The Rogue s Harem Book 3 Chapter 7 Harem s Nuptial Celebrations
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May 29, 1995, Chicago, Illinois
“Happy seventh birthday, Pumpkin!” I said when Birgit walked into the sunroom on Monday morning.
“Thank you, Daddy!” she said with a huge smile.
She climbed into the chaise, kissed my cheek, and snuggled close.
“Who’s coming to your party today?”
“Tiffany, Rachel, and Joey from school; Francesca and all my cousins!”
‘Cousins’ had become the shorthand way of referring to the gaggle of kids who hung around the house regularly - the kids of all my friends and those of some of the NIKA staff. The adults would have their own party - our usual Memorial Day cookout, which meant, from Birgit’s point of view, there would be nearly a hundred people at ‘her’ party.
“Sounds like fun!”
“Mommy said all the mommies and daddies will be here, too!”
“That’s right.”
“I talked to Katy yesterday! I’m flying to see her after we go to Russia!”
“I know. You’ll fly on a plane by yourself and Katy and Amy will meet you at the airport.”
“Because I’m a big girl!”
“Yes, you are. Let’s get some breakfast!”
“Cuddles!” she demanded. “Two minutes!”
For that, Birgit always got her way. THREE minutes later, we went to the kitchen to make breakfast for the family.
“Happy birthday, Sweetie!” Kara said when she came into the kitchen.
“Thanks, Mommy!” Birgit said, hurrying over to get a hug.
“Happy Birthday, Birgit,” Jessica said, getting a hug as well.
“Thanks, Mommy!”
The scene was repeated as her siblings, Amanda, and Jon came into the kitchen over the next fifteen minutes. We had breakfast, then after showers, my wives and I, with help from Michelle and Elyse, began getting things ready for the afternoon parties.
The parties were a blast, and Birgit thoroughly enjoyed all the extra attention. Neither Terry nor Penny came to the house, though Bart brought Amber and Andy. Bart let me know that the kids were staying with Alice and him for a week, which only confirmed in my mind what Terry had said about things being over between Penny and him.
“Did you have a good day, Pumpkin?” I asked that evening, when all the guests had left.
“Yes, Daddy. Thank you for the party and the presents.”
“You’re welcome.”
“Cuddles before bed?”
I held out my arms and she climbed into my lap.
May 30, 1995, Chicago, Illinois
“Hi,” Penny said sullenly when she walked into the office on Tuesday morning.
“Hi, Penny. How are you?”
“OK, I guess.”
“Let’s go sit in the «yōshitsu» room so we can talk privately.”
Penny sighed deeply and followed me. Kimmy had a pot of tea waiting for us and I poured some for each of us.
“We put you on vacation for last week,” I said.
“Thanks, I guess.”
I’d expected Penny to be defiant or combative; instead, she sounded depressed and resigned.
“Penny, I need to apologize to you. I didn’t give proper thought to your career, and our arrangement kept Dave or Julia from doing the same thing. I’m sorry. I really am. I messed up.”
“But I’m the one who messed up! Not you!”
“I actually think you got it right the other day when you pointed out how NIKA is treating you. Let’s fix this, OK?”
“Fix what? I pretty much wrecked everything.”
“I don’t think you’ve wrecked everything. We can work through all the stuff at NIKA. You’ll need to talk with Dave, and he’s going to be pretty tough on you, and you’re going to do what he says. And once you do that, we’ll discuss what you want to do. You, me, and Dave.”
“That easy?”
“It’s not going to be easy. You need help.”
“I know,” she sighed, sagging back in her chair. “Jackie told you?”
I didn’t want to betray the confidence, or take away a possible source of help, but I had another out, one which had its own set of risks, but ones I could manage.
“Terry called me on Saturday. We had a drink and talked.”
“I didn’t mean to hurt him. Or the kids. It’s just...”
“Just what?”
“That all of this is because I didn’t understand myself. Do you know where I messed up?”
I was pretty sure where I had messed up, but I knew she’d never agree with the assessment I’d made nor the conclusion I’d reached. Given everything that had happened, I had a sneaking suspicion about what she was going to say, and it twisted my stomach in knots. I took a deep breath and let it out.
“We haven’t really talked enough recently, which is part of the problem. Where did you mess up?”
“When I was sixteen. You and me.”
When we’d called it off and agreed she’d work for me and we wouldn’t be lovers. But I suspected there was more.
