That's What Friends Are For
by Bashful
Have you ever had your life saved by a friend? I have, twice, by the same
friend. That same friend had to kill me to save my life the second time. I
know it's confusing, it will become clear as you read the entire story. Please
do so with an open mind.
If you are reading these memoirs, then I am most likely dead. I have
decided to write this down in long hand and then put the book in my safety
deposit box. I will leave instructions in my will to pass this book onto my
oldest living relative, after my death. I don't intend to die any time soon, but
I have been compelled for some time to tell my story. This is the only way I
can do so without being accused of being insane. I suppose you can do so
now, but it will not matter.
Jack Grant was my best friend. We met in high school and discovered
we both had the same interests in cars and helicopters. We both wanted to be
helicopter pilots. When we finished high school, we talked to the recruiter
about the Army Reserves. Neither of us had the money to go to college. The
reserves would accept us but they wouldn't train us to be pilots without a
college degree or at least some college. The recruiter talked us into the regular
Army. He pointed out we could serve for two years and when we got out, we
would have the money to go to college through the GI Bill. He could get us
into helicopter maintenance and we would get some valuable training other
people paid thousands of dollars to receive. We talked it over. It made sense.
We believed in being good citizens and a tour in the military would look good
on our resume. We never thought about being in the middle of a shooting
war.
The gulf war began six months after we had enlisted. We went to
Saudi Arabia with our unit and waited for the fighting to begin. As helicopter
crew chiefs, we were responsible for the maintenance of our own helicopters.
Some pilot got to write his name on the door but it was our bird. We just let
him fly it.
We were part of a CSAR unit, Combat Search and Rescue. When any
American soldier was trapped behind enemy lines, we would go in and pick
them up. Usually it was a pilot. Once we found who we were looking for we
would pick them up and get the hell out of there. Sounds like it could be
exciting but more often than not, it was just a routine flight out and back with
a short time on the ground. If our helicopters were working right, there was
little for Jack and me to do on their flights. When we landed for the pickup,
we would jump off the helicopters and provide cover for the solider or pilot
we were extracting.
One day it wasn't routine. We were given a mission to rescue a
downed pilot. The location was determined by GPS, Global Positioning
Satellite, and we headed out. When we arrived at the location, the pilot was
pinned down by enemy fire. He only had a pistol and was mainly keeping
under cover. Jack's ship landed for the pickup and we flew cover overhead.
Jack's helicopter took some hits to the engine and began smoking. We found
the enemy position and hosed it down with machine gun fire. They stopped
shooting and we went in to get Jack and the others. We landed and the crew
from the other ship headed our way. Jack had gone out to pick up the pilot
who had a minor leg wound. He was helping him back to my chopper and I
was on the ground to provide cover if needed. Jack was just a few yards
from my helicopter when the world went black. I woke up in a hospital. No
one there knew what happened to my ship or crew or Jack. I had been
unconscious for four days and the war was over.
Finally, about eight hours after I woke up, my commanding officer
came in to see me. He congratulated me on my bravery. I didn't know what
he was talking about.
Apparently, as Jack approached my helicopter, a small group of Iraqis
charged us. I got in between them and the chopper. I managed to get three of
the five before getting hit in the helmet with a rifle bullet. Jack ran out and
carried me back over his shoulder, taking out the other two enemy troops in
the process. I was being awarded a Bronze Star. Jack was getting the Silver
Star.
I was alone when I woke up because the Army public relations unit
had set up a press conference to announce the two best friends who had been
so brave in the face of the enemy. They really wanted to have both of us there
but my being in a comma hampered that.
Jack came in. I thanked him for saving my life. He didn't want to
talk about it. He never did. My injuries weren't serious but I was sent back to
the United States. Jack and the unit followed a month later. We finished our
tour of duty and we were discharged on the same day.
Jack and I were closer friends than we had ever been. We picked out
a university and started with the fall semester. We shared an apartment to
save on expenses and each bought a car. We found that being a couple of
years older than most of the freshmen made us a little more attractive to the
girls on campus. We had no problems having dates every weekend. Jack was
the better looking of the two of us. He's about 6'3 with short brown hair. He
likes to wear it short because it's easier to take care of. He has hazel eyes and
a strong nose and chin. He reminds most people of a very young John
Wayne. Many of the younger girls don't make the connection since they
don't watch the old westerns on TV.
I was a more regular looking guy, I guess. I was never called
handsome to my face but no one ever turned down my invitation to dinner. I
was about 6'2 with sandy colored hair and brown eyes. My features were
unremarkable. I had been told I looked like some soap opera star but I had no
idea who the girl was talking about.
Jack and I had a plan for our lives. We would get our degrees in
business and open our own flight service with a GI Bill business loan. For
the moment everything was going great. We had our schooling paid for by
the military. We were working part-time for a helicopter flight service earning
good money. It looked like we had everything we needed for our lives to turn
out well.
Then Jack won the Powerball Lottery. $137,000,000.00 dollars.
After taxes. The kind of fortune you couldn't spend if you tried.
We always bought lottery tickets when the jackpot got really large but
we never expected to win. Jack almost had a heart attack. Then he went quiet
and just sat there for more than five minutes. He looked at me.
"Tom, I don't want this money to ever come between you and me. I
think a good friend is much more valuable then any sum of money."
I didn't know how to reply. If we had been girls, I could have
hugged him and we might have cried a little. But we were guys and while I
would do anything in the world for him, guys don't hug. I shuffled my feet a
little and told him how much it meant to me to hear him say that and we
shook hands. Two weeks later, Jack gave me $13,700,000.00. After taxes.
He said it took his accountants that long to get the paperwork through the IRS
so they wouldn't try and get me to pay taxes on it again. I was floored. The
man saved my life and then he gives me all this money with no strings
attached. After handing me the deposit slip (he had the money electronically
transferred to my meager savings account) he told me the reason he didn't
talk about the firefight in the desert.
When I jumped out of my chopper to cover Jack and the pilot, Jack
was scared to death. He just knew he was going to die right there. Seeing me
standing there with my M-16 at the ready just scared him more. He thought I
had spotted an attack coming. He ran faster then and he h that if the pilot had
fallen, he would have left him.
