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Amber, Dear Diary, Day 216
Dear Diary,
Good Morning today is Wednesday, day 216, and I am still trying to find the job position that I want in the Administrative Office of an company and not a job position that the companies wants me to start at. My parents have been at me to go back to school and get my associate degree in business administration. But, the problem is that I do not want to go back to school right now and I do not want to start off in the mail clerk or any other basic office position. As you know I have been offered a job as a mail clerk and other similar positions in the last few months and I turn them down because it is not the position that I wanted. I think it is due to my stubbornness, that I will not take any position I do not want. There is one thing I can say from my stubbornness; today is my seventh job interview since the beginning of June and since my office job I was doing after school went away near the end of the school year. Diary, to get an job that is what I want, I will do just about anything to get this job, I will even be willing to work naked everyday and even agree to be naked at all the company functions, this is how bad do you want this job at my wanted job position, administrative assistant. Even if the country has been getting more liberal after two or so decades going conservativeness, I can not see any company allowing me to work for real. But, if asked what would you be willing to give to this company to get this position and if I have the nerves to say it, I do think that I could be that desperate to get the job I want. Back to the real world, even if I had the nerves to say it, I didn't expect to be taken seriously and I would expect to be shown the door and told never to come back and I would have to move out of town. Anyway, I still have a job interview in a few hours at 1pm, it is now 10:23am and I still have not gotten dressed or eaten yet, I am still dressed in my birthday suit. As you know that I do not like to wear clothes when I do not have to around the apartment by myself. This could be why, deep down, I would like to be like this at work and to live everywhere in the nude where you do not have to ever get dressed if you wish not to. Boy, I am in a dream world. Oh no, I got to get going now, talk to you later. Wish me the best of luck. Bye for now.
Same day, time 5:32pm, diary, and I am in the Wendy's parking lot eating dinner, you would not believe it, today I was offered the job that I wanted to get without going to school. I GOT IT!!! But, you would not believe it if I tell you what I will be wearing at my first day on Monday and for the following days after that, NOTHING. After I opened my big mouth during the interview, I actually said the word "I will be willing to work at this job, naked and at all company functions". After I said that, there was a long silence and then the five people giving me my interview didn't say anything to me. While I was waiting for the next question or what I was expecting to be shown the door after my outburst, but the unexpected happened, I was asked another question about my last answer. "Ok, you say that you are willing to work here in the nude as well at functions ", "I and I sure that everyone else here would like to know if you are serious about your last answer". "If you were not serious, we will not hold it against you and we can proceed with the interview as we were. Now, if you were serious about working here naked, please stand up and to the desk near the door and remove all of your clothes and place them on the desk neatly as you would at home". I remember that my heart was going an million miles a minute and I was now given an out on my stupid situation I got myself into. What I did next, I still cannot believe what I did. I got up where I was sitting and walked to that table and started to remove my clothes. The only thing I was thinking was that I must remove my clothes in the same matter I would at home. There I was taken off my shoes and socking, then my dress and underwear and before I know it, I was walking back to the chair naked. The reactions of the interviewers were surprised, amazed and stunned. What I was expecting, was to be asked to get dressed and for them to call security to escort me out of the business. What I didn't expect was for them to ask more questions as if I was fully dressed as before my stupid answer. Then I got the question that brought back the fact that I am now dressed a little different then I was when I got here. Amber, it looks like you were serious about obtaining employment with us as an administrative assistant and you would desperately would like to be able to work clothes free in the work place and at locations that the company might get together after work and weekends dressed like you are now. We were talking about your situation while you were removing your clothes, and we decided to grant your request to work naked in our company. Now, we have some more questions for you, please about your request to be naked. Would you like to be able to wear clothes every so often or due you want to sign an contract written by our lawyer that states that your employment here going to be tied to your promise to be naked at all times within the company building and at functions that we request that you should wear clothes to. I can remember what I was thinking was I must go all out on this, I said that "I would like to sign an contract that requires me to be naked at all times within the company and all other places the company want me to be at." Then I was asked to step outside the Conference Room and told to sit in one of the chairs that are against the wall. The wait was close to 30 minutes, but no one come walking through the hallway while I was in there. Then the door opened and I was asked to comeback into the room. I want to introduce you to Gale, she is your lawyer that works in the building next door and was kind to write up a contract and go over it with you, if you would like. What am I suppose too due after agree to be in this situation, I said "yes". Then I was going over the paper work that will tie me to my promise of working in the raw. It basically said, that I am going to be naked in front of an lot of people in here and there is no turning back, now since I have just signed my work clothes goodbye. Next they had me sign my normal new employment paperwork and told me that I my pay will be at $10.40 an hour and I will be working an 40 hour week with an 30 minute lunch break. Plus, the business hours are from 9am to 5pm. After all that I was told that you know that we not always get visitors in the back administrative office, sometimes we do and you might come across visitors while you are walking from office to office or doing normal work. I know you have already have signed the contract, it can still be canceled if you want it to. The answer I said was "I know that I will be bare naked in front of many and many people some may not want to see me naked. That is what I will be, I have made my decision and I am thankful that you are going to let me work clothes free here. I do have an question about my clothes that I take off when I come into the building, can I have an locker installed for me to place my clothes into when I am not wearing them. Of course, Ms Johnson, we will have a locker installed for you. We would like for you to start at 9am this Monday morning if that is ok with you. I said sure. Now, I would like you to be introduced to your new immediate supervisor, Mrs. June Carter. Just then one of the three females that were at the interview with me, was standing up. Hi, Amber I am June and I will be working with you in the office. If it is all right with everyone else I would like to take Amber to our new office and for her to meet the rest of the office and show her around the company. The head interviewer said, Ms. Johnson welcome to the company and we are looking forward to many years with our company. There I was walking out of the Conference Room without my clothes and I do not know when I can pick them up again. Oh, Amber. I then turn around to look back, the other guy, I now know is the CEO of the company, told me that my clothes will be brought up to my new desk, where I can grab them before I leave today.
