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There And BackChapter 196: *Uncertain Times free porn video
With Fiona’s identity confirmed to the best of my ability, I felt much better about having her at the Peak. I was nervous about how Alistair would react, but I couldn’t help the bubble of hope that kept rising – that maybe at least one of us could have a parent in our lives, for the first time.
I got up, going over and picking up one of the framed drawings Alistair had given me – the one of us getting married – and handed it to ... my mother-in-law.
“It’s not as good a likeness of him as it is of me, but it isn’t bad,” I commented, watching her face as I sat back down.
She gasped softly, running her fingertips over her lips as she examined the image. “He looks ... he looks so much like Maric. You can’t even tell...”
She trailed off, looking up at me curiously. “Why isn’t it as good a likeness of him?”
I grinned. “Because he drew it. And he doesn’t see himself the way everyone else does. Still, it’s pretty close.”
“He drew this?” She traced his face tenderly.
“He drew all of these.” I gestured around myself. It was true; at my insistence, our sitting room was full of my husband’s artwork – pictures of friends and loves ones, but also scenery, weapons ... whatever caught his fancy.
I didn’t display most of the ones he’d done of me, for obvious reasons.
Fiona stood and walked around the room, examining the drawings with something that looked like awe. “Will you tell me about him?”
I laughed. “I’m probably biased.” She shot me an amused glance, and I continued, “He’s ... everything. Kind and funny and generous and snarky. He’s a good man, despite everything he’s been through. When he cares about someone, he would do anything for them.” I smiled longingly. “I’m a lucky girl.”
Fiona turned back to me. “What do you mean, what he’s been through?”
I raised an eyebrow. “Surely Duncan told you?”
She raised her hand to tilt it side to side. “Sort of. He wouldn’t give me a lot of detail – we both thought it was probably better that way. The only part I knew much about was when Duncan recruited him to the Wardens.” She shook her head. “I was furious.”
I sighed. “Honestly ... I think that should be his story to tell. Suffice it to say, Maric wasn’t always the best judge of character. And the Wardens were the best thing that could have happened to him.”
That made her frown, but she seemed to reluctantly let it go. “So ... you know an awful lot about me. And other secrets you shouldn’t be privy to.”
I chuckled. “You have no idea.”
Her brows lowered, her expression worried. “I suppose Duncan could have told you...”
I shook my head. “No. He wouldn’t do that – you may not have seen him much in recent years, but you must know he would never betray Grey Warden secrets, never mind personal secrets of people he cared about.”
She nodded, abashed. “You’re right. But then ... how?”
I sighed. “That’s a really long story – and one that risks breaking more than a few confidences of my own.” I bit my lip as I thought. “I’m not opposed to telling you, but I’d like to speak with Alistair first. I think he should be involved in that decision.”
Again, she looked unsatisfied with that response, but again she let it go. “Very well.”
“He’s due back tomorrow. Besides,” I grinned, “it’s supper time. And I know how important it is to feed Grey Wardens on a schedule.”
She startled, turning dark eyes on me again. “I’m not a Warden, not anymore.”
I suppressed the smile and the urge to tell her about my own odd taint issue. “Nevertheless, I’d be very surprised if you lost the appetite.”
I took Fiona to the main hall with me for supper. She seemed anxious at first, but when no one questioned why she was there, she relaxed and seemed to enjoy the rowdy, noisy affair that was supper at Soldier’s Peak. With a surreptitious look around, she did take seconds and then thirds, and I laughed knowing she probably didn’t notice that I did too.
She went to bed afterwards, fatigued from her travel from Cumberland, and I went to my room to call Alistair on the sending stone.
I couldn’t tell him his mother was visiting; he had little, if any, privacy down in the Deep Roads, surrounded by potential recruits, soldiers, bodyguards, and Wardens, but I still felt guilty for keeping it from him. I was pleasantly surprised to learn they were already on their way back, and would probably be home in the early afternoon the next day. We didn’t talk long; he sounded exhausted, and I wanted him to get as much sleep as he could down there. Trudging through the Deep Roads while half asleep is never a good idea.
