Junior YearChapter 5 Don t You Want To Share
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I came downstairs to run and found my mom and Paul drinking coffee with Melissa.
“Sit,” Mom ordered.
“What was last night about, and what the hell is ‘redneck crazy?’ From what I heard, you may very well be more than my ‘stupid boy,’ and we’ll have to get your head examined.”
Oh, boy!
“Pam basically told me she wanted more out of me. I guess it was my ingrained ‘do the right thing’ upbringing that kicked in. If Pam wants to marry me and we bring up Coby as a couple, I’m willing to do it.”
“What the hell happened to you not being sure you wanted to get married?”
Melissa and Paul seemed to lean back, a little bit afraid to get caught in the crossfire. I did notice that they didn’t get up to leave like I was mentally broadcasting. I guess I really didn’t have any Jedi mind-tricks up my sleeve.
“Back in the fall, Pam wasn’t my favorite person. Looking back, it was her father that clouded my vision, even though I tried not to let him. At the time I felt manipulated and knew that was no way to start a serious relationship,” I explained.
“How is now any different? Can you honestly tell me that if it weren’t for Coby, you would marry Pam? Or for that matter, that you’d marry anyone? Good God, David! Sometimes I wonder if you’re even my kid,” she huffed.
“Dad told me that when I was in first grade they did DNA tests and assured me that you and I are related,” I shot back.
“You little shit. You wanted proof I was your mother?”
“Wouldn’t you? I mean seriously, talk about redneck crazy. Sometimes you take the cake.”
“Listen here, young man. You are not distracting me from why we’re having this talk,” she said as she glared at me.
It was worth a try.
“To answer your question, I’m still a teenager. I have zero desire to get married other than what is best for Coby and by extension Pam. If having her in his life on a daily basis gives him a better life, then so be it.”
“Didn’t your uncle have the free milk and cow talk with you?” Mom asked.
I don’t think Melissa was used to anyone like my mom, because she choked on her coffee. The story went that if you were receiving free milk, i.e. sex, why buy the cow?
“I ... I ... I don’t even know what to say to that,” I stammered.
Mom just shook her head and sighed.
“David, I love you to death, but you’ve got to get a handle on this need for grand romantic gestures. I know your heart was in the right place last night. You were just lucky Pam has more common sense than you do. What you did last night tells me that we have to establish a new rule. Before you make any relationship decisions, you have to come to me and talk about it first.”
I just blinked at her. Did she just say that? I did what Dawsons do when confronted with a situation like this: I went quiet.
“Don’t you clam up on me,” she threatened. “I know you think you can make your own decisions and you can tattle to your dad, but I’m serious about this. It’s obvious you’re not talking to Tami enough, so I’m going to have to step in. Last night showed me that you have yet to learn to think things through. You’re letting your heart make your decisions, not your head.”
“Is that so bad?” I asked.
Mom’s mouth pinched and then she leaned back. I could see her force herself to relax. I don’t think either one of us wanted to argue about last night, so I came clean.
“I knew it was a mistake when I said it ... well, ‘mistake’ might be too strong a word. You know that if it came down to it, I would’ve done what Greg did and stepped up and taken responsibility,” I admitted.
“I’m sure you would have, but you’re younger and in a different financial situation than your brother was, and still is. I know that isn’t fair, but it’s the truth. You also have your father’s and my support,” Mom reminded me.
“Greg also has your support,” I shot back.
“The difference is they decided they wanted to get married. We backed him on that,” Mom said.
“Mom, I don’t want to argue about this. I said what I said, and at the time, I was ready to back those words up. Pam decided that she likes our current arrangement, so nothing has changed.”
“I know, but that doesn’t mean that I don’t worry about you.”
“And Mom...” I began and looked her in the eyes. “I’m not coming to you for relationship advice.”
“I know. I thought I’d try, though. I love you,” she said, to end the discussion.
“I love you too.”
“Anyone up for pancakes?” Melissa asked.
“I could eat,” Paul said with a smile.
We had morning practice in the stadium. My coaches had spread out across the other baseball fields to scout the other teams. Coach Mallei, our pitching coach, called me to join him in the bullpen.
“I understand you pitch some. I’d like to see what you have in case we get into a jam.”
I warmed up and showed him what I could do. He didn’t have anything bad to say, but I could tell I wasn’t going to make it to the majors as a pitcher. I didn’t think much about it until I was called over by Coach Nautilus, our infield coach.
“I want to see how you do at different infield positions.”
It seems someone had opened his big mouth and said he was willing to do whatever the coaches needed. Coach Nautilus was surprised when I had infield and first-baseman gloves. I’d already figured out that first base wasn’t really the best option for me. I could play it in a pinch.
