Finding Jocelyn
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"Hello? Anyone home?"
Abigail stood up from behind the kitchen counter. "Hey, folks."
Brianna and Merrigan stepped into the living room. They were dressed to work, clad in tennis shoes, jeans and t-shirts. Merrigan had a baseball cap on her head, her long red ponytail sticking through the hole in the back.
"We're ready to work," Brianna said. "Where's the heavy stuff?" She flexed her biceps. Abigail smiled at the sight of the blonde's slender arms.
Another figure stepped through the door. "Someone as skinny as you should be asking if they can carry the blankets instead," Dex Hanson said, then he goosed his sister-in-law in the ribs. Brianna yelped and slapped his hands away. Dex turned to Abigail. "Hey, Abigail. I'm not sure all of your stuff will fit in that little Chevy in the driveway."
Abigail laughed. "Jack and Allison have gone to get the truck. They should be back soon. You guys want something to eat before they get here?"
Dex had moved into the room and was looking over the furniture. "Nah, we ate before we left the house."
"Well, there's a fridge full of sandwich fixings if you get hungry. Help yourself." Abigail wiped her hands on a dish towel. "Where's your wife?"
"She dropped us off and then took the rugrats to her mother's. She'll be along shortly."
Abigail watched the stocky blonde guy test the weight of the sofa. He was a few years older than Tammy, so he was out of high school before Abigail got there. Still, his family was longtime residents of the community, and he had been an all-state football player, so of course everyone knew him. She smiled when she recalled that she'd had a crush on Dex Hanson all the way through middle school. Of course, all the girls crushed on the hard-hitting, charismatic linebacker. She looked back at the girls. Merrigan stood quietly just inside the front door, but Brianna had seated herself on the same sofa that Dex was lifting. He was pretending to strain at the added weight. The interaction reminded Abigail of Jack's playful interactions with Allison.
Abigail moved out from behind the counter. "Thanks, you guys, for helping with the move. It'll make this go so much faster."
Merrigan smiled. "Glad to help. I like to think that Allison and I have become friends over the last few weeks. When Brianna asked if I wanted to help, I jumped at the chance."
Just then a low rumbling sound filled the air. Allison's voice could be heard yelling something outside. Abigail and Dex stepped out onto the porch to watch as Jack slowly backed the U-Haul truck into the grass, trying to get it as close to the porch as possible. Allison was off to the side, directing him with her arms.
"Here comes Tammy," Dex said, pointing just beyond the truck to an approaching minivan.
Abigail sighed. "Well, I guess we'll actually need to get to work then, huh?"
Jack nudged close to the porch and stopped. He shut off the engine and climbed out. "Hey, Dex!" he called when he saw the older guy. "Man, am I glad to see you. When Abigail said she and the girls would help me with the heavy stuff, I cried in despair. I'm glad to know she saw the error of her ways and recruited a GUY."
Abigail grunted. "You're a sexist pig, Jackson," she responded. Dex just laughed.
Brianna pushed between the two adults on the porch. "Allie!" she squealed and hurtled down the steps. The two best friends hugged and began chattering. If she didn't know better, Abigail would have assumed they hadn't seen each other for weeks or longer, instead of at dinner the previous night.
Tammy walked up and started talking with Jack as he pulled stuff from the cab of the truck. Merrigan again stood quietly leaning against the doorjamb and watching the scene in the yard.
"I guess this is it," Abigail called to the crew. "Since Dex and Jack both found it necessary to quip about the lack of brawn found in this particular group of women, we'll leave the moving to them. We, on the other hand, will just sit in the dining room and supervise whilst imbibing in tea and crumpets. Ladies?" She motioned into the house.
Jack walked towards the porch. "That's pretty par for the course. You are the brains, and we are the brawn."
As he climbed the steps, Abigail leaned forward and kissed him warmly on the lips, a simple action that still made her heart flutter. "Oh, don't worry," she said. "We'll reward you two for your efforts later. You know it's worth it."
"Hawt DAMN!" Dex whooped. "What are we waiting for then? The faster we move, the sooner later comes. Do you need your stuff to be undamaged upon arrival to Washington, or can we just chuck it into the truck as quickly as possible? Five women and two men. Reward, indeed!" He waggled his eyebrows at the girls.
Tammy rolled her eyes and punched Dex in the arm. "Dex Hanson, you behave yourself."
The car was quiet as the Garner family drove the short distance to their place of worship. Ben gazed forlornly out of his window. Brad grumped and slumped as low in his seat as possible. Sharon just seemed nervous.
Ted glanced over at his wife. A part of him was angry with her for the whole graduation dinner mess. However, when he confronted her about it afterwards, her logic made absolute sense. Of course, as the primary parental figures in Jack's life, they would offer him a celebratory dinner. Their presence at the restaurant among other graduates and their families conveyed the perfect image to the public.
Still, Ted couldn't shake the feeling that her offer to Williams had an ulterior motive. It was almost like she WANTED to spend the time with the threesome. He cringed at the immoral implications of that word. Threesome indeed.
As Ted turned down the street towards the church, Sharon finally broke the silence.
"After services today, I'm, uh, going to visit Abigail and Allison for a short visit," she said, her voice quiet and trembling.
Ted felt a sudden flash of red-hot anger. "You can't be serious, Sharon! We are done with them. Last night was it. We have no obligation towards them anymore."
Sharon seemed to recoil in the face of his anger. When she didn't respond for nearly a minute, Ted was sure that was the end of that asinine idea. He breathed a sigh of relief. His timely interruption of Jack Williams' rising influence over his family came not a moment too soon. Even Sharon had begun to be pulled in by that deviant's charismatic charm.