After the interview was done, June said to me that she would of never through in a million years that there would be someone that would want and ask to what you agree to here, you have a lot of guts to stand behind your word after what you said in the interview. She then talked to me on the way to my new office that even after the Supreme Court overturned the indecent exposure law and other several similar laws, the lawyer was talking about, you can still get into sticky situations with the police and some people that do not like the free openness that is going on everywhere in the country. I need to ask you before you get to the office and come in front your new coworkers that do not know that you will be dressed like that, do you feel confident in your decision to not act embarrassed. What I said is "June, embarrassed? Of course I am a little embarrassed and scarred of what I am doing, but I am very stubborn and when I make a decision not mater how crazy or silly it is, I will go through it as long as it doesn't hurt anyone or cause any damage if possible. All she could say is that I am very strong person. The only thing I was thinking was that I cannot believe after all of this I got the job, and it is the job that I wanted. The only thing I would of never thought would happen is I am in a few seconds going to step into an office that I will be working at for sometime for the first time with my coworkers dressed like this. I think I have an ok body; I am not ashamed of it, and I was right about it this morning and I have written in this diary, in the past that I do not like wearing clothes. If it was my decision I would go everywhere like this. Here it is my new office, in there were two of the coworkers that I will be working with, after they both got an great look at all of me, I was introduced to them, the first person with his eyes out of his head is Mike and the other is Sally. June explained to them that this will be the only thing that they will ever see me wearing here and the company has granted her wish to work naked at all times and will be like this at most command functions. Then she informed them that the company is changing the dress code for everyone at the company to clothing optional with the small exception for Amber, who is required by an legal contract requested by her to be naked for her entire employment here. After she showed me my new desk and where my clothing locker will be moved to tomorrow and is ready for me on Monday. She then showed me the rest of the offices in the building with the similar reactions, some mild and some wow. But, it went very well since the last time I was dressed was at 1:43pm this afternoon and it is almost 4:30pm now. She showed me the lunchroom and some of the other spaces in the building and then we were back into my new office and she showed me her office. Then she said to me again, welcome aboard again and your clothes are on my desk for you to take with you to the exit near where you parked. Have a great night and a great weekend and I am looking forward to seeing you on Monday. See you later.
There I was walking alone again in the building naked and alone heading to the exit door to get dressed again. All I can think about is what just happen this afternoon and did it really happen. Now I have to make a decision if I am going to get fully dressed, just throw on my dress and shoes or head out the door as I am right now. Maybe next week, I just throw on my dress and shoes and put my underwear and stocking in my purse and headed out the door clothes again. On the drive to here in the Wendy's parking lot, I was looking at my decision I made today and how this decision will alter or change. In the past I couldn't get the urge to be naked around my family and friends, even if I wanted to strip off all my clothes and be naked. The earliest I can remember when I started wanting to be naked was in Junior High School. I just kept this urge to myself, I just was too scared and nerves to be naked with my brother and sister seeing me naked. And I didn't know how to tell my friends I do not want to wear clothes. Now I need to reevaluate my clothing arrangements. People are going to be seeing more and more of me then before today. Was the last thing I was thinking about?
Same day, time 6:24pm, diary, I just sat down on the soft couch after I have removed the two items that I had on. The question is what will I tell my family and friends after I tell them that I will be working naked and it was my choice. Have a good night diary I am overwhelmed by what happen today. I will put you down until tomorrow. Love you Diary. A
Amber, Dear Diary, Day 217
Dear Diary,
Thursday, day 217, diary, I can say that today wasn't as eventful as yesterday. I didn't leave the house at all today and remained naked even when my Mom was here. Last night I just couldn't get myself to call my parents or my friend Carrie and tell them what had just happened. So, about 10am, I called my Mom and asked her if I could come over or she would like to come over here so we could talk. She asked me if I am pregnant, I told her no. Then she told me that she would be there in within 30 minutes or so. Before I called her I was thinking about getting dressed in something and then remove them when I start telling her the events that happen during the interview and the walkthrough the company afterwards. Some point during the talk with her I made the decision to open the door like this and to spend the entire time naked. It didn't take very long for her to get here. She is at the door here goes nothing.
The reaction I got was like a big wow on her face. I see what you like wear around here when no one is around. So, what do you want to talk to me about? Yesterday I found my position and job that I wanted to get ... Go, on sweetie. I will be starting on Monday morning ... Amber, is there something you are not tell me? Yes ... Ok, just say it. I have agree no I requested to be required by an contract that I will be completely naked everyday while I am in my new job building and I also requested to be naked at all or most of the functions if allowed nudity. Mom, only said, WHY IN THE WORLD WOULD YOU DO THAT? I HATE WEARING CLOTHES MOM! THERE IS SO MANY TIMES IN SCHOOL AND AT MY OFFICE JOBS AFTER SCHOOL AND EVERYWHERE ELSE I JUST WANTED TO GET THAT CRAP OFF MY BODY!
Then she put her arm around me and told me it is ok if I do not wish to wear clothes at times. Mom, what I am trying to say, is I wish to only wear clothes when I only have to, maybe a jacket when it is too cold outside to bear and shoes at times.
