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not. In any case, it contains material
situations, and descriptions of an adult nature and
those under 18 should not read it.
In addition, some adults may be offended by
scenes involving forced cross-dressing and abuse
of authority and power by parents,
educators, and siblings. Those potentially
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this one.
*****
4th Grade
Copyright
By Robin Masted
I was kind of scared shuffling into school on the
first day of fourth grade. I had heard all the
rumors about Ms. Rohrbaugh, my future
teacher , how she disliked all the boys and made
the girls her favorites, and worse, how she
punished the kids in her class. I mean, I had
known some of the kids in her class, and they
were miserable all the time. Until summer
vacation, that is.
Just the other day I had been playing soccer with
Mike Giffen and Donald Slack, who had
endured a year of the dread Rohrbaugh and
survived. They were telling me that I'd better
behave or I'd get my knuckles whacked by the
Rohrbaugh ruler - or worse. And when I
asked, "Like What?" Donald just said: "You
don't want to know."
So I shuffled on into school, past the display
cases and the welcome banners and made a right
down the hall to Ms. Rohrbaugh's classroom.
She was seated in front of the room, her graying
hair hanging loosely around her face. When she
looked up from her book, smiling and asking me
my name, I noticed a sharp tooth on one side of
her mouth. It was jagged and pointed and scary.
"Robert" I said.
"Are you Merton? Or are you Robert Masted?"
she asked, "Two of you this year, and both with
'M'!"
"Masted," I said.
- "Do you have a sister named Victoria?" she
asked.
- "Yes."
- "Oh, I think I had her a few years ago. Did she
tell you about me?"
- "A little."
As a matter of fact, my sister Victoria had been
in Ms. Rohrbaugh's class 4 years ago and
enjoyed it. Not that I had asked for her
opinion, though. My sister and I didn't get along
well at all. She would bully me and try to boss
me around, because she was older. She would
always try to con me into playing with her. But
playing with Victoria was about as much fun as
cold eggs, so I avoided her at all costs.
So I went to my assigned seat between John
Lawrence and Robby Merton and waited for the
bell to ring. She had been pretty nice, I thought,
but then nice old Ms. Clark last year turned out
to be a real pain.
The bell rang and Ms. Rohrbaugh went to the
blackboard and wrote her name. She appeared
young, despite the graying hair, and she wore
black pants and a cream colored blouse, which I
thought was unusual, since most teachers wore
dresses. She turned and began to address the
class.
"Hello, Class. I am Ms. Rohrbaugh, and no
doubt some of you may have already heard a
little bit about me. It's true that I am strict and
that I do punish those who break the rules, but
it's also true that the girls ... and boys in my
classes do very well in the 5th grade and middle
school. And I also have found that my classes
are very well behaved.
"So now I want to spend a moment with you to go
over the rules of this classroom. The first and
most important rule is that you must obey your
teacher. Does everyone understand?"
"Yes," we all said, not at the same time, but
nodding our heads.
She repeated the usual list of rules: No talking
out of turn, no making a mess, put things back
where you find them, turn in your homework
when asked, don't chew gum, no hurting any
other kids, no spitting, no making rude noises.
Johnny Lawrence raised his hand and said: "Does
that mean we can't go 'pfffffffrrrrhhhrrrtt!'"
making the fart noise and laughing. We all
started laughing too. Except some girls, who
pretended to be disgusted and made faces.
Ms. Rohrbaugh smiled and I caught a look at her
pointy tooth and I was scared again. She
continued. "Actually, I was just about to get to
the punishments. Now, class, what rules did this
young man just break?" Several girls raised their
hands. None of the boys did. She called on the
girls one by one.
"He made rude noises!" said Kelly Hunt
"Correct!" said the teacher.
"He talked out of turn!" said Wendy Steadman.
"He sure did." said Ms. Rohrbaugh
"He spit!" said Mary Dieter
"So he did!" said the teacher. "Anybody else?" she paused.
"He did break one other rule, class. Does
anybody know which? Girls?" she paused again.
"Class this young man broke the most important
rule. Do you remember which one?" she paused,
and when no one responded, she said: "Class,
this boy did not obey the teacher. That is the
first and most important rule. OBEY THE
TEACHER.
"Now when boys...and girls break the rules, they
will be punished, just as they would be punished
in every class." Her tooth seemed to gleam as
she placed her hands on her hips and smiled
broadly. She leaned forward as she walked
towards the class. "You have all been given 100
points in my book. No one will be promoted to
fifth grade unless they have 100 points at the end
of the year. If you behave and obey all the rules,
and obey me, you will not lose any points
and you will be promoted to Fifth grade. If you
disobey me and break the rules and misbehave,
you will not have 100 points at the end of the
year, and you will have to repeat Fourth grade.
Simple enough, right?"
As before, we nodded and babbled our reply
disjointedly and out of time, "rirightrightight."
"O.K., young man, Robert, uh, Masted, will you
please tell the class about punishments?"
I was on the spot. I had never been one to talk in
class, although I often knew what to say. The
other kids teased me alot, but then, lots of kids
got teased. I took a deep breath and gave it the
old 4th grade try.
"You said that if we behaved, we would get to go
on to Fifth grade, but if we misbehave, we have
to repeat Fourth grade."
"Good," said Ms. Rohrbaugh, but I had not
finished.
"And you have 100 points but if you misbehave
you don't have 100 points."
"Very good," said Ms. Rohrbaugh, but I had not
finished.
"But Ms. Rohrbaugh, I don't understand how you
get to have 100 points to begin with... I mean,
why does it start with 100? Isn't that kind of
stupid?"
Ms. Rohrbaugh's face was red. She still smiled,
but she seemed a bit shaky, unsteady, and the
tooth was clenched tightly against her lips,
making a small white spot. "Robert. Robert
Masted." She said my name.
I was really, really, scared. My stomach was in
knots, but at the same time, I felt light, like when
you go over a bump in a car, or when you're
flying in a plane and you hit turbulence.
reflexively, I stood up. My eyes seemed to roll
back into the dreamland of my head. I could not
believe I had angered the teacher so much, the
dreaded Ms. Rohrbaugh, and on the first day of
school.
It was the laughter of my classmates that brought
me back. I felt a warm sensation on my upper
left thigh, near my crotch, and I looked down at
my blue pleated pants to see the expanding dark
splotch where I had wet myself.
"Robert, you might as well start with 0 points,"
said Ms. Rohrbaugh, "Come on now, let's get you
cleaned up. As for the rest of you, sit quietly
until I get back."
Then, looking at Johnny Lawrence, she said,
"and you, young man who made the rude noises,
don't think I've forgotten about what you did."
*****
As we walked down the hall together, each step a
bigger humiliation than the last, my wet pants
drooping lower and feeling heavier, Ms.
Rohrbaugh laid it on the line for me.