"I'm going," she said eventually, her voice still quiet, but sounding more resolute. Her defiance surprised Ted, but not enough to knock him off his moral foundation.
"I forbid it," Ted replied firmly as he tried to stifle the rage building inside him.
She turned to face him. He leveled his gaze at her, unmoved by the tears running down her cheeks.
"I need to see them, Ted," she pleaded. "They are my daughters, for heaven's sake."
"They are no such thing. Not anymore. They ceased to be our daughters when they allowed that scoundrel to seduce them into lives of carnal sin."
"I can't just turn off my sense of responsibility, my ... love like you can."
"You have to, Sharon."
"I can't! Those girls have been our responsibility for their entire lives, Ted. They are the fruit of our loins, for good or ill. I can't just turn my back on them so easily. By the end of today they will be gone, and I may never have another chance to say goodbye." Her voice caught and she looked down at her hands.
Ted had to physically fight to control his emotions. He felt the acrid burning in his throat, a throbbing in his head. This was his wife, the woman who vowed to cleave unto him above anyone else, who vowed through their sanctified union to live under his righteous dominion. He was the patriarch of their home, for God's sake! He kept his voice level. "Are you saying you are willing to damage OUR relationship out of some sense of obligation towards these ... these ... reprobates? Are you really ready to give that up?"
"Please, Ted. Don't make me choose," Sharon whined.
Ted ground his teeth, making his head throb harder. He realized he was tense all over, and so he slowly loosened his grip on the steering wheel and tried to relax his body. That he felt Ben's eyes burning into the back of his head didn't help. There was no question where his youngest son's allegiances lay. At least Ted could count on Brad to abhor the immorality of the situation.
Ted pulled his car into a parking space in front of the church and put it into park. Without comment, Brad was quickly out of the car. Ben, however, stayed seated.
Sharon sniffed and sighed. "Just this last visit, Ted. After today, they'll be gone. You'll have what you want and they won't bother us again." She placed her trembling hand on his arm, which he tensed. "Please?" she begged one more time.
I won't have what I want when they leave, Ted thought. At least, not for a while. "Ben, get out of the car," he finally said.
His order was met with a defiant hesitation. Ted made eye contact with the teenager through the rearview mirror. It took all of the father's inner strength not to smack that glare off the son's face.
"Ben," Sharon said quietly.
With an exasperated sigh, Ben relented. When the door slammed behind him, Ted spoke.
"Sharon, are you committed to our relationship?"
"What?" Sharon asked, obviously not expecting that question. Ted almost smirked. Keeping people off-center was a very powerful tactic he'd learned to use to control negotiations.
"You said not to make you choose. So I need to know, Sharon. Are you committed to our relationship."
"Of course, dear," Sharon said quickly.
One has to pick one's battles, Ted told himself. He wasn't pleased with this turn of events, but he would relent because he knew that Sharon was a woman of character. She may have been momentarily blinded by the adversary, but she was one of the Lord's faithful disciples. She had always honored her commitments. "I will concede this one time, Sharon. After this, don't ask me again. I will not have my family cavorting of their own free will and choice with people who have chosen to so blatantly follow the devil's path. Am I clear?"
Sharon looked down into her lap again and then nodded. "Yes," she whispered. "Thank you."
"However, the visit will have to wait until after our lunch appointment with the Todds and Seavers. I will not tolerate you missing this important opportunity of fellowshipping with other members of the church board. Do you understand me?"
Sharon reached for the door handle with a trembling hand. "I understand," she squeaked as she pushed herself out of the car.
Jack wondered how in the world they'd accumulated so much stuff in the relatively short time they'd been married. Allison and Tammy were rearranging the last few boxes on the truck while Jack and Dex waited on the ramp with the last mattress and box springs.
"Got anything in there that would work in my office?"
Jack leaned over to look around the truck and smiled. Phil was approaching them. "Hey, old man!" Jack called to him. "There isn't any room in your office for anything else."
"OK, Jack," Allison said to him.
"Hold that thought, Phil. I'll be with you in a minute." Jack hoisted the mattress above his head, laying it horizontal and slid it on top of the pile of boxes and furniture. It fit nicely and he pushed it back until it wouldn't go any further.
He turned to Dex, who waved him away. "I can get this."
Jack nodded and jumped off the ramp.
"Hello, my good man," Phil said as the two friends shook hands. "All packed up and ready to go?"
Jack looked at the full truck. He wiped the sweat off his face with the bottom of his shirt. "That was the last of it, so your timing was perfect," he teased. "Abbie and Merrigan are in the house cleaning."
Jack discerned a mixture of sadness and pride in the older man's slight smile. He reached over and patted the professor's back. "Come on. I've got something for you in the car."
The two moved away from the crowd and out to the curb. Phil spoke as they walked. "So you've heeded the call. Go west, young man. Go west."
Jack chuckled. "Yeah, I guess so. But not forever. We'll be back. Maybe not here, but somewhere close. This is where our family is, such as it is. Besides, you need someone to wipe your ass after you get too old and decrepit to do it yourself. That's only a few years away."
Phil glanced sideways at Jack. "Wise ass." After a brief silence, he spoke again. "You know, your grandmother always said you'd have to get away from that dinky little town if you were ever going to escape your past. I wonder if she had any idea just how far you'd go to escape."
