maid, she is one
of the stages top makeup artists. Elsie could make a chimpanzee look
like Lily Langtry. I asked her here to see if my idea could possibly
work and you heard what she said. We would live almost exclusively in
the country as I have no wish to be in society and people in the
villages around the estate haven't seen me in years. It could work Mr.
Fenchurch it really could."
Charles was still shaking his head in disbelief.
"Go away and think about it Mr. Fenchurch, think of all the advantages,
the problems which would be solved and then come back here in two days.
Come for tea at 4 o'clock and give me your answer then."
With that Caroline stood, bowed to her guest and left the room. It was
left to Elsie to escort Charles to the door.
"Don't be offended sir, but you would make a very pretty girl," Elsie
said as she opened the front door and let Charles out.
He walked down the street for a while, not sure where to go, his head
still reeling from the encounter he had just had. Meanwhile Caroline
had entered the drawing room where Aunt Clara was sitting.
"Well did he accept?" she asked.
"No but he didn't storm out in a rage either. He will return in two
days for tea and give me his answer then."
"Caroline this is a completely crazy idea that has no chance of
working. The sooner you take off those ridiculous clothes and put on a
dress the better. You simply have to think of something else."
"No Aunt Clara I will not abandon this idea yet and I certainly will
not be wearing a dress today, so please get used to it. I shall wear a
dress when Mr. Fenchurch returns."
And with this her aunt had to be satisfied.
Charles continued to walk and found himself in Hyde Park where he spent
hours wandering aimlessly, his mind churning with Caroline's proposal.
It was evening when he realised that he was both tired and hungry so he
stopped at a quiet restaurant, ordered a bottle of Burgundy and a
substantial meal. He took his time consuming both and consequently it
was after 11 pm when he finally arrived home. With some difficulty he
managed to get his key in the lock, opened the door and headed for the
stairs and his own bedroom. On the way he passed a small table in the
hall and picked up a couple of letters addressed to him. The first was
from his sister Charlotte and he tore open the envelope quickly.
"Dearest Charles
I do hope that you are well and also that you enjoyed Anne Carmichaels
coming out ball. That must have been so exciting for her. I would love
to have seen her dress. Was it very pretty? Can you describe it to me?
Did you dance with her? I hope that she got many admirers. Soon it will
be my turn which is very exciting but it also makes me nervous.
I am having a wonderful year here at school and have many friends. The
teachers are very nice and not too strict. Next year will be even
better because I will be a senior and perhaps a prefect. Our class is
going to France for a week this summer and then I am going to stay with
my friend Emily in Hampshire which will be a lot of fun. I hope that I
see you this summer Charles as I have so much that I want to tell you.
All my love
Charlotte.
Charles felt a huge burst of love for his sister as well as a sense of
relief that she was doing so well. Things had been very hard for
Charlotte after the death of her mother and this was the first time
that Charles had seen a real lift in her spirits. He blessed the school
and its forward thinking Head Mistress. The warm feeling Charles felt
after reading his sisters letter only lasted until he opened the second
letter. It came from Charlotte's school and it informed him that the
fees for the next year were outstanding and if not paid within 2 weeks
Charlotte would not be able to attend for her senior year. Charles felt
a sickening weight in the pit of his stomach and as he lay in bed it
was the thought of Charlotte having to leave her beloved school rather
than his interview with Lady Caroline that prevented him from sleeping.
The next morning his brain was still churning with the events of the
previous 24 hours and he realised that he needed to take a complete
break from his current cares. At breakfast he glanced through The Times
and saw in the cricket section that Middlesex was playing
Gloucestershire at Lords. Charles had never been a good player when he
was at school but he did enjoy watching the game as he found it very
relaxing. So after breakfast he took a cab to St. John's Wood and
entered the famous ground. He took a seat in front of the Tavern and
quickly became absorbed in the game. Gloucestershire were batting and
to Charles's delight Jessop made a century in just over an hour and
W.G. Grace played an innings reminiscent of his glory days. Throughout
the entire day Charles did not think once of his problems and when he
left the ground at 6.45 he felt as though a weight had been lifted from
his shoulders. In contrast to the night before he enjoyed a deep and
refreshing sleep with pleasant dreams that were a flashback to a part
of his life he had almost forgotten. When he awoke the next day he
knew the answer he must give Lady Caroline.
Tea with Lady Caroline
At 4 o'clock Charles was admitted to the drawing room at Lady
Caroline's house, this time by a genuine maid. Lady Caroline was the
only occupant of the room and she rose from her chair with a rustle of
petticoats. In contrast to his previous visit Lady Caroline was dressed
in an elegant tea gown.
"So good to see you again Mr. Fenchurch, please take a seat."
Next to their chairs a small table was set out with the afternoon tea.
A large silver tea pot dominated the table and next to it were plates
of delicate sandwiches and little cakes.
?
"Shall I pour Mr. Fenchurch?" asked Lady Caroline.
"Yes please."
Milk, sugar?" asked his hostess.
"Neither thank you."
"Do have a cucumber sandwich Mr. Fenchurch, they are delicious."
Charles helped himself to a sandwich and took a sip of his tea.
Lady Caroline gave a small sigh and said, "Well we had better get down
to business. I trust that you have had time to consider my proposal and
I would be grateful if I could have your answer."
Charles cleared his throat and began.
"Yes Lady Caroline I have indeed given this matter considerable thought
and my conclusion is essentially the same as the one I articulated at
your luncheon two days ago. This scheme of yours is surely the most
preposterous, hare brained idea I have ever heard. Not to put too fine
a point on it, your proposal touches the confines of lunacy. For these
reasons I must inform you that I fully accept your proposal of marriage
under the terms you outlined."
There was silence for a moment and Lady Caroline was careful not to
show any emotion.
"Ah I feared that must be your response Mr. Fenchurch," she began and
then suddenly paused and stared at her guest.
"Mr. Fenchurch did you just say that you accepted my proposal of
marriage, to become my wife?" she asked with incredulity.
"Of course I accept Lady Caroline. I could live for a thousand years
and never have such a choice presented to me. If I turned you down I am
certain that I would regret it for the rest of my life. I do however
have some conditions."
Lady Caroline had gone quite pale. She took a gulp of tea and fanned
herself vigorously.
"Name them Mr. Fenchurch," she said in a quavering voice.
"Firstly as your wife I would expect to be treated with complete
respect by you, your relations and your staff."
"I wholeheartedly agree with that."
"I would require a generous degree of financial independence for myself
and my sister Charlotte."
"Mr. Fenchurch, money will not be an issue between us," assured Lady
Caroline.
"I will need to be an equal partner with you in the business side of
the estate. By this I mean that I would expect to make a meaningful
contribution to the many innovative ideas that you have for the estate.
Do not worry Lady Caroline, as your wife I would defer to you in public
and give you all the support expected of a wife, but I will not be seen
as some sort of ornament. You have chaffed under these conditions
imposed on women in our society, so I would expect you to adopt a most
enlightened approach to our marriage."
"You have my word Mr. Fenchurch."
"With regard to the matter of dress, I wish to decide what I wear
myself. Do not worry Lady Caroline, I pledge that I will present as a
lady in skirts, dresses and petticoats and of course I will welcome
your advice on these matters ,but I reserve the right to decide on my
under garments. I may at times wear a corset but will not subject
myself to severe lacing. I trust that this will be acceptable?"
"Mr. Fenchurch," answered Caroline, "As one who has consistently
complained about the tyranny of women's clothing I would be the worst
hypocrite if I imposed it on you."
"You have stressed that this is intended as purely a business
arrangement," said Charles tentatively, "But what about the more
intimate relationships normally associated with a marriage?"
"I am certainly not adverse to the idea and we may both wish for
children at some stage, although this is not a condition for me.
Perhaps we should see how our partnership develops."
"That certainly sounds sensible," said Charles sounding a little
disappointed.
Lady Caroline noted this and was careful to hide a smile.
Charles paused and then said, "There is a final condition and it is a
vital one. My sister Charlotte is very dear to me and I would require
her to make a home with us if this is her wish."
"Mr. Fenchurch, your sister will be my sister. I am delighted that I am
to gain a wife and a sister."
"Thank you Lady Caroline you have satisfied all my conditions and now,
if you don't mind, could I have another of those delightful cucumber
sandwiches."
"Take the whole plate Mr. Fenchurch. I am sorry to be such a poor
hostess but your response has rather sent me into a flutter. I am
beyond ecstatic, but I must say it was unexpected."
Charles munched away contentedly for a few minutes during which time
Caroline regained her composure. As he swallowed the last mouthful he
turned towards Caroline.
"I do have some questions Lady Caroline. Don't worry they will not
affect my decision and I am confident that someone as intelligent as
you will have thought of the answers."
"Ask away," said Caroline with a wave of her hand.
"When we marry am I to be the bride or the groom?"
"Oh the bride," said Caroline with a smile, "I think that you will look
gorgeous in a white silk wedding dress."
'But how will we fool the church person conducting the ceremony?"
"It will be a very small wedding and will take place in the chapel on
my estate. The curate is elderly, has not seen me for some time and is
particularly short sighted."
"Your false maid is convinced that she can alter my appearance to at
least resemble you, but how do I acquire all the mannerisms of an upper
class lady?"
"Now that will be more of a challenge. Tell me Mr. Fenchurch do you
speak French?"
"Yes, my nanny was French, so I am quite fluent."
"That is a bonus," replied Caroline. "Would you be able to spend the
next 2 months in Paris?"
"Yes. I have finished at Oxford and I have no commitments now that
Charlotte is going to be spending the summer with her school and at the
home of a friend."
"Excellent. You will go to Paris and stay with a friend of mine,
Michelle, who has contacts in the theatre. You will live the whole 2
months as a lady and receive intensive coaching in how a lady conducts
herself. As soon as you arrive in Paris you will cease to be Charles
Fenchurch and will become Angelique Boniface. All your male clothes
will be taken away and disposed of, to avoid the temptation to slip out
of character. When you return to this country it will be as Angelique.
Shortly after that we will marry and you will become Lady Caroline
Fenchurch. My maid Minnie, who greeted you when you arrived, has
informed me that you would almost certainly fit into my dresses with
little alteration. She will pack a trunk with numbers of dresses,
skirts, blouses and underwear which will be sent to Paris tomorrow and
will be there when you arrive. Any alterations will be done by a
seamstress in Paris.
There is one other thing Mr. Fenchurch. Your facial hair must go. There
is a new hair removal technique, called electrolysis, which is being
pioneered in Paris and you will need several treatments to make your
face completely smooth. Do you have any questions?"
Charles shook his head.
"I have a question for you that burns on my tongue," said Caroline.
"Ask it," said Charles.
"As you have said, this seems to be a completely crazy idea; so why are
you agreeing to become my wife; it would seem that you are giving up so
much and that most of the advantages are mine?"
Charles did not answer immediately as he appeared to be considering the
question.
"There is no one reason Lady Caroline but I will try to answer your
question as best I can. Obviously the financial aspect is important. My
father ruined us; not just my sister and me, but all the people who
depended on us; the servants and especially the tenant farmers on the
estate. When you promised to not only cover the debts but to restore
the estate to a profitable business and to raise the lives of our
tenant families the guilt I felt over lives ruined lifted. Knowing that
Charlotte would be protected gave me such a sense of relief.
Another reason is that I have a very deep love and admiration of women.
The men in my life such as my father and most of the schoolmasters were
monsters. I always had a fear that I might end up like them, but if I
become your wife there is no chance of that happening."
"What a delightful reason," said Caroline. "I am enjoying this
discussion very much; do please continue."
"I have always felt that if I married it would need to be to someone
who interested me; someone with ideas and ambition, someone that I
could form a definite partnership with. When I saw you knee Lord
Malvern in the privates I knew that you were an extraordinary person
but I must admit that I never considered you as a potential husband."
"Oh Mr. Fenchurch, this is getting better and better," said Caroline
when she had recovered from her laughter.
"I have two final reasons," said Charles.
