Sheer Envy part 4
Shouldn't I be disgusted at what he had done? I should at least be disgusted at him molesting my friend in her sleep - I knew she would be. Somehow a part of me just found that even more arousing, knowing my friend had been degraded, even violated. It made me think I deserved the same treatment, and I began punishing myself again, knowing I'd never get the punishment I deserved, or even craved. Even if Theo turned his attentions to me it would be less than I deserved. I wanted it, so it...