Retrospective into my life Chapter 3 the final chapter
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I don't know when to start my retrospective. I don't know what is causing
me to this. I think I just need to share my experiences and insight.
It takes a lot to get me to open up. By writing down this story, I feel
more comfortable.
Let me tell you about myself. I am 47 yrs old, brown eyes,5'8 and 260
lbs. I have a stocky built due to mostly being fitted by running track
and playing hockey. I keep my head shaved due to the nature of my job and
I don't like seeing the grey coming in.
I would like to take about my BDSM side. Growing up, BDSM was taboo and
not even heard of it. At 7, I had my first real exposure of BDSM. I
turned on the TV and the movie, A Clockwork Orange, was on. I watched
Alex and the droogs tied up a lady with rope or cable. They put a piece
of fabric in her mouth and taped around her head to gagged her. They cut
around her breasts and exposed her nipples and breasts. They cut up her
dress starting at her vagina going up. If you have seen the movie, you
know the rest. Needless to said, my mom caught me watching this and torn
my ass up.
I started noticed my fetish as I grew up watching cartoons and reading
comic books. The biggest impression on me was The XMen arc called the
Dark Phoenix Saga. There was a group called the Hellfire Club that took
on the X Men. Emma Frost and Jean Grey wore corsets with leather panties
and leather boots. They put the XMen some inescapable bondage situations.
I really didn't started to dab in BDSM til I got home from the military
at 20. One day, I was going through my closet, looking for a jacket. My
mom moved sone of her clothes in my closet while I was away. I noticed a
black sleeveless dress. I was curious how I would look in the dress. I
went downstairs and went through my mother's underwear drawer.
I found a pair of black panties, a black lace bra and black nylons to
wear. I went into the bathroom and grabbed the makeup bag my mom used. I
went back upstairs with these items.
I started my transformation by putting on the eyeshadow first. I uses the
black eyeshadow across my upper eyelid. I used the eyeliner pencil and
trace around the eyes. I took a bright red lipstick and painted my lips
red.
I brushed out my long brown hair. I noticed that my femme side was coming
out. I decided to slipped the black lace bra around my chest. I felt the
fabric brushed against my nipples. This caused my nipples to harden. This
also caused a stir in my cock.
I slowly pulled the black panties up to my ass. I pulled the front in my
semi hard cock. I feel the fabric embracing my ass. I picked up the
nylons and slowly pulled them up over my hairless legs. I feel silk makes
me horny as the nylons bonded with my skin.
I went through my closet and noticed my mom put 4 pair of heels. I
grabbed a pair of back 6 inch heels. I stepped into the heels and tighten
rhe straps.
I was unsteady at first but I got used to walked in them. I looked at
myself in the mirror and see a beautiful woman in the mirror. I didn't
know noticed my girlfriend,Jessica walked in.
Jess said to me, "Someone makes a pretty female."
I tried to backpedal like crazy,but she put her right index finger on my
lips.
She said, "Hush. I like the way you looked. You are missing something."
She dugged in her purse and pulled out her Marlboro lights. She handed me
one. I see my parents smoked before. I place the cigarette between my red
lips as she lit my cigarette. She lit her one for herself.
She and I saw a beautiful,smoking hot female. Jess turned me around and
passionately kissed me. She pushed me on my bed. Jessica pulled out my
hard cock and slowly started to suck my cock.I felt like I was in heaven.
This was the first time I got a blowjob. She takes a drag off her
cigarette and blow smoke over it. I took a drag off my cigarette and moan
in pleasure as she used her tongue.
After we both was done with out cigarette, Jessica pushed me down and
took off her pants. She pulled her panties off and sat on my chest.
"Since I suck your cock, you are going to lick my pussy," Jess said.
I use my tongue to lick her pussy. I tasted her juices as I uses my
tongue. Jessica moaned in pleasure. She decided to light herself a
cigarette. She blew smoke out of her mouth as she moaned in pleasure. I
taste her salty juices as I was working her up.