I nodded soberly, “I’d put it about eighteen months before that. And I suspect it’s way more complicated than either of us realize.”
“You think it was wrong to have sex with me when I was fifteen, don’t you?”
I shook my head, “It really is complicated. It wasn’t sex, in and of itself; it was pulling you into an adult world before you were ready. Your mom was very concerned about that. Bart gave you the benefit of the doubt.”
“He always did,” she said. “I talked to him yesterday when I dropped the kids at my mom’s house so they could hang out with their friends at Birgit’s party. I told him everything. I mean all of it. He just listened and didn’t get on my case. I think he agrees with you. He doesn’t blame you, though, because he knew it’s what I wanted. Mom would flip out, obviously.”
“What did you say to her?”
“Just that Terry and I needed some time without the kids.”
“Did you spend the day together?”
She shook her head, “No. He checked into a hotel on Saturday. He’ll stay there until he leaves for Dallas. I guess he has work there this week?”
“Yes. How much did you two talk?”
“It started and ended when he figured out I was having another affair. We’re through.”
“Why, Penny?”
“Boredom? Anger? Depression? Stress? Who knows? Pick one.”
I’d put it on growing up too fast or getting pregnant too young. Or both. All of which led back to how our relationship had developed from the day in August of 1983 when she stuck her head over the fence. She’d been fourteen then, and I’d been very careful until Anala and Jackie had pushed me to recognize what was going on in Penny’s mind. The problem wasn’t that Penny was thinking that way, but that I didn’t truly stop to consider the ramifications.
In some ways, it was the same thing which had happened with Melanie and Jennifer with regard to my sister, or with Cindi and Cèlia, when Cindi’s comment had caused me to think differently about Cèlia. That was what had happened with Penny. In each case, an inflection point had passed when a close friend had revealed something I’d missed. OR, in the case of Cèlia, that hadn’t really been there, but which was brought about by a change in my thinking.
With Penny, it was more like with my sister, in that Penny DID have the feelings which Anala and Jackie had observed. And once they’d said something to me, I’d put myself on the course that led to Penny being in my bed on our joint birthday. There was no question in my mind she wanted it, and sex, as I’d said, wasn’t really the source of the problem. The source of the problem was a fourteen-year-old girl hanging out with adults having insufficient life skills to help her deal with the things which she would encounter.
That wasn’t going to be an issue with my kids, or most of the ‘cousins’, either. All of us were giving our kids the necessary freedom and exposure to the adult world to be ready to deal with it as teenagers. Penny was, in some ways, more like the High School and college students we were seeing nowadays - sheltered and protected, and without the emotional and mental skills to function properly in the adult world.
“You left one option out of your list,” I said. “Me.”
“Did you ever once try to get me to do something I didn’t want to do?”
“That’s not the point,” I replied gently. “Sometimes being an adult means saying ‘no’ to things you actually want, or things you realize might be harmful for the other person. You weren’t ready to join my circus when you did.”
She shook her head, “I don’t agree. Well, maybe not completely. Mom wouldn’t let me grow up. My biological dad and Bart both would. Kind of the opposite of most dads, except you and your friends.”
“And not all of my friends,” I said. “Karl has very different views on child rearing. And Dave and Pete are kind of in between. Those are just a few examples, and there are a wide range of views on this.”
“But none of them are anything like your mom or my mom.”
“True. But you see my point, don’t you?”
“I do, but I’m not sure I agree. I had two chances to head this off. You remember I asked for a time machine to go back and tell my nineteen-year-old self to be monogamous? The other option would be to go back and tell my fifteen-year-old self that I would actually like the arrangement you have.”
“I don’t play the ‘What if?’ game for a reason. We have no clue what would have happened. Maybe it would have worked out; maybe not. I have no idea what Kara would have thought of having you in that kind of relationship, and you weren’t ready to have that kind of relationship. Would the sixteen-year-old Penny put her tongue places she never imagined?”
“Uh, probably not.”
“Exactly. But that’s all just hypothetical thinking. In the here and now all we can do now is try to sort things out and move forward.”
“How did you make it work so well?”
I laughed softly and shook my head, “I didn’t. It’s been one problem after another. We’ve had relative peace for the past eighteen months, but it’s never been easy. And to say it worked well is a gross mischaracterization. You and I haven’t talked a lot about stuff like that since you married Terry, but I wouldn’t recommend my lifestyle to anyone.”