"Robert," she said, "I don't know what kind of
boy you are. I haven't had the chance to talk to
any of your old teachers about you, nor have I
met any of your parents, even though your sister
was in my class. Mr. Denmark may or may not
hear about this little incident, but, I will ask him
about your behavioral record."
"But, I don't have-" I started to say
"Don't interrupt," she continued, "Now do you
have this problem regularly? Do you still wet
yourself? Do you wet your bed at night?
Do your parents know?"
I had never had the "problem" before, and I
hadn't wet the bed since I was about 3, over half
a lifetime ago, so my parents certainly didn't
know. So I said "No, this is the first time."
"I see," said Ms. Rohrbaugh. "and what do the
other kids think of you? Do they call you names
like 'baby' or 'sissy?'"
"NO!" I said. "I get along o.k. with most of the
other kids."
"Hmm-hmm." said Ms. Rohrbaugh.
By then we were almost to the principal's office.
I knew that if we went in to see Mr. Denmark, it
would be the beginning of a series of very
embarrassing events, involving my parents, the
nurse, Ms. Rohrbaugh, and whoever else. I
desperately didn't want anyone to think that I had
a problem.
"O.K., We'll go in here." said my teacher
pointing to the teachers' lounge. "We'll get you
changed now, and we won't have to see Mr.
Denmark, but you have to promise to do me a
few favors, O.K.?"
Of course, I was so relieved at not having to deal
with the principal that I would have agreed to
anything at that moment.
"Take off your clothes. I have some extra clothes
here that you can wear"
I gladly took off my pants because they were
soaked, but I hesitated to take off my damp
underwear.
"Go on, Robert, its nothing new to me. I'm not
interested in seeing you naked, just cleaned up,"
she said, turning towards the sink.
I took off my underpants, and she handed me a
warm, damp sponge, which I used to clean my
self off. Next she handed me a pair of very thick
white cotton underpants with little pink rosebuds
and lace around the legs and waist and a pair of
stretchy bright red pants, no they were more like
overalls, with two suspender straps that crossed
in the back. They had no pockets and two
zippers, one on each side, with big white
buttons at the waist, where the suspenders were
attached.
I was astonished, and blurted "But these are for
girls!"
Ms. Rohrbaugh smiled gently, her sharp tooth
catching the light, and said, "No, Robert, they're
for little boys who unfortunately wet themselves
on the first day of school. Now just put them on.
It's only 'til this afternoon, when your pants and
underpants dry."
I did as I was told, remembering that the most
important rule is: Always Obey the Teacher. I
put on the thick, rose-printed lacy underpants
and stepped into the pants with two zippers. It
was awkward, trying to zip up the zippers on the
side, and harder still to button the pants, so Ms.
Rohrbaugh helped me, saying, "Oh, you didn't
tuck in your shirt, here, let me."
We walked back down the hall together, and I
was grateful that I didn't have to go to the
principal's office, but I wasn't sure I was happy to
be facing the world wearing stretchy red pants
with suspenders over my nice light blue first-day-
of school button-down shirt.
It felt funny, wearing the thick underwear, and
the pants were not cut loose, the way I was used
to. They were kind of tight, and they came up
past my belly button, and it was weird not having
the zipper in front.
The class was still pretty quiet, considering the
amount of time we had been gone. I would guess
that most of the other kids were glad they weren't
in my shoes. I bowed my head so that I wouldn't
have to look at the other kids when I stood in the
doorway, with Ms. Rohrbaugh behind me, but I
saw Willie Mickerson look at me and just shake
his head.
Ms. Rohrbaugh looked up and clapped to get
everyone's attention. "Attention, class!
Attention! Robert had an accident today. Now,
those of you who know him from last year and
before *know* he's not a sissy or a baby, and I
know that, despite what happened, Robert is
not the kind of boy who would *wet his pants on
the first day of school*, so none of you will make
fun of Robert today, or you will LOSE POINTS!
Is that clear?"
The class nodded, and said not in unison, "Yes."
"Now, Robert, you have lost 5 points for your
accident, but the embarrassment of your
situation, having to wear those pants while
yours dry out, is punishment enough to be worth
5 points, so you still have 100 points."
-"Yes, teacher." I said.
-"That's Ms. Rohrbaugh, young man."
-"Yes, Ms. Rohrbaugh."
-"Now go sit down."
As I walked slowly back to my seat, I felt
relieved that I hadn't lost any points, after all,
even though I didn't exactly understand what
points meant.
"But as for you, young man," she continued,
turning her attention to Johnny Lawrence, "You
started it all by breaking all those rules. Girls,
how many rules did this young man break?"
She called on Vicky Bell, wearing a fluffy pink
first-day-of school dress with a lace collar and
puffy sleeves with pink tights who said, "He
broke four rules, Ms. Rohrbaugh!"
"Four Rules!" exclaimed Ms. Rohrbaugh, "What
is your name, young man?"
"John Lawrence," he said, turning his head away
and making a face, which was almost a smile,
except for the fear in Johnny's eyes.
"John Lawrence, you've just lost 4 points! Would
you like to earn them back, so you can go to
Fifth Grade next year?" she said, moving closer
to him and raising a forefinger, then shaking it in
his face, which started to turn red as he twisted
his neck even further around, so that he was
looking back over his shoulder at the class rather
than facing her.
"Answer me, John Lawrence!"
"Y-y-yes," he said.
"You would? Well, I'll tell you. If you behave
yourself for four days, and OBEY THE
TEACHER and the teacher's rules, you will have
earned back your four points."
"Was that it?" I thought. "Would he really get
back his four points just by simply behaving?"
Confusedly, Johnny walked back to his seat,
which was right next to mine. He was scared-
looking, but also relieved. He felt lucky that the
punishment wasn't worse, but he knew that he
was in danger of misbehaving in the next four
days. For one, he was about to start laughing
hysterically. For another, he was looking right at
me in my bright red girl's pants with the big
white buttons. He made it to his seat intact, but I
felt like crawling into a hole.
Then suddenly, after things had settled down a
bit, and Ms. Rohrbaugh was explaining a
handout to the class, Johnny started to laugh
hysterically.
"John Lawrence! I thought you would certainly
behave after I warned you! I let you off easy,
because I thought you would certainly behave."
She paused for a moment, gesturing at Johnny,
who was no longer laughing.
"I think you'll find it easier to behave if you sit
up here in the front row," she said pointing to the
seat next to Vicky Bell's seat. Johnny slumped
as he walked slowly forward.
"I'm sorry, Ms. Rohrbaugh, I was just thinking
about Masted's red..." mumbled Johnny before
Ms. Rohrbaugh cut him off sharply.
"I don't want to hear your excuses. Now here,
John Lawrence, I want you to wear this little
bow-tie to remind you of how good boys
behave," she said as Johnny approached. She
buttoned the top button of his shirt, straightened
his collar, and put the clip-on bow-tie on him.
