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Monday, May 9, 2005 (Continued)
I handed the books I'd borrowed last week back to Sensei, saying, "Unfortunately, they weren't very helpful to me. I'm trying to learn more about ki and kiatsu, but all the books are too vague about it."
I wanted to know whether I could use kiatsu to cure Ava's parents. Unfortunately the books were pathetic. Some of them made wonderful claims about what kiatsu could achieve, even mentioning it helped against cancer, so that aspect of the books was good, but every other aspect was terrible. All they had was vague, wishy-washy drivel. There was nothing even remotely definitive about cause or effect, just drivel about what the authors thought should be done. If kiatsu really worked, it would be very easy to prove it scientifically since one area of science that was very well understood and worked well was the statistical analysis of medical trials. Not only didn't the books provide any proof, they didn't even refer to the existence of any proof. It was very discouraging. Because helping Ava's parents was so important, I'd also spent quite a while browsing topics like "kiatsu proof" and "kiatsu cancer", but didn't find a single useful entry. There are millions of aikidoka around the world, and no shortage of people who are looking for cures, so the lack of ANY definitive study results was damning, and a damned disappointment. I had doubts that kiatsu worked at all, as I was guessing that my accelerated healing rate was probably due to my body's actions rather than my mind's. My appendix scar was now only a faint blemish, but I had never administered kiatsu to it.
Sensei answered, "It is difficult to write about something which is so intangible."
"Can we cut short the physical part of the lesson to spend some time talking about ki tonight please? Ki is the aspect of Aikido that I'm most interested in."
"We should do that. Normal students take so long to develop their ki that I spread my comments about it over many months, but doing so with you would be incorrect."
We got on with the warming up and the physical aspect of the training, including quite a lot more bo work, because I wasn't learning that as fast or as well.
During our halftime break, while we were sharing my food in the kitchen, I told Sensei, "I'm embarrassed to tell you that I got involved in another fight. I know good aikidoka seek to avoid combat, but I was attacked by six guys at school this afternoon."
"Oh?" Sensei looked concerned. Obviously not about my health, because we'd been training happily for nearly two hours. About my morality, I guessed.
"I definitely don't want you to think poorly of me, so I guess I need to tell you a few things about me. It's embarrassing, because I have to be rather immodest, which I'm not used to, but here goes.
-- "You've commented on how fast I learn Aikido. Actually, I learn nearly everything that fast, because I'm a bit of a genius. So I'm acing all my schoolwork, which causes some jealousy. I'm also very good at sports, which causes more jealousy. And what causes the most jealousy of all, is that I'm very successful with the girls at school. Many of them are chasing me to be my girlfriend, which quite a few of the other boys at school think is very unfair, and their response is to try to 'teach me a lesson' by beating me up.
-- "Our Principal has been lax on bullying for many years, so there are lots of boys at school who think that physical violence is an easy option. I was in the bathroom today after lunch when six guys stormed in and tried to cut off my, you know." I pointed south as Sensei is an old-fashioned English gentleman, and I didn't want to use any word he might find offensive.
"Crown jewels?" he suggested.
"Haha. Yeah, exactly." I felt bad lying to him about that, but it made my fight tactics seem so much more appropriate. "They had a large pair of scissors with them, and they seemed determined to use them on me."
"Oh dear. That would motivate one to defend oneself, haha. Obviously you survived intact, so what became of the six assailants?"
"I'll tell you in a second, but let me duck it for the moment. I had a moral problem, which is mostly what I want to talk with you about. I could have knocked them out like I did with the Eatons, like we talked about last week. That'd cause the least possible damage to them. Merely headaches and bruises, I guess. The problem is that I expect to be the target for several more attacks yet. There's quite a high level of aggression directed at me from a significant number of boys at school who're annoyed that I'm doing better at everything than they are. Instead of raising the standard of their own behavior, their approach is to try to tear me down." Sensei nodded, obviously aware of that boyish strategy.
-- "There's also something about me that's going to become public knowledge next week, which is going to make the other boys even more jealous. I'll tell you about that next week, but it'll REALLY annoy plenty of boys."
I wanted to offer to pay Sensei for these lessons, but I still had trouble believing the money would really, truly, turn up in my bank account. I semi-expected trouble with the checks I'd handed out, but I'd done so knowing they were to family, so if there was a problem with them, it'd only be embarrassing internally. I'm going to divert to an ATM on the way to study at the Williams' tomorrow morning, to find out whether the millions of dollars actually show as being in my Corvallis account, and if not call around the check recipients and get them to hold off banking them until the problem is fixed. I didn't want to offer to pay Sensei whatever he wanted per week, which for three hours of one-on-one training would have to be a significant amount, and then find out that I didn't have any money, so I was going to wait until next Monday before telling him I was rich.
