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“Saunders!”

Chad’s yell scared the shit out of me. I turned to see Chad and his gang of drop outs walking towards me. I started running away, afraid of getting my ass kicked yet again by these goons. Everyone on campus began watching, anticipating what was to come. They didn’t try to stop Chad. Why would they? As much as everyone hated Chad, they saw my impending beating as socially just.

During the freshman year I had loaned my phone to my best friend Ashley because she needed to call her parents. Her face went white upon seeing the screen. She shoved the phone back in my chest and said, “You need help, Saunders,” before walking away. I must have forgotten to close my internet browser from the night before. Looking down at my screen, I saw the website I usually go to. There was a picture of a girl taking a shit on someone’s face. I remember the humiliation vividly, and my cheeks burn red just thinking about it. Ashley didn’t talk to me after that. She was my best friend growing up, and now she won’t make eye contact with me in the halls.

She must have told someone, because people stopped talking to me after that. The exception being Chad, who saw my vulnerability as a predator see’s prey. He started bullying me mercilessly, taking every opportunity to humiliate me. It started with him calling me “Shit eating Saunders.” In class, he would sneak up next to me and fart, then taunt me by saying, “Oh no Saunders! You gonna get hard?” The whole class would laugh. I would just sit there and take it, trying not to cry. As we got older, Chad’s bullying got worse. If he saw me in the hall, I’d get shoved against the wall. He’d yell, “No shit eaters in my school!” and his friends would all cackle like hyenas.

Normally, I could take Chad’s abuse. I would tell myself, “Just one more month until graduation,” and then fantasize about getting out of this garbage high school. But yesterday, Chad crossed the line. I was walking home from school when Chad drove up beside me. He slowed down, and one of his friends leaned out the window and threw something at me. It hit me square in the chest, liquid exploding everywhere.

“Don’t get pissy, Saunders!” Chad yelled while driving away. The stale smell hit me, and I realized what happened. They threw a water balloon filled with piss at me. Some of it splashed in my mouth, and my stomach turned at the taste. I quickly took off my shirt and threw it on the ground. Luckily, I had my gym shirt in my bag. I put it on and ran home, in shock from the attack. When I got home, I was livid. This was the last straw, and I wanted revenge.

In the morning I left my house later than I usually would. By the time I got to school, classes had already started. I scanned the parking lot until I found Chad’s car. I snuck over to it, and pulled out a cheap steak knife from my bag. I went around to each of his tires and slashed them. I thought I was so clever, he popped the water balloon on me, and now it’s my turn to do the popping. I threw out the knife and went to class.

When the school day came to an end, I started to walk home. I couldn’t believe I was getting away with this. I felt powerful. That is, until I heard Chad yell my name. My stomach dropped, and my body turned cold with fear. Looking behind me, I saw Chad and his posse walking aggressively towards me. Chad looked furious, and I knew I was about to get beat. I started sprinting away as quickly as my legs would take me, but it was no use. Chad tackled me to the ground, knocking the air out of my lugs.

“You slashed my fucking tires?” Chad screamed, his face red.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about Chad, get off me!” I yelled, trying to get out from under Chad. He held me down by my wrists, and I couldn’t wiggle free. Chad was stronger than me.

“It’s time you learn there’s no place for shit eaters at my school!” Chad growled his words at me, and I watched him raise his fist, and hammer it down on me. I was instantly disoriented. All I could hear was the ringing in my ears, and the smacking sound that Chad’s fist made when he hit me. He punched me repeatedly, and warm blood trickled down my cheek. My body was going limp. Chad stood up and his friends moved in to kick me. They kicked my stomach so hard I could taste blood. The kicking stopped, and through blurred vision, I saw chad bend over and bring his face close to mine.

In a low, threatening tone, he said, “Time to say goodnight, shit eater.” I saw his foot coming towards my face. Suddenly, everything went black.

Chapter 2 – The Hospital

At first, all I could feel was pain radiating throughout my body. It was a dull ache, just bad enough to be impossible to ignore. I opened my eyes, but they wouldn’t open all the way. I started to panic and tried to sit up.

“I’d relax yourself if I were you. Seems you took quite a beating.” The voice came from next to me. I couldn’t turn my head to see who spoke, but it sounded like an older man.

I tried to speak, but my jaw was stiff. All that came out was a stifled groan.

The man spoke again, “just relax, I’ll call a nurse for you.” I took his advice and relaxed. Trying to move caused only more pain. I lied back, trying to process my situation. I sat in my confusion until I felt a warm touch on my arm.

“Welcome back to the land of the living, Mr. Saunders. I’m Nurse Jennifer, and I’ll be taking care of you. You suffered some serious injuries. Two cracked ribs, full-body muscle bruising, and a hairline fracture to your skull. You’re lucky to be alive.” Her voice was relaxing, but her news was unsettling. I felt a rush of emotions wash over me. Fear, anxiety, anger, but all I could do is let out another pathetic groan.

The nurse empathized with me, “I understand how you must be feeling. Getting hurt so seriously can be scary. However, I hope your take comfort knowing that the people who did this to you are facing criminal charges, and cannot hurt you anymore.” She was right, I was happy to know Chad was in trouble for putting me in here.

The nurse continued, “You need rest to recover. I know you’re in a lot of pain. I’m going to give you an intravenous drug that will help with pain management, and make you sleepy.” She removed her hand from my arm, and through my impaired vision I saw her get up and move beside me. “All done. Rest well Mr. Saunders.”

I immediately felt the drugs, and right before I passed out, I heard the nurse say, “How are you this morning, Mr. Equinox?”

I heard the male voice from earlier say, “Better than him.” He let out a laugh. The drugs were taking their full effect, and I couldn’t focus anymore. I faded out.

For the next few days, I would fade in and out of consciousness. Each time I awoke, Nurse Jennifer would appear and ask me how bad my pain was. I would point at a 1-10 scale, and she would give me more drugs. One of the times I woke up, I heard a moaning sound coming from the bed next to me. It sounded like someone having sex, but I was too high to focus, and I fell back asleep. It was probably just a dream. After all, I had no idea how long I’d been in this dazed state, and my mind could be playing tricks on me.

I woke up some time later, and Nurse Jennifer came in and said, “Your pain levels have been receding, I’m going to start weening you off the pain killers.” The next day my focus was more attentive. My jaw was looser as well, and I could talk.

Without the painkillers, I could feel my body. A wave of particularly bad nausea hit me, and I mumbled, “For fuck sakes,” in reaction to the pain.