Jessica pulled away from me and pulled my cock out from underneath my
dress and slowly impaled herself on me. Jessica started to ride my cock
like a thoroughbred. She smoked and rode me faster til we both came at
the same time.
She collapse on me and kiss me hard. Jess smiled and said, "You know this
changes a lot between us now."
I said, "Yes, it does. "
Jessica handed me a Marlboro light and got one her for herself. She lit
both our cigarettes and we smoked in my bed as I held her in my arms.
That started a journey with Jessica and me. Jessica was 5'3,140 lbs with
brown hair.She took life head on like a bal of fire.You couldn't tell her
no. She proved you wrong everytime.
I didn't know at the time, she was moonlighting as a Dominatrix. She
explained to me as she showed her dungeon in her parents basement. Her
parents knew about her 'job'. Her dad funded to built her a dungeon out
of the fear for her safety. The basement had its own outside entrance so
she could entertained clientele.
The dungeon was filled of different things. She owned a cross, a x rack,
a stock made out of oak and a cabinet full of toys and tools. She also
had a throne for her to sit in. She explained to me she didn't have sex
with any of her clients.
Jessica said to me, "I didn't wanted to tell you because I didn't know
how you would take it. After I caught you dressing, I figure I would come
clean with you."
I hugged her as she was crying. I told her I am fine with her job or
hobby. I asked her if I could watch sometime to see her in action.
She smiled and said, "Of course. You know there would be rules. If you
participate, you have to have an open mind."
I said, "Of course. I am game for anything."
I didn't realized at that time what I got myself into. Jessica let me
know on Saturday to be here in her dungeon at 7 pm. She have a client
then. She would love me to participate.
I trust her a lot. I told her I am fair game. I am willing to tried
anything once. Besides, i could not said no to her. Her smile get to me
everytime.
Saturday rolls around. I show up at 7 pm on the dot. Of course, she made
me use the basement entrance. I knocked and there she stood. Jessica was
dressed in a red and black latex bodysuit. Her 34c breasts was being held
up by the corset she was wearing. The corset zipped in the back with 3
straps in the front. She had a pair of black leather boots on with 3 inch
clunky heel. She was smoking a cigarette, which was in her right hand. In
her left hand was a riding crop. My eyes nearly came out of my head at
the sight of her beauty.
Mind you, before I have seen her in latex, I only read about latex
through Skin Two and Marquis Magazine. I used to read Heavy Metal
magazine where they should women all types of latex and leather clothes.
I didn't know what to say to Jessica. Her looks had my jaw on the ground.
Jessica said in a stern manner, "Didn't your mother teach you it is not
nice to stare at a woman?:
I stammered, "Yes, Jessica. Sorry but you look ravishing!"
Jessica smack me across the face with her right hand. " You will address
as Mistress or Miss Jess. You are in my dungeon. You will learn how to
address me and you will learn to serve me while we are in the dungeon.
on your knees now."
I quickly got on my knees before her. Jessica fit a leather collar around
my neck and lock it. She walked over to the cabinet and pulled our a
black leash and clipped to my collar. She tugged on the leash and I
followed her to the cabinet.
The cabinet she had in the basement was dark brown cedar cabinet. It has
two big doors on with a closet in the middle. The right door had
hoods,cuffs,and gags. The left door had whips,collars and other tools.
The closet had her fetish clothes and her shoes.
Mistress Jessica ordered me to kneel as she prepared me for her client.
Mistress Jessica grabs a leather hood and ordered me to lower my head. I
lowered my head as she slipped the hood over my head. The black leather
hood lined up my eyes and mouth. It has two holes for the nose to
breathe. Mistress pulled the strings tight from the hood, forming a tight
seal around my head. Mistress tied the strings together to form a bow.
She unlocked my collar for a moment. She straighten the hood around my
neck by tighten the strap. She put the collar back around my neck and
locked the collar.
She looked at me in the leather hood and still wearing my Def Leppard
British flag t shirt with my blue jeans with a pair of black Vision
street wear shoes on.
