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April 19, 1996, Chicago, Illinois
“An interesting strategy,” I said.
“If you think about it, it makes sense. If I show up at a law firm with, and I’m not implying anything specific by this, five or ten years of experience, I’ll be able to negotiate a partnership, rather than have to start as a glorified law clerk. And it’s especially hard for women to become partners in law firms.”
“It depends on the firm, but generally, I’ll agree with you. Things are changing, but not quickly enough to suit me.”
“You seem to have solved that problem here,” Deborah observed.
“We never had it. Elyse, Julia, and Cindi were three of four friends who helped me start the firm. The other one was Dave. Our first hire was a female programmer. And it wasn’t because I had some burning guilt about the treatment of women or any BS like that. They were people I knew and trusted, and who were friends. And we’ve made sure we do our best to keep our applicant pool as diverse as possible, then select the best candidates. Are YOU the best candidate?”
Deborah Rice was a 3L from Kent College of Law, which was affiliated with IIT. She’d clerked for Allen & Baker, which gave her a leg up, but she’d also clerked for Hart-Lincoln, which I was sure wasn’t helping her job search. Most of those partners had taken some form of plea bargain, and most had surrendered their law licenses rather than go to jail. A few were fighting the government tooth and nail.
“The best who’ll consider an offer from a medium-sized, privately-held, family-run firm where they’ll mostly do routine work!”
“Point taken,” I grinned. “And you think this is the kind of firm you’d want to work for?”
“My research tells me you’re open-minded and forward-thinking. Your reputation in the legal community is stellar, and you’re known for your progressive policies.”
I chuckled, “Bite your tongue! I’m about as libertarian as they come!”
“Sorry, I didn’t mean to imply your politics were left-wing, though I don’t see that as the issue you might! I suspect we agree on some things, and disagree on others. But isn’t that part of the point?”
“Yes, of course!”
“And you aren’t averse to going against culture, given what I discovered about your unique family arrangements.”
I chuckled, “You HAVE done your homework. Or people at Allen & Baker talk too much!”
“I asked around. Nobody volunteered information.”
“Doing your homework is a good thing! On that note, what was your favorite class in law school?”
“Evidence. It was a really fun class, and I enjoyed learning the different ways to get evidence into a trial when you might not be able to introduce it directly.”
“So you enjoy being a sneaky so-and-so?” I grinned.
“I do. And believe it or not, I actually enjoyed my elective on being a general counsel.”
“The fact that you called out that elective in your cover letter was key to you getting this interview.”
“As my professors reminded us, when writing, ‘know your audience’ is the key to successful writing.”
“How did you do in your ‘civil procedure’ class?”
“A solid B. I got an A in contracts.”
“Which you pointed out in your cover letter as well! And you mentioned your A in legal writing. But I’m much more concerned about your ability to write prose than I am your ability to write pleadings. Frankly, if you have to write a pleading, you probably haven’t been doing your job.”
“You settle lawsuits?”
“I have, when appropriate. But I’m reluctant to pay off frivolous claims. We have an arbitration clause in our contracts, which so far we haven’t had to exercise.”
“What were the suits?”
“One billing dispute which was trumped up, but I paid it off to save myself the time and hassle of fighting to the US Supreme Court, which this company would have done.”
“There has to be a story there.”
“One of the partners was related to a lawyer nemesis of mine who spent ten years of his career losing cases against me.”
“What happened to him?”
“One to the forehead, one to the chest, in San Antonio.”
“You’re joking?”
“It turns out he was part of the corruption here in Chicago and tried to leave. Someone objected. Strenuously. I had means, motive, opportunity, AND an ironclad alibi.”
“You’re not exactly doing a good job selling, Mr. Adams.”
I chuckled, “It was in all the papers, so it’s not as if I could hide it. The other settlements were instances of threatened sexual harassment suits. Both completely devoid of truth, but the bad PR of public claims wasn’t worth it. I settled based on Jamie Ferguson’s recommendation.”
“He’s at Allen & Baker, right?”
“Yes. He successfully defended a raft of suits from a pair of competitors. One ended with us owning the company that sued us. The other ended when we trounced the plaintiff in court.”
“So, this COULD be interesting.”
“I sure as hell hope not!” I chuckled. “But yes.”
“I’d like the position, Mr. Adams. When do I start?”