“But you made it work!”
“Have I? Maybe. Yes, things look good now, but they’ve looked good before. I think the best thing we can say is that we’re making it work.”
“But isn’t that what you say about all marriages? That they’re hard work and need constant attention to keep them on an even keel?”
I nodded, “Yes, and mine is way more complicated than most. Maybe there are three people in the world who can really make this work as an equal trio without any drama, but as I said, I wouldn’t recommend it to anyone. As for you, what I would recommend, in fact, insist on, is that you get some professional counseling.”
“Bart said the same thing. He’s getting me a referral from a friend of his at UofC who’s a psychology professor and has a part-time practice.”
“Good. I’m sure you know I’ve been in and out of therapy, mostly in, for the best part of seventeen years. I wasn’t prepared for the adult world, nor for a lot of things I’ve experienced. And that’s why I’m not sheltering my kids. I think it will do you a lot of good to see someone professionally.”
“I know,” she sighed.
“One thing, Penny. In Illinois, there is a law which requires all psychologists to report ANY suspected or known sexual abuse. The age of consent was seventeen when we were together. If you tell a counselor ANYTHING about us having sex, they’ll come after me.”
“Now? More than ten years later?”
“The mandatory reporting law makes no exceptions. If you tell a psychologist we had sex, he or she HAS to report it to DCFS and the police. And in this case, I’m reasonably sure the statute of limitations is twenty years. So if you even mention it before you turn thirty-eight, I’ll be prosecuted and go to jail for the rest of my life.”
“Holy shit! That’s stupid! But what if I don’t name you?”
“They’ll do a full investigation, and talk to every single person they can find. All it takes is one person to slip up. One mention of a kiss. Anything like that.”
“So what do I do?”
“That’s the dilemma. According to Bethany, some states have exceptions for counseling or research. Illinois doesn’t. It’s not the best idea in the world, but you’ll have to say you were seventeen, not fifteen. And you can’t slip up. Not even once.”
“Do you know how dumb that is?” she sighed.
“Yes. Why do you think I continue to use my counselor in Ohio? And why do you think I follow the age of consent? Do you remember talking about this?”
“Yes. Stupid old men who think they can control other people’s bodies.”
“Just be careful.”
“You know I’ll never, ever do anything to hurt you. I’ll figure it out. I guess I need to go talk to Dave.”
“You do. Apologize; don’t argue. Do what he says, no matter what it is. If there’s an issue, take it up with Julia or Elyse. I can’t be involved for obvious reasons.”
“Because of our relationship?”
“Yes. I care for you deeply, Pretty Penny. You know that. Will you trust me when I tell you I’m not sleeping with anyone here except Michelle?”
“You’re telling me the whole truth?”
“Yes. Eve and I went shooting together. We’ll probably go shooting together in the future. But there is absolutely nothing going on. I’m following the rules, with the one exception granted by the Board of Directors - Michelle.”
“You don’t hate me?” she asked apprehensively.
“No way! I’ve made so damned many mistakes in my life, I’m in no position to criticize anyone else, let alone hate them. I want to help you, and if you ask my opinion I’ll give it, but it’ll be more in the form of questions you need to answer, rather than statements about what you should do. Now, go see Dave.”
“May I have a hug? I promise to behave.”
I nodded and we stood up. I held out my arms and Penny melted into them. I held her tightly for a couple of minutes, then released her so she could go talk to Dave.
“Steve, Zo was looking for you,” Kimmy said when she saw us leave the «yōshitsu» room.
“Have him come up,” I said.
Two minutes later Zo came to the glass doors, removed his shoes, and walked onto the «tatami» floor.
“What’s up?” I asked.
“Three of my people have had calls this morning from a recruiter looking to fill two senior developer roles with a competitor.”
I nodded, “Which one?”
“The recruiter didn’t say. All three people told him they have non-competes which prevent them from even discussing a position.”
“It sounds like someone’s fishing,” I said. “Given that three people have come to you about it, I don’t think we have much to worry about. You could mention it, casually, at your team meeting if you wanted, but personally, I’d just let it go and not worry about it. Did any of them happen to mention what region in the country?”
“Sung-He said it was in the South.”
“Thanks for letting me know.”
“How is Penny?”
“She’s meeting with Dave. He’ll fill you in.”
