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Notes: The people in this story are real people. For privacy
reasons I have used their handles. Not everyone here is portrayed
accurately in his or her original form. Some of this story is
based on Hyperboard posts of February through April 2001. Some of
this story is based on the old Hyperboard rules. The Mosh Pit
didn't exist then. This is just a story, you hope. For a better
description of the blessing of the children see my "Death and
Life of Maximilian Kagen." For Witch's Court see my "Shaboom." I
put the sex scene in because it fits. The usual disclaimers: If
for moral, legal, or emotional reasons you shouldn't read this,
don't. It is fattening.
Jewish words and concepts: hupah is wedding canopy, mashugunah is
crazy, sidur is prayer book, kiddush is a meal or snack after
prayer service on the Sabbath, kaddish is a prayer praising G_d
sometimes said in honor of a deceased, hallah is specially made
bread for the Sabbath from which the priest's (kohain) portion
has been taken (most of the year it is braided), talitum (plural,
also talisism, singular is talit or talis) are the prayer shawls,
minion (literally to count) is a group of ten or more men
according Orthodox and some Conservative, ten or more adults
according to Reform, Reconstructionist, and some Conservative.
Soncino is a publishing house. Stone is the major contributor of
another publishing house (Art Scroll). Megalot are five short
stories in what most of you call the Old Testament. Shabbat
(Shobbos) is the Sabbath. Machatonium (plural), machaton (male),
machatona (female) are your in-law's relatives, eema means
mother, tzadaka is usually translated to charity, to schmooze
means to have a warm friendly conversation. Hasidim (plural,
singular Hasid) are members of an Orthodox movement started by
the Bal Shem Tov about 300 years ago. Haphtorah is the weekly
reading from the prophets, which usually has a connection to the
Torah portion. Married women always wear a head covering. Also
note that the "ch" is pronounced like you are bringing up flem or
the "ch" in the composer, Bach, NOT like the "ch" in church.
The Evil Witch
By shalimar
Part 1: On Becoming a Witch
Giggles and I finally got together. It took weeks to set up after
she asked me, as the Evil Witch, for her to be my love slave. She
was still a twenty-five-year-old effeminate guy about five foot
nine. 145 lbs with small breasts. Her long brown hair looked like
it had just went to the beauty parlor. For the most part there
was no beard. She did wear a little makeup, and wore a black knit
dress.
She was surprised that I was still male, and twice her age. My
balding and weight almost freaked her out. I also was beginning
to get breasts. I told her that we should at least talk.
We met at the Ho Jo's near Kennedy Airport, a nice towering
hotel. I rented a room on the 6th floor. We heard and felt a
Concord roar over just before we entered the elevator. I thought
I knew exactly what we were doing. When we entered the room we
talked for a few hours. Then she asked that I hypnotize her.
"Why me?" I asked.
"'Cause you're the Evil Witch."
"The last time I hypnotized someone you weren't born yet."
"Do it anyway," she said. "That way I could really be your love
slave."
"Are you sure?" I asked.
"Please!"
"Okay," I finally agreed. "I promise I won't harm you in any
way."
"Thanks," she said sounding relieved. "That makes it even better.
What are you going to do?"
"I don't know yet," I replied. "You ask ME to hypnotize you and
I'm supposed to know what I'm going to do?"
"You'll think of something."
I needed something for her to focus on. I pulled off my necklace
that had a small emerald on it and held it in front of her.
"I want you to stare at the emerald," I said in a soft, calming
voice. "Keep on looking at it. That's it just stare at it. You
are getting sleepy."
She blinked.
"That's it," I continued. "You are getting sleepy."
Her eyelids were slowly closing.
"Very sleepy."
Her head was beginning to bend.
"You are asleep."
Her eyes were closed and her head was down.
"You will do what ever I say."
"Whatever you say..." she replied.
I had an idea. It was a crazy idea, but what do you expect from
someone who plays solitaire with 47 cards.
"You are younger," I said.
"Younger," she repeated as she appeared younger.
When I noticed that she was actually getting younger, I thought
that maybe I really am a witch.
"You are sixteen."
She looked like she was in her mid-teens.
"How old are you?"
"What a silly question. I'm sixteen," she said.
I decided to try something else.
"What sex are you genetically?" I asked her.
"Male," came her disappointed voice.
"You are female," I told her.
"Of course I'm female," she said happier.
"Your sexual organs are female."
"Yes"
"Your balls are ovaries."
"Yes," she replied.
"They are entering your body," I told her.
I heard a squishing sound and then a small pop in the proper
region of her body.
"Your penis is turning into a vagina."
"Of course I have a vagina," came her response.
"See, your pubic hair is a pretty triangle," I said. "There are
no tools."
She put her hand on her mound and rubbed.
"That's right," I said. "Feel it. There's nothing else there.
That's right. Just like it's supposed to be."
"You are shorter," I continued.
I saw her shrink a little.
"More," I told her.
She shrank a little more.
"You are five foot five."
She finally shrank down to that height.
"You have larger breasts."
The breasts started to grow larger.
"That's better," I continued. "Small ones for now. Stop at 'A.'
They'll grow in time."
They stopped just where I said they would. She was beginning to
look like a regular teen girl.
"You have no hair on your face," I continued.
Her remnant of beard began to be absorbed by the skin.
"Your face is as smooth as a baby's."
There was nothing left of her beard.
"Your waist is too wide," I said. "Make it narrower."
Her stomach started to shrink.
"More," I said. "Down to twenty-four inches. That's better."
It stopped at the appropriate circumference.
"Your chest is too wide," I demanded. "Make it narrower."
Like the rest, the change started to happen.
"Down to thirty-three inches."
Again she stopped at the right size.
"Now the hips," I commanded. "Make them wider."
They started to expand.
"I said wider. In my family, a broad is broad. That's more like
it."
"Now your voice," I continued. Say Aaaaahhhhhhh."
"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..." she said
"Keep it up."
"Aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh..." she continued.
"Raise the pitch," I said.
Her voice was becoming more feminine. When the voice was more
like a teen's I made the changes stop.
"What's your name?" I pondered. "Hummmm. My great grandmother
never had anyone named after her. You are Sarah. Now tell me your
name."
"Silly, its Sarah."
"Right, Sarah," I said. "You are my daughter, Sarah."
"Of course I am, daddy," she said as she put her left hand on her
chest. She was a southpaw, like me.
There were some more genetic changes. Her cheekbones were higher
as is normal for Orientals, yet her face was still heart shaped.
Her hair became lighter in color and wavy. Her now hazel eyes had
the Mongolian slant. She had a spring complexion and became a few
shades darker. As she smiled, I noticed the teeth. She had a
small gap between the two upper front teeth. That means that like
many in my family, she would have one less tooth in each
quadrant. I was amazed that her dress was now lemon and the
makeup matched. Her bracelet was now on her right wrist.
"When you wake I will tell you what we are going to do," I told
her. "You will agree."
