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August 12, 1994, Chicago, Illinois
“Fuck ‘em all,” I sighed. “Especially Donald Fehr. Running to Federal Court, the NLRB, and Congress? I’m really tired of the government putting its thumb so heavily on the scale.”
“Well, we’re not going to resolve that problem today,” Elyse said. “Jackie and Jeremiah want to come over.”
I chuckled, “Why am I not surprised? I bet you anything he had a rough sketch done ten minutes after they hung up the phone.”
“They want to discuss options. Kimmy felt you and I should be involved because it would reconfigure most of the second floor.”
“OK. I’m free this afternoon. Set it up.”
“I will. You saw Doctor Al last night. How is he?”
“How do you think?” I chuckled. “He’s going stir-crazy. He has a checkup today with Doctor Washington to be cleared to go back to work. I talked to Malik yesterday when I had my checkup, and he said he’s sure Al is fine.”
“Talk about a scary situation.”
“True. On the plus side, if you are going to have a heart attack, having the chief of cardiology ten feet away, along with a trauma surgeon and an internist, and having a couple of dozen other doctors nearby, that’s probably the time to do it. Not to mention a paramedic and some nurses!”
“And you. You managed that very well.”
“As I said to Bo and Gina, I could have freaked out and run around as if my hair was on fire, but that would hardly have helped Al.”
“True. The ad for the office manager will run in the Sunday Trib. I assume you want Kimmy to screen the candidates.”
“Absolutely. She should do the initial interviews and then bring her top three candidates to see you, me, Julia, and Cindi.”
“I’ll let her know. Let me call Phelan-Brown and tell them it’s OK to come over.”
I headed back to my office to do some work until lunch, when I drove down to IIT to meet with Doctor Bauer. We had a nice lunch, and I agreed to speak to several computer science classes as well as do the usual lecture for the software development class. It didn’t exactly fit with my simplification strategy, but I felt it was something worthwhile to do. I arrived back at the office just as Jackie and Jeremiah were walking in. We greeted each other and went up to the Lemieux Room, where they spread drawings on the large conference table.
“How’s the family?” I asked Jeremiah.
“The kids are good. Sharice is pregnant again. She’s due in January.”
“Congratulations,” I said warmly, then smirked, “You DO know what causes that, right?”
He laughed, “She wants four, at least, and doesn’t want to have kids after she’s 30.”
“She’s insane, Steve,” Jackie laughed. “Completely insane!”
“Yours are what, four years apart, right?”
“Yes. And two is MORE than enough. And you’re crazier than Sharice is!”
“I won’t argue with you,” I chuckled. “So what do you have for us?”
“I think this is your best plan,” she said, pointing to a drawing marked ‘Revision G’.
“‘Revision G’?” I asked.
“The end result of several compromises between Jeremiah and me. The other two drawings are a ‘his-and-hers’ set. This is probably the one you want.”
I quickly scanned the three drawings.
“Typical Phelan-Brown work,” I grinned. “The end result is always a good mix of form and function. I like the idea of the long hallway ending in an open office for Kimmy, with ours to the left of hers as you face her desk. It conveys the whole ‘open door’ idea.”
“Kimmy said that was extremely important to you. This way, there is no door to shield you. And the wall between you and Kimmy is glass, conveying a completely open space. There would be double doors that would open completely flat back against the glass partition under normal circumstances.”
I nodded, “I like it. I like it a lot. That is exactly the message we want to send. What about the other offices?”
“In order to give you the additional space, we’re eliminating the smallest conference room. Kimmy says you rarely use all of them. That way, we can preserve the space for the offices, the daycare room, and the kitchenette. We’ll reconfigure things a bit, but it’s easy enough because we used modular construction for the interior conference rooms. The Lemieux Room will be about eight inches shorter, but that shouldn’t create any issues. We also had to do a bit of creative thinking to avoid problems with your private bathroom, so you will have to walk past Kimmy to get there, but it’s still private.”
“What about the fire escape at the end of the hallway?” I asked. “You changed the door for a window behind Kimmy’s desk.”
“We’ll move it to the window that would be just outside her area, making that a door. There’s enough room outside in the alley without losing a parking spot, and the city codes allow for it.”