When the attack did come, Jack made it to my helicopter and was
waiting for me to get in so we could leave. I was under fire and couldn't get
up. Jack was sitting in the chopper praying I would stop fighting and get on
board. Then I got hit. Jack said he never stopped being scared, he just knew
if he didn't go out and try to get me back, he would never be able to face
himself again. That's what heros do. They keep their heads when other
panic. Jack was running for me before anyone else could act. He threw me
over his shoulder and carried me back to the chopper. Jack said he saved me
out of selfishness, he was afraid of what he would think of himself if he
didn't try to save me.
Now I was in tears, not many, just a couple, I was a guy, but this
was deep stuff. Even I knew that many brothers didn't share a love this deep.
Let me make sure you understand. We were regular guys. We dated girls
only. There was just a special bond between us. That's why I ended up the
way I did. More about that later.
Four or five-month's after Jack won the lottery, he met Julie. She
was a living doll. She was tall, 5' 9 or 5'10. She had short blonde hair, long
enough to cover her ears and just reach her collar. She had great looking long
legs and she always wore short skirts or dresses. She was a classic beauty
with a cute nose and sky blue eyes. Her skin was flawless and translucent.
She wore just enough makeup to accent and improve her face. Her figure was
perfect with "D" cup breasts that were the right balance for a woman her
height. She had a stunning smile and a voice that sounded like a bell ringing
over a frozen lake, clear and clean. Her laugh was infectious, her giggle just
girlish enough to be adorable. I knew something was wrong the moment I
saw her.
I had no reason to be jealous of her. She was a beautiful woman and
if she would make Jack happy, so much the better. Remember, Jack had
already given me more money can I could ever hope to earn. I just knew
something was wrong with her. She treated me as a friend, she always
smiled when we met, but I knew she didn't like me. There was no reason
trying to explain this to Jack. I couldn't explain it to myself.
I decided to follow her. I wanted to see if she had another boyfriend
on the side. I watched her for two solid weeks. I followed her from the
restaurant she worked in as a waitress to her small efficiency apartment. She
never went out unless it was with Jack and she was with him a lot. After two
weeks, I gave up. It was just an overactive imagination. Now I had to get
over the unreasonable suspicion I felt whenever I saw Julie and Jack
together, or just Julie.
I was waiting in a coffee shop one day for a date to show up when I
heard Julie's distinctive voice. She was sitting in the next booth talking to an
older woman. What I heard chilled my bones. Julie was talking about
poisoning Jack. She told the woman she had just accepted Jack's proposal
and she wanted the poison they had discussed on the phone. The older
woman had a European accent. She told Julie the poison was very slow
acting but it was absolutely untraceable. She guaranteed it. Julie warned her
she would not be pleased if the poison didn't work or Jack's death was not
considered natural causes. The old woman assured her it would look just like
a tragic heart attack.
I wasn't sure what to do. I sat there, my mind spinning. I had been
right but how to prove it? Just then, the old woman said goodbye and left.
She was just another old woman wearing a black dress and support stockings
and orthopedic shoes. Her hair was wrapped in a scarf and she walked with a
slight limp.
Julie left then and when she passed the booth I was in, she stopped
short. She was startled and looked it. Her mouth dropped open.
"Tom," she said, "how long have you been here?"
"Oh, I just got here." I lied, "I'm meeting a date. Is Jack with you?"
She looked relieved. She shook her head no, her perfect hair falling
back into place.
"No, just dropped in for a cup of coffee." She flashed that dazzling
smile and wiggled her fingers at me and left.
I watched her perfect little butt bounce out the door. My date arrived
just then and I was terrible company for her that night. I could think of
nothing but how to break the news to Jack. He obviously loved the girl, or he
wouldn't have asked her to marry him. This was going to be a blow. Finally
I took Jane, my date, home. She invited me in and I normally would have
jumped at the chance but I declined. I needed to talk to Jack and it couldn't
wait.
I raced over to his house and knocked on the door. Julie answered,
she was dressed to go out in a short red dress and high heels. She looked
fabulous. She smiled as usual but I saw mistrust in her eyes. She was
wearing a huge diamond on her left hand. Julie said Jack was in the shower
and then they were going out. They had tickets to a charity event and they
couldn't be late. I insisted on seeing Jack but she wouldn't budge. I gave up
and left. I went and sat on the hood of Jack's new Jeep Grand Cherokee.
Soon they came out and I tried to talk to Jack. He wanted to tell me about the
engagement and I needed to tell him about the death that awaited him. I
couldn't say anything in front of Julie but by now, she knew that I knew she
was plotting to kill Jack. She no longer was smiling. She kept tugging at
Jack's arm and they left. Jack promised to call me the next morning. I waited
until 3:00pm and then called him.
Jack said he wasn't interested in speaking to me. Julie had told him
about what I had said to her in the coffee shop. Jack said he was very hurt
that I would try and steal the one girl he loved and he thought it best if we
didn't see each other again. I tried to explain to Jack that it was a lie but he
wouldn't listen, he hung up on me in mid-sentence. I knew then something
else had to be at play here. Jack wouldn't refuse too here my side of the story
unless Julie had found some way to control him. This was all too easy for
her.
I did what I should have done in the first place. I hired a private
detective agency. I told them I needed to find out everything they could about
Julie and I needed the information yesterday.
In forty-eight hours, they had a detailed report on my desk. Until
three months ago, Julie had been a college student in a small Texas city. She
dropped out of school, packed up her car and moved to our town just one
week before getting the job she held at the restaurant where she met Jack. Her
parents had not heard from her since she moved. She sent them one letter
giving her address and phone number and saying she was looking for
herself. She had not called and would not return the calls they made to her.
All of her calls were answered by her voice mail. She took a 6-month lease
on the apartment she was living in and yesterday, Jack had paid off the
balance of the lease.
Julie had no criminal record and she had good credit. She had no
negative marks of any kind on her high school or college records. There was
no indication that Julie Wilson would ever be involved in an attempt to
murder someone. Yet I knew she was. I had no idea what to do now. I had
the detectives' agency maintain a watch on her and tap Jack's phone. Hoping
they would come up with some evidence. After one week, nothing.
