Cockatoo Part 4
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The group that came to the chalet looking for Pilar and coincidentally Nick and Inez were all teenagers. Nick recognized the twins Monroe and Dietrich from their introduction less than an hour earlier, but was happy to let Inez do the talking when they first arrived so he could pretend not to have forgotten the names of the others as soon as he’d heard them.
Nathaniel “Nat” Masterson-Stone was Brody’s little brother and uncle of the groom in spite of being born seven years after his nephew. Justin and Erin Stone were a brother and sister who’d been born a year apart in Shreveport to...
Nick shook his head as he mentally repeated the three names, trying to attach them to faces. Lineage still went out of his head as soon as he heard it. Undoubtedly Inez found it interesting, but it was just names to him. What was interesting to him was that Justin and Erin had described themselves as having been “fostered” by their parents to Isley and Cooper Masterson-Stone. He asked about it.
“Coop Junior wanted to work in the oil business. And they needed a dance assistant. So, we switched places.” Erin said. When the visitors turned to look at Justin and no one spoke for a few seconds, she added, “Justin got caught playing firsties.”
Justin blushed and lowered his head. “Christ, Rinny. Our guests don’t need to know that sort of thing.”
Unfortunately, Nick had already started to ask. “Firsties?”
Inez said, “‘Playing firsties’ is a bit of family slang for engaging in sexual behavior with someone you’re too consanguineous with for your offspring to be recognized in the family registry. I believe Shreveport and Green Mountainside both have fosterage grants available through the trust. Don’t they?”
Her question was directed at the fosterlings. Erin nodded. “We have five aunts and uncles on mama’s side and eleven on daddy’s. One of daddy’s brothers is married to one of mama’s sisters. Most of the Shreveport Stones in our age group are too close for us to marry. My dumbass brother got caught, but we all have to deal with the issue one way or another. I took a fosterage as soon as it became available, but not all families can do that or want to.”
Nick rubbed his forehead. “Couldn’t you just ... date outside the family?”
“A lot of people do that,” said Erin amicably. “But, a lot of us would like the chance to marry up inside the family. There are a lot of very middle-class Stones in Shreveport and only so many chances to marry out well.”
Nick tried to wrap his brain around that one. As a group, the Stone family still seemed way too comfortable around the edges of incest than he was. “So, these fosterage grants ... the family trust is paying for some of you to move somewhere and ... get some strange?”
“But not too strange,” said Monroe. “For some people, it’s a better alternative than staying where they are and marrying out.”
“It’s kind of dumb too,” said Justin. “I get why you don’t want to make six-fingered mutant freak babies, but nothing Jake and I were doing was going to make that happen.”
“I asked Bunny about that once,” said Inez. “She said the family’s always done a balancing act between encouraging individual freedom and the optics of appearing to condone a particular behavior. It’s only been about thirty years since the trust started to recognize same-sex unions and that was still almost twenty years before they were recognized under the law. Two first cousins buggering each other don’t do any harm, but it saves us a lot of political capital to not officially approve of it.” When everyone stared at her, she added, “That’s a direct quote.”
“One step back,” said Nick into the awkward void. “Who’s Bunny?”
“Bunny is Obie One’s wife,” said Erin. “They’ve been married like fifty years.”
“‘Obie One’ is Obadiah Stone, the First,” Inez filled in. “He’s the current family patriarch and has been for almost seventy years. He and Bunny are two of the five trustees who control the Stone family trust. Bunny’s had his proxy since he turned ninety, though. So, she pretty much makes policy for the big trust unless Threnody, Opal, and Jesse all disagree with her on something.”
“How long have you been a Stone and you don’t know this?” Dietrich asked.
“Like a week or a month or something. I’m still waiting for my New Stone Orientation class.” said Nick. When no one commented, he added, “I did just make that up. Didn’t I? There isn’t actually a class.”
“Not that I know of,” said Inez. “But, there is a primer on the family website you should probably read. Most of it’s not even bullshit.”
Pilar emerged onto the deck and looked at the little tableau. “I guess lunch is ready?”
“Not for another hour,” said Dietrich. “But, the dancing’s started. And people are really excited to dance with you. We figured you might want to get a few twirls in before you eat so people would maybe give you some peace and not try to drag you out on the floor the moment you finish eating.”
“We also thought if we walked you over, we could line-jump and get the first dances with you.” Monroe wrapped herself around Nick’s forearm.
“I ... think we might want to dance with each other first,” said Pilar slowly. “Nick, what do you think?”
Nick laughed. “I think I might be able to keep up with you better if I let a few cowboys wear you down a little first. And, I can’t wait to see you dance with a partner at your own skill level.”
Pilar smirked. “What do you think, Dietrich? Should we show Nick how it’s done?”
“I’m a passable dancer,” said Dietrich. “But, Justin’s better than me. I’d be honored to warm you up for him, though.”
“I bet you would.” Pilar laughed. “Why don’t you all lead the way to where they’re set up for dancing? We’ll be right behind you.”
As the group of teenagers headed out, Pilar wrapped herself around Nick’s bicep to slow him down enough to talk privately. “If I’d known I was going to get this kind of reception, I might have come to Montana a long time ago.”
“I’m just afraid I’ll have to explain to your father why you didn’t come back with me.” Nick chuckled.
“If it came to that, you could just tell him I stayed behind to try to lasso a husband. He’d be thrilled,” said Pilar.
As they emerged from the chalet, they spotted the twins waiting for them a little way up the road. Pilar said to Inez. “It seems like they marry a little younger out here than in New York. Do you have a spreadsheet for that yet?”
Inez closed her eyes and thought. “The last five weddings out there, the brides were 26, two at 24, one at 22, and one at 19. This one’s twenty-three. I’d need a pencil or a calculator to do the math, but those are all younger than the family average, which is 27.7 and New York is higher than that. So, yes.”
“You do know he’s only seventeen. Right?” Nick reminded Pilar.
“Dietrich? Don’t remind me.” Pilar laughed. “So’s Monroe, you know.”
“Yeah, but I was seventeen myself less than a month ago,” said Nick.
“Don’t remind me of that either, please,” said Pilar. “Or do. I don’t think I’ve ever felt like I was corrupting anyone before. I should have at least a couple of younger lovers before I get so old, people start applauding me for it like it was some kind of trick.”
