A Well Lived Life Book 4 BethanyChapter 41 Firsts Part II
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January 1981, Milford, Ohio
On Monday morning at school, Tracey Jones pulled me aside and told me she had a question she needed to ask me. She and I were on different lunches, so I asked if I could call her, but she wanted to talk face-to-face. I suggested that I’d drop by her house after I saw Doctor Mercer that evening if she wanted, and she was fine with that.
When I walked into Miss Barkhurst’s class, where I was the teaching assistant, I sighed. Dona Bingham was in this class. She looked daggers at me when I took my seat by the lab table at the front of the class next to Miss Barkhurst’s desk. There wasn’t much I could do about it.
Bethany was still on the same lunch as I was, along with Kathy, Larry, and Brent. This was the smallest group that we’d had in quite some time. I noticed also that the ‘Holy Rollers’ table had only four or five people, including Kara, where they’d had twelve last quarter. It was almost as if whoever made the schedules was working against all of us.
After school, I dropped the girls at home and went to my appointment with Doctor Mercer. She was, once again, happy with my progress, but given the way things had gone before, she wanted to keep seeing me for several more weeks. I laughed at her comment and readily agreed because she was absolutely correct.
When I left her office, I headed over to Tracey’s house. Tracey’s mom let me in, telling me how glad she was to see me, offered me a Coke, which I accepted, and then Tracey led me to their finished basement. We sat on the couch to talk.
“Steve, uhm, I have some questions,” she said, turning a bit red.
“You can ask me anything!”
“Well, I’ve been going out with Marty Heller and, well, we kind of fooled around.”
I chuckle, “Kind of? You can just tell me. I’m not going to get upset. I can only answer questions if you ask them, not if you beat around the bush.”
“Sorry. I should know better with you,” she smiled. “We went on a few dates and then, during Christmas break, we had sex. It was OK. I liked it and all, but he’s not as experienced as you are.”
“Tracey, from what I’m told, and not to brag, nobody in the school is as experienced as I am!”
“True,” she giggled. “Sorry. So far he’s licked me, I’ve given him a blowjob and we’ve had regular sex. Then, on New Year’s, we were at a party and had a bit to drink. We were fooling around in a bedroom at the house we were at. We wanted to try it doggie-style, and at one point he slipped out and bumped into my butt. I giggled and then he asked if we could try, you know, doing it there. We’ve heard people can do it that way. Well, it hurt like hell, so we stopped. Do people really do that or is it just a rumor?”
“He just tried to put it in without doing anything else?”
“Yeah.”
Good god, it was a wonder she could walk! That must have hurt like hell. It was bad enough when Jennifer had stuck her vibrator in my butt after putting baby oil on it.
“No wonder it hurt! First of all, you really need to use lubrication, like baby oil or Vaseline. Second, if you’ve never done it before, he should use his little finger first, then a larger finger, before he even tried to do it. I’m not surprised that it hurt like hell!”
“I guess we had no idea how it was supposed to work. So people really do that? And they like it?”
“Yes, they do it. Some people really like it, others don’t.”
“And you? Have you done it or do you just like know about it from a book or something?”
“I’ve done it,” I said.
I saw from Tracey’s look exactly what she was going to ask next. She was silent for a moment, though.
“Could you, uh, show me how to do it? I know I’m not supposed to ask you for sex, but this is like a teaching thing, you know, like being the lab assistant,” she said, turning bright red.
I didn’t really see any harm in it, so long as she wasn’t going steady with Marty.
“Are you and Marty going steady?”
“No, we aren’t. He knows I was going to ask you about it. We both want to try it, but he had no clue who he could ask.”
“Did you tell him you were going to ask for a lesson?”
“No. But he’ll be OK with it. He knows you took my virginity.”
“And how does he know that?” I asked with a wan smile.
“I told him, silly. He and I both told each other who our firsts were. His was...”
“STOP!” I commanded. “I do not want to know and I don’t need to know.”
“Wow, Steve, what’s the big deal?”
“I do not talk about stuff like that. Guys should not talk about who they’ve had sex with. It’s a rule I follow. In fact, if you talk to any of my male friends, they might guess that I’ve had sex with certain girls, but I never talk about it with them. Ever. If I did, it would eventually get back to girls who then would never want to do it with me because everyone would know. Anything you’ve heard has come from the girls, not from me!”