I never got a wedding invitation. I did see the announcement of their
engagement in the paper and was not surprised to see that the wedding was
only two weeks off. I had to move fast. Once Julie started feeding Jack the
poison, it might be too late. I had heard the old woman tell Julie not to start
the poison until she was married. It could take six months to kill Jack or it
could work much quicker.
I decided maybe finding the old woman would help. I had very little
to go on. I gave everything I had to the detectives and they went to work.
When you can spend as much as I could, a lot can be accomplished in a short
amount of time. In less than a day, they had a strong lead.
The agency had gone to the coffee shop and spoke to the waitresses
and manager. The old woman was a regular but they hadn't seen her for
about ten days. They had a name though and the investigators soon located
her home. It was empty, but not by choice. The old woman was dead, struck
by a hit and run driver in a stolen car. The accident occurred the day after I
had overheard Julie and the dead woman in the coffee shop. The police had
no leads. The car was found with no prints and no clues. They suspected joy
riding kids.
It seemed like a dead end. I was very sure Julie killed the old woman
but there was no way to prove it. Then one of the investigators I hired called
me. She had located the dead woman's sister and she lived in the city. I was
over to her house in less than an hour.
The dead woman was named Maria Santini. Her sister was named
Sabrina Santini. They lived about 2 miles apart. They had both come to
America when they were very young, three and four years' old. Maria was
the younger girl. They had both married men named Santini but the men were
not related. According to the investigator, the sisters were not close. They
had not spoken in several years. However, Sabrina was very upset over her
sister's death.
I knocked on Mrs. Santini's door and waited patiently for the door to
be opened. I had been warned she had arthritis and moved very slowly. Mrs.
Santini finally opened the door. She had a scowl on her face. There was no
doubt that she was the sister of the woman I had seen in the coffee shop
talking with Julie. In her youth, she must have been beautiful. Now she was
a striking woman. Her eyes were piercing and clear. Her body was slow but
her mind was quick. Quicker than mine I was to find out.
"Who are you?" she demanded.
I introduced myself and told she I was there to speak about her
sister's death. I asked to come inside. I had requested the investigator meet
me at the apartment so another woman would be present. Mrs. Santini looked
me over and said I could come in. She said she knew she was safe with me.
I thanked the investigator and she left.
Mrs. Santini slowly made her way to the kitchen table and sat down. I
explained what I had heard, what I had seen and what I suspected. Mrs.
Santini nodded several times during my explanation. When I mentioned the
poison, her face contorted into a mask of anger and spite. She shook her head
and muttered an inaudible phrase.
When I had finished, she put her head in her hands and began
sobbing. I was unsure if I should go to her or not. Finally I stood up and
stepped next to her. I put my hand on her shoulder. She seemed to relax a
little at my touch. She continued to weep for a few minutes more. I did not
move, waiting for a sign from her.
She wiped her face and took a tissue from a box on the table. Her
eyes were red and swollen. She had not cried for her sister before now. I
came to realize. Her anger toward her sister for whatever reason, had blocked
her grief. Now she had allowed her anger to find a new target. She believed
as I did that Julie was responsible for the death of her sister.
I told Mrs. Santini how sorry I was for her loss.
"We cannot bring your sister back," I told her, "but I want to save my
friend's life. Is there anything you can tell me that may help me convince Jack
that I am telling him the truth?"
Mrs. Santini shook her head. She told me that Julie had turned Jack
against me with a spell! Nothing I could say to Jack would be believed. There
was only one way to make Jack believe me, by swapping bodies with him! I
had decided that Mrs. Santini's grief had caused her to become delusional. I
was very uncomfortable sitting with her and was trying to think of a polite
way to leave.
She looked at me with those piercing eyes and told me she was not
'delusional'. A chill ran up my spine. She knew my thoughts! I sat there
waiting for her to make the next move. Not sure whether I should be afraid or
not.
"You have nothing to fear from me." Mrs. Santini assured me, "I will
not try to kill you, but Julie will. You must avoid being killed by her. Your
death would strengthen her. She is not whom she appears to be. She has
stolen the body from the girl named Julie and the real Julie is dead. This is a
powerful sorceress. She is very old and is at the peak of her powers. The
young female body of Julie multiplies her powers. Because she is so
powerful, you must not attack her. You must instead remove Jack from her
spell. That is why you must trade bodies with him. No one can affect the
spell Jack is under. Only by removing him from his body, will he be able to
see the truth. I know you are brave enough and strong enough to do this
thing. Do you love Jack enough to do it?"
This was a question I had never been asked before. Of course Jack
was my best friend and I would gladly lay down my life for him but I had
never thought about loving Jack. Thinking about it now though I realized I
did love him, as a friend.
"Yes," I told her, "I guess I do love him enough to try and save his
life." Had I known the effect those words would have on my life, I would
have chosen them more carefully.
Mrs. Santini told me she could help me and in turn I would help her
get vengeance for her late sister. She asked me to buy some ingredients for a
potion and return to her home later that evening. I agreed and left. She had
also warned me to stay clear of Julie. She may try to kill me now.
That evening, I returned with the odd assortment of ingredients I had
purchased. They were not expensive but they were very diverse. I had spent
all the time since that morning locating the items. They included dried body
parts of several lizards and bugs, rare herbs, spices and a bottle of Italian
wine of a particular winery and year. That was the hardest item to find. Mrs.
Santini was standing at her stove preparing something when I walked in. She
had told me the door would be open so she wouldn't have to make the trip to
let me in.
I placed the items on the table and she told me to open the bottle of
wine for her. She continued to add ingredients and stir. She was humming
and singing very softly. It was in a language I did not recognize. Not Italian,
French or German.
I sat in her kitchen and waited for her to finish. Mrs. Santini was an
old Italian type kitchen. A bunch of dried red peppers hung over the sink.
There were baskets of onions, garlic and tomatoes on the counter. Different
kinds of dried pasta were stored in glass containers on shelves on one wall.
Sunday afternoon, this place must smell wonderful. Not today, whatever she
was making was pungent and unpleasant smelling. There were crayon
drawings on the refrigerator from grandchildren, no doubt. The report on
Mrs. Santini had mentioned children, grandchildren and even a great-
grandchild.