“Do you have a cost estimate?” I asked.
“Believe it or not, it’s not going to be very expensive,” she said, sliding a sheet of paper across the table to me. “You’ll pay an hourly labor rate to have the modular walls reconfigured, and you’ll need to purchase a couple of pieces because the Lemieux Room’s dimensions change. We’ll store the extra pieces for future use. The main costs, really, are the glass partition and moving the fire escape. The only concern Kimmy had was that Keri and Chris would move to an office along the front of the building, instead of being at the top of the stairs. But she felt, in the end, that would work.”
“And the office count goes down by one as well, because of Kimmy’s new space, right?”
“Yes, but you still have several open offices along the front of the building, plus one downstairs, and room to add at least six workstations in the open area should you need them.”
I nodded, “I think this is an excellent plan. Elyse, any concerns?”
“No. There will be a bit of chaos while it’s happening, but I think we can handle it. Too bad your trip to Europe is only a month away. That would have been the perfect time to do it.”
“Some things can’t be helped,” I said. “Jackie, go ahead and draw up the formal blueprints. Kimmy has my authority to act on this, as usual.”
“We’ll get this done as quickly as possible,” Jeremiah said.
“Thanks. Kimmy? I want new decor for my office, please. I mean everything.”
“What?”
“Japanese.”
“Steve, you might want to keep the sofa for guests who can’t sit on pillows on the floor,” Elyse said.
“Actually, I have an idea. Jeremiah, this empty office next to the far wall of my new office; could we put a door between them? Actually, make it hanging beads or something.”
“Sure. That’s possible.”
“Good. Then we’ll put normal furniture in there — the sofa, a couple of chairs and the coffee table. But my office, except for the two workstations, will be Japanese. Wall coverings, art, plants, the whole works. The current artwork can move.”
“Including your autographed Lemieux poster?” Kimmy asked.
“Let’s not go completely off the deep end,” I chuckled.
“Got it,” Kimmy laughed. “Mario-san stays!”
“Do you think you should check with Penny?” Elyse asked.
“As if Penny would say ‘no’ to Steve for ANYTHING?” Kimmy laughed.
“Or you?” Elyse asked with an arched eyebrow.
“And this is where Phelan-Brown makes a hasty exit before we’re called to answer subpoenas!” Jackie laughed.
Elyse offered to walk Jackie and Jeremiah out, and Kimmy and I stayed behind to talk.
“I’m going to need some help with the Japanese decor,” she said. “That’s way beyond anything I know about.”
“I’m seeing a Japanese friend of mine on Sunday. I’ll ask her if it’s OK to put you in touch. She has a good handle on traditional Japanese culture and she should be amenable.”
“Is the new dress code going to be kimono and whatever it is guys wear?”
“Guys wear kimono, too, just a different style. By the way, that word which literally means ‘thing to wear’, is both singular and plural. You know my karate uniform? What we call a ‘gi’? Well, that’s not accurate in Japanese, because it’s really a «keikogi» or «dōgi» — a training uniform. In Japanese, the base symbol for the two sounds ‘ki’ and ‘gi’ is the same, with the ‘g’ or ‘k’ sound determined by a «dakuten», which is the rough equivalent of an accent mark.”
“So kimono for everyone? We’re going Japanese?”
“I’m thinking that might be a bit much,” I chuckled. “But I bet you would look cute in a kimono!”
“Not in a couple of months! I’m going to look like I swallowed a bowling ball!”
I smiled, “I find pregnant women incredibly sexy! But let’s get back to work.”
Kimmy smiled, gathered the plans from the conference table and headed back to her office, while I went to mine.
“You’ll like the new plans,” I said to Penny.
“Can I see them?”
“Sure. Just ask Kimmy to show you. Tell her I said it’s OK. One thing, though, we’re going to change out all our furniture except our workstations for Japanese decor with bonsai plants, Japanese art, and Japanese furniture.”
“I’ll be your geisha!” Penny giggled.
“Geisha don’t have sex with the men they entertain.”
“So like now?” she teased. “Your Japan trip really affected you deeply, didn’t it?”
I nodded, “It was life-changing. My goal is to make our office as peaceful and calming as possible.”
“I’m going to go see Kimmy and look at the layout.”