I, of course, excelled at shortstop, because that had always been my position up until this year. Second base just felt backward. I was sure I could play it just fine, but I was more comfortable at short.
The position they worked me at the longest was third. I was surprised when I did well there. With my arm strength and reflexes, I was able to do a credible job.
They call it the ‘hot corner’ for a reason. At short and second, you can play a little further back because you don’t need to worry about bunts.
For me, it wasn’t as challenging as short, as far as turning double plays. The key to third was that you had to react even faster to a hit ball. Since third is played closer to the plate, the ball is on you quicker. Right-handed batters also tend to hit the ball harder towards third than up the middle.
At the end of practice, Coach Kingwood pulled me aside.
“What did you think of this morning’s practice?”
“It was good. I haven’t really pitched much this year, so I don’t think Coach Mallei was too impressed. I felt I did best at short and third, but if I needed to, I could fill in at the other two positions.”
“I think that was a good assessment and about what my coaches told me. Are you comfortable at the other outfield positions?” he asked.
“I’d be game to try, but with my range and arm, I think I’d serve you better in center.”
“I agree,” he said, and then paused to consider his next words. “Most of the players here have been at one position all their life and can play it well. Someone like you can give a manager versatility in his lineup options. I was talking to your coaches, and they told me that you bat leadoff for your high school team. That tells me you’re flexible enough to bat up and down the order.
“The reason I had you work at different positions today was because when we finally get down to the twenty-man roster, someone like you can make it feel like a twenty-two man roster. If you can spot-pitch when needed and play both infield and outfield, it’s like picking up two extra players.
“You caught everyone’s eye with your bat yesterday. That was some of the best hitting I’ve seen in a long time. Moose told me that you thrive when the spotlight comes on. That would explain why you excel at football, and I think you’d agree you’re doing well here. What I need you to do is to trust me,” Coach Kingwood said.
“Why’s that, Coach?”
“I may ask you to take on some roles or tasks that won’t put you in the best light. If you’re uncomfortable with that, you need to let me know. I would understand if you were concerned that you might not make the forty-man cut and wanted to play it safe and just play center field.”
“What I said the first day still holds true: I’m a team player and will do whatever it takes for us to win. If that means I have to play out of position, I’ll do it even if it costs me a spot. Besides, if this doesn’t work out, I’m sure I would be okay playing football,” I said to convince him.
He gave me a sly smile.
“Don’t worry. You’re doing just fine playing baseball. Now go join the others at lunch.”
Paul met me before I went into the tent where lunch was being served. He handed me an insulated bag that had my food in it.
“Your mom dropped this off. I guess Melissa let her use her kitchen.”
“Thanks. What are they serving today?” I asked.
“Pizza and chips.”
“I guess it could be worse,” I said, and left him to find my teammates.
“There he is. Looks like you got in trouble today, with having to go talk to Coach Kingwood,” Daz said.
“Yeah, he isn’t sure where to play me,” I said, as I opened my bag and started to pull out my lunch.
Mom had poached chicken breasts, steamed broccoli and made faux potato salad with cauliflower. I also found an apple.
“Where did you get that?” Dave asked.
“My mom and host mom made it. I went to a sports clinic where they talked to me about the importance of good nutrition and supplements for athletes. I try to follow their advice and eat mainly a high-protein, low-carb diet for the most part.”
“I thought it was just me. I do the same. Do you think you could talk them into helping out a fellow teammate?” Lucas asked.
To reinforce his plea, he held up his slice of pizza. It was limp and nasty-looking. Our New Yorker, Blake, was particularly unhappy with the soggy slice.
“That looks limper than David’s dick,” Mitch quipped.
“You can’t say that,” Dave cried foul.
“Careful, Mitch, or I’ll have to pull out something about your mama,” I teased.
‘Your mama’ jokes were old but still funny.
“Maybe we can pool our money and talk some of the host moms into cooking for us. I know mine is a great cook,” Nick said.
“I know this is free food, but it makes me a little queasy,” Daz said as he patted the pizza with a napkin to show all the grease. “I’d be willing to pitch in some money for a decent lunch. Nick’s right, my host mom is a great cook. I told my mother that I might just stay because the food is so good.”
“What do the rest of you think?” I asked.
Everyone agreed. We only had three more days of lunches. Somehow, I was put in charge of organizing it and collecting money. They all had been given money for the trip by their parents, so I collected cash for some decent food.