"Yes," she replied.
"You also have this magic power, but you are reluctant to use it.
You think you don't know how to enough and you are afraid that
you would make a mistake. It worries you that you might do harm."
"Of course I am a witch like you."
"Now awaken and tell me if you like the change."
Sarah looked down on her body, saw the changes and then went over
to the mirror.
She put he left hand on her chest and said, "I'm pretty... not
drop dead gorgeous, but still pretty. Pretty enough to attract a
man. Also I think the term for me is exotic, and some guys would
go after me for that. Thank you, daddy."
She gave me a hug.
"Why Sarah?" she asked.
"My great grandmother had it. The one I knew. The other choice is
Sacagawea, the one on the dollar coin. Sarah is easier, but it's
your choice."
"Could I be Sarah Sacagawea?" she asked.
"Okay, Princess," I replied.
I concentrated and made the legal changes.
"Daddy, what about you?" she asked. "When are you going to
change? Wouldn't you rather be mom?"
"I just discovered I can do this. Give me a chance. Maybe
tomorrow. This afternoon we are going to see that Broadway play
you've been pestering me about. Then we'll go home."
"I could do it for you then?"
"When we get home we'll discuss it. It might be too late. You'll
have to get ready for school."
"That's the only bad part of this change," Sarah said. "I'm back
in high school again. Yuck."
We took the subway into the city. On the subway ride we chatted
away about everything. She also pushed me to change constantly.
She said she needed a mother more that a father. I told her she
needed both, and if I did become her mother I would have to
remedy my single status. Eventually I told her that we wouldn't
have the time that day. I told her she was NOT going to sleep
through classes on her FIRST day. I also told her that she had
LESS knowledge about how to change reality than I did. I did want
it though. I just didn't think we would have the time that day.
We arrived at the theater with about five minutes to spare. I
purchased the tickets that were somehow available and we went in.
I "manufactured" the money in my wallet. I believed I was getting
the hang of magic then. It is an interesting phenomenon. I told
Sarah. She opened her purse looked in it a while then smiled. I
knew that she had just added a postman or two to her wallet.
"You can buy some clothes with the money you just made," I told
her. "If there's room in your closet."
The play was thoroughly enjoyable. We laughed. We cried. And at
the end we were among the ones standing and cheering. We ate
dinner at Emilio's in the Village. I hadn't been there since the
night of July 3,1976. I was with friends that night. At midnight
that night I rose from my seat, raised my glass of wine and
started singing the National Anthem. From that time on there was
sing in that courtyard until Emilio's closed several hours later.
Telling Sarah about it brought a smile to my face. Twenty-five
years later I am still a friend to most of those with me that
night.
It was about 10:00 PM when we got to our home on Vista Lane in
Levittown. I had to change her room closer to a teenage girl's
room while she took a bath. I made sure she had enough clothes
for the next few days. When she was in her bathrobe I told her
she could buy some clothes when she got a chance "...as long as
you finished your homework first."
"Daddy, take a bath," she said.
"I take showers," I countered.
"You are exhausted," she explained. "You could lie back and
relax."
"I might fall asleep in the bath."
"I'll be with you."
"I'm a man," I said embarrassed.
"There's nothing you got that I didn't have this morning."
"But..."
"Besides," she insisted. "I need you as mom, not dad. It'll only
take a half an hour. Then I'll go to sleep. Promise."
"Well..." I vacillated.
"I'll draw the water," she pushed.
"Okay," I said giving in.
"Thanks, mom, you won't regret it."
She gave me a hug.
"Only change my age, my weight and my height."
"I'll have to add some hair," she said. "That bald spot."
"Okay," I said. "Twenty-two, five foot five and three pounds
heavier than you and I'm a misses not a junior like you. I want
dirty blond to light brown hair like I had when I was that age.
Make sure I stay crazy. I am happy that way."
"Could I make the hair long?" she asked.
"Not beyond my breasts. Oh, and fix my hearing. You have such a
sweet voice. I want to hear you properly."
"Okay," she said in thought. "How could I be sixteen and you be
my twenty-two-year-old mother?"
"You're still twenty-five. You're only physically sixteen. I'm
still over fifty. I'm also the father of your half brother,
Emanuel, who is two years older than you."
"Confusing," she said. "Isn't it?"
"Not if you're a witch," I explained as if that answer was
enough.
I started to get undressed. The steam from the bath was inviting.
She poured bubble bath into the water. There was a fragrance in
the liquid.
"Get in that bath, girl!" she insisted.
I obeyed. She already made me into a girl between my legs. She
put a sponge headrest behind my neck. I felt the tension seep
into the water as she worked her magic to finish the
transformation. My daughter was right. This heavenly soak was
just what I needed. When she was finished she fixed her hair for
the night. I kissed her good night.
"Good night, mom."
"Is your boyfriend coming over tomorrow?"
"I don't know," she replied. "Why?"
"We have to get you clothes. I need to know if he's staying for
dinner."
"I don't know," she said as she stared into space and hugged
herself. She was smiling.
"You love him, don't you?"
"Yea," she said with a grin.
"You already belong to him, don't you?"
She didn't say anything, but I knew the answer.
"Are you going to tell him about us?" I asked.
"Mom, do you want us under the hupah?" she asked.
Ouch! We've had this conversation before and I still don't know
when to shut up.
"Have you two had sex, yet?"
"MA!"
"Sixteen is too young for marriage," I said. "Goodnight,
Princess."
We gave each other another kiss. When she was out, I shaved my
legs and underarms. I don't know why I did it. I was extremely
tired at that time. Then, as I rinsed and dried myself I
remembered that I wanted to find out if Norm Johnson had signed
that movie contract for his story. Perhaps in the morning I'll
check my email. I put on the see-through peach nightgown that
somehow was on the shelf near the towel. It was sexy. Sarah had
thought of everything, but there was no one to be sexy for, yet.
I'm thinking of Norm again? I've never even seen him. I tell
others not to put the cart before the horse, but that's what I'm
doing.
When I got to my bed I just had enough energy to pull the covers
off and flop in it. My changing took a lot of energy out of me.
'How was I going to make breakfast for Sarah in the morning?' I
thought as I quickly drifted off to sleep.
I awoke to my favorite classic rock music station. I listen to
her music in the kitchen until Sarah goes off to school. I
tolerate her top 40 music. Some of it is actually good. Okay,
most of it as long as its not rap. Even some rap is not bad. Then
it's back to classic rock or Jazz. Yea!
After Sarah left I wondered if I would go to work that day.
Somehow buying and selling stock for a few millionaires didn't
seem that appealing that morning. But what would I do if I called
in sick? I could fix the place up a bit. Redo the kitchen; get
some furniture, things like that. Or I could get some clothes. I
couldn't do that alone. I need a partner. Maybe I'd call Jamie.
She's the baby of my group of friends. At least she was until
last night.
