A Well Lived Life 2 Book 10 BridgetChapter 97 Transitions
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August 8, 1996, New York, New York
On Thursday morning, Mike Ziffer and Abel Duranona met me at the Admirals Club at LaGuardia Airport.
“Thanks for coming to meet me,” I said as we got our coffee.
“You’re the boss,” Abel laughed. “You say ‘Jump!’, we ask ‘How high?’!”
“It’s not like that, and you both know that! We’re a team. I can’t imagine Cèlia has said anything to the contrary.”
“No,” Mike replied with a grin. “But Abel does have a point.”
“Well, let’s just be colleagues today. I want to hear from both of you how things are going and how it is to be a ‘lone wolf’ in your city. And please be honest. If there are issues, the only way we can fix them is if you’re straight with me.”
“I think our biggest issue is when one of us takes time off, it’s difficult to provide proper support,” Abel said. “Mostly we work around it, but we’ve both been in situations where we needed to be in both cities at once. And unless Sam and Brenda have a cloning machine in development, we’re going to need a third person in the area.”
I nodded, “Cèlia raised that concern with Cindi, and we’ve discussed several options. The one that works best, at least as far as we can see, is putting someone in Philadelphia. That lets them cover Pittsburgh, Boston, and New York, as well as stops you or John from having to go to Philadelphia as happens occasionally now.”
“When could that happen?”
“We’re thinking January 1st, based on budget and headcount numbers. Can you hold out until then?”
“We’re handling it now, so four months isn’t going to kill us,” Mike replied.
“The customer satisfaction surveys have looked uniformly good,” I replied. “And we’ve had no complaints I’m aware of, so yes, I’d say you are handling it now.”
“How is this new version of the legal software going to affect us?” Mike asked.
“It’s intended to be user-installed, but we’ll offer installation services at our usual consulting rates. I don’t expect it to affect the two of you very much, because you aren’t in the general phone rotation. We will get you trained on it, because we don’t want you caught unawares if you have to make a site visit. Cindi expects this is going to lead to more on-site contracts as well.”
“What’s the release date?” Abel asked.
“We’re on target for January 2nd. It’s an aggressive date, but Tasha is convinced they can make it.”
“Anything else coming up we need to know about?”
“I have some things to talk about at the Town Hall on Monday, but I can’t really get into those in advance.”
“Something big?” Mike asked.
I smiled, “Nothing that’s going to affect either of you directly. But I can’t say more than that. Anything else?”
“I know it’s not business critical, but do you plan to come to the Christmas party this year?” Abel asked.
“Yes. I’ll be in Pittsburgh, as well as Colorado Springs, Dallas, and Durham for their parties. It’s going to be a crazy December, but Kimmy has the schedule worked out.”
“There is one nagging question,” Mike said. “And I’m a bit reticent to bring it up, but what is our career path?”
“That’s the $64,000 question,” I replied. “Some roles don’t have a natural progression. I’ve asked each of the Vice Presidents and Directors to come up with ideas and we’ll work out the necessary logistics to ensure everyone has a chance for advancement. In some cases, it might require some training, which we’d provide, or even schooling, which we’d subsidize. If there’s something that interests you, make sure you let Cèlia know.
“Remember, you can always pick up the phone and dial my number to talk directly to me if you feel it’s necessary. And that’s true on any topic. Work through Cèlia or Cindi if you can, but if not, I have an open-door policy which applies to my phone as well. If I’m not at my desk, Kimmy will find me and make sure I get the message as soon as possible. And I’ll return the call. You guys are, as my friend Nick used to say, at the pointy end of the spear. I have your backs the whole way.”
“I’m not sure I’d compare this to the military,” Mike laughed.
“You’re on the front lines, right? That is, you see customers every single day? And talk to them on the phone? I don’t do that. And that means you guys have insights into NIKA’s business which I do not. And that’s why I want to hear from you guys where we get it right and where we get it wrong. I know surveys aren’t necessarily representative, though I have no doubt that your customers are satisfied. But I’ve also yet to see a business process or a client relationship which can’t be improved.”