We played the Stars in the first game today. My family showed up early, so I pulled Melissa and my mom off to the side and told them what we wanted to do about lunches. Melissa was one of the key members of the host family program for USA Baseball. She was shocked that our lunches were so bad, nutritionally. She and my mom planned to talk to some of the other host parents about the situation. I gave them the money I’d collected, and Mom told me that if nothing else she would either make something or have tomorrow’s lunch catered.
I went back and told the team we were set for tomorrow’s lunch, which made them happy.
We warmed up and then gave the field to the Stars so they could do the same. By now, the crowd had begun to build. They were playing some good music on the sound system, so I was bopping my head when I slipped over to talk to my family.
“Unca David, dance,” Kyle said.
What are uncles for if not to entertain their niece and nephews? I did a few of the dance moves I’d been teaching them. Mac put her arms up for me to pick her up. I didn’t think about it and just pulled her into my arms as I danced around.
“Mac dance,” she said.
If we were going to do that, I knew Kyle would want to dance also. I grabbed him and put them onto the field with me. The next song came on and they began to shake their booties. I looked up and the crowd was up dancing with us.
“Dance off!” I called.
I pointed at the Stars batboys and motioned them over, and I got M.E. and Bob’s attention. They came over and joined me.
“Let’s get the crowd going. We’re going to see who the best dancers are, Pride or the Stars,” I said, laying down the gauntlet.
We waited for the next song to come on and Kyle and Mac showed them how it was done. I admit I thought it was hilarious to watch the two of them dance. Kyle was a total free spirit and tended to just bop around. Mac was serious and really took to booty-shaking. Well, as serious as an almost-three-year-old can be.
The batboys had fun, too. Bob wasn’t too sure he wanted to do it until I did. I knew he would want to emulate me. M.E. was a teenage girl; I’d yet to meet one who didn’t like to dance. The other two batboys did it to show they had team spirit.
Coach Kingwood broke up our dance party to remind us we had a baseball game to play. I gave Mac and Kyle back to Greg and ran to the dugout.
“I can’t believe you did that. You’re just weird,” Allard told me.
“You can’t say that,” Dave said, right on cue.
That made everyone laugh even harder.
Right before the game, Moose gave us his impressions of the Stars. They had a big first baseman who could hit the crap out of a fastball. Everyone was thinking he might be a first-round pick in next year’s Major League Baseball draft. Austin was pitching for us tonight. The Florida kid had some nasty breaking stuff.
“I wouldn’t throw him anything straight. Make him prove he can hit your curveball,” Moose coached.
“He’s been their main offense so far. If we can shut him down, we should be good,” Coach Mallei said.
“What about the rest of them?” Austin asked.
“They’re all good, but you would expect that. You can’t take an at-bat off. If you pitch like everyone says you can, then you should be fine,” Moose said, and then he was off to watch our next opponent.
It was our turn to be the home team. They apparently rotated that every other game. That meant we took the field first. I trotted out to center field and inspected the crowd. It seemed like each one just got bigger. It looked like the stadium was half full. Dave told us that normally there were maybe fifty people in the stands for a game. I guess the Dawson effect was happening even in North Carolina.
We also had to contend with the weather; they had predicted a shower this afternoon. You could see clouds starting to form off in the distance. The hope was we could get the game in before it rained.
It was apparent from the start that the Stars manager wanted his hitters to get a first called strike on them before they took a swing. I personally thought that was insane because you might not get a good pitch to hit if you didn’t go up to bat with a hitter’s mentality. Sitting on pitches just reduces the number of chances for you to get on base. You might want to sit on the first pitch if you had a wild pitcher and you wanted to force him to throw strikes. The only other possible reason that occurred to me would be if you had a batter that was overaggressive and you were trying to teach him patience. Neither reason seemed to be valid in this case, though.
By the second inning, Austin had figured it out and was taking full advantage. If he didn’t have to worry about them swinging until the first called strike, he could be up early in the count with each batter. Our first three batters had gone down in order. Austin took care of their first six without a problem. Their big first baseman looked completely human when he was faced with a steady diet of curveballs. Moose had come through.
I was up first in the second inning. Before I went out, Coach Kingwood took me aside.
“I want to see you bunt. Either push it up the first base line or drag it down the third. Force them to quit playing you so deep. Once you’re on, I want to see you continue the pressure and steal second.”
He’d told me to trust him, so I planned to do as he said. The Stars outfielders were playing deep, and both second and short were standing outside the dirt a couple of feet on the outfield grass. Their third baseman was also deep, but he was on the edge. First base was playing at normal depth.
At first, I thought I would drag the ball down third; then I thought again. If I pushed it towards first, the first baseman or pitcher would have to field it. The second baseman would have to cover first. If he was playing that far back, I thought I could outrun him.
I looked down to the third-base coach to get the sign. Coach Way clapped his hands without bothering to give me even a fake sign.