It was yellow, with red and green and blue
flowers, kind of "psychedelic.' Johnny sat down,
tugging at his shirt collar.
The rest of the day was very quiet, very orderly.
*******
I had to stay after class to get my clothes back
from Ms. Rohrbaugh. Fortunately, I walked to
and from school, so my mom didn't have to be
called and informed of my situation.
After the other pupils had been dismissed, we left
the classroom together and went to the teachers'
lounge, where my pants had been hung up to dry.
Ms. Rohrbaugh took them down and handed
them to me. They were still a little damp, but I
could make it home O.K. in them.
I struggled with the buttons and zippers of the red
girls' pants. Earlier in the day, I had almost had
a double disaster when I went to the boys room
and discovered that I could barely get them off
and put them back on. This time, though, I was
motivated to get out of them by the thought of
putting on my good old blue pants.
Ms. Rohrbaugh asked, "Robert, aside from your
accident, how did you like the first day of class?"
"It was O.K., I guess." I Said, fumbling with the
button.
"Well, do you think I'm strict, or mean?"
"nuh-uh..." I shook my head.
"Do you think I'm fair? I mean, I could have
really got you in big trouble, but I didn't. If I had
taken you in to see Mr. Denmark, you might
have had to see the psychologist, or take some
special tests, or had conferences with Mr.
Denmark, me, and your parents, and everyone
would know about your problems."
"You're fair," I said weakly, since I was still
ashamed of my accident earlier, and I felt very
self-conscious in the red pants.
Just as I began to un-button the red pants, the
door to the outer part of the teachers' lounge
opened, and Ms. Rohrbaugh put her finger to her
mouth, saying "shush," and pointed to a door on
the other side of the room. I understood that I
was supposed to get out of the teachers' lounge as
quickly and quietly as possible, before whoever it
was came into the lounge and discovered us.
It was only after I went through the door that I
discovered my bad mistake. I had left my pants
and underpants in the teachers' lounge. And the
door was one of those that has the knob only on
one side. I was stuck outside wearing the red
girls' pants with suspenders.
I walked home really carefully, cutting through
everybody's back yard and avoiding spots where I
guessed that my classmates would be playing.
Luckily, I made it back un-detected. Unluckily,
since my sister Victoria was in middle school,
which started and ended earlier than elementary
school, she was home when I returned.
"So, did you enjoy Ms. Rohrbaugh's class?"
asked my sister as I entered. Then she caught
sight of me in the red pants.
"Oh Robert, you look so cute in your red pants! I
didn't know you had any like that. You know, I
used to have a pair like that!"
"Shut up!" I yelled.
"Oh no, you shut up! You got into trouble at
school today, otherwise Ms. Rohrbaugh wouldn't
have made you wear those pants...unless those
are actually my old pants that you're wearing,
Robert."
"I didn't do anything wrong," I screamed at her as
loud as I could.
"So why did you decide wear MY old red pants
to school today, huh, Robert?"
"But I didn't!" I protested,
"Oh, well we'll see about that. Come on, lets go
down to the basement and look."
I knew that I hadn't "borrowed" my sister's pants,
but I also knew that I didn't want anyone to know
how I had shamefully wet my pants at school.
Ms. Rohrbaugh had meant to be helpful, hadn't
she? But now, I was caught in a catch 22. Going
down into the basement with my big sister with
my mother out of the house is something I would
never usually do, but this time, I followed. I was
right, and I knew that when Victoria found her
stupid red pants, it would prove my innocence.
Unfortunately, Victoria didn't find her red pants.
She turned and looked at me with real menace in
her eyes. "So you borrowed my pants without
asking, you twerp. Now you're really going to
get it!" she said as she shoved me in the chest so
hard that I fell onto the floor. She was on top of
me in a second, pinning my arms to my side with
her legs. Her jeans skirt rode up to reveal her
white cotton underwear. I could not escape, no
matter how hard I writhed and squirmed.
Reaching over to the box of old clothes, she
snarled "From now on, I get to choose what you
wear. Borrow my clothes without asking!" She
seemed to have found something in the box,
because she started roughly unbuttoning my shirt,
pulling it out of my pants and tossing it to the
side. Then she expertly unbuttoned the large
buttons on the pants and pulled down the two
zippers. I was helpless to stop her.
She laughed gleefully when she saw the pink
rose-bud panties Ms. Rohrbaugh had given me.
"You were telling the truth, weren't you Robin!
These really aren't my pants. I'm sure of it now,
because in all my life, I never had to wear a pair
of panties like those little pink ones with lace
and rosebuds. Now I'm going to let you go, but
you have to promise to do what I say."
I promised, but when she let me go, I bolted for
the stairs. Unfortunately, Victoria was faster
than me, and she grabbed me before I could get
up to the top of the stairs to slam the door on her.
I was soon back on the floor, with my arms
pinned to my sides. Victoria slapped my face
hard a few times until I started to cry. "Try and
run away like that again and I'll really pound
you, crybaby! I'm going to let you get up again,
but this time, do it nice and slow."
I believed her threat, and slowly, I sat up.
She had selected a frilly white blouse with a
round collar and puffed sleeves which buttoned
in the back for me to wear. I put my arms
through the sleeves and she buttoned the buttons,
one by one. As she fastened the top button, she
said "I'll bet you can't even take this pretty blouse
off yourself." I reached around to try to unbutton
the blouse to no avail. I was just too clumsy to
fuss with the buttons.
Victoria pulled the suspenders over my shoulder
and zipped and buttoned the red pants. My
white socks were replaced by little ankle socks
with lace trim, and Victoria found a pair of black
patent leather mary-janes for me. To complete
the outfit, she tied a little red bow around my
neck. "Now don't you look precious, ROBIN,"
She said. "Just wait 'til mom gets a look at you.
You look so cute, she might even let me dress
you for school! You'd really hate that wouldn't
you?"
"Come on. Let's go upstairs." said Victoria,
grabbing my wrist and leading the way.
We went to the family room and she turned on
the TV. I started to leave the room, but she
wouldn't let me. "Stay right here Robin. I want
to make sure you don't get into any trouble
before mom gets home."
I should explain that I never stayed inside on
beautiful September days. My friends would
definitely wonder where I was, since they would
have to let one of the little kids play in my place.
It was always less fun if a little kid had to play.
The teams were disrupted and the little kids
always got hurt. So staying in with Victoria and
watching TV was worse punishment than having
to be dressed up in her sissy clothes.
"Having a good time, Robin?" she teased,
knowing the full extent of my misery.
I said nothing. What could I say. As I sat there watching TV in my
little sissy outfit I could only
think this was easily the worst day of my life.
********
When my mom arrived home at 7:30, some four
hours later, she was in a lousy mood. Her day had
been hard, she was late coming home, and she
was upset because we hadn't fed ourselves. It
took her a full five minutes before she realized
that I needed her help to take off the outfit. Her
only comment as she unfastened the buttons was:
"Robert, honey, I don't know why you let your
sister do this to you. You're a big boy, now.