Jack leaned into his open car window and grabbed the small folder of papers. He fiddled around inside for a moment as he tried to digest what Phil had just said. His statement for some reason really resonated with Jack. Was he trying to escape? Could he have become the man his Grandma thought he could be if he'd never left his hometown? He didn't want to forget his past; he just didn't want to relive it over and over again. Maybe, Grandma was right. Maybe he needed to get away so that he could have a chance to grow. He pulled back out and stood upright. He looked down at the folder as he thought.
"I don't know if I'd call it escaping my past," Jack said. "More like finding my future."
"I'm sure your grandmother meant something like that."
"I'm not so sure," Jack shrugged. "I think Grandma always felt ashamed about how I was brought up. It wasn't just my own piss poor actions that she wanted me to escape. She always felt sorry that she and Grandpa couldn't provide more for me. Then there was the scandal surrounding mom and stuff like that, too, that I had to deal with from so many people in town."
Phil just grunted.
"You know, I wouldn't trade my childhood for anyone else's," Jack said, more to himself than Phil. "Even after everything. Everything that has happened in my life has helped shape me into the man I am today. And that man has been blessed with two incredible women who love him and some pretty damn good friends. I must be turning out OK."
"More than OK, Jack. You are turning out to be even more than your grandmother ever envisioned."
Jack was quiet for a second and then shifted gears mentally. He held out the folder. "This folder contains copies of copies of everything I've accumulated, independent of your team, on Ted and his activities. There's not much. Just some testimonials and some newspaper clippings regarding investigations of bank fraud. Nothing damning."
Phil took the folder. "Thanks, Jack. Every little bit helps."
"I've also included a list of everyone I could possibly think of who might have knowledge about Ted's detailed activities within the bank. I've listed them by likelihood they might have information. The ones marked in red likely have an interest in seeing Ted brought to justice. The ones in black are more than likely to support the man. The ones in blue could go either way. In any case, you should probably proceed..."
"Yes, yes. Proceed with caution," Phil interrupted. Then he smiled. "I've done this before."
Jack shrugged. "Yeah, but you're old. You might have forgotten."
Phil sighed. "I'm not THAT old." Then he muttered to himself. "Goddamn greenhorn. Thinks he knows everything."
Laughing, Jack put his arm around Phil and guided him towards the house. "Come on, let's go say hi to Abigail and Allison, and then get something to eat."
The crew sat around the kitchen floor eating sandwiches and cooling down with water and pop. Phil was regaling Jack and the three teenagers with stories about life as a hippie in the sixties. Abigail had disappeared into the back of the house for one last passthrough. Dex and Tammy took a sandwich each and had headed to the Rawlings house to pick up the triplets. Things were beginning to wind down, and Allison could feel a sort of melancholy begin to sneak over the group.
Allison didn't want the day to end. On one hand, she was excited for life to begin anew, a life that would include her two lovers and lots of new friends and experiences. On the other hand, she wasn't ready to say goodbye to Brianna and her life in Tennessee—the only life she'd ever known.
Abigail appeared from the hall with a tub full of cleaning supplies, a few hangers and a couple of tools.
"This is the last of it," she said with a sigh.
Allison popped up and reached for the tub, grateful for a chance to break away from the group for a moment. "I'll put it in the truck. You sit down and finish your sandwich."
Abigail passed off the load and slid down the wall next to Jack. He smiled at her and kissed her cheek, then went back to eating his food.
Allison carried the load out of the front door and found a space amongst their things to wedge the tub into. She took a long look at the mass of material possessions filling the truck. The lives of three people, neatly packed into a fourteen foot box. With a sigh, she turned and jumped in surprise.
"Stephen!" she gasped.
Stephen Grant was standing at the base of the ramp, his eyes wide with fear. He seemed to jump at the same time as Allison. He mumbled something, then disappeared around the side of the truck.
"Stephen, wait," Allison said as she recovered from her surprise. She leapt from the ramp and quickly darted after him. He was half walking, half jogging back to his pick-up truck. "Stephen, please. Stephen Grant, STOP RIGHT NOW!"
He froze at the foot of the driveway, his back to her. She could see he was trembling.
"Stephen?" she asked calmly. "Talk to me."
Stephen mumbled something. Allison stepped over to him and reached up to touch his shoulder. He flinched as if she was going to hit him. "I didn't hear you," she said softly.
"I said I was sorry," he croaked. "About the other night. And all the other stuff."
"Stephen, look at me." She tried to be assertive in her request while still keeping her voice friendly. He slowly turned around, only letting his eyes look up at her face for a moment before looking away. "Before I can accept your apology, I need to know why you did what you did. I want to understand. Please, help me understand."
She watched his facial muscles work as he tried to form words, only to reject them and then try again. This went on for several minutes, during which time Allison waited patiently. She wouldn't interrupt. He needed to do this on his own, and she couldn't make it any easier on him.
"I ... I was afraid you were being hurt," he finally said. "I thought maybe they were, you know, making you do what all those rumors said."
"But they were only rumors," Allison said. "Since when did you listen to rumors? Why didn't you ask me first? Find out if the rumors were true."
"I couldn't," he said, his expression pained. "You know, 'cause what if you ... I ... I liked you. I mean I like you. Still. I could never act on my feeling, but I could always keep my silly dream alive as long as you weren't really involved with anyone else. So, I didn't want to believe in my heart that you'd be involved anyone, especially your brother-in-law and sister. I was afraid if I asked, you'd say the rumors WERE true, and I didn't know if I could handle that. But they all seemed so ... I don't know ... detailed and stuff. So I told myself they were forcing you do that, that you wouldn't have done it by your own choice."