“You’re the man! Get a hit!” he called out.
I stepped into the batter’s box and made a show of digging in. I rolled my shoulders to loosen up, held my bat in front of me, and let my finger dance against the grip. It looked like I was gaining my focus. I took a deep breath, let it out, and then faced the pitcher.
I could tell on the release of the ball that it was going to be low and outside. I let it go and the umpire called it a ball.
“Good eye!” Coach Way called out from third, as he clapped. “You’re the man!”
The next pitch was low and outside again, but this time it was hittable. I slid my right hand up the barrel of the bat and held it with my fingers. This allowed the contact of the bat to push it into my hand, sort of like a shock absorber. This deadened the ball but still gave it enough velocity that it wouldn’t be easy for the catcher to simply run it down and make the play.
I was off like a shot and concentrated on running as I’d been taught. The second baseman about fell on his face when he saw me bunt, so there was no one for the first baseman to throw the ball to.
“Good job,” Coach Nautilus, our first-base coach, said as he patted my butt.
I didn’t take a very big lead, because I wanted to watch their pitcher. He hadn’t had to pitch out of the stretch yet, and I wanted to see if he used a slide step to home or not. I also wanted to see if he had any tells. He looked over his shoulder to see what I was up to, and then seemed to ignore me. Did he not just see me run to first? He lifted his foot to go home and I took off. So much for my plans.
Nick, our right fielder, took a mighty swing to protect me. This kept the catcher from starting his throwing motion to second too soon. He had to worry about being hit with a bat. Their catcher knew his business and threw a rocket to second, and I was a split second too slow to the bag and was out. If I’d taken a little bigger lead, I would have won that one.
I just dusted myself off and trotted to the dugout. Coach Kingwood stopped me.
“Do you know what you did wrong?” he asked.
“Bigger lead and wait for at least one pitch to see what he does.”
“Yep. Good effort, though. Keep it up.”
In the next inning, the second batter hit a solid ball straight back to our pitcher. Austin caught it with his pitching hand out of reflex. He was able to throw the runner out, but it was apparent he was done for the day. The trainers wanted to err on the side of caution and ice it down and not risk him further injuring it.
Daz was our middle reliever, so I expected him to come in. I was wrong. Coach Kingwood motioned for me to come into pitch. I trotted in and he handed me the ball.
“They’ll allow you extra pitches to warm up. I just want you to get us out of this inning. The extra time will give Daz a chance to get fully warmed up and be ready to go next inning,” he explained.
“This is that flexibility that you talked about earlier.”
“Yep. You okay?” Coach Kingwood asked.
“Ask me that when this is done,” I said.
The only good news for me was I faced their ninth batter, hopefully their weakest hitter. While I warmed up, I tried my curveball and it didn’t curve. I smiled when the poor kid in the on-deck circle winced. His coach had told him that I wasn’t one of the regular pitchers. I would be worried, too.
“Just throw hard,” Trent, our catcher, called out.
The umpire deemed I’d warmed up enough. I held up my hand.
“Sir, may I speak to my catcher for a moment? I don’t even know what the signs are,” I said.
Trent trotted out and I could tell he was trying not to smile. I held my glove up and waved at Bob.
“Get my infield glove,” I yelled to the dugout.
I turned to face center field so they couldn’t read my lips.
“Do you think I should put him in the dirt on the first one?” I asked.
“I think that’s exactly what you should do. They’ll think you’re totally inept at that point.”
Bob traded my gloves and I got ready to pitch. I threw my non-breaking curveball. Their batter was ready for it and I wasn’t worried about hitting him. I decided to throw him some heat because I expected his first thought would be to get out of the way of a wayward pitch. If he was leaning back, he would never have a chance.
I hadn’t really uncorked one yet, either. Several things combined to improve my arm strength and flexibility: the weight program, my daily runs with the Bo staff, and just throwing either a baseball or football several thousand times. It caused my fastball to creep up into the low 90s. It also sounded different when it was thrown. You could hear it displace the air, and then when it hit the catcher’s glove there was a satisfying smack.
I guessed correctly, and the young man swung too late. The only other pitch I had confidence in was my split-finger fastball. For all intents and purposes, it looked like a fastball but would drop at the last moment.
Their batter wasn’t about to let another fastball get by him. I had an inner smile when he zeroed in on the pitch and took a massive cut, only to top the ball as it dropped. It rolled right to Joe at second and he made an easy play to get us out of the inning.
We picked up three runs the next inning. Daz came in and pitched until the last inning when Kale took over to close it out. We won 3–0, the same as our record after three games. We also beat the rain, so it was a good afternoon.
