Candid Shae Part 1 1
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Occasionally, my wife & a group of her friends go on sightseeing or shopping trips for a couple of days. Just a bunch of midle-aged, middle class ladies on a jaunt.
Of course, I have plenty of notice when this is going to happen so I'm able to plan in advance what I'm going to do when I'm alone. Usually I'm left a short list of things she wants done, and once that's fulfilled the rest of the time is my own.
These trips are very useful to me because I normally have to fit my 'hobby' of making solo porn videos into a few hours when my wife is out of the house. Preparation, set-up, & tiding away time eat into those precious hours so time spent 'performing' in front of the camera can be limited & sometimes feels rushed. With my wife away that problem vanishes so I can take my time preparing myself & setting up my scene, & then shooting the video at a pace that suits me, with plenty of time to do another take of a shot I'm not satisfied with, or move cameras & lights around to get a different angle without feeling under pressure to complete the shoot in a narrow timeframe. And so I was excited to learn that my wife would be going away with her friends from Friday morning until late Sunday.
I've been making solo porn videos for around 10 years now, & during that time I've explored many ways to get my sexual kicks & make myself cum. I have a particular fascination with fucking inanimate objects - My wife's shoes, a home-made fleshlight, & even a vacuum cleaner - and all of them were great ways to get off.
To some, using objects like that may seem a sad & desperate thing to do, & indeed it would be if I had no normal sexual outlet, but I do, & I regard the things I've done as simply investigating other possibilities.
Since my teens I've been interested in using dolls as a sexual focus, both as substitutes for a real person or as erotic objects in their own right, and my curiosity never left me but I did nothing about it until a couple of years ago when I bought an inflatable sex doll in order to find out for myself how it feels to fuck one.
I don't regard myself as a true Doll Fan, & I certainly haven't given the doll a name or imbued it with a 'personality' of it's own - Frankly, it's too ridiculous an item for that. I see it for what it is - a vaguely human-like plastic figure that I can use for sexual gratification - and I get a thrill from having sex with it exactly because it's NOT real. I'm fully aware that fucking a doll is seen by many as degrading and/or perverted, but I don't care - It's how I feel about it that matters.
For some time I'd harboured an ambition to film myself having sex with my inflatable doll, not as a hardcore porn video, but with the intention of capturing a candid view of what I do with the doll when I fuck it purely for my own pleasure.
Of course, I've filmed a lot of scenes with the doll before, & in fact I rarely fuck it without at least one camera running, even if I have no intention of publishing the resulting video, but mostly I've done those shoots with the intention of producing a porn video, so there have been lots of images of my stiff cock, of me penetrating the doll, & of me shooting my load on the doll's body.
In contrast, when I have sex with it "in private" I fuck it balls deep, less vigourously, & to completion, cumming deep inside it. It feels great for me but there's not much for anyone else to see so I've resisted posting those videos, and anyway, I wasn't convinced that any of them properly expressed how having sex with a doll actually feels, so I saw no point in posting them.
This weekend, however, I intended to remedy that & to produce at least one video that was an honest document of me having sex with my doll & which I wanted others to see. The plan was simple - Set up my lights & cameras, inflate the doll, & have sex with it right away. After that I could review the footage I'd taken & make a note of anything I thought I could improve on in subsequent shoots, and then to fuck the doll frequently over the rest of the weekend, filming each session.
Friday morning came & my wife set off with her friends. Withing half an hour I had set up the scene that I would use over the weekend. All the sex would take place on our bed and be filmed by two cameras at around 90 degrees to each other. Both cameras were set back far enough that my face would be in shot because I wanted to capture everything, to be identifiable, & not just be some anonymous body writhing around with a doll. I think this is important because any viewers were probably not going to see much in the way of hardcore shots so I needed something solid to hang the video on, & any porn video is improved by being able to see the performer's face as they fuck - You get a far better idea of what's going on in their mind & the sensations they're feeling at any given moment.
I had decided beforehand that on each occasion I was going to fuck the doll in the pussy, because (a) I enjoy doing that above fucking it's other holes, (b) You get a better view of it's body (it has nice tits), and (c) it's easier to film that position well. I had also decided that on at least the first occasion I was going to shoot my load inside the doll because I wanted people to see my 'cum face' as I had my orgasm, and pulling out to cum may have taken my face outside the frame.
So, having thoroughly lubed the doll's pussy & switched on the lighting it was time for me to get ready for action. I stripped naked, worked my cock to a state of hardness, lubed it from balls to tip, switched on the cameras, & climbed onto the bed.