You've got to look after yourself."
"But Mom, she's bigger and faster and stronger
than me!"
"Well, that's true now but it won't always be true,
pumpkin. One day I'm sure your sister will be
glad to have such a big, strong brother."
"But she hates me now and makes me wear these
stupid clothes..."
"Robert. You have to learn how to deal with
Victoria yourself. I can't be a referee. Now you
go to Victoria and tell her to take those clothes
off you this instant. I won't be a party to your
arguments." And with that, she buttoned the
blouse up the back about two times
as fast and with five times as much the skill and
assurance as Victoria had before.
I went up to Victoria's room, where she was
hiding, no doubt expecting a tongue lashing from
mom. When I knocked on the door, she asked:
"Who is it?" - "It's me." I said, trying not to sound
a bit afraid.
My sister opened up the door slowly. "Well, I
guess mom likes the way you look in your little
outfit."
"Help me take it off."
"Oh no. I couldn't. You just look so"
"Mom said you had to help me take it off!"
"And what if I don't?"
"You'll get in trouble. Mom said you had to."
"That's a chance I'll just have to take."
I was stunned. I had been sure that the fear of my
mom's anger would bring her around. I walked
painfully down the hall to my room and sat
heavily on the edge of the bed. I looked down
and saw the seam in the front of my pants curve
up past my waist to the broad flat waistband.
The blouse poofed out from the waistband and
skimmed softly up to my neck. As my chin
rested on the lace collar, I looked over and saw
how my arms peeked out from delicate, lace-
trimmed puffed sleeves. I felt my stomach
heave. I had to get out, no matter what.
I went back downstairs, into the family room and
started looking in the drawer where the crafts
supplies were kept. I gave a yell when I found
the scissors and cut myself out of the blouse. I
ripped the big white buttons off the pants and
pulled down the twin zippers. Then off came the
little white socks. Finally, with a maniacal
laugh, I freed myself from the pink panties, and
ran naked up the stairs to my room.
Just then, my Mom came out of the kitchen,
where she had been preparing a meal for us, after
all. "What is the matter with you, Robert? Have
you gone nuts? Why are you screaming like that
and running up and down the stairs? Come down
here...OW!...OhhohhohohhohohOWWW! Did
you leave the scissors out on the floor! Did you
leave the scissors on the floor!"
I froze. I had just put on my own underpants. I
knew that I was up shit's creek with no paddle. I
felt like crying, and I didn't even know the
extent of what the punishment could possibly be.
All I knew was that it would definitely be severe.
Mom could really dish it out.
I walked slowly to the top of the stairs, clad only
in my underwear.
"Robert, you are in trouble," began my Mom.
"Now explain to me what is going on."
Before I could speak, Victoria sprang up out of
hiding and shouted, "He got in big trouble at
school, Mom. That's why he had to wear that
sissy outfit, 'cause he got in trouble!"
"Is that true, Robert?"
It was all too much for me to handle. I desperately
did not want to admit why I was in
the clothes in the first place, but I was also
scared of being labeled a troublemaker. I just
answered, "yes."
"What could you possibly have done to get
yourself in such a big mess?"
I couldn't answer. My Mom got about twenty
times more angry with each silent second.
Finally, she said: "Robert, as punishment, I'm
going to let Victoria dress you for a week."
I gasped and tried to say something, but all that
came out was a whiny series of nonsense
syllables - "Whayoucantuhhnowayahh"
"Now don't get alarmed. You have to dress
appropriately at school, so she won't tell you to
wear anything out of the ordinary, but once you
get back home, Anything goes, and I mean
anything. I don't care if its a clown suit or Dr.
Denton's or a party dress. You wear it and
you'll learn that if you can't take care of yourself,
behave, pick up after yourself, you'll lose
privileges, like the privilege to pick what to
wear.
"And as for you, Victoria, I know that you like to
beat up on Robert and all, but I want you to
remember that he's your brother and someone
who could be your friend for life. If he gets in
trouble at school, I expect you to help him, not to
hurt him. Now please, don't embarrass him too
much with this."
Mom left and went back into her bedroom.
Victoria smiled a chilling smile.
So I told her about John Lawrence having to wear the bow-tie.
Victoria thought for a minute and then explained "Well, she might have it
in for John Lawrence, but I bet you're the one she's going to get this
year. She's always really mean to at least one kid in every class. The
year before me it was Ronald Foster - I heard she beat his butt so hard he
couldn't sit down for a week!"
"Yeah, and last year Donald Slack said she made him miss recess for a whole
month, in April, when it was nice out, he had to stay in and vacuum the
floor, clean the blackboards and dust the shelves." I added.
"Right," said Victoria, "Well, I'll tell you, there was a boy in my class
named Ray. He was a smart kid, he'd skipped 2nd grade, so he was
younger
than the rest of the kids. The first day of class in 4th grade, some of us
got together and played a prank on him. See he was a kind of nasty little
kid and was always, you know, trying to show off how much smarter he
was
than all the rest of us, so we wanted to get even with him. So anyway, on
the first day of 4th grade, we waited for him as he walked to school, and
pushed him in the dirt."
"Why'd you do that?" I asked
"Well, it was well known that our teacher, you know, Ms. Rohrbaugh, was
strict, so we figured that if we could put Ray on her bad side, then he'd
stop being such a show-off. So we pushed him in the dirt and told him to
watch out, and behave, otherwise there'd be trouble. Then we left him
there in the dirt, and ran to class 'cause we didn't want to be late.
"Of course, Little Ray was late to class that day, and you know how Ms.
Rohrbaugh lays down the law at the beginning of class and talks about
points and punishments and all that?"
"Yeah" I said
"Well he walked in right in the middle of her talk." The way Victoria
described the scene, it was almost as if I had seen it myself.
"What's your name little boy? Are you in this class?" said Ms. Rohrbaugh
Ray could barely speak "Ray Little, ma'am"
"What was that? Ray Little was it? Hmm, yes you are in this class. Well
Ray Little, you are late and you are filthy. Class, as I told you, you
must not come to class late, and you should be clean when you come to
class. If you are late and if you are not clean, you will lose points.
The later you are, the more points you lose, and the dirtier you are, the
more points you lose. Do you understand?"
"Yes.." said thirty new 4th graders, not in unison. They had been drilled
on the point system by Ms. Rohrbaugh.
"Now Ray Little. What am I going to do about you? You are filthy diry and
we have our class pictures today. What will your mother say when she sees
her dirty little boy in his school pictures? No no. We must get you
cleaned up before 11:20, when we are scheduled to have our pictures taken.
But in the mean time, I think that it's only fair that you lose 5 points
for being dirty and late."
"But Ms. Rohrbaugh, how can I get back the points?" cried Ray.