Before I decided what I was doing I logged onto my computer and
got a message from Norm Johnson:
Singed contract for 'Unusual Punishment' movie. Get your
house ready for your guest. Will arrive in New York for
Sci-Fi conventions on Thursday. Should be coming in from LA
around 6:00 PM at JFK terminal 9. Flight 163. I need to
talk to you. I have to sort things out. I'll call during
the week.
'Great! We'll have time to celebrate before we go to the first
convention,' I thought as I logged off.
I finally realized exactly what I needed to do that day. Visit my
mom in the nursing home. She had been there or in the hospital
since just before her heart by-pass surgery a year ago. About a
month later, her leg wound from where they took the vein for the
by-pass had gotten infected and she almost died. I was afraid for
her then. For a while she was on no code. I understood why. I
didn't like that, but I understood. When I was in the hospital
during that time she was "out of it" I held her hand. When she
recovered she told me that she remembered that I held it. That
made my day then. Why am I crying?
When she recovered enough for the nursing home she couldn't walk.
Her MS didn't help matters. I would have to change her age and
medical conditions. Dad would be there helping her out. I could
kill two birds with one stone. The Audubon society will be angry
with me again.
My transformation the night before made me think. If I was tired
out from my change that night, any change on my parents would
probably kill them unless I did it right. After all they're
nearly eighty. While I was thinking my phone rang.
"Hi, daddy."
"Shelly," he said. "Are you coming to visit your mother today?"
Guilt City. Don't think that moms are the only ones that can give
it.
"I am planning to get there today. I'll probably be there in two
or three hours. I have to talk to the both of you anyway." I told
him.
"About what?" he asked.
"I now have witch powers. I'll tell you more when I get there."
When I got off the phone, I cleaned and straightened the house.
This was something that I didn't do much of as a man. I sighed. I
knew that I only just begun, but it would take me days to make it
presentable. Even my new magic powers could only do so much and
that took some of energy. I finally had breakfast. It consisted
of a vitamin pill, OJ and a banana.
I put on a lemon yellow sundress as the day was going to be warm.
I liked how the yellow brightened my face. I lightly threw on
some makeup and then drove the fifteen minutes to the nursing
home. I finally got there and found the impossible, a parking
spot. How can a suburban nursing home have no parking? And they
say I'm crazy. I walked in and went to the other side of the
building. The walk inside the place took as long as the drive.
Then again I was visiting my folks. I went up an elevator that if
it went any slower it would be going backwards. With a bounce in
my step I popped into mom's room. She had just come back from
physical therapy and was happy that she could stand by herself
while holding on. Her progress until that day was painfully slow.
Even she knew that.
"How are you doing mom?"
I kissed her, and then dad. He gave me a hug. He still has good
strength despite him being nearly 80.
"Okay," she said. "I stood by myself today, without help."
"Great, ma."
"How's my grandchildren?" she asked.
"Manny has just been accepted to Albany State. He's still waiting
for MIT and Stamford. Sarah has a boyfriend. Nothing serious yet.
She made me realize that last night."
"And their grades?" she asked.
"They're still in their 90's and Manny is actually doing his
homework. The teachers are impressed. I'M impressed."
"And, you? Do you have a boyfriend?" she asked.
"I'll find someone," I assured her. "I know it and it'll be
soon."
"That Princess of yours needs a father, especially now that she
has to learn how to love a man," she insisted.
"I'll get someone, promise."
I really meant it.
"You better," she continued. "You are not a spring chicken."
"Mom, I'm only twenty-two."
"That's two years older than when I married your father."
"And you waited four years to have me."
"Actually we tried right away," she said.
"Mom, I didn't come to discuss my sex life."
"Or lack thereof," she continued
I looked up. She was worse than my daughter. Why can't she leave
me alone about this? Then again, what are mothers for? I changed
the subject. I had to in order to keep what was left of my
sanity.
"Mom, dad, I can change reality," I said.
"Shelly, Don't play games with us," he said.
"How old am I, dad?" I asked.
"Fifty-two."
"How old do I look?"
"About twenty," he replied.
"What sex was I the last time I was here?"
"Male," he replied.
"What sex am I now?"
"Female," he answered.
"How many children did I have last time I was here?"
"One," was his response.
"How many now?"
"Two"
"How old are they?"
"They're in their teens," he admitted.
"Now do you believe me?"
"If you say so, Shelly," was his incredible response.
"Anyway, what I want to do is make you both younger. I have
discovered that the older the person is now the more tiring it is
for the person being changed. I have to do this slowly or it
might kill you. I am going to try a month a day for a while. When
you get closer to my true age we'll try some jumps. What do you
think?"
"I don't know," mom said.
"Mom you'll be out of here in a few months. I know you hate this
food. You can do your own cooking, or come to my place."
"Are you still a good cook?" she asked hopefully.
"I learned from grandma. Nobody was better than her. You won't
regret it. The two of you will be playing golf together by the
spring, maybe sooner. No more golf widow."
I saw her smile at that suggestion. She liked the idea
I did the magic so that they would age regress at the rate of a
month a day. I also did some safety back ups in case this is too
hard on their bodies. I also made sure mom would begin to see
like she used to, but very gradually. This would take months. OK,
three years before she would have full sight, but if she got her
sight back too quickly she would be blinded by the increased
light going to her brain. The amazing part of all this is that I
knew exactly what to do. The more I know the more confidence I
have. But I better not get too cocky. I usually get into trouble
when I do.
After I finished I talked to my parent for about an hour and then
went home to prepare for Sarah. She came home with her boyfriend
and they studied together. I still didn't know. Am I serving
dinner for one, two or three?
"Alex, are you staying for dinner?"
"No," he told me. "My parents want me home tonight. Thanks
anyway."
They went back to studying. With that kissing I would guess
biology. Sometimes a parent has to play chaperone.
After he left I served the fish I bought around the corner at the
fish market.
"Mom, are we unique?" she asked as we prepared the food.
"How could I be unique if you're like me?"
"You're avoiding the question."
"Trust me," I said. "I don't know little old men in bathrobes or
women running water parks."
"Seriously, are there others like us?"
"I don't know. I didn't even know I could do anything until we
were in that hotel room. Everything just sort of happened. Yet, I
know more of what to do as I do it. It's kind of scary though.
I'm afraid of doing harm. I knew that with you I could change you
back if you didn't want what I did, but it still got out of
hand."
"I guess I wanted what you gave me," she said with a smile. "I
wouldn't trade this reality for the world."
"That's good because I like my daughter."
"Like or love?" Sarah asked surprised.
"I still love you. It's just I like you too."
"What did you do today?" she asked.
"Aren't I supposed to ask that question?" I countered
"Avoiding questions, again," she said seriously.
"I went to the nursing home. I have grandma and grandpa gradually
becoming younger. I wish I could do it faster, but last night you
showed me that age creates problems. You have to change things
slowly with older people. We talked. It was the best time I had
with mom in a long time. I told them you and Alex are not
serious, yet."
