Young lust
Ever since I was young, I knew. As much as I loved and adored pretty girls, I had an even stronger, secret desire for men. To please and service men. Manly, masculine men. My urges so strong, so controlling, I would usually lay awake at night thinking about sucking cock, not able to fall asleep until I masturbated. Through the years, the feelings and urges only increased and became stronger. Barely a teenager, I secretly now only fantasized about cock. Fighting my urges, afraid of what family...