“Thanks.”
I checked my watch and saw it was nearly 9:00am, which meant it was almost time for the leadership meeting. I got up from my desk, changed shoes, and walked with Kimmy to the conference room.
“Dave won’t be joining us,” Julia said. “He has Penny in his office.”
“OK.”
We went through all of the due diligence items and, as a group, everyone agreed we should move forward. Before Kimmy took over the ‘normal’ part of the meeting, I had an announcement to make.
“Terry is going to be in Dallas until further notice,” I said. “He’s going to serve as my liaison to Dave’s team here for development issues. Obviously, we’ll work to integrate the teams, but until such time, Terry will be in Dallas. Dave is aware.”
“Uh, not to be insubordinate,” Julia said carefully, “but isn’t that my call?”
“As I said to Dave, this is in the best interest of the company and will let me manage the Lone Star division more effectively.”
“Penny?” Cindi asked.
“I obviously can’t discuss any personal issues,” I replied, then turned to Kimmy. “Kimmy, would you take us through the normal leadership meeting, please.”
The meeting only took another ten minutes, and when it finished, I followed Elyse to her office and shut the door behind us.
“For your ears only, they’re divorcing.”
“Shit!” Elyse sighed. “You’re sending Terry away to try to keep the peace?”
“That’s a side benefit. You know what’s likely to happen next week, right? Well, he’s going to work with Skye and get up to speed on the Lone Star software. If things go the way I expect them to, he’ll lead the small team that does the maintenance releases of the Lone Star software and builds the alternate GUI for our system.”
“Two birds with one stone.”
I nodded, “Yes. He asked about Colorado Springs, where he could work with Nicole, but I suggested Dallas. I told him there was a good chance a number of people there would leave, but gave no further details. He’ll keep quiet. He doesn’t know it’s Peach and he doesn’t know about Dante.”
“And Penny?”
“Still in with Dave, I suspect. He was going to have a very difficult conversation with her.”
“You know she’s going to ask...”
“I reminded her of the rules by mentioning the exception the Board granted for Michelle. And I firmly denied I’d been with Eve or would be with Eve.”
“This is exactly what Jamie was trying to warn you about.”
“I know. But I learned about business relationships from Joyce’s grandfather and I believe he was correct. Since Mikela left, there hasn’t been any trouble at all, and even the volatile young woman I share an office with isn’t going to make it an issue. Well, she will with ME, but she won’t make it a public issue. I’m sure Charlie will have a word with her.”
“Charlie is very protective of you.”
“She’s grateful for the opportunity I offered her. Remember the discussions when I first wanted to hire her?”
“Oh, I do. There were also a few raised eyebrows when Callie Shepherd went to work for M&M.”
“She did her penance. I helped Jefferson get his job with Arthur Drake’s custom programming shop and gave Mikela a glowing reference. And look how helping Jefferson paid off.”
“Figuring out what was going on with Lone Star?”
“Yes. I’d re-hire Jefferson if it wouldn’t cause turmoil.”
“You’d have a full-scale revolt on your hands.”
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September 7, 1992, Chicago, Illinois “That went reasonably well,” Michelle said when her parents drove off. “There were a few times I thought my expression would give away something I shouldn’t. You were messing with me, weren’t you?” She grabbed both my hands and smiled, “I was telling the truth, in my own way. Thank you!” She leaned forward and kissed my cheek. “So, what’s left?” I asked. “To visit UofC tomorrow and formally withdraw from classes. To spend some time with you and your...
October 1981, Chicago, Illinois I arrived back at the apartment just before 10:00pm and saw the address for the party. I decided I wasn’t particularly interested in going so I put on some music, poured myself a glass of wine, and started reading more about Russia. I was alternating between the history and culture book and the Communist Party book, decided on the history and culture book for this time. I didn’t get much reading done because I was thinking about Tatyana, which led me to...
January 23, 1996, Chicago, Illinois “Father, bless!” I said, greeting Father Basil with upturned palms. “Bless you, Stephen,” he said as I kissed his hand. The waiter showed us to a quiet table along the wall of Roditys in Greektown. He took our drink orders and was back quickly. We placed our food orders right away and he left to put them in with the kitchen. “I’m not quite sure how to address this, so I’m just going to ask you bluntly. Are you the father of Michelle’s baby?” I shook my...