I continued, "Expecting a lot more attacks, I though it might be better to try to scare off all the other would-be attackers by dealing with today's attackers pretty harshly. I remembered what you said last week about breaking arms, so that's what I did. The guy who had the scissors I used Kote gaeshi," (the name of the Aikido technique), "hard enough to break his wrist. When the next two guys attacked me I didn't have time for anything much, so I just pushed or threw them into a wall hard enough to stun or knock them out. Against the last three I had more time, so I broke one of their arms each. Then I called 9-1-1. The whole school saw all the ambulances and police cars, and the fight is big news around school because about twenty guys witnessed it, so it should serve as a very good deterrent for all the other guys who've been thinking of teaching me a lesson. What I want to know is what you think of the morality of what I did, breaking arms rather than just knocking them out?"
Sensei was going to read all this stuff in the newspaper tomorrow morning and for the next few days, so there wasn't any way I could avoid him finding out. I might as well be up-front about it, as it wasn't going to make him think any worse of me.
Sensei asked, "What did the police have to say about your actions?"
"There was no talk of their arresting me, if that's what you're asking about. I was the intended victim. There were witnesses who heard the guys threaten to cut my crown jewels off, and plenty of witnesses saw that I didn't attack any of them. Each time an attacker came at me, I dealt with him, then left him crying on the floor. I never went back to any of them to hurt them any more. I'm pretty sure I'm not going to get into any legal trouble over it. It was a premeditated six-on-one attack on me by guys who'd been badmouthing me all day, and recruiting other guys to join in on their planned attack on me, etc. I wouldn't be surprised if they called or texted each other when one of them saw me go into the bathroom." I'd just thought of that, and made a mental note to call the cops to tell them that, as well as about their recruiting guys to join their planned attack, as the suspended guys had told me in the parking lot.
Sensei answered, "Morally, the attack you describe was heinous both in intent and in having six assailants, so you would be allowed considerable latitude in your response. However, what strikes me is your confidence. You talk as if you had control of the situation, and had choices about how to respond. Were you that confident at the time?"
"Pretty much. There were a couple of moments when I didn't have much choice, but they lasted only a second or two. Those moments were with the two guys who didn't get broken arms; otherwise I would've broken their arms too. It's because I had choice that I had a moral dilemma. No choice obviously means no dilemma. I didn't tell the cops this, but I could've defended myself without injuring any of them, but I figured hurting them badly was the best thing to do.
-- "When guys attack me like this, they often end up with a criminal record, which is an insanely stupid thing for them to risk just because they're annoyed that more girls are interested in me than in them. I figure a broken arm is NOTHING compared to a criminal record, but the idiots at school seem to think that what they do in school is somehow immune from the police. I think they'd almost certainly be scared of getting a broken arm, so I'm hoping that my getting tough with the guys today will deter a lot of the idiots from making the mistake of attacking me in the future."
Sensei suggested, "It would also impress the girls at school?"
"Haha. I know where you're going with that, and you couldn't be more wrong. I have absolutely no need to do anything to impress girls. I was attacked because so many of them are ALREADY interested in me, and wait until you hear what I'll tell you next Monday. Also, I don't know much about girls, but I do know they're not impressed by violence. Not any of the girls I'd want to be friends with anyway. I know a lot of guys think fighting makes them look cool with girls, but I think that's just stupid macho aggression crap. Guys fight because guys like to fight. The best thing I ever did to impress girls was to stand up in class and make a speech about how much I loved my sister, which was hardly a macho thing to do. So - to sidestep your little verbal trap - no, I didn't do it to impress girls. The ONLY reason was to serve as a deterrent for any more guys thinking to attack me."
[[There are several different forces working on guys and girls, but it wouldn't be too far off to say that girls are as instinctively motivated to mate with the alpha male, as boys are to try to be the alpha male. Violence, per se, doesn't attract most girls, but the demonstration of physical superiority over other males certainly does (there has to be a reason football jocks are so popular!). So my answer to Sensei had been unintentionally inaccurate. It didn't matter though, as he wasn't interested in scientific accuracy, only in my attitude. Amusingly, the fact that I proved I was a vastly superior fighter, and my modestly downplaying it, significantly impressed the girls at school, the opposite of what the six assailants had wanted.]]
Sensei and I discussed the issue some more, and his attitude boiled down to, "There is nothing inherently wrong with broken arms. I climbed a tree when I was boy, lost my grip, fell and broke my arm. Just a childhood accident of no lasting significance, other than I learned to be more careful when climbing trees; a lesson whose sole benefit is now in my verbally passing it on to my grandchildren.
-- "The answer to your moral dilemma lies not in the fact of broken arms, nor in your act of breaking their arms, but in your motivation for doing so. Necessity would be an acceptable motivation, but you say that was not the case. Deterring future potential assailants so as to minimize the harm they do to their own lives is laudable, but if there was any component of self-aggrandizement in your decision, then the morality of it is questionable. Only you are in a position to be able to judge your motivations."
After we'd discussed that issue a bit, Sensei said, "One of the disadvantages of your learning the physical forms so quickly is that you are not being exposed to the philosophy of Aikido. You also need to practice your techniques against a range of different people rather than me all the time, so I think it would be a good idea for you to attend an advanced class one night. Not this Wednesday, but next, can you attend a class?"
"Certainly. Aikido has a high priority with me, so I'll try hard to fit in with anything you want."
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