“Aggressive, too!” I grinned.
“You can’t get what you don’t ask for! The first rule in negotiations!”
“True. I need you to speak to a few more people before I make a decision. Let me get Kimmy. She’s my Executive Assistant and is the person who REALLY runs the company!”
“I’m not sure I buy that.”
“Why? I delegate to her something like 80% of all CEO-related stuff. I don’t want to do it. I’m a programmer and want to stick to it as much as possible. Unfortunately, not much is possible. Well not for another 625 days, fifteen hours, eight minutes, and,” I checked my watch, “thirty-seven seconds.”
Deborah laughed, “What happens then?”
“January 2nd, 1998, my sister takes over as CEO and I go back to being a programmer. She worked for Arthur Andersen and now she’s working for Spurgeon Capital.”
“Interesting.”
“Let me get Kimmy,” I said.
I left and went to Kimmy’s desk and asked her to interview Deborah, then went back to my desk. About two hours later, when the interviews were completed, I called everyone together for a quick review.
“She’s the best of the three we’ve seen so far,” Kimmy said. “I’d put Evan second, and wouldn’t even consider Zach.”
“I agree,” Elyse said. “Zach is out. It’s a tough choice between the other two, but I think Kimmy is right.”
“I’d put them in the other order,” Julia said. “But only by a hair. I wouldn’t object to either of them.”
“I agree with Kimmy,” Eve said. “But like Julia, it’s only by a hair. I could go either way.”
“And I prefer Deborah completely,” Cindi said.
“OK,” I said. “We still have two candidates to see next week. Unless someone thinks we should act on Deborah’s request to me that we hire her today!”
The women all laughed.
“She asked me the exact same question,” Elyse said. “And I’m sure that’s one reason you liked her. She did what you would do.”
I nodded, “That’s true. The only thing that raised some hairs on the back of my neck was her 1L internship at Hart-Lincoln, but I checked, and she wasn’t even interviewed by the FBI.”
“Of COURSE you did!” Elyse laughed.
“A quick call to Agent Stone confirmed they didn’t talk to her because there was literally nothing to talk to her about. She did legal research and spent 90% of her time at the law library, according to her timesheets. And if mere association is enough for guilt, then we’re all guilty. Especially the person who made the sale!”
“You’re the one who keeps reminding us you can’t swing a dead penguin without hitting someone connected to the Outfit in Chicago!”
“I do believe I say ‘dead cat’!”
“Just trying to keep it relevant!” Cindi smirked.
“Anyway, we’ll talk to the next two and then we’ll decide what to do. I don’t think we need more than two more, given our opinions of Deborah and Evan.”
Everyone nodded or said ‘yes’ so we adjourned.
April 22, 1996, Chicago, Illinois
“I’m going to Ohio next week,” I told Elyse on the way to the office on Monday morning. “I’ll leave on Sunday after lunch and be back late on Wednesday.”
“What’s going on?”
“Nothing. I’m going to see my dad and Joyce, and I’ll have ice cream with Donna W.”
“Ice cream?” Elyse asked.
“Yes. Ice cream. I’ll also see Ben van Hoek and have some ‘me’ time.”
And spend a couple of days and nights with Eve, but there was no way I could or would say that to Elyse!
“Kimmy’s here, right?”
“Yes.”
“We’re going to be short next week - Cindi, Eve, Tasha, and Zeke are all out.”
“And you, Julia, and Kimmy can handle it for the three days I’ll be gone. Most of the staff is here, right?”
“Yes.”
“Then don’t sweat it. We’ll make the decision on our in-house counsel this week; I’ll do the IIT interviews tomorrow and Wednesday. And you know I’m available by phone if there are any issues that really need my attention.”
“Don’t forget lunch today.”
“I won’t. You know I don’t want it, but I’ll humor you, and so will Penny.”
“How is she doing?”
“Not dealing well with being single, but I’m not sure what she expected.”
“True. Are you and your wives going out tonight?”
“Yes. It’s better to break the celebration into two because of Jessica’s schedule. That let me spend more time with the kids. And then tonight it can be the wives.”
“But she has to work, right?”
“That does put a minor crimp in the celebration. I appreciate you taking Ashley home in my car so Kara, Jess, and I can leave straight from the office.”