Nick laughed and put his arm around Pilar as they walked. “Honestly, the way you talk, you’d think you were some wrinkled, old crone. You’re twenty-five, gorgeous, and the premier dance partner of Green Mountainside Montana. I’ll surprised if you don’t have a couple of proposals before we leave.”
Pilar wrapped her arm around Nick’s waist and called him sweet. Nick wondered if Pilar talking about taking other lovers and marrying other men was a variation on Kiki’s “no expectations” lecture - meant to draw lines around what Nick shouldn’t expect from Pilar - not exclusivity or anything long-term. He could hardly complain on either point. Still, he couldn’t quite shake the feeling that, even with Kiki and Jazz and Pilar in his life, he was going to end the summer alone.
Maybe each iteration of the cycle made the next step a little bit easier. With Shelby, he’d been blindsided. With McKenzie, he’d known things would end when he went home. Kiki was like an exotic, radioactive particle with an unknown half-life. Pilar was a fling. He and Jazz might last, but she was a busy entrepreneur and could be unavailable for weeks at a time.
He might have been too hasty in making the only rule he’d set for himself about sex. Maybe he shouldn’t worry about relationships right now and just enjoy the steady stream of one-night stands that seemed to be available to him. If he were just after sex, that could be the way to go.
But while he would never admit it to the women in his life, the sex wasn’t really Nick’s goal. He was looking for something he’d had and lost with Arwen almost six years ago - someone he could sleep next to and make it through the night without dreaming of loss and death and waking up with tears on his face.
Kiki wasn’t that person. He couldn’t fall asleep with her and assume she would be there in the morning. Kiki was fun and beautiful and sexy, but after a brief experiment he’d gone back to taking the sleeping pills on nights when she stayed over. Jazz might be. The one night at her place had been restful. Nick had slept soundly for a few hours this morning nestled up against her with Kiki there.
Waking up to the faint jolt of tires hitting the macadam in Bozeman curled up against Pilar, Nick had started to dwell on the possibility that she might be the person he was looking for. But, she was right. He was still too young for her to take seriously.
Even before they reached the dance floor, Dietrich was gently drawing Pilar away from him and Monroe taking her place. His barely-younger cousin said, “Thank you so much for inviting us to New York. I hope we didn’t railroad you too badly.”
Nick smirked. “No more than I let myself be railroaded. It wasn’t very long ago that I was hoping to spend some time in the city myself.”
“Did you really not know you were a Stone a month ago?” Monroe led him onto the dance floor - a low, wooden stage set up on the lawn. “Not a clue?”
“I knew my father adopted me and that he wasn’t going to tell me who biological father was until I was an adult,” said Nick. “I suspected a lot of famous men might be my father, but I don’t remember ever thinking I was a Stone.”
Monroe turned to face him and held out her hand. Nick took it and placed his other hand on her waist. She was so very slender, he imagined he could almost encircle her waist with both hands. Or Lev probably could anyway. “I’m still a pretty rank beginner at this. You could probably dance circles around me.”
“I’m good enough to follow where you lead.” Monroe flicked her hair, blonde and stylishly pixie-cut. “I wouldn’t be a very good dancer if I showed my partner up. Would I?”
They danced. If Monroe hadn’t mentioned she was letting Nick lead, he might have been fooled into thinking they were at nearly the same level of skill. At least, he would have been fooled until she demonstrated that she could dance and hold a conversation at the same time. “Mama says if I hadn’t been born a Stone, I’d probably have been burned as a witch by now.”
Nick lost count of his steps, but Monroe managed to follow his improvisation to get back on track. He said, “Too smart for your own good?”
“I don’t think that’s what mama meant.” Monroe tilted her head and looked up at Nick. “Is ‘smart’ really the first word you think when you dance with me?”
“It’s probably on a pretty short list. We’ve barely met,” said Nick. “You undoubtedly have many fine qualities I know nothing about yet. You’re probably a much better dancer than I’m letting you show off.”
Monroe continued to consider him for a while before saying. “Most men lead with ‘pretty’ or some variation.”
“I didn’t think women got burned as witches for being too pretty,” said Nick reasonably, hoping he hadn’t accidentally stepped into a minefield. “And I didn’t think you needed me to tell you you’re beautiful - seeing as how most men already have.”
Monroe smiled. “Most men who tell me that spend all day looking at horses and cows. A man from New York, hanging around with cousin Pilar might have higher standards.”
“I’m not just any man from New York. My home has an unusually large number of professionally beautiful women hanging around right now.” Nick told Monroe. For a moment, her smile slipped, but he added. “You’ll fit right in with them. You’re a very beautiful young woman, Monroe Masterson-Stone. I would have mentioned it sooner if I’d known it needed saying.”
“Thank you. You’re rather a striking young man yourself,” said Monroe. Nick suspected that was the aura of great wealth she was seeing, but he just politely smiled.
After two songs with Monroe, he danced with the very pregnant Yael, who was really more his speed, then with Renee Connelly-Ito-Grayson-Stone, who was fourteen and still clearly a better dancer than Nick. After two songs, Pilar broke in. “Lunch is going to be ready soon. And I thought we should get at least one dance in.”
“I don’t think I’ve actually gotten a chance to watch you dance yet,” Nick admitted. “I’ve been kind of focused down.”
“You’ve had some very pretty dance partners,” said Pilar. “I can see why you might choose not to look around.”
“Mostly, I was just trying to dance and not embarrass myself,” said Nick. “Any proposals yet?”
Pilar pursed her lips. “Not precisely. Jonas Stone did ask me if I could imagine living out here, but I had to tell him I needed big cities for my work.”
Nick frowned thoughtfully. He was already getting better at dancing and talking at the same time. “Did I meet Jonas?”
“No. I think Brody just threw the young ones at us when we got here. Jonas is probably in his thirties.” Pilar moved in closer. “Is it weird for you that we’re talking about this? I’m not really looking for a husband this weekend. I’m just enjoying being available.”