I just shook my head when they awarded me the win. They have some funny rules when it came to awarding a win to a pitcher. If you start, you have to go so many innings, which can vary by your level of play or league. They were using a five-inning rule. In my case, I was the reliever who came in and got us out of the inning. Our next at-bat put us up by enough to win the game. At that point, the scorer has the option of awarding that reliever the win or not. It depends on whether they think the pitcher was effective. Don’t ask me what that means. I guess my one out was enough. I personally would’ve given the win to Daz because he faced the most batters, but what do I know.
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Peggy woke me up and made me run with her. I was in charge of pushing the boys in their running stroller. Duke must have been growing up because we saw three squirrels and he decided to let them live. Either that or Peggy had been getting through to him that dragging her across someone’s front lawn while she had the boys was not in his best interest. We went into breakfast and found that Mom had made sausage and eggs with hash browns. I was a happy boy because there was hot sauce. It was...
When I got to school I saw Halle, Brook, Zoe and Pam all waiting on me. They all looked at me expectantly and I panicked. Who did I say hi to first? Did I dare kiss any of them? I held up my hand to stop them and had a brilliant plan: I called Beth. “Who died?” Beth asked when she answered the phone. “I don’t know, why?” I asked. “Someone had to die for you to call me this early.” “Oh, sorry. I’ll call back,” I offered. “Don’t you dare, ‘stupid boy’. Why did you call?” “I have four...
I hadn’t planned to run this morning because we had our game against St. Joe today. That meant I could sleep in, or so I thought. I heard the door open and Duke bolted to go outside. Peggy told him to hurry up, and for some reason, he minded her. “What are you still doing in bed? Aren’t you running today?” “I have a game today and don’t want to tire out my legs.” “You should probably get some cardio,” she suggested. I really am a ‘stupid boy’ sometimes. I had no idea what she meant until...
Mom was subdued when I entered the kitchen. I just went up to her and held her. I didn’t say anything; nothing seemed right. She finally pulled back, still in my arms, and looked up at me. “David, you can’t know how proud of you I am. You account for far more of my grey hairs than you should, and there are times you act like the goofy kid I still want you to be, but you’re growing up. “Your dad and I talked a lot last night, and I understand why you handled those women the way you did. I...
Duke and I took the boys running in the morning. They seemed to enjoy the runs since it got them out of the house. Peggy had to finish writing a paper for one of her summer classes. I gave her a hard time about being a slacker. That was until she explained how much time the boys took up each day. That shut me up. I was impressed that she could handle raising the boys and going to school. I just seemed to be able to take off and assume everything was being taken care of. I vowed to spend more...
To the Victor Goes the Spoiled There were only two further demonstrations of the might of the 'Two Mile Island Nation' necessary before America surrendered. A tactical nuclear missile strike was attempted. Eight hundred meters of Cheyenne Mountain, in Colorado, the cornerstone of American Defense was lifted ... shaken, and dropped back in the hole from where it had been. There were many dead. A second strike using a larger warhead was attempted. The Pentagon was removed ... well eight...
I stepped out of my apartment and all but fell on my ass. Duke looked at me like I’d tried to kill him. It had sleeted yesterday and it froze overnight. I began to wonder why I hadn’t just stayed in LA. My part of the shoot had ended yesterday. The cast and production staff had a going-away lunch for me. I’d found several new friends, especially Zak. He was older than I was, but he was a lot nicer to me than Craig Wild had been. I really hadn’t figured out that all the hazing was just him...
Jet lag is a pain in the rear. It wasn’t this bad flying west. It had taken me a full day to get over the worst of it. When I went to Japan, it had lingered until about Wednesday before I’d reset my internal clock. When I got home, I felt exhausted and irritable. They call it circadian rhythm and it gets disrupted when you travel across multiple time zones. Your body clock, which is set by exposure to light, signals when it’s time to wake up and when it’s time to sleep. Saturday, I went to...
When we arrived in Chicago, we went and got our suitcases from baggage claim. The flight to Japan left in two hours, so we went to the car and dropped off our gear. Paul and I had packed separate bags for Japan, which we grabbed. Paul looked at his phone. “They’re here,” he said, letting me know that everyone going to Japan had been dropped off. I gave my family hugs. “I loved this guys’ week. I can’t wait to see what you plan to top it next year,” I said. “We could go to the nudist...
“What are you doing?” Bianca asked. “Sketching you,” I said, and showed her my drawing. The morning light and the image of her lying in my bed had inspired me to get out my sketchpad and pencils. “Can I have it?” she asked. I signed it and then tore it off the pad. It wasn’t complete, but you got the broad strokes. For goofing off, it was more than enough, as far as I was concerned. I heard the door open and wasn’t surprised when Cassidy came in. She took in the scene and gave me a...