“That does save you at least an hour!”
Elyse’s phone buzzed, and she pressed the intercom button.
“Yes, Kimmy?”
“Jacob Goldberg is here for Steve.”
“Thanks, Kimmy. I’ll go get him.”
Jacob was the first of the two candidates we were seeing that morning. I interviewed him and felt he wasn’t quite as good as Evan or Deborah. The same was true, two hours later when I interviewed Paul Winthrop. The discussion to make our decision, though, had to wait until after lunch.
Lunch was pizza from Connie’s and after everyone sang Happy Birthday to Penny and me, we cut the sheet cake, then Charlie, Kimmy, and Lucas served everyone, adding scoops of ice cream to each plate of cake. There were plenty of birthday greetings, but a quiet word to Charlie had ensured no hugs were attempted.
“Permission to hug you?” Kimmy asked when we went back upstairs to our office.
“As much as I’d like that, work isn’t the place.”
“I swear, I should have put a hit out on Mikela!” she growled.
“It’s not just her,” I said. “It’s more complicated than that.”
“Penny,” Kimmy said flatly.
“Also a major part of it. But I will point out something, once, and that’s the fact that YOU acknowledged something changed when you quit shaking that cute little ... rear at me!”
Kimmy laughed, “I KNOW you look. I don’t have to be obvious about it. And before you deny it, I know you well enough that you notice, even if you aren’t staring. You aren’t dead just yet!”
“You might want to ask Penny’s opinion on that one!”
“Penny’s problem is that she can’t distinguish lust from love. She loves you, sure, but it’s lust that drives her. I, on the other hand, am IN love with you, and have been since the first day I met you. Nothing is ever going to change that. But I knew the score. You let me help you when you needed it the most, and then, very gently rebuffed what you know we both want because, at least in part, you know I’m in love with you.
“There are plenty of girls here who would love to have you, and could handle a one-off night of unbridled passion; Penny isn’t one of them. I know you know that, and I totally understand why the rules are in place, and why we have to follow them. Penny doesn’t, but then again, she’s used to getting her way and doing what she wants, consequences be damned. You and I don’t think that way, which is why our relationship is what it is.”
“Now I want to hug you,” I grinned.
“Oh, I know,” Kimmy smirked. “Should we sneak into the supply room?”
“Probably not the best idea,” I said, taking her hand and squeezing it. “But thank you for the pleasant image.”
“You’re welcome. Sorry to change the subject, but it’s almost time for the meeting to select the in-house counsel.”
I released her hand and we walked to the ‘Lemieux’ room where Elyse, Cindi, Julia, and Eve joined us.
“Does anyone think that Zach or Jacob would be better options than Evan or Deborah?”
Everyone shook their heads or said ‘no’.
“Jamie generally agrees with us,” I replied. “I asked him to simply eliminate three from competition and he eliminated the same three. So that leaves us with a decision between Evan and Deborah. I’ll listen.”
“Actually,” Cindi said. “This is your counsel. You have to choose. We helped you eliminate three of the five candidates. But in the end, you’re picking your legal advisor to, well not replace but supplement, Jamie. The four of us agree you need to decide.”
“Why do I sense a conspiracy?” I asked with a grin.
“Uhm, because I just TOLD you there was one!” Cindi laughed.
“She’s right,” Eve said. “This isn’t a veto situation. This must be your choice. We’re talking about someone you have to trust just as implicitly as you trust the four of us.”
“And that means YOU have to make the decision, big boy!” Elyse smirked.
“Julia?” I asked.
She shook her head, “Don’t look at me! I got out of that damned chair the moment you let me!”
“Maybe I should have brought Stephanie in on this,” I mused.
“No, you shouldn’t,” Kimmy said firmly. “Even when she’s here, YOU are still NIKA and while she and I will handle all the operational issues, you still have to lead. And that means having good advisors. Like the five of us!”
“How did I put myself in a position where women rule my life?” I sighed theatrically.
All five of them laughed.
“You poor baby!” Cindi smirked. “And all of us know there is only one woman who rules your life. Well, young woman, but you know what I meant! Now, decide!”
“Shall I call home and ask?” I grinned.
“She’s in school!” Elyse laughed. “But I suppose you could get her out of class.”
“What’s your decision, Boss?” Eve asked.