Finally she was finished. I waited for her to pour the wine into the
mixture, instead she sat down and poured us each a glass. She told me it was
her favorite but it was too hard to find and she couldn't afford it any more. I
felt a little scammed over the wine but not too bad. It was nothing compared
to what happened later that night. Mrs. Santini said the potion needed to
simmer awhile. She told me of the reason she and her sister did not speak for
the last several years.
Their mother was a Hungarian sorceress. She had moved to Italy in
the 1920's and married their father. He had brought the family to America
when the two girls were very young. Their mother had taught them the art of
sorcery and potion making. It was an honorable profession in the old
country, if used for good. It was never to be used for personal gain beyond
just making a living. Sabrina used the knowledge her mother had passed on
to her to help people. She never allowed her abilities to be used for evil. Her
sister Maria had used the potions and spells she knew for profit. She did not
care what purpose her customers had in mind, she would sell them the
potions they wanted. This caused the riff between the two sisters that had not
healed. Now it never could be.
"Listen carefully, Tom Chambers," Sabrina Santini said, "What I say
to you will affect the rest of your life. If you do not listen, you will die. If
you do listen, you may live. This is very dangerous. I have made a potion
that will cause you to change bodies with the first person whose eyes you
look into after drinking it. The eyes are truly the windows of the soul. When
you and Jack look at each other, the change will take place. When Jack is in
your body, he will realize what you have tried to tell him is true. He will have
all of your memories as well as his own. He will remember hearing Julie and
my sister Maria talking about poisoning him. Once he knows that, the spell
will be broken. Then you and he must return to me, here, so I can change
you back. Be very careful. Julie will try to kill you both, once her plan is
ruined. She will have nothing to lose. Once exposed, she will leave that body
for another and escape. I would prefer to deal with her myself, but I am not
able in this body. She is too strong in the body she possesses for me to fight
in any case. You must do this right the first time. You will not get a second
chance. You and Jack must come back to me before midnight or the change is
forever. You must drink the potion no more than five minutes before you
look into the other's eyes. What time does your watch say?"
I told her and she had me change the hands on her kitchen clock to
match the time on my watch. "When my clock says 9:30pm sharp," she told
me. "I will call Jack's house, I will make sure I get to speak to Julie. You
knock on the door just a minute later and Jack will answer. The rest will be
up to you. Go now, hurry, do this deed. Save your friend and avenge my
sister."
I got up to leave. I felt like I was going forth into battle again. I was
nervous and excited. Jack was worth the risk, he had thought I was. It
wasn't fear of how I would feel if I didn't try, it was the right thing to do.
Jack had the same values I did. He was too modest to admit he had been a
hero. Now it was my turn. I hoped I didn't screw it up.
I didn't, not really, I had been betrayed before I left the Santini
kitchen.
I drove over to Jack's house. He could have bought a mansion but he
bought a new two story home in an exclusive gated neighborhood. I lived in
a smaller house just a block away. I parked across from his house where my
car was not visible from the front porch. I checked my watch and walked up
to the porch. At 9:31 I knocked on the door. I heard footsteps and drank the
potion. It tasted like stale soda. I braced my self and when the door opened, I
made sure I was looking straight ahead so our eyes would meet.
Julie opened the door. She stared me right in the eyes and then the
world went gray. When I could see again, I was looking at my own face. I
had swapped bodies with Julie! I was in shock. Julie was too, from the look
on my former face. I took a step backward and almost tripped in the 3 inch
heels she was wearing. They must have been on the way out because she was
dressed for an evening on the town.
Everything slowed down. My vision compressed to a narrow focus. I
could see the body I used to possess and nothing else. Julie reached for me
with a snarl of rage on 'her' face.
"How did you do this?" 'She' screamed in a rage. "You idiot, you've
ruined everything, I've worked years on this plan and you have screwed it
up. Why can't you mind your own business? By God, I'll not let you get
away with it. I'll kill you and Jack and you can rot together." 'Her' voice
sent chills up my spine. 'She' leapt at me. I tried to run, but the high heels I
suddenly found myself in, tripped me up. I put my hands up and she
knocked then aside with ease. She had much more physical strength than I
did now. She punched me in the stomach and I doubled over, the breath
knocked out of me. I couldn't scream, as much as I wanted to, she then
picked me up by my neck and shook me. I started to black out and then I
heard Jack's voice. He was yelling at Tom, who was trying to kill me.
Suddenly I was dropped. I fell to the floor, gasping for air. I looked up to see
Jack standing over my former body, holding the fireplace poker. It was
stained with blood. I saw a red stain spreading out from the head of the body.
I scrambled to my feet and stubbled to the phone. I called 911 and heard
Julie's voice yelling for an ambulance. Jack was still standing there. I went to
him. He looked at me with empty eyes. I knew the spell that caused him to
love Julie was broken. I looked down at my male body and knew it was
dead. The damage was too severe for any other conclusion. I was stuck in
this body. With this point being made. From now on when I refer to myself,
it will be as Julie. I am she now. That is final. I accepted that when I saw my
dead body.
I realized that Jack was probably in shock. I took the poker from him
and laid it on the floor near his feet. I led him over to the couch and sat him
down. I got a cover from the closet and put it around his shoulders. I knew
from my first aid training to keep people in shock warm. I went and opened
the front door so the ambulance crew and the police could come in then I
went and sat down beside Jack. He was just staring straight ahead, his hands
in his lap. I put my arm around him and held him until the ambulance crew
arrived. They pronounced Tom dead and I asked them to take Jack in for a
check up. I was worried about him. I had to stay at the house and talk to the
police about the incident. I explained that Jack and Tom were very good
friends but lately Tom was acting erratically. I told them about an incident in a
coffee shop just a few days ago where Tom had propositioned me. Jack had
told Tom to leave us alone and then Tom came to the house tonight and tried
to kill me and threatened to kill Jack.
It was mostly lies of course, but Julie had convinced Jack of the lies.
If asked, he would tell the same story. I knew everything Julie had told Jack,
and I had all her memories. I even remembered the night the evil one, as I
called her, killed Julie by removing her soul and stealing her body. I choose
not to dwell on that memory.