"What do you mean 'yet'?"
"You're still in high school. Both of you need to finish and go
to college."
"What if I don't want to go to college?"
"Better than a 90 average in academic areas and you don't want to
go to college. My daughter's mashuguna."
We talked through dinner and then I sent her to her room to
finish her homework. I logged onto my computer and saw that I had
email from Norm. He gave a phone number to reach him. I called
him less than a minute later. He was surprised that my voice
sounded female. I explained to him that I got witch powers now.
He was afraid of that but I told him I wouldn't do anything to
him without permission. I still heard his fear. I understand the
feeling of powerlessness.
We talked for hours. It was nice talking to him about anything.
When I finally got off the phone I realized my nipples were hard
and I was wet below. I started to play with my equipment while
thinking about him. This reality was getting better and better.
In the back of my mind I was wondering if I was setting myself up
for that letdown.
Then I logged onto Fictionmania and entered the Hyperboard. I
stared at another flame war broiling. This time it was between
Grotto, Sigh and TigrrrLilly. It was getting to be a habit with
the Hyperboard. This was the third one this month and it wasn't
even the fifteenth. I knew I had to stop this constant bickering,
but how? After a half hour of thinking I got an idea and messaged
it onto the Hyperboard.
"AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" was the title.
I took from the previous message:
>We are supposed to support one another. Who else will?
Then I continued:
Stop it. Stop It! STOP IT!
I didn't start this fight, but I am sure going to end it right
here, right now!
You are ALL acting like children! This is a WARNING if you don't
stop and make up!
As you are acting like children I am going to make you children.
You will be coming to me saying, "I'm sorry, mommy" as you rub
your little tushies (that's your gluteus maximums to those who
don't know the Yiddish)
I can do it too! I have learned that I can change reality since
as the Evil Witch I changed Giggles. So don't even think about
it!
A VERY ANGRY shalimar
A VERY, VERY ANGRY shalimar.
I wasn't really angry. I didn't care if they believed I could
carry out my threat. I was just hoping that those involved would
look at their foolish actions and stop the battling.
The next day I saw two nice surprises. Sarah as Giggles posted a
note that I actually could do what I said. She also said that if
I didn't do it she would. She gave me the support I needed. Like
mother, like daughter. She was beginning to think like me.
The other surprise came from Sigh. He actually apologized for his
actions. It felt good that I got through to one of them. At least
I think I got through to him. Then again, he might have realized
what he was doing on his own. Why so many fights? That question I
couldn't answer.
While I was thinking, I sent the following note to Cleo Kraft:
"I am writing this because I consider you a friend. I am now what
you call a witch and can change reality. I believe I can 'solve'
your problems we discussed. I can discuss with you by email, but
I would prefer to talk to you by phone. My number is 555-5551234.
You can call me collect.
hugs
Shelly, formally shalimar, aka The Evil Witch."
Fifteen minutes later I got a collect phone call.
"Hi, I'm Cleo Kraft," came a high baritone voice.
"Nice to finally talk to you. How are you doing?"
"I'm trying it your way. So far it works."
"I have a better method. It would mean that you become my four-
year-old daughter. You won't even be tempted until you're older.
By then my 'I hate it gene' would kick in. I'm doing this because
I think I am helping you, my friend."
"What do you have in mind?"
We talked for hours. I explained to Cleo that he would become my
four-year-old daughter with a gene that would make her hate
getting stoned or drunk. Cleo wanted to be older, but I told him
that he needed time to heal, learn, and understand. I also
explained that I could selectively remove some of his bad
memories and that we would discuss each one before doing it.
After much prodding and discussion of the details he finally
agreed. I told him that he should pack up his computer and things
that he needs such as favorite books, pictures of his parents, a
musical instrument or anything else important to him. He would
send all that to my place and make arrangements to fly to Long
Island. I finally told him I would pay for shipping his things
and the traveling.
Despite the late hour I called Norm Johnson again. I needed to
speak to him, or to be more accurate hear his voice. Again it was
a marathon talking session. Again I felt like I needed him to be
with me. He also made me wet. Please G_d don't let this be a
letdown.
The next day Cleo called to make final arrangements for the
following day. That would be Thursday at 3:30 at JFK terminal 5.
Two and a half hours should be enough time between the two
flights even if there is a delay. I'll have plenty of time to
change Cleo before Norman arrives. I pulled out the yellow pages
and looked where the two terminals are. Being they were two to
three miles away from each other they couldn't be farther apart
without being at different airports.
Part 2: Song of Songs
The following day I pulled Sarah out of school a little early.
She would miss only one class. The subject is so easy for her
that she has to be made to do her homework in it. She pouted when
I told her she couldn't drive to the airport.
"But I purposely wore my sneakers," she complained.
"This is not the type of traffic for a Learner's Permit," I
explained.
"I've been driving for seven years!" she protested.
"Not in New York," I reminded her. "You wouldn't make it much
past the city line."
"Can I drive part of the way?" Sarah asked.
"Of course," I realized. "Why didn't I think of that? We could
switch at the old toll booth."
I handed her the keys and started to get in the passenger side.
"Ma, don't get in the car, yet," Sarah insisted. "Looks like I
have to fix your makeup."
"What's wrong?" I asked.
"Your makeup is on poorly," she explained.
I knew it wasn't that good, but I was nervous when I put it on.
I'm actually afraid of meeting Norman.
"Were you scared, or did you purposely try to look like a child
did it?" Sarah asked.
"Why am I so afraid?" I asked nervously.
She got my rouge out of my bag and started correcting my horrible
job.
"You want this to be more than a friend visiting," she continued.
"Don't expect too much. I don't want to see you hurt."
She carefully redid my eye shadow.
"I want him to like me," I said.
She fixed my lips.
"He already does that," she said soothingly. "You want more then
that. You want love."
"I keep on thinking that he is someone that would be great to be
with."
"I just hope that you don't get hurt," she advised. "Finished."
"OK, Princess, lets go."
Driving to the airport was the usual fun, especially after I took
over driving. The traffic near the airport is one of the worst in
the city. Midtown traffic is easier. In midtown, you only have to
avoid a car that's yellow. We parked in the lot closest to
terminal 5, walked in and discovered a one-hour delay. Still
plenty of time to introduce ourselves, change Cleo, get
everything in the car and drive the two miles to the other
terminal. I hope.
The plane arrived at 5:21 and discharged the passengers twenty
minutes later. I held up the sign that said, "Cleo Kraft". He was
six foot and androgynous. She wore a navy t-shirt and jeans. His
dirty blond hair was half way between long for a man and short
for a woman. Based on my conversations with her, I believed I got
to him just in time to eliminate the pain.
"You two go in the back of the car," I said after we got Cleo's
bags. "Sarah, you MUST make sure that you change him the way we
discussed and make sure you replace his insanity gene with mine."