“He’s stalling,” Cindi said. “He doesn’t LIKE having to make these decisions. He never has.”
“That’s not QUITE true,” I grinned. “I picked all of YOU.”
“He does have a point!” Kimmy said. “But I agree, he’s stalling.”
“Deborah,” I said.
“Defend your decision,” Cindi demanded.
“In my opinion, she’s the best candidate. She’s not going to be afraid to confront me, and she made that clear in the interview.”
“How?”
“She was direct, and honest, and wasn’t afraid to say things which with a different interviewer might have gone sideways very quickly. She’s aggressive, wants the job, and has a clear exit plan.”
“Exit plan?” Elyse asked. “And that’s a good thing?”
“Where is a lawyer going to go in this firm? No place. She intimated between five and ten years, and then she’d leverage her work here into a partnership at a law firm. That makes perfect sense, and tells me she understands the role and its limitations. The fact that she not only thought about that, but had the courage to state it clearly, tells me I can rely on her to provide good, solid counsel.”
“And adding to the women who rule your life!” Cindi laughed.
“He’s always been that way,” Elyse said. “His closest advisors have always been women, going back before I even met him when we were in tenth grade. He’s always had a mentor, starting with Joyce’s grandfather, though after Jorge’s death, I think that role is shared by three guys - Karl, Jamie, and Doctor Al.”
I nodded, “I would never have thought to call Jorge a mentor because he was younger, and I daresay he would have said the roles were opposite of what you just said, but you make a good point. Sensei Jim factors in there, as well.”
“But none of them have had the influence on you that Bethany or Jennifer or Anala had.”
“Or you.”
Elyse smiled, but said nothing.
“Do you want me to draw up the paperwork for an offer?” Kimmy asked.
“No,” I said. “I need to do it. I’ll get it to you by the end of the day.”
The meeting adjourned, and as we left the room, Elyse put her hand on my arm, so I followed her to her office. She shut and locked the door, then led me to the couch. I was surprised when she sat in my lap to cuddle.
“What’s up?” I asked.
“Thank you,” she said, giving me a quick peck on the lips.
“I was just telling the truth.”
“I know, but it is nice to hear it.”
“And the cuddling?”
“The last time we did that was Christmas. That’s too long.”
“I kind of left that to your discretion because of Eduardo. And honestly, we shouldn’t do this here.”
“On that topic I agree with Penny, not the Junior Anti-Sex League! And that’s why I did this. Don’t take it too far, Steve. Hugs are OK. I know you sent word through Charlie that the girls weren’t to hug you, but nobody is pressuring anyone and if THEY initiate the hugs, there isn’t an issue.”
“Sure there is,” I said. “Perception is reality.”
“Let me rephrase, NOT hugging, ever, sends the wrong message. It makes you TOO aloof, too cold. Find a middle way. You know, that Swedish word you always use? «Lagom».”
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March, 1982, Milford, Ohio As I drove along I-65, I thought about what Stephanie had asked for and what Bethany had said without even knowing about the request. Of course, because Bethany and I were so in tune, she might have actually had an idea that I was struggling with getting involved with my sister again. I kept turning it over and over in my mind and I kept coming to the same conclusion — that I shouldn’t do it. I was torn between doing what Stephanie wanted and doing what Kara and...
September 7, 1992, Chicago, Illinois “That went reasonably well,” Michelle said when her parents drove off. “There were a few times I thought my expression would give away something I shouldn’t. You were messing with me, weren’t you?” She grabbed both my hands and smiled, “I was telling the truth, in my own way. Thank you!” She leaned forward and kissed my cheek. “So, what’s left?” I asked. “To visit UofC tomorrow and formally withdraw from classes. To spend some time with you and your...
October 1981, Chicago, Illinois I arrived back at the apartment just before 10:00pm and saw the address for the party. I decided I wasn’t particularly interested in going so I put on some music, poured myself a glass of wine, and started reading more about Russia. I was alternating between the history and culture book and the Communist Party book, decided on the history and culture book for this time. I didn’t get much reading done because I was thinking about Tatyana, which led me to...