“I guess I see your point. Sorry. So, will you show me how to do it?”
“Yes, I will. When?”
“Tomorrow, if you’re free.”
“You don’t want to waste any time, do you?” I chuckled. “I’m TA at the computer lab at the Junior High after school. How about I pick you up around 7:00pm?”
“Cool! Thanks!” she gushed, then moved closer to me and gave me a deep kiss. “I’m looking forward to it!”
I headed home for dinner and started reading All the King’s Men by Robert Penn Warren, on which I was planning to write my Senior thesis paper. It was a fictional story, but it was based on Huey Long, a Southern political boss. I didn’t have any other homework, so I managed to read about forty pages.
On Tuesday, after a normal day at school, and the usual flirting from Krista King in the computer lab at the Junior High, I headed home for dinner. I ate, did part of my physics homework, then went to get Tracey. She bounced out of the house as soon as I pulled into the driveway and hopped into the car as soon as I had stopped.
“You seem a little excited, Tracey!”
“I am! I really want to learn how to do this. I told Marty I’d know how to do it this weekend!”
She was the most enthusiastic girl I’d ever seen with regard to anal sex before even having done it. With the exception of Katt and Jennifer, it was mostly experimental or a one-time thing. With Jennifer, it had been experimental and in her wild moments, she wanted it. Katt liked it and wanted it all the time. That made me wonder what Mikael would think. But with that firm butt and fantastic muscle tone and control, what was not to like?
When we got to the building, Tracey practically dragged me upstairs and into the apartment.
“So, what do we do?” she asked, grinning.
“That depends on you.”
“Could I talk you into licking me and fucking me the regular way first?” she said, cocking her head slightly.
“Sure,” I chuckled. “What about protection?”
“I put my diaphragm in before I left home!” she said with an impish smile as she unbuttoned her blouse and shrugged it off.
“Why do I have this wild thought that you’ve planned this all along?” I said with a smile.
“Well, no harm done if you didn’t give me a regular fuck first, but why not take a chance and ask?” she said and removed her jeans.
“One good tongue lashing and one good fucking, coming right up!” I said, removing my shirt and jeans.
Tracey removed her bra and panties, turned down the bed, and got in.
I removed my underwear and got between her legs and, without warning, shoved my tongue as deeply into her pussy as I could. Tracey groaned and lifted her hips to push her pussy hard into my face. I licked and sucked and kissed her to orgasm, then moved up, positioned my dick and pushed it all the way in with a single hard stroke.
“Ungh!” she groaned. “Fuck me, Steve!”
I fucked her hard and fast. We screwed furiously for a few minutes before she arched her back and came hard. I was right behind her, firing jets of cum deep into her pussy.
Tracey sighed, “Damn, that was good! Now, cuddle me until you can do it again!”
“You’ve become quite confident!”
“Well, you taught me. You were right, by the way. Marty thinks I’m fantastic in bed and he likes having sex with me. He just needs practice. And I’m going to give him lots of chances to practice!”
“It’s ALIVE! I’ve created a monster!” I said in a theatrical voice.
“No, you didn’t create me,” she laughed, smacking my chest. “You just let me see myself as someone who was desirable. Marty likes my body!”
“So do I! And having an enthusiastic partner really helps.”
“I’ll show you enthusiasm, Steve Adams!” she said, pushing me over onto my back.
She moved down and licked my dick clean, then sucked me to an erection very quickly.
“I’d let you cum in my mouth, but I know we have limited time! So, teach me!” she demanded.
“Turn on your stomach, please,” I said, slipping a pillow under her to provide a better angle.
“The pillow helps, because it makes your butt stick up in the air a bit,” I said.
I opened the drawer next to the bed and pulled out the jar of Vaseline.
“First, I’m going to rub some Vaseline on you, then on my pinky. I’ll gently push that in, and then when you’re OK, I’ll do the same with my index finger.”
“OK, Steve. Go ahead!”
I got a big blob of Vaseline on my finger and rubbed it up and down between her cheeks, making sure I got plenty on her hole.
“Oooh, that feels different.”
“I’m going to push my little finger in now. Just relax, please.”
She let out a deep breath and visibly relaxed her muscles. I put some Vaseline on my pinky and placed it against her hole, and gently pushed. It popped in quickly.
