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April 26, 1991, Chicago, Illinois
“I saw in the paper that the Penguins finished off the Capitals last night,” Dave said.
“They did! I’m not sure who they’ll face just yet, since the Bruins and Canadiens are still playing their series, and it’s close. In the West, it looks like the North Stars are going to beat the Blues and the Oilers are going to beat the Kings. Now, on to business - how many people signed up for interviews?”
“An even dozen,” he said. “And I heard from Penny that Doctors Bauer and Driesson were encouraging the top students to sign up to interview with us.”
I chuckled, “Of course they were! But that’s not a bad thing. Did you get any feedback from Penny on any of the names? She’s graduating with this batch.”
“I ran them by her and she gave me three names she thinks are the cream of the crop. Do you want to know them?”
I shook my head, “No. I’d rather go in blind and form my own opinions.”
“That has been your history!”
I pulled the BMW up to the gated professors’ parking lot and handed over the pass that Doctor Bauer had arranged for me. I’d used it the day before when I’d lectured in Doctor Driesson’s class. Those kids were mostly Juniors, and there were a couple that had caught my eye as potential interns, though Dave wouldn’t be doing those interviews for another two weeks.
Dave and I got out of the car and headed for the Stuart Building, where we’d be conducting our interviews. Doctor Bauer had arranged for us to use a classroom for the day. We set out our things, and Dave went to Doctor Bauer’s office to let his assistant know we were starting. Two minutes after Dave came back, the first of the dozen candidates arrived.
We saw six during the morning, broke for lunch, then saw six more during the afternoon. Overall, I felt they were a good crop of candidates, though I knew Dave and the other team members were seeing students at three other schools. We’d also had a dozen inquiries based on our notice at the City Colleges. After we wrapped up the final interview, Dave took out his overall score sheet.
“First thing to do while everything is still fresh,” Dave said, “is to eliminate eight candidates, then rank the other four on a scale of one to a hundred.”
“Eliminate eight?” I asked.
“We have two positions. That gives us two possible candidates and two backups from each school. We’ll be deciding between eight candidates and eight backups when we do the final cut down to two, with two backups, minus anyone who accepts a job elsewhere. And don’t forget we’re likely to have one or two from the City Colleges that make the cut.”
“It’s your team,” I grinned. “I think I can strike four off the list pretty easily.”
I indicated which ones I felt were the weakest, and Dave agreed immediately with three of the names. He then proposed two other names to remove, and I agreed with those. That left us with seven names. We spent about fifteen minutes debating the candidates, and eliminated the candidate that I’d wanted to remove, plus two others. We then ranked the other four.
“Without prejudicing anything, how do these rank compared to the other schools?” I asked.
“It’s pretty close, but remember, the rankings are done by different teams, so things will change after the second round of interviews when we see all the candidates.”
“Sixteen? Wow!” I said.
“We’ll move them all through on two days next week. Then we’ll make the final decision right before finals at IIT. The other schools go a bit longer, as you know.”
“If you select any of these four, you don’t need to have them see me again,” I said. “No vetoes here.”
“Good. I’ll let you know in about ten days.”
“Excellent. Let’s get out of here!”
We packed up, let Doctor Bauer’s assistant know we’d finished, and headed for the car.
“Did you guys put in an offer on that house?” I asked.
“Yes. Bill Wyatt has been a huge help. Thanks for recommending him.”
“Where’s the house?”
“About two blocks from where Jeri’s parents live, but the house is less than half as big as theirs. Or yours, for that matter.”
“It’s just the four of you, unless you guys are working on number three!”
“Two is just fine, thank you very much!” Dave laughed. “I’ve seen the zoo at your house! The only downside is no guest bedroom and no finished basement. But I’ll talk to Gerald Brown about finishing the basement.”
“Talk to Jackie or Jeremiah first and see if they’ll draw your plans for you.”
“One step ahead of you! I already talked to Jackie. I didn’t ask her, because she was at work, but do you know when they plan to start their firm?”