I didn’t think I’d be able to keep the news completely to myself; since I couldn’t tell my husband, instead I told my brother. Alistair will forgive me ... I hope? Aedan was as excited as I was when I told him about Fiona – and as apprehensive. He still refused to tell me where he and Zevran were and what they were doing, but I could tell from his tone they weren’t even close to getting ready to come home. I could also tell he was having much more fun than I would have expected, and I wondered if he finally felt free of all the obligations and duties that had followed him for so much of his life. I didn’t envy him – a mission of vengeance against the leadership of the Antivan Crows certainly didn’t appeal to me – but when I thought about the endless amount of paperwork I did every day, I wouldn’t have minded a little less duty in my life. Having my family and friends close more than makes up for it, though. I regret nothing.
I promised to tell Aedan how the reunion went, and then sent myself to bed too. I thought I might lie awake, worrying, but I fell asleep the moment my head hit the pillow.
The next day I gave Fiona permission to explore the Keep as much as she wanted, while I rushed through my paperwork. I hoped to get ahead so I’d have less to worry about while spending time with Alistair and his mother. Assuming they wanted me with them – and I wasn’t sure if they would, but I wanted to be ready just in case. I was just giving my assistant instructions for the next couple of days when I got a notification on my sending stone that Alistair and his group were nearly back. I raced down the stairs, wanting to be waiting at the door when they came through.
Fiona and I had agreed it was probably best if I warned Alistair she was visiting before he saw her, and the anxiety of telling him roiled in my gut while I waited. Daniel stood beside me – the only Warden left at the Peak – waiting in case anyone needed help, along with Avanna, a handful of soldiers, and Mhairi. We were all armed, but we could sense no darkspawn near the door, so the attitude was pretty relaxed.
Alistair came around the corner, a broad smile on his face when he saw me waiting. He was filthy – covered in dust and even a little darkspawn blood – but I didn’t care. I pressed myself into his open arms, tilting my face up for a kiss. I’d meant to keep it light, I really had, but the moment Alistair’s lips met mine, we were both suddenly ravenous; I clung to him and moaned as he swept his tongue past my lips to duel with mine. We were interrupted by cheering, and a loud, fake cough from Avanna, and I pulled away, red-faced and giggling.
I took his hand, avoiding eye contact with everyone around me. “Come on, you. You need to get cleaned up – and we’ve got some things to talk about.”
Everyone laughed, clearly thinking that by ‘talk’ I meant something entirely different. Alistair examined my face for a quick moment, his eyebrows shooting up when he realised I wasn’t referring to sexy fun times, and followed me as I dragged him towards the stairs, leaving everyone else to sort themselves out without us.
He tried to get me to talk on the stairs, but I silenced him with a single, not-quite-panicked look. Once in our rooms, I insisted he have a shower before we began the discussion. I might overlook his filthy armour for a kiss, but that’s my limit. I could see on his face how he considered inviting me to shower with him, examined my expression briefly, and decided against it. My heart twinged, but there was no way I could clear my mind and just have a good time while I had important news burning a hole in my stomach.
He showered quickly while I changed out of my now-soiled clothes, and then, still damp, wearing nothing but light cotton sleeping pants, he let me push him onto the bed and crawl into his lap.
“You’re scaring me, love,” he murmured, burying his nose in my hair and holding me to him tightly.
I sighed. “I’m sorry. It’s not scary, exactly. It’s just...” I took a breath and let it out. “We have a visitor.”
“Oh?” He leaned back to look down into my face. “Anyone I know?”
I shook my head. “It’s the First Enchanter from the Cumberland Circle.”
He whistled, pretending to be impressed. “And what did we do to earn a visit from such an exalted man?”
I flushed. “Woman, actually.” He winced apologetically, and I smiled weakly. “She’s an elf. A mage—”
He chuckled. “I rather assumed the First Enchanter would be a mage, yes.”
I elbowed him in the side, and he laughed again. “Sorry! Sorry. I’m listening.”
I sighed. “Alistair ... her name is Fiona.” He stilled, his eyes widening. “She used to be a Grey Warden.”