I was interrupted by my cell phone buzzing. Abel and Mike both nodded, so I answered it.
“Steve? This is Ed. I called to say your sister is in labor. We’re heading to the hospital in a few minutes.”
“Thanks for letting me know! Call when my new niece arrives, please!”
“Will do.”
“If there’s anything you need, call.”
Ed laughed, “Right. With Jessica, Bethany, Sofia, Alejandra, Gina, and a cast of thousands?”
I chuckled, “Good point. If you have trouble getting into Stephanie’s room because of all those women, let Al know.”
“As if HE could stop them?”
“Well, no. Good luck?”
“Thanks! Talk to you soon.”
We said ‘goodbye’ and I pressed the button on my Nokia phone to disconnect the call.
“Your sister?” Abel asked. “The one who’ll be the CEO in the future?”
I nodded, “Sounds as if news of that plan has made the rounds.”
“You asked for honesty, right? Well, that makes both of us nervous.”
“I’m not disappearing. I’ve never wanted to be anything other than a programmer. That’s what I want to do. Stephanie will take over all of the operational stuff that suffers a bit because I try to divide my time. I do that because I don’t want to lose my coding skills, despite the fact that dividing my time that way means I do a less than stellar job of running the company from an operations perspective.
“I’ll still be the one who sets direction, fosters the proper corporate culture, and ensures that ‘bean counting’ does not become our way of running NIKA. And remember, no matter what happens, I’m still the majority shareholder, and nothing can happen if I don’t want it to. Stephanie and I were close growing up, and while we each have our own families, we’re close now, too. Trust me, she won’t do a thing with which I don’t agree. Not because I force the issue, but because she and I understand each other fully and completely.”
“When is this supposed to happen?”
“January 1, 1998,” I replied. “One of her first tasks is going to be to meet each and every employee and listen to what they have to say. I think that’s an imperative.”
“Not customers?”
I smiled, “Employees first; then customers. And speaking of customers, isn’t it about time to head to Manhattan?”
“Yes,” Abel said. “Our meeting with Russel Boyle and Fortunat Mueller-Maerki is in just under an hour. They’re the ones ultimately overseeing the project Sam is working on. After that, we’ll visit Moore, Martin & Walker, have lunch, and then we’ll get you two back to the airport.”
“Sounds good,” I replied. “Next time I come out, we’ll meet in Boston.”
“Egon Zehnder is planning to open a Boston office early next year,” Abel said. “We’ll probably get the on-site support contract for them as well.”
“Has Sam been told about that?” I asked. “She’ll need to take that into account for the database project.”
“I believe she knows,” Abel replied. “But I’ll call her to make sure.”
“Thanks. Those are the kinds of things we need to share, even if you think someone already knows. It goes back to what I was saying about being on the front lines and having insights the rest of us might not have.”
“Got it.”
We had productive meetings with both customers, ate lunch, and then Mike and I headed back to LaGuardia.
August 8, 1996, Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania
“Sorry I can’t take you to a Pens game tonight,” John said when he and Mario met me for dinner.
“Two more months,” I replied. “Let’s just hope things go better for them. I’m worried about Tom Barrasso.”
“He’s a big question for sure,” John replied. “And I don’t think either Lalime or Wregget are up to the task.”
“Well, that sucks,” I sighed. “How are things here otherwise?”
“The Pirates suck worse than the Reds, if you can believe that!” Mario complained. “Though I think the Steelers will have a decent year. Mike Tomczak is a decent QB. We got him from you guys by way of the Packers.”
“I’ve totally lost track of anything going on in the NFL,” I replied. “Same with baseball. And, to some extent, NASCAR. Anything going on besides sports?”
“Is there anything else?” John asked with a laugh.