When I was through with the police, I changed clothes and went to
the hospital to check on Jack. I put on a sweater, jeans and running shoes. I
got to the hospital just as the doctor finished examining Jack he told me that
Jack was in shock. Probably a night's rest would help. He gave me a
prescription for some sleeping pills and told me to make sure he slept at least
12 hours. I promised I would. I got some help getting Jack into his Jeep
Grand Cherokee that I had driven down the hospital. When we got back
home, Jack was still just sitting and staring. I coaxed him out of the car and
into the house. I got him up to our room and undressed him. I gave him two
of the pills and tucked him into the covers. I sat with him until I was sure he
was asleep.
I went down stairs and called the police. I asked about the crime
scene. They told me they had finished and I could clean it up if I wished. I
could have waited for Jack's cleaning lady. I'm sure the evil one would
have. I got out some cleaning gear and mopped up Tom's blood. I got the
floor clean, fortunately, the blood didn't make it to the rug. When the mess
was cleaned up. I sat down on the couch and relaxed. I had been going hard
for several hours. I was very hungry and felt shaky. I realized that Julie
suffered from low blood sugar and needed to eat. I went to the kitchen and
made a sandwich. I drank a glass of milk with it and felt better. I went back
to the living room and sat back down. It was almost 1:00am. Any hope of
ever being a man again had vanished at midnight. Actually, earlier, since my
body was dead. Now I was Julie. I had all her memories and mannerisms. I
walked, talked and looked just like her. No one would ever know the
difference. I could keep my mouth shut and let life continue. But to do so
would mean lying to Jack. I don't want to do that.
I decided to give Jack a chance to get back on his feet before
explaining what happened. If he had too much trouble dealing with Tom's
death, I'll tell him that Tom is still alive.
I was exhausted. I didn't want to climb the stairs. I stretched out on
the couch, the cover I had gotten out for Jack was still on there and I pulled it
over me. I was asleep in minutes.
I woke up about 9:30am and went up stairs to check on Jack. He was
still asleep but he looked restless. I decided to wake him and give him another
pill. He groused about being woke up but he went in and used the toilet and
took a pill and went back to sleep. I was feeling grimy so I decided to take a
shower. I grabbed a change of clothes and went into the bathroom. I
undressed and caught sight of myself in the mirror. I knew from my new
memories, what I looked like. But seeing myself moving in the mirror, I had
to stop and examine my new body. My breasts were firm and tipped with
large nipples. They were currently erect partially from the chill of the room
and partially form the arousal I was experiencing. The empty area between
my legs was at the same time disconcerting and normal. I knew I had a
beautiful body. I was at ease with this new body which confused me. Less
than 24 hours ago I was a normal man who loved women and having sex
with them. Now I was easily accepting being changed into a woman, it
seemed so strange and yet . . .
Maybe it was because I had all the memories of Julie Wilson. It
wasn't really new since I could remember growing up as little girl. My first
date, my first kiss, the first time I had sex with a boy and the first time I had
sex with Jack. That as a subject that would come up sooner or later, having
sex with Jack. Julie was engaged to Jack, she lived in his home and I was
now Julie. It would have to be dealt with, but not now. First I had to make
sure that Jack recovered from the trauma of killing his best friend, me.
I intended to take a quick shower but once I got to lathering up, it got
out of hand. Washing my breasts, and other areas, felt too good to stop. I
finally did though and patted myself dry. When I was dressed again, I
replayed the shower in my mind. Before showering I had gone right to the
drawers that had my underwear and socks and the part of the closet with the
jeans and casual tops. When in the shower, I washed my hair twice and
conditioned it as if I had been doing that for years. I had never used
conditioners when I was Tom. I patted my body dry because that was the
way Julie dried herself. I put on the bra as if I had been doing it all my life,
instead of for the first time. My actions had been automatic. Like the brushing
back of my hair to hook it around my ear, I do that now without thinking. I
was very much a part of this female body. I was comfortable in it. I like the
way I looked as a woman. I had not put makeup back on, but I knew that I
wanted to. I turned to the mirror. My makeup was laid out on the counter
and I spent several minutes applying it. It was easy and I was pleased with
the results. When I was finished, I looked just as Julie would have looked. I
could smell the lipstick and it was both a new experience and familiar at the
same time. Many things I did as Julie were that way. The first time I had to
sit down to pee was a new experience but I knew just how to clean myself
afterwards. Becoming a woman would be a struggle but not as great as it
could have been.
I went downstairs and made myself some breakfast. I cleaned up
afterwards and went upstairs to check on Jack. He was still asleep but
seemed to be resting better. I tried to call Mrs. Santini but didn't get an
answer. I sat down and began to access memories from Julie's life. I knew
whom each member of her, scratch that, my family was and I even
remembered their phone number in Texas.
I called my parents and tried to apologize for running away from them
and cutting off all contact. I never got the chance. They were too glad to hear
from me to worry about the past. We talked for over an hour. I explained that
I was with a really nice guy who had asked me to marry him. I told Mom that
I hadn't made up my mind about that yet. I explained that Jack was going
through a rough time now. I carefully explained the attack and Jack saving
my life. Mom was upset but she understood. She knew I had to stay with
Jack until he was better. I promised to come home as soon as I could for a
visit and to call often. I didn't mention the millions that Jack was worth. If
Jack and I fell in love then I could tell them that later. I didn't want my
mother to think I was a gold-digger. When I hung up the phone, I was in
tears. Partly over the love that I had just experienced during the phone call
and partly over the loss of my own parents.
They had been notified by now that their son, Tom, was dead. I
couldn't tell them what had happened, they would think me crazy. I might be
able to explain it to them later but right now I needed to allow them to accept
the death of their only son.
My thought turned to the subject of Jack and me. My new memories
confirmed what I already knew, Jack and Julie were intimate. I could
summon up memories of making love to Jack. I knew it would be a
pleasurable experience. I was sure, I wasn't ready for that. It would be
awhile before having sex with a man was appealing. Since I was a woman
for life though it seemed inevitable. Julie was a young, healthy, sexually
active woman. Sex was a natural, life affirming act. The only question was,
when would I allow a man to penetrate me.