She left and was back five minutes later.
“I love it!” she grinned, then added, softly, “Thanks for keeping me right next to you.”
“Do I look like I have a death wish?” I teased. “But seriously, I promised you that we’d always be together, Pretty Penny, and I am not going to go back on my word. Ever.”
August 13, 1994, Chicago, Illinois
“What time are we leaving for the movie?” Elyse asked on Saturday morning as we ate breakfast.
“It’s a 2:10pm showing, so probably as soon as we finish lunch. It’s going to be a zoo with more than a dozen kids and as many adults! Is Eduardo coming?”
“Yes. The boys and I will go have lunch with him and meet you all at Water Tower Place.”
“Cool. Bethany begged off. She’s due in the next two weeks and has no desire to be in a movie theater when she goes into labor!”
“I can see that,” Elyse nodded knowingly. “You’re bringing Nicholas?”
“He’s riding with Jennifer, Josie, and Jesse. The Penfields and Jaegers will meet us there.”
“They’re not bringing the baby are they?”
“No. Keith will stay with one of Kathy’s teacher friends.”
“Daddy?”
“Yes, Pumpkin?”
“What movie?”
“The Lion King. It’s about a baby lion who grows up to be an adult lion.”
“A cartoon?”
“Yes, like a cartoon. With lots of singing.”
“Could Rachel and Tiffany come?”
“I suppose, if it’s OK with Mommy.”
“That’s fine,” Kara said. “We can call them a little later, before we go to karate.”
“We’re going to need to get a few things for Albert to start kindergarten,” Jessica said. “I guess Michael will need some things, too.”
“We could go out tomorrow afternoon,” Elyse said. “Steve has plans and Eduardo’s flight to Buenos Aires leaves at noon.”
“That flight is longer than my flight to Japan!” I said. “It’s like fourteen hours!”
“He changes planes in Miami, so it’s not a straight shot like LAX to Tokyo.”
“Shopping tomorrow sounds like a good plan, Elyse,” Jessica said. “I need to get Ashley’s birthday presents as well. Want to come along, Kara?”
“If Michelle will watch the kids,” Kara said.
“I will,” she said. “So long as it’s after I get home from church.”
“Is 1:00pm OK?”
“Sure. I can be home by then for sure.”
“Will Jodie be here tomorrow for dinner?” Elyse asked.
“Yes. She’s arriving during the afternoon. She can’t move into her dorm until next weekend, but it was easier for her brother and his wife to bring her down this weekend.”
“Nanny room or guest room?”
“Nanny room,” I said.
“When is Mitsuko coming back?”
“Next weekend. I talked to her last week. She wanted us to visit Sensei Daniel’s dojo, but the timing just won’t work out.”
“Did you tell her about your promotion?”
“Yes, but she couldn’t talk long. I’ll see her for lunch once she comes back.”
We cleaned up the breakfast things and then went to the sunroom to hang out until it was time for karate. After karate practice we ate a hasty lunch, then rounded up the kids and headed to Water Tower Place to see The Lion King. The kids loved it, and both Tiffany and Rachel joined us, along with Tiffany’s mom. Seeing Rachel reminded me I needed to formulate a plan to deal with ‘Little Tony’ now that I was back more or less into the swing of things. While dealing with him might cause some short-term angst, getting rid of Brandon Littleton would certainly help to simplify my life.
August 14, 1994, Chicago, Illinois
I met Ailea at her grandfather’s house, but she immediately locked the door and followed me back to my car for our drive to the NIKA loft. She had her «furisode» with her, and I had a surprise waiting back at the loft. As soon as we arrived, I excused myself and went to the bedroom. I put on my kimono, and then went back to the great room to find Ailea waiting in her red «furisode».
“Oh my God!” she gasped. “That is PERFECT! Did you get that in Japan?”
“I did. You like it?”
“Like it? It makes me want to drag you to bed!”
“And not wearing it would mean you wouldn’t?”
“It depends.”
“On?”
She smirked, “If you were NAKED...”
I laughed, “Our lunch should be here shortly. It’s Chinese, though. I hope that’s OK. The Japanese place I know doesn’t deliver.”
“It’s fine. Want to make out before the food arrives?”