Getting your cock into a blow-up doll is rarely a pretty event - It's so light that it moves around a lot and it's holes are effectively closed by the pressure inside it, so initial penetration can be an untidy struggle.
Once I was properly inside I could use both hands to hold the doll & start pumping my cock in & out, getting deeper with each thrust. Using plenty of lube meant that I could move my cock inside the doll without the doll trying to move with me & get a good (if gentle) fucking motion going.
I wanted nothing more from this first sex session than to get some good footage of myself fucking the doll & enjoying it. Nothing elaborate was needed, so I kept banging away at the doll's pussy, relishing this opportunity just to fuck for as long as I wanted, under no pressure from anyone else to 'perform' or to please them, & no "Hurry up, I'm getting tired". You could say that Doll Sex is the purest form of fucking - You can enjoy having your cock buried deep inside something for as long as you like.
I kept pumping away for about 20 minutes, occasionally moving to get shots from a slightly different angle that would add a bit of interest for the viewers. I was, after all, making this video to be seen by others, for them to watch me fucking a doll because it IS a doll and not because I'm desperate for sex that I can't get any other way.
The tingling in my cock had been rising slowly for a few minutes and I believed I had enough good video by now, so I decided to go for it & to do the cumshot. As I already mentioned, I had promised myself that I'd fuck the doll to completion & to shoot my cum into it's pussy, so I also knew that no-one was going to see my sperm flying.
Would people think I'd faked my orgasm ? I decided that it didn't matter what anyone might think, that whatever they thought, they were going to see a nude, middle-aged man having a real orgasm & they were going to see an inflatable doll taking his load of hot cum.
I started to fuck harder & faster, holding the doll tightly around it's shoulders so that it couldn't move & spoil the moment. Banging hard, I felt my cock stiffen & my orgasm rising fast. I held it back for as long as I could, wanting my jets of sperm to be as powerful as possible, until the moment that I started to shoot, when I put all my effort into spurting as hard as I'd ever done before. The doll's pussy became incredibly slippery as I flooded it with my semen and I continued fucking, eager to get every drop of cum out of my cock & balls & into the doll.
It felt fantastic. I was elated & drained at the same time. I'd done what I set out to do - I'd had a good, satisfying doll fuck & a strong orgasm & I'd recorded it all.
As I fully intended to post the resulting video, I'd been very conscious that however much I wanted to create an authentic document I was still 'performing' (albeit naturally) for the cameras as I fucked the doll, so having got the footage I wanted I knew that in the next session I wouldn't have to concern myself with getting the right shots & could do anything I wanted to without regard for how it was likely to look.
Of course, it's not possible to shoot porn (or at least, to do it well) without being totally aware that that's what you're doing. You start with an intention & an idea of what you want people to see in the finished video, you prepare yourself & your scene so it looks as good as possible, during filming you have cameras & lights in your face, and you are constantly trying to ensure that the cameras can see what you want the viewers to see. As an experienced porn performer I've learned to deal with these things automatically, but there's always going to be a degree of self-consciousness when I film a scene.
Afterwards, I cleaned up the doll & tidied up my scene so they were ready for the next session, then downloaded the video files to my computer and watched what I'd recorded. I was very pleased with the footage because I felt that it reflected the experience of doll sex exactly as it feels to me. I also took a few screen grabs from the videos & sent them to a small number of online friends who'd known beforehand about what I was going to do.
Then I got on with my daily life & did the things I normally do. That evening I went out for a drink with friends as I often do on Fridays, and wondered what they'd think if they knew I was spending the weekend making porn videos ?
Sometime shortly after 3:00 A.M. I woke up to go to the bathroom. On returning to the bedroom I thought "Again ? Right now, or wait until morning ?". I decided that right now was good, so after a couple of minutes spent lubing up the doll & myself I switched on the lights & cameras & got my cock into the doll again.
This time it was a slow & leisurely fuck that was all about the sensations & to hell with what the cameras were getting. As before, I fucked the doll for maybe 20 minutes, either holding it tightly or propping myself up so I could look at it's tits, until I felt the sap rising.
There's something particularly filthy about cumming inside a doll, though I don't really know why. Maybe it's something to do with the "Uncanny Valley" thing, or maybe it's because it's the ultimate step in an already depraved act ? (Answers on a postcard please !)
Anyway, I finished off by shooting another hot load into it's hole before collapsing, having decided that cleaning up would have to wait until the morning.
I slept late (understandably) and once more prepared the doll for another session, then got on with my usual Saturday chores which kept me busy until late afternoon.