January 23, 1996, Chicago, Illinois “Father, bless!” I said, greeting Father Basil with upturned palms. “Bless you, Stephen,” he said as I kissed his hand. The waiter showed us to a quiet table along the wall of Roditys in Greektown. He took our drink orders and was back quickly. We placed our food orders right away and he left to put them in with the kitchen. “I’m not quite sure how to address this, so I’m just going to ask you bluntly. Are you the father of Michelle’s baby?” I shook my...
June 29, 1995, Chicago, Illinois On Thursday, I finally had lunch with Melissa again, something I hadn’t been looking forward to. Much like with Cèlia, Melissa and I had passed an inflection point and I was left with sub-optimal paths forward. I’d been struggling with the possible solutions, and all of them had pitfalls. When I walked into Takumi, I had something of a plan. Whether it was good or not would only be known once everything played out. “I spoke to my wives,” I said after we’d...
December 5, 2000, Mayo Clinic, Rochester, Minnesota “I had a good time last night,” I said. “I was surprised you invited a friend!” Mary laughed as we walked into the exam room, “Naomi had a good time as well. You know what a Resident’s life is like.” I nodded, “No social life.” “Exactly. You guys seemed to hit it off pretty well.” “Yes, but I’m not here for that!” “You’re everywhere for that, and you know it!” I couldn’t help but laugh. “Let’s just say that you hit the sweet spot -...
March 1980, Hovås/Göteborg, Sweden I woke early as usual, but just enjoyed being in bed with Katt. When she woke, she hopped out of bed and pulled a robe out of her closet and handed it to me. “There’s a spare toothbrush in the bathroom. Go have your shower, then we’ll have breakfast after I have my shower.” I quickly showered and brushed my teeth, and went back to Katt’s room. She went to shower and came back a few minutes later. She dressed, and I got a very good look at her sexy body...
April 5, 1997, Chicago, Illinois “You missed cuddles this morning!” Birgit said accusingly when I walked into the house about 9:30am. “I know, Pumpkin, but I had a work emergency and had to go see Aunt Joyce and Grandpa A.” “And now we have to get ready for karate!” “I know. We’ll have some family time this afternoon. I don’t have any plans.” “Good!” I hugged her and the rest of the kids, then went to find Kara. We hugged and kissed, and went straight upstairs to get ready for...
September 3, 1989, Chicago, Illinois “Good morning, Sensei,” I said, bowing to Sensei Jim. “Good morning!” he said waving me to a chair in his office. “How was your trip?” I asked. “Enlightening. I spent most of my time acting as a manservant to Sensei Robert and Sensei Hiro.” “He who will lead, must first serve,” I said. “Someday, I’m going to send you to Sensei Hiro, should he live long enough. You understand.” “Does that mean you are now 6th Dan?” I...
October 29, 2000, Chicago, Illinois Birgit followed me as far as the stairs, then scooted upstairs when I went to the front door and opened it. “Hi!” Sophie said. “Hi!” I replied and held the door open so she could come into the house. I closed the door behind her then led her to my study where I waited until she went in, and then walked in, closing the door behind me. I nodded to one of the wingback chairs, she sat down in one, and I sat down in the other. “Is something wrong?” she...
August, 1983, Chicago, Illinois I walked in the near 90°F heat to Carla’s place. I was grateful that the humidity of the morning had dropped significantly; otherwise the heat would have been unbearable. By the time I walked up the steps to the apartment over the photography studio and knocked on her door, I had broken into a light sweat. Carla answered almost immediately and invited me inside her studio apartment. The air was moderately cool, and the window air conditioner was running full...
July 1982, Milford, Ohio On Tuesday morning, I kissed Kara goodbye and headed to my parents’ house for my usual morning routine with my little sister. She was happy that I could spend the morning with her and asked to take a walk, so we weren’t in the house with my mom. “Let me guess — this walk will end in the clearing,” I said with a smile. “Yes,” she said, taking my hand as we walked down Overlook towards Klondyke. As usual, we turned around and walked back, taking the path to the...
March 13, 1994, Chicago, Illinois “Hi, Steve!” Ailea said when she opened the door. “Hi,” I replied, accepting the offered hug. There was no touching of lips, just of cheeks, and I wondered if I’d misread her intentions at her birthday lunch, or if, perhaps, she detected my reluctance to return the offered affection. “Lunch is ready, so go ahead and sit. I’ll bring it in from the kitchen.” I went to the low table, sat down, and a minute later, Ailea brought miso soup and sushi, our usual...