“I thought we’d talk a bit. Don’t you want to hear about my trip?”
“I heard you tell my grandfather that you’re «godan». That’s pretty impressive. He was truly shocked that you received a double promotion. That almost never happens.”
“So do you want to hear more?”
“After!” she giggled. “We can talk while you recover!”
The buzzer rang and our food arrived, cutting short the banter. We sat at the table and ate our beef and pea pods with white rice. When we finished, I tossed the containers into the trash and made a mental note to take the trash to the dumpster when we left so the apartment didn’t smell like Chinese all week.
We moved to the bedroom and enjoyed each other’s bodies for nearly an hour before we cuddled close to talk. I gave her the highlights, leaving out the fact that Sakurako and I had become lovers.
“It sounds like you had a very good time; well, minus those students coming after you.”
“They won’t do it again,” I said, stroking her hair.
“Do you plan to go back?”
“I would love to, but it’s not in the cards anytime soon. We have a family trip to Russia planned for next Summer, and I don’t have a legitimate business need to go to Japan.”
“You said you were going to be away next month?”
“Yes, I’m going to Europe for a few weeks on business. School starts soon for you, right?”
“A week from tomorrow. I bought my books on Friday. I was shocked! How can they charge $200 for a single chemistry book?”
“Because they have a captive market,” I said. “The school specifies which book and which edition, and you can pretty much only get the books via the bookstore. But that makes me wonder if there isn’t some other way to do it. Maybe through another university which might be cheaper, or some third party that would let you order the books.”
“So like mail order?”
“That’s what I’m thinking. I don’t know of any place which does that, but I can check on Usenet and ask around, and maybe see if I can find something via my computer. There are lots of things available on the Internet, and maybe textbooks are one of them. But I honestly don’t know.”
“Regular bookstores don’t carry them, do they?”
“No, and if you special order, you’ll pay at least as much as the University bookstore charges.”
“It would be cool if you could find them cheaper for me. Think you’re ready?”
I chuckled, “There’s only one way to find out!”
She slid down and used her mouth to discover I was, indeed, ready to go again. She mounted me and rode me gently to several small orgasms before we had mutual crushing orgasms. We cuddled for a bit, then showered, and I took her back to her grandfather’s house.
Jodie had arrived while I was out and was already settled in her room. We caught up on what she’d done over the Summer and my trip to Japan, then discussed her schedule and the computer science classes she’d be taking this quarter. We finished just before it was time to prepare the family dinner.
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September 7, 1992, Chicago, Illinois “That went reasonably well,” Michelle said when her parents drove off. “There were a few times I thought my expression would give away something I shouldn’t. You were messing with me, weren’t you?” She grabbed both my hands and smiled, “I was telling the truth, in my own way. Thank you!” She leaned forward and kissed my cheek. “So, what’s left?” I asked. “To visit UofC tomorrow and formally withdraw from classes. To spend some time with you and your...
October 1981, Chicago, Illinois I arrived back at the apartment just before 10:00pm and saw the address for the party. I decided I wasn’t particularly interested in going so I put on some music, poured myself a glass of wine, and started reading more about Russia. I was alternating between the history and culture book and the Communist Party book, decided on the history and culture book for this time. I didn’t get much reading done because I was thinking about Tatyana, which led me to...
January 23, 1996, Chicago, Illinois “Father, bless!” I said, greeting Father Basil with upturned palms. “Bless you, Stephen,” he said as I kissed his hand. The waiter showed us to a quiet table along the wall of Roditys in Greektown. He took our drink orders and was back quickly. We placed our food orders right away and he left to put them in with the kitchen. “I’m not quite sure how to address this, so I’m just going to ask you bluntly. Are you the father of Michelle’s baby?” I shook my...
June 29, 1995, Chicago, Illinois On Thursday, I finally had lunch with Melissa again, something I hadn’t been looking forward to. Much like with Cèlia, Melissa and I had passed an inflection point and I was left with sub-optimal paths forward. I’d been struggling with the possible solutions, and all of them had pitfalls. When I walked into Takumi, I had something of a plan. Whether it was good or not would only be known once everything played out. “I spoke to my wives,” I said after we’d...
