A Well Lived Life 2 Book 5 MichelleChapter 39 Valuable Life Lessons
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April 2, 1996, Chicago, Illinois
“Well, I think this may have been a wasted trip,” Lieutenant Mike Washington said when he was ushered into my office.
“Because of the Japanese decor?”
“And me not wanting an assignment to Yokosuka.”
“Don’t worry about it. If you prefer, I have a room with Western furniture.”
“This is OK.”
We sat down in the «zaisu» chairs and Kimmy brought me green tea and a glass of ice water for Lieutenant Washington.
“If I can ask, and you can refuse to answer without me holding it against you, why try to get out after just four years?”
“I’ll answer. My twins were born while I was deployed on the USS Dwight D. Eisenhower. Now I’m being sent to Japan for a two-year assignment which means my wife has to go along, or I don’t see her for most of the next two years, and I suffer financially. She really doesn’t want to raise the kids on base in Japan, and I can’t argue with her.”
“Why not try to get a Stateside posting?”
“I have. I called in every favor I’m owed, and Commander Schumacher tried as well. If you know any admirals...”
I shook my head, “Karl, Commander Schumacher, is the highest-ranking officer I know personally. And I don’t know any Senators or Congressmen, just local elected officials. Also, I did some checking, and honestly, if you’ll excuse me saying this, your chances of getting your resignation approved are near-zero unless you can prove extreme hardship. Not to mention it takes at least six months, which means you’re going to have to go, or face an Article 32 hearing preliminary to a court martial.”
“You’re well informed.”
“My dad is a retired Chief, and I have half-a-dozen good friends who are officers and a couple more who got out after doing their commitment.”
“A Chief during Vietnam?”
“Commander Schumacher didn’t fill you in? My dad served on destroyers protecting convoys during World War II. He didn’t marry until he left government service in 1961.”
“Does that make you the firstborn?”
“Yes. I have two younger siblings. Karl tells me you’re originally from the South Side?”
“Woodlawn. My dad is a construction worker and my mom works for the Social Security Administration. They managed to put both me and my brother through college, and me through law school.”
“You went to UIC and then DePaul, right?”
“Yes.”
“Why join the Navy?” I asked.
“It seemed like a good way to not have to go through the insane grind that comes with being a new associate. I knew I’d have to do two ‘at sea’ tours, which was OK. I did those and was away from my wife most of the last four years. I figured I’d get a Stateside deployment, but somebody decided I needed to go to Japan. I know there was no guarantee, but after two straight ‘at sea’ deployments, the odds of staying Stateside were pretty good.”
“I’m not quite sure what to tell you,” I said. “At this point, all I can say is get the process started and we’ll see what happens.”
“Thanks, Mr. Adams.”
“You’re welcome. Call me ‘Steve’, please, in the future. And come to breakfast with Commander Schumacher if you can.”
“I’m only in town for a couple of days, visiting my parents. Then I have to go back to Norfolk.”
“OK. Let me know what you find out.”
He stood, and we shook hands. Kimmy walked him out, and I went to my desk to call Karl.
“He seems like a nice guy, but bailing on your commitment isn’t a way to endear himself to me. I get that he was unlucky in the draw, if you will, but you get that when you sign up.”
“True, but he’s looking at another two years away from his family. And you know the Japanese view on African-Americans.”
“Oh, I do, and that’s the reason I’m cutting him slack on the commitment issue. I totally get it. One of my Japanese friends made it clear what her parents think of blacks. And that’s a pretty common theme. Heck, you’ve seen those racist Japanese propaganda posters from World War II depicting blacks as rapists. Not that Bugs Bunny was much better in how Japanese were treated by us.”
“Do you really need to do that?”
“What? Criticize my country? Yes. It’s the only way to fix the things which are broken. We’ve done some really bad stuff, Commander. Does it rise to the level of the Nazis or Japanese? Probably not, but you might ask the American Indians or Guatemalans or the few kids of former slaves who are alive. But forget all that. We can take it up at breakfast or Guys’ Night. What are the REAL chances he gets out anytime soon?”
“With the right strings pulled, it could happen. But we can’t find anyone who is willing and able to pull those strings.”
“Then I’d say our Lieutenant is going to Japan, unless he wants to risk being sent to Leavenworth to supervise Timothy Jefferson while he breaks rocks.”
“That’s probably the case. We have a couple more weeks to work on it.”
