Finding Bathsheba Book 2Chapter 15
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The field was a mess. Between the November evening temperatures down in the low 40s, and the steady drizzle that Seattle is so famous for, Allison was pretty miserable. Mud covered her from head to toe and clung to her like a thick, freezing paste. She'd given up cleaning her cleats within two minutes of the beginning of the second half, and now her shoes felt like they were made of concrete. She felt like she was running in slow motion AND like she was running on ice. The extra effort to make any sudden maneuvers had sapped her of her energy.
Her only consolation was that everybody else on the field was affected the same way. It was virtually impossible to tell the players apart by the color of their jerseys, since mud brown was the prevailing color at the moment. Since almost every head included a mud covered ponytail or braid, you couldn't really tell by hair color either. The amount of mud on most faces was beginning to mask those features, as well.
This wasn't the first game that they'd played in these conditions, and Allison wasn't sure she'd ever get used to it. What was different about this game was the magnitude of the contest— this was the district semifinals—and that just added to her frustration.
Allison watched play down field, at least as well as she could considering the players were nothing but brown blobs moving around, and anxiously waited for Bellevue's offense to do SOMETHING. They'd played a scoreless game through the first two-thirds of the contest, but as so much of the action had taken place on Bellevue's end of the field, it was only a matter of time before West Seattle scored. They did it twice in quick succession, the first goal by outplaying the weaker right side of Bellevue's defensive line, and the second goal by taking advantage of a fluke when Amanda, Bellevue's goalie, mishandled the slickened ball on a punt.
The season had been a good one, for the Wolverines as a whole, and for Allison in particular. They'd finished the regular season in second place in their league, their highest finish in several years. In the league tournament, they pulled off a surprising upset of Mercer Island, ranked 3rd in the state, to make it to districts, where they shut out Bainbridge in the first round. The winner of this game against West won the right to play Mercer Island in the finals.
Allison played key roles in both of Bellevue's playoff wins, just as she had all year. She was most pleased with her efforts in shutting down Mercer's All-State attacker, as well as the rare press coverage she received from that game.
As time dwindled, it looked to Allison like Bellevue's season was about to end. She could only look on in frustration as the game played heavily on the other end of the field. West had taken up a defensive game plan now that they had a two goal lead, and with the exception of the occasional cleared ball, little action came Allison's way.
Allison heard the whistle that ended the game and her season, and she felt the sadness of another season's dream ending. To her surprise, that sadness only remained for a few minutes. She was usually bummed out for days afterwards, especially since she gave everything she had on the field, and hated to have her efforts ended prematurely. This time, that sadness was replaced by a calming sense of satisfaction of a well-played season. She wondered how this change in attitude came about. Was she just not that attached to Bellevue's success? No, she thrilled in the success of any team she played for. Was she maturing to the point that she realized there were things more important than soccer success?
The Wolverines were quiet as they made their way through the postgame handshake and over to the team huddle. Their fans were making their way from the sidelines to the huddle, as well. Usually they waited on the sidelines for their players, but with the season's end, certain rules just didn't seem to apply anymore. Allison gave Abigail and Jack a little smile before turning towards Coach Baldwin.
As the girls knelt in a circle around him, he turned slowly making eye contact with one.
"I have no problems coming up with things to say in my pep talks before each game," he said quietly, once he completed his turn. "This speech, though ... this is never easy to give."
Allison watched her coach as he struggled to find things to say. She could make out the distant cheering of the victors, mingled with the shuffling and occasional sniffles of some of Allison's teammates. To her surprise, she saw Wendy, Ryan, and Chris standing among the Wolverine fans that thronged the girls. They hadn't attended any road games yet, and she wasn't aware her new friends were coming to this one. A twinge of regret settled in her stomach that they had to see the team lose, though she was pleased they made the effort.
"I'm proud of you girls," Coach continued,. "We lost some good players last year, some good friends, and I have to admit I was a bit concerned coming into this season. You weathered the rocky early season and really came together as a team. Some of you younger girls really stepped up and played like veterans. New blood really helped, too."
He smiled quickly at Allison when he said that, before scanning the team again.
"I've never coached a season where I felt like the team, as a whole, gave 100% of themselves from start to finish of every game. This season I coached a team that did, and it's been a pleasure."
A smattering of applause began somewhere in the circle of Wolverine fans and quickly grew until the whole circle was applauding them. Coach Baldwin let the applause die down before continuing.
"I have some last items of business before I turn you girls over to your families until spring." He pulled a slip of paper from his pocket and unfolded it. "The P-I will be publishing the All-State teams tomorrow, but I wanted the honor of sharing the information with you first. Before I get to that, we have some district accolades. Beth and Tiffany made All-District second team, which is excellent for two first-year starters. Jenna, Erin, and Allison—who constitute our entire defensive left—each made All-District first team. Congrats, Girls."
Allison felt a rush from the applause that followed. She knew she'd played well, but to make All-district during her first year on the team was an accomplishment for which she felt a surge of pride. She felt someone rub her back, and she glanced behind her to see Abigail smiling down at her. Her smile turned to a frown as she looked at the mud that now covered her hand.
"As with last year, we were recognized on the state level," Coach Baldwin said.
Everyone looked over at Jenna, who made All-state the previous season. Whispered congrats floated around, and Coach Baldwin smiled.
"No surprise, huh? Stand up and take a bow, Jenna. Our lone senior—whom we will miss terribly—retains her position on the state first team."
Jenna stood and received hugs from her teammates as the onlookers cheered. Allison was so happy for her. She waited her turn and hugged Jenna. They weren't close, but they shared a mutual respect.
