An Ordinary College Sex Life 3Chapter 21 Elyse
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February 21, 1993, Los Angeles, California
“I hate these cross-country flights,” Elyse groused as we walked into our room at the InterContinental Hotel in Los Angeles.
“Wednesday is going to be worse. LA to Pittsburgh.”
“Ugh. Can we just go to bed?”
“You need sleep?” I grinned.
“Yes, but I think I can muster just enough energy.”
“For?”
“What do you think!” she said she a big smile.
February 22, 1993, Los Angeles, California
Charlie had flown separately, and met us for breakfast before we went across the street to the office.
“Good morning!” I called out when we walked in.
“Good morning!” Barbara said. “I’m the only one in the office this morning, but everyone will meet us for dinner, except Juana, who’s in San Francisco.”
“Did Ben Jackson confirm for tomorrow evening?”
“He did. Your first candidate will be here at 9:00am. All of them confirmed on Friday.”
“Sounds good. I’m going to check my email. Which office should I use?”
“All of the computers are connected to the InfoNet connection, so any of them can get you to your e-mail in Chicago directly. The one at the end is the ‘visitor’ computer.”
“I’ll use that one, then.”
There was nothing important in my email, so I picked up the phone and dialed the Chicago office and asked Lucas if there were any messages. There weren’t any, so I went back to talk to Barbara, Elyse, and Charlie until our first candidate for the San Francisco position arrived. We did the interview, had lunch, then saw two more candidates, also for the San Francisco position. As was our pattern, Charlie, Barbara, and I all did separate interviews.
“Do you know which one you want?” I asked Charlie after she and Barbara met to talk about the candidates.
“I think Ross Brown was the best overall candidate, taking everything into consideration. In addition to his technical and interpersonal skills, his apartment is literally one-block away from the one-year assignment we’d have for him.”
“That’s the one that Juana has been covering by flying up every week?”
“Yes, so it’ll reduce our costs and the customer’s costs. And let Juana work on a new contract here in Los Angeles.”
“No veto. Make it so!”
“I will. I have a complication.”
“What’s that?”
“Heather called me this afternoon.”
“Heather Masterson?”
“You remember she moved to Denver, right?”
“Yes. Because her then fiancé took a job in Denver. She took a job with a consulting company there. She wants to come back?”
“She heard we were hiring and decided to call to see if we might be interested.”
“Check with Dave, but I don’t recall any problems with her at all. What about the candidate we’re supposed to see tomorrow?”
“It’s a bit late to cancel, but they’re all flying in and flying out with no hotel stays. We’ll lose the flight costs at this point no matter what. And I might have another gig in the area. I know the hiring is limited by the business plan, but I could juggle Chicago consultants enough to cover the upcoming contract in Pittsburgh until we had new hiring authority.”
“Let’s do the interviews tomorrow. The contract we have in Denver doesn’t start until April 12, so we have a bit of time to figure it out. We’ll do the interviews in Pittsburgh as well. Worst case, and it’s not really bad, we hire Heather and someone in Pittsburgh. The candidates we see tomorrow could be on the shelf, so to speak. If you get enough work to keep one busy for at least eight months, then the Board would likely approve an additional hire. But it would have to be contingent.”
“Have you thought about a ‘body shop’ business model?” Charlie asked.
“Off and on. I really don’t like the idea all that much. I mean, it does make business sense because it limits our exposure.”
“It would let us take on more business without the risk of long-term employees.”
“Yes, it does. But it’s not all about profits. It’s about something sustainable for NIKA, our employees, and our clients. There are lots of ‘body shops’ out there, and we offer something distinctive in that all of our consultants are long-term employees. Now, I could see it if someone wanted a contract-to-hire consultant. That would make sense. Let me think about it, and discuss it with Elyse.”
“OK. I’ll get Kimmy started on the paperwork for Ross Brown. OK to make a verbal offer to him?”
“Yes.”
Dinner that evening with the team was at the Pacific Dining Car, our usual Los Angeles hangout. We had a very good time, and when we finished, Elyse and I headed back to the InterContinental to spend a quiet evening together. We stopped at a liquor store and bought a nice bottle of wine for about a quarter of what it would have cost at the hotel. I picked up a corkscrew as well, but decided that the plastic cups in the room would suffice. Twenty minutes after we arrived, we were lounging in a warm bubble bath, sipping good wine from cheap plastic hotel glasses.
“A week where I basically get you to myself,” Elyse sighed. “This is perfect!”
“Even without the boys around?”
“Despite being a high-powered CFO, I’m still a normal mom. I miss them when I’m away, but it’s also nice to get a break from the craziness at home. Can you imagine what it would be like without Abbie?”