“If I let ‘weird’ stop me, I’d miss most of the fun of being a Stone.” Nick held her close while the music went through a slow phase. “If you’re looking to get married in the next few years, you’re right. No matter how well we get along, that seems awfully soon to me. If you meet your future husband here, I’ll be happy for you and look forward to being a better dancer by the time your wedding rolls around. For all I know, I might meet my wife here if I haven’t already.”
“Unlikely unless Yael’s baby turns out to be a girl,” Pilar smirked.
Nick shook his head. “I don’t intend to live my life according to Inez’s spreadsheets. I may have Colin’s money, but I don’t plan to let it define me. I’ll marry who I want to when I want to, provided she agrees.”
Instead of answering, Pilar looked up. A helicopter overhead had been steadily getting louder and closer. It now started to descend on a far lawn, uphill from where they were standing. Young people ran towards its eventual landing place.
Pilar turned to Nick. “It looks like Cousin Opal is here. Shall we go meet her?”
“Sure. She’s one of the trustees. Right?” Nick asked. “I guess that must make her a pretty big name in the family.”
“One of the biggest,” agreed Pilar. “Either one of you being here is way more star power than most Stone weddings get. I bet Guy and Sarah had a lot of last-minute requests for invites once you RSVPed.”
“I hope I didn’t make too much trouble for them,” Nick said as he climbed the grassy hill. “I just wanted to meet some of the family and see what it was I supposedly owned out here.”
“You said they sent you an invite. That means they must have wanted you here,” Pilar kept pace next to him. “Even if it caused some trouble with the guest list, having your name attached to their wedding will give them a boost getting started - not as big as their association with Opal, but it will still help.”
“Because Opal’s a trustee?” Nick asked.
“A little. Mostly, it’s because Guy was fostered on Opal’s stead as a teenager,” said Pilar. “And they used to go together.”
“So, she’s the groom’s ex?” Nick asked as they took their place among the gathering reception line. “Isn’t that kind of weird?”
“If you let ‘weird’ stop you, you lose out on a lot of the benefit of being a Stone,” Pilar reminded him. “Opal being here and making a grand entrance will signal that she’s happy Guy and Sarah are getting married. Plus, I understand she gave them a honeymoon in Greece as a wedding gift.”
Nick frowned. “I ... don’t think I got them anything. I forgot that was part of going to a wedding.”
“Etiquette says you can give a gift up to a year after the fact,” said Pilar. “With your position in the family, waiting until after the wedding can mean that you’re waiting to see what they still need or that you’re considering offering patronage.”
Nick sighed. “I really do need that Stone 101 class. What’s patronage?”
“In practical terms, it usually just means offering a job,” said Pilar. “It’s one of the ways the Stones maintain family cohesion. Stones who are better off frequently hire cousins to come work with them as a way of promoting the family as a whole.”
“So, it’s nepotism?” Nick asked.
“If you want to be vulgar.” Pilar wrinkled her nose at him. “Our construction company has about twenty Stones on the payroll at any given time. We provide them with steady work and good wages. They give us a certain amount of loyalty in return. We’re not in a situation where we can afford a lot of slack on either side.”
“And it’s actually pretty hypocritical of me to criticize,” Nick said. “One of the first things I did when I found out I had money was hire my friends to be subject matter experts on Nick Coyle. I just imagine it must suck going out for a job at a Stone company and finding out you’re competing against another Stone.”
Pilar nodded. “I get that. But, we’re certainly not the only family that does it.”
In front of them, the helicopter’s rotors had finally stopped spinning. The pilot emerged, stepped around to the passenger door, and opened it. A young, blonde woman with corkscrew curls emerged followed by a similarly young and beautiful Asian woman. Pilar said. “Oh. She brought Kay.”
Nick didn’t have time to ask who Kay was or which one was Opal or any of the other questions he had before the blonde spoke with her clear, Australian accent. “Is that Nick Coyle hiding in the back there?”
Nick froze for a moment. He’d stayed in the back of the crowd, figuring the Montana Stones had more of a vested interest in meeting Opal, but the crowd parted, allowing Opal to walk right up to him and put out a hand to shake. “I’ve been hearing rumors for weeks that you and I are getting married. It’s nice to finally meet you.”
“It’s ... uh, nice to meet you.” Nick didn’t want to tell Opal he’d never heard of her before today. “I haven’t heard those rumors.”
“No worries. You will,” said Opal. “Some people are in love with the idea of family dynasties. As soon as people found out who you were, they added you to the speculation about me, Jesse, and Threnody. In the meantime, please allow me to introduce you to our cousin, Kay Inoue-Stone of the ... San Francisco Stones?” She turned her question to Kay.
“San Francisco works ... also Detroit, LA, and now Ames, Iowa,” Kay shook Nick’s hand. “I’m third to cousin Reggie and his wife, Mya.”
The way everyone looked at Nick, he imagined he was supposed to react in some way, but as was happening quite frequently today, he had no idea what Kay’s words meant. Rather than displaying his ignorance in front of the whole under-thirty population of Green Mountainside, he would ask Inez later. “It’s a pleasure to meet you, Kay.”
He then introduced Pilar who Opal had recognized from her videos, but been unable to place until there was a name attached. The same group that had introduced themselves to Nick earlier in the day introduced themselves to Opal, giving Nick a chance to hear all the names a second time. When Opal spotted Sarah, she gestured the bride forward and hugged her dramatically, keeping her close for the rest of the introductions. “We’re practically going to be sisters in law now. Your fiance is like a brother to me.”
To Nick, it seemed like an odd thing to say about an ex-boyfriend but Sarah looked happy to hear it and stayed at Opal’s side. Blonde, beautiful, tan, and smiling, they could easily have been mistaken for close cousins if not sisters.
Before introductions could be finished, Brody came up. “Dinner is about to be served if you all want to head down to the barbecue area.”
Opal hugged the older man. “I’m going to run down to the chalet for a few minutes and freshen up first. Keep something warm for me?”
“That won’t be a problem.” Brody gave her a warm smile. “Miss Kay?”
“I’m as fresh as I ever get,” said Kay. “Let’s eat.”
Arwen wasn’t sure what response she expected from Lev when she dropped her bombshell, but she hadn’t expected him to laugh - certainly not with the genuine amusement he was showing now. “Ari, you don’t even like talking to other girls.”