"I have already indicated that my childhood was not a happy time. My
mother, who I adored, died when I was 11. My father was and is a
drunken brute who was frequently violent. School was a horrible
experience. The headmaster had a warped idea that brutal treatment of
young boys would build character and he seemed to favour sadistic
teachers who followed his ideas with enthusiasm. We were beaten
frequently, often on the flimsiest of pretexts, which meant our lives
were lived in a constant state of fear. Bullying by the older boys was
encouraged. Being relatively small and delicate looking I probably
received more than my fair share of abuse.
There was only one bright spot in my schooldays and that was because of
the senior English teacher who, unlike his colleagues was an educated
and humane man. He was especially interested in drama and was head of
our Theatre Club. We usually did Shakespeare and the production was one
of the events of the school year. As I said, I was fairly small and
delicate looking so it was no surprise that I was chosen to play the
female parts. The teacher, a Mr. Chandler, had a beautiful young wife
and an even more beautiful daughter who was a teenager a couple of
years older than me. Those two were the subject of almost every boy's
wet dreams and because they took on the role of coaching me in the
female roles I acquired a sort of prestige amongst the boys, which
reduced the bullying considerably. When I was 15 Mr. Chandler decided
to put on Romeo and Juliet and as you can guess I was cast as Juliet.
Because my role was so feminine Mr. Chandler asked his daughter to give
me special coaching. It was when I was fully dressed as Juliet that an
astonishing thing happened. Well it was astonishing to me at the time.
Elizabeth, Mr. Chandler's daughter, started to become very aroused when
I was dressed as Juliet and at one point when we were alone she seized
me and gave me the most passionate kiss you could imagine. After that
she could not keep her hands off me when we were alone. I was very
na?ve and did not really understand what was happening but after such
an austere life it felt as though I was in heaven."
Charles paused for a while deep in thought as though replaying the
events of years before.
"You are a nice boy Charles, but as a girl you light a fire in my
heart," said Elizabeth almost panting.
"I don't know how we managed to keep it a secret. If Mrs. Chandler knew
she never said anything. Then the most wonderful thing happened. The
play was to be performed early in the summer and as it was a demanding
production we had started rehearsing early in the year. The Easter
break was due; a much treasured weeks holiday. Because of the bad
situation at home I was to stay at school for the week. The Chandler's
were going to France for the holiday, but just before, Mr. Chandler was
called home to deal with some family crisis. I remember Elizabeth
coming to me and asking if I would like to go with her and her mother.
"How," I said.
"Leave that to me, but I'll want something in return," she replied.
"What do you want," I asked.
"I'll tell you later," she said, "But I think you will like it and I
know that I will."
I'm not sure how she did it but Elizabeth was able to persuade her
parents to allow me to accompany them to France. The day before we were
to depart I was told to pack my trunk and take it to the Chandlers
house where it would join the rest of the luggage. We left the next day
by train for London where we caught a boat train from Victoria station.
The Chandler's had booked a cabin on the boat and our luggage was
taken there. Mrs. Chandler said that she was going to lie down for a
while and that Elizabeth and I could explore the ship. We walked around
the decks and watched the sailors working at different tasks. One was
painting some of the pipes which ran along the side of the ship. We
waited until the man had moved away for a moment leaving his paint pot
and brush unattended.
"Get ready for my plan," Elizabeth whispered.
She suddenly gave me a push, not hard, but enough to cause me to lose
my balance and I fell, knocking over the pot and getting covered in
paint. The sailor rushed back and helped me up and when I looked across
at Elizabeth she was smiling. The sailor tried to wipe some of the
paint off but it was clear that my clothes were ruined. As we made our
way back to the cabin I asked Elizabeth why she had pushed me she just
smiled and told me to wait and see. Once back in the cabin we told Mrs.
Chandler what had happened.
"Oh dear I think those clothes are ruined Charles," she said. "Never
mind we will get you a change from your trunk."
But when they opened it the trunk was full of girls' clothes. They
opened the other two; one also contained girls' clothes and the other
belonged to Mrs. Chandler.
"How can this have happened?" cried Mrs. Chandler.
I looked across at Elizabeth and saw that she had a huge smile on her
face. So this was her price for taking me with her.
"Oh Charles I am so sorry, this is all my fault," said Elizabeth and
she started to cry. "I put some clothes in a trunk for storage and it
must have got mixed up. Yours will be in our attic. Oh how could I have
been so silly?"
Her mother gave her a hug to comfort her and when Elizabeth looked at
me she had a big grin on her face.
"Well it looks as though you will be getting a lot of Juliet practice
Charles," said Mrs. Chandler.
She handed me a pair of bloomers and told me to undress and put them on
while they left the cabin. When I was ready they came back in and
within a few minutes I was in petticoats and a pretty dress. So for the
next week I was Carlotta and only wore the most feminine of garments
much to Elizabeth's delight. She took every opportunity to kiss me when
her mother was not looking and a couple of times she came to my bed in
the middle of the night and taught me how to give her pleasure as a
woman.
This week was such a departure from the harsh life I had led that ever
since, I have associated petticoats and dresses with feelings of
undiluted pleasure. Your proposal rekindled those memories and I felt
the pull towards dressing as a lady almost irresistible."
Caroline looked at Charles with a smile.
"Well Mr. Fenchurch it would seem as though your experience with
petticoats has been altogether more positive than mine; I heartily
loath the things and cannot wait to hand them over to you. I must say
that I thoroughly enjoyed your account of your French adventure en
femme. Now, I do believe that you said earlier that there were two
final reasons for your acceptance, so do please tell me the last one."
"I am sure that you are well read Lady Caroline. Now imagine that you
began to read a book by one of the great authors and part ways through,
the remaining pages were blank. Imagine too, that at that moment, the
author appeared before you and told you that they had selected you to
finish the story any way you wanted. You have given me the unique
opportunity to finish the life of Lady Caroline, to experience life
from a totally new perspective and in the company of one you admire.
Like you, I have long deplored the role society has demanded of women
and now I shall have the chance to create a new woman fit for the 20th
century. Well Lady Caroline, that is a challenge too enticing to ignore
and I intend to embrace it with my whole being.
There Lady Caroline, those are my reasons for accepting your proposal
of marriage."
Caroline stared at Charles for a long time unable to speak. Finally she
did manage to say a few words and her voice was thick with emotion.
"Mr. Fenchurch you take my breath away and I find myself lost for
words. Please accept my sincerest thanks for what you have said; it has
moved me deeply. I look forward to our marriage with the keenest
anticipation and confidence."
Charles rose to take his leave and turned to his hostess.
"Lady Caroline I have one favour to ask of you and it pains me to do
so."
With that he produced the letter from Charlotte's school requesting
payment of her fees.
"I am ashamed to say that I am unable to meet it and I desperately want
Charlotte to stay for her final year; it has done so much for her."
Lady Caroline quickly crossed the room to Charles, putting the
forefinger of one hand on his lips and with the other hand taking the
letter."
'Hush, say no more about this. You are my fianc?; of course I will take
care of this for my future sister-in-law."
She smiled at him and then they kissed for the first time. After she
gave a little chuckle.
'Isn't it strange that we are engaged and yet we are so formal; Mr.
Fenchurch and Lady Caroline? But perhaps it is appropriate not to use
first names because in a few weeks I will be Charles and you will be
Lady Caroline. Goodbye Mr. Fenchurch; the next time we meet we will
create something beautiful."
As Charles left the house a feeling of great contentment came over him
and he felt that he was taking the first steps into a new life.
Paris
The next few days before his departure were very busy for Charles.
First he visited Mr. Beckwith and arranged for him to communicate with
Lady Caroline's legal firm regarding all outstanding financial affairs
and also to forward them his mail.
He next took a train to Oxford and then a cab to Charlotte's school. He
met with the headmistress and informed her that she would be receiving
full payment of all fees and that Charlotte was to attend the next
academic year.
"She is very intelligent Mr. Fenchurch and I really believe that she
could go on to the University."
"That would be wonderful and would make me very proud; after all I am a
recent graduate and it would mean so much to have Charlotte follow the
same path."
He next requested an interview with his sister which was readily
granted. He took Charlotte into the garden near the school office and
they sat facing an ornamental pond. First he told her about the
desperate financial situation that had been handed to him by their
father. Charlotte's eyes began to moisten.
"I suppose that means that I will have to leave here," she said dabbing
at her eyes with a small handkerchief.
Charles smiled and reassured her that her position at the school was
absolutely safe. When he told Charlotte about his engagement to Lady
Caroline she gave a squeal of delight and threw her arms around his
neck in an enthusiastic hug.
"Is it possible that I might be a bridesmaid?" she asked hopefully.
"No, it is not possible," began Charles and when he saw Charlotte's
face fall he burst out laughing.
"Sorry to tease you dear sister but when I say that it is not possible
I mean that it is beyond a possibility; it is a certainty. You will be
a beautiful bridesmaid."
This resulted in a bigger squeal and a harder hug. Finally Charles
revealed the details of his intended marriage. Charlotte stared at him
in stunned silence.
"But why Charles, why are you doing this; it doesn't make any sense to
me?"
Charles spent several minutes going over the same reasons that he had
given Lady Caroline.
"Can you accept this Charlotte?" he asked.
I'm not sure," his sister answered; "it is such a total shock."
"Charlotte do you enjoy being a girl?"
"Yes of course I do," answered Charlotte.
"And would you wish to remain a girl all your life or chose to become a
woman?"
"Become a woman," she replied immediately.
"Then dear sister, allow me that same honour," said Charles.
Slowly Charlotte began to nod.
"I would love to have you as my big sister if that is what you really
want," she said.
"It is," said Charles and this time the embrace lasted a long time.
It was late when Charles got back to London and after a belated supper
he went to bed. The next day was the last before his departure for
Paris and Charles spent much of it going through his wardrobe and
removing all his clothing. He sent a large amount over to Caroline's
house to see if she wanted to keep any of it for when she became
Charles Fenchurch. Just after lunch all was ready and he decided to
spend his last afternoon watching cricket at Lords. He smiled as he
watched the game.
"Next time I'm here I'll be in skirts and I won't be sitting in front
of The Tavern," he thought, "I do hope that I'll enjoy the game as
much."
The next morning Charles left his front door possibly for the last time
and took a cab to Victoria Station where he boarded the boat train to
Paris.
"You're travelling light sir," said the conductor as he checked Charles
ticket.
"Buying everything new in Paris," Charles replied truthfully.
On the boat Charles was amused to see a sailor painting part of the
funnel and he thought back to an earlier time when Elizabeth had
conspired to get him into skirts.
"Not necessary this time," he thought with a smile.
It was evening when the train entered the Gare du Nord, but as he had
no luggage Charles was quickly able to get out to the cab ranks and
hire one to take him to Michelle La Croix's house which was situated in
the Left Bank area of Paris. 40 minutes later they drew up at a large
gateway that opened into a courtyard. The concierge pointed in the
direction of Monique's apartment which was on the second floor. His
knock was answered by a dark haired young woman in her early twenties.
"Good evening Mr. Fenchurch I have been looking forward to meeting you,
so welcome to my home which will be Angelique's home too for the next
few weeks."
She showed Charles his room, which was small but very clean with a
window overlooking a courtyard.
"Your trunk has arrived and I have hung up your dresses, skirts and
blouses. The underwear has been put in the chest of drawers next to the
window. Please take a few minutes to refresh yourself and then we will
go out to eat and I can explain the programme you will be under while
you are here."
Charles had a quick wash before joining Michelle in her small sitting
room.
"Let us go," she said, "There are many excellent restaurants close by
where we will eat well and can talk."
The place she chose was small and dark and only two streets away. There
were just 6 tables and Michelle led the way to an unoccupied one in the
corner.
"I expect you are hungry so I would recommend the lamb shank; it is
delicious."
Charles nodded and almost immediately a waiter appeared and Michelle
ordered the same dish for each of them, together with a carafe of the
house red. When it arrived Michelle picked up her glass and smiled at
Charles.
"Shall we toast to new beginnings?" she said and raised her glass.
"I have been a close friend of Caroline's for 5 years and now I am
going to have the opportunity of meeting her and getting to know her
all over again," she said.
"You must think it very strange," said Charles.
Michelle laughed.
"Not so strange when I think of Caroline, she was always different, but
I don't understand why you have agreed to it."