In the early evening I had a shower, ready to go out to my local pub & it was only then that I got around to transferring the latest bunch of video files to the computer & was delighted to see that I'd got more very good footage.
Technically, I didn't need to film another episode as I intended to produce only one video for posting & I already had more than enough material to work with, but I was having fun being able to fuck on video whenever I felt like it & didn't want to stop now.
I've always got a little kick from meeting & chatting to people soon after shooting porn. It feels to me almost like they must know what I've just done, as though the recent past should somehow be transmitted into their minds, & I try to guess whether they're appalled or secretly excited by it. How could I resist the chance to feel that kick now ?
I was showered & shaved, & I could be among the crowd in the pub 3 or 4 minutes after filming, so it was an easy choice.
Once more I entered the doll & got deep inside it, smiling inside that soon I'd be surrounded by people who had no idea of the immodest & obscene thing I'd just done but should in some way sense it. I made sure that the cameras could see all of me, head-to-toe, nude & fucking, in some kind of hope that the image would appear in these people's mind's eye.
If by some miracle that should happen then they were going to get a show because this time I'd decided to cum on the doll. In the meantime I fucked it balls deep, loving the sensation of my cock being as far into it as I could get. This was almost my undoing because it was so good that as my balls tightened & my orgasm began to rise I harboured thoughts of cumming inside the doll again.
For a moment I hesitated, unsure of what I wanted most but aware that getting it wrong would spoil my orgasm either way, I pulled out of the doll. In my indecision I almost ruined the cumshot as I fumbled with the doll, but just in time I managed to get into position & shoot my load on it's chest, face, & tits.
It took only a few moments to wipe my sperm from the doll, then I quickly dressed & went to the pub, still basking in the afterglow of my orgasm & exhilarated at having gone from making porn to ordering a drink in a bar so speedily. 15 minutes ago I was fucking an inflatable doll on video ! It was only 5 minutes since I shot my hot cum over it ! And now I was saying hello to my friends & neighbours at the local pub. Unreal !
Satisfied that I'd done enough there were no fun & games in the small hours like the night before. When I woke on Sunday morning I thought about fucking the doll again but decided "No, I've done everything I wanted to do".
Because I'd filmed the scenes with 2 cameras I had almost 2 hours of footage "in the can" & there seemed little point in recording more unless I did something different, & that had never been on my agenda for the weekend so I put away the lights & cameras & returned the room to normal, ready for my wife coming home. It had been fun. :)
Of course, I have plenty of notice when this is going to happen so I'm able to plan in advance what I'm going to do when I'm alone. Usually I'm left a short list of things she wants done, and once that's fulfilled the rest of the time is my own.
These trips are very useful to me because I normally have to fit my 'hobby' of making solo porn videos into a few hours when my wife is out of the house. Preparation, set-up, & tiding away time eat into those precious hours so time spent 'performing' in front of the camera can be limited & sometimes feels rushed. With my wife away that problem vanishes so I can take my time preparing myself & setting up my scene, & then shooting the video at a pace that suits me, with plenty of time to do another take of a shot I'm not satisfied with, or move cameras & lights around to get a different angle without feeling under pressure to complete the shoot in a narrow timeframe. And so I was excited to learn that my wife would be going away with her friends from Friday morning until late Sunday.
I've been making solo porn videos for around 10 years now, & during that time I've explored many ways to get my sexual kicks & make myself cum. I have a particular fascination with fucking inanimate objects - My wife's shoes, a home-made fleshlight, & even a vacuum cleaner - and all of them were great ways to get off.
To some, using objects like that may seem a sad & desperate thing to do, & indeed it would be if I had no normal sexual outlet, but I do, & I regard the things I've done as simply investigating other possibilities.
Since my teens I've been interested in using dolls as a sexual focus, both as substitutes for a real person or as erotic objects in their own right, and my curiosity never left me but I did nothing about it until a couple of years ago when I bought an inflatable sex doll in order to find out for myself how it feels to fuck one.
I don't regard myself as a true Doll Fan, & I certainly haven't given the doll a name or imbued it with a 'personality' of it's own - Frankly, it's too ridiculous an item for that. I see it for what it is - a vaguely human-like plastic figure that I can use for sexual gratification - and I get a thrill from having sex with it exactly because it's NOT real. I'm fully aware that fucking a doll is seen by many as degrading and/or perverted, but I don't care - It's how I feel about it that matters.
For some time I'd harboured an ambition to film myself having sex with my inflatable doll, not as a hardcore porn video, but with the intention of capturing a candid view of what I do with the doll when I fuck it purely for my own pleasure.