“That’s not true,” Arwen protested. “I didn’t like talking to other girls from Brownfield Mills. I like talking to Emily and Cat and ... well, I’m not sure ‘like’ is the word for how I feel when I talk to Kiki, but it’s very eye-opening.”
“Are you sure you haven’t just been talking to Cat too much?” Lev raised an eyebrow. They’d been enjoying a quiet moment of relative privacy in a shady corner of Madison Square Park when Arwen had dropped her theoretical on him.
“I didn’t think you’d want to discourage me,” Arwen pouted.
“I don’t,” said Lev emphatically. “I also don’t want to encourage you. If you’re floating an idea to see how I respond, my answer is that it’s entirely your decision. However I feel about it now shouldn’t factor into it at all. If you do decide to experiment with another girl and I feel differently afterwards than I do right now, we’ll deal with it then. But, don’t ask me how I would feel about it in advance. There are too many variables.”
Arwen bit her lip. “You could tell me you wouldn’t break up with me over it.”
Lev ran his hand over his buzzcut. “You want me to promise I’m not going to break up with you over any relationship you might have with any woman or women for an indefinite period of time, no matter how deeply you fall in love or get your heart broken?”
Arwen closed her eyes. Put that way, it was a pretty absurd question. She tried to make a joke. “If it’s not too much to ask, yeah.”
Lev rested his forehead against his hand, closed his eyes, and chuckled. “Seriously?”
Arwen wrapped herself around his bicep. “I imagine it and I imagine liking it. I’ve even been ... tempted by the possibility. But, it doesn’t feel like this overwhelming need that I’d pursue if it meant losing you. If you tell me I have to choose, I already know I’ll choose you.”
Lev looked up, stroked her hair and left his hand resting on the back of her head. Arwen had always felt like Lev was strong enough to crush her skull in one hand, but that he’d sooner cut his own arm off than hurt her. He gently turned her to face him now. “Ari, I meant what I said on the Fourth. I would put a ring on your finger today if you’d let me. I don’t ever want to leave you.”
“What makes you think I wouldn’t let you?” Arwen asked.
“Put a ring on your finger?” Lev frowned. “I think it might put a damper on your dating prospects.”
“As opposed to the large Israeli man who goes around with me everywhere?” Arwen asked. “I don’t need those kind of prospects, Lev. I’m not looking to fall in love with someone else. I’m certainly not looking to get involved with anyone under false pretenses. I want to find out who I am, but I already know I’m not that person. I want to be with people who can look at a ring, know I have a big, scary man waiting for me at home who I plan to marry and who could crush them into the size of a tin can if they deliberately hurt me and still want to be with me. I don’t know if there’s anybody who would be interested enough under those conditions, but they’re my conditions.”
“You would wear an engagement ring? Tonight if I got you one?” Lev asked again, sounding like he wasn’t sure he’d heard right.
“If it was cool enough,” said Arwen. “Not some stupid thing with giant diamonds all over it, but something uniquely for me. I’d want you to wear one, too.”
“Damascus steel or mokume gane?” Lev asked.
“I ... don’t know what mokume gane is,” admitted Arwen.
Lev took his phone out of his shirt pocket, unlocked it, tapped it three times, and handed it to Arwen. On the screen was a close-up of a ring of silver and copper combined in a pattern like flowing water. “Mokume gane is a decorative technique created for samurai swords. It literally means ‘wood-grain metal.’”
Arwen held Lev’s phone and looked at him. “You brought this page up awfully fast. Did you have it bookmarked?”
“I had it open,” said Lev. “I was looking at it last night.”
Arwen handed him his phone back. “You know, some guys just look at porn on their phones.”
“They have their fantasies. I have mine,” said Lev. “Should I order us a pair?”
“Seriously?” Arwen met his eyes. “If I tell you yes, you’re going to order us engagement rings right now on your phone?”
“We should find out your ring size first. Mine’s ten and a half,” said Lev.
Arwen leaned her head on Lev’s shoulder. “When you present it to me, I expect a proper proposal. This doesn’t count.”
“This definitely wasn’t how the fantasy went,” admitted Lev. “Unless all of these birds are extraordinarily dirty doves.”
“Pigeons are a kind of dove. Aren’t they?” Arwen suggested.
“Pigeons are the birds that beat up doves at school and take their lunch money,” said Lev. “If they hear you call them that, they might try to peck your eyes out.”
“Don’t tell anyone until I’m wearing the ring?” Arwen asked.
“Should I take that as a ‘yes, Lev. I’ll wear your ring?’” Lev asked.
“I must have said ‘yes’ by now,” said Arwen.
“I’ve been listening pretty closely,” Lev pointed out.
Arwen kissed his cheek. “Yes, Lev Jessop. When you give me a proper proposal with real doves, I will wear your ring and call myself your fiancee and marry you when the time is right for both of us.”
“Am I really locked in on doves?” Lev asked. “I’ve got a lot of different proposal ideas.”
“Doves are optional,” said Arwen. “Should we talk about when we want to actually get married? I’ve got an age in mind.”
“I like twenty-one,” said Lev. “Old enough to do anything but run for president.”
Arwen winced. “I was going to say twenty-five.”
“We’ll have been together five years when we’re twenty-one,” Lev pointed out.
“Split the difference?” Arwen asked. “Twenty-three? That gives us five years to figure out who we are as adults. If we don’t hate each other by then...”
“So, you think that twenty-one to twenty-three period will be particularly rough?” Lev smiled gently.
Arwen leaned more fully against Lev. “Maybe we revisit the question in a year? Come back to Madison Square Park on July 11, 2016 and see if we want to do it at twenty-one or wait?”
“You drive a hard bargain, future Mrs. Jessop,” said Lev. “Should we shake on it?”
Arwen drew his head down. “Don’t you dare.”
It was such a good kiss that Arwen barely even noticed Lev drawing her slowly into his lap. When it ended, she sat across his knees. If it had lasted much longer, she might have forgotten they were in public. He looked up at her with such love in his eyes, Arwen thought her knees might give out if she tried to stand.
“I love you, Ari - whoever you turn out to be,” Lev promised.
“So, that means you’re okay with me ... experimenting with other girls?” Arwen asked.