Charles took another sip of his wine.
"The short answer is that there are two people who are dissatisfied
with their lives and see an opportunity to live a better one. In a
funny way it is like two people each reading a book that they don't
really like, so they exchange books hoping the new story will be
better."
"And will it?" asked Michelle.
Charles shrugged.
"I think so; I certainly hope so, but only time will tell."
Their dinners arrived and as Michelle had said they were delicious. The
wine, although not expensive was of good quality.
"Time to run through your programme," said Michelle as she put down her
fork.
"From tomorrow on you will stay with me as Angelique. I will take you
to the private studio of Madam Benoit, who is a first class acting
coach, specialising in feminine performance, where you will spend most
of the day. Your first appointment for electrolysis is the day after
tomorrow. When you get home tomorrow you can model the dresses that
Lady Caroline sent and we will see if alterations are needed. Later
this week we will both go to look for your wedding dress. I know some
good dressmakers so we will have lots to choose from."
"Michelle I am overwhelmed at the trouble you are taking on my behalf,"
said Charles, "It does not seem fair that I have put you to so much
bother."
"Enough," said Michelle raising her hand. "Caroline is a very good
friend and I was intrigued when I heard of her plan and I begged her to
let me be part of it. I am a student at the Sorbonne, but we are not in
class for another 3 months so I have time on my hands and I think that
I will enjoy spending it with you."
By now they had finished their dinner and Michelle called for the bill,
paid it and Charles followed her out into the street. They walked in
silence back to her flat and only when they were inside did she speak.
"You must be tired and you have a very busy day tomorrow so you must
sleep."
She handed him a canvas laundry bag.
"I have put a nightdress on your bed for you tonight. Undress and put
all of your clothes in this bag and I mean all. Put it outside the door
and by morning it will be gone, along with Charles Fenchurch. Once you
put on that nightdress you become Angelique. Charles Fenchurch will
only appear again at your wedding when he will become your husband."
With that she kissed him on the cheek and gently pushed him into his
bedroom. He slowly undressed and put his clothes into the bag and
placed it outside his door. He then put on the nightgown, which was
silky and came down to just above his ankles, and climbed into bed.
"Goodbye Charles," he said, "You did your best, but that life needs to
be lived by another; one who will make a better job of it."
He closed his eyes and soon fell into a deep and peaceful sleep.
Angelique woke to a gentle shaking. She opened her eyes and saw
Michelle standing over her.
"Wake up Angelique it is time to get you ready for your visit to Madame
Benoit. I have put a razor in the bathroom so please shave closely.
When you come out I will help you with your makeup and then get you
dressed. We will have time for breakfast and then I will take you to
Madame Benoit's."
"I will be so pleased when I do not have to do this anymore," thought
Angelique as she finished shaving her face and neck.
Once back in her bedroom she put on a pair of pantaloons that Michelle
had left for her on the bed. They came down almost to her knees and the
final six inches were generously lacy.
"I'm ready," she called and Michelle entered the bedroom.
Michelle sat her down at a stool and swiftly and skillfully applied
makeup to Angelique's face before turning her attention to Angelique's
eyebrows which were plucked and shaped mercilessly. Finally Michelle
lowered a wig over Angelique's head and carefully brushed it into the
style she wanted.
"Take your nightdress off and put this on "said Michelle handing
Angelique a garment like a short nightdress that was made of fine
cotton.
"It's a chemise and it will protect your skin from the grip of your
corset."
"I don't intend to wear corsets," said Angelique.
"You may make that choice after your marriage, but before that Madame
Benoit will insist that you wear one to assist with your training,"
replied Michelle firmly.
"Very well," sighed Angelique and raised her arms so that Michelle
could fasten the corset around her waist.
"I won't make it too tight for now," said Michelle tying off the laces,
"But I suspect that this will not satisfy Madame."
Michelle then rolled silk stockings up Angelique's legs and fastened
them to the straps on the corset.
'Now your petticoats," she said, "I think that three will be sufficient
today. My, they are rather plain," she said as she tied them off at the
waist.
Michelle fetched a dress from the wardrobe and lowered it over
Angelique's head. When she had smoothed it over the petticoats she
began to fasten the buttons at the back."
"This dress is designed to be worn a little more loosely so I thought
that it would do until we get you properly fitted for the other
dresses," said Michelle.
"It looks very pretty; what do you think?"
Angelique looked in the long mirror and saw a tall slim young woman in
a cream dress with a high neckline and full sleeves. The skirt was full
and came down to the ankles.
"I like it very much," said Angelique as she posed in front of the
mirror.
Finally Michelle produced a pair of white lace up shoes with a 2 inch
heel and steadied Angelique while she put them on.
"I think you are ready Angelique. Let's have breakfast."
Breakfast consisted of a fresh baguette, yogurt and fruit with coffee
which they ate in the tiny kitchen.
"Time to leave Angelique, we don't want to keep Madame waiting," said
Michelle when they had finished eating.
With a last look in the mirror and a few adjustments to her hair
Angelique was ready and she followed Michelle down the stairs, being
careful to lift her skirts to avoid tripping. The walk took about 20
minutes through busy morning streets. Angelique was conscious of her
dress and petticoats moving against her legs as she walked and the
feeling filled her with pleasure.They entered a narrow street and
Michelle stopped outside a building with a dark blue door and rang the
bell. Footsteps were heard from inside and the door opened to reveal a
distinguished looking, grey haired lady in a black dress.
"Good morning Michelle," she said, "This must be Mademoiselle
Angelique; please come in my dear," she said beckoning to Angelique.
"You may collect her at 5pm," she said to Michelle and after bidding
her goodbye, slowly closed the door.
Angelique was led along a dimly lit corridor and through a door at the
end. She found herself in a surprisingly large room that was full of
sunlight and opened onto a small garden through a pair of French doors.
She brought Angelique into the centre of the room and slowly moved
around her, surveying her from different angles.
"Well," she said, "Let's see what I have to work with."
Letter from Angelique to Lady Caroline
Dear Caroline
It seems funny calling you that as soon that will be my name. I have
been here, in skirts, for three days now and I felt that I should give
you a progress report in case you feared that I had had second thoughts
and run away. Of course I haven't- had second thoughts or run away; in
fact things are going very well and living with Michelle is quite
wonderful. So far I have not missed Charles at all; I have been far too
busy.
Madame Benoit is very kind but also strict, in a nice way and she makes
me work hard. There is so much to learn, but I am determined to make a
success of this and make you proud of me. Madame Benoit has spent most
of the two days working on me moving in skirts; sitting and standing
properly and walking as a lady should. Actually I find the long skirts
make this easier as it forces me to concentrate. You will be amused
that Madame did not think much of the petticoats you sent for me. She
says that they are far too plain. Michelle and I are going to get me
new ones tomorrow, at a very exclusive lingerie house, when I finish my
lessons and I get to choose the style, although Madame Benoit has given
me some ideas about what to get.
I had my first electrolysis appointment today, which lasted almost 2
hours. It was not very comfortable, but when it is finally done I know
that it will have been well worth any temporary inconvenience.
Michelle and I go out to eat in the evenings and she has been very good
in helping me, by reinforcing my lessons. We do not stay very late as I
am finding all the work quite exhausting, so I go to bed early and
sleep very soundly.
Oh I almost forgot to tell you that Michelle took me to a jeweler near
our building and I had my ears pierced. I am now sporting two very
pretty earrings but I look forward to perhaps taking over some of
yours, assuming of course that you have had your ears pierced.
I trust that things are going well with you, especially some of the
tedious legal issues. Please write soon as I am looking forward to
hearing your news.
Yours sincerely
Angelique
Letter from Lady Caroline to Angelique
My Dear Angelique
I was very pleased to get your letter and learn that you had arrived
safely and are settling in well. Isn't Michelle wonderful? We met at a
special school for young ladies in Switzerland and immediately hit it
off. As you might guess we were quite rebellious and I think that we
caused the teachers many problems. I am sure that they were glad to see
the back of us. I would like to invite her to our wedding; what do you
think?"
My lawyers met with your Mr. Beckwith a couple of days ago. They
thought it best that title stays as it is until after our wedding and
then we can both make the changes so badly needed. Oh Angelique, I am
getting so excited with the thought of us making such a difference to
so many lives.
I have been working hard in the gymnasium I built in our London house.
Sorry I did not show it to you, but there really wasn't time. I have
been following a programme set out by Mr. Sandow, in his book Sandow on
Physical Training, for the last 4 years and as a result I am stronger
than many of the farm boys on our estate. I am still improving, so I
think that now maybe only Will Jacklin, a giant of a man, might be
stronger than me. Anyway what you need to know is that I will have no
trouble carrying my bride over the threshold on our wedding day. The
side effect of this is that most of the clothes that you kindly donated
do not fit me, so I am going to have to visit a very discrete tailor
and have some new ones made.
I am sorry about the petticoats, although I must admit to having a
little chuckle when you told me about Madame Benoit's sniffy response
to them. I detest the things and would only wear the plainest, much to
Aunt Clara's annoyance. I hope you and Madame will like the new ones
better. Also if you wish to get new dresses I am very happy for you to
do so. I only sent mine so that you would have something to wear when
you arrived.
I am sorry that the electrolysis is so uncomfortable and I am very
grateful that you are doing this for me. But once it is done you will
never have to worry about shaving again, which I am sure will be a
relief.
Well I must close now my dear Angelique. Aunt Clara and I are going to
the theatre tonight and I promised to wear a dress just to please her.
I can't wait till we are married and I will be able to hand over the
wearing of dresses exclusively to you.
Your fianc?e
Caroline
Letter from Angelique to Lady Caroline
Dearest Caroline
I love my new petticoats! I am sure that if you had worn petticoats
like my new ones you would have a better opinion of them. Madame Benoit
insisted that the first petticoat I put on needs to be narrow, as this
will help me to shorten my stride and make it easier to walk like a
lady. It works Caroline, it really works! Because it is made of the
finest silk I get the most wonderful sensation of it gently rubbing
against my stockings as I walk. It really does restrict my stride and
if I wear one at home, which I will, I would be quite unable to escape
from you (not that I want to) if you chased me. The second layer is
made of taffeta which makes a delightful rustling sound as I move. It
feels almost like a small orchestra playing underneath my skirts. My
outer petticoat is a heavy satin with rows and rows of gorgeous lace,
especially at the bottom. I have ordered two more sets so that I will
always have one ready to wear.
Talking of petticoats, I must let you into a secret dear Caroline. Last
Saturday was very sunny but breezy and Michelle and I took a lovely
walk along the Seine. I wore a pretty dress of a very light fabric so
that I would not get too hot. Of course I had my three petticoats on
underneath. We were just passing a group of young men lounging on the
embankment when a sudden gust completely lifted the skirt of my dress
revealing all my frilliness below. How those men stared and some made
comments which Michelle and I ignored. I felt a little embarrassed but
secretly very pleased to have caused such a reaction. When Madame found
out she took me out on a windy afternoon and made me practice holding
my skirts down, but I must admit that I love to show a little lacey
petticoat as I walk. Michelle says that I am very naughty so I hope you
will not be too cross with me
One thing about my wardrobe I do not like are the silly pantaloons that
come right down to my knees. I have no idea why they are made so long.
They spoil the lovely feel of my petticoats sliding over my legs so I
have had Michelle alter them. She is a very skilled seamstress and she
has been able to shorten them. They are still lacy but they now end at
the top of my legs. She has kept the panta and got rid of the loon, if
you take my meaning. I said there was one thing but really there are
two. Madame Benoit insists on lacing me into my corset very firmly. It
does make me feel very ladylike, which is her intention but it is not
comfortable and when I am your wife I will either wear them much looser
or not at all. I hope you will not mind this rebellion on my part.
Oh Caroline I would love to have Michelle come to our wedding. Would it
be possible to have her as one of my bridesmaids? I have promised
Charlotte that she can be a bridesmaid but I would love to have two. I
have not asked her because she was your friend first, although I
suppose you cannot really have a bridesmaid.