Hi all, Welcome to Mark’s Junior Year story. For full enjoyment, please read Freshman Year + Sophomore Year to understand. If you don’t have the time and want to jump right in, I’ll be adding a chapter soon of a recap of the first two years. This is the third instalment of the series and can’t wait to get it under way! You’ll find the find the first chapter in the chapters below.
After our run, Peggy, Duke and I went to the kitchen to find Megan feeding Little David. I went and picked up Coby and kissed his forehead. “Good morning, Daddy,” Megan said. “How was he last night?” I asked. “I could almost set my watch by him waking up and fussing. He’s a good baby, though,” Megan said. “I can’t tell you how much I appreciate you being here. Getting a good night’s sleep is exactly what I need right now,” Peggy said. “That reminds me. I want to get you a thank-you gift,...
I’d made an appointment to meet with Coach Hope before football camp. I wanted to talk some sense into him concerning Phil, Yuri and Roc and their desire to come with me to Mexico. He’d said he might suspend them for the first game if they missed the first week of fall football practices. I thought I might bribe him, so I went to Granny’s West and picked up coffee and cinnamon rolls. I knew they always put me in a good mood, so I assumed they would for Coach, too. “If you have what I think...
Author’s Note: This is from the Sophomore Year at the beginning of the Fall semester. Uncle John I look back and it’s hard to imagine that it’s been over a year since my nephew, David, came to spend the summer with me. When he arrived, he was a confused and angry young man. You might ask what teenager isn’t. I don’t know, but my sister-in-law may have been even more pissed than he was. My brother is a lucky man because he found Carol and they had two wonderful children. In many ways, I’m...
Duke nudged me to let me know he needed to go out. I looked at the clock and saw I’d only gotten four hours of sleep. At least he’d let me sleep in a little bit. When we went down, we found Precious had waited for him. While the two of them ran around the backyard, I went back up and put on my running gear. When I’d come down again, Duke had found his ball and decided that it had to come on our run. I didn’t feel like negotiating with him and let him take it. He led the way, and when we got...
Cassidy woke me up. “Get up, get up, get up!” she said as she poked me in the ribs, and then noticed I wasn’t alone. Megan popped her head up and then scurried off to the bathroom. “You are a bad, bad boy,” Cassidy scolded. I cocked my head sideways. The only flaw in Cassidy’s logic was Megan had on the same clothes she’d had on last night. I tried to remember what had happened. We were drunk; well, I was drunk. Kent and Hana had gone to their rooms, or so I hoped. Megan made sure I got...
The day I dreaded was finally here. I had to tell my two ex-best friends the truth of what had happened to them that caused our friendships to fall apart. Looking back, a lot of it was my fault. I’d brought Brandon into our midst. I’d trusted my lawyers when they recommended him to be my PA and help with recruiting. I’d been too trusting and not looked into why he’d left Harvard. Since then I’d requested that Caryn make sure everyone had a background check. I even made them check into people...
Bianca nudged me awake. “Hmm,” I grunted. “I know this is a completely irresponsible question, but ... where are my sister and Anabella?” “Last I saw them they were with this older guy. I’m sure they’re okay.” The protective big sister reared her ugly head. “Okay, okay, okay ... Fritz made sure they were put into cabs and sent home,” I explained. “I’m so dead,” she moaned. I pulled her to my chest and kissed her forehead. “Eva said you’ve been working really hard and needed a good...
I stared at the ceiling, happy to be home. There was something to be said for sleeping in your own bed. Something was missing, though: my trusty hound. It had been too late last night to get him from the farm. I glanced at the clock and it was almost nine. I guess I’d slept in. I got dressed and went downstairs, where I found Precious sunning herself on our driveway. “Hello, evil cat. Did you miss your buddy?” I asked. She lifted her head and our eyes locked. I decided it was best to just...
Most everyone went back home today. I think it would be easier to count the ones that stayed: Mom and Dad, Brook, Halle, Zoe, Pam, Tracy, Beth, and Caryn. Caryn had arranged a charter to take the rest of them back. Tim and Wolf had called and gotten permission to miss a few days of two-a-days to come to watch me play. They’d get a full week of practice in next week and then school would start. I’d be back for the first day of school. I really didn’t mind that I would miss the grind of...
I. Moving In August in Missouri is always terribly hot, except when it rains, and then it is just bloody hot. It is constantly humid, some of the worst humidity the North American continent can muster. He may have bitched about it a lot, but really, Logan didn’t mind too much. The heat and humidity just meant that all summer long, the girls wore really short shorts and mid-riff baring tank tops and cute little sandals. He didn’t want to know if it was over a hundred degrees on the day they...