I need to ask, what prompt you to ask them to require you to be naked at work? I was worried that this interview was going the same as the others and I would be offered a job in the office that I did want. So, you were offered jobs before this one? Yes, three times. The first job I was offered and I turn down was as a mail clerk and two as an office clerk. She asked, so what did you say to them? I said I would be willing to work at this job, naked and at all company functions and then when I was being questioned about that answer. I asked to be required to be naked at the company and at all/most of the functions. Mom, the crazy thing is if I had to do it again, I would want to due the whole interview like this.
Amber, I had the sense that you didn't like clothes, but I never thought a million years that my daughter would strip naked in front of strangers and act as if you are fully clothed. Am I right about that? Yes you are. I have to say that I am proud of you for sticking to your guns when you said what you did.
Have you told anyone else about this yet? No, I didn't know how to tell Carrie yet. What I am nerves about, is telling Dad and my sister Marie and brothers Tony and Mark.
Ok, do you want to tell them today? Mom, I would like to spend the rest of the day by myself to think about everything that has just happened. Maybe tomorrow I could go to the house and to call Carrie. Mom, if that is ok with you? Sure sweetie.
If this is ok with you, I know that some of the nudity laws were overturned recently. I will check with the laws here in town and in the state. That is ok with me.
I then walked her to the door and sat down to write this all down in my diary. Bye for now, love ya A
Amber, Dear Diary, Days 218-220
Diary,
sorry I didn't have the time to just sit down and enter my daily thoughts down here. I have been busy with my friend Carrie and my family that asked me to come over for the weekend. Well, after I talked to my Mom and after I spent the rest of Thursday thinking about new lifestyle that I deep down wanted, but never thought that I would be actually going to go to work wearing nothing. I have to say that before Wednesday, my only thought was that I wanted to start at an office job that I would be required to just perform real basic functions in the office. I did have in my mind that I could perform at a higher level then that. As you know, diary, it didn't take me long to move up to more important position at the job after school. The only wish that the pervious job offers would have hired me at the level I was at that job. Most of them told me that my references were great, but I was told more then once that they would like to start me at this position. Now I finally was hired at the position I really wanted to get and I am extremely excided to start it tomorrow morning. I am with no question about nerves about what to expect on my first day. As you know, I am also nervous about working in an office with strangers naked with everyone else fully clothed. I still cannot believe that I requested or more like it wanted it to be the only thing I am permitted to wear. Tomorrow will be very interesting day for more then anything I have experienced before.
Diary I still need to write down the events that happen since I woke up early Friday morning. I just remember telling myself after I got up that, yesterday was the first full day, if I do not count slipping the dress on for an second wearing nothing. I still find it unbelievable that I did what I did and I actually answered to door and spent the whole time talking to my Mom as if I was fully dressed in something like that dress that is still where I left it. That morning I did plan on calling my friend about the new job and the interesting interview I had. Just before I was about to call her, my phone rang and it was my Mom asking me if I would want to come over later this evening and spend the weekend at the house. She went on, and tells me that she has been checking up on the public laws on the public clothing standard in the city and state. What she found out is that most of not all of the laws require certain body parts covered was overturned last year when the US Supreme Court overturned the indecent exposure law and a few other similar laws. What I was told is legal in town to be naked, but you might not run into trouble with law. What I found out, that there are some people that could give you some headache. If you go outside dressed in anything less then a bathing suit or more in some places, be prepared for possible trouble, I was told downtown. Sweetie, I am supporting you on your decision, just please be careful. Then just before I hung up with her, she asked me if I am going to wear any clothes here when I talk to the rest of the family and if I am planning on bring any clothes with me. I told her that I haven't decided yet. Then I told her that I need to call Carrie, I haven't talked to her since before my interview and I ensure that she is wondering how it went and why I haven't called her. I go to get going. Then she said, when you talk with her, you could ask her if she would like to come over for the weekend if she wants. I said, thanks Mom, I will ask her if she wants to and I said our goodbyes.
Now I have to call her and tell her everything that happened with all the details. When I had her on the phone, I asked her if she would like to come here or if she would like me to go to here parent house. She asked me if I would like to go there and without thinking I said no problem. She asked me what I wanted to talk to here about, I told her I have to talk in person. I think she was thinking that I am going to ask her to move-in with me as we have talked about. I do not in her wildest I imagination, expect to see me at her parent front door naked. After talking to Mom yesterday like this and after she told what she found out about the law changes, I decided to go for it and drove to the house naked and I didn't even bring a emergency shirt to wear. The expression I was expecting was not what I got when she opened the door. It looked like she was expecting me to be there naked as the day I was born. She then let me in and I started telling her about my job interview and what happen, what I wanted to wear at work and I wanted to be required to be. Then I told her about my talk with Mom and how easy she is with me not wearing the ten layers of clothes she would not let me out of the house when I was younger to nothing and the crazy thing is she is ok with it. I told her about the fact that Mom would like me spend the weekend at home and she would like if Carrie were there with me. Of course, Carrie spent the weekend at my parent's house.
While she was packing to go with me, she asked me if it was ok with her to move-in with me and I said I have no problem with that, I just told her that I will be naked at all times within the apartment regardless of who is in there. She had no problem with that. Then she asked me what if anything I will be bring with me, I gave her a blank face. I want to say something right away, but I am getting use to being undressed, but I know I should bring something with me just in case, even if I do not wear it I have it with me. I said to her that we would need to stop back at my apartment to pickup my bathroom stuff at least.