The old man laughed loudly beside me, and through his laughs he said, “Two weeks without a word from you, and the first thing you say is ‘for fuck sakes.’” He kept laughing. His laugh was contagious, and I started laughing too. It felt good to laugh after all this misery.

When we both calmed down, I introduced myself. “My name is Kyle, but people call me by my last name, Saunders.”

The man replied, “It’s a pleasure to meet you, Kyle Saunders. The name’s Vernel Equinox. But you can call me Vern.”

“It’s nice to meet you, Vern. Sorry if my groaning bothered you.” I sincerely felt bad. It’s bad enough to be in a hospital without some kid making noises beside you.

“I’ll tell you what Saunders, I’ll forgive you if you tell me what the hell happened to you.” He said.

I had no problem telling him. “Some school bully thought I slashed his tires. He and his friends beat the shit out of me.” I couldn’t turn my head and look at the guy, but I liked the sound of his voice. It sounded deep and raspy, like a 50s jazz singer. It had charm to it, and that made me comfortable talking to him.

“Damn kid, that’s rough. Between you and me, did you do it?” he asked.

I paused for a minute. I shouldn’t incriminate myself, but I found it hard to lie to this man. He inspired honesty in me. It almost made me feel like I was acting out of character, but I figured it was probably the drugs. Quietly, I said, “The guy has been tormenting me for years, and I just took it. It wasn’t until he threw a piss-filled water balloon at me, I just snapped.”

“The kid threw a piss-filled water balloon at you? God damn. If he did that to me I’d slash more than his tires. Good for you for sticking up to a bully. Even if it landed you here.”

“Thanks Vern.” After that, we watched TV in silence for the rest of the evening, and eventually I fell asleep.

The next morning my body felt considerably better. Nurse Jennifer came in and told me that we’re going to start physiotherapy, and that I had to get out of bed and move to a wheelchair. She wrapped her arms around me and helped me to sit up. It was a struggle, and my abdomen radiated with pain. Jennifer pulled my legs and moved my body so I sat on the edge of the bed. I looked up, and saw Vern for the first time. The sight was beyond unexpected. Vern was an ancient looking man. His wrinkled skin was a dark shade of black, and he was bald. What were especially unusual were the markings on his skin. He was covered in white symbols. I could only see his arms and head, but they appeared to be all over his body. The symbols looked like hieroglyphics, and I could swear they were glowing. Vern looked at me, and his eyes looked demonic. They were black with white pupils. He looked like a monster.

When we made eye contact, I felt a spike of anxiety rise up through my body. I felt like I shouldn’t be looking at him, and had the overwhelming sensation to avert my eyes. Luckily, Nurse Jennifer pulled me out of my transfixion.

“I’m going to lift you into the wheelchair. Ready?” She said, and she took my arm around her back and eased me from my bed to the chair. She started to wheel me out of the room.

Vern said, “Good luck.”

I replied, “Thank you.”

Nurse Jennifer replied, “No problem,” as if I was thanking her.

That’s when I noticed that I didn’t actually hear Vern say ‘good luck’ with my ears. I heard it through my thoughts. It was like he spoke directly to my mind. I was feeling uneasy.

“Nurse Jennifer, do the drugs you gave me have side effects? I feel like I’m hearing things that aren’t there.” I asked.

“Well, the drugs don’t have any psychological effects, but everyone reacts to them differently, so it’s not impossible. You also sustained a head injury, and it’s common for thing to feel out of place while your mind recovers. Let me know if you want further testing.”

“I’m sure it’s nothing.” I brushed it to the side. Nurse Jennifer was right, it’s probably nothing serious.

Nurse Jennifer rolled me into an exercise room and started showing me some light exercises to strengthen myself. I began the process of retraining my muscles. After a while, Nurse Jennifer gave me a break. I was thinking about Vern. He looked so unreal.

I thought I’d try to find out more. “Nurse Jennifer,” I asked, “do you know anything about the man I’m roommates with? Vern?”

“He’s a just nice elderly man. Doesn’t seem to have any visitors—no friends or family. But, he keeps his spirits high. His voice is delightful too, eh?” She said. I wondered if she was actively avoiding talking about his appearance.

“Yeah he is really nice. But, do you know anything about those tattoos on his body?”

“What tattoos are you talking about?” Nurse Jennifer replied.

I was confused. “You know, those white symbols on his body?” I asked. Nobody could possibly see him and miss the symbols. She must be messing with me.

“I’m afraid I don’t know what you’re talking about, Mr. Saunders. Vern doesn’t have any symbols on his body.” She said, sounding as confused as I was. I didn’t know why she was ignorant to the obvious markings on Vern. I decided to drop it, and continued with my physiotherapy.

It may have only been a few hours, but it felt like an eternity of exercise took place before we finished. It was painful, grueling work, and I would have to do it daily for the next few months if I was to recover. The thought of it was depressing. Nurse Jennifer wheeled me back to my room, and I was nervous to see Vern again. He may have been nice, but seeing him again made me feel uneasy. However, when I got back to my room, his bed was gone. Nurse Jennifer helped me back onto my bed, and told me to get some rest. After the workout I did, I needed rest desperately. The second I shut my eyes, I was asleep.

I woke up several hours later, and the first thing I noticed was the TV playing in front of me. I looked over to see Vern flicking through the channels in his bed. I looked at his markings, pretending to still be asleep. That way, I could study him. Apparently, I was unsuccessful.

“You like my Milestones?” Vern said, without taking his eyes off the TV.

“Sorry, I didn’t mean to be looking. I’ve just never seen markings like that,” I said, embarrassed to have been caught.

“Don’t worry about it, Saunders. Other than me, you’re the first person to see them in a long time.”

I had no idea what he was talking about, and I wanted to know everything about him. “Do you mind if I ask what they mean?”

Vern turned off the TV and sat up on the bed. “Look kid, you wouldn’t believe me if I told you.

“Let me decide that.” I said, enthralled in the suspense.

“Very well. I am a Time Numen. I was blessed with the ability to control time, and with it, people’s minds.” He said bluntly. “I call these symbols on my body Milestones. They mark my age like rings around a tree.”

I was trying to process whether this man was crazy or not. “If you’re so powerful, can you prove it?”

Vern smiled. Nurse Jennifer walked in the room, and looked at me. She didn’t say a word, she just blankly stared. She started to pull up her shirt. She lifted it over her head and tossed it down next to her. Then, she unclipped her bra, and let it fall to the floor. Her breasts hung freely in front of me. My jaw hit the floor.

“What the hell?” I mumbled to myself. Vern chuckled. Nurse Jennifer reached into the pocket of her pants and pulled out a pen.