Mistress said, "Strip down to nothing,slave."
I took my t-shirt first and folded it neatly. Then I took off my pants
and folded them neatly as well. I took my shoes and socks off as well. I
stood there in my boxers. Mistress Jessica took a pair of scissors and
cut the boxers off me. I was totally naked in front of her now.
Mistress ordered me, "Pick your clothes up and place them in the cabinet,
slave. From this day forward, you are not to wear any boxers no more.
Since you like wearing women panties, that is what you will wear for now
on."
Mistress Jessica threw a pair of a black lace thong at me and ordered me
to put them on after I threw away my boxers and put my clothes away in
the cabinet.
I felt the lace brushed against my skin. It felt like they was made for
me to wear. I pulled them over my ass and tuck my cock in the panties.
She pulled a metal steel cock cage from the cabinet.
"Pull your cock out, slave. I control your cock now. I ordered you to
have you in chastity. No more jerking odd for you."
She light her a Marlboro light cigarette and blew smoke in my face. She
fitted the ring around the base of my cock as she slide the metal cage
over my cock. She pushed the locking pin where the cage and ring
connected and pushed a lock with a key through the hole in the pin. I
heard the clicking of the lock as she lock my cock in the cage.
She said, "Now that is better, slave. You will learn control and that I
owned you."
"Yes,Mistress," is all that came out of my mouth.
She grabbed a pair of leather cuffs and took them out of the cabinet. I
held my hands out for her as she strapped my wrists with the leather
cuffs. She tighten the strap on each cuff and place little locks to keep
the cuffs on. She grabbed a pair of ankle cuffs and threw at me.
"Put the ankles cuffs on," Mistress ordered.
I did as she ordered. I felt my cock was stirring from being ordered by
the most beautiful Dominatrix. My cock strained against the cage to get
hard, but no avail. Mistress Jessica lock the cuffs to my ankles as well.
She smiled as she took a drag.
Mistress said, "Awwww,can't get hard,uh? Good! You will learn I control
your body. You look like a slave now. Follow me to the X rack."
I followed Mistress to the X rack. She pushed me against the rack and she
kissed me with her smokey kisses. She connect the clasp to my right wrist
and did the same with the left wrist. She clasped the right ankle to the
rack and did the same with the left ankle. I was now in a X stance at her
mercy.
Mistress grabbed my caged cock and twisted the cock a little. I moaned in
pain as she twist.
She said to me, "You will learn pain can be pleasure if you let it. Learn
to give into the pain Oh, by the way, the client was you,babe. I figured
since you show me your kinky side, I want to make your first time down in
my dungeon special."
Mistress twisted hard as I screamed in pain. She grabbed my right nipple
next and slowly twisted my right nipple. I moaned in pain. I felt
pleasure coming from twisting of my nipples. I started moan in pleasure
as she twisted my left nipple.She smiled.
Mistress said, "See, pain can be pleasure. I think eventually, we might
pierced your nipples. For now, we are going settle for nipple clamps."
Mistress walked over to the cabinet and pulled out a small leather pouch.
She walked back over and kissed me on the lips. She pulled out a nipple
clamp and slowly clipped the clamp to my right nipple. I moaned in
pleasure. She smiled as she clipped the second clamp to my left nipple. I
moaned in pleasure.
Mistress pulled two 2oz weights and connected one to each clamp. I moaned
in pleasure as the weight pulled the clamps down.
Mistress pulled over a silver doctor tray. She placed her clamp bag on
the tray. There was 10 clothespins on the tray. Mistress walked over to
the cabinet and grabbed a red ball gag.
She walked back over and said, "I am going to gag you for the next
part,slave. I wanted to hear your scream muffled."
Mistress took the ball gag and pushed the ball in my mouth. She pulled my
head down and pull the strap tight. This caused the gag tight in my
mouth. She took a clothespin and clamp to my right testicle. I screamed
in pain. She lit her a cigarette and smoked as she put the clothespins on
one by one. I moaned in pain with each one place.