“We’d have to have someone,” I said. “At one point Kara talked about staying home and being a full-time mom, but I think once she saw how things were working with Jesse and Matthew, and then Birgit and the others, she decided she didn’t have to wait for the kids to grow up before she started her career.”
“I was surprised when she took the full-time job and then started the PhD program! I figured that wouldn’t happen until her girls were in school, at least!”
“Yes, and we thought you and I would be done with this part of our relationship as soon as you got pregnant with Michael! And that you would have a steady boyfriend!”
“True. Plans change.”
“Have you decided what to do about Eduardo?”
“I think so. He’ll get his own place, probably a condo in the city. His company has been working on that, by the way. I’ll spend time with him there, but not at home.”
“What about the boys?”
“Once Eduardo is settled, he’ll take the three of us out and they can meet him. I’ll take it from there.”
“Have him call me to set up lunch. Obviously, I don’t want to invite him to the house until you broach the subject with our sons.”
“I did my best to explain to Matthew that I would be dating. He was really funny. He laughed and said if you could kiss other girls, then it should be OK for me to kiss other boys!”
I chuckled, “The kids have their heads screwed on straight. I guess for Michael at three it’s a bit tougher to explain.”
“Only a bit. We’re all so open about it. He said ‘Daddy has a new girlfriend. Mommy can have a boyfriend!’. He was talking about Samantha.”
“It sounds to me that they’re going to accept it. What about moving?”
“That’s something I don’t want to get into right now. It’s probably six years off, and I don’t think six years of worrying about it is good for the boys.”
“Probably not. So Eduardo won’t stay over at the house?”
“I don’t think so. Our bed is ours. If and when Eduardo and I move in together, that bed will be his and mine.”
“That almost sounds like Mary Harrison when we were teenagers. Bed was for making love only. Fucking had to be done elsewhere.”
“Interesting. Did you ever get into her bed?”
“After Birgit died. Mary felt I needed it. Kind of like Joyce and the shower. I didn’t write that in my journal?”
“I think you may have, but some details weren’t all that important. I was surprised you wrote as much in them about Michelle as you did. I figured it would be totally circumspect like with Tanya.”
“I debated with myself on that topic and just wrote what I felt was right.”
“And still nothing about that big thing.”
“And there never will be. And you agreed not to mention it. Or even think about it!”
“Don’t you think at some point Albert and Ashley need to know?”
“At some point, I do. But it’s not up to me. And did I just confirm your suspicion?”
Elyse laughed, “You did indeed. But you knew I had figured it out. But I only figured it out because of two or three clues I found in your journals. And a process of elimination. Nothing you’ve EVER said out loud has hinted at it.”
“Let’s keep it that way, please.”
“I’ll file it away with all your other secrets. Have you heard anything more from your friend looking into Dustin Brady?”
“No. I expect him to call this week. He was trying to formulate a plan to get access to any of Dustin’s photos or negatives that might exist.”
“Any more on the John Lentz case?”
“No. I figured at some point somebody will be arrested. I think you can guess who that might be.”
“Lisa. What will that do to your relationship with Alec?”
“Nothing from a business perspective or a friendship perspective, for that matter. Even if he knows our people helped with the search warrant, he can’t really blame us. Hart-Lincoln is a customer, not just for the legal software, but for network and computer maintenance as well. It would make sense for the FBI to call us in. They are only just developing an internal skill set in this area. People like Greg, Sam, or me aren’t all that interested in working for the FBI.”
“Do you think she was involved in his death? Or just the typical crooked Chicago real estate deals?”
“That’s a good question. I got the drift that the CPD didn’t like her for murder or hiring a hitman, but you never know. If they tie the two of them together, who knows what else they might find. What I find interesting is that John’s building is like Jeri’s - a security building. That is, you can’t get in without going past the doorman, and the elevator requires a key or pass card.”
“Lisa would have had one.”
“Yes, but I would have thought John would have taken it back from her.”
“Unless she had a copy made,” Elyse said.
“Possible. It would be easy with a key, even one marked ‘Do Not Duplicate’. A couple of extra bucks to a kid in a hardware store to cut the key for you, or sillier, just a sticker over the engraving. A pass card would be more difficult, but given the kind of money and resources Lisa has, it could be done. Criminals have learned to recode the magnetic strips on credit cards, so an elevator key card would be much easier, I would think.”
“Do you know if the police have anything like that? Entry records, or whatever?”
“No. The only interactions I’ve had with CPD were the interview at our office. I talked with the FBI, but murder is a state charge except in rare instances. I’m not sure how ‘conspiracy to commit murder’ goes at the federal level, but it’s most likely a state charge as well, unless she hired someone using the telephone or US mail or from out of state.”
