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The Reason Why Im (and Probably Many Are) Attracted free porn video
I think the main reason i came here and registered to post stories was to tell this exact one, which i hope will shed some light from a different angle onto the whole topic, which, as you know who read my previous, my deepest kink... bestiality.
As much i was excited and turned on so much by just the thought the act and the fact that its such a huge taboo, ive never seen and never heard any discussion about the "why"s and "how"s about it. Why people get turned on by that so much, and what brings them to... actually try it.
My view id like to share here is based entirely on converstaions ive had with people who were practicing regularly, regardless of age and relationship status. Usually i found it hard for some reason to talk about this with men (though ive enjoyed some fun roleplays with them), soo... the deepest conversations ive had about it were with women, many of them who were happily married. In some cases their husbands knew about it, in other cases they didnt.
As i was (and still pretty much am) a curious person, i wanted to know more than the... you know, the usual things. I wanted to know more than "oooh, tell me how it feels", or anything connected to the sheer physicality. (Men reading this, dont worry, this story will actually contain LOTS of physicality too :P ).
But before i tell more, ill have to state that anyone ive talked with and anyone im mentioning here found out their attraction... "naturally". And what i mean by that is, they werent forced, blackmailed or tricked into it in any ways (even though those are all huge kinks of mine i love roleplaying), their acts were always consensual. Bestiality has a much deeper and darker side that i hope i dont have to get into in detail. During my "research" thats been going on for years ive, ive heard some really bad stories from people ive taked to, but those arent the ones id like to share.
The reason im sharing here is because even though the wonders of the internet (you can pretty much find anything you wish in this topic, there are free chat sites to share thoughts on and to roleplay, videos, pics, etc), i havent really found anything more than some... you know... "stress release material" that you watch when youre really stressed out, frustrated and need to cum.
Dont get me wrong, i was never expecting a science essay about bestiality, but id welcomed some insights on this. And also... even though i had fun on forums and chat sites, i still found it hard to express my thoughts in person. Im still looking to get some bravery to share these thoughts with someone i know in person, but im just too afraid to do it, feeling like id risk everything. Im just too afraid from the thought of what people would think of me if the word got spread around.
And dont get me wrong, this is not a piece written to lure anyone into it - its meant to be some help for people who are already attracted to it and having difficulties exploring and relieving their desires and fantasies.
With that out of the way, here is what ive found out.
Welcome to the inner parts of my brains.
First of all, i think you would be surprised if you knew how many women are turned on by the thought of bestiality. And i dont just mean "turned on", the better expression to use here might be "getting soaking wet for it".
And maybe i can give you the reasons why.
This doesnt sound evident, as its not written on womens faces (luckily), and sooo so few of them can become open enough to talk about it. Even on an anonymous chat site, where literally 0% of people know who you really are. The taboo of bestiality is just so strict that no one is risking telling it to anyone. At least not easily. I found that women who were into it, usually admitted way "worse" kinks first, before admitting they were just insanely turned on by bestiality (once ive told them i was too).
Dont get me wrong, i dont judge any kinks (and i mean literally any of them). Until its only your imagination and fantasies (and as long as its not hurting anyone), people should feel free to discuss. Whatever it might be.
In like exactly 100% on all adult chat sites you get immediately banned for posting pics/gifs or even just mentioning bestiality, even in "sign language". You have no idea how much i got banned. Like 100+ times at minimum. I get the idea why, though, free adult chat sites usually have some sort of sponsors or ads to help the site running, and they obviously dont wanna see taboo stuff. But in my opinion, it should be at least tolerated. One of my ideas if i happen to become a billionaire is to run a free adult chat site without ads and creating a much liberal environment, but... doubt it will ever happen. But ill definitely let you know if it does.
The point is: once ive posted anything (text or pics or gifs) that slightly resembled anything close to bestiality, my inbox like... exploded. I mean literal explosions. Sometimes my browser had a hard time dealing with 50+ private meassages in just a few seconds. And the majority of them were female.