“I’d suggest he not file his resignation paperwork unless you’re sure. The next four years will be hell on him if he does.”
“I’ve told him that. Thanks for talking to him.”
“As I said, he’s a good guy who got dealt a shitty hand by the Navy. And there isn’t much any of us can do about it.”
“No, there isn’t.”
April 3, 1996, Chicago, Illinois
“Steve, I have Alderman Bloom on the line for you,” Kimmy announced.
“Did he say what he wanted?”
“No. He just asked to speak with you. I could ask him.”
“No. Go ahead and put him through.”
A few seconds later the phone buzzed and I answered.
“Good afternoon, Alderman. How may I help you?”
“I’m considering a run for City Treasurer and I was calling to ask for your support. I know you’re reticent to make contributions, but if you would lend your name, that would assist in gaining the party’s nomination. You had previously suggested that was a possibility.”
As much as I found it distasteful to back someone who was corrupt for higher office, it would go to show Theo, and whoever was really running the South Side Outfit that I was serious about what I had said. So long as I made no financial contributions, I could, should the corruption be uncovered, simply disavow him and walk away clean by saying I had no idea. His reputation would make that possible. I realized I was being cynical and propagating the problem, but given that Scuderi was basically stalking me, and given the break-ins by the two police recruits, I felt I had to.
“Certainly, Alderman. Feel free to add my name to your list of supporters.”
“Thank you, Mr. Adams. I appreciate it.”
“When will you announce?”
“It’s months away. I need to ensure sufficient community support, and not just in my ward, as this is a citywide office. With the way the lines were redrawn, you aren’t in my ward.”
“Our dojo is still in your ward.”
“Very true. Would you allow a visit, with the press, when the time is right?”
“I’ll discuss that with the master of the dojo, but I can’t imagine we’d refuse a visit from our Alderman.”
“Thank you again. May I ask for another favor?”
“Sure.”
“An introduction to two friends of yours - Ms. Samantha Spurgeon and Ms. Jeri Lundgren?”
“I can make those introductions for you. I’ll call them, then call you with the best time to contact them.”
“Thank you.”
We said ‘goodbye’ and hung up. I called both Jeri and Samantha, explained the request, and warned them not to contribute to Chicago politicians. They both laughed, telling me they knew better, but also agreed to speak to Alderman Bloom. I thanked them, then called Alderman Bloom’s office to relay their preferred contact times and numbers.
“I thought you weren’t getting mixed up in that shit,” Penny said.
“I’m not giving him any money or serving on any committee. And you know darn well that having friends in City government is about the only way things get done efficiently in Chicago!”
“What about Ed?”
“No way!” I said firmly. “I can’t ever ask him for any favors in that regard. He’s apolitical and has to stay that way. The FBI actually questioned me about that when they busted the Aldermen a few years ago, because I asked one of them to make sure Ed’s résumé was noticed.”
“They’re all corrupt except Alderman Bloom! He’s like the only one who is squeaky clean!”
“As far as we know,” I said.
“Bart says that if they haven’t found anything on him yet, that means he HAS to be clean.”
I chuckled, “You would think, right? And that public image is why I feel reasonably safe in letting him use my name in trying to get the nomination.”
“What about that professor from the University that my dad and Kara know?”
“Obama? Talk about a cipher! He only won because he got everyone else kicked off the ballot. I don’t know who his godfather is, but somebody is pulling the strings. This is Chicago, after all. Nothing happens without ‘Machine’ approval.”
“Whatever happened with that black Navy lieutenant who was here?”
“Nothing so far. I’ll bet you anything you care to wager he does his two years in Japan.”
“So, if he doesn’t, you’ll take me, right here, on my desk?” she teased.
“You know the rules, Penelope.”
“I’m not married!”
“But you work for NIKA and the policy is crystal clear. And you know from what happened with Mikela what Jamie has to say about that.”
“Oh right, because I’m going to snitch on you? Really?”
“No, but all it would take is someone finding out and then all hell would break loose. Heck, Dave and Julia would quit at that point, and you aren’t THAT good, Pretty Penny.”
“Hah! You’ve never had a better fifteen-year-old in your life!”
“Last I checked,” I smirked, “you aren’t fifteen anymore!”
“Asshole!” she spat, but she was laughing. “Sadly, the bod has quite a few miles on it since then. How the HELL did Kara manage to look BETTER after kids than she did before?”