Allison moved back to her spot, but a tug on her sleeve drew her attention. She looked up to see Coach Baldwin smiling back. He pulled her to stand next to him and motioned for the crowd to calm.
"Jenna may not have been a surprise, but this next might be. The powers that be were also impressed with another member of our team, just as many of our faithful fans have been. Our newest team member, Allison Garner, will also see her name listed in black and white alongside the other All-State first-teamers."
Allison gasped. She had no idea. There was a slight hesitation before the crowd erupted into cheers again. She was speechless. From her position next to the coach, she could see Jack and Abigail cheering more enthusiastically than anyone. Allison's teammates mobbed her.
"Congratulations!"
"We knew you'd get it!"
"Way to go, Allie!"
As the group settled again, Coach held Allison back again. He motioned for Beth Wisman, their newly named All-District forward, to come forward.
"Finally, after a team wide vote, Allison and Beth have been named defensive and offensive Captains, respectively, for next season."
More applause followed. Allison was feeling light-headed from the double-whammy. Recognition on a state level was quite an honor, but for Allison, it was secondary to recognition by her team. She still felt like an outsider, like she didn't really belong to any clique of friends, yet the team voted her to lead them. It was a definitive show of acceptance. She willed herself not to cry.
The coach said a few more words, which Allison missed, then he released the girls into the care of their parents.
Abigail was there in a flash, wrapping her arms tightly around her sister, ignoring the fact that she was covered in mud.
"Ohmigod, Allie! That is so awesome! I'm soooo proud of you."
Allison turned her head to kiss Abigail's lips, but caught herself at the last moment and quickly kissed her sister on the cheek.
Jack also ignored the mud and embraced her next.He didn't hesitate to give her a quick peck on the lips.
"Me, too, Allie Cat. Did you have a clue?"
Allison shook her head, still in a daze. "No, I, um, I'm shocked."
"Allie!!!"
Allison turned and saw Wendy preparing to give her a hug, but at the last second, she thought better of it and patted Allison's shoulder instead.
"I'm soooo excited!" Wendy said. "That is just so cool! I've never been friends with an All-State athlete."
Ryan was next, choosing to shake her hand instead.
"Good job, Allison."
Chris followed, and to Allison's surprise, gave her a hug.
"You're awesome, Allie," he said quietly, into her ear.
Allison broke the embrace and blushed. "Um, thanks, Guys."
She glanced up at Chris. The look on his face made her blush again. Wendy grabbed her hand. Her excitement was almost tangible.
"Is this your sister and brother-in-law?" she asked.
Allison smiled up at Jack. "Yeah, this is Jack, and this is Abigail. Abigail, Jack, this is Wendy."
Wendy held up Allison's hand and squeezed. "I'm Allison's new best friend."
Abigail smiled. "It's nice to finally meet you, Wendy. Allison has told us so much about you."
"And this is Ryan, Wendy's man, and Chris," as Allison indicated the two boys.
Jack reached over and shook hands with them.
"Nice to meet you guys."
Allison watched Jack and Chris shake hands. She couldn't deny that she was flattered by Chris' obvious interest in her. He was cute and nice and funny. She even felt a bit of a spark with him. But as he and Jack shared her field of vision, any attraction she felt for Chris was completely overwhelmed by her love for Jack.
"Allie, a bunch of kids are going to Ruby's Diner for food, shakes, and stuff," Wendy said. "You want to go?"
Allison was pleased with the sudden invitation, but when she glanced at her lovers, she felt conflicted.
"No, I, uh, Jack and Abbie are driving me home."
"I can drive you, Allison," Ryan said.
"Would that be all right?" Wendy asked Abigail.
Abigail smiled as she looked closely at Allison, apparently trying to gauge the younger girl's feelings.
"Sure, that's no problem. Do you want to go, Allie?"
Allison gave her sister a guilty look as she tried to resolve her internal conflict. She wanted to be with her lovers, especially after such a big announcement, but her desire to finally go out with friends was so immense.
"You sure you're OK with it?" she asked.
"Of course," Abigail said, as she patted Allison's arm. "Don't worry about us. You have fun."
Jack gave her another hug.
"There's a German restaurant in Bellevue I've wanted to try," he said. "Since I know you're not a big fan of wursts or kraut, this seems like a good time to check it out. We can hang out tomorrow night."
"Thanks, Guys," Allison said, before turning back to Wendy. "Ruby's it is."
Wendy's smile lit up her face. "Then off to the shower with you. I'm in dire need of one of Ruby's famous shakes."
Allison waved goodbye to Abigail and Jack and headed for the lockers.
Jack stabbed the piece of knockwurst with his fork, sunk it into the pile of sauerkraut, and lifted the large bite to his mouth. He closed his eyes and made a show of savoring the bite.
"I have never seen a man make love to his food," Abigail teased.
"That's not entirely true. I eat you all the time." He kept his eyes closed while he chewed.
"Mmm ... and you do it so well, too."
He opened his eyes and finished chewing normally. He watched as Abigail half-heartedly pushed her food around on her plate.
"How's the sauerbraten?" he asked.
Abigail looked down at the slices of beef on her plate for a second before taking another bite.
"It's good," she said, after she swallowed.
"You're just picking at it."
"I guess I'm just not that hungry."
Jack put his fork down and reached across the table to take Abigail's hand.
"What's up, Abbie?"
She was quiet for a minute, but as she held his hand tightly, he could tell whatever was on her mind was heavy.
"I want to try fertility treatments again."
Jack was surprised. After the last emotionally charged, hormonally crazed treatment, Abigail swore she was done with it.
"Are you sure?"
"One more time. That's it, and if it doesn't work, I'm done."
"I thought you were done after the last time."
"Well, I'm not ready to give up yet," she snapped.