“Families? NIKA?”
“Same old stuff,” Mario grinned. “You know how it is with kids. You feed them, they grow!”
“Sheryl and I are engaged,” John added, “but we haven’t set a date. It’ll just be a small thing, and probably just a JP at the courthouse. Neither of us is into big weddings.”
“All I have to say is I hope my daughters have that attitude!” I chuckled. “If not, I’ll go broke!”
“You have one of them basically married off already, right?” Mario asked.
I nodded, “Stephie already asked Nicholas Evans to marry her and he accepted her proposal. They’re already acting like a couple; well, minus the physical part. They do hug, kiss, and cuddle a lot.”
“She’s six?”
“And Nicholas is seven. It’s all pretty platonic. It’s not as if they’re swapping spit!”
“Yet!” Mario laughed. “If your kids are anything like you...”
“It’s going to be fun,” I replied.
“I heard your sister had her baby.”
“News travels fast! Ed called me right before I got on the plane to let me know Patricia Anne had been born. You guys are still on two, right?”
“And done!” Mario declared. “Marie made sure of that! On to NIKA - how did the meetings go in New York?”
“Very productive. Both Mike and Abel asked about career paths. We’re going to have to make a concerted effort on that during the leadership retreat in Boca Raton in January.”
“Samantha’s place is big enough for all the executives?”
“It was built for entertaining. With ten bedrooms we can make it work with some room sharing. Most of the rooms have twin beds, which makes it easier. I’ve already talked to the people who’ll be sharing rooms.”
“Who goes to those retreats?” John asked.
“The regional directors, the C-level executives, Charlie, Cèlia, Eve, and Kimmy. That ensures we have input from everyone.”
“Not Dave?”
“Dave has, from day one, elected not to participate in things like this. Julia has it covered. Sam hates stuff like this, too, so she’s also excused.”
“YOU hate stuff like this,” Mario laughed. “Well, insofar as it deals with anything operational. It’s what, seventeen months before Stephanie comes on board?”
“Yes, and it can’t be too soon! I know I sound like a broken record, but remember how it was when we first started? Penny and I were the main programmers, with Dave spending about half his time coding?”
“You were pretty happy Julia agreed to run things early on, but I have to say it was a good thing you stepped up when you did. I know you want to code, but NIKA needed you to shepherd it through the transition from a small company to a significant national firm.”
“And needs someone with some serious business expertise and training to manage what is no longer a ‘small’ firm, even though we act like it.”
“I hope that never ends,” John said. “But I know things change.”
“Not so long as I’m alive!”
“Then I hope you have a long, productive life!”
“You aren’t the only one!” I grinned. “Is everything set for tomorrow, Mario?”
“Yes. In the morning, A new medical practice we’re bringing on board, then lunch with Ned Jenkins, then a couple of law firms who have been long-term clients in the afternoon. We’ll have a staff dinner tomorrow evening. Everything is set for that. You’re not flying home until Saturday, right?”
“Correct. I have a meeting with Tara on Saturday morning to go over her business plan.”
“This will be the third one, right?”
I nodded, “Phelan-Brown and Apple Orchard Bed-and-Breakfast.”
“What are those?” John asked.
“Businesses I backed with capital investments. The first one is an architecture firm run by a close friend of mine. The other one, whose business should be obvious from the name, is in Vermont and run by another close friend of mine. Tara’s going to start a political consultancy - campaigns, policy, office administration, that kind of thing.”
“What other kind of investing do you do, if you don’t mind my asking?”
“Well, besides stocks, I also invest in REITs through my friend Alec Glass. That’s basically like a mutual fund, but for real estate. Our current building came out of one of his REITs because he needed to balance that particular one to comply with federal regulations. We basically swapped our building in Hyde Park for the one we’re in now.”
“Who picks the mutual funds for our 401K plans?”
“Elyse and some outside advisors. I have to stay out of that for legal reasons.”