While we were on the way to the apartment, she asked me how I feel about leaving my clothes behind, since you would be naked at work on Monday anyway. Why not bother getting dressed until you need to. I remember that I spent a long time thinking about that idea. Before I could make my decision, I was walking in with her through the door. She asked me well, what would it be? I made a decision that I could of regretted afterwards. I asked her to pack my weekend stuff in a bag that I couldn't tell what is in it. I want you to pack me my bathroom stuff with some clothes if you think I will need it this weekend. What ever you pick for nothing or me at all, that what I will be wearing at my parent's house. Then I went on, I trust your decision what ever it is I should wear there, I am asking you if I should put on something or go, as I want to like this. All she told me is to walk out to the car and wait till she is done with my stuff.
My apartment is only five minutes from my parent's house, so it didn't take very long to get there in front of the door of my parents house. I was a little nerve if my sister or one of my brothers opened the door with all of me out there to see. To my relief it was Mom, she then asked Carrie and I after she welcome her to sit down on the couch. She then went on and said that she has already told the family about my decision and I will be dressed in a little or no clothes in the future. And your Dad is very happy that you have made a decision and you have stuck with it. Then she asked me, I see that you decided to wear the same outfit you had on yesterday, did you bring anything with you? I then looked at Carrie for the answer and say my Mom give me a strange look. Then Carrie said the only outfit I pick out for you is the one you are wearing. So, my Mom said, I see that you have left your weekend clothing choices to someone else. What else could I say; yes I left her to chose if I will be wearing anything or not.
The rest of the afternoon we just talked about Carrie moving into the apartment with me next weekend and stuff, until my sister walked in alone with both of my brothers. My sister said, wow she is really naked and went to her room and both brothers walked by as if nothing different. I then asked Mom, what did you tell them? I told them that you have made the decision to live without wearing clothes everyday and we and everyone else is going to see a lot of you for now on. Soon after my brother and sister walked by me, my Dad came home from work and I got up and greeted him with a big hug and kiss. He said, that he is very proud of me for having an great self image of myself to feel comfortable enough to demand that you can wear what you want at work and for you to feel comfortable enough to stand here in front of me an not have even an little uneasiness. The only question I have about your lack of clothes on right now, did you bring anything with you to wear at our favorite restaurant tonight? I then told him that this is all I have with me and I didn't plan on get dressed at all until maybe sometime next week or not. Soon after that we were all off to the restaurant with my Sis and Carrie with me in my car. The dinner was great as always. The waitress handed me a napkin to put on the seat, so I didn't sit on the bare seat. What surprised me was that I wasn't the only one naked there; there were two other females there that were as naked as me sitting at the table in the middle of the place. Both of them were about the same age as me. After that we went to the movies and back to home after that. Saturday, Carrie and I slept in and we just hanged out at the house and were in the pool in the back. In the pool area, some other of the family and Carrie skinny-dipping like me, it is just that the rest including Carrie got dressed. Afterwards, Carrie told me that after she moves in with me, she is thinking of taking up this lifestyle that I have only been living since really Wednesday afternoon.
On Sunday morning, I debated about it, but with Carrie pushing, we went to church. The only thing I brought was a towel to sit on. While there, I really didn't get very much comments from the other there, but I did get a lot of looks. I have to say that this is the first time since Wednesday that I do feel a little underdressed. Soon after church and lunch, I went to Carrie parents house. Her parents didn't have a problem with me being naked in their house and only asked if Carrie is thinking of doing the same thing. She told them, she is planning to join me after she moves in to the apartment with me.
About 6pm, after dinner, I left to go home to write all this down and get ready for tomorrow morning. I cannot believe it, I have been completely naked for four days and I have been at two houses, a restaurant and church with everyone else fully clothed. And, tomorrow I have made the decision that I will drive to work naked. See you tomorrow. A
Amber, Dear Diary, Day 221, Monday-1st nude work day
Julian Date 221
Diary, I did it, I made it through my first day at work and I didn't even bother me that I was the only one there without clothes on. This morning I did keep my promise to myself and Carrie that I would drive to work with nothing on a not bring any emergency clothes with me. I think if I had the guts to go out of the house and spend a whole weekend at my parent's house with nothing to wear, I think that I could do the same today.
After I arrived to my new desk at 8:32am the empty locker that have nothing to put in there, I looked up and I could see June walking toward me, she then asked me if I brought anything with me to cover up if needed when you leave the building during work hours or go to the public areas of the company. I said, I thought after have I signed that contract last week, that I am restricted to wear anything in the building period. She just looked at me and then started calling someone on the phone. During her phone conversation, I heard her say, did she bring anything here with her, and just one second sir. She then put down the phone and asked me if I have anything in the car, I then told her no this is it. She then went on and told him, that I didn't bring anything for backup if needed. I then heard her say, Thank you, and I will tell her and then hung-up the phone. After she put down the phone, I was expecting her to come over to me and tell me what was said on the phone. What she did, I didn't expect, she turn around and walked back to her office. I then just sat down thinking about what has just happened.
I have to say I am a little nerves now, I was expecting to live this dress in nothing here for my entire employment as I have so much demanded and I was seeing everything fall to part. I know that over a week ago, if I asked myself that I will be sitting in an office naked right now and that I have been at my friends and parents house naked, I would have thought I was crazy. But the crazy thing is I am starting to get very use to this way of life and I didn't want to get dressed again here or anywhere if I do not have to, I am getting very confident about myself.