"Ray Little do not speak unless you are called upon. You've just lost
another point." said Ms. Rohrbaugh. But she continued: "Class, it's only
fair that you be given the opportunity to earn back points, so I will award
one point for a day of good behavior. Of course, I will also help you to
earn back your points, as you'll soon see. I like to see my students move
on to the fifth grade and beyond and do really well.
"So Ray Little, you go back there to the sink and wash up. We'll worry
about your clothes later."
Victoria continued her tale:
At 11:15, Ms. Rohrbaugh had the class line up in alphabetical order for
their pictures and led them down to the multi-purpose room, where the
photographer had set up on the stage. She instructed the children to do as
the photographer asked, remain quiet, and wait in the multi-purpose room
quietly along the wall while the others were photographed. Then she
whispered something to Ray, and they left the room.
About 5 minutes later, Ms. Rohrbaugh returned. Behind her, Ray walked
into
the Multi-purpose room, crimson with shame. His hair, normally loose and
tousled, though long for a boy, had been pulled back tight and sleek
against his head into a pony tail tied with a yellow ribbon, so tight that
the white of his scalp showed. His face, scrubbed clean floated on a lace
trimmed rounded collar, which was attached to a frothy yellow dress with
short puffed sleeves and a ruffled white pinafore. The dress was short,
above the knee, and his legs were bare. On his feet he wore lace trimmed
anklet socks and white patent leather shoes with a strap that buckled
across the top. He trembled as he looked around the room, not meeting
anyone's eyes.
Fortunately for Ray, most of the kids were too shocked to actually say
anything, but about half of them covered their mouths and stared while the
other half shook their heads and turned away.
Ms. Rohrbaugh hurried the humiliated little boy to his place in line,
pulling, then pushing him along by his elbow. He took his place in front
of Victoria, who noted the 12 tiny buttons that closed the back of the
dress and the large white bow of the pinafore so carefully arranged and
perfectly straight.
Ms. Rohrbaugh whispered to Victoria: "I told him to sit with his legs
together when he's up on stage, but I want you to remind him, please."
Victoria nodded, not sure of how to react. Her plan to put Ray Little in
his place had worked, and then some. As they moved up the steps at the
side of the stage, Ray started to turn, as if to leave, but he met the
stern face of Victoria Masted, who'd got him into this awful situation to
begin with. Victoria grabbed his upper arm and helped him take the last
step up onto the stage. "Sit with your legs together," she instructed.
He slowly walked across the stage at the front of the room, in front of all
his classmates, over to the chair set up in front of the screen and did not
forget to sit with his legs together, holding down his skirt, stiff with so
many crinolines.
The photographer looked down at the well-scrubbed little girl who sat
before him. She seemed spooked, her face drawn, and tight. She would
need
to be helped to a smile, yet another opportunity for the photographer to
try out the tricks that all his years of photographing little children had
taught him.
Victoria could hear him saying gently, in the friendliest voice he could
manage: "You look so nice today, now, look over here at my finger, won't
you smile so you can have a nice picture to give to your folks? Such a pretty
dress
you're wearing, dear. That's right, look over this way, I know you'll
smile..."
But to Ray, the voice of the photographer was neither soft nor gentle. It
roared over him and confused him, he did not know whether to trust it or
not, and so he opened his mouth slightly.
It was not a smile, but the photographer knew that it was the best he would
get from this one, and he pressed the bulb, setting off the flash.
Afterwards, Ray, nearly blind, walked down the stairs at the other side of
the stage, his skirt lightly brushing his legs.
Later that day, Ms. Rohrbaugh warned the class not to tease Ray at the risk
of losing points. As for Ray, if he behaved for the rest of the day, he
would recover 3 of his 6 lost points.
******
"So what happened?" I asked, "Did he have to wear the dress all day?"
"Well actually, he had to wear a dress for most of the school year. None
of the kids in my class really gave him a problem about it, although the
younger kids in his old class teased him a bit. They say his mom kind of
liked having another little girl in the house, and he didn't really mind
all that much. I don't know what happened to him though. They moved out
after 4th Grade."
"No way!" I could not believe that. "You mean his mom actually went out
and bought him a bunch of girls' clothes and stuff and made him wear it all
the time?"
"Well, he had a sister who was a couple of years older, so they didn't have
to buy him all that much stuff"
"And the school let them do it to him?"
"Yeah. Robin, I can't let you sit there only in your panties. Why don't
you put this on?" instructed Victoria. She held out a light blue sleep set
printed with bunches of yellow flowers. It consisted of a pair of puffy
shorts with elastic at the waist and ruffle-trimmed lace leg holes and a
matching top.
Resigned, I pulled on the shorts and put the top on. I fumbled with the
buttons, since they were on the wrong side, so Victoria came over and
buttoned it up to the chin for me. It had a round lace trimmed collar, and
she found a lacy blue bow to tie at the neck. The top did not quite come
down to the end of the puffy shorts, exposing the lace and ruffles at the
leg holes.
"YOU ARE ADORABLE!" declared Victoria. "Let's go show Mom."
I confess that I felt a bit like little Ray being led into the
multi-purpose room in his new dress as Victoria grabbed my wrist and led me
back downstairs into the kitchen.
"Oh, Robert dear, you look so cute," said my mother, "but Victoria, isn't
it a little early to be dressed for bed?"
Mom had a point. It was only 8 o'clock. So Victoria just shrugged her
shoulders and grabbed my elbow and led me back upstairs. I guessed that I
was to be subjected to yet another outfit for dinner, but it was just the
same as before, the stretchy red pants with two zippers and suspenders and
all that came with it, the frilly socks and little buckle shoes and the
camisole, except that this time, Victoria gave me a different blouse to
wear, a soft yellow one with long full sleeves and pleats in the front and
a straight stand up collar.
After dinner and the usual hour and a half of TV, it was time for sleep. I
was put into the blue sleep set I had modeled earlier that evening, and
went off to bed. My sleep was bothered by the strangest dreams:
There I was, in school, and Ms. Rohrbaugh was my teacher. She was
explaining to me that I could earn back points by wearing this pair of lacy
ankle socks, so I put them on. Then gradually, I was getting into more
trouble and needed more and more assistance with my behavior, but I didn't
know what I had done to deserve punishment. But then it occurred to me
that it was because I wasn't wearing the socks properly, or the hair
ribbons, or the panties. So I required more and more special clothing to
assure my compliance with the rules until, finally, I had to be humiliated
by wearing a short frilly white dress with red polka-dots and matching
bloomers. And the special frilly underwear was too easily visible to the
other kids, who laughed and laughed. Oh the shame!
I awoke, the sleep set drenched in sweat, and try as I might, I couldn't
get back to sleep until just before dawn. I tossed and turned, the
sleepset pulling this way and that across my body, fitting me in a way that
I was not used to, an ever present reminder that I was in trouble.