“Are we still working with Jamie Ferguson and Allen & Baker?” Mario asked.
“Yes. It’s just we’re at a point where we’ll save money by having in-house counsel to handle contracts, employment agreements, legal process, and other day-to-day stuff. Deborah is taking the Bar Exam this week, by the way. She’ll be a full-fledged attorney in about eight weeks.”
“I’m just surprised you hired a lawyer!”
“Me, too!” I chuckled.
We had a nice dinner, and when we finished, I headed to the Marriott where Tara was waiting for me. We exchanged a quick hug, then left the hotel for the same lounge we’d gone to on my previous visit. I ordered us each a drink at the bar. Once we had our drinks, we went to sit in a private booth.
“No business now,” I said. “Let’s just relax. We can cover everything on Saturday.”
“And uncover everything tonight?” she teased.
“What happened with your friend who travels a lot and doesn’t like to cuddle?”
“He wasn’t interested in counseling or even talking about it. That pretty much ended things. I’ve been on a few dates and met some interesting guys. Nothing serious just yet, but worth more dates to find out. I’m really in no hurry at the moment. The only issue is the one we talked about with kids, but I think, in the end, being established and taking a few months off would work best.”
“How are things otherwise?”
“Good. Work keeps me busy, pays the bills, and lets me save. I spend time with my friends, play with my nieces, and otherwise stay out of trouble. How are things with you?”
“Busy. Between the family, work, and karate, I’m pretty much always on the go. But I was never one to just sit around, so I don’t mind at all. Mostly I just need to be careful not to burn out, which is why I have my getaways.”
“Marie said you guys took the entire brood and some friends to Disney! That hardly sounds like a relaxing getaway!”
“Actually, our kids and our friends’ kids are really well behaved and mostly managed themselves. Jesse and Birgit worked together with their siblings and friends to map out the plans and everyone had a good time.”
“Crazy. But if that works for you...”
“It does.”
“Am I spending the night? If so, I have my bag in my car and a bottle of wine.”
“No promises other than cuddles.”
Tara laughed, “If you think I’m turning down cuddles, you’re crazy!”
“Then let’s finish our drinks and head back to the Marriott.”
August 10, 1996, Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania
“You cuddle better than anyone I’ve ever met,” Tara said as she yawned and stretched on Saturday morning.
“I’m glad you enjoyed the cuddle time.”
“And you don’t want to fool around? Not even once?”
“Are you disappointed?”
“I’m not sure that’s the right word,” she said snuggling close, one bare breast pushing into my chest, and the other into my side, and her soft pubic hair tickling my thigh.
“Unfulfilled?” I asked.
“Maybe. It’s weird, though. I want to, but it’s not like I’m horny; it’s something else, but I can’t really think of a word for it.”
“Bonding,” I replied. “Kind of a seal on our friendship?”
“Weirdly, I think that’s it.”
“It’s not weird, actually. It’s something I’ve been doing for a long time. A close friend of mine once suggested that if I were bisexual, I’d bond with my male friends that way, too.”
“But from what you said on Thursday night, you’ve stopped doing that. Well, mostly.”
“Mostly. There are a few exceptions. You, for example.”
“Me?”
“If you weren’t involved with someone, yes.”
“You failed to mention that on Thursday!”
“Because that’s not what I needed or wanted. And that’s really more about me, than about you.”
“Will you tell me why?” Tara asked.
“I suppose the best way to put it is that I made a mistake, and it exposed a glaring problem with my thinking, at least at this stage of my life. You know I’ve been with a lot of girls, and at this point, I need to focus on my wives and a single, long-term lover.”
“And the exceptions?”
“For a few girls I’ve been with before who are truly special. You’re one of those special girls who are exceptions, but being an ‘exception’ isn’t a guarantee.”
There was Cindi, too, but that was a very different question, and I still wasn’t sure what would happen if she stayed sober, which I was sure she would do.