In addition to the new petticoats I have several new pairs of shoes. I
really needed them as yours did not fit me very well. Now I have some
elegant boots; some for walking (very comfortable) and some that are
very dressy. The new fashion here is for high heeled shoes with quite a
narrow heel. I love wearing these as they make a lovely clicking sound,
which accompanied by my rustling skirts, make me at least sound very
feminine. Do I mind sounding feminine? Do I mind being feminine?
Actually Caroline I adore it and I do hope that you will like me this
way too.
My only slight complaint is how hot I feel in the wigs I need to wear.
I can't wait until my hair grows long enough for me to have it properly
styled.
I have now had 5 treatments at the electrolysis clinic and
uncomfortable as it is I am certainly seeing progress. I am sure that
by the time of our wedding I will be as smooth as a glass ornament.
As you may know many Parisians leave the city in the summer to escape
the heat, but this year it has not been a problem as it is a cooler
summer. Fewer people on the streets has been a boon for Michelle and me
because everywhere is less crowded and we have been going out a lot now
that I have got over my early fatigue. Being a woman in Paris is so
exciting! French women seem to have much more freedom to express
themselves than their repressed sisters in London. How will you feel
about having a French wife, will I scandalize you? Something tells me
that this is the sort of wife you wish for?
I have two other pieces of news. The first is that I have started dance
lessons with a friend of Madame Benoit. These consist of two different
approaches. I am learning the usual dances, but of course in the female
role. As you know this requires deft work with skirt management but I
daresay that I will soon become adept at this as my teacher is
excellent. She is also instructing me in ballet as Madame feels that
this will help me become more feminine in my movements. I don't get to
wear a tutu but instead wear a flowing skirt, which is perhaps more
fun. I do hope that you are also practicing your new part in the dance
as I will need to be well led.
The second piece of news is very exciting. I have chosen my wedding
dress with Michelle's help. After looking at several designs I found
one that I fell in love with and the dressmaker has already started on
it. Of course I cannot describe it to you as it must be a surprise, but
I'm sure that you will like it.
Well done on the training! It is just wonderful that you are so strong
and I am sure that it will help you in your new role. Should I be
nervous? You are much stronger than me and I cannot run from you in my
skirts so I trust that you will always be gentle with me.
Sorry my dear I cannot stay awake another moment.
With love
Angelique
Letter from Lady Caroline to Angelique which Accompanied a Small Parcel
My Darling Angelique
If you have begun reading this letter before opening the parcel please
stop now and open the two items.
Now that you have opened your presents I will explain more about them.
Two days ago I cut my hair! Now it is as short as a schoolboys and that
is how I intend to keep it. I anticipate spending most of my time at
the estate and if I need to go out as Caroline I'll use a wig. Anyway I
thought that my hair, which is quite rich and long, would suit you very
well and certainly be cooler than a wig. Any good hairstylist will be
able to weave it into your own successfully.
I realised after you left that you do not have an engagement ring. The
one you are looking at belonged to my mother and I would be so pleased
if you would consider wearing it as a symbol of our engagement. Of
course it may not fit, but if you do like it and want to wear it any
jeweler can make the necessary alteration.
Now that you have read that please go on to my letter proper.
I cannot tell you how relieved I was to receive your letter. Of course
I was anxious to hear about all your adventures, but your excitement on
getting new petticoats lifted a great weight from my shoulders. You
see, I have been feeling very guilty ever since you agreed to be my
wife that I may have taken advantage of your grim financial situation
and was forcing you into a reluctant feminizing. I could never imagine
that anyone would want to wear petticoats, but when I saw how much you
love wearing them I realised, with relief that I had not forced you
into anything, that you loved becoming feminine. Although I am not
feminine myself I love it in others. By contrast, I have never been
much attracted to the men of my class. However a feminine man, not an
effeminate fop, is very attractive to me and I am delighted that you
are embracing femininity with such enthusiasm. Do I have Elizabeth to
thank for that?
I was very amused with your account of flashing your petticoats at the
gentlemen. Michelle is correct, you are a naughty girl and I am
delighted that you are. I am most certainly NOT cross with you, quite
the reverse in fact. You are becoming a girl with spirit and I love
that about you; do not for a moment think of changing. I am sure that
the men were attracted to you when you flirted and my only concern is
whether YOU were attracted to THEM; please say no! As to the corsets,
they are an even worse abomination than petticoats and I strongly
encourage you to please yourself as to whether you wear them. I will be
absolutely delighted to have a wife who behaves like an irrepressible
French woman. It is a pity that we will not feature in London society
because I would love to see you scandalise our stodgy Victorian
society. I think, deep down, that I knew that luring you into
petticoats would be a success, but you have exceeded all my
expectations. Do not change I beg of you.
I put the announcement of our engagement in The Times yesterday and it
appeared in today's edition. I bought several copies and will of course
save them for you.
I am overjoyed that you would like Michelle to be one of your
bridesmaids and rest assured that it has my absolute approval. Can I
leave it to you to arrange for the bridesmaids dresses? If you choose
the style you want Charlotte can send you her measurements and any
alterations can be done here when you return. Speaking of dresses I am
so excited that you have chosen your wedding dress and I long to see
it, but only of course with you inside it on our wedding day.
My dear Angelique, please, please do not be nervous about me being
stronger than you. After all it is the same position almost all brides
face; a physically dominant husband. I will always be gentle with you
and never use my physical superiority against you. I have seen too much
of our society's inequities when it comes to spousal abuse and I know
that you have too. You will be an equal partner in each and every way;
that is my promise. This also means that I want you to be physically
strong and I would love to show you the exercises that I have found so
helpful. That said, a naughty part of me would love to chase after you
in your restrictive skirts. And when I catch you I will kiss you
unmercifully; there you have been warned!
Do enjoy your last week in Paris, while I long for your return.
With all my love
C
Letter from Angelique to Lady Caroline
My Darling Charlie
Yes I believe it is time that I started using your new name and I
happily bestow it upon you.
Thank you, thank you, thank you for your wonderful gifts. The day after
I received them I took your hair to Michelle's favourite hairdresser
and she very skillfully wove it into my too short thatch. It looks
terrific and it means so much to me being able to carry part of you on
my head. She blended the colours very well so that there is a very good
match. The other thing that I love is that it is much cooler.
I must confess that I cried when I saw the ring. It only needed a small
adjustment and I now wear it with tremendous pride. It is beyond
beautiful with the gold and diamonds so exquisitely styled. Sadly all
of my mother's clothes and jewelry were sold or destroyed by my
depraved father after her death. It is part of your family's heritage
and I am honoured to be its custodian until the next generation is
ready to bear it.
I cannot believe that Michelle and I leave here for England in 4 days.
Where has all the time gone? I have worked very hard to present as a
lady worthy of you, but it has also been the most tremendous fun and I
have loved every moment. Of course you will be the judge as to whether
I have succeeded.
My electrolysis is complete! I am so relieved to have had my last
treatment and now every last hair has gone, never to tarnish my face
again. Hoorah, hoorah, no more shaving!
My other news is that I collected my wedding dress two days ago after
the final fitting. It is even more beautiful than I dreamed it would be
and I know that you will love it. Michelle and Charlotte's dresses are
also finished, but of course we still have to see if Charlotte's fits
properly. I will pack them very carefully and I am almost scared to let
them out of my sight on the journey home.
I do have a confession to make Charlie dear. I was so enthralled with
the wedding dress that I had the dressmaker make me several more,
dresses that is, not wedding dresses. I only intend being a bride once
after all! I know that you gave me several of your old dresses but you
see the Paris styles are so much more delightful that I simply could
not resist and I do so want to look pretty for you, especially now that
I know you want me to be feminine.
Charlie, my soon to be husband, I have another confession to make to
you; this one much more serious. I have fallen in love with you! This
feeling has been building for some time and now it is practically
bursting out of me. I know that this was supposed to be purely a
business arrangement but I cannot help it. I can only hope that you
will manage to develop tender feelings towards me. You cannot possibly
know how happy I am! I realise now that this feeling started after I
put my former clothes into the laundry bag and left it outside my door
for Michelle to dispose of. The next morning when I stepped out of
Michelle's flat and felt my dress and petticoats swirl around me I knew
that I had left behind a sad grey world and entered one full of light
and glorious colours. Being out on the street in my skirts makes me
feel very vulnerable, but in a strange way it is also a very exciting
feeling. I could never, never go back to trousers. When I arrived at
Madame Benoit she said "this must be Mademoiselle Angelique." The words
sounded like music and I thought yes, I am mademoiselle, that is the
real me and I felt a burst of happiness surge through me like an
electric current. I realised what I had been missing and I am eternally
grateful to you for being responsible for this transformation. Almost
as soon as I became aware of this there also came the realization that
I loved you and I have been almost giddy ever since; just ask Michelle.
I must close now dear, dear Charlie as Michelle is waiting for me. We
are going on a river cruise which includes a grand luncheon. I have
managed to see many of the famous sites of Paris and I would love to
show them to you. Maybe we come here on our honeymoon that is if we are
having one; you haven't said and I suspect that you are deliberately
keeping me in suspense. If that is the case I forgive you.
Oh I almost forgot. Do not for a moment be concerned that I might be
attracted to men. My experiences with men have, on the whole, not been
happy ones and I am only attracted to women; well actually one woman
and that of course is you my darling Charlie.
I long to see you in London and to feel your arms around me.
With all my love
Mademoiselle Angelique
Telegram for Mademoiselle Angelique from C Fenhaven
Madly in love with you STOP Will meet train at Victoria STOP Charlie
STOP
Letter from Madame Benoit to Lady Caroline Westhaven
Dear Lady Caroline
I am pleased to provide you with a report, as promised, on Mademoiselle
Angelique Boniface who has been studying with me for the last 10 weeks.
General attitude: Excellent- takes instruction and criticism very well
and was always very keen to learn. In fact I would go so far as to say
that she is perhaps the most conscientious student I have ever taught.
The mandate you gave me was to teach her all the essentials that would
allow her to present successfully as a lady. Of course I am unable to
change physical characteristics but fortunately she came to me with a
number of natural advantages, namely a slender physique and delicate,
almost feminine facial features. Happily I was able to enhance these
with the correct use of makeup which Mademoiselle Angelique has been
taught. She has worked hard to develop a feminine speech pattern and
now is able to speak in the alto range.
Other accomplishments: Mademoiselle Angelique has acquired excellent
deportment. In particular her management of her skirts is usually
exemplary. The only caveat would be an unfortunate tendency to display
her petticoats when she feels there is an appreciative audience.
Personally I regard this as fairly harmless coquetry which could be
considered quite charming. She has also become a proficient dancer
during her time here. Angelique quickly adapted to the woman's role in
all the usual society dances and she will be a perfect partner for you
on the dance floor. In addition she has done some novice training in
ballet and her teacher feels that she has some potential in this art.
Conclusions: I believe that Angelique has acquired the necessary skills
to acquit herself well as a lady in the highest circles. Permit me to
make one further observation. She is one of the happiest people I have
had the pleasure of working with and positively relishes her
femininity. I offer you my warmest congratulations on your upcoming
marriage and have every confidence that Angelique will prove to be a
loving and joyful wife.
Yours faithfully
Sophia Benoit
London
Angelique had been up early and was already dressed when Michelle came
into the kitchen for breakfast.
"Michelle you are not dressed yet," Angelique said in horror.
"I'll get dressed as soon as I have had breakfast," said Michelle with
a shrug of her shoulders.
Michelle was amused to see Angelique nibbling anxiously on a piece of
bread and playing with her serviette.
"Why are you wearing that dress?" asked Michelle indicating the cream
coloured frock Angelique had chosen.
"I wanted to look pretty for Charlie," said Angelique feeling a little
embarrassed.
"But it is such a light colour," said Michelle. "After our long train
journey that dress will have soot spots all over it"
"Oh no," cried Angelique, "Do I have time to change?"
"Of course you do," laughed her friend, "After all I'm not dressed
myself."
15 minutes later they met again in the sitting room. Angelique had
changed into a burgundy coloured gown with 3 tiers of lace, while
Michelle was much more practically dressed in a black skirt and a grey
blouse.
"Angelique you look wonderful, your lover will be enchanted," said
Michelle.