“She’s supposed to send me a proposal and business plan sometime during the summer, with the intent of starting on January 1st.”
“Cool. How’s Katy doing?”
“So far, so good,” I said. “She’s getting plenty of bookings. She’s not profitable just yet, but she was starting slowly so she could learn. As of right now, she’s fully booked for the entire fall. She did some ‘see the leaves change’ advertising that worked really well. She also did some kind of deal with a ski resort that has helped her fill up her reservations for the winter. You guys should think about taking a trip out to see her.”
“Maybe next year’s vacation. Things are going to be hectic with a new house, two kids, and work. I’m glad to hear things are going well. Did you ever hear anything from Lauren?”
“No, and I didn’t expect to. Once she began acting the way she did, I told her to stay away. She sent two letters to Katy that I forwarded, but I refused to give Lauren Katy’s contact information. If Katy wants to talk to her, she’ll initiate it. I don’t think that will ever happen. Lauren cut out Katy’s heart and stomped on it, even worse than my sister did to Jorge.”
“That was pretty ugly,” Dave said. “He’s a nice, sensitive guy and she treated him badly.”
“According to Abbie and Henry, Jorge and Trish are getting along really well. Personally, I think something’s developing there, but I have to stay completely out of it.”
“Baseball has started. Are you going to get tickets for Reds games?”
“Elyse is already on top of that,” I chuckled. “May 11th, which is a Saturday, and July 24th, which is a Wednesday.”
“Cool. I haven’t heard you talk much about NASCAR with all the hockey talk!”
“It’s been a crappy year all around. In the last three races, Bill only finished in the top-10 once, and that was last Sunday when he was eighth, Kulwicki hasn’t been in the top-10. He does have a full-time sponsor now, which is a good thing. I’m still planning on the race in Michigan in August.”
“Cool. What’s the problem with Bill?”
“A fucking blue car!” I growled.
“Wow!” Dave laughed. “Seriously?”
“It’s the only time in his entire career he hasn’t run a red car. Coors decided they wanted to use their ‘Light’ brand and demanded the car be painted blue. I know that he who pays the piper calls the tune, but I’d have told Coors to shove it and found a new sponsor if they didn’t relent.”
“Didn’t Kulwicki struggle to get one?”
“Sure, but Elliott is a past champion with a good team. He’d land a new sponsor if he wanted one.”
“You do have some funny ideas about the world, that’s for sure!”
“So I’ve been told!” I said with a grin.
May 3, 1991, Chicago, Illinois
Dave, Julia, Greg, Jeri, and I were in the conference room discussing the project plan for Nelson, Reed, and Pulver on Friday morning. I’d wished Jessica ‘Happy birthday’ when we awoke, and was looking forward to a nice dinner out and a wonderful celebration at home, though given her pregnancy, it would probably be a bit more muted than past birthdays.
“How long do you think it will take to dump and load the database?” Julia asked Greg.
“It’ll be reasonably fast,” he replied. “The hardest part was reverse engineering their database schema so that I could find a way to link the records the way we do. That’s why it took me four days out in Philadelphia. I have some code which will dump the records, and then I’ll put them on Steve’s Unix box and run some scripts that will massage the records so that it’s simple to import them with our standard backup/recovery programs. From the time I get the dump, I can have a working SQL database in about six hours, including programmatic validation.”
“That fits the weekend conversion plan,” Julia said. “They plan to run both systems for a couple of weeks, and do some double-entry. But if everything works, they’ll decommission the old software at the end of that period.”
“It should,” Jeri said. “The big issue will be training. BLS does things differently than we do, and this firm is still using the DESQView version.”
“They do have Windows on a number of their machines,” Greg said. “But Ralph will need to work with them to get it on all of them. I think they’ll need a few new machines, too, because I saw a couple of old ‘286 boxes there.”
“I think I need to fly out and do a complete site evaluation,” Julia said. “We don’t want any surprises. Are we comfortable with the estimates in this proposal?”
Everyone nodded.
“When do you plan to fly out, Julia?” Dave asked.