“Do you have specific criteria?”
“Not really.”
“Do you mind me asking how many exceptions there are?”
“Well, given everyone’s relationship status, three. The other two are in committed relationships, so they’re off limits.”
Those two were Pia and Elyse. Tara, Eve, and Lyudmila were still possible, though I hadn’t decided what to do about either Eve or Lyudmila.
“So I put myself back into play, so to speak.”
“Yes,” I replied.
“Why do I feel as if it will be very different if we have sex?”
“Because your perspective has changed.”
“Will you bond with me?” she asked tentatively.
I gently rolled Tara on to her back and we exchanged several very soft French kisses, until she was wet enough for me to slide slowly into her.
“Yes,” she hissed, as she wrapped her arms and legs around me.
We moved together, slowly, and without urgency, our goal a union of spirit as much as a union of bodies. Tara had a series of small orgasms before we completed the final fulfillment of our joining, with very satisfying and fulfilling releases.
“Wow,” Tara sighed when our orgasms had passed. “That was intense, but in a totally different way. It was almost like cuddling.”
“Shall we get some breakfast and get to the topic at hand?”
“Cuddle me for ten minutes first, please.”
“Of course.”
We cuddled, then showered together, then dressed and left the hotel to go to a diner which Tara knew. While we ate, we discussed her business plan.
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May 11, 1992, Chicago, Illinois Monday was turning out to be a LONG day. After my run and talk with Gina, and my talk with Elyse, I had a full day at the office scheduled. First was our leadership meeting in the morning, and then I had status meetings with each team. At lunch I’d gone to see Siobhán and explained that I was going to break off the sexual relationship, but that I wanted to remain friends. She was disappointed, but admitted that Thursday would have been the last time, since she...
January 19, 1989, En-Route from LAX to ORD When the engines of the plane started, Jeri reached over and took my hand. She held it while we pushed away from the gate, and taxied for takeoff. Her grip tightened a bit as we hurtled down the runway, but nothing like the death grip she’d had on my arm for the flight out. The plane roared its way into the air and once we leveled out, Jeri’s grip loosened but she didn’t let go of my hand. “How are you doing?” I asked with a touch of...
September 1982, Chicago, Illinois The weekend was quiet and besides homework, I worked on the program changes for Frank, called Karin, Tatyana, and Kara, and hung out with my usual study group. Monday was refreshingly normal. On Tuesday morning, I handed Katy my completed intake form. She put it in an envelope and stuck it in her bag. She said she’d let me know soon about the interview. On Tuesday afternoon, after having lunch with Stephie, I made my rounds and then I headed over to Sigma...
October 1982, Chicago, Illinois The drive back to Chicago was as uneventful as usual, and I arrived at the apartment just before 6:00pm. When I arrived, Elyse and Stephie were sitting on the couch and Jackie was sitting on the loveseat. Stephie hopped up as I opened the door and greeted me with a hug and a kiss. “Hi, Peaches!” I said. “Glad you’re home, Yankee!” “Hi, Steve,” Elyse and Jackie both said. “Hey,” I replied. “How was the weekend?” “Well, it was just Kurt with me, Stephie,...
June 11, 1989, Chicago, Illinois It was just after 3:00am when I kissed Trish goodbye. She’d been an enthusiastic, energetic, and adventurous lover. We’d done just about anything either of us could think of, though her breasts weren’t large enough for a tit-fuck. The last time had been in the shower where we’d ostensibly gone to clean up afterwards, but instead I ended up taking her from behind as she leaned against the wall of the shower. “I think I’ll have you again, Steve Adams,” she...
May 1978 The first couple of weeks in May were busy with school, work, and friends. Except for Becky, I didn’t even have any dates. But I was OK with that. Well, almost OK. I wanted to see Anna, but it likely wasn’t going to happen until school was out. I had tutoring sessions with Melanie, but she still wouldn’t talk to me about anything other than Spanish. Barely a hello. I was grateful for the tutoring, but it was maddening seeing my friend this way. I hoped someday she could understand...