“As she tells it, she was made to have babies, and you know what her pregnancies and labor were like.”
“Don’t remind me,” Penny growled. “It wasn’t fa ... never mind!”
“In this case I can accept the f-word!” I smirked. “You aren’t the first one to complain about Kara’s ease in childbirth.”
“Not to mention looking like a fucking supermodel at age 32 after giving birth to two kids!”
“As if you don’t look good!”
“Not like her!”
“I always thought you were sexy, Pretty Penny.”
“And now?”
“Absolutely! Of course! No question!”
“Uh huh. That sounds like an attempt to avoid me beating you with the nerf bat!”
“All kidding aside, I still find you incredibly attractive. But the rules are in place for good reason.”
“You’re just no fun!”
April 7, 1996, Chicago, Illinois
“I’ve never been to a hockey game,” Maria Cristina said as we walked into the United Center.
“Get used to it!” Elyse laughed. “If you hang around the circus, you’ll discover hockey is more important than oxygen at times!”
“Jesse, I hear you play hockey,” Maria Cristina said.
“Yes. My team is going to be league champions this year!”
“You have to win the playoff games first, Little Duck!”
“With me in goal? We can’t lose!”
“My son is extremely modest,” Jennifer laughed, “in addition to being a good goalie.”
“Dad says it’s not arrogance if you can back it up!” Jesse said smugly.
“Perhaps,” I chuckled.
“It was nice of Alec to let us use his box tonight, especially against Detroit!” Dave said.
“He owes me a few favors. I called one in. He was happy to oblige.”
“Who else is meeting us here?” Julia asked.
“Penny, the Jaegers, the Quinns with Nicholas, the Fergusons, the Schumachers with their two boys, Jeri and Howard, Samantha and Brian, Ed and Stephanie, Bo and Gina, Cindi and Stuart, Eve Falvey, Melissa, Molly and Brett, Sensei Jim, and Marcia and her dad. I invited Michelle, but she turned me down. And Jessica has to work tonight, so she’s sleeping.”
“And this Alec guy just lets you use his private box for free?” Maria Cristina asked.
“I did him a very big favor in the past. That’s how I conduct business. My friend Jeri owes me a few. I owe Samantha a few. And so on.”
“Do not!” Samantha protested, coming up behind me with Brian.
“Now children, no fighting!” Kara reprimanded us.
Samantha and I looked at each other, smirked, then said, “Yes, Mom!”
Kara rolled her eyes and shook her head while the others laughed.
When everyone had gathered by the ‘will call’ box, I got the tickets, and we all went to the VIP entrance and rode the elevator up to the skyboxes. Alec had provided all the food, but we had to pay for alcohol, per the rules.
“Do you know the rules for hockey?” Jesse asked Maria Cristina.
“Only the basic idea.”
He took her hand and led her down to the seats and started pointing out the lines and explaining the rules while the Blackhawks and Red Wings skated their warm-ups.
“Who’s the girl?” Dave asked.
“She’s being mentored by the ‘Chemistry Mafia’,” Kara said. “She wants to be a doctor, so we’ve enlisted Jessica as well. She may go to UofC, and if she does, she might live at the house, rather than with her mom in Cicero. I know you’ve heard what pre-med is like, in addition to medical school.”
“Trust me,” Dave said with a nod, “I made the right decision going into business with Steve. When they called my name at graduation, I was SO ready to be done, and it was nothing like what Jessica, Sofia, or Alejandra went through. Speaking of which, when do you get hooded?”
“June 8th!”
“Then there will be two Doctors Adams!” Julia said.
“And with Elyse with her Master’s, and both Jennifer and Josie with theirs, I’m the least educated adult in the house!” I grinned.
“And he STILL makes more than we do!” Kara said playfully.
“That’ll change,” I said. “If you looked at Jessica’s potential earnings on the salary schedule at UofC, she’ll have a larger base than I will in less than ten years. And if she gets a ‘management’ role, it’ll be even more. College professors, on the other hand, are significantly underpaid.”
“I love what I do, and I’m happy you and Jess make the money you do.”
I hugged her and we exchanged a quick kiss.
“Your girls didn’t want to come to the game?” Julia asked.
I shook my head, “They were more than happy to hang out with Rachel and Tiffany and a couple of other girls from school. Birgit associates hockey with stinky boys.”