When June door opened, I started getting nerves again when I know that she will be coming out here to talk to me about something. I noticed that after the door opened, I didn't see in the doorway, then I saw her and she is NAKED as me! My eyes where as big as ... I know that I didn't know what to expect, but that wasn't it. All I could say is what made you decide to try this office dress code for your self. She then said that after you have left Wednesday, I made a promise to Mark the Personnel Manager, the man that hired you. That if you drove here naked and didn't bring anything with you ... She then asked me again, you didn't bring anything with you did you? I then told her that I have been like this since I left last week on Wednesday with the few exceptions of the times I had something on and the longest period was on Wednesday from the back door to I walked into my apartment the other time was to try on an dress and then take it right off on Thursday morning. So, you can say that I have adopted this clothes-free lifestyle full time so far. Well, she then told me that she made a bet that she could not see me driving here naked and not bring anything to cover-up if needed. He said that, he bets that you would go all out and be completely naked and bring no clothes and no backup clothes. The bet was that he would bet $100.00, and my bet was my clothes for the d... , I sorry, everyday until after work Friday. I went on and said, you said that he only bet $100, that doesn't sound like a fair bet? June, then said that the original bet was for just today, but I asked him if I could change my bet payout, since I lost to last through Friday and of course he agreed. I did ask her why, she then said that she could not let me be the only one here naked.
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Bad things happen when you cheat. Dear Diary. March 18th 1985: Dear diary, well it finally happened. Two weeks after our anniversary and I cheated on my husband. Funny, Roy talked to me about having kids again just yesterday. I am glad I took the pill today. Branden came a lot…. I don’t know what Roy would think of his child-hood friend now that he just had amazing sex with his own wife for hours today…. But he did and his wife loved it…… March 19th 1985: Roy...
Cheating WifeWhat can happen when you cheat. Dear Diary. March 18th 1985: Dear diary, well it finally happened. Two weeks after our anniversary and I cheated on my husband. Funny, Roy talked to me about having kids again just yesterday. I am glad I took the pill today. Branden came a lot…. I don’t know what Roy would think of his child-hood friend now that he just had amazing sex with his own wife for hours today…. But he did and his wife loved it…… March 19th 1985: Roy...
Cheating Wife"Raaaaaaaaaab!" My wife's shrill voice cut through the damp basement air. Geez, it's as if she had dropped a brick on her toes while in the middle of saying my name. I answered quietly, but it didn't matter what I said because it was a reply so low she couldn't hear me. I remember when I enjoyed the soothing sounds of her voice, but today the sultry voice had been replaced by that of one with the same jarring noise to my senses as fingernails sliding down a chalkboard. "Raaaaaab, have you...
January 1st 2017Dear Diary,Well, I did it again. New Year’s resolution nailed within half an hour of the clock striking twelve. And why not, eh? Why set targets that take all year when you can get immediate results?It’s Saskia’s fault. This year, last year and the year before. All her. She’s a bad influence. She arranged things in advance this time - practically sold tickets. Brazen slut! She’s terrible but you’ve got to love her. You should have seen what she was wearing last night. Absolutely...
Oral SexMarch 15 A disturbing development — my son has started staring at my breasts and sometimes "accidentally" touches them. He asks me questions that show he knows very little about female anatomy. I believe ignorance about sexuality can lead to major problems in life, so I got an illustrated book about the human body, and we sat down together with it. The book made me realize I didn't know all that much myself, but more than him at least. My problem is that now he wants me to show him. I point...
12:45 PM Dear diary, its Austin again. Nothing new to report, except that I got stood up once again. Seems she had some important meeting that she had to attend. Her last words to me were, ‘Don’t wait up’. I guess it’s pretty obvious this is going to take all day and now my plans are wasted. It’s not so much the meeting as much as the timing. She knew I had this day planned. She didn’t know what I was planning, but she knew it was planned none-the-less. So here I am, writing to you once...
March 18th, 1985: Dear Diary, Well it finally happened. I cheated on my husband, and I did it only two weeks after our anniversary. It’s funny that just yesterday, Roy tried to convince me to have a kid, but I am sure glad I took the pill today because Branden came a lot. I’m certain that Roy would be very angry at the thought of his childhood friend fucking me for hours today, but I don’t care because the sex was amazing, and I loved it.March 19th: Roy doesn’t have a clue. I made love to him...
CheatingDear Diary... I was almost all the way home when I realized that I had forgotten my math book back at the school. I ran back hoping to find the doors still unlocked as the school closes up early on Friday nights. Luckily I was able to sneak in unnoticed and the place was practically deserted. I hear a couple of voices talking near the front so I ran to the back stairs and up to my math room. I was so nervous because I had never been in the school when it was getting dark or when it was...
First TimeDear Diary Dear Diary, Something happened to me tonight. It was very unexpected. Was it a nice surprise?I'm still trying to work that one out. Was it something I would have wantedto happen? Or, even invited to happen? Definitely not! By writing this in youI suppose I am trying to make sense of what happened and my feelings towardsit. Maybe if I start from the beginning it will make more sense and I'll understandit more I had been feeling horny most of the day and so decided to make a night...
Please read the writer’s guidelines before adding chapters. A diary gets released onto the internet as everyone finds about the deepest, darkest, most private secrets that were once locked away in a diary. Perhaps they’re an egotistical jock who will finally be taken down a peg, or maybe they’re a pop star being controlled by her label, finally able to free herself and be free. Whoever it is, I wouldn’t envy them, and yet... maybe I would? This is clearly a new thing I’m trying. It’s similar to...
Introduction: He learns a lot by invading his moms privacy. His Mothers Diary -1- Ahh yeah, yes! Curt was furiously jacking off in the shower, thoughts of Mirandas big, juicy butt slamming down on a big, black cock. Yes! He thought back to that night he peeped into her bedroom, the sounds of sex waking him. He saw Miranda, her back to the door, riding a hugely muscular black man in her bed. Shock turned to anger, anger turned to interest, then interest turned to arousal. Wow, he whispered...