June 29, 1995, Chicago, Illinois On Thursday, I finally had lunch with Melissa again, something I hadn’t been looking forward to. Much like with Cèlia, Melissa and I had passed an inflection point and I was left with sub-optimal paths forward. I’d been struggling with the possible solutions, and all of them had pitfalls. When I walked into Takumi, I had something of a plan. Whether it was good or not would only be known once everything played out. “I spoke to my wives,” I said after we’d...
December 5, 2000, Mayo Clinic, Rochester, Minnesota “I had a good time last night,” I said. “I was surprised you invited a friend!” Mary laughed as we walked into the exam room, “Naomi had a good time as well. You know what a Resident’s life is like.” I nodded, “No social life.” “Exactly. You guys seemed to hit it off pretty well.” “Yes, but I’m not here for that!” “You’re everywhere for that, and you know it!” I couldn’t help but laugh. “Let’s just say that you hit the sweet spot -...
March 1980, Hovås/Göteborg, Sweden I woke early as usual, but just enjoyed being in bed with Katt. When she woke, she hopped out of bed and pulled a robe out of her closet and handed it to me. “There’s a spare toothbrush in the bathroom. Go have your shower, then we’ll have breakfast after I have my shower.” I quickly showered and brushed my teeth, and went back to Katt’s room. She went to shower and came back a few minutes later. She dressed, and I got a very good look at her sexy body...
April 5, 1997, Chicago, Illinois “You missed cuddles this morning!” Birgit said accusingly when I walked into the house about 9:30am. “I know, Pumpkin, but I had a work emergency and had to go see Aunt Joyce and Grandpa A.” “And now we have to get ready for karate!” “I know. We’ll have some family time this afternoon. I don’t have any plans.” “Good!” I hugged her and the rest of the kids, then went to find Kara. We hugged and kissed, and went straight upstairs to get ready for...
September 3, 1989, Chicago, Illinois “Good morning, Sensei,” I said, bowing to Sensei Jim. “Good morning!” he said waving me to a chair in his office. “How was your trip?” I asked. “Enlightening. I spent most of my time acting as a manservant to Sensei Robert and Sensei Hiro.” “He who will lead, must first serve,” I said. “Someday, I’m going to send you to Sensei Hiro, should he live long enough. You understand.” “Does that mean you are now 6th Dan?” I...
October 29, 2000, Chicago, Illinois Birgit followed me as far as the stairs, then scooted upstairs when I went to the front door and opened it. “Hi!” Sophie said. “Hi!” I replied and held the door open so she could come into the house. I closed the door behind her then led her to my study where I waited until she went in, and then walked in, closing the door behind me. I nodded to one of the wingback chairs, she sat down in one, and I sat down in the other. “Is something wrong?” she...
August, 1983, Chicago, Illinois I walked in the near 90°F heat to Carla’s place. I was grateful that the humidity of the morning had dropped significantly; otherwise the heat would have been unbearable. By the time I walked up the steps to the apartment over the photography studio and knocked on her door, I had broken into a light sweat. Carla answered almost immediately and invited me inside her studio apartment. The air was moderately cool, and the window air conditioner was running full...
July 1982, Milford, Ohio On Tuesday morning, I kissed Kara goodbye and headed to my parents’ house for my usual morning routine with my little sister. She was happy that I could spend the morning with her and asked to take a walk, so we weren’t in the house with my mom. “Let me guess — this walk will end in the clearing,” I said with a smile. “Yes,” she said, taking my hand as we walked down Overlook towards Klondyke. As usual, we turned around and walked back, taking the path to the...
March 13, 1994, Chicago, Illinois “Hi, Steve!” Ailea said when she opened the door. “Hi,” I replied, accepting the offered hug. There was no touching of lips, just of cheeks, and I wondered if I’d misread her intentions at her birthday lunch, or if, perhaps, she detected my reluctance to return the offered affection. “Lunch is ready, so go ahead and sit. I’ll bring it in from the kitchen.” I went to the low table, sat down, and a minute later, Ailea brought miso soup and sushi, our usual...
April 3, 1997, Dallas, Texas “Remember what I said about drinking too much,” I said, as I poured bourbon into three cups. We’d stopped at a liquor store, bought a bottle of Blanton’s, and then returned to the small suite I’d reserved at the Westin. Deborah’s room was down the hall, and Krissy’s was two floors below. Krissy’s comment had caught me a bit off guard, but I hadn’t reacted visibly. I didn’t know her quite well enough to know if she’d been teasing with Deborah, so I was being...