“As soon as I can. They’re itching to start. I’ll finish the proposal, and include anything I find that needs to be done as a schedule to the proposal and contract. Who’s going to do the training?”
“That office is big enough that we need two people,” Dave said. “I think Jack and Jeri are the right people. Jack’s finished with the documentation for the new release, though it’s still being proofed. And Zo’s team is finished with all the changes for our release. There’s a bunch of cleanup to do, and some bug fixing for the last update to the DOS software, so they have some time.”
“Julia, did you see my note about the changes to the server hardware for them?” Greg asked.
“Yes. I’ll make sure that’s in the updated proposal.”
“I think that’s a wrap, then,” Dave said.
We filtered out of the conference room and I went back to my office. Just as I sat down, Greg walked into my office and shut the door.
“When this project is done, I’m going to leave,” he said.
I’d been expecting that for quite some time, and Dave, Julia, and I had all talked to Greg to try to convince him to stay. We obviously hadn’t been successful.
“Did you let Dave know?” I asked.
“This morning. He asked me to tell you myself.”
I nodded, “Grab a seat.”
We moved over to the couch and chairs.
“I’m guessing there isn’t any way I can talk you out of this,” I said.
He smiled, “It’s been great working here; it really has. But I need a change. I need to do something different.”
“Do you mind if I ask what?”
“An engineering firm that does custom code. They have projects similar to the one we did for Dante, and that’s all they do.”
“Sounds like the old Nuvatec where Dave and I used to work,” I said. “Based where?”
“Rockford. I told them I couldn’t start before July 1st, which should be plenty of time to finish this project. Honestly, the code is written and tested, and you could easily do the conversion if it takes longer. I also got them to agree to let me consult back here if need be.”
“We’re going to be very sad to see you go,” I said. “Please stay in touch. We never know where our paths might lead in the future.”
He smiled, “Thanks for making this easy on me.”
“Greg, believe it or not, I want what’s best for you. I know NIKA will be fine. Yes, we’ll have to find someone to replace you, and that will not be easy, but you have to do what’s best for you. I mean that.”
“Thanks,” he said, standing and extending his hand.
We shook hands and he left the office. I wasn’t surprised when Dave and Julia came in a minute later. Dave shut the door and the three of us sat down.
“How do we go about replacing him?” Dave asked.
“It’ll be tough finding that kind of genius, and tough to recognize it right out of the gate,” I said. “We did with Greg, but that’s because his personality is what it is.”
“Would we hire them right into the ‘Principal Engineer’ role?” Julia asked. “That might cause some consternation.”
“If anyone else here is worried about titles, I’ve failed miserably,” I said. “We gave Greg that title as a sop to keep him happy, and it worked for about a year. We all knew this day was coming. The first real question is whether we have anyone internally who could step up to that role? I’d really like it to be a technical leader, not a ‘lone wolf’ like Greg. Someone who could mentor, that kind of thing.”
“You’re describing yourself, Steve,” Julia protested. “Isn’t that your role?”
“I suppose it is, but while I’m acting CEO I just don’t have to the time to do it. I suppose I could give up coding, but I would hate you both for having to do that, and I don’t think Dave wants to lose the twenty hours a week I give him.”
“Hell no!” he said firmly. “Those twenty hours are worth thirty to forty from anyone except maybe Penny, and she’s not full time for another six weeks. In fact, I want him to get his sister into that CEO role as soon as the Board allows so I can get him back full time!”
“Are any of the staff ready for that role?”
“The two people I’d say who are on that path are Jeri and Terry, but they aren’t ready to do what you describe. Maybe with another five years of seasoning, but not yet. They aren’t leaders at this point.”
“And we were when we started this circus?” Julia laughed. “We were a bunch of crazy college kids who decided to start a company. We managed!”
“With more than a little help from some actual adults,” I chuckled.
“True. But given your penchant for promotion from within, doesn’t it make sense to make it one of them?” Julia asked.