"Why the insanity?" he questioned. "I can't take it. It hurts."
"I think you'll be happy this way. If you don't like it you could
always be normal, but for me Abby normal is more fun."
"Mom," Sarah asked. "What color should I make the hair?"
"A lot lighter, I explained. "Use your judgment. That's your baby
sister."
By the time we got to the other side of the airport, Sarah had
completed Cleo's transformation into Raquel. Raquel got out of
the car wearing a pink T-shirt with a cute ribbon on the collar,
blue jean cut off shorts, pink sox and sneakers. Her hair was a
very light blond and her slanted eyes were green.
"Sarah," I said. Change those shorts to a skirt."
"MOMMY!" shouted Raquel.
"We're having dinner in a Hasidic area," I leaned down and told
Raquel. "I don't want trouble. It'll be bad enough that I have
you and won't have a head covering."
"OK, mommy," she said sadly.
Sarah did the change. She realized that because Norman was from
out of town he might not understand the Hasidim's quirky ways,
even if he is very religious. As I got out of the car I grabbed
the "Norman Johnson" sign. We quickly walked to the terminal, as
I called the airline to see how long we had. The person on the
phone said that the plane had just arrived. Talk about cutting it
close. I wouldn't have time to see if I was still looking good.
It'll just have to do. We walked into the terminal and to the
arrival gate. The door to the plane opened about two seconds
after that. I held up the sign.
"Want to hold," Rocky told me.
I let her hold the sign. When she started to lower the sign I
helped her raise it. She promptly gave it back to me. In the
middle of the crowd of passengers I saw a man recognize the sign.
He was six foot with medium brown hair that had some gray in his
beard. Not much fat, maybe love handles. I could hold on to that.
His upper body showed some exercise, but not exaggerated muscles.
He wore a white collared knit shirt and black jeans. His Panama
hat completed his good looks.
"Norman?" I asked hopefully.
"Shelly?" he said. "You're beautiful. Your description didn't do
you justice."
"Nor yours," I said breathlessly. "Tell me about the contract."
"Mommy!"
I felt a tug near the hem of my skirt.
"I'm sorry. This munchkin is Raquel. Say hello, Rocky."
I pushed her towards Norman.
"Hi," she said and then tried to hide behind me.
"Hi, I don't bite, Norman said gently. "I bet you are a really
good girl."
"And this young lady is my other daughter, Sarah," I explained.
"Daughters?" he asked. "You didn't say anything about daughters."
"I'll explain as we travel," I told him. "You have dinner yet?"
"No," he said. "What do ya'll have in mind?"
"There's this restaurant nearby called Chosen Island. It's an
unusual Chinese restaurant. Its even kosher during Passover."
"Sound's great," he said to us. "Y'all lead the way."
Norman, Sarah and I each picked up a suitcase as the four of us
walked back to the car. I put my free hand around his arm as we
walked. I hoped that I was not being too presumptions. He didn't
seem to mind. I even noticed a smile. As we walked I felt his
slight limp. I didn't notice it when he was walking out of the
plane.
"You girls go ahead," I told the kids. "I've got to talk to
Norman."
I turned to him and said, "You have a limp. Let me fix it."
"How?" he asked.
"I can change reality," I said.
"I'm still afraid of your witch powers."
"Most people call what I can do witch powers. I consider it a
gift from the Creator to be used as He sees fit. With that gift
comes responsibility. Like Haftorah Thazria."
He slowly shook his head.
"I'm sorry Shelly," he said. "I converted seven years ago. I
don't know all the names of the Torah portions or their
Haphtorahs.
"You know," I said. "The miracle of the leper, Naaman, a general
of Nebcaneza."
"Oh, yea, he said recognizing the reference. "I remember THAT
part. Somewhere in Kings. Elisha cures his leprosy by asking him
to wash in the Jordan."
"I'm like Elisha. I have a greater need to heel you than you have
a need to be heeled, but I need your permission to do anything."
He glanced away and then back at me. I couldn't tell his
emotions.
"I appreciate what you're saying, Shelly," he told me. "But I
want to be sure you're Samantha Stevens, NOT Endora. You know
what I mean?"
"My goal is to help, not harm. Hurting someone with these powers
is my greatest fear. If you are not sure of me I won't do
anything."
I started to pick up the suitcase.
He acted like he was thinking, and then said, "Will it hurt?"
"You could be sore from the residual connected inflammation until
that heals. I won't be sure until I look."
"Do it," he said taking charge.
"Where does it bother you and what's wrong?"
He sat in a seat that was near by and lifted his leg.
"Right here in the ankle. Its arthritis."
"Osteo or rheumatoid?"
"Its osteo," he told me. "I broke my thigh when I was twenty-
five. I was in traction for two months. And it's been a bit stiff
ever since."
"I'll try my best," I reassured him.
I squatted down next to him and held his ankle in my hands. I
closed my eyes and visualized his area of pain. I saw some fusion
between the bones that should have glided freely past each other.
I eliminated the excess bone through the blood stream as I added
the proper amount of cartilage. I didn't think there would be any
residual connective tissue damage. I opened my eyes, got up and
asked him to do the same.
He got up and exclaimed, "WOW! THAT FEELS GREAT!"
"I think I fixed everything," I said. "But let me know if there's
any pain there, especially new ones."
"Are you going to just do healing?" he asked.
He put his arm around me as we walked. That felt even better than
holding his arm. Instinctively I leaned into him.
"I hope so. That's going to be my main use of these abilities. I
know that I won't go wrong if I do."
"Are you going to tell me about these daughters you got?" he
asked. "I though you were male, or at least transsexual."
"I have a son as a man," I explained. "He's eighteen. His name is
Emanuel and he and his friends want to go to the conventions with
us. Last weekend I changed Giggles into Sarah. Until I changed
Sarah, I didn't know that I had these abilities. When I changed
Sarah, I gave her those powers also. That night she changed me
from her dad to her mom. I had Sarah change Cleo Kraft to Rocky
as we raced to pick you up."
"Are you going to change me?" he asked.
Again, I stopped and looked at him.
"Do you want to?" I asked.
"No, I'm content living as a woman through my characters only,"
he explained.
"Then I won't do it," I assured him. "Without need there is no
reason. Despite my handle, I'm not evil."
As I opened the car trunk, I told him, "There was a need for us.
You see all three of us were girls between the ears and boys
between the legs. You are what people call normal."
"So, you couldn't do it to me," he mused.
"I wouldn't," I continued. "Not without a good reason. You
haven't given me one yet. Also, I don't have permission. I almost
didn't do your ankle."
We got into the car and I drove out of that airport towards the
five towns.
"Then I'm safe," he said.
"There's one thing I'd like to do for you. Change your age. How
does 23 sound?" I asked.
"I'd love to look like I did in my twenties, but for G_d's sake,
I don't want to go through that acute depression again. I
suffered until I was forty-five."
He sounded alarmed.