I must have looked awful when mom came in to wake me up, because she
said for me to go back to sleep, and that it was o.k. to miss school that day,
and that she would get someone to stay with me.
When I awoke, the sun was bright in the sky. I walked out of my room,
down the hall to the bathroom, still dressed in the lace trimmed sleep set.
Then I heard a woman call: "Robin? Are you awake, dear?"
"Yeah." I said.
As I peed, I heard her coming up the stairs. I realized that I was still
dressed up like a little girl. I couldn't let the baby-sitter see me like
this! Frantically, I tried to pee faster, but to no avail. In a moment, she
reached the top of the stairs went into my sisters room, then mine, and
walked down the hall . I shook off the drops from my interrupted watering,
and had just managed to start pulling off the shorts when she just CAME
INTO THE BATHROOM WITHOUT EVEN KNOCKING! I could have
died on the spot.
"Well Rob, your mom was right. You certainly are cute"
It was Mrs. Beechwood, one of Mom's friends from work who had just
returned from the hospital after a long illness. I could have died on the spot,
standing there in the little frilly sleep set top with the bow tied around
my neck and the shorts around my ankles.
"Your mother asked me to come by and look in on you today, so here I am."
I moved quickly to untie the bow, but in my haste, I accidentally made the
knot tighter. Now I was really stuck. I made for my room, but it was not
easy to run with sleep-bloomers around my ankles, and old Mrs. Beechwood
wouldn't let me pass anyway. She grabbed me around the waist and picked
me up over her hip, and with amazing swiftness brought her fat hand down
hard on my bare butt one two three four five six seven times in rapid
succession. It was enough to make me cry.
"Now Robert, that is no way to behave." She thundered. "If you are really
sick, you had better go straight back to bed. So put your little pants
back on and march back to the bedroom."
I did as I was asked. Mrs. Beechwood pointed to my sister Victoria's room,
and said: "go in." Then I saw what had been laid out on the bed. It was
(of course) flowered cotton panties and a white vest with a little bow in
front. It was a pink overall and a white blouse. The overalls had no fly
and were printed with thin white stripes and clusters of flowers. The
blouse had a frilly rounded collar and buttoned in the back. I couldn't
bear to think that I would have to go through the day in that.
So I slammed the door in Mrs. Beechwood's face, and as she howled down
the hall to the bathroom, I scrambled to escape.
Racing back to my room, I ripped off the sleep set and hurriedly put on my
school clothes. My own school clothes, thank you, and split for school as
fast as I could. It only dawned on me as I approached the quiet school
that I had made a terrible mistake.
Now a school full of kids seems to be a very quiet place at about 9:30 in
the morning. That's because all of the kids are sitting in classrooms. So
a child alone walking to school is conspicuous at that hour, and being that
child, I realized that I was, yes, in trouble. I was in trouble with my
mom and my mom's friend for my bad behavior. I was in trouble with my
sister just like I had been pretty much since the day I was born. Worst of
all, I was in trouble with the dreaded Ms. Rohrbaugh. I was definitely
going to be losing points this time, and earning them back would be no
picnic. So I turned around and ran as fast as I could away from school.
Unfortunately for me, I had been detected by Mr. Denmark, the principal, as
he looked out the window at precisely the wrong time. His voice soon
echoed in my ears: "Boy! Get back here this instant! Obey at once, do you
hear!"
I heard all right and turned around and put wrong foot after wrong foot all
the way back to the school. Mr. Denmark was waiting for me, and his
expression wasn't totally angry. He actually smiled and patted me on the
back as he escorted me to the office, asking me my name and what I was
doing. Of course, there was no way I could explain myself. What was I
doing? Going to school? But I had been running away from school? Oh I
had been sick but felt better? Yes my mother had called the nurse. Oh I see.
Well now Robert, don't worry. School is a fine place and we want you to
like it here, and here you are, not sick, but just a little late. We can
let it go. Now let's just get you back to your class.
At this moment I felt like batman, trapped in the penguin's vacuum chamber,
the air being slowly sucked out weak, helpless, doomed. But as we walked
down the hall a different image entered my mind, the image of a boy about
my age in a frilly dress, walking stiffly across the stage in the
multi-purpose room to be photographed. I almost had to stop. Finally we
arrived at the classroom. Mr. Denmark stepped in and motioned me along.
Terrified, I went straight to my assigned seat, while Mr. Denmark had a
word with Ms. Rohrbaugh.
I caught sight of Johnny Lawrence in his little psychedelic "good boy" bow
tie, and felt like crawling under my desk. What terrible punishment would
befall me? Ms. Rohrbaugh took control of the class again, saying that she
would deal with me later, and I tried to catch up and follow the lesson for
that morning. After about half an hour, she gave the class a short writing
assignment. As I began to write, Ms. Rohrbaugh approached. The fang-like
tooth seemed particularly white under the harsh fluorescent light of the
classroom, and she said - "Well Robert, it looks like we're off to kind of
a bad start this year aren't we, come on to the back of the room. We have
to have a little talk. I will not tolerate lateness or absence in my
classes without excuses from home. I am taking 3 points from you this
time. Next time it will be 6. Do you understand?"
"Yes, but I had an excuse from home" I said.
"That's not what Mr. Denmark said. Shall we go down and see him again,
Robert?"
I knew I was licked. I followed her up to the front of the class where she
made her announcement.
Standing behind me, she said "Class, Robert was late today and has been
docked 3 points. He will have the opportunity to earn back two of the
points tomorrow and Thursday, but in order to earn back a point for today,
he will stay in at recess and for the rest of the day will wear the Lace of
Lateness."
With that, she reached into her desk drawer and produced a wide silk ribbon
trimmed with lace. I looked back over my shoulder and saw it, white with
small blue dots and florid with frills. "THAT is going on me! Oh god the
shame!", I thought as my mouth involuntarily opened wide and a the blood
burned hot in my face. I could do nothing as Ms. Rohrbaugh leaned over
and tied the ribbon securely around my neck, taking a moment to tie a large
proper bow.
I bent my head meekly and the bow brushed against my chin as I returned to
my seat.
At recess, I had to stay in the classroom with Ms. Rohrbaugh while
everyone else got to go and play. I had achieved a sort of pariah status,
getting in trouble two days in a row, coming late to school, being absent
from play after school. I also felt like I was the victim of a terrible
plot to turn me into a total sissy. So I was totally surprised when Ms.
Rohrbaugh actually asked me the comforting question: "Robert, are you all
right?"
I confessed the truth to her, that I felt awful, that my sister had forced
me to stay dressed in the red pants, and had even put a frilly blouse on me
too, and that my mom was punishing me by letting my sister dress me for the
week, and how I'd heard the story of Ray Little, and the other stories
about how mean Ms. Rohrbaugh was, and how I hated having points. By
the ime I finished, I was nearly in tears.