“I’m okay with you trying something you want to try, then deciding if you want to try more,” said Lev. “Do what you want to do, Arwen. Then take a deep breath and decide what else you want to do. There’s no point in committing to everything before you do anything. You don’t have anything to prove, Ari.”
Arwen laid her head on Lev’s shoulder. “I kind of feel like I do - even if only to myself. Don’t you?”
Lev hugged her. “We’re not really talking about me. Are we?”
“We haven’t much,” admitted Arwen. “I guess it wouldn’t be fair for me to be out experimenting and expecting you to stay home alone waiting for me to come back.” She hated saying it out loud. The idea of Lev with someone else still terrified her.
“Are we looking to be fair?” Lev asked. “I haven’t asked for any kind of quid pro quo. This has all been about you spreading your wings and my reward being a wife who’s comfortable in her own sexuality.”
Arwen closed her eyes and fought back tears that threatened to fall even if she didn’t know exactly why. “No. I think you should have the same chance, Lev. Do ... something Wan would hate. I need to lure her out so I can kill her once and for all.”
“Do you?” asked Lev. “I fell in love with you a long time ago, Ari. Wan was a part of that.”
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Cockatoo Part 5Following the call to Kritsada, I stayed in Cockatoo, chatting to Ninwho had brought me another beer. I asked her to join me for a while, andwe talked about last night. She had really hated Tony and was delightedwith what we had done. I was quietly impressed; she was pretty, herEnglish was excellent, had a great sense of humour and a charmingpersonality. I didn't know if Alex or Areeya had mentioned the job toher, so I didn't say anything, preferring to leave it to the girls....
CockatooNikkie SilkIt’s a cliché, isn’t it? Man comes home early and finds his wife in bedwith someone else. Only slightly less of a cliché in my case, as the‘someone else’ was my wife’s closest girlfriend - closest in every senseof the word.It was a quick divorce; no k**s, only a rented flat, so the onlysquabbles were about books and cds. In the end I told her to keep thelot. I wanted to make it a clean break. I managed to fit all I ownedinto the boot of my small car. I was 28 years old, fit,...
One bright sunny day, you find a curious glowing pencil laying on the side of the road. You are immediately compelled to walk over and pick it up, and as you do, you notice a thin line being drawn from its lead into the air. Gasping in surprise, you give another flick, drawing a circle in mid air, which falls to the ground. You look around to see if anyone is watching - no one seems to be around. You decide to try something a little more complicated, and draw your name in big outlines....
Cockatoo Chapter 24 I love feedback [email protected] twitter @nikkie_silk Pao's eyes flicked across my face looking for reassurance. "Miss Alex told me it OK." I smiled, "Pao, it's fine, Miss Alex just forgot to tell me it would be tonight." I walked across to her and gave her a kiss on both cheeks. "You look beautiful, that dress looks lovely on you." She giggled and looked up at me. "Thank you, Mr James. It one of Miss Areeya's. She say I can keep it if I...
Cockatoo Part 11Nikkie SilkAreeya returned to the apartment sometime after we had gone to bed as the moorings needed more attention than Areeya had initially thought. After she and Shane had eventually got Cockatoo 3 safely secured on the pier, he had gone back to his hotel and Areeya headed back to get some sleep in the apartment. In the morning I had changed back into being James, albeit with a little reluctance. Alex had suggested I go on the boat as James and change into Scarlett for the...
Cockatoo I live for feedback [email protected] Part 2 Everyone had said that Alex was good looking back at Uni and many of the girls had even said he looked quite pretty. As she held her hair back I could see that it was Alex's face looking back at me. "Oh my God." I couldn't think of anything more original to say. "It is you." She smiled and stood up, took my hand and pulled me to my feet. "Come on James, give me a hug." She pulled me into a hug and instinctively...
Cockatoo Part 22 I live for feedback [email protected] twitter @nikkie_silk Following the call to Kritsada, I stayed in Cockatoo, chatting to Nin who had brought me another beer. I asked her to join me for a while, and we talked about last night. She had really hated Tony and was delighted with what we had done. I was quietly impressed; she was pretty, her English was excellent, had a great sense of humour and a charming personality. I didn't know if Alex or Areeya had...
Cockatoo Part 30 Nikkie Silk I love feedback [email protected] Areeya returned to the apartment sometime after we had gone to bed as the moorings needed more attention than Areeya had initially thought. After she and Shane had eventually got Cockatoo 3 safely secured on the pier, he had gone back to his hotel and Areeya headed back to get some sleep in the apartment. In the morning I had changed back into being James, albeit with a little reluctance. Alex had suggested I...
Cockatoo Part 26“Dao, Dao, calm down. What do you mean she’s been taken?”Alex wrenched the phone from me and talked to Dao in Thai. At the same time, Alex’s phone rang.“Jamie, it’s Shane. I tried to call your phone, but it’s busy.”“Alex is on the other phone to Dao. She says Areeya’s been taken. What the fuck’s going on?”“Thaksin just called to warn me. Jandaeng was being taken under guard to hospital to have treatment on his arm. They were jumped between the prison and the hospital, and he was...
Cockatoo Part 10 I live for feedback [email protected] We woke early as Alex had to be at the airport to catch the flight with Kritsada at 7am. He was going to pick Alex up from the flat in his car as he headed off to the airport. I was going to follow a bit later as I had to collect Samantha from her flight for our planning meeting. I lay in bed and watched as Alex got ready to leave. I didn't think I could ever tire of watching her as she moved about the flat showering...
Cockatoo Part 46 "Dao, Dao, calm down. What do you mean she's been taken?" Alex wrenched the phone from me and talked to Dao in Thai. At the same time, Alex's phone rang. "Jamie, it's Shane. I tried to call your phone, but it's busy." "Alex is on my phone to Dao. She says Areeya's been taken. What the fuck's going on?" "Thaksin just called to warn me. Jandaeng was being taken under guard to hospital to have treatment on his arm. They were jumped between the prison and the...
Cockatoo Part 11 I live for feedback [email protected] It was at this precise moment that Areeya looked up, stared straight into my eyes and winked. I staggered back in shock. Areeya must have seen me when she glanced at the door. Either that or she was some kind of a witch. I managed to bang my knee as I stumbled backwards and it was a miracle I didn't scream. I made it back to bed and managed to fall asleep but slept fitfully for the rest of the night. I can remember...