March 28, 1991, Chicago, Illinois “This day belongs to you, Kara!” I said when the three of us woke on Thursday morning. “Happy birthday!” Jessica said. “Thanks,” Kara replied happily. “I think I’d like an amazing birthday fuck from our husband, and then a nice loving shower with my wife!” Kara said. “Do we have enough time?” I asked. Jessica giggled, “I set the alarm for thirty minutes earlier!” “Then let’s not waste any of it!” I said pulling Kara to me. Kara’s squeals as I plunged...
September 4, 2000, Chicago, Illinois On Monday morning I went to my study to make a surreptitious call to ensure that the surprise I’d planned for Kara was still going to happen, and after confirming that it was, Jesse, Matthew, Michael, and I began preparing for the Labor Day party by getting beer and soda into coolers, getting the grill ready, setting up tables and chairs in the backyard, and ensuring the liquor cabinets were stocked while my wives and daughters worked on food prep in the...
September 1, 1987, Chicago, Illinois “I heard that you have some kind of plan to help Ed,” I said to Connie. “There’s no plan,” she replied. “A witness who saw the shopkeeper alive after Ed left came forward.” That sounded convenient, and I wondered if the witness was real or someone that Anthony had put forward to solve the problem. Certainly, the videotape was real, because I couldn’t imagine how Anthony could have faked that, but the witness? Who knew? “So is he being released? Or is...
August 17, 1997, Chicago, Illinois We finished lunch and Marissa and the younger kids went to play, but Natalie sat with the adults to talk, with coffee, tea, or soft drinks. The Sarcus were very comfortable, but the Heaths were still struggling. But, vitally, they hadn’t left and hadn’t insisted Natalie leave the group. “Can you explain how you developed this attitude and approach?” Chris asked. I nodded, “It started when I was just a bit younger than Natalie. My mom was a total control...
July 1979 — Falkenberg, Sweden On Friday, when I got back from my run, Pam was in her bra and panties again. I whistled at her, she giggled, then finished dressing. I showered, and we went to breakfast and finished up our last day. Once class was done, we were pretty much free. On Saturday, we’d have several optional activities and then on Sunday we’d head back to our host families. After dinner on Friday, I took Pam’s hand and we walked towards the river. It was quiet and peaceful, and...
July 1980, Over the North Atlantic We reached cruising altitude, and I settled back to read my book. Pam raised the armrest between us, snuggled close to me and read as well. The cabin crew offered drinks, and I had my first Coke in a year! Meal service began about an hour and a half into the flight. After the cabin crew picked up the trays and offered drinks again, they passed once more, offering headsets for the movie. Trevor and Maria took them, but Pam and I didn’t, instead we turned on...
July 8, 1997, Chicago, Illinois “Is it really that surprising?” Leah asked. “I suppose not,” I replied. “I just didn’t read too much into the kiss on the cheek.” “I didn’t think it was a good idea to kiss you on the lips with all those people around, because I had no idea who they were or what they would think. You were VERY careful with our dance, so I kind of followed your lead.” Which showed very mature thinking on her part. Both of these girls were exactly the kind of students I...
November 8, 1993, Chicago, Illinois A dark fog swirled before my eyes as I tried to take stock. My head hurt, badly. I felt something on my face and realized, dimly, it was an oxygen mask. My right hand was uncomfortable and I recognized the feeling of an IV and pulse-oximeter. My left arm ached fiercely. On my chest I felt the pads and wires of an EKG. I didn’t feel anything else wrong as I continued taking inventory. I tried to open my eyes, but the fog didn’t clear. I tried to speak, but...
August, 1983, Chicago, Illinois In the morning Anala and I ran as we had the previous time, then showered together, carefully washing each other’s bodies in an intimate but non-sexual way. After our shower we went to the kitchen and I made breakfast and we sat down to eat. “Steve, may I make a suggestion?” she asked. “Sure.” “Broaden your circle of friends. Other than me, all of you are white, nominally Christian, 20-year-old Americans. And you don’t invite me to your Sunday...