"Are you certain that we won't be late?" Angelique said anxiously.
"Calm down my dear Angelique," said Michelle soothingly. "It is a 20
minute ride to the station and our train does not leave for another
hour and a half. We can go downstairs now and be waiting when the cab
arrives if you like."
"Do you think that the dresses will be okay?"
"Yes Angelique the dresses are well packed and will not leave our side
throughout the journey. Come let us go down now."
They left the flat and waited just inside the courtyard. Angelique
paced up and down fretfully while Michelle sat placidly on a bench.
After a few minutes the cab arrived and the driver was sent upstairs to
fetch the trunks containing their clothes. The bag containing the
wedding dresses stayed right by Angelique's side. As Michelle had
predicted the trip to the station took 20 minutes and after buying
their tickets there was still an hour before the train left, which they
spent in the Ladies Waiting room. Eventually it was time to board the
train and fortunately Angelique and Michelle had a compartment to
themselves and Angelique was able to keep the case containing the
dresses on the seat next to her much to Michelle's amusement.
"The case won't run away, Angelique; you don't have to keep hold of
it."
"Oh I know, I'm just being silly," sighed Angelique as she let go of
the case.
Michelle laughed and gave her friend a hug.
"No my dear you are just behaving like all brides; nervous as a
kitten."
"I am nervous," admitted Angelique, "But when you have spent all your
life as an unhappy boy and be suddenly given the chance to be a girl,
well it takes some getting used to."
"You aren't a girl, you are a beautiful young woman and your husband to
be won't be able to take his eyes off you," said Michelle giving her
friends hand a squeeze.
The transition from train to boat went smoothly and Michelle and
Angelique were able to relax in their First Class cabin. A few minutes
after they had left port Angelique suggested that they go up onto the
deck and promenade.
"You just want to flash your petticoats in the breeze you naughty
girl," said Michelle sternly.
"Oh dear, am I that obvious?"
"Yes you are," said Michelle laughing at Angelique's crestfallen
expression. "Come on let's do it, the fresh air will do us good."
The fresh air did feel wonderful and many of the male passengers
enjoyed it as well, or at least they enjoyed the sight of two giggling
young women struggling to control their skirts.
It wasn't until the ship had docked and they had disembarked that
Angelique realised that she would have to go through Customs. She was
suddenly very nervous, but Michelle appeared unconcerned. Michelle
proved to be correct.
"And what brings you two young ladies to Great Britain?" asked the
official when their turn came.
"We are here for a wedding," said Michelle in a marked French accent.
"Enjoy your stay ladies," he said waving them through.
They were again fortunate in securing an unoccupied compartment for the
final leg of their trip to London. As they were passing through the
Kent countryside Angelique thought back to the last time she had made
this journey.
"It seems so long ago," she thought, "Literally another lifetime. Poor
Charles he was so unhappy, but soon he will rise to great heights and I
will be there to help."
Angelique felt a crushing nervousness as the train pulled into Victoria
Station and she had to take several deep breaths before she felt able
to descend from the carriage. She had just put down the precious case
that Michelle had handed to her when she felt a presence behind her.
She turned and stared at the young man in front of her.
"Charlie," she cried, before all other sounds were smothered as the two
embraced and kissed almost violently.
"My God, you look beautiful, you are beautiful Angelique," gasped
Charlie when their lips parted.
It was some time before they separated completely and remembered
Michelle. They apologised profusely to Michelle and she and Charlie
briefly embraced.
"Well it looks as though I am to call you Charlie now, you certainly
look the part," said Michelle with a wry smile.
"At first I found it hard to believe that the girl I knew was going to
live as a man, but now that I see you I must say that you look the
part."
Charlie's hair was cut quite short and styled in the typical fashion of
a young man. He was wearing a suit that had been cleverly designed to
hide his feminine curves and his chest was flattened. There was no
mistaking the powerful set of his shoulders.
"He looks much stronger than I ever did," thought Angelique as she
watched Charles effortlessly pick up the dress case and guide the
ladies towards the platform gate where a uniformed porter was waiting
with their trunks. A cab was waiting and Charles assisted the ladies to
climb in.
"Something else I need to adjust to," thought Angelique as she arranged
her skirts about her after Charles had lifted her up the two steps.
"Before I would have just leapt aboard but now it feels very satisfying
to be treated with such courtesy."
"I have booked us into a small and discrete private hotel near Regents
Park. I will of course have my own room and you two ladies will share a
large room. Your room has two beds and I think that you will find it
very comfortable. I hope that arrangement is satisfactory to both of
you," said Charles anxiously.
'Speaking for myself I would be very agreeable to sharing with my
friend," said Angelique.
"Angelique is the perfect partner with whom to share," said Michelle.
A few minutes later they pulled up outside a small hotel on a quiet
street. Charles quickly alighted and helped Michelle and Angelique
descend to the pavement in a gentle frou frou of skirts. Once inside
Charles strode confidently to the reception desk.
Angelique giggled when she heard him say "I have two rooms booked in
the name of Fenhaven."
Charles handed one of the keys to Angelique.
"I didn't want to use my own name or yours for obvious reasons and I
thought Westhaven was quite clever.I know you must be tired so I have
arranged for us to dine here in a private room this evening. I imagine
that you would like to freshen up beforehand."
Angelique giggled again.
"Charlie you of all people should understand the needs of ladies. We
will most certainly require need to remove the grime from our journey
and I will most certainly want to change my dress."
Charles gave a theatrical sigh.
"How quickly one forgets the ways of the fairer sex," he said.
"Well my darling, if I am to dine with my future husband I certainly
want to look my best. Do you not agree Michelle?"
"I completely agree," said Michelle firmly. "Charles you can always
wait for us in the bar."
Half an hour later they found Charles sitting at the bar nursing a
whisky and soda. Angelique was wearing a sleeveless silver coloured
evening dress with a low neckline. She was also wearing gloves which
reached above her elbows. A necklace of emeralds and matching earrings
completed the look. Michelle had also changed and she also wore an
evening dress of dove coloured silk. Charles jaw dropped slightly as he
looked at his future wife.
"Well darling shall we eat?" asked Angelique with a smile.
"Sorry, you both look so beautiful I was lost for words," said Charles
recovering well.
"So here is the plan I have made for the next two days," said Charles
as they were eating dinner.
"Tomorrow I have some business with my lawyers regarding the two
estates. It will require your signature Angelique but fortunately you
do not have to be there in person. I have the papers with me and we can
get Michelle to witness them. Maybe you two ladies could do some
sightseeing while I am engaged and we could meet in the park for
lunch."
"A very good idea," said Angelique enthusiastically; "what do you think
Michelle?"
"Oh yes I agree," she said in a rather vague manner.
"Is something bothering you Michelle?" asked Charles.
"Not really bothering me, but I can't help thinking how strange this
all is. Over two months ago a young man comes to my apartment and the
next day he has turned into a young woman. She in turn invites me to be
her bridesmaid because she is marrying my best school friend, who has
decided to live her life as a man."
Angelique frowned.
"When you put it that way I suppose it does sound a bit unusual," she
said.
Michelle hooted with laughter.
"You English have such a flare for understatement," she said.
They had now finished their meal and Michelle looked at Angelique.
"I think that we two ladies need to retire for the night or we won't be
capable of anything tomorrow," she said.
Angelique suddenly found herself yawning and shortly after she and
Michelle were in their room preparing for sleep.
"Sleep well sweet girl," said Michelle, giving Angelique a soft kiss on
the cheek; "One thing I can tell you is that your lover's telegram did
not lie; Charles is absolutely besotted with you."
The next morning after they had breakfasted together Charles went off
to the lawyer's office and Angelique and Michelle went walking in
Regents Park. As she strolled along Angelique thought back to when she
had been Charles and had walked the same paths on numerous occasions.
Then the walk had been brisk and purposeful, a man on a mission. Now as
Angelique the walk was a much more leisured affair. Angelique had
forsaken her narrow inner petticoat but retained the silk and taffeta
garments, so that she could enjoy the rustle and still flash the
occasional flutter of lace. She realised that she was seeing the
parkland, flowers and bushes as though for the first time and the
feeling filled her with a joy she had never known.
When Angelique and Michelle did tear themselves away from the pleasures
of their surroundings they spoke in French, which did produce some
interested glances from some of the people they encountered on the
paths. When one shifty looking man tried to insist that they needed to
buy a ticket from him to walk in the park Angelique spoke very sharply
to him in English and threatened to call the police. He scuttled away
with a look of surprise on his face much to the amusement of Michelle.
After another hour of gentle strolling they made their way to the
outdoor caf? where they were to meet Charles. He was there already and
had secured a table with a large umbrella to provide some welcome
shade. They had a simple but enjoyable meal and talked about their
mornings.
"Things are proceeding normally on the legal front," said Charles. "I
gave them the papers you signed so that is done with. How was your
morning?"
When they told him about the encounter with the fraudster Charles face
darkened with anger.
"I wish I'd been there," he said clenching his fists.
"Calm down Charlie," said Angelique, "it's not as though we were in any
danger and besides I'm not a delicate flower. I had to be resilient to
survive my boarding school."
"I know, it just makes me angry," fumed Charles.
"Well don't let it spoil a lovely day," said Michelle and the
atmosphere returned to its former cheerfulness.
After they had finished their lunch Michelle announced that she wanted
to spend the afternoon visiting a friend and so they all walked to the
nearest park gate where she was able to get a cab.
"You two enjoy yourselves, it's time you were alone together," she
called as the cab drove off.
"Well, shall we?" Charles smiled as he offered his arm to Angelique and
she eagerly took it.
"Angelique," Charles began awkwardly after they had been walking in
silence for a few minutes.
"Yes Charlie?" answered Angelique.
"Angelique I just want to say that if you don't want to go through with
this I understand. I'm asking so much of you and I'm worried that I'm
being unfair," he said with a rush.
Angelique at first looked astonished and then alarmed.
"Charlie what on earth are you talking about?" she said.
"I've asked you to give up being a man and I'm worried that is just too
much to ask of you. Look I really do love you and I want to marry you
very badly. Why don't you stay as a man and I'll be your wife?" said
Charles in a very agitated tone.
Angelique did not answer but she steered Charles to a vacant bench and
sat down close to him.
"Charlie," she said softly, "You are being a very silly boy. I am not
giving anything up; I have found something that I never knew I was
missing. Actually I have found two things; you and the delight of
living as a woman. Charlie, the last few weeks have been the happiest
in my life, a happiness I didn't think possible. I don't want to be
your husband Charlie, I want to be your wife. One of us has to be in a
dress for our wedding and one has to be in trousers. I bought the dress
of my dreams in Paris, so sorry Charlie but it's trousers for you.
After the wedding you can wear what you like."
"Oh Angelique I really, really love you," said Charles as he embraced
her.
"Now Charlie are you satisfied?"
"Yes Angelique completely satisfied."
"No more talk about you going back to petticoats?"
"No my dear, I'll leave that entirely to you."
"Good," said Angelique, "Because I intend to hold you to that. And now
if you are quite done with your silliness let's resume our walk."
Charles burst into laughter and gave Angelique another hug.
"Agreed, no more silliness my darling girl but I do have business to
discuss with you."
"I firmly believe that wives and future wives should take a keen
interest in their husband's business affairs, so I'm all ears," said
Angelique with a grin.
Charles shook his head in mock exasperation.
"Will you be as saucy when you are Lady Caroline?"
"Oh I expect so," said Angelique giving Charles arm a gentle pinch.
"Thank goodness for that; I'd hate to have a demure wife."
As they walked Charles began to outline some of his thoughts for the
future.
"Angelique are you comfortable to have the wedding in a week? It will
be very small and I don't think we should tell anyone except our
closest family and friends."
"Oh yes that is what I was expecting," replied Angelique.
"Good," said Charles. "I thought that we should all go up to the estate
tomorrow so you can settle in, meet some of the servants and see the
chapel. What do you think?"
"Well I do have concerns about the staff and how they will react to me.
After all it must be a very strange situation for them," said
Angelique.