Cockatoo Part 20 I stopped dead in my tracks. "What did you say, Pao?" "Miss Sam, she meet the man. The horrible man. Nin follow him and saw them talking." "Was Nin sure it was Sam?" "Yes, Mr James, she say she saw them clearly outside hotel he staying." I couldn't believe it. What the hell would Sam be doing with this creep? Areeya was now well ahead of me on the way to Cockatoo, I didn't want her to hear this until I go there. "Pao, please don't say anything to Alex or...
Maybe things could have been different, I don’t know, but I found myself in a taxi on the way to Samui airport. I was struggling to come to terms with what had happened and I felt physically sick at what I had heard. I had to get the taxi driver to stop so I could retch at the side of the road. I managed to buy a ticket on the next flight to Bangkok and by mid afternoon I was back in the city. I booked into a hotel close to Nana Plaza and sent a couple of hours stewing in my room, drinking the...
I had no idea how long I had spent under water but I could see a bright light above me and I thought it must be the sun shining through the water as I clawed myself towards the surface. But, I thought, ‘No, that can’t be. It was dark when I fell in.’ The light grew brighter and brighter and I wondered ‘Maybe I’m dead’. I tried to open my eyes but it was so bright I couldn’t f***e my eyelids open. I heard sounds from a long way off and it sounded like voices, but they were muffled and I...
CockatooNikkie SilkPreviously in Cockatoo‘I'm sorry, James. It's Kritsada, he wants a word.’ I took the phone from Praew and she disappeared from the room.‘Hello, khun Kritsada.’‘Hello, my dear James, I hope you've had a good time with Praew?’‘Yes, sir. She has been a most gracious host. Is there something I can do for you?’‘Yes, James, there is. You remember the party I talked about this week? The one you will be coming to?’‘Yes, of course.’‘Well, I have request for you, which I hope you will...
Cockatoo Part 13Nikkie SilkJandaeng’s voice came through loud and clear and chilled me to the bone.‘It seems you’ve had some trouble at your bar over there, James.’Bad news travels fast I thought. I hated the sound of his voice. It mademy flesh creep and took me straight back to the bar in Bangkok and whathe had done to me that night. I took a deep breath and tried to keep myvoice as calm as possible.‘Yes Inspector, the mamasan was stabbed in a bar fight. I’m surprisedyou know about it.’‘It is...
Cockatoo Part 12Nikkie SilkPreviously in Cockatoo: Jamie and Nin had made it back to Koh Samuiafter their journey to Bangkok to warn Kritsada. Jamie, Alex and Shanehad sailed to the West Coast for a short vacation where Jamie and Shanehad made love. The trio had sailed back and were in Cockatoo where theywere attacked. Pao had stepped between Jamie and the attacker and beenstabbed.There was pandemonium inside Cockatoo in the moments after Pao had beenstabbed. As I cradled her in my arms I felt...
Cockatoo Part 10Nikkie SilkMy heart skipped a beat as I heard Shane’s voice from behind me and felt his hand on my shoulder. It couldn't be, I thought, I must be so tired I was hallucinating. Alex said, ‘Hi Shane, glad you could join us.’ Nin looked as if she had seen a ghost, Areeya was smiling in welcome and I felt like I would pass out. The hand moved off my shoulder and Shane’s massive frame came into sight.‘Hi Nin, Hi Areeya.’ he said, then paused and looked at me, ‘Hi Jamie, how are you?...
Maybe things could have been different, I don’t know, but I found myselfin a taxi on the way to Samui airport. I was struggling to come to termswith what had happened and I felt physically sick at what I had heard. Ihad to get the taxi driver to stop so I could retch at the side of theroad.I managed to buy a ticket on the next flight to Bangkok and by midafternoon I was back in the city. I booked into a hotel close to NanaPlaza and sent a couple of hours stewing in my room, drinking the gutrot...
I had no idea how long I had spent under water but I could see a brightlight above me and I thought it must be the sun shining through thewater as I clawed myself towards the surface. But, I thought, ‘No, thatcan’t be. It was dark when I fell in.’ The light grew brighter andbrighter and I wondered ‘Maybe I’m dead’. I tried to open my eyes but itwas so bright I couldn’t force my eyelids open. I heard sounds from along way off and it sounded like voices, but they were muffled and Istrained to...
Cockatoo Part 1 It's a clich?, isn't it? Man comes home early and finds his wife in bed with someone else. Only slightly less of a clich? in my case, as the "someone else" was my wife's closest girlfriend - closest in every sense of the word. It was a quick divorce; no kids, only a rented flat, so the only squabbles were about books and cds. In the end I told her to keep the lot. I wanted to make it a clean break. I managed to fit all I owned into the boot of my small car. I was 25 ye...
Cockatoo Part 5 I lived for feedback. [email protected] "That's nice, baby," I heard Alex say. Something was wrong though, Alex's voice wasn't coming from on the bed and if she had my cock in her mouth how could she say anything? Her voice seemed to be coming from the somewhere further away. I opened my eyes and saw her sitting in her robe on one of the couches. It took me a good few seconds to process that and as I looked down the bed I saw Areeya, naked, smiling and...
Cockatoo Part 16 I live for feedback [email protected] We decided to have a celebration dinner tonight downstairs and Alex disappeared to the restaurant to organise the dinner. Areeya had to go down to Cockatoo to sort out some issues they were having and so I was left to my own devices for a while. We agreed we would all get together at Cockatoo for a drink before dinner. The first thing I did was to email Sam about how the plan had worked out. I had an email back in...
Cockatoo Part 23 I love feedback [email protected] Twitter @nikkie_silk Jandaeng was wearing a pair of those mirror aviator sunglasses beloved of all Asian movie heavies. It obviously meant I couldn't see his eyes, but even if I could see them, I guessed I wouldn't learn much. He let me stew for a few minutes, hoping that I would say something to fill in the silence following his remarks about Tony. I said nothing, not willing to give away anything that Jandaeng didn't...
