Ryan Part One
When I was younger I had mixed feelings about who I was. In fact, I still have those same mixed feelings. I don't think you every truly know who you are.I had a crush on this guy at university, but never thought I would get the chance to actually take it any further than just fantasizing about him from a distance. He was a few years younger than I was and I had an on/off girlfriend back home. So I thought he was definitely out of my reach.I would see him around campus all the time and my heart...