Ms. Rohrbaugh smiled. "Well, Robert, it certainly has been an eventful
couple of days. It would be hard for anyone to face what you've been
facing. Robert, Do you think I'm being too hard on you? Answer honestly"
I couldn't answer. Either a "yes" or a "no" seemed like it could lead to
more punishment, so I just bowed my head and looked down at the floor.
"Well, Robert, if you make rules and you don't enforce them, then those
rules are not good rules. If there were no punishment for breaking the
rules, then everyone who wanted to would break them. So I don't think I'm
being too harsh. If anything, I haven't been harsh enough on you..."
Despite the fact that her words spelled certain pain to me, and my head
seemed to be spinning, I could hear the wheels spinning in my head as I
considered how she would find a way to punish me. "Robert, what is the
thing you like least about the lace of lateness?" She asked.
I had no answer ready, but she looked at me stubbornly while I tried to say
something. I simply couldn't think of any one reason to say why I hated
the lace. Finally, I just said "It's just so...so girly. I don't like to
wear it. It would be better if it were more plain."
"No, I don't think so. I think if it were plain, you'd hate it just as
much, Robert," she said, brushing her hand under the large bow, which
brushed lightly against my cheek. "I think that the idea of this bow is
the thing that you hate. You like to feel free from control, don't you?
You like to play with your friends and be free of adult supervision, don't
you."
I gravely nodded, sensing the truth of what she said.
She continued: "Robert, these are difficult days we live in. It's so very
easy for a kid to slip up and fall in with the wrong crowd. Now I am going
to be certain that it doesn't happen to you. You will bear the punishment
I put on you for lateness without complaint, and you will not fall in with
the wrong crowd."
I didn't understand at all what she meant - what did wearing this lace
thing have to do with falling into the wrong crowd? What was so difficult
about these days?
Ms. Rohrbaugh explained - "You see, dear, it's not that the lace is girly?
- no, not really - No girl would wear something like that unless her mother
made her do it - it's SISSY. And nobody really likes to hang out with a
sissy. You know that. Nobody wants to be so close to someone so
controlled by other people. And that's what I mean about control. Your
mother, your sister, and I are going to keep you under control for a while,
just to make sure that you live your life in a proper, civilized fashion."
And she smiled an evilly chilling smile, and the light glinted off of her
fang-like tooth, as she sensed what I was feeling. Sheer terror.
Sheer terror which deepened even more when I realized what was happening.
The sleepless night, the morning's excitement, having to stop in the middle
of my morning's pee, the terror of it all combined. My brain went crazy,
and most unfortunately, I lost control of my bladder. There was no
mistaking what was happening. A stream of warm urine flowed down my
leg.
Ms. Rohrbaugh laughed inwardly, knowing that her stern words were having
their desired effect. With mock surprise, she exclaimed: "Oh Robert! Are
you having an accident?"
I couldn't help it anymore. I didn't want to cry, but I couldn't stop
myself. The strain of the moment was just overwhelming my nine-year-old
sensibilities. How unfair and embarrassing and confusing the situation.
How furious and ashamed and weak I felt.
Ms. Rohrbaugh led me squalling by the hand to the back of the room, where
there was a utility closet. She said "Calm down, dearheart. It'll be O.K."
But there was no comfort in those words or in that tone of voice. The last
thing I wanted was to be happy or calm on her account. I wanted to be free
and independent, my own man (or boy, I guess). So I didn't calm down or
stop screaming.
Of course I was no match for Ms. Rohrbaugh. She easily removed my shoes
and socks and wet pants and underwear and my shirt. She led me to the sink
and cleaned me up with a sponge and dried me off with paper towels. Then
back to the closet, where I knew there was something terrible in store for
me.
The panties were pink and had rows and rows of ruffles and lace. There was
also a matching pink vest, with a tiny satin bow on it. I didn't see that
I had a choice, by this point, so I didn't struggle much as Ms. Rohrbaugh
pulled the slip on over my head, but when I saw the dress, I couldn't stand
it anymore. Yelling, hitting, striking and screaming, I made as furious an
attack as I could. It was pitiful. If I had been a teen-ager, if I had
been even big for my age, I might have had a chance.
But a child has little chance against an adult determined to dominate him.
Size, strength, and worldly experience are almost impossible to overcome.
If luck and fighting spirit are not on his side, he can only wait and plan
his escape and revenge.
Ms. Rohrbaugh grabbed both of my wrists and pulled them up high above
my head. I tried to kick, but she easily dodged the blows. She began to
squeeze my wrists harder and harder and pulled my arms up higher and
higher, until I could no longer fight. Then with a flourish of triumph,
she pointed at the dress.
It was pale pink, with a round white lace collar that had a rose
embroidered on each side. It had puffy sleeves trimmed with white lace to
match the collar. The dress was gathered at the waist into a white sash,
which tied in back, and had several tiers of pink and white skirts and
under-skirts. It buttoned up the back with an impossible number of
buttons, at most an inch apart.
I stood sullenly as I felt her fingers do up each of the buttons,
tightening the dress around me and closing it tight at the throat. Then
the sash, pulled very tight around me and tied into a bow at the back.
"There. You behaved very well, Robin. Now put on these socks and shoes
and hold still while I do your hair."
And with that, she went energetically to work with a brush on my hair,
which, after all, had not been combed or brushed since the day before and
was an awful mess. I gritted my teeth but still couldn't hold back the
tears as I felt a few random strands of hair ripped out by the roots.
After a minute, she was done brushing. She looked me over and said "hmm,
not bad. But there's still one more thing to do. Hold still."
Ms. Rohrbaugh took a comb to the top of my head, and combed down the
hair in front over my face. It was all in my eyes, when I heard her say again
"hold still." With a scissors, she carefully trimmed my hair across the
middle of my forehead - bangs! - she was giving me bangs! Oh the injustice!
She finished clipping and put down the scissors. Then she wrapped the
lace of lateness around under my hair in the back, and brought it up to the
top of my head, just above where my bangs started, and proceeded to tie it
in a big bow. "All finished!" she exclaimed. "Now help me get the room
cleaned up before all the other kids come in from recess."
There I stood, a vision of controlled juvenile femininity in my frilly
pink dress with 20 buttons down the back and a wide sash; in my anklets,
and white shoes; with my new bangs topped off with a lacy hair ribbon. Ms.
Rohrbaugh had certainly shown me my place. There was nothing to do but
help her clean up the room before the other kids got in from recess.
As the moment drew near, Ms. Rohrbaugh said, "Well, Robin, even though
you did wet yourself again and throw an awful tantrum - since you've helped
me out some, I'm only going to dock you one point. So how many points do
you have now?"
Stunning. All this awful girly clothing, this violation of my hair and my
nature, and I was still losing points.
"Uhh...95 points," I said.