Allison was quiet, trying to digest what Stephen was saying. She wondered how she could avoid admitting her relationship with Abigail and Jack. She wondered if keeping up the lie even mattered anymore. That Stephen was remorseful was obvious. How his skewed logic had so permeated his psyche would likely remain a mystery. She could accept his apology, so she really had only one question.
"Stephen, do you really believe the rumors are true?"
Stephen fidgeted. He looked ready to bolt again. He looked at Allison, then quickly looked away. After a long moment, he looked at her again, then away just as quickly as before. Finally, he nodded.
"And if they are true, does that really change who I am? Does that make me different from the person you've gone through school with?"
Again, he hesitated for a long moment. This time he shook his head.
"Stephen, understand that this is MY life, and it is nobody else's business. I'm not going to validate rumors about my personal life by admitting to or denying them. I'm still saddened that you felt the need to act on rumors rather than actually ask me. Or better yet, just ignore the stupid things. Rumors are like mud. They soil everyone who touches them."
Stephen seemed to shrink in on himself. Allison felt so sorry for the awkward boy. "I ... I ... I'm s-s-sorry," he stuttered.
This time Allison placed her hands on his arms and gripped them. She waited until his eyes met hers before talking. "I accept your apology. Now, with that out of the way, let me say this ... Thank you, Stephen."
His shuddering ceased and his eyes opened wide. They were filled with confusion. "Uh..."
"I'm thanking you for caring enough about me to take such drastic measures of action, as misguided as they were. Thank you." She leaned forward and kissed his cheek. He tensed, and then began to vibrate. Her lips lingered on his skin for a couple of seconds before pulling away. The look of pure, unadulterated euphoria that encompassed his face made Allison giggle.
"Uh..." he stammered.
Allison took Stephen by the hand and poked a finger in his chest. "But don't ever think of doing something like that again, for whatever reason," she scolded, hoping her smile took the sting out of her words. "And if you ever have a crush on a girl, just tell her."
Stephen shook his head violently. "Oh, I could never do that."
"Why not?" she asked. "You're a good looking guy." She quickly looked at him from top to bottom, which turned his face fire-engine red. He was a little pudgy and a little too short for her liking, but he had a handsome face and intelligent eyes and was even beginning to grow out of his pudginess. "More importantly, you are a good guy, and that's all too rare it seems like."
Stephen shook his head again. "Look what I did to your sister and her husband. I'm not a good guy."
"Stephen Grant!" Allison said sternly. "I've known you since first grade. I don't care if you made a mistake with all that crap with Abbie and Jack. All the kindness you've shown over the years tells me who the true you is."
Stephen was quiet for another long moment. "If ... if I'd told you about my crush, would it have made a difference? You know, in our relationship?"
Allison contemplated on how to answer that. She decided to play it safe. "Truthfully, I don't know. I never knew you had a crush on me, so I never really looked at you that way. You were always just my friend. I will say this, however. Learning you had a crush on me was really flattering. Even if nothing ever comes of telling a girl you have a crush on her, you've at least made her feel good. And if she isn't flattered, you don't want anything to do with her anyway."
A car pulled to a stop behind Stephen's truck, and four girls quickly piled out of the passenger doors. "Allie!" one of them called. Allison smiled. All the girls were members of the freshman soccer team. Allison had mentored two of them during their soccer season, something the coach asked of a select few of his varsity squad. He'd asked Allison, even though she was only a year ahead of those girls in school. Because of where her birthday fell, she was almost two years older than some of them.
"Hey, Paige, girls," Allison said with a smile.
"We wanted to give you this before you left," Paige said, holding out a large square present. She glanced at Stephen and smiled sheepishly. Allison noted with a smirk the flirtatious look Paige gave the shy guy. Paige was barely five feet tall with a willowy physique. Her face was not unattractive and her personality was outgoing and bubbly. She always seemed to be lamenting about how hard it was to find a decent guy to go out with. The girl was boy crazy, but refused to settle for the predatory older boys that seemed to circle the freshmen girls.
What were the chances that Allison's words to Stephen would be prophetic so soon after she said them?
"Aw, girls, you didn't have to give me a gift," Allison said as she took the package.
"Open it!" Amy, a tall thin girl, urged her.
Stephen started backing away slowly. "I, uh, I should go, Allison."
"Hold it, Stephen," she said as she ripped into the paper. As she pulled the paper away, she saw a new soccer ball, still in the box. Looking closer, she saw the signatures of all the members of the freshmen soccer team.
"I love it!" she said and reached out to hug the girls. As she embraced Paige, she whispered into her ear. "Have you made it to see the folk art exhibit yet?"
Paige frowned. "No. I can't get anyone to go with me. I'm guessing I might have to go by myself."
Allison released the smaller girl and turned to Stephen. "Stephen here is one of my good friends, and I was just thanking him for helping me the other day." Stephen looked back at Allison, then glanced around as if searching for a deep, dark hole to crawl into. "He's one of the nicest guys I know. Stephen, Paige was just telling me how she has so desperately wanted to see the new folk art exhibit at the university art building but hasn't been able to find someone to take her. What do you say? Can you spare an evening?"
The other girls giggled.
"Allisonnnn," Paige whined coyly. Allison glanced at the short girl and saw the blush and the look of expectation on her face, regardless of the embarrassment she expressed with her words.
Stephen opened his mouth, blinked twice, then closed it again. "I, uh..."
Allison winked. 'Say yes, ' she mouthed silently.
"Uh, yeah. OK. I ... I'd like that."
The other girls continued to giggle as they turned back towards the waiting car and the woman driving it.