"That does make a difference," I said. "I can do it, but not now.
I can't do this in the car. I can't concentrate. I have to
drive."
"What do I have to do?" He asked hopefully.
"Give me the OK, and I'll do it tonight just before you go to
sleep" I told him. "Before then I'll know if it is genes or
environment. Genes I could fix. We would have to watch
environment."
"Why then?" he asked.
"Problems with age," I explained. "It will tire you out. If you
are going to sleep anyway it will only mean you sleep longer."
"I'll think about it," he said.
"I also must make sure you stay a writer. Various forms of
insanity come with an artist's ability. At least I'll know what
to do by the time I tuck you in tonight."
He put a hand on my knee and said, "That's an offer I can't
refuse."
His hand gave me a jolt throughout my body. I wanted him to keep
it there forever, or move it up the thigh.
"We're here," I said reluctantly.
We entered the restaurant and waited about 5 minutes for a table.
We ordered and then I finally asked the question again, "Tell us
about the movie."
"It's the standard movie contract. They will make 'Unusual
Punishment'. I was given a check for $150,000 and will get
another three-fifty when they start production."
"WOW!" I exclaimed. "That's a lot of money!"
I was thinking I would like to stay home and do my real jobs,
play mommy and write, IF things work out between us like I hoped.
"I don't have to write the script," he said.
"What about control?" I asked.
"I doubt that I would have a say," he explained. "Once you sell
the films rights to a work of fiction, it is very rare that the
screenwriters would come back to you for advice. Even the
screenwriters have very little clout in Hollywood."
"So Karen could end up being a bimbo?" I asked.
"Or Mrs. William Gates, or an illegal alien, or Laura Croft. She
might enjoy being Laura," he said.
"Is it at least going to be Kevin to Karen?"
"That's the one thing I insisted on," he said.
"Actors?"
"Don't know. Possibly an unknown in the lead. Has to be young.
But that's in the distant future. There's NO WAY I'll influence
that decision."
As I listened, I realized I wanted to know more. I wanted him to
talk about himself. And the more he talked the more I wanted him
to talk, and the more I wanted him.
"So," I said after he explained some more. "What are you going to
do now?"
"I'm not sure," he said. "That's why I wrote I needed to talk.
I'm not sure if I should go back to my job in computing or be a
full time writer."
"What do you want to do?" I asked.
"Write," he said. "Dad always encouraged me. I would like to
think his encouragement paid off."
"Do you have enough ideas running around in your head?" I asked.
He thought for a while and then said, "I don't know. I'm not sure
if I have enough. That's the scary part."
"Could you write a quick resume?" I asked.
"Yea, why?" he asked surprised.
"I have programmer friends," I told him. "They could tell us how
hard it would be for you to find a job. I suspect those jobs are
a dime a dozen. You just got enough money to take a leave of
absence. I doubt that you would spend all that money in a year.
And I'm assuming that they don't start production that soon."
"They may not ever," he told me.
"Even with that, I think you could take a chance. You might want
to take some courses in something you like for a change."
"Actually, need, in case writing doesn't work," he confessed.
"I'm a COBOL programmer. There isn't much demand for that
anymore. I'd need to learn new skills like C++, Visual Basic, and
Networking. And I have to quit my job. I don't think a leave of
absence is possible. I'm one third of our team and my boss is
trying to teach me enough for HIM to retire."
"Oh, I see your problem," I reluctantly agreed. "Assume that
you're a writer while you're with us. If you lived here there are
plenty of schools in the area." I had to give him that hint. I
needed to convince him to quit his job and live with us. Maybe,
if I told him his expenses would be lower. "Although I don't know
if it has what you need there's even one walking distance from my
home."
I put my hand in his and looked in his eyes. They were a deep
dark brown. Despite their darkness they sparkled. He looked right
into my eyes, leaned over and gave me a kiss. There's not going
to be a letdown. He may go back to North Carolina for a while,
but I knew that my home would eventually become his. With his
writing there would be plenty of time to share with him. As I am
a writer, too, we would have to make sure we make the time for
each of us to do that. Hopefully we could help each other write
our stories.
We continued to talk through dinner. Although I continued to hog
the conversation with Norman, my daughters were in it as well. At
the end of the meal, Rocky chanted to our embarrassment, "Mommy's
got a boyfriend." Finally the check came. Automatically Norm
tried to pay for the dinner.
"You can't pay for the meal," I said.
"Please, I insist," he said.
"Trust me," I countered. "You are not allowed. When I show you
that Haphtorah later, read the next few lines. I can't have you
believe you are paying for your foot, but I promise to act like a
lady this coming week."
"That sounds fair."
I drove us back home. As soon as we got into the house, Rocky ran
upstairs to her room and came down thanking me for the way I did
it. I told her Sarah did most of the decorating. Raquel gave her
big sister a hug.
"Mommy, what about memory changes?" Rocky asked me.
"Tomorrow, after school," I promised. "Can you live that long
with them."
She thought for a while, and then said, "Think so."
"Good, now off to bed," I insisted. "People your size need more
rest."
"Not tired," she protested.
"How about you get dressed for bed and I read to you," I asked.
"Can still read," she yawned.
"Then would you read to me?" I asked.
"Horton and the egg?"
"Go get it." I said.
"'K!" Rocky said.
Norman was looking at the Jewish section of my library as Raquel
ran to get the book.
"Sarah, don't you have homework?" I asked.
"Uhhhhh, OK, ma," she said with a wink.
"Now for you," I said to him as I put my hand on my copy of
"Stone" and flipped through the pages. "Haphtorah Thzaria, parts
of Second Kings 4 and 5."
"What are these other books? he asked. "Nachman, Gratz, ha Levi,
Kaplin. I know the Talmud, Malmides, Buber and a few others. Is
Nachman Nachmanides?"
"Nachmanides was a philosopher and Torah commentator who lived
about 800 years ago," I explained. "You know him as Malmides.
Nachman was a Hasidic rabbi who told great stories and lived
about 200 years ago. He was the great grandson of the Bal Shem
Tov. His Brotslovian movement is known as the Hasidim of the dead
because they believe that he is still their rabbi."
"Jewish folk tales?" he asked pulling a book out with his finger.
"The one you're touching has a very short story with a minor
transgender part in it. My library is yours, but please reread
that Haphtorah first including the few sentences after the
Haphtorah ends."
"Mommy, lets read!"
Raquel sat between Norman and me and started to read. Before
Horton was on the boat I had to continue. By the time the egg
hatched she was asleep. As I picked her up to put her in her bed,
Norman looked up from his reading and smiled.
After putting Rocky to sleep I checked with Sarah. She said she
completed her homework except for some reading which she would do
after she finished talking with Alex. I went back to the living
room and snuggled next to Norman. He put his arm around me as he
continued to read. I could read what he was reading, Buber's "I
and Thou".
"I tried reading Buber several times. I could only get a few
pages into it," I told him. "Like 'War and Peace.' That copy is
twenty years old yet it still looks new."