I noticed my nails were in need of attention and spent the next 20
minutes filing, shaping and then applying polish. I selected a subtle pink
polish. The evil one would have had them done for her but I would have had
to leave Jack alone to do so. When my nails were dry I checked on Jack. He
woke up as I walked into the room. He looked rested but still unhappy. I
could understand why.
We had lunch in silence. Jack was more animated than last night but
he was still withdrawn. I suggested watching movie and he nodded. I picked
out a tape I knew was safe. No violence or arguments, just comedy. I spent
more time watching Jack for a reaction. He just stared at the screen. About
half way through the movie, he put his arm around my shoulder. I leaned into
him and felt him relax a little. I laid my hand on his thigh and my head on his
shoulder. It was one of those new, yet old, sensations. I had never been held
in Jack's arms before as Tom but Julie was used to it. I felt comfortable and
more important, I was giving him comfort by my presence. We watched a
couple of more movies that way then it was time for dinner. I made spaghetti
and meatballs. Jack toasted the garlic bread and I was encouraged by his
helping. He hadn't said more than ten words to me. I was concerned that he
blamed me for Tom's death. What I did was done to save his life. Suddenly I
had a thought. I ran upstairs to my closet and dug into a shoe box. I took the
small vial of poison out and flushed it down the toilet, emptying the bottle in
the water and then flushing the bottle away as well. Relieved I returned to
making dinner. I had become a pretty good cook and I was very happy with
the way dinner turned out. After we ate, we watched more movies. I didn't
want to watch TV because the news or some cop show would cause a set
back. Jack was opening up. I wanted that to continue.
We watched movies until after 11:00pm and then I suggested we go
to bed. Jack said sure and we headed upstairs. He striped down to his jockey
shorts and I put on a knee length gown. I was apprehensive about climbing
into bed with him but I didn't want to appear to reject him. I had him take a
couple of sleeping pills and when we got in bed he wrapped his arm around
me and pulled me close. I felt him kiss the top of my head. He relaxed and
fell asleep holding me close to him. I wasn't uncomfortable but I was very
aware of Jack's larger male body. I felt my nipples become erect and a warm
feeling started to spread outward from my crotch. I felt my heart beat a little
faster. I was becoming aroused. I lay still, enjoying the sensations. I felt
content, safe and protected by Jack. I drifted off to sleep.
I woke up when Jack got up to use the toilet in the morning. I needed
to go too, so as soon as he left the bathroom, I went in. When I finished, I
came out and Jack was getting dressed in clean clothes. I started to get
dressed as well. I had my bra and panties on when Jack approached me. He
took me in his arms and kissed me on the lips. It was my first kiss as a
woman. Jack had not shaved for two days and I noticed the stubble. It was a
brief kiss which I returned automatically. When he pulled back from the kiss,
I looked into his eyes and asked him how he felt. His eyes couldn't meet
mine. He glanced to the side and mumbled "okay." I hugged him and he
hugged me back, holding the hug much longer than the kiss. I finished
dressing and we went down stairs to fix breakfast. Jack again helped,
chopping vegetables for the omelets I made. We cleaned the kitchen up and
went back to watching movies. Jack was slowly coming out of the
depression. I wanted to give him time to heal. If he wasn't much improved
by the end of the week, I would get him to a specialist. We repeated the day
before, movies until lunch, more until dinner and then movies until bedtime. I
had Jack take another pill and we slept the same way we did the night before.
Jack's arm around me, holding me in close. He was seeking someone to hold
which is a very basic human reaction to tragedy. Most of the day I spent with
Jack's arms around me. He didn't seek romance and I wasn't ready to give it
yet. But if he had started something, I wouldn't try and stop him. I would
allow him the act hoping it was what he needed. I believed that Jack would
not initiate sex until he had found release from the guilt he felt over Tom's
death; until then I was there for him. Like a child clutches a favorite stuffed
animal when scared, I would be Jack's security blanket for as long as he
needed me.
After three days we had run out of what I considered 'safe' movies.
We were also low on groceries. I told Jack we needed to go shopping and he
gave a noncommital answer. I got each of us into the car and we headed to
the local supermarket. This was the first time I had been out in public since
the change. I was wearing a sweater and jeans as I had been wearing for the
last several days. I became aware I was being looked at. I wondered if my
makeup was smudged or something else was unusual about me. Then I
remembered that men often stared at me. I was 5' 10 and had a great figure. I
stopped worrying about it and knew it was something I enjoyed. I did notice
that Jack wasn't looking at me or any other woman. All men look at other
women. It's human nature. It doesn't mean they are faithful it just means they
are normal men. Jack wasn't paying attention to anyone else at all. He would
answer my questions and he would get the items I asked him to pick up but
he was still withdrawn.
After we had finished shopping and loaded the car, I took Jack next
door to the video rental store. I picked out a dozen movies, not caring if we
got them back on time or not. If we went through these films and Jack wasn't
communicating, then we were going to a doctor. I tried to get Jack to suggest
a film or two but he just grunted. I did believe that he was making progress
or I would have already taken him to a therapist.
We got home and I put the groceries away while Jack went and took a
shower. I was avoiding showering at the same time to keep from turning
down an offer to shower together. Jack didn't need any type of rejection right
now. When he had finished, I had lunch ready. He seemed disappointed that
I had fixed a meal without his help. I made a mental note to let him help
whenever he wanted to.
We watched movies until dinner and then Jack helped me grill steaks
outside. While standing by the grill, Jack stepped behind me and put his arms
around my waist. He rested his chin on my head and we stood there enjoying
the evening and the moment. After dinner we watched more movies and then
went to bed. As I climbed into bed next to Jack, he pulled me close as usual.
I snuggled up to him feeling a little cold. He put his hand under my
chin and tilted my face up. He kissed me and I kissed him back, our tongues
flicked against each other lightly. Jack didn't proceed beyond the kiss even
though I would have let him. I still wasn't ready but his self esteem was
fragile, I would do anything he wanted if it brought him back to his old self.