"Thanks, girls, and good luck next year!" Allison called to the younger girls. Then she hugged Stephen again and whispered in his ear. "Thanks again, Stephen. Take care, and don't forget to get Paige's phone number."
She heard him let out a long, slow breath and step towards the younger girl. Without a look back, Allison headed back towards the house.
From her position on the kitchen floor, Abigail listened to the quiet of the house. After so much boisterous activity during the morning, it felt so empty now that everyone was gone. Jack had walked Phil to his car and they were still mired in deep discussion as they stood at the curb. Allison had driven Brianna and Merrigan to the Rawlings home since the two girls had arrived with the Hansons and needed a ride home. Besides, Allison wanted to say goodbye to her "other parents".
Now it was just Abigail. She leaned back against the wall and stretched her long legs in front of her. This was it, the last hurrah. She'd spent much of the last couple of weeks packing their lives into boxes and visiting with friends who she was not quite as close to as she once was.
Things changed, sometimes for the best and sometimes for the worst. Regardless, change seemed to be accompanied by feelings of sentimentality and solemnity. In less than a week, they would set up a new home thousands of miles away from the only home they ever knew. They'd make new friends. They'd try to repair a relationship with an estranged family member while at the same time trying to heal from wounds inflicted by other family members.
Change, change, change.
If Abigail was honest with herself, she'd have to admit that she was scared. There was a large medical center just waiting for her arrival as if she, a young woman with only the simplest of life experience, was the solution to their problems. Could she do it? Did she have the skill and the knowledge and the personality to take this bull by the horns?
That was only one aspect of her life. What about her family? What would become of her parents and brothers? Would she ever see them again, ever return to this small town that had meant so much to her? As those questions resonated in her mind, she fought to hold back her tears.
It comforted her that she wasn't going the road alone. She had two people to experience it with every step of the way. She loved Jack, and she loved Allison, and they loved her. Yet even that added to her fear. She was embarking down a path with no precedence. No one SHE knew was engaged in such a complicated relationship, so there would be no advice, no blueprint to follow. She hoped and prayed the relationship would last, but it was a long journey through life. Her father wouldn't be the only force trying to tear them asunder.
There was a gentle knock on the door, but Abigail didn't feel much like standing to greet anyone.
"Come in," she called from her seat.
"Abigail?" called an older, masculine voice.
Abigail glanced up to see Bill Donathon come into view. She looked at him in surprise for a moment then remembered herself. She began to rise. "Mr. Donathon..."
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Finding Her Master By Ropetease ©2010 Chapter 3 Joe sat back in his chair, smiling to himself, picking up the phone he called his favorite restaurant by the bay. He asked for a booth by the large window in back for two. Closing out the day, he went home to make sure his play room was clean. Joe had one room made into a dungeon complete with a x cross and bondage table. On the walls, he had a selection of whips, floggers and restraints. He also had a bondage pony with a 4-inch padded top....
BDSMI was at my farm house. I was just remembering the good old times I had spent with my husband at this place before getting divorced. However, ever since my divorce, I had a couple of dates with younger men. It was always fun to indulge with them as they had great energy and they could satisfy my needs. Although, my recent partner John had gone out of the town and I was missing his touch. You need to keep finding ways of satisfaction when you miss someone. I also thought of checking out an...
Extra Marital AffairFinding Her Master By: Ropetease c 2010 Chapter 10 She was on the verge of exploding when she felt the vibrator inside her going full speed. Robin’s wave crashed as her fear turned real, someone turned the vibrator to full speed. ‘Who is doing this to me? Who are you?’ her muffled screams demanded from behind her gagged mouth. Shaking her head side to side she began to panic, pulling against the bonds holding her. Her muffled screams of ‘Nooo!’ behind the ball gag. Panic began to set in, her...
The year after I finished college, I took a job as a junior management trainee in a stock market firm. I hated everything about the job, but it paid my share of the rent while I got my screwed up brain together. One Saturday, a female showed at our door, asking if we would consider a girl for the roommate opening we had posted. She looked presentable, and I invited her in to meet Sean, my one remaining roommate. The lease was in my name, and it wasn't a good time of the year for finding...
Finding Her Master By: Ropetease c 2010 Chapter 10 She was on the verge of exploding when she felt the vibrator inside her going full speed. Robin's wave crashed as her fear turned real, someone turned the vibrator to full speed. "Who is doing this to me? Who are you?" her muffled screams demanded from behind her gagged mouth. Shaking her head side to side she began to panic, pulling against the bonds holding her. Her muffled screams of "Nooo!" behind the ball gag. Panic began to set in, her...
BDSMFound this gem onlineFinding Homeby Bob W.Sometimes it seems to me that destiny, fate, God, depending on how you tend torefer to it, has a very twisted way of working things. Most of us spend much ofour lives searching. Half the time we have no idea what we are searching for,yet we continue to push onward. That funny twist comes when that thing we weresearching for finally shows itself and we then realize it had been there allalong. Such has been the case for me and the home I have finally...
He was standing at her door step, waiting to be invited in. Julia could all but stare at his tall, lean frame. He was certainly what many women would think as honestly, and sincerely handsome. Rugged, yet there was a touch of gentleness to him. She blushed when she realized she was staring, but she just could not help it. Smiling shyly, she stepped aside to let him into her tiny apartment. ##### ‘You have got to be kidding me,’ Luke inwardly said to himself as the door opened, finding...