“Oomph!” Tracey groaned.
“Everything OK?”
“It just feels strange. Go ahead. Just do it all and don’t worry about asking!”
I slowly pushed my pinky in as far as I could, wiggling it around a bit, causing Tracey to moan softly. After a few minutes, I pulled my little finger out, then put some Vaseline on my index finger. I pressed it into Tracey with one smooth motion.
“Ungh!” she grunted.
I moved my finger around a bit, then slid it most of the way out and pushed it all the way back in.
“Ungh!” she grunted again.
I repeated the motion a couple of times and decided that she was clearly ready. I slowly withdrew my finger and wiped it with a tissue.
“Push your hand between your legs and rub your clit or finger yourself. It’ll help you cum,” I said.
She quickly did so, pushing the tips of two fingers into her pussy. I put quite a bit of Vaseline on my dick, positioned it against her rear entrance and pushed forward, causing my glans to enter her, feeling the extreme heat surrounding me.
“Unnngggghhhh!” she groaned loudly.
I pushed forward and slowly entered her. When my pubic hair touched her butt, I stopped and waited, enjoying the tight sensation of her butt around my dick.
“It feels so full!” she gasped. “Do it, Steve. Fuck me in the butt!”
I saw her begin to furiously finger herself as I pulled back and pushed forward. Each time I pushed all the way in, Tracey grunted. I made several slow in and out strokes and then increased my speed. Tracey was gasping for breath and actually pushing her butt up to meet my strokes as she worked her fingers into her pussy.
“I’m going to cum!” she gasped, then a few seconds later screamed into the pillow as a massive orgasm overtook her.
A few more strokes and I pushed as deeply as possible and fired jet after jet of hot cum into her butt. I lowered myself onto her and we lay there for a few minutes, trying to catch our breath. When my dick started to soften, I pulled out of Tracey and she whimpered.
“I loved that! I never came so hard, even from your expert fucking!”
I chuckled, “Glad I could be of assistance!”
I got up from the bed and took her hand to help her up.
“Let’s take a shower. I need to clean up. I have to warn you that you’ll leak for a bit.”
“From front AND back!” she giggled.
We showered together, making sure we were both completely clean.
“You know, I might not have gotten that lesson completely right. Perhaps you can repeat it now, so I’m sure!” she said with her impish grin.
“That’s up to Marty from now on. Just make sure you get yourself some Vaseline and take your time. Also, he’s likely to cum right away if you don’t either screw or give him a blowjob first. He’ll be super excited. Don’t criticize him, just keep trying until you get it right!”
She hugged me tight as I turned off the shower and grabbed two towels. We dried off, then got dressed. She helped me change the sheets on the bed, and I realized I’d need to do laundry. I grabbed everything and put it in the washing machine and went back to sit with Tracey until it was done. We chatted and about forty minutes later, I switched the load to the dryer, then drove her home.
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October 29, 2000, Chicago, Illinois Birgit followed me as far as the stairs, then scooted upstairs when I went to the front door and opened it. “Hi!” Sophie said. “Hi!” I replied and held the door open so she could come into the house. I closed the door behind her then led her to my study where I waited until she went in, and then walked in, closing the door behind me. I nodded to one of the wingback chairs, she sat down in one, and I sat down in the other. “Is something wrong?” she...
August, 1983, Chicago, Illinois I walked in the near 90°F heat to Carla’s place. I was grateful that the humidity of the morning had dropped significantly; otherwise the heat would have been unbearable. By the time I walked up the steps to the apartment over the photography studio and knocked on her door, I had broken into a light sweat. Carla answered almost immediately and invited me inside her studio apartment. The air was moderately cool, and the window air conditioner was running full...
July 1982, Milford, Ohio On Tuesday morning, I kissed Kara goodbye and headed to my parents’ house for my usual morning routine with my little sister. She was happy that I could spend the morning with her and asked to take a walk, so we weren’t in the house with my mom. “Let me guess — this walk will end in the clearing,” I said with a smile. “Yes,” she said, taking my hand as we walked down Overlook towards Klondyke. As usual, we turned around and walked back, taking the path to the...