Of course, I've filmed a lot of scenes with the doll before, & in fact I rarely fuck it without at least one camera running, even if I have no intention of publishing the resulting video, but mostly I've done those shoots with the intention of producing a porn video, so there have been lots of images of my stiff cock, of me penetrating the doll, & of me shooting my load on the doll's body.
In contrast, when I have sex with it "in private" I fuck it balls deep, less vigourously, & to completion, cumming deep inside it. It feels great for me but there's not much for anyone else to see so I've resisted posting those videos, and anyway, I wasn't convinced that any of them properly expressed how having sex with a doll actually feels, so I saw no point in posting them.
This weekend, however, I intended to remedy that & to produce at least one video that was an honest document of me having sex with my doll & which I wanted others to see. The plan was simple - Set up my lights & cameras, inflate the doll, & have sex with it right away. After that I could review the footage I'd taken & make a note of anything I thought I could improve on in subsequent shoots, and then to fuck the doll frequently over the rest of the weekend, filming each session.
Friday morning came & my wife set off with her friends. Withing half an hour I had set up the scene that I would use over the weekend. All the sex would take place on our bed and be filmed by two cameras at around 90 degrees to each other. Both cameras were set back far enough that my face would be in shot because I wanted to capture everything, to be identifiable, & not just be some anonymous body writhing around with a doll. I think this is important because any viewers were probably not going to see much in the way of hardcore shots so I needed something solid to hang the video on, & any porn video is improved by being able to see the performer's face as they fuck - You get a far better idea of what's going on in their mind & the sensations they're feeling at any given moment.
I had decided beforehand that on each occasion I was going to fuck the doll in the pussy, because (a) I enjoy doing that above fucking it's other holes, (b) You get a better view of it's body (it has nice tits), and (c) it's easier to film that position well. I had also decided that on at least the first occasion I was going to shoot my load inside the doll because I wanted people to see my 'cum face' as I had my orgasm, and pulling out to cum may have taken my face outside the frame.
So, having thoroughly lubed the doll's pussy & switched on the lighting it was time for me to get ready for action. I stripped naked, worked my cock to a state of hardness, lubed it from balls to tip, switched on the cameras, & climbed onto the bed.
Getting your cock into a blow-up doll is rarely a pretty event - It's so light that it moves around a lot and it's holes are effectively closed by the pressure inside it, so initial penetration can be an untidy struggle.
Once I was properly inside I could use both hands to hold the doll & start pumping my cock in & out, getting deeper with each thrust. Using plenty of lube meant that I could move my cock inside the doll without the doll trying to move with me & get a good (if gentle) fucking motion going.
I wanted nothing more from this first sex session than to get some good footage of myself fucking the doll & enjoying it. Nothing elaborate was needed, so I kept banging away at the doll's pussy, relishing this opportunity just to fuck for as long as I wanted, under no pressure from anyone else to 'perform' or to please them, & no "Hurry up, I'm getting tired". You could say that Doll Sex is the purest form of fucking - You can enjoy having your cock buried deep inside something for as long as you like.
I kept pumping away for about 20 minutes, occasionally moving to get shots from a slightly different angle that would add a bit of interest for the viewers. I was, after all, making this video to be seen by others, for them to watch me fucking a doll because it IS a doll and not because I'm desperate for sex that I can't get any other way.
The tingling in my cock had been rising slowly for a few minutes and I believed I had enough good video by now, so I decided to go for it & to do the cumshot. As I already mentioned, I had promised myself that I'd fuck the doll to completion & to shoot my cum into it's pussy, so I also knew that no-one was going to see my sperm flying.
Would people think I'd faked my orgasm ? I decided that it didn't matter what anyone might think, that whatever they thought, they were going to see a nude, middle-aged man having a real orgasm & they were going to see an inflatable doll taking his load of hot cum.
I started to fuck harder & faster, holding the doll tightly around it's shoulders so that it couldn't move & spoil the moment. Banging hard, I felt my cock stiffen & my orgasm rising fast. I held it back for as long as I could, wanting my jets of sperm to be as powerful as possible, until the moment that I started to shoot, when I put all my effort into spurting as hard as I'd ever done before. The doll's pussy became incredibly slippery as I flooded it with my semen and I continued fucking, eager to get every drop of cum out of my cock & balls & into the doll.
It felt fantastic. I was elated & drained at the same time. I'd done what I set out to do - I'd had a good, satisfying doll fuck & a strong orgasm & I'd recorded it all.