“You can NOT take Jeri off the legal software,” Dave said. “No way. No how. We’re in the middle of the designs for 4.1 and 5.0. Forget it. Terry’s on the medical side, and I could see replacing him as a programmer, though it would need to wait until we get the next release out in the fall.”
“How about we hire three programmers now,” Julia said. “And leave the role open. We could divide up the work that Terry would normally do between several people, including the consulting team, since some of it is custom work like they do.”
“And the complex technical problems that Greg always dealt with?” I asked.
“We’ll just have to resort to brainstorming the way we did before we hired Greg,” Dave said. “Unless we want to go out and try to find someone.”
“Let me think about it for a few days,” I said. “I usually don’t make decisions about staff, but this time I think I need to.”
“It is your company!” Dave said.
“Yes, but me taking the decision out of Julia’s hands is a violation of the ‘Prime Directive’!”
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March 13, 1994, Chicago, Illinois “Hi, Steve!” Ailea said when she opened the door. “Hi,” I replied, accepting the offered hug. There was no touching of lips, just of cheeks, and I wondered if I’d misread her intentions at her birthday lunch, or if, perhaps, she detected my reluctance to return the offered affection. “Lunch is ready, so go ahead and sit. I’ll bring it in from the kitchen.” I went to the low table, sat down, and a minute later, Ailea brought miso soup and sushi, our usual...
April 3, 1997, Dallas, Texas “Remember what I said about drinking too much,” I said, as I poured bourbon into three cups. We’d stopped at a liquor store, bought a bottle of Blanton’s, and then returned to the small suite I’d reserved at the Westin. Deborah’s room was down the hall, and Krissy’s was two floors below. Krissy’s comment had caught me a bit off guard, but I hadn’t reacted visibly. I didn’t know her quite well enough to know if she’d been teasing with Deborah, so I was being...
March 28, 1991, Chicago, Illinois “This day belongs to you, Kara!” I said when the three of us woke on Thursday morning. “Happy birthday!” Jessica said. “Thanks,” Kara replied happily. “I think I’d like an amazing birthday fuck from our husband, and then a nice loving shower with my wife!” Kara said. “Do we have enough time?” I asked. Jessica giggled, “I set the alarm for thirty minutes earlier!” “Then let’s not waste any of it!” I said pulling Kara to me. Kara’s squeals as I plunged...
September 4, 2000, Chicago, Illinois On Monday morning I went to my study to make a surreptitious call to ensure that the surprise I’d planned for Kara was still going to happen, and after confirming that it was, Jesse, Matthew, Michael, and I began preparing for the Labor Day party by getting beer and soda into coolers, getting the grill ready, setting up tables and chairs in the backyard, and ensuring the liquor cabinets were stocked while my wives and daughters worked on food prep in the...
September 1, 1987, Chicago, Illinois “I heard that you have some kind of plan to help Ed,” I said to Connie. “There’s no plan,” she replied. “A witness who saw the shopkeeper alive after Ed left came forward.” That sounded convenient, and I wondered if the witness was real or someone that Anthony had put forward to solve the problem. Certainly, the videotape was real, because I couldn’t imagine how Anthony could have faked that, but the witness? Who knew? “So is he being released? Or is...
August 17, 1997, Chicago, Illinois We finished lunch and Marissa and the younger kids went to play, but Natalie sat with the adults to talk, with coffee, tea, or soft drinks. The Sarcus were very comfortable, but the Heaths were still struggling. But, vitally, they hadn’t left and hadn’t insisted Natalie leave the group. “Can you explain how you developed this attitude and approach?” Chris asked. I nodded, “It started when I was just a bit younger than Natalie. My mom was a total control...
July 1979 — Falkenberg, Sweden On Friday, when I got back from my run, Pam was in her bra and panties again. I whistled at her, she giggled, then finished dressing. I showered, and we went to breakfast and finished up our last day. Once class was done, we were pretty much free. On Saturday, we’d have several optional activities and then on Sunday we’d head back to our host families. After dinner on Friday, I took Pam’s hand and we walked towards the river. It was quiet and peaceful, and...