March 13, 1994, Chicago, Illinois “Hi, Steve!” Ailea said when she opened the door. “Hi,” I replied, accepting the offered hug. There was no touching of lips, just of cheeks, and I wondered if I’d misread her intentions at her birthday lunch, or if, perhaps, she detected my reluctance to return the offered affection. “Lunch is ready, so go ahead and sit. I’ll bring it in from the kitchen.” I went to the low table, sat down, and a minute later, Ailea brought miso soup and sushi, our usual...
April 3, 1997, Dallas, Texas “Remember what I said about drinking too much,” I said, as I poured bourbon into three cups. We’d stopped at a liquor store, bought a bottle of Blanton’s, and then returned to the small suite I’d reserved at the Westin. Deborah’s room was down the hall, and Krissy’s was two floors below. Krissy’s comment had caught me a bit off guard, but I hadn’t reacted visibly. I didn’t know her quite well enough to know if she’d been teasing with Deborah, so I was being...
March 28, 1991, Chicago, Illinois “This day belongs to you, Kara!” I said when the three of us woke on Thursday morning. “Happy birthday!” Jessica said. “Thanks,” Kara replied happily. “I think I’d like an amazing birthday fuck from our husband, and then a nice loving shower with my wife!” Kara said. “Do we have enough time?” I asked. Jessica giggled, “I set the alarm for thirty minutes earlier!” “Then let’s not waste any of it!” I said pulling Kara to me. Kara’s squeals as I plunged...
September 4, 2000, Chicago, Illinois On Monday morning I went to my study to make a surreptitious call to ensure that the surprise I’d planned for Kara was still going to happen, and after confirming that it was, Jesse, Matthew, Michael, and I began preparing for the Labor Day party by getting beer and soda into coolers, getting the grill ready, setting up tables and chairs in the backyard, and ensuring the liquor cabinets were stocked while my wives and daughters worked on food prep in the...
September 1, 1987, Chicago, Illinois “I heard that you have some kind of plan to help Ed,” I said to Connie. “There’s no plan,” she replied. “A witness who saw the shopkeeper alive after Ed left came forward.” That sounded convenient, and I wondered if the witness was real or someone that Anthony had put forward to solve the problem. Certainly, the videotape was real, because I couldn’t imagine how Anthony could have faked that, but the witness? Who knew? “So is he being released? Or is...
August 17, 1997, Chicago, Illinois We finished lunch and Marissa and the younger kids went to play, but Natalie sat with the adults to talk, with coffee, tea, or soft drinks. The Sarcus were very comfortable, but the Heaths were still struggling. But, vitally, they hadn’t left and hadn’t insisted Natalie leave the group. “Can you explain how you developed this attitude and approach?” Chris asked. I nodded, “It started when I was just a bit younger than Natalie. My mom was a total control...
July 1979 — Falkenberg, Sweden On Friday, when I got back from my run, Pam was in her bra and panties again. I whistled at her, she giggled, then finished dressing. I showered, and we went to breakfast and finished up our last day. Once class was done, we were pretty much free. On Saturday, we’d have several optional activities and then on Sunday we’d head back to our host families. After dinner on Friday, I took Pam’s hand and we walked towards the river. It was quiet and peaceful, and...
July 1980, Over the North Atlantic We reached cruising altitude, and I settled back to read my book. Pam raised the armrest between us, snuggled close to me and read as well. The cabin crew offered drinks, and I had my first Coke in a year! Meal service began about an hour and a half into the flight. After the cabin crew picked up the trays and offered drinks again, they passed once more, offering headsets for the movie. Trevor and Maria took them, but Pam and I didn’t, instead we turned on...
July 8, 1997, Chicago, Illinois “Is it really that surprising?” Leah asked. “I suppose not,” I replied. “I just didn’t read too much into the kiss on the cheek.” “I didn’t think it was a good idea to kiss you on the lips with all those people around, because I had no idea who they were or what they would think. You were VERY careful with our dance, so I kind of followed your lead.” Which showed very mature thinking on her part. Both of these girls were exactly the kind of students I...
November 8, 1993, Chicago, Illinois A dark fog swirled before my eyes as I tried to take stock. My head hurt, badly. I felt something on my face and realized, dimly, it was an oxygen mask. My right hand was uncomfortable and I recognized the feeling of an IV and pulse-oximeter. My left arm ached fiercely. On my chest I felt the pads and wires of an EKG. I didn’t feel anything else wrong as I continued taking inventory. I tried to open my eyes, but the fog didn’t clear. I tried to speak, but...