April 3, 1997, Dallas, Texas “Remember what I said about drinking too much,” I said, as I poured bourbon into three cups. We’d stopped at a liquor store, bought a bottle of Blanton’s, and then returned to the small suite I’d reserved at the Westin. Deborah’s room was down the hall, and Krissy’s was two floors below. Krissy’s comment had caught me a bit off guard, but I hadn’t reacted visibly. I didn’t know her quite well enough to know if she’d been teasing with Deborah, so I was being...
March 28, 1991, Chicago, Illinois “This day belongs to you, Kara!” I said when the three of us woke on Thursday morning. “Happy birthday!” Jessica said. “Thanks,” Kara replied happily. “I think I’d like an amazing birthday fuck from our husband, and then a nice loving shower with my wife!” Kara said. “Do we have enough time?” I asked. Jessica giggled, “I set the alarm for thirty minutes earlier!” “Then let’s not waste any of it!” I said pulling Kara to me. Kara’s squeals as I plunged...
September 4, 2000, Chicago, Illinois On Monday morning I went to my study to make a surreptitious call to ensure that the surprise I’d planned for Kara was still going to happen, and after confirming that it was, Jesse, Matthew, Michael, and I began preparing for the Labor Day party by getting beer and soda into coolers, getting the grill ready, setting up tables and chairs in the backyard, and ensuring the liquor cabinets were stocked while my wives and daughters worked on food prep in the...
September 1, 1987, Chicago, Illinois “I heard that you have some kind of plan to help Ed,” I said to Connie. “There’s no plan,” she replied. “A witness who saw the shopkeeper alive after Ed left came forward.” That sounded convenient, and I wondered if the witness was real or someone that Anthony had put forward to solve the problem. Certainly, the videotape was real, because I couldn’t imagine how Anthony could have faked that, but the witness? Who knew? “So is he being released? Or is...
August 17, 1997, Chicago, Illinois We finished lunch and Marissa and the younger kids went to play, but Natalie sat with the adults to talk, with coffee, tea, or soft drinks. The Sarcus were very comfortable, but the Heaths were still struggling. But, vitally, they hadn’t left and hadn’t insisted Natalie leave the group. “Can you explain how you developed this attitude and approach?” Chris asked. I nodded, “It started when I was just a bit younger than Natalie. My mom was a total control...
July 1979 — Falkenberg, Sweden On Friday, when I got back from my run, Pam was in her bra and panties again. I whistled at her, she giggled, then finished dressing. I showered, and we went to breakfast and finished up our last day. Once class was done, we were pretty much free. On Saturday, we’d have several optional activities and then on Sunday we’d head back to our host families. After dinner on Friday, I took Pam’s hand and we walked towards the river. It was quiet and peaceful, and...
July 1980, Over the North Atlantic We reached cruising altitude, and I settled back to read my book. Pam raised the armrest between us, snuggled close to me and read as well. The cabin crew offered drinks, and I had my first Coke in a year! Meal service began about an hour and a half into the flight. After the cabin crew picked up the trays and offered drinks again, they passed once more, offering headsets for the movie. Trevor and Maria took them, but Pam and I didn’t, instead we turned on...
July 8, 1997, Chicago, Illinois “Is it really that surprising?” Leah asked. “I suppose not,” I replied. “I just didn’t read too much into the kiss on the cheek.” “I didn’t think it was a good idea to kiss you on the lips with all those people around, because I had no idea who they were or what they would think. You were VERY careful with our dance, so I kind of followed your lead.” Which showed very mature thinking on her part. Both of these girls were exactly the kind of students I...
November 8, 1993, Chicago, Illinois A dark fog swirled before my eyes as I tried to take stock. My head hurt, badly. I felt something on my face and realized, dimly, it was an oxygen mask. My right hand was uncomfortable and I recognized the feeling of an IV and pulse-oximeter. My left arm ached fiercely. On my chest I felt the pads and wires of an EKG. I didn’t feel anything else wrong as I continued taking inventory. I tried to open my eyes, but the fog didn’t clear. I tried to speak, but...