“Catch,” she said in a monotone voice. She threw the pen at me, and right before it reached me, it stopped in midair. Bewildered, I reached out and touched it. It moved to my touch, but stayed in the air. It was frozen in time. Then, the pen flew back into Nurse Jennifer’s hand. She said some gibberish sounding word before putting the pen back in her pocket. Her shirt jumped off the floor, back into her hands, and she put in back on. She stared at me for a second, and then walked out of the room backwards.

“Holy shit,” was all I could muster. I turned to Vern, who was smiling.

“What do you think?” He asked, almost nonchalantly.

After I took a second to process, I quietly asked, “Vern, why are you showing me this?”

“Kyle, I’m dying. My family is long gone, and I have no friends. These powers have given me a truly unique and wonderful life, and I want to offer them to you.”

“Why me?” I asked. I was still in disbelief of the whole situation.

“You remind me of myself when I was young—the underdog. Someone gave me these powers when I was downtrodden. I feel it’s time to pay it forward. Besides, they won’t be of much use to me when I’m dead.” Vern chuckled, but not out of humour. It felt good spirited, but I could tell it was wistful as well. He spoke again, but this time his tone was more somber. “Today is my birthday, did you know that? I was born in South Africa, in the year 1390. Today, I turn 629. I can’t believe it myself. It feels like I’ve been around forever. Yet, it feels like a blur. I’m going to die tonight.” Vern let out a solitary tear. While he was talking, his markings started to glow. They were now bright, and radiating light.

“I don’t know what to say, Vern. I’m sorry.” I let out a tear too. I wasn’t really sure why. Vern’s mood seemed to control the room.

Vern looked up at me. “Do you want my powers, Kyle?”

I stared at Vern. I felt so conflicted. My mind couldn’t process all this information. I froze up. Suddenly, I felt calm, relaxed even.

“Do you want my powers, Kyle?” Vern didn’t say that out loud, but his voice echoed throughout my head. He was in my mind.

“Yes.” I thought. Then my world went white.

Chapter 3 – Recovery

I awoke in my hospital bed, and the first thing I noticed was that I had no pain. I felt strong, as if I fully recovered. Suddenly, memories of the last night rushed into my mind. I looked to see Vern next to me, but he was gone. Nurse Jennifer walked into the room.

“Welcome back to the land of the living, Mr. Saunders. I’m Nurse Jennifer, and I’ll be taking care of you. You suffered some serious injuries. Two cracked ribs, full-body muscle bruising, and a hairline fracture to your skull. You’re lucky to be alive.” She said.

“What the fuck?” I thought. “Where’s Vern?” I asked her.

“I’m sorry?” Nurse Jennifer asked.

“Vern! The old guy who was in the bed next to me?” I said frantically.

“Mr. Saunders, I’m afraid I don’t know what you’re talking about. This is a single room, and you’re only just waking up from your surgery now.” She said, looking concerned.

I sat up quickly, pulled my blanket off me and stood up out of the bed. Nurse Jennifer rushed over to me.

“Mr. Saunders! You need to stay in bed! You’ve suffered serious injuries!” she was freaking out. “You shouldn’t even be able to stand up!”

I didn’t care about Nurse Jennifer or her instructions. I felt fine. All I cared about was learning what the hell happened to me, and where Vern was.

I spoke sharply to Nurse Jennifer, “How do you not remember Vern? We spoke about him yesterday? I asked you about his markings?”

She looked distressed, and in a confused tone, “Mr. Saunders, this is the first time you and I are speaking.”

“Was it all a dream?” I thought to myself. I sat back on my bed and rested my head in my hands.

Nurse Jennifer tried to console me, “Mr. Saunders, I see that you’re feeling frustrated. If you just try to get some rest, you may feel better. I have pain management drugs I can put you on.”

“No!” I quickly replied. There was silence for a moment. I tried to calm myself, and spoke again, “No, I want to be discharged.”

“I’m afraid you cannot be discharged so soon after a surgery, you risk furthering your injuries. You’ll need to stay here for at least 48 hours. It’s the law.”

I found this unacceptable. The idea of staying in this hospital bed for 48 hours was a nightmare. I felt anger rising up in me, and I stood up to face the nurse.

“I want to be discharged today.” I said with authority, smoldering at her.

Nurse Jennifer’s expression turned from being upset, and she looked at me blankly for a second. Unexpectedly, she smiled and said, “Yes sir! I’ll draw up your discharge papers right away. Sit tight.” She turned around and walked out of the room.

I just stood there, confused as all hell. Suddenly, I felt a burning on the palm of my hand, and I looked down at it. There was a white marking like Vern had, and it was in the shape of a sun. It burned bright white, and my whole hand felt like it was on a stovetop. I grimaced in pain. However, right before it got unbearable, the pain disappeared. The markings had stopped glowing, and all that was left was the symbol.

“This must be my first milestone,” I thought to myself. I felt validated. Vern was real, and I wasn’t dreaming. But, with that validation came fear. “What did I get myself into?” I looked at the marking on my hand, trying to decide if I was still dreaming. Nurse Jennifer walked back into the room.

She spoke in a pleasant tone, “You’re all good to go! I called your mom to come pick you up. She was surprised to hear you were better so quickly. I guess that makes two of us,” and she chuckled a lighthearted laugh.

“Okay,” was I could say. This was all too strange, and I was feeling overwhelmed.

Nurse Jennifer rolled up a wheelchair and I sat in it. She rolled me through the hospital to the entrance, and my mom was waiting there by her car.

“Kyle!” She yelled and ran to me. She hugged me through tears she said, “I’m so happy you’re okay!”

“Me too, Ma. Can we please go home?” I was tired and scared, and wanted some time alone with my thoughts.

“We sure can sweetheart.” She said, and we both got in the car and started driving. When we got home, my mom was trying to figure out if I needed anything from her. I told her I just needed some space to recover on my own, and she reluctantly agreed.

I entered my room, and shut the door. I wanted to figure out my new powers. I felt a rush of excitement in my chest, and it radiated to my dick. If I could master freezing time and mind control, I could have sex with whoever I want. I could eat their ass, and make them shit right in front of me. All my sexual fantasies would become reality. I sat on my bed and picked up a coin from the nightstand. I threw it in the air, trying to get it to freeze. I would throw it, think about it freezing, and it would land back in my hand. I did this for a few minutes.

After getting frustrated, I said, “Come on coin, freeze.” The coin stopped in midair. I gasped in excitement. I poked the coin, and it moved to the touch of my finger. But, it didn’t fall. I started laughing, overjoyed by my new discovery. The palm of my hand started to burn, and I thought, “Oh shit, not this again.” I looked down at my other hand, and there was a bright glowing marking. This time, it was a crescent moon. I waited for the pain to subside, and after an agonizing minute, it did. I looked at the coin floating above the bed and put my hand under it.