July 1980, Over the North Atlantic We reached cruising altitude, and I settled back to read my book. Pam raised the armrest between us, snuggled close to me and read as well. The cabin crew offered drinks, and I had my first Coke in a year! Meal service began about an hour and a half into the flight. After the cabin crew picked up the trays and offered drinks again, they passed once more, offering headsets for the movie. Trevor and Maria took them, but Pam and I didn’t, instead we turned on...
July 8, 1997, Chicago, Illinois “Is it really that surprising?” Leah asked. “I suppose not,” I replied. “I just didn’t read too much into the kiss on the cheek.” “I didn’t think it was a good idea to kiss you on the lips with all those people around, because I had no idea who they were or what they would think. You were VERY careful with our dance, so I kind of followed your lead.” Which showed very mature thinking on her part. Both of these girls were exactly the kind of students I...
November 8, 1993, Chicago, Illinois A dark fog swirled before my eyes as I tried to take stock. My head hurt, badly. I felt something on my face and realized, dimly, it was an oxygen mask. My right hand was uncomfortable and I recognized the feeling of an IV and pulse-oximeter. My left arm ached fiercely. On my chest I felt the pads and wires of an EKG. I didn’t feel anything else wrong as I continued taking inventory. I tried to open my eyes, but the fog didn’t clear. I tried to speak, but...
August, 1983, Chicago, Illinois In the morning Anala and I ran as we had the previous time, then showered together, carefully washing each other’s bodies in an intimate but non-sexual way. After our shower we went to the kitchen and I made breakfast and we sat down to eat. “Steve, may I make a suggestion?” she asked. “Sure.” “Broaden your circle of friends. Other than me, all of you are white, nominally Christian, 20-year-old Americans. And you don’t invite me to your Sunday...
June 23, 2000, Chicago, Illinois “Steve,” Kimmy said over the intercom, “I have a Suzanne Aavik for you.” “Thanks,” I replied. “Put her through, please.” A few seconds later, Suzanne was on the line. “Hi!” she exclaimed when I greeted her. “I’m in Chicago for three weeks. Can I still run away and join the circus?” I chuckled, “You might want to find out what the circus is actually like before you join! If you’re free, you’re welcome to come to the house tomorrow or Sunday and meet the...
March 1979 Monday was back to the normal routine of school. Debbie Courtney, who lived across the street and had turned fourteen the last week in February, started flirting more with me on the bus each day. Debbie Vaughn, who lived just down the street, would turn fourteen on March 16th and invited me to her birthday party. And Donna Woody, who lived just down the street in the other direction, would turn fourteen on March 20th. She had made it clear what she wanted for her birthday, and in...
June 2, 1990, Chicago, Illinois “My office, please,” Sensei Jim said after class on Saturday. I followed him to his office and waited for him to bid me to sit. He did, and I sat in the usual chair across from him. “She has a real problem, you know that, right?” he asked. “I do. That’s why I insisted she start seeing a counselor.” “I run a huge risk having her here with that kind of temper and her violent acts.” I nodded, “I understand. May I ask what you intend to do?” “I really don’t...
February 21, 1991, Chicago, Illinois “Hi, Sweetheart!” I said, greeting Bethany at the door. “Uncle Steve!” Nicholas exclaimed. I took him from his mom and he hugged me tightly. “Is Jesse with his moms?” Bethany asked. “Yes. They won’t bring him back over tonight so you and Nicholas can surprise him in the morning.” “Perfect!” “How was the drive up?” “The same as usual. Just a bit of traffic in Northern Indiana. Otherwise, smooth sailing. It was driving the other direction that was a...
November 4, 2000, Chicago, Illinois “Good morning, Sensei,” Miyu said when Kara, the girls, and I walked into the dojo on Saturday morning. “Good morning, Miyu.” “Do you have a moment, please?” I nodded and we went to the small practice room for privacy, as Sensei Jim had a family in his office. “What can I do for you?” “I need you to meet a young man,” she said. “I think you might be taking this ‘not do anything without permission’ a bit too far!” Miyu shook her head, “No, I’m not....