I found that proportionally much more women have this kink than men do. If you have like... lets say 500 friends on facebook (men and women 50-50), there is like almost a 100% chance that you have more than one friends between them who have this kink. All of them women. Its just not written on their faces and they wont ever tell you. Also, please dont take this as an invitation to text every friend you know on facebook and spam their inbox with beast gifs. Unless its mine haha.
I was always the kind of woman i think who had so much... oestrogen in her body. People are born with different bodies and they work differently too. Some womens body produce more, some womens produce less.
I think my hormone levels were (and still are) over the roof. Most of the time i feel horny and aroused, i need to release my stress daily, and if i dont get to, i can be really annoying. I always have tons of cramps and pain when im about to have my period, and when i do, im like... insanely horny. I can barely keep myself together to function during a workday. I never had the chance to find out (its not like im planning to have children and family yet), but im 100% sure im insanely fertile, and... well, obviously i have a breeding fetish too, but... thats for another story. I have a very submissive side, and love the thought of being dominated, owned and just used like a toy.
And i think i know the reason why.
Bear with me: i think us humans are still the raw, instinctive animals who we were like hundreds of thousands of yeras ago. We just had a tiny thin layer of civilization painted on ourselves during the last 5-6000 years. But those few thousand years are exactly nothing in the eyes of evolution. Just because we built ctiies, scoieties and learnt how to live within them, we didnt get rid of our deepest, most primal, animalistic instincts.
Oh no we didnt.
They are still pretty much alive, and they are still influencing our thoughts, our behaviour, and... last, but not least of all: it influences what gets us turned on and aroused. What gets you excited is purely determined on your deepest animalistic instincts.
As a deeply feminine person, i feel it affecting me every day, every minute, no matter the situation. All of my kinks come from my deepest instincts: i want to mate, to reproduce, i want to get bred, owned, and feel protected at all times. This is one of womens deepest evolutional drives. We want to make sure our species grow. We want to make sure our species evolves. And we want to make sure that our offsprings be genetically superior, and that they are brought up healthy, and have better genes, and better chances to reproduce.
I wont say anything else is bull***t, but in my case, anything else is bull***t. This is my strongest, deepest instinct. Even though i have a lot more kinks, this will always be my strongest driving force.
I want to feel loved, owned, dominated and taken care of, probably because evolution made sure that ill choose the most alpha, most dominant and most caring male who seems like being able to provide that for me and our offsprings. Remember, this drive comes from almost 500.000 years ago, and back then we had no cities built, we had no tap water, no gas stove, no heating, we didnt even had anything close to what resembles a wooden tent, we had no society, no countries with social reforms, nothing. Instead we only had our two hands, cold winters, natural enemies, and like a million ways to die. Our best chance was to find the male who looks fit enough to protect us from natures every threat and breed like crazy, because even if we did, only every 1 or 2 of our children out of 10 will make it to its teenage years.
Now we do have infrastructure, societies, shops to buy food from (much easier than hunting for it for example), our natural enemies are living separated from us, we have medicines for illnesses, we are rarely threatened by anything at this point. So, as many women do: ill probably get married to a much less alpha male, who looks handsome and is funny (and kinky and depraved as hell, i hope).
But the drive is till there. I still feel it. It gets me turned on for stuff id never imagine i will find hot and arousing.
Ill let all that to sink in.
And now... women (also men, but it will be harder for you to admit it boys). Please put your hands on your heart and tell me honestly, if you have ever seen anything more dominant, masculine, strong, owning and primal than a... hung, veiny, meaty, 25", fat tipped, throbbing horse cock.
I know that was shocking to read so suddenly after my PhD essay, but bear with me. Im not asking whether it turns you on or not, im asking whether it gives you the impression that its owner is massive, strong, masculine and dominant, or not.
And im pretty sure it does give you the impression. At least it surely did for me. You dont really have to have a female body that produces gigatons of oestrogen for that.