“Do you think that’s what happened?”
“I actually have no clue and no theories. I would have guessed suicide before the police and FBI showed up, but I had no proof of that.”
“Not an accident?”
“Jeri’s point about the balconies is correct. An accident would be nearly impossible, though if he had been drunk and dancing on a table or something, I suppose it could happen. Or maybe he was taking drugs and decided he could fly. The police have been cagey with what they’ve released to the Press. And they sure didn’t share much with us.”
“Isn’t that normal? At least until they finish the investigation?”
“I think so, yes. In a way, I wish I was in Chicago tomorrow for the Foundation Board meeting. I’d love to hear what was said.”
“How does that work when you aren’t there?”
“In the past, the person didn’t get to vote. I objected to that, at Jeri’s behest. That forced her mom to provide access to the proposals in advance. I reviewed them and typed up a letter with my votes which I gave to Jeri for the meeting. Three proposals. I voted against all three. More idiotic left-wing stuff. Next month, we’re talking about something Jeri put forward about job training and rent assistance for homeless people, especially women with children in shelters. She’s calling it ‘Project Lydia’.”
“Now THAT is something I could support.”
“Me too, obviously. She’s also looking at a way to provide medical assistance to them, but has to be careful not to run afoul of a slew of federal government rules. She’s looking at volunteer doctors and nurses who visit the homeless shelters once a week. She’s already talked to Jessica, Sofia, and Alejandra, plus a few nurses from UofC who Jess recommended. No surprise, I’m voting in favor of that one.”
“I bet they could use money-management advice, too,” Elyse said thoughtfully. “And despite my distaste for working with Jeri, I’ll mention it to her.”
“Elyse Clarke, you old softy!” I chuckled.
“What is it that you say? Capitalists need to do these kinds of things willingly, lest they be forced by the government to do it, or worse, face hordes of socialists at their door?”
“Our house could easily house a dozen families,” I chuckled.
“Doctor Zhivago,” Elyse said with a laugh. “When he comes home from the war.”
“Yes, exactly. You know I don’t believe anyone can be truly altruistic, so I don’t see it as cynical. I see it as a way to preserve my economic freedom. That’s how I convinced Dante to start giving money for very specific charitable causes, including the one Jeri is proposing next month.”
“That check for the Center blew me away!”
“I simply appealed to Dante’s basest instinct - preservation of his decadent, capitalist lifestyle, as Tanya would have put it back in the day. She’s pretty much a capitalist now, along with most of my friends in Russia!”
“Things have certainly changed!”
“Including the water temperature. Shall we rinse off and get into a warm bed?”
“And make it even warmer? Yes!”
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“That flight SUCKED,” Elyse sighed as we climbed into bed at the Marriott just before midnight.
“It’s losing three hours that’s the killer. A four-and-half-hour flight, plus three hours on the clock and suddenly the day disappears. I think it’s worse than flying to Europe, actually. For that, you get on the plane late in the day and arrive early the next morning. To me, that works better.”
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July 1982, Milford, Ohio On Tuesday morning, I kissed Kara goodbye and headed to my parents’ house for my usual morning routine with my little sister. She was happy that I could spend the morning with her and asked to take a walk, so we weren’t in the house with my mom. “Let me guess — this walk will end in the clearing,” I said with a smile. “Yes,” she said, taking my hand as we walked down Overlook towards Klondyke. As usual, we turned around and walked back, taking the path to the...
March 13, 1994, Chicago, Illinois “Hi, Steve!” Ailea said when she opened the door. “Hi,” I replied, accepting the offered hug. There was no touching of lips, just of cheeks, and I wondered if I’d misread her intentions at her birthday lunch, or if, perhaps, she detected my reluctance to return the offered affection. “Lunch is ready, so go ahead and sit. I’ll bring it in from the kitchen.” I went to the low table, sat down, and a minute later, Ailea brought miso soup and sushi, our usual...
April 3, 1997, Dallas, Texas “Remember what I said about drinking too much,” I said, as I poured bourbon into three cups. We’d stopped at a liquor store, bought a bottle of Blanton’s, and then returned to the small suite I’d reserved at the Westin. Deborah’s room was down the hall, and Krissy’s was two floors below. Krissy’s comment had caught me a bit off guard, but I hadn’t reacted visibly. I didn’t know her quite well enough to know if she’d been teasing with Deborah, so I was being...