As I fully intended to post the resulting video, I'd been very conscious that however much I wanted to create an authentic document I was still 'performing' (albeit naturally) for the cameras as I fucked the doll, so having got the footage I wanted I knew that in the next session I wouldn't have to concern myself with getting the right shots & could do anything I wanted to without regard for how it was likely to look.
Of course, it's not possible to shoot porn (or at least, to do it well) without being totally aware that that's what you're doing. You start with an intention & an idea of what you want people to see in the finished video, you prepare yourself & your scene so it looks as good as possible, during filming you have cameras & lights in your face, and you are constantly trying to ensure that the cameras can see what you want the viewers to see. As an experienced porn performer I've learned to deal with these things automatically, but there's always going to be a degree of self-consciousness when I film a scene.
Afterwards, I cleaned up the doll & tidied up my scene so they were ready for the next session, then downloaded the video files to my computer and watched what I'd recorded. I was very pleased with the footage because I felt that it reflected the experience of doll sex exactly as it feels to me. I also took a few screen grabs from the videos & sent them to a small number of online friends who'd known beforehand about what I was going to do.
Then I got on with my daily life & did the things I normally do. That evening I went out for a drink with friends as I often do on Fridays, and wondered what they'd think if they knew I was spending the weekend making porn videos ?
Sometime shortly after 3:00 A.M. I woke up to go to the bathroom. On returning to the bedroom I thought "Again ? Right now, or wait until morning ?". I decided that right now was good, so after a couple of minutes spent lubing up the doll & myself I switched on the lights & cameras & got my cock into the doll again.
This time it was a slow & leisurely fuck that was all about the sensations & to hell with what the cameras were getting. As before, I fucked the doll for maybe 20 minutes, either holding it tightly or propping myself up so I could look at it's tits, until I felt the sap rising.
There's something particularly filthy about cumming inside a doll, though I don't really know why. Maybe it's something to do with the "Uncanny Valley" thing, or maybe it's because it's the ultimate step in an already depraved act ? (Answers on a postcard please !)
Anyway, I finished off by shooting another hot load into it's hole before collapsing, having decided that cleaning up would have to wait until the morning.
I slept late (understandably) and once more prepared the doll for another session, then got on with my usual Saturday chores which kept me busy until late afternoon.
In the early evening I had a shower, ready to go out to my local pub & it was only then that I got around to transferring the latest bunch of video files to the computer & was delighted to see that I'd got more very good footage.
Technically, I didn't need to film another episode as I intended to produce only one video for posting & I already had more than enough material to work with, but I was having fun being able to fuck on video whenever I felt like it & didn't want to stop now.
I've always got a little kick from meeting & chatting to people soon after shooting porn. It feels to me almost like they must know what I've just done, as though the recent past should somehow be transmitted into their minds, & I try to guess whether they're appalled or secretly excited by it. How could I resist the chance to feel that kick now ?
I was showered & shaved, & I could be among the crowd in the pub 3 or 4 minutes after filming, so it was an easy choice.
Once more I entered the doll & got deep inside it, smiling inside that soon I'd be surrounded by people who had no idea of the immodest & obscene thing I'd just done but should in some way sense it. I made sure that the cameras could see all of me, head-to-toe, nude & fucking, in some kind of hope that the image would appear in these people's mind's eye.
If by some miracle that should happen then they were going to get a show because this time I'd decided to cum on the doll. In the meantime I fucked it balls deep, loving the sensation of my cock being as far into it as I could get. This was almost my undoing because it was so good that as my balls tightened & my orgasm began to rise I harboured thoughts of cumming inside the doll again.
For a moment I hesitated, unsure of what I wanted most but aware that getting it wrong would spoil my orgasm either way, I pulled out of the doll. In my indecision I almost ruined the cumshot as I fumbled with the doll, but just in time I managed to get into position & shoot my load on it's chest, face, & tits.
It took only a few moments to wipe my sperm from the doll, then I quickly dressed & went to the pub, still basking in the afterglow of my orgasm & exhilarated at having gone from making porn to ordering a drink in a bar so speedily. 15 minutes ago I was fucking an inflatable doll on video ! It was only 5 minutes since I shot my hot cum over it ! And now I was saying hello to my friends & neighbours at the local pub. Unreal !
Satisfied that I'd done enough there were no fun & games in the small hours like the night before. When I woke on Sunday morning I thought about fucking the doll again but decided "No, I've done everything I wanted to do".
Because I'd filmed the scenes with 2 cameras I had almost 2 hours of footage "in the can" & there seemed little point in recording more unless I did something different, & that had never been on my agenda for the weekend so I put away the lights & cameras & returned the room to normal, ready for my wife coming home. It had been fun. :)
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