"Hey, hey, Sweetie. It's OK if you want to try again. I just ... I need to get myself back in that mindset."
Abigail sighed. "I'm sorry. It's just that when I had my period, however many weeks ago, and we ... failed ... to get pregnant, it reminded me how much I long to be a mother. I thought I was coming to grips that I might never give birth, but I just can't let go yet."
"I can understand that. You're young enough that putting that dream aside for good seems like a hasty decision. What about adoption?"
"I'm pretty sure that I want to adopt at some point, regardless of whether or not we have children of our own. Going that route right now feels like I'm giving up, though." Abigail tilted her head and looked at Jack. "Don't you want to have our own children?"
The question irritated Jack. Abigail already knew the answer.
"Of course, I do. It's just that those treatments are so ... hard on you."
"I'm a crazy bitch when I'm on the drugs, right?" Abigail said, coldly.
"No, Abbie. It's just..."
"Well, I feel like one!" Abigail snapped. "You don't know what it's like, Jack, to purposefully take some stupid damn pills so I can enjoy weeks of my body and my emotions spinning wildly out of control, knowing full well that the chances of conceiving are so astronomically low that it feels like senseless torture."
Jack leaned forward. "You're right, I don't know what it's like, and I AM sorry it's so hard on you. But don't act like you are the only one this affects, and I'm not just talking about your emotional upheaval, either. I love sex, Abbie, as much as any man. But do you know how hard it is to keep up steady performance under such emotional stress?"
"Oh, yeah. It's so tough to have sex EVERY day."
"Don't belittle my feelings, Abbie, just like you wouldn't want me to belittle yours."
"I don't see you having a difficult time right now having sex just about every day."
"What I'm saying is that the pressure to perform really does make it difficult."
"Or maybe it's hard to 'perform' because of the monotony of ramming it in to the same boring pussy."
Jack tensed. "Don't go there, Abigail. That's not fair, and you know it's not true."
Abigail began to fire back, but then stopped and sagged in her chair.
"I'm sorry," she said, sincerely.
"See, Abbie? We can't even talk about it without you getting all upset about it. Do you really want to go there again?"
"I have to, Jack." She said quietly. "I'm not ready to say goodbye to my dream."
Jack watched his wife. She was looking down at her food, again pushing it around the plate with her fork. He took her hand once more and squeezed gently until she looked up at him. The watery glistening that filled her big brown eyes brought a lump to his throat.
"Then I'm not ready to give up on OUR dream, either," he said. "I'll do whatever I can to help you through this, I promise. We're in this together."
Abigail smiled through her tears, but said nothing.
"What about Allison?" Jack asked, after a few seconds.
Abigail tilted her head again. "What about her?"
"Shouldn't she have an input in this?"
Jack felt the hard squeeze of Abigail fingers moments before he saw the stormy anger cross her face. Then almost as quickly, her face lit up in a radiant smile.
"Of course, she should. I mean, assuming we really are committing to her for the long-term."
"I thought that was what we already decided."
Abigail brushed her hair behind her ear. "We've said that, but discussing such intimate plans and making these kinds of decisions with her input seems to add some validity to our words of commitment."
"Are you unsure of that?"
Jack knew where he stood, but if Abigail had second thoughts on Allison's position in their lives, then they'd really be in a hard place. Abigail's eyes teared up again.
"There is absolutely no doubt in my mind. At first, when you asked me if we should involve Allison, my instinct was to get angry. Almost instantly, though, I felt such a flood of love and happiness while thinking of my sweet little Allie Cat. You're right; it's not fair to make any firm plans without her input. We can ask her tonight, or tomorrow, if she gets home too late."
Just then Jack's cell phone rang. Abigail pulled it from her purse. Jack smiled. It was the "family" cell phone, but since Jack used it during his long daily commute, it was commonly referred to as his phone. Be that as it may, it was commandeered by Abigail or Allison as soon as it came into close proximity to either of them.
"Hello?" Abigail answered. "Hey, we were just talking about you ... we were talking about some important things and wanted to get your input ... when you get home tonight is fine ... what are you going to do at Wendy's house? ... oh, a movie ... sure, that's OK ... we can talk in the morning, then ... I take it you're having a good time..." Abigail smiled and rolled her eyes at Jack. " ... sounds like he has a crush on you, little girl..."
Jack figured they were talking about Chris, and wondered what Allison's friend had done to make him the topic of conversation between the sisters. A surge of jealousy washed over Jack, but that was quickly followed by guilt. He and Abigail were committing themselves to Allison, but they also knew she was young, and hadn't really experienced life. While she professed to be in love with them, they knew her emotions and desires were likely to change as she moved into adulthood. The older couple had agreed to allow Allison room to spread her wings, regardless of the cost to their relationship with her.
Abigail was hanging up when he turned his attention back to her.
"Allison says she's having a great time and that Wendy has invited a few of the kids to watch a movie at her house tonight. She's also asked Allison to stay the night, so we won't see her until late morning, at the earliest."
"What about Chris?"
Abigail smirked at him. "Jealous?"
Jack shrugged. "Maybe a little, but I'm OK."
"Allison says he's 'entirely too flirtatious.'"
"I see."
Abigail laughed and patted Jack's hand.
"You don't have to worry, Jack. He's not going to replace you in Allison's heart."
"So you say."
"Best friends have a way of knowing these things. I'm telling you, she likes him, but he doesn't hold a candle to you in her eyes."
Jack watched as Abigail took a huge bite of her food and then smiled at him as she chewed. He shrugged again and went back to making love to his meal.