“Unfreeze,” I commanded. The coin fell back into my hand. I smiled.

I didn’t want to waste a second with these powers, and decided it was time to go on a little walk. I said “Freeze,” and walked downstairs. My mom was talking on the phone, frozen in time. I walked past her, put on my shoes, and opened the front door. The sight was beautiful. The first things I noticed were the cars on the street. They were frozen, and it looked odd seeing them still. I looked up and saw a flock of birds frozen in the air. There were some leaves falling out of the trees, stopped midflight. I slowly walked to the edge of my lawn, admiring the beauty—and contemplating the fun I was about to have.

I thought about my neighbour, Tracy. She was a few years older than me, and absolutely gorgeous. I admired her since I was a kid. In fact, ‘admired’ is a weak explanation of how I really felt. She was number one on my list of women to masturbate to. I desperately hoped she was home. I walked across the street, and tried to open their door. To my delight, it was unlocked, and I walked inside. I looked around for a bit, and couldn’t find her downstairs. I climbed the stairs and started searching the bedrooms. That’s when my jaw dropped.

Tracy was doing yoga in her bedroom, and I walked in on her sticking her wonderful ass straight up I the air, pointing at me. She was frozen in the downward facing dog position, and her ass was calling for me. She was wearing grey lulu lemon leggings, and they hugged her cheeks tightly. I walked forward, and got on my knees in front of her. My face was now level to her ass. This was my moment. My heart raced, and I felt a cold rush of sweat run down my back. My dick wasn’t hard, but I felt like it was about to cum.

I leaned forward and pressed my nose into her crack. I felt her warm cheeks squeeze my nose. The material of her leggings felt soft. I took a big sniff, and almost came right there. The smell of her femininity was divine. The musky scent of her pussy mixed with the earthy tones of her ass intoxicated me. I stayed like this for a few minutes, just breathing in her scent. I grabbed her legs and pulled my face deeper into her. I sniffed her asshole through her leggings, and I wanted more. I wanted to smell her farts. That’s when I had an idea. If my powers rely on vocal commands, then maybe I can command her to fart. I didn’t know if mind control worked while time was frozen, but there was no harm in finding out.

“Fart,” I said with authority. I heard her blow a little air out of her ass, right on to my face. I inhaled it deep into my lungs, and it smelled rotten. I stuck my nose in her crack again and said, “Again.” I felt her asshole twitch, and another fart hissed out. I could feel the warm air escape her asshole and flow directly up my nose. It was putrid, and I jizzed in my pants.

Despite cumming, I was still hornier than I had ever been. It was time to live out a long time fantasy. I took off all my clothes and lied down on her bed.

“Tracy, take off all your clothes and come sit on my face.” She complied. I watched her stand up, and with a blank look on her face, she started to undress. She took off all her clothes, and I admired her naked body for a second. It was everything I dreamed it to be. She had perfectly tan skin, a fit, flat stomach, and long legs. Her tits were a C cup, and pointed perkily cockeyed. Her pussy was clean shaven, and the lips were tight and neat. Her skin glistened with a light layer of sweat from her workout.

She climbed onto the bed, and crawled over to me. I watched her lift a knee over my head, and position her pussy above my mouth. Without wasting a beat, she firmly planted her pussy into my mouth. I started licking her pussy intently. She tasted tangy and bitter, and I wanted to drink her juices. Her asshole was perfectly lined up with my nostril.

While playing explorer with my tongue and her pussy, I commanded, “Fart once every ten seconds.” She complied, and started farting into my nose. They were mostly silent, save for the occasional ripping sound. I felt the hot air invade my nostrils, and I inhaled her farts like they were drugs. After a few minutes of this, I was ready for the main show.

“Stand up.” I commanded, though I found it hard to speak a mouthful of pussy. “I want you to squat over my face and shit in my mouth. When you’re done, I want you to stick my dick in your ass and fuck me.” Tracy squatted down. I watched her beautiful asshole descend towards my face. Despite my excitement, I felt scared. I loved the idea of eating shit, but this is much different than internet videos of it. This is the real thing, and I hoped to like it.

Her asshole was now a few inches from my mouth, and I could feel her warmth on my face. I opened my mouth, and watched her puckered asshole convulse and twitch as she pushed. Her rosebud started to protrude, and then open. As it opened, I could see the tip of her turd, slowly making its way out of her body. As it exited her body, the smell hit me. It was much stronger than her farts, and absolutely reeked. If I wasn’t so horny, I would gag. The turd inched towards my waiting mouth, and I listened to it crackle as it slid out of her. Her asshole contracted, swiftly cutting off the turd, and sending it down into my mouth. It hit my tongue, and the taste was unexpected. It was molten in temperature, and the taste stung my tongue. Even though it tasted as rotten as it smelled, I’ve only ever smelled it. This was truly terrible, and I loved it.

I sucked on her turd like a popsicle, savoring the taste. Tracy stood up and repositioned herself to sit on my dick cowgirl style. She sat, and grabbed my dick. Her touch drove me wild, and the all the sensations I was feeling were almost too much. I felt her pushed my dick against her shit covered asshole. Using her shit as lube, my dick slid inside. I felt myself penetrate her ring, and enter her warmness. She grinded on top of me, back and forth, sending me into euphoria as I impaled my neighbour’s shitty asshole. Her turd was melting in my mouth, and I swallowed the shitty slime with pleasure. It felt so good to have a part of her inside me, and a part of me inside her. When her turd was down to a little ball in my mouth, I swallowed it whole. The feeling of my throat closing around the shit was too much. Felt myself about to cum.

“Oh fuck!” I hissed, as I pumped load after load into Tracy’s bowels. “Suck my dick clean, and be gentle.” I commanded. Tracy removed my dick from her ass, and crawled between my legs. She lowered her mouth to my dick and put the whole length of it in her mouth. She sucked me lightly, cleaning my brown-stained dick, and sucking the remaining cum out of me. When I was satisfied that she did a good job, I told her to stop. She just sat up and stared blankly at me. I was in heaven. This was my life now, and I was absolutely beaming with joy.

I lied on Tracy’s bed contemplating how lucky I was. I figured I should put Tracy to use while I was here. “Massage my feet, then work up my legs, then massage my arms, hands, and finish up with my scalp. Do it in one hour.” Tracy got started right away, and I smiled and enjoyed my massage. I started to drift off to sleep.