The first time ive seen it, the first time ive seen a hung, erect, veiny, throbbing equine cock, i was in heat instantly. Like deep down in my core. It gave me feelings ive never had when i looked at human cock, it was nowhere near it. Im pretty sure it made my next period coming before it was due, like i literally felt my body wanted to hurry up to produce fertile eggs for that massive beast.
My deepest evolutional drive, my most primal instinct is to have the best, most fit, most alpha male filling up my insides to the brim, owning me. And i couldnt imagine anything more fit, more alpha and more dominant. Nothing. No human male could ever come close to that size, that level of masculinty. This would be the time im asking you to search for a pic where women treat equine cocks (i mean only if its your kink, and if you want to know why).
Not even hardcore interracial porn comes even close to it.
I felt so much heat like my body was about to melt, my brains were definitely did though. I was a salivating, soaking, ovulating, fertile piece of squirming mess. It was just me, my hormones and that fat, musky, chewy horse cock meat. And nothing else.
Again: you have no idea how many women are actually turned on for this. More than youd imagine.
And once i had talked about this with other women, some of them who had actually tried it, told me there are so many women who get helplessly addicted to it. Its no joke, like heroine addiction, there were not one women who told me they had literally lost their desire, and could never feel turned on and satisfied by men anymore. Even if they were married. Its strange and shocking, usually unsatisfied married women tend to cheat with other men, but many of them keep horse cock dildos at home, and watch tons of bestiality, women submitting to insanely hung equine cocks, making them cum, just to try and keep tehmselves satisfied and sane. Just like i do. And i dont even know whether that qualifies as cheating or not, but many women had to find ways around their marriage to feel satisfied. Some of them were brave enough to reveal their kink to their hubbies and roleplay together, some of them had to find other ways around - you will find them on chat sites. There are much more than you can imagine.
If you havent seen a horse cock cumming before, i highly recommend you do (you know... if thats your kink), and you will see what im talking about. That intensity, the way their muscles flex, its just insanely sexy and arousing. The way their cum bursts from their fat tip, imagining how it would splatter all over my uterus... fuck... it just gets me soaking wet.
Once youve seen that at least once, youll probably have at least some vague idea why women feel attractad to it and sometimes get helplessly addicted too.
Once i did, i literally felt my ovaries twitching like crazy, like they do when im about to get into my most fertile period. I felt like i wanted to be fertile for him. I wanted him to just own me, to spread my womb open and just fuck me into pregnancy. I wanted him to get me pregnant.
I know it sounds silly, and its physically impossible, but your gut feelings and your deepest imagination have no boundaries.
Thats why i love roleplaying so damn much.
I mean like my top 10 sexual experiences are all roleplays, all 10, none of them had any real physical contact with men, just tons of depraved, lustful, taboo things like this. This is literally my deepest, hottest, soaking wet dream: i want to marry a fat, sweaty, drooling, throbbing, insanely hung, potent, meaty horse cock and i want him to just impale me, fuck my brains out and fill my fertile womb with his rich potent sperm. And get me so heavily pregnant. Even right now im fucking soaked for the thought.
Oh, by the way: their potency.
Im not sure where ive read, cant remember it clearly, but we know that men usually have around 300 million cells in their entire loads on average. Horses have like close to a billion in a single drop. The types who are kept for breeding sometimes have loads so thick you can literally chew on them and make you feel your teeth stuck together.
And things like these, these insane thoughts can bend my brain and turn me instantly into that fertile, squirming, soaking wet mess.
Even looking at their heavy, swaying, fat balls get me into unbearable heat. Everything about horse cocks and testicles are just making clear they are built to own, to fuck, and to just breed.
And i cant tell you anything that feels more fit for breeding in my eyes.
Dont get me wrong, i get so drooling wet for other kinks, i love the thought of... you know, "regular" breeding too, but... just not as much as what ive described above.
Oooh, okay, its getting harder and harder for me to type with one hand, so ill better finsih this here.
But im sad to say, im not even near halfway of what i have left to tell. -->
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