“And if you’ve ever smelled a youth hockey locker room, you’ll know she’s spot on!” Josie laughed. “I don’t know of much that smells worse.”
We all laughed, including Jesse, who had just come back from the seating area with Maria Cristina.
“So we can just eat whatever we want?” Maria Cristina asked. “That’s what Jesse said.”
“Yes. And all you need to do is ask a waiter if something needs to be refilled. And if you want something they haven’t brought, and it’s on the menu, just ask for it. You can’t drink alcohol, obviously, but there are soft drinks and water in the fridge.”
“And your friend just pays for all of this?”
I nodded, “Yes.”
“Wow. That must have been some favor!”
“It was. Did Jesse explain the game?”
“Yes, though I’m a bit confused about the ‘two-line’ pass rule.”
“One of the rules I hope they eliminate. They’re talking about doing that in the minor leagues, but that’s probably years away. The best way to understand the rule is you can’t pass forward across any two of the three center lines without being ‘offside’.
“If you know the rules for soccer, it’s similar to offsides there being relative to the position of a player closer to the ball than the last defending player when it’s kicked forward. Hockey just uses lines. It’s all meant to keep players from camping out down the ice, which happened before the rules were put in place to prevent that. I want the ‘two-line pass’ rule gone so that the only offside pass is one that would be to a player already across the opponent’s blue line.”
“I think I get it. It’s offside, just not called that.”
“Correct.”
We had a wonderful time, ignoring one major downer - the Blackhawks lost 4-1, scoring their lone goal late in the 3rd period. Ex-Penguins Bob Errey and Paul Coffey contributed to the Detroit victory.
“Did you like it?” Jesse asked Maria Cristina.
“It was fun, but I can’t believe how many times they sent players to the penalty box!”
“Forty-six penalties isn’t a normal thing,” I chuckled, “but these teams positively hate each other. That’s why there were so many fighting and misconduct penalties, including Jim Cummins getting a game misconduct for starting the fight halfway through the third period.”
“I’m amazed they don’t get ejected for fighting!”
Jesse laughed, “I went to a boxing match and a hockey game broke out!“
“So it’s OK?”
“Sort of,” I said. “It used to happen a lot more, but they’re trying to crack down on it. An occasional fight is OK, but what happened this afternoon was out of control.”
“I’ll say! Jesse, do you fight in your games?”
“No. We get kicked off the team if we fight.”
We skipped our usual meal at Star of Siam as everyone had eaten plenty of food during the game. When we arrived home, Maria Cristina joined me in the ‘Indian’ room. I sat in a basket chair and she came and sat in my lap without being bidden. I wrapped my arms around her, and she pulled her legs up then put her head on my shoulder.
“Did you have a good time today?” I asked.
“Very! Your kids are so well-behaved, even when they’re going nuts over a hockey game!”
I chuckled, “I’m not sure I’d call cheering for Bob Probert to beat up Stu Grimson ‘well-behaved’. Well, maybe I would, but not most people!”
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December 5, 2000, Mayo Clinic, Rochester, Minnesota “I had a good time last night,” I said. “I was surprised you invited a friend!” Mary laughed as we walked into the exam room, “Naomi had a good time as well. You know what a Resident’s life is like.” I nodded, “No social life.” “Exactly. You guys seemed to hit it off pretty well.” “Yes, but I’m not here for that!” “You’re everywhere for that, and you know it!” I couldn’t help but laugh. “Let’s just say that you hit the sweet spot -...
March 1980, Hovås/Göteborg, Sweden I woke early as usual, but just enjoyed being in bed with Katt. When she woke, she hopped out of bed and pulled a robe out of her closet and handed it to me. “There’s a spare toothbrush in the bathroom. Go have your shower, then we’ll have breakfast after I have my shower.” I quickly showered and brushed my teeth, and went back to Katt’s room. She went to shower and came back a few minutes later. She dressed, and I got a very good look at her sexy body...
April 5, 1997, Chicago, Illinois “You missed cuddles this morning!” Birgit said accusingly when I walked into the house about 9:30am. “I know, Pumpkin, but I had a work emergency and had to go see Aunt Joyce and Grandpa A.” “And now we have to get ready for karate!” “I know. We’ll have some family time this afternoon. I don’t have any plans.” “Good!” I hugged her and the rest of the kids, then went to find Kara. We hugged and kissed, and went straight upstairs to get ready for...