Jack stepped onto the wet blacktop and made his way along the sidelines towards the benches. He scanned the sparse groups of guys before finding Seth along the opposite sideline. Seeing Seth was final confirmation that something was wrong. The young man had been aloof during class for the last few weeks, almost to the point of being cold. His usual post-class visits with Jack had abruptly ended, something Seth explained away as being busy with one class project or another.
Jack was disappointed with the turn in Seth's behavior. He had begun to view Seth as more than a student. He found himself looking forward to their chats and playing basketball together. Seth was fast becoming a friend.
Then it all came to a screeching halt, and Jack had no idea why. He had waited for weeks for Seth to invite him to play ball again, but when the invitation didn't come, Jack took matters into his own hands. He figured he'd played with these guys long enough, that his showing up uninvited wouldn't be strange. Besides, it was a public court, after all. If Seth wasn't there, then Jack would accept his excuse of being busy.
But Seth was there. Jack purposefully strode around the court towards Seth and his friends.
"Hey, Guys," Jack said, when he got into range.
"Hey, Teach," several of the guys called out, adopting the nickname Seth had for Jack. Seth didn't say anything, but bent over and fiddled with his shoelaces.
"Where you been?" Barry asked.
Barry was Seth's roommate. Apparently, Seth hadn't confided in Barry about what was going on, so Jack would have to dig a bit more.
Jack shrugged and continued to watch Seth. "Between teaching and my own classes, I've been pretty busy. I'm sure some of you guys understand that."
Seth glanced up at Jack and held his gaze. There was something raging in his eyes that Jack was surprised to see. It was obvious Seth was pissed about something.
Given that the temperature was in the mid-50s and that the drizzle had tapered off, enough folks were on the dual courts to form two full games. One game was already in full swing. Guys moved onto the other court to shoot around while Jack and a couple of other late stragglers finished getting ready. Jack watched as Seth began to corral some of the guys, and he was sure Seth was already getting his team together, a team that would exclude Jack. It wasn't uncommon for them to be on opposing teams, but the pair had developed such a good chemistry when playing together, that when given the chance to pick, they would choose to be teammates.
Seth's excluding Jack was fine with him. He'd just guard the younger guy and force him to talk. Jack moved out onto the court and greeted his teammates. They chose defensive assignments.
"I'll guard Davis," Jack said, moving over towards his student.
Seth was standing on the wing, leaning over with his hands on his knees. He glowered at Jack as he approached.
"Missed you last time I came out to play," Jack said. The last time Seth had invited Jack to play, Seth hadn't shown up. Their relationship appeared to turn sour after that.
"I was busy," Seth mumbled. He stood up tall and refused to look Jack in the eyes.
"So you've been saying. Glad you are making such a relentless effort on your education."
"Ball in!" someone called from the top of the key.
The game went into full swing. Seth got the ball and faked a drive, then pulled up with a jump shot, which hit the rim and bounced away. The play moved down the court. Being as tall and as solid as he was, Jack decided to post up inside and take advantage of the couple of inches and dozens of pounds he had on Seth.
Soon, the ball went inside to Jack, and he spun quickly, trying to get a first step on Seth. As he went up for a short jumper, his body was hit hard and he stumbled into the goal post.
"Foul!" someone called.
Jack looked at Seth, whose face now registered open hostility.
"No, it's good," Jack said, refusing to rub the sting in his chest.
"But..."
"It's good," Jack firmly insisted.
He was still perplexed at his friend's actions, but was becoming slightly incensed.
Jack's teammate shrugged and play moved back in the other direction. Seth got the ball again, and he decided to drive this time. Jack slid in front of him and Seth lowered his shoulder and drove forward with all his might. His shoulder hit Jack's hard midsection with a jarring thud, which caused Jack to take a step back, and Seth to stagger to the side and down to his knee.
"Foul," Seth growled.
Jack reached out to help Seth up, but the younger man slapped the offered hand away.
Seth's team scored and play went back to the other end. Jack posted Seth up again, and winced when Seth's bony elbows dug into his ribs. Seth shoved and pushed, trying to move Jack from his position. Jack obliged, flashed out to the wing, and took the pass. He turned to face Seth, who was breathing heavily, and visibly seething. Jack leaned forward and spun the basketball in his hands. The two men glared at each other. Jack's half-grin stole across his face, and Seth's jaw clinched. Jack put the ball on the floor and took off towards the baseline, clearly getting the first step on Seth. This time, as he brushed past his defender, something hard slammed into Jack's chin. Searing pain flashed through his head and he stumbled to a knee.
"Foul! Foul, goddammit!" someone yelled.
Jack shook off the pain, quickly stood, and whirled on Seth, whose hands were clinched in tight fists. Jack's own hand clinched in a fist. He felt his rage boiling just under the surface. Instead, he closed his eyes tight and relaxed his fingers.
"What the hell are you doing, Davis?" Barry yelled, as he approached.
Jack opened his eyes and he and Seth stared each other down.
"What the fuck, Seth?" Barry growled, as he stepped between the two men.
Seth looked at Barry and then turned his head.
"Nothing."
"You're trying to beat the shit out of your fucking teacher? What, did he fail you or something?"
Seth didn't say anything. Jack took a deep, calming breath.
"What's going on, Seth?" he asked, evenly.
"You know," he said quietly, without looking at Jack, then turned towards the rest of the guys. "Let's play. Where's the ball?"
"No fucking way, Seth," Barry said again. "You two are out this game. Work it out and then you can come back."
"Fuck you, Barry," Seth snapped. "Give me the fucking ball."
Seth shoved past two players and put his hand out to the guy with the ball. The guy held the ball on his hip, and his only movement was the shake of his head.
"Fuck!" Seth spat, then he turned and stomped towards the benches.
"Sorry, Guys," Jack said, with an apologetic shrug.