"I fully understand that and I can assure you that there will not be a
problem. I have talked to the staff and while they were very surprised,
they were also very relieved that the estate will not be inherited by
my feckless cousin. They have all sworn to treat you with the utmost
respect and will guard our secret completely. They are good people and
very loyal. Minnie is my personal maid and we are quite close, so I
hope that you would be open to her being your maid; I know that she
would like to be."
"You have eased my mind Charlie. I am sure that Minnie will be very
helpful to me; I?m certainly going to need all the help I can get. What
about the rest of the staff?"
"The inside staff are all female. After Father died our old butler
retired and as there was only Aunt Clara and me it seemed unnecessary
to hire male servants. Mrs. Grant is the housekeeper and she too will
be very supportive. The outside staff, gardeners and my steward are men
and you won?t have as much contact with them but if anything they are
even more devoted to me and the estate."
"What about your Aunt Clara?"
Charles gave a short bark of laughter.
"Aunt Clara was both horrified and scandalised when I announced my plan
and she almost fainted with disbelief when she learned that you had
accepted. But do not worry; her fear of Cousin Percy inheriting
Westhaven is far greater than her bruised sensibilities. Basically she
is a kind woman, but I would advise you to stand up to her from the
very beginning. If you come across as assured and proud of your
position she will respect you."
"I?m sure that will be an interesting encounter," said Angelique drily.
"We can?t really talk about your family?s properties until the sales go
through, but is there anyone who you would like to retain?" asked
Charles.
Angelique thought for a moment.
"Because of our insolvency we are down to a skeleton staff and I don?t
think any of them would consider moving to the country. I would like to
give them a generous severance allowance for their years of service
under difficult circumstances and help them find a new position.
However there is one person I would love to see again and if she is
willing, I would like her to come to us. Her name is Collette Renaud
and she was the nanny to Charlotte and me when we were small. She left
us after my mother died and I think that she went back to France. Her
people were from a small village just south of Paris so it may be
possible to find her. She was wonderful to us and we loved her dearly."
"How would we use her?" asked Charles.
"Charlie I have an idea. I would like to organise a school for the
children on your estate so that they could get a really good education.
Collette is a trained teacher and she was only our nanny because she
loved my mother. What do you think?"
"I think you are the best person I have ever met. I?m sure that
Michelle will know how we can go about finding her."
"There is another thought I had about Collette," said Angelique
hesitantly.
"Go on."
"If we decided that we wanted to have children then she could be their
nanny," said Angelique, not wanting to look at Charles.
"Do you want children?"
"Well you would have to have them but then I could be their mother and
you their father."
Charles stared at her and then took a quick step forward and swept her
off her feet.
"I don?t deserve you," he said, his voice thick with emotion.
"Oh yes you do Charlie Fenchurch or Fenhaven, whatever you call
yourself. You deserve all the love I can give you."
Westhaven
The next day Charles, Angelique and Michelle travelled together by
train and eventually arrived at the small station of Westhaven. They
were met there by one of the estates coachmen who helped them aboard,
stowed the luggage and made sure that the curtains were pulled on the
windows to ensure maximum privacy. It was a 15 minute drive through
narrow hedge lined lanes and the scents of the countryside filled the
air. They passed through an imposing stone gateway and down a long
drive. After 5 minutes a large house appeared and they turned off the
drive and approached it.
"Is this your ancestral home?" asked Angelique in surprise.
"Oh no," Charles laughed, "This is the Dowager House where the mother
of the Lord lives. Our home is much bigger, but I thought that it would
be better if you and Michelle were here up until the wedding. Privacy
for the bride and all that. Charlotte will stay here too when she
arrives."
As the carriage pulled up at the entrance Angelique noticed 5 women
dressed in various uniforms waiting near the door. After the coachman
had assisted Angelique and Michelle down a middle aged woman in a plain
black dress stepped forward and curtsied respectfully, followed
immediately by the four younger women who wore maids? dresses.
"Good afternoon ladies and welcome to Westhaven. I am Mrs. Grant the
housekeeper and I will do my best to see that you are comfortable here
at the Dowager House. This is Minnie who will be your personal maid."
A young woman in her early twenties stepped forward and curtsied again.
"Doris here is the parlour maid and Annie is the chamber maid and
Gladys is the assistant cook. You will of course be dining at the main
house but I thought that you might prefer to have breakfast and the
occasional meal here, which Gladys will provide."
Three teenage girls stepped forwards and curtsied.
"Now," said Mrs. Grant "I will show you to your rooms and answer any
questions you might have."
They entered a spacious hall and Mrs. Grant led them up a broad
staircase to the first floor and along a corridor. She stopped outside
a door and opened it.
"This will be the bed chamber of Mademoiselle Michelle. I expect you
would like to freshen after your journey so I will leave you to do
that."
Mrs. Grant then guided Angelique to the room next door, ushered her
inside and followed her in.
"Mademoiselle Angelique may I speak plainly to you?"
"Of course," answered Angelique, who was not sure what to expect.
"I realise that you must feel in a very awkward and strange situation.
As far as the staff and I are concerned we are delighted that you are
here. We were surprised when Lady Caroline first outlined the new
arrangement but we quickly realised that it meant the survival of
Westhaven as we know it was assured. Westhaven is exceedingly dear to
us all and the thought of losing our dear Lady Caroline was too
dreadful to contemplate. Lady Caroline has explained your background
and I hope that you will not consider me impertinent when I say that I
think you are very brave and will be a splendid new Lady Caroline. I
can assure you of my full support and I look forward to working with
you and calling you My Lady."
Angelique felt her eyes water and she dabbed at them hastily with a
small handkerchief.
"That is very kind of you Mrs. Grant. You are correct, it is an
enormous adjustment, but I am confident I have made the right decision.
I will be relying on you a lot in the days ahead and it is very
comforting to have your support."
"I?ll send Minnie up to you, so she can help you unpack," said Mrs.
Grant as she left the room.
A few minutes later there was a timid knock at the door and in response
to Angelique?s call to enter Minnie came in and curtsied.
"Can I help you with anything Miss?" said Minnie respectfully.
"Yes Minnie, but I?d really like to talk to you first and I would
prefer it if you would sit," said Angelique indicating two armchairs
next to a small table.
"It doesn?t seem right for a servant to sit Miss," said Minnie looking
at the floor.
"I understand Minnie, but you are not just a servant, you will be my
personal maid, one that I will rely on a great deal. We will have a
very close working relationship and I want you to feel comfortable
around me."
"Thank you Miss," said Minnie perching on the edge of the chair.
"Minnie I can only guess at how difficult this must be for you. I know
that you were very close to Lady Caroline and to have someone usurp
that position, someone who is not even anatomically female, must seem
totally bizarre. All I can say is that I love your mistress very much
and would do anything for her and that includes living my life as a
lady, as her loving wife. I intend to do my very best to help your
mistress achieve her ambitions and be a credit to her. I need your help
Minnie, I need it very much."
Minnie looked up at Angelique and her expression was serious.
"Thank you Miss, thank you very much. I promise I will do my best for
you; you can count on me."
"Well Minnie I have a very important first job for you. I?d like you to
unpack my wedding dress and the two bridesmaid?s dresses. I have been
guarding them like the crown jewels and now finally I can relax. Don?t
worry about ironing them now, they?ll be lots of time in the next day
or two"
Minnie opened the case and carefully removed the first dress which was
wrapped in tissue paper which she slowly removed to reveal Charlotte?s
dress. Most bridesmaids? dresses of the period were white but Angelique
had decided that as this was an unconventional wedding the bridesmaids?
dresses would also be different. Charlotte and Michelle?s dresses were
both of a soft blush pink and Minnie carefully put them on a hanger in
the wardrobe. Finally she removed the wedding dress, removed the
covering paper and gently shook it out. She held it up and gasped.
"Oh Miss this is absolutely beautiful; you are going to be a lovely
bride. Don?t worry I will take very good care of it and of you also."
"I know you will Minnie."
After Angelique and Michelle had washed and changed their dresses they
went downstairs where Charles was waiting to take them over to the main
house for lunch and a meeting with her Aunt Clara. As the weather was
warm and sunny they went via the lawns and gardens and Angelique got
her first sense of the beauty of Westhaven. They passed a couple of
gardeners who touched their foreheads in greeting. Charles stopped and
had a few friendly words with them. They passed through a copse of
trees and there before them was Westhaven. They had come upon it from
the side and had a splendid view of the building and the large lake
that was situated to the front of the building. Westhaven was dominated
by four tall square towers at each corner. There were three stories,
each higher than the one below. Although over 300 years old the
building was very well maintained and the grounds, were not
surprisingly, in immaculate condition.
"We?ll go in the front entrance as I want you to get the best
perspective of our Great Hall," said Charles as they swung around to
the front.
Immediately Angelique was struck by the magnificent windows which
soared from floor to ceiling on the two top floors. They arrived at the
front door, a massive oak structure, which surprisingly opened
soundlessly and to the lightest of touches. When Angelique and Michelle
stepped inside they both gasped at the sight of the great hall. Unlike
most entrance halls which were at right angles to the front door, the
hall at Westhaven ran straight through from front to back like a
cathedral. The ceiling added to the cathedral like feeling as it
extended up to the third story and together with the great expanse of
windows gave the whole hall an unusual amount of light. The walls were
lined with portraits of rural scenes and various ancestors.
"Your portrait will be up there some time after our wedding," said
Charles as he noticed Angelique gazing at the pictures.
They walked past a grand staircase which led to the upper floors and
Charles turned down a broad corridor leading off the Great Hall and
paused outside an open door.
"Michelle, I think it would be best if Angelique was to meet my aunt
alone so if you would wait here I will return as soon as I have
introduced my soon to be relatives."
Angelique and Charles continued down the corridor to the end where
Charles paused.
"Aunt Clara is in the drawing room and after you have had a talk she
will bring you to the morning room where we will have lunch. Now
remember what I have told you and don?t be nervous," said Charles
noting Angelique?s look of apprehension. With a gentle push he
propelled her into the room. Angelique made an extra effort to be as
feminine as possible and was conscious of the swish of her skirts and
petticoats as she crossed the floor. A middle aged woman was seated in
a wing back chair at an angle to the door and as she heard Angelique
approach she rose in a smooth movement and advanced to meet her. Lady
Clara Westhaven was wearing an elegant ivory coloured high necked dress
in Chantilly lace and she wore her hair piled up onto her head.
Angelique curtsied respectfully and Lady Westhaven gave a small smile
and bow in return. She stood appraising Angelique for a few moments
before gesturing to a chair opposite hers. Angelique sat and arranged
her skirts in a manner that would have met with the approval of her
teacher Madame Benoit. This display did not go unnoticed by Lady Clara.
"Well Angelique I must say this is a little confusing for me. The last
time we met you were Mr. Fenchurch, now you are Angelique Boniface and
soon you will be Lady Caroline Westhaven. It is enough to make one feel
a little dizzy. During this period I however have remained Lady Clara
Westhaven."
Angelique was determined not to be intimidated by this sally.
"I agree it must seem terribly confusing for you but do remember that
for me it is also confusing. Now you are Lady Westhaven but after my
marriage you will become Aunt Clara," she said and smiled sweetly.
To her surprise Lady Westhaven laughed in a pleasant manner.
"Touch? Angelique, touch?. I am pleased to see that you have spirit;
you will need that and more in the days and years ahead."
She sighed and shook her head.
"I won?t pretend that I was not shocked and dismayed by my niece?s
scheme and frankly dumbfounded when you accepted. The scandal if this
ever became public is unimaginable."
She paused and then went on.
"However the prospect of a repellant distant cousin getting his hands
on Westhaven is even more unimaginable and horrible, so really I
suppose that puts me in your debt for agreeing to be my niece. All the
same I cannot for the life of me understand why you are doing it. You
have acquired a remarkably lady like poise in a very short time, but I
fear that you will find the reality of a life in petticoats to be
rather like penal servitude. Why on earth are you doing it?"
"Three reasons I suppose," answered Angelique. "The first is I love
your niece, soon to be my husband. Two the happiest times of my life
have been when I?ve been in petticoats and the third is that I have
been given the priceless opportunity of exchanging the life of an
ordinary man for that of an extraordinary woman. Why wouldn?t I do it?"