-1-“Ahh yeah, yes!” Curt was furiously jacking off in the shower, thoughts of Miranda’s big, juicy butt slamming down on a big, black cock.“Yes!” He thought back to that night he peeped into her bedroom, the sounds of sex waking him. He saw Miranda, her back to the door, riding a hugely muscular black man in her bed.Shock turned to anger, anger turned to interest, then interest turned to arousal. “Wow,” he whispered as he watched her, hypnotized by her ass. Unable to look away, he was getting...
-1- “Ahh yeah, yes!” Curt was furiously jacking off in the shower, thoughts of Miranda’s big, juicy butt slamming down on a big, black cock. “Yes!” He thought back to that night he peeped into her bedroom, the sounds of sex waking him. He saw Miranda, her back to the door, riding a hugely muscular black man in her bed. Shock turned to anger, anger turned to interest, then interest turned to arousal. “Wow,” he whispered as he watched her, hypnotized by her ass. Unable to look...
June 1st Dear Diary: Please excuse the messy writing; it is so hard to have good penmanship on a train. Yes, Diary, I am on a train traveling from London to York and thence to Brasethwaite Castle. I am going there for a month of Bed Training. Poppa says that all the smart people are taking it and so must I before I go away to Girton College in the fall. Momma was worried about the idea until Poppa reassured her that virginity has no value in a bride any longer. After all, my dear little nephew...
This diary belongs to Cody Swanson. If you find this then please return it to : 3521 Beach Road, Deerhead Harbor, Maine/Hare Island 12/8/2019 Dear Diary, Tommy was raving on and on about lights in the old Beckstein-Manor. No one believed him. I mean that building wasted away for the last century. Ever since that family of German migrants gruesomely died. At least, that is the legend. No one in their right mind would try to live there. Not to mention that it would take a...
Sophia's DiaryLastnight, I dreamed of a black horse. Upon waking, I looked in the dictionaryof dreams I keep in my bedside table, to see if there is any significanceto this particular night time vision. It seems a dream of a black horseis a dream of passion. Considering all that has happened in the past weeks,I am not surprised. Iread it again, noticing she had written those words the previous night, andslyly returned her diary to the walnut table where I had found it. It hadbeen a mere whim...
Copyright©2003 There was a young lady named Gilda Who went on a date with a builder. He said that he would, And he could and he should, And he did and it damn well near killed her. "I don't care what it says, it was wrong Carol!" My husband pulled the duvet up to his waist and settled the book on his over-sized round stomach. My anger was about to explode. "God damn it Darren - our daughter may be sexually active!" I stood at my side of the bed with my hands on my...
Amber’s Story The hair on the back of Amber’s neck stood tall. She sensed something or someone more than feel it really. Amber turned hastily her dark eyes peering through the night. Something, no someone moved in the shadows behind her. She was sure of it. Amber strained her senses in the night air to hear anything, to see anything, to calm her nerves if nothing more, NOTHING. Yet she knew it, somehow she knew it? someone WAS following her. And this was not the first time either. ...
Amber and Jake - An Altered Fates Story By Eric Mr. Jacob W. Watson, known to one and all as Jake, walked with his usual energy through the parking lot to the plant. He was 35 and though he was popular, Jake would not win any beauty contests! He was 'medium'. Medium height 5' 10, hair medium brown, eyes medium brown, body not slim but not overweight. Today he was even wearing a brown suit! Jake was VP in charge of manufacturing at Schimdt tool and die company. The plant was the second...
Begger's Stories Sunday, April 13, 2008 Amber Chapters 1-7 This was the first teasing and denial story I wrote several years ago (2004ish) for orgasmdenial.com. It contains a lot of ballbusting and teasing, chastity and female dominance. A lot of the inspiration to write came from one of my favorite OD writers, Peter, who should be linked to somewhere on this site. Anyway, enjoy my first work and let me know what you think. "Amber" by Begger It was Friday, I had been waiting for today for...
( A Les Lumens Story ) Amber absently toyed with a lock of her strawberry blonde hair as she watched the streets pass by outside the bus window. Her stop was fast approaching, and she was psyched to finally spend some time in her new apartment. She still couldn’t believe that Rachel had conned her parents into renting it for them and moving their things. No more parents rules, and no more dorm rules. They were free to live the college life to its full extent now. With only a block or two left...
Thanks to Steve Zink he helped enormously by super editing as always! Amber and Jake - An Altered Fates Story By Eric Mr. Jacob W. Watson, known to one and all as Jake, walked with his usual energy through the parking lot to the plant. He was 35 and though he was popular, Jake would not win any beauty contests! He was 'medium'. Medium height 5' 10, hair medium brown, eyes brown, not slim but not overweight. Today he was even wearing a brown suit! Jake was VP in charge of...
Hung Like a Horse Every summer, our family took a trip to visit our relatives on their farm. It was a trip that my sister and I looked forward to every year. For two weeks, we basically had the run of the land with little or no supervision. We got to explore all of the barns, watch the a****ls, and swim in the creek that flowed through the pasture. Usually there were other visiting k**s to play with as well.This year, my cousin Amber was visiting from New York City. It was her first trip out...
Chapter four: My diary Wednesday August 23, Dear diary, I love you so much. We are going to be such good friends for ever and ever. I am going to keep your secrets and you are going to keep mine. Please forgive me if I do not know the etiquette of talking to you correctly. But I am too excited so I just have to blurt out that I just have to tell you that tomorrow we are going to take an adventure together to buy me a bra. It is going to be the utmost greatest day of my life and I...
On Wednesday, February 28, 2018, 11:55:15 PM GMT, Kirsten Clarke wrote: Wednesday 28th February. My period started tonight, just before going to bed, so I'm lying here wearing one of the black, lace trimmed underskirts I sleep in, wearing a bra as a treat for an hour or so - lemon, Chloe by Boux Avenue. It's a touch tight, but I'm hoping to lose a little weight one day. Besides, when I've been fitted in the past the women have always said to wear my...