December 5, 2000, Mayo Clinic, Rochester, Minnesota “I had a good time last night,” I said. “I was surprised you invited a friend!” Mary laughed as we walked into the exam room, “Naomi had a good time as well. You know what a Resident’s life is like.” I nodded, “No social life.” “Exactly. You guys seemed to hit it off pretty well.” “Yes, but I’m not here for that!” “You’re everywhere for that, and you know it!” I couldn’t help but laugh. “Let’s just say that you hit the sweet spot -...
March 1980, Hovås/Göteborg, Sweden I woke early as usual, but just enjoyed being in bed with Katt. When she woke, she hopped out of bed and pulled a robe out of her closet and handed it to me. “There’s a spare toothbrush in the bathroom. Go have your shower, then we’ll have breakfast after I have my shower.” I quickly showered and brushed my teeth, and went back to Katt’s room. She went to shower and came back a few minutes later. She dressed, and I got a very good look at her sexy body...
April 5, 1997, Chicago, Illinois “You missed cuddles this morning!” Birgit said accusingly when I walked into the house about 9:30am. “I know, Pumpkin, but I had a work emergency and had to go see Aunt Joyce and Grandpa A.” “And now we have to get ready for karate!” “I know. We’ll have some family time this afternoon. I don’t have any plans.” “Good!” I hugged her and the rest of the kids, then went to find Kara. We hugged and kissed, and went straight upstairs to get ready for...
September 3, 1989, Chicago, Illinois “Good morning, Sensei,” I said, bowing to Sensei Jim. “Good morning!” he said waving me to a chair in his office. “How was your trip?” I asked. “Enlightening. I spent most of my time acting as a manservant to Sensei Robert and Sensei Hiro.” “He who will lead, must first serve,” I said. “Someday, I’m going to send you to Sensei Hiro, should he live long enough. You understand.” “Does that mean you are now 6th Dan?” I...
October 29, 2000, Chicago, Illinois Birgit followed me as far as the stairs, then scooted upstairs when I went to the front door and opened it. “Hi!” Sophie said. “Hi!” I replied and held the door open so she could come into the house. I closed the door behind her then led her to my study where I waited until she went in, and then walked in, closing the door behind me. I nodded to one of the wingback chairs, she sat down in one, and I sat down in the other. “Is something wrong?” she...
August, 1983, Chicago, Illinois I walked in the near 90°F heat to Carla’s place. I was grateful that the humidity of the morning had dropped significantly; otherwise the heat would have been unbearable. By the time I walked up the steps to the apartment over the photography studio and knocked on her door, I had broken into a light sweat. Carla answered almost immediately and invited me inside her studio apartment. The air was moderately cool, and the window air conditioner was running full...
July 1982, Milford, Ohio On Tuesday morning, I kissed Kara goodbye and headed to my parents’ house for my usual morning routine with my little sister. She was happy that I could spend the morning with her and asked to take a walk, so we weren’t in the house with my mom. “Let me guess — this walk will end in the clearing,” I said with a smile. “Yes,” she said, taking my hand as we walked down Overlook towards Klondyke. As usual, we turned around and walked back, taking the path to the...
March 13, 1994, Chicago, Illinois “Hi, Steve!” Ailea said when she opened the door. “Hi,” I replied, accepting the offered hug. There was no touching of lips, just of cheeks, and I wondered if I’d misread her intentions at her birthday lunch, or if, perhaps, she detected my reluctance to return the offered affection. “Lunch is ready, so go ahead and sit. I’ll bring it in from the kitchen.” I went to the low table, sat down, and a minute later, Ailea brought miso soup and sushi, our usual...
April 3, 1997, Dallas, Texas “Remember what I said about drinking too much,” I said, as I poured bourbon into three cups. We’d stopped at a liquor store, bought a bottle of Blanton’s, and then returned to the small suite I’d reserved at the Westin. Deborah’s room was down the hall, and Krissy’s was two floors below. Krissy’s comment had caught me a bit off guard, but I hadn’t reacted visibly. I didn’t know her quite well enough to know if she’d been teasing with Deborah, so I was being...