He slowly followed Seth off the court. The smaller guy was stuffing his sweats into a backpack.
"Talk to me, Seth," Jack said, quietly.
"I have nothing to say to you."
"At least tell me why you are so pissed at me."
Seth harrumphed. "You know why. I don't have to say it."
Jack was incredulous. He felt like banging his head against the concrete.
"Seth, man, I don't have a fucking clue what you are talking about."
Seth finally whirled on Jack. "How could you fucking cheat on her, Man? She's a freaking goddess, you mean the world to her, and you fucking cheat on her! You're a lousy son of a bitch!"
Jack was reeling. What did he mean? Did he mean Allison, or did he think he saw something else. If Allison, how could he know? Jack's face must have showed his confusion, because Seth shook his head.
"You don't fucking get it, do you? I SAW you, Man! She was walking in when I was walking out after class one day. I zeroed in on her, like I do all good-looking women, and followed her back into the building. I found her with you, Man. She had her tongue stuck down your fucking throat, and you sure as hell weren't fighting her off."
Jack's mind went into fast rewind, trying to remember when. Suddenly, it all became clear to him, the same class as the last basketball invitation he got from Seth. Allison had surprised him after class. Jack closed his eyes.
Seth gave a rueful chuckle. "Yeah, now you get it. You got sloppy and you got caught. I know this is none of my business, but I think the world of your wife, so I can't just let it slide. How could you do this to Abigail, Jack?"
Jack kept his eyes closed. "It's not what you think, Seth."
"What, was she just checking for cavities? With her tongue? You think I'm a fucking idiot?"
Jack finally opened his eyes. "That's not what I mean. You saw correctly."
"So you admit you were making out with some chick who was NOT your wife?"
"Yes, but it's not what it looks like."
Seth held his hands out beside himself. "Enlighten me, then," he quipped.
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"What about this?" Brianna said, holding up a soft, cotton bag for Tammy to see. "It's for your shoes so they don't get your clothes dirty in your suitcase." Tammy was zipping and unzipping a rolling carry-on suitcase, obviously testing its durability. She looked up and shook her head. "Plastic bags from the grocery store are better AND cheaper." Brianna thought for a moment. "Good point." She hung the bag back on the hook. It was the day after Independence Day, and Tammy was...
A screaming bladder woke Jack. He looked at the clock and saw that it was a little after three in the morning. He extricated himself from underneath his wife and padded to the bathroom. The faint light from the living room peeked under their bedroom door. That surprised him; Allison hadn't planned on coming home from the after-prom party until after five. He quieted his bladder first, then pulled on his boxers and went out to check on his young lover. He expected to see her sleeping on the...
Allison glanced at Brianna as they took their seats overlooking the water. Brianna caught her and smiled widely. Allison returned the smile and went about preparing her lunch. The two friends had come to downtown Seattle to pick up the wedding gift Allison and Abigail had gotten Jack. They'd picked up the special photo album and were grabbing lunch at Ivar's on the waterfront before heading up to Pike Place Market to get fresh flowers and fruit for the wedding. "Do I get to look at the...
Sweat soaked into Allison's practice jersey as she watched the play from the sidelines. Her team was next up again on the three-on-three keep-away drill, and she was watching the other players closely, looking for their tendencies or weaknesses and trying to determine a plan of attack. This would be her third round in the drill, and so far she was feeling pretty good about her passes and her ability to anticipate her opponents passing lanes. She was a little disappointed with her initial...
"Malthus felt that man was doomed to live a life of poverty because the population, he said, would always grow faster than the food. It was this prediction that led writer and historian Thomas Carlyle to call economics 'the dismal science.'" Jack glanced at the clock on the wall behind the class. He was just concluding the second day of his new teaching assignment, and needed to take care of one last order of business before he set the students loose. "Before we wrap it up today, and...
Allison groaned as she flopped onto the floor. Abigail stepped over her supine sister to take the last box to the master bedroom, then came back out and looked down at her sister. Just watching Allison stretch out on the floor was enough to make the older girl swoon. Allison stretched her arms above her head and arched her back, which forced her youthful breasts to stretch her t-shirt, her tiny nipples little bumps beneath the fabric. By the playful expression on Allison's face, it was...
"See you in a couple of hours, Abbie!" Allison called through the bathroom door. Abigail didn't answer, so she opened the door and stepped into the steamy room. She watched Abigail's murky form through the frosted glass door. Even when she thought she was unobserved, Abigail moved with a sexiness that made Allison's heart thump. The way she glided her hands over her soapy body was mesmerizing. If Tanner hadn't been waiting in the living room, Allison would have stripped down and joined...
Jack wasn't sure if it was the six times Allison asked that evening if she could help him with anything, the eye-rolling Abigail gave whenever she asked it, or the way they practically fought over who got to refill his water glass at dinner or put his dirty clothes in the laundry room a millisecond after he pulled them off. Whatever it was, he knew they were up to something. Allison had just returned from taking the clothes to the laundry room. "OK, both of you, sit down," he said, in a...
"Several days ago an acquaintance approached me about my family," Sharon said, as she looked down into the dark liquid that filled her cup. She noted how the liquid rippled as she cradled the cup in her trembling hands. "What did this acquaintance say?" Bill asked quietly. What did Dr. Goodwyn really say? Much of the conversation was lost in the murky depths of her frazzled mind, but she couldn't shake the feeling she got from her conversation with Dr. Goodwyn, and this disturbed her....
Ted was holed up in his home office and had been since mid-afternoon when John had called him about Tyson's arrest. He gave Sharon a cursory excuse for why he was home early, and had even refused dinner. He spent several hours on the phone putting the admittedly rusty gears in motion when the evening news caught his attention. As the reports detailing the charges against Tyson unfolded, Ted felt the urge to panic. It was one thing when the Ramirez ... problem ... surfaced years earlier. It...