Lady Clara stared at Angelique in wonder and then did something
completely unexpected and out of character; she rose quickly, pulled
Angelique to her feet and hugged her.
After a moment Lady Clara released her grip and stood back.
"You?ll do," she said. "From now on call me Aunt Clara; I?m proud to
have you as my niece."
"Thank you Aunt Clara, thank you for your support and understanding. I
have one favour to ask of you and that is whether you would do me the
honour of walking me down the aisle. It would mean so much to me."
"Oh my dear girl, you take my breath away. It is I who would be
honoured to be your escort; thank you so much for asking."
She brushed a few tears from her eyes and then taking Angelique by the
arm she walked with her out of the drawing room to the morning room
where lunch and Charles and Michelle were waiting.
"That looks as though it went well," said Charles with a grin.
"It went very well Mr. Fenchurch and I?m warning you now that you had
better take very good care of this remarkable young woman or you will
hear from me," said Lady Clara sternly.
"Oh rest assured, I?ll treasure her for as long as I live."
After lunch Charles gave Angelique and Michelle a tour of part of the
estate. It was simply too vast to be seen in one afternoon but they did
get a sense of the grandeur of the land, its gardens, woods and fields
and of course the chapel where they were to be married. When they
returned it was time to dress for dinner. Angelique was assisted first
by Minnie who then went and helped Michelle. Their evening gowns were
silk and made by the most fashionable dressmaker in Paris and Angelique
was excited to show them off to Charles. Charles sent the carriage to
bring them to the main house and was there to greet them when the
coachman helped them down. He was wearing a typical dinner suit and
looked very dashing. They had a delightful dinner and their
conversation was helped by liberal amounts of some very fine wines.
Finally Lady Clara rose and turned to Angelique and Michelle.
"It is customary for the ladies to withdraw and allow the gentlemen to
enjoy their port and cigars. I am afraid that you will be a little
lonely this evening Charles but then it was your choice," she added
smugly.
Angelique and Michelle found themselves giggling uncontrollably as they
followed Lady Clara out of the room.
"Well," said Lady Clara when they were in the drawing room, "You have
the advantage of having been in each position Angelique so do tell us
which you prefer."
"Oh to be with the ladies of course," said Angelique whole heartedly.
"Yes," said Lady Clara, "Femininity does suit you. Perhaps this mad
idea will work after all.
That night as Angelique lay in her bed, dressed in a long silk
nightgown listening to the hoots of owls in the woods she thought to
herself ?in just a few days I?ll be sharing a bed with my new husband,"
and with that happy thought she fell asleep.
The next morning Angelique was woken by Minnie who had brought her a
cup of tea.
"Thank you Minnie, could you please return in 15 minutes to help me
dress."
"Very well Miss," said Minnie as she curtsied and left the room.
When she returned Angelique had completed her toilet and was waiting to
get dressed.
"What dress do you think I should wear this morning Minnie?"
Minnie returned from the wardrobe with a buttercup yellow dress.
"It?s a warm day Miss so I would recommend this one. It is a cool
cotton but also pretty."
"All my dresses are pretty Minnie; what is the point of wearing a dress
that is not pretty?"
"Quite right Miss, you have lovely dresses."
"How many petticoats do you think Minnie?"
"I think that two should be enough with this dress Miss. Do you have a
preference?"
"I must confess Minnie that I like my petticoats to rustle just a
little," said Angelique archly.
"Then I suggest a silk inner petticoat and taffeta on the outside."
"I?m sure that will be perfect Minnie, thank you."
A few minutes later Angelique stood before the mirror surveying the
results of Minnie?s work.
"Well Minnie do you think I?ll pass," she said, raising her skirt a
little to reveal a flutter of lacy petticoat.
"You look lovely Miss," said Minnie who was clearly pleased to have her
work appreciated.
When Angelique arrived in the morning room she found Michelle and
Charles already there eating their breakfast.
After greeting his fianc? with a kiss Charles asked her about
Charlotte?s arrival.
"She gets into London early this afternoon and I have arranged to meet
her at the Savoy. We?ll come straight back here this afternoon."
"Would you very much mind me not going?" asked Charles? "I have work to
do on the estate and I do hate going into the city."
"That?s fine," Angelique assured him, ?"Michelle and I can go early and
do some shopping."
"You had better get changed then," said Charles looking at Angelique?s
light dress.
"Why, this dress is so pretty?" said Angelique with a pout.
Charles laughed and said, "Oh Angelique I do love you; you have become
such a girl. That dress is very pretty but it will get covered in soot
from the train, you need a darker colour."
"Oh alright," said Angelique with a sigh and went up to her room to
change.
Michelle laughed and said, "She did exactly the same thing in Paris
before our trip home. I really think that she cannot help it; she is so
feminine."
Angelique and Michelle arrived in London with over an hour to spare
before they were due to meet Charlotte and they spent the time browsing
the high end shops in the area.
"Six months ago I would have hated to do this," said Angelique s she
and Michelle looked at a window display of dresses. "How silly I was."
"Well you are making up for it now," said Michelle with a smile.
"I can?t wait to go back to Paris; Parisian clothes are so much
prettier."
"What a good thing you bought so many," said Michelle drily.
The hotel had a special reception room where guests could greet their
friends and this is where they found Charlotte waiting. At first she
did not recognise Angelique and it was only when Angelique approached
and called her name that Charlotte reacted.
"Oh My God," she screamed as her hands flew to her mouth. "Charles, is
that you?"
"It?s not Charles now my sweet sister; someone else now owns that name.
I now go by Angelique but I will soon be Lady Caroline."
Charlotte started to cry and Angelique took her in her arms and
comforted her.
"Oh this is dreadful; you have done this all for me," she sobbed.
Angelique waited until Charlotte had calmed and then sat down beside
her.
"Now listen carefully my darling. If I had Aladdin?s lamp and could
make any wish I would not change a thing. I love being in dresses and I
swear I will never, never go back to wearing trousers. I feel that I
was born to be a lady like you and in a few days I will be. Now dry
your eyes and say hullo to my dear friend and your fellow bridesmaid
Michelle."
After hugs were exchanged it was time to travel back to Westhaven.
Fortunately the return journey went just as smoothly as the trip out
and when they alighted at Westhaven Station they found the carriage and
coachman waiting for them. Angelique watched with pleasure as
Charlotte?s eyes widened as the carriage made its way up the drive to
the Dowager House.
"This is where we are staying," said Angelique, "Just wait until you
see the main house."
Angelique took her sister up to her room accompanied by Minnie and
opened the wardrobe.
"Before we do anything else I want you to try on your bridesmaids
dress," she said.
Charlotte squealed with excitement and danced a little jig when she saw
it. She threw her arms around her sister neck in delight.
"Oh it is absolutely beautiful," she cried and immediately began to
take off the dress she was wearing.
Minnie lowered it over her head and began to do up the buttons at the
back. When she was done they looked closely at the fit.
"Will Miss Charlotte be wearing a corset?" asked Minnie.
"I think not," answered Angelique. "She is too young and besides her
figure is perfect as it is."
"In that case, provided she wears an extra petticoat, I think the fit
is perfect," said Minnie and the others agreed.
"Oh Charlotte you look beautiful," said Angelique sincerely.
It was true. The soft pink of the dress perfectly matched Charlotte?s
delicate complexion. The bodice was tight, accentuating Charlotte?s
small well formed breasts and the skirt with the two flounces of white
lace hung perfectly.
"I can?t wait till the wedding; I believe that I?ll die of excitement,"
cried Charlotte.
"Just two days dear sister, just two days," said Angelique feeling a
surge of excitement herself.
They realised that it was time to dress for dinner and Angelique had a
further surprise for her sister.
"I couldn?t resist getting you a couple of dresses from Paris
Charlotte. Perhaps you could wear one for dinner? I?ll wear one of my
Paris gowns as well so that we will match."
This of course resulted in more squeals and hugs before they parted to
dress for dinner. The three women met downstairs to await the carriage
and spent a pleasant few minutes admiring each other?s dresses. As soon
as the carriage pulled up at the entrance to the main house Charles
emerged to assist them alight.
"Charlotte, this is the new Charles, soon to be your brother and my
husband. I have no doubt that this Charles will make better use of the
name," said Angelique as she introduced them.
Charlotte made a pretty curtsey and Charles kissed her hand.
"Charlotte," he said, "I am delighted to meet you and I thank you with
all my heart for supporting us in our marriage."
They joined Lady Clara in the drawing room before going in to dinner.
Dinner was a very pleasant affair and was especially enjoyed by
Charlotte. She felt that for the first time she was treated like an
adult and her confidence grew as the evening went on. After dinner the
ladies once again withdrew leaving Charles with his port.
"Dear brother, sorry I mean sister, you have certainly become a lady,"
said Charlotte as the sipped coffee in the drawing room.
Angelique smiled and said, "And in two days I?ll be a Lady and a wife."
Back at the Dowager House Angelique and her sister spent a long time
together talking about their plans and hopes for the future and it was
well past midnight when they finally retired to their beds.
The Wedding
Despite swearing that she would not sleep at all Angelique was woken by
the gentle shaking of her maid Minnie.
"I thought that I should wake you Miss because it is such an important
day and you will want to savour every second. I hope that I did right
Miss."
"Thank you Minnie that was very clever of you; you did exactly the
right thing," said Angelique rubbing the sleep from her eyes.
"I brought you some breakfast Miss as I know that you won?t be going
over to the main house before the wedding."
"Oh Minnie you are a gem; I don?t know what I?d do without you."
Although she did not feel like eating, Angelique knew that she had to
have something in her stomach to give her energy so she nibbled on a
piece of toast and sipped her tea. To her surprise she felt some
appetite returning and managed another piece of toast with marmalade.
When she finished she lay back in the bed for a few minutes and then
slowly pushed herself up and got out of bed. She put on a satin robe
over her nightdress and walked over to the French windows that opened
onto a small balcony which had a lovely view over the estate. She
leaned on the stone railing and gazed at the scene lost in thought. Her
thoughts took her back over the last 3 extraordinary months and how far
she had come.
"Do I regret anything: am I having second thoughts? No, no and a
thousand time no. I have relished every moment and I?m sure that the
future will be just as enthralling," she told herself.
Just then she felt a gentle hand on her shoulder and she turned to see
Charlotte smiling at her.
"How are you feeling dear sister, nervous I expect?"
"Not nervous just tremendously excited. Charlotte I feel as though I am
on the brink of a strange and wonderful adventure accompanied by people
I love," said Angelique.
They stood together for a while enjoying the morning sun and view over
Westhaven before they were interrupted by a call from close by. Looking
to their right they saw Michelle on her balcony also dressed in her
nightwear waving to them.
"Imagine the scandal this would cause," called Michelle merrily; "Three
ladies in their nightwear disporting on balconies of one of old
England?s most famous family homes."
"Well," responded Angelique, "If I am to be a lady, which I am pleased
to be, I?ll be an outrageous one."
"I am relieved to hear it," replied Michelle.
They chatted for a while until they were interrupted by Minnie.
"Excuse me ladies, but it really is time you were getting dressed; you
don?t want to have to hurry."
"I?ve run you a bath Miss," Minnie said to Angelique when they were
back in the bedroom.
As Minnie had washed and styled Angelique?s hair the day before she was
careful to protect it as Angelique relaxed in the warm bath. After she
had dried herself she put on her short pantaloons and a silk shift
before Minnie helped her into her dressing gown.
"I?ll help Miss Charlotte dress first Miss, because she badly wants to
help you dress and I don?t want to run out of time. Another maid will
help Mademoiselle Michelle and then you will have 3 of us to get you
ready."
When Angelique drifted into Charlottes bedroom Minnie already had her
in her pantaloons and shift and was preparing her petticoats.
"I brought you something else from Paris dear sister, which you might
want to see before Minnie goes any further," said Angelique as she took
her hands from behind her back where she had been hiding three
beautiful petticoats.
Predictably Charlotte squealed with delight and crushed her sister with
another hug.
"I?ll be wearing exactly the same ones so we will match," said
Angelique. "They are very swishy so I do hope you like them."
"I love them," cried Charlotte "And knowing you will be wearing the
same sort makes it extra special."