June 23, 2000, Chicago, Illinois “Steve,” Kimmy said over the intercom, “I have a Suzanne Aavik for you.” “Thanks,” I replied. “Put her through, please.” A few seconds later, Suzanne was on the line. “Hi!” she exclaimed when I greeted her. “I’m in Chicago for three weeks. Can I still run away and join the circus?” I chuckled, “You might want to find out what the circus is actually like before you join! If you’re free, you’re welcome to come to the house tomorrow or Sunday and meet the...
March 1979 Monday was back to the normal routine of school. Debbie Courtney, who lived across the street and had turned fourteen the last week in February, started flirting more with me on the bus each day. Debbie Vaughn, who lived just down the street, would turn fourteen on March 16th and invited me to her birthday party. And Donna Woody, who lived just down the street in the other direction, would turn fourteen on March 20th. She had made it clear what she wanted for her birthday, and in...
June 2, 1990, Chicago, Illinois “My office, please,” Sensei Jim said after class on Saturday. I followed him to his office and waited for him to bid me to sit. He did, and I sat in the usual chair across from him. “She has a real problem, you know that, right?” he asked. “I do. That’s why I insisted she start seeing a counselor.” “I run a huge risk having her here with that kind of temper and her violent acts.” I nodded, “I understand. May I ask what you intend to do?” “I really don’t...
February 21, 1991, Chicago, Illinois “Hi, Sweetheart!” I said, greeting Bethany at the door. “Uncle Steve!” Nicholas exclaimed. I took him from his mom and he hugged me tightly. “Is Jesse with his moms?” Bethany asked. “Yes. They won’t bring him back over tonight so you and Nicholas can surprise him in the morning.” “Perfect!” “How was the drive up?” “The same as usual. Just a bit of traffic in Northern Indiana. Otherwise, smooth sailing. It was driving the other direction that was a...
November 4, 2000, Chicago, Illinois “Good morning, Sensei,” Miyu said when Kara, the girls, and I walked into the dojo on Saturday morning. “Good morning, Miyu.” “Do you have a moment, please?” I nodded and we went to the small practice room for privacy, as Sensei Jim had a family in his office. “What can I do for you?” “I need you to meet a young man,” she said. “I think you might be taking this ‘not do anything without permission’ a bit too far!” Miyu shook her head, “No, I’m not....
May 1979 The limo dropped me at home about 9:00pm. I took my stuff to my room, stripped, and hung up the tux. The rest of the things went into the hamper. I took a shower, put on shorts and a t-shirt, and walked down the hall into my dad’s office. I saw no reason to put this off any longer. “Stephen, you need to explain yourself!” my mom demanded. “I was in Mrs. McGrath’s, well, Mrs. Sanders’ now, wedding, as I said.” “You walked her down the aisle! You’re sixteen and not even related to...
November 3, 1990, Chicago, Illinois “I still don’t understand why you told everyone to leave Katy alone last night,” Elyse said on Saturday morning. “Because we weren’t going to talk her out of it. I could tell by the way she told us. I hoped letting her sleep on it would allow her to hear what we had to say. Obviously I was wrong.” “I was surprised that she wouldn’t talk to Jennifer at all,” Kara said. “I thought Jennifer would be the one to get her to listen to reason this morning.” I...
February, 1983, Chicago, Illinois Our first joining since the previous summer was slow and sweet, trying to express our deep love for each other through the motions of our bodies. When we finished, Karin held me tight and refused to let me move off of her. “Sleep there, please,” she whispered. I kissed her once more then adjusted my pillow so that I could rest my head next to hers. It wasn’t the most comfortable position, but it was what Karin wanted. The feel of her firm body under mine,...
July 3, 1996, Chicago, Illinois I blinked several times and took a breath before responding. It didn’t help. The best I could do was contain my visceral reaction at her completely out-of-line request and her wrong-headed assumptions when she had NO idea what had happened in my life the previous eight months. “What makes you think you can make that request after refusing to talk to me for nearly eight months? And equally importantly, without explaining Alexi? And without giving me the first...
August 12, 1994, Chicago, Illinois “Fuck ‘em all,” I sighed. “Especially Donald Fehr. Running to Federal Court, the NLRB, and Congress? I’m really tired of the government putting its thumb so heavily on the scale.” “Well, we’re not going to resolve that problem today,” Elyse said. “Jackie and Jeremiah want to come over.” I chuckled, “Why am I not surprised? I bet you anything he had a rough sketch done ten minutes after they hung up the phone.” “They want to discuss options. Kimmy felt...