Allison reached for the remote, and with a contented sigh, she turned the TV off. "Quit moving," Abigail said, "I'm almost done." Allison nestled back into her corner of the couch and arched her neck so she could see over her bent knees. Abigail had Allison's feet in her lap and was painstakingly painting a toenail. "That's such a good movie," Allison said. "And sexy, too." Allison sighed happily again. "Yeah, I'm glad Pearl stayed with Marty. He's way cuter than...
She was so beautiful, it made Jack's heart hurt. Even after being with her so many times, gazing on her, she was still stunningly beautiful in his eyes, maybe more so now. Jack noticed Sharon watching the visual interplay between the three. She snuggled her newest grandchild under her chin and turned to the others in the room. "I'll go help him with the grill. I'm not sure two men are better than one, in this case." She left the room, kissing the baby's downy hair as she...
"Hello? Anyone home?" Abigail stood up from behind the kitchen counter. "Hey, folks." Brianna and Merrigan stepped into the living room. They were dressed to work, clad in tennis shoes, jeans and t-shirts. Merrigan had a baseball cap on her head, her long red ponytail sticking through the hole in the back. "We're ready to work," Brianna said. "Where's the heavy stuff?" She flexed her biceps. Abigail smiled at the sight of the blonde's slender arms. Another figure stepped...
Allison was just closing her locker when she was verbally accosted by her two best friends. They seemed surprisingly chipper for so early in the morning. Allison was 16, but since her birthday fell in the fall, after school had already started, her parents had years ago opted to delay enrolling her in kindergarten. That made her one of the oldest in her sophomore class. Well, at least one of the oldest in the college bound track. She was also one of the few that had her license before...
They came from different worlds, hers much more privileged than his, his considerably more dysfunctional than hers. Or so he thought when they met. Jack had been to hell and back, a trip he embarked on despite the best efforts of Phil and his grandmother. He had only himself to blame for his demise. At sixteen, he was angry. Angry at God, at the world, at the system, at his grandfather for dying and leaving Jack without another father figure. He was angry at himself. He tried to find peace in...
"We'd love to! It'll be fun ... Nah, he'll be fine with it ... Sure ... See you tomorrow ... Love ya." Abigail hung up the phone. She was lying on the couch with her legs draped over Jack's lap. He tried to focus his attentions on "ER", but his curiosity in her conversation made it impossible. He looked at her, waiting for an explanation. She turned back to the TV and said nothing. "And?" he asked impatiently. Abigail kept her eyes on the TV. "What?" she asked, feigning...
"Hey, Abbie, I'm ho-ome!" came the feminine sing song call from the direction of the living room. Abigail heard the front door shut, but since she was trapped by a wall of boxes in the guest room, Allison would have to seek her out. "I'm in the guest room, Allie!" she called back. She blew some stray strands of hair from her face while she continued to stuff a box with books. A moment later she felt more than heard Allison's presence in the doorway. "Wow, Abbie! You've made some...
A quiet knock on the door woke Brianna from her fitful slumber. She opened her eyes as her mother opened the door. Light streamed in through her blinds, so she knew it was morning. "Brianna, there's a man on the phone for you," she said. Brianna just looked at her. "Jack?" Brianna jumped out of bed and ran across the hall to her parent's room to grab the phone. In the background she could hear her dad in the shower. He was singing some weird freedom rock song, as usual. "Hold on,...
Sharon pulled her housecoat on and stood before the mirror again. What a horrific night's sleep, and she looked it. Her hair was a tangled mess and her eyes were rimmed in red and carrying bags. She had hoped crying the night before would get all the emotions out, but she still felt awful. She washed her face, scrubbing away the stains of her tears, then brushed her hair in an attempt to tame it. She stepped out of the bathroom and saw Ted watching her. "Do you feel better this morning,...
Jack felt her warm body before he opened his eyes. He was just coming into consciousness and one at a time his senses activated. Sense of touch ... Allison was warm, her lean naked body molded to his. Her skin was soft and smooth against him, her supple breasts pressed into him as she lay tucked into his side and shoulder. Jack could feel her warm, moist breath blow across his chest. Sense of smell ... The fragrance hit him next, a mixture of her strawberry shampoo, flowery perfume and...
How? That was the biggest question on Ted's mind as he looked at his adversary. How did Williams find out about all this? How did he get the proof he says he has? How could Williams sound so confident and articulate? And most importantly, how could this lowlife simpleton best a man of Ted's aptitude, intelligence and power? Ted wanted to jump across the desk and strangle the devil. That's what Williams was ... a devil. Yet, Ted knew that in a physical confrontation, Williams would...
"Looovvverrrr ... Rise and shine, Lover..." The quiet angelic voice seemed to permeate every nook and cranny of Jack's exhausted body. Surely it couldn't be morning yet. He grumbled, but refused to open his eyes "Com'n, big guy. Open those beautiful green eyes of yours." Her voice was still so tranquil and sensual. Still, Jack would prefer that it just go away. Allison had fucked him senseless the night before. Now he needed sleep. He refused to acknowledge her attempt to pull him...
Allison's pussy quivered. She looked down at Jack as she straddled him, his cock wedged inside her wet cunt. He'd come over for some private time. Her parents and brothers were at a road football game, Abigail was working and Analise was visiting some friends. Allison closed her eyes and began to rise and fall on his cock. It felt so good, each time together better than the last. She smiled and then looked down at him. She realized that he'd stopped moving, and she noticed his eyes were...