Please make a point of reading Part 1 of this story first....it will make much more sense! Thanks to all my critics - I may have altered things a bit to follow your advice... (An interlude from Allie) I guess I was as disappointed as he probably was when they I found I was sharing a kitchen with a guy - although Chris wasn't exactly the macho hunk that I might have hoped for. In fact, he was a wimp and it didn't take long until I hardly noticed he was there. When I had to get...
This story is a more serious one from my others, but does have sex in it. I am going to post two parts in each section. This is parts I and II. Chapter 1. Finding my way back home… 15 September 2009 I was recovering from my second shoulder surgery and was still trying to get back to sleep after a bad dream when a face and a person popped into my head. Lily Johnson. I don’t know what made me think of her all these years later. Maybe it was just being back home with my mother in the...
Chapter 3 Let's stay together ||||||||||||||||||| "BLOODY-HELL!" she exclaimed and threw her arms round me. "You look... Blimey... What's...? Come in... holy shit!" "Mandy! Mind your language!" said a voice from another room. "Sorry dad!" Giggling, we piled up to her room. I felt elation that I had not felt in a long time, finding that Mandy was not responsible for putting me in that God-awful position with Greg Bridger at the Cordoba; it was just a complete...
Chapter 4 Senses working overtime ======================= I hadn't heard from mum since the last phone call, which I considered a success because I didn't get yelled at. Really though, I was angry with her for not listening. I know by that time I should have been used to that kind of response, but still it hurt. Lily and Dr. Whaite had pointed out that it's often more difficult for the parents to accept the kind of decision I was making, but assured me that given time, she would...
Dad always said, if anyone could save the world it would be characters like James, fighting the good fight. When I was teenager I read a lot about spies and the world of secrete agents. I would send away getting all the latest spy gadgets that were sold on the back of comics or magazine I happen to be reading at the moment. Most of it was junk of course, but in my mind and with a little imagination those spy gadgets were the best things a young man could have. It was when I turned 16 I...
Dad always said, if anyone could save the world it would be characters like James, fighting the good fight. When I was teenager I read a lot about spies and the world of secrete agents. I would send away getting all the latest spy gadgets that were sold on the back of comics or magazine I happen to be reading at the moment. Most of it was junk of course, but in my mind and with a little imagination those spy gadgets were the best things a young man could have. It was when I turned 16 I...
Introduction: A Southern blonde finds a submissive brunette in a club Finding Her Heart in Portland I sat there on my barstool, twiddling the straw in my drink, a fantastic blend of rum and fruit juices, wondering if Id find anyone who caught my interest tonight. The hotel concierge had recommended this club, a secluded venue named Jolt, tucked into an out of the way Portland neighborhood. I loved my new dress, a form fitting bit in a deep and dark purple that clung to ever single curve I...
I first met Janet when we were both in college. She's actually four years or so younger than me, but I took a couple years off after high school, to make some money, and then went to the junior college on the part-time plan, before heading off to the big university. So by the time we met, I was a senior, and she was a junior.We met in a class we had together, and pretty quickly, we ended up studying together fairly regularly. Frankly, I had never met anyone like her – our personalities seemed...
Emshon's Authors Note -- This is an older story of mine that was posted on Crystal's Story Site (R.I.P.) back in 2001. I'm going to consolidate everything here on Fictionmania. I hope you enjoy this oldie-but-a- goodie. Finding Wendy Whore It was late Friday night and I had enjoyed a few beers too many. As usual, I was feeling quite randy, so I decided to browse the internet and seek out a little cyber-action. I live in a small town some three hours outside of Dallas, so my...
Edited By RainDear Thirty year old Justin and twenty-eight year old April Reed were sitting together, bored as usual, and unable to find anything interesting on TV. April was a very beautiful lady with long, wavy, chestnut hair and light green eyes. Her breasts stood out nicely, being only palm sized but nicely shaped overall, but her long graceful legs were what drew most men to her and her husband was no exception. The only trait some men found unattractive was her sometimes overly pale...
Chapter Eleven: Cleaning the Kat box ‘What?’ Gretchen exclaimed. ‘That’s preposterous. Why the hell did you do that?’ ‘It seemed like a good idea at the time,’ he said with a shrug. I leaned my elbows onto the counter. ‘But, did you kill them?’ I asked quietly. Admittedly, there were a few people that killed and that I missed as suspects, but David just never pinged on my radar. Frankly, I wondered if he was one of those who loved so deeply that he would confess to a crime he did not...
I wrote this story in three parts. You may want to read the first two before reading this one. Again, thanks to my editors, LadyCibelle and Techsan, for making my stories a much better read. * Jim speaks again: As I lay in my bed and watched the nurses I couldn’t help but think about Marie. I remembered her saying how she wanted to become a nurse, a physical therapist yet. According to my doctor I was going to need one. Why did I blow it? Was I so afraid of her past that I was unable to see...
FINDING MY VOICE Chapter 1 - First Steps along the Path My dear mother, lately deceased, had this phrase she used to use during my childhood whenever I got depressed over my insecurities and lack of real friends. "Don't worry dear," she would say; "It is all a question of finding your own 'voice'. One day you will suddenly come to realise who you truly are and where you fit in society. On that day you will have 'found your own voice,' and from then on you will, I promise you, be...
Finding Her MasterBy Ropeteasec 2010Chapter 9Joe turned off the lights in the living room as he went out the front door making sure it was locked. Putting the key in the ignition, Joe hesitated a moment. He thought back to the day’s events. Joe admired how Robin became a different person the second she entered her office that morning. Noticing how her facial expressions changed from the radiating glow of pure happiness to a strong fighter for her clients and when the trial was over how she...