March, 1982, Milford, Ohio As I drove along I-65, I thought about what Stephanie had asked for and what Bethany had said without even knowing about the request. Of course, because Bethany and I were so in tune, she might have actually had an idea that I was struggling with getting involved with my sister again. I kept turning it over and over in my mind and I kept coming to the same conclusion — that I shouldn’t do it. I was torn between doing what Stephanie wanted and doing what Kara and...
September 7, 1992, Chicago, Illinois “That went reasonably well,” Michelle said when her parents drove off. “There were a few times I thought my expression would give away something I shouldn’t. You were messing with me, weren’t you?” She grabbed both my hands and smiled, “I was telling the truth, in my own way. Thank you!” She leaned forward and kissed my cheek. “So, what’s left?” I asked. “To visit UofC tomorrow and formally withdraw from classes. To spend some time with you and your...
October 1981, Chicago, Illinois I arrived back at the apartment just before 10:00pm and saw the address for the party. I decided I wasn’t particularly interested in going so I put on some music, poured myself a glass of wine, and started reading more about Russia. I was alternating between the history and culture book and the Communist Party book, decided on the history and culture book for this time. I didn’t get much reading done because I was thinking about Tatyana, which led me to...
January 23, 1996, Chicago, Illinois “Father, bless!” I said, greeting Father Basil with upturned palms. “Bless you, Stephen,” he said as I kissed his hand. The waiter showed us to a quiet table along the wall of Roditys in Greektown. He took our drink orders and was back quickly. We placed our food orders right away and he left to put them in with the kitchen. “I’m not quite sure how to address this, so I’m just going to ask you bluntly. Are you the father of Michelle’s baby?” I shook my...
June 29, 1995, Chicago, Illinois On Thursday, I finally had lunch with Melissa again, something I hadn’t been looking forward to. Much like with Cèlia, Melissa and I had passed an inflection point and I was left with sub-optimal paths forward. I’d been struggling with the possible solutions, and all of them had pitfalls. When I walked into Takumi, I had something of a plan. Whether it was good or not would only be known once everything played out. “I spoke to my wives,” I said after we’d...
December 5, 2000, Mayo Clinic, Rochester, Minnesota “I had a good time last night,” I said. “I was surprised you invited a friend!” Mary laughed as we walked into the exam room, “Naomi had a good time as well. You know what a Resident’s life is like.” I nodded, “No social life.” “Exactly. You guys seemed to hit it off pretty well.” “Yes, but I’m not here for that!” “You’re everywhere for that, and you know it!” I couldn’t help but laugh. “Let’s just say that you hit the sweet spot -...
March 1980, Hovås/Göteborg, Sweden I woke early as usual, but just enjoyed being in bed with Katt. When she woke, she hopped out of bed and pulled a robe out of her closet and handed it to me. “There’s a spare toothbrush in the bathroom. Go have your shower, then we’ll have breakfast after I have my shower.” I quickly showered and brushed my teeth, and went back to Katt’s room. She went to shower and came back a few minutes later. She dressed, and I got a very good look at her sexy body...
April 5, 1997, Chicago, Illinois “You missed cuddles this morning!” Birgit said accusingly when I walked into the house about 9:30am. “I know, Pumpkin, but I had a work emergency and had to go see Aunt Joyce and Grandpa A.” “And now we have to get ready for karate!” “I know. We’ll have some family time this afternoon. I don’t have any plans.” “Good!” I hugged her and the rest of the kids, then went to find Kara. We hugged and kissed, and went straight upstairs to get ready for...