"Buber's very interesting," he said.
"I get the basic idea, but then I'm lost."
"When I'm finished I'll explain it to you."
"I'd like that very much," I said hopefully.
Wow, he's even going to be my teacher.
"And thank you for not letting me pay," he told me. "I now
understand. By the way, (yawn) I'm getting tired."
"May I reduce your age?"
"MY depression?"
"The genetic part I'll cure tonight. The rest we will have to
work on, but not right away," I said. "You won't be depressed.
Will you trust me? I'd rather we make love than I do this."
Our eyes met.
"Could we do both?" he asked.
"Yes," I said feeling the need for him to touch me.
We kissed. He kissed my neck and nibbled my ear. I giggled as I
put my arms around his neck. We ended up with me on my back on
the couch and him on top of me as he played with my arms, neck,
and breasts while we were still dressed.
"Please," I said, "before it's too late. Take me into my bedroom.
The children."
He gave me one last feel, got off of me, picked me up and carried
me into my bedroom. We kissed along the way. I giggled again. He
gently put me on the bed and I pulled him down. He took off my
top as I unbuttoned his shirt. I let him play with the exposed
part of my breasts near my lacy bra as I moved my hands on his
arms and chest. Doing that I felt his strength. He gave me a
hickey on my neck as he picked me up to open my bra. The hickey
felt soooo goood.
"Mmmm," I murmured as his every touch put me on fire.
I played with the hairs on his chest. And then he rubbed my
breasts with his beard. You don't know a turn on until you have
had a man's soft beard rubbing your breasts. He stopped the beard
rubbing when his lips reached my erect nipple and he started
sucking it. He played with the other one to make sure it would
not get jealous. I was ready and I opened his pants zipper to let
him know. As I pulled his pants down he removed my skirt. There
was just two thin pieces of fabric around our groins separating
our otherwise naked bodies. He removed my panties and then his
underpants. I marveled how big and engorged he was. I rubbed his
penis with the lips of my vagina, and each time I got to the tip
he went in me a little farther until he was finally completely in
me. He lay on top of me for about a half a minute before starting
his rhythm again. I moved with him as I locked my legs around him
and gently helped him push himself inside me. At least his
thrusts were gentle in the beginning. Just before his strokes
began to be strong I felt what could be best described as waves
rippling through my body. When these waves hit my brain I could
see sparkled lights. Each wave was better than the one before.
Just after he exploded in me I felt these waves subside. It was
the most enjoyable experience I ever had, and he gave it to me.
I felt the warm afterglow as I lay partially on top of him.
"You know I have to marry you," he finally said.
I heard his voice through his chest.
"Mmmmmm. Do you want to?" I asked playing with his beard and
looking at him.
"I don't know, but Jewish law."
"Jewish law says that you have to offer. Until you know, I
release you from your obligation. When you do know, the answer is
yes."
"How do you know I'll want to?"
"Admit it," I continued. "You want me."
"Part of me does," he admitted.
"Then just accept it."
"When I'm ready," he continued. "I'll ask you properly."
"Did you hear what you just said?" I asked.
"Yea, I'm getting there."
"Before I make you younger, my love, put on some PJ's for my
babies," I said.
"I don't have pajamas," he explained. "I sleep naked."
"If it was just you and me I'd love it," I argued. "You're very
handsome, even when I see the bare facts. But I have children.
Rocky is at the 'tee he and giggle' stage and you might arouse
Sarah."
"You're right," he sighed. "But I still don't have any. Could you
conger me up a pair?"
"What would you like?" I looked at him from a sexual point of
view.
"Hummm," he thought out loud. "Black silk. That should look and
feel nice."
"That might turn me on again," I said as I created the pajamas
under his pillow.
"You want to try?" he said devilishly.
My forefinger traced the outlines of his chest as I said, "yea,"
very seductively.
While he put his PJ's on, my peach nightgown went over my body.
We kissed and then I snuggled next to him. He fell asleep. I
changed his age to twenty-three, and fixed his depression gene
while adding to his ability to create. Then I put my head on his
chest again. I fell asleep to the hypnotic rhythm of his regular
breathing as he slept.
He woke me up two hours later by rubbing one of my breasts. I
gladly accommodated him. It wasn't as explosive as before, but I
was satisfied. When to me it was repeated just after I fell
asleep again I began to wonder.
"What's going on?" I asked. "Don't get me wrong. I like it, but I
need my sleep."
"I'm a restless sleeper," he replied. "I tend to get up several
times a night."
"Honey, remind me to fix it in the morning," I mumbled as I went
back to sleep.
.
My clock radio woke us up with, "And two hearts that beat as one,
no more loving on the run...."
"You do that?" he asked.
"Hum?" I asked as I snuggled closer, and desperately tried to go
back to sleep.
"The song."
"Nice song," I mumbled.
I am very stupid when I first awake, and with the extra
recreation I was really out of it.
"You choose that song to wake us?" Norm asked.
"Huh?" I then tried to think about what he was saying. "Oh...No,
too sleepy." I said as I grabbed him around his neck and pulled
myself closer to him.
I needed him to protect me from the needs of the new day. After a
while, as the radio was still playing I got up and made sure my
babies were getting ready for school. I then pulled some bread
dough out of the freezer to make the hallah for the Sabbath. Then
I got Raquel cleaned and dressed for nursery school. It was going
to be warm so I made sure she had shorts and a salmon tank top to
keep her cool. Norman walked in the kitchen in his PJ's, and
yawned as he sat down. He looked handsome with his younger face,
stronger muscles, less weight, lighter hair color, and no gray.
"Would you like breakfast?" I asked.
"What do you have?" he responded.
"Cereal, Eggs, cheeses."
I opened the cereal cabinet and got Cheerios for Rocky.
""Y'all have grits?" he asked in a more Southern accent.
"I don't usually have any Farina this time of the year," I said
as I poured Raquel's cereal. "I could get you some when I drop
off Rocky."
"Don't bother, I'll have the Cheerios. Besides I don't like
grits."
I put the cereal down on the table, and gave him a playful punch.
Before I was able to turn away and get the milk he grabbed and
tickled me. When he stopped about a minute later we were hugging
and kissing. After getting a bowl for Norman and fixing Rocky's
breakfast I went back to my bedroom, put on a new set of panties
and bra, then an orange tube-top and a pair of white short shorts
with fringes on the bottom. I put on enough makeup to be
presentable and then my sneakers. Then I shooed Sarah out the
door just in time for her to catch the bus. As usual, Alex had
held up the bus for her to catch it. I drank my OJ took my
vitamin pill and had my banana while Norman got dressed. We
walked Rocky to the nursery school that was a half a mile away.
We did a little food shopping where we got some things Norman
wanted.
"What do you want to do today until the girls get out of school?"
he asked.
"We have to get you another pair of PJ's. That should take an
hour I think that there is a noon concert at Eisenhower Park.