Traveling to London with Rita James was an experience I’ll never forget. When we landed after the seven-hour-plus flight, and with the six-hour time change, it was about 11:00 a.m. All I wanted to do was go to bed and get about eight hours of sleep. Rita made me go to the men’s room to wash my face and change my clothes. She reminded me of her lovely daughter who had picked out my wardrobe for me when I lived in LA. Jeans and a t-shirt weren’t cutting it if I was to be seen with her. I put...
Miranda getting out of bed woke me up. When the shower started, I followed her into the bathroom. She’d just started to wash her hair when I stepped in behind her. “Let me,” I said. She had a shampoo-and-conditioner-in-one that smelled like strawberries. I put that away and got out my supplies. Someone needed to educate this poor girl. Mine smelled of ginger. Adrienne had turned me on to Paul Mitchell’s Awapuhi, or Wild Ginger, shampoo and conditioner. I used it during the winter months to...
Allard and I signed in and then went next door to a deli to grab a quick sandwich. I came back to Fritz giving me the stink eye. “I know, I know,” I said, holding up my hand. “Who’s this?” Allard asked. “This is Fritz, the head of my security, and I’m in trouble for leaving the hotel without him,” I admitted. “I could be with you 24/7 if you’d prefer,” Fritz threatened. “I’ll make sure he lets you know,” Allard assured Fritz. I don’t think he wanted Fritz in our bedroom. What he didn’t...
The change in weather was welcome. We left fifty-degree weather to arrive to a high of eighty-five today. I stopped at the hotel gift store, bought sunscreen, and then met everyone for breakfast. A couple of preteens wanting autographs stopped me on the way to our table. The Star Wars effect was still in force, no pun intended. “I just got a text. All our gear just arrived at the boat,” Brook said. Brook had arranged for most of our stuff to be shipped ahead of time. Neither of us really...
Your name is Greg Smith and it's your junior year of high school at midtown high and today is the first day of school. You are so stupid that you have been held back and are eighteen years old.
TeenAfter several rounds of negotiations, my dad won the trip to London with me. I was going to test for the Han Solo role in the yet to be titled Star Wars prequel. They were doing the casting now because of the new movie, Rogue One, which was filming now. The Han Solo character would make an appearance as a cameo. Marvel used the same strategy for their new Spider-Man by casting Tom Holland early in order for him to cameo in Captain America: Civil War before appearing in his own film. The...
We were all told to meet at the Embassy Suites in shorts and t-shirts. I’d put my game uniform and gear into a duffle bag. Most of the guys had done the same, but a few still had their uniforms in the clear plastic bag they’d been given them in yesterday. We were ushered into a large ballroom where we were met by all the coaches and staff. We were then assigned teams. I was put on the team called Pride, along with twelve other boys. Once the teams were announced, our coach pulled us all...
Today was the primary election. Polls showed that the governor and Senator Dixon were well ahead of their challengers. Bev Mass was actually down a couple of points. A white police officer shooting a young black man with a history of mental illness was too much for the people of Cook County. If the officer had waited for the Taser unit, which had been called, this would have been a nonevent. To shoot the man sixteen times was too much, as far as I was concerned. Bev agreed and had the officer...
After school I went home to load my car for the trip to New York. I then picked up Kendal and Pam. I think they both thought we planned a month’s visit to the Big Apple, if the amount of luggage was any indication. I, on the other hand, only brought a garment bag and one of those suitcases on little wheels with a telescoping handle. I missed the Charger, because we ended up having to load some luggage in the back seat of the Jeep with Pam. Once we were on the road, my phone rang. “Answer,”...
It felt good to get home. I’d loved my vacation, but there is something about sleeping in your own bed. Being gone all week had made Zoe, Halle and Pam anxious to see me, but I’d promised Caryn I would sit down with her and talk about a budget. She wanted Brook and me to come to her new office, because she wanted to show me what had been done so far. They had gotten the office decorated. I was impressed that there were pictures of the farms and a variety of my movie and modeling images....
Dad and Greg joined Fritz, Halle and me surfing. It was funny how Fritz always got the surfing duty. Bo Harrington and I’d had lunch in Houston so we could talk football. He’d told me that I shouldn’t be surprised if I was told I couldn’t do things like surfing once I was on a college team. It was dead certain it would be banned if I made it to either Major League Baseball or the NFL. Greg was learning, so it was good that the waves were staying small. He had the same gleam in his eyes as...