Cockatoo Part 29 Nikkie Silk I love feedback [email protected] My heart skipped a beat as I heard Shane's voice from behind me and felt his hand on my shoulder. It couldn't be, I thought, I must be so tired I was hallucinating. Alex said, "Hi Shane, glad you could join us." Nin looked as if she had seen a ghost, Areeya was smiling in welcome and I felt like I would pass out. The hand moved off my shoulder and Shane's massive frame came into sight. "Hi Nin, Hi Areeya."...
Cockatoo Part 31 Nikkie Silk Previously in Cockatoo: Jamie and Nin had made it back to Koh Samui after their journey to Bangkok to warn Kritsada. Jamie, Alex and Shane had sailed to the West Coast for a short vacation where Jamie and Shane had made love. The trio had sailed back and were in Cockatoo where they were attacked. Pao had stepped between Jamie and the attacker and been stabbed. There was pandemonium inside Cockatoo in the moments after Pao had been stabbed. As I cradled...
Cockatoo Part 32 Nikkie Silk Jandaeng's voice came through loud and clear and chilled me to the bone. "It seems you've had some trouble at your bar over there, James." Bad news travels fast I thought. I hated the sound of his voice. It made my flesh creep and took me straight back to the bar in Bangkok and what he had done to me that night. I took a deep breath and tried to keep my voice as calm as possible. "Yes Inspector, the mamasan was stabbed in a bar fight. I'm...
Cockatoo Nikkie Silk Previously in Cockatoo "I'm sorry, James. It's Kritsada, he wants a word." I took the phone from Praew and she disappeared from the room. "Hello, khun Kritsada." "Hello, my dear James, I hope you've had a good time with Praew?" "Yes, sir. She has been a most gracious host. Is there something I can do for you?" "Yes, James, there is. You remember the party I talked about this week? The one you will be coming to?" "Yes, of course." "Well, I have...
Apologies, I had a blonde moment and missed a chapterHere is the missing one and the latestCockatoo Part 16I was getting seriously pissed off being everyone’s punch bag, but hehad me backed into a corner, and I knew I would have to go along withhim. But, it gave me a glimmer of hope that I could get Jandaeng off myback. With my head in my hands I said, ‘I have no choice, I agree.’He pushed my phone and wallet back across the table. They had been takenfrom me in the van on the way here. I was...
Cockatoo Part 3 I live for feedback [email protected] I took another swig of beer and tried to look innocent. Alex looked at me for a few seconds as if making up her mind about something, took my hand and pulled me up, "James, I always thought you were a perfect gentleman, come on I think we should go eat." The strange thing was she didn't let go of my hand as we walked out of the bar. We walked slowly back to Koh Samui Blue, the action had really kicked off now. The...
Cockatoo Part 7 I live for feedback [email protected] "Shit," I thought as the water closed over my head, "this wasn't part of the plan." I had no idea how long I had spent under water but I could see a bright light above me and I thought it must be the sun shining through the water as I clawed myself towards the surface. But, I thought, "No, that can't be. It was dark when I fell in." The light grew brighter and brighter and I wondered "Maybe I'm dead." I tried to open...
Cockatoo Part 12 I live for feedback [email protected] I woke up to find my ear being nuzzled and kissed from behind. Mmm, that's a nice way to wake up, I thought. I felt a hand slide over my waist and begin to rub my cock. Even better, I thought. I remembered that Pao had stayed the night and rolled over to see...Areeya's face smiling back at me. If it were possible to jump two steps back when you're lying down, that's what I did. "My God, where did you come from?" I...
Cockatoo Part 18 I live for feedback [email protected] Previously in Cockatoo James, recently divorced, travels to Bangkok on business for a fresh start. He meets Alex, a friend from their university days, whom he discovers is now transgender. Alex and her partner, Areeya, a Thai girl, run a successful restaurant and ladyboy bar on Koh Samui, an island off the coast of Thailand. James falls in love with Alex and all three manage to survive a pirate attack in the waters...
Cockatoo Part 21 I live for feedback [email protected] I glanced back as I left the bar at Tony, who was smirking all over his face and I swore to myself I would wipe that look off his face as soon as I could. I hurried back to the apartment, where Alex was working on some business for the restaurant. I let her listen to the conversation on the tiny recorder I had used to tape everything that was said. I could see she was getting more and more angry as the...
Cockatoo Part 36 Nikkie Silk We turned around to see Shane standing there clapping his hands and grinning from ear to ear. "Come on, let's get moving. Neither of you want to be around when the cops start asking questions." We followed Shane down the alley and away from where we had been until we found a bar far enough away that we felt safe. I badly needed a drink, so we ordered some beers and then we all started to talk at once. Shane put his hand up and said, "One at a time....
By the time I was fourteen I was already quite muscular from sports and the changes of puberty. During the Xmas break in high school, I was finally catching up on my sleep. I also began to awaken every day with an immense hard-on. I had heard about jerking off from the older boys on my sports teams. I experimented and learned the pleasures of touching myself. My older sister noticed that I was becoming quite grown up too. How could she not; I was already four inches taller than her even though...
IncestCockatoo Part 25“Shoot him.”Aki’s voice bounced around the walls of the garage as I stared down at the gun in my hand, unable to grasp what was happening. Aki stood behind me, wrapped my fingers around the stock and pushed my forefinger through the trigger guard. He held his hand over mine and pointed the pistol at Jandaeng. “Shoot him and you will be rid of him.”I looked at Jandaeng and even now he stared defiantly back at me. My finger tightened on the trigger and inside a voice told me to do...
Cockatoo Part 8Shane's lips brushed mine so gently I wasn't sure he had kissed me atall, as if he was still giving me the chance to back out. I closed myeyes and pressed my lips onto his and I felt the pressure increase andwe were kissing properly, his lips crushing mine. I felt lightheaded,and the blood began to pound in my ears as I felt his arm pull mecloser. I hesitantly put my hand up to his face to stroke his cheek, andI was shocked to feel his stubble beneath my fingers. It was enough...
Cockatoo Part 8 I live for feedback [email protected] Alex took all my cum into her mouth and then stood up to face me. She kissed me hard on the lips, her tongue opening up my lips and I suddenly realised this time she hadn't swallowed and was pushing my cum into my mouth. I gagged a little as I tasted it on my tongue but Alex kept her lips locked over mine until I was forced to swallow. She broke the kiss and pushed her middle finger into my mouth and I rolled my tongue...