September 3, 1989, Chicago, Illinois “Good morning, Sensei,” I said, bowing to Sensei Jim. “Good morning!” he said waving me to a chair in his office. “How was your trip?” I asked. “Enlightening. I spent most of my time acting as a manservant to Sensei Robert and Sensei Hiro.” “He who will lead, must first serve,” I said. “Someday, I’m going to send you to Sensei Hiro, should he live long enough. You understand.” “Does that mean you are now 6th Dan?” I...
October 29, 2000, Chicago, Illinois Birgit followed me as far as the stairs, then scooted upstairs when I went to the front door and opened it. “Hi!” Sophie said. “Hi!” I replied and held the door open so she could come into the house. I closed the door behind her then led her to my study where I waited until she went in, and then walked in, closing the door behind me. I nodded to one of the wingback chairs, she sat down in one, and I sat down in the other. “Is something wrong?” she...
August, 1983, Chicago, Illinois I walked in the near 90°F heat to Carla’s place. I was grateful that the humidity of the morning had dropped significantly; otherwise the heat would have been unbearable. By the time I walked up the steps to the apartment over the photography studio and knocked on her door, I had broken into a light sweat. Carla answered almost immediately and invited me inside her studio apartment. The air was moderately cool, and the window air conditioner was running full...
July 1982, Milford, Ohio On Tuesday morning, I kissed Kara goodbye and headed to my parents’ house for my usual morning routine with my little sister. She was happy that I could spend the morning with her and asked to take a walk, so we weren’t in the house with my mom. “Let me guess — this walk will end in the clearing,” I said with a smile. “Yes,” she said, taking my hand as we walked down Overlook towards Klondyke. As usual, we turned around and walked back, taking the path to the...
CHAPTER 2: THE TRANSITION After my usual long commute home (two subways and a train), I drove my little car the last five miles to my efficiency apartment. I lived in the Western suburbs where we lived when married. After the divorce, he moved away so I stayed put, downsized. It was a relatively safe area and apartments were affordable for a lowly Accounts Specialist. Within the last mile, I stopped to buy two bottles of cheap wine. I was anticipating a long weekend of turmoil. I...
THE ROAD TO TRANSITION By Lana B. FORWORD This is a sequel to my story "The Syndicate." Had a blast writing it. Enjoy! This story may not be re-posted without the author's permission. PROLOGUE It was Monday morning and Dr. Alan Pendrake was eager to get down to work. He had eagerly anticipated this day's arrival for the entire weekend because he knew that important decisions would be made about the future of The Transgender Institute, which was, more simply, known as...
The Transition 1 At last, I see them leaving the house; she is now aloneand no doubt, logging into the computer and; expecting to see me there forour regular chats. Looking around I could see that I am totally free to enter,nobody showing any interest in a delivery guy, I mean, who cares? I go aroundto the back door and finding it unlocked, I quickly slip inside and make nonoise that should alert her to an unexpected visitor. Quietly, I move throughthe house, searching, until I see the...
Transition Janet L. Stickney [email protected] The announcement was met with both jeers and cheers. Costume parties in a high school were rare, but they billed it as something else. The school called it the "Who Am I" day. Anyone could dress as any person or character, kind of like cosplay. My mom told me her idea which was crazy, but I was intrigued and nodded my head yes. She had given me three choices. Wonder Woman, Cinderella, or Dorothy from the Wizard of Oz. Not one...
March 13, 1994, Chicago, Illinois “Hi, Steve!” Ailea said when she opened the door. “Hi,” I replied, accepting the offered hug. There was no touching of lips, just of cheeks, and I wondered if I’d misread her intentions at her birthday lunch, or if, perhaps, she detected my reluctance to return the offered affection. “Lunch is ready, so go ahead and sit. I’ll bring it in from the kitchen.” I went to the low table, sat down, and a minute later, Ailea brought miso soup and sushi, our usual...