Amber and Sinndy Make it HurtThe air was crisp and chilly enough to perk the largest fattest nipples. Amber and Sinndy smiled devilishly to each other as Amber pulled away in the 1993 Suburban. The back seats had been ripped from their lodges in the floor to make room for Eric, the luscious blonde grungy beauty they'd seen at the TSOL punk show. He had been smiling at them as they sparked the joint out on the lawn right before TSOL came onstage. He approached them, and left smiling, high, and...
Amber absently toyed with a lock of her strawberry blonde hair as she watched the streets pass by outside the bus window. Her stop was fast approaching, and she was psyched to finally spend some time in her new apartment. She still couldn't believe that Rachel had conned her parents into renting it for them and moving their things. No more parents rules, and no more dorm rules. They were free to live the college life to its full extent now. With only a block or two left until her stop, she...
Amber smiled as she helped Mrs. Robinson unlock her mailbox. "Oh, you got a package!" she winked at the old lady. "Order something nice from the home shopping channels?" "Oh no dear. Those are probably my sleeping pills. You know, the one that the butterfly goes in people's bedrooms late at night in the TV ads. They're the only medication that does a thing for my insomnia." The younger woman tried to suppress her excitement. What perfect timing! "Here, you take these, and I'll...
I heard a knock on the door. It was Amber. I propped myself up on my elbow and rubbed my eyes. She ran in and jumped on the bed with me. She started to kiss me and she grabbed my morning wood. I slept in the spare bedroom between Amber’s and her parents’ room. I kissed her back then pushed her away frightened, “What are you doing? Your parents…” She cut me off mid sentence, “My parents went to the mall. I told them you and I were going to Kelly’s to play soccer and to keep the...
Friday couldn't come fast enough! Amber and I had made plans to go for dinner and drinks and for her to spend the night at my place. I picked her up and could hardly contain myself when she got into the car. She wore pink nylons, short black dress that rode up when she got into my car, pink garter belt, pink silk thongs and high heels. She leaned over for a kiss and we ended up in a grope session right outside her place. She finally pulled away and said we should go before someone from her...
Amber had inherited the business from her late husband and had grown it tenfold. What started out as a small firm of engineering consultants had now grown to include architects, civil and hydraulic engineers, quantity surveyors and a construction division. With her business acumen, talent at networking, people skills and background as an architect, although she had never really practiced, Amber had proved that all round knowledge, common sense and people skills were a better recipe for success...
Introduction: This is a special chapter that is outside the flow of the storyline. I wrote it as a gift for the fans of this series, especially Rinoa, who took the time to PM me some ideas and constructive criticism, which I really appreciate and encourage. Rinoa thought there was something missing about who Clara is and how she came to be such a slut. This should help… The following diary entries have been edited for spelling, grammar and punctuation only. These entries provide some...
Amber and Jake - An Altered Fates Story By Eric Edits by SteveZ Thanks again to the editor without a peer Steve Zink Part 4 Jake gulped. This was way beyond awkward! She had to talk to Bob pretending to be Amber and not make any mistakes, yet at the same time remember she was at work and the real Amber might pop in at any time and not like what was said. Feeling like a cat trying to ice skate, Jake answered. "Hello, darling." (That was safe enough) "Hello yourself, sexy!" said...
When the day of the shoot finally arrives, I decide not to even open the shop, hoping that Doug will let me on set during the filming so I can watch as Amber gets fucked senseless. When Amber arrives, I'm instantly turned on by her outfit. She is wearing a skin tight shirt that hugs her tits perfectly, not hiding anything and exposing her stomach. Her skirt is very small, showing lots of ass. "The guys are going to love you," I say with a grin. Amber pushes her blonde hair back behind her ears,...
EroticMY SISSY DIARY by Throne I guess it's my own fault because I accepted that glass of white wine my wife offered me. On the other hand, I couldn't have refused it. And she knows how poorly I handle drinks. Even before she turned me into the sissy I now am, I would get giddy after just one drink. So maybe she just gave me that fatal glass of wine to amuse herself. But the result is what you're reading now, my sissy diary. Wendy's sissy diary. My male name was Wendell but she...
It was a stressful 24 hours. It was what I wanted; of course it was what I wanted. But sometimes you just can't have what you want, or rather who you want. Amber. My schoolgirl fantasy; my knicker-showing tease.A date.It was ridiculous how excited and scared I was at the prospect of going on a 'proper' date with Amber. Excited, scared and stressed. And there was something that came naturally when I was any of those things. I cleaned the pipes three times at work, each time provided only...
NovelsIntroduction: 17 Year old Amber Davis is in trouble Go to your bedroom and take off your panties!But Daddy.Go to your bedroom and take off your panties, Now, Amber!s*******n year old Amber Davis could not believe what was about to happen. Her father was going to spank her. Amber had only been spanked twice in her life. The last time was five years ago when she was twelve. She knew she had broken the rules, but a spanking at her age. It was too humiliating to even imagine.Jim Davis continued...
He thought he had gotten away clean when he saw his ex and her friends come into the bar. Alas, he was not so lucky. “Jake? Jake!” Amber said. She ran across the lot and caught his arm ten strides before he got to his car. “I thought that was you.” “Oh, hello Amber,” he said. “Hello yourself. I thought you were in Miami.” “I was.” Jake took a moment to look at her. She had lost weight through her middle, which only served to accentuate her ample chest. Her hips and ass also appeared to...