Because Charlotte was not wearing a corset it did not take Minnie long
to get her dressed and just as she finished making the final
adjustments Michelle walked in wearing her bridesmaid dress. The two
stood together smiling and looking radiant.
"Now it?s your turn Miss," said Minnie as she led the three women out
to Angelique?s bedroom.
Angelique slowly removed her dressing gown.
"Will you be wearing a corset Miss?" asked Minnie.
"Yes Minnie, I want to look my very best, so go ahead and lace me in."
The corset was quite long and Angelique found that she had to carefully
position her unladylike genitalia to avoid severe discomfort, but at
least it gives me a realistically flat front. The corset was specially
made to give the illusion of breasts and Angelique was pleased with the
effect.
"Is that too tight Miss?" asked Minnie after she had hauled on the
laces.
"If your former Mistress could put up with it so can I," replied
Angelique.
She looked over her shoulder into a long mirror and admired how evenly
and neatly Minnie had managed the laces and the bow.
Next Minnie rolled white silk stockings up Angelique?s legs and
attached them to the straps hanging from the bottom of the corset. This
resulted in a delightful pull on the stockings that Angelique felt all
the way up her legs.
"Will three petticoats do Minnie?"
"Yes Miss that will be perfect. Which ones would you like?"
"The prettiest, frilliest and the most musical please Minnie"
Minnie arranged them carefully on the floor and Angelique stepped into
them while holding on to Charlotte and Michelle.
"All done Miss. I?ve woven the laces of your petticoats into the corset
laces so there is no chance of them coming loose. Now Miss are you
ready for your dress?"
"Oh Minnie I have been ready for weeks and I feared that this moment
would never come."
Minnie with the help of Charlotte and Michelle took great care in
lowering the wedding dress over Angelique?s head and down over her
petticoats.
"I?ll do you up at the back Miss and then we will arrange the skirt of
your dress over your petticoats."
As Minnie worked, Angelique could feel the dress gradually tighten
around her body, until the last button was in place and Angelique felt
herself in the grip of something wonderful. Minnie fussed with the
skirt and petticoats for a few minutes until she was finally satisfied.
During this time Angelique had made a show of keeping her eyes closed.
"You can open them now Miss, the mirror is right in front of you."
When Angelique opened her eyes and looked in the mirror she gave a
little scream and her hand flew to her mouth. The dress was absolutely
beautiful and quite unlike the typical wedding dress of the time. It
had a v shaped neckline, which although respectable was somewhat lower
than was customary. The bodice hugged Angelique?s chest and extended
down to the waist in a profusion of lace. The sleeves were tight and
ended in lace, which hung down several inches below the elbows. From
the fitted bodice the dresses skirt cascaded down in a waterfall of
silk and extended at the back in a train of several feet.
Both Charlotte and Michelle gasped in astonishment at the sight before
them.
"Angelique you are absolutely gorgeous "they both cried and then
giggled when they realised they had both said the same thing.
It was several minutes before some semblance of normality was restored
and of course it was Minnie who did so.
"Ladies perhaps you should consider going downstairs so you will be
ready when the carriage arrives."
"But Minnie you are not dressed yet," said Angelique smiling at her
maid.
"What do you mean Miss?" asked a clearly confused Minnie.
"Well you can?t come to the wedding dressed like that," replied
Angelique.
"But I?m not invited, I?m just the maid."
"Minnie next to my bridesmaids and my husband to be, you are the most
important person in my life; of course you are coming to the wedding.
And you are not just a maid; you are my personal ladies maid and I
can?t do without you."
"But I?ve nothing to wear," wailed Minnie.
Angelique nodded to Michelle who went to her room and returned with a
midnight blue dress on a hanger. It was of a quality that Minnie had
never personally experienced but had often dreamed about.
"We got your measurements from Mrs. Grant, who will also be coming, and
I had this made in Paris. I have also brought you two pretty petticoats
so let?s get you dressed," said Angelique.
Minnie collapsed in a flood of tears unable to fully comprehend what
was happening. Michelle and Charlotte took her in hand and swiftly
removed Minnie?s uniform and plain petticoats and replaced them with
her new finery. Finally she stood before the mirror still not believing
what she was seeing.
"I?ll never be able to thank you enough Miss," she sniffed.
"Not necessary," said Angelique briskly, "So stop crying; you can save
that for the wedding, where I expect I shall be joining you in tears of
happiness."
"Well ladies," said Michelle taking charge, "I think that we should all
go downstairs so we are ready for the carriage. Minnie, you walk with
Mademoiselle Angelique to stop her from falling down the stairs and
Charlotte and I will take care of her train."
The four arrived safely in the main hall where they found the bouquet?s
they would be carrying arranged on a table. Also there were flowers for
Angelique?s hair and her veil. A few minutes later a small carriage
arrived containing Mrs. Grant. She too had been given a new dress and
she seemed as overcome as Minnie had been. The coachman helped Minnie
aboard and they set off for the chapel. Ten minutes later a second and
grander carriage pulled by six white horses came around the driveway
and stopped at the front door. The only occupant was Lady Clara and
Angelique wondered whether there would be enough room for the four of
them considering the size of their dresses. It took the two bridesmaids
and the coachman to get Angelique aboard without spoiling her dress,
but once this was accomplished Charlotte and Michelle followed without
difficulty. The trip through the estate to the chapel was one that
Angelique would never forget. With each clop of the horses hooves she
realised that she was getting closer to her union with the love of her
life and the prospect thrilled her beyond measure. The small chapel was
in a secluded part of the estate in an open space surrounded by forest
and Angelique could not imagine a more romantic setting for her
wedding. The driver of the first carriage was waiting at the door and
after the ladies had been helped down and Angelique?s dress had been
adjusted for the twentieth time he indicated that all was ready for the
bride?s entrance.
"Are you ready my dear?" asked Lady Clara.
"Oh yes, I have never been more ready for anything," said Angelique as
she took Lady Clara?s arm.
The coachman opened the chapel door and as the organ began playing Jesu
Joy of Man?s Desiring, Angelique began the slow walk down the aisle.
The chapel was dimly lit but she could plainly see Charles and another
man waiting at the front with an elderly clergyman. Charles turned to
watch the progress of his bride with an expression of utter bewitchment
on his face. He was dressed in the typical morning suit and Angelique
thought that he looked incredibly handsome. She recognised the man by
his side as the steward of the estate, who had been Charles?s long
time mentor. Angelique had the feeling that she was outside her body
and that she was watching the procession from somewhere above and this
sense only ended when she arrived at Charles side and they gripped
hands. The clergyman peered owlishly at them over his thin spectacles,
took a deep breath and began.
"Dearly beloved we are gathered here today ....."
Angelique was in a daze throughout these preliminaries and was only
aroused when she heard Charles declare "I do," in a firm voice.
"Caroline, Catherine Westhaven do you take this man Charles Fenchurch
as your husband, to love honour and obey, in sickness and in health
until death do you part?"
Charles appeared to hold his breath as he waited for Angelique?s
response.
She slowly turned to fully face him and said, "Yes, oh yes I really
do."
"Then I pronounce you man and wife. Mr. Fenchurch you may kiss your
wife."
Charles carefully lifted Lady Caroline?s veil and then lips met in a
long tender kiss.
When they adjourned to the vestry to sign the wedding register Charles
distracted the clergyman allowing his wife to sign next to Charles
Fenchurch and then he did the same thing in Lady Caroline?s name.
"Oh Charlie I?m really your wife," said Lady Caroline as they left the
chapel.
"Are you sure you would not prefer to be my husband," Charles asked
anxiously.
"Oh no my darling not in a thousand years; I would much rather be your
wife and be a naughty girl."
"Are you going to be a naughty girl?" asked Charles with a grin.
"Oh I do hope so Charlie."
Photographs were taken outside the chapel, which took quite a long time
even though the bridal party was so small. Charles took Caroline for a
short walk along one of the smooth forest paths with Charlotte holding
her train.
"You look absolutely beautiful Carrie and I love your dress," whispered
Charles.
Caroline giggled and said "Would you like to wear it Charlie; I?m sure
we could get it adjusted to fit you."
"No my darling I?ll happily leave the wearing of dresses to you. You
are very good at it, much better than I ever was."
They returned to the chapel where the carriage was waiting and Caroline
squealed with delight as Charles lifted her effortlessly aboard. When
they reached the front door of the main house Charles reached up and
took Caroline in his arms and carried her through into the great hall
while all the servants formed a line of honour and cheered loudly. The
wedding party went into the dining room where they began with long
flutes of well chilled Champaign and a detailed discussion of the
wedding ceremony. After they were all well lubricated they were called
to the table where a wedding dinner was served. Soup, followed by fish
and the main course of tender lamb cutlets and vegetables from the
estates owns gardens were the features. Once the plates were empty
there remained the traditional cutting of the wedding cake. Before that
however Charles tapped his wine glass to get everyone?s attention.
"Ladies and gentlemen I believe that it is traditional for the groom to
make a speech at the wedding dinner and I do not intend to disappoint
anyone. Thank you all for being here for my wife Caroline and me; your
support means the world to us. I can vividly recall making my proposal
to Caroline and as I did so the full madness of my offer struck me,
such that it was difficult to proceed. To her eternal credit Caroline
treated me with courtesy and appeared to treat my idea seriously. I
requested an answer within 48 hours. My aunt will tell you that those
48 hours were the longest and most tense I have ever experienced. I
knew that really there was no chance of her accepting but hope, even in
dire circumstances does not disappear easily. The answer, when it came,
shocked me to my core. After telling me that my proposal touched the
confines of lunacy my darling said that she had every intention of
becoming my wife and that the very absurdity of the proposal was
instrumental in her acceptance. I think that this was the ideal start
to our relationship you have seen today culminate in our marriage. I
ask you all to charge your glasses and drink a toast to my adorable
wife, Lady Caroline Fenchurch."
The speech was greeted with loud cheers and warm applause. As soon as
the noise died down there came another tapping on a glass and all eyes
turned to Lady Caroline.
"Ladies and gentlemen," said Caroline, ?I believe that it is
unconventional for the bride to make a speech, but as I fully intend to
be an unconventional lady I suppose it is appropriate. I echo Charlie?s
thanks to all of you for your support; you have all been truly
wonderful. I will do my best to live up to the traditions and standards
of Westhaven and to do that I will need to lean on you all to help me
in my unfamiliar role. Finally I want to give my very deepest thanks to
my dear husband, who I love more than life itself. I am still not sure
what Charlie saw in me but I will do my very best to be the sort of
wife he deserves."
After the cutting of the cake they all went through to the ballroom,
Charlotte sat at the piano and Charles led Caroline in their first
dance as husband and wife. After all the practice in Paris Caroline
easily assumed the female role in the dance. Gradually the evening
wound down and Charles found himself escorting his new bride to the
master bedroom. He opened the door, scooped her up and carried her into
the room, closing the door firmly with his foot. Their first kiss alone
was long and sensuous and they both found their excitement mounting.
"Er Carrie, I?m afraid to tell you that I am somewhat inexperienced in
these matters," said Charles with great embarrassment.
"Don?t worry my love I will be very gentle," said Caroline soothingly.
"If you don?t mind I wish to keep my beautiful dress and petticoats on
for our first intimacy but I would love you to be naked."
Deliberately taking her time Caroline began to undress her husband.
Finally she unwound the tight garment that bound Charles breasts and
watched as they dropped and hung as small perfect orbs. She leant
forwards and gently kissed them causing her husband?s body to quiver.
She took him by the hand and led him over to the bed. Carefully
arranging her dress she lay down on her back and beckoned Charles to
climb onto the bed and kneel over her so that her husband?s vagina was
just over the top of her face.
Smiling up at him Caroline said, "My love, you originally promised that
our union would be purely a business arrangement, so please spread your
legs a little. Yes that?s good, now you are truly open for business and
I am going to make my first deposit."
And with that Caroline reached up and delicately licked her husband?s
clitoris which caused him to utter a most unhusband like squeal.
Squeals were followed by moans, gasps and even little screams which
went on a long time into the night. Business had never been better or
more enjoyable.
The End