When I awoke, I had no idea how long I was out for. Tracy was sitting in the bed staring at the wall. I went to check a clock, and then chuckled when I realized that wouldn’t be much help. I got out of bed, and got dressed again. I looked at Tracy, and said, “clean up this mess, clean up yourself, and go back to how I found you.” Tracy started remaking the bed, and I walked downstairs and out of her house. The same cars were stopped outside, and the same birds were in the sky. I sat on the chair on Tracy’s porch. “What should I do next?” I thought to myself.

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Second Thoughts By J Battier Email: [email protected] I'm not really sure when I first had the idea. I'd been a submissive my entirelife with a very strong bondage fetish. In highschool and college this hadtranslated into my visiting pro dominas in the local area. They charged fortheir services, but they were well worth it to get the chance to act out yourfantasies. And that's what this was?a fantasy that was about to become a reality.I had had it in my head that being dominated by a...

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Late Night Random Thoughts

Most people use the phrase, ‘the corners of my mind.’ There’s even a song with that phrase in it. It popped into my mind a while back and I thought about it. I don’t have any corners in my mind. There doesn’t seem to be some old box up there, with a lid on it. My thoughts feel as though they are in a whirlwind and random pieces fly out of the eddy at an amazing velocity sometimes. As though they were spewed out as debris is from the funnel of a tornado. A piece of roofing here, a piece of...

3 years ago
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Clean Thoughts

Clean ThoughtsBy: Londebaaz Chohan What a pain in the neck. Even after complaining twice, the light around the confessional area was not fixed. Father Mahrzach could not tell, if he really saw someone go in the confessional or it were only his weak eyes and those shadows around his peripheral vision to blame. After at least an hour, Reverend came to the confessional. The divider in the middle was only showing a silhouette on the other side and father could not tell the age or the gender of the...

2 years ago
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Dirty thoughts

Mmm babyboy, if you only knew all the dirty thoughts that go thru my mind when I think about you, like the dirty thoughts I have when you're asleep, when you're tired laying down on my bed and I crawl quietly next to you and I pull your zipper down and I can see the tip of your semi hard cock peeping thru the hole in your boxers just waitting to be touched and played with, so I gently pull it out off ur boxers, trying not to wake you up, and I pull a little bottle of kamasutra oil, raspberry...

3 years ago
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Morning Thoughts

The day's sun and fun had paid it's toll on us, we had joked and flirted with sexual innuendoes all day, and absolutely planed on fulfilling them when we got home, but there we were - sacked out on the couch, rubbing each other's feet, that intimate act of touching, feeling, soothing, and soon we were both asleep to the droning of the Television, singing it's lullaby of gibberish to us. I woke up, not really with a start, just one of those things, when you know that your neck will have the...

1 year ago
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Second Thoughts

Second Thoughts Pt. 01byxleglover©Chapter 1Jen slipped her hand inside her panties. She slightly parted her legs as her fingers reached her clit."Wow! Honey, you're going to have to let me read that book when you're finished!"Jen flushed and pulled her hand from her panties. "I thought you were asleep?"Michael laughed. "I was but you were shaking the bed." Michael turned onto his elbow and slipped his hand into his wife's lace panties and felt her wet pussy. She arched her hips against his hand...

4 years ago
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Second Thoughts

How in the world do I get myself in these situations? I guess I really can’t say ‘these’ situations because this certainly isn’t something that happened to me before, let alone often. I do have to wonder if it's ever happened to anyone before!  I can honestly say I made some choices that … didn’t work out the way I had thought they would. It started out simple enough, I met a girl!Although, since then she has told me to refer to her as a ‘gurl’ because she is trans. Maybe that would be obvious...

Crossdressing
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Angelas Thoughts

Angela's Thoughts by Janet Harris, August 2007 This was going to be "The thoughts of a brain-transplant donor" but then I began to think of myself entirely as the recipient, so chose the shorter title above. I mean, I only vaguely remember being Roger and it seems a long time ago now. I can hardly believe that this new brain I have lived 55 years as Roger, since I look and feel in every way only 20 years old. The only reminder of my strange past is being unable to remember any...

4 years ago
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A Penny for Your Thoughts

Author’s note: If you’re expecting a stroke story, you’ll be highly disappointed, so I’d suggest you move on to another one. And though there is plenty of hot steamy sex later on in this story, I’ve slowly built up to it for a number of reasons. For one, I wanted this somewhat far-fetched idea to at least sound plausible. It’s a bit on the Dean Koontz, even Stephen King side of things with a dash of true erotica mixed in for flavor. I thought I might attempt this tale, see how well received it...

2 years ago
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Conflicted Shower Thoughts

Annie felt her heart pounding as the warm water cascaded over her naked body. A moment alone in the shower was a welcome respite from the intense lovemaking that just transpired. Yes, it was intense, it was welcomed but it was so wrong. Lust and desire can cloud the mind. Earlier, she was lying by the hotel pool with her family, palm trees blowing in the breeze, feeling insecure in her sleek new white one-piece bathing suit. She bought it special for this trip. She worked out for months...

Cheating
2 years ago
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A Mother8217s Nasty Thoughts

I know it’s nasty, but I had this thing for my son’s girlfriend and she didn’t seem to mind, and well… things just sort of happened. Up until Brad started dating Jennifer our life was pretty normal. Sure, I knew that my son was a little more attracted to me than was normal. I’d realized that he had erections when he’d seen me in various states of undress over the past few years. But even though deep down in my darkest thoughts I had fantasized about making...

2 years ago
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BLOWN AWAY THOUGHTS

BLOWN AWAY THOUGHTSChris was both mesmerized and totally immersed as he watched the indescribable display before him. It wasn’t the first time it happened, although each time he found himself in this situation it was equally exciting and he always knew it was not going to be the last time it would happen. The experience was one he didn’t have the ability to put into words and even if he could, he vowed never to tell anyone about it. This was a most special secret between him and his mother. ...

3 years ago
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Mothers Nasty Thoughts

I know it's nasty, but I had this thing for my son's girlfriend and she didn't seem to mind, and well... things just sort of happened. Up until Brad started dating Jennifer our life was pretty normal. Sure, I knew that my son was a little more attracted to me than was normal. I'd realized that he had erections when he'd seen me in various states of undress over the past few years. But even though deep down in my darkest thoughts I had fantasized about making love to my son, I certainly...

3 years ago
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Night Thoughts

I lay awake in the night, wondering. For some reason you have been in my thoughts lately, in ways that I normally only think about guys. All I’ve ever thought about is strong wide shoulders, tightly formed muscles, and long thick smooth dicks, plunging deep into my pussy. Now though, now I’m not so sure. Ever since I met you things have been different. When I close my eyes I don’t see the usual chiseled features I’m used to, I see your face, high cheek bones, small nose and pointed chin. Your...