April 3, 1997, Dallas, Texas “Remember what I said about drinking too much,” I said, as I poured bourbon into three cups. We’d stopped at a liquor store, bought a bottle of Blanton’s, and then returned to the small suite I’d reserved at the Westin. Deborah’s room was down the hall, and Krissy’s was two floors below. Krissy’s comment had caught me a bit off guard, but I hadn’t reacted visibly. I didn’t know her quite well enough to know if she’d been teasing with Deborah, so I was being...
March 28, 1991, Chicago, Illinois “This day belongs to you, Kara!” I said when the three of us woke on Thursday morning. “Happy birthday!” Jessica said. “Thanks,” Kara replied happily. “I think I’d like an amazing birthday fuck from our husband, and then a nice loving shower with my wife!” Kara said. “Do we have enough time?” I asked. Jessica giggled, “I set the alarm for thirty minutes earlier!” “Then let’s not waste any of it!” I said pulling Kara to me. Kara’s squeals as I plunged...
September 4, 2000, Chicago, Illinois On Monday morning I went to my study to make a surreptitious call to ensure that the surprise I’d planned for Kara was still going to happen, and after confirming that it was, Jesse, Matthew, Michael, and I began preparing for the Labor Day party by getting beer and soda into coolers, getting the grill ready, setting up tables and chairs in the backyard, and ensuring the liquor cabinets were stocked while my wives and daughters worked on food prep in the...
September 1, 1987, Chicago, Illinois “I heard that you have some kind of plan to help Ed,” I said to Connie. “There’s no plan,” she replied. “A witness who saw the shopkeeper alive after Ed left came forward.” That sounded convenient, and I wondered if the witness was real or someone that Anthony had put forward to solve the problem. Certainly, the videotape was real, because I couldn’t imagine how Anthony could have faked that, but the witness? Who knew? “So is he being released? Or is...
August 17, 1997, Chicago, Illinois We finished lunch and Marissa and the younger kids went to play, but Natalie sat with the adults to talk, with coffee, tea, or soft drinks. The Sarcus were very comfortable, but the Heaths were still struggling. But, vitally, they hadn’t left and hadn’t insisted Natalie leave the group. “Can you explain how you developed this attitude and approach?” Chris asked. I nodded, “It started when I was just a bit younger than Natalie. My mom was a total control...
July 1979 — Falkenberg, Sweden On Friday, when I got back from my run, Pam was in her bra and panties again. I whistled at her, she giggled, then finished dressing. I showered, and we went to breakfast and finished up our last day. Once class was done, we were pretty much free. On Saturday, we’d have several optional activities and then on Sunday we’d head back to our host families. After dinner on Friday, I took Pam’s hand and we walked towards the river. It was quiet and peaceful, and...
July 1980, Over the North Atlantic We reached cruising altitude, and I settled back to read my book. Pam raised the armrest between us, snuggled close to me and read as well. The cabin crew offered drinks, and I had my first Coke in a year! Meal service began about an hour and a half into the flight. After the cabin crew picked up the trays and offered drinks again, they passed once more, offering headsets for the movie. Trevor and Maria took them, but Pam and I didn’t, instead we turned on...
July 8, 1997, Chicago, Illinois “Is it really that surprising?” Leah asked. “I suppose not,” I replied. “I just didn’t read too much into the kiss on the cheek.” “I didn’t think it was a good idea to kiss you on the lips with all those people around, because I had no idea who they were or what they would think. You were VERY careful with our dance, so I kind of followed your lead.” Which showed very mature thinking on her part. Both of these girls were exactly the kind of students I...
November 8, 1993, Chicago, Illinois A dark fog swirled before my eyes as I tried to take stock. My head hurt, badly. I felt something on my face and realized, dimly, it was an oxygen mask. My right hand was uncomfortable and I recognized the feeling of an IV and pulse-oximeter. My left arm ached fiercely. On my chest I felt the pads and wires of an EKG. I didn’t feel anything else wrong as I continued taking inventory. I tried to open my eyes, but the fog didn’t clear. I tried to speak, but...