Analise's stay lasted another five days, and each night she visited Allison's room. Allison was able to get herself off twice while going down on Analise, but neither was all that pleasurable. It was very apparent that all Analise wanted was her own pleasure. Once, Allison tried to stop her, but Analise only had to mention Abigail's name, and Allison's defense would be breached. Allison loved Abigail too much to let her find out about her affair with Jack this way. Allison realized that...
Allison heard the knock on the front door, but didn't move from her seat on the edge of her bed. She listened to the muffled conversation down the hallway. "Why, young Mr. Merrill!" Her dad. "Nice to see you this fine evening." "Thank you, Mr. Garner. You are looking quite well today." Allison rolled her eyes. Tyson the Charmer at work. "And you, Mrs. Garner, are looking as lovely as ever." "Come with me into the den. Sharon will go see if Allison is just about ready. Could I get...
Allison bounced up from her spot on the living room couch and practically flew to the door. She opened the door and shrieked as she wrapped Abigail in a tight, though sisterly, hug. Abigail kissed her cheek. "Hey, Allie Cat." "Abbie, I'm so glad you made it over." She pulled Abigail into the room, shut the door and hugged her again. This time Abigail kissed her on the lips. The kiss was firm, and filled with passion. Allison moaned when she felt Abigail's tongue seek hers. The kiss...
Grandma and Grandpa Fuller. Phil Goodwyn. Abigail. Allison. Jack tightened the knot on his tie as he thought of the people who never stopped believing in him. Each one did his or her part to bring him to this point. Sure, he had to change himself first before he could start on this path, but it would have been a lonely, virtually impossible journey without the people who cared about him. Leaning closer to the bathroom mirror, he fixed his collar. "Yummy," Allison said from the doorway of...
"If I try these things on, will you give me your honest opinion?" Analise asked Abigail, as they came through the door of their parents' house. "I don't want to look like a fat cow on my honeymoon." "Nothing can be as bad as that piece of granny underwear I got at my shower," Abigail remarked, laughing. "Are you talking about the atrocious shapeless one from Patty?" Analise threw her bags on the loveseat in the family room. "No doubt. It was the worst. Bet Jack loved it." "I...
Jack was sitting in his car outside of Dana's house, waiting for Allison. He was very anxious. It was Sunday morning, and he still hadn't been able to talk to Allison. By the time he dragged himself out of the bed the previous morning, she'd already gone off with her friend. Before she left, she had informed Abigail that she would be staying at Dana's that night, but would need someone to pick her up and take her home the next morning. So here he was, waiting for her to make an...
Allison lay in bed, wondering about the day and what lay ahead. She and Abigail had decided on a way to confront Analise about the rape and blackmail. Allison smiled at the mental image of Analise's face when she realized her scheme was over. However, it didn't take long for Allison's mind to wander back to Abigail. It all made sense to her now. When she was explaining her rationale for her relationship with Jack, it just all kind of fell into place. Sure she loved the way that Jack had...
"Hey, beautiful," Jack said into the phone receiver. "Been busy today?" "Definitely. We slept in, but we took a cab up to downtown and visited some of the sites. We had dinner at a great seafood place overlooking the waterfront." Abigail hesitated a moment, seemed unsure. "Jack, there's some stuff we need to talk about." Jack's blood went cold. "Um, OK. What's up?" Did she know? Had Allison confessed their indiscretions? He wouldn't blame her if she did and part of him wanted...
"Look what I bought." Abigail came bounding down the stairs into her parents' family room. Allison was reclining in an overstuffed chair flipping through a magazine. She had been waiting for her sister to arrive for their usual midday rendezvous, but Abigail was late. Allison let out a frustrated breath. Abigail was never late for these meetings. They'd worked out a nice system over the last couple of months. Abigail would come over after Allison got home from school, usually about 3:30....
Abigail let her eyes flutter open. An unusually bright light streamed through the parted window curtains. She smiled. The annual spring snowfall. Every March there was a late snowfall, and it seemed to always catch everyone by surprise. It was Abigail's favorite snowfall when she was in school because it came late enough and was big enough to force schools to close their doors and break the monotony of the spring semester. Even now she liked this snow because it was usually the wettest snow,...
"Do you think he'll be awake?" Allison asked, pointing at the clock on the radio. It was just after two in the morning. "Definitely," Abigail answered. "We vowed we'd never go to bed angry with each other. He'll be awake." The two had drifted off to sleep, wearied by the emotion of the day and the passion of their lovemaking. When they woke, they knew they had to make some decisions. The news of their sister's pregnancy threw another wrinkle into the relationship, and Abigail knew...
"You'll never see Allison again." Jack felt the anger rise inside him again. That was Ted's last statement before they parted company. Jack scoffed at the idea of leaving his wife and her sister behind, but his father-in-law was insistent. He never raised his voice, but the venom was evident. "I'm not an unreasonable man," he had said. Jack laughed out loud now as he drove his car back to his house and hopefully to his waiting wife. Ted agreed to redirect the rumors until Jack's...
Sharon quietly polished the silverware. They'd needed it for a while, but it wasn't a task she particularly liked, so she usually waited until she had something on her mind. Then she could polish and think. This was one of those times. She glanced nervously at the clock, quietly wondering what was keeping Allison. She prayed that her youngest daughter didn't do anything rash. She thought back through the day, wondering what she could have done differently, what she could have done to...
Abigail shoved the last thick file folder into the overstuffed drawer, then plopped down in her desk chair. She fantasized about working in a paperless office, and wondered if she should ask about that when she interviewed for jobs in Seattle. It was hard to believe that she and Jack—and hopefully, Allison—would be moving in less than a month. She hoped that something would pan out with one of the interviews she'd been able to line up. She checked her desk calendar. She would be flying out...
