Marriage
Ever since you were a kid, you've been told the dangers of masturbation. Being caught once at 14 by your parents who punished you by taking you to church to repent. Your family has always been extremely religious, and even though it was hard to admit, you've always bought into it as well. Since then, you haven't dared touch yourself, being extremely denied and horny while all the other teenagers freely explored their sexuality. You were limited to the occasional wet dream that finally released...
BDSM