Mistress flicked the clothespins one by one, caused me to moan on
pleasure. She smiled as she blew smoke. I can tell by the look in her
eyes that she was getting ready for something wicked.
Mistress stubbed out her cigarette. She picked up a small cigar off the
tray and light it. The plumb of smoke came from her nostrils. She blew
out smoke as she picked up the crop.
Mistress said, "The next part might break you. But you are doing such a
good job,slave."
Mistress picked up her crop and smacked the first clothespin off. I
screamed into my gag. The pain was too great. Mistress would take a drag
and smack a clothespin off. After the 4th hit, I started to feel some
pleasure from the hits.
After the 5th hit, Mistress asked me if I would wear a plug for her in my
ass. I shook my head yes.
Mistress said, "Good boy. Mistress loves an obedient and eager slave."
She finished hitting the clothespins off my testicle as she finished her
cigar. I was sore,but felt pleasure. She unclaimed me from the rack. I
fell to my knees as she unstrapped my ball gag from my mouth. I got on
all fours as started to lick her boots with my tongue.
Mistress smiled and said, "That is right. Clean my boots with your
tongue,slave"
After I cleaned her boots, she walked over to the cabinet and brought a
small plug that was 2 inch tall and 1 inch wide. She also grabbed a tube
of lube.
Mistress smiled as she took the tube and insert the end of the tube in my
ass. She squeezed some lube in my asshole. She pushed the plug in deep in
my ass. I felt pain at first, but I found out if I relaxed my hole, it
would be pleasure. I moaned in pleasure.
Mistress said, "Are we full of surprises? Maybe this next part might be
easier than I thought."
Mistress went to sit in her wooden throne with a red shag carpet in front
of the throne. I crawled to her on all fours. As i was crawling, she put
her lovely brown hair into a ponytail. She pulled her black and red latex
hood over her head and smooth it out. She carefully pulled the zipper
down not to catch her hair in the zipper. The hood was half red on her
right side and the left side was black. She lit her a Marlboro light
cigarette and started to smoke as she unzipped her croutch, exposing her
pussy.
Mistress said, "You know what to do, slave. Service me."
I use my tongue to lick her pussy. I started to taste her sweet nectar
seeping from her pussy. She had me take a drag off her cigarette and blow
the smoke in her pussy as I use my tongue. She moaned in pleasure and
screamed to lick faster. I obey her and use my tongue more. I also
started to suck her pussy,which caused her to grab me by the head,pushing
my tongue deep in her. After 10 minutes,she finally came. She cummed all
over my latex face.
She lit her another cigarette and said, "Very good,slave. I am surprised
you know to use your tongue like that. You will need very little training
in servicing me."
I smiled and said, "Thank you, Mistress."
Mistress said, "Now, it is my turn to pleasure you. You have been such a
good slave tonight."
Mistress stood up and ordered me to stand. She led me to her bedroom that
was upstairs. I followed her to the bed. Before we started, she removed
my cage,but left the cock ring on. I took her latex body in my arms and
started to kiss her passionately. I felt my cock getting hard as I laid
her down her bed.
She grabbed my hard cock and slowly have me penterate her pussy. We
kissed as I fucked my Mistress. I deeply drove my cock in her pussy fast
and hard. She moaned in pleasure. After 15 minutes of making love, we
both came at the same time. I felt drained and relaxed. I laid next to my
Mistress. She handed me a cigarette and she lit her and mine both. We
laid there, enjoying each other as we smoked.
She laid her head on my chest. She said in her lovely voice, "I love you.
Do you agreed to be my slave now?"
I said, "Yes, Mistress. You didn't have to asked. I have love you since
we met."
She said, "Good. We will have fun. I will pushed your limits as we
explore."
We fell asleep in her bed together. Looking back, that was one of the
best days of my life. With Jessica opening the door to bdsm, I am more
comfortable with myself and her.
And who knows, I might write a second chapter on my experiences.
Hester
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