Lesbian
2 years ago
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I Was In Gay Thoughts

Hi all, I am long regular reader of Iss but never tried to post my story straight away I want to start my real experience that was happened when I was 20 year old. A little introduction about me then you may imagine my image as well. I’m 5’9 feet fair complexion rose and brown color, pink lips, natural athlete body soft delicate skin like a girls blessed with a 8.5 inch size cock circumcised. The events I going to write here is 100% true nothing described here is more than the truth. it’s was a...

Gay Male
1 year ago
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Recording My Thoughts

"Personal Log, Commander T'Pol, August the 17th, 2155" I still maintain that keeping a recorded log of my personal thoughts is illogical, however, ensign Sato insists that this method will help with my reluctance to process the emotions and sensations that my human crew mates are so fond of confronting me with every day. I must admit that at least in theory her suggestion has merit as this practice does allow me to express my thoughts without the need to disclose them to anyone or anything...

4 years ago
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Sometimes I have evil thoughts

I have evil thoughts. That’s the truth of it. So maybe I shouldn’t do what I do but I never act on it, who knows it might be normal, maybe. I’m a teacher and in real life I find myself in awkward situations. It’s fine I can deal with it but like I said...I have evil thoughts. There was this girl in my class who prided herself on being the weird one. She had a crooked grin and a plump face and usually had her brown hair up in a ponytail. The school has a uniform policy so she usually wore a dark...

BDSM
2 years ago
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Brutal Thoughts

Brutal Thoughts Brutal Thoughts. I tried to imagine a male day dream. He has similar nasty thoughts to mine. Hope you enjoy it. Susan. I had always wanted to fuck a girl who was in pain. Not just ordinary pain, like she was being raped or something, but real gut-churning shrieking agony like her tits were being cut off with a chainsaw while I was pumping in and out of her pussy. The feeling of her muscles clenching, the struggles, the smell of terror and the sound of her screaming. The...

3 years ago
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Actions Have Consequences Vol 4 Helens Thoughts

Helen's Thoughts By Sarah Goodwoman Author's notes: This is another prequel to Actions Have Consequences. People have pointed out we do not have insight into what she was thinking. I hope it does help show why Helen did what she did and how it got out of control. I cannot believe that Doug would say that, but Cindy would not lie. He did have her removed from his classroom. Doug is usually so level headed, but I can tell he doesn't like Cindy. He might have done so...

2 years ago
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Pastor Johns private thoughts

Since Angela (Ange babe) started giving John head at every opportunity,his thoughts were turning more and more to how the women in congregation would look underneath their very prim and proper dress. Most were covered right up to the neck the few that weren't didn't show any cleavage, just a little of their flat chest above their tits (when having those naughty thoughts John called them breasts rather than tits lol).From his elevated position in church John could look over the women and see who...

1 year ago
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AscentChapter 21 Of Reunion Night Thoughts

As we rode, I maneuvered my mount close to Treeya's so she could hear me, "Treeya," I admitted, "You were as brave as any man I have ever hunted with. I honestly do not understand how you managed to stay on top of that jumping and twisting mount of yours yet were still able to get off all clean shots with both your spear and arrows. You are amazing my little flower, amazing." "I didn't know what I was doing," Treeya said modestly. "I saw the cave bear coming for me, then when the...

2 years ago
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Thanksgiving Thoughts

"Thanksgiving Thoughts" is a work of fiction. All characters are fictional. Any similarity to real people is coincidental. It is a copyrighted work of Caitlin Rose. It may be archived at any free site, as long as permission is received, and author credit is given. It may not be changed in any way without permission of the author. Thanksgiving Thoughts By Caitlin Rose, Nov. 23, 2000 Thanksgiving was always the same. The three of them would rise early and all would shower and...

2 years ago
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Their Own Thoughts

Copyright© 2003 There once was an Arpanet freak, Who better response-time did seek. He searched coast to coast, For a reliable host, Whose logger took less than a week. "Man, your insatiable!" Bill laughed and patted the curly head of hair that moved above his lap. "Shove a battery up my ass and I keep going and going and going!" Both buddies laughed at their own crude humour. Cray sat down next to his best friend and looked down at the expert blow job that his peer was...

3 years ago
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Monday morning thoughts

Monday Morning ThoughtsThis is a repost with permission from the author. I have had comments from my readers, who say "so you like cock" in that sarcastic online tone.Would it be cruel of me to stop talking about how I love cock so big and hard and smooth and soft. I love when a cock becomes fully erect and the little eye opens and winks once. It is like an eye of a lover who blinks once in the early morning to see in what devilish way i am waking Him this morning. He blinks tiredly, sees, he...

4 years ago
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Monday morning thoughts

Monday Morning ThoughtsThis is from a blog with permission from thinkerbelle00I have had comments from my readers, who say "so you like cock" in that sarcastic online tone.Would it be cruel of me to stop talking about how I love cock so big and hard and smooth and soft. I love when a cock becomes fully erect and the little eye opens and winks once. It is like an eye of a lover who blinks once in the early morning to see in what devilish way i am waking Him this morning. He blinks tiredly, sees,...

2 years ago
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Random Raging Horny Thoughts

He's gone. He's camping with the guys.Know what I wish I was doing? Camping with the guys. "Why?" you ask? Because I wish everyone of those guys was rubbing his cock over my face, slapping my pussy, fucking my ass. Damn. I'm seriously so horny, I should not even be writing.I was going to try to write another story for Babble (the site I originally posted this story for). But it's not even worth it. I can't think about a well written piece of fiction. All I can do is think about cocks and...

3 years ago
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Baseball Player to Baseball Wife Chapter 12 Second Thoughts

Baseball Player to Baseball Wife Chapter 12 Second Thoughts Before long it was time to start another baseball season. Gina was excited about all the things going on in her life. The Seals were disappointed that she had not left the organization to start her law practice. However, a future in law and the upcoming baseball season would have to wait, thanks to Nolan On the eve of opening day, Nolan and Gina had an early nice dinner in La Jolla. After the meal Nolan suggested that...

1 year ago
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Lindsays Deep Thoughts

I call you professor, but I wish I could call you my lover. I know you want me, but you’re afraid. I have tried to let you know that I want you too. The way I angle my chair in your direction and then subtly unfold my legs, hoping you would catch a glimpse of my naked pussy. Or the way I twirl my tongue around my pen while I stare at you. I imagine my tongue twirling around the tip of your cock. I wish that you could see what you do to me in the late hours of the night when I am all alone with...