"Thanks for being here for me, Julie." Jack whispered. In the dim
light I could see a tear glinting in one eye. Jack had not shown any emotion
over the attack and Tom's death. I was encouraged. This was a good sign
although it meant I may have to offer my body to Jack sooner than I was
ready. I was prepared to do so though, he had saved my life, twice. I owed
him more than I could ever repay. However, if we were to make love, I
wanted it to be based on mutual desire.
Jack's lack of emotion was a problem. I knew he would feel better if
he could let it all out but I didn't know how to help him.
The next day, Jack wanted to make breakfast himself, I agreed
wholeheartedly. He made Belgian waffles. I knew it would go right to my
hips but I ate two for the moral support it would give him. Besides they were
delicious. After breakfast and cleaning up, I suggested a walk. Some fresh air
might do him good. Jack agreed and we sat off around the block. Jack took
my hand and we walked hand in hand. I enjoyed the simple show of affection
and the feeling of closeness it created. We made three laps and decided that
was enough for now. I had another reason for the walk. I wanted to walk off
some of those calories. My waist and hips were a lot more important to me
now.
When we got back to the house, a car was sitting in the driveway. It
was a police car but it wasn't marked. One of those flashing lights sat on the
dashboard and there was a police radio visible hanging beneath the console.
A man in a suit was sitting on the front porch. He stood up when we
approached. Jack stepped between me and the man, shielding me.
"Hi, I'm detective John Swanson." He said as he displayed a badge
and ID card. "Are you Jack Grant?"
Jack's body relaxed and he admitted he was. The detective wanted to
discuss the death of Tom Chambers. I saw Jack's shoulders slump and he
nodded his head dejectedly. Jack opened the door and let us all in. I offered
to make coffee and suggested we all talk at the dinning room table.
I asked Jack to get me some aspirins. He went up stairs to our
bathroom. I spoke to the detective and asked he if he could do this another
day. I explained that Jack was just starting to recover from killing his best
friend, and this would set him back right now. Detective Swanson shook his
head and said he was here to help. Jack came back then. I took the aspirin I
didn't need and made a pot of coffee. I could hear them talking, idle chatter
mostly. They were waiting for me to join them. I took the coffee and cups
into the table and the detective began. I reached out and took Jack's hand.
He said he had looked into Tom's death closely. The killing of one
man by another with a woman in the middle was very common and he had to
make sure it was really self defense. He told us he had researched Tom's
credit card statements for the last two months. He found out that Tom had
hired a private investigator to do a background search on me. The search
showed up no criminal activity at all. The investigator was also hired to find a
Mrs. Santini. She was found but she had been killed in a hit ad run. They
now had a suspect for that crime.
My head started to spin. He was about to arrest me for killing Maria
Santini. They must have found a witness that saw the evil one commit the
murder.
The detective said they had a witness come forward who identified a
boy who lived down the block from the dead woman. He had been arrested
and confessed to hitting her when he stole the car for a prank.
My relief must have been evident because the detective asked me if I
was okay. I said it was just my headache but it was getting better. He went
on, they didn't know why Tom had wanted to locate the woman. He had
never told the investigator why he wanted to talk to her. They did locate her
sister and Tom did go and talk to her. They don't know what he wanted with
her because she had moved and nobody knew where.
"Mr. Grant," the detective said, "I received the results of the autopsy
today. Mr. Chambers died as a result of a blow to the head from the fireplace
poker. He was not under the influence of any drugs or alcohol. When they
examined his brain however, they discovered a malignant tumor. It would
have caused Mr. Chambers death in a matter of months. I have no doubt that
the tumor had a direct effect on his ability to reason. His erratic behavior
before the attack and the attack itself was totally out of character for a man
such as him. Mr. Grant, you actually saved your friend a great deal of pain
and suffering. He would have not enjoyed the death that awaited him. He has
not seen a doctor in the last year that we could discover so it is doubtful he
knew he was dying."
"Considering the history between the two of you, it is unlikely that
even a woman as attractive as Ms. Wilson here would create a serious
conflict. I have discussed the case with the district attorney and we are
marking the case closed, justifiable homicide - self-defense. I am sorry for
your loss Mr. Grant. I had a partner who saved my life once and died in the
act. It is a humbling experience. Don't let this control your life. Mr.
Chambers is truly better off than he would be if he were alive today. Let me
assure you of that. I have discussed all of this with Mr. Chamber's parents.
They accept it. They never believed that you would intentionally harm Mr.
Chambers anyway. Remember, if you had not acted, Ms. Wilson would
likely be dead."
The detective rose to leave. Jack was pale and shaken but he thanked
the detective for coming by. They shook hands. I put my arms around the
detective and hugged him, I whispered a thank you into his ear. I had tears
stinging my eyes. He left and Jack and I were alone. Jack took me into his
arms and we stood there together for some time. I felt several tears run down
my face.
"Do you want to go see Tom's parents?" I asked Jack. He nodded
and we both changed into more presentable clothes. I didn't have a dress or
skirt that was long enough, in my opinion, to wear on a condolence visit. I
picked out a white silk blouse and a pair of black pants. I also wore black, 2
inch heels. Jack put on a pair of slacks and a jacket. We drove to the
Chambers' house in silence. I knew this was going to be tough on Jack but I
also knew we needed to do it. The autopsy made the visit possible.
We arrived at the house I used to live in and parked. Jack sat there
staring straight ahead.
"Are we going in?" I gently asked after a few minutes. Jack nodded
and got out of the car. I got out as well and started for the front door. There
were several cars there. I recognized most of them as belonging to family
members. There must be a wake going on. I turned to look for Jack. He was
leaning against the front of his Jeep, his head down. I went to the front door.
I was going to get a reaction to our presence. Then I would either go and get
Jack, or we would leave.
I knocked on the door and it was opened by Tom's Uncle Russ. He
looked confused until I introduced myself. He told me to wait there and he
turned and walked back into the house, leaving the door open. I decided I
needed to get Jack out of there, but before I could leave, Tom's father came
running out the door. He raced by me and headed for Jack. When he got
close to Jack he stopped and I could hear him saying something. Then they
hugged him. They headed toward us. Tom's father had his arm around
Jack's shoulder. I felt a touch on my arm.