August, 1983, Chicago, Illinois In the morning Anala and I ran as we had the previous time, then showered together, carefully washing each other’s bodies in an intimate but non-sexual way. After our shower we went to the kitchen and I made breakfast and we sat down to eat. “Steve, may I make a suggestion?” she asked. “Sure.” “Broaden your circle of friends. Other than me, all of you are white, nominally Christian, 20-year-old Americans. And you don’t invite me to your Sunday...
June 23, 2000, Chicago, Illinois “Steve,” Kimmy said over the intercom, “I have a Suzanne Aavik for you.” “Thanks,” I replied. “Put her through, please.” A few seconds later, Suzanne was on the line. “Hi!” she exclaimed when I greeted her. “I’m in Chicago for three weeks. Can I still run away and join the circus?” I chuckled, “You might want to find out what the circus is actually like before you join! If you’re free, you’re welcome to come to the house tomorrow or Sunday and meet the...
March 1979 Monday was back to the normal routine of school. Debbie Courtney, who lived across the street and had turned fourteen the last week in February, started flirting more with me on the bus each day. Debbie Vaughn, who lived just down the street, would turn fourteen on March 16th and invited me to her birthday party. And Donna Woody, who lived just down the street in the other direction, would turn fourteen on March 20th. She had made it clear what she wanted for her birthday, and in...
June 2, 1990, Chicago, Illinois “My office, please,” Sensei Jim said after class on Saturday. I followed him to his office and waited for him to bid me to sit. He did, and I sat in the usual chair across from him. “She has a real problem, you know that, right?” he asked. “I do. That’s why I insisted she start seeing a counselor.” “I run a huge risk having her here with that kind of temper and her violent acts.” I nodded, “I understand. May I ask what you intend to do?” “I really don’t...
February 21, 1991, Chicago, Illinois “Hi, Sweetheart!” I said, greeting Bethany at the door. “Uncle Steve!” Nicholas exclaimed. I took him from his mom and he hugged me tightly. “Is Jesse with his moms?” Bethany asked. “Yes. They won’t bring him back over tonight so you and Nicholas can surprise him in the morning.” “Perfect!” “How was the drive up?” “The same as usual. Just a bit of traffic in Northern Indiana. Otherwise, smooth sailing. It was driving the other direction that was a...
November 4, 2000, Chicago, Illinois “Good morning, Sensei,” Miyu said when Kara, the girls, and I walked into the dojo on Saturday morning. “Good morning, Miyu.” “Do you have a moment, please?” I nodded and we went to the small practice room for privacy, as Sensei Jim had a family in his office. “What can I do for you?” “I need you to meet a young man,” she said. “I think you might be taking this ‘not do anything without permission’ a bit too far!” Miyu shook her head, “No, I’m not....
May 1979 The limo dropped me at home about 9:00pm. I took my stuff to my room, stripped, and hung up the tux. The rest of the things went into the hamper. I took a shower, put on shorts and a t-shirt, and walked down the hall into my dad’s office. I saw no reason to put this off any longer. “Stephen, you need to explain yourself!” my mom demanded. “I was in Mrs. McGrath’s, well, Mrs. Sanders’ now, wedding, as I said.” “You walked her down the aisle! You’re sixteen and not even related to...
November 3, 1990, Chicago, Illinois “I still don’t understand why you told everyone to leave Katy alone last night,” Elyse said on Saturday morning. “Because we weren’t going to talk her out of it. I could tell by the way she told us. I hoped letting her sleep on it would allow her to hear what we had to say. Obviously I was wrong.” “I was surprised that she wouldn’t talk to Jennifer at all,” Kara said. “I thought Jennifer would be the one to get her to listen to reason this morning.” I...
February, 1983, Chicago, Illinois Our first joining since the previous summer was slow and sweet, trying to express our deep love for each other through the motions of our bodies. When we finished, Karin held me tight and refused to let me move off of her. “Sleep there, please,” she whispered. I kissed her once more then adjusted my pillow so that I could rest my head next to hers. It wasn’t the most comfortable position, but it was what Karin wanted. The feel of her firm body under mine,...
July 3, 1996, Chicago, Illinois I blinked several times and took a breath before responding. It didn’t help. The best I could do was contain my visceral reaction at her completely out-of-line request and her wrong-headed assumptions when she had NO idea what had happened in my life the previous eight months. “What makes you think you can make that request after refusing to talk to me for nearly eight months? And equally importantly, without explaining Alexi? And without giving me the first...