Amber and Jake - An Altered Fates Story By Eric Edits by SteveZ Part 6 Jake awoke the next morning feeling wonderful; she kissed her lover Bob gently as he began to stir. It was great to feel so sexy. She padded over to the mirror and looked admiringly at her - at Amber's body. 'Well, in many ways it was tempting to see if Amber would be willing to trade bodies and lives,' she thought, 'but I love most of my own life too! I'm rich, have a great job, my income from all sources is...
Amber was shocked at the news! She was just told by her boss that her job was being eliminated. What on earth was she going to do now? Even with a regular paycheck she barely got by.The next day she went to the unemployment office and she was told she would get some weekly benefits but then they told her how much. That would never pay her rent or put food on the table.As the next few days went by she dreaded telling her landlord that she would not be able to pay him. He seemed like a nice...
Mature and Younger, Flashing, Up Shirts, Cuckold, Cream pie and KinkyAmber blushed as the boys whistled at her, she stood dressed in a formal long Red Gown. Behind her walked out James in a tuxedo, they were attending an award ceremony of 20 year service as foster parents. Their present 4 foster boys had seen them leave, together or separate every night for the past week.It was 21 years ago at the age of 35 that James suffered a massive stroke. He went from a commercial pilot to rehab and...
Kitten's Diary by Throne Monday. Okay. Marnie says I have to write in this diary, so that's what I'm doing. The other night we were talking and she wanted to know what I like about her. I didn't really think it through and said something about her big tits. I mean large breasts. She got mad because I didn't start with her smile or how smart she is. So, I tried to cover up by saying how I like that she's short, the way I am. That seemed to help. I even mentioned that I'm not a...
Amber really hoped to die and called her landlord to say she would be moving out next week. There was no money to pay the rent. The chances were only one out of 50 but she would be executed if not selected and want to entertain others with her nudity and death but thought a lot about and would need to privately hang from a tree in the back yard hoping someone would find her and have fun removing her body. Being homeless was not fun but she would risk it. She called her ex husband and said...
Working in the movie industry is a stressful but also and interesting and exciting thing to do, especially when there is opportunity's to meet all sorts of folks. Al Pacino, Seth Rogan, Chevy Chase and Meryl Streep, all of them I have met and worked with on set. But then there was the time I worked on a film with a director named Patrick Lussier and that film in question is Drive Angry back in 2011, and yes that means I did meet naughty blonde hottie actress, Amber Heard. Since I got the word I...
I had developed too over the past years and now stood 6’00” tall and weighed 168 pounds. Our hair and eye color was the same but I was tall and lanky in stature. Puberty had also left me with a cock that grew instantly to 6” in length and typically stayed rock hard for most my waking hours. As weird as it seemed in my head I always looked at Amber and wondered what she would look like and feel like naked. I never acted on it but the thought was in my head daily. Amber and I were both...
November 22, 2006 Dear Diary, This thing about Daddy, it’s gotten so weird. I mean, these feelings are just not right. I know I’ve always had them, since before I started keeping this diary. But now they are getting more and more vivid. I tried to sneak a look at Daddy naked today. I failed, because he shut his bedroom door just at the last moment. I even thought about hiding a camera in his room. I mean, it would be so hot to secretly have pictures of him, or maybe a video of him and Mom...
Amber, my beautiful young neighbor and now my wife, and I have been going at it hot and heavy for the past four years, now. Since she gave herself to me that first time. We just celebrated our first wedding anniversary, or "anal-versary," as we call it!!! It all started at our wedding, when I was introduced to my lovely bride's young cousin. "Chris, I'd like you to meet my cousin, Amber," my bride said. Apparently, Amber was a family name. There were at least two Amber's in every...
A week and many "work out" sessions after Amber starts to work in my shop, I get another call from the Scalzi twins. "Gary, you been holdin out on us long enough, we want that slut of yours now. We'll be there at six." I don't know what to do, I haven't mentioned anything to Amber yet, but I got to come up with something fast. I try not to look worried as Amber walks down the stairs, wearing a sexy uniform as usual. A strapless bikini top that hardly covers her tits, and a thong bottom that...
Group SexMichael unlocked the door with a sigh, knowing that he had to go through with this, no matter how little he wanted to.The place still felt – even smelled – like home. He’d grown up here, after all, and upgrading to new apartments every time a promotion made it possible meant that he had never really gotten attached to anywhere else.He had to let it go, though. After much soul searching, he and his sister Paige had decided that it was ridiculous to keep paying property taxes on a house that...
IncestMichael unlocked the door with a sigh, knowing that he had to go through with this, no matter how little he wanted to. The place still felt — even smelled — like home. He'd grown up here, after all, and upgrading to new apartments every time a promotion made it possible meant that he had never really gotten attached to anywhere else. He had to let it go, though. After much soul searching, he and his sister Paige had decided that it was ridiculous to keep paying property taxes on a house that...
Part 3I could tell Amber was horny as we were leaving the restaurant, twitching and glancing at me on the way to the Tahoe. Sliding in to the front, instead of sitting on her side, she took the middle seat, buckling next to me before saying "Are we still doing my reward?"I grinned, starting the Tahoe and said "Yes Honey, anything you want"Her hand slid up my thigh and pushed against my pussy as she looked out the window, not meeting my eyes. She was breathing heavily as she ground it into me,...
“Nooo don't stop! You can't leave me like this!” Amber stayed laid flat in her back with her legs spread as her boyfriend Nathan climbed out from between them. “We have to get going. We are already late.”Tonight Nathan was taking Amber to a party thrown for his bosses birthday at a local pub. Nathan had recently been promoted and was desperate to make a good impression. “But my pussy is soaking wet! You can't start eating me out and then just stop. You've been teasing me all day. I'm going to...