Masturbation
4 years ago
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Second Thoughts

(I write mostly interracial stories but dabble with other subject at times. This story I wrote about a husband that went through a sex change and has a hard time dealing with losing his wife to a man. I could see my wife stepping out of the shower drying herself with a towel. She was absolutely gorgeous. Her long red hair flowed down past her shoulders and the contrast of her pale white skin and green eyes drove me crazy the very first time I met her. She was wiping her breasts...

2 years ago
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My last thoughts

My last thought was, ?well, that isn’t what I expected.? The night had been awful for me up to that point.  My master, a kind and exciting man, whose quick to flare angry; had been putting on what are called ?Catfights? for the entertainment of some his friends.  They too had slaves in which they would pit one against the other.  And because most of the other slaves brought were little more than waifs, my master had thought that he would use one of his own slaves, me, for some of the fights. ...

3 years ago
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Harley Mark Our Thoughts

Harley: To many, she is an innocent Angel and a well-behaved wife. To a few, she is a submissive slut in a sexless marriage.Mark: Harley’s on-line friend, his thoughts are in Italics.Dave: Harley’s fuck buddy.Monday – 11 days to goIt’s finally been arranged. Just over a week’s time, I’ll be seeing my fuck buddy. I’m finally getting back into bed with him. It’s been so long due to all this virus rubbish. I’m instantly excited at the thought, wet panties, and hard nipples. It’s not only about the...

Cheating
4 years ago
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Rachels Debt Chapter 2 Second Thoughts

My phone rang on the nightstand beside us. Rachel surfaced, sucking in air in long, raspy breaths. “No, no, keep going. Whatever it is can wait,” I encouraged her. She squeaked out something that might’ve been “please” before quickly throating me again. She held herself down, her throat spasming against me, until my phone stopped ringing. Only then did she allow herself to come back up for air. One gasping breath and then I could feel the heat of her mouth descending on me again. My phone...

4 years ago
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God of LoveChapter 20 Whirl of Thoughts

The two quickly arrived in the auditorium, Violette’s chosen venue. It was an enclosed, spacious place. As soon as he entered, Lucas looked at the key in Violette’s hand and smiled. “Do you use this place a lot?” “Not as much as you think. I usually use another room, since I don’t usually have sex at school time. The room is in class now, so I can’t use it. I only used the auditorium a few times, none of them for sex.” Violette then walked through the auditorium and got on the stage. Going...

3 years ago
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Kens niece has second thoughts

Debbie and I had a long talk this morning as we waited for Pam to wake up.I don’t think she believed me when I told her how Pam woke me up .I told her she tried her best to get me to fuck her .I told her that her that I only used a dildo on her. “Well if I was a guy I would have done her”she said sounding again like she was suspicious .“So you just happened to have a dildo in your drawer,I see". What the hell I was she thinking “come on I will show you”I said, taking her by the hand into...

3 years ago
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Twisted thoughts

The following morning I’d forgotten about the incident during the night. I’d woken around 7.15am, It probably was Kel leaving the house for work. I went and showered, but feeling horny as always first thing I decided to relieve myself. With the shower gel as a lubricant I was pounding my cock quite quickly. Just as I started erupting I lost my footing and slipped, crashing into the tub with a thud. It must have woken Rhea as she came running in to ensure I was ok. The issue being as I was...

2 years ago
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A LifePart III Lizs Thoughts

After the lewd conversation had taken place between Liz and her niece, Liz left the house to take a walk in the woods to see if she could walk off her randiness. Before she set off she went up stairs, took off her knickers and bra and threw on a loose cotton dress to cover her nakedness. As she walked down the lane from the house she felt the warm summer breeze waft up underneath her dress causing the soft cotton to billow up to where it became trapped at the top of her midriff where the dress...

4 years ago
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Our Neighbor My Thoughts

I imagine coming home one evening and y’all are chit chatting in the kitchen about whatever. After my shower I decide to come down and join y’all in a conversation of the “whatever” may be going on. We talk for some time feeling all that comfort of just hanging with friends and we bring up the conversation of sex. With her being pregnant it’s not too hard to keep it going, got to love those hormones. We talk and talk and talk some more then I make a small comment about us. I say something along...

4 years ago
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rainy day thoughts

Today I was mostly thinking about fruit! It all started out so innocently when the idea of sitting on his face and squirting cum into his mouth came to me as I was in the middle of an important but very boring meeting. Knowing he was in an impossible position to be able to wank over our mutual fantasies made my already bad bad mind work overtime. It was a very good idea he told me. But only on the condition that he could watch me slap my clit at the same time. I told him I was full of good...

3 years ago
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The Preface to my Last Thoughts

Well, I would like to thank the people that responded to me privately regarding my story.  I would like to acknowledge the very kind words they gave me in my first real attempt here.  Several have indicated passionately that they would much like to ?know how everything got to that point and that is,? and ?where the real story is.?  So-to-speak that is, since elements of the story are real and some is fantasy, thus far that is? So, I have decided to share parts of my life which are real and some...

1 year ago
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The beginning of my last thoughts

Well, I would like to thank the people that responded to me privately regarding my story.  I would like to acknowledge the very kind words they gave me in my first real attempt here.  Several have indicated passionately that they would much like to “know how everything got to that point and that is,” and “where the real story is.”  So-to-speak that is, since elements of the story are real and some is fantasy, thus far that is? So, I have decided to share parts of my life which are real and some...

4 years ago
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Milacik After Thoughts

This is not about sex, although sex surely played a (wonderfully) big part. It is also not about regrets, since there is too much to cherish, in spite of the aching loss. It is about remembering. Four years later, and I can still picture every beautiful thing that I loved about her. The touch of her beautiful upturned nose on my cheek. The taste of her soft luscious lips on mine, and the tip of her tongue caressing mine. Her eyes – ohhh, her gorgeous cat’s-eyes which often stayed open to let...

4 years ago
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Night Thoughts

Paul Spencer got an email from his mother every day, once she realized that email was very much more practical than postal delivery. But he did not read them every day, since some days he just did not have the time. Dodging bullets and bombs had a higher priority in Afghanistan, and it was a quiet week when he could reply to her more than twice. He read the messages, however, and therefore knew that his parents had become good friends with a couple named Ronald and Ruth...

3 years ago
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Wandering Thoughts

They lived in different towns and it had been ten years since they were last together, and now thanks to social networks on-line they have found one another once again. Sure they each had their own different lives but that first phone call brought all those once forgotten passionate memories flooding back. Her heart fluttered at the smallest thought of him and those intense nights that they shared. As she lay in bed, her mind overloaded with thoughts of her burning, almost ache to be back in...