Cassidy and Kimberly cornered me at breakfast. “I hear you have a new girlfriend,” Cassidy announced. “Haven’t had one in over a year. I think the last official girlfriend was Harper, a year ago last spring,” I said. I rubbed my forehead to fend off the headache that was sure was to come on if this line of conversation continued. “Why don’t you have a girlfriend?” Kimberly asked. “He has this dumb rule where he only ‘dates’ girls. All his girlfriends call him a ‘stupid boy’ because he...
I smiled when my guys hit the lobby in their new clothes. The three amigos all looked good. We all stood out, compared to the other ballplayers. It wasn’t that the others were dressed badly; they just looked like teenage boys. I wore the sport coat I’d gotten in Japan with the graphic on it. I also wore an Abercrombie light blue button-up shirt under the jacket and cream-colored slacks with my new oxblood-red leather tennis shoes. To finish it off I wore my Japanese designer sunglasses. I’d...
“How’s the girlfriend hunt going?” I gave him my best put-out teenager look and ignored his barb. I guess it was too much for Tami not to tell my mom. What surprised me was Mom thinking it necessary to clue my dad in. I was sure that Uncle John would want to sit down and ‘talk about it.’ “Come on, we need to talk football,” Dad said to change the topic. That instantly put me in a better mood. We went to the nice restaurant and I found Dad had gotten us a big table. I figured that Wolf and...
People were supposed to start arriving today. I’d gotten a text from Ridge, from USC, which said that he and Bill were done with their finals and would be at Bill’s house tonight. John Phillips, from Kentucky, called to say he was driving over today. It looked like we would have a football get-together. Emma Stoned and Maria Dowe were on the same flight with Ridge and Bill. Ben Cowley and Zak Verwood had been booked on a flight from LA that would get to Chicago around 1:00 tomorrow...
Sheri's mother Rhoda loved her daughter too much! (Does that sound impossible?) One of hollywood producer's worst nightmares is the overprotective, doting yet bossy mother on the scene. They not only have to deal with possible child tantrums and their associated interruptions, but also mothers and THEIR emotional baggage, which includes PMS and its aftermath! Sheri (unfortunately?) was beautiful, poised, talented, well funded for perfect teeth and posture, and a camera "natural". But all...
Author’s Note: I’ve been working to create a version of the Stupid Boy stories for a wider distribution. One thing that was pointed out was that the stories were too long. To that end I broke them into smaller books. At the beginning of each I’ve added an Interlude to introduce the readers to a more in-depth look at different characters. Kara Tasman is featured in the next chapter, so I thought you might enjoy reading about her. Note that this is from the Freshman Year timeframe, right after...
Cassidy must have friends in high places because she contrived to be my security today. When I got to the set, Kitty and Anita met me and informed me that we were shooting scenes on an old yacht today. Laurent planned to do other scenes, so I didn’t have to deal with him. It was an absolutely perfect day to be out on the water. There was a light breeze, which made the heat and humidity bearable. Cassidy looked like she planned to get some sun while I worked. She had on white shorts, a...
When I got to school, Mona was waiting for me in the parking lot. “What happened to our deal?” she asked. “You weren’t there. Kim and Tracy didn’t play fair.” “They flirted with you!” I nodded. “Men!” she shouted, and stomped off. The rest of the cheerleaders had seen what happened and had some choice comments. I was ready to tell them to back off when Zoe walked up and kissed me. “What was that for?” I asked. “For asking me to be your date for the Homecoming Dance.” I hadn’t asked...
I was given a picnic table to paint. Wolf showed it to me before school. They’d painted the top and seats orange and the supports blue like I’d asked. My idea was to paint our bulldog logo in the center of the table. Stacy said she would pencil it in for me; I just had to paint it. When we were done, Wolf would have the shop class seal it to protect the design. I found Pam leaning against the wall in the hall, holding her back. She looked like she was ready to pop. The doctor had said she...
Junior High Hazing By sissy_babs When I was a young boy of 11 or 12 I was in Junior High School. It was that early in life that I first started to fantasize about cross-dressing and forced feminization although I had no idea what either was. All I knew was that I liked to wear some women's clothing and I felt that I should have been born a girl. I later realized that I didn't want to be a woman. I liked girls, not boys. I just wanted to occasionally wear girl's clothes. At that...
When I got to the park, I picked a running trail and began to lengthen my stride. It felt good to be able to just zone out and enjoy the morning. It was chilly, but not so cold that it was a distraction. I misjudged the trail I was on and ran further than I normally did. By the time I got back to Adrienne’s, everyone was already up, except Adrienne. What I found surprised me. “Did you see this?” Pam asked, holding up the newspaper. I looked confused, so she shoved it at me, got up...