"No Robin dear. You only have 93 points. You were to gain back 2 points
at the end of the day, not before. I still haven't decided whether or not
to give them back to you. Now go sit down at your desk quietly, with your
hands folded, and wait for the others to come back. And be careful with
your skirt, sweetheart. We don't want anybody looking up at your frilly
undies, do we?"
I felt sick as I waited.
The kids filed back into class after recess and were met with the sight of
an angelically well behaved student with her hands folded on the desk in
front of her sitting in Robert Masted's place. Some of them looked away.
Some of them laughed. Charles Jones practically shouted "Damn - look at
that! She put Masted in a dress! Hey Masted! What's it like to wear a
stupid dress?" And more kids laughed.
Ms. Rohrbaugh quickly brought this nonsense to an end with a sharp slap of
a wooden ruler on her desk at the front of the room. "Class, you must not
tease Robert. If you do not obey me, you will be punished, and as you can
see, I can be quite severe. Now please sit down with your hands folded in
front of you on the desk."
The children complied, and when all were quiet, the afternoon lesson began.
It was excruciating, having to sit there in my little dress all afternoon.
I didn't dare speak, and I couldn't look at anybody in the eye. It was a
relief when the bell rang, ending the day.
As all the kids lined up to leave, I stayed in my place, but Ms. Rohrbaugh
said "You too, Robin. Go on. You don't need to stay late. I'll see you
tomorrow."
I got up slowly, gathering my books and homework assignments, and
walked to the back of the line. All eyes were surely on me, as my skirt
swung to and fro. My eyes never left the floor.
I felt even more vulnerable as I left the safety of the classroom. Now
everyone would see me. All the other kids, friends and playmates in other
classes, older kids, younger kids, everyone. I knew too that I would have
trouble getting home without incident, so the second I left the school
building, I started running like hell, the skirt of the dress flopping up
and down. I didn't care who saw anymore. I just wanted to get home and
get out.
But when I got home, instead of hoped for freedom, I found (of course)
Victoria and Mrs. Beechwood. I quickly realized the futility of my
situation.
Mrs. Beechwood stood in the living room as I entered. She had a band aid
on her forehead above one eye from where the door had hit her when I
slammed it. She was beaming. "Back from school, I see, cutie! Now. What
you did this morning is nearly unforgivable and you are going to be
punished."
I began pleading for mercy - "Please, I'm sorry I slammed the door, I
didn't mean to hurt you, please, these clothes are punishment enough.."
But Mrs. Beechwood's reply was not at all comforting. "No, the clothes are
not punishment enough. They are perfectly good clothes, and wearing
clothes is not a punishment. I appreciate that you are sorry for your
behavior, but I must ensure that your contrition is for real and your
offensive behavior will not be repeated."
And with that, she wrapped her fat hand around my wrist and pulled me over
to the couch, where she sat down. With a jerk of her hand, I went flying
over her lap and my chest hit her knee with enough force to make me lose my
breath for a moment. My free hand went back to protect my bottom from the
inevitable spanks, but Mrs. Beechwood was easily able to overpower me.
She began to spank me slowly with her plump hand, without pulling down
my panties, speaking to me as she hit me over and over again. "You are
going to learn how to behave properly, young lady. That's right, I said
young LADY, because you are going to behave exactly as a young lady
should. You'll learn your place all right, or you'll find yourself back here,
over my knee, little girl!"
The blows were not hard and I was protected some through the underpants,
but they would not stop, and I was helpless to stop them. After a few
minutes, though, my bottom began to seriously hurt, as Mrs. Beechwood
mercilessly rained down blow after blow. I began to cry - what else could
I do - and after a few silent tears, I began to bawl.
Finally, she stopped and I staggered to my feet. Through my tears I saw
the smugly grinning face of my sister Victoria, who had been standing there
watching me get my comeuppance. I knew I could count on her for more
torment, and she did not disappoint.
I went to the kitchen, to get a little snack. Mom usually left us
something to nosh on before dinner. As I got myself some milk and cookies,
Victoria tried to tutor me on some of the finer points of feminine
comportment. "Hold your skirt as you sit down, Robin." But somehow,
after a day of incredible humiliation, her teasing didn't seem to pack the same
punch that it had in the past.
A few moments later, Mrs. Beechwood entered the kitchen. "O.K. kids,
your mom asked me to take you out shopping this afternoon, so let's go."
She must have seen the look on my face, because she added "I mean it,
Robin, we are going shopping, and you will get up this instant and come out
to the car with us."
After that spanking, I was not about to refuse, but I hoped to delay it for
a moment, so I said "Please, Mrs. Beechwood, can I go to the bathroom
first?"
"O.K., but do it sitting down so you don't get any on your nice dress."
My nice dress. Ugh.
We got into the car and drove to the mall. I had a bad feeling about this
trip. I had thought so many times in the past couple of days that the
worst had happened, only to fall deeper into trouble, so I dreaded what was
to come. I felt sure that it would involve being subjected to still more
girl stuff although I couldn't imagine what. I even had a girl's hair cut.
As we walked from the car to the mall, and the dress blew all around my
bare legs, my head filled with the terrible scenes of the past couple of
days - wetting my pants in class, getting whaled on by my sister, having to
sleep in a frilly sleep set, the terrible humiliation of being forced to
wear the frilly party dress at school, and the merciless spanking I had so
recently endured. I seemed to have been dealt a pretty bad hand in life.
I was going to end up a sissy, a loathsome sissy with no friends. I had
heard the taunts of the kids at school - "Fag! Sissy! Wuss!" I began to
break down again. All of it was just too much for a little nine year old
boy.
Victoria saw me and put her arm around me - probably the nicest thing
anyone had done for me in the past couple of days, and I started crying
harder. "Where are you taking me?" I sobbed. "Please, I just want to go
home. I don't care what you dress me in, just let's go home. Can't we go
home?"
"Oh Robin, stop whining. We're just going to get your ears pierced and
maybe buy some underwear for you, and then we'll go right home, right
Mrs. Beechwood?"
"Yes, that's right, Victoria. I'm afraid we're only shopping for Robin
today."
I resigned myself to my fate as we entered the mall and went directly to
the ear piercing counter in the big department store. The woman who
worked there smiled sympathetically at me, remarking at how getting her
ears pierced was a special day for a girl, and didn't I look pretty on my
special day. Special Day.
Two short clicks later, and I was adorned with a small golden stud in each
ear. Mrs. Beechwood led us on to the girls department and picked out some
underpants for me, and our shopping trip was done. I was grateful to be
returning home without any further fuss. Being in public like this was
exhausting.
Unfortunately, it was not over for me yet. When we returned home, I
discovered that Mrs. Beechwood had been busy that day. I went straight to
my room, hoping to escape from the suffocating presence of my sister and
the baby-sitter.
My personal space had been fairly well transformed into the room of a
little girl. All of my dirty clothes had been picked up off of the floor.
My bed was made up with pink frilly sheets and a flowered comforter. The
toys on the shelf and posters on the wall had been replaced.