September 3, 1989, Chicago, Illinois “Good morning, Sensei,” I said, bowing to Sensei Jim. “Good morning!” he said waving me to a chair in his office. “How was your trip?” I asked. “Enlightening. I spent most of my time acting as a manservant to Sensei Robert and Sensei Hiro.” “He who will lead, must first serve,” I said. “Someday, I’m going to send you to Sensei Hiro, should he live long enough. You understand.” “Does that mean you are now 6th Dan?” I...
October 29, 2000, Chicago, Illinois Birgit followed me as far as the stairs, then scooted upstairs when I went to the front door and opened it. “Hi!” Sophie said. “Hi!” I replied and held the door open so she could come into the house. I closed the door behind her then led her to my study where I waited until she went in, and then walked in, closing the door behind me. I nodded to one of the wingback chairs, she sat down in one, and I sat down in the other. “Is something wrong?” she...
August, 1983, Chicago, Illinois I walked in the near 90°F heat to Carla’s place. I was grateful that the humidity of the morning had dropped significantly; otherwise the heat would have been unbearable. By the time I walked up the steps to the apartment over the photography studio and knocked on her door, I had broken into a light sweat. Carla answered almost immediately and invited me inside her studio apartment. The air was moderately cool, and the window air conditioner was running full...
July 1982, Milford, Ohio On Tuesday morning, I kissed Kara goodbye and headed to my parents’ house for my usual morning routine with my little sister. She was happy that I could spend the morning with her and asked to take a walk, so we weren’t in the house with my mom. “Let me guess — this walk will end in the clearing,” I said with a smile. “Yes,” she said, taking my hand as we walked down Overlook towards Klondyke. As usual, we turned around and walked back, taking the path to the...
March 13, 1994, Chicago, Illinois “Hi, Steve!” Ailea said when she opened the door. “Hi,” I replied, accepting the offered hug. There was no touching of lips, just of cheeks, and I wondered if I’d misread her intentions at her birthday lunch, or if, perhaps, she detected my reluctance to return the offered affection. “Lunch is ready, so go ahead and sit. I’ll bring it in from the kitchen.” I went to the low table, sat down, and a minute later, Ailea brought miso soup and sushi, our usual...
April 3, 1997, Dallas, Texas “Remember what I said about drinking too much,” I said, as I poured bourbon into three cups. We’d stopped at a liquor store, bought a bottle of Blanton’s, and then returned to the small suite I’d reserved at the Westin. Deborah’s room was down the hall, and Krissy’s was two floors below. Krissy’s comment had caught me a bit off guard, but I hadn’t reacted visibly. I didn’t know her quite well enough to know if she’d been teasing with Deborah, so I was being...
March 28, 1991, Chicago, Illinois “This day belongs to you, Kara!” I said when the three of us woke on Thursday morning. “Happy birthday!” Jessica said. “Thanks,” Kara replied happily. “I think I’d like an amazing birthday fuck from our husband, and then a nice loving shower with my wife!” Kara said. “Do we have enough time?” I asked. Jessica giggled, “I set the alarm for thirty minutes earlier!” “Then let’s not waste any of it!” I said pulling Kara to me. Kara’s squeals as I plunged...
September 4, 2000, Chicago, Illinois On Monday morning I went to my study to make a surreptitious call to ensure that the surprise I’d planned for Kara was still going to happen, and after confirming that it was, Jesse, Matthew, Michael, and I began preparing for the Labor Day party by getting beer and soda into coolers, getting the grill ready, setting up tables and chairs in the backyard, and ensuring the liquor cabinets were stocked while my wives and daughters worked on food prep in the...
September 1, 1987, Chicago, Illinois “I heard that you have some kind of plan to help Ed,” I said to Connie. “There’s no plan,” she replied. “A witness who saw the shopkeeper alive after Ed left came forward.” That sounded convenient, and I wondered if the witness was real or someone that Anthony had put forward to solve the problem. Certainly, the videotape was real, because I couldn’t imagine how Anthony could have faked that, but the witness? Who knew? “So is he being released? Or is...