BDSMJim speaks again: As I lay in my bed and watched the nurses I couldn't help but think about Marie. I remembered her saying how she wanted to become a nurse, a physical therapist yet. According to my doctor I was going to need one. Why did I blow it? Was I so afraid of her past that I was unable to see what a wonderful woman she was? I realized I made the biggest mistake of my life walking out on her. I would give anything to have a do over. To live that last few minutes with her over...
Let's stay together "BLOODY-HELL!" she exclaimed and threw her arms round me. "You look... Blimey... What's... ? Come in... holy shit!" "Mandy! Mind your language!" said a voice from another room. "Sorry dad!" Giggling, we piled up to her room. I felt elation that I had not felt in a long time, finding that Mandy was not responsible for putting me in that God-awful position with Greg Bridger at the Cordoba; it was just a complete misunderstanding. I guess it was just a lack of...
I, finally, got to the perfect position and I would be able to observe what was happening in the courtyard of the building where our target was being held prisoner. The rest of the SEAL team would arrive in about ten minutes to effect the rescue of our target. My name is Rick Steiger. I am a lieutenant in the United States Navy attached to SEAL Team 12. My job was to observe and take any action necessary to insure that the rescue mission was successful. I was situated approximately eight...
Finding Her Master Part 12 By: Ropetease ©2011 Robin felt the aftershocks slowly subsiding while Joe signed the papers. Her stomach still aching from her climax when another feeling started to emerge inside her. Tensing her stomach muscles to hold back the sudden need to relieve herself. Sucking down on her lower lip and slowly rocking her body, wishing Master would hurry. ‘Thank you,’ Joe replied giving a tug on Robin’s leash as they walked in to the main area. ‘Master, may I speak?’Robin...
Finding Her Master Chapter 14 By: Ropetease ©2012 all rights reserved The day started with Joe at his desk going over the repair orders that were stacked in front of him from yesterday’s work. Glancing up to the calender, Joe saw that it had been a year since Robin came into his life and changed it forever. Joe remembered the day when her car was towed in and how her hand felt in his hand. In the span of a year, Joe’s business increased from the members of the club all bringing in their...
Finding Her Master Chapter 14 By: Ropetease ©2012 all rights reserved The day started with Joe at his desk going over the repair orders that were stacked in front of him from yesterday’s work. Glancing up to the calender, Joe saw that it had been a year since Robin came into his life and changed it forever. Joe remembered the day when her car was towed in and how her hand felt in his hand. In the span of a year, Joe’s business increased from the members of the club all bringing in their cars....
BDSMFinding Her Master Part 12 By: Ropetease ©2011 Robin felt the aftershocks slowly subsiding while Joe signed the papers. Her stomach still aching from her climax when another feeling started to emerge inside her. Tensing her stomach muscles to hold back the sudden need to relieve herself. Sucking down on her lower lip and slowly rocking her body, wishing Master would hurry. "Thank you," Joe replied giving a tug on Robin’s leash as they walked in to the main area. "Master, may I speak?"Robin...
BDSMI noticed in the afternoon that my stupid Boss was in danger as I thought about killing him; but I suddenly saw it was time to leave the office; so the lucky bastard survived one more day to my fury and anger…All I wanted as I drove my car, was getting home, enjoy a warm relaxing shower and fuck my sensual wife during all night long…But I found Jerome’s car parked at our driveway…Once inside the living room, I got a full sight of that nigger bastard sitting at my favorite recliner, with his...
FINDING MY VOICE Chapter 4 - Duncan My habit of socialising with Imogene and Paul on a fairly regular basis continued much along the same lines for the next few months. I still lacked the courage to go out dressed so we tended to entertain each other at our respective houses. I found I enjoyed planning meal menus and discovered a real passion for cooking. I won't say that I was in any way competitive; let's just leave it with the comment that, for both households, the meals became...
I felt really strange sitting in the lounge of an hotel with my son whilst he told me about how his step mother had been frigid for much of her marriage to his father, it was something I didn't really want to know about, so I pushed him about why they'd had what he called strong words. "Well" he grinned shyly, "They'd been out to a friend's wedding, they should have stayed overnight, but for whatever reason they came home early and caught us" "Us?" I queried, "You've got to...
Valerie Nicholls had found her motivation to work out regularly. His name was Connor, and he owned the gym that was incongruously tucked away behind an upscale European furniture store in what most people probably assumed was an area of tony shops and places where you paid four dollars for a small pastry that was wrapped up for you to take away in a small box tied with a ribbon.At forty-two, Valerie had been divorced for six years and was content enough with her situation not to settle for less...
After sixteen hours on the bus, I arrived in Tulsa, Oklahoma just before noon on a hot July day determined to find Charlie, actually Charlotte, but that’s not what I called her. I flew into Chicago and then took the long bus ride to Tulsa, wanting to experience Route 66. After almost two years of meeting Charlie, my cyber lover, I wanted to surprise her, just show up, a daring act in itself as fear of what a disaster this might be swept over me. What would she think when she realized who I...
After sixteen hours on the bus, I arrived in Tulsa, Oklahoma just before noon on a hot July day determined to find Charlie, actually Charlotte, but that’s not what I called her. I flew into Chicago and then took the long bus ride to Tulsa, wanting to experience Route 66. After almost two years of meeting Charlie, my cyber lover, I wanted to surprise her, just show up, a daring act in itself as fear of what a disaster this might be swept over me. What would she think when she realized who I...