May 1979 The limo dropped me at home about 9:00pm. I took my stuff to my room, stripped, and hung up the tux. The rest of the things went into the hamper. I took a shower, put on shorts and a t-shirt, and walked down the hall into my dad’s office. I saw no reason to put this off any longer. “Stephen, you need to explain yourself!” my mom demanded. “I was in Mrs. McGrath’s, well, Mrs. Sanders’ now, wedding, as I said.” “You walked her down the aisle! You’re sixteen and not even related to...
November 3, 1990, Chicago, Illinois “I still don’t understand why you told everyone to leave Katy alone last night,” Elyse said on Saturday morning. “Because we weren’t going to talk her out of it. I could tell by the way she told us. I hoped letting her sleep on it would allow her to hear what we had to say. Obviously I was wrong.” “I was surprised that she wouldn’t talk to Jennifer at all,” Kara said. “I thought Jennifer would be the one to get her to listen to reason this morning.” I...
February, 1983, Chicago, Illinois Our first joining since the previous summer was slow and sweet, trying to express our deep love for each other through the motions of our bodies. When we finished, Karin held me tight and refused to let me move off of her. “Sleep there, please,” she whispered. I kissed her once more then adjusted my pillow so that I could rest my head next to hers. It wasn’t the most comfortable position, but it was what Karin wanted. The feel of her firm body under mine,...
July 3, 1996, Chicago, Illinois I blinked several times and took a breath before responding. It didn’t help. The best I could do was contain my visceral reaction at her completely out-of-line request and her wrong-headed assumptions when she had NO idea what had happened in my life the previous eight months. “What makes you think you can make that request after refusing to talk to me for nearly eight months? And equally importantly, without explaining Alexi? And without giving me the first...
August 12, 1994, Chicago, Illinois “Fuck ‘em all,” I sighed. “Especially Donald Fehr. Running to Federal Court, the NLRB, and Congress? I’m really tired of the government putting its thumb so heavily on the scale.” “Well, we’re not going to resolve that problem today,” Elyse said. “Jackie and Jeremiah want to come over.” I chuckled, “Why am I not surprised? I bet you anything he had a rough sketch done ten minutes after they hung up the phone.” “They want to discuss options. Kimmy felt...
July 1983, Milford, Ohio My drive to Ohio was filled with wild swings of emotion. After quickly driving Anala home I had set out for Milford, driving as fast as I thought I could get away with, slowing only when warned to do so by my radar detector. I’d told Nancy that I’d come straight to her house and asked her to call my dad and let him know so that Stephanie wasn’t worried. I pulled into the Blanchards’ driveway at 3:30pm, having managed to avoid any run-ins with the Indiana State Police...
June 1980, On the Train, and in Abisko, Sweden As the train sped across the Swedish countryside towards Stockholm, I reflected on the fact that there were less than three weeks to go until I had to be in Copenhagen to board a flight home. I was torn between wanting to go home and wanting to stay, but in the end, I didn’t have a choice. I really liked my life here, the freedom I was given, the friends I had and, the respect I had from adults. I hadn’t run into a single adult who had treated...
May 18, 1997, Chicago, Illinois “As I said last time, today we’re going to talk about decision making and how to make good decisions. I think we’ll start with what I think has to be the easiest decision with the least controversy - is it ever OK to drive drunk?” “No!” came a chorus from several of the students. “And yet, people do that every day,” I replied. “And they die or kill people because of that bad decision. You have to ask yourself why people would drive drunk; and often it’s...
March 6, 1987, Chicago, Illinois “This is a big improvement,” I said as the green flag dropped for the Goodwrench 500 at North Carolina Motor Speedway. Bill had taken the pole, and when the flag dropped, led the field into turn one. “His car seems fast,” Kara said. It was. Bill led the first 89 laps, most of them under green, though there had been a yellow flag for seven laps when Richard Petty had wrecked in Turn 1 on lap 19. From lap 90 to 143, the lead shifted a few times, mostly...