August, 1983, Chicago, Illinois In the morning Anala and I ran as we had the previous time, then showered together, carefully washing each other’s bodies in an intimate but non-sexual way. After our shower we went to the kitchen and I made breakfast and we sat down to eat. “Steve, may I make a suggestion?” she asked. “Sure.” “Broaden your circle of friends. Other than me, all of you are white, nominally Christian, 20-year-old Americans. And you don’t invite me to your Sunday...
June 23, 2000, Chicago, Illinois “Steve,” Kimmy said over the intercom, “I have a Suzanne Aavik for you.” “Thanks,” I replied. “Put her through, please.” A few seconds later, Suzanne was on the line. “Hi!” she exclaimed when I greeted her. “I’m in Chicago for three weeks. Can I still run away and join the circus?” I chuckled, “You might want to find out what the circus is actually like before you join! If you’re free, you’re welcome to come to the house tomorrow or Sunday and meet the...
March 1979 Monday was back to the normal routine of school. Debbie Courtney, who lived across the street and had turned fourteen the last week in February, started flirting more with me on the bus each day. Debbie Vaughn, who lived just down the street, would turn fourteen on March 16th and invited me to her birthday party. And Donna Woody, who lived just down the street in the other direction, would turn fourteen on March 20th. She had made it clear what she wanted for her birthday, and in...
June 2, 1990, Chicago, Illinois “My office, please,” Sensei Jim said after class on Saturday. I followed him to his office and waited for him to bid me to sit. He did, and I sat in the usual chair across from him. “She has a real problem, you know that, right?” he asked. “I do. That’s why I insisted she start seeing a counselor.” “I run a huge risk having her here with that kind of temper and her violent acts.” I nodded, “I understand. May I ask what you intend to do?” “I really don’t...
February 21, 1991, Chicago, Illinois “Hi, Sweetheart!” I said, greeting Bethany at the door. “Uncle Steve!” Nicholas exclaimed. I took him from his mom and he hugged me tightly. “Is Jesse with his moms?” Bethany asked. “Yes. They won’t bring him back over tonight so you and Nicholas can surprise him in the morning.” “Perfect!” “How was the drive up?” “The same as usual. Just a bit of traffic in Northern Indiana. Otherwise, smooth sailing. It was driving the other direction that was a...
November 4, 2000, Chicago, Illinois “Good morning, Sensei,” Miyu said when Kara, the girls, and I walked into the dojo on Saturday morning. “Good morning, Miyu.” “Do you have a moment, please?” I nodded and we went to the small practice room for privacy, as Sensei Jim had a family in his office. “What can I do for you?” “I need you to meet a young man,” she said. “I think you might be taking this ‘not do anything without permission’ a bit too far!” Miyu shook her head, “No, I’m not....
May 1979 The limo dropped me at home about 9:00pm. I took my stuff to my room, stripped, and hung up the tux. The rest of the things went into the hamper. I took a shower, put on shorts and a t-shirt, and walked down the hall into my dad’s office. I saw no reason to put this off any longer. “Stephen, you need to explain yourself!” my mom demanded. “I was in Mrs. McGrath’s, well, Mrs. Sanders’ now, wedding, as I said.” “You walked her down the aisle! You’re sixteen and not even related to...
November 3, 1990, Chicago, Illinois “I still don’t understand why you told everyone to leave Katy alone last night,” Elyse said on Saturday morning. “Because we weren’t going to talk her out of it. I could tell by the way she told us. I hoped letting her sleep on it would allow her to hear what we had to say. Obviously I was wrong.” “I was surprised that she wouldn’t talk to Jennifer at all,” Kara said. “I thought Jennifer would be the one to get her to listen to reason this morning.” I...
February, 1983, Chicago, Illinois Our first joining since the previous summer was slow and sweet, trying to express our deep love for each other through the motions of our bodies. When we finished, Karin held me tight and refused to let me move off of her. “Sleep there, please,” she whispered. I kissed her once more then adjusted my pillow so that I could rest my head next to hers. It wasn’t the most comfortable position, but it was what Karin wanted. The feel of her firm body under mine,...