March 28, 1991, Chicago, Illinois “This day belongs to you, Kara!” I said when the three of us woke on Thursday morning. “Happy birthday!” Jessica said. “Thanks,” Kara replied happily. “I think I’d like an amazing birthday fuck from our husband, and then a nice loving shower with my wife!” Kara said. “Do we have enough time?” I asked. Jessica giggled, “I set the alarm for thirty minutes earlier!” “Then let’s not waste any of it!” I said pulling Kara to me. Kara’s squeals as I plunged...
September 4, 2000, Chicago, Illinois On Monday morning I went to my study to make a surreptitious call to ensure that the surprise I’d planned for Kara was still going to happen, and after confirming that it was, Jesse, Matthew, Michael, and I began preparing for the Labor Day party by getting beer and soda into coolers, getting the grill ready, setting up tables and chairs in the backyard, and ensuring the liquor cabinets were stocked while my wives and daughters worked on food prep in the...
September 1, 1987, Chicago, Illinois “I heard that you have some kind of plan to help Ed,” I said to Connie. “There’s no plan,” she replied. “A witness who saw the shopkeeper alive after Ed left came forward.” That sounded convenient, and I wondered if the witness was real or someone that Anthony had put forward to solve the problem. Certainly, the videotape was real, because I couldn’t imagine how Anthony could have faked that, but the witness? Who knew? “So is he being released? Or is...
August 17, 1997, Chicago, Illinois We finished lunch and Marissa and the younger kids went to play, but Natalie sat with the adults to talk, with coffee, tea, or soft drinks. The Sarcus were very comfortable, but the Heaths were still struggling. But, vitally, they hadn’t left and hadn’t insisted Natalie leave the group. “Can you explain how you developed this attitude and approach?” Chris asked. I nodded, “It started when I was just a bit younger than Natalie. My mom was a total control...
July 1979 — Falkenberg, Sweden On Friday, when I got back from my run, Pam was in her bra and panties again. I whistled at her, she giggled, then finished dressing. I showered, and we went to breakfast and finished up our last day. Once class was done, we were pretty much free. On Saturday, we’d have several optional activities and then on Sunday we’d head back to our host families. After dinner on Friday, I took Pam’s hand and we walked towards the river. It was quiet and peaceful, and...
July 1980, Over the North Atlantic We reached cruising altitude, and I settled back to read my book. Pam raised the armrest between us, snuggled close to me and read as well. The cabin crew offered drinks, and I had my first Coke in a year! Meal service began about an hour and a half into the flight. After the cabin crew picked up the trays and offered drinks again, they passed once more, offering headsets for the movie. Trevor and Maria took them, but Pam and I didn’t, instead we turned on...
July 8, 1997, Chicago, Illinois “Is it really that surprising?” Leah asked. “I suppose not,” I replied. “I just didn’t read too much into the kiss on the cheek.” “I didn’t think it was a good idea to kiss you on the lips with all those people around, because I had no idea who they were or what they would think. You were VERY careful with our dance, so I kind of followed your lead.” Which showed very mature thinking on her part. Both of these girls were exactly the kind of students I...
November 8, 1993, Chicago, Illinois A dark fog swirled before my eyes as I tried to take stock. My head hurt, badly. I felt something on my face and realized, dimly, it was an oxygen mask. My right hand was uncomfortable and I recognized the feeling of an IV and pulse-oximeter. My left arm ached fiercely. On my chest I felt the pads and wires of an EKG. I didn’t feel anything else wrong as I continued taking inventory. I tried to open my eyes, but the fog didn’t clear. I tried to speak, but...
August, 1983, Chicago, Illinois In the morning Anala and I ran as we had the previous time, then showered together, carefully washing each other’s bodies in an intimate but non-sexual way. After our shower we went to the kitchen and I made breakfast and we sat down to eat. “Steve, may I make a suggestion?” she asked. “Sure.” “Broaden your circle of friends. Other than me, all of you are white, nominally Christian, 20-year-old Americans. And you don’t invite me to your Sunday...
June 23, 2000, Chicago, Illinois “Steve,” Kimmy said over the intercom, “I have a Suzanne Aavik for you.” “Thanks,” I replied. “Put her through, please.” A few seconds later, Suzanne was on the line. “Hi!” she exclaimed when I greeted her. “I’m in Chicago for three weeks. Can I still run away and join the circus?” I chuckled, “You might want to find out what the circus is actually like before you join! If you’re free, you’re welcome to come to the house tomorrow or Sunday and meet the...
March 1979 Monday was back to the normal routine of school. Debbie Courtney, who lived across the street and had turned fourteen the last week in February, started flirting more with me on the bus each day. Debbie Vaughn, who lived just down the street, would turn fourteen on March 16th and invited me to her birthday party. And Donna Woody, who lived just down the street in the other direction, would turn fourteen on March 20th. She had made it clear what she wanted for her birthday, and in...
June 2, 1990, Chicago, Illinois “My office, please,” Sensei Jim said after class on Saturday. I followed him to his office and waited for him to bid me to sit. He did, and I sat in the usual chair across from him. “She has a real problem, you know that, right?” he asked. “I do. That’s why I insisted she start seeing a counselor.” “I run a huge risk having her here with that kind of temper and her violent acts.” I nodded, “I understand. May I ask what you intend to do?” “I really don’t...
February 21, 1991, Chicago, Illinois “Hi, Sweetheart!” I said, greeting Bethany at the door. “Uncle Steve!” Nicholas exclaimed. I took him from his mom and he hugged me tightly. “Is Jesse with his moms?” Bethany asked. “Yes. They won’t bring him back over tonight so you and Nicholas can surprise him in the morning.” “Perfect!” “How was the drive up?” “The same as usual. Just a bit of traffic in Northern Indiana. Otherwise, smooth sailing. It was driving the other direction that was a...
November 4, 2000, Chicago, Illinois “Good morning, Sensei,” Miyu said when Kara, the girls, and I walked into the dojo on Saturday morning. “Good morning, Miyu.” “Do you have a moment, please?” I nodded and we went to the small practice room for privacy, as Sensei Jim had a family in his office. “What can I do for you?” “I need you to meet a young man,” she said. “I think you might be taking this ‘not do anything without permission’ a bit too far!” Miyu shook her head, “No, I’m not....
May 1979 The limo dropped me at home about 9:00pm. I took my stuff to my room, stripped, and hung up the tux. The rest of the things went into the hamper. I took a shower, put on shorts and a t-shirt, and walked down the hall into my dad’s office. I saw no reason to put this off any longer. “Stephen, you need to explain yourself!” my mom demanded. “I was in Mrs. McGrath’s, well, Mrs. Sanders’ now, wedding, as I said.” “You walked her down the aisle! You’re sixteen and not even related to...
November 3, 1990, Chicago, Illinois “I still don’t understand why you told everyone to leave Katy alone last night,” Elyse said on Saturday morning. “Because we weren’t going to talk her out of it. I could tell by the way she told us. I hoped letting her sleep on it would allow her to hear what we had to say. Obviously I was wrong.” “I was surprised that she wouldn’t talk to Jennifer at all,” Kara said. “I thought Jennifer would be the one to get her to listen to reason this morning.” I...
February, 1983, Chicago, Illinois Our first joining since the previous summer was slow and sweet, trying to express our deep love for each other through the motions of our bodies. When we finished, Karin held me tight and refused to let me move off of her. “Sleep there, please,” she whispered. I kissed her once more then adjusted my pillow so that I could rest my head next to hers. It wasn’t the most comfortable position, but it was what Karin wanted. The feel of her firm body under mine,...
July 3, 1996, Chicago, Illinois I blinked several times and took a breath before responding. It didn’t help. The best I could do was contain my visceral reaction at her completely out-of-line request and her wrong-headed assumptions when she had NO idea what had happened in my life the previous eight months. “What makes you think you can make that request after refusing to talk to me for nearly eight months? And equally importantly, without explaining Alexi? And without giving me the first...
August 12, 1994, Chicago, Illinois “Fuck ‘em all,” I sighed. “Especially Donald Fehr. Running to Federal Court, the NLRB, and Congress? I’m really tired of the government putting its thumb so heavily on the scale.” “Well, we’re not going to resolve that problem today,” Elyse said. “Jackie and Jeremiah want to come over.” I chuckled, “Why am I not surprised? I bet you anything he had a rough sketch done ten minutes after they hung up the phone.” “They want to discuss options. Kimmy felt...
July 1983, Milford, Ohio My drive to Ohio was filled with wild swings of emotion. After quickly driving Anala home I had set out for Milford, driving as fast as I thought I could get away with, slowing only when warned to do so by my radar detector. I’d told Nancy that I’d come straight to her house and asked her to call my dad and let him know so that Stephanie wasn’t worried. I pulled into the Blanchards’ driveway at 3:30pm, having managed to avoid any run-ins with the Indiana State Police...
June 1980, On the Train, and in Abisko, Sweden As the train sped across the Swedish countryside towards Stockholm, I reflected on the fact that there were less than three weeks to go until I had to be in Copenhagen to board a flight home. I was torn between wanting to go home and wanting to stay, but in the end, I didn’t have a choice. I really liked my life here, the freedom I was given, the friends I had and, the respect I had from adults. I hadn’t run into a single adult who had treated...