I wasn’t sure what sort of response I’d expected, if I was honest with myself. Shock, apprehension, anger ... none of those were out of the question, but how they would manifest was a different matter. Tears, if it was me, probably. But that’s not Alistair’s usual go-to. And there was shock, I had no doubt. But unlike me, after a pregnant pause where I could nearly see the gears turning in his head, he nodded, seeming completely calm, and asked, “So where are you hiding her?”
“H-hiding?” I blinked, taken aback by his underwhelming reaction.
He nodded. “I assumed, given that the world cannot find out who she is to me, that you’d have her hidden somewhere.”
I shook my head to clear it. “Oh! No, we just told everyone she’s the First Enchanter here on Chantry business.” I reached up and cupped his cheek. “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you yesterday, but I didn’t want to take the chance of anyone overhearing it on the sending stone.” He just nodded. “Are ... are you okay?”
He looked at me, his brows furrowing. “I don’t really know.” He turned his head and kissed my palm. “Might as well get this over with, right?”
“Do you want me with you?”
“Always.”
I smiled and climbed to my knees, pressing an enthusiastic – if sloppy – kiss to his mouth. “I love you. So, so much.”
He reeled me back in for a second, longer, equally enthusiastic kiss. “And I you.”
I stood, smoothing my clothes while Alistair quickly changed into something more presentable, and then I went out to ask my guard to send someone to bring up some refreshments, and escort Fiona to our quarters. Alistair paced in our sitting room while we waited, nibbling on cheese off the tray a servant brought up, until finally there was a knock. I kissed Alistair one last time, then opened the door.
Fiona stood there wordlessly, her complexion abnormally pale, her dark eyes wide; she tried to curtsy, and I stopped her with a hand on her shoulder and a shake of my head. She followed me around the corner to the sitting room, and I heard a quickly suppressed gasp when she spotted my husband, who was standing stiffly by the fire.
She curtsied again, nearly falling in her haste, and Alistair’s voice was tight when he quickly told her to rise. And then the two just stared at each other for a long, silent moment. I looked from one face to the other, trying to see any signs that the two were related. And they were there, a little – something about the shape of their cheekbones, maybe, and their full, almost pouty lower lips – but it was clear Alistair got most of his features from his father, and I didn’t think anyone just glancing at them would guess she was his mother.
I could see Fiona fisting her hands in her robes, as though trying to stop herself from reaching out to touch him; Alistair’s arms were crossed over his chest in a pose so defensive it made my heart ache.
Alistair stared at her for another minute, before finally turning his gaze on me, the desperation clear in his eyes. “I...” He swallowed noisily. “I can’t. I just...”
I nodded, finally seeing the shock I’d been expecting since I’d told him Fiona was at the Peak. I could see in his expression that he’d had enough for one day. I tilted my head towards our bedroom, and with a grateful look, he bolted. He skirted around the elf, keeping as much distance as possible between them given the small room we occupied, and then disappeared into the hall, the sound of a door latching behind him almost echoing through the suite.
I turned back to Fiona, to see her slumped, her arms around her own waist tightly, a solitary tear trickling down her face. “I shouldn’t have come,” she gasped, wiping away the tear with the voluminous sleeve of her robes. “I’ll go and pack. I’m so sorry.”
I stepped between her and the door, reaching one hand out to touch her shoulder lightly. “No,” I murmured, hoping Alistair couldn’t hear me. “First of all, if you were to leave, you’d need to wait until morning. No one is going out there at this time of day – it will be dark before you leave the mines. And second, I don’t think you’re really done here, do you? You knew for ages you were coming. He’s had less than an hour to prepare. You need to give him a little time to get used to the idea, and then he will give you a chance.”
She looked at me with grief written all over her face. “I don’t deserve a chance. I left him, a long time ago. I shouldn’t have come.”
“I’m not going to argue what you do or don’t deserve. We both know this was never about your choice. But even if you were right and you didn’t deserve him, have you thought about what he deserves?” I closed my eyes, sending up a brief prayer to anyone who might be listening. “Fight for him, Fiona. That’s what he needs – someone who won’t just give up on him.”
She didn’t respond, biting her lip anxiously and refusing to make eye contact.
I sighed. “Just give us one more day. We can try again tomorrow. If it doesn’t go better, you can leave the next morning, if you wish. But after twenty-five years, can you just give him one more day? Please?”
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