4 years ago
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Night Thoughts

I lay awake in the night, wondering. For some reason you have been in my thoughts lately, in ways that I normally only think about guys. All I’ve ever thought about is strong wide shoulders, tightly formed muscles, and long thick smooth dicks, plunging deep into my pussy. Now though, now I’m not so sure. Ever since I met you things have been different. When I close my eyes I don’t see the usual chiseled features I’m used to, I see your face, high cheek bones, small nose and pointed chin. Your...

3 years ago
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some random thoughts

this perhaps worth read,ing perhaps not... will let you decide... during this little period, my inner, but somewhat controlled horny urges have been mostlu well self-contained... exploring sexually-related ideas further, alone in my brain, was an excellent distraction. during that reflection, some observations become worth examining further... the last one began with a trip down memory lane... I was enjoying parsing though the various sexual adventures I had with various girls... I was trying...

3 years ago
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First meet First thoughts

You know what? However we blokes like to pretend otherwise, the vast majority of us are overawed by women. At least a little. When we first meet up, only a handful are going to be uber confidents. Inside, no matter how od you are, there'll be butterflies at the very least. So...(bloody hell. How nervous am I? I can't believe I actually agreed to meet her. Still; I'm here now, so let's see if I can't try and calm down a little. Breathe. Relax. I'm early, so that's good. It'll give me a little...

4 years ago
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She Invades My Thoughts

I can't get her out of my head, and it's interfering with me studying. I heave a sigh, and try to get my head back into studying, but it's no use. There the thoughts go again!"I give up!", I mumble to myself, and I grab my phone to call her.She picks up on the second ring, and I say hello and hurriedly ask if she is busy. Thankfully she isn't, and we make plans for me to come over to her place.I go to my dresser and pull out both the pink ruffle undies and the pink and black corset I just got...

Lesbian
4 years ago
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Stray Thoughts

Stray thoughts Note- this is not a story, just some stray thought of wanting to be a girl, and the journey so far/autobio It's a strange life. Being born a male, yet like dressing as a girl. Its like being stuck in some gray area.... Not knowing really who I am what I'm supposed to do. I wish gender didn't matter and it was all fluid and we can wear anything we liked. My early 4-5 year old I remember being asked when playing house to try being the wife. It was my 1st...

1 year ago
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Mistaken Thoughts

My wife and I have been married over fifteen years now. Three kids later and settled down into a somewhat normal life. I work the afternoon shift at the factory and she works day shift over at the insurance office. I usually get home around midnight and she is usually asleep. Sometimes she waits up for me if she can. She told me her hectic schedule makes her tired and sometimes she just needs to relax. If she's awake, I lay with her for awhile and talk. If she's asleep, I usually go on the...

4 years ago
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Time Scope Part 2Chapter 11 Second Thoughts

Ring ... Ring ... Ring “Hello? ... Oh! Hi, Sam ... That’s great! ... And probate? ... Okay, thanks. I’ll let Alicia know, and thanks again for everything.” “Alicia, that was Sam. The Judge agreed to an additional advance of two hundred thousand. Sam will be wiring it to our bank account tomorrow. He also told me that probate is moving along with no hiccups. He thinks it will close earlier than he predicted.” “Great! That means we can get married right away. Mom has been pushing for us to...

3 years ago
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Lost in thoughts

Shower, food, start the new book I found at the charity shop and maybe call David. It was weird how he had changed me, my life. Just two days ago I had been at his place, spent a whole weekend with him in fact, and I already missed him. Just as I was thinking of him the bus pulled up at a stop. People were getting off, others queuing to get on. As my gaze focussed I realized I was looking directly at the crotch of some guy. Faded jeans, tight fitting an leaving not much to imagination....

1 year ago
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She Invades My Thoughts

I can’t get her out of my head, and it’s interfering with me studying. I heave a sigh, and try to get my head back into studying, but it’s no use. There the thoughts go again! ‘I give up!’, I mumble to myself, and I grab my phone to call her. She picks up on the second ring, and I say hello and hurriedly ask if she is busy. Thankfully she isn’t, and we make plans for me to come over to her place. I go to my dresser and pull out both the pink ruffle undies and the pink and black corset I just...

3 years ago
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Crossdreaming Thoughts

Last week I crossdressed for a while. Wore tight dark green jeggings, and two different shirts. I was barely able to squeeze these huge fucking J cup tits into a basically skin tight size XS stretchy nylon beige tshirt, and the other was an olive green turtleneck of the same tight fit. Wore both inside and outside. Took a short walk before sunrise. Felt so good. I really need to take photos of these shirts….they’re tighter fitting than any of the shirts I’m wearing in my current photos. I have...

3 years ago
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Thoughts

Thoughts... By Joseph A. Falls. I opened my eyes to a Scooby Doo Alarm Clock that was ringing on a pink desk across this foolish room where I am. Gosh!!! I had been on parties but the one last night was the worst of my life... At least I can tell that from the hang over this morning, but ya know I don't remember how the party started, who was in, and what I did. My head is spinning, and I feel like I'm going to puke... So better I stand and look for a bathroom... but suddenly a...

2 years ago
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Naughty Thoughts

For some reason tonight I was hornier than I have been in months. Maybe it was because I wore my corset to school and noticed some of the firefighter trainees staring at me. Dirty thoughts kept running through my mind; How hot it would be to be pinned up against a wall by strong arms, how it would feel to have big hands running over the corset, I secretly love it when someone asks to touch my corset it sends tingles up and down my spine. I couldn't focus in art class, I kept thinking about the...

3 years ago
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Lost in thoughts

I was idly gazing out of the bus window. People were rushing along this busy street. Rush hour, one of the worst times to be on the bus and I was looking forward to get home. Shower, food, start the new book I found at the charity shop and maybe call David. It was weird how he had changed me, my life. Just two days ago I had been at his place, spent a whole weekend with him in fact, and I already missed him. Just as I was thinking of him the bus pulled up at a stop. People were getting off,...

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Thoughts

Author’s note: All are thoughts unless in quotes “...”, actions in [... ] H: God, she’s so beautiful like that. Lying there with her eyes closed and her breasts moving in rhythm with her sighs and whimpers. I’d love to catch a stand-up nipple in my mouth and bite it the way she likes but I can’t interfere with her pleasure right now. W: Mmmm, I love this. My husband does too. Look at him stroking his meat as he looks at me. I wish he’d nip on my nipples. I don’t know why he just watches....

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