Ted stood in the doorway of his house and watched his family getting in the car. He glanced at his watch. They still had time. "Sharon," he called to his wife. "We have one issue we need to take care of before we leave. Come with me to my office." She nodded in acknowledgement and said something to Allison and Ben. Just then Brad brushed past him without a word and made his way to the car. Ted saw Sharon's eyes widen with surprise at the sight of her oldest son, who didn't even glance...
"Earth to Ja-ack!" Jack's wife said, snapping his attention back to the present. "Where'd you go?" He blushed when he realized he'd really zoned out. "I, uh, I started reminiscing. You know how the mind works. One memory leads to another which leads to another and so on. So I guess I was taking a ride on a memory roller coaster." Her eyes twinkled at him. "That was bad, Jack. Memory roller coaster?" He shrugged. "Trust me. It was quite a ride." "Want to talk about it?" He...
The day of the party arrived. Briony turned up on time and was met at reception by Tom as arranged. She was wearing a 'little green dress', dark green which enhanced her eyes. It stopped just above the knee and her forearms were bare. It showed off her pretty figure. She had pearl earrings and a pearl necklace. On her right wrist was a gold charm bracelet. Tom thought she looked stunning and told her so. She smiled her thanks happily to him. She linked her arm through his and he led her to...
The company won the contract and everyone was thrilled and delighted. There was another party but it was drinks only and Tom and Briony decided that only he should attend. Clive was miffed. He had hoped to work on Briony again. He said nothing though either to Tom or Angela who was required to accompany him. The project management team deployed. For the first three months work was devoted to site clearance, access to and within it. Then construction started: foundations and piles. All went...
At university Tom had been a member of the shooting club specialising in pistol. He still had his .22 automatic. There was no time to obtain export or import permits but he determined nevertheless to take it with him. He placed it in the middle of his hold baggage and hoped it would not be found. If it was he would just have to surrender it. He also took some ammunition. The eight hour flight was uneventful and straightforward. Tom and Susie chatted inconsequentially for a while and then...
It was clear at breakfast that Susie had not slept well if at all. Jenny was still with her. They ate their breakfast in silence. Susie only picked at hers. She was in no shape and far from her usual vibrant self. As they drank their coffee Tom took her hand in his. "Susie," he said gently, "we've got to go and report this formally to Tony." She nodded resignedly. He told her what he was going to suggest to Tony. "OK," she said listlessly. "I just want to get away from this...
Over a drink and supper Tom told Briony what had happened to Susie and what Tony was going to do about it. "Poor girl," said Briony with feeling. "Horrid, horrid, horrid. On the other hand, she didn't seem that low this evening and she called you a special man so, apart from saving a damsel in distress, what else did you do?" Tom shrugged. "Not a lot really other than be there for her. I told you about Jenny. She was super. She really was." "Go on." "Well, when we got on the...
Everything went back to normal pending the trial. There was a rumour of a possible major new project in Scotland but no more than that. Susie came prancing in the following Monday morning. "Rory would like to meet you," she said to Tom. "I'd like to meet him. Has he got wheels?" "Yes, why?" "Well why don't you both come down for the weekend? I know we haven't got anything on and Briony would love to see you again." "That sounds a super idea but do you mind if I run it by him...
As they were getting ready for bed Briony asked Tom whether he was aware that Susie did not much like Clive. "No," Tom replied. "We've never talked about him probably because she knows that I would never be disloyal about him to one of my section. What's he done to upset her?" "Suggested that after West Africa she might have a crush on you." "That's pretty cheeky." He chuckled. "I know what might have set him off though. The first Monday after it all she was absolutely bubbling...
Tom did his best to concentrate on his work but what Susie had said disturbed him deeply. Why should Clive with a beautiful and intelligent wife of his own want to pursue Briony? He must be nuts if he thought she would respond to his advances. If nothing else he knew they were only relatively recently married. It just did not make sense but yet Susie had been utterly serious. His mind continued to go round in circles. Briony has beaten him home and gave him his usual warm welcome but she...
Angela had foreseen that the weekend with her parents was going to be tricky. The sudden invitation to spend the previous weekend with her sister, Laura, had been a warning. It had been pleasant enough but she knew Laura was observing her throughout and would be reporting back to their mother. Her parents, Arthur and Pauline Foster, welcomed her warmly on Friday evening. After a drink Pauline pulled her and Arthur out to the kitchen. Once Arthur had helped everyone to a second drink he was...
Arthur rang Angela the following morning. "Presumably you want to seek divorce on the grounds of adultery." "Yes, Daddy." "In that case I suggest you move out. Has he ever knocked you about?" "No but I wouldn't put it past him." "You definitely ought to move out." "Not until after next week. It's half term." "Can you maintain a façade?" "No change," she replied bitterly. "Right, Poppet, I can't act for you myself, conflict of interest, but I'll see if Henry...
Despite what Briony had said Tom rang Angela from the station car park on his way to work. "Hello, Angela. It's Tom Clifford. Sorry to ring so early," he began. "Nonsense, Tom. You must think I'm a slugabed." She laughed cheerfully. "What can I do for you?" "Your conversation with Briony yesterday has me worried. I've never really trusted Clive after the first time he met her but do you really think that he'd be up to abduction or rape?" "If you'd asked me six months ago,...
The company dance was held at a large local hotel. There were tables of eight and a buffet supper and two bottles of wine per table. Tom and Briony put their heads together to decide who they would like on their table. Susie and Rory were naturals. Tom suggested Margaret Tennant and her partner and, because she did not belong to a section, Trish and her partner. Briony was happy to agree. With it being an official function there was a top table for members of the board. Betty Nugent had...