March 28, 1991, Chicago, Illinois “This day belongs to you, Kara!” I said when the three of us woke on Thursday morning. “Happy birthday!” Jessica said. “Thanks,” Kara replied happily. “I think I’d like an amazing birthday fuck from our husband, and then a nice loving shower with my wife!” Kara said. “Do we have enough time?” I asked. Jessica giggled, “I set the alarm for thirty minutes earlier!” “Then let’s not waste any of it!” I said pulling Kara to me. Kara’s squeals as I plunged...
September 4, 2000, Chicago, Illinois On Monday morning I went to my study to make a surreptitious call to ensure that the surprise I’d planned for Kara was still going to happen, and after confirming that it was, Jesse, Matthew, Michael, and I began preparing for the Labor Day party by getting beer and soda into coolers, getting the grill ready, setting up tables and chairs in the backyard, and ensuring the liquor cabinets were stocked while my wives and daughters worked on food prep in the...
September 1, 1987, Chicago, Illinois “I heard that you have some kind of plan to help Ed,” I said to Connie. “There’s no plan,” she replied. “A witness who saw the shopkeeper alive after Ed left came forward.” That sounded convenient, and I wondered if the witness was real or someone that Anthony had put forward to solve the problem. Certainly, the videotape was real, because I couldn’t imagine how Anthony could have faked that, but the witness? Who knew? “So is he being released? Or is...
August 17, 1997, Chicago, Illinois We finished lunch and Marissa and the younger kids went to play, but Natalie sat with the adults to talk, with coffee, tea, or soft drinks. The Sarcus were very comfortable, but the Heaths were still struggling. But, vitally, they hadn’t left and hadn’t insisted Natalie leave the group. “Can you explain how you developed this attitude and approach?” Chris asked. I nodded, “It started when I was just a bit younger than Natalie. My mom was a total control...
July 1979 — Falkenberg, Sweden On Friday, when I got back from my run, Pam was in her bra and panties again. I whistled at her, she giggled, then finished dressing. I showered, and we went to breakfast and finished up our last day. Once class was done, we were pretty much free. On Saturday, we’d have several optional activities and then on Sunday we’d head back to our host families. After dinner on Friday, I took Pam’s hand and we walked towards the river. It was quiet and peaceful, and...
July 1980, Over the North Atlantic We reached cruising altitude, and I settled back to read my book. Pam raised the armrest between us, snuggled close to me and read as well. The cabin crew offered drinks, and I had my first Coke in a year! Meal service began about an hour and a half into the flight. After the cabin crew picked up the trays and offered drinks again, they passed once more, offering headsets for the movie. Trevor and Maria took them, but Pam and I didn’t, instead we turned on...
July 8, 1997, Chicago, Illinois “Is it really that surprising?” Leah asked. “I suppose not,” I replied. “I just didn’t read too much into the kiss on the cheek.” “I didn’t think it was a good idea to kiss you on the lips with all those people around, because I had no idea who they were or what they would think. You were VERY careful with our dance, so I kind of followed your lead.” Which showed very mature thinking on her part. Both of these girls were exactly the kind of students I...
November 8, 1993, Chicago, Illinois A dark fog swirled before my eyes as I tried to take stock. My head hurt, badly. I felt something on my face and realized, dimly, it was an oxygen mask. My right hand was uncomfortable and I recognized the feeling of an IV and pulse-oximeter. My left arm ached fiercely. On my chest I felt the pads and wires of an EKG. I didn’t feel anything else wrong as I continued taking inventory. I tried to open my eyes, but the fog didn’t clear. I tried to speak, but...
August, 1983, Chicago, Illinois In the morning Anala and I ran as we had the previous time, then showered together, carefully washing each other’s bodies in an intimate but non-sexual way. After our shower we went to the kitchen and I made breakfast and we sat down to eat. “Steve, may I make a suggestion?” she asked. “Sure.” “Broaden your circle of friends. Other than me, all of you are white, nominally Christian, 20-year-old Americans. And you don’t invite me to your Sunday...
June 23, 2000, Chicago, Illinois “Steve,” Kimmy said over the intercom, “I have a Suzanne Aavik for you.” “Thanks,” I replied. “Put her through, please.” A few seconds later, Suzanne was on the line. “Hi!” she exclaimed when I greeted her. “I’m in Chicago for three weeks. Can I still run away and join the circus?” I chuckled, “You might want to find out what the circus is actually like before you join! If you’re free, you’re welcome to come to the house tomorrow or Sunday and meet the...