Please! We could make it a picnic."
"What's the concert?" he asked.
"I don't know. I just go. These noon concerts go on all summer."
"You believe in pot luck."
"At least I'll be with you," I said as I leaned closer to him.
We got back home and put the food away. I then packed a picnic
chest, which we filled with ice. He drove us to Roosevelt Field
where we bought him another two pair of silk pajamas. One was
maroon, the other navy. He also bought a baseball cap with the
Braves logo and I got a flowered hat.
"Don't wear that cap anywhere near my brother-in-law," I warned
Norman as we were purchasing his hat. "He's a rabid Mets fan."
"Maybe until after I get to know him better."
"Don't count on it," I explained. "I hardly like him and my
sister is trying to kick him out. The crazy part is that I know
and like his sisters and brothers-in-law, and some of his cousins
too. Some I even knew before I found out they were machatonim."
We left Roosevelt Field and drove the three miles to where the
concert was in the park. When we got there, I laid down the
blanket and then he put down the small chest. We sat there for
about ten minutes. Then we heard the New York Philharmonic tuning
up. It is always a treat to hear them whether it is here, Central
Park, or Carnegie. After the concert began I took out the lunch.
Part of the time we ate. Part of the time we sat there listening.
I occasionally glanced at him. There were times I felt his gaze
on me. There was a time our hands touched and then we embraced.
"Do you like classical?" he whispered as the concert continued.
"Yea," I said without conviction. "It is not my most favorite,
but I still like it."
"That's about the same with me," he said. "What kind of music do
you like?"
"Most rock, jazz, reggae, some classical except German Heroic
Opera," I continued. "I HATE fat ladies singing. For the most
part I don't like country western and rap. I also like folk songs
and folk dancing. In general, the music has to be good quality."
"Folk dancing?" he asked. "That seems interesting."
"Israeli or international?" I asked
"Don't know haven't tried it much," he told me.
"It would be fun to teach you," I said happily. "Maybe we'll go
to a session while you're here."
"I'd like that," he said with a grin.
Looking at him, I closed my eyes and opening them.
"So what kind of music you like?" I asked.
"Mostly I agree with you," he told me. "Except I like very old
country western more like Patsy Kline and Hank Williams. That's
senior more that junior. I like the alternate rock like Alanis
Morrisette and I hate gangsta-rap. I don't know much folk dance
music."
"So you like what we're listening to?" I asked.
"Yea," he told me. "I'm with you, Shelly, and the price is
right."
After the concert we played the miniature golf that was recently
installed in the park. It was fun. After the game we drove to
pick up Sarah and Alex. Then we picked up Raquel. Raquel showed
us a painting she did in school. Later, Raquel and I discussed
her memories. I deleted the ones I knew she needed erasing. I
told her some of them we needed to think about more. Then the
three of us started making dinner as Norman read.
We set the dining room table for seven. Alex and his parents were
going to be with us for dinner that night. Sarah put on the table
seven candleholders and had Rocky help her put the candles in.
There would be one for each of us tonight. While they did the
finishing touches on the table I finished cooking. Four chickens,
salad, vegetables and rice pilaf should be enough for us and
still have leftovers.
I took out the kiddush cup and filled it with wine. It is the
only family heirloom that I know of. The glass was made in
Czechoslovakia in the 1840's. The story goes that one of my great
grandmothers remembered it in her grandparents' home in what is
now Belarus.
After I set up the halah, I took a short bath and put on a mint
evening dress that showed my cleavage well. I redid my makeup and
then I added a bracelet, and the emerald necklace that I wore for
my first meetings Giggles and Norman. Shabbat IS a special
occasion.
The guests arrived with plenty of time before Shabbat began, but
we wasted no time starting it a little early. Sarah helped Rocky
light her candle and then lit two for Alex and her. Alex's mom
smiled at Sarah, and then did the two for her and her husband.
Part of me was suspicious that Miriam Rapaport's smile meant
something I didn't know. Were Miriam and Sarah keeping a secret
from me, or was it an innocent mother happy for what might
happen. Then it was my turn. When I lit the second candle I
looked at Norm and felt love for him. Nervously he lifted the
kiddush cup.
"Do you know the blessing?" I whispered.
"This glass is old. I'm afraid to hold it."
"It is already chipped," I noted the dent on the base. "If it
breaks, we'll find another one that we could put love in."
He did the blessing over the wine, and then passed it around to
everyone. I helped Raquel take a sip. Then he did the blessing
for washing the hands and we followed. Finally he thanked G_d for
the bread. Then we ate. We had plenty of time to get to evening
services that night. We put the dishes in the sink, leaving them
for after Shabbat. We ladies freshened up and then all of us
walked to synagogue. As usual we were the difference in the
minion, and most of the service was normal. When it came time for
the blessing of the children, Norman hesitantly put his hands on
the girls. It made me happy. I knew it was another step closer to
a decision for him. Rocky helped by pushing our hands together. I
think she not only wanted a daddy, but this daddy. After services
we stayed for kiddush, and shmozed with the other two families.
Then we walked home. Although I was talking to Miriam, I had my
hand around Norm's arm. We gave Sarah and Alex breathing room so
they could cement their relationship. I was happy for them and
hoped they would continue to grow closer. When we got to our
door, Alex was still with Sarah. I pulled Raquel and Norman in so
the kids could have their privacy. Rocky still looked out the
window. She needed to learn. About a half an hour later, a very
happy Sarah finally came in. She gave each of us a kiss and
danced to her bedroom. I then helped Raquel get to bed.
After the girls went to bed Norman took out the Soncino copy of
the Megalot and asked me to sit next to him. I cuddled up to him
and he opened the book to page 1. He was going to do what a
Jewish husband is supposed to read to his wife on Friday night. I
knew it was another major step for him.
"Song of Songs, which is Solomon's" he began. "Let him kiss me
with the kisses of his mouth..."
With those words I leaned closer and he put his arm around me.
Again I was able to read with him.
He read, "...thou art fair, my love; though art fair; thine eyes
are as doves..." as he looked lovingly at me.
I looked back at him with want, better make that need, in my
eyes.
When he read, "My beloved is mine and I am his..." I repeated,
"dohdee lee va'anee loh."
"Yea," he said and then kissed me.
Eventually he read, "Thy twin breasts are like two fawns, that
are twins of a gazelle..." as he touched one of my breasts. He
never finished the story that night.
Our plan for Saturday was for us to go to Shabbat services, and
stay for kiddush. Then we were to pick up Manny with some of his
friends and go to the convention. After Shabbat services we
stayed for the kiddush where I had to answer the expected
questions about how close Norman and I were. Most of those we
talked to were expecting wedding invitations after I told them we
were negotiating. We stayed after kiddush for a short study
session. Then he drove me to pick up the boys. I had to explain
to my ex-wife about Norman after she dragged me away from her
husband and Norman. She got the idea of w