I turned to face Tom's mother. She touched my throat lightly with
her fingertips.
"Did my son hurt you?" she asked me.
"No, he didn't, not at all." I told her.
She smiled and knew I lied. "I'm so very sorry my dear." She said. I
never could lie to her.
Jack and Tom's father arrived just then. Jack stood in front of Tom's
mother, his head down. Jack had eaten many meals prepared by this woman.
She was a second mother to him growing up. She lifted his head and looked
him in the eyes. They were shiny with tears. She thanked him for saving my
life. She and Jack hugged, Jack began crying and soon his body racked with
sobs as he finally began grieving for Tom. I put my hand on his shoulder and
waited for it to pass. He finished and wiped his eyes as we all did. We went
into the house and in half an hour, Jack was telling stories about Tom and
himself in high school. Jack was almost his old self.
We left several hours later and Jack drove us home. When we got
home Jack and I went straight to bed. As we lay in bed, Jack told me more
about Tom. He embellished the stories in Tom's favor.
"Jack," I said to him, "if you'll let me, I'll try to be as good a friend
as Tom was."
He kissed me and kissed him back. He cried a little more, as did I.
We made love for the first time that night, then fell asleep holding each other
in our arms. I had memories of making love to Jack but the real thing is
thousands of times better.
Tom's funeral was the next day. We went and sat with Tom's family,
Jack's parents did too. After the grave side service and the family meal, we
went back home. Jack was subdued but not withdrawn.
I had bought a knee length black dress just before the funeral. It was
not sexy or revealing but I looked good in it. Jack thought so too. When we
got home, he couldn't keep his hands off me. I didn't fight it either. Jack
followed me upstairs and we undressed each other. Jack was finally home
again.
Jack married me just a month later. At our wedding, Jack told me I
saved his life. Maybe I did, if so, he is still one up on me.
I almost told him the truth about who I really was. My mind was changed by
a visit from an old friend.
I was home alone just two days after the funeral. Jack had some
business to take care of. He talked me out of going with him, claiming it was
boring guy stuff. Turns out he was out buying me a new car. There was a
knock at the door. I opened it to an attractive young woman.
"Hi Tom, how do you like being a girl?" she said.
My blood chilled and goose-bumps popped up all over my body. I
was terrified. This was the sorceress from Julie's body, the evil one. She had
escaped from Tom's body, maybe into someone waiting in the emergency
room. Now she was here to kill me and then Jack. I grabbed for the phone to
call 911 but the woman beat me to it. She unplugged the phone and sat down
on the couch and smiled.
"I'm Sabrina Santini, Tom." She said, "You're safe with me. I've
come to explain why I have done what I have. I knew when I met you that
you were dying. I also knew you were a good man. I had suspected my sister
was murdered but had no way to avenge her or even know who had done it."
I interrupted her and told her the police had caught the real driver, a
kid who had stolen the car for a joy ride like they suspected.
"I know that now," she said, "but the evil one killed the real Julie and
many others. She would have killed you and Jack had we not intervened
You were an answer to a prayer. I was able to help you and your friend, as
well as ridding the world of a great evil. I had hoped you would not be killed,
I'm glad you were not injured, but there was no other way. Remember when
I asked you if you loved Jack? That was an important ingredient to the spell.
If you had not been able to admit you loved Jack, I would not have allowed
you to swap bodies. I made the phone call I said I would make, but I made
sure I kept Jack on the phone so you would be switched into Julie's body.
The rest you know. Now you have a chance at life. Jack is truly in love with
Julie. All the spells died with the evil one. You are a lovely young woman
and have all the memories of Julie Wilson. For all intents and purposes, you
are Julie. I know what you are thinking. Don't destroy your life and Jack's
by trying to tell him the truth. You will only make the two of you miserable,
if he even believes you. Accept the gift you have been given. Now, what do
you think of my new body?"
She turned around showing off her trim attractive figure.
"This woman came to my new home today to tell me how she could
help me live better if I moved into a nursing home. She called it an 'assisted
living center' but it's a fancy word for nursing home. I gave her a cup of tea
and went she went to sleep, I borrowed her body. I could not make the trip
down here in my body, too slow and painful. I will go back home and let her
have her body back before she wakes up. But first, maybe I will find a man
for the afternoon. What do you young people call it? A nooner? It has been a
long time since I felt a man between my thighs. A wonderful feeling, isn't
it?"
I had to blush at the question. Mrs. Santini left with a wave. I don't
know if she had a 'nooner' or not. She had answered many questions for me.
She had used me but it had been for my own good. Everything she said about
being Julie was true. I was comfortable in the body ,I had a full set of
memories and I knew I was in love with Jack already. It would take some
getting used to but I knew I could do it especially with Jack by my side.
All of that was almost six years ago. I am sitting in my living room
watching my 3-year-old daughter playing with her tea set, serving make-
believe tea to her stuffed animals. A few minutes ago, she had gotten to feel
her baby brother kick me again. Impatient, no doubt, for the next three weeks
to pass until his birth. Our wedding had been perfect. My parents had been
there, Tom's parents too. We spent a month in Hawaii and then returned
home. We both got our helicopter's pilot's license. Jack bought a flight
service and we had a great time running it together until my first pregnancy.
Then I watched the office until Deborah Denise Grant was born. She was
named for both of our mothers and then we flipped a coin to see whose name
went first. Not that it mattered, she was D.D. before she left the hospital. I
still fly when I'm not pregnant.
Jack gave most of the lottery money away in the form of educational
grants and scholarships. Many of them named after Tom Chambers. Jack
feels that way many people will remember the name Tom Chambers in a
positive way.
I have striven to be a best friend to Jack as I promised, but guys need
guy friends. I understand that very well. Jack hasn't found anyone he can call
a best friend but that problem is about to be solved. I am sure he and his son
Tom will be best friends.
Authors Note: This story has special meaning to me. It is meant as a tribute
to the one person in the world who was there for me when I needed it the
most. The only person in the world who I will get a milkshake at midnight
for. I am not a war hero. I was not in the Gulf War or Viet Nam. This is a
work of fiction with some harsh realities added. The love and friendship was
real though. Thank You, Sweetheart.