Cockatoo Part 9 I live for feedback [email protected] Areeya came back into the room, gave me a kiss and sat down on the sofa with Alex and me. I wanted to know a little more about her father before meeting him this evening. He was flying in from Bangkok on the company plane and would only be here overnight to have dinner with us. I asked Areeya about her father and she said he was really looking forward to meeting me this evening. I said that I would be honoured to meet...
Cockatoo Part 14 I live for feedback [email protected] Maybe things could have been different I don't know, but I found myself in a taxi on the way to Samui airport. I was struggling to come to terms with what had happened and I felt physically sick at what I had heard. I had to get the taxi driver to stop so I could retch at the side of the road. I managed to buy a ticket on the next flight to Bangkok and by mid afternoon I was back in the city. I booked into a hotel...
Cockatoo Part 15 I live for feedback [email protected] This chapter is dedicated to two very good friends of mine, Jerry and Samantha Anne. I caught the first flight out to Samui and as soon as I landed I rang Areeya on her mobile. She picked up but didn't say anything; she must have recognised my number. I said quickly, "Areeya please don't hang up. I need your help." There was silence but at least she didn't hang up. "Areeya, I need to see Alex. I know you...
Cockatoo Part 17 I live for feedback [email protected] I woke early the next day, my mind already full of what I needed to do. Alex had spooned up to my back during the night and she was snoring gently, her hand laid across my waist. I gently interlaced her fingers with mine and she stirred but did not wake. I lay there for a while planning what I was going to say to Kritsada later that day. Once I had sorted out what to do, I slowly got out of bed and stood looking down...
Cockatoo Part 27 Nikkie Silk I live for feedback [email protected] Shane's lips brushed mine so gently I wasn't sure he had kissed me at all, as if he was still giving me the chance to back out. I closed my eyes and pressed my lips onto his and I felt the pressure increase and we were kissing properly, his lips crushing mine. I felt lightheaded, and the blood began to pound in my ears as I felt his arm pull me closer. I hesitantly put my hand up to his face to stroke his...
Cockatoo Part 34 Nikkie Silk I woke to find Alex already up and talking with Nin. My shoulder was still aching, so I swallowed a couple of painkillers with some orange juice before remembering to ask Alex about Pao. She was improving fast, and would be discharged either today or tomorrow. Alex wanted to stay in Bangkok, but I told her to go back to Samui to be with Areeya. In the back of my mind I had the idea that it would be safer there. I also said to Nin that she should also...
fue también de mis primeras experiencias, sucedió una noche en que salí a caminar, iban a dar las siete y estaba lista para salir a vivir afuera, ¡dejar el closet por unas horas!, me observé en el espejo de cuerpo entero en la habitación, me gustó la chica que se asomaba ahí, convencida de mi presencia salí y me dirigí hacia Diaz Mirón, por supuesto que me sentía nerviosa, y una sensación de algo parecido a estar flotando, a veces era como escuchar todo muy lejano, y a veces el corazón...
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Mucho Hentai is kind of an odd name for a website. It implies they’re going to have Japanese-style cartoon pornography with a certain Spanish or Mexican flair. It’s not something I would have imagined even existed, but some joint downtown is now offering sushi burritos. What the hell do I know, anyway? I feel like something of a porn expert, but these hentai fuckers are always surprising me.MuchoHentai does have some Hentai dubbed in Spanish, but the majority of the site is in English. In case...
Hentai Streaming SitesCockatoo Part 23“Jamie, you alright, babe?” Shane squatted down, pulling up his balaclava so I could see his face. “Stay there for a moment while we clear the boat. We think we’ve got them all but we need to be sure.”I wanted to hug him, but he stood up, waved his arm, and the men started to move on in the crouching walk all special forces use, their automatic weapons at the ready. We were allowed to get up from the floor but all I could hear was the whining voice of the ambassador.“This is an...
Cockatoo Part 22Dao looked at her watch. “We must go now.”Nin had tears in her eyes and I hugged her. “Khap kun kha, Nin. I couldn’t have done this without you. I’ll see you later.” She turned away and wiped her eyes. I took a deep breath and winced as the corset bit into me. “Dao, I’m ready, or as ready as I’ll ever be.”She hustled me through the door and helped me into the back of a big Mercedes. Nin waved as we left and I thought how much I would miss her tonight. It was only then the...
Cockatoo 21Nikkie SilkAki jumped as I slid my mouth over his cock, but then Yut had got past the bodyguard and was yelling something. Aki turned towards the noise, but I kept my lips locked around his cock; no way did I want Yut to see my face. I didn’t know if he would recognise me, but I didn't want to take that chance. Yut was still struggling with the bodyguard, but Aki shouted something in Japanese and the sounds of the commotion stopped. Aki put his hands around my head and pulled my head...
Cockatoo Part 20Nikkie SilkAs I looked at the wrecked room, one name leapt straight into my mind. Whether Jandaeng had told Yut about me, or he had worked it out by himself, I didn't know, but I was sure this was his work. It was a message, not just a random break in. Nin started to edge into the room, but I pulled her back from the door. I didn't want to find out the hard way there was somebody in there waiting for us. ‘Nin, let’s get away from here. We need to work out what to do.’We went to...
Cockatoo Part 19Nikkie SilkI froze in the open door watching Nin and Shane fucking each other onthe bed. Nin had her back to me and Shane’s hands were on her breasts ashe drove upwards into her. They were both grunting loudly and I couldsee the sweat shining on both their bodies from the effort. Nin archedher back as she squatted over Shane taking him deep inside her. Shethrew her head back and groaned loudly as she slammed down onto himthrusting up at her. Shane yelled, ‘I'm going to cum.’...
I'm sorry it has taken me so long to produce out a new chapter. I had to stop writing for a while due to some family issues, which are now, thankfully, settled. Thank you to all of you who have emailed me asking how thing are going. I really appreciated those messages. I hope you haven't gone off the story in the meantime. Previously, Nin had persuaded James to come along with her as Scarlett to meet with Joe and Nancy, two Americans who wanted a foursome. The session had finished and Scarlett...