March 1979 Monday was back to the normal routine of school. Debbie Courtney, who lived across the street and had turned fourteen the last week in February, started flirting more with me on the bus each day. Debbie Vaughn, who lived just down the street, would turn fourteen on March 16th and invited me to her birthday party. And Donna Woody, who lived just down the street in the other direction, would turn fourteen on March 20th. She had made it clear what she wanted for her birthday, and in...
June 2, 1990, Chicago, Illinois “My office, please,” Sensei Jim said after class on Saturday. I followed him to his office and waited for him to bid me to sit. He did, and I sat in the usual chair across from him. “She has a real problem, you know that, right?” he asked. “I do. That’s why I insisted she start seeing a counselor.” “I run a huge risk having her here with that kind of temper and her violent acts.” I nodded, “I understand. May I ask what you intend to do?” “I really don’t...
February 21, 1991, Chicago, Illinois “Hi, Sweetheart!” I said, greeting Bethany at the door. “Uncle Steve!” Nicholas exclaimed. I took him from his mom and he hugged me tightly. “Is Jesse with his moms?” Bethany asked. “Yes. They won’t bring him back over tonight so you and Nicholas can surprise him in the morning.” “Perfect!” “How was the drive up?” “The same as usual. Just a bit of traffic in Northern Indiana. Otherwise, smooth sailing. It was driving the other direction that was a...
November 4, 2000, Chicago, Illinois “Good morning, Sensei,” Miyu said when Kara, the girls, and I walked into the dojo on Saturday morning. “Good morning, Miyu.” “Do you have a moment, please?” I nodded and we went to the small practice room for privacy, as Sensei Jim had a family in his office. “What can I do for you?” “I need you to meet a young man,” she said. “I think you might be taking this ‘not do anything without permission’ a bit too far!” Miyu shook her head, “No, I’m not....
May 1979 The limo dropped me at home about 9:00pm. I took my stuff to my room, stripped, and hung up the tux. The rest of the things went into the hamper. I took a shower, put on shorts and a t-shirt, and walked down the hall into my dad’s office. I saw no reason to put this off any longer. “Stephen, you need to explain yourself!” my mom demanded. “I was in Mrs. McGrath’s, well, Mrs. Sanders’ now, wedding, as I said.” “You walked her down the aisle! You’re sixteen and not even related to...
November 3, 1990, Chicago, Illinois “I still don’t understand why you told everyone to leave Katy alone last night,” Elyse said on Saturday morning. “Because we weren’t going to talk her out of it. I could tell by the way she told us. I hoped letting her sleep on it would allow her to hear what we had to say. Obviously I was wrong.” “I was surprised that she wouldn’t talk to Jennifer at all,” Kara said. “I thought Jennifer would be the one to get her to listen to reason this morning.” I...
February, 1983, Chicago, Illinois Our first joining since the previous summer was slow and sweet, trying to express our deep love for each other through the motions of our bodies. When we finished, Karin held me tight and refused to let me move off of her. “Sleep there, please,” she whispered. I kissed her once more then adjusted my pillow so that I could rest my head next to hers. It wasn’t the most comfortable position, but it was what Karin wanted. The feel of her firm body under mine,...
July 3, 1996, Chicago, Illinois I blinked several times and took a breath before responding. It didn’t help. The best I could do was contain my visceral reaction at her completely out-of-line request and her wrong-headed assumptions when she had NO idea what had happened in my life the previous eight months. “What makes you think you can make that request after refusing to talk to me for nearly eight months? And equally importantly, without explaining Alexi? And without giving me the first...
July 1983, Milford, Ohio My drive to Ohio was filled with wild swings of emotion. After quickly driving Anala home I had set out for Milford, driving as fast as I thought I could get away with, slowing only when warned to do so by my radar detector. I’d told Nancy that I’d come straight to her house and asked her to call my dad and let him know so that Stephanie wasn’t worried. I pulled into the Blanchards’ driveway at 3:30pm, having managed to avoid any run-ins with the Indiana State Police...