Straight SexFINDING MY VOICE Chapter 5 - I finally find my own voice. The morning following my first public outing en-femme, I awoke early. I had been dreaming all night about Duncan, the man who, only yesterday evening, had become the first man to kiss me on the lips - or anywhere else for that matter! To say I was confused would be an understatement. I had never considered myself gay, but I definitely reacted as a woman when Duncan kissed me. I needed to talk this through with my best...
After waking up, getting ready, and having breakfast, it’s shopping time for us with work for Dad and his two ladies. Lia insists on a hair trim for all of the new people, and the standard stops at Victoria’s Secret, the accessories store next door, swimwear, and the cosplay store. Next we visit our favourite jewellery lady to get necklaces for the new slaves. She also has some nice ones I asked her to make up for my daughters, which makes them happy to have their own special items of...
Hello, I have a story to tell that you may find interesting. My name is Marty Harris and I am a school teacher and football coach in a small community in the mountains south of Seattle. I love my job and my students. I guess I am a popular teacher as many of my students and alums keep in contact with me after school, practice or even graduation. This story begins after I had visited a friend and former student teaching colleague of mine who taught in a similar small town about 2 hours from...
Laid off.. I could still hear the words ringing in my ears. I just couldn’t believe it. 35 years old, no career, no prospects in site. I don’t know why I thought my husband would be more comforting. It wasn’t in his nature to nurture me, console me, why should this be any different? Once again, I would find my way through this on my own. The weeks turned into months, slowly at first, but soon enough, I was adjusting to being a housewife. No more did I need the rush of the stock market to make...
Finding Her Master By: Ropetease ©2010 Chapter One Robin was on her way home from winning her court case. It was a hard fought battle in the court room, just right up her alley. She was a tough, demanding lawyer for her clients and Robin earned her status by fighting hard to win. Driving up the express way, listening to her favorite country singer, Jerrod Neiman when her five year old BMW started to make a slapping noise from under the hood, all her warning lights on the dash came on. ...
Finding Her Master By: Ropetease ©2010 Chapter One Robin was on her way home from winning her court case. It was a hard fought battle in the court room, just right up her alley. She was a tough, demanding lawyer for her clients and Robin earned her status by fighting hard to win. Driving up the express way, listening to her favorite country singer, Jerrod Neiman when her five year old BMW started to make a slapping noise from under the hood, all her warning lights on the dash came on. "Not...
BDSM"Alfred Marshall illustrated two ways in which ceteris paribus can be used to consider the effects of some causes of isolation." "Ceteris paribus?" Jack muttered to himself, as he reread the sentence. "What the hell is ceteris paribus?" He pinched the bridge of his nose in frustration as he flipped back to the index of his Microeconomics textbook. He knew this stuff. He'd read the words many times before, but for some reason he just couldn't remember what it meant. Was it possible...
The gray walls of the Middlesex Hospital waiting room looked especially dingy in the waning light of late afternoon. Nine year old Silver Cordin and her father had waited patiently for over an hour and were getting anxious. Lines of worry were etched on Steve Cordin’s face, as he knew the doctor’s news could not possibly be good. Silver tried to read her favorite book, but just couldn’t concentrate. All she knew was that her beloved Nonny, Rose Bauer, was very sick, and that sole thought...
Introduction: A chance encounter, draws a teenage boy to a needy girl. The two find their way through the unknown. Further down the trail. Themes: Actually Teen Male/Pre-Teen Female (Thats the young part) This is more of a love story than a sex story, but there is sex! Sorry if you hate it. You really need to read the first part to understand this one. As I post this story for validation, I am preparing for a trip to a medical facility. Because I do not know if Ill be here when it gets...
FINDING MYSELF By Enya Pierre PART 1 - NEIGHBORS I had known Allie for the best part of a year - we had met in the simplest of ways: we lived in adjoining rooms in the nurses' hostel at the local hospital. She worked as a nurse and loved every minute of it: she told me that even as a young girl she had spent her time nursing her toys, bandaging them, feeding them - helping them get better. I guessed that the secret of her success was that she never yielded to argument - what she...
Part 3 - The Longest Day Although I didn't really sleep well as my body was so contorted by the bindings, I was woken by the ring gag being pushed into my mouth and secured while I was still coming round. "There we are!" Allie said breezily, taking the goggles off my eyes, smiling broadly. "A whole weekend to learn more about ourselves, Tina - isn't it wonderful?" She had this really annoying habit of asking me a question when she had made it impossible for me to answer. The...
Chapter Nine: Taking control When we were finally cleaned up and back downstairs, it was time to look for Lurch. Having Lurch catch us in flagrante was going to make questioning him one of those interesting experiences I usually tried to avoid, but there was a price to be paid for anything worthwhile. The sex had definitely been worthwhile, hell, the sex had been both fun and fantastic, but there was a killer on the loose, and events were proceeding whether we liked it or not. I turned to...
( A Les Lumens story ) Nebraska – Winter, Late 1800s The wind cut across the prairie, every snowflake like a tiny razor cutting into her skin. She stumbled forward, not knowing what else to do, unable to remember how she had come to be out in this storm. Her mind was nearly as blank and impenetrable as the blinding gales of snow that kept her from seeing more than a few feet in front of her, as she slogged through the calf-deep drifts. Is that a light? Is that a house? She stared with eyes that...
Love StoriesThe following story is fictional and involves a sexual mother - son relationship. All characters are at least 18 years of age.My father was the biggest prick to ever walk the earth. For the last sixteen years he had down graded my mother to the point that, she was thinking of killing herself.It was nothing for him to look at her and say things like, " Damn you’re a fat fucking pig," or " I wish you would learn to fuck so I didn’t have to go out and find pussy." The one that really hurt Mom was,...