August 17, 1997, Chicago, Illinois We finished lunch and Marissa and the younger kids went to play, but Natalie sat with the adults to talk, with coffee, tea, or soft drinks. The Sarcus were very comfortable, but the Heaths were still struggling. But, vitally, they hadn’t left and hadn’t insisted Natalie leave the group. “Can you explain how you developed this attitude and approach?” Chris asked. I nodded, “It started when I was just a bit younger than Natalie. My mom was a total control...
July 1979 — Falkenberg, Sweden On Friday, when I got back from my run, Pam was in her bra and panties again. I whistled at her, she giggled, then finished dressing. I showered, and we went to breakfast and finished up our last day. Once class was done, we were pretty much free. On Saturday, we’d have several optional activities and then on Sunday we’d head back to our host families. After dinner on Friday, I took Pam’s hand and we walked towards the river. It was quiet and peaceful, and...
July 1980, Over the North Atlantic We reached cruising altitude, and I settled back to read my book. Pam raised the armrest between us, snuggled close to me and read as well. The cabin crew offered drinks, and I had my first Coke in a year! Meal service began about an hour and a half into the flight. After the cabin crew picked up the trays and offered drinks again, they passed once more, offering headsets for the movie. Trevor and Maria took them, but Pam and I didn’t, instead we turned on...
July 8, 1997, Chicago, Illinois “Is it really that surprising?” Leah asked. “I suppose not,” I replied. “I just didn’t read too much into the kiss on the cheek.” “I didn’t think it was a good idea to kiss you on the lips with all those people around, because I had no idea who they were or what they would think. You were VERY careful with our dance, so I kind of followed your lead.” Which showed very mature thinking on her part. Both of these girls were exactly the kind of students I...
November 8, 1993, Chicago, Illinois A dark fog swirled before my eyes as I tried to take stock. My head hurt, badly. I felt something on my face and realized, dimly, it was an oxygen mask. My right hand was uncomfortable and I recognized the feeling of an IV and pulse-oximeter. My left arm ached fiercely. On my chest I felt the pads and wires of an EKG. I didn’t feel anything else wrong as I continued taking inventory. I tried to open my eyes, but the fog didn’t clear. I tried to speak, but...
August, 1983, Chicago, Illinois In the morning Anala and I ran as we had the previous time, then showered together, carefully washing each other’s bodies in an intimate but non-sexual way. After our shower we went to the kitchen and I made breakfast and we sat down to eat. “Steve, may I make a suggestion?” she asked. “Sure.” “Broaden your circle of friends. Other than me, all of you are white, nominally Christian, 20-year-old Americans. And you don’t invite me to your Sunday...
June 23, 2000, Chicago, Illinois “Steve,” Kimmy said over the intercom, “I have a Suzanne Aavik for you.” “Thanks,” I replied. “Put her through, please.” A few seconds later, Suzanne was on the line. “Hi!” she exclaimed when I greeted her. “I’m in Chicago for three weeks. Can I still run away and join the circus?” I chuckled, “You might want to find out what the circus is actually like before you join! If you’re free, you’re welcome to come to the house tomorrow or Sunday and meet the...
March 1979 Monday was back to the normal routine of school. Debbie Courtney, who lived across the street and had turned fourteen the last week in February, started flirting more with me on the bus each day. Debbie Vaughn, who lived just down the street, would turn fourteen on March 16th and invited me to her birthday party. And Donna Woody, who lived just down the street in the other direction, would turn fourteen on March 20th. She had made it clear what she wanted for her birthday, and in...
June 2, 1990, Chicago, Illinois “My office, please,” Sensei Jim said after class on Saturday. I followed him to his office and waited for him to bid me to sit. He did, and I sat in the usual chair across from him. “She has a real problem, you know that, right?” he asked. “I do. That’s why I insisted she start seeing a counselor.” “I run a huge risk having her here with that kind of temper and her violent acts.” I nodded, “I understand. May I ask what you intend to do?” “I really don’t...
February 21, 1991, Chicago, Illinois “Hi, Sweetheart!” I said, greeting Bethany at the door. “Uncle Steve!” Nicholas exclaimed. I took him from his mom and he hugged me tightly. “Is Jesse with his moms?” Bethany asked. “Yes. They won’t bring him back over tonight so you and Nicholas can surprise him in the morning.” “Perfect!” “How was the drive up?” “The same as usual. Just a bit of traffic in Northern Indiana. Otherwise, smooth sailing. It was driving the other direction that was a...
November 4, 2000, Chicago, Illinois “Good morning, Sensei,” Miyu said when Kara, the girls, and I walked into the dojo on Saturday morning. “Good morning, Miyu.” “Do you have a moment, please?” I nodded and we went to the small practice room for privacy, as Sensei Jim had a family in his office. “What can I do for you?” “I need you to meet a young man,” she said. “I think you might be taking this ‘not do anything without permission’ a bit too far!” Miyu shook her head, “No, I’m not....
May 1979 The limo dropped me at home about 9:00pm. I took my stuff to my room, stripped, and hung up the tux. The rest of the things went into the hamper. I took a shower, put on shorts and a t-shirt, and walked down the hall into my dad’s office. I saw no reason to put this off any longer. “Stephen, you need to explain yourself!” my mom demanded. “I was in Mrs. McGrath’s, well, Mrs. Sanders’ now, wedding, as I said.” “You walked her down the aisle! You’re sixteen and not even related to...
Rachel Doyle stirred drowsily in the fragrant bubble bath as the shrill ring of the alarm clock woke her from her slumber. She had fallen asleep for 20 minutes in the warm scented water and reached drowsily for the bath-tub plug to release the soapy suds and quickly shower. The pretty 24 year old brunette was 6 months into her in-turnship with JP Morgan and was anxious to climb the corporate ladder and join the rat race in the world of investment banking. Thus far she was well on her way, with...
November 3, 1990, Chicago, Illinois “I still don’t understand why you told everyone to leave Katy alone last night,” Elyse said on Saturday morning. “Because we weren’t going to talk her out of it. I could tell by the way she told us. I hoped letting her sleep on it would allow her to hear what we had to say. Obviously I was wrong.” “I was surprised that she wouldn’t talk to Jennifer at all,” Kara said. “I thought Jennifer would be the one to get her to listen to reason this morning.” I...
February, 1983, Chicago, Illinois Our first joining since the previous summer was slow and sweet, trying to express our deep love for each other through the motions of our bodies. When we finished, Karin held me tight and refused to let me move off of her. “Sleep there, please,” she whispered. I kissed her once more then adjusted my pillow so that I could rest my head next to hers. It wasn’t the most comfortable position, but it was what Karin wanted. The feel of her firm body under mine,...
July 3, 1996, Chicago, Illinois I blinked several times and took a breath before responding. It didn’t help. The best I could do was contain my visceral reaction at her completely out-of-line request and her wrong-headed assumptions when she had NO idea what had happened in my life the previous eight months. “What makes you think you can make that request after refusing to talk to me for nearly eight months? And equally importantly, without explaining Alexi? And without giving me the first...
August 12, 1994, Chicago, Illinois “Fuck ‘em all,” I sighed. “Especially Donald Fehr. Running to Federal Court, the NLRB, and Congress? I’m really tired of the government putting its thumb so heavily on the scale.” “Well, we’re not going to resolve that problem today,” Elyse said. “Jackie and Jeremiah want to come over.” I chuckled, “Why am I not surprised? I bet you anything he had a rough sketch done ten minutes after they hung up the phone.” “They want to discuss options. Kimmy felt...
I'm sitting here in my car, soaking wet and wearing nothing but my boxer briefs with three things on my mind: 1) how the hell did that just happen? 2) why didn't I bring a towel or a change of clothes? and 3) when can I fuck that tight little pussy again? But I guess I should start a bit earlier in the story...I met her a couple of months ago, but I had heard about her long before that. See Cat was the talk of the men's locker room. Almost every guy in the club either knew her or knew of her,...
July 1983, Milford, Ohio My drive to Ohio was filled with wild swings of emotion. After quickly driving Anala home I had set out for Milford, driving as fast as I thought I could get away with, slowing only when warned to do so by my radar detector. I’d told Nancy that I’d come straight to her house and asked her to call my dad and let him know so that Stephanie wasn’t worried. I pulled into the Blanchards’ driveway at 3:30pm, having managed to avoid any run-ins with the Indiana State Police...
June 1980, On the Train, and in Abisko, Sweden As the train sped across the Swedish countryside towards Stockholm, I reflected on the fact that there were less than three weeks to go until I had to be in Copenhagen to board a flight home. I was torn between wanting to go home and wanting to stay, but in the end, I didn’t have a choice. I really liked my life here, the freedom I was given, the friends I had and, the